Rabbi Yom Tov Glaser: The Psychology of a Kiruv Encounter - Project Inspire Convention 2016

show them everybody today we're going to be discussing how to make a difference for a human being in your life human beings are on the one hand very fortified in their resolve the world views on the other hand human beings are open and influenza balazs the patent unreality to decide they're the ones to influence others that's you know obviously that's a question that needs to be considered because in every discussion in every debate in every conflict there's there's two sides and often both sides are felt you know both sides feel conviction and about their position as observant Jews our belief that turret is true and is the the gift of god it's the wisdom of the creator of heaven and earth also in Judaism we believe that there is a God maybe we should go the opposite order in Judaism we believe and know that there is a God and we also believe and know that there is a terror that is a true expression of God's will and wisdom given those things to be true given God to be real and given tour to be true what that does is it creates for us an imperative to keep Judaism to keep its laws and that's why you'll notice that observant Jews they're not very flexible when it comes to tour law they're just not very flexible about that and it's really strange for people are not observant like what is wrong with these people like why can't they then we all Bend on all kinds of stuff I mean everyone's you know Gumby out there you know bent in a million directions while we have like we're just not going to bend there and they really know us that way to to the point where like they'll apologize for random stuff when they're around us you know secular Jews will apologize random stuff thinking that they just must be offending us in some way because we're so rigid and they're surprised to find out we're actually slope were actually they're surprised to find out that we're actually so flexible but when it hits Alaka when it hits Jewish law when it hits tour all of a sudden were rigid again the only reason we're rigid is because we hold it to be self-evident that God exists and that Torah is God's Word we don't hold it just as a belief but we hold it as a reality other religions in the world they believe things they believe someone said such and such as under says we on the other hand are just aligning ourselves with history in fact someone came up to me yesterday and said so do you know any non religious Jews oh he was video in me for some kind of outreach purpose he says so do you know any non religious Jews as it well you got me for example what do we meet he said what do you mean you and I said I'm not a religious Jew I'm an observant you to me religious people are people who believe in things that have no real basis but they would like to believe in them and you know you add millions of people believing it together so it kind of creates a propensity to leave any as we all know 70 years after the Holocaust the difference between a religion and a cult the difference between a religion and a cult is the amount of people keeping it I know a lot of people think the difference in a religion or cult is all kinds of other influencing factors that a cult might do to get you believe of religions do the same exact things and nothing is a bigger influencer than a large group belief the true difference between religion and occult is the number of people following it and if you take any world religion and you boil it down to 10 people you will find that you that you will find that it is a cult one person believing something or saying something one person saying and nine people believing just add people a million two million a billion and it suddenly gets the legitimizing term called religion and so many Jews today especially in America more than anywhere else have this this misconception this loss of understanding i'm talking about observant jews have a loss of understanding and call themselves religious jews but the second you call yourself religious jews you have now put yourself within the realm of the world's religions and so now it's no longer based on truth it's just based on the fact that that's what we do and once you're doing thing because once you're doing things because that's what we do two things take place one you become a religious person like any other religious person and to you release your Olam haba you let go of your own um hub now I imagined for you people you're looking at me like what like would I become a religious Jew I lose my Olam haba would you like me to explain why becoming a religious to work being a religious to can make you lose your own Mohammed you Edward interest in that because I imagine you'd be a little nervous because if you've been seeing yourself all this time as a religious Jew and what is the definitional I say it again with the definition is definitely religious chewers I'm keeping Judaism because that's what Jews do how many people are like that you could say most Borough Park is living this way most a Muncie is living this way and plenty of people in Israel living this way too because if you keep Judaism because that's what Jews do what Christians do what they do because that's what Christians do and Muslims do what they do because that's what Muslims do and Mormons do what they do because that's what Mormons doing Hindus do a data because that's what angels do a Buddhist do what they do because that's what buddhists do so you do this because this is what Jews do that's a religious joke why do you lose your Olam haba over that