The Moment of Distortion - Torah Or Vaeira "Vayomer Elokim"#3

the yeshiva dotnet afternoons are in the second color let's start again from the last paragraph of Isaiah vote we learned a few lines on repeat is like pizzette you honey Nina my first edition Sharia sham is very slippery this will explain the first miracle - a multi-racial Indian nation Ibaka Madeleine oh hush that the stick was transformed into a snake shizuha tamil Hollis Oh Marcus this was really an intro to all of the ten Marcus it wasn't stabbed one more miracle who was actually the prerequisite the hub Adama the asite for the 10 mark is the 10 Marcus were basically a continuum of this one life Asst which also explains why if the first life is that Hashem showed moisture back in the desert the first thing he called my Shiraz throw down your stick and it became a snake and then hold it and it became back into a stick and this is the first wife is he starting to do the para so it's not stam coincidental that he likes this wonder more than other wonders for wonder whatever reason but there's a certain key in a Inga NASA Marcus move or we explain what's the concept of the 10 markers from the Chhabra Clippers it was to crush it was to break the Clippers what shop Clippers so you may think that clip this is up to something abstract called us clip is some energy in the world of shot of clip position primacy ashwatthama but that's the definition of clipper is that it substitutes reality for a pseudo reality meaning it it's the conception it's the weirdness it's the it's attributed to anything in the world the feeling and the experience that it's a y h4 w from ayaats might it's something separate something detached something that has a real ego or really anxious outside of the reality of whichever if you of the insert commercial cosa posix has nia testicle that para used to say Lea or equally you would say the river is mine by meiosis singing I made myself wrapped the car Allah Allah Cadillac I come up from the Gomorrah and the Minaj's that they sometimes call God the God of gods in other words it's not necessarily clipper doesn't mean necessarily you deny any higher reality it means there is a higher reality but the higher reality is a god over a god Alucard allah chi the god is the god of gods in other words I'm a god I'm a demigod and he is the god of gods the Union I'm I've sinned so the move simatai and essa Marcos was La Hire Isla had to demonstrate told the clip possession email Salinas Clippers was attracted Amish but even though notwithstanding the fact that they are really clippers and sit around their mamas I felt became a Mac oblems tu stomach nakusha Bihari nonetheless they themselves even presently are receiving every single moment their entire vitality their entire consciousness all of their power their receiving perpetually from holiness from Hashem from the inside it's just as we said that there is a distortion of the energy in other words that the energy of the inside of the way it enters into their consciousness the way they process it's it is that it's not kedusha that's why the person could say para could say lia or even esse that's why he's capable of oppressing that's why it's capable of of crushing of murdering innocent people that's why they're capable of living a life that is extremely oppressive and evil and cruel because even though the power to do whatever they're doing is coming from kedusha but nonetheless the kedusha is converted into a clip of what try the condition is converted into the clipper it becomes the knit suits to use the terminology earlier the knit suits to spark the divine energy let's call the divine energy in the divine spark becomes completely eclipsed and concealed within their reality so that's why it becomes something that we call a clipper what means a clipper it covers just like a clipper covers over on its truth and you don't see its truth then it suits us become so dark and so eclipsed that they cover up on their own truth of what is really contained in them what is really contained in them the ain't safe but they present themselves and they experience themselves as completely separate either there's no God at all and even if there is a God he's a God of gods but I'm also a God in other words I have my own ego yeah yeah I before Spheeris aquiline these very niche suitors were completely won with a knife they express their truth as he said before beguiling the you hood Gummer but through this mirror then it suits us aren't his slaw bridge but Tyler Clippard was trapped in his lavish metallic lipice again it's a muscle slobber doesn't mean like a hand in a glove that would be physicalist lobsters here we have to understand it in a more abstract spiritual way this lobsters means that it can't recognize itself it gets distorted its energy and its content and its substance gets distorted like the fruit in the clip and the only way I can take out the fruit is if I break the clicker so here you have a conception of a reality that its entire reality is really part of ain't so if it's entire realities really kedusha it's whole tears it gets from kedusha but nonetheless none of this is expressed in its daily conduct none of this is expressed in its consciousness none of this is expressed in its operations and its functionality and at how it conceives itself both internally and externally soba Mela the MCUs represents one truth and that is that really whichever amis enemy a shred of above nats monkey the miramar Khoisan really they are not something separate and detached as they imagined in their own demian could the Munim how cohesive means in their hallucinating imagination actually in their false imagination le Cheyne patel and the tactless Lagaan bellicose in Spock really they're completely but they are completely nullified and subservient and align the Gabi Lucas Raksha he is named chuckle mi they miss Sofia miss Possible's madhaggis Robin vos /i they completely don't feel it Perry says lawyer dr. Sasha because the seals the life force of our Shem comes to them through Misaka Misaka means veils curtains the stylist madre gustaba watson and an evolution of many gradations in other words the energy evolves and gets lower and lower back soon at some I mean if I'm only in quantity it's also in quality it goes through tremendous transformations the governor cut since remove a sustainer the restrictions and the concealments on this fuse of condition are so intense are so powerful that the kedusha component becomes so opaque actually you flew Lima they can live an entire