If You Want It, You Will Never Get It - Likkutei Torah Mizmor Shir #7

the yeshiva dotnet page 198 three lines from the top on top it says broker okay hi governor right that's real Holden yeah or the second line the ballot on you explained that the three the new descried is generally three dimensions dis Toyota and is mitzvos mitzvahs themselves as two types of mitzvahs Tyra represents Mosin it's the food for the soul the food for the neshamah Mozilla neshama and the comparison between the two is that food is what we call a hiya spinning me or a Pheo spinning me it's the life force that is internalized within the parameters of the human organism and that's the whole function and purpose an extraordinary contribution of food that it literally converts and as metamorphosizes transformed into something that is the very person the very bloodstream of the person that gives him or her vitality highest Haddam who are nefesh as the passage says the blood is the seat of the soul the blood is the life force or the blood contains the life force and everything else that a food all the other parts of the person that that grow and and function and operate as a result of the the energy that becomes the fuel and the oxygen of the very body of the person and similarly on a spiritual level Tyler is the divine mahzarin for the Jew it's the divine spiritual divine godly sustenance and and Newton Newton nutrition gives it gives the nutrients the food that becomes one with the person Viserys herbicide may i the terror is in me and because it's something that we cannot learn and understand and comprehend even though every person according to their own capacity and knowledge and limited tools and the source of their soul and so forth but it's relatable to the human mind and when the human mind absorbs it it becomes completely one with the person to the point that you can't even distinguish anymore between the two just like the food you can't distinguish between the two it completely assimilates into the human system assimilates okay this is a good assimilation there's a simulation that simulates right at this point yeah one is connected is that there's there's the blood the circulatory circulation system and the nervous system nefesh the nefesh is connected very much with the blood and the nervous system is obviously connected very much with the brain the central nervous system so generally we speak about nefesh Rona Shama right the the Madras says the Commission is Nakuru law the soul has five names nefesh Rana Shama hi and even Yashida right often they speak about in Iran which is nefesh ruin a shaman non-rational najran never Josh um so nefesh is associated very much with the blood nefesh here there's also mela mela has an acronym of three words Mya lave and covered right Maya the mind the brain and laved the heart covered the liver so nefesh Rock neshama that's another distinction but generally nefesh is the biological function of a person a person as a biological being Ruach is associated more with me dose with emotion and the shum is associated more with cognizance with awareness with intellect named okay you work with the nervous system just the temper that they're able to put in to carry the fears through the various body right - Valda ah yeah yeah so that's why Titus compared to the maza then there's the mitzvos which are compared to love ocean which is we called our mock off' because the mitzvah it's not an idea that a person learns and digest and it assimilates into the person's mind and it becomes so to speak the substance of your being your your thought process the way you look at the world the way you proceed you perceive you perceive the world like Toyota where a person comprehends it and therefore he owns it he saw this big grasps it's almost like a like when you grasp a physical thing and it's inside of you and inside of you he doesn't mean that there's something else inside of you inside of you means like we spoke about Mao the kilometer it becomes you ah like food for the body doesn't remain a distinct entity it starts as a distinct entity but that is the whole uniqueness of eating and digestion and that's why the food one eats is so important because the body is sensitive to what can become part of it and what should not become part of it what will really simply become tax or toxins for the body and what should become part of it because the body actually is is conducive for this it's a good match right that's the whole study of different types of foods and different types of nutrients that are suitable for one body and maybe not for another body etc and there's endless diversity in this like there aren't foods in terms of taste and in terms of flavors and in terms of nutrients in terms of contributions in terms of the various ingredients that it makes up in the way it affects the body and different parts of the body in all detail then there is the concept of and that's why he said there's different shear demand tawa Toyota there's the Pater Catholic chakras peyrac after the harvest and then there's Toyota Varghese aboya m'lila and everything in between the first extreme and the other extreme just like eating Styles there's so many different types of eating styles there's people who eat very little and there's people who eat and it just eat possible Melek bread bread with salt the minimum and then there is eating in a very expensive fashion and delicacies and dish mock and and at different colors and you know there's all these different types of sensitivity so this is again a Marshall for the name Shawn the mitzvot on the other hand you could say dresses up the person or drew does a mitzvah so his soul or her soul his body is enclosed enclosed in the middle dimension becomes like a love or it decorates the person cutscene or utter in torino as the posture doesn't tell them it crowns him it it decorates him and adores him he dresses up in it you can't say the Mitzvah is absorbed into the very personality man a person can learn the Mitzvah that's the toy over the Mitzvah a person can appreciate the midst of a person can internalize the midst of in terms of