because in the ulema ms you only get reward for what you do but end this it's just the way it is it's a very tough fact I know it doesn't sound nice it's certainly not PC and you know all warm and fuzzy and religious but I'm sorry to say and I'm scared to say because I don't know where I'm at but the only currency in the next world called the olam ha and this is whatever you do the EMAs do it for other reasons it just doesn't register there won't be anything there for you you do it because of the Emmis of the reality of it then it has full currency you do it because it's a ms and other things so what will be removed as the other things and what you wind up is whatever remnant of ms there is there the only thing that's there is the MS you can imagine a person who is secular who was always like doing big hesed kindness and you know all kinds of things running programs and he just sent his heart he just felt it's right it's right it's true like you just got to do this and so meanwhile he's just stacking up the reward later he becomes an observant Jew keeps doing all the good stuff too he gets up to Omaha he finds out that that he only got rewarded for all the good stuff he did before he became religious and everything else was just like him becoming a religious man religion Judaism is not religion when you boil Judaism down from 13 14 million people we've been 18 million at times in history we always remain a few a number but when you boil it down to its actual origins you get three million people standing at a mountain in a full surround sound omnimax 3d THX sound saina experience and the rest is history meaning quite literally the rest is just our history and we're aligning with that history and as you align with that history and you live that history with the knowledge that this is the Amazon then you do the actions of terror and MIT's was the EMAs that's your reward that's your reward that's your Olam haba that's the currency for the next world learning Torah cemiss is one of the biggest things you can do terrace and miss tulman tire because you're pure you're interfacing with navulla when you learn so that's like of the highest it's the fabric of the oil in lava it's called terrorism it you're learning the terrorism is all that time you're learning tourism is your you are interfacing with the actual fabric of Olam haba itself and is the olam haba itself no wonder it's time at ernakulam and no wonder everyone learns the way they learn did you know that that Gentiles who died in like car accidents and stuff and and they get brought back to life with the pj sees the people jumper cables did you know that when they come back to life it doesn't matter if it was a trash man a painter musician whatever they did they suddenly have this gigantic and voracious appetite for wisdom and they spend the rest of their lives studying every one of them check it out it could have been the person with the least relationship to wisdom before they were you know killed in the crash and then the paramedics were coming back to life and the next thing you know their library just starts building and building and building and building and building them they say that this is going they say Gentile say that the next world is the things I've heard in some of the testimonials they say that it's filled with buildings that the building's themselves are made of wisdom and inside the buildings is all the wisdom that you learn and based on your wisdom that you have in this world is your access there and so when they come back all they want to do is read they'll still make a living many of them trade their living at that is selfish living by the way they're just a side point that if they had a selfish living they'll actually go into a giving living me more of a service-oriented livelihood as a result of all that I've shared it's more understood now the the conviction we have and the care we take and what looks rigid from outside is not rigid from inside we're not being rigid we're just being aligned we're being aligned with certain realities that are non negotiables so when the outside world thinks we should somehow compromise when it comes to things that that are coming conflict in conflict with Halawa we just don't go there because we don't believe this place was real to begin with we never saw this place as real to begin with interestingly the difference between my upbringing because I was raised secular and I think most of the people in this room were raised observant if you've been in America for a while like my family because my father my grandfather he and my both sides of my family they they left Europe before the war and they were here during the Great Depression and here in the US that is and in the u.s. they were you know there was extreme pressure to two great shabbos there was extreme pressure to work on Chavez not to just break it but to work on job no one to break Shamas but it's a real world you got to feed your kids but there were other people who probably most of you in this room who were raised observant there were other people who today you meet who raised observant who's great great grandparents or great-grandparents were also here and if you were raised observant they said during the great depression and other times of pressure they said look it's a good thing the world is an illusion or else I'd be working on Chavez to feed my kids and so they didn't mind losing their job every week for shabbos there was some kind of pink little slip paper that you'd get when you lost your job and there was one there's one closet who used to that was the