Rabbi Yom Tov Glaser: 'The Undefined Lecture'

shut up and welcome to Asia tour here in the old city of jerusalem it and the practical spirituality course overlooking the Temple Mount and the question on the board right now is what's wrong with marrying Gentiles or cohabitating with Gentiles and so that's what we're dealing with right now and what we spoke about what we're speaking about now is the is the actual covenant of circumcision which I do have a class online on tour knee time just about circumcision itself which is quite an detailed on the subject you know of that particular covenant I'm sorry that particular commandment but the main thing for us is that the covenant with God which is which is the bris milla the circumcision is not it's not just some like random sign between the Jewish people in the end god it's not a random sign it's because specifically that is the place with the most nerve endings on your entire body meaning if you got a lot of nerve endings also in your eyes and I made a broth on that rainbow who saw the rainbow rainbow so I just saw that rainbow and I was like immediate brought I'm out of gratitude of one of the more beautiful rainbows I've ever seen in my life and I know observant Jews like to say rainbows are booed you know but okay but we got a if we got a brother to say on it which are for gratitude so it must be that things of beauty which is one of the things you make freckles own is anything beautiful like that you make a bra huh when you see the ocean you make a breath up okay when you when you if there's blessings on moments of grandeur and one of those moments of grandeur is a rainbow and it's not only that's a very positive bra that God remembers his covenant and he keeps it keeps his word it's that like it's very interesting it's all about integrity and every single line of the breathless just that God has integrity when he promises something so I guess integrity must be a thing of beauty too maybe if we keep our integrity will people start making a broke on you so you had a point you with me yeah you ever tried that no it's a really ugly person yeah I mean that's rough I finally found my first really ugly person to make it brought home and I was like can you hold still for a minute while I look this up because I couldn't remember what the brothel was so anyway but I found the brother they held still and I'm like and I'm going down the brothers I'm like rainbow ocean particularly ugly person yeah that's you oh ha yeah but it's not really an ugly person it's not an ugly person the blessings on a on a on a unique person like someone is super strange and I've made the brought him many times and I I made one a year ago upon a person it was a with full-sized legs that was cool that was amazing you guys ever seen you know what a is like full where there's like no real limbs to them but big torso so this had big tour some heat that big so this person had their entire head to their waist was this big on full-size legs it was the coolest thing ever it was so amazing and so I was just immediately made the broth oh by the way the brothers ease you know we'll look it up and have people hold still it's mission a hob ryote try that mission a how good it means he makes different creatures okay so it makes different creatures and they so misciagna in Faraj cannot as we say Michonne am Bria's you ever made the brother know you can make it yeah I mean you can go to a freak shop make it too specifically maybe then you make a chef I know if you made in a year but the notion okay let me make a brother both in a minute them shikaku neighborhood where the nerve endings are you got big nerve endings on your ears that's why yours are so sensitive to distinguish frequencies of sound your eyes incredible distinction of sight your taste buds like amazing distinction you can tell if something's turned it's like not good for you you you can taste amazing you know distinctions and taste but of all the places on the body where the most nerve endings are is is the Covenant of the circumcision that's the spot and and that's our covenant with God why well God lined your entire body with pleasure sensors because the whole point of the game is gratitude is to recognize your source in the pleasure of your life recognize the source of the pleasure that's the ultimate thing you know if someone gives you a big juicy burger and fries that they you know barbecued up for you you're gonna say thank you for that but you a lot bigger thing he's gonna come after your first bite okay someone brews an amazing beer you thank him when he hands it to you you're really gonna thinking once you taste it there's distinctions in the creation and that when you distinguish those creations especially with something pleasurable so Thanksgiving is what you do that's just the way it goes and what is Thanksgiving is connection that's the ultimate connection when you give thanks you're connecting and that's why the word for toda in Hebrew is from the word yoohoo da you know so if you look at God's name okay let's let's just do this carefully are you taking notes of started call yeah don't please don't do that here yeah you're either with me so if you look God's name I'm putting out a little deal with that names you wouldn't do that in school so good and then a space for the next letter I'm putting a blank cuz you can't erase God's name and then there's the hey and then the love and then the hey that's God's name right now if you have and that's gonna be really important for what we're talking about here but now when you want to go to Thanksgiving so Thanksgiving is going to be very connected to all this the the word is in the word that we first kind of get it is from Jew Judah's name when land names Yehuda and she calls him she calls me who died so let's look