Tanya By Rabbi Yitzchok Minkowicz Sec 3 Chap. 5 When we Sin we are not doing the will of Hashem

all right welcome to tonight's tiny class we are starting tonight in Tanya with the third section remember we do the first section look at a more in the second second sorry I do not the third section now we're dealing with you Gary to chuhwa and we are holding by Chapter five pay okay now this chapter happens to be a very very good chapter in a very very important chapter and the reason is because you know ultimately we will want to have a great life what's a great life a happy life what's a happy life and you can't get to God because since we all come from God when we're connected to him we're happy we're in line we're in sync god forbid if we disconnected and we get disconnected how happy can you be external happiness maybe but real happiness is when you're living your truth when you're living who you are so I'll be here the author is going to teach you something very very powerful and that is when a person goes against what song Hashem the will of Hashem so what happens is you literally disconnect yourself all from God so because a person disconnects himself off from God what happens is how do we live who created us God created us God created us and gives us life force so if we are in sync with God guess what the energies flowing but what happens god forbid if there's a blockage and without the single god and he's not flowing when the energy is not flowing what happens we're disconnected so it's like for example you buy an expensive piece of equipment whether it's a irrelevant right whether it's a an operating a dishwasher stereo system that you need a plug ins electricity and you spend a lot of money for it and you don't plug it in guess what is it gonna work no good fancy it's not gonna work you need to be plugged in so when we do what God wants namely we follow and we do all the deposit of Commandments and we don't transgress then the lines are opened and we're breathing healthier if God forbid we do transgress what happens is you can't breathe it's on a spiritual breath and if you can't even breathe physical birth and hear the operative takes us into such a beautiful background to show us really what takes place behind the scenes when we observe and follow the mitzvot the more important this chapter that shows us what happens when we don't do it we're supposed to how we create that disconnect and it's really really a very very beautiful chapter because the outer world literally takes us into the back room and shows you what happens now what happens is when I asked I studied is trapped in depth depth which are loans and I'm younger because it really it really creates of not only a 3d pie for the image when you can find the image of really how we operate and what is the ingredients that we need to live after well performance who wouldn't wanna live optimal performance the promises you don't know you don't know we just get up and go to sleep and go through life hello read the owner's manual and I really believe that if you really want to change your life chapter of fines para que in the garrison true VAR will give you a real image and it will change your life automatically because here's the point if somebody can see an accident coming would it be any excellence in the world no because X I mean it's an accident but not I didn't see it had you been able to see you would never do it same thing also once you learn this chapter and you see what happens god forbid when you miss an update into a positive as well or you transgress the negative I'm gonna do with that and literally after he learns chapter said oh my gosh my life has changed now cuz I'm not doing that why cuz now I know what happens so let's get into the chapter the author begins me says in continuation to the previous chapter which we learned last week chapter 4 what does the author reteach us that each and every one of us have in the Shema we have a godly soul now the neshamah that we have the godly saw that we have comes from we're from God but which part of God as we learned a very last week the part of our group is called youth cave of K it comes from the infinite part of God that means every one of us possess a part of the summer of God you'd cave of K as we discussed at length last week that's what we have the SR cohort drift that God has the SSP wrote and we have obviously we're so powerful or connected to the oneness of God now what happens is if we're so powerful how can we can get this connected to the Opera explained last week because God had to create us finite not infinite so we went through the level of de Bourgh which is the external part of God so our essence our panini owed our internal part is what is connected to the internal part of God so our neshama is connected in a storm of God it means any time you take a moment and you basically clear out the static connect to your Osama Teutoburg from its mode to meditation to pay your one with God which product the infinite part of God which as we discussed last week even angels can't do that they come from the external part of gods we could at any moment close her eyes right pray meditate talk to God and we're one with the internal part of God but because God wants us to live in this materialistic world so he created us through DeBoer speech which is its own yoked he said the commandment NASA Adam and because God said the commandment NASA on them so what happened was is we became physical human beings on an external level so again to clarify our internal self honor some is connected to what to the internal part of God our internal of Shama to the internal part of God the best connection possible you can't get deeper than that and no one no person no angel nothing in this world has that connection like we had