decorations of a sukkah meaning his whole circle was the pink slips of all the jobs he lost every so cos he would decorate his suka forget who it was but he would decorate his suka with all the pink slips of all the times he lost his job in yerushalayim we had a great sadak name of moshe arens stern an american-born man it was a mamash Zachary Sonic Colors lavaja amazing yet he was the Amos Kiev common it's the Shiva in Hertz assume he said that his father lost his job every single week he remembers at one point his father finally got a boss would let him keep his job even if he kept shabbos but he's only allowed to leave at shakia the problem was he didn't live anywhere near his work so it was a two hour plus walk every single Friday to get home he'd never walked it before it was a train right like two and a half hours something like that every single Friday to get home so in the winter chavez's he would be sometimes coming home in a blizzard and he'll never forget his father's face one particular blizzard when he walked through the door and his beard his eyes his face everything besides one little slit was just iced up and down his entire body and this ice man came in the door and it took them it said it took them like another hour to just to fall him out so that he could come to the shabbos table and he said a vision like that was all you needed to keep shabbos with conviction forever meanwhile our sadies meaning our people r a secular like me hearts 80s were like you know I love Javas but what am I supposed to do remise was got to feed the kids like be realistic but that's realistic with a lowercase R that's realistic with looking at this world but the capital are being realistic meaning being real is that this world's an illusion and though it looks like I should be working on Jabba's I'll just take the I'll take the the the what he called them how would I say firing a hubby fell take being fired I'll take being fired non negotiables because of the reality of tara the reality of god the reality of got the reality of tara and it's amazing that the generation of bali chula which isn't on it was an unprecedented gigantic wave that hit 1967 it all began and interestingly you know when it all began there was a date you know the bulge of a movement had a date what was it dating june fifth 1967 did you know it at a date most people don't know the bulge of a movement the callback to torah of secular jews was june fifth nineteen sixty seven you know what june fifth was 1967 it was the sixth day of the sixth fira ye sewed Chevy II sewed when the six-day war began sixth day of the sixth fear of the six-day war 666 six day 63 64 God opens something up there and God created at that point of beer maybe or like more where God created the final borer of who will be around during times of meshia you'll see things have changed very much because the aperture that was created then esna is now going like this and now it's about like right there so when I try to express to you the urgency of every last you because this is the latter who's the last Jews jumping in because we're there we are there right now this is your last chance you can do radical things right now because if God wants someone in you can just go ahead and tell the guy like you're in most guys today will say no but you never know does the last chance because it's been closing including I'd I'm I'm in Jerusalem meeting these groups I am in the forefront as forefront as you can get not to mention traveling to meet the kids around the world I've been watching the aperture I've been watching the the portal is shut down and it's been shutting and shutting and shutting and shunning and shutting but it blew wide open on the sixth day of the sixth sphere when the six-day war happened blew wide open and I'm from that group of people that said we don't believe this world is real we don't believe this world's real you want to hear something very interesting I didn't get to be part of 67 i was born in 68 i was a little kid throughout the 70s oh I have no concept of any of this but if you look at those dates you'll notice something very very interesting it was during those dates that the u.s. youth I'm talking about teenagers but later teens like 15 too early 20s it was during those days at the US youth anyone know anything about those dates what was going on over in Vietnam what was going on with the kids in America it's the flower children who were involved in and there's a very important in subtle point that most people don't know anything about and I was just a little tiny kid at the time so I didn't get to be privy to this but they were all involved with shamanistic substances that happened to exist all over the world meaning every continent God has put in every continent substances that leaders of tribes throughout the planet the leaders of the tribes were were vested with the responsibility of administering substances that the round bar mitzvah age the bar Bat Mitzvah HD the member of that tribe had to ingest it you have to ingest a tea or a bark or whatever it was you had to ingest it and then it would take you on a wild journey for I don't know 10 hours 12 hours days some of them are days there's a bark in Africa it's three days this is going on for thousands years God put this stuff in the world for these medicine Chiefs to lead the tribe and also to make sure every member of the tribe knows this world is not real get the connection it's to show every single member of the tribe you'll never have to convince any single person in your tribe no man a woman and no child obviously above the edge