Practical Spirituality

okay everybody we are live welcome everyone so happy to have you all um i always appreciate cameras on anyone on youtube i'll send the link if you want to pull up to our uh experience i'd love to have you uh i'd love to have you involved with us uh how can i send a link to you i don't know exactly i'll figure it out anyway i like the videos on at least for a few people so i can talk directly to like with this filling on over there just nice to see you doing that mitzvah uh let me think how i can get that on there i think maybe for my whatsapp i can do it someone just sent me a whatsapp there it is okay let's see okay okay i think i can put this on the okay i know how to do this i'm going to type this i'm going to put this link on copy link and put that onto the youtube comments that should do it here we go if you want to be on zoom okay gang all right so um here we are together um really enjoying uh doing this so far um someone has a question so let's see who has that question um so was it cameron who had that question might have been cameron who had the question uh cameron you had a question cameron oh sorry you're you're muted i asked you to mute see if that unmutes um so i was opening it up to questions today so people can ask the questions you can also just type them in i always have a lot to say oh you're at work oh sorry no someone else said what's happening about uh wanting to ask a question but again any anyone who uh has a question you can type it in right now be while i have the video paused you can actually ask your questions straight out uh olig if you have a question please fire away um warn anyone who has a question this is your chance and again you can type it also oh i see there's already four chat things here oh yeah okay great oh yeah that was you okay good so um so go ahead cameron you can ask your question i hope i'm pronouncing your name right because i know cameron all right let's she's hopefully typing her question and then um maybe i'll share a few words before i see i think we'll do all the questions uh typed in i think that's the best way to do it and um the reason being that uh one of the places this video goes as it gets [Music] it gets put online and um and they they ask that it doesn't switch on to different people's face as well while it's going i'm going to make a bra on my [Music] hey who unmuted someone got unmuted is that you borrow yeah i did it for a second so i so you could hear that i said i'm name no that it was on uh something that i had to like allow you to unmute um do you have any questions by the way at the moment no okay so it says regarding the 72 names of god um i think you're talking about the 72 letter name of god you said to be very respectful of them all the names yeah we've got to be very careful what do we do if we feel in the past we didn't hold so much respect for them due to the lack of knowledge yeah um so you're probably absolutely fine um you would only be worried if uh you the only thing to worry about is if you notice like stuff's really you're having like crazy muzzle or something crazy uh you know like crazy stuff's happening if crazy stuff's happening in your life it could be that you um blew it with the names and uh with names of god and so if that happened then um then you need to speak to a major kabbalist to help you with it but as long as everything's going smoothly then it didn't affect you and you're all good so you can relax don't worry about having blown it with the names uh you should know like for example uh um even like we're super careful so like for example our pronunciation we won't we'll say hashem instead of the ado and nai word but uh traditionally a lot of people um throughout history spoke with the names of god like they would say you know and then ado and noi to tell people you know that they're doing good thank god who's a major kabbalist these days good luck you got to tell me which city you're in okay um i'm going to unpause this video actually before i do um [Music] before i unpause this let me think of a topic guys throw out a topic for me come on someone put out a topic who's got a topic for me giving my giving well i guess i've been reading a book written by uh rav berg this book right here what's it called the essential zohar okay and one of the main ideas that he's been discussing is how um one of the highest spiritual natures that we can i guess work towards is to be completely altruistic in our nature no longer to no longer desire to receive just for ourselves but to receive in order to then give to others and i just found that to be a really interesting idea and a really interesting kind of philosophy that i've been at least tinkering around with over here on my end uh-huh to get to that level of giving mm-hmm okay that's that's beautiful the um okay i'm happy to talk about that a little bit and um uh and then we have how do we overcome depressed moments and in the day um all right so i'll handle a little bit i'll handle a little bit of of these topics um and i still don't know where cameron's located to talk about the uh how to find a kabbalist you know who's big-time guy it's very hard to find them these days there's only a few left she's in indiana yeah i forget you're not going to be talking to anyone in person in indiana that's for sure um the even in america i'd be hard-pressed to tell you who to talk to um okay let's get going i'm gonna unpause this shalom and welcome back to practical spirituality uh welcome everyone happy to have you um we are going to handle a couple topics uh one is giving one is depression one is um what do you do if you weren't careful spiritually it and careful spiritually it could have to do with names of god it could have to do with idolatry it could have to do with um you know using any kind of medium or or being under the influence of other people who are coming from a dark place and letting your soul be uh you know letting your soul be vulnerable to them um the the subject of of spiritual cleanliness in general the you got to be careful you know they you got to be careful to keep your soul you know safe and one of the one of the there's different ways to keep your soul safe one of them is stay away from media that has um violence or is sexually explicit or is um or is a foul-mouthed stay away from all media like that that's one thing that can put a pretty dark uh spell on you um another one is uh another one is allowing yourself to be under the influence of someone who's not cleaned themselves um another one is uh to avoid all all temptation to use uh mediums in your relationship to god um in other words making the the don't mean so much in your relationship to god but but making the the ends the the making the means the end you know one of the definitions of idolatry is making the means the end what does that mean so so we we have things that we have things that that we use in this world we have uh uh the sun you know you need the sun but you don't bow to it okay you don't worship it you don't even salute it so the uh and i say even some of you're like why would i ever salute it but there's uh one of the most important uh uh you know kind of uh sequences of moves and yoga is called the sun salutation anyway we call it the hands of moses because it's the story of moses with his hands up when he was attacked when the jewish people were attacked by a nation called amalek when they left the left egypt anyway the uh it actually came up in last week's torah portion so so you want to be really careful of um of cleanliness in your in your soul and so idolatry one of the definitions making the means the end uh money you know you you got money and if you make the means the end what's the means to your end uh you need faith pay for things with money but what if you make money the end it's in itself how many people make the how many people have made money what life's about you know and so they made the means then so they could turn money into idolatry but the crazy thing is you could turn you could turn torah into idolatry if you because the torah is not the end towards the means to connect to god and to learn how to live in this world and but what if you know a lot of you probably can't imagine this but i can tell you there are big academies of people studying torah who have made the means the end so you it's easy just ask them what's the most important thing in judaism if they answered torah and not god so you know they made the means the end so it's it's easy to make the means the end and we want to be super careful of uh of not doing that um and when we do that it attaches to us we get we got attachments and when you're when you've got stuff attached to you uh negative stuff dark stuff so so then you you have to clean clean house you got to clean it out and one of the ways of cleaning it out is going to a cob list and you know the generally you have to go to a kabbalist to deal with it the sad thing is it's getting harder and harder to find a kabbalist that can help you with that oh you know i've met people who had a lot of stuff attached to them using ouija boards which is you know kind of out there to think that ouija boards actually work because it seems like something that's just for fun you know you play with it ouija board i i can't i'm not going to describe that for people who don't know what it is right now but but um but i've met people who had serious you know spiritual funk all over them because of their use of ouija boards thanks for having your camera on max i'm teaching you an oleg right now as far as my human beings near the near the camera um i'm gonna go um i'm gonna go there were a couple more questions someone had asked how do we overcome depressed moments in the day [Music] you think about you think close to 60 000 thoughts during your 17 woken hours and that comes out to about 3 500 thoughts an hour and so those moments in your day aren't actual depression those aren't depressed moments in your day those are low feeling moments and the reason you're having low feeling moments is because your thoughts thoughts cause feelings moods cause the quality of your thoughts so moods meaning being in a high mood or a low mood causes the quality of your thinking if you're in a low mood you're gonna have low quality thinking if you're not if you're in a high mood you're gonna have high quality i think now thinking all those thousands of thoughts an hour each one causes a different feeling now most of them are pretty neutral some make it tense you know so you're feeling low or feelings and some make you excited you're feeling higher feelings but they're like thoughts are causing each feeling you can't have a feeling without a thought watch everyone feel happy you can't you have to have a happy thought i have to sing a happy song i gotta tell you good news okay everyone feels sad you can't you can't just feel sad after singing a sad song tell you a sad story something sad has to take place for you to feel sad you have to have the sad thought before you can have the sad feeling thoughts cause feelings so you're not actually having a depressed thought throughout or you're not