life and the clear Lea are you even esse me the river is mine and I made myself and wouldn't even cross their mind that really their entire reality is nothing but an expression of guarding an expression of Eliquis that there's really no midsi is outside of Eliquis so they create a substitute which sees for themselves and that substitute also comes in traditional that ability to be able to deny God is also a divine quality it's also divine it's the divine energy that is giving them the consciousness and the intellectual power or the emotional experience that Leo Devaney assessing in that itself comes from a insight how can they ain't safe allow something that's completely contrary to itself that's the so - rear end after say that simple so that it becomes so concealed that this very energy becomes distorted and suddenly with the power of God you declare that your God with the power of God you to clear your God it's the God in you that tells you to deny God so it says it's so simply having a very fascinating phenomenon that it's the very divine in the person that is allowing them to completely deny the divine because without the divine they wouldn't have any color they wouldn't have any fears they wouldn't have any existence yep full of pain and therefore the godly saw ordered a bushel of my love my nuts and some in the moment it would be a revelation of any enormous light beyond it since some are not restricted a potato mom of otago their entire legitimacy their entire value their entire existence becomes nullified why because it's not like you're dealing with a real competition it's not that you have condition you have clipper that's the main part air there's no two forces there's only one us in the world there's no duality there's no compartmentalization it's not like you have the courage of condition you have the courage of the Sutton often we live in a very dual reality there's God and then there's the Sutton this garden in this clipper this holiness and in the center he says there's no such a thing there's only one us there's only one Asst a knight Movado LMI because of the concealment of the truth there is a room to experience the world in terms of duality this room for compartmentalization but that only comes because of a concealment of truth the moment citraratha at the moment clip is exposed to a horror that's beyond Simpson to any powerful ray of light that is beyond all the restrictions and the concealment what happens there's no struggle anymore there's no conflict the tailor remover taller it's like it's brought in and tangy and many Farnham that when you my oil when this darkness in the room you don't have to battle the don't have to come and room and say what do we do with the darkness what do we do it's so dense all you have to do is open light you light a candle and the darkness dissipates what happened to all the darkness the chapters has already brought in there is shining there's my focus if the definition of darkness is the absence of light or it has an entity in and of itself if you say like many that darkness is basically the absence of light so then the definition of darkness is that it has no definition the definition of darkness is that it has no light the moment there's light it's not like you battling something the very idea what is darkness darkness means there's no light it's just a void of light the moment there's no void it doesn't exist anymore so what is clip a clip is the conception that there's no condition here which is not true there's clothes everywhere all of it is ain't said you don't have any other reality there's no other identity outside of Eliquis LM I wish as you don't see your real identity you create substitute identities and the question is how far how extreme that that's the level of clip it is so many different levels of clipper how deep the darkness how deep the falsehood how deep the distortion the distortion could be very very subtle it begins in very very subtle ways if somebody pointed out on Shabbos we're talking about the mind me that he was getting a wrong impression on or he thought he was getting a wrong impression that clipper means negative thoughts person has negative thoughts I want to lie I'm gonna lie so that that all comes from clipper but the truth is that clipper could be sometimes positive thoughts or song in the sense that a person is always stuck in a place where they have to affirm themselves because they're good right I say I'm a good person I did this I did this I'm a saint I'm a mama hello Kim I'm so good what a person is always busy thinking how good they are so and they might be right it's all true they shall look what I did yesterday look what I did today look how much yes that I do look how nice I am look of this and what happens however is that becomes also a certain type of shell that they live in huh yeah it's a different type it's a different type but it's also all these types of things the person is constantly validating themselves they also need to be a yes for the verb if they Oxman but in a very good way I'm this and I'm this and they can't really let go they can't just be part of the part of truth I always need a validate myself good on validating myself those positive things happen with good things I do good things and I prove to myself that I'm a good person I am a good person I have to be that good person because I can't just be yes [Music] aspire to learn you should probably learn to make some of these fish - they could map the next day you get up and you take a nap the next day for an hour to be creative that's my point validating yourself or not validating yourself you're still in that mode I'm busy validating fine yeah yeah you're not a credit validate myself and then again that's for sure that's much better yeah Lana neither they're both from the same sources it's it's it's a person is still still in somewhat of a shell yeah this is somewhat of a show you know always a creation they always have to tell themselves things about themselves they always have to tell things to themselves about themselves that's the weight section right so my my teach moments of I you know all these good things gonna happen and if you know all these bad things can happen so you thought that that life here on planet Earth is black and white you do good you get good you do bad you get that and and and and that's my that's that's the that's straight from the Torah how do you how do you say that there's some other zone that we're supposed to be in where you know it's in black and white basically you