of it they only would do it at Bar Mitzvah as a rite of passage but you never had to convince someone that this world was real and then they always stay true to their mystical traditions of the underlying fabric of reality beyond this world and they were the leaders and it's so amazing that in Judaism it's the same exact thing now we of course don't ingest these substances because we have navulla were the children of the vm when the nabir makes makes this stuff look like vitamin c and no rua were the children of Nephi we're not the children of people who ingest something and all of a sudden or transported beyond beyond the physical but how far are they really gonna go I mean you'd go insane if you saw even the lowest step the lowest stage of Olam haba meaning when you go to gunaydin on may have a stirring but when you go there the lowest let's just say you didn't do many mitzvahs and you kind of got stuck in a low realm if if you were made privy right now right now if I could Jack snap and you were made privy to that low realm of Olam haba that you'll wind up in let's say if you didn't do a lot of mitzvahs and then I snap again you come back here you would be a vegetable for the rest of your life you'd be completely and totally out of your kaliam we'd be helping you to go to the bathroom for the rest of your life there is no way to even get a glimpse of it and come back here and be able to function as a human being is wild to think about because a lot of us don't consider ourselves I mean I consider myself a bit of a heavy weight but we don't consider it as those spiritual heavyweights and you're busy making your college near you as in your you're doing all these mitzvahs you have no idea what you're creating for yourselves it's something that if you were to apprehend it now and then come back be a vegetable for the rest your life you never ever be able to do another thing you couldn't get a fork to your mouth for the rest of your life it is so intense and so heavy that's what I'm saying why am I making this point is because the shamanistic cultures they all these tribes throughout the whole planet when they administered this thing it was only to show them something not to make him insane it was just a glimpse a glimpse at something beyond this realm so that the tribe wouldn't have would have direction and not be fooled into the thin veneer that covers up reality of course God put that in creation you can't have the entire world without a compass but of course then there was Western man western people Yvonne Greece Rome ancient Europe modern Europe control control control control control control control the minds make them think this world's it influenced them influence them influence and influence and let them think this world's it take over their minds and make them think that this world's all you get and then you can control them and they butchered tribes and they put your Jews and they they mowed through the world they just mowed the world with the cold rigid physical properties of the thin veneer that they call reality if you go back to nineteen sixty-seven you will find that previous to that in the 50s psychologists and scientists were experimenting with the compounds chemical compounds that they discovered in laboratories that are just recreations of those very substances that the tribes ingest they actually created it in laboratories and realized it's basically free that the stuffs actually free and for some reason I don't know what happened but god knows what happened on the sixth day of the sixth week of the counting of the Spheeris when the six date war happened in israel that stuff that had been only experimental in the laboratories of the US all of a sudden hit the streets and every kid was on this stuff and suddenly the entire young population of the u.s. got to see the other side and immediately boom the ball true of a movement hits the aperture is blown wide open everybody's in and it was like natural it was natural because hey now that I know this world is not in this world's a thin veneer and now I get to meet some Jew because everyone knew would you especially in the East Coast and they meet some Jew and the juice talking about things beyond space and diamond and this holy hippies like I get that oh yeah I'm in things beyond space and time I've had a first-hand glimpse I'm in one after the other if the other I remember I was teaching a class years later I was teaching a class in a shooter and there were 30 boys in the class and there was a boy in the class who had a Christian background and I happen to know there was another boy in the class with a Christian background they were both Jewish I mean their mothers were Jewish but they raised Christians and a kid raises his hand he says you know I was raised Christian and we were church-going Christians and and one day i ingested and one of these I think I don't know it was a mushroom or it was something he ingested something and I came back six hours later and I was no longer a Christian that would not that would no longer be possible to be a Christian after that and I just searched and searched what's on the other side of this place because I just saw and here he was gonna keep on sits us in my class Hannah havas and this other Christian that I was the only one who knew he races in and finally like confessed to everybody there was raised christian because there's my class it's you know there's old semester he raised his hand he said you know what I can't believe this but I was raised christian and i also ingested one of these and ever since then i couldn't be a