Tanya By Rabbi Yitzchok Minkowicz Chapter 10 - Love of Hashem is key to a great life.

okay welcome to this week's T class we are studying chapter 10 in Hebrew it's called per so this week's discussion is about I'll say it in Hebrew and then I'll translate the sadic G and sad which means sadic is a righteous man the righteous man that's G which is complete and the righteous man which is in complete or there's another term called sadlo aad which is good for him and which the literal translation is bad will explain what that means so in other words this chapter we're focusing on what is the definition of a sadic according to the AL in Tanya which is actually a um revolutionary definition that then when you would see it for example in uh the revealed part of the Torah like in theal Mish Etc this is the cabalistic inside what a sadik is now it's an important chapter why because don't we all want to be sadik don't we all be like righteous people yes so what I didn't say that but don't we all want to be righteous people so in if in order to in order in order to be something you have to know what you want to be in other words sad is a term but if you don't know what it means to be that sadic so so here we're going to learn today what it means to be a sadic wise and learned okay um that's a different word but it's a concept we're going to learn today what the definition of sadic is and then we'll see how we can attain that level so the algebra explains like this that we've been studying the last few weeks about the fact that we each have a Godly soul we each have an animal soul and The Godly soul and the animal Soul both have 10 faculties divided in three intellectual faculties and seven emotional faculties starting from all the way down to and the emotional ones and we also have the um which are the garments of and thought speech and action so now to understand what a sadic is we'll work from the bottom up in other words like this let's start with the garments because that's more external Reon I'm calling it bottom it's more external to who you really are it's an external for example anybody can put on the jacket anybody can wear a doctor's coat and be a doctor or not be a doctor it's external it's not really who you are but n out of 10 if you're in a hospital hital the guy wearing a white jacket he's probably a doctor um especially if he has a degree and his name and so on and so forth but that's not it doesn't really tell that doesn't tell you if he's a good doctor or not he went to school and he was a good student and he has experience he's good but that's already internal stuff but back to our Point soim what is garments now garments this pros and cons with the garments is the fact that a garment you can put on take off whether you're in the mood or not in the mood for example let's say it's freezing outside and in the not in the mood of wearing a coat but you know if you're going to go out you're not going to wear a coat you're going to get sick you're going to get you're going to C pneumonia you're not in the mood to put it on anyway you can be not in the moon you can think it's actually ridiculous but you can still do it so in other words the pros with the you can put it on even if you're not in the mood the cons are it's not really you but in relation to serving God theim the garments are extremely important for that reason because even though it's not really you in the garments the expression is you can fake it until you make it in other words you can still do all the mitzvot you can still not transgress in the world of action you can sit and study Torah you can sit and have all positive thoughts even though you don't believe it and you don't think it's right and you think it's ridiculous and you think it's Ault whatever you want to think garments we have full control over always know whether we're in the mood or not we can still put on garments and as we know a lot of times we do things that we do things we say things we think things that we're not in the mood of but that again does not tell us really who you are the benefit again is that if you're not in the mood you can still be nice you can still be kind you can still be generous you can still be gentle so when we talk about garments that plays a b big role we in the life would be of a russer someone that's wicked that can still do the right thing even though he really wants to not do it absolutely not or wants to do something terrible or in the life of the ban where which we will get to in depth the internal aspect of the B but the B can still act a life a beautiful life a Godly life and for sure obviously the sadic acts in action in speech and in thought on all three levels first class so thought speech and action not an issue um in anyone's life you can either do it or not do it obviously by the sadic that's not the issue here for sure all his actions are in line with God all his speech is in line with God and all his thoughts are in line with God today we're going to learn more about the inner workings the back room so to speak of the sadic in other words who is the sadic we're going to go now into seeing taking a uh journey into his intellect and into the emotions of where does the tadic stand and here is where it gets um unique to the sadic where his way of thinking and feeling that is specifically unique to the toic in other words what that means is as follows as we said before thought speech and action you don't have to be holding on that level you can still do it here going into your intellect the mind not the active mind or the act of feeling because that could be like a garment also you can think things you don't agree with