Megillah 16a: When Haman's Daughter Was Elevated to Holiness -Gemarah Megillah #38

the yeshiva dotnet yeah we're not gonna continue with the Gemara and I want to welcome everybody who's joining us here from close and far and today we're all close and we're up to mastectomy Gilland off to Zion I'm at Aleph I'm going to begin today's class with a very interesting insight by the rugged schaberg on the Rogich over gone was robbed a new Yosef rosin the author of toughness Pinilla who passed away in the year to finish Todd evolve your Aleph other was tightness Esther I think that year - Esther look at him you now have all the tougher started above 1936 and he was known as the Sarah Turner one of the greatest terror Giants not only of his generation but of many generations asks the rugged shall we go and a question somebody asked him this question look we learnt in the Gemara that after sign number now if you remember that when Martha's I was lead II when Harmon was leading Mordecai on the horse through the streets of Shushan when was this we learned this was on the second day of Pesach on Tessa in Nissen that's when he led him on the horse yeah and they went through the street where hummons house was and hummons daughter was on the roof and she seized a royal horse in the Royal garment and she naturally assumes that her father's on the horse she also assumes that Martha hi is Lee is is Polly is directing her father Martha he has the reins and he is the one who's giving honor to her father humma that's what she assumes so she takes the aughts it's of the basic he say she takes the earthenware pot that was used for the human excrement and she pours it on the person who is leading the horse houthis she thinks his Martha guy in reality Toma he lifts up his eyes the Gemara says she falls off the roof to her death and that's why it says hummin came home a veil vaca flourish he was in our vaneless he was in grief in mourning and his head was covered he was in grief because of his daughter's death and head was covered because of the filth the filth that she poured on him so somebody has to look at Java gone it should have said a flourish Marvel not evolved akka flourish because what happened first what happened first is her head was covered with filth his head was covered with filth and then she jumped so first he was covered with filth and then he became a novel because his daughter died she killed herself where she fell from the roof so why does the Megillah save a hominid careful base a of elvish a foreign agent should have said well hominid Koval Basin have foreigners of other interesting question Argyll should have come second you understand the question right first he was covered with filth and then she died so the order is he came home cough Irish and then oval not first oval first an oval identify - so drunk at raviga and gave the following answer and he said we find in her locker a very interesting distinction between somebody who throws Iraq throws a Kayleigh let's say I take a crystal ball your crystal ball and I throw it off the roof so the halacha is that the moment I throw it over the roof monetary recover if you come now and you take a bat and as the crystal ball is flying down you break the vessel do you have to pay for it the answer is no you broke a broken vessel because the moment I threw it over the roof it's already considered broken why because it's going to get down unless something very unnatural happens this Cayley is on the way down based on what we call today the laws of gravity that's a good Miriam Baba kama your Zion mastectomy become your Zion so now if you come and the middle you take a bat and you break the Kayle you don't have to pay because you broke a broken Kayleigh because it was already broken it's like it's like it fell already and if it fell and you broke it what's the difference it's broken in a hundred pieces you broken in 250 pieces the Kayleigh was damaged the Kayleigh was broken monetary recover what happens if I don't throw the Kayleigh off the roof instead I throw a rock on the vessel or I shoot an arrow on the vessel I don't throw it off the roof I'm just throwing a rock before my rock hits the vessel you throw a rock on the vessel or you break the vessel who has to pay now you have to pay why because you didn't break a broken vessel it's not considered broking it until my rock hits the rock hits the Kayle if I threw it over the roof so it's already on its way to being broken its fell already it's flying now if you break it you're you're absolved you're exempt from payment because it's considered that you broke a broken Kayle because the moment they throw off it's already considered broke but if I didn't throw it off I'm just shooting a I just take a rock and I throw it and I'm trying to aim so even though according to the trajectory it's going to hit it but if you come and throw a rock and your rock hits the vessel before me or you take a bat and you break the vessel before my rack or my arrow or my bullet managed to penetrate this vessel and break it you're you're you're obligated to pay why cuz it's not considered that I broken until my rock actually hit the vessel and because you broke it first you have to pay not me this is the distinction that placeless makes a mastectomy become a diffuse ayah says dear Kesava listen to this when she took the garbage the excrement and and and cast it at her father when is it considered that her father actually got it when did it hit him when it hits him until it hits him it's not considered that he's dirty yet because it didn't come in contact with him that's the dirt that she threw from the roof on her father thinking his mother ha that's like when you take a rock and you throw it on on a vessel it's like she took a dirt and she threw it on her father until it didn't touch her father he actually wasn't dirty yet it didn't touch him when it fell on his head that's when his head became covered that's when he became cough Irish what about regarding herself when she throws herself over the roof so it's like when you throw a vessel over the roof right when you throw the vessel over the roof it's already considered broken right when she fell over the roof she was considered dead already even before she fell so the rugged service said that's shot she threw the garbage immediately she recognized that this is her father immediately she recognized that this is her father perhaps at some point as the gemara says he picked up his eyes and her coach over apparently believes that he picked up his eyes before the garbage hit him so she saw was her father so she right away jumped to her death so even though she threw the garbage before she jumped but the garbage hit him only after she jumped Saba Mela regarding herself she's considered dead German when she jumped over the roof but for him to be covered with mud this is only when he was covered with mud in reality think the difference between throwing the vessel over the roof were throwing the rock on the vessel so therefore the gobby-o veil is he's called a novel first because the moment she threw herself over the roof one that's very atomic she's already considered death but lagaa Bay the dirt that she threw on him he's considered dirty only once it actually touched him so first he was