Tanya By Rabbi Yitzchok Minkowicz Sec 3 Chap. 4 Teshuva - Is knowing who we are.

so welcome to tonight's tangent class we are actually studying the third section of Tonya section called eageriy Tituba letters of repentance and we are holding tonight chapter 4 parrot ballot so this chapter is a great chapter because here the author actually shows you who we are is it nice no you are yes and we know we have names and we know we have families and everything but who are we who are we and it really is an eye-opener to who we are and it also deals with the zero that's very very powerful trapped in a very very important chapter so the author begins and says as follows we spoke about last week chapter 3 about when a person sins so you do Tuva return to God but then in order for the true vote to be accepted by God and you're back in sync with God so we've spoke about last week and the week before about the idea of fasting it's not an assessment and it's not the necessary for chuhwa you can return to God God I'm sorry you do to vote you back one with God but when a person goes ahead and fast and or gives charity then you can come back to me walk the rocks on the flesh um that's what he spoke about last week so the author in this chapter brings it back full circle because he started in the beginning saying what's true uh returning to God then we digressed last weekend a little bit before word about the fasting how really you don't need it but then he goes into the whole you know how many fast is your fast to make it look what solar flares am but he says let's stay focused remember what's the important thing the important thing of Trueba is to return to God and to words very important words in truth MS and believe uh Solomon a complete heart another word in other words like this you can say egg God I'm sorry I did this wrong whether I miss our need to do a mitzvah got that I did it negative preservation I trimmed rest- precept 11 which track you did something wrong okay god I'm sorry so that words is good but the October says you have to make sure you're doing it back and this you're doing it from a place of truth and you're doing it what with a complete heart so since Chava is what very powerful because when a person does something wrong or you listen up a tuning you return to guys and god guess what I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm back your buddies right we're one more than buddies buddies is two data buddies right what one you know what we're connected I'm one with you you're one with me it's all one we're all good you see God let's forget about the past now that is very powerful that is very powerful so and all you need is to return to God so the average is great wonderful so now we're going to go into the true ver simple true ver understanding what it is and why it works how it works so before the after he gets into it he first starts off a little introduction and he sounds like this he quotes from the Zohar so anytime you're quoting from the Tzar you know right away there's something small but it's like we can talk about forever and there's over says that it says in Hebrew what is chuva in Hebrew teshuva so the ZOA says that kuva is made up of two words tough silver hey Tufts of hay but not in other words in other words in other words what does it mean toss of hay that the hey should return where is it returning to where did I leave from what is hey what is hey and we're leaving from we're going to everything is gone God is the magic answer everything is God's right so like you say God yes you say good yes you say happy yes these are magic answers one answer fits all exactly but everything's native God right no everything is native God agreed hey there God okay what's happening you have God's right wall part of God so what does it mean Tashia of a so the solar cells they focus the ZOA says that what is Tasha pay that the hey returns what does that mean what does that mean that we know everything comes from God now God's name is what dude Hey Vogue's Hey that means there was a break in the bay there was a break in the hay or a disconnecting hey and our job is what Tosh of to bring back the hay so for example that the hay goes back to the velvet the head goes back to its now the question is which hay is going back this is the first day the second day yeah which hey got misplaced they're both in God's name right yeah so which one got misplaced it just once it's as always you know it's deep so what are the drawers always say that there's two types of Hayes breaking and it's too tight so hates coming back and this is over says it again this is in short we're gonna get into it in depth you know throughout it gave us a true huh it's not gonna be in one foot but the sower says that there's two types of schewe what does that mean there's the lower hey disconnected and returning and it's the higher hey disconnecting and returning again we're not gonna get into right now what does it mean high level to a low level sure that fountains chapter that's later on but the zone right anyway puts down a beautiful thing on the table that when you hear the word true VAR you hear two things one is you hear Tosh of hey that the hay is returning which hey there's two levels in the true ver lower level of true var which will leave in a great explanation at length what that means but for right now lower level Torah and higher level of truth oh that's one piece of SOI doctor puts on a table put on the shelf then the author brings another piece of the ZOA and there's always cells like this that we all know God gave us as a gift who we are God gave us our body as a gift and we know that the gift that God gave us is the body we have a responsibility looks like if someone gives you a gift it's not yours it's a gift to use so you have to take care of it you can't destroy your body doesn't belong to you yes