we're talking about in Hebrew there's a word called hashkafa hashkafa would be your outlook your mindset your default um thinking process thinking pattern your your mental instinctive ideas in your emotions your natural feelings towards life towards the world towards peace happiness God and opposite of God and as we're going into your core your core intellect and your core emotions so the sadic G let's say let's start with the highest all the way to the right sadic which is the complete sadic orad thead which is great for him when we refer to the sadic a righteous man that's complete it's not even a question his thought speech and action are okay the B also is thought speech and action are okay in other words in thought speech and action there is no difference between thead and the bad and B both do all the MIT say all the prayers I kind gentle have all the right thoughts there's no difference here we're going to learn what's unique about the sadic versus the ban is that the sadic his mindset and his natural feeling is uniquely lined up with God and godliness now what does that mean practically what does that mean practically as we learned every one of us have a Godly soul and have an animal Soul Now The Godly Soul if you just had a Godly Soul so what is the raw Godly Soul by definition it's Godly what does that mean The Godly Soul just sees and feels the world as a Godly Place The Godly Soul sees everyone and everything as good everyone and everything as tremendous with tremendous potential everything is peaceful everything is Happy everything is perfect and its whole motive is how do I serve God what does God want me to do and it's not even a question why I do something contrary to Godliness The Godly Soul by definition it's a Godly Soul that's what it is it's like a cup of water what's a cup of water a cup of water you don't have to say a cup of water is not a cup of soda why would you think that it is water the same thing also Godly Soul what does it want what does it do it's a soul it's a it's a life force it's an energy whatever God wants praying studying doing mitv helping people being happy being kind uh it's not even a question not getting involved in stupidity why would that even be just like you wouldn't think that water is soed why would you even think of something like you know silly or opposite of godliness that's not what it is that is basically The Godly soul with blinders it's not really blinders it sees the whole world that way but it sees the world from the lens of a godly perspective but God gave us an animal soul and as we learned before the animal soul is not necessarily bad the animal soul is animalistic selfish survival but that sadic just like the ban and the Russia have a Godly soul and animal Soul the difference is and we're going to take all the way the right extreme that the sadic G the complete complet sadic which that's right that's the goal that's the bar we all want to get to right with joy it's a great place to be I see you're smiling you can't wait to get there right it's going to be wonderful when you get there on all levels I'm not saying you're not there no you know we all have different levels we're there at certain areas in life we are there that and so on and so forth but obviously the goal is to live on that level real peace real Joy exactly but on the highest level so thead the complete his animal Soul has been so transformed that this that the animal Soul guess what you it's called animal Soul because it was it was Once Upon a Time an animal soul but really on some level but really it's it's just another version of The Godly soul with more energy with more energy exactly it's the animal Soul transformed to see the world from a godly perspective so therefore The Godly Soul when it sees the world it's it's like it sees everything is Godly but it's dull because it's there's no there's no friction there's no the animal soul that became like a Godly soul that sees the world oh my gosh this is God too this is God is excited about everything Enthusiast enthusiastic so the The Godly Soul sees godliness and everything and the animal Soul sees godliness in everything and has zero interest not only has zero interest it doesn't really even exist anything that's not godly so whatever it sees it's either Godly or it's an opportunity to make it a Godly experience but it doesn't see there's know 0% failure there 0% not 1% or two or five or even a half 0% failure it's 100% Godly lenses there's nothing that you can say do that will cause a sadic to have an even a tenth of a percent of sadness you know sadness of depression which is not godly or to think of doing something which is not godly or not to do a a Godly experience at every moment it's just it's not in the cards not in the cards it's 100% pure that is thead now the question is and we'll talk about the sh in a second but I just want I want to give you a complete picture the question is how did or how does the sad G attain that level that's a powerful level in other words the goal here is not to teach us academics I mean even though it's important to know the fact but the goal is for us to see how the T gets there so that we could not only emulate his ways but learn from his techniques how to achieve the same level so how does the sadic get to the level that not only The Godly soul is 100% but the animal soul is also on board and anything that's not godly doesn't exist not only doesn't exist there's such a hate and and a disgust to it that like it wouldn't be even an issue like here give me an example right let's say your a um respectful human being you have your values right and U let's say for example you like