a novel and then he was a halfway right now the Nakatomi mean this literally as the shots are just more like a yeah a humorous anecdotal maybe put him tighter to that I don't know because you could ask a few questions number one when you learn the Gemara does seem like someone picked up his eyes after the after the the human fertilizer fell on him even though the Gemara doesn't say it's clear the merger says he picks up he picked up his eyes but that would be the literal interpretations that mean that would mean that the dirt hit him before she felt before she went over the roof number one number two the question is can you really say that about our valus can you really say that when somebody jumps off a roof house for solemn even before they fell they're considered dead from the moment that they jumped off and that's when our Valens begins not the moment of death would be a a big big novel kiddush to say I do want to share with you on this Gomorrah a fascinating interpretation of the holy oblivion shock of relative nobility become addictive who is no one as rebel a Viet shock the rub of the Ukrainian city of partitive was one of the great students of the Magadh of miss rich and he passed away in the year I think it was the year tough Corleone a tough Kofi and olive around 1810 or 1818 11 so in his safe reduce our slavery kedusha slavery on Purim the body achiever says the gomorrah says the the expression of the Gemara is that she threw she threw the the content of the earthenware vessel on the head of her father thinking he's mortified and then it says dally a name of huzzah STOVL literally means he picked up his eyes and she saw that it was her father and she fell from the roof to the ground and she died that's what the Gemara says the practitioner says interesting Dali na is not referring to home and it's referring to her so you have to read it aina ho I guess she lifted up her eyes that's how he that's how that's how he understands it she lifted up her eyes that's how he explains it which by the way it fits very beautiful with the rugged Chava that this has nothing to do with the hummin lifting up his eyes after the garbage fell on him and then she fell no it could be she threw it and then she ran away realized it was hung and then she fell over the roof I it says he picked up his eyes so we learn usually it means Hamid picked up his eyes but there by then she says I mean she picked up her eyes and he says if she was on the roof why would it say she picked up her eyes and she saw that it was her father it has to say she lowered her eyes and she saw was her father before that she wasn't looking so well then she threw the garbage and she lowered her eyes he spill a net to look down and look well and she saw was her father and I guess he doesn't understand the Gemara to mean that she threw the garbage on him and then when it fell on him he looked up perhaps it was so much that fell on him he couldn't even look up I don't know which also is another interesting question how did she make a mistake between Martha and her father why did she think her father's on the horse and Martha sight is the one leaving her why didn't she look there's simple answer for this the Benesch guy writes this in the safer Ben yada yada is because hummin was so embarrassed to do this he kept his face down the whole time he wasn't riding the horse with an erect stature he didn't want anybody to see him it was too humiliating so his head was bent down all time so nobody could see it Martha side the Benishek I says was fasting he was very weak we see before he told home and that he's weak he can't even get up on a horse that's why you have to use humma-nah as a stepping stone and he gave him on a kick so how man was also weak so he was also bent over so therefore it was very hard to see the difference between Martha phantom and according to this dolly a may may not mean that hummin picked up his eyes the petitioner learns that it means she picked up her eyes you have to know grammatically how this works dolly a now she picked up her eyes but why would she pick up our eyes on the contrary she lowered her eyes she lowered her gaze to see that it was a hum one and that's when she fell over the roof she killed herself so the by ditch serving dishes lady says a fascinating interpretation he says the daughter of home on her intention was to humiliate Mordecai this is a Nevada she wanted to embarrass humiliate and tarnish Martha hide by throwing this human fertilizer and Martha hi in reality what did she do she throw it on hummin so she did a mitzvah to do this to him and as a mitzvah woman is a Molech Holman was a wicked anti-semite who wanted to kill innocent people it's a mitzvah to defeat him to do this on Martha sighs a Nevada she wanted to do a sin she ended up doing a mitzvah that happens in life your intention sometimes is to do the wrong thing by mistake accidentally you end up doing the right thing it never happens to you sometimes it happens yosef told his brothers right you wanted to harm me but a lake in Russia the toy over but God made your actions into a mitzvah you saved my life and you save everybody's life because I'm the one who spared you from this devastating famine you tried to do a Nevada but you ended up doing a mitzvah says the bad achiever when a person does something and then he wants to know if what he did was good or not sometimes you're not sure you're ambivalent I did something and I'm not sure was it the right thing with the wrong thing so he says always look what happens to you afterwards Emma say Oh sh Allah o Allah my Allah if your mind is elevated to a higher place your sacral is a little milah meaning your consciousness yeah feels more in touch with God with truth you feel good about yourself you feel positive you feel holier then you know that you did a good thing if not not sometimes you have to see how you feel afterwards an hour later half an hour later two hours later if you regret it and you feel debased you feel depraved it was the wrong thing if you feel elevated and inspired and more in touch with truth it was a good thing says the bad Chevelle the daughter of home and tried to do a novena but in reality she did a mitzvah she embarrassed how much humiliated how much she made humming dirty she made humming to feel defeated so what happens dully a-mei her eyes were lifted up eyes always represent intima awareness right we say ha ha come aina brochet the wise man has his eyes on his head meaning he has vision the sages are called a Neha Aida the eyes of the community the vision she picked up her eyes means her her vision was uplifted her mind was uplifted her awareness was uplifted because that's what happens after you do a mitzvah and she did an amazing Mitzvah even though her intention was to do a sin so he says she lifted up her eyes meaning her whole consciousness was uplifted her mind her awareness was uplifted so what happens next she falls off the roof and she dies why because that moment she separated herself from Citra Acura from unholiness and therefore she died her life force was connected to humma the moment she separated herself from Citra Hara so now she had to die because her life force was connected to the evil of Haman and she cut off her source of oxygen which was unholiness