The Tzimtzum Is Deeper than the Light, But It's a Secret

the yeshiva.net so we're middle of the mimer we're middle of civ dalat we learned in the previous year that the separation between the higher water and the lower water represents not just a physical development in creation however one explains the this concept that there is a heaven there's a firmament that separates the water me me malera kiyomi when in all the research on the various planets you know i remember a few years ago they discovered water on mars they discovered water on mars assembly in the big shuttle not just in the little state in the cosmos there's water on mars is that the watermelor kia the water under the heaven we know the water under the heavens you go to the ocean that's the watermelon but spiritually the the separation was a a dramatic shift in all of existence from sunday to monday everything changed because the shift is that there are now two definitions of pleasure water is associated with deep pleasure delight ecstasy prior to this split if hashem wouldn't have split through the waters into two if there would be no rakia hamadil a firmament that separates there would be one definition of pleasure only one what would be the one definition of pleasure the only definition of pleasure would be the vegas with the enzymes the vacancies with the aim serve that's the definition of pleasure is there another definition of pleasure oneness with infinite truth that's plan that's pleasure that's the source of pleasure he's the source of pleasure it's the source of all goodness the source of all pleasure association with that is the deepest pleasure the time why is it that if i go over to somebody in the street and i say tell me what pleasure is many people won't answer that how many people will tell you that's a definition of pleasure why is it because of monday you could blame monday there's not one difference there's two definition of pleasures this is my millionaire my millionaire means there's a a a deeper definition of pleasure and my entertainment means there is a lowly definition of pleasure what he calls here and is meaning the tainu that comes from beetle from devecos and then there's thailand which is the thai nog that is just about so many things seem appealing and attractive and very very pleasurable within our world within our material world and sometimes that pleasure actually comes from a distortion that pleasure can take me away more from my harmony more from my truth more from my oneness it becomes a substitute of the genuine tynuk that promotes my oneness and promotes my connection and alignment with who i really am which is a fragment of infinity and the zohar tells us that the lower waters were crying what's the objective the objective is that these mayan should experience a craving a thirst for realignment and this thirst and craving causes them to become even deeper and greater than they were before the elite because the pining that sabal the next this creates even a deeper aliyah a deeper ascent and sublimation of these and that's that was the uniqueness of tuesday tuesday we say twice including once for monday why if monday was so not positive as the madrid says was introduced on monday so what happens on tuesday that suddenly monday gets akitaiv the answer is tuesday reframes monday and the moment you reframe monday now it's good when monday is existing in a vacuum there's just a split by millionaire that's associated with ms with truth and taino that's false it's superficial it's transient i can get caught up in it i can even become addicted to it but uh some of you know about these type we all know about these tanoogam very well it's very promising it's very appealing right how does tiny work if you just eat this this this piece of steak if you just take this slice of pizza piece of cake if you just go to this website if you just you know do this one gamble if you just take this drink or whatever it is there's plenty plenty of examples we don't have to get here very graphic and detailed everybody can apply to their own lives it promises me pissing around says this will save my life it's going to give me so much pleasure so much goodness so much sweetness yeah bubkas turns out to be bubba because garnishment garnished why because of this half dollar this is the dramatic separation of it has its own definition pleasure has a new definition the definition could be that was the macholicus of monday there's two definitions to how to live what does it mean a good life what does it mean a good life there's a split you could look at it from the perspective but all of us are part we have both waters in us on tuesday you reframe the monday suddenly tuesday what happened tuesday tuesday dry land emerged in other words the planet became a place that is conducive for human habituation for the human to do well there once tuesday emerges it reframes monday because what does the avoid of a person accomplish to be milder to elevate the mind to a place that is even deeper than the mayam el yanum because on tuesday you have the potential for the avoidance of the person and what does that do the human approach to ultimately to be able to bring them back to their source and with even greater alacrity and vigor because of the distance because of the frustration because of the loneliness because of the alienation because of the struggle suddenly to to some monday becomes tough based on this we understand what happened with kayak he wanted the mahleikas of monday kaira felt you know why god separated the two waters because the maya and them are actually on their own the root of the physical the root the source the divine source of the physical in some ways is deeper than the divine source for the spiritual through physicality kairos understood the truth you touch something in hashem that you can't touch the word he gave one example there's many different explanations for an example he says higher than sharon there's something that's expressed that's manifested something divine about the physical that is deeper than the spiritual he says the sheriff means in its root in its core in its origin of course gashmi is lower than us means it's reflective of the divine gosh means is not but because of that itself the shairish of gash means is deeper than the cherished you have to have to really tune into this this is uh this is serious stuff this is not the superficial entertaining material and he gave one example from today says that is refers to the higher worlds the spiritual universes refers to the physical worlds where there is endless diversity and this represents the true ultimate perfection of infinity that even though he's one he contains within himself infinite diversity from him come infinite diversity that's the uniqueness they only have in the physical world from oneness oneness and yet you have so many diverse details that you don't see in ireland celia in manila masselia there is a oneness there is a harmony that's what elian means alya means it's they're all defined by harmony because they sense their association with the divine so there's oneness you don't see differences you don't see diversity you can't