our external self which is our external soul is connected to the deeper which is the key tiniest of God and that's what we discussed last week comes along the outdoor this week and he says that even though our external neshama comes from we're from the deep war which discrete Sony is but even in Crete Sonia's even in the external this internal of external an external of external you got it so last week we spoke about internal that means are the some of our internal but the internal God and then we spoke about our being our external Shama is coming from the external part of God now suddenly forgot a big internal external but he that was saying that even in external you have internal and external and external of external so he says that even our external trouble which comes from the external part card it doesn't come from the external part of the external but it still comes from deeper place it comes from the internal part of the external of God now so so in other words what does that mean when God spoke divorce be Chinese right when you speak it's great Chinese its external it's not really you you your mind your heart your feelings of cetera your speech is external it's not really who you are you can say things you don't agree with you can say which is the opposite of view because it's external but nevertheless what is the outer to come along and tell us that we are created from the internal part of the external part of God what is the internal party external part of God so the author says based on a verse 2 verses 1 is it says when God created us it says by epoch the app of knishmas Kalam God blew into its nostrils of the own being a soul of life but he are down the deficit item became a living became a living being what does that mean what does that mean it means ideas god blue now we know when you blow are you just like external energy is that internal energy its internal energy so when you blowing you've got in giving it a kiss mr. Gus so what made us even though god news deboard wasn't there a passive conversation it was God blue so it came from the internal part of God and therefore we were created as who we are so in other words even though weak were created from deboard which part of deeper the internal part of God that's point number 1 the second verse says that confession amelie that the we are the imagination is part of good cave of K Yaakov the Jewish people down here hormonally say heaven of course it was a heavy bottle screamed that means we are connected to God by the string so even though God's really up there and we're down here but guess what we have a string that we're connected to God with you know the umbilical cord it was never cut right so we have a stranger but connected to God so even though we're down in this materialistic world we're holding on to what a string down here where's the other end of string my god so anytime we have problems what do we do oh we yank the string what happens dog goes yes what do you want right so are we connected to God or not internal-external I'm gonna even the external part of us when we pull that string God does what weird we call it but he didn't call he didn't scream what because he's towards there connecting something external that you would hear a noise when you something breaking right but when God said yes my son what do you want right that's because the string connects us to the internal politics at the extreme has a power to connect us to do to turn about that so therefore we are connected to what we even though we're down here we are connected to the internal part of God as you see that he thought behalf of God blew into us and the strain is connected what to to our friend themself now comes along the other places like this when a person goes ahead and sins so again that's just rephrase real quick so even again our eternal self comes to the internal polygons but even our external self comes way from the internal polygon and sumitra popular some kind of God blue so the internal connection and is a strength now the optimist says that what happens on Christmas is guess what happens there's an obstacle right another was like this very simple we're down here gods up in heaven well it's all really one Gaza through it but from a spiritual perspective where'd this guy daka's where a physical world gods and spiritual world now what happens Leigha now it's using a university that they doctoral degree before but you but God blue right breath of life now let's say for example you're sitting here we're sitting by the table and it's a candle on the table and it's lit there's a fire and I go what happens we don't blow out fires look this fire soul but there was give me an example and you blow up what happens to the rhymes that are candle the candle stays but the fire goes eyes right there was a trend the candle stays in the fact if I go really hard the baku candle will fall but the poison you blow with the fire goes out okay now let's we the candle sitting here and then I go ahead and they build a brick wall between me and the candle brick wall tall very tall right the big wall between us and Mexico right that wall I get a good laugh wait go around okay so I build a big wall right and very big okay as and the candles on the other side of the wall and I stop blowing what happens to a candle nothing where to the fire nothing why there's a wall there's a wall that means God wants to send us energy right and God said I'm sending you a lot of blessings but guess what happened I sinned I built a wall you think only Trump those walls we build walls too unfortunately too many walls we build walls between us and God every time we go against God we're building a wall now what happens is God says okay I want to send your blessing guess what it's like me blowing and the wall is here I'm blowing