The Purpose of Life Is to Generate Laughter - Torah Or Toldos Mayim Rabim #2

the yeshiva dotnet okay so let's continue welcome everybody your second paragraph and a few tests on with Alice page 35 on topic says told us the unity itself he maybe you Topsy is being a yitzhak but something is new today this is where this constant to told us till now was really nice our rifka going into the well and filling her power jog with water and so I guess uh describe cost allelic in which as much as my area but now we come back to the next the next chapter in the story the tyrant tells the story and I just told us how you took a rifka went to live in pure art which was under the philistine Kingdom la lista IV mela and it's cook claimed as the others would always do as the passage says that terrific is his sister my ashcoff Alamelu every mother was looking through the window I mean he may eat Shakman sagnik is Ruth Krishna that's the quote that's lost on the tournament literally means Hitchcock was laughing at the land he was jesting you suggesting with Ruth is why he and the story continues of course that I'll be Mela Coulson it's no concerns why did you deceive me why'd you tell me that she's your sister when really she's your wife so rashia and the fire shall explain what's the time then because Matt's attic is really a muscle but something doesn't mean I mean mellitus or that our husband our wife I'm making jokes to each other but sapphic is a euphemism for a relationship he saw through the window that they were behaving like husband and a wife and yet the fact is that the total chooses he chooses to use the word masonic and it's not like in homers there's no other word to define relationships it's pretty explicit throughout the whole homers especially in the past readers of our mice in Kenosha but even earlier when you speak about the wife of pretty far other men harvest won't bother the others come you always have to know why this term is used obviously the term is use because it's connected here you took myths Atticus refresh time so you'd sadaqa means laughter he was born and they named him Yitzhak so like a silly-looking caller say may I eat Suckley even before that there was about it socks are also connected to you talk and hear when they're married the tighter describes their relationship as Masonic which means it's not just a euphemism in order to avoid and the other explicit term it represents that the type of connection needs a cat with rifki had to do with strike it had to do with laughter that was the type of relationship and that's why their relationship is expressed in this word Masonic you'll have it again for example but if his wife said that pretty fur brought ich every wood siding right at the laughs which of course doesn't just mean to laugh it means much more than that that's what he was thrown into prison so he says he may begin to exhibit members through this minor base whatever melech blue and I love visit Hilary he attracts maybe he saw a little more it's amazing I mean the postures it's not so disconnected in your passion is because the way it's described in how our hand and mimic my other ministers an element of metallic right there on Bob says that a husband passed a husband and a wife have to be put in the right mood this conversation there's a meaning of tigers in a unit I know and so have fun as a preparation for intimacy so it's not disconnected but static is to have come of the preparation people to be happy and exalted than doesn't necessarily mean jokes but it means there's an atmosphere of symptoms of the notice I'm a fish that is a corner which opa-locka a person that's a person's responsibility even of the ELA a person responsible and it also say Hawaii officer in order for it to be a meaningful union and not just an external experience so he maybe hits hook Savini it's a finish what snapshot should call us like the tiny Elien it's our come out LP mr. ARP enemies the Holts it's not just the person it's the whole strike that we spoke about of a virus a period of the neshamah coming down LaMotta and creating his status as we discussed the unpredictable the unpredictable punch line that comes only because there's a concealment because you have to work through that concealment that whole strike at the time look Lu the timing of a sham represented by the word it's up which law said lava is going to come out in its full glory its hook is in the future Ozzie Mali cycling but nonetheless it's the process that sustains and fuels ones are fighters Hashem throughout their life and really throughout history who never Sakai they risk each time it's what could only Masonic a severe stir doesn't only mean he jested with Rifton his Mitaka came through liftgate mustafa Kossuth guess that means he could be massaging literally means with rifka that's what I mean his Matata can only happen through difficult if via the medium of rifka he may iike premises hammer car show solenoid who shares benefits a Bahamas Shabbat because the real the primary concept of transformation which is a cute little puppy and they have an official Bahamas which becomes a huge gorilla that you don't want to start up with you have an official Bahamas that's a lion a tiger and a cheetah and you have an official Bahamas that's a that's a you know a little bird or a little cat it's all permissive nephrons obama's show you all the time you said someone's ever sure ever Kassar we have an ace all the crab artist has discussed the marina i really metaphors the type of animal song I'm a is an action and I'll show you as I'm a girl he knows how to cook a tag or and the canvases is Tim it's out the never survivors one guys are Shep's Allah and one guy is at sea again one guys are shown on this so long guys I share aboard the one guys are sure Tom I mean you learn Bubba comedy not just learning about a behavior you're learning about an inner i'm inner an inner reality that i person deals with and that's all coming from shame allah kid it comes from the consumers because really this connection everywhere there's oneness everywhere and this avoidance of a rhythm that we speak about that a person should be able to distinguish within themselves what coming from what this is because of the marriage of the Netflix of the kiss with the nefesh obamas the godliness of a person which remains always divine and the animals soul which essentially is also the hunt it's only kiss Emerson muggy and Hashem Allah Kim is a mugging and that can create a sense of separateness of the ashes as discussed so you talked with sapphic the certificate start just like that so I can only happen through a lake in so on the next level within the person himself the real person I took it so could only happen through this again as he's going to explain because this happen - I feel annoyed comes to the interaction with the nefesh of Mohammed Sophia took a laugh for Hitchcock to become somebody who can laugh to achieve his name it's only was written it's only with refused the nefesh of Muhammad SAW may hire some recover may show the who the animal every person has a divine soul and an animal saw in period olive breeds were kind without the Talmud of their diva who has a safe across sorry to Ducie will kindly tell NH I am and there he says the famous expression they'll called ish he throw as a static method largely explained the return every single one of us operates on two levels of consciousness we have two souls we said we have two souls because it maybe I have a once sold in one car that another soul another closet we operate on two levels of consciousness one level of consciousness is an effort shell of piss which is divine but that could always be subconscious you may never operate on it it's there but it's like we say subconscious or person can operate on the another level of consciousness through the animal song and ultimately the two are married together everything is experienced together and one ought to synthesize and work with these tuna first the nefesh the bahamas itself like everything in the world is rooted in very deep condition it comes from the Theo's value some recover in the vision of your Haskel I'm loving the after of shrew espera caliph of your house it has color Navi sees what's called my simmer cover which literally means the work of the cherry the red cause of the tea say I covered the wagon carried to my uncle the Roberto silence thrown and the marshal that he uses as he saw the face of an and he saw the face of a lion he saw the face of an eagle and he saw the face of other and they had to make third alehouse mile hey Arielle how you been and then in the middle he sought a nationally on the service of all birds is definitely nation the show URIs of all Bahama some connect show the trailers of all highest undomesticated animals as premier is play area the line the axis and the domesticated animal the line is an undemanding you know the service of people is play of them in a person himself he says the trainer's of the members of amis comes from their cover in a shirt which i also is the definition of my walk and we also call them in health that's what we say so often highest highest cicadas a fireman barrage bubble or commercial paper I read probably is about highest noises like you say does like an America of it has somehow the chariot that may cover the wagon which represents these types of animals has the kaya to carry the throne the postures for how high is the animals the whole the animals noises a circus a half is cleared when efforts obamas Leah's Baba your valiant efforts homages inefficient Bahamas has the power to elevate the metrics helices noises a sec he said behind you after have been ocean official hours as a result of refining and working through the Netflix of our miss miss research of the volume on Island because it's show dish is so high militia made my wife Mela he assumes here knowledge of kiss V Ariza and parishes my you slaughtered says a llama la commercial Malka merits added lift name the like melon of nature all the kings of EDI precede the mouthfuls of nazar all which is a metaphor for we looked at a few times other might tell you the mulatto after you before ticklin the nefesh a bahamas ensure it comes with Naima wife Mela but it went through a tremendous break down a tremendous in the Fela into the animal consciousness but when a person doesn't get this fall from the net fish are bombs on the contrary they realize that the animals soul is looking for Biru is looking for tick on it wants to be elevated they never shut the kids becomes elevated in the process by encountering the animal so you become elevated in the process what was there you've Anika ministry which this allows us to understand the concept of Rifkin from alhasan left miss coastal solar cell is bakar Rachel Arbor in Ada venomous after David I think it's Duffy Italian the beginning a pair of shaming the Gemara Domitian discusses their what's more passive for the Baris are soon passin the Mariah's division to speaks about the fact that people would be over a girl and people came with animal animal needed to drink so they had cisterns the areas