understanding as much as they can understand and that's the total of the Mitzvah every Mitzvah has toner contained over the Mitzvah but the midst of itself is defined as a lavash which is an earmark off' which comes actually from a higher shaders we call it save of kalam and it's rot so in her alien right the divine desire which is now experienced and compass is the person as he or she does the particular midst or whatever that Mitzvah is which is why mitzvahs are called lavash shim garments in mitzvahs themselves he said there's two types of mitzvahs there are most mitzvahs which are done through conscious rot sign I want to do it and that's the propelling factor behind it I want to do it and the point here is not how much I understand it that's the tire of it the point is the will my Rutzen is aligned with his will I say with certain accurate sign huh but there is a das here there's a ruts in here there's a consciousness I want to do it and that always precedes the action then there is those unique types of mitzvahs that actually rot sign will obstruct will obstruct will preclude those mitzvahs if I want to do it I will not be able to do it they always happen only in a state of absent-mindedness of a lack of an experience a conscious experience of Rutzen and the example the ballot Anya gave was the Mitzvah of shiksa the Mitzvah vodka can only take root and unfold when the person genuinely forgets and if I they say I'm now going to forget that's not called forgetting that's just an act it's superficial it's not authentic and then that Mitzvah taka can't apply somebody asked me yesterday why doesn't he give an example of her Shabbos Aveda service Aveda right is returning something that's lost I can't wake up in the morning and say okay today I'm doing her shovel surveyed exactly I cannot guarantee that somebody lost something today on 4 che or in the shoal I mean usually you could guarantee so actually you could prepare for it very well but even if you're gonna argue the gomorrah says that i've a de Mesilla baba has some hadass right when you dish we have an expression I'm at SIA at your phone and I'm at CMHC it means you found it and you didn't expect it if you expected it it's not a Mencia it found you very good matzah see Davi Davi Nomar says three things come bahasa Kadosh yeah mushiya and Accra right mushiya Matassa Davi Davi I'm at SIA and a scorpion which some want to say it could also be a metaphor but there's three things come back to how you don't expect it the Scorpion your own expect that whatever the Gemara means with that the mushiya and and and Mitzi ah yeah the myth says not to forget there's no Mitzvah to forget if you forget it becomes a mitzvah in other words you can't precipitate it McKenna's gained a mikvah Ananta Nygard too long unless a miracle then become is boiling and get ready for the mitzvah hash of a surveyed on the other hand yeah I can't anticipate or create you losing something I mean if I tell you okay lose some things I can do a shovel surveyed the that's not the point of our shaman survey the don't lose it whenever those shoppers of it don't mean it means you lost it ah what no marketing has a homologous sucker you can have a bigger Autzen over there but but but I just want to bring out this point and that is how shava surveyed them you could want to do it and it may happen it may not happen a number two you don't need the absence of das you don't need the absence of das your Das and Rutzen may not guarantee it but it doesn't require you not to have douse it I don't want to do it I'm not interested in my service of Aida I'm interested it may not be a Nevada there may be a Nevada they understand it's always an in-universe and even though there are circumstances not dependent on me like in so many cases and situations here it's no so the bit full of a regular Mitzvah is the bittle of the Rutzen in other words that I want my Roth sign my Rutzen wants to do the Mitzvah but here he says these mitzvahs he says are rooted in makka 'the and then there's the mitzvahs that are rooted in mock off' lemarcus not Irish but attic not Kassar a save of kalam in the beginning of our Zyliss which is beyond everything else but that which is even beyond that completely beyond eva Rutzen beyond definition so that's how it expresses itself even down here the Mitzvah he calls even the muck if the muck if you know he still calls that rather Michael Robin she still identifies it as right Roxanne Lauritzen or Makkah for Montserrat so that we can't access here in a mirror it's not country it's not conscious right so we can't know yeah super conscious feel there many works fast as you can even teeth do you know like you going here good to find somebody or something if you try to plan to forget something you'll never forget it I'm gonna forget this I'm gonna forget this I'm going the worst thing to forget something is to try to forget it right when people tell you forget it I never said it forget it you remember it forever seda fasted the booze a day the Morrises above Mitsuru tubes ada fast at 40 fasts and one gear sir there's a hundred fasts so that the mahalik of talmud bava we should be forgotten from him so he could be open to tell Madeira show me which also we have to understand what that means usually we say the more you know Toyota the more better it is right who's gonna say forget today tell somebody forget the whole Bosley's you could understand your shaman so it's a very deepening in other words the mahalik Amash of our learning we just learned this deep the fact that it says the real learning is understanding the mahalik Amash of the process of thinking that was behind the whole Talmud Bavli huh the mindset the paradigms that was obstructing comedy rashaam me that's a whole different Indian the fasting that's what the fasting the understand oh so if you don't have a you're gonna forget even though easier way to forget enough the fast the gomora systems a the fasted 4105 kaya he should forget Talmud Bavli because he wanted to be open to tom and jerry' Shawn you know oh so that's the gevalt big that he did they both and you found the time