Christian and so I just searched what's reality and I found Tara and it became jewish even though his mother was Jewish but I became George and I was like one of the world's going on here and can I please have a showing of hands of it in this room ever experienced one of these shamanistic substances guess what happened the entire room goes like this the entire room 30 min in the room every single one of them raises his hand and they're all sitting in front of me and keep us in sits us keeping Tyra dedicated Bali chu what but if you've understood anything I've said today you understand that we are not a religion the world's religions are involved in God knows what I'm not even interested to know one thing for sure it is not based on any real reality the mystical traditions throughout the world they are based on things that are based in reality it just so happens that they only get to see a little glimpse of it so they wind up they almost always wind up being involved in deities because right on the other side of this is a world called yet syrah but I'm sorry right on the other side of this are other levels of what's called the sea awareness see I but we're at the bottom and there's other levels of ASEA in in those levels of Assiut there's like an incredible incredible like mind-boggling amounts of detail and that details very much alive very much alive and so that's what they relate to meaning they don't understand how to have a relationship with God they are they're generally all those tribal cultures are almost all deistic meaning that they see the the other side of meaning the higher levels of ASEA as full of deities and so that's where they pay their homage they believe there's something above it all but they never they never got to meet them the Jews or the hoods but you know if we think you could have a relationship with it why because we have one because of what happened it's signing no sign I know relationship the only reason we walk around with the concept of an involved creator is because we met him firsthand God showed us he ripped away all the veils at Sinai and showed us everything whereas the people of the West are here to destroy us because you can't control someone who realizes that this world is not real because they'll realize not only do you realize this world is not real but you also realize all the limitations that you ever had about yourself of who you are your own self-image is also not real who you think you are isn't true that's actually your edge your self-image isn't where you start your self-image is where you end when someone asks you to oh can you help us do such as on your world I'm not doing that that's your self-image in the way that's your self-image that stops you and that's one more victory for the west and one more loss for Israel when you can't step up and make that difference that's one more victory for the West because again the West says this world's it and the West would say on a personal level that your self images it that's where you end that's your border that's your edge we're neshama Dickian when the Shamas the shamans don't have edge there's no edge to a neshama and when you relate to yourself as an ash umma there's nowhere you stop you don't stop anywhere you are gigantic and therefore whoever God calls you into being in any given circumstance you are whoever God calls you into being in any given circumstance okay like Moshe obey no he's like I'm a shepherd I Shepherd sheep that's my job that's my edge and God says okay not asking you not to be a shepherd I'm just saying when you go shepherd the Jews instead of the Sheep okay you develop great skills let my people go go take the Jews out of Egypt and Moses was ok y argued a bit maybe that was his Bureau of his self-image but he went he brought the Jews out of Egypt didn't he because he realized at that point I don't know if you knew before but he definitely knew at that burning bush he definitely knew right then that this one's not real and if this world's not real then I'm not real my self-image is a joke it's just where I'm limited it's my self-imposed edge my self-imposed limitations but when you realize that you don't have an edge good luck governing you is it impossible to government people who think they don't have an edge it's impossible to govern big people look at the history of the world they have locked up every big thinker in the world anyone who was a big thinker in the Soviet Union they're gone they disappeared you can't govern big people and therefore the Jewish people have been in the biggest conflict with governments we make every other people a total nothing compared to what we have been through with governments of the world I know we all call that Oh or history of anti-semitism no it's our conflict with the government because if you have an entire population I don't care if it's a small bottom you're a big papa g when you have a concentrated population of people who every single one of them sees themselves without limit because they are Terry eating and Tory didn't they they they don't have an edge you can't govern those people there uncover nabol and the government's had to do something and they did and we've been through hell and high water as a result but we don't stop in anything and you know we hear the news about the radium in Israel the ultra-orthodox fighting with the Israeli government over this and over that they like can never get along if you were like can't they can't those who radium just like cooperate the answer's no not after 3328 years of being limitless people and then you want to come as Jews to govern