having depressed how is it depressed moments you're having low feelings well low feelings means that all you got to do is put your mind unless you're ocd you have to put your mind on something else for your next 3 000 thoughts that hour and you'll notice that that really was just a low feeling moment and you moved on you moved on throughout your day and um by the way anyone i'll say it again anyone who's willing to put their cameras on makes a big difference for me to teach so yo what's up drew how you doing so anyway so i really appreciate your camera so the so low feelings i'm speaking like right to you right now i've got max and drew right underneath and and anyway the low feelings throughout your day all you got to do is just um don't worry uh oleg and schlemmer you're not far from that you're not far from the camera either um what what what happens is that you're you you just gotta get distracted i myself if i've got my eyes closed let's say i'm praying and i've got my eyes closed and and then i'm getting thoughts that are not the thoughts i want in my brain during the prayer i will open my eyes look at something just to distract myself and then get back to the prayer because because i know i just need distraction and generally in the next hour you're gonna have a lot a lot a lot of thoughts and so each of those thoughts will take you away from those slow feelings now again i mentioned not if you're ocd if you're ocd you're just gonna like ruminate on more thoughts more thoughts more thoughts of lo that each one which could take you to deeper and lower feelings and so um so you'll need stronger uh more heroic actions to get yourself out of those low feelings but low feelings is not depression little feelings it's just a lot of feelings and it's you're one nice thought you're one happy thought to your next happy feeling when you're in those low feelings um but there's a lot of things you can do for low moods um maybe um i don't know if drew was just saying something but uh we're typing comp did you say something yeah i did yeah go ahead um as far as like uh like all right so we're talking about like these moods and emotions and i remember the last uh the last video that i caught you were talking about how our consciousness is connected to the one right yeah and like so you got these so we got these positive and negative uh i guess emotions that are going on and um now my big question i'm sorry if i stare off too far but now if you got these consciousness that are you know that are positive and these consciousness that are bad well let's not mix up consciousness with feelings right now you got consciousness is pure one with god you've got these feelings i'm sorry by the way i just want to mention real quick drew okay that you have objects outside of you that we know are not that's not us then you have thoughts which are closer to you but you're not thoughts then you have feelings that are even closer to you so you can easily think those are the you but you're you're not feelings you're one you're oneness with hashem your oneness with god but okay now go on go on with your questions you got these high feelings these low feelings so you got all these emotional stuff once the conscience is so like so the same you know how you're once you come into this world right you start to become more uh if you're not consciousness with god like you said if you get kind of a god you're not gonna eat you're not gonna sleep you're gonna you know you you're going after god right so what about these people that are like totally earthly that you know i mean they're causing you know massive you know religious and causing masses and stuff when the when we all go back when the body goes back to dust all our consciousness stills goes back to the one yeah that's not our fault i mean it's not our fault that we're chopping heads off out here and stealing so so the um [Music] when it comes to uh consciousness when we die meaning when the consciousness reunites into the one the the you do have to you have to pass through a substrate of the world you created meaning while you're living in this world you're creating another world like right above it and it's a parallel world right and it's filled with everything you blew meaning the stuff you did good just goes straight up and just explodes into oneness every good deed you do just explodes into oneness and and it is definitely bettering your situation spiritually till you come meaning when you die and until you come back again you were greatly bettered buy everything you did but you don't have to cross through that what you do have to cross through is the stuff that got stuck and there's a work there's parallel worlds and that realm where stuff got stuck that stuff you got to fix you got to fix that stuff and well how am i going to fix it well there's two ways to fix it in this world or going through so to fix it i'm just going to mute you so the camera's not flipping back and forth for a sec you can unmute when you're going to talk so the um when you when you tr traverse through that that's one way to fix it but it ain't pretty and there's no clock on the wall so you have no idea how long that's going to take one second of it is is feels longer than all of world history because no clock and i don't know drew if you've ever been in states of mind that i'm familiar with where there's no sense of time you know you've been in those states where every moment feels like eternity and you can't tell if it's today yesterday or the day after you're outside time so it feels like eternity well it's cool if you're in bliss when it feels like eternity but i've also had situations where i was in that kind of state and it wasn't feeling like this i was going through hell and it felt like that was forever and and going through stuff forever is not fun even if in earth time it would only be a minute so you got to traverse it it's freaked out it's but the nice thing about it is how organic it is because it's yours it's all yours so like let's say i let's say you know as as a you know you'd have to be over 13 to get really busted for anything but let's say i ripped off a slice of pizza or something you know so i meet my pizza so when i get to that pizza i'm like oh man i remember that pizza and you're like oh only now it's like a spiritual pizza with his own little chainsaw like remember me you know and you're just like oh man yeah i remember you so there's two i told you there's two ways to clean this stuff off so way number one is not the way i just described that's way number two if you didn't do it the way you do it is by owning it here you gotta own it here own your stuff and there's four steps to owning your stuff to clean off that realm to get that realm clear for you there's four steps to cleaning off your stuff step number one stop doing it stop stealing pizza number two is you gotta say it because everything in the world's made of letters the whole world's i mean it's made of it's made of vibration but those vibrations have numerical values and what are those numerical values aleph bet gimmel it's made of the letters that the whole creation is made of letters and it's actually all made of god's names and that's why we have to be so careful of god's names because if we're not careful with the names it gets stuck on us so let me just keep riffing okay for a minute so what happens is all those letters that came down a system all the way down to our world they their job really is to get go back up and explode into oneness but they can get stuck here if we stick them here if we lock them in by not being clean in thought speech in action thought speech action those are the garments of the soul clean thoughts that's what we call the other day mental hygiene clean speech never speak derogatory about anybody and and obviously by name i mean if you want to discuss you know people doing bad stuff okay you know like everyone knows people are doing that so you can talk about it but not by name it's not james was doing bad stuff you understand that that you don't say and you are allowed to warn someone who's about to get harmed by james you're allowed to warn them and you know one doesn't they're not allowed to believe you but they do have to take you know steps they can take steps you're just not supposed to believe you and the uh because it's just as bad to believe derogatory things about people as saying it same thing whether you hear it or whether you say it so the next time you hear someone say you say that doesn't speak to me yeah you gotta have your thumbs up it looks like guns that don't speak to me and so i'll i'll literally just pretend i have to go to the bathroom if i hear people you know roasting somebody um i'll just i'll just pretend i gotta go to the bathroom and get up and leave cause cause uh either i gotta stop him like good luck and uh or i gotta get out of there and so i'll just get out and um anyway so what happens is there's four steps how to how to stop this whole thing so you don't have to traverse that stuff in the timeless zone so the four steps are one is you stop number two is you you gotta say it that's why i was talking about all the letters you have to say it you got to use language out loud to nobody don't say it to anybody but god it's between you and god you've just got to say it and it's funny that that uh actually christianity took on this whole confession thing you gotta say it to the to the uh priest or whatever but uh unnecessary you just gotta say it because it's between you and god no priest can forgive you for not okay and uh anyway you got to say it that's step two step three that's the big one step three without step three it didn't get anywhere step three is you gotta regret it you gotta regret it you gotta go why because now you're in the heart now in the heart the only reason he did it was your heart got you there meaning your head wasn't able to circumvent the desire of your heart to say it or to do it or whatever the stupid thing was you know the head said don't we all hear the voice saying don't the heart says but yes my head was like no yes nope and until you develop serious discipline between the head and the heart because your heart's essential because that's where you love i mean that's where you connect that's heart's great you know but if you got to have the head determining when the heart is appropriately desiring or when it's inappropriate so what happens is we've got to go to the heart how do you get to the heart easy regret regret's an emotion it's not a thought it's an emotion and and now there's an actual definition you know oh like i bet you never thought that there was a definition of regret right it's just a feeling no there is an emotion there is an actual definition you know what the definition is of regret it's if i knew today i mean if i had the clarity today then because you wouldn't even be thinking about this if you didn't have clarity right now you're having a moment of clarity you get that warrant you're having a moment of clarity right now how could you ever regret if you don't have a moment of clarity it must be you're getting clear on something so