she went to the world of holiness through this Mitzvah she picked up a ride automatically she caught her her her her her source of life or a sign of life and this was the greatness of the daughter of humma the greatness and it could be it's connected to the fact that the Gemara has made a bond of shall ha maan WOM do Tyra be Bnei Brak you have descendants of ha maan who not only came to Judaism but they learnt Ida maybe it's connected to this because at the last moment she separated herself from the world of unholiness to the world of holiness through that itself she passed away she fell over the roof because she already had no way to nurture life from the source of unholiness that's one way interprets it another way to interpret it is or maybe she didn't want to do this mitzvah and therefore she died in other words this was so horrifying for her and therefore she died that's another way of interpreting it I'll cope on him this is what happens when Mordechai passes the house of Haman his daughter makes this mistake and she ends up dying in the process as well ok let's take questions if there are questions 8 4 5 7 7 7 47 47 you can text your message was she not already dead when the thought came to mind because she proposed to make one unclean with intents I don't understand was she not already dead when the thought came to mind because she proposed to make one unclean with intent know what there but the party she was saying is at the moment she did this mitzvah she was the moment she threw the the the filth on her mom right even before it hit him but certainly after it hit him her her her consciousness was elevated her kind was elevated to condition so she detached herself from sutrayana so that's why she died she fell off the roof and died he's giving a spiritual reason for the physical mechanism for the physical mechanics of what happened he's giving a spiritual reason for it maybe you can say that the Roca Chavez there was an according to thefts and governor the Kayleigh is a heifetz and the daughter is the governor please take it from here know what the wreckage of it means is when I shoot an arrow on the vessel toys for says imbibe a comma then the vessel is not broken until it actually impacted it until it actually hit the target when I throw the vessel itself it's considered broken the moment that throw of the roof so when it comes to the daughter of humming herself the moment she throws herself over the roof where she falls over the roof she's already considered broken and dead as though she already landed even though she didn't land but in terms of throwing something on somebody else it's not considered to have hit the goal to hit the target until it actually hits the target and therefore the Gabbay availa sit came before halfway rajesh cuz her valus happens the moment she falls off the roof couldn't she just dump jump on the dirt so it wouldn't hit home on so then she'll kill him if she can aim so well and jump on how much he could kill him she didn't want to kill her father according to the literal interpretation didn't want to kill her father the Gemara also says she fell does it mean she killed herself where she fell off from from dread and panic she panicked perhaps you could text your questions eight four five seven seventy seven forty seven forty seven let's see inside further ok so what happens now we are up to Daft si and I'm at Aleph you see there's wide lines and then there's skinny lines and then there's again wide lines you see this wide lines there's skinny lines and then there's wide lines again so go to the second set of wide lines the line starts coming up chases to shovel the sake Lata nice if I'm an interval basic available for shovel of victory how foolish I'll eerily harm on bar the fight says went back to the gate of the king why did he go back what's the fuss of trying to tell you after this whole glory he went back to his sackcloth and he went back to fasting and hummin went home in mourning for his daughter's death and covered and by decked with all this schmutz with all this filth what does it mean that Martha I went back to his sack cloth and as fast so here we see a fascinating idea that's discussed in Safari you would think after all this glory that he got he would go home and he would take off the sack and he would take over the ashes but here you see Mordecai's thinking and will appreciate this by introducing one more phenomenon that is very very strange in this whole story Martha fries fasting three days more the fairies wearing a sackcloth more the fires ashes on his head not only that woman comes to Martha fan mother try thinks he's ready to kill him and he told everybody to leave when he's teaching he'll just commit so okay Martha try stands to Davin he believes it's the last prayer of his life so you can understand how beaten up Martha Kyle was inside as the puss excels in the Megillah he was screaming by Yeats Abe associate he went out to the city and he was screaming and crying and sobbing groaning bye he's a Kazakh dilo Mara because of the decree that's going to befall the Jewish people so Martha sky is literally beaten up on every level physically he's fasting for a few days doesn't have kya anymore to get on a horse right spiritually he's completely devastated from this decree physically oh so he tells how many Esther he needs a bath he needs to take a haircut he can get dressed up in the Royal Carmen's this is Martha tri-state that's what we see here and yet we see something very very fascinating in this story and that is what happens what happens is the moment Amin says my money my ten elephant eek our kesef was canceled by your claimants of flour and as I said yesterday that the be honest and I should says that Holman gave away that money for this dacha and still your flour cancelled my money and that's why Martha's I said it's not even your money he gave away it's my money cuz you're my Evatt Martha sighs so sharp within it's not your money you're a Russia you're my slave and then Martha's guy has come on force forces almond to give him a haircut and force his humming to bathe him and I told you that my Ritz guy he says it was column Oy how could he take a haircut column Ayad because he couldn't take care of young TIFF like somebody was in prison because he was fasting era of Yom Tov she couldn't take care of Yom Tov there's another interpretation in some small that since it was Iran or was outside of Eric's Estero maybe they had a second day of pace of he humped of genital galius and it could be that's why Esther hid the bathers and the barbers because they were Jewish and Esther did not want they should have to do Malick on the second day of Yom Tov Yom Tov Shana shall go Lea's if you say there was a second day because it was outside of Eric's Easter land they didn't know when Pesach was that's possible and if that's the case Esther hid them and she wanted how much should do it so that Martha try should get a haircut flew a non-jew it's a very interesting question however I'm not sure that literally you could say that because until later in my insanely they had a system with the torches you know when it was recharge they would go up to the mountains and light a torch and then one mountain had another person with a torch and the news traveled