Tanya By Rabbi Yitzchok Minkowicz Sec 4 Chap. 8 “Let Go & G-D Will Give You Huge Blessings”

welcome to tonight's Tonya class we are studying in the book of Tonya we're holding in the fourth section of Tonya gerotor Kodesh and we're holding chapter eight pay requests now as they always say in beginning in class since this is in Konya which is the Bible of mysticism every chapter is a foundation of mysticism and it has its own message powerful message and here lies a big foundation and a lot of the teachings of Kabbalah missus which is unique in this chapter so we try to find the essence of the chapter the theme in the chapter and then obviously an English terminology foster relate to and over here the ultimate teachers are something very profound which I'm sure we all know the concept but he shows you practically why this is so and how it works and the idea is that you know in life we we have a lot of things things through our life we have this we have that we work for things we have stuff that we can call our own we say this is mine you know kids always say it's mine right it's mine I don't say it's mine in different different ways but here the algebra shows you that when you have something it's yours and you actually let go of it you will actually receive back huge blessings so what others when you hold on to something so what happens is it's only you have there's no room to get anything new but when you let go of things that are yours irrelevant what it is time energy emotions in this case he's talking about charity so when you let go of money that you have or something asset that you have and you let go of it you just give it away obviously to a worthy cause you literally open up not just to get back what you gave but you know the Torah says ten times the amount but here dr. shows you can get like literally endless amounts of huge blessings by letting go and that is basically the theme of tonight's chapter a pair of cast is by letting go and you receive great blessings which is again it's not it's not the way normal people think the only people thing is if it's mine I'm holding on to it and I want to get more now I'll show you about you letting go you will open up the door to huge tremendous blessings so the author begins off a with a line that we say in the blessings of Sh'ma there's every single day before we say smile we say blessings beforehand so in the blessings before smart L as follows it says I'll say in Hebrew I'll translate it says Oh Rea after da koat max me ik Yeshua which basically means Zoe Raya comes from planting so if you can imagine right you're out in the in the in the garden of your house or any garden and you're planting so the oppenent so Raya you're planting stop stuck a charity but smear so we'll give forth proto will produce Yeshua of salvation so the author of asked a very simple question normally when you give charity you give money check credit cards at Tate's PayPal right you ever see anybody taking the money and planting into the ground and that's why I'm giving oh you want you want donation no problem and go plant it in the ground like what does that expression mean so ray at Stuckey taking the charity you're planting in the ground since when is there anyone planned charity in the ground and then it says and it used the term much smilk it will produce also a language of coming out of the ground you're sure blessed salvation blessings etc like you give charity God gives the blessing was like they have much mia coming you see they use it a specifically the terminology which is strictly for planting when planting some seeds in the ground to produce you know fruits vegetables or even a tree etc what's the idea why they use the terminology of planting when it comes to giving charity and that produces obviously the great blessings so the author of quotes from the Talmud the Talmud says as follows and there was a rabbi called areolas really at a lesser and before he prayed he always gave charity knows the expression is y'all I put to Lonnie lot the monthly first he gave a money to the poor person and then he would pray now the question is everyone else you get up in the morning the first thing is first is go pray you see Mawlana used to the morning blessings and you go to the synagogue cetera but here he says no no stop yeah you did more than honey you wash your hands and you do in the morning blessings but before you start the prayer service he would find a poor person this is the times of Talmud so he would go out and find the poor person I mean he would give him some money then he would go pray to God today we actually and you go into any synagogue in a bigger city right when you come to synagogue there's a lineup of four people that come around and they ask for charity and there's no poor person is usually a charity box and usually people have a custom based on this and based on you know many other sources to get some charity before you pray and the question is why why do you have charity before you pray what sort of giving it after prayers but here you see not only gonna give charity which is important but he specifically gave charity before he prayed so obviously you see there's something about giving charity before you pray now why would someone give chatting before you pray so there's a verse and psalms that King David said as follows a knee bit said neck XZ panaka what does that mean what does that mean as follows King David we all know what is very much as we all do to see God but not just the external part of God like you know a wave goodbye we want to have Piniella what does panaka mean panaka means the face so for example what does it mean you have a relationship with someone a real relationship is that when you're seeing the person face to face it means a physically face to face but more importantly means their real self the person is revealing who they are to you it's an open relationship it's a vulnerable ation ship it's an honest relationship it's a party Malpani would say one if