now that i'm clear about this if i had that clarity then that i do now i would never have done it if i had that clarity you know just like if you ever broke someone's heart and later regretted it you know and you finally got clarity in what that person meant to you so like wow you know i never thought about that that person means so much to me and i hurt them and so i have regret because and had i that clarity then i would never hurt them but i didn't have the clarity and so that's regret but regret should come with not just definition should be coming with heart clarity should come with heart should come with emotion and that emotion is heartbreak heartache you know it makes me sad that i blew it like that then i blew it because okay and by the way you should know that that that lack of clarity is what our rabbis call temporary insanity right because because if you did something that you'd never do with clarity well what do you call someone who isn't clear insane so it must have been i was temporarily insane so since i because the only way you could sin the only way you could hurt the only way you could do a wrong thing is by being insane temporarily you lost it you lost it you got somehow convinced do something stupid well there's something really nice about that because temp you know that insanity even in modern courts you can get off the hook what turns out with god you can also get off the hook with insanity by telling them god you know i just had no clarity i was i was you know whatever i was beaten i was i was this i was i was you know i was in a bad crowd i was you know there's a million things that can make you insane you know we're so easily influenced don't forget human i heard an amazing quote human beings have paleolithic emotions we have um medieval institutions and we have god-like technology we're in trouble okay we're in trouble so and that's why the world's in such crazy trouble right now so anyway but so since i have paleolithic you know ancient emotional system so it's easy to get sucked into stupid stuff and go temporarily insane and do stuff you regret now i gotta share with you something cool so you guys can see my fingers at the bottom of the screen those are looking so it's going up the screen like that yeah so this is two people on a path together let's say they're best friends they're holy as anything and they're moving up the path together the two people but what happens is one of them gets badly influenced or whatever he does something stupid and he drops right there and the other guy is just going right to the other corner of the screen this guy drops yeah now if he doesn't pick himself up he's just going like that down to that corner of the screen so you'd think oh man that dude blew it but what happens is when you have regret you start getting feelings of clarity about what you stand to what you lost what you stand to lose if you keep going that way and here's what happened watch this as low as you go from having blown it if you regret it and then you do step four which is commitment to never go there again you actually go to a place that the other guy could never get to you understand so so you if you and by the way you can't plan this like the our kabbalistic you know the mystics tell us very clearly you can't like blow it to get higher there's no blowing it together if you blew it to get higher that means you read clarity and if you had clarity about getting higher so then you can't use the regret because you don't regret it because you did it with clarity to get higher you did something wrong to get higher so it doesn't work so it says anyone who tries to blow it to get higher won't be able to do it because you did it with clarity and you can't use the temporary insanity because there's nothing more sane than wanting to get close to god that's the sanest thing that there could be so so anyway so you and this dude were coming along best friends he keeps going on his trajectory you blew it and then you feel those feelings of regret and and you start getting this clarity whoa look how far i am i want closeness man i don't want to feel far i want to feel close and then you that feeling that i want to be close makes you just go like and you're just like you're in a new place and you could never have gotten there had you not fallen had you not fallen you could never have gotten there and that's why you'll notice some of the best teachers in the world had done some stupid stuff yeah some of the best teachers in the world some of the holiest people ever meet had a dark time they all had some dark times and that's what made them so amazing you know oprah winfrey one of the most influential you know amazing people ever walked the earth she she had two her first two children were were before she was even 14 and they were both from rape and i don't remember if she aborted them or she had them in a doc put them up for adoption i don't remember what happened with the kids themselves because she's not i'm not from what i know of her i don't know what where kids are but but you know things are real dark there and and that's how things get great things get great when you've been through hell and you'll notice for example a lot of professionals who help people like for example therapists often you know uh they healed themselves and they said wow i didn't know you could heal and and if you can heal i want to heal somebody else i want to help other people and [Music] anyway so so let's go back so let me just review the four steps because i want you to memorize them you ready stop say regret commit try stop say regret commit stop say regret commit stop say regret commit together stop say regret commit you got it so you stop what you're doing say what you did i mean that's the kabbalistic mystical stuff regret it that's the emotional stuff and then commit to the future now of course what's the big problem is you might say hey man i know i committed but you know you never know if you're gonna lose clarity two weeks from now do you yeah how do you know you're gonna have you wait now you're clear the rest of your life we all have ups and downs you know you have moments of clarity and you lose it sometimes so [Music] the answer is that you keep going with this even if you lost your clarity meaning meaning did i just say that let me say you do this process this four-step process even though you don't know where you're going to be in two weeks but here's the here's the amazing thing and get this that what are the chances that you'll do it again meaning do the wrong thing again if you didn't get cleaned off with those four steps meaning you're you're still dirty from before i didn't want to clean it off because i might do it again what are the chances if you got the urge to do it again that you'd probably do it again if you're already in the mud answer high high chance but what if you clean off what if you clean off what if you did those four steps even though in two weeks you might wind up back in the mud well you have a much less chance of jumping in the mud when you're feeling clean you got that if you got the cleanliness and then the mud of the mud you know presents itself you'd be like well i'm gonna think twice before i'm getting that much you know it's like if you're ever going out for a nice event or something you just shower and you get dressed and you're like you know and but it's it's hot out and you realize if i walk to the event i'm gonna be schvitz and you know i'll be sweating and if i uh you know it might be worth it to take a cab just to stay clean you know maybe it's worth something to stay clean i don't want to stink for this event so so we always we always get our act back together with those four steps even if we fall and you want to know something you fall every week just keep doing those four steps and eventually you'll stay up because we love we love feeling good we just got to get used to it you know we we have something called a misery comfort zone in some people's misery comfort zone on a scale of one to ten is a nine so they're going to constantly sabotage themselves but if they keep doing those four steps they're going to become an eight eventually they will be an eight and then eventually there'll be a seven and they're gonna pull their numbers down one after the other until they're until they're people with a low misery comfort zone they're not messing messing themselves up okay you see what happens when i come with no topic we rock it yeah we're rocking so let's get back to um i'm gonna answer a couple more questions um we had uh it's funny we wound up kind of mixing that question between cameron and uh the person who had asked about mr glazer uh yeah hey um i got a question as far like all right so i i was i am i'm raised a christian and a pentecostal christian and um uh what my mom told me to do i started really reading my bible and i started finding out stuff for myself like hey you know what's going on here and um so i've been really going back to like with the jay you know uh yeshua like where was he from you know what what what is he talking about here because they um you know they they tell us that you know in order to get to god you got to go through this this medium you know which is the the the jeep the crystal right and i was like it doesn't really make sense to me like why would somebody why would a guy so powerful have to do something like that to connect to his people and it was i mean why you gotta kill something right uh-huh yeah yeah um reading the stories of jesus and stuff like you know the only way to get to get through me and i'm like okay that can mean a lot of things right you know it's like well maybe going through his studies you know figuring out what he learned you know not necessarily like through his body or his blood but through his knowledge and wisdom i don't know it just it kind of bothered me so i started really getting into like uh uh you know uh jewish the jewish uh religion and uh or not religion but the yeah the religion i started really studying the religion it's starting to matter let's call it after my yeah tradition there we go because yeah religion is very bad it's very bad it's not very bad it's just had had it's got some history it's got some yeah history on it and so i picked up the sephir except for yatsura right i didn't have no clue what i was reading but i started reading it and um i'm an artist so i draw i paint my sculpt i just picked the guitar i learned it within a year you know i i just got all these things guys been just downloading me with to help my family and to help me succeed you know and to communicate with people so i picked up the separate yachts and it's funny how you were talking about these let me help you with the trend with the uh pronunciation it's uh yitzira sephora sierra it's a perfect perfect yeah good you have excellent uh verbalization too actually you just nailed it say for yet sierra and i started i learned about the 72 names of god yeah i also learned about um there's uh drew just for uh just because the the one of the channels this goes on there uh i'm being real relaxed because i'm so enjoying interacting with