at that good and hey involved and then you you borrow this part of the the final hey over here I'm sorry you use the dog no that's gonna be another thing that was unique but the anyway but that's you who does you see God's name there so Thanksgivings got god's name in it you ready for this part this is the cool part cool part is the word is - who does you know what - who that means - does crazy words you know what it means it means - to resonate with something or someone when you're like when you're vibrationally resonating with something like I mean just anything someone comes in the room is super happy they'll like bring you up someone who's like kind of down will like bring everyone down you know your you'll be resonating like when I walk down the street I resonate really strong so like people just look up and smile when I walk by you know that feeling when that happens and me don't you wish it happen all the time you know what you guys are all so beautiful today we got to just say hi to the hi - they always tell me to show every wave come earlier next so anyway the anyway but when you resonate with something so you're in that form of of to God in all of these mean they'll ultimately mean God's name they also mean Thanksgiving thanks or I just really put the word gratitude you all mean God they all mean gratitude and they all mean they all mean they'll me jus because that is a Jew in Hebrew yahoodi and so when you have gratitude you're really putting it all together between Jew gratitude and God these are all like these are it's one thing and and this is all so amazing to understand for if you guys ever noticed like Judaism kind of has a little TMI like too much information have you know say I think the amount of books that were that you know just just to study the Tanakh but understand it which means you're gonna need the Mishnah and you're the Gomorrah and you're gonna need the Michonne him and you're gonna need the Aqua and him and you're gonna need the modern-day responsive based on modern technology and everything it's just a massive met an F massive amount of info but what is all that info all that info is just splitting hairs of distinctions of things you thought were a subject but once you click on it you get to another website that distinguishes it well distinctions and taste is when you're gonna thank the guy for the IPA you know the Indian Pale Ale craft beer cuz it's only when you distinguish what kind of beer he really handed you it's only when you distinguish something of beauty that you really get your gratitude going you know like any husband can send his wife flowers on their anniversary bring his wife flowers on his way home from work going out for their anniversary any husband can do that but it's when you bring your wife something that is like so exemplifies your understanding of her facets the distinctions of your spouse that when you bring something home that that so clearly recognizes who she is that's gratitude gratitude is so the more it gets distinguished the more connection that you get this is also connection because we forgot resonance which is connection so the I forgot that word we that was the two so the more the the more you your gratitude sensors are going the more connected you feel there are certain things that just can connect you to the point of addiction like for example surfing I'm serious anyone here ever any surfers in the room yeah oh we got some surface but any people who like avidly surf like like you actually we can paddle out together and tomorrow for example yeah I'm going out tomorrow morning yeah anyone wants to join me I have a 9c Iran and plenty of boards you have wetsuit everything it's cold cold you can borrow a suit where you from you've been surfing the past year I mean it's gonna be pretty big tomorrow oh great okay so you can handle overhead waves excellent so so we're gonna what's happened a little later anyway okay I hope you like beer it's part of finishing surfing right before breakfast so anyway but all of this all of this creates all of this creates connection all of this creates connection the more you're resonating with things the more you're connecting to them so now you understand why Tura has such distinction and why we split those hairs because you more the more you split those hairs rabbi we're kind of out of seats right now but I'll make the announcement for now this rabbi who feeds a family with our Thursday class so if it jingles it buys drinks if it folds of ice fishing meat okay so everyone feel free and don't and since we're dealing with these kinds of things don't forget my club that got your back club which is a it's a whole club to keep the social media going for this so please let me know if you like to be in the club so that we can optimize my social media which is super not optimized right now but I'm now in the process of getting some volunteers but ultimately I'm gonna be hiring people with the got your back club funds to get me cuz it's crazy I mean they people are like millions of people are watching Jordan Peterson who's you know obviously a genius and fabulous but but he's got like some major holes in his theology you know and there's no reason I can't be out there doing the same thing and getting on shows with him and you know but we just got to get it out there you know yeah probably one TED talk would already put me in to being able to have a live debate with Jordan Peters another that debate him I agree with everything he says basically except for these gaping holes in his theology because he's agenda you know I know blame what does he know you know besides surface reading of the Bible by the way just I always love helping people make a living so I've got to to new businesses one I just throw them out there and people sometimes grab them one