know I'm saying that that's that's how we're the sheen anthem livin echo you know and do it this way you don't do it that way and you're coming now you know with this whole thing where you know you're supposed to be in some other zone where you can't even you can't even demonstrate it for us because it's so vague it's so cold Paik well you came to the venom of chisca and he said look I'm a Russian Marusia and nothing that happened that nothing that God threatened the second partial should not ever happen to me he says look some rule ahem the heart of odds are below your monthlies I'm that person and nothing ever happened he says so obscene forbidden love sister says that's because you did the midst of Krishna he says I don't do them it's Oh Krishna says I see you know smarts at least once in your life you wretch mass of men that you have you have all these things the Rambam says an orchestra ver it's very hard especially today to know the hitch bonus of how things work of a reward and Punishment it's not the sugar that we could wrap our brains around a person has to know what a mitzvah is and what a Nevada is and how it counts and what type of myths I want the whole pedicure number milk is true that link that no human being could make these calculations how it works especially bisman hozhet says and prickly others ain't be a de Noli mich officer a shine below me serious that they could we have no understanding today not of the tranquility of the Russia and of the pain of the topic it's not like a black and white situation somebody's at Sadiq and they have all good then somebody's a Russia and they suffer terribly as you and I know many many good people experience terrible suffering and sometimes really good people experience terrible agony and one wonders why and sometimes people who you would think you know would do well with agony in terms of their issues and Missouri is sometimes have that what seems to be a tranquil life so the Mishna says already in pre-k office this is already after the urban Bayou Chene aim be a day know when we solve a search on Delaney Surat tsadikim and Tanya there's a section the guy said sugar with the Palatine he explains why that is why the system has changed so dramatically that nothing is black and white anymore he says a famous expression there he says you haven't tired of so many through various people who do have a this and their high of chorus from heaven he says we see so many fiery creases that Irene who you may in Mission I say him before evil bunny Eamonn they had a distance jump we could smack her good years it was no Venetian to some efforts I he may I'm out so what changed in the system is the Taylor right this is gonna cut your soul of cut your soul this is nobody soul gets caught off I really made much the same about leg opening he goes into a whole irises what shad explains the whole idea of you know how people can see us it said it's not for now but then it could be here is that yeah you're touching on some of the great mysteries but it's not that we could figure out and say this person or he gets these put this punishment this person gets the scar you know so sometimes the Rambam says a person could do one Mitzvah that counterbalance is a million evaders and the other way around also it's not like one mid server versus one of a them it's very hard to know these things these are very mystical the calculations that transcend the regular human mind okay the mela when our deeper hora comes out it's put a little time it's not a contract it's not a competitiveness you weren't fighting with anything the whole thing was simply a distortion the moment you shine light on the distortion it's over the moment Vashti shows up without any Lucian without any distortions there's no Vashti left I study that may have been from the ball shop all clipper always has to happen through the bush have always cover-ups the moment you strip away the cover-ups the moment is a hard are is not being concealed in shells and asks what happens Taylor mom of a taller a lot of competitiveness Mozilla any now moves this is what the most of its time were demonstrating valsa who you might harm a for solution be in a matter typical novice with it has come out in the first my fists the stick that was converted into a snake why it's the stick that becomes a snake and therefore it's the snake that comes back into a snake Peters Matt - who lost and I'm shocked / - the word matter means a stick but where does it really come from it comes from the word well hot ice hot oil which means anything coming down it's called the hot days you say he's nighter his das what night is das is das is gravitating in a certain direction hitori means you bend something in a particular way you bring it for me that's what amethyst I'm shocked about the faint shade that gum converging on chakra could my clothes for the shove-it the shooting star the call it Halley's Comet quite for the shove it is the of the gomorrah says once in 70 years it's oiler and it shoots the word shave it means a wick the schwa Tamar called swapped him and mattes why they called smart man matters by debris moisture a rush a Hamato s-- they're also called swatted a shame it is a branch from a tree and a mat as a stick is also a branch from a tree the doomed in a shave it and I might as a shave it is still attached and a matter is already detached and that's why it's it's it's firm its strong its sturdy and could use it as a cane a branch is still moist and not so sturdy you can't use it as a cane because it is flexible its it's pliable a matters not pliable but the concept is the same it represents a branch that comes from a tree so Yaakov is like the tree and they smote them are branches of the tree they're also the matters closed for the Shabbat means a star that shoots from one direction and it goes at journeys into the other than journeys throughout space so what does Matt to me this explains as follows dahye no call on chakras say the response was the Ducie malaysia called argan of self called a green Ikram at the stick basically represents a flow from a higher place all the way down the whole evolution of say the response of kedusha from the highest level to the lowest of levels it's all part of the stick it's basically the divine energy that comes down through one world another world another world another world the ain't safe penetrating throughout all the worlds and all of conscious that's called a stick but the stick is straight why is it straight because even the lowest part of the stick you could look