very fast that it's right it's only later did they start sending messengers the middle of my is Chandi because of the Sadducees because of the stuck him so look later there was only one day a face and therefore this was Columbia but s3 wanted nobody should give him a haircut only humming himself should be humiliated and humming this grounds and Martha so I says Russia you were barber and Clark arts um he was a barber for 22 years when harmon gets onto the horse he kicks when Martha Costello he kicks him up and hummin says it says you shouldn't celebrate the defeat of your enemy and he says that's a Jewish enemy but with you it's a mitzvah to celebrate Virata abutments a message Ron how was Mordecai transformed in one moment in one moment from a person who was so downtrodden and in such grief and pain and now he's kicking him on where it counts he's kicking Amin and in certain parts of his body wherever it was or in his head there in other parts of the body where humming was humiliated he keeps on calling I'm gonna rush he says you're my slave and you were a barber it's a fascinating transformation that happened to Martha died within a few minutes from somebody who was ready to die suddenly he's extremely aggressive he's extremely powerful he powerful in his words he's extremely extremely expressive of how the lowly wicked person this hummin is what a transformation and then right after that he goes back fasting he goes back fasting more than what is going on with you the answer of course is here you have the soul of more desire the soul of Martha and I think the best way to express it is we say in kale other in a Shabbos morning we speak about the luminaries in the heavens right so we say they recovered nice and lush my color summaries of her novices miss Carlisle Kurdish Thai even my Irish shabari like a nice R&B dance between I've asked a question what an awesome Emily's much of a carrier of table Malayan Ziva mattheum Megan oz even Michael Loyola the Sun the Moon are filled with light they give their light to the world summation but say some force awesome by volume I Samaritan kind of they rejoice when they come out they celebrate when they go back when they set in fear they fulfill the will of their desire of the of their Creator one second summation butts a Samba Samba volume if you're happy when you go out then you're not happy when you come back if you love your job so much you love leaving the house so then I you're happy when you come home if you love going somewhere and you're so happy to leave great so then why are they happy to go back which one is it if you hate your job you don't like going but you like returning if you love your job you love going but you may not love returning here it's matron but say some to sesame oil they love leaving and they love coming back how it's two opposite experiences the answer is I Simba a mer at st. Claire no because their deepest commitment their deepest joy is their deepest or is the will of their creator Hashem now wants me to come out I go out now he wants me to return i return smash him it's a sum for so Simba volume I celebrate leaving and I rejoice returning why I Simba a moritz ein kleiner because I am a servant of God like I spoke previous days on a sham Kiev NASA on a means to we're Laurent to we're like would it sail on Hashem - where where do you want me to go get me of da this was Martha Fayette Sadiq so therefore more - I saw the Gazzara and he understood that the ultimate Azalea didn't come from hominin a harsh radish it came from heaven and that's why you understood the call of the hour is to do true vanta Davenant to fast and all the jews should rebuild their relationship with God that's the first and foremost thing yes you have to do is start loose you have to send Aesthetica shwedish but that's the key suddenly so now that the will of God is that how much had taken through the streets of Shushan and that the glory of Martha fare as a Jew should be revealed in Shushan so how many me Marla I immediately got into that mode it's not a transformation he became a new person he was the same person before that he was doing the will of God and now he's doing the will of God a moment ago was about fasting and crying and daven and teaching he'll just commit sir and now it's about giving him on a kick and now it's about telling home on who he really is and putting him in his place God wants me to be on the horse and homeland to lead the horse hummin has to be put in his place he told him and you're in ever he told hummin let's face it 22 years you were a barber don't grown on your faith you're allowed to be a barber now oh so it's not beneath you to be a barber you're not this great Prime Minister you're a simple barber who got himself this high position let's remember who you are he gives I'm gonna kick the moment the glory is over what does our mark I do it goes back fasting the Xavier is not over yet hummin is alive Spanish is alive there's still a decree on the Jewish people I have a dish and Amon gave him covered that doesn't impress him I he'd retinas Miss ball from the covet of a guy a drew doesn't get this ball from the cover than a Gentile officiated sermons they gave me car with very nice Martha gets miss ball from one thing from the creator of the world and the decree is still there so Martha fan goes back to fasting and where the thing goes back shove Lusaka Allah Tommy sorry I Simba a Moritz sign kind of that's more the thigh and when did this happen so happen the second day of pace has Zionism and of course if it was the third day of the fast we understand why he went back fasting the first day was your dollar the second wisp of the third day was designed suck the Gemara bite any questions let's take questions eight four five seven seven seven forty seven forty seven couldn't we answer that valus the reason it says oval first since its transcended the half-irish you could say the reason it says oval is because it's more important more important than he was physically dirty is that he was in our valus that's true that's true huh municipal base a a Velva half Irish that's true you could say that you could say that however the Megillah is not saying what happened this is all our Emma's it's all a hint right the McGill doesn't say clearly that his daughter died this is a tradition that the Cohanim had so the Megillah is anyway saying it in a hinted way if the Megillah would tell this story this is the main part of the story that his daughter was killed that his daughter guard rather than he was dirty that's true dort dirty and smelly but the Megillah hint said since the Megillah hint said through these words of a vaca for irish it would be logical to assume that it said in the order of how it happened but perhaps you could answer that oh so Margaret I was a Nevitt and he held his head bowed no Martha Fair was an honor Martha was an honour of and he held his head bowed you saying besides the fact that he was weak from the fast he may have not wanted his head to be erect the ten thousand talents of silver were real but not only beaten by a comet's of flour as a myrrh but I by discussion of the camisa Martha I returned to fasting and sackcloth while hummin returned to his arrogance later at the second party yes it's the claimants