see diversity it's all hashem what do we have in this world in this world we have endless diversity and yet it all comes from this is one manifestation of the rish of gas means being deeper than the sheriff because this phenomenon that the one should produce so many diverse proto represents the the truth of the ancient scythe where the infinity is manifested in infinite diversity and he's one it's all one so kirak believes and kurta feels that that is the reason that the mind taken was separated and here he develops a new approach to life what's the new approach to life we explain that aaron is ought to be an extension of it or to be subservient assets for example in the home discipline structure boundaries are critical if not you have an anarchy anarchy and complete a complete breakdown of dignity but the structures always have to be an extension of love it's because you want a deeper connection it's not because you want to disconnect so the govura is subservient in a person's life you must have structures you have to have boundaries but the boundaries even in a marriage it's critical to have balance between a husband and a wife there's you and there's me but even the boundaries what's their purpose their purpose is to come closer not to come further so gevora is supposed to be subservient we said that kaira fought the authority of iren like it's not enough you're a lady you have to be a kyan too kyrie felt that govura has to supplant hassan gura has to reign supreme what's the what's the meaning of this what's the meaning of this so the devil is explaining as follows why do the lower waters cry we want to be in front of the king because they feel the gevaldica beauty and truth of maya emily einem of the gilroy of ellicos the mayan are frustrated by their distance they are searching for the revelation of godliness which is always associated with hassan because the difference and has is as you project you express all is associated with a certain form of withdrawal holding back containment guru is containment is benevolence there is a lot of giving there is sharing this connection what is this in the divine is the revelation of infinity guru is the containment of infinity in the physical world you have guru you have the containment of godliness the concealment of godliness in the higher worlds you have quesadilla revelation of godliness when the lower worlds feel and sense their distance their governess they strive and they cry because they feel the tremendous virtue and truthfulness in the question of the maya male 1 so the mind which lack a manifestation of oneness want to leave their own identity and go back to the maya malayana that's all pre-kara what does kairak say karak says no there's no need to cry perfect let's see let's see further inside we're middle of siv dalat the middle of civ knowledge and uh one two three four we'll start from the word the kevin around one two three four five they don't have the manifestation the revelation of the divine energy so they cry they want to go back i want to go back to my amalia item it's the frustration it's the void that the human being experiences from the emptiness of the mind she is is the ultimate objective is the physical pleasures within themselves because and not because he was a low life not because he was a brute materialistic uh hedonist and pleasure seeker no kodak was a deep fellow because kairak says the sheriff of gash means is deeper than the shadows of there is something in the physical that you will not find in the spiritual that's why the meddler says the majority is not hashem wanted we should build them a home in the physical world not in the spiritual world why kyra says there's something divine in the physical you will not find in the spiritual that's kairak's view and it's based on the truth that the shaders of gas means is deeper than cherished we'll soon see where he's right where he's 100 percent right that was 100 percent wrong we'll soon see so kyra says you know why this is mine because the kavanaugh is gash me is for gashmias in order to reveal the point the core and the divinity of all physicality that's the core of the day you're going to touch something much deeper the body will bring you to a place that's much deeper than the soul wow the kashmiris will bring you to a place that's deeper than the rookies where you have to reveal the show that you have to reveal that it's some there's something that the in the divine you're going to touch only in the physical you will not be able to touch on the spiritual precisely in the gospels not because it's crying what are you crying for you want to go back to my millionaire you're greater than a miami that was kodak's perspective in other words don't yearn for acid embrace the glory embrace the concealment again the higher worlds are a product of hassan yamin the right hand you mean makarevas revelation expression the lower worlds are a product of what shameless kim gavura guris simpson god filters his energy he conceals it he he compresses it he makes it finite he contains it as the word containment that's what guru is that containment of hashem is what allows physicality to emerge as autonomous as ungodly could be unholy one could walk the face of this planet their entire life and consider themselves an atheist and be considered a very very respectable citizen and even a great respectable scientist even though every day in the lab all you're doing is studying god's mind and god's energy that's what you're doing and you rely on that because you believe there are laws of nature and you believe that the laws are rational and you expect them to be rational and your entire life is you're trying to find the system you're trying to find the system of something that's supposed to be a random mistake and of course it's a contradiction by tur in terms but you know there are laws of nature and you know that they're rational and you know that they're brilliant and you know that they're consistent and you know that they're predictable and you also know that they're universal and you rely on it and you're trying to figure out exactly the unifying plan and program even though you're calling yourself an atheist which means there's no plan there's no program there's no rationality it's just luck but that's the power of our world where the divine is completely contained it's contained this simpson kirk says don't go to the higher places this is it the kavanaugh was the simpson the kavanaugh was the guru that's the objective that's the purpose you know why because shay rishikash which is deeper than and that could only come from guru from simpson so this is where the main mile is why are you crying you want to be somewhere else you want to go back to this this is where this is where you have much deep much much more truth much deeper stuff [Music] is he right or wrong avocados made a mistake why not because he's wrong he's not wrong the scheider shagash means is deeper [Music] the ultimate kavon of creation is the transformation of the physical world the body holds the score the divine score the body has something in it that nothing that that no other higher levels of spirituality