of Mayan wells of water the problem is those wells were to say often because they're deep tent so to take water out of amid on Shabbos would be caring for Mauritius a yoga detention ceramic the animal is outside the animal wants to drink so the haha man will matter I said person to put some sticks around the berets and quarantine it into a semi you should say yoga they were much more lenient there because it's a public domain you can just build a regular wallet into public places and my collectors have you did it mayor how large the spaces so that one of the questions is how large the spaces so once it is you can have risk are solid solids bunker or Rifkin so I bar above its two opinions in the mission of them riff guys are groups Pierce of solar Schmucker of three oxen three cows or bulls walking together how much space is that or album Barker would be a group of four oxen would obviously be more space that's too much like isn't it but what's the word you difficut so you see risk over there the Mishnah risk is basically when you pair together accent when you pin together Bulls or cows together walking together let's call them on our shots rage rage go faith a risk a group of oxen paired together rifka shall solos barcode official hybrid bucker so a pastor dose is just a mission is talking about the space but like every single Mishnah it in canadian you're gonna wrap it in yourself an LP visitor that's a Porsche and then my lightest of a soulish Soraya's also up a deal why couldn't they speak Amazon fire them let's say how much space that's what it means anyway now they speak about the way of understanding it is how so pastors is because people were coming with animals so was a very good it was a very good muscle today it's a little confusing because people when we liver says native it you don't bring all your bulls and cows into the best language to figure out massage dated the Michener's were written from real-life people i surpassing the Munoz wasn't within the Fantasia bioessence are fantastic you have to make pictures with diagrams and so forth there was part of real life was part of the business as part of the mallet hi hi but the fact is that it's also bid to you even this year is the deal the happy doshu keyboard which assured shall solution Agravaine necessity the synthesis bringing together keyboard kitchen not just have three Bahama sand three places that's the whole point doesn't have together then you don't have the whole issue it's about space how much space shall not have between one pillar and another pillar around those the area surround those sisters have ordered so that's called drift the halo being unity is our highest unrecovered the concept begins in spirituality the animals of the Merkava chain clue Lumumba see after them Yahoo when they work together in unity leaders vampires nurseries they could only carry the throne together if one guy takes off there's no noise excuse it just like to be thinking one of the wagons and one of the wheels of the recovers miss can recover it's gonna take out a tire or one other time in the car can't function they might have attend function a ministry official solar solar Schmucker when the cover comes together it becomes a group of either three so a scholar those huh gasps it's a deal three knots thumb three or four ha gases Hesed word to Faris working together today I am discussing measured finis Laura and then you have the third component the autumn Tavares all the problem hang I'm sorry you have the third one play airplane Esha to Ferris well the bomber makes a liar barbershop goodness play Oh Dom when you bring in the play um now you have a fourth elements of a kind some recover shade now the patinas custard Laura Davis enhances we're a Tavares and marvelous that would be the are ba the harbor highest after mellitus remain the view of the connect to their names and collective to their personalities and connected to their the psalmist what do you need in order how much of the download behaviour is so much the minimum or you can have even eyeballed edit summarize oh that's where they cuz I'll say the metric says or others hey nein hum recover the others were them air cover obviously it's a metaphor that the office could be compared to them air cover the chariot the wagon on which the Shimon if you say how covered travels so the literal interpretation I mean literal pastures when you say obvious am I covered just like a wagon its entire function is to carry to carry that which is in the wagon take a car for example you don't get into your car and you tell the car a pen traveling to Manhattan there's no we're going to barter part if your car does that sometimes the college says we're not going anyway life duh but then this is I'm a functioning car a functioning car it doesn't have an agenda you want to go to Miami we're going to Miami you want to travel to Los Angeles and Los Angeles you want to go down the block will go down the block the definition of a car telling you sit in the car and the car struggles I want to go here and you want to go we didn't you get into a fight I told you if you have such a car then either you need a tune-up or you need a mechanical bear or a new car it's time for an update nah yes unless they take over the car the definition of a mere cover is that it sees itself as somebody to carry you it doesn't have a separate distinct agenda harvest Hainan and recover that's how they saw themselves they saw themselves as a conduit for the divine but they do you because my cover Shan gibble premise of Roman sacking out of this assets word to ferris effective three animals and if you put individual rapidly 2vr love it is considered the fourth leg of the recover Dovid melody strong that's the concept of Maliki massage the customers ever successful hyperesthesia ah how's it Haskell emphasizes each woman was connected to her sister meaning like we say also by the eeriest and tapestries on top of the mission they were connected che McInnis Libre Miss Carlos there always has to be the integration say they said Africa back highest noises only then can they carry this wrong suicide they eyes with him parameters yeah it's only when you bring together the myth is my days of Miss alum who mom system FML you're in emerges some color with the school in the afternoon only then can you access the ultimate ultimate source for a much deeper place where all the minister together I'm a circus Turkish Avenue papyrus my opinions that those who remember the manner of Naya about I couldn't we couldn't invert them about their a flogger it all starts off with I couldn't wear everything is one like in the womb of the mother and then there is the separateness and whenever you go back to a place of unity you're basically tracing back the energy to the original original source where everything was really one before differentiation that was the home and me there but the during a flood when I saw one who shame that's what he's referencing here in the parentheses so there has to be the integration of the middle aisle there is a human Bob like this Hashem bought till now we're talking the way with some I see my cover but the truth is like everything this is a reflection and a virus Hashem our person serves a shot so yes the missus Carlos emitters a person integrates this columnist comes from the word cloud cloud as always you integrate things into a club you say this is a cloud cloud has a lot of prot a minute but a clown you say cloud you sir all means what all the prop them are inside the crop so you says be Fitness is scaleable sub is when you have this Scylla something this means you go back to the cloud out of the year miss iris grasshopper mouse to share i deploy in when a persimmon can integrate their love and integrate their year they're all together with his earlier especially I should have compassion have empathy for your soul say you're a deploying interesting expression which it's you read Isabella meaning it's a wonderous you need to have how far how deep down a person can end up in the abyss your deployed or wonder is you did that meaning an astonishing you read it the first thing you have to have empathy you have to have compassion for them not to judgmentalism but compassion empathy this is what begins with the person themselves every conversation with somebody else somebody pointed out eyes it begins with a conversation with yourself as another Bechet my breath so the conversation of rasma begins with yourself it's earlier 702 have empathy to have compassion for the person's own soul so you're deployed whenever these we come together as only cooking a certificate this is called a risk a moment without difficut solar showers Baca when the three acts mi appeared together some middle-east nefesh a Bahamas mrs. pod anemic mokuba's Naga Roman Russia the Midlands of the nefesh a Bahamas which begin with Hess and Korea Tavares our miss Barrett they become refined they've become borrow neva from the shell clipper snyder which is the Kabbalistic term for the shell that eclipses the light the oil in Russian and they go up to connect with oneness with Russia Rahzel he made difficult sauce the way the trailer describes the story Eleazar is standing by the well and the whole actually makes the whole simin the sign what type of person is looking for you talk he then says even before he finishes speaking oh you do tell him killa with a baby finally as it finishes his hold Russia to himself and his twin Latasha he should find the the credit for you to the vahini risky and sauce rifki goes out rifka comes out literally it means rifka came out of this city to the outskirts where they had the well people used to come to Jeru then it says but no sorry all the girls used to come to draw order to bring back to their homes to bring back to their stables to their Corral's to their fields so hidden if couid SAS means it emerges here if he merges men so he says show you its ass it's not just she emerges you exhaust me clip us taiga she leaves the realm of clipless Naga of the shelves that eclipse this happened across our common hider and her ship has transformed into light all apartment he shall are Barbra and sometimes it's four not three the his scandalous mythos Mallos when you introduce also the fourth element which is mouth hosts so who in a vagueness Hashem this is prima spittle the Cabela's oil avoid us ever Malthus represents what we little the submission accepting the yoke the void of a servant he avoided by hearing in business because distances avoiders hashem and near accession one is connected to guru and one is connected to mouth why do you need his countless in the sense of risk of coming together to do that emerging and break the Clippers Noga can't I take my me that's a test said and try to break the eloheem and try to break the darkness why does it be breaking and aligning depend on all the three meters or for me those coming together why is the beater so connected to the connection each one separate has said worthless acid were horror work was the fairest work with MAOIs why is the emphasis on rifka which as he said rifka doesn't just mean