is a valley parking for the myriad Shiva okay including is there something funny about valet parking for the various yeah and that was one and and which would include also a lot they could self Park with the shuttle and the that's one and the other ones called Boober Boober be you BER ok Boober is if you notice around Jerusalem you'll see working mothers and learning fathers pushing strollers around trying to get their kids to daycare and and some of them just don't look happy and so we're gonna capitalize on that and we're gonna get a whole business of buffer wrote only females buffer up who will push their stroller to the daycare and go pick it up later but ultimately we're gonna have an app where you can just say like someone take my kid you know and then a buffer rush shows up and it takes your kid what's that goober what's jouvert handles dis specially the uber uber that's very cool I thought you're gonna say was a jacking come up to Burt so okay now when you resonate with somebody when you resonate with somebody that's the ultimate connection I mean those who are single in the room all right like you know really wanting to marry somebody well who are you gonna marry the person you resonate with the most like the person who you vibrationally jive with the most is who you're gonna ultimately marry you know that's that's how you know you know that you just jive with that person vibrationally you're you groove well together and so you're gonna marry that person and that's the ultimate connection then we're back to the bris because God's creation is a it's basically built off pleasure the whole entire creation is built off pleasure and that's why all the broca's that a Jew makes is gonna be on pleasures you know we're always making our broth us on the things that bring people pleasure hey except for what I don't know it's a little bit pleasurable to see weird yeah that we do have other brothers I mean we have the Brooklyn I mean the old dimitrov that someone says in their life is is the brought over a lost loved one if they lose one of their seven closest relatives so they make the blessing of called Diane hi Amos which means the true judge that's not a blessing over a pleasure but it's what it's not a blessing over a pleasure but it is but it is one of the more special Brussels I don't want to go into the details of it but it is one of the more special Brussels you ever make yeah he was then okay here we go gang what we're going to do for the rest of the class is learn how to connect in Bravos okay we're gonna learn how to connect when we get when we say abroad that is saying brothels the ultimate ultimate connection most people think that bravas are what are in the way of the pleasure meaning I really want to eat the sandwich but I'm gonna have say Bravo first or I really want to I really got to go somewhere but I've got to say the blessing after the meal it's in the way many people Broca's are just they're like little obstacle courses to get what you want and also you notice that you can notice this a lot by the speed at which people say Broca's the quietness that people say roughness I get excited when someone's gonna say Brooklyn and then it's gone and they never because they didn't they didn't say it I didn't they whispered it and so I missed their Brava the you'll also hear like when people say Bravo's they'll say they think the word aha which means you to God they think the word at Tom means they spelled with a half but where that tie is spelled with a half but we'll cotta yeah brouhaha as I said and they also think the word how lot begins with a half is well how alum is you know melech ha-olam and these are even non Russians think how long they even think how alums with it and I understand Russians safe how alone but not Jews today see Jews not not people saying breathless so anyway and then you and then you always got these uh the other rabbis making Broca's under opus it's a big honor but suddenly those they have like this they have this huge giant Kabbalistic understanding of the word melech suddenly suddenly yeah the brother goes like this oh hey something with melet's become of great importance so we're gonna approach Broca's right now with in a meditative state and the way we do that we're gonna do it together we're going to do each word we won't have time for the whole prophet but at least we'll get through a few so we're gonna start with the word but rule and when you say the word ba rule there's mold took multiple meanings of the word Peru but the first thing you want to get and most important when it comes to the word but rule is the word humble humble because think about it you're now holding an apple you want to eat that but what's the source of the Apple what is the source of that animal and this source of the Apple is a shame meaning it might have come off you're out of a drawer in your kitchen but then it came from the market and for the market it came from the fields and from the fields it came from a shame but that Apple is a product of God you're not the source of the Apple for sure and by you making a brothel before you even made the braava you're already recognizing the source of creation so now look at let's look at the word Jew for a second what's the word Jew Yahoo D right the word Jew is I didn't put that in there son where'd you is you yeah D okay that's the word for Jew but what it means is from the word to recognize to recognize sorry to recognize source weird you who D means to recognize the source of something so like for example let's I give mayor this pin okay what do you say thank you now say thank you to do it let's do it again and this time I want you to turn around and think George thank you so weird what do you do what do you do when he said thank you to me you recognized the source of the