have i once heard from the remember i think it was shabbos zayn he started to cry he set over a a mighty dickavard that he heard from his father-in-law and he got very very emotional and got choked up he said that the fifth laboratory rebecca was the rebel asham rip shalom dive bear schneiderson he passed away in 1920 business in 1920. he was a grandson of the tamar sadiq opened his sleeve and rolled up the sleeve he rolled up the sleeve so that his skin the epidermis the the height of his body became visible and he says at ungert psyched he pointed to his hand to the flesh and he told his son who would later become the the yachts the sixth labacher who was the father-in-law of the river he points to the epic to the skin of his body and he says i'll say it in yiddish the way i heard it from the rabbit he said he said his first name he said he called him by his first name yosef yitzhak and he said retire a yiddish is as of them as eiffel tower look how precious is the body the physical body of a jew that for this body hashem poured out so much of mitzvahs how many mitzvahs which represent hashem's inner will apply to the body and how much toyota applies to the body wow how did this body mortal frail other me say they may offer versailles offer as the cynics say it just ends up as fodder for the worms and it's not cynical it's true this body which decomposes and is some worthless little creature that has luck for a couple of years to be able to survive on its 50 trillion cells and yet the reboiners from the creator the saving of a body of a body just for one day even for a day overrides most of they said that ever got very emotional when he told over this vert that his father-in-law told them what she heard from his father the perspective so it's kind of writer wrong so he says is a thousand percent right and kyrie is also a thousand percent wrong that's a real jewish answer how does it work this is wow is right was ahead of his time when meshiach comes we will be able to fully access the true divinity in the physicality itself not because of the spirituality of it because the physicality of it when meshiach comes we'll be able to see and access and fully align ourselves with the true shirish of mayan of physicality vis-a-vis itself but the only way to get there is when the gash me is first experiences the void the yearning the aspiration when the mayan are crying why did you cast us down under down under pun intended why do we have to be separated from the maya male 1 i want to stand in front of the king i don't want to be sent away below the heaven it's not it's unfair my colleague my brother my sister the higher water he remains in the presence of the reborn and we might hashem has to appease the water don't worry we're going to use salt on the carbon don't worry we're going to bring water libations every day of sukkahs nissa hamayam ush after mine missus and he appeases the water and don't worry the joy of succus is going to be greater than the joy a whole year because it's the joy that comes from chuva it's the joy that comes from you reader what you read the kyra says that's not how you read it you're lucky that emperor says kaidak is right but the only way to get to kreidek is if you go through the pre-messianic process where the mayan tahitim needs to be in a state of yearning that comes from the void and comes from the frustration and then then we have the ability to be able to see the true authentic divinity and infinity in the gospels in the mind and that's why there's no key tail for the water separating until tuesday yesterday possession even monday is wonderful what did monday do monday separated the water this means the water came down below because there's a separation it's not anymore up above it's below isn't that incredible because this allowed for the concept of gasmius so i want you to understand what the rep is saying here is that monday allowed for the concept of gashmi's that's divorced from ruslius if there was no monday if there was no separation all that would be my emiliano which means the only definition of reality would be alignment with divinity that is called a spiritual life that is what a spiritual life is the concept of physicality that you could look at the physical world and see it as an objective in and of itself divorced from any higher meaning any higher purpose that happens on monday korek says that is incredible because that actually allows godliness to be manifested within the physical world and that itself is much deeper than the spiritual worlds the meaning and purpose that spirituality demands is a very limited form of godliness the real truth exists in kashmir's and that happened on monday because if not for monday the gosh means would have been completely nullified and bottled and subservient to the is so monday has a great kitaif and yet we don't say kitaev on monday i we explain that when meshiach comes we're going to see the mile and the mind monday should be celebrated he says that's true but lovely we can't say kitaev now on that if you say ki triv on the mind themselves that's quite a mistake you can't do that you know why you're going to get lost in it you will never get to the side of sagasmis you will get caught up in the trap in the delusion and the lie of it at this stage of the game the objective in the water going down is that they should go back up the objective of the distance is to undo the distance the objective of the distortion is to be able to search for the innocence that's pre the distortion the indians and assabet and that begins on tuesday when the void of a person becomes possible because of the dry land that emerges on tuesday and the human being's avoided with the mayan is going to be to cry i want to go back to the king valdez with there is simpson there is divine revelation and divine containment says divine containment is much deeper than divine revelation you know that the divine containment is much more divine in divine revelation because divine revelation is always limited based on what the vessel could contain but divine containment is unlimited because god is is concealing himself so it's unlimited divine revelation is always about how much you could receive from the revelation but divine containment is infinite it's it's the truth there's no filters here because you see nothing nothing has to fit your vessels because it doesn't have to be revealed so kyra says simpson is much more true than gilly in other words gashing is much much truer than rushing is because gas means is a product of simpson and rukhin is the product of gili she says the hamilah shabbat simpson answered me is gallaudet lasted love it kirikou is right but the greatness and the simpson will only be revealed in the it comes only to bring you to a deeper a deeper revelation it seems so abstract we're so transcendent actually in the next paragraph the laboratory applies this to life what does this mean in life what are these two approaches in life remember every single concept here is a living reality reflecting a different lifestyle a different a different perception in life so very briefly what are we saying here i'm going to ask you to take