take care of it you gotta respect it our body is a holy thing that's a gift from God everything in the world is holy but my body is a gift to me that God gave me so you have to respect it you know and do whatever the Torah says how to treat it how to take care of it whether it's putting on Trillian right whether it's easy culture food in their body and so on and so forth one there's positive commandments which apply how you take everybody and there's negative precepts so you know I do but in fact one of them is cutting gashes I mean there's many negative pieces well you know how to do towards your body so one of the positive precepts we know is to have circumcision for the male and we also have a biblical prohibition of not a god forbid spilling any negative see for no reason weights don't seem you know in the tones many people unfortunate Aaron's kids died because that sin so we have a responsibility to obviously protect the holiness of the circumcision and not obviously god forbid wasting any seat now Zoe says what happens if someone wasn't people careful hi welcome come have a seat why does if somebody wasn't it wasn't no problem thank you so much thank you thank you take your lowness you all will see you okay so thanks so what happens if somebody was not careful so the Zoe sighs you ready for this you're holding on tight all right that Shuvo does not help a person can't repent a person did not protect the holiness of a circumcision and he did things which are inappropriate sir true it doesn't help so I neveri ones were all like everyone's faces what you need right so the after research one second what does that mean it doesn't help we all know that true ver helps or anything God gave us a gift a gift that we can activate and actualize anytime you want if we do something wrong we can repent not that we should sin or three pens but the fact is if somebody did sin we could repent not only that we know there are three negative pieces that we that would now let a desecrate even if our lives on the line for example you know for example it's a Shabbat let's see someone that someone's sick and he has to be for the hospital so you lie to desecrate the Shabbat it doesn't mean that you desecrated Chaumont Shabbos laws don't apply then but there are three laws that are extremely strong so for example one is forbidden relationships killing someone or a down the tree and all those things you know the transparent you know you could not transgress if you're gonna do any of those three now let's say God forbid someone did one those three forbidden relationship god forbid killed somebody did it idolatry does repentance help it does it does even for these three huge you know so the after is what does that mean that in Cannes with zorg says that when it comes to protecting your circumcision there's no there's no there's no Trueba so the after explains that here's the key what we say before this two types of Trueba there's low level of chuhwa and high level of kuva so low level of true go for that doesn't help you got to do with the high level of sugar you got it so low level of true it doesn't apply for something like that high level of true employees that's another piece in his or we're gonna put on a shelf you write any question oh my gosh what's low level to high level drool let's leave that go that's obviously a very very long discussion and teaching and we're gonna get to that when we get to that we will you know deal with it it's it's in a greater or something this chapter just know we all want to know what's the big prize what's this high level of chuhwa that's so powerful right what's this let me think about it first of all the fact that's high versus low so right away it's it's higher than lower but more importantly that it's so powerful that even in areas where lower level truth will not work person cannot repent oh if you're able to do high level sugar you won the lottery you can return to God right so now the question is right what is that okay you have to wait but let's put this on the Shelf then the altar of grains another intriguing thing and then we can get into the heart of today's chapter because this will all help us understand what really true ver means okay the other is like this we know that there is a there is hi welcome welcome come come have a seat have a seat we know that in the Torah there's different punishments for different transgressions so for example there's the it's correct when someone you know sorry there's someone's life more that's the better the size you know it's over or there's me submitting I am with God basically take someone's life could be 50 or 60 and there are certain sins that move on the spot leases they try on the spot like we see you know with Aaron's kids and other stories in the Torah of people's has died on the spot why because they did certain things and that and their atonement so the whole discussions of their atonement was there dying but Avella the point is when person dies on the spot or age 50 60 so the author asks a question hold on a second this is the famous question I'll translate in simple English you know why did good things happen to bad people is where it comes from right here the anthracis question hold on we know so many people that based on the way they behaved and what they've done they should've been dead many many years ago whether you know at age 50 or 60 or whatever they write whatever the age may be and look what they're walking around they're drawing a great life right having having fun and it's still alive whoa why is that and again the simple English question we always ask is why do good things happen to bad people and the fact is again in terminology Kabbalah is people that should have had death penalties whether from heaven or very little cords and nevertheless are still walking around a living what the great life okay so those