to dr. Sefton payer that isn't acceptable sack the pea right The Mamas for orphan interceptor a farm orphan atleast after yeah mama chef our orphanage after she said how many times do you learn yeah I read it that somebody came to reveille Oh shoves tryna live rock and he said that he forgets he learns guimard and he forgets and he needs up so special aids or abraca like he asked for advice Servilia have asked him how many times he passes the Gemara he says four times she says that's not cold you have a problem of forgetting if you told me that you learnt it over 60 times and then you forgot a few days later then we would have an issue you learn four times you forget sternum ala man shut normal human being learn sixty times and then we'll see if there's a problem but we all see it do you mean you learn something yeah a day later two days later unless it has a tremendous impact on you and transforms a kishkes you forget it yeah no olive bushes a connectional verse doesn't mean a connection but he says incident on your pain okay the difference of terror and mitzvos the tighter it becomes a year hood knitler when somebody understands something he says it's a u-turn if la shan-yu hood komarovo like air clean it's a cloud B'gosh - Leah's la sodomy huh damn Amish we called Santo Pina para que ah translated I stood the oasis of the ballot Anja McKenna's deposits we can strive who you should niffle it's a wonderous unity Shane he hood camo who nymphs a claw you will not find this type of unit right Leah slaw edamame had an Amish to be completely unified from every angle as when a jeweler in styler and gets it how his like muslin and the body know that the gun traders the hurts ownership its hostage Lakota Jabbar oho so it's a company to tremendous debeikis and then he continues the mistress is an iron mark of another let's say I drew put some film so what strap so physically the Tillman is on top of me you're gonna say that villain becomes my my mind sir ah so most mistress I a person like that film is actually you see it on the film because it's around your body or the talus is around your body but even a mitzvah I give sadaqa right so my hand is now involved in stalker so you could say that the earlier of sadaqa which is her James Watson so to speak encompasses our campuses my hand and encompass ISM my consciousness I'm involved now in sadaqa I'm involved in it will discuss I'm writing a check for sadaqa so what happens right now I'm doing a midst row right now so what to say that stalker becomes my personality I'm motivated to do what I want to do it I maybe do it with a tremendous step hopefully I'm doing with tremendous similar but the Mitzvah I'm involved in the Mitzvah I'm enclosed in the Mitzvah so it's a relationship of love awesome so on one level he says tight is much higher like muslin you can't compare in the shoulders though Mitzvah is is less tangible energy much more transcendent energy which is why it doesn't assimilate of course it's really fun yeah yeah just generally to turn our mitzvahs cuz that's rich sausage yes marina vocal yeah which random you're talking about so the Rambam is yeah yeah yeah yeah the Tonya chapter 5 he doesn't quote it but there's a few Atlanta's a few leshawna's that are probably mind over the math skill Maskull must go cycle right he was joking if a person doesn't want France killing and have no doesn't want to do it I think without Phillies Phillies tell you so why does it work the same way with Chitra I want I wanna do is I know you could give as much as many sheaves as you want to a poor person do something hey no because the Mitzvah foulon is not the midst of coolness to have to fill in on you or to bind fill in like eating matzah I ate matzah it matter here it's a deferment I took I took grain and I gave it to a poor person to give all the COS off it's called stocker stocker yeah I could do that with anything but this particular Mitzvah requires somebody else I asked when somebody desecrates Shabbos by mistake somebody's masala Shabbos for example they forgot the today's shop if you come down Shabbos morning you forget it's Shabbos you cook up an egg or you forget that this melaka is forbidden on Shabbos you forget it's called sugar you learned to be so what's the whole walk you have to bring a carbon-copy us and the time of the base hamikdash that's a mitzvah the smith sir can only come from forgetting you have to forget right so why doesn't he bring carbo cantos subscription but la jolla it's a little different because here it's not shot you forgot your das was a wrong das right in other words the carbon hottest there's no mitzvot to go bring a karmic artist the mitzvahs to keep Shabbos that you do with Rutzen and you learn about Shabbos he keeps Shabbos yeah a person who didn't do it then there's the tickin of the car muchachos yeah oh so when you forgot that it did you not to do this melaka you didn't remember you're doing it with das you know i'm cooking an egg it's the carelessness yeah yeah yeah there's a certain that I know exactly what I'm doing if you're miss assic it's something else you know exactly we don't cook sure so cuz a whole different level there's mamasan absence of us here I know what I'm doing I'm opening a light I'm cooking I'm caring I put should forgot I forgot that you now letter do this Malacca in other words my das is distorted or I forgot it's traps I just wanted to make make mention of that yeah that's massage thing that's something else yeah I'm talking show you yeah yeah I think both of them probably both so your G listen illiterate doesn't change the person it does of course a person gives duck every day the Tanaka says after hapless time chuckles all of us that that people do certain things it has enough of course it has an effect on the person but the way this mock if has a tremendous effect in the way cipher has a deeper effect subconscious even deeper effect so that's the source what we were to come up with this idea you need a source for it so that when well Tania has in this place after that the the causal tell us that there was a casa the pious man who brought a special