it's the learning of Hostess commits are the learning because they didn't have a carbon then the learning of their losses of commit so that canceled the money and Martha I went back to his true self which is a relationship with the core of life and hummin whose life was based on the circumstances of the glory afforded to him was up on the top and now he was down and it's a very fascinating observation you're making I took a few days ago about the fact that Mordecai did not bow down to Haman and the reason Harmon got so upset at him was because Mordecai used to tell him the truth that he's his slave and Martha is his master the Gemara said before is that Bob who's Bruce bully and what that really means psychologically is that Haman was not satisfied with the whole world bowing down to him because when he saw Martha that I remembered that he's a slave and when you believe inside you're a slave then all the glory you receive does really nothing to you because it's like a bottomless pit because essentially you're a slave what does that mean psychologically essentially you don't have real confidence you don't have real security whenever a person doesn't have real confidence and real security I need everybody to bow down to me to compensate for the inner void but then when I need that one person who knows the truth that freaks me out because that person cancels out all over the honor and glory that everyone is giving to me that's what happened to jamón jamón was essentially a slave and because he was essentially a slave so the moment he's given honor he's on top of the world and the moment he's humiliated he loses everything that's the story of Hama last night he came out of the party with simcha and today he's a novel Anaka Frieda she lost everything and even according to the literal look Magilla without the story of his daughter dying jamón was completely devastated why because his whole source of self glory and honor was that the world bow down to him and now nepo he had to give this glory to Martha hi so there was nothing left so last night he was on top of the world and tonight he's in the abyss that's what happens to people when you don't have a real core so when things are going well I'm on top of the world when things are going bad on my bottom of the world Martha's I did not change Martha I was in deep deep mourning and in deep deep state of introspection and fasting and repentance and then he was giving this great given this great honor and he used it he kicked him on he humiliated him and he put hummin in his place because this was the call of the moment and then right after that he went back fasting this didn't become a personal question of I'm a big guy I'm a small guy they like me they hate me I'm good I'm bad I'm bad I'm good and bad he had an inner core cuz he was not a slave he was a master internally he was a free person how was he a free person because he was connected to the source of freedom how many essentially was a slave and that's the key difference hello rabbi today is my father's yard site Allan Herschell been moisha blessed memory I'm unable to recite Kaddish I watched you tomorrow class from this morning I'm not donating quite ten ten thousand talents but I'll be donating a hundred and eighty dollars to the achievement that met in honor of my father he was a New York City school teacher okay I think the art said was yesterday right Aaron hair shall ben-moshe Laluna Schmoe see now the question you have to ask is a very important question and that is the gomorrha just told the whole long story where is this hinted in the Megillah this dissented anywhere in the Megillah I mean this whole story Martha I was davon Inge giving a shear and he'll just commit someone came to take him the students didn't leave they asked him on what's happening and hum and the hum and as to what's happening told him about the minister hum and said that your Minister cancelled out my money he took him to the barbershop he took him to the bathing ounce bar that I gave him a kick Hong's daughter died amazing story but the Megillah doesn't say any of this the McGillis says Martha guy took Martha was taken by humming on the horse went through the streets of Shushan and said cough they are solution I'm Alice coffins be Cara doesn't say more than I kicked them it doesn't say gave my haircut doesn't say it took him to the mikveh though saying that his daughter who died and at the end of the day Martha I went back to the gate and Amin went back to his house depressed and angry and grieving and the depth and then halfway rush which literally means a covered head which without the story you would just say he was covered head which was like the sign of mourning mourners would cover their heads that's the literal interpretation so we have to say that the Gemara had a tradition on oral tradition of this whole story how would they know this glory where do they come up with this story from so you have to say that the Gemara had an oral tradition but now I'm gonna ask you to go to your source sheets and I'm gonna teach you a teaching of the B'nai s Oscar go to the source sheets if you go on the Shiva that net there you go Gomorrah Wednesday there's a source on top of the video or a PDF under the video you'll see the Gemara and you'll also see the text of the McGillis ester after the Gemara and I want you to look at the text of the McGillis ester I'm also going to open up McGillis ester excuse me I'm also gonna open up a media Leicester and I want you to see how all of this is intimated in the sukham it's not just because I had a tradition and it has nothing to do with the text the writers of the Megillah it put it all into the text and this is a teaching of the blaze Oscar and I'm going to ask you to work I ask you to take a look okay mihika comin by Iike common McGillis asked a paragraph persecute Aleph so open your source sheets McGillis Esther chapter 6 verse 11 what does the posix a here vehicle - a lavash vs. us hummin took the garment and the horse he dressed up Mordecai with the garment he took him on the horse in the street by he Kurla fond of coffee iced Elisha all the comforts Bukhari this is what the King does to somebody he wants to honor this is the one parsec on which the Gemara built a whole story dr. Stroman took the garment hummin went tomorrow the thigh he was giving a shear hot martyred I thought he wants to kill him or that I went to davon almond waited Amon took him to the barbershop Amon took him to the bathing house etc etc itself says the Benes Osler that it's a tradition it's true it's a tradition the marshal writes we have no hint for this in the Megillah but the Benes Oscar says it's impossible that they shouldn't hint this story in the text of the Megillah which was written to celebrate the miracles of puddin but Vallejo doc tiramisu say I don't know where it's hinted but somewhere it's hinted in the text and then he says perhaps we could suggest something the words by yiquan come on now this is superfluous he could have just said Harmon did what Irish Raiders told them take the garment take the horse and do what I have said what you suggested to Martha's height and Holman did it but this bus excels nobody curcumin it's a lavage Masai su Spanish it's more like again McGillis has to pay to