up and it's parallel it's symmetrical with the top of the stick because it's one reality that comes downward but it's one reality the top of the stick on the bottom of the stick is a straight line now you have a snake a snake is a whole different reality the time in he mucker her clippers the mitts right the snake represents the source of clippers of nizam commercial cost of your Haskell says he describes spiral how come him how God will hire Eve its bateria yo yo the great crocodile the great snake that crouches within its rivers that's the time how God also physically as we said the serpent has a very curved gait they call it serpentine gate gate means the way it the way it moves so it's completely opposite of the mata the Mata is straight and the Nava is curved what does this represent this represents the same energy but the energy gets distorted so it doesn't follow a straight line and therefore you can't recognize the beginning from the end the beginning is one place and the end is another place even though it's the same snake now at the surface it looks very sophisticated because you're not connected to one space but inside its lethal it's poisonous so pairi is called the time in Haggadah her over to a touchy area it has a very sophisticated a very elegant gate a serpentine gate so this represents how the kedusha energy comes into clip and distortion the head of lame-o show violence emotion I was showing him something they were really giving him a shear they didn't walk into the palace and take a stick and throw it down and became a snake well Tania says they were giving power of sheer what was the sheer huh no they did it but what they were doing was it came with all it came with a presentation came with an idea huh it was a teaching that it was a visual it was a fisherman who got the same sheen that moisture got from Hashem he was doing house or associate the pirate with party had to change the sheet a little bit so pilots should be able to understand the ship because party didn't have a good head like moisture but didn't ever said should say a sensitive mind like mush but he was giving him the same shear that he got he was giving him a shear the sheeter came a good she is always graphic it's always visual so people could get it right what are yo is very difficult when it's visual you could get to the head of my most of our HR Martin that Buckland Akash Dino pirate let me tell you who you are your mistake is not theirs God and as you and you're busy fighting God let me explain to you by betraying the Jewish people you're actually betraying yourself by betraying God you're betraying you don't know who you are Dino shadow Lapera they were showing pyro what were they showing him XR Martin epitome of her diner in the penis area I'm shocked at the tradition across Mata NIM shikaka is vakyam rotten and mockery clippers the snake comes from the stick it's not a separate entity the fuse of kedusha which is called mata that is the whole source from there comes existence from there comes to us from there comes vitality to the tannin which represents the source of all the Clippers you have Niagara Falls as the source of energy the source of electricity you have the Tanana goggle padre represents the Makarov Clippers it all comes from the matter commercial cost of the power successor aguillera yardage doesn't want to finish the pasta greg leyer yard is mothers which in kabbalah means that the legs of canoe should go down into the place of death omal who say back oil marsala that's what we say that feel of Rosh Hashana his mouth was back home I saw it snapshot as mouse was the divine so doesn't mean mal who said mcComish Allah doesn't mean that God is the ultimate king and if he wants he could kill pirate ms that's not the Vorta mal who said mcComish allah is that's that's that's conventional shot Hashem is the MELAS he's the real king if he wants he could kill pyro if he wants he can destroy pirate here he wants to say something deeper mo Jose Barco mashallah is that that is the most para the malice of our SEM is the seals that gives pirate ears in other words the XM of the knowledge is also the matter it's just completely concealed completely distorted completely eclipsed but as malice but mashallah not as in dominates permeates penetrates Malcolm all hos : lock using mouth is damn good as always the yes means below yes yes mouth closed which allows for other nacelle tamanna fuh stationed in an extreme way will allow for other mnestheus not just other as an other but another where there's even an enemy Ella Giselle a lead a stylist with since women robbing kina scollay lectures at least never come out the limiters yes it doesn't happen through a gradual evolution there has to be a tremendous evolution and tremendous amounts of Simpson which restrict and conceal the energy more and more and more and more and more until what comes out of the other side is you don't recognize the niche suits anymore you don't recognize it anymore that's called clippers but the Clippers are also made such as a conditioner but you don't recognize anymore it's lost in translation its messages lost its content its law is lost until it could become a snake a snake becomes a snake shy dates ensue min rabbin Mei Lu what does it accomplish what are these two symmetries miss started her chef Anup in a semantical got the chef our meaning the flow from the word harsh ba gets so concealed actually usually sees how to spend some time in my god Laura its Batavia Diwali or any hula kinescope that there can be the creation of this great snake crouching in the law in the rivers and declaring the river is mine and I made myself with the energy it's getting right now from the stick from kedusha from inside because Maha Sabha coil mashallah the Africa paranoid and then they show him step to step one is the snakes they stick is converted into a snake step two is an office nepeta LaMotta the snake becomes part of back into a stick and then step three the gum by eva martinez my choice and then Aaron stick after the snake converts back into a stick Aaron stick now swallows up their sticks the title or the total news out that person nobody flourish by evil amount to our ancestor Ashly explains yeah you're right right Rashi says what do you mean by evil in my tire and he didn't have a math yet another so Rashi says long after shall cause our vanastra me no such matter but you are the question now is takahagi feh why not make his snake beat up all their snakes yeah what do you have to go through this whole process you