you're dealing with a box and you're dealing with a few together with the team when they're walking together I think in English it's called peered I think they call that it was real enough to probably spear together they walk together there they're connected together Cuba vacation why is that why is that so important why is that so relevant if that means a group why is the same root word pure know that's what evolved Rebekah's bachelors with evolved ratio of coffee that's the opposite he got a coat the buff to the base right so jess what's the thing he's asking to do individually I'm saying I thought that the process from according to the ruin is a process of synthesis [Music] so there's one there's a funeral to a few different and could this here I'm just gonna bring out one one point there's also other points I'm emphasizing that because it's not the whole not the exclusive explanation to answer your question why you need the skulls but it's one important one importantly could his scandalous integration synthesis simple going from the Pratt to the cloud there's always the litmus test that you're going into the space of the divine that's always the Evan operation that you're going into the space of the divine well half the lyric America and me hashem while you hate over Chabot Lucia Paulo's Maiasaura what's wrong I come myself to show I want to say borrow and cognition take on a safe a Toyota and say Hazara sir shots and all the good design has been a crash less them and what happens looking at people come together my mother sure if I'm worthless so 10 of us are also worth was 10 zeros don't make 10 ever my I'm not a zero yeah I'm a 1 so 10 of us make it 10 so if 10 is possible so one aster because 10 is just basically one what's the have funny here they said the amount of emergency absolute sucking them set the Megillah they're an ADA from the madad one grant and the whole meaning human up the regular once led are ours voice oh the whole your so there you have to say kedusha and make a kiddush Hashem you learn from the ADA that the Ragman this is the source of Nicola for the Palatine is about the Morocco they were in a summers Goya smooth they didn't want to go and tear just job because they wanted to remaining a maiden because they showed him said I made them off guess I made them off test Yeah right the fear the fear of going into adjuster all and be successful and then Erica fell assertion of small Vittal that's another voiceover talents part-time Beatles song another word they didn't want to lose but but then I could the here is something happened something magical and you describe something magical happens with a keyboard with a scandalous and it's not just true with other people it's also true with yourself and the reason is Hashem Akkad our sermon ha doesn't only mean use one God not two guns of course it means that to her sermon cut means when we say Hashem it's always synonymous with a hug how do you know you're dealing with her salmon if there's a dose of disunity if there's already no unity you have to be very very careful and ask yourself if this is Hashem or not it's similar is the way to de commencer that's brought in one of the earliest I saw the Civic atomic Schiller's it's a very early ancient biography that was written about some cipher in 1800 said he passed away in 1839 1842 some say for a tough tough rage today and this biography was written I think a few years later a few decades later I think it's Coco time a soulish I thought years ago so but they're the authors I'd like to see it upset from the 1800s he brings a story there it's a half would become I sir mice is it's also connected to these weeks that Shasta gone which are the Thunder God well Elaine was signed to hate him against the Sydenham it was a very very heavy thinner like really really heavy the ban against accident wasn't just a bad not to talk to them it was a very serious thing and so they needed signatures to have an impact so the Vilna Gaon himself was he was he was obviously it was an extraordinary person but they also got a lot of other upon him including many of his tended to son so whenever you see it I saw wants a copy of it it's an interesting thing that the few of his biggest told me them didn't sign the kind of a large men didn't sign who's his biggest Talmud and another one was your befall hamburger the tightest because he also couldn't son so the foot on my shoulder he brings a story there they went to the kind of a larger men and they asked him to sign and he refused to sign to ban to ban the whole badness of them was banning them you know let it be their dollar tom is another their wine and much worse so they asked some kind of illusion - why not he said he's it doesn't want to join us doesn't want to do so they told him but your dad signed it he said I know I'm not gonna silence but you know from everybody that you're ever Zabala hashim's Marcus your Deb is an angel of God because he writes that there's a leadership of the Vilna gone on a safer called Cypriots knees which is a section of science one of the most complicated sexual desire and the Vilna Gaon has a long commentary on selecting the wrote the introduction to it and that introduction is unbelievable how he describes his river the Vilna god extraordinary including the fact that he rises at his rapid development God spend much more time learning kabbalah and learning miglin Alya the father of all the literature you see this and all the literature Malcolm spent more time learning English took time illusion ourselves it's unbelievable and dermabond see that he's a male Hashem Smuckers describes Experion who he was and how he learned to this mother and Gilly leo and he says you're never sign this i'm malik Rishabh Smuckers the Gemara said look how'd you get that if you're ravaged on the Molokai shams welcome our sermon he saw how could he not son so the commercials of the crime vulajin ads and he said that buy that cater just by he accurate very mela ohio like him this says I'm wrong my young another I've run by a marine a knee my cosmic Allah Alaska the armature my left who is very mahashiv elekid and the Kim came to our room and said uh Romney says he named me I'm here please take your son and bring him as an offering as a carbon I love one of the mountains as we all know the story we say it every morning and we just read it in by ADA of ROM does that and he ties up you took me my law eights him Underwood by Ellis loose Christmas play takes the sword to slaughter my Ukraine love mala her seminar samaya Amala pulls out an angel by a maverick around by your merit he named me again he made me buy your house this will come on are about tasks why MoMA don't lay your finger on the land and don't do anything to the Aki that clearly came out as some time a Christine who sent them to do that cater and we kept who stopped them from doing RK de amalah when everybody sure let him go in between you send them to go slaughter your son and then you leave three days later we went to Hawaii he went to Muncie with with the ship go it should have been by a trail of Emily Gilmore seminar sea lion her color map she says the answer is as follows I have to say the new dish about SRAM select he said I behaviour deville so snitch chef then I either skimmed can I shake him my mama they'd be real others will chef in Aida skinned now for coming away and kind of chicken my mama if the rear burner Saroyan wants to tell you don't touch her Jewish child don't slaughter said no my Allah my Allah says don't touch him I'm good to go if he wants me to share it I need their skin if he wants me to slaughter a Jew he can't send them Allah he has to come himself said my dad is a mullah Hashem smokers but you want me here to share that I can do I need ahead through my chef himself you wouldn't sign now to have the big Ison I have thought the cavort but the truth is that this exists on every level even a much more a delight father that when a person is in a place of the divine the more closer telecare there's always unity the more distant when there's fragmentation you always have to ask yourself sometimes Hashem tells you to do that Cade but you have to be very very careful there because in the world of fragmentation there is less than the divine it's it's more separate and the reason is Hashem equals Hashem aha - M equals Arthas meaning how do you know something this Hashem if everything comes together because he is the source of everything if I have to amputate you from me then it's not Hashem then there's other stuff it's insecurity it's fear it's jealousy it's it's arrogance it's a narcissist or whatever it is but it's already clipless coming in clippers shells dark commander Jay and therefore for me to live after get rid of you the namib says until it was kamek a call after admitting the loss of solar boiler the whole time is here to create peace in the world it doesn't say this on the iris at the lace signaling and little a search the hell a sin if he says it about my be committed cabals well supply me haven't you got enough do with peace in the Middle East and peace in Afghanistan a piece of Syria a piece of Sudan and peace hidden here with whoever we are what's discharges so there's another one welcomed its net income in this whole eternal essence olive oil because Hashem equals a hug if it's a space of our servants a place of and somebody will say there's a certain part of my body I don't like I don't like we amputated only if there's such a hospice all of such an illness or a disease where it it's not connected anymore in the healthy brain if somebody says my terrain likes the whole body but there's one tall this must marry sugar and my brain decided that's it and ice you're not a brain if you're a brain if you're a brain everything is part of it the whole organism is part of it unless for some this type of surya spirit then mela whenever you come to the space of the divine there's always integration always unity but we know that's challenging to bring everything together is challenging if the concept of Salah bias it's not easy issue issues are who shamelessly abhinaya do you know what can the srimad well in the house if you're fighting with your wife guy once told me I fight with my wife you see this earlier I said yeah us do proofs to Skinner what do you call this I'm not sure to skipper so it is true yeah they say if slim is on denying but was coming home from yeshiva see straighten out his it's kaput then they said now everyone usually straight nothing when you leave the house now when you come to them since my mayor is not Shama bias to shame their roots gave me cobbles under clashing when I come home I know their skin is Emmaus I have to speak to myself when I leave the house basically I'm going but when I come in the house the screamin is there what's the half owner now Ivana is in the presence of the divine nothing gets amputated because Hashem equals ever it's not just with other people it's within yourself as well and then we come back to yourself a person is multifaceted multi-layer we have a lot going on in us Vytas has share means that ultimately