Rabbi Yoel Roth - Seeing the positive

good morning and there's a few there's a few um students here in yeshiva they don't understand yiddish so well so we're gonna try to speak a little bit from the rabbi sciences in english but don't laugh and don't make fun from this from my from my english i hope at the time it's gonna it's gonna become better and better now we are in the days before the holy day like boeing you see an interesting thing with say says something bad against the government in their days the reimann roymond the romans and they give out uh gazida they what a decree and they in they they searching him sorry we the blues madrid and his wife brings him everyday food in the morning and afternoon for a long time but then he says to his son you see that the the romans the the rhoymium they they're searching more deronic after us more so maybe they're gonna they're gonna force they're gonna force my wife and she gonna she's gonna tell them we're here so we have to run away from shul we have to go to a cave amara and he ran away for 12 years 12 years he says in a cave if you're going to be in israel we could say that you want them picking you could see the this cave was 12 years says when he love the cave allu yanuvi come and and say to him you don't have to worry anymore you could you could you could you could come out and when they came out they see people are working people are working he was 12 years like he became like an angel 12 years only learning governing darwining learning 12 years we can't imagine this because there was there was a he it's only only boxer i don't know how to say boxer um and there was there was a there was a caval a well he drinks water for 12 years i don't we can't we can we can't understand the the gross kite how big did sadiq are but when he came out you see people are working he become he became he became so angry in them angry and he he looked bad on people so with his eyes he burned he he pushed down people he burned out p people are people are dying from him so there was a bus call says you came out from your from this cave to to destroy my world get back get back to the cave so they went back and they make a husband that even when uh when arusha goes in hell is only for one year 12 months so we have to stay here 12 months and then they came out and everything changed everything changed all of a sudden we see the old man ran before shabbos with a daasam hadasam i don't know how to say it in english had awesome i don't know if there's a word hadasam these flowers these green flowers how metals are of us that doesn't it comes out three three leaves from one hou now close close this is the muslim hadassah i'm sure everybody they're listening to this sheet they know this word and they ask and they stop him and his son stop him and they ask him why you need this hadassah they say look so why you see why you need two why you need two so this old man answered him once for zucher is look at them look at you look at the edition look at the jewish people they are so they're they're they they love so much to do mitchells went back to the cave and the the 13th year he became so big so holy what what what is so special when he came out he start looking at everyone good everybody is good everybody is fine not there's two ways you could you could you could you could you could look at the person you could you could see all bad things happen or if you are so if you became of the albert's the host if you work on yourself it's the same person the same the same man it it it depends on you depends on you how you looking says there was a big big big ella is the name he traveled to bhuval he comes from israel he traveled to bubul and he sees that you could buy dates a whole bucket dates for one dollar and this says huh how come the people in bhuval they don't sit and learn the whole day you don't have to work you could you could you could buy food for for nothing a bucket dates for one dollar so he buys a whole bucket of all container dates but he can't understand why people didn't why people why people are working why people don't sit the whole day in in learning at night this dates he eats a lot of dates and he makes it makes the dates make problems for him and he starts to become i'll say no you can't learn so he can't not he can't sleep he didn't sleep he learns usually he learns he can't learn so illa says wow the people the people in bouville they they do learning they're so special because you could buy a a container a big container from poison for one dollar and and still there are people atlantic so so the mother says it depends on you how you look at people same people the same that the same dates the same big container the same cheap but how you are looking at people there are people there you have to look good on people this is a specialty from la boheme but if he comes out from the cave the second time could when you see someone rents before showers with with this green flowers you're going to make a big deal from this it's not a big oh yeah if you have a dosa well there are people there that they will make fun from him don't don't don't do this this all skills things they said in the shiva you see there are there are teachers and they see this this this they see a boy start doing let's say a boy don't have don't have some brands to to understand lin so he wants he wants to get hires from from small tanks let's say he he starts and he starts to kiss them as is he start to to to do stuka so there are teachers they're in forgiveness how you say it no they have bad eyes so they instead instead to give a good word for this boy wow you're so special i see you every every time every every time you go out from the door you kiss the message you're so special you have you you have you have hiroshima i see you you're thinking from hashem so there are teachers instead will be much hazard they're going to say don't kiss them as is a sit and learn and and don't don't feel good with this kind of of small things like you buy adasam every shabbos and you go with a dasa please don't buy i don't know if in yiddish english but don't buy me a dozen and [Music] and this is in the car we are we are i don't know he said it's you could buy it with the flowers on the street that's a now every time there's a big day there's a big day you have to you have to to make a husband i have to gain something from this day it's a big day it's we are we're going to a fire there's music and they're so spiritual and now and what's going to be tomorrow when the when when they when they put it is it what is gonna be tomorrow when you put out the fire and the music um you shot the music now it's nothing same format no you have every time that every time you we we have a a a holy day we have to we have to to how we say it but we have to cash out take take take something so what i'm learning from this holiday i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna take this i'm gonna look look good on every everybody also i mean also me you have to look yep yourself you have to look at your goods you have to find something good in yourself yourself yes because there's a myth in english you have to love like like you love yourself but there are people they're saying i am a kind this mitzvah because i'm not loving myself so i'm loving i'm loving other person like i'm loving myself so i i hate everybody because i'm hating i'm hating but yeah and says most of the time but all the people that make they fight and they they do bad things for other people for other people most of the time there are there are there are there are bitter people there there are i say no there are anger himself and himself they think that i'm not good this this comes from the atarihara the evil inclination the answer this is the first thing he wants he wants to to the the a person should think i'm i'm not i'm not thinking i'm nothing so i'm not a sad dick i'm not a good person so who cares if i put in film who cares if if i dominate it who cares it's but it's it's not true it's not true you have to find yourself good things you have to find yourself you have to believe that hashem loves you you have to believe that hashem is with you you have to believe that hashem wait that you should return to him if you do not good things if you you do bad things you have to believe that you could you could you could do you could read how it's not it's not a hard thing to do people are thinking i do so much sins sin so now i'm a lost case i'm i'm i can't i can't fast fast how you say it i can't fast my storming need food i'm hungry no i can't i can't sleep on the floor but when you when you when you read the old stories from the tzadika and they they didn't sleep and they didn't eat and then they and they in they and they torture themselves they did i i i can't do i can't do i can't do this all things i need food and i need uh but you don't you don't know that it's not so hard to do sugar what you have to do to do say a few words to hashem um i i regret what what i do and i'm starting from now to be a good person and i ask you mercy please help me that that could learn and um this is true what is shiva you have to believe that this is true this is true they are even asking me that i should i should give a give a lecture about so i hear from abrasive when he ran away it it was it was his vaulting vein what should have been more safe for him if he ran away alone without a son because one one person could could better hide himself but i can't run away from from the house i have a son i have to be a mechanic so this was very danger but i had to take my son and i have to lay with him and and this is a small for you for a small thing for him hashem should help we should we should all got all good things in this week in this holy week like and it depends if you believe in us it depends on us because gives only goods for p for people and also that's a deacon but if a person believe he schlepped pulls it to him i hope that my english gonna become better and i prove once once a week i should i should talk a little bit in english sean should help