eating you know we're not going to go into specifically what you eat because everyone has different things but you like eating fresh food you wouldn't eat anything that's spoiled right whether it's bread or chicken or meat or vegetables you can eat fresh right qual good quality stuff now what happens you out of town for a couple of weeks you come home at night late at night right all stores are closed and you didn't need all day because you're running you missed a flight and you're hungry Etc and you get home it's like midnight and you're starved you didn't eat in the last three days and today you didn't eat nothing and you come to your house and you forgot to get groceries before you left and the only thing that's laying in the house is like a 70% Rotten Tomato it's it's not maggots don't get me wrong it's like I'm not going to make it gross but it's not freshh fresh it's not set it away to the 30% but you're but you're I don't mean 30% in one area but talking global global global so it's not spoiled but it's not 100% great you in a normal day you would never even touch it you wouldn't if I eat it go to the store you could buy a fresh one right but you haven't eaten you are starved and you know if you don't eat who knows maybe you'll faint and collapse are you going to eat it yes you're going to eat it sure you might you know bite your tongue or put a little salt on there whatever it is you're going to eat it right because it's not rotten it's just not fresh it's uh on the way it's on the verge it has like a little has already a little tinge of it's going that bad but but you still it's edible right so you can manage it but what so that's one right you can handle it right why could you handle it cuz it's not really spoiled it's not spoiled but what happens if you come home there's nothing there's like nothing in the house but guess what happens you give a look smell you smell some food you go to the garbage and in the garbage is a rotten banana that has actually bugs coming out of it literally bugs and maggots you want me to like embellish it a little more right I think we have the you get the gist right it's something it's something like which is like Beyond growth right Beyond nauseating bugs magnets coming out of and you're starved what are the chances you going eat it none none like you said all of a sudden you're not so hungry you'll wait it out till the morning right why why is that what's the difference you hungry for I must eat otherwise I'm going to who knows what right and I show you the 30% it's rotten a little bit you ate it this you won't touch why why it's very simple because certain things are non-negotiable and certain things are negotiable something that's rotten something that is bugs and there's maggots and there you know who knows what creeping out of it you're not going to touch it you'll starve if you have to but you're not eating it why because it's there is there is a concept in you that certain things are discuss thing Li there's a line there's a limit there's limits there are certain things which are borderline right okay now what happens if you're a in Hebrew there's AIC language there's an expression called an istus uh an istus is somebody that is a um it's it's more than a perfectionist it's someone that if a tomato had even like 100th of percent of a black dot I'm perfect you wouldn't even notice it but someone that's like so particular particular is probably a good word and you won't touch it right it's like L can make you throw up that's your personality right or if you know the bread is not spoiled God forbid just a day old there's no way you're putting it even you're not even going to feed it to your dog that's it's a personality thing right as your border is much limited or wider whatever you want to call it right and you come after the same trip and you see that tomato which 99% of people are going to eat it but for you you see that you're not touching it are you going to eat it no I'll wait till tomorrow I mean depending right what does that mean that means that depending on how you view yourself or your quality that you set for yourself or your standard you set for yourself that's how much you're not going to do the opposite of it you got the analogy okay so the AL says a sadic G what does that mean someone's aad G complete but complete what so we were talking more in the world of actions we focus on what he's eating not eating the author was saying that sad somebody that his love for God is off the charts we didn't say he's willing to do what God says that's actions his love for God is is like off the charts his intellectual connection with God is like whoo he's Blown Away With God this infinite God God that created the world I can't even create like one t I can't create I put it together for I can maybe put something together but great forget about it God created me maintains me in this world and all the millions and billions of people in this world and he feeds us he clothes us he provides us ear nonstop EV he stopped providing oxygen ear we're finished water and so right so this person this sadic who's has Clarity of mind and has his his heart is plugged in to the reality what's going on in the world he know his eyes are opened think God sadic basically somebody his eyes are opened open to the truth he's open to the truth that was that God created this phenomenal world and he feels wow this is someone like whoa I like this guy I mean you're blown away I mean today somebody makes like a fasinating speech or whatever everyone's also in drawn to the guy the speech God created creates God created the person's speech so at sadic his eyes are open he sees