that can blow from Texas tomorrow the candle the other side is not getting affected so God could be sending us blessings and it does send this that could be God is sending us blessings to every moment but guess what happened we put up these walls so on the other side of the wall guess what a lot of blessings sitting there we got to go around the wall and get the blessings right but the problems we create the walls because we're not going around the world we created so every time we sin guess what happens god sending us a blessing and it's all between yeah and that's when we said unfortunately every time we don't do it a positive it swaps who woke us up every time we transmit so negative another wall goes up so you know you credit God please send me a blessing no problem God sends guess what happens it lands in front of the wall could you get the blessing know who made the wall with it we did so if you want God's blessings ask him but guess what make sure it's on the walls and if there is walls guess what you gotta tear them down you gotta turn him down and then you'll have a free flow comes along the outer up and he asks the huge question the simple question what we all know God is weird see I can't blow on the other side of the wall cuz I'm gonna decide and there's a wall and the other side of the camera now for God's everywhere right now let's say we make a wall right we make a big wall we did this sin and all these walls go up okay and God sending a blessing from the air and the wall is blocking what God is on this side of the wall - isn't that a brilliant question yeah if I'm on this side and the cameras on that side I'm on the side because I'm finite candles on that side I could blow from take them on yes the walls in the way because I'm not on that side but God is we're only there show me with areas we know the favorite song God is he up up down down right left or in God's everywhere so God's everywhere he doesn't have to send you a package from the other side of the wall he can send you a package in this side of the wall god hey bless me right need your help no problem here it is I said there's a wall guess what you live in the south of all bring it in right now guess what and the Opera goes a step further and he says okay we don't blog everywhere and then there were says God's everywhere that's true conceptually but then the author brings five versus five different black you know three verses and two sources from thes or two verses sources Oh another verse of non sources over each verse he brings it's to prove that God is not only everywhere globally he runs the world God's everywhere but he actually brings five beautiful horses to show you that God is not only everywhere conceptually but God is found in every single part of the world beautiful piece of Kabbalah doctor explains to me God is everywhere and he starts off like this we know god's name is what you'd pay for letters now not only the four letters but even the first nude of god's named is the new in the dot and there's the top letter of the unit on top little crown called elite set it down on company you'd see the dot on top of the unit do you have the unit you have the hey you have the bobbin a five different four letters and one dot on top of one of the letters now what does that resemble as we discussed many many times we're going to review it again for this class that the top of the view refers to what Kesser in this view of the highest um cat there which is referring to rocks on the will so we have that is a rocks on a Shem the will of ash and then you have the actual yield is kaufman the intellect of Shem then you have the hay which is B none which is the understanding of Shem then you have evolved which is a six me don't and then you have the hay which is malagant which is every single level of energy from the highest level of energy to the lowest level of energy all there's everything God so the author who brings the first walk verse and the first first says it does we bring proving this point that God is everywhere but it's going to make the question in stronger if God is really everywhere so happen again how can anything happen anything brought block so but let's let's first see how the question comes stronger so what are the first version breaks he says the first version brain sent over it says how low essence remaining for attorney Molly what does that mean I God fill every part of the world heaven earth all over God's everywhere that refers to what the first nude the first crown on top of the interest in the Ruxin of Shemin it means that the world of rock song God's everywhere that's everything God's everywhere so God is on all planes of the earth high levels lower level great times challenging times God's always with us God's always with us okay and that comes from where from the from the crown hood which is based on the verse electorate any money the second tier is the urine so he brings another verse where it says Malloy called Haaretz Cavuto that the whole RS is full with the covered of Shem and that refers to the sphere in the serial comma that God is is found on every level that gets its source from the sphere of hakama from the uterus and then he brings another refers to a verses then he brings a piece from the Zohar where it says less ice our honeymoon a there's no place it's devoid of God which that refers to the idea of of Obinna because Venus reading the expansion part of God so the hey which is veena is based on the pieces o it God is all over then he brings in reference to the vault he brings up verse it says but God is Russia my email now large P Thomas annoyed and the way God is drawing now which is idea part where the light of God comes gets drawn down into this world and then he brings a first verse where the son of hers actually