carbon to the base HaMikdash and made a special feast just because he forgot now who celebrates forgetfulness apparently sometimes forgetting is very good for you sometimes absent-mindedness is not so bad so the absent-minded farmer the fact that he was that he had his he goes and says go bring a special carp not one carbon to carbon us on ax for an oiler and an ax woman his father says son says father it's not the first mitzvah we've done it's not the last night so we're gonna do he says no no this is different all the Mitch's we do with das and this Mitzvah shallowing me darte know what's the come out the key issues so you have to celebrate it because it's not from the US so that's what the ballot on you explain this means that this Mitzvah is a unique gift that you cannot precipitate you can't facilitate it you can't make a corner for it on any level not even on the most subtle level cuz if you make a preparation for it it's not the Mitzvah so what's the big deal so you didn't make so it's random that means that it comes from a place that's deeper than any ability to make a conscious preparation for why can't you make a conscious preparation focus it's rooted in the place of the self which is rooted in the place of the divine that is beyond any form of conscious manifestation even we'll take a look Rambam hostess Martin listen iam I think paid involve all the details so the river it represents the that place he's gonna explain more the second lines evil Haines who LaMotta gam kala mai la mina das Bharat Sanada since in Rutzen has rooted in a place rival deriving ruts in the road San Marcos LaMarcus beyond the conscious route sign so how does it come down here also the Mitzvah that can't come it can be initiated through das through conscious perceptiveness knowledge awareness desire okay hi governor somebody asked yesterday what was the hi governor okay hi governor Madson who come a mitzvah shamed Africa shillelagh merits we find other mitzvos that are precisely can happen only with his Nora interesting example commode abdomen bachata like the story of Sherman shotta shibaura climate sir I am Al Shabab Suleiman is a Nazi he escaped to Egypt from a tea stall because he found out they want to appoint him as the Nazi Nazi is what you were translate as the leader of the Sanhedrin who was basically the spiritual leader of the Jewish people the Sanhedrin which is this Supreme Court of the Jewish people numbered 71 people with Omar the great SunEdison a drug dealer there was a son headin in every city of those were the local local courts there was smaller bez dunes you can have a three for certain how lockers but 23 was a serious court that can that can do many serious penalties and so forth but the main Sun Hedren the body the legislative body of the Jewish people was located in the base emitter shlush Casa Gaza scope on the Hara bias a room nib invasive mikdash and that was a son had of course it started it might should remain those days he was one and he appointed seventy who was the Nazi then all she was like Mercia debater he was the leader he was the one on top every generation had the nasi of the Sanhedrin who was like so to speak the spiritual leader of the Jewish people when we go through and Pirkei avos right we go through Pirkei avos the the evolution of the generations so usually it speaks about two people one was the nasi and one was under him that I've bested so the ballot on he says there's a straight of Sherman shot that he heard that they want to appoint him as an Aussie listen hadn't he escaped to Egypt but Oklahoma's Ryan the law higher it fitted so Neela cobble penis on Isis Heda really did not want it well borrow so he ran away for hooli and it stories where Ottawa rough they chased him they pursued him the NASA Nazi and he became a Nazi so now he says something very sharp him lawyer Barea Hobart sign in the Kabbalah Nessie is La Jolla meymaneh my silly is not see the Naughton wanting was exactly what could make him no no see what what him not wanting made them want and made him worthy of it right he could he could be an Aussie he color right if after recovered as the Mishna says I covered in various memento if you pursue covered that covered runs away right why Moshe didn't want that Moshe didn't want and for seven days Hashem was so to speak arguing with them to go and he really didn't on 3000 years you don't think about the reverence for the point yeah yeah what so what's gonna code that is color come to the assertive ultimate sir I am is less tacky Assam to go as a residence if you're going just to run away then it's fine temporary you see they brought him back yeah yeah it's broadened safar him I'm why did the key thing that the RAM Bowman used to sign his letters their album lived in Egypt he would sign my some letters at least moisture Ben Maimon her over are schleich olive and bajalia Moshe Ben Maimon who transgresses three mitzvahs every single date says three times in tighter don't go back to Egypt imagine today a great great personality signing every letter yeah however I'll slash the lava McCauley oh wow he signed his letters not every letter but it's brought us one him that he signed it I think the were in vitamin brings it the wormwood the tumin brings it I think that that hi were to Ron Paul but Simon birch others ran a reprimand shut the Koran away so the mission says cola-cola brunette color rate if after I covered her covered bearish momentum it's not a pisses gula if you run after covered covered runs away from you it's heart alley it's dependent you know that if I'm running after covered then I'm in a different place I may be a fine man who has an ego and I want covered but it's not I'm just in a different place the real covered can't escape so a person we're gonna say but I want real covered so I'm gonna run away after I'm gonna run away from covered it's like she Kia yeah somebody wants they said somebody once came to one over the Godoy Lisa Rowe and he said I don't understand I'm running away from covered my whole life and the covered never came so he said he said a little sharply he says that a dog runs ahead of