the truth he feels the truth and there's nothing that he's going to do that's not going to allow him to cleave to the truth that's what a toic is so because he so infatuated on an emotional level and intellectual level with God to him God is like it's not like God God is God is the thing there's nothing that sound like you can compare you know let's say you you have you count one to 100 right it's 100 spaces away a thousand a 10 100 a million 10 million right there's a comparison whatever even it's one to a trillion it's a comparison to him there's nothing it's not even compare how can you compare any human being any physical thing to God there's no comparison God's infinite infinite creator that created and keeps on creating there's no comparison anything to it so you're going to go and impress him with somebody someone's going to make a dance someone's going to make an impression some piece of food or some some uh human being that's going to it's going to attract the person more than God if you're really infatuated with god with the infinite God there's nothing in this world that's gonna even get you to Blink or to get you to Veer off look somewhere else why would you you have God infinite power so in other words that sadik's it's hard for us to relate to it I mean I'm talking to myself because obviously I'm not sadic right but the point is that a sadik's love for God is Way Beyond anything we can comprehend of because what do we get excited about what we had some this a a good lunch or a good dinner you know what I mean a good class even that that's you can't help comparison to to the infinite power of God soad because he's in such love with God and so intellectually connected with God there's nothing that he's getting excited about not only he's not getting excited about he looks at everything else it's like it's narish kite it's silliness it's like you know it's like it's it's a joke it's like a joke it's like it's like if somebody was worth try to give an example but even it's not even a real example let's say someone's worth I don't know a hundred billion dollars right and you're going try to make a deal with him to make five cents I mean you think he has even a head for it and spend now 3 hours to try to make five cents and that's five cents and there a comparison because it isn't the same this is in this is you can't compare so you know because that saic's love for God is so great there's nothing that's going to get his attention unless it's in that category is there anything in in that category close to it no not on nothing not on this not on this so is sitting in this world and he says guess what I got God I'm in love with this God I'm literally in love with this God I'll pray to him I study his Torah any of his mitv it's not because this no it's it's because it's God's Mitzvah I'm willing to do any Mitzvah God says be nice to everybody I don't care what they behave or what they act it doesn't make a difference to me God told me to be nice everybody irrelevant how they act so do I care if you're going to spit me in the face or you going to say something silly or you going to insult me or you going to act foolish no because I I'm not I don't work for you I work for who I work for God he gave me marching orders give see the way you know the soldier stands by the guard gate like in a real Kingdom you know whether it's in the any Royal Kingdom they don't I was in Russia and there's gu there's guard standing by the gate there you have to look for 20 minutes to see whether the person's really a mummy that's there it's no joke they don't even blink they don't even blink or the person's alive that's so serious to their job we we're standing for 20 minutes we head a debate whether the guy is real or it's fake the guy stands at attention machine like a machine wouldn't blink why you think he's doing that because the fear and the a that he has for his he you can't do that as a hired person he obviously was either self-induced or is indoctrinated about the fear of the you know the Royal right majesty and the power of Russia what irrelevant but the point is that that's the way that sadic vies the world the only thing he's excited about is God tell him something else hey let's go out for lunch lunch I'm busy with God lunch I mean I just need to eat give me something so I can survive but I mean I'm I'm on a high Mission here I mean why would I get excited about the Lun going out for lunch or eating something yeah I got to eat so fine give me the food let me make the blessing let me eat it so I can have strength so I can continue serving Ving God that's the only thing that excites a sadic so in other words here's the key point and this is crucial because a sadic basically is extremely in love with God extremely deeply connected with God intellectually so it's not that he hates anything which is counter of godliness and he has like this passion hate against anything which is not godly no no no that's missing the point true he does hate it but not because he hates it it's because he's busy it's like could you imagine if um I uh tell you I'm going to invite you as a gift to a room for one hour and in this one hour um there's diamonds there you can take as many diamonds as you can fill up in your pockets and bags for one hour so you walk into the room and you have 1 hour but in the middle they have sushi stands and they have music and they have nice photography right distraction and they have entertainment and they have good gossip right good conversations what are you going to do you know you have one hour and the one hour thing is over are you going to spend time eating sushi now are you going to be