pen I handed him the pen that's the recognition of source whenever you're giving thanks you're always recognizing the source of something you've received and so to in as a Jew our whole existence is just recognizing the source of everything that's what we're here to do is just recognize the source of things so now I'm going into a brothel I've now got an apple in my hand and I want to recognize the source I don't got a piece of fruit here minimum age no fruit oh here comes fruit mama's got a purse there's this nun oh there's a seat right there thank you so much is it a is it a really great we're good I just have to repurchase them okay the Jewish one just checking okay so now let's just think Kabbalistic Li here okay I'm gonna draw a picture of this Apple over here you still see this over there yeah so I'm gonna draw a picture of the sample right here and then maybe we'll use this gender for given the Apple a little place to be [Music] okay guys can you guys see that Apple more or less less than more but it's there okay it's off the screen yeah okay you got to start doing more production and guess it this parent so you can you can bend it a teeny bit like that just gently okay so what happens here is there's God we got God at the top of the system and God's an infinite being we know nothing about and then underneath that we have realms of worlds this is a holographic realm here we're all the ten sphero's the ten spheres are like shooting through this realm this is called Beria and then the world of Beria shoots into a new realm which is called Asiya in the world of asea so let's just say this beam is let there be vegetation on the soil that's the lid let there be a vegetation with us you know the story of genesis voracious creation so let there be veget to page vegetation we'll call this one vegetation but but it is totally intertwined with the other ten so there's no real apple apples in there somehow but so is a so is a waterfall and the Sun and the moon and everything's in there but later what happens is that that particular beam called let there be vegetation is going to come into this realm which is gonna have all these all these Moluccan that are down Moluccan means messengers there's always my looking that are coming down towards the Apple and what they do is they look towards Hashem light and they just want to be totally engulfed in God but they've got this bummer of a job because their job is Apple okay meaning they're gonna be creating an apple so like this is like it's a bit of a downer but it's a 50% of the time it's an upper okay so it's like it's like God and then you just I guess you get like a little bit of a slap it's like Apple and so it just kind of goes to the one below it and just goes Apple and the one below was just going God so I do yeah and so it just goes all the way down just like that all day long and it said that the the Pisco the the prophet Ezekiel the Prophet he said that the speed that this is moving is he only had one thing he could use in English or in Hebrew was lightening Barak he said it's like the speed of Barack the speed of lightning which is really interesting that he said it was the speed of light why because how is electricity moving right now like up this cable to to keep my phone going that's moving at the speed of its I think it's different than the speed of life but it's very fast and what's happening is that that every bit think of it every bit of that electrical cable is connecting to the source but sending something down it is not moving they're not moving they're stationary meaning every bit of cable stationary where it is and it is somehow connecting to the source of its power and then sending it down into the phone and very interestingly eschol the prophet uses the word in that description of he says the word hush mouth hush mal what is hush mommy electricity in modern Hebrew but what is it really Akash means quiet ma means speak so it's like and so the entire electrical system is coming off these Kabbalistic understandings it's amazing that the the modern-day Hebrew used the word hush mouth because it's exactly what's going on in there and exactly what rather you what rip rip you let's go but the nubby has got the profit you has go use to describe what the the maluf game which we don't have an English translation for of course they'll use the word angels but these aren't like winged things you know healing Abraham's circumcision but there they are these are these are messengers so to speak that are just harsh mal they're just they're just whoa and then or and then BOOM which you could say is shock race and then going to work you know I'd say first Dobbin get yourself in a state of awe and then go make some money and then go back to shul after you work so it's like oh and and you know connect to God but now go do something with it's not like India where it's all ah and then you know and then there's more on later they're gonna be serving rice you know we're gonna be serving chun okay it costs a lot more you gotta deal with cows and stuff like that so anyway what happens is the bottom mala I'll put it up higher so you can see the bottom mala in the end is the shape of this Apple so I'll just outline the Apple here [Music] I'm not much of an artist are you gonna get time okay there's the Apple and the and what happens at the right before the bottom and give him some wings so at the bottom the Apple there is a bottom-line mala at the end he's in a whole realm by the way this realm here is massive cuz this is our realm down here so there's another realm there's lower than that there's there are Malakand that go lower and for example the world of mineral the my life keeps moving down the system to get to mineral I mean if it was it was let there be earth upon the waters that's one of the