real real revealed relationship you both being we both being honest you both being vulnerable to one another so King David says he wants to have the eggs there how does he want to see God he wants to see God face to face so how does he see God face to face so he's that neat I but sub decade Otsuka he does charity in order that he should be able to see God face to face now why does why does King David say I need but said that in other words you see the same idea just like gorillas or would give charity before he would pray the same thing also in order to be able to see God face-to-face eat after you've cherry the question is wanting a fee or charity first so the author explains as follows what does that mean you're gonna see God face to face what does that mean practically so the author explains that since God the infinite God created this world and this world God has revealed a concealed cops concealed where's God revealed in the infinite worlds he's revealed in this world God concealed so if you get up in you pray right you want you going to doubt you want to dive and ones praying you're gonna talk to him you want to pour your heart out to him you're telling you how you day was how you'd like it to be your struggles your challenges your successes just be honest open relationship so you want to be talking to what all do you want to be talking to God you want to be talking to God do you want to be talking to a god that's concealed a God that's hiding or do you want to talk to God than a revealed way and have an open honest relationship with him you want a revealed thing so King David so if you want the revealed thing you have to do stucco first but the question is whiniest do struggle first so the so the so the author explains because ultimately since we want a God to reveal himself now from when somebody reveals himself is that coming from Gaza or is that coming from guru when somebody is closed is that surah is that cousin so when you're close its Laura when you're open its cousin it's very simple when basically not available right now is that guru hasn't that's Laura not available what is the problem not available when a person is available that's cousin now the you can be available on different levels you can be physically here and your mind and heart could be somewhere else so even though you're physically here that's a little cut said but most of you the important stuff is Laura you're not here but if you want to be totally present you have to be totally in a classic perspective so if we want God to be totally revealed guess what we want God what kind of mode we want God to be an emotive Crescent so when gone to the motive cuff said he's gonna be here physically he'll be here emotionally he'll be here spiritually and God will be totally totally revealed now the reality is doctor explains God loves us right so they don't think God wants to be revealed sure he does he wants to give us everything but the problem is as much as God wants to reveal himself in heaven is the attribute of Laura the actor of justice and the answer says whoa why reveal themselves totally these people they've let you down could you trust them maybe they let you down in the future and I think there's a constant argument again anything for that revelation comes from Laura so there's a constant arguing from arguments on Laura whether it's from within or without saying don't reveal yourself so in order for God to reveal himself not only there has to be Hesed has to be an attribute of kindness that wants to reveal himself but it has to be so strong that not only is there to reveal himself actually off to overpower all the arguments a word that they shouldn't reveal yourself it's both you know the castle has to be there for the revelation and let happens to be there to overcome the glory that doesn't want the revelation so now who wins if there's a battle between castle and who or who wins who wins depends you stronger well the castle could be stronger something's gonna be stronger a lot of times you want to do something and some a voice tells you don't do it who wins sometimes castles winter winds now Alton what do we want we want God to reveal himself and not reveal himself we want God to reveal himself so here the Opera teaches us a very very very profound and beautiful trick how you can get Tessa to overpower GRU and that's as follows the author is like this there's a rule that now Satan Hebrew not translated the bill Meador Sodom muddied blob boy boy which means the way you measure for someone else that's what it's measured for you or the expression is whatever you whatever you put in that's what you take out or the other expression already whatever we're the face that you show in the mirror that's what you're gonna get back now comes along and we say God reveal yourself I'm here I've been praying I want you to talk to me right I want you reveal yourself don't hold anything back I want you to give me everything I'm asking for we want God to produce cussin but in the other hand has glorified him no don't give him everything he wants but if we're able to awaken in God that he should bring out the cassette so not only regular customer Kassadin he should give us but you should also be able to overcome the gruha that's out there what do we need to do so we need to be me that should other money that we need to produce some cussing on the table and that will cause God to produce the great cousin you know so the doctor says therefore what happens before what we do before prayers you give charity what's charity charity is called cussin think about it this thing belongs to you it's yours then you can say hey be nice do caps I give it to someone else give it to a poor person and give it a needy person that's cuss it on the other hand what do we have you have gura gura that's saying no no don't give to the don't give to the other person so when guru is saying don't do it so you need that's had to be a totally totally over power over her over for overpower the Guru