are three questions let's put it on the shelf and now let's get into the heart of the chapter that's generally the way you know so if this course works is they'll usually bring something down the last bunch of questions I'll get into the heart and I'll come back and try to obviously piece of together okay so you're obviously you're used to this type of study but let's deal with without were talked about today and today the outer is again since it's all about what becoming one with God right what's it all about it's all about smiles from occasional hugs or one when a person sins you move away from that one is you create a disconnect you create a divisiveness when a person does true or what happens you're returning right the pieces are coming back together so you have to know who are we so the outer brings down a verse that says as follows ki kala Hashem mo and the people the nation our nation who are we kala Kishan we are a part of God a part of God now here's what's important is we all know that God has many names especially this week's Torah portion right godson skill-shot I should now know that okay music okay God has many many names many names but what is what name does he say that about the Jewish people keep a liqu you'd cave of camel that the nation the Jewish nation is what a part of which name of God you'd cave of K Wow which name of cause that higher to lower in terms of higher energy versus lower energy anybody not only higher highest you keep of K the infinite name of God so the the verse says keep a liqu have Ayame so now we're getting the first the first glimpse of who we are you know we are we are on a summer is a part of the infinite God so next if I want to ask you who are you probably infinite God is that true natural and you can quote the verse keep a liqu javea good cave of camel if we are his nation we're part of that and guess what once you know that guess what you've plugged in the private problem most of times we don't know who we are so now the author was telling you you know who you are you know who we are you know you are you know I am part of God now take this a step further if you really understood it thought about it and felt it what would happen to our smiles beaming beaming right word our feet be dancing weary tan saying there you don't need this right get handsome here there's an English term right any any language because think about it why people upset because all these like they feel like they're a loser but if you get to the heart of it right but if you are part one with God hello with one with God he say like a tsunami so that's point number one Delta brings to show you who are we we are a part of God now let's go further not only a part of God the author it says another point second point of who we are when God created the world so he created the world in six days or in seven days seven his resting is also creation but when he created the world how did he create the world anybody know with words in Hebrew it's called utterances that seamless - very good but let's get a Hebrew word here on the table we have someone he's a mom are a mom are words are so the heat content but the meal I tried that the be firmer and led to me and this animals got there was a sermon rod tenor rinses and after the world came into being what happened when it came to create Adam and either put in him a neshama a soul so what doesn't what does the verse a very good he breathed he blew in him by epoch the apples he blew right into his nostrils knishmas high in a soul of life now let me ask you a question like this we're all simple people if someone says something right how much energy that take one to ten - right what does it soul blows his kiss comes out what is that that's a ten he's blowing it script goes out now so when someone says something you can say something yearning meaning and what he's saying because it's its words its words but when you basically start blowing right so it's coming now from we're from the inner part of you so let's take it back so when God created it did you add in the first man's wasn't say like epoch the app of God blew in to him his soul so which part of gods are coming from huh the inner part of God the inner part of God the depth of God so two things now we just learned we are part of God right Catholics are mama we're part of youth cave of k-9 elokim and all the other names of God but secondly also that what which part of God are we from from that from the packaging or from the depth of the kiss kiss and the heart and soul of it right we're from the read the innocent the end of stirrings of God so we're not just a where they say in English a sidekick and afterthought right all these type of expressions no we matter because we are from youth cave of K and we are from God's Christmas God like blew out oh my gosh he's still like you know his breath from that first when he blew us out right correct I mean think about you get exhausted what absolutely yes yes yes yes yes yes now however God created things to what God create angels guess what angels come from not change K both K from same elokim a much lower level do you want to be an angel you can be an angel I'm not giving up my youth cave of K connection right you're basically giving up your like Madison Avenue parking spots for I don't know some cheap spot where there's plenty of it right so L okay so angels are created from the lock-in that's number one and also one for the external part of God so we are think about it we are prime creation of God find creatures of God why because we're connected yet clip of K and we come from the depths of God unlike the angels and everything else that God created now here's a here's a simple question about this one second think about this if we are from youth cave of K which is we are not if since we are from you scream FK take a back but if we are from youth