the masked but when it comes to a fork turns around it turns around yeah salsa lanta once said that strappin a Heder Capon a jaquel of the Gemara says the mission says in sight that there's gonna be a generation with alle the face of the generation is like the face of a dog this is what's chart so the door goes ahead but at any important point he turns behind turns around to see where you want to go you have to take take the to take the polls yeah so he says that the leader he looks like he's leading but he's really turning around it's a trap player connect Ellefson this person told them he said you tuck a running away but every few minutes you turn around to see if it's chasing you so it's not gonna work what does that mean so it's obviously metaphoric it we're talking about a genuine experience you like Shikha prepare to forget you're not forgetting that's what made him worthy its hub Italia because by definition if he needs it for his own validation so then he's in a different place there's much more insecurity to there there are many more voids there and basically you can't really lead because you need the people more than they need you in a sense so it's a whole different experience so but but how does a person become that way it's it's an inner transformation it's not something we press a button that's it I don't need validation anymore I don't need covered anymore covered means nothing to me it may mean a lot to me and if it means a lot to me means a lot to me and it may mean all to me so this is an inner process so Judy says the name of Schumann bachata you see there's a star right by his office the story that we have here is in your shall me and brockless and its coordinate Isis in hagigah to Zion amid bays I looked it up before and toaster says dice was close to you or Shaunie shaggy I think tough to Zion so he brings he brings it under B would have been table I contemporary to be hood have been table I she says have you would have been table I he was he the oh she brings you Shami the B'nai yerushalayim wanted to appoint him as an aussie he ran away to alexandria to egypt and the choice was bring some Usami that the B'nai yerushalayim wrote a letter and they wrote this is a letter from the grey jerusalem to the small alexandria yerushalayim had oral exam victim at masai aki japhet solution vanille cheves aguma love how long will my brother sit by you and we will remain orphaned and deprived and in pain that we don't have him and ultimately as we see they bring him back and he becomes an Aussie he says it here in mmm been shot ah it maybe there's a McLucas if rebbi shimon been shot ah who was de nasi and have you'd have been table was the othe destined or was the other way or dobutamine table i was the was the Nazi and sure my shutter was that Basden so this to shittest so could be the de ballot Anya is learning a later that if Sherman shuttle was de nasi not to be the Pinta by so the story has to be an official motto you Xiaomi hold that a persimmon shot ah was taka they have best in so the story would apply to be the Pinta boy but like the bhava Lee there's a if a character could be that's why sister Sherman shota I just want to mention that because in your Xiaomi and theis was the story's gonna be would have been totally behind us a mitzvah has OEC gunk insertion of a penis mark of the macula my locomotion is marilla this Mitzvah oh so the Mitzvah Vinicius the mitzvah of of assuming this position like some toss amalaki Melek it's not really a Mela it was but the nasi of the Sun hadn't is something that if I have a Rutzen for it I can't I can't go there it comes from a place that's much deeper what he calls mark of the Marcus the iron Martian is boy a bit about a mascot sonoran uh you'll see in the my mates and over and a being in NASA finish this is connected to the concept of a NASA finish mother before Matt and Tara cuz I'll say the Jewish people said we will do and we will hear subpoenas NASA so beetle rots and legume rila my Lamia das Circle NASA we will do represents perhaps a bittle of the Rutzen completely beyond even das the f scherzo Kinison em screamin immersive arrive at the caller ivan chopra nana the nasa is rooted in the rival arrived and eruption beyond Rutzen explained above which is even a deeper place in the person the Lehane cos rule ahem basics are him and connect ignites the record connect ignition this would explain what the Gamora says that when the jews said NASA before nish but they received two crowns one for NASA and one Finnish ma I knew why two crowns BAE's penis abacus on the two crowns represented two dimensions of castor alien shapeliness maka Phoenicia hi Danish MA Oh penis maka Flynn mark if I never society NASA show bit alerts and some of Atholl diet edits and on the camera he's taching in a Savannah Sherman not as NASA will do anishka will understand but much deeper nish ma means actually we're going to listen that's the bittle of the first rasa we're going to listen my Rutzen wants to be aligned with your Otsu NASA is even a deeper in you NASA is it's rooted in the deeper rots in in the deeper Kassar the ruts and the rotten at the core of the person which is beyond conscious experience of Rutzen so there's two crowns as a result one represents the Kassar of iris the concern is a cancer and one represents the premiere sequester volcania debone a solana Sh'ma that's why it has our emphasized now that he said both but that they said NASA first he came greenness optical McGinnis ain't so if kog'maw in local Honda man because NASA is rooted in ethic which is the ain't safe which is kardama and karma means it precedes everything that precedes anything it proceeds everything all the beginnings are preceded by it or momentum shift witness are accompanied the the lower level of caster always comes from the higher level of caster optic I'll then exhume our summer as outrage paid involved the Broca's similar to what the Gemara says in the beginning of the six paddock of ruckus I think it's Laflamme inhale I'm involved the gomorrah says an interesting thing that the posix says the pus success in korea Shmuel we say