Guelph pasta queue now if you have it on your sources says says the Benes Oscar if I Iike c'mon is an acronym what's the acronym listen to this mihika common is valued cough gasp hey ma'am noon so he says let me give you the acronym okay come him yoshua naked Martha hi umara Hills Hoist commits ax valued Kafka's hey ma'am no nice car chromium is the fastest ages Yoshio sat you'd naked martyrs high noon men in front of martyrs night kumara Hills commits evolve hey cough he showed them the laws of commit sir another acronym of a Yokohama youth valve neason matzo Sian mitzvos iron commits us - you devolve it was the 16th of Nissen the Mitzvah of the day is commits us Craven to take a fistful of flour in your fist and put it on the altar you devolve Nissen matzah Smits Visayan commit suicide by Iike common s that's the first part of the story by Iike common s assertion Avis uber I saw a Sean is active Martin I commute he D he nein ste Lhasa mihika common s is the valve is uber I Sasha that time miss active Martha's hi Martha he wrapped himself in a palace come here he stood up alone because he told everybody to leave Heena nest vilasa and he expressed his prayer so every detail of the story having the acronym of Viacom hummin s next vahik a common Herman canonical Simba he named Mordecai Yash kala Harmon acquired assets but Martha Chi inherited and acquired all of his money like he told humma a slave who owns something really the master owns it so that yo Sara he can come on the hay is hung on the Koufos corner the known as the custom the verb is Vahine a the members Martha fry the youth is your rash on the Casas Kayla so every part of the story is indicated in my econ hum on s what happens after that what happens after that he takes him to the bathing house and then he takes him to give him a haircut says the Bearnaise sauce car deposit says mihika common esse lavash the s ASUS s a lavash the SS us in halakhah the gomorrah tells us whenever it says s which is superfluous he could have said mieka common a lavash harmon took the garment he didn't have the s s always means that which is subservient to the garment well that's which is subservient to the horse for example says when you go to the mikveh V rockets ASP sorry you have to bathe your flesh what's s s is also that which is subservient to the flesh - here you have to put you here in the mikvah also s all right s is that which is an accompaniment subservient to the flesh she says mihika Herman s olive oh Sh what's s olive or SH s Allah which means he also took he took not only the garment he also took that which is thoughtful to the garment that which is subservient to the garment what's observing the what's under your garments what's under your garments is your sweat and what else you're here but he come and he took away his sweat and he took away his here how he gave him a bath and he gave him a haircut then it says the SS us what SS was hummin became subservient to the horse hummin bent down so Martha SH I could use him as a stepping stone to get onto the horse that's mihika common s a lavash the assessor's so you have a-- the other part of the story the Bennis triads that when the her spanish told hummin to dress up more defiant give him this ride through the streets of sudan he said vas a shame Lamar that value hoody do this tomorrow fire.you hoodie what's my safe Mordecai uod go do what you said so he said pain can also be translated as read ask on which is a base like key or Eva Cano kir was the washing basin and kana is the base of it so he says I say King Lamar the coyote by saying hang the mark and I want you to be a base for Mordecai I want Martha I should be able to step on you as a base to be able to get up on the horse this was part of the instruction of my fresh radish to hum and that's why Holman didn't bring somebody else that Martin if I could go on he himself bent down and did it I guess he thought if Martha I would go up himself he won't have to but since Mordecai said I can the King said he has to become that base I hummin told them afterwards it says when your enemy Falls don't rejoice so the e grew the cow of the mace Oscar says again this is the word voracious it says been a file signatory she is sure all out this MOU veracious 'as been a file soneca rishi is all out yzma when your enemies from among the jews fall don't celebrate but with home and you have to celebrate so we see here the been a husk was showing that in the very words you have the acronym of the story that the castle knew as a tradition but you see the dance recognizes a gorilla when they wrote the Megillah asked him more than when they wrote the Megillah they intimated it into the words here of the story of hummin taking mordecai through the streets of shoeshine continues the Gemara eight four five seven seven seven four tea 747 if we today showed such love reverent spirit far shams will perhaps he would relieve the world from the coronavirus marilene mile watched merrily and watching life if we turn back to our son with such love it would help the world beautiful on main Amane that's why we're learning Tyra says the Gemara vitae daft as Zion I'm an Aleph mastectomy Gila I told you there's the wide lines and then there's the skinny lines and then there's the second set of wide lines go to the second line by you stop here home and Lazzeri Schuester looks all the way above what happens next what happens next is hummin comes on and he is completely completely devastated and Hummel tells Irish his wife and all of his friends everything that happened everything that happened is that the some gravel is that if you stir the whole I have off okay I'm gonna read the whole pasta you could read it yourself if you want chapter six in the Megillah verse thirteen you have it in your source treats by ASAP we're humble those areas used to look how I have of his color Shakur oh he tells that it's his wife and his friends everything that happened them by young rulers have come up as a registered his the did the wise people his wise people his advisers and Irish tell him he said I heard the Barna takács a colossal Impala fond of like so so like an awful tipple of one of if Martha shy comes from the Jewish people and you began falling before him you began being defeated in his presence you will not prevail you will ultimately fall before him that's what they told Holman of course right after this they come from the king's palace and they rush hung to the party because remember estimated a second party and it's time for hummin to come to this party so as they're talking the servants of the king to come and bring him unto the party that Esther made and that's the conclusion of chapter six of the Megillah says the Gemara a fascinating fate carving woohoo I have of the khari Luka cometh it's it's interesting the beginning of the PASOK the Megillah calls them friends at the end of the pasta they're called hot calm and what happens in the beginning of the PASOK it says huh month olds Irish his wife and all of Iowa I have of means all of the people than at all of his beloved ones all of his friends what happened and then in the answer it should have said his friends and Zarek responded doesn't say his friend it says his command what happened curry luau high above the Carlos's amo Amira