everything could come together everything has a space everything could be integrated there's nothing that's hopeless there's no part that you say here there's complete darkness here this absolute darkness and you have to cut off a certain part of yourself practically what this means one example for it sometimes people experience certain feelings or certain emotions or certain voices or certain drives that are so disturbing that are so challenging and their only way of dealing with it is by amputating that part of themselves meaning making believe it doesn't exist repressing it crushing it burying it because it's too disturbing it's too it's too despairing looking at it it's too difficult it's too painful so therefore you have only one option and option is make believe it does not exist in other words try to amputate it it does exist but in your mind it doesn't exist but in our fighters Hashem that's not the debtor the debtor has always rifki Hebrew verse Carlos this is part of it you don't have to any part of you in order to be able to become the person you're supposed to become it's the opposite when I have to deny a certain part of me that part is not going to disappear it's just gonna creep on through other directions that are not conscious in other words if I cannot make space for it it's going to make space for itself in places where I don't want it to make space for me it's going to creep in and it's going to poison a lot of other things because I'm not letting it be your typhus what I'm saying since I don't let it be but it is so it's going to crawl underground and it's going to pop up here pop up there but not in a way that I'm even gonna know and it starts poisoning all the waters with its agendas with its issues so I thought I got rid of it not only did I not get rid of it the cuts clear everyone said I'm I'm it's um it's a breath that tiger vets way as but Sabratha tie the vets way you break an addiction you break a craving you get two of them what do you mean you but with the whole avoid the service it's a breath and time as well cuts could ever didn't know that I'm in there no no there's two types of grass one is with his skull loose and one is with amputation real suppression is much too black it's giving it its space by giving it its space doesn't have to go into your space by giving it its space this is part of my journey this is part of my life this is part of my risk in that space a person sometimes has crazy crazy stuff going on feel rifleman have compassion what do you need compassion if there's nothing going on yeah the soul comes down into some people but a very dark places the compassion have empathy when you do that paradoxically you don't become a victim to it you don't have to worship it you give it its space no part has to be amputated by not doing that but I tried to amputate it actually you become a victim of it because you didn't give it its space it takes over you didn't matter that's the example of Churchill with the black dog I think it's a good example yes I think it's a good example with his depression yeah it's true with depression is true with so many it's true with so many other areas we have to have compassion on ourselves when you have compassion you don't have to worship it somebody comes to you and talks to you about a very discrete struggle they have when you have compassion it doesn't mean that you are endorsing every single type of behavior it means you're having empathy for this particular experience for this particular journey and then you can actually choose that's part of our way this operative that's how could be risky ideas you can go out of it by having compassion for it you don't have to agree with it you just have to see it for what it is and on the contrary then you can choose otherwise but if you say no no I don't have this I don't deal with it it doesn't exist what happens now suddenly it starts to finding things creepers in babies is their poisons this relates to poison that relationship suddenly I'm angry I don't know why am I so angry you say something I freaked out because that's coming out I never gave space for it there was no other way the Siberia so Mahler one of the Normans ever on the soilless now suddenly is everywhere you can't burn it doesn't mean to stop Silas if there's no Silas you don't need by it but it means this Silas but what if I say my need is not silence stop Silas what happens the soilless now has to hide in the good fruits so now all the good foods have Silas because I can acknowledge episodes the solace has to hide everywhere secure I know but and now whatever you're eating this poison by the episode of us because I don't have to Silas real godliness never has to amputate it never has to cut off anything not calling off anything doesn't mean it becomes rabbits of carbon a gorilla it doesn't mean every emotion that Mohamed's but it means it has a space this is part of my journey it's part of my official Bahamas yet I have a very interesting animal yeah go go study the jungle you'll see there are very interesting animals out there they do some funny things and they have some very very interesting summer buttes some are monstrous some are very very aggressive some eat and some get eaten and it's all part of the process you have hammers and you have nails different types of different types so therefore the dealer always begins with people with his Calibos all beter always begins with unity with integration with with with with with top with appreciating that there is going to be diversity with appreciating that there is conflict with appreciating that one morning you wake up and you have passion you want to learn you want to dive in you want to serve God you want to be a good person you want to bring light into the world and an hour and a half later write it up this why am i alive why am i married why there was I born why am I not a cat why am I not an elephant those are not good mothers for you those are the build of the better days only one ok good question what about the teenager by the way it's also applies to 30 year olds or 40 year old girls have sometimes outlet for marriage is beautiful but it's not an outlet for every single time this is quite a session about a teenage was a question about all of life Tibor doesn't mean that every time it needs an outlet he bore means that every time it needs acknowledgement space a certain form of respect empathy is a certain form of respect and bethey doesn't mean yeah so somebody comes to me and says I wonder I want to burn down the school where I grew up I want to bring them yeah I can have empathy for their experience and I tell them go burn down the house you shouldn't burn it down that's a criminal act and it's gonna end you up in dark places and your life is gonna be a success story I told you once a you'd came to me so sad story and he was molested as a child for many years by a particular teacher and he concealed it it came out only recently and when it came out it came out like a tsunami and the anger that he had to this person was incredible but the person died already his teacher died already so he came to me one day in Seoul and he said I wanna had to I had to for what I'm gonna say it said I want to go to his caver and I want to I want to go to the bathroom over there I want to urinate on his grave as a way of getting him back am I allowed to do that where can I find the neutral tomorrow am I gonna find this ikanaide yes I'm safer where may I find as happy as a weed are we gonna find such truths so I said to him I said what do you think what do you think is going on with him now went to there it was our loss it tells me he he's burning in hell I said why would you want to extinguish sorry he was happy to serve a hoodie my sorry Basilica this awesome occur and it was a healing fair do I understand of course I understand can I have empathy of course I once her through there every said once they leave it from his father in Longworth from dinner shop shop tomorrow it says called Nisha a new idea a salir a similar somebody but suckish can Dallas you know I have compassion on because he himself doesn't have compassion and us so he said that they did but I shopped oldest son he but cook what's that I am honest as I eat as Ted our legs up tonight honest honest take a look what type of honest this issue when trader says or something worse taste that's the idea empathy when he says here after a sermon compassion the uniqueness of empathy is I can just create space for the fact that has persisted here in the world this mishegoss in the world is pain in the world it doesn't mean that every time is craters Kardashian has a shot it's not some of them are freaking scary and immoral and that's that's what a responsible person is about definition of responsibility of thousands Boylan why didn't mean this is per se listen this is also you're right you do share him who says when did you convert that says a half disassembled a cat huh - khaliv of car home maps are come home my death so the Mishna says in breakfast what's the whole mouth should come with your whole store with your whole song not with half yourself so the measure is a fellow who like to us not sure but home our shuttle means so to speak you ready to give it up the cold the whole soul even if he takes your soul so he says if that's trapper call now huh go back what's the Kalevala huh a fellow who night Tillis Lola if he picks away your heart you don't know you don't have any emotions you wake up one day you don't have any emotions there are many feelings you have any feelings for your family so you're gonna run away to New Zealand for 10 years you don't have feelings to your wife so you're getting you're getting the divorce you don't have feelings to your husband for those who are watching so you right away go for a get doesn't work that way you don't function like that you don't live like that but could you have so do you have to amputate it you don't have to amputate it you can have empathy and compassion that these are my experiences as a result of you if you want to start with psychoanalysis you can do that for another 70 years without slaughter and sometimes you need a little bit of awareness in terms of source but the point is this is the process this is the process there's always under code of people and the reason is it's not starved psychology because of the source everything is one so therefore how do we go back to the source when we can unite here whatever there's unity you're going back to the sugar shove the whole Bria because in this Irish in Hashem you had everything in the womb of the mother the entire fetus of all the siblings with it later they get split up they become independent and brothers don't talk to each other but when the mother looks at all the brothers what does she see when is it so painful sometimes for a mother or father they don't remember them when they were 1 2 3 4 they were playing and killing each other in the house now they're 20 30 40 so they got into a fight they can't talk to each other it doesn't make sense we changed your pampers you were little cute kids who would sleep