clear FK and God blew into us right think about that a second it's true so if it's true it's true so now the question is how are we still a physical human being so like materialistic and not in just like one with the youth cave of K and with that energy God blew into us good question yeah it makes not a quite oh my gosh if we are so great a sin soil if we are so and we know if we are since we are so great it's good if out since we are so great we're part of the youth cave of K and we're part of a new puppy up of so heck them were like so petty and silly at times knowing what do you even God blew it in you I mean come on you guys you put your finger into a 220 electrical socket right 220 what to you you're gonna wake up in that wake up don't tell me you're sleeping you're not gonna be sleeping you'll be waking up very very quickly if I you don't 110 you'd wake up right so what is going on with us but again it's simple we are connected to the earth cave of Kate and by the way and that's why when the person stops for a moment digress we'll get right back and thinks about the fact that he was created from youth cave FK and the fact that God blew into his righteousness OMA you know what I'm sayin right away oh my gosh your honor electric you're on steroids you're jumping all over the place better than any bottle of alcohol or any other you know drug that can do to you why because you're connecting infinite not find an infinite there's nothing in this world that can take you to the infinite place but we are the infinite we're not a weird but the minute we become a weird you know that happens to us oh my gosh you need nothing you just oh my gosh that's life is great your eyes or everything opens everything you're totally awake and alive and alert so that's the case right how come we're so like at times even divisive I have some anger hatred where does that come from you said we're not aware but how could we not be aware that's the question Sakhalin how could we not be aware what and therefore let me tell if you connect with the infinite an from the animal soul doesn't have a chance doesn't have a chance but I agree with you by I'm not disagreeing with you but if we're taking this perspective for paint and just what we're dealing with has an animal have a chance even the do you even like me in the in the whole arena here ego plant a vision yeah but come on you have the infinite it's like there's nothing no ego ego dies it should read literally in two seconds today I don't even in a split second or right so the author explained is follows that because God wanted to create a world where God should be concealed cuz God had a plan you know got a plan he had a vision he had a dream he had a he had a certain pleasure tava he had a certain he had a certain idea that he wanted to do he wanted to create a world it's a physical world it should look like it's a physical world should look like God concealed but nevertheless there should be us here and we should be looking for God that's what God wanted in order to accomplish that if we were totally a we're in a clear way it doesn't change the reality because we do have perfectly within us and we've got blue in US but we if we were really aware and we were alert to that guess what do you think it would be a game or an effort for us to follow God and do everything God says no we would be like angels on certain level not complete because we definitely fight angels' come from al-khaimah but we would be basically robots really basically to do whatever God wants anything it's not God would totally tune out because it would be sort of speak new Takenaka to be revealed so therefore God had to tone us down he toned down our clarity and he created so much static how does God create the static because when he created us so even though the source again the source doesn't change we come from get cave of K and God blew it in but it went through a if you want to call it a filter or a transformer right of Deebo and if you remember what is God doing getting a Torah he says NASA a dung beetle may know he uses de Bourgh he uses a mom R or you call the utterance he used words to create the human being so even though we already create an infinite part of God we need to clear off pain even though God blew it with her in it but he used a transformer to tone down that energy and when he toned it down in terms of the Kabbalistic lens will be seen from the tolerance very clearly God says NASA or W me know so the minute he went he used de Bourgh he didn't use by epoch so he toned down that an reach of the source is what you dream of K the source is by epoch but it went through the process of toning it down and now we have assumed rings that have the biggest biggest but we can relate to diamond and treasure within us because we're connected to youth clear of K but we also have the fact that God blew it within us because God lowered so to speak the clarity and the vision and the feeling for it so therefore we see me we see you and it says I think and you think and it could become you know conflict and so on and so forth that's all because God toned it down but the fact is it's just it's just a transfer and tones down it's not really real because the real ass is what what's the real loss it came up okay the real loss God blue blue the energy into us so therefore all we have to do is what pop the cover or open our eyes and really the truth is you can't hide the truth the truth is we are part of the infinite part of God so much so so much so the Alpha right now is bringing it back so much Roger Allam says he'll be able to now demonstrate to us beautifully how we are just like the infinite God and here it's a beautiful demonstration out there does and this happens to be a classic and almost like a reference if you ever want to go back on this topic this is the place to go chapter 4 and again as