a look in 34 and 35 footnotes 34. shalom will prevail over hassan and the will be like bashar might not like basil fascinating beshamai represents guvura containment basilal represents khasa today is like basilo in the future allah is like this can only happen after the become subservient to the asset after that when mashiach comes the guru could now overpower and rise to a place that's beyonce but if the governor is not subservient to the qasid the guru can never become higher than hassan what does this mean 35 you'll take a look in the miner of cairo hey that's 1915 middle of the first world war by the rebel shop simpson kaiden it was a mistake that simpson is for the purpose of revelation the virtue of symptom in and of itself that it's deeper than gilroy that will only come out when the shirt comes right now you got to be careful with this information because it can wreak havoc he's right only after the perfection of all the berurim but now before the perfection of all the buddhism from the gurus that can be on holy stuff that come out the external powers can get their nurture from guru and that's why today gevorah has to be subservient to acid is right in the ultimate sense that one day after the slime was is much higher than khasit but now if you reveal that secret if you spill those beans then what's going to happen is when you give guru that power it can cause negative energy to nurture itself and sustain itself through the guru has to be subservient what does all this mean i know that it's it's it's it's very abstract it's deep it's not so easy to understand these are very new concepts for many of us what does all of this mean when we speak about mashiach's coming it's not just mashiach comes and will be good things in the world we won't have to pay tuition coronavirus will be gone everybody who needs a shidduch we won't have anxiety that's all ms avada is true but as we as we're seeing here and we have seen many times before the paradigms of existence will change even our paradigms in jewish existence whenever somebody tells a new story it's never simple if you're repeating the old story then everything is good the moment you start telling a new story you arouse suspicion [Music] what are you telling me a new story for how do you know how to distinguish if the new story is authentic or the new story is just trying to get rid of the old story this is not easy to discover that's why we're very suspicious people when there's a new story we want to get rid of it but sometimes there are those few individuals who start telling a new story because god is telling a new story the process from gullah to goula is a new story it's a story we're not used to we're used to the story of gullos we're not used to the story of google listen we've perfected the story of gullahs over 2000 years [Laughter] that's impressive now if you start telling a new story of google whoa do me a favor do me a thing you're confusing me you know somebody the battered woman syndrome right i've lived with abuse for 50 years now you're telling me a new story and i like the old story i hate the old story but i like it because it's familiar it happens to so many of us we live in a repetitive cycle of addiction when a repetitive cycle of sabotaging the self or repetitive cycle of depression repetitive cycle of bad moods of anger a repetitive cycle of deep confusion and uncertainty and i want to stay there not because it's good but because it's better than anything else this is what i'm used to this is what i come home to every day it's familiar it's the familiar enemy depression shalom alaikum anxiety suddenly somebody starts telling a new story do me a favor do me a favor this is disturbing my comfort zone but sometimes that new story is actually a divine story and when that happens it creates a lot of opposition that's why yeah why did the balsham to create so much opposition because he started to tell a new story but not a new story that undo's the old store that undoes the old story a new story that brings the old story to a new place that's the difference there are those who tell a new story because they want to throw away the old story it's called reforming reforming the old it's not good there's telling a new story because there's a new energy there's a new revelation the abyss there that noise hashem gives tired it now nice and attainable can you hear the matan tied off today there's always a new story every moment is a new story there's the story of either sky pre-gola there's the story of either sky post-gola what's the difference kairak is living in the post-gold yiddish kite and he wants to implement it right here right now in the desert and in that world govura prevails overcast in that world simpson is much deeper than gilui divine containment is much more authentic than divine revelation in that world gash me is is much greater than he is and mayan is infinitely superior to myanmar and therefore allah is like right of course he's right but you could never get to that story if you do not first work through the old story and in the old story my impact is inferior to my and kashmiris has to strive to get close to rouhniers and it's simpson the divine in concealment is only to be able to create the kali that you should be able to go back to the oil like we learned in the maya me via dai to musk last year you remember the mimer the whole concept of how simpson works the teacher and the student the teacher contains the information the teacher limits the information compresses the information why so that the student should be able to retain the information not so that the student should say i don't need you so that the student should work with the limited information and ultimately access the deepest wisdom of the teacher you remember those who have learned via diet with us if you didn't you should and if you did you should hazard god filters his infinite light so that we should be able to receive it i'm not infinity i'm a finite guy i don't know about you but i know about me the only way i could receive the divine energy is through a simpson like the student who needs metaphors and parables and allegories and explanations and illustrations and what's the purpose of that concealment of the teacher not the concealment that's not the purpose purpose is revelation you remember we learned hashem hashem is revelation i like him is containment but the truth of elohim is it's also hashem it's just a form of revelation in a way that's accessible to the student if i'm standing in front of an audience i can have an amazing brilliant message it's going may go way above their heads like some people felt last night with our shirt about uh javis biavis and bitter and the thefts and mitchell and the governor be sure right if you're not steeped in this type of information or this type of learning it just goes whoa and then i'm left with nothing so you need symptom in order for the person to have revelation you have to filter it you have to contain yourself you have to know how to communicate how to speak in a ver sometimes you have to completely conceal 99.9 percent of the energy because all of that will be overwhelming and the