sitting and dancing to music now are you going to be playing a game or gossiping with someone you have one hour you're I mean if you're smart what do I get the diamonds right how do I fill out the pockets the bags and you're walking out or you can oh you know I'll get the diamonds in minut I have an hour meanwhile you go eat sushi right you may have some drink of wine you'll play a game with someone you'll gossip boom hour is over guess what I want to get St hours up the Sonic doesn't waste a second he knows his time in this world is how long limited whatever the time is it's a finite time in this world he can have a relationship with God like no other and he's going to spend every moment doing what eating sushi going after a steak and having a nice conversation or praying studying doing mitv inspiring other people guys this is now the time to collect the diamonds come to heaven the game is over whatever you brought with you that's what you have know when you go to heaven all the Torah you studied whether it's 10 pages or 5,000 Pages you will learn it deeper but if you come with one page or no Pages you have nothing to you have nothing to advance on so here you get the diamonds here you get the foundation for your whole future so back to the point so sadic is totally focused his love for God his intense intellectual connection with God therefore does anything have any value to him no it's actually a wasting his time he actually resents that they put sushi in the room and they have entertainment in the room because you're wasting my time you're trying to distract me this is NIS kite this diamonds we have here why why why he's actually upset not upset to the point he's angry he's just this is like a he knows this is a distraction it's not even a question it's a distraction so that is basically the definition of what of a sadic g and here's the second word he's complete why is he Complete because when he walks into the room in the analogy is he focused on one thing what love the love of God the diamonds love of God the connection with God so he's complete he's not being pulled let me grab a piece of sushi he has no interest he knows the value of a diamond he's not interested in he has zero interest in going to now for a dance or going to have a conversation with somebody zero cuz he his eyes are opened as we said before the light is on he knows what really is the value and he knows every second spending time with that stuff is taking away from getting the real diamonds the spiritual diamonds so it's s he's complete he doesn't have have these crazy things in his head or in his heart he's not being torn he's complete he's not being torn what is the other term he has a good life he's not being pulled to different parties in the same room no no no he sure do parties going on but he's not pulled he's one party he has a good life life is great for him focused on one party that is to one extreme you got it again not you might look at it oh he's only busy doing the mitv that is true but again the key point is that from an intellectual and emotional Place both his Godly soul and his animal so more importantly has been transformed one thing he has peace and joy and joy so in reality the banan will also only go for the diamonds but his heart is pulling him there his mind is saying maybe a little bit right he's not at peace is his intellect and his emotions that sad is like is living a peaceful life he has zero interest zero interest you know kind of you know what kind of thing that is that's great I mean that is a high level and that's a great place to be where your understanding of the greatness of God hi welcome your understanding of the greatness of God your feeling for God is the only thing that's you're driving force within you and you're at peace with it you have zero interest welcome have a seat in anything else on the other hand what is aad or so again as we said before in the beginning of class thought speech and action they they're both going to end up in the same line we're going for the diamonds we're going to teach we're going to pray we're going to help you right but what isad what is sad mean very simple that his love for God is tremendous but it's not 100% it's 98% and again it could could be a lot of variations anywhere from anywhere from uh 999 down to whatever percentage you want to call it right a small percent right whatever whatever the percentage is Le it's a certain percent less than 100% his love is not complete therefore because his love is not 100% complete on God even though he's still going to go for those diamonds but while he's studying Torah and doing Mitzvah and praying his heart is a little bit you know maybe a little sush maybe a little Sushi there you maybe a little and some uh and and some and some red wine with it right and some red wine with it right or maybe like a steak sandwich right what whatever it may be correct or maybe go like the good squ and have a dance right but I don't like steak fish Let It Be fish fine so thead what does that mean there's a part to him no at the end he's not going to go there he's not going to go there because he knows he's focused studying Torah doing mitv praying he's even if he goes he's there to elevate the sushi to make a blessing to elevate Etc his goal is the same but his heart is is like is like a little a little nagging at him kny at him you know or his mind he's not 100% sure this is the right decision again not 50% not 70 you know a few percent and obviously that few percent you know varies on each person now so the question is if he has that percent that's already so why is he not a b what do what's a b a bain is basically as