made the snake just akin to a snake okay that was pretty impressive problem is they did the same thing so now you need to go to step two in the game step doing the in the movies so let his snake eat up their snakes not the snake first had to become a stick and then the stick swallows up the sticks so the alter rebbe explains hi new said cuz apprentice at an endless battle agape a crucial Episcopal shiner the time in Nowra verts to Bhima the become bottle to become nullified ligado the divine kedusha kimberly shine now like it was in the beginning what do we mean in the beginning in the beginning of existence before the schmira suck a lemn of tar you before the Clipper before it all happened BCE before clipper existence bazillion how loss on it suits us are now this is the concept of the sublimation of the sparks when you speak about our loss on it suitors this is what I loss and it's what does means how loss and it suits us is this what's that elevate the sparks the sparks are always sparks of own leanness elevate means spiritually speaking again we don't mean physically to pick them up elevate the means to be able to allow them to become aligned with their true identity to crack to crack the surface to remove the superficiality and to be able to trace back the energy to what it really is to be able to see what your real true yearning is what the real niche insists then automatically there's no clipper why because there was every clipper how long some it suits us doesn't mean I fought the clip and I destroyed it no I was I revealed the truth and then we saw that that never existed everything you have is only kedusha the whole clip is just a way of interpreting kedusha it's a misinterpretation of the same energy just misinterpreted and therefore misplaced that's where it is huh yeah again Jesus saying I am and halakha means optical optical illusion so you have to be careful with that motion because to say it was a his a saying I am the children that were being thrown into the Nile River wasn't on a physics a night and the oppression of the Jews wasn't a citizen and that's what I said when we say clip-ins are his insane I am it's true but I feel the same that doesn't mean here that it's an illusion that it has no power that it doesn't create havoc right how much harm was created in the world because of it it has a lot of power it means it doesn't have ultimate power it doesn't have enduring power it doesn't have true substantial it doesn't have true substance and therefore it's not sustainable because by definition it's based on a cover-up and at some point reality is going to emerge that's its nature in fact the name reality comes from the word real reality the nature of realness is that it emerges it's real and when realness comes out at some point there it goes places huh yeah when the order comes out so what's the what your definition was that there was no light so as long as the teacher doesn't show up its let me think in the classroom right the moment he shows up it's all over the game is over why because it was all over there's no real substance hey why is it going responsible for this caduceo sports no the snitches and everything yes and if such as everything like why is it going being responsible for such you know to behave enough in a holy way basically well demonstrated to pyro that no he's gonna say right but Zaire head OLAP IRA with this they demonstrated the particle limits lying not just them to the whole boot side I should aim them yesh with other from a oxen that their greatest mistake is that they think that they're a yesh they think they have their own entity and they're responsible for it they have to carry the burden of existence the government announced now of course he's talking her about a very spiritual idea that relates to pavilion with Simon every person party and macster I am again are not just figures who lived in a particular geographical location at some point in history but it represents in each person that burden that need that the person should be able to have to be able to tell himself that he's a yes with of Abiff layouts my that he's detached from God that any single points so they showed Pat I am YHWH McKeon behold a guy named Jack lamb I feel smell of course every single moment their entire vitality is coming from godliness Elisha who use borrows Kel Mustafa the only thing is that Hashem is a kale of God who conceals himself well beard say say and therefore when he wants net Bahama Hirsch LaMotta the same snake goes right back into the matter how you call your clippers why because the snake comes from a stick and if we want to come some to stick if you hold on to it if you look into it it goes back into a Martha that's what also happened with motion when mice just stick becames a snake what did it say it says Mike she ran away why did he run away cuz from a snake you run away so what did I shan't say come and grab it when he grabs it it goes back into a stick what's the Havanna the Havanna is to quote the line we have nothing to fear but fear itself what makes it a snake is that you believe it's a snake if you'll stop believing that it's a snake it won't be a snake anymore because it's not the only power of clip is that you attributed to it it doesn't have power the moment you stop looking at it as such a scary thing it's not scare anymore cuz it's not scary it becomes scary because you believe it's scary and the more you believe it's scary the more scary attacker becomes because that is that its power is perception that's its power the more perception the more power you're giving the power through your perception of its power and that is its power that - yes I know it gets a little more complicated than just an internal emotion but the concept is that you don't want to destroy it's complete well in mid/side was pretty much havoc it was pretty much happening for example we have a pace up eating months was how Lawson himself since we spoke with hollow state so this building so this it's not to matter at all the only lesson in its Ryan was to show them the lesson that we put is real what khalipa is and this relating coaxes kedusha teach them that lesson nothing about the Jews being mala bombard the sisters from themselves eating matzah nothing it was just a demonstration once and for all what cleaver really is how they're any different than he's used to looking before can see so many choices that we take away Molly's not saying just let them understand and learn but the world knows it wouldn't leave his she says all the Marcus was the