peace was over it says he knew where Malik alum God fills the world world which refers to what it refers to the mouth would so again so he never brings to quiet makes the question much stronger what mean were has made course from a very simple God is not only God is everything not everywhere gods in hiding but God isn't in every part of any will that exist in the world is gone every wall over the place in Kaufman in viña in the emotions right in mouth with God is everywhere so God is everywhere so guess what house there disconnect what we saying God blow the snot coming to us we just garden that God is in every single global part of the world and every single detail the world God's everywhere so here the author explains based on a verse in Psalms from King David chapter 135 verse 6 and it says like this coil after all so hush collar show coil assure us of competition the shrine guards everything that God huh fates coffee spoons desired everything that God desired he did in the heaven of the earth what does that mean that means like this that everything that exists everything exists everything God created we recreated from what was the original source of his creation was what the power of rock song which is the will of a Shannon now what does that mean why did God create the world what a great world whose board you know God desired he had a desire he had a coffee she had a rock song he had a will to create this world that was his will true once he had this will then went through it intellectual process and motion until finally the world got created but what was this what's the source of God wanted to create the world won't come fades roadsign now in the world of spirit in the world which was fearo's that kept them the highest theorem in the in the name of God you'd cave of K which letter of God is it it's actually before the letters even start it's the dark on top of the other the hey came afterwards navab came after and the hey came after these came after what came first that little that so God's desire to create the world comes from the dot now once God desires to create the world is there anything stopping not to creating the world no gossip you can create but to flow what is the first flow of energy comes from somewhere from the rut song keyword remember this memorize it it comes from the rub so Hashem so the first flow and the first spark of an interest in creating the world comes from where rut zone we've got someone is source in God's name which letter tripping question it's not a letter it's the DA band top of the you got it so the beginning of creation comes from the beginning of the even then the source of creation comes on the dock on top of the earth the dot on top of the hood one second the down coming good which basically is the rocks on us and that's what all starts flowing from and once God had that will guess what there's an infinite flow of energy for anything God had this dream he wanted to create this world he wanted to create a world he's concealed and we're gonna go look for him we're gonna find they were going to study told in do bits vote we're gonna pray we're gonna meditate that we're not gonna listen to everyone telling us that's not gonna work we're gonna fight right to make God reveal here when we do that what are we fulfilling God's God's action God's emotions got intellect or God's will we are actualizing again the source the rock someone very important so God had a will and that's when they went onto intellect emotions creation etc but if you go back to the source we all start from we was a source that God decided to just break loose and get everything he had to make this happen remember the source that the roots are now God also gave us from the same place Torah and mitzvot so we're a mitzvah come from where did it all come from very good from the rock solution which is the first doubt the first the first part the first source of energy so what happens now what happens now but we are supposed to do a mid stone we don't do it or we should not do something and we go ahead and we transgress what are we doing if you look at it from a very very narrow way you can say oh I missed this opportunity or I should have done that but I did that's a narrow way to look at it but what are you really doing you are basically trying to obliterate the dot you're going against that will of God now what happens when you go against that will of God since that was a source of everything guess what happens you're blocking the flow of energy in its source so it's not like that sixteen hours before it I'm here candle I can blow it there's a wall I can't blow it let's say you put up a wall I can't what walk there's a wall here but the reality is I can blow but this'll all the way here we're saying is that nothing I can blow it as a wall on the way I have no desire to blow I have no I've no I have no interest of law in other words it's not that you're not doing this myths and God asked you to do that's a very very narrow way to look at it it's almost like a childís where you can look at it until you learn Kabbalah in you realize it's deeper than that when a person misses an opportunity to do a mitzvah you have missed opportunity to allow God's will to flourish or if you go against God's commandment you transgress a negative peace with God says don't do it you do it you know what you're doing nothing you didn't do it a mitzvah truly didn't do it but what are you really doing you're blowing is Roxanne value exactly exactly what happens when you vote so it's not like a punishment god forbid it's just in your blocking God's energy it's like for example someone has an oxygen and you say there's a tank of oxygen and you have a hose going to his mouth giving him oxygen and you walk in to visit the person and when you're walking or