so what happens we go ahead and we say you know what even though even though I want to go ahead and maybe not give I'm gonna go ahead and I'm gonna go ahead and practice hustles I'm gonna practice full house set to go ahead and and and do what is that what is that what is it what is that what is that called that in in Kabbalistic terminology so something it's common terminology called ISA rusul Tata which basically is called an awakening from below which causes a serosa delaila awakening from above what is that what does that mean practically that means like this that means as follows when I go ahead and I want to go and I go ahead and I do cussing to somebody right when I go ahead and I do cousin so what happens I do something nice so now what does that do that causes an awakening and above that God should want to do custard and others if we go ahead and we do something nice to somebody else the fact is everyone in this world is who's God's children so we do some crafts of something kind for somebody else we're doing nice for God's children God gives a look and says oh my gosh these people doing something nice right there doing present so guess what I'm gonna have to cut it back what's my cuts I'm gonna give them back I'm gonna totally reveal himself now so the outfit so they offer asks a question wow that's amazing on one hand what we just learned that when we do hazard some looks us that we did concept I was gonna do cast it for us now normally when you do something when you make an investment for example there's normal returns whatever they're normal returns are so if you go ahead and do casted in this world what's this world called Elim hase right no mass in this world so God's gonna give you back that's it what's the cut sees any of you he'll give you for example something comparative he'll give you either casted back in this world you'll have an easy nice good life or even if you're lucky he'll give you a place in Olam haba in the world to come so in other words when you do Crescent in this world God will give you have said either in this world back I'll give you something health wealth happiness etc and if you're really lucky he'll give you a limb hob also which makes sense it's a return and it's a great return wonderful but here the altar which says one second not only are you going to get reward back in this world in Omaha sir you're gonna have a healthy life and happy life and all the good stuff not only you're gonna have tested in the world to Omaha but here we're saying that when a person prays you're going to have God reveal himself God reveal himself to you on the greatest levels the infinite light the infinite infinite power of God is going to reveal themselves to you so the author asks a simple question why would God give you such a great reward I mean it has that make sense here he's gonna give you such a high level of reward which is called the other recalls of develop of qu vela highest level of true with God is totally not holding anything back why would God go ahead and give us such an anomaly reward for doing some hazards so the outfit comes along and he explains it based on a parable and the peril goes as follows and then you'll appreciate why doctor opens up this chapter eight with the terminology of this array of planting seeds and buts meok where it produces where it uses a term of planting which produces produce and the upper verses like this okay when you go ahead and you're planting whether it's at home wherever you planting and you take some seeds whether you whether you're planting grass wheat any other type of you know not sand seeds or you're planting a tree any time you plant so you go ahead and you take a seed and you dig up a lot of ground I'm giving you a compliant think lot of planting course right you dig up a little the ground and you bang it right pottery class there you go powder you put the seeds in the ground and then you cover it back up and then write your water the ground and then obviously you pray right something should come out anyway but one so let's think a second now if we're able to take like a x-ray vision into the ground and we're able to watch right let's make believe we had a handful of seeds and we're able to take an x-ray vision that can see through the girth and we look through the ground and we watch what happens to these seeds what happens see if you give a look these seeds that you put in beautiful seeds they literally start decaying and they'll it'll become destroyed they fall apart and all of a sudden all sudden depending what the seed is right there's different things gonna grow if there were seats with tomatoes or the tomatoes or potatoes or eggplants or the you know berries or even maybe like a tree an orange tree an apple tree over time it's gonna stop producing that so the after a statistical question whoa a few questions question number one is you took seeds scenes it was seeds you put it in the ground they got destroyed literally obliterated and all of a sudden Wow something grows again whether it's you know good fruit fruit the vegetables from the ground or from the tree whatever they something grew why did this a why the thing has to totally get obliterated hello and then why is it why is it that he put enough seed for example from a tomato tomatoes grow any foot in seeds for example its its Warner watermelons roll you put them seats from an apple apple like hello like how does that work it got obliterated it got obliterated so the on Trevor teaches us a phenomenon like the according to Kabbalah how actually what actually produces the produce or the vegetables that grow or the nuts the seeds the objects are like this now that that the God laid in the earth in the earth that the earth has the power and the ability to produce any type of fruit vegetable seeds kernels etc the earth has the power to produce any of it no so this piece that let's say you taking this piece around in this piece of ground it could produce anything the same piece of ground that