be a shinobi ocean and says column advice my fellow boomers are in the Makri haha when somebody says something of wisdom no difference where it comes from could be a jew can also be a gentile the tirer calls this person of hokum there's a famous madness hakama yesh Bogoria tom interiors but i am al comment the fact that there's Hoffa in the world among Gentiles believe it somebody says something wise among the of the world he is called a haha and that's why they're called common that's where they're cool that's where they're called common why they called the common because they said at var kozma something very wise what was the wise thing they said if Martha is a Jew and you started to lose the war you're gonna lose completely I also saw another interesting interpretation this famous I think says this in the beginning they were friends later they became common you know it's very often your friends are conditional friends when hummin was riding high he had a lot of friends they loved him suddenly they heard everything that happened to him now they became a divisors they became common what a beautiful interpretation in the beginning hummin comes home they still don't know what happened to him oh we're your friends we love you we're your best friends the moment he told them everything that happened and they realized this guy is a loser suddenly from a friend they became common they became advisors consultants from far they're not any more close friends why because it's conditional friendship it's about Louie Abed over I love you because your money I love you because your power I love you because your glory I love you because I love me and you're a good stepping stone from me the moment they heard what happened suddenly they're not I of them they are coming they are advisers they are consultants fascinating sauce Emma's but when you say a department you called us awesome what was the comment they told them it means there are you who the Martha fine if Martha side comes from the Jewish people you're not gonna be able to win now what does this mean Amy's air Ayad and Martha's I if he's from the Jews they didn't know Martha I was Jewish Esther nobody knew was Jewish Martha they knew was Jewish mother I was a proud to what it says early issue hood the high appreciation of Mary he never his Jewishness Marcus I was George in fact in the story of our house Raiders it's called he's called Martha coyote he tells him and take Martha Shia hood the end give him this honor he was known as a Jew everybody knew his Jewish in his area hood the mortify it in fact the reason that he didn't bow down to him is because he was are you hoodie that's what they told him and he get over him I show you who you D so what's this Ami's era if he's a Jew so the nobody says I'm really they meant this massage button Kazuya hopefully if he comes from the other tribes perhaps you could prevail over him i'ma shave it you who'd the Binyamina fran my naturally hopefully but if he comes me Zahra hood the meaning from a certain line from a certain genealogy from a certain seed of the Jewish people misery who them becomes am a certain Zahra from a certain line of lineage of the Jewish people there's a certain lineage of the Jewish people if he comes from them you're not going to be able to defeat him which tribes if he comes from you hood or Bingaman or Yosef a fryer or Menasha because you've had two tribes of Fryman Menasha they're also called Zahra you hood them the morale says because they represented the the core of the Jewish people in their part the Mishkan and the base of McNish was built mr. withers was built in the sections of Yehuda and Bingaman their territory and the she like Myshkin which stood before the base admitted for three hundred and sixty nine years was in the section of Yosef Yosef Yosef / Allah so they're called Zahra you hood that they constitute like the core of the Jewish people you hood is the king and Yosef was the king in Egypt and he was the son of Rocco and Benjamin was also the son of Rocco Yosef and Bingaman you heard then Benjamin remained loyal to mouth was based of it and Yosef is the oldest son of Russell so they're the core of the Jewish people and that's why the basis a mixed dish and the Michigan was built in their territory that's how the morale explains me Sarah you heard the ration says Missouri are you them he comes from a specific line a lineage of the Jewish people actually says yes Zahra be Odin shame who Bombay am like to hallow there is a see the line if he comes from one of these for you who they've been young enough rhyme and not sure forget about it why you who did Xavier so very favela Yaakov on his deathbed tells you Hooda your hand will be in the nape of your enemies meaning you will triumph enough and the other SWAT team Dixon bow it says about them into hilum chapter 80 with Nayef Ryan Bingham and Irma national areas for Osaka the presence of a framing Amanda Menasha arouse your vigor and your strength in other words this is a special unique prophesy that they will defeat the enemies of the Jewish people and therefore if Martha guy comes from them you're done and of course we know Martha I came from shave it Benjamin is she mini plus the Gemara says that from his mother's side he came from shave it you heard it that's why he's called issue D key novelty Parlophone of daughter should be hooded better be lawyer why do they say twice he know file tipo you will fall before him falling you will fall before him stain the filets halleluh lumber white twice am ruler they said uma Zuma shinola offer a mushy look a cover the Jewish nation is compared to earth they're also compared to the stars Shane you're a denier I did not offer Shane oil and oil and a blackish oven when they fall when they descend they descend all the way to the offer all the way to the lowest lowest nadir the lowest place to the ground to the earth to the dust but when they go up they go up all the way to the stars they go up to the highest of the high so the Jewish people are compared to both we see in beret sheis Hashem tells of Rama V know that they're gonna be like the stars but he also says with some tears our Africa ferrets they're gonna be as numerous as the dust of the earth as the offer as the earth so which one is it so he says both of them exists the Jews could be like offer the Jews could be like stars when they fall they fall to a place that is lower than any other nation when they go up but they go to a place that is higher than any other nation they can go to the offer they can order the github that's racist novelty / if you started to be defeated by Martha high if you started to fall this means this nation is on its way up and if this nation is on its way up they're not going up a little bit they're going up to the Stars when they go up they go up to the coven and that's why novelty pearl so you're gonna fall in a way that is not just a little fall you're gonna fall all the way deep into the abyss and that's indeed and that's indeed indeed what happens someone falls into the abyss and Martha fender Jewish people are elevated to the Stars that's why they say nothing deeper that's the story of the Jewish people we don't know how to play Little League this is what the Gemara is saying we only know how to play