would take baths together and showers together and crawl the bed together and kill each other and love each other it gives each other whenever you go back to the womb of existence behind you attach them to the mother to the trainer everything comes together everything comes together in a siddhis you have a taste of the source that's what he says you go back to the service Elliott my I'd risk it that's what rift understood rifki wants us the way of going out always includes the way of synthesis of unit we're up to Turner told us you five bottom close to the bottom of the first column top it should say Turner told us you test and first column close to the bottom nine months from the bottom is oshi it's become its asset is reduced to just put your cell phones on vibrate please around offer airplane appreciate thank you very much the zell who she gets got max Atticus released after what has been explained earlier in this moment of Miami Robin we can understand the deeper meaning of what a post success that you have amela saw its caucus Masonic esterification the ballot and hides that it's like of its rock comes thru rif gusta it was rifki that generated the sense of strike of ty nuk of laughter certain delight and joy and ecstasy was in it took and for this yet explain or the concept of risk remains and even the name risk from the mission and a revenge no 7m Sock'em risk when animals appeared together which spiritually represents that the nefesh a Bahamas the animal within the person the various animals within the person appeared together as we explained that when the emotions when the experiences of the animal soul are worked on our refined there's always a sense of his Scavullo service active soon of unity of balance so now we can understand why you suckers but sockets notice the hi new supremacy you talk sure what I know she has got a loss in love you talk which represents the time of the laughter the gush mock the pleasure that is going to be revealed you took theirs awesome it's hockey will laugh lawsuit lava has explained that length earlier had a unison a swift least it's accessed through difficult Joe grimace Peter the same banner began Maitreya bahama Kabbalah this and there's four names of Hashem no one has shame MA and shame and shame sag and shame of 45 52 63 72 it has to do with different ways how you write out you to cave off game there's different ways are you write out duplicate off okay for example you'd use YouTube of dollar good hey you could spell hey olive hey hey like hey hey or hey Aleph or hey yud same as with vault so based on the how you write it out and this part above come on let's explain you have four names it's called MA and bam and sagem alkanes it ends up in two different numbers are the 45 or or 63 or 52 or 70 or 72 my is the chemistry of atom 45 is adam van 52 is a monthly of bahama days Hey mm hey so mem a is 45 plus another seven base and hey bahama see have 52 in other words there's the way the show nourish of the behaviors in youth became okay the search of the autumn is in you to give off so when you write out for example you the hey've of and hey you'd cave of a savior does you $12 so you this 10 father $6 this 4 so you have 2010 6 and 4 20 that's the youth then you have hey the second letter of the name of our champ again we're not talking when you read it there's a youth ma hey and then above an and then it's we're talking when you write it out fully the memory as it's called Aleph you can do an Aleph like we usually do or you could do I'll live I love is a love lammott thay which of course would be a much larger number than 1 alif-lam-ra would be Fae is 80 plus 30 is larger than 10 cost will be 1 1 1 which is actually also ones but it's triple ones a lot 111 so but yeah right out you cave of K fully so the you when you write it out becomes 20 hey Aleph becomes 6 so you have 26 now you have love i love love if you want to write it that way so what do you have you have 13 right devolve involve is 6 + 6 12 is 13 so we're ready have 20 plus 6 is 26 plus 13 so 36 37 38 39 and then you have another Hey hey olive is another 6 or what do you end up end up to 45 that's shape map but you could spell the haze and the Voges different hey Aleph and I did but you could do hey you hey hey your ghost was spelling every type of spelling has a Cherie Richard there's an energy there or hey hey the same as verb you could do for love of Allah Volvo beautiful and hence the for shame is my bond saga niveau and as a result of that it's 4 types of energy that come into the world from you to cave of K generally Mars autumn and bond is become a clear behavior so rifka what does riff give me peering the animals together represents the Bureau the elevation of the bahama that's why he calls it bond shame bond coming together in other words uniting back into the source the I know why they'd be real nefesh a Bahamas to show Aloha Milo Milo it's the nefesh of arm is the way in a sense to its source the way it's elevated and sublimated leas peppiness rifka and then it's called rifki why kela motto an often miss pardon whenever something falls down the lower it is the more fragmented it is the tree in the beginning and nothing more father might buy the lulav what's the did by Lilith NIF Ritsu a love as a problem because as the lulav grow the palm tree grows in the beginning it's not enough to miss pardon all the leaves are connected to the hotel Chadron they're connected the spine of the litter the longer you leave it on the tree and it dries up the more scattered scattered scattered scattered the leaves become now there's a point where you could still tie them together and then there's a point where you just can't and the woman becomes parcel and then it completely becomes detached everything comes from one source so therefore the higher you go to the source the deeper you go to the core are always more one that's less fragmentation I'm noting misfired the means that in your consciousness you became more distance from the source the closer I go into myself this place for everything the closer you go to Hashem and although the closer you go to the penis to the shoulders to the root of the root of a tree the roots say the same seed encompassing laits everything in the tree you have a huge tree a splendid tall tree with a trunk with stem with bark with branches with leaves with flowers with fruits else but it's all deceit microscopic seed it's all there in the show dish and then it gets developed now there's a time and it's still United and then the more it get coated it distances itself so to speak from the source the more it becomes on/off and miss Parton to the point that you could tear it off the tree and nobody even knows that is connected to this tree you turn things the branch you turn it into a table you turn them into a stick you turn it into a standard you turned it into to up into a wooden Cayley you don't even see the Mach reverse Irish says that the market of miss rich once saw Kaylee and he said that this Cayley was created by somebody who was blind he saw the kaya apoyo benefit somebody does something your energy is there everybody's energy what you say what you do your energy is there but for that you have to be able to see to see the whole energy within the cable so generally in life the closer we go back to the source the let more unity the less fragmentation because as we said Hashem equals a heart that's the address of the rear oh ya shovel a melon by Emma here Hashem my Hut even within yourself it becomes unified so the nefesh a Bahamas when it's miss batter when there's a Boyar and one could bring it closer to its source what's the name for it miss the name for such a Memphis about mrs. rifka because it's appeared together as we said all the characteristics appeared together this place for everything there's room for everything this respect for everything called Hudler from Shira delay there's balance so there's a place for solace bunker for Abu Bakr yes it were it affair a small dose that's Rifton lomatin are not from aspired another lie they have barren house mouses camels beaver is always represented in the word Riskin with his his callous because you going back to the club word his scandalous the word cloud the collective the oneness from where all the prop did all the nuances all the details emerge see them interesting thing in our house or in brought us and the sister brothers that which nice paid example the tomorrow the mission of becomes sluggish our look at heart how your vanilla Zalman three people either suited together so high of Amazon doesn't he use to do Zealand you don't just bench individually you do same one what about if they're eating varam assume Sackler the eighty today okay and then at some point they want to bed before invention that maybe they do children between whatever it is they want a bench so it's a Scheidler if you do Ximena so the Mishnah continues that if it's very much oh so that's the Schuyler some of their is showing them explain but say a barony it's a Shelby bench in a sham when she for what for rebelling against them you know that was even brought her a shiner won't work the whole brother shouldn't work forget Zim won't even yourself derive with other resigned I'm kinda no that's not the words you should make a broth the issue was Zimmer so didn't zoom:1 I can't lose it one why the symbol is the prowl what's the idea of is it one the idea of Zim will know that the three become one one person benches the classic Zippo today we don't do it because it's a little bit of difficult to the players they brought the face game you have to be careful with it but the class exam was only one person better and we joined into his mansion his benching was a really my bench ego so as long as had to mentor his bench Inc which is difficult a BB so maybe we we we better ourselves and we do our own Navy during that he doesn't have to be guilty for my my issues but the classic Zaman is the idea of one person bench what creates the ability for three people to become one three people are not born I have my ego you have your ego I protect me you protect you that's how it is look in the laws of the jungle you protect your Cubs you don't protect other Cubs you eat the other Cubs because you gotta eat in other words in nature i am i you are you you fend for yourself i fend for myself we call the selfishness elisha little caution come that's better that's an that's an inherent part of how this works all evil or corruption all deceit or Marxist ism or theft or conflict or war is based on this somehow you are inferior to me why cuz you're not me you're not me you're not my family now i try but not my country now i religion you're not my my style you're not my type not my new study not my whatever kolkata some sugar delay whatever however you identify yourself by where does the method of zip would come the Nakota of zimmerman comes when you can go a step up you can go back to the shire ich to the root of humanity because the further you can go deep ultimately gonna find wonder could like i said with a family you can have siblings many many siblings and