a true ver with the artwork goes through God's name the it cave of K the way its ways broken down into the Tennessee Road so the Altima starts off and he sounds like this that we and God we're like a twins obviously God's God where we're asked but on a certain level where were one that's for sure but we're like twins what does that mean because the author who says God when God's infinite but when he decided to create the world the same God side the current world so the way God relates to the world and the way God revealed themselves to God channels his energy into the world and then we could talk about the three or four hours days weeks whatever but for right now from this chaff to do it God connects to this world it's through the ten she wrote us human beings with the way we operate where we operate is how ten cohort which comes from the tents you wrote so now so therefore you see that we're twins we're not only that we're a part of God we literally operate the same way we operate the same regard operates obviously I got operates on a huge scale and we have the same tools obviously watered down on a small scale and here the author explains goes into again we're learning about God learning about us who we are back to who are we we are what a part of God we're part of the youth cave of K so what does the youth cave of K so the author explains he quotes from the Zohar which actually we say it every Friday night before Kabbalah wat papakolea so what does it say they're the sources like this and to referring to God right the efika assert the column you created tentacle him and you called it asari intensity wrote and that's what you used to to run the world and basically so all the 1002 all ten starting from whether you can't Kassar ha convenient in your Candace and all the emotions everything comes from where from you to cave of K everything comes from you dream of K so the author of sense has a come from you to cave of K so again it's all in God's name is what the infinite grounds get good with the hey with the father day the other first shows you the way the ten throughout are in the youth cave of K of God and then he's going to show us to eat it with the way attend Coker that we have are in the youth cave of K that we have which is part of God so he starts off like this and he says we have the nude we have the hey we're developing the hey so you take the nude the year there's two parts there's the hood which is a dot the small is that but then on top of it you have like a little like a little it flares up with drops a little dot and happening it so your itself as a dot but in top of the year there's a small dot so I'll never explains what's that little dappin little dot not happen hood that is basically the naku dot the essence of the root zone there are so no shown in other words when God had the will for example to create the world where did it come from when this little dot you had an idea right a little I get my god obviously it's huge but the rock song comes in a dot on top of the earth covering it and then the year itself is what and that's how the stroke I created the year of God's name is hokhmah mean the same thing yes even though God is not limited to hakama but Kaufman's intellect but intellect comes from God so the intellect that God used to comprehend and to create the world the sphere of hokhmah that comes from the idea from the first nude so the first year has a ruts on on top right which is you know which is part of cattle on this road and then you have what idea of karma now then you have the next letter of God since the first letter yud is what is ha ha ha the second letter of God's name is what is hey now what is hey hey is the terms of the sea Road it's bina now what's the difference being Hoffman being a doctor explains like this that Newton hey are both more that's concealed because the world of intellect is more concealed people are our intellects are more reserved you know they like just you know being in their own world so the world the beam up basically but Kaufman's just an idea right I need a flashing idea being I already gives it breath and gives it with being says there's a lot more details to it lots more information to it and it also is much more revealing if you have a my idea flashing idea okay once you start giving me details so now I know more details and now what happens is it becomes more revealed so that is what that's the hey which result and you see even the structure of the hey see the it was a little bat so now the user is a little dot which is a data but idea that hey has on top of a roof across and lines coming down that means there's a lot of width to it a lot of more information but also it's now starting to draw down into some something more meaningful and what something more substantial and starting to connect it's now time to lean down war to the reveal world now so what is the valve in God's name so the verb if you think look at the thoughts above it's aligned it's aligned so what is that what is the line do it draws them from the concealed world and what's the concealed world of intellect into the revealed world of the emotions like when you walk over to someone and you say hi how are you and they talk like a robot you're talking to a robot right well hey how you doing what's that that's the emotions right so the point is intellect so I'll come up and say hi how are you and like no connection what's that mean no connection the guy's saying hi how are you because the intellect it's not really a connection it's two brains talking brains aren't like human beings brains are computers and we have brains but brains are and who we are we are in the emotions so the valve it's when the ideas come down into the world of emotions you become much more alive much more animated much more excited much more passionate now volve also numerically is how much