you but uh but nail it uh nail nail writing because right now you're sorry you gave us the background then you started getting in this kabbalistic stuff now go for it with the sephora arts around the 72 names and the 17 names of god in all these numbers and letters what i'm finding out is that they do exist like these numbers are really here and i'm starting to see it in our news reports and in our you know in the world and like like i'm like can is it possible that somebody could like put stuff in our our our news and stuff to try uh i don't know to i don't that's a i don't know why they would why would they be coded like that unless they're trying to get a secret message out you know and why would god code all these things and like these jokes you know yeah is that can kabbalah be used in either way so first of all the the stuff you're seeing all around you is everything in the physical world and you see in my keyboard over there and my guitar is over there and and it's like it's all those are all vibrational machinery you know and but it's all flowing through you know the creator i mean i don't know if you ever heard stevie wonder do his thing live but it's like he's not doing that okay so it's the same thing with the paper and it's the same thing with the news and the same thing with the current events is it's all just coming through and and um you know there's god's going for grand finale i don't know if you've ever studied the uh the book of uh the book of uh exodus but that's the whole you know moses and the as a baby in the wrath the jews are enslaved you know and then there's the ten plagues and all this freaked out stuff so it says over and over again that god's saying over and over again to moses that i'm gonna do this crazy stuff so that there is a good paul zone paul yeah hey ireland aren't you so god's gonna do this crazy stuff to wake up the world he's going to wake up the world and that's what i've been doing and so but we have a we have a teaching from our sages that all of that crazy stuff that goes on in the bible that happens to egypt is a microcosm of a macro redemption of the planet and in that story it's about god redeeming the jews from slavery but in the end of days if i can quote bob marley he says emancipate yourselves from mental slavery that the whole planet is going to redeemed but the whole planet's gonna be redeemed in a way that it's gonna start like it's feeling like it's throwing up okay it's gonna it's gonna happen in a way like you know you feel a lot better after you throw up so but you got to throw up if you got something in you that's got to get out you got to get it out and the planet just like egypt threw up so the planet's going to throw up it's crazy to think about that the planet's going to throw up and you want to hear something really crazy we all know that now we have a technology that's all around the planet you know every person on here is in a different location and yet we're all together how's that happen and i promise you most you aren't living next door to each other and and the uh and and so and not only that but we're in the most unstable time since world war ii but it's way unstable you know it's like more unstable because and then it goes further now is unstable at least in those days it was unstable because there were governments fighting and they were obviously citizens were getting killed but it was mostly political going on besides obviously the gas chambers of world war ii but other other than that what was happening to the jews in in your in germany it was it was nations fighting that doesn't affect you going to get your milk at the corner store you know in louisiana you know like it was it was there and it was really in a location called europe yeah that whole war and think about it now everybody think about it now it affects everybody and there is no milk or you can't go out or the uh and and it's the entire globe the entire glo uh paul i'm so glad you're on my screen right now because you should be getting involved in this conversation but it's the entire globe so when the least yeah you have to understand the time of world war ii was like extremely destabilizing either because it was in your news but it was taking place thousands of miles away but it was crazy times now we're in a time more destabilizing but it's the whole planet the whole planet everybody's affected everybody's in it and and so it seems that between those two examples one is the internet that has now attached everybody to everybody for the global birth and by the way the the torah doesn't call it throwing up the torah calls it earth pangs birth pangs are when a woman who's about to give birth and she's going into labor she gets what's called earth pangs and birth pinks come in these like at first you know it's pretty regular but it's like okay she's having a contraction every hour one contraction hour hey she's having one every 40 minutes hey she's having one every 30 minutes hey they're getting stronger and they're coming every 20 minutes hey you know let's get to the hospital so we get her the hospital and then they you know they she gets checked i'm not going to get graphic about what that means but she's got to get to 10 centimeter dilation for a baby to be born and and but now it's coming every like five minutes and now she's starting to like freak out you know and she's just like freaking she feels like she's dying there she's got hopefully some a birth coach or a midwife or someone there are the nurses to helping her breathe so that she's still taking deep breaths and breathing from the abdomen so that she can get through this without getting creamed i'm just going to mute you for a sec paul so it doesn't jump right to you by accident and uh and uh but when you're ready just give me a thumbs up so and and it's just like coming you know it's coming something's coming and what's coming and the answer is the birth what kind of birth the birth of a new era the birth of a new era where where where where we'll melt down our weapons into into jewelry to adorn our loved ones with to to uh to serve god with you know to that we're we're going to take all these resources you know instead of us burning wheat so that the supply and demand works they're going to actually call call hans up in in uh they're going to call hans up in oslo norway and say hey you got one of those tankers available because we got excess wheat han said yeah right away he sends the tanker fill it with wheat that wheat goes over to rwanda africa where people need food and then now they're eating wheat and the uh and the whole planet becomes an ecosystem of of love and not greed because this what's been happening see what's everyone all worried about everyone's worried about you know that you know everyone's now connected and so now they can go meet in davos and talk about how they're going to capitalize on all of us and turn us all into slaves and you'll know nothing and you'll be happy and but really god's laughing man he's just like oh yeah yeah that's what you're worried about yeah i think something else gonna happen says god i think something else is gonna happen so they can try to do that and you and you should know by the way if they succeed and they and they do that well doesn't that sound like egypt you'll have nothing you'll be happy now you might say what do you mean people in egypt weren't happy they're enslaved oh yeah really is that right well maybe the first ones were but what if you're born into slavery what if you're born that way do you realize that someone born into slavery thinks he's free because you don't know nothing else you don't know anything else so born into slavery is freedom if you don't know now obviously you see people free you're like whoa like i'm not am i enslaved and then you have this wake up but and then the world wakes up but the thing is is that is that the um they teach us that we have a tradition that the slavery of egypt wasn't geographical it wasn't fences it was radar and lasers and electric fences and stuff it was mental slavery it was it was that you you thought you were free you couldn't even see it you didn't know and and so you'll in other words you'll own nothing and you'll be happy the great reset is that was the quote you'll you'll own nothing and you'll be happy because you don't even know and hence they're like and part of this whole plan seems to be that they want to lock us all up into sterile when i say sterile i mean like no babies into s but i i'm playing with the word sterile they're going to lock us up into sterile virtual reality suits and goggles and just i don't know feed us through a tube while we think we're free you know so so i don't know about you but i'm i'm gonna stay right like with this body of mine and i'm gonna interact with people and i'm gonna hug them you know when they told us to put on those masks and start washing our hands you know and the uh and etc etc i was like what like that goes directly against everything i learned in biology when i one more sec paul when i learned i'm coming when i learned in biology was that all the germs all those kids have all over each other is what's given us robust um uh immunity that's what's causing the strength and so you know when they when everyone was like putting rubber gloves on i was like i was like licking handrails you know i was like i'm not going that direction you know i want to breathe what you got so that i can be strong you know i'm going for strength i'm not i'm not trying to isolate myself i want to i want to be as connected as possible i want to feel your hug i wanna i wanna i wanna touch and and experience life you know i don't need no virtual reality goggles man so paul you're on bro take it take it paul i have so much to say here i'm sure you got to know this guy drew drew is amazing paul paul drew if i told you stories about my relationship with paul you'd just be like i love you i love you i love you i miss you so much paul i see you hi man a pleasure i miss you too i have to say uh about what you're talking about so on one side of things i massively agree with you we already are this amazing machine we already are this biological awesome thing that has this ability to connect to a place of imagination and creation and be able to have conversations with people thousands of miles away and we don't need the internet so i we don't need virtual reality to do that right on some level we know that to be true within ourselves it is technology that is separating ourselves from this connection that we're talking about yet at the same time and this is where i get a little weird with it i feel that because of technology we're having this conversation because of virtual reality you have people who are in wheelchairs who are getting to climb mountains who are getting to go to seminars who are getting to do things that would never be done before now is that a positive ratio it's it's a 50 50 for me on one level i see the metaverse and the non-fungible tokens and all the things that are happening and all the things that i'm involved with right now movies that are being made through nfts um projects that