we we discuss and we'll discuss in a couple of chapters when we get back into the life of the ban which is the real struggle the ban basically is the struggle between The Godly Soul the animal Soul means his heart and his mind are constantly playing games with him in thoughts speech and action he's going to do just like tadic so what's the difference between the B and thead it's not complete very simple in the ban there's a strong percentage and the strong percentage is a notal percentage and it's a real percentage Shan according to ALB is someone that is there but it's get but it's really it's really it's there you can't say it's not there he's not 100% in the love for God there is a percentage but it's not enough of percent that really makes it a real struggle it just bothers him in other words like this in other words the analogy they give is for example let's say you have a pot of of soup chicken soup and um a drop of milk falls into pow of chicken soup but there's more than 60 times the amount of chicken soup than the milk so even though it was real milk that went in there real milk but it gets nullified it gets nullified and we say it's 100% kosher you can't do it to begin with but if it happened by accident what's the point the point is this did milk go in there yes or no it did you can't say it didn't but could you say there's any Taste of milk no is it nullified it's gone so know the same thing also the sad is going to have this like tinge of he's going to have this tinge of like a feeling in his emotions or in his mind you know to do to do something but it's gone you know what I mean but it still bothers him you know me it's like it's it's there but you know but it's still it's but it still bothers you but he's not aist exactly particular one correct yes yes yes yes have it just so correct correct so in other words like this so and here's the key point and I think it's so crucial that the point is that if you really want to be on a like have the ultimate level of Peace because think about what's what does g mean g means he's complete complete means he's complete he doesn't have anything knowing at him he has a good life the only way to do that again true you have to do thought speech and action but that's not going to get you to the real place of Peace real place of peace is going to be when you're able to transform yourself to the point where you really meditate and realize and your eyes opens up and you realize how great God is and you realize how powerful God is and you fall in love with God yeah fall in love with God from an emotional level and you connect to God intellectual level and if anything that's not God zero it doesn't even it doesn't even go on your radar but everything is God right every sure everything's God but certain things God created in a way that that's con God's concealed so the concealment part doesn't go into the radar exactly you see the godliness in it in other in other words with to put it into pra the Practical terms the author puts in very practical terms he says like this what does that mean practically so we know that it's brought down it says in cabala in Z AL brings down Tanya that I'll say it in Hebrew and I'll translate it God had a desire to have a Dwelling Place in a low place now what does that mean let me translate and explain what it means means God had a desire what means he had a desire we know in the spiritual plane of you know intellect and emot emotions above intellect is something which is called desire that means desire comes from a place which is really actually higher than intellect me let say for example you you have a feeling for something that's great yeah you really you you connected something intellectually it's even deeper once you have a desire for something desire is extremely powerful because it comes from your essence of your soul so now and fact the expression of mysticism is that when a person has a desire for something you don't ask any questions why do you have a desire you have a desire intellectually I can explain to you why I like this versus that that's if I I'm only wanted intellectually or if it makes me feel I explain to why it makes me feel good but say listen I have a desire I want why I just do so so it says M God had a desire it means it came from a place where there's no reason Le he wanted dra what's a d a Dwelling Place what's a dwelling a dwelling place means you're comfortable in your house you're comfortable if it's your house and only your home you're comfortable you can say what you want you can think when you you want you can get up when you want go to sleep when you want you don't have to answer to anybody it's your house if you're a guest in somebody's house we all know that you're not you're not 100% comfortable even if it's a good friend and family you know there there there eyes watching and there's people there and just there's a certain etiquette and so on it's not bad and good it's just you're not really yourself you know there's something about your own house a matter of fact according to myone person does not have a house it's not a person why cuz the order to be a person you have to have a place which is yours doesn't mean you own it you're ex you can be yourself you can sing You Can Dance you can cry you can laugh you can do whatever you want you can do nothing whatever it may be you can get up when you want you go to sleep when you want you can say what you want you can think right so a person has to so God wanted a place in this world that should be a dwelling place for Dwelling Place the god should feel comfortable in a low place what does low mean so we know low doesn't mean physically