we don't have to play Little League either the Jews go down to the offer or the Jewish people go to the cover you also see it in terms of the psychology of the Jew the Jew is a revolutionary either here we go up all the way they don't know how to be neutral they don't know how to play little league either they go up to the stars that go up to the earth and also in terms of Jewish history are the Jewish people become downtrodden and rejected and experience a faith that is unique to the Jewish people we call it anti-semitism we call it auto-da-fé a we call it pogroms we call the Holocaust we call a genocide and the Jewish people because of that our oil advocate of in other words the energy that they represent in the world the strength they represented in the world is infinite it's like addiction if I may add addicts are the most spiritual people when they go up they go up to the stars when they go down they go down to the offeror why there's so much energy there's so much energy if there's no positive outlets they become the most self-destructive people if there is a positive outlet they go to the sky they go to the Stars literally they dance till the stars I only once said a Jew imagine Mozart growing up in a house without a piano the genius would come out but not in music he would climb walls or do other things it would probably be destructive every Jew is a little Mozart every Jew is a little Mozart the piano of the Jewish people is tighter if he has the tighter he can go to the stars if not the genius is there the creativity is there the power is there but it ends up in the offer so this is true on every level historically politically spiritually religiously and psychologically individually and collectively in terms of ourselves in terms of our relationship with the world novelty poem Arthur guy is going up harm on he's going up to the stars he's not going up a little bit miss Teresa I'm Ellen hey Gia what's the next scene the next Bostic the servants of the King came via he Lula Xavier Salmonella Mishnah and they rushed they rushed I have he will means they were in a rush to bring him into the party mallamma che view but this teaches us they didn't just bring him they could have said they brought him they rushed him they brought him with tremendous haste which of course means as Rashi says Laura Hut's your famiiy t know for he didn't have a chance to bathe from all the garbage that was on and from the excrement that his daughter poured on him he did not have a chance to do it because via via helo and it's interesting because in the first party it says my Ruis hummus right a hash waiter said Maru as someone rush hummin to come to the party that's the first one the first one I said my younger tomorrow has summoned peyrac a pasta que here it says via he Lou yeah he Lewis there was dread there was panic there was a stereo like gajala very very heavily rushed why so the jamario say this how the marsh understands that jamon was actually enough state of fear because he was showing up with such filth with such dirt he was in a state he was in a state of a fear the Gemara doesn't explain what was important that heavy Huber b'hala but you don't show off to the king so maybe this already was the beginning of the end that's why the Megillah says Bay of Hilo on the gomorrah says malama cheboub Mahalo I also saw another very interesting interpretation and that is when they told him the Missouri you wouldn't Martha fash a colossal impala fond of Lesotho like an awful dipper lafawn off they were saying something psychologically very deep and all too true if Martha Shia is a Jew literally mean if Martha fairies are joined you started to fall before him you won't be able to prevail you will fall and fall there's a knot interpretation that they said to him if Martha is a Jew we'll give you advice surrender completely and I'll have compassion Jews are a feminine by shaman and going with a sudden they told home and we know the Jews they're soft at the end of the day they're not too cruel people this is what they understood if you will completely fall before Martha high you will surrender and submit to him and plead for his compassion and forgiveness I'm telling you he will forgive you in Missouri you would amass a few ISIL imple the fun of life suka why don't try to fight him novel tipple of fun of surrender and beg for mercy and he'll forgive you that's how the jews are they forgive their worst enemies with the hope that they'll be peace and more the food of muhammad would have done this but via ve loo they rushed to the party it was no time for him to go to Martha hi and this itself was part of the issue ax was part of the issue another interpretation is it says that Martha I didn't bow down to Haman cause ha maan made himself a god and perhaps he wore pagan statute pagan idols and symbols of of deification but if hummin was rushed he couldn't put on these things remember when Esther came to the palace the first time I chose when she came into the room the foyer it was filled with pagan deities and the scheana went away she said Cayley Cayley Lamas of Tommy but now if hummin is gone that's why I brought traitors to her place in the palace so it's a place without slumming so the Sheena won't have to leave but if Holman comes he came to the first party he came with his slummin again there's Tina left but now he comes in a rush he comes without his slung and so the Sheena would not leave that's another interpretation that some cipher says the idea why Holman was rushed and why this is so important is because if not that you should have had a little sale you prepared a tree to hang Mordecai on it he prepared a tree hanging more defined the gallows after you see what I've got fated it's from Arthur's I go get rid of the tree this will anger and enrage of a village when he finds out what that's but he was in such a rush he didn't have a chance to do it and indeed that spelled that spelled his his end questions how did hummons daughter die it's only one floor tall how do you know that it was one floor tall I don't know that it was one floor tall maybe it was it was much higher I don't know Jared from Pennsylvania my question you said Martha sure I said it was a mitzvah to rejoice over the downfall of his enemy I know it's in current events when Iranian general Soleimani was taken out by the US military Jewish people were to celebrate their downfall isn't the principle the same though a mitzvah to rejoice yes when a person likes allamani or a similar person who wants to murder innocent people is taken there is a reason to celebrate no question moysha the friends became wise the traversal of others says it's okay to study books from non-jews that are based on true wisdom pre-k August talks about conditional love yes indeed very very very very true my dearest friends we are going to stop here and we will continue our class pacer Hashem tomorrow morning I want to invite everybody tomorrow morning to come learn at 8 o'clock followed by the Gemara Shearer at 9 and God willing we will have tomorrow afternoon 4 o'clock p.m. a special children's program children can ask all their questions they can text them 284 five seven seven seven forty seven forty seven eight four five 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