are saving children around the world with nfts what's nfc so non-fungible tokens which are um basically a lot of people think of them as just images of art on different websites some of the famous websites are open c dot io and the other one is called wearable a new famous one now is called crypto.com and everybody in the industry so last week was miami was the um international or sorry the national bitcoin conference here in the united states for 2022 and you have to understand that an nft is what's called a smart contract and so everything that is a contract between you and someone else in the future will be smart contracts that includes a ticket you get from a police officer the rent you pay on your house the mortgage you have insurances that you do buying a movie ticket buying a concert ticket and what do you mean what what did you say it will be all those things all of these will become what are called non-fungible tokens nfts okay and for instance when i go to a movie instead of having to pull out my money or my credit card i have a wallet that wallet is connected to ethereum it's connected to bitcoin it's connected to all the monies that i've bought into and let's say amc the theater company i'm going to go see a movie to they use ethereum so i pay with my wallet to buy the movie but they're gonna give me a logo of the movie or a three-dimensional cool picture now when i live in my world let's say in decentral land which is one of the alt worlds that you can choose to join as a matter of fact very cool in decentral and chabad just made the first ever jewish place to study judaism in vr in decentral land amazing amazing amazing you should go do a speech there so this is what this is where let me let me let me pull it back up to give you my conceptual idea of what i'm talking about okay i believe that fire was the first tech that we under that we wielded and for a thousand years we sat around a fire without doing anything with it we learned to cook stuff we learned to not hurt ourselves with it and we learned to carry it but i truly believe that what happened to us in that time was that we came to a place of wanting to be the fire wanting to be conscious light and and the only way for us as a being that is made of physical things i.e 80 water 20 carbon and a bunch of electronic stuff going on in my brain right the only way for me to connect to that light is to become the light the only way for me to become the light in a physical manner would be in some way to copy my process of thinking my brain reactivity the the way that my brain creates certain chemicals and if i could recreate that i could copy that i could then put that into the multiverse and i would never be forgotten and i would always be able to be spoken to would it not be great if you could speak to the rambam or my mom at ease and it's actually their words their thoughts their ideas that haven't changed for 4 000 years from that point and then you can also talk to a newer version that has all of the talk points and all of the ideas from the gematria from from the talmud and it now it's maimonides 4 000 years later with a whole bunch of new information saying let me tell you how i feel about it from this point of view from when i was 4 000 years ago although i've read all the stuff and i've talked to all the guys and i know what they're thinking here's still how i feel but but but there's no conscious rambam to be able to make that response to i agree so what i'm saying is if there was let's say you could copy yourself you you have thousands of conversations you've had with people hundreds of people that you've changed lives for thousands what if one day you pass away wouldn't it not be great to be able to have this interaction that i'm having with you right now in a virtual manner where it's me talking to you but it's just the conscious version of what you used to be like a tupac hologram tupac hologram is okay and i like the idea it works off of an old system which is a magic routine which is called the pepper's ghost illusion right and that's all that the new version is he's a magician by the way sorry sorry the peppers goku illusion that they're using is a movable glass field that goes on the stage which is okay and the guy who invented it uh has his own theater in hollywood boulevard and it's cool and they do different shows and they have some the rights to some really cool names um so they have focused on uh but i still i think i'm i don't know if i'm sharp who are watching hologram 3d artists from japan that are nothing more than just a three-dimensional character that's been created and they go to the concerts there's 30 40 000 japanese kids screaming at the top of their lungs to a hologram on stage are they there are they physically at the theater or are they at home and they're also in vr and they're all there together watching this concert physical concert there's people on stage playing and then there's a image that runs around the stage that's a hologram that people are freaking out over yeah oh yeah so there's a band more so there's a band on some physical band on stage with an uh with a created image of a uh hareyoshi girl like the japanese style um kind of character and she thinks and runs around on the stage and people are like i love her i want to be with her i want to marry her this is an imaginary character snoop doggy dog just opened up his own world inside of a place called sandbox sandbox is another one of the worlds that you can buy land in so there's sandbox there's upland there's decentraland there's second life there's earth2 earth 2 is a copy of google maps and they literally took every single plot of land on google maps and made it into an nft and you can go buy anything you can go buy your house in israel in jerusalem yeah crazy crazy so to kind of i was talking about um so first of all i would i think when you're in a way you kind of came on right now saying that my beloved rabbi yomtov there's much more you need to know about virtual reality besides the fact that you can't maybe physically hug someone smell their breath or lick their railing but there you are sorry but the um meaning meaning you're saying rebyamtv there's much more to this but can you fit it all in now back to i'll try to see if you can fit it all back into the macrocosm of the birth of the birth of a new realm that will come from the birth pangs that are going on and will obviously get quicker and closer together and explode into something crazy but what's the connect can you put it all together and make the connection easy easy no problem uh and once again these are my own ideology ideological thoughts that connect uh somewhat to judaism and kabbalah and all that so so i truly believe this thousand years of being with the that's what i'm talking about giving birth to the thousand years i'm going i'm gonna connect it all together and it's gonna blow your mind you're gonna be like paul i think you're crazy right you should know also that according to the mystics that thousand years isn't a thousand years because it's such a timeless realm it's just that because there's six days and then a seventh day and there's six years and then a seventh year which we're in right now in israel we're in the sabbatical year and then there's a count of seven seven weeks seven sets of seven years to get to the 50th jubilee year so also they there's 6 000 years of history from adam meaning it could be there's we're not discussing what was preceding adam if there's homo sapien and adam's the first sold homo sapien but bottom line is 6 000 years from the birth of adam or at least from the time his soul was put in to this thousand years go on but that thousand years could go on forever i'm just catching up people who don't know this tradition so go ahead here's where i was going at with this idea of becoming the light this conscious they say that the idea of the singularity which is when a moment when artificial intelligence becomes conscious that the amount of speed and the amount of technological improvements that will happen will be so radically fast that we will not be able to keep up and there will be something that happens where there's no more jobs because robots are taking over and you think maybe that's dystopian i don't i think that it's the most awesome place for humans to be where they no longer have to rush around to work a job but instead they get to be the person they're meant to be because they come to a place of anything is possible here you can create whatever you want here this metaverse world we seemingly are not in the first iteration of the simulation since we are creating creations of a creation of a creation of a creation so what does that entail does that mean that we're nothing more than a non-stop spiral of of beauty that is non it will never ever be able to under be understood or known i will be what i will be i am what i am and yet we are still part of it and yet we are also starting to try to become like it so that we are like in essence a creator by thought and thought alone you know what you're reminding me of you're reminding me of my frustration in relation in the last 30 years of being with serious kabbalistic people and my frustration with them that they were fine to live in idea alone and now you're telling me that the whole world could move its way to exactly where they were but could never explain to me that the urgency i felt to help the kid on the street was um you know obviously they didn't stop me from helping the kid on the street so they understood that there's a kid on the street and then i'm going to help that kid but they they never stopped me but they themselves didn't sense they they themselves didn't feel the urgency because because the flower if you ever looked at a flower or if you stand like too close to a to a to a mural on the wall on the city street if you're standing with your nose against you might say well that's ugly but if you just back up you'll see oh wow yeah i didn't realize there's a whole picture here so so what you're saying is that we can finally get to the top what's called in hebrew to be in the itself which is the there's no english for but you'll be within the idea itself of the the idea of creation like god's idea of the creation not to mention the fact that this creation never left i mean those who know this stuff that the creation never left the idea meaning it never left the mind because the second if anything leaves the mind of god it ceases to exist in that very moment and so everything never left the idea and so the world is finally getting to the point what you're saying until until we will we will be able to manifest from idea rather than manifest from coal burning to make fire to to to harness fire to power cities but we will live in the light of the idea which is meaning in in kabbalah that will live there and it's very interesting the word kabulis teaches the word which is the purest purest form of of here of idea is if you play with the letters it's means potentiality and ma means of all that all that could ever be the potentiality of all that could ever be is but you're saying it never had to in it