Tanya By Rabbi Yitzchok Minkowicz 2nd Sec. Chap. 5 Studying Torah Connects you to the infinite light

welcome to price time you class we're studying Chapter five pay okay in Sharkey for the moon which is the second section of Tanya and as we discussed every week every single chapter in Tanya for a second second section the whole time you since it's the Bible of mysticism so this is the foundation of this is in every chapter is unique every capital special and every chapter has foundations for us to really be able to have a good head start and a good foundation for future study anything you want to study in mysticism so today we're going to be studying chapter chapter five and the main theme amongst there's always having two other things as well is that when a person studies Torah you have the ability to connect to the infinite light of God so again when we study Torah so I'm some welcome come have a seat have a seat we connect to the infinite light of God so the author begins chapter 5 with a continuation of what the author began last week studying and teaching us that when it comes to the tencel the concealment of God's light so the author says that a symptom of God's light the concealment of God's light is use the analogy of an earlier light and a Kayle and a vessel which is a revolutionary idea in system because normally when you think of a symptom what do you think of so they're beginning a chapter for the author we start off what said for example you have the semeth so the shemish when the Sun is giving off light that's right Wow and not only that the sermon is extremely strong we can literally burn up so God had to create a certain tone and the term the Alpha be used in the beginning of the chapter for is that is an are take there's a shield and because you have a shield that blocks the light so therefore the light is left less intensity and less of the energy and the power of the light gets revealed and therefore were able to handle the semis that's a thinly Delta planes that they give us a Seminole Kim York a volcano say McKinley you give up he refers to the infinite power of God and Allah can reverse the wall the idea of the consumption but then the author introduces something revolutionary in the beginning in the end of chapter 4 which is the beginning of the parenthesis which continues throughout chapter pfizer chapter 5 is part of the parenthesis of childhoods charlatan chapter 4 and then the author decides that it's symptom goes under the category of what of kalynn vessels which this is a revolutionary idea and that is as follows what are the other Bastardo from chapter 4 before before their parenthesis he said that that Tennyson is basically a field that means if you look at the center's write the sentences they have to give light obviously two parts for us to handle but the shield what does the she'll do it blocks the Sun from coming out there are little pieces you know make it three figure out a way to escape through but again the purpose if you look at the shield do we like to see how they don't like the field what's your initial reaction now you what are you thinking I said your initial reaction so we have to sometimes be simple do you like the feel they don't like the feel why would you like the was blocking light two of you think deeper it's fine it's for your benefit but the initial reaction when you see a seal hey it's not letting me do it so the initial reaction of a shield is not great fine we think and we were told and it's better for you so intellectually and emotionally we try to massage our feelings and say you know what it's really really good for you but that's not our initial reaction the initial reaction we want it the minute you have a shield it's a negative what is it negative do it doesn't do anything the Sun is here and it accomplices just like if cave of K the way if you do it for me shut there's the Sun giving off light while it's great God's giving everything Oh God's not giving we look at like watch like a shield we don't like to sell Oh Kim comes along the author in the author says oh no no there's another way to look at the summit the the feminists and the mugging not as a mugging but he uses a different term which is called a Cayley which is a vessel now when you look at a vessel so let's you let's think of any vessel you have a cup an 8 ounce cup or 16 ounce cup a bowl of any vessel a vessel when you look at a vessel what do you see go to bed it's good I have a vessel I have a cup I can go take a drink of water or tea coffee whatever you like drinking Starbucks not going to advertise Starbucks here but write whatever you like drinking is any other distortion or likes you can reduce a promo for another phone right get some ads and okay no but all kidding aside if you have a vessel no one walks in as a book that's restricting hey can I have a cup of that even call it can I have a cup of this right can I have a cup of that you can have a bowl of this right if you have a negative neural association in your negative reaction to a cup or a bowl you wouldn't so can I have a cup of that we talk our languages please can have please obviously can I have a cup of this a cup of that what size cup do you want a town 16-ounce but whatever an ounce cup what kind of bowl a big or small and so on and so forth so our association with a bowl or a cup and again in the terms of Kabbalah Kayleigh or vessel is positive and negative positive why let me ask you a question you only a cup you got a cup from wherever the