sex very good because how many emotions are there there are six custard guru teacher s nets are hold you sold and mullet so we have already viewed again the top of the others ruts on the years itself is a dot which was karma hey is the experience of part which is being uh the verb is where it draws down which is the sixth emotions and the last aid of God is de Bourgh as its essence or we say Friday night mouth was pear right so it's D board speech and refers to which meet which which serie of Malka Malka hood water does Marcos again the expansive reaching out and so on and so forth so the absolutely doctor explains to us again to a little glimmer until we say God the infinite God obviously God symphonies not eliminates all these few roads but from him obviously come all this you wrote again hokhmah being a sixth emotions I mean we didn't count - because we counted ruts own so we had three intellect yeah the sixth emotions it's nine and you have what you have mouths foot now that is what it reference to God so when God created the world who can hear the idea hokhmah which was the unit he had the more expansive part right be none starting to draw down to reality then he goes through all the emotion of the excitement and then mile hood obviously the creation of it and so on and so forth that is in reference to God now that says guess what what do I tell you before the outer said that we are a part of God we have youth K but K within us so because we have youth cave of K within us so took God's system of the 10 C wrote were sustaining with us difference for for god it's on god's level and for us it's on a level what of the we actually operate so how do we operate same thing also we operate from Kozma right ideas oh my gosh what do you think given I did so on is that right what's where's that coming from that's coming from the you that we have within us part we have you keep of K so the compliments coming from the view that we have within us now what happens when we once we have it again we start thinking about it and and now do we think about it but we know this and we'll talk about something which which we have we have something we just called the concealed part of a heart and the revealed part of our heart in other words there's the external heart which is the seat of emotion if you're not talking about yet but then we have the internal heart like for example we say in sponsor the same Billy Beane that give to our heart being a Lahab in Alaska and always like I wonder like hands will go together you want in your heart understand and the answer is we're not talking to the external heart and talk of the internal heart the internal heart sitting in the world of vino so the comprehension it's coming from your internal heart like you say what's your gut feeling you know what do you so that's really the internal heart the internal heart and the the expansive part that what the depth of that comes from the idea from the hey then you have what the valve so the valve already is all our emotions and the author explains again what's our key emotions what's the two big key emotions that we have love very good and love and joy no love and love is right our that's good we got a balancing huh no no no no love and no what's the source that's what the source the source is or love and all and that gives you a good a good flaw a good flying otherwise we had just love you'd be like you know going in circles yeah just all you'd be going in circles too so you need to balance wheel Oliver right love brings you close to God and all keeps you what from not transgressing so volve where's that again then you have all the six motions but the short the source of all the emotions is love and oil and that's it's we're that comes from the verb that we have we have view of God within us and well what sorta beautiful emotional beautiful motion and then hey the hay is what when it comes into reality so for example studying Torah and doing mitzvahs accelerate divorce interaction and specifically specifically so the valve is when you talk words of Torah like for example you know when you when you study when you're studying Torah right are you if you're open to my prep you studying Torah I'll pray a to but if you're studying Torah and you take out a home admission uh Talmud Tonya whatever it is and you sit in the room quietly and you read but you don't say the words and you comprehend it have you filled your obligation of studying Torah no you actually have to be the birth of them you have to say the words doesn't need to scream that you know the other guy from the next here a neighbor to call the police I knew but it means that when you say the word when you're when you're learning even if you're learning but you feel like a broom so it's always best because you read and the other person reads this way you like to have a good sounding board you know how far to you have known far far then your voice would carry but even if you're studying on your own sit down and read the words well oh I'm right you read the words wide but if I'm reading the words that that is the valve that gets lit lit up there's the Utica Bob Kay the verb of God's name when you read the words you're lighting up the valve or from the valve comes that you read it and you lighten up your life so reading is extremely extremely important to come to study and it really has not only it has a tremendous effect than you first of all to be able to remember what you're studying longer and if you family read something and you didn't say it and then you took the next page and you read it and you said it the one that you read you'll remember it too much longer that's a fact but more importantly more importantly you're fulfilling the obligation that God wants us what to say it with all our heart and all our might and all our bone to say it when you say it you're actually transforming