we can get back to where it all re unites with the what's called like the supernal that man's evolving his way out of the physical oh that's so interesting because adam his curse was he had to go out into the physical and work which means harnessing fire which means schlep in the coal from here to there and so that you can make the heat so that you can stay warm and feed your family with with the you know the truck moving the vegetables across the states and and you're saying that when we get back to the garden getting back to the garden means no longer having to be involved in in sweating it out in some cubicle in some office in some building somewhere so that you can feed a family that can't even recognize you by the time you got home um in parks and pushing your kid on the swing and i i think it's a double-edged sword uh there's a part of it that i think that is this beautiful utopian conceptual idea but at the same time it's also the world of toilets that are coming out now that can actually tell what's in your urine and in your feces and so let's just pretend i go out on a night with some friends and uh i come home the next day and i go to the restroom and then i get a message in my bathroom that says you're fired you went to a party last night and had some illicit drug you're fired up that's like that that's a little scary to me so meaning meaning uh we can be so easily trapped right there's there's this level of it's really weird yomtov there's a there's a thing that's always happened with humanity right since the beginning of it that we always want some kind of control over others and there's also another set of people who are always kind of lost who need that directional thing that's from the beginning of humanity right and so i feel as though the the difference between an alpha and a beta if you will be of human beings of people who are willing to go out and burn the coal kill the animals and the other ones who are like ma i'm gay or i just don't into it or i'm cool with just picking berries leave me alone whatever each their own to each their own but there's a great story about a guy who goes to a town he's never been to and they say everybody has to have a job here and they're they ask him what he's about he tells them everything and they're like wow you're so smart you should do this job and he does it he doesn't like it he does all these different jobs he doesn't like it and finally they give him the worst job which is carrying dirt from one place to the other and the guy's the most fulfilled ever each person to each their own to each their own everybody has their own thing and i think the macro of the story of what i'm trying to get at here is i am not this being i'm not my my you've said this i'm not my hair i'm not my eyes i'm not my teeth my nose i'm not a piece of me there's something intrinsic that's me it comes from somewhere else i i don't know where it is or what it is or how it is and i try to connect it as much as possible three times a day every day okay um knowing that i'm not real and knowing that i am outside of this thing that i am seeing through a video and touching when i touch i know i'm not any of these things then i am light i am energy i am nothing but a vibration right how long will it take me to get to that point how long in my evolutionary status is it going to take me to get to that point again right because that's the whole in my idea of this whole thing yum tuff the whole reason that i'm here is to learn to become light not anything else sure i'm here to learn how to be fun how to be beautiful be awesome how to be positive how to be giving how to be loving how to be sharing all of those things and if i'm not doing that i've ruined the game okay here's a question and then uh and then uh i'm going to go then i'm going to go into uh you know just reading some of the comments of questions there just to make sure there's because a lot of people are really excited about today's session uh oh and i understand i love you and thank you for allowing me to speak today i i love you i love you too and i've always i've always felt very strongly about about um what you bring to the table as you know and i respect you greatly and um you are uh you're a an extremely courageous person and um all the power to you and the blessings and and the uh and your your though you may have looked at times at people who played the game and looked like they were winning the you're laughing your way to the bank by being so cutting edge courageous and i've recognized it and i've considered it as all my years as because we known each other forever i've considered it as a um as you set the standard for me to not look at the odds to not be conservative in in my moves such that i can make a difference and i meet plenty of people who just don't make a difference they they have the goods but they don't make the difference and they're just too busy looking in the rearview mirror you know like driving on the dashboard and looking out the back window imagine that so what's everyone gonna say and uh so you've been a real role model for that for me and for i'm sure countless others um i'm i'm so here's my question my question is um for something as powerful as a digital universe the that that is coming to the light i'm already able to answer this question so i almost don't want to answer it ask it but could it be that because the people behind it don't know the first thing about truth that it can't therefore be a kosher vessel but i'm gonna answer the same question i'm going to answer and that is that is that there something i said to drew earlier is that god's anyway working through all of this it's all you know god's working through everything and everyone and and if the jews weren't supposed to lose a third of their people in world war ii at the hands of the nazis the uh you know hitler would have died as a you know of a brain aneurysm when he was a teenager you know the um the you know and it's not that they're off the hook believe me and all of us have to sleep and that's what drew and i started with was all of us will have to sleep in the bed we made we're all gonna have to sleep in that bed and the um but yeah so i guess that would have been your answer paul that you're that it doesn't matter who makes this thing the main thing is that it's time uh yeah i i yeah i i think that's hard there's so much to it young there's so much to this thing that we're talking about you know because on one level we're just talking about the physical aspect of life and then on the other aspect we're talking about this ethereal connection thing and we're trying to bridge the gap between the two science is doing it it's philosophy's doing it we've been doing it forever right but the the higgs boson particle the god particle or the spirit molecule which is dmt so all of these ideas are these these hopes and dreams in my opinion of humanity to try and grasp an idea that is so they talk about planck's constant uh planck's constant is a mathematical idea that once you go down nine levels you just can't understand it and i can break it down real simple if we look at an atom we break down an atom to its parts uh electron proton neutral you break that down you get into quarks you get down we're only five layers down and we're already into invisible idle nodes right so anything else we're already into weird philosophies and string theories and things that don't make sense because we can't understand it the 11 the 11 uh walls uh to the corners to go see god's face which you will never see right so i think there's a part of it that is that that as we are here as we are separated from the creation the creator and we have this ten layers this nine ten layers of separation we're not meant to see we're not meant to know we're not meant to we're figuring out boys we're meant to run we're meant to scream and love and eat and we're meant to do those things but in my trips and my dmt trips when i've reached that pinnacle place it was a place of absolute nothingness and absolute freedom but no action no words need to be spoken no thoughts need to be had it's nothing right it's a nothingness which is before there was something there was nothing yeah and but but mind you that nothing this is the most amazing beautiful place i've ever been and i can't wait to go home i can't wait i pray for it on a daily like yo you want to take me right now i'm good buddy i know what home feels like so ain't issues here and i and i have a feeling and this is my own ego probably speaking but i hope to god that i have a nice really nice little camp that i can go to when i get there that's already been built and made for me because of of the things i've done or the people i've changed or the things i've said oh god i hope to pray that that's what i'm doing because my life at times feels like a waste i've you know how i feel my depression my own things yeah so if i'm not in a place where i feel that at the end of the game i did something to have my own little plot of land in the in the ever after then i did something wrong young dog i did something wrong here right i'm not i i don't i'm not i'm not worried about that at all um for you or for all of us it's just that what that plot of land is formed by is uh is likely of least expected um meaning meaning it will probably be the times where no one will ever ever know you did that thing for somebody you know it's the it's the guy fast asleep that wakes up to the 20 bill you know that um and you weren't with a friend who saw you put the twenty dollar bill you know um it's it's those things and um and really those things and and we we we and and it's also doing those things not having in mind that you're that it's for the plot of land but it's for the guy to wake up to it which is also an interesting thing is to get rid of the plot of land thought while giving the 20 bucks to the guy who's fast asleep so um but i think that comes from being involved in that thought process and then it's almost like the same thing as like being an entertainer or like for me like a magician i don't think about the practice of the magic trick when i'm doing the effect i think of the moment and how to make that moment the best moment for the people who are watching i don't care about anything else at that point it's my that's my job is to create this moment that someone comes to me 10 20 30 years later and says bro i still have your fork i still have that that card you signed in my wallet like when someone does that to me that's amazing but real made means to me is i went on a date in new york four months ago i went the wrong street take a ride i take a while i didn't know where i was a guy walks up to me says hey man i know you six years ago you were homeless in new york you were doing this thing where you were writing about how you wanted to be homeless for 30 days to see if you could make it from zero i was like yeah i remember that he goes yeah well i met you on 110th street you were smoking a joint and you were homeless you had no nothing and i was like yeah because i came to you up on a bicycle you asked me to join me i sat down you walked with me from 