don't mean spiritually low what does it mean spiritually low in a place where God is not a reality know in a place where God's a reality right so nobody recognize God but in a place where God's not in the reality in the physical world all you see is physical things you don't necessarily see even though it's all God but you don't see God he's hidden God's hidden but in this physical world people say you know what somebody created this and we're going to follow God now the only reason are you following God cuz you chose to follow God no no one's forcing you to follow God you on your own thought about it and you're choosing to follow God now when you're choosing to follow God it's a choice not only is it a choice it's a hard choice because the whole world says what are you wasting time with this religion and Judaism and God and and you know restrictions you can't do this you can't do that just live a free person right there's a lot of opposition the whole world tells you hey do what you want say what you want Pray when you want you know study what you want Study you know you don't do whatever you want right be a free person but you're saying no that's very nice you know who's really a free person I want to follow God because I know he's ultimately he's the real power he created this world even though he's hiding but I want to follow him so God said when a person in this physical world where it's not apparent that God exists and you make a conscious choice and a conscious Choice possibly against what the masses are saying and you serve God and you recognize God's in the world guess what happens that's what I desired that's what I desired that's what God desired God desired that's what God desired so when a sadic one second so when a one second so when a sadic when a sadic knows that and he loves God and he's deeply connected with God and he says what God desired a Dwelling Place in this world the only thing I will do from morning to night day after day week after week month after month just do one thing what is that make sure that God's desire is actualized that in this dark world there's going to be a place to study Torah there's going to be a place to pray there's going to be people doing mitzvot there's going to be people that's going to be happy even with all the chaos in the world and all the reasons not to be happy and with all the reasons to fight no we're going to be unified anyway we're going to get along anyway we're going to love each other even though there's reasons to hate each other no no no because we're going to make this world a place that what God's gonna say this is the place I wanted so why is the tadic doing this because it feels good because he's trying to get brownie points with God no cuz God had a desire I would like to actualize God's desire for only one reason because I want God's desire to be fulfilled in this world I have no agenda No Agenda I want God to qu exactly I want God to quell exactly one second I want God to exactly so another so another in other words in other words so what's a sadic what's a sadic what's a righteous person because he loves God again we're not talking the functional part of following God as a follower because he loves God and he's deeply connected to God and he knows God has this desire he has one agenda he wants him to flow through him what's his one agenda that God should be filled in this world because that's what God wanted that was his desire once a sadic does that anything that's going to make God unwelcome this world no I don't want to hear about it you can have every reason why you want to do it not it's not even it's not it's not for discussion not up for discussion because we're only doing things saying thinking only things that makes God welcome you know what makes God welcome in this world you pray you study you get along you're happy uh you do mitzvot you unify people you love people well that's what makes God happy that's what we're doing anything the opposite that we're not doing it done and that is ultimately aad means as we said before he he like to do that 95% 5% listen I got to take care of my own needs right and that's where in actuality he'll still do everything God wants but in his heart he hasn't been he's not sold 100% or he's not you know the the love is not burning 100% Etc But ultimately if we're able to act like a sadic even sometimes we're not holding in that level and here's a key Point all brings out in this part this chapter in t it sounds like oh my gosh this is crazy I'll never be able to hold that level it's true it's a high level because your heart has to feel it your mind has to be connected to it but the alar says you can still you can still practice it even though you're not feeling it you can still make believe you're feeling it and you can still accept it even though you're not you're not you're not there yet and as long as you so to speak play it out and you fake it eventually you can make it eventually you can make it but look at the prize at the end you'll be a real complete person with no two voices and two messages slepping you different places because at the end of the day is what do you want what do we all want we want peace we want Clarity and because we have peace and Clarity you can do anything and you can deal with everything and the only way you can really have peace and Clarity is when you have one driver and when you have one love for the greatest thing God and one deep understanding of God right it says everyone will know that the knowledge of God your eyes will open up and see it and then you about to experience the greatest level of peace and happiness that is the essence of chapter