grandchildren and great-grandchildren they may not be speaking to each other if you go back to the shire ish it's the tipper it's the father it's the mother one would cease so remember though you real analyst real unity comes how do you know something is unified have announcer how can you create yeah person something the more you lift it up back to this Irish where everything is banana club in scalos so that even the way it comes out in details and nuances I'm it's supposed to come out that way you don't want the tree to remain a seat you want the tree to grow and become differentiated you want a family to grow you want souls endeavor you want to miss market to grow and expand you wanna kill it expand you want humanity prove or Hulu a search but if juror wish you could remain with other Mancow and yet the Mishna says the physical never other gem created only one person other man harbor to teach you to teach you that nobody should say to any other person right my father like we say my father is stronger that my dad is stronger than your top tea delicious says in some Hedren chef didn't want anybody should be able to say I am superior to you because ultimately we came from the cell body so even in the parotid you have to be able to see the clown you have to see how the throat them come out from the clown and when you can see the product and come out from the car then you can always trace back the plottin to the clock so here is the cloud so here's the principle here's the cloud I guess pun intended the more you could reveal the divinity there and of course the godliness in anything the more differentiation Sprott them will become a catalyst the further you go away from that the Morris caucus the sign for Ella courses always a close unity or say neither coach a British good day our mother can wash em and hugged that's the seven for it why is that the simin for it cause it's essential when you're connecting to the divine space you see the commonality you see the divinity you see the oneness you see everything has its purpose in the process you don't have to get rid of anything enough to amputate everything everything has its purpose some things are used this way some things I use that way some things are not used but that's the Nakota that is less enough inspired and that's what risk is the bidder of the nefesh of Bahamas and when the nefesh a Bahamas is over automatically there's less fragmentation and there's room for everything what stays this room for everything not room for everything that every type of emotion every type of has to be expressed in actualize but it has its context it has its purpose some things are there to test something that did a challenge some things are there to make you aware some things are there to make you a better person some things are there for you to be able to say no also that's also attack so the mailer the moment they're being overrun ruts in Hashem so their consciousness now is distance so male they can't achieve the you know actors the whole universe this comes from the recognition of oneness in cartega masses some mega because they're eating very much sort of solo Mahler it affects the whole logic ability to be able to be Megillah to reveal the unity between them so therefore you don't do Zima huh you have amazes will okay told you that's that's much like assertion well okay early days had Africa but David are I know but tamale carbonyl that's why it's only rifka who can go down into the well and fill up her barrel all the risk it could do this the high knew shy they put in this bitter of beetle Natasha Bahamas Oscar it's only through the sublimation and the bittle the relationship with Hashem of the animal so you know ia Allah sue as you bring up as he left of the animal soul nucleus you did the Bahama shocker they couldn't you can now access something which is between is what tamale cada I know hope that would smart in their eyes as we said from the Mayan from the invisible Wellsprings of querida and to hug him well above me at the others and we do the mind map she filled up the card she extracted she would read look of Dalits Mario the 20s was slalom of Toyota that's what did in canoes earlier says the pecan disk of Dalits for he may what's the connection he may coveted in Islam should be jnanam - the whole Turner is enclosed it's manifested in physical matters of discussions to go come on mitzvah Struma some Isis but some of us are ours all say the zeroeth in Machias and all of the pipes can shine in a hurry which niacin do mario brothers and other you saw me and etc deals with one issue basically the hollow has connected to agriculture that which grows from the ground after which is planted in the ground and all the whole office connected to true miss and Maestas my solution a my sashimi and before him and from us mice and my lap etcetera all this is issues we are dealing with this is a cavity of physical soil and all the intricacies of details if you don't say Doozer I am and all our losses you know then you have mistress Carbone Isabella hi you go to the real issue of car bonus just dozens and dozens and dozens of masseuse commander they said meters it's all with animals for dealing with mother sack so I they didn't okay Holloman to us dealing with health is too limited sister of course mezuzah local shopping service arrogant you're always dealing with the unimpassioned either physical items or physical spaces local servers about space about bowing trees about refuse about alleyways but homes about cáceres about cities among strings about sticks and the doors about opening windows you've got to hook her sucker the same thing you're dealing with physical space physical walls physical roofs as Apple growth against amethyst there are there's nothing not to man Tyrus is all tough send us through with most of the mistress of trade of not all of them is the slobs opinion and ashram you're dealing with the material world the table how emits should call zero nil customer Clippers later every union everything in - miss has taken from what's called in history hi Rita would sleep last night I mean that term comes from your house clipper Schneider means a shell Clippers are she'll ask no yoga means there's a light in it there's a shine in it what does it mean it's from clipper Schneider says why they have mitzvahs miss bad in it and through the mitzvahs they've clipper Schneider is Miss Barrett clipper is a shallow husk which represents the fact that the physicality of anything eclipses there's a shell so to speak when you have a shell of of an hour shell of an orange or a banana peel what is it it doesn't allow you direct access to the fruit gaff to peel it to get to the fruit it's really there to protect it but the bottom line is you can't often see the food if you have a walnut then it's not just protects the fruit too but to access in a banana you peel an orange appeal comes to a wall mother egg goes you got to take a hammer or a nutcracker because it's just a clipper so there's different types of clippers you have a clipper of a grape a great poster has skin but you could see the grape through the skin you have a clip of an orange Oh sounds a clip but you can't see the orange through the skin but you can peel it easily and they have a clipper like a Walmart not only can't you see them not you can't even see the shape of the month in orange I could see the shape of the Lord I know exactly what it looks like I just can't see the orange itself and therefore the same is with a banana I see the shape and it's easy to peel the banana lends itself it almost invites you to peel it the Edgar says you don't have to find you didn't have to find which of course it's made that way in other words the Edgar's also once you should be able to peel it the fight is part of the process you don't have to I never saw something to get a wet walnut and say wow this is gonna be a real real Bahama coconut better hope it was gonna be a real war a couple of days so we invented our nut crackers and our weapons in order to fight them but of course that's how they were created the clip is inviting you every familiar with the world of botany every fruit a half love a fella has a peel that suits exactly what that fruit needs in order to be protected before it's ripe in order to be protected when it's right and in order to maintain the integrity and continue and continually of its seeds to procreate them and reproduce you'll have a peach you'll eat a peach and you'll see that the nothing the peach is very this inside the peach there's the the pit and it's very very hard to break it's almost impossible you enough to work very very hard to break it the pit inside the peach why is it why is that and the answer for that is was in the pea and the peach in the pit that's where the seeds are contained and the peat peach is responsible too to protect its children to protect the seeds what happens when people lived in the olden days is not like we have garbage cans and everything you would eat a peach and you would spit out the pit the pit would fall into the soil and suddenly when it hits the earth the earth somehow has it open up no problem you can fight with it fight with advice and open up suddenly falls into the earth the soil and the pit opens up that the seed gets planted automatically in a new generation that's travelin patches bodacious patch a harlots - a sub Masseria Sarah h3i secrete limny noise h3i supreme Assyria's era everything came with the capacity to reproduce Cleveland so so the clipper was created the clipper was created in order to be able to maintain the integrity but if somebody doesn't know that they say oh this fruit doesn't want me to have access to it that's it I must be a horrible person the walnut despises me no there's different clipless with different opportunities what they have to do with that clip the whole world in a sense is called over my clipless why was her element it means it's a world in which cover-ups a world in which there are so many cover-ups the greatest cover-up is the cover-up that you don't experience yourself right now as divine that's the shemesh the first cover-up is shemish Ommegang assemble a kit that's the first of course it goes lower and lower it evolved if all the know that you said a little kid and so many sort of but that's the first cover up the sense of detachment enough amiss pardon it's really all one everything is one at this moment the divine energy creates everything may I only ask but we don't just see you take off it we see it always through the prism of elekid and la Kim is meet us at simpson la kim the tire decides alaikum Alif LAAM and the shame of the Kim is 86 is become a Fiat ever the nature wise are the Kim bergamot ever how Valley is how you arrive every year he was a uz will and week in 86 in October so many ones came to me and he says this just doesn't make sense how does a la flama to cook member come 86 you forgot that I like it you have to smell with a hey not with her coat but it is brotherly kid with her hey it's 86 Grayson die whatever what's that whatever the Baal Shem Tov says already Gordon chose to ask accounts