same across all the Marcus was a savior under that the whole group but Ryan was the superpower of the world who was the grand grand in what is it called was the country and the self aggrandizement of mitts Ryan and the power of its time the grandeur of miss Ryan it created a whole reality which basically is a pseudo reality just opposite the realities I I hold matches exactly that makuta that's what it is what are the markers do physically it devastates Egypt but he said it's not just a physical devastation teach them a lesson the water becomes blood this flaw frogs the lies the art of etcetera all the way down to arbitration marques krytus to get the Jews out of Egypt fine he could have done one two three inviting a gang in the practice this was a process of demonstrating that ultimately when kaduche emerges when my Shannon represented var Hashem so then what happens what happens here is the Clippers after tail didn't move at all and vocal audio where does it all come out in a visual way in the first my fists before the Marcos because this was basically the introduction of what moisture Nevada was trying to teach Pyrrha and that's why you'd see us mitzrayim essentially is a paradigm for all types of golus because all types of Gulas whether collective ones or individual ones operate on the same level a person may be dominated by clipper by mitzrayim by Pyrrha by the conception of Leah or even is assini which again could translate in so many different ways from my exaggerated self aggrandizement to exaggerate itself denigration which is really the same thing but it's all based on the idea that what that the human being is completely not in touch or partially not in touch with that truth of how powerful they are because they are nothing but an expression of Hashem ain't safe and every single moment in every single situation the divine energy enthuses his or her entire reality with all of that reality so that means the only truth that every moment is the truth of ain't safe the only truth I should be holding on to every moment is that God is with me and in me in this very moment in this very place in this very experience in this very emotion is very encounter and I can open myself up to that which means that in every situation I'm open up to endless possibilities I'm completely opened up to an insight perspective endless possibilities but that is a very very profound awareness and that awareness is often cloaked with many many a show many a husk so here the demonstration to Perry was that the entire novice really comes from the Mata so it's not just that the truth is the matter nothing Aakash is that the truth of the knowledge is also the matter if you could just look in if you won't be afraid of it if you'll hold on to it if you look deeply into it you'll see what is it it's also the Mata and that's why the knowledge becomes the matter because that is really what it is that is it doesn't have another identity it may think it as another now it doesn't have another identity so all you need to do is you have to basically you have to expose it to what it is yeah think about what you just said that's the paradigm for every goal being made aware what khalifa is so who is being made aware here who is really redeemed here Peres was redeemed amidst redeem at the end when they came to Moshe after month as far as they say okay we give up we realize now they're all cleavers so we're saying is the Jews could not be redeemed from Egypt until Parliament's Ryan were redeemed from Cleveland well that's why he began the my mere saying by you not slowest Messiah a major theme in you seeis much time we see is not just the Jews getting out of there but somehow taking all their calum and all their God the micro suggests became the big thing to the point that has all same Broca's it actually brings it that it was the initial condition when he tells much of actually told of ROM everything except of course godly told much so you have to already before the goal he says you're going you're gonna take out everything their butts the big deal cuz I'll say saw from shouldn't say oh you knew how to do the first time when you didn't ought to do the second a bit of course cuddle this became a major theme and you see him mice you ready says it and then boy a few times that they have to empty out the sign by knots was nominee tomorrow says commit sulla Shan bud Duggan they took out the last fish the question is what's Nikkei and get this get out of there I have to take out the last part of mitts Ryan that's why he's explaining it that's the site of the mind map because the card is just you want to get permission to get out to run out run you have stuff you don't have stuff a major theme here was as he says sure luck to call him it suits him the sphere which time had the most necessary douche of any country in the world and by enough Louisville time is representative not just of the Jews leaving Egypt of the Jews collecting and bringing out all the nets such estimates eyes on this he says Lahav an Indian and it suits us and he starts over the whole mind map so that was the basis of it that basically they weren't only leaving the tribe they were elevating from Perry and from all the mid seaman from the entire country all the mixes that were in this place how did they elevate these niches by the Marcus which broke the Clipper of the mid census all the energy that was image size all the spiritual energy amid signs so to speak comes up and gets liberated in that supplement liberated where do we see they did anyhow Lord Bureau I pasted that we said we eat them at so that's our house and that's the word Mike they took all the clay cast off all the Clay's office is where we say they were Mahalo them and there was a law saying so to say they collected them but we don't see in this Myra that they actually took those these services and did anything to themselves in terms of how law we Steven eat ulcers were discovered to be neat so it so it's not clean bows and power 127 parentheses that that's how awesome it touches the first element of an ellipsis is that the tannin is miss battled with may have to shell the kiss Cabarrus China the moment the tannin already loses its appeal loses its power that moment that the time and so to speak surrenders its it's egotistical veneer that is the first stage of a loss and its substance because then it searches are really kedusha you don't have to create condition in its senses yes then it sources could go deeper and closer deeper into the deeper intuition but then it searches