How drunk should you get?

which is purum um obviously people think y Ki is the Holy House holiday in the year and and it is kind of but we at least play with the fact that purm is the holiest and the and but it's holy in ways that are very hidden like there's no way to truly understand it and in fact the mitell is to get Beyond understanding to drink alcohol the way we celebrate this holiday besides reading the the Book of Esther and uh various other Mitzvah of the day the but the main way it's celebrated is using alcohol um although it doesn't clearly State alcohol it says which means to use to to use herbs to go beyond uh your ability to comprehend the difference between good and evil which is it should be a quick reminder that it must be time about the Garden of Eden and in fact the first mention of the villain of purm is Hamman which his that sequence of letters he is is the first time in the Torah is mentioned When God Says ham Hamin from the tree what tree the tree of knowledge of Good and Evil and so how much you supposed to drink the amount tell you can no longer tell the difference between good and evil meaning you can't tell the difference between Aram uh curs C is hmon and and blessed is Mor now the words cursed is hon and the words blessed Mor equal the same amount actually they both together equal 502 hardly a coincidence but the this cursed is ham is 52 and and and blessed is morai is 52 and 502 is the drunk driving code of California no don't ask how I know that but yeah I grew up in California and no one want to get a five 2 it's the only one that everyone had knew the code of which was a 502 which is the numerical value of their of their names now uh this name this word da da is a very interesting word um DA has to do with do or Das which is knowledge and and the word the word Das is is interesting when it comes to knowledge so for example to to know something is is does like you know something but you know something separate than you like for example if you knew this book really well which is uh it says I will run towards your commandments so if you knew this well it doesn't mean you are it it means you know it like there's it and there's you you and it you and it so knowing it well would be um like really knowing this book by heart would be like someone who has D of the book like he fully knows the book but he isn't the book okay no one would make the mistake that he is the book you know and but I think we all should have that goal that we would become we would become so at one with it now let's talk about times we see the word to know so the the knowledge is used as the conjugal relationship between Adam and Eve it says Adam knew kava and and so there it says that you know that he knew her which means they were together and then they had these these two kids G Ken and then they had a havo right can and Abel and we know that that's a knowing but what kind of knowing is that that's a knowing after the fruit of after the forbidden fruit after the the sin of eating from the Tree of Good and Evil so we know that there's a knowing and what kind of knowing it's a knowing where two become one right that that's called knowing is when they cohabitate when they have intimate relations that's two becoming one and and you know that's the relations between the two of them but the two of them they knew each other before they sinned from the gold golden calf and it was um pre sorry did I say golden C how you doing welcome that chair around there so they they knew each other before the sin of the fruit of the knowledge of Good and Evil well what kind of knowledge did they have when they were together when Adam and Eve were together before the sin of the fruit of eating of the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil before they ate that fruit was there any distinctions was there because what is the distinction between good and evil it's distinction they ate from the Tree of Distinction but before they ate from the tree distinction everything was one they in fact were born one Adam and Eve were born a male female Adam was born a male female reality and then she separated from them from him but there why was she separated from him to be his wife then they eat from the fruit then it says he knows her which is a very strange language should be you have to drink or but ad yeah it's it's really saying drink on purum to the point where you are pre sin pre knowledge of pre- knowledge of the tree of Good and Evil drink till everything's one drink till everything's one get to that level well what is that level and there's a there's a very deep T to that meaning because intention is everything everything's set and setting in life you want to have the right mindset and you want to have the right setting so right now we're developing the right setting by learning about porm before we get in sorry mindset developing the right mindset by learning about porm the setting will be porm sudas chabis like you want to be in the places the right times you know the right people people whoy so that you can go deep with them so that's the setting and so what is the mindset of going into the Mitzvah of the suda of purm which is the main way of fulfilling that Mitzvah is through wine or I don't know what other intoxicants you're into but but to get into toxicated the intention is what's the mindset the mindset is that you want to drink until you're at one that you're at one which is very interesting that it's that that it's compared