them don't you know who you are you're also these giant people no you can't no we're not gonna get along our whole job in this world is to train the planet on how great they are how big they are how limitless we are what a difference we can make in this world by being big because you can't make a difference when you're small you all know that when you live based on yourself and you know you play small you're always playing small when your self images has got you by the neck when your self-image is mopping the floor with you you know you play small by the way this the the the stuff that the scientists in the 50s were able to the compounds they were able to create up these shamanistic substances do you know what the US law is you want to hear some crazy you know the US law is for possessing it it whatever you get pulled over and they're like hey what's and what's what's in the bag over there and you're like I know nothing and anyway let's say they find it and now you're being prosecuted about it guess you know what the law is called you know what it's called and we imagine it's similar to every other types of drugs that you might get caught with no totally separate law you ready for it and it's 25 years plus do you hear that it's 25 years plus in jail for something that's non-addictive no side effects no long-term at all even the next day the person's totally fine 25 years plus and you know what the law is called conspiracy for overthrowing the government what the weirdest thing in the world that's what it's called literally people go to court I have to deal with students going to court for these things conspiracy for overthrowing the government and of all the most bizarre things in the world someone can get caught with heroin with cocaine with pot with it you name it you know okay they were busted you get caught with this little thing you've been caught with conspiracy for overthrowing the government why because it makes people big and you can't govern big people and they had to make that illegal just pretty weird in a place that's supposed to be one of the amendments which amendment is life liberty and pursuit of happening which one is that oh that's just part of the Declaration I don't know anything whatever happens life liberty and the pursuit I hat it's like certainly not going to you if you ever tried this stuff you certainly would never bother anybody the last thing you would do it would be to bother somebody if the worst thing you could ever do to someone on this stuff is giving a hug Hanuma flower to be a Jew is to be someone who's involved with a conspiracy to overthrow the government that's the issue they can't govern us we run governor bull Jews are uncover more but the problem is is the Jews have been being such little good boys and girls in America that we are quite governing and in fact you can even find Jews who think their religious religious Jews bad idea stay away from being a religious Jew and stay away from being governor and stay away from calling yourself Western stay away from calling Judaism a Western tradition how do they call it a judeo judeo-christian tradition or a Western tradition Judaism one of the what one of the world's Western religions sleep ha that's not us I'll just share with you one more tidbit because I've given you so much information already but I just like to share with you one more thing is that when they made it illegal so of the greatest geniuses of the whole group of all these holy hippies you know bell-bottom sitting like you know tight Eyez and beads and like that but the geniuses of the hippies is it oh it's illegal okay she will have to find something else to do I know let's develop personal computers okay the government said that looks pretty harmless help yourselves but I suggest anyone to Google founders of IBM founders of Microsoft founders of Apple you just google them and look at the pictures of those guys those guys bloodstream could turn on the whole us a personal computers will just make things I remember I got one of those personal computers it was like floppy disk thing and my god there I remember I had four megabytes was it four megabytes that's how much it had four megabytes and oh I remember like four wasn't enough so it's not like I bought a new computer with eight I got what was called a ram doubler didn't quite run like an eight but it doubled it to eight megabytes key management computer a personal computer with eight megabytes that's what I had at a at a ram doubler looks harmless enough government let them go and so they started building and building they got more powerful 8 megabytes 60 megabytes 32 megabytes 64 megabytes wat and beer and they in the meaning of the megabytes got bigger the computers got smaller and smaller song elves and laptops you can walk around with all this power a laptop even walk around with like all this information available and you can actually start sending out information internet came up internet you can actually move across the globe with this stuff you say things and it shoots across the world like that you got ideas it hits and then it got smaller and smaller and smaller and smaller and smaller and smaller and the next thing you know you're overthrowing governments you can take the LSD out of the hippie but you can't take the conspiracy to overthrow the government's out they took down Egypt with that thing they took down where was a Libya with those things they turned Syria into a living hell with those things and they just went from country to country because you can't keep a person small and that's the goal of every government