you use to plant tomatoes you can plant potatoes eggplants you can plant non-single on seeds implies an apple tree and avocado tree any type of tree that you want so the optimum says what's ultimately producing the produce not a seed because the see the case what producing the produce is what the ground and the gift that God gave in the ground that the ground has the power to produce it so if that's the case one second so why isn't produced why are you throwing the seed in there now you can tell me if the sea doesn't produce it want you to throw the seed in there walk over to the ground okay I need a pound of tomatoes let me know what to come pick it up and I'll send you a text message the ground will send your text minds come we'll be ready in 21 days where I come back Mike Mike I can't bless the ground that you reduce no you can stand all the blessings you want you got to throw the cedar but I took an x-ray vision of the seed to see decayed it decayed so what was the point of putting in the seed I didn't accomplish Center is actually putting junk now on the ground what's the point why is it now you even put on a season there and why this seemed us that does this happen pros if it decays anyway it's worthless so the author of explains us follow us why do we use of the seed and this phenomenal let's look at the seed that you use to throw on the ground that decayed weird the seed come from where does he come from let's go backwards let's let's take a camera let's go backwards this seed came from what a fruit of that sort rain right and let's go back where did that vegetable come from a tree a tree or the ground and let's bring it back there and we're that where did that produce or vegetable whatever a seed come from oh no it can't know everything comes from Hashem Hashem is always a magic answer it came from the ground right now what caused there before it came from that what caused it to produce right what cetera so you give it me back with water and see and then you go back right keep on my back but here's the point the reason why that seed exists is because from the power of the earth that has the power to produce produce that seed you got it so that seed exists because the earth made it exist and it became it became a thing because at one point it didn't exist at one point that see it exists it didn't exist think about at one point dad see it exists it didn't go backwards right you have a seed it came from a fruit go back that fruit once didn't exist it wasn't like it was in the ground and before it actually produced did that seed exist it didn't exist it did not exist Wow so that seed at one point did not exist it became into existence so you're holding your hand now something that at one point didn't exist in the way it is and now you have in your hand that exists so I ask you the thing that you have in your hand is something or nothing for something it's a real something because at one point it didn't exist it's actually pretty close to something from nothing it's not totally nothing it came from the ground it came from the water but the point is in this as a seed that never existed so you have in your hand right now a seed that never existed and you're holding it oh my gosh I have something that exists that didn't exist so you're holding on to something real that became into existence and that's exciting it became into existence now I say to you I'd like to produce some more produce I need from you to give away that something that you have and put it in the ground what's gonna when you put into the ground it's gonna disappear stop stop stop let's pour let's stop let's freeze that moment I'm gonna take from you that seed I'm gonna put it in the ground and what's gonna happen once I put on the ground I'm stopping the video right now not this video I'm stopping the video of life what's gonna happen I put in the ground and it totally this this the the I'm not telling you what's crap and afterwards at this moment it's good sorry saying you give me that seed I want to put in the ground it's gonna this it's gonna probably absolve dissolve what's your reaction are you gonna give its me enough if the movie ends there you're gonna give it to me be honest we have one honest woman here thank you right no I'm not gonna give it to you why would I give you a seed that that didn't exist it exists I have it I have it I'm gonna give it to you and we're gonna put it in the ground and it's gonna be gone why should I do that I'm not giving it to you I have no reason to do it but no no you know why now I'm gonna let's move on with the movie further let's have let's have taking you to the future because after it totally goes away you know what's gonna happen it's not only a producer seed it's gonna produce fruits vegetables whole new Gardens trees etc whoa are you ready to do it I'm apprehensive because I don't know what the futures gonna bring I do know right now I have something in my hand that didn't exist and exists you're telling me I should invest it in the ground it's an investment and I'm gonna lose the investment it's gone but with a prayer and maybe a song in advance right and a lot of prayers of times we know farmers pray a lot and people are in business that make investments that you know when you make an investment any business the investment is gone you're hoping that it keeps on going and boom and you start turning a profit not all we do not every seed turns into something sometimes they disappear and they're gone but I'm willing to do it why because I'm letting go what I have to create potential beautiful great life for new produce that has to come out of the ground what happens when I do that I have the power with this one seed literally this one little investment that you gave me thank you for it by the way there's one little investment you gave me it's one little seed I put into the ground I get not only a seed back not only one fruit we have one see you can have a whole tree and you can have a whole crop out of it literally