student will shut down that was the touching of the mayama via dieter mosque simpson comes and says no no there's another story there's the golden story in the gola story gosh me says deeper than him right or is that right so it's fascinating kayla is 100 right but the baby cannot be born prematurely you cannot extract the baby that is the fetus is just developing it did not reach full term yet you do not take the baby out now it's a premature child and what happens is what happens is you may never get to your destination you have to allow the process to develop in order to reach your ultimate destination you want the ghouler you want a new story but you can't get that and that's the ultimate story it's the story where gashmias will ultimately become the place that is more true than rookery is but you cannot get to that story if you start off with allah must be secondary and subservient to the the giloi has to reign supreme and that simpson has to be bashville but we all know that there's a secret here and the secret is that there's something in that simpson that the gilroy does not have and let me explain what that is what's the secret that that symptom has that the ghillie doesn't have we look at filters as a method for revelation if i contain the energy you can get it if i don't contain it you can lose it meaning the whole purpose of containment is what to give you the energy this is called simpson bishfiel hagili but there's something else i hope you guys are with me i don't know i don't see i don't see the matchups i hope you're with me okay if you really get this it's it's it's very powerful stuff whenever i express myself by definition the expression is limited because what is expression expression means the way you experience me and you can only experience me according to your instruments so expression is always filtered and limited or to put it differently the gili of ellicos always comes with a simpson the teacher communicates to the student even to himself with a simpson there's always containment what about in my lack of expression if you can touch my silence you're touching a much deeper place of me because you're touching something that's unfiltered that's not communicated and hence it's not compressed it's not limited it remains infinite the problem is how do you have access to my silence you don't you only have access to my words i may also not have access to my silence i may only have access to my words and because you only have access to my words therefore you can only grasp that which words can contain but what about my deepest essence which is not revealed here there's no way to grasp it there's no way to touch it when the reboiner shalolum compresses this infinite light to create a world there's two stages there's that simpson and there's what's called the cave that simpson is the containment of the infinite the suspension of the infinite light in order to create an empty space where they could be a recipient the cave is the divine energy that now is filtered and tailored and custom made for the creation that's called the cave the ray of light that comes into the post symptom reality so there's two stages symptom is creating an empty space devoid of divine infinity divine infinity is not manifested there and then hashem gives a little minute minuscule energy in kabbalah it's called the cave the hood the line the thread which creates and sustains and invigorates and vivifies all of the worlds that's called the calf what's the purpose of the tsim tsum for the calf god has to create an empty space devoid of infinity so that they could be a world and human beings who can receive his light back to the teacher the teacher empties his head from all of his genius creating an empty space devoid of his energy so that now he can filter give to the student filtered energy very filtered limited energy the purpose of hashem simpson of hashem's containment is bismillah to give that's true but now let's go one step deeper in the in the geely of hashem the revelation of hashem there's a lot of limits because again it's revealed according to what we can receive but in the simpson of hashem his ability to conceal himself that energy is unfiltered it's undiluted the problem is i can't access that but if i would be able to access that if i could see in the world the manifestation of simpson what am i seeing i'm seeing the essence itself i'm not seeing the revelation i'm seeing the essence that's unlimited because in god's silence there's pure infinity it's not limiting itself to the vessels of the student because it's not revealing itself it's about absolute containment it's his ability to be not to be or not to be is the question to be or to be not the kav represents god's ability to be that simpson represents god's ability to be not to hold back to be contained that the revelation doesn't have to go out that is the essence itself because it doesn't have to accommodate anybody because it's all about absence if you can touch that absence if you can touch that silence you have touched the ultimate truth that's why kyrah says if you can touch the divinity and that simpson you're touching something much more authentic than the godliness in the calf the godliness that's revealed in the worlds that's always limited it's always filtered it's always finite even the highest worlds because it's based on the vessel but the godliness that's not revealed the godliness that's contained the silence that's manifested in the world that touches the deepest essence that is the essence the problem is we can't touch it because it's not revealed but kyra says don't you realize that the concealment of god in the physical world that's much more god than the godliness you'll ever access in the physical world the concealment of god in the physical world that simpson that creates our physical world is much deeper than the revelations of godliness in the physical world because these are not mitigated these are not compromised these are not diluted it's it's him himself because he's not adjusting himself to anybody it's not the silence of the teacher that's manifested in the sims is much deeper than anything the teacher will say can you touch that silence can you touch the secret of that silence could you touch the secret of the body if you could you touch something much deeper than geeloy so kyra said don't cry this is where it is this is where it's at show your shaddash means is deeper than sharokina's simpson is deeper than cherish he's right but he's so wrong because you will never get to that place if you do not first work through the whole process of revelation and if you try to get to that place prematurely you can end up with nothing that simpson will just drive you so far away from the truth that you can end up in the quagmire of the abyss you have to be able to celebrate that simpson only after you cry for that simpson if you don't cry for the simpson you'll never be able to celebrate it if the mayan don't cry you'll never be able to celebrate it if you don't feel the distortion of it the void you'll never be able to come and see the truth of it you have to be able to see the distortion in order then to