me the definition of nature is miracles that happen too often that's the definition of nature the most relative said miss tsimko Feist the definition of nature is the miracle is happening again and again and again say like okay what's the big deal imagine the Sun would rise once in our lifetime you know business a hammer once in 28 years people get ready a whole year for better for karma I ask you I see y'all says mr. Kimbrough huh nobody makes bigger sickness a if I say that's a first name they don't make bigger surface but every brothers are broken but it's once in 28 years so there's not give us the Sun would rise once in 28 years trust me nobody would miss a sunrise and yet my symbol Holly I'm there billions of people who miss the sunrise it's not a miracle sunrise yote scenario verification you don't take it for granted but the word do that ever is is a sense of indifference there's an indifference the brother martial arts art is basically celebrating the miracle of biology the miracle of what your body does people don't realize what the body does what we're sitting in and and and smoothing and doing our own stuff and the body is an incredible miracle every single moment with 40 trillion cells but mathematically I tell what's the definition of this engine of Tavor the word TEVAR comes from the word - but about on tania's has to boovie on some - via what does it mean the tvaya to drown to sink what is it you become submerged it sinks when it has to show them something drowns you don't see it anymore Keva means whatever means that the clear hella key is drowned that something about the cat eyes no sign of Terra - boo that the divine so to speak it sinks get submerged in the water and you don't see it no there's nothing here the Titanic for a few moments above the water was glorious and then tragically as it sinks in the middle of the night two o'clock in the morning in April 1912 and a few second a few minutes later Ohio collide layer and then in the 1980s they excavate it they they they they they they go down to the bottom of the ocean and they find it anything that's too low it could be huge massive awesome I love your son but you don't see it too movie answers the word Tevez the shot can buy your college Rams it eclipses it covers up it covers up the truth that's definition of clipper in clipless itself you have our money you have what's called solar slippers at Emmaus shame been toy clown your Haskell Rosaura an ungodly chakras and it has escaped us no girl I saw them there's a clipper it's called an ADA lick lick what's this Nathan there's a light that shines don't know that you can really see like a grape you can already see what's inside or even if you can't see much but it's easier to peel things that have a penis solar super septum aliens generally the Toyota asses all the mitsuo see says our Eduardo - Lucien milkovic littmus migrant painless our Allah you can't do anything with Paris armor because it's called tone superset mayors of a deserter the only must soon in the eye in essence these types of things why is it called uh sir uh sir what's us or motor my us also means forbidden what amis we're gonna stop what it means austere comes in the word base our serum Mattia Asuran what's base are sorted a tournament a prison on us in in published matter to somebody who's incarcerated somebody who's in prison why is us are called imprisoned what does motor mean what that means untied lahat liras a cash it means to untie a knot what's a tied and untied so most people would tax us and means your hands are tied behind your back because you can't eat it this is us so you say this is a Michael Mercer so I'm tired that's not what he taxes the Michael is tight meaning you're not in a position now where you can access it's it's warmest that's not your job Michael mutter means it's untied you can access it so all the mitzvahs transform Clippers night into one person drinks a cup of coffee before the coffee before they dream the house armada admits limits were then I wanted to make a broth what's the brother war except our Shambhala kingdom of high-low shahe Kyle me a bit worried what'd you just do shocker boost of Macomb and I've been in coffee cuz that's the work the moment you get into Mel asylum it's not the coffee it's shikaka the whole world is warm are you drinking a cup of water a cup of oranges once after soccer but in the world of one is its shackled me of advice everything came to bid for her so what'd you just do you a Madonna there look course in the cup of coffee and it's not just the carpets the Styrofoam cup it's the hot water it's the shining that produced the hot water it's the electricity or the gas that produced the heat to be able to cook the water it's the coffee beans that were ultimately harvested and ground them prepared in the coffee that you made this morning including the field and the farmer and the fertilizer he used to produce the coffee beans sure Hockley avid warrant so in this little cup of coffee a whole Stickle of the belt became riska it was miss Allen to the world of haggis that's a highfalutin idea that's what he's that that's then I couldn't so then it could is but by the tablets but habit of petabytes clippers might do the job of the person is to revolutionize to reveal the plebeians to reveal them a horse to bring it from the track to the club that's the whole purpose of mitzvos that's the whole Indian of mitzvos and that's why most of shots with varam gosh but on its own it's what you call clipper Schneider and then the halacha comes and gives the Jew the mechanism of how to elevated and that's why this intricacies in our losses how exactly do you elevate how exactly do you reveal the cloud in this engine whether it's chepa Haaretz whether it's valid higher and all the proximal Venusian hey Ziggy we ate soy butter who I share a noisy mid-south I'm the one who command so he may that's that'd be pretty shot Eleazar says he may annoy seen it some Elena my own noisy stands Elena Maya who's annoyed he literally made it but an idea is an icy hashem elokenu I know you know that he is standing by the ain't I might we said before a now my name is de Meyer the mind that's deeper than in our that's the source of Tyra this is trying to a Miami Latoya the way it comes on in that made the way it comes out of the heart as the Gili of Tyler there's the man of Tyler the tide and it's Salish anointing is the high Newell penis attained at the end of a tamale condom and if he goes down into the night and she retrieves the Cubs outsmarted nemesis momma's penis amazing this who doesn't access and accesses don't know a team it's out on the inside Baraka who was accessed she'll sleep of the coast amen that's the Russia Tavis stimulate the coast them and enjoy it says he's the secret beyond all secrets why does he say that shimmy magnums a Hawaiian we explain what is the well what is the spring subterranean invisible and not easily accessible that's the mind versus the river the river which is always on the face of the earth on the surface of the earth no heart from the word AHA he would now you crellick in Lorien as the convergence place in the beginning up some so therefore the my yard which is but pay read you have to go down who goes down risk risk is the one who goes down into the Mayan but to mollycoddle and you access down noisy noisy is accessed Elaine are married by that Maya Lahan kadai she I'm shocked and zoo Gillian and said we're hoping for him - who should make the pass tiger who is the one who can access that the hiding so you should come out in Kashmir's of the person I go which is the whole function of theta all the come down let's forum of theta the Daft guy they'd be really fresh about mystical it's only reasonable it's the one who refines first their animals so she gone came to Christmas night then efficient bombers is the same thing it's also divine but it's defined by a clipper that's what turns it into an animal the never sure Bahamas is not bad the nefesh as we have to salts we have the nefesh of the history of the nefesh obamas what's the difference between them the animal Souls like an animal an animal is not bad some animals are very very huge people have animals as pets they love their animals it says in the Murray writes that Keller is a combination of towards cooler lathe cooler wave alt-arts any of you grew up with a dog cooler lathe you don't have to raise your hand it's fine but as you know there's a German separate and there's a puppy there's a trained dog and there's an untrained dog there's a dog and there's a wolf to be the same family as a cat and there's a tiger I can't maybe you want to take it to the house a tiger I'd be careful with but the point of the nefesh a promise is every it's a little cub it's an animal what does it give the person the nefesh obamas is the voice that tells me what I need it allows me to maintain and to pursue that which I need in life it says in tiny the definition of differential Bahamas is never a foster badami it's basically the message that's my higher the person it's the biological force of the person the electricity of the person the physical life of the person that's called animals so but it's not just a physical life there's also consciousness there's also need this cravings as yearnings as intelligence animals have intelligence is deep emotions but their focus what are they focused on they're focused on actually I need to live so I pursue that which I wonder why one that I want to live I want to exist I want to feel good I want to be happy I want to be content now what happens to the nefesh a Bahamas that's the journey of every person's life and the cause of that sometimes the nefesh of armours can develop its way it's art etc and every person is a different type of message of hours but the nefesh about how news by Exim is not evil it's not bad it's clippers mega Clippers now you got me there's a cell that defines it it doesn't experience that its deepest truest self is its oneness with God and therefore it looks for all types of comforts and as it grows into an average remember some people's behaviors become very undomesticated they become higher or sometimes in a future Brahman is the different type of nefesh obamas but the common denominator is it's focused on its own self existence self-preservation and sub gratification that's why it says it's no kiss my Clippers my girl siya ours a Kabir Vilas Zoo when one has the courage to work with the nefesh of house to work with their animal which never has to be destroyed but it has to be refined educated discipline but not disciplined because you want to break it and kill a disciplined because you want to refine it it's a process of education then you Holly or some chakra Buena deserve rifki who is the ultimate symbol of the bureau nefesh about is bringing the Bahamas together risk as explained earlier she is the one who could be Magali the ain't safe the Maya in the have valid smart under erisa in the gash medicine which is the definition of Altaria mistress which transforms the world while Caitlin in the title of my life that's where the Gemara says in