from one seed you can have so much it so you shouldn't put in too much you know overpopulate that one area so here when a person goes ahead and gives up one seed that's very very valuable it might be the only thing that you have right now left but you willing to give it up to create new both quantitatively in quantity qualitatively you will create life exponentially because that will create new produce and then you'll have much more seeds and you can keep on planting and producing and it keeps on going on and on and on but in order for that process to start and continue I have to be willing at a moment to give up something extremely valuable didn't exist that exists within me it's going to be destroyed and it's gonna be a goner but with the hope and prayer that's gonna come back come back not only come back the seed I'm something that produce and field etc the Ariza the iris all calls this process original is a great kabbalist I'll say it in Hebrew and I'll translate it a lot man which means the elevation of Mayan look film the feminine waters which basically means when I put something in I'm giving up and by giving up I'm left with nothing that has the ability to produce tremendous things okay you got the analogy the analogy is very simple we have at one point the seed never existed I have this either which is truly valuable I'm willing to give it away give it up put it in the ground that gets destroyed but look what's gonna come back exponential growth comes only after up and he says he showed us now what happens in the backroom because we think we're putting a quarter in the charity box or a dollar or we swipe a credit card or we write a check we think all right we gave a check got done and this person has let's settle that's what we see our physical eye but what happens when you give charity dr. burr says whether it's the push curve whether it's the worthy cause a cheque and credit card PayPal however you give it but when you give something of yourself it's the same thing like when that person gave up that seed they don't have it anymore when you basically took that money out of your pocket you don't have it anymore it's gone that's on one hand but where did it go just like over it went into the earth and the earth gives a look goes oh my gosh Wow he he or she was willing to give up their seed that I produced that exists oh my gosh I'm gonna have to start spitting out new produce they gave up I'm gonna give up - I'm gonna stop producing so yeah but altima says saying when we give charity which the energy of the charity goes up and the Optima uses three Kabbalistic terminologies one is a spiritual level called Knesset Israel Knesset comes from the word of Knesset it's gathered in it means all the spirits are gathered in there also uses the term Aimie Tata which is not the level of vino it's actually the level of mal hood there's ain't a mighty law the higher level of a more the higher level of mother which is vena but a mental cause lower level of cult which is called mal hood and again a mother usually as a nurturer so the lower level with nurtures a lot of all the emotions all these spirits are in there it goes with a level of Sheena which screening means comfortable shrinking but God dwells in so uses three terminologies when you give this charity your energy from giving away the fact that you were willing to give away that powerful gift of giving away yeah you think gave away true but where did that go - it went to the level of Knesset Israel a Matata and Shekinah in veer all the spirit oh dear now we know what the spirit generally they are ten there's three intellectuals let's keep it aside the seven emotional but the active Sphero there's actually six active - you wrote but the most dominance was fear of oldest field what's the most powerful theory of all this we wrote and everyone's powerful on its level but what's what's the most powerful Sphero from all the Sphero the important one huh again everyone has its unique thing let me ask a simple question this world this world this world how is this world created if you had to pick one sphere from all the sphero's how is this world created huh mouth cooked malkhut yeah you have to come back to class okay it's good you all here how is world created huh like any what that's it oh my gosh okay you're gonna have to move down here that's it exactly very good you're getting all the good answers why sink us and what's the most important receipt very good excellent yes exactly say it will come here on paper oh say it but say it on earth exactly are you long hath said ye Bona the world was created from which fira has said well I think about it I mean finger cuz the mine comes off silent but think of the logic it's very simple from all the Sphero which is the giving sphere capsid as the giver the intellect was locked up in his head that war is not giving and all the other ones have their functions but the the most important Veera that causes the world to run its cussin think of God used Guevara with this world D know the dominant force the dominant force to create anything think about someone that's successful all successful people that dominant forces custody because the dominant force is worried they wouldn't allow themselves to totally go to the next level so Cassatt is the cause for any building that's it is the cause for any success and for all success comes from custody so what happens is so when a person gives again charity so the energy goes up where the knesset a straw skeena a Matar in India's oldest fear owed and again the what's the most dominant force the dominant force is I said and this has said in on high is what kind of has an infinite cassette but that has something you dude stop gasps oh my gosh Wow this person went ahead and did a sit down here guess what I'm gonna and only when God matches to get about right God really matches and God shoots down cressid and God's cussing up there down here same thing because God is not greater up in heaven and weaker down in