it every day the half disassemble are capable of abominable call my death etcetera for how you Maya Tish mu if you listen yeah what's gonna be obvious I'm a location beloved night I'll give rain via softer the Guernica with 0 should be it's around you'll gather your grain the Toyota is your wine and you to refuse your oil your olives Venice at the ace of the sub call of M template seller it's at the beginning of the 6th paddock of ruckus so it should be Duff Casa la mid hey I'm at base replica Nina asked a question in one parsec in hi Shay Isaiah it's as well a caste gonna be tight I'll take care of your grain in Korea smart says verse after the gonca you'll take care of your grain like Hashim Khan biz Montreal Oh sir it's Anderson welcome come as much a nice awesome sender so MUC when Jews are doing the will of Hashem I'll do your grain I'll gather your grain you just sit in your house I'll bring it in when they don't do our Simms Widow then verse after the Ganga you go to work go make a living verse after the gun as a jug the Gemara don't fret so this is the unbelievable question this is called a notion of China someone can read the parsha for how your aim Shema Hutus mom it's my side Sharon ice-cream it's a vas come laughs alligator love they become enough you joking me will you get a better a stir it's owner Sean welcome yeah imagine somebody tells you forgive the marshal but I just want to illustrate it you know we like sometimes illustrations yeah if somebody says whatever my wife asks me to do I do not only I do I love and I serve with all my heart and with all my soul no no no you're a horrible husband what's we can you get better this is the south of the gun a pellet the Khazar very strange if it says if you don't do what I say worse after the gum comes not what he says for Kate afterwards he says right he some ruler him penny if they love African beside them then I'm gonna get angry I'm gonna stop the rain there won't be rain there won't be produce by the time maybe like the pasta continues in creation and yet the Gemara says that it's called a noise in its initial maka ah I'm sure my at issue in that they're not doing God's will the gomorrah says verse after the gun says when they're not doing God's will the question is this is called not doing God's will you're listening to him why is that not doing God's will ain't Ison they're not doing rich so neither will shall Malcolm of Russia or ice in return - Malcolm they are doing so he says a half load the cavort now that is a mushroom nowadays believe of the brothers the master customers after the conical - a nice unit Senator Malcolm I fell P the Chaya volumes Amaya at this moment so I say what I mean ain't I said they're listening the kvetch here is volumes Amaya so to speak NASA vanish Mazda vanish MA in other words keep P - are you serious I know I sir at Sinai also means two things i sir it's ina means do you do the will but also return it means you make the will you create the will isolate sign on you yeah l'homme penis her rots in the penis arrive at the horizon access the ultimate the ultimat shrewdest will what's called arrive at the horizon and Zohar the will behind all the wills and what does this depend depends on one detail there's one difference between the first parts of Krishna and the second part of Krishna in terms of the way it describes the love to God one difference what's the difference ah huzzah huzzah huzzah the first parachute says bakoma identical bacala Vovka become africa uber home huh and the second part it says love die but call of alcohol now from Napa como it that's the difference between a senator national McCammon a nice on a literal level it doesn't seem to be a big difference with all your heart with all your soul and yet relative to what we're explaining here that's called a nice an international mock and why so he says Bozell why they become annoyed car-show bit to loosen the Milam a Hadassah shank and I did Michael of astronomical Navajo the call of alchemy will call master Sam is like we spoke before your whole heart your whole soul is your conscious heart your country so my ID means very toys my ID means very good my ID in fact is not a noun it means very nice over call Michael means with your very nice what does that mean with all your vet the word my ID means very right toys my ID God Almighty Akamai a dilemma it just means more more and more McCollum Oklahoma has a description of a heart of a soul but how my dark amines that which is beyond beyond that it's my ID so that's what he calls Bittle Rutzen la Milam a hadass that he aligns his Rutzen with Hashem that Rutzen which is beyond dass beyond conscious will the Lehane leg Abu Hamza Hashim Elena's attic so ain't safe mama SH Lanie Korea Dionysus emits initial Mach without the Mohamed relative to the accessing to the energy from attic which is mama ain't safe beyond that sill is beyond even the castor on top of our Zyliss it's still not called ice enriched so initial mock the carnival Isaiah Schlemmer gam cane Milas mitzvah slices omits recessing this also explains the my love Lysa sir the mistress that you you don't do over the mitzvahs that you do Shama kiyomitsu there's two types of mitzvos of course we explain all in Mitzvah Sesay there's regular mitzvahs and this cornices but generally have mitzvos that the only way you do it is through not doing it moisés er you have Mitsu's the only way you do it is through action so generally we look at it and we say Mitzvah slices are passive mitzvahs ese are active how do I do the Mitzvah of not eating traif nothing how do I do the Mitzvah of not working on Shabbos nothing I just sit on my couch and don't work on Shabbos yeah how do I do the midst of Leutze lights enough like Zig don't steal how do you not steal you just don't steal yeah how do you not lie how do you not say loshon Hara you don't it's not something you do it's something it's something you don't do what we know in terms of penalties that Loy sisters are often considered much more stringent than asses you're not doing anything you're just not doing so he says now we can understand it bikini