aren't kedusha elamite like the fruit you don't have to liberate the fruit you just have to expose the fruit okay but the Jews were bystanders to this they didn't do anything this is all about God's immense room the Jews were talked about and this is McCord oh yeah right stories happening with breaking events we employ and their ego their cattle earnings by watching it kept saying I'm gonna write in his heart you know I'm gonna make him there's no how long they just they just watch this happen and watch the midstream and get broken down so they've learned a lesson just be seen to by the whole world that what the cleaver doesn't really exist on this was the first attempt yet to demonstrate the whole process of how creation works that's what he said that they eaten themselves were my middle name my main name by a mean arm but though the Marcus you didn't need to prove to the Jews that God exists if I am and they believed right away the Marcus you needed to be able to prove to the midstream that God exists in order to bring out to the world that clip no that trumps I said before that the you didn't need any motion because their mom said my min and blame my minute tomorrow says in Shaba static sign that when moisture said to the halo you are mentally all right so he said you saw my minion Benet my minion they're my middle name my minion when it says Moshe came to him in some sense by Yamaha um at least twenty percent of them were you roll of assess every other time we had it we had what we did with right right here we collected that my kids that have our Mitzvah collecting the candy bags running around collecting you chosen that's okay but I mean that's rush time showing a lesson in our presence before we leave the Train we should see it once and for all we should see it and that should happen then it switches themselves needed it was a Ramona something it took to salsa is converted into that is Hamas amid success the moment that the Clipper becomes aware that it is kedusha so it's already a whole different that's the mark because then yeah I would just I think I think that was that we sent it last year but I think it's very applicable some people's personal lives very profound ways and usually very often in life that which you're most afraid of is really the source of all of your healing that which you're most afraid of this snake in your life the snake in your life is really very very powerful and it's very very scary but it's usually a distortion of very very good energy very sweet energy very holy energy but in the process of life energies get distorted because we live in a world that just we live in a psyche and we live in a world that distorts reality it covers over reality constantly and the void of life is to go out of mitts I'm going to Masseria means the first thing is to bring the Assam aqus to break Clippers to be Maga with the truth so very often you'll have a person they will not talk about things that are very very shameful we're very very vulnerable we're very very painful because they feel that this is like the lowest part of themselves this is their snake and you want to run away from your snake you don't want to deal with it you want to make believe it doesn't exist the truth is that your snake really comes from your stick your stick represents your divine energy your divine energy however often gets misrepresented and there's a misinterpretation here so when you have the courage to grab onto it and to look at it so then what happens the first thing you have to know is that there's no real snake the snake always comes from the Mata that's the first thing a person has to know if they attribute to themselves only evil and lack of godliness that's the first mistake person always has to know that everything ultimately is traced back to Ducie that means there's nothing that can't be redeemed there's nothing that can't be liberated there's nothing in your life that you have to completely cut out there's no such a thing that you have to do you have to now to deal with it but not completely cut out there's no part of you that is so rotten that we have to amputate it for all of eternity because when God looks at that he's like I'm gonna vomit he's not gonna vomit because it comes from him basically now the question is how to be able to see that so when you basically look into that nosh what happens often is you could see when you could see the knockers from that perspective you will see that the knockers is really another Mota LMI it went through a tremendous Chavira it went through a tremendous Simpson a lot of the workers to identify the moment of the Chavira what was that moment that holy energy the cave so distorted in your psyche there was a moment there was a moment in life that you had your Shree recycle and every person has it in a different moment in life it's usually when you're young when you're young not hitting rock bottom it's that when a certain energy became interpreted in your psyche in a certain way and it produced snakes it produced snakes that bite yourself and bite other people and create poison if you have the courage to be able to look at that mush and trace it back and realize that really there's goodness a tremendous amount of goodness right so essentially you may have here the origin before anybody spoke about this you may have here the origin of a lot of the work of of psychoanalysis a lot of the work of going internally of tracing back or tracing upwards the source of the clip is what is it really it's really we come we say I have snakes in me things that bite me they bother me they harm me I have obsession I have fear have guilt that Vincent they take up space snakes all over and they're very scary they've bonded me they drive me crazy it may look like hate it may look like jealousy it may look like deep envy and they look like resentment fear what are so many different types of things alienation deep frustration deep anger deep sadness whatever it is deep obsession deep guilt these are all snakes that's what they do they're snakes but no hush well Tanya right sorceress become a dreamer Shia right 358 nos has become actually a messiah Northridge is Isis - so how does that happen how does the novice who created the disaster of history the same knockers by the way he's the one who created the first disaster how suddenly does he become a Shia because what did the knockers do the first time look at the first knockers and you'll understand it what did the first knockers do to other men cover the knockers was brilliant the knockers came to heaven