this world God is all over the same thing on a certain level to us he's concealed up things more revealed but when we reveal ourselves we do have said God shares what kind of thoughts are the types of people on high exactly and and the offeror quotes another another beautiful aroma Colin says Zara bhai shock or Hannon Verano Rocklin Sadiq what does that mean when we act with Kannan what's kinda mean where compassion we're carrying Barack alone we have rahman note it's not like we act like a righteous mule being that does all that then zurafa hi chef God goes into our fascia into the darkness of our life into our challenges and our struggles and God brings down in there or ear light and use a keyword lying assuring what it's like you're sure I mean y'all sure means straight what's a straight line I mean when you have a straight line what does straight line mean simple that crooked right what does it was a crooked a straight line means is not crooked what is it wanted me a straight line a straight line means a straight line means very simple but who knows when you say someone is persons straight that means that means honest right what does it honest mean that means they're inside and they're outside is the same thing if you have someone inside he feels one way announcer you tell you something different he's not straight he's not being you sure yup sure means I feel this way I'm I told you I feel I feel this we have to tell you how I feel I think this where am I play I think that's called being yo sure now if God is more revealed in heaven and more concealed here is God being ushered gobbing straight no he's very small revealed and here is concealed so what is one of the minor cause I'll say well we act as crown and we're compassionate and we have recommended we give the charity in the morning or an any time throughout the day guess what causes God to light the light in a Yasir way with the same intensity that God has revealed in the highest levels God God is revealed in this world as well and that's what the optimist says from the beginning of the chapter Isaiah Reyat sadaqa is when we give charity why is the little-used idea of Syria because just like when you plant a seed it's gone the same thing when you give away your money it's gone on some level but much smear what is produced just like when you plant something it produces whoa so much more greater success the same thing also we give charity and feeling it yeah I gave it up I don't have it anymore correct I'm not gonna argue with you yes it's gone but you know when you can produce you're gonna push the great the greatest blessings and the optimist says that we cause the greatest blessings into this physical world like it says into the darkness in the world and especially says if you really want to like get the biggest bang for your buck by giving charity the best place to give it to is in the world which is matched up to heaven which is never too strong that's right a lot of people give money to like a coil and I just roll up for personal reasons or all or you achieve or whatever maybe because obviously it's much straighter line with God but irrelevant anyway you give charity when a person is a red star Christ when a person plans um starving he does Tucker you will cause much smear your cause to have the greatest the greatest your short and the great the greatest blessings so here you see in this chance the optimal shows you literally the back doors what happens when you think and not anything it's true you're giving up 100% but look what you get back and just use think about the image of you're standing in front of a field and you have a few kernels and you know once you put in the ground it gets this integrand you know you're not getting it back but would you do it so if you want to hold on to it you have you know you're gonna have the rest of your life there's some seeds that I keep I'll rot in your hand at some point you got nothing or you can give it up and yes now you have no seeds you gave away your seeds but guess what you come back after a while it's gonna grow it's gonna plant and the same thing also when a person goes ahead and gives charity yes it's not yours anymore 100 percent you gave it away and the more you give it away without any strings attached it goes and the energy goes up to the highest levels it brings down from our colors work with the greatest blessings into our lives and what's coming from God you can't get better than that and then solitaire says it's not only a level when you're getting back in this world blessings not only in the world to come you getting blessings but you most importantly you're getting the most the infinite part of God infinite light of God that lights up this world and much more powerful than like that you're gonna have in the world to come because in the world to come and said it's only a array of God's power here by doing soccer you get literally God's essence of power that gets revealed in this world and it's very simple just putting in a token in the pushka putting in you know a donation into someone that needs help you literally cause the greatest blessings in our lives now unfortunately it's hard to do it because we feel like we're giving up we think somebody wants to get the seeds they have in their hand but guess what when you give it up look at the greatest blessings you have and I think once you know the path down forever shows you literally how it works like who doesn't want to give charity you're looking hey where else can I give what else can I help even if it means I'm giving up because you're not really giving up because ultimately you're getting the greatest blessings and there's no greater blessings everything else blessings from God because obviously whatever we can there was only finite and God has the power to give us the most infinite and greatest blessings let's hope and pray that we really connect to this chapter we're willing to let go even if it's a little and God will give us huge and great blessings