letter B's of Genesis so that let there be earth upon the water is gonna here again is holographic so everything's intertwined but then when it starts to spread out its gonna go even lower than the Apple through the system till it gets to whatever it's gonna be because it's gonna be might be gold might be silver might be just granted but it's got to make its way down here cuz our entire creation now what all of you should be getting right now is that this Apple doesn't really exist because all of this though this apples existence as well as your existence in the existence of this room is only because we're right now in the middle of some crazy light show and we're we're at the other end of some holographic projection that that's all around us and is really awesome and it's being totally orchestrated around you think about the whole thing's being orchestrated around you all the time but you don't even exist and you're already mostly dead anyway no offense but you really mostly dead have you ever thought about that how you're mostly dead why because you have you have the part of your soul that's like way up in this realm it's it's actually it's up in the realm called what we're gonna see this brilliance here so we have a realm of your soul that's that's up I didn't do other levels but there's other levels that's called the Ojeda then you got a realm of your soul that's called the hiya then you got a realm of your soul that's called the the neshamah then you got a level whose soul that's called the Ruach and then and then you got this whole level by the way there's levels here too under this line level let's use my pinkie so it's like coming down down down down down it's called the nefesh and then right at the very bottom of it like about the level of that little white on my finger now I cut my nails on Friday so there's some light there and right about where the white is plugs in it actually has a USB cable interface to your neurons that's why you actually are can recognize you're sitting here Reggie the only reason you recognize yourself as a point of reference to sit here right now is it cuz your neurons are telling you that your neurons are reporting the vibrations coming out of my mouth right now to that little thin membrane of nefesh the actual conscious self is part of the system but think about it that little thin membrane of from your from your Yashida your hyuh your neshama your ruoff and then the very bottom of the nefesh is the only part of you that's the conscious part of you which means you are mostly dead you're mostly dead the tiny little part of you that's still in this world is this little thin membrane the bottom of the bottom of nefesh and here's the scary part scary part is that our whole fight over Konica with grapes with they didn't like that they wanted you to think and you're ready for this and you're all gonna realize how greek you are when i finish this sentence they wanted you to think that this was all of you they wanted you to think that you begin and end with your body I mean it was just like Greek you know you know like this is the beginning and end of you is your body and this is why Jews make such darn good decisions mr. Chris over there so why Jews makes such so this is why this is why Jews makes such darn good decisions is because if you know that that 99.9% of you is already upstairs and the only part of you that's even like loosely linked to you is the very thin membrane of the bottom of the nebbish and then of course your nefesh is getting every kind of like you know I want my MTV and I want my this and my smart phones running out of battery and and you know I really need those shoes I have five daughters you know I really need those shoes and and I didn't erious how many pairs of shoes were in my house actually three my wife and my daughters but what happens is when the body sends you a message saying you know let's do this so a Jew who's at least somewhat Kabbalistic eleum formed says to his or her self well as long as it can connect me further to God you know if this is gonna be a greater connection then I would consider it but if it's not connecting me more so then why would I be doing it because it's not gonna be part of anything other than just the enjoyment of the moment well enjoyment a moment might be very much connecting for example for example my favorite flavor ice cream which is coffee I love coffee unless sucker for coffee ice so but I'm gonna make a broth on that coffee ice cream and enjoy it and have it dance on my taste buds a little bit connected to God like I'm just connected and now you can't really use coffee ice cream is a great example but how about us how about a salmon steak surfing's is it easier to connect maybe well salmon steaks really nice because you're gonna use the strength to do your mitzvahs yeah surface surfing's surfing's got another thing going on it's got a first of all incredible bodies body in shape your body gets in great shape when you surf you never see a fat surfer okay surfers are in great shape being in great shape being a great shape is being in shape is one of the most important things to connect to a shoe think about it think about it think about it nice lady what's your name pearl if I were to suddenly step on your toe really hard yeah so now your body would be complaining greatly okay and you you would your whole being would be somehow like really focus on your toe because your toe really hurts right and the same would be if anyone's ever had a bad headache it's like your whole world collapses into this little spot on your head there and if someone has a bad back ache like their whole being collapsed on to that little muscle there on the back where they hurts so we collapse on tour wherever our lack of health is it becomes a voice in our head that