be able to see that on a deeper level there's no distortion whatsoever on a deeper level this containment is really giving you access to the ultimate truth that can't be revealed in isis it can't be accessed through caleb and the only way you can get there though is if there is the process of of of frustration i think i need the ics effort i think i need icsa for this this is very uh let's see how that ever applies this to life is tyra mitzvahs and there's a life called it says in michele in all your ways you should know him what does it mean in all your ways it means involvement in our world it could be hiking it could be building an incredible business it can be traveling the world eating drinking sleeping celebrating life in all of its facets in all your ways the who you should know him this divide of terra mitzvas that's kedusha i learned turner i darwin i do a mitzvah i put on villain i give to dhaka i celebrate shabbos that's how vedic turned out kadusa is you should know him in all your ways whatever that work is your vocation your career your business whether you're a therapist whether you're a psychologist whether you're a physician a dentist a lawyer an accountant a videographer a plumber an electrician or a naturalist or a gardener even a teacher whatever your vocation is because on all your ways you should know both that which you do as a vocation and that which you do as you know your extracurricular curricular activities your hobbies etc which one is greater which one is greater here is where this act this whole debate comes to life kyra says much deeper than toyota mitzvos and you know what there is something true about us that ever says you get to see god in the world in your ways you should know him i've become in touch with the divine in the kitchen in the office in my travels and my experiences of life this is what we call inyane hirschus in the world you'll find everything but kodak made a huge mistake and this balance is so delicate it's such a delicate balance is talking about a new story he's talking about a story of gula but that story you have to be ready for because if you go to that story prematurely you could lose that story you can obliterate that story and we come back again to the simpsons i need you to understand this i'm going to get very i'm going to feel very empty if you don't understand this i'm gonna feel very uh what's the word uh unsuccessful like a failure if you don't understand this okay i'll have to do my own therapy my entertainment where do you see more of god in his concealment during his revelation when do you see more of god in his revelation right but that's not true you see much more of god in his concealment you know why because that's why he's concealed there because he can't be revealed because it's too deep it's too deep to be revealed so if you could see god there you see everything problem is you can't see it's the sound of silence the sound of silence is always gonna be infinitely louder than the sound of noise won't it friends can the sound of silence be heard contradiction in terms if i hear the sound of silence it's not silence anymore silence my brother told me this great joke i love jokes about soviet communists because i grew up in a home my parents both grew up in communist russia so i appreciate what they went through so there was this fellow in the soviet union who gets up one day in the in one of the marketplaces in moscow and he says khrushchev khrushchev was the leader of the soviet union after stalin says khrushchev is avails me he's the quintessential insane nut job look the kgb hears they immediately arrest him of course this was the paradise of communism and he goes to trial he gets two life sentences two life sentences in siberia each 100 years 200 years in siberia why two there was a double crime double crime is first of all is he insulted the leader of the soviet union he said he's a mashugana avails me sugar now world renowned crazy man he insulted the leader 100 years siberia why the second hundred years you reveal the state secret that khrushchev is a state secret you this is you reveal the state secret le havdil when you reveal a state secret it's not a secret anymore if the sound of silence can be heard can it be silent but if you could hear the sound of silence through your own silence through listening to your own silence you will touch the essence much more than any noise where is god more in that which is concealed or that which is revealed of course of that which is concealed that's why it's concealed because the essence is there it can we understand what kyrie is saying he's saying gosh that's where it's at rook is the filter who wants filters we want the truth where's the truth in the gosh me is he right this is the story of mashiach it's a story of gula there's only one way you're going to get there you can only get to the sound of divine silence when you confessed appreciate the divine revelation and be frustrated by the concealment the mayan must cry the kevorah must be subservient what is this in a person's avoidance says greater than terror amidst this it's finding god in the world not escaping to the base madrid it's it's finding god in the office it's finding god in your paperwork it's finding god in your body it's finding god in the gym it's finding god i wanted to say in the restaurant but i don't know if that's a good one it's finding god in your material life is he right this is very very sensitive because generally when i immerse myself in the world on its own it will often create a urethra it's going to schlep me down into the concealment of the simpson not into the truth of the simpson the only way to be able to have a healthy attitude to the world where not only does it not schlep you away from godliness but on the contrary you could see the protest the divine providence and every experience and every encounter even when you're stuck in traffic or you're traveling in the leaf and in the tiny worm and in every experience you're having wherever it is at home or at work and your involvement in the world is only if you have the kalma which is the focus that all of your deeds are for the sake of heaven in other words that the whole purpose here is that you should be able to increase in your 39 minutes and that's why you do what is necessary to be able to support yourself and do what you need but your main focus is you want to go to taylor mitzvahs then when you go back to the world you'll be able to see the lacus in the world you'll be able to see but if you don't have that frustration meaning my life is a life of terror my life is a life of mitzvas that's where i am that's who i am yes i'm involved in the world but i use every opportunity to be able to to have more toyota to have more mitzvahs at like it says having been sick as it says then when you confront the world you could seek god in that world without that if what happens is kairak's exhibition what's kairi's vision coil vision is that simpson is greater so that symptom is greater than beholder is much greater than tyre it's like this is where it's at there's a great danger i'm not going to reveal the infinity and the gosh mist the