mitzvah slices so penis a scarf is a tracker a mitzvos si you can do a mitzvah slices that you can't do in other words the way you do it is by by by not doing it by holding back so it's much more inner work a mitzvos si is a type of onion and Eliquis that you can initiate through your action here your action can't initiate it only your in action it happens through silence it can't happen through action it has to happen through passivity through inaction because it's much deeper because the deeper it is the less self-expression that's a shell versus little cozy keeping that you keeping back in the tree says who penis is Scarface is that command meows ow cuz I'll say entire sky in them these weeks the subduing of the unholy the subduing yeah subtract is unholy the other side to say the that the the divine that I can initiate through action is not so deep as the divine that I can initiate through inaction through silence through holding back through the passivity just like we said success deeper why because you're not present in Mitzvah slices so you're not so present you're quiet you're not doing mitzvahs si I go and I do it I eat mats I blow sorry friend and and the world changes Mitzvah slices or what do I do garnished in that garnished you have much more you're refraining yeah training is the yeah yeah yeah yeah come on - ow I'll join Marauder me FC it says entire sky nm cifra in condition don't say I don't want to eat hazard I don't want ghillie arise la your him FC I do want oh my ass our Bishop Ussher my on Gaza Ally I do want but God told me not to and I'm holding back that's a scarf is attract another there's no you don't have to say I don't want I do want but God told me not to some not fight they said this is a style like he cutted the coach Herb Ritts Allah Allah this creates the subduing of the cetera and it says his style he called into the glory of God is extended above above anything else and he brings madameharris for different my mother Val Derek say you've earned campaign Masha Qasim makamaka save Dibble a masquerade a ebony this is the same theme that we explained in the Miami rada'han Ian told us we actually learnt it the Indian huh brakesh Akiba lack of me it's on the Broca's that Yaakov received from Yitzhak sure how you died cable eid aight racially attack why couldn't you rific ago and tell you'd said that Yaakov needs the Broca's so the ballot Anya says here a new Vaart Rifkin needed the Broca's to come from a place that's shiksa from the place that's beyond Yitzhak's das when he's giving the Broca's he thought something else he thought he's speaking to ya Asaph in other words Billy died a rock bark Iike be mere MA your brother came deceitfully she F Shirley's laboratory NASA das it was such a type of brother she knew it can't go through thus if it goes through das it's gonna mitigate it it's gonna dilute it the heinel officious traitors Brock but ashes Oh adenosine Alba Sheamus after Zeus shillelagh dirty no it's the words the father told the boy his Mitzvah is greater because it was without our das it didn't it wasn't filtered diluted and compromised through our conscious experience of it I can't anyone get me I can't give you Yakko and they don't get me wrong show me Dottie what am I gonna do you're in now the best I can do is give you a rock yeah that's not right and if you wanted Yaakov to get the Bravo what type of brother a brother shall amigas higher than gets cook starts because he already knew that now he gave him something that he can't give it didn't uh Ronald from a higher place in Hashem and in its hook what's from a place beyond his roadside you would think it's Huck's bracha wasn't a real bracha cuz he was duped it's like you you manipulate me and you forced me to bless this person or sell this person the building I thought it was some so usually we say it's a mecca tous right it was a mistake here we're saying that it actually came from a much deeper place in your talk it came from a place beyond das beyond draughts ah me a day yeah yeah no das at all so there's no it doesn't get limited and filtered and entangled through the human perception of it see saying that similar to lysis le gambe sa lysis a disruption in lysis said this rats and it's just erupts and that creates passivity a negative rats in and curdled become rots but that's the my love lysis / s to the same i'll embassy set over a naturopathic of the coma right well I think it's a similar idea but on a more basic level you know what the psalmist is saying is that if somebody he says the greatest taste is da freaking money right you don't want it you don't want you want it to linger you don't want to eat afterwards in other words the greatest taste in life is the Mitzvah the opportunity to do a mitzvah you could you could understand it in a relationship when somebody really loves somebody yeah the fact that I understand it fine it actually takes away a little bit it means that I'm enjoying it to the real world I'm doing something for you so that's it so that's yeah yeah over there we stole talking about consciousness I am sure my additional does the Schmeer Schmeer a few weeks ago that even the rat song is from the oyster we're nine so I sense that daily threesomes yeah yeah Oh about the Mitsuru you mean oh yeah but in tax area that we learned amore nine minus four summers that mcvish volumn that's what you mean might be a schwa Lamia he says for a bin of abscissa we say in the morning Mashable game RDR it so much be Asheville Ahmad Mara the arrogant he lowers and the lower one he picks up again even when they go up because they know everything is a gift he never forgot once you hear about 6e you don't forget no malika's them because if homologous for catch spirit interesting thing and Gomorrha have seminal Neman acts you know gomorrah often a big sugar to the seaman and Bubba Basara ah but Bastian one of the places a Malik seaman there's a simin to remember Gomorrah Malik so Nabokov Emden and Agassi I've it says how can the Gomorrah bring the whole concept of a seaman is to remember and end Africa what does he bring as a cinnamon I'm more like where