is to make us nice and small and nice and governor ball and the same people of the sixties they created a monstrous device that you can overthrow the governments of the world with these things and the US watched this happen and they immediately realize uh-oh we're in a race we're in a race there will be the power of the individual who can move very fast with these things and our job and they called it the in SC so that's gonna say NSA we're going to create a government body called the NSA and we are going to win and they've been in a race and there was one very rebellious guy by the name of Snowden who fought for our side so to speak so to speak I mean I don't know all the controversy around Snowden but he fought for our side when I say our site I mean the people in the government you know how they felt about him we're in a race and in fact last week in the whole news about those the terrorists in Southern California they got ahold of one of their iPhones in apple refuses to unlock it and the FBI and the government it's become this giant debate amongst the tech world how dare we let them how dare we let them and what's the big deal if you have any thought about I don't know if you know about the news about that it's been the major news story have you ever thought about a lot their phone you don't unlock every phone and let Apple unlock the phone and give over the information what's the big deal just let Apple unlock the silly phone bring in an FBI agent is shown the information it's over why did it have to mushroom like this into this crazy debate there's no reason for it it's the dumbest thing in the world unlock the silly phone get the information and give it over why why did these high-tech firms make it a fight and now you all know why because this this is a fight to the end of the bigness of individuals versus the crushing frozen ice cold blistery Western civilization that is built to crush the individual and to control may we be blessed as the Jewish people to be people who are aligned with reality this whole world that we have lived for thousands of years now with lives aligned with the real reality meaning way beyond the thin levels of ASEA but we're talking all the way up through the levels of yet Syrah which as I said you see that so that's where GaN Eden a toc tone is getting the TOC done the lower gunaydin is in its it's cyrah which as I said if you saw that and came back you wouldn't be able to brush your teeth and then there's God needing gotten a tonight Ellie Ewing in every yard site by the way you go up gan eden I Eliam which is all about Maria and then above GaN Eden Aurelio no one gets to go up there is Ola Mae ah ha ha Olam hat at sea loose in a bellman sila says I the euler mime called Adam carmine and above all of that came down the Terra and the actual Toyota is the fabric the actual fabric of this very world it's the fabric of our world you can't see it but it's cool when you learn the Couture codes you realize oh my gosh it like this embed it in the tower is 911 this week's parsha not 911 was this week's parsha all the codes were only around nine eleven are all where it says cash Lucia Elif ish at the Haida Eagle the Haida a gonna hate opinion a had to meet the western buildings of power the artery of American power Western crushing power they're taken down the eggless of gets crushed cash lotion Ella fish you know to this day they still don't know the actual numbers they say like three thousand right now it's 2998 that's the number it's been down it's been up cash losha allah fish and every single code surrounding everything you could at Osama bin Laden you know the the flight names the flight numbers the binyanei had to me in the Twin Towers it's all just surrounding the words cash low shellfish it's all in the parsha you realize this is statistically impossible to look for these codes they should be smattered all over the Torah how did they all wind up right around a glass of cash I shall affiche so the tour itself is the fabric of creation may we be aligned to that I mean we stop being religious jism may we start being observant Jews may we start being a mystic Jews Jews are connected to truth ms and when you're connected to ms so then you are involved in the actual fibers of the creation itself and so then when you pass away and you go into the higher levels of the world's you're going to reap the benefits of living in this world based on ms then when God calls upon us cuz right now you have a body you're still in carnate while you have this body may you be a vessel for God not someone with his self-imposed limitations not someone with all these you know well this is who I am and I really I can't do that then God doesn't have you you're not a vessel you're just a giant protective device to somehow protect yourself from feeling rejected feeling failure feeling out of control feeling fear the unknown feeling the fear pain and suffering God doesn't have you so may you be blessed to be someone who's a CLE version who realizes that you are limitless because you're in neshama you have a body but you are neshama you have a self image but you are the awareness of that self image and you can just go push and be big and there we all see based on the MS and we get to the other end of this insane story called planet Earth and get to the other side to the oil mms don't worry lo mahaba which is in this world only way beyond this world of bias Rishi mushiya times may we get to the Michelle times and finally be able to dance with the new showmes and with a sham in yerushalayim boiled sanic the car life mamash for me