superficiality of the gospels will schlep me away because of its sheer power becomes a it's it's a lure it's attractiveness it's appeal that suddenly becomes the tactless and you never get to the ultimate core of it the ultimate purpose when you're frustrated by the void of the simpson and you try to overcome it then you can ultimately reach the core which you don't have to overcome because that becomes the purpose itself in therapy words for those who like it in therapy words what does this mean that which we don't say that which is contained in our essence that which is not revealed those parts of us that are contained by deep deep fear or deep deep trauma they have the seat to your essence they have they have the the the secret to your core but the only way you can get to that secret is if you cry about those experiences if you weep it if my entertainment and then from those tears you'll be able to see that those experiences ultimately contain your deepest truth and your deepest goodness and your deepest purpose but if you do this prematurely if you sit down by the therapist and he says okay let's celebrate everything you're traumatized by [Laughter] you're done you just destroyed the person this is kaira you get swallowed up wow okay okay so we'll stop here even though this miami continues we'll continue monday morning 7 30 a.m uh if you want over shabbos you should print it out and continue it you could continue finish the mimer over shabbos on your own and basically we'll continue this on monday let me take some questions here if anybody has questions zoom chat okay let's get this chat here and i'll take questions from the chat and then i'm gonna take questions from yeshiva.net okay comment number one if you use the word atmos it will help explain this touching atsmus touching the totality of hashem the rookhnius is a poor copy of the original light versus the darkness yes this is very well said the ghillie of hashem is oi it's the light of hashem and the light is a limited manifestation even in the highest worlds the darkness in our world is a reflection of what it's a reflection of the essence of hashem what we call atmos which is not communicated in a revealed way because anything that's communicated in a revealed way is light that's what light is what's light light gives me the ability to see life is that aspect of you that lends itself to revelation but that which doesn't lend itself to the revelation is dark so where do i have more of you in your light or in your darkness i have much more of you in your darkness the problem is i don't have it because it's dark but if i could access it then i access you yourself and when i access you yourself ah i have the real truth you understand what karex was saying understood he understood the first half of siddhis he didn't understand this he understood the second half of he didn't understand the first half of this understood the second half of existence he didn't understand the first death of exodus the second half of this is that the symptom is deeper than everything that atmos is in the goof in the gastromaes that he understood what he didn't understand is you're never going to get there if the gas means is not bottled to the rook if the guru is not bottled to the cassette if mine is not crying because it wants my malyana yeah yeah very well said okay now let me go to the other source of questions now i i'm not expecting that everybody should understand this away from the share you have to cause of this because it's deep it's deep stuff these are new concepts these are new concepts and even if you grew up hearing these concepts when you get older you realize that it's very hard to understand it and therefore you need to uh you need to really think about it etc okay let's go to the comments here and take a few questions does this mean that we will see hashem when hashem reveals himself to the world and that's what it means when mashiach comes hashem will reveal himself yes viniglu and hashem very good next perhaps that is why kyrah was punished with a new creation to punish him mr kanek admitted he wanted to bring a new world in the inappropriate time so a new creation was made to take him away but the banay kharif still remain under earth awaiting their time to come back in the future in other words maisha says in bria to tell a new story and because he wanted to tell a new story so therefore he got a new creation that's one level that's true but there's something much deeper than that and that we'll see a little later in the mimer that the unique consequence of what happened there what happened to kyrah he was swallowed up in the earth heaven you get it he was swallowed up in the earth what's prati was swallowed up in the earth you get it now kyra celebrated the earth the absolute first days he celebrates the earth so what happens he got swallowed up in it instead of seeing the atmos instead of seeing the atomos and gash me is you get caught up in the addiction and the concealment and the dysfunction in the lie suddenly the trauma becomes your celeb breath you're celebrating your trauma your dysfunction or in avoid it means instead of seeing the lacus in the gospels i get lost it becomes a distorted life an alienating life an alienated of a lonely life i get swallowed up by the simpson i don't reveal the truth i get swallowed up the silence allows for the greatest distortions i'm going to tell you something very deep now very deep everybody knows many of you grew up with parents or grandparents who did not know how to say i love you ms there was a whole generation many generations did not say i love you so everybody's in therapy my father never told me my mother never told me my grandmother never told me my grandfather never told me so what do we do today in america how many times do you tell your kids i love you how many times a day in a busy deal how many times a day what's the minigun medicare these dominican bells so people sometimes say 300 times a day 20 times a day 50 times a day their father they never heard it from once they heard it maybe once twice three times maybe so this is a this is a struggle that people have but there's something deeper here and forgive me if i'm not going to be now such a good therapist i want to say something and that is sometimes people didn't say i love you not only because they were emotionally constipated and because they were distorted and because they were traumatized and because they didn't know how to feel their emotion that's true but there's something much deeper than that sometimes they didn't say i love you because the love was much deeper and the communication of the words i love you would actually compromise it it would dilute it they wanted unconsciously that you should experience the love in in the essence not because they didn't love but because the love that is communicated through emotion by definition is a much more limited form of love and sometimes it can even be a little superficial the love of silence is much deeper it comes through the eyes it comes through behavior but the problem is we don't always detect silence how do you detect silence so therefore your father may love