standing under on the oxygen pipe then I can't breathe now why can't the guy breeze he's not feeling well oh why can't you because not fairly well but the reality accidental so is it candy Brinkley's not feeling well because someone's blocking the flow of energy so a one you could argue us in listening I didn't kill the person the guy can't breathe he wasn't wherever he gets wrong with him she can have surgery that is true but he had the accident flowing them who stopped it you did so you can go back and catch her in two all day but we all know that he was breathing fine based on the action you cut the afternoon off same thing also what happens when a person goes against what's an alley on your cutting off the original swords and that's why we know in the Torah there's something which is cool when a person sins pretty serious in there what's the punishment call that's called car race car experience either you die at age 50 or the at age 60 different depending on what what you did wrong so what does courage mean you get cut off what does it mean cut off now you would appreciate with cars means you get cut off in the original flow God has this will do you should live and you have a great life and God wants to send you everything but guess what you're going against that will you're clashing with God so here he's trying to send you energy and here you're putting up a wall nothing God's not here God's everywhere but he's trying to give you a blessing and you're saying god I don't like I don't want to do your will I'm gonna do the opposite II will so how can you get how can you how can you drink from a source you throwing it back back at the source now what happens is so if it's a serious sin it's learning Curry's you're actually cutting off the certain supply if you really go against something which is like it in deep in God's will God says don't do this and if you do this literally that's it you're cutting off the source of my supply to you and you do it guess what you can't that's in a serious sense we're obviously a small small transgression where it's not totally cutting off but you're basically disconnecting small it's a small sin or you missed an opportunity do a mitzvah and so on and so forth so you create these little these little cuts what does that mean we know that we have we get into Tuesday nails and forth we're connected all with the strings right remember setting Gotham so we have a stream down here in heaven what is that string by the way how do we call God the city we have a big string prayer prayers one them we have a string which is actually made up you ready are you ready for this 613 strands we have a string that's Bay or six seconds friends and God sends us energy through a certain person thanks friends so every time you put on tefillin right if you're a man or you like Chavez kind of you wonder if you keep closer to keep Shabbat guess what energy is flying right now and you breathe well connect a 635 to the air oh it's bhai it's beautiful right but what happens when you miss an opportunity guess what you're inclined or you transgress is cut the earth you got the ear off so what happens in you but you did something major boom it's like cutting them all off but he didn't do you miss this so one get snipped you missed that another one it's nicked right now you have less strands coming towards you and you go through you transgress you do something you shouldn't be doing boom more gets cut off and before you know it you can be end up pretty pretty pretty pretty low on oxygen now so we want to make sure is we want to make sure that guess what that we have beautiful energy coming from the rottenness and the way you do that is by doing as much bones not transgress in the negative and on verses the opposite if we don't do the mitzvot or if we transgress guess what the flow of energy is going to stop now here comes a big question we know that person sins certain transgressions right so guess what happens at age 58 60 time what are we saying until now that what happens when a person does such a terrible soon that's when you cut the pipe so if you cut the pipe how do you how do you live I stay present at age 30 did something terrible if the punishment is you die at age 50 or 60 so the optimal question if you cut the pipe at age 30 why you let me know the 58 2030 is the pipe was cut the pipe was cut I didn't go on living for another 20 to 30 years the after explains that what happens is throughout your life up until age 30 everything you do a mitzvah everything you framed from sinning so you're creating oxygen around you right spiritual energies coming around you now what happens is let's say person those n cuts off the pipe does something terrible so true no more new energies coming but there is still some of the old oxygen that you created by doing mid salt and by refraining from transgressing and that accident is still there that will keep you so to speak hemorrhaging right Allah it'll keep you like you know remember the right English tremors will keep you alive on a low level of energy based on based on air come inside come inside welcome welcome welcome thank you it'll keep you alive even though you did something which you really should cut you off but nevertheless it has you have some residual residual effect from before that keeps you going now and that's something which actually is internal energy its internal literally breathing spiritual reading that will keep you alive now sometimes sometimes not only is the residual internal but the Ziva is something which is called a a powerful Mach if that that the hovers over you that will also keep you that will also keep you going with the internal ology from before now here the other one finishes off with something very very interesting very very fascinating isn't yes and he