said that god tell you not to eat from the fruit is it true I hear I read on Google I read on the websites that God said not to eat in the fruits so harvest said he said not eat and not to touch so we would expect the knockers to do what are not be courteous does not good thing okay I think it's all good didn't say that the knocker said actually I have been analyzing gods for many years God has an issue issue it's called self-confidence he knows that if you eat from the tree you're gonna become my god you have to understand God never had a mother to tell him that he loves to tell him that he loves him he never had nurture so he has issues with himself he doesn't want competition that's what kind of dude that's basically what the doctor said the knockers didn't say didn't my god I wasn't I'm gonna put the gun in context that's it you have to do he's also a victim he's a victim like everybody else he knows maybe some camera can rash he says this is how he created the world yeah Oman sign a I'm not so he doesn't what competition was mister for now he's a grand pianist he stole the show it is all gonna steal the show so now the as I actually feel bad he needs therapy but like every good therapist will tell you just because your spouse needs therapy doesn't mean you have to become codependent you know just because God has issues it's not my problem you want to eat it you see the brilliance of the know gosh what was the eczema steak and the first issue the mom did was before anything else he said there's two realities there's God and is you this garden is you when God commands you by definition it's dictatorship so now why should I become a victim of his problems he's a dictator let him work out his own image let him go to therapy I don't have to pay for his therapy but what does the novice really saying that Akash is really saying is a mitzvah means a dictator is telling you what to do yeah telling you what to do so you rejected the guy has issues why is he telling you because he has his own issue so why should I become your victim what was the mistake here the mistake here was he turned God into what we all do when we use the word God we do what the knockers did we turned God into an entity and this entity tells me to do things not to do things so there was a philosopher his name was Nietzsche say once said if God exists I want to be him what was he saying was it why did everything but why is God the one who has all the power he decides when you die he decides when you're born he decides when he got sick I want to be him he didn't believe but if there is a good I want to be him what does this all come from it all comes from the nostrils but the nostrils did was he created the first duality in the world what's the first duality in the world first duality is this God and his eye and we're busy fighting and now there's an OPS either you're religious Jew or you're a secular Jew but you're both the same really you're busy you're busy dealing with God the religious do says I won't exist I'll let you exist and it circulates obsessed you don't exist I will exist but it's the same verse religion and secularism are both based on the same idea boast on the same idea and that's why they both create the same lack of relaxed oh yeah that's the point that's the point so without trap is trying to teach us here is that this is all from the snake it's all from the snake the snake right away says lead so by pirates leo 81 ESS city becomes abusing a whole people he's article Hitler but but but the concept is the same concept the concept is you turned God into the entity who either is the one you're gonna surrender to you're gonna fight but you have to surrender or fight why am I not gonna eat from the tree I'm hungry I want to eat from the tree but this was all the nosh what what was what what this is the beginning of could be the beginning of triplet is there just two realities this duality the MS is when you say Hashem gives you a mitzvah say it much differently it's not even Hashem gives you a mitzvah it's basically a nod malvada what do we mean ain't no more vada ain't no more vada means God speaking to you is you speaking to you God speaking to you is you speaking to you it's the ultimate you speaking to the outer you because the very you is ain't safe the very you is early rain stuff it's an extension of that so that's what little means bitl means alignment so it's not God told you not to eat from the tree who does he think he is either you surrender or you don't surrender either you get angry and then when you dismiss him either you kill him or you kill yourself but it's all the same problem you're killing yourself you're killing him and by killing yourself you're also killing him by killing yourself you're also killing him so to speak in your consumption because that self is the house so part of the inside so there's two definitions of a mitzvah a mitzvah is either God speaks to you or a mitzvah is God speaks through you the moment of Exodus God Azza speak through me he speaks to me ah that's already a distortion he doesn't speak to you he speaks through you in other words it's the ultimate you which is the aim size is being expressed here so it's not like oh who you think you are to tell me what to do right yeah who do you think yeah or even say the men very snobbish ah the other way around to yourself who are you to tell god what to do both are based on the same reality they both are based on the fact that you're carrying this need of existence which comes from the burden of having a tremendous shell that separates you and in the real truth in the real truth that has to be healed is that there's complete oneness so when you look at the nah gosh the NA crush is bigger Maitreya Messiah the Norrish is the fashion the knowledge is the matter because even the distortion the clip also is a is a kind of kedusha that itself is a kind of evolution so therefore in a person's life what does this mean in a person's life it means that sometimes you look at your snakes in your life and they bite and sometimes they're lethal and they're very very powerful whatever they may be in a marriage in your own psychological self in your own relationship with yourself at that chef but really really you could trace it back to the moment where the knowledge was a matter the matter converted into an office the reversal anomaly for the market could be reversed back into a lot this class is brought to you by the yeshiva dotnet please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot a yeshiva net / donate