110th street to 59th street to where you slept every night and the whole time you told me how life is beautiful how everything's awesome how you're broken you have nothing and things are okay he goes i haven't stopped thinking about you for six i years my my wife was leaving me i was losing my children i didn't have a job i was going to kill myself the night i met you really swear to god it's all on video it's on my instagram the minute i saw him and he said that to me i started freaking out i had to film it um and so to me in the moment where i was in that moment in my life at the precipice of him telling me i was in a very weird state of place i was very depressed i was very this on the other and it was this moment that was just like yo you'd never ever know who you are going to touch and talk to so you best be ready to always be happy and always be good doesn't matter if you're depressed doesn't matter if you're angry doesn't matter and i know i'm totally veering off in a million places but uh who's the nlp uh the seventh day i'm in israel his best friend passes away the uh the the um the man who started age uh rabbi weinberg you were there when you were on your seventh day whenever it was the seventh day the seventh day i was in israel oh that's quite uh we're standing next to each other let's get dog you have no idea how much it how much israel and you and ace messed with my heart my brain my everything oh god you have no idea uh blisket and i are standing next to each other he's on the steps there are thousands of jews in the street thousands of jews in the street all crying blizzcon i was one of them i know blisking i stop i look at him and i'm like bro how are you smiling best response i've ever heard in my life ready my friend wouldn't want me to be any other way [Laughter] i'm done i'm done i didn't know what to say i didn't know what to do i didn't my mind was below he became my best friend as well as you and uh i walked with him every single day that he came to class i would walk him out of the of the hotel and walk him to his bus because i was in love with him i was just like i was in love with you you still am i would do anything for you i mean look at the stories we have with the kids remember when they were all going to kill us i was thinking today to go out to the desert to do that right again oh man so you know i'm going out there tomorrow i'll be out there tomorrow actually i wish i was in israel man there's a friend of mine who lives in jerusalem beautiful woman she um she does watsu have you ever heard of watsu bro this is really cool it's this idea i have a couple people that do it in israel but her in particular she puts you in a pool and they kind of swim with you it's amazing yeah yeah the people that have the most amazing breakthroughs sure um because of the way that they're tossed or taught oh man it's so beautiful it's a very um it's almost like you can reenact the rebirth you know a lot of my programs will i don't know if did we do this for you i don't know but some of my programs all determine that we need to rebirth somebody because of his upbringing or his childbirth yeah we did that was that you did we do that way when i did the houdini act remember and then when i came back you were like no no no this guy so just to catch everyone up paul disappeared from a program that i was i've been running it now for 21 years i have like 11 000 graduates and i'm flying saturday night i feel so i'm glad this is our last session this week because because i'm going to be in new york next week and i don't know if i have time to do it while i'm in new york but to keep doing this at 11 eastern but um the once in a while i determined that the only way to heal this person or at least this part of this person because we all have lots of layers to heal but the only way to heal this person is we all have to hold him like that woman probably does in the pool and my wife's done that for me and i've i've done it back in the pool but um because the pool holds you and then the person's holding you by the head and just guiding you around the pool until you just don't know where you are and you're kind of you can go full amniotic sac you know back to before it all but you can have humans hold a person through that i've we've so far held two um two crippled people who came to me to be able to walk again and um one is absolutely fine he's a medical miracle and the other one the arthritic deterioration in his hips is such that he may have to have like hip replacements but i believe he's going to make it and um and uh oh and there's a third a third who's now paraplegic and i have to send a text to find out because i i set him up such that he should be you know i challenged him to start taking some steps so so let's see what happens there um i i want to sing a song i want to see yeah yeah so yeah so i'm gonna sing a song and um uh obviously the singer who sings the song he'll be in the background is you know one of the greatest singers of all time so i can't exactly match his vocal quality and i just let it 12-hour uh paul were you ever at my 12-hour food meditation on two bishop the all-night oh yeah of course yeah you were there so i just led that which means hours and hours of singing throughout for 12 hours straight so throughout the night so and my voice still isn't back on saturday you know come sunday in new york i'm already leading again and then we got a whole other you know ceremony of the possible you for sunday monday tuesday wednesday that's men if anyone wants to fly into new york that's going to be men um and then uh and then the following week sunday monday tuesday wednesday will be women's all non-work hours so it's all day sunday monday tuesday wednesday night and then the following week so that's next week's men's following weeks women's for that s that session and you can go to rabbahyomtov.com to to register for that um it's uh it's pretty intense and also if anyone does want to be there i'm just telling you now that you have to have a clean bill of health to do it um psychologically you have to be someone who's no history or evaluation of any psycho psychosis bipolar any any type of thing that's uh um schizophrenia anything like that you have to be someone who can be pushed to the edge and then over it so and and so if you're not someone strong enough to go through that but that's how you give birth to yourself it's all through surrender and in fact we quoted the talmud and running a crazy piece of talmud i never saw before last week it said that the the the um demolition of the elders and if you had if the elders say demolish and the younger say build demolish because the demolition of the elders is the building wait yeah i have a question yeah let us just let that settle in real quick if um wait wait uh rachel turn off your camera for a sec please okay turn off your camera yeah um wow so cool to see you um one sec the dem i'm gonna say it again just so it locks in the demolition if the if the elders say demolish and the younger say to build demolish because the demolition of the elders is the building and what that means is to to knock out what's not working that's not authentic it doesn't have proper core the core is not right and the elders get that whereas the younger just say build you know like who cares what's who cares what's going on you know like we we don't we don't need that um uh rachel the uh without putting your camera on the the uh because there's a lot of uh hasidic men who watch this on tour anytime the uh they they it's better your camera's off for your question but hit your question and just amazing i haven't seen you in a while i hope you're welcome yeah hi yeah i am i have a question you're saying the course um whoever i know someone close to me um i want him to do it but he's bipolar whatever one of those things so it's not good for him to come or um if he's medicated and stable for a long time and he's committed to staying medicated he could be there but it would be good if he uh whatsapps me and we have a little talk or at least a little messaging back and forth just so i can guarantee that it would be good for him okay gotcha thank you i'm here to help not to hurt yeah thanks okay let's get the song going i don't know what's gonna happen my voice i'll do it last thing i just want to tell you real quick abraham uh remember abraham uh i know a couple hours oh so he was from mexico and he used to hang out with me and brandon a lot he actually became a hypnotist he's in spot yeah avraham yeah yeah yeah he has a little he had a little punk little brother um hanging around in later years later that's crazy i would never know who you're talking about in a million years except that yesterday i have a guest and he he's showing me some of the influencers he's got on youtube and he shows yeah there's this guy named avraham and shows me there's my student who was a student with you avron in spot and and i'm like yeah he was my student he says oh yeah actually he's mentioned your name a few times on the thing that's amazing so yeah i gotta check it out because i'm just i'm i'm i was so proud i forgot to actually click on it and then in after this send me a message on facebook i have somebody who wants to take your wife's course who went to see abraham and was like oh and i was like you need to take the the possible you uh female version with um no i leave the female version my wife sorry i thought your wife was no she was but she went full mom we had so many little kids in the house and she was like i can't look myself in the mirror doing this so so i took it over but i have an amazing crack staff of women that backed me up throughout i'm not worried really amazing women one of my commitments by the way i want to tell you one of my commitments this year is five women running it five men running it meaning by january 2023 there's ten of me just for that program and i developed six more of them so the the one that's out there now it's gonna be next week but it's an executive one it's like a snobby executive one no one needs to bother with that but it's called the mission it's finding your life's mission remember rabbi weinberg who passed away on the seventh day you were there remember the five levels of pleasure were you know physical pleasure love mission four is living your mission and then the fifth is is is total um becoming one with god those are the pleasures of life so i developed a seminar called the mission it's 12 hours broken into three days and i'm running uh i've run it now i did a virtual one i did i took a group of business leaders to texas you know without going into great detail you can imagine those there were some images yeah you're in texas i'm in houston what yeah wow yeah i took them out to a 40-acre pad from heaven and and led them through the mission with uh you know some very interesting experiences during it you can imagine and uh we did the mission and um and then we did and so um but then there's six more seminars there's another there's a a 12-hour one called desire a 10-hour one called desire which is crazy how to get your desire locked in and and how to like aim it