can be consuming but when you're in great shape your body goes quiet well then the only thing left is the soul when the body voice when you're in perfect shape your body voice goes quiet and your soul voice goes up when the body's making noise you don't really hear your soul cuz the soul the body voice will consume you and so you want to be in top shape and and and but that's not even going into the gratitude of being out in nature see the oceans of wilderness you know wilderness when we hear the word wilderness in Hebrew it means mid bar right mid bar well what's that word it means mid not bear well it means wilderness but what's a wilderness wilderness is where there's no people and you're in a natural environment so the oceans one of the mid bars and the deserts a mid bar and the forest is a mid mark anywhere where there's no people around and its natural environment that's called mid bar well what's the word in Hebrew mid bear and the word mid bear means it means to speak now let's just oppose it if you're living inside a highly populated area any town or city so then what is your voice it's hard to distinguish from all the other voices we're highly influenced and especially today because today we have advertisement you know advertise you've been around for probably many years but you know today it's like whoa a full-on bombardment it's hard to know what your voice is then you got your parents voice and you've got the education systems voice and you've got the you know the the community voice and you got it's hard to know what your voice is but you get yourself out there ain't no other voice but yours and you may take you may take some time to purify what your voice says but I for sure when I got something to figure out in my life and I got decisions to make besides being a total advise freak I asked everybody advice you know I if you guys left me to my device I'd ask you advice and I passed the class sometimes advice so the but I'm a big advice guy but when it makes time when I didn't really need to work something out inside I just go to the wilderness right away and so anyway when you're surfing you're in the wilderness and you want to hear something amazing that you guys are all in my class I'm the only one you're all coming to hear what I have to say I'm the only one who was out of school since I was 11 now where did I spend all my time yes I was in the mid bar and if I wasn't surfing or if I'd already surf where was I I was mountain biking where is mountain biking amongst people no it's way out there like way out in the wilderness so this was going on for me from 11 years old till I was 23 and showed up in Jerusalem 12 years straight 6 to 8 10 hours a day it was a full moon I was out surfing from 11:00 to 1:00 at night I spent my whole life in the mid bar and so while everyone else had voices being placed in their head by God knows who cuz I don't think one person in this room on your way to your first day in the school system you know while your mommy was walking you in you know I don't think any of you stopped in the doorway and said mommy before we go in can I speak please just meet the teacher second yeah please so the teacher comes out and says oh and you said and you said I mean today you couldn't tell but and and you said um I just want to know what it is you'll be teaching us and how do you know it's true I don't think any of you did that and so it gets really hard to find your truth inside now there's truth outside and there's truth inside and you gotta learn in a walk them both cuz I meet a lot of people were way outside the realm of Torah like way outside these people are like over the edge from anything having to do with Judaism but they're Jewish and they tell me they're following their truth so I'm like well I guess when you're traveling from one place to another that's complicated Drive you don't use Waze you just follow your truth so there's a great line by rebbe nachman of breslev and I'm a terrible Bressler I know so little precedence ridiculous but but I do know a few lines and another as I know is there from songs yes so one of those songs goes like this it says a folk song kousaka's Jews reckon I'm not warmed up to newly edep vania de Medeiros Jacob they are for peeking they are for peeking he directs their son we are thinking we have a big reader Aaron - though yeah you guys like that let me I'm a part of my face cut off okay it's better than all my face you were just having to talk at my HUS I figured in my last dinner conversation with the family was we're all sitting to the dinner - I said what if you had to lose your legs would you rather die like no I'd rather live what about also your arms like rather live and what about your body anyway no matter what I said everyone decided they'd rather live I'm gonna translate those words yeah - newly Utley Prem means could we pass around a cup for the the rabbi is gonna deliver that to feed a family for Shabbos and one cups good so here we go Shh - new Liat leave him give me your heart Vanya three hook him but there had a shot I will lead you on a new path a new path that means follow your heart on a new path check VAR jojoba that was already walked on our volcano sounds like make up your mind as a newer has walked on sea shake of our earth mom that was already walked on by our fathers Abraham Isaac and Jacob VI fell P Cain but nevertheless he dares how the shot it's a new path cuz you've never walked that path okay everyone have a great Chaves Shalom third meal at my place ski at time and please be in touch with me if you'd like to be part of the get your back club and people are putting in anywhere between ten bucks to 100 plus for a monthly recurring to be part of a club to get this stuff out there already so it's really out there in a big way Sean O'Mara sorry