said as follows in the times of the temple Tyson temple people were much much more holier and much more spiritual I mean to say is people say a very holy no not comparing in that regard but it was a much more pure environment people basically prayed more and they studied more and they meditated more in the dim of its board and they had less struggles and Frank you know with focusing and so on and so forth so what happens was they were extremely plugged into God they were very very plugged into God so all their energy from where from God a beautiful powerful energy now what happens is when you're breathing constantly fresh air that means you can sleep praying you can see studying and you're doing mitzvahs in your life for example everything you've been to Israel so you know we go to Israel your Jerusalem the Energy's totally different some are higher level energy so if your and your your whole life you grew up you know by the Western Wall right when you pray and you're studying you didn't mid sport and you didn't deal with any fighting or any friction or any animosity or jelly jealousy or envy it was just weren't you like in a bubble of godliness and holiness and that's the whole life Wow you one with God now what happens when you're so holy and you saw one with God in you so pure if you get a little a little bit of contamination you know what happens a little bit until you because you can't handle it it's totally foreign to you so in the times of the temple when people were totally one with God they were living at a very high spiritual level so what happens is if they got a bit transgressed you know what happens they got cut off they got cut off today because today we're living yridian galoot and there's a lot of foreign injuries that we deal with so we actually live we don't want senators to hide Pure Life living we live a rewarding life and we live a cactus allotted to God but because we're exposed to a lot of other things that we shouldn't be so a lot of our energy comes from where let me say from holy places so what happens because we get energy from negative places also ceramicist a personal destiny which deserves correct and there was a you know death penalty guess what you can live even after 50 60 why cuz you're not living you're not living on pure energy you're living on fake energy so after 56 it's not really life it's life on fake energy and I was thinking what can be a very simple example it's very simple take for example if you have to if you go to the store or NewPage your garden to plant fresh fruits and vegetables right and you take it how how long what's a shelf life on that I'm fresh fruits and vegetables that's very long a week two weeks three weeks right I don't even get more than a month out of it correct most stuff why is that because it's fresh it came from a life source it was connected to a tree it was connect to the earth and because it was connected to the tree in the earth once it gets us connected know what happens it starts it starts it starts dying there's no life force to it now take for example any product that's chemical based that's process that all the new troops have been taken out of it how long can a box of cereal sit in the shelf in a store years something in a can right there's no life force it's totally you know how long can that last maybe 10 20 years right now why is that a fresh fruit a week two weeks a month oh my gosh you know this is like a miracle a box of the right processed items can last a year or two and the answer is because it's begins with it was nothing there it wasn't alive to begin with he's dealing with death so death that could want something is dead it's that forever but once it was alive it could stay alive do you know true it Oh God really could die same thing also in the times of the temple when you plugged into God your life is really about real God tour emits low pressure etc and if you get disconnected from the real thing you're gonna die but today unfortunately we have we don't live on just on a level of neshama we get our sores from other areas so that's what can we live after we sin possibly but the question is that real life now is that real oh it's fake life so fake life can live longer because they expect to begin with the fake news right fake life but if you want to live a real life that's what so they told him reality so you see from here clearly but the author is saying is that there's two different worlds there's a world it's a godly world Torah mitzvot pray or good deeds and guess what that's something that you have to constantly feed and if you don't constantly pray and you don't consciously study you don't do mix what you know what happens you get disconnected there's a life just living fake life you don't have to do anything for that but if you want to live forever and you want to live the only forever on it just really life's real life then you have to constantly inconsistently study Torah pray and do mitzvot and God forbid as we learned in this chapter if we're if we when we sin we're literally cutting off the life force so once you learn this chapter chapter five prayer okay and literally opens up your eyes to like a real for the image of our life when we study Torah when we pray when we do X vote we're alive we're breathing healthy energy God's Word if we don't there's we miss the opportunity to do it or you do negative but we shouldn't be doing we literally cutting down our real supply yeah could we find fake fake life and fake sources of life yes but it's fake and even though it can last longer who cares but if you want the real thing the real thing requires work an effort and if you don't do the work enough that you get disconnected but then you obviously regroup and reconnect and then you better live a great life a happy life forever and ever