your body so so the valve of God is speech and the hey of God is our actions anytime you do a mitzvah anything you do a mitzvah there is a technical part of the Mitzvah the technical part of the Mitzvah you don't want the Mitzvah is is the hey that's the action when you do a mitzvah with carvanha so that's a perfect set because when you do it little with proper qivana with proper intention so now you have the verb and the hate together but if you're just doing it you're not lacking the emotion that's missing that now here the author finished over a fascinating idea passing an idea and he shows you from cabbalistic Lee why in hell meditation is extremely important intercultural meditation Kotra meditation our favorite cultural meditation is so what is kosher jewish meditation simple what is jewish meditation so that's how you study something right whether it's a verse in hamish or a missional or Talmud if you really want to get even deeper some mysticism whether it's I know Cabela's / works it discloses the rebbe whatever may be right till you studied something boom you spent whether it's five minutes ten minutes and half hour an hour and you studied something okay great so you fulfill the obligation of studying Torah and if you said the words to get above going you're right okay but now what happens when you stop it's quiet and you start thinking and meditating on what you studied I studied this again whatever and you studied and you start meditating meditating on it and you start using anything on something you studied so again let's Peter I'm not making this claim it's not meditation or anything about the number or a tree you meditate it on something of the Torah that you studied so you're thinking about what you studied and you think about it you think about it what happens then you can hear that it shows you beautifully the link of what happens so you are right now studying Torah and now you're meditating on it right so you're taking your whole mind your whole heart because meditation is an intellectual when you meditate literally your whole body goes into a like a focus your mind your heart you bite you literally you've totally consumed now with this thing that you're thinking about you almost like you literally can lose touch with reality you know something honestly you would wake up your name'll you're at you know I mean no for so the point when you meditate right you've got you're totally now so what are you thinking about taro says it's beautiful what are you thinking about you think you're not Taurus no you're jumping what are you thinking about you think you're a Torah new are you read a verse in the Torah again this whatever is and you're thinking about it and you think I in depth and you totally like disconnected from reality and you think we must know what do you think about Torah really okay where is it now you ready for you right you got soul solid you're holding on tight we're going on a little journey here you're already an attorney you holding on yes okay so you're thinking about Torah where's Torah come from yeah everything is God's oh come on you guys like got a hundred and every test I with where the Torah come from yeah true consumer agree agreed but what do we just learned that God created the world right with the tents rewrote what's veera of the 1002 let me make clear the question which Spira of the tents we wrote does tour come from and again it comes from all them 100% because everything is everything but which is the dominant Syria comes from the you guys are like educated people so I have to make a disclaimer what are you saying water comes somewhere cat there that's a good guess but anyone else where hokhmah and bina the answer is this is coming from Israel's who got together and forgotten forgotten over all she has like thought you don't go to Israel it makes you very very small so she has like the edge over everybody here you know it's around Israel okay but the answer is yes hokhmah so the Torah now hold on guys I don't lose me here so the Torah that you're meditating you're meditating right now about what you're still meditating about what Torah good yeah you got your anchor good see you're still marina Torah but the Torah that you're meditating comes from which sphere of God from hakama so now as you met knows what you're using is it's like it's like when a doctor give someone a pill you think what are you doing you're taking the pill the pill will heal you how I don't know it's not important to me but does work supposed to work right but let's correct the point when you're studying Torah you're studying - oh that's what you're doing but I'm taking you in the back room to show you what's happening as you're meditating like this totally you're stunning so this story that you're studying and actually I'm meditating on where's this Torah come from which Sphero we said pokémon I got it beautiful take a deep breath so now I'm taking you in this meditation right were you studying told you think you're at the Torah but guess what this tour is coming actually from where the hokhmah of who of God of the infinite God now one second let's go now let's go step further this hokhmah so it's coming from Kaufman this Kaufman is coming from where again the magic answer come on don't don't try out on the air the wits this copper is playing somewhere from God right Society demands against okay it's the easy answers the answer but one side what part of God we know God beyond the infinite part of God but we know that God has how many letters his name cave of K so which letter of youth cave of kaizar coming from Konya oh my gosh you guys are pros only yes if you got everyone prizes tonight okay so it comes from weird comes from the earth one second hold on hold on so hold on hold is very very important but you guys hold on still okay so again so when you're studying and