to the day of atonement and think of the word atonement is at onement because when you sin you're separating yourself from God when you atone for your sin you're at one with God and the word atonement like yum Kipper the day of atonement is dead at one Min it spells in English and the drinking on porm is to come back to being at one so what does that mean what what does it mean to to be at one to get to the point of before the sin of the eating of the fruit of Good and Evil meaning the tree the tree of Distinction the tree of separation of One Versus two separateness what does it mean to get there so what it means is to be to be your knowledge to be meaning it's not you and then the knowledge of the book but it's to be it totally it's to be it I ride uh I ride exotic mountain bikes not because I'm a Mountain Bike Snob and want the fancy bike the reason I want is because I don't want there to be a bike you understand if you're riding a nice enough bike me you have really nice bike that's really performing the way it could be down the trails especially the technical Trails of Israel which are Super Rocky and steep what you're really looking for is that the bikes disappears there is no bike you want the kind of stereo system that doesn't exist you know it's playing the music with such Clarity of both the the all the the low frequencies the mid-range the high frequencies are so perfect that there is no stereo that you become the music when the Jewish people were at Mount Si they they weren't experiencing the Revelation at Mount Si as something separate from them that's why they were able to see the see the sounds because they were they were the Revelation they were part of it they were within it it wasn't me and then I'm looking at a revelation hearing God give the first two Commandments it's like they were already seeing it which means they were within it where you're you're you're in the being of it this is also a goal in our marriages that that you don't want to just be married to this person you want to you want to be one like like one totally one with this person that you you and this person are I mean it could take years I suppose but eventually to get to the point where it's just like it's like you're you're both drops of water in the same pool where you're just one with it so I think we all have a sense of when we're there when we're there when we're in that Oneness when we're in the vibrations themselves and and that's the intention you we're going to drink or intoxicate ourselves till he didn't know who's he he's Adam when was that in the past tense the past tense meaning before the eating of the fruit of the knowledge of Good and Evil meaning before the fruit of Distinction separation that that's where we're doing and that's why it's the highest day it's the highest day because it's it's the point of creation the point of creation really would be Adam and Eve in the garden before they ate from the fruit that would be the point of creation of course you know clearly God had other things in mind because we've got this whole history going on and you know so things are you know there's a lot happening in this world beyond the Garden of Eden but we're going back to the Garden of Eden on por so why this whole story migil aester where the king's hidden because King's hidden we're really in it we're there already you just can't see it it's all happening now just can't see it it looks like all our enemies surround us it looks like the whole world's turned into amalik again with their anti-Semitism we got the Enemy Within uh with the the Arabs in the country uh it's all part of there's something about being in this physical world inside this Matrix in the story where you don't see God and somehow God's in all this and we're supposed to experience this on porm porm is a chaotic day and Milla is a chaotic story and drinking wine is is chaotic you know when you're sober things are order right there's order in chaos order chaos yeah and so wine adds chaos to the day it's a chaotic story it's a chaotic day and it's a chaotic world but the wine that puts the chaos internally you have to internalize the chaos and you get to the point where the chaos is so internalized that that there's an there's an a super order a super order of beyond the Beyond this world a super order which is the shim's order the Ala the AL sh the Oneness the one of Hashem that's that's beyond the separation and notice that you're not allowed to drive while you're drunk because you can't make proper decisions you can't make proper distinctions you know you're you're a danger and that's the time that's where we're asked to get on P to get to this this place of Oneness where everything is one so may we all be blessed I bless you guys that you should get there get there in the in the most special way to create the most memorable perm that you can't remember because it was you were there like you got to the point of the Oneness it's the ultimate noetic effect of U being able to know without being able to explain what you know which is also very high place of knowing why you know very special place to me which is the fancy word it's called noetic noetic n o tiic noetic where you know something absolutely like with total certainty yet you could never explain it in a million years noetic and that's where we're going on P is to that noetic place to ad to get to that noetic place where you can't even to explain it but you know so deeply forever and ever amen good point