and nail it and then there's uh there's one called time that you paul would love and drew you'd be in the time too but there's one called time and that's really how to get back to pure consciousness outside of time and the uh it's funny it's called time but the whole point of it is to get rid of it do you ever come to california um i come to california but only to serve okay um okay i come to california my parents live on the on the cliffs in in malibu oh okay yeah where do you live in california i'm in northern california the bay area nice where where in bay boleo i'm about uh 20 minutes outside of oakland 40 minutes uh sacramento nice nice yeah so my mother grew up in sacramento and okay and that's my wife's room i surfed the whole entire coast so i would be at ocean beach in sunset district say cisco once a month i was surfing ocean beach my little brother serves man i i don't know how he does it but he does it okay here we go listen to this song check out the song and then we're gonna end this session because uh i wanted to tell you too uh uh the first time i heard you sing was that hannah's song was your brother your big brother or your little brother is that your little brother your big brother my oldest brother yeah you're oldest younger but he's you know older than me yeah yeah man he named he i was like this is it this is the one if you remind me i'll whip it out on guitar and go for it you know but uh i had this song in mind um i don't know if i'll be able to sing it but i'll do my best michael mcdonald of the doobie brothers this is a doobie brothers song and michael mcdonald is just like like heroin voice and um and by the way uh if you want to hear one of the greatest live concerts ever which which should mean it's like in the last year because who would have good sound tech but it's i think it's 1972 santa barbara doobie brothers which is just an insane sound and one of the best shows you'll ever see um anyway but listen to this it says the very first words are i've heard it said that the weight of the world's problems is enough to make the ball fall right through space you hear that i've heard it said about the way i've heard it said that the weight of the world's problems is enough to make the ball meaning the world the earth fall right through space the song's called i'm here to love you meaning forget all the problems just love each other so it goes like this [Music] i've heard it said that the weight of the world's problems is enough to make the ball fall right through space that it ain't even worth it to live with all that's going on you let me just go down and say that i'm glad to be here here with all the same pain and laughs everybody knows some men think they're born to be king now maybe that's true but i think passing love along is all we were born to do let them build their kingdom let them make their laws for this world to heed oh you and i make life worth living right here in each other's arms i'm here to love you no more loneliness yeah no more emptiness i'm here to love you sex [Music] let them build their kingdoms let them make their laws for this world to heal oh you and i make life worth living right here in each other's arms i'm here to love you no more loneliness yeah no more emptiness [Music] check out these last words just let me go on loving you don't stop me now when i'm feeling this way just let me go [Music] don't stop me now when [Music] anyway that's on uh an album called uh minute by minute that's one of the albums that plays cover to cover you can just put it on and let it play and it will my dad ran that out to the ground yeah have you ever heard that one drew minute by minute the whole album yeah man my dad used to that's what i was raised on was that stuff you know i caught on the rapid hip-hop late i used to get them out okay everyone i'm not going to read everything now i'll read the i'll read the comments a little later um lots of love to you all an amazing shabbat this week we learned the portion of mount sinai so it's like this is the portion it's it's called jethro which in hebrew is yitro but um but everything's j is yud you know just like a jew is a yuhudi so it's called yitro or jethro or for us ashkenazi israel and or israeli um this week's parsha is by the way it's the name of moses father-in-law because he came to see moses um but um there there's uh by the way nothing in the torah is chronological meaning some stuff's chronological clearly egypt's before sinai but there's not a lot of chronologies all over the place because it's super cobblistic expialidocious throughout the book and it's there's so meaning you know there's a whole discussion did jethro come after the you know the thx surround sound sinai thing or did he come before it did he did he hear about it and that's why it came and um anyway so the um and it's also jethro came with his daughter at sephora and moses's two sons because when he went to egypt he didn't bring his wife and two kids into egypt he left them with his with her father jethro yitro so uh anyway bottom line is that's this week this week's the revelation the revelations like i'll just give you one crazy thing about the revelation is according to most opinions that if you had a video camera i mean it'd be hard to have a video camera 333 years ago by the way this is year three three three three from cyanide which is cool to know about i've been waiting for this year you know it's three three three three and i've been literally telling people yeah this year is 3329 years this is 3 30 years since mount sinai so anyway this year's three three three two and um and the uh what i want to say about it is um oh is that if you had a video camera there and you were filming you know the you know there's the mountains on fire god's like giving prof national prophecy never happened before this is the only time in all of history where where the prophecy is not coming through one person and by the way the word prophecy in in in the it biblically means something totally different than the way the modern world uses it the modern world uses that as a pivotal teacher you know so they'll want to say that a pivotal teacher was a private prophet something totally different i mean a prophet when they're getting prophecy they're rolling around on the ground like getting you know like you have to prophet needs a change of clothes wherever he goes and they and and they're not saying anything they're getting majorly like they're having a they're having a hardcore uh a prophet's having a hardcore um uh power search because why don't you have prophecy right now because there's step down converters keeping you from from going insane from such a thing but when someone got to the level of prophecy god could take off all the step down converters do a power search for that one individual now if suddenly let's say for example on our group here let's say max on the screen got prophecy would we hear it or would max aired if he got the prophecy he would hear it not us well think about it if there's prophecy at mount sinai did we all would we hear it so the question is what if you put a video camera which has a microphone and a camera sight and sound would you see anything so according to most opinions of the kabbalistic natures which is the only one you'd be asking about really when you're talking about such things the kabbalistic opinions is nothing nothing there would have been nothing there all you get is just a little mountain no it's a smaller mountain surrounded by bigger ones and uh and it's very hidden no one ever will know where it is um and it um it it would just be nothing but a mountain if you'd hear anything it would be the people dropping and squirming in full convulsions you know three million of them in full convulsions and our tradition is they they died they they just wound up after the convulsions they were dead and god brought them back to line they all ran for their lives and moses and some angels came and like come on back come on back and they uh the second commandment hit and again convulsions everyone fell to the ground so if anything you would have heard the convulsions you probably would have heard some screaming you probably would have heard them hit the ground but uh nothing else why because prophecies only experienced by the person having the prophecy pretty crazy thought anyway that's this week so everyone should have that in mind over the sabbath from sundown friday afternoon till sundown saturday night until there are three stars in the sky in the sky sundown friday three stars saturday because we always want to add a little going into the holy day and you want to take it out as late as possible so at least three stars in the sky okay everybody that's love love you all be well um oh if people want to uh subscribe obviously what am i supposed to say here subscribe uh and get notices if you want um what else can people do to get closer to me i i put up my whatsapp if you want to be in my whatsapp i leave a lot of statuses just my thoughts throughout the day if you want to be in those you can just got a pen you can put down my number and the reason i give out my number is not just for this but also um you know sometimes someone winds up in trouble and uh needed help and they're in steep stuff and you know that god forbid they could hurt themselves and they uh so i always said to myself like i think it's um i think it's important that they could reach out to me i've never lost anybody in all these in 30 years of helping people so so i always put my number out there and and the other thing is uh an interesting question is you know you'd probably think well gosh you know put your number on you're crazy sure you want that out in the whole world yeah and but i would i would teach oh by the way one of those seven seminars is called trust and i'm gonna ask you guys how many times since i've been putting my number out there how many times do you think he's it's bit me in the butt zero trust is one of those things that if you give it you'll get it if you give it you can live in a world of trust and and so thank god you know i've only been able to help people as a result of of being as open as i am and as being as sharing of of myself so um anyway i generally use whatsapp and obviously people you know make sure it's time tommy uh or excuse me mr glazer could you uh i i i remember those four steps again cause you just do it one more time yeah stop say regret commit stop stop say regret commit and uh my number is oh five two eight oh sorry plus nine seven two five two eight three four four six 6 4 and if you want to be get my statuses just send me your send me a whatsapp just with your full name and i'll make a i'll put you in my connect contacts and you'll get the statuses on whatsapp um by the way i'm not pro-status by the way that people should i just know people are watching my status so i post but uh i i think you're you should be posting you're the amazing person don't don't don't live other people's lives live your life yeah okay everyone shalom uh five two eight three four four six six four plus nine 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