meditating on Torah you're meditating on Torah but the Torah that you're meditating on think about the ones they're actually doing you're connecting to the hakama of God today you'd could you get deeper than that yeah could you get closer that's the one that the good man that's a dot that's the first dot the first dot and the infinite light you don't even realize what you're doing when you're studying Torah you're connecting to the hakama of God which is a sphere which is connecting to the good of God now that's when you're connecting to that's what you can I can do when you're meditating who's meditating your feet your hands your heart your mind your mind which your was meditating and your karma comes from the youth cave of K which is in you which letter the you'd so literally you're meditating the two yards are communicating now when the two you are communicating is that the highest level of communication possible there's no higher level it's right and when you're doing that guess what you know your art you're like almost in heaven just like a here away and you die totally a soul would leave your body a matter of fact there are certain people when they meditate their soul has left the body and matter of fact when the Rebbe would say I select this course which we know he would close his eyes and it would be like a soul soul talk what did he do before he before he did the discourse and you guys know singing that's true it's also true it's a good answer but we're singing right that's always good sir he took out a handkerchief from his pocket it was like he did it inconspicuously took out any under the table he would tie it around his hands and he would hold on tight why because he wanted to hold on to something physical otherwise he would leave famous story someone was saying excellent this course and a soul left and they went and granted the rabbit to grab a bagel and butter and he put it in his mouth to bring him down to reality no joke no joke so no joke bagel and butter right your words yes yes you getting excited yo oh did he wash before the 8th of bagel oh very good it's a good question but he was life and death I don't think this is right this is all right that's a good question the question well let's get back to the point let's get back to the point let's get back to the point which is important which is important so here was after we show us we have the power at any moment to create the most powerful relationship with God because we are the most powerful creature that God created in other words God created us from youth cave of K God blew it into us we are connected with like twins with God God has the youth cave of K the 10 zeros we have 10 cohort and we'll really like one now we connect on a physical level God what's for lunch what's for dinner that's ok it's a connection you know you God I'm hungry I want lunch what levels that you think that's a level it's a connection hey but no hole it's a connection though I want to eat kosher food you make a blessing it's a connection we know it's not good right probably the bottom hang correct but the point right but the point is every time you study Torah well don't you ever wonder why few really studying toe you're not hungry why are you hungry oh my gosh like I'm eating directly from God from the infinite part of God so the youth cave of K is powerful and we have the power we have that and we have power to connect now what is spiritually spiritually fence professor yes okay so in other words so chapter 4 payer dollars in grants retrouver is extremely powerful because it really opens up to your eyes who we really are I'm not gonna go into the negative that we're not a loser and we're not all the others that people tell you right or let's we're going to pacify it what does the time you say we are part of you to cave of K we have a part of you came within us God blew into our nostrils who we are who we are in a Shama God has a tenancy wrote and that's what he operates we have the same exact thing and we obviously connect to God from the highest level there is no greater connection than that obviously we got to keep on going with the journey and we're going to learn about this connection and about the liver levels or Trueba but that's already in further chapters but this chapter alone is an important chapter because this is so important because first of all it tells us who we are and there's nothing better than knowing who you are biggest problems in life we don't know who we are so now and not only so now we know who we are but now that we know we are with girls how great we are not great in that God's with an arrogant way in a humble way we are a part of God God louie Fontaine toned it down with Nassau the Myrtle Mae no I got it but that's it's a tone down we can undo the toning we can undo that you know the regulator we have very simple study Torah meditate on it you'll plug right in you'll blow off the cap of the regulator so this chapter of Tonya I'm telling you Pat chapter 4 paragraph Dhruva is probably the best self esteem booster that exists out there in the world and it's not a self esteem booster it's a revelation it's revealing to who you we are we have the biggest gift we have we're part of God great we're one with God great number way so let's hope and pray that we all really connect to this chapter and you know how you know if you're connecting if your smile becomes bigger and bigger yeah then you know that you got this trap there because once you realize you're part of God that's what happens oh my gosh we're like not only the winning team we're in the super winning team the partner God and life is great so study this chapter every time no I don't say everything you down because you should always up if you want to go up to a higher level study chapter for you guys with Trueba you'll know who you are and you'll be happy and happier