you with every fiber of his being but your the lack of communication never allowed you to touch that silence but we have to understand this it's not always you know they were dysfunctional and we're functional it's not so simple i know it's a mitzvah to say that everybody was dysfunctional till 2020 and we living in america in 2020 we are the healthy ones because we're all in therapy or we become therapists i know that's very popular but it's not true i'm now saying heresy some of it is true some of it is not true it's a very sensitive thing it's a very sensitive very sensitive issue it's not so partial so silence you have to be able to detect this was a very good other whoever said this about the swallowing up i see it's anonymous i don't know who you are okay let me go to the next question zami this is on the comments in the in the yeshiva.net hi rabbi why did karen mention shamayim when he's talking about mezuzah and sitsis what does that ever mean by the heaven between this world up there and and down here so listen to the previous theorem okay we have on the yeshiva.net this is sheer number three go to sheer two and shear one will be much clearer you ask the question which is greater what's the real purpose the lower worlds of the higher wasn't this question settled already before kyra with asava and yakov and nadev and avihu this question is never settled it's always happening this is the question of history what's a good life what's the real life this is the question zevi why did qaeda start up with maisha well he started up with maisha because maisha pointed aaron pointed aaron that's why i started up with myself when she was the boss why she was the boss moishe is the one who spoke to god and said aaron is the kind god moisture says what do you have to be a client for another you see that kind of wanted aaron's position he wanted to use sir byron's position i'm 16 years old not nice what about tuesday when wednesday took over tuesday no no no tuesdays wednesday didn't obliterate tuesday wednesday went back to the heavens but wednesday is different wednesday god created the luminaries to illuminate the earth it's very different than monday okay question by the way which of the two ki tov said on tuesday of creation came first the one that was retroactively for monday or the one that was actually for tuesday well why don't you look take a homage and take a look here's we'll take a look in venetians it's very important to learn parches veracious i always tell you guys to learn on tuesday it says dasha right and the earth gave the earth the earth uh it says first first is the is the toy for monday because it says god said let the water retreat to one place and the dry land emerges and he did that and then by ireland that was for monday and then later it speaks about the produce that that emerged on tuesday and that's another key type how do we apply all this to life well i tried applying it to life i guess we can always apply it more to life but think think about this you have to think about it learn about it and why did kyrah make such a big machis with moisha i told you because because moshe appointed aaron kardash came after the miraculous why didn't he learn from them excellent question excellent question he did learn from them oh now you're touching something very very deep i'm going to say this in 20 seconds we heard this also from the rebel murdered the cavalry such as volume four parties learned from the miracle what was the mistake of the miragulum listen to this what was the mistake of the miragulum they said we want to stay in the desert we don't want to go in territorial you know why because we want my emilion and we don't want mayan we don't want to go in territorial we don't want to go become farmers and military men and politicians and businessmen and build infrastructures we don't want that we want maya emiliano we want mana from heaven we want clouds of glory they wanted maya malyana that's what the spies wanted and they made a tragic mistake because god wanted them to go and tear it to israel and change the world the physical world so kodak said ah you see they're wrong you know why they're wrong because god wants my impact not the leader and that's why he disputes maisha and iron this whole concept of spiritual leadership is a joke it's a distortion of god the essence is in the physical not much and our moisture's is toyota and aaron is kahuna no it's in the physical world wow guru is deeper he learned from the spies but he made a mistake the spies were wrong because they didn't want mayam hashem wants to be able to experience the void my the frustration the tears and in that sense the mayan tartan bring you to a deeper place of ilyana and that's a shame you took the mind and you poured and then you danced more than you danced all year why was the dancing so deep it's the dancing of the bolshovah it's the balchuva that's why the gemara says in sukkah that all the songs of simcha's best shade were about shiva ashraemi it's the distortion that brings to deeper revelation comes and says no you don't need deeper revelation that was his mistake that was his mistake okay good very good rabbi sai i love you am i allowed to say that and have a beautiful day and a beautiful shabbos and an inspiring shabbos and a meaningful shabbos parshas kaira and uh today you know we're in this transition between the old story and the news story because we're already in the energy of hulu so there's this this transition we have to be able to understand both sides very well it behooves us to understand it behooves us to understand the story of qaeda on both levels where he was wrong and where he was right and why he was wrong so that we could prepare ourselves to the new story without making kyrok's mistake uh i once heard from the remember he said the first rashi says what this parasha is beautifully elucidated and expounded on the mentor of nakamura it's very unusual rashi parsha zhu yuffin he said this parsha is a very ugly parsha it's it's horrible it's terrible what happens it's after everything kyrah makes this mutiny and he gets swallowed up i mean it's a terrible story so rashid says i want you to know parshazooya finidreshas on the level of drush if you can go into the world of jerush not the literal world well if you go into the deeper layers yuff and the dreshes you'll see a beautiful story the remis of this is the word soulless comfort like of tanhuma of comfort in fact kyrah wants tanhuma he wants mashiach he wants the ghoul he's already thinking about that world and then you'll see dreshes there's very lot of beauty here a lot of beauty here he wants makhlaikus not because he's just a lowlife on the literal shot level he just seems like a despicable narcissist but there's a much deeper story here that kira wants to reveal the my love the macholicas between mayam tattooing and maya malyanam the my love of the gashmi over the mile of the gash me over there have a beautiful beautiful shabbos the sheer god willing will resume next monday 7 30 a m this class is brought to you by the yeshiva.net please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at www.theyoshiva.net donate