there's a midst of a multi-item because I hear amalek just think the thing that we force ourselves to forget I'm Alex it says off various I should also it's actually says you have to remember what I Moloch did and then blot out his memory but if you don't remember it there's nothing to blot out sometimes have to remember something in order to destroy it you have to remember what happened in order to erase it that's a very deep thing in other words if you repress it you won't erase it it's gonna be there you have to bring it up in order to get rid of it thirst if you keep it down there you won't get rid of you think you got rid of it it's gonna emerge sooner or later you have to have salsa you have to remember I'm all like in order to get rid of it it's a very powerful idea buried feelings don't die here yeah you got to bring it under the light and then you can get rid of it you have to be able to experience its pain it's it's stupid it's stupidity it's it's vanity whatever it is if it's a Moloch mentioned that trillion is something that matters for mock offense Broca's devolve V ro Coulomb er its cachet mash em Nick relax of a your room a Mecca amaura bilasa a little ancho barrage when they see that fill in via remember comes never the ballot Anya bill it happened as I it happened when the outer ember was being arrested and the Russian officers came and he was wearing to fill them and they saw it and they left so somebody asked about a tiny SI whitfill and nobody gets afraid so he said it's a pasta theorem echo we're all Columbus is miles away its villain so he says here bilasa says a loose filling shed bearish not a loot Felicia al Hirsch the villain design in carbon East Africa fill in shabby Rajesh not finished al Hirsch that villain is in the head not on the heads in other words that the air Mac if is it's ingrained but it remains Marcos question someone wears clown clothes their whole life this question of course if someone does miss was more and more and more it's gonna we see garments affect people very deeply the Gomorrah says rebuke Shannon used to call money muhabba do so he would call clothes macabre deucey the honor and the honor they give on macabre deucey they stay they bake well the pens have to be careful with that find people to other to other I don't judge you by your clothes but I do like know some shirt thank you I didn't look at it what's good yeah that Minister ominous is POI diminish acid sometimes a person's acid is locked up it's it's choked and the empathy the compassion helps come out when a person has an inability to love or at least a harder time loving so how does one get it out such as yak I worship others of wrong the sense of compassion of empathy on one's on one's pain on one's trauma on one's difficulties and challenges without judging it but but not without without judging it but without whitewashing it that's what Ramona says 'bonus has a beautiful combination it's not based on naivete or blindness but it doesn't have to judge we usually we have two extremes Caston angora gurus judgemental and fess it is blind and Rackham M is neither guevara is usually not something you have to be peda proper hula is more holding back but custard is an expression and that expression may be contained very contained very hidden very repressed so me the Soraka mem helps I'll give you a classic example we see it constantly if somebody gets very very upset at their child very very upset and they're feeling a lot of anger and frustration and annoyance with a child or a spouse or or even an employee or a partner or a neighbor and it may be for good reason right whether it's completely justified or not completely justified but there's reasons for it the person is not just completely crazy one of the most powerful things to do at that moment is not to make believe nothing happened or to blame yourself but really to try to have compassion and empathy for what the person is going through to see it from their perspective to see their journey doesn't mean they were right it doesn't mean you were wrong but it means to be able to put on their glasses for a moment try to feel what they're going through and that usually will mitigate the alienation and help the love come out more yeah but it will mitigate the the difficulty the sharpness doesn't mean everything is perfect and good but you can already think from a much better place not from a place of so for that you must have Rackham it's not tested we cover it up and you make believe we're just so in love that you're blind and it's not Guevara where I have to judge you and say that's it there's no relationship anymore ROC Simon really means I can I can try to tune into your world and experience compassion and compassion doesn't mean you're right compassion just means maybe you're wrong but I feel compassion that you know this is where you went in the studio decisions and and this is what you what you feel you have to go through you know and it allows me to be able to remain close to you without minimizing what you may have done I don't have to go there I don't have to repress you know and turn you into a saint and yet I could still I could still be close to you so it's a very it's a very powerful tool that's why it's called the intermediary between the synthesized refastening for it as soon as you know like blind love you're just in love and Guevara is very exact so let's say the father the father yeah who was triggered so badly by his child or a wife by her husband her husband by a wife but a father with a child you see it pretty often when the when the when the father could stop and just imagine for a moment he's that child you know without expectations and without me being a father and just try to go on that person's journey through his own lenses as much as you can yes automatically everything will change the climate will change and you can actually come to much better decisions because the decisions from Guevara will be very narrow and the decisions from hasit will be to embrace ah too broad yeah will be like this or like this and rock mmm can 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