Chiapas Turner couldn't be given them a lot and when Marissa came to get the trader the mala him complained in Hashem said answer them the Gomorrah says in Shaba so much' said cluniac saw her ears Bonita do you have a guitar so what's the promisin they don't have a it sorry so I can the after area the in Shia Etzel embittered Clippers negative is a professional annoyed by them by the man welcome there's no beter there's no avoid of be routed of Clippers males no shells there's no transformation of darkness to light will hang there for EF surely is gunking excellent shot Gazoo maybe now share noise emits alpha so therefore they cannot access the noise image of elena my i sure knows him in south korea which happens Daphna through the bitter of the nephesh obama's the bitter of clippers minded but i for peace of a bother him sir Khosla maulana obviously my welcome are filled with godliness and revelation of leanness well my vision is Vinod are you'd see me a Damascus a cigar that's the river the river that goes out of Aden to irrigate the gun so the Milwaukee some experience that River the bozek's a value service began in Nevada Shaima welcome action will occur the posix says in Sheridan Iron Chef has begun and she who sits in gardens the friends are listening to your voice so the meddra says that the neshamah think I made the Cafe de Valda my walk and come to listen to the voice in other words of my life can experience them know her that's your team a Damascus a cigar of Oklahoma is a vocal offenders but a tada a nova tamale cada but in order to access going into the mire not the nor going into the Maya the depth of the depth to fill up the card to access it and bring you down and outsmart him when images were him this couldn't come to the Malacca Kia muammar qaddafi only below only here in this world well okay number as how that to dig myself of ambassador I see them so they can see and Ramallah him of lamb cottage that demolish am I going to say to that tsadikim Kurdish because they recognize that it's a completely different Gousha it's a completely different state it's a completely different state of reality so this means in summation that the real destroyed the real is scratches the real creativity in life which is what you talk is is always through difficult creates laughter laughter is always created by the unexpected by that which is not natural that which is natural and predictable doesn't generate laughter it's predictable it's normal what creates your truck what creates strike select Oh silly Allah Kim there is something that dissented that's unique that's what his hat just means real is hard to something new that's what creates all types of charcoal type of talent is it the expression is for I'm kind of timidity a night Anika so strike us Ali on the kid if there was no Hester of shame all the kinder was not consumed or similar Kim the hope concept of clipper wouldn't exists what would be everything would be one and it wouldn't be a siddha Sh that's the natural thing that's the one of my law in the world of neshama is the world of the maiden tremendous Helia Lucas in this world you have a Hester you have a concealment therefore if a person lives in those concealments their whole life actually that would be natural that would be normal that would be predictable what create the choices the power of over the lithium to work through to bring through the hand to break through the Clipper to find the light within yourself to be able to access it and that creates the time rebellion which is going to be in this gala Buzzard larva which is much deeper than anything I made that creates a kind of galley that's going to be this gala he is summation the two habits naradhama use Mahesh amber myself that could happen only because of the strike which is the double others that comes only through us allylic him strike us allylic him he works through the shame Allah Kim the Hester and finds the are that's what creates a tiny galleon of you talk you talk about something if that did that if this type of world wasn't created there would be no troit there will be no laughter everything would be predictable so the hook is massaged fake a significant issue rifki which represents the hollow the beer of the clipper the of the nefesh Aramis the bringing it all together the Oscars this is what allowed Hitchcock to laugh it gave you tuck the tie note enemies of the tie know that we're explaining what tips cook is Africa comes through the University Saba Mela what's the mus gonna hear what's the sick Ahmad over in every person there's the river and there is the wellspring what's the difference between your river and you well spring the river is that which flows flows if you look at yourself there's always a flow going through you always your thoughts are called rivers my rabbit mashallah mashallah Titus's mache tetanus Tom and you never stop thinking could you ever stop thinking and all you can do is think about the fact that you stop thinking and then think about the fact that you're trying to think about the fact that you're trying to think about the fact that you're not thinking but you can't shut it off you could unite it you can't shut it off there's an art like a flow a flow for the motions a flow of experiences a lot of people are not so aware of that floor they never notice it but not because it's not there it's just they're so used to it you know when you grow up in noise you don't know what it sounds like without noise right those of grew up in Brooklyn before you made your grand escape right in the morning you know beeping of trucks you don't even have the beeping of the trunks this is life people who grow up on farms and in the fields it's a whole different matter so sometimes when something is happening so often and frequent we don't notice it anymore so the newer flows sometimes it flows with a rage a person is always experiencing the stimuli that comes into them from outside and from inside is aimless Shaya the question is what you notice what you don't notice but that's dinar that's dinar of a person then there's the Mayan of a person the Mayan of a person is that which is subterranean which is beneath it's completely underground in other words it's not visible for most people you don't have access to it how do you have access to it you have to dig and dig and dig but tailored how I numata mollycoddle risk is the type of person who's not afraid she goes into the Maya she goes into those places some people I just want to stay with dinar I'm fine how does a person go into that Maya there's only one way and that is to have to be able to confront the Clipper they be able to have to be able to confront all the types of cover-ups that exist you'll say no I want to have access to the Mayan Oz oh it doesn't work that way they're not gonna have access to my the mala a person who is a Malik you won't have access to the Maya he'll have a nice snorer the access to the Mayan or can only happen through Jessica only Rivka can access are noisier notion it's our fire my locker my eval bikini on them they remain in the world of the river they remain on Chevis my garment they sit and bask in the radiance of the maiden with Z version on no units of Elena Maya I sure know a team it's a fire which comes out in the Cabal extraordinary riser who fills up that pad that's only risky who confronts who confronts the husks the shells the discomforts the separation that wood blocks and is ready to go into it go into the Maya not to get the spawn not to get distracted from all the shells and bosses but to know the contrary that you can elevate it from a place of fragmentation not to get afraid of the animal song that's your job so you do for a living may be called the superconscious instead of the subconscious the super conscious and an even deeper and even deeper amazing nicey-nice honestly could this happen the Cudahy optimist the core the core comes out dasker through the period of the nefesh of our lives because the whole trailer is what is bringing Ange - Takashi meas the preparation for that is the person who could confront their own clipper Stiga their own nefesh a Bahama their own animal soul and bheemavaram it and be my lit not be afraid of it but on the contrary be makalah della that's the pian of riska then they could be levitated behind of a tamale kada to be able to be miguel de the ultimate 2/8 I've the Maya that can only come out in this world this means in a very practical way that sometimes a person and life is confronted with things that created tremendous resistance what haste resistance resistance means is a huge shell that's blacking if I'm resisting something if I'm afraid of something what does it mean I don't want to go there it's too scary I don't want to speak about this and I want to talk to you about this I don't want to open up as they call it a Pandora Box because all the worms in this cup Simon there are Muslim I already sealed the box a long time ago I seal the box I don't want to go there do me a favor but that's all coming from the fact that we feel we have to amputate there's no oneness in other words you gave up on certain parts of yourself so you have to close the box seal it with duct tape and another layer of duct tape another layer of them if you're doing it for 4050 years at this point is approximately 1.1 actually the 1.6 billion layers of duct that's pretty heavy yes there's a washing machine on one shoulder the washing machine in another shoulder so I hide I stay away I can't look life I can't steer life in its eyes whenever you'll see try steering somebody in their eyes it would in an elevator or they're gonna start a conversation well right away look at their phones why because if wise are vulnerable eyes are very eyes carry the previous you can't look yourself sometimes in the eyes you can't look other people it's very hard to steer life in the eyes because for me so much of life is closing my eyes shutting down things but in the world of Actos everything has a tick on everything has its place you don't have to shut anything down but if I'm not ready to do that rifki was the person who could confront every single layer and because she can confirm every single layer everything can open up and we can open up the light could shine in and when the light shines in then it could come become risk and then everything could come together and when everything comes together and a person broke through that clipper and transformed a shot or when the moisture has transformed into iron they can access the fire of life they can access the unknown sea of life they can go into the well and they'll find within themselves their own my own which they couldn't access without it that's the only path to the miner only Rifkin could go to the Maya and gets hook-nosed that did SOG that comes from that has no parallel to any other to hike that's the only thing that generates real joy real after why because it's a transformation it's powerful and it's real this class is brought to you by the Shiva net please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / 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