store is to 8 ounces infinite I mean eight ounces of cup anymore boy but boss we don't think that way why we think that way because the reality is we're living in this world and we can't have an infinite amount of the water coffee tea or drinks or soup or whatever whatever you put it or whatever you put into any vessel plate any Bowl we are finite so we need to have a finite measure of something to enjoy it in other words it doesn't uh in in in Talmud mysticism tying up to me the a note I nog someone that has a consistent pleasure ceases to be a pleasure we're living in a war old things have to have a defined amount a defined space at the fine time we need things in a vessel we need single serve double serve fine a double porcelain where you fill in a portion you still need a vessel so the way we view a kailia good thing now next question is a Cayley restrictive or not restrictive huh sorry instructive short restrictive then it's only a certain amount it's only this amount of ounces pounds whatever the size of the vessel is but you don't see it that way by your shield your initial reaction or its stopping the light so I have to explain to you it feel good because what you're really seeing is which is a shield a shield block so it doesn't do anything so you have to say it's there to block to help you buy a vessel it's a whole different approach of the CIL's Wow I can enjoy it and I actually like having the you know the right amount and the right size and so on and so forth so the initial reaction of vessel is to good thing but if you look deeper is it that's a really good thing I don't mean to confuse you guys but is it really a good thing or not no it's restrictive we can go back and forth but the you know it's really good but it's really not good and the nose in the truth we're living in a material world we need that but our initial reaction is hey it's a great thing to tobacco that's what the author of finished off in last chapter and again starting of the brackets which continues into this chapter so based on this again you're holding with me based on this revolutionary idea that the algebra says that we don't look at the restrictive part as a shield which will give us a negative newer Association we look at like a vessel like like a cup a cup full of blessings so once you look at like a cup like a ceilidh now what do you see you see a blessing you see something that's useful even though it does the same job as a field but it's a whole different packaging to it so based on that the alphabet starts of this chapter he says now we can understand something which bothers a lot of people and that is as follows what God originally created the world so God had a novel idea he wanted to create a world with us human beings a materialistic world a finite world so therefore he had to create a Simpson attempt to means concealment now Meldrick tells us that when God originally wanted to create the world so we know that God has many attributes God is infinite God but he has the God of custard he has a called Agora he has the god of rock omim so God originally wanted to create the world he wanted to created what would in judgment that's what he wanted to create the world discipline law order a balance rules and God said moon-god obviously good thing with God if he can see ahead and he can see a present have to wait for the process to happen to say oh my gosh is not working he could say okay let me do it this way he could God has x-ray vision he can see what's going to happen if we do it that way even if he for it happens and he goes whoo great homerun knows God can see the winning lottery cookie for you picked them he has to still pick them but he can see what you're going to think yet another whole discussion for itself but the point that some God says let me create the world that Jesus had in judgment so God rather he looks ahead and goes no no not going to work why too strict people can handle it just people want freedom people are going to totally rebelled it's not going to work so God said you know what it's not going to work I'm going to create the world with what with Rock'em in compassion compassion now we'll talk about compassion in a second let's just what God actually and they're creating the world with let's go back a second here what if God originally planned out planning on what did God want to create the world with which attribute did judgment so the question is asked the algorithm says why would God a loving God God that cares about us creating a beautiful world wants to get everything it's like a father that wants to give this child anything and everything why we even think for a moment to create the world with min decide in because you want to know fine at the end he chose a different path but what was his thought to begin with why would you even think to create the world with mrs. are them where they come from and the alphabets says based on what the algorithm captor for that what is dinne it's really a vessel so when you look at a vessel it's really so you should have to enjoy your coffee in trying to be too much so it's going to be two little things you have to enjoy your dinner with your cell bowl of soup and should we keep marching too little so the purpose of the vessel is so we should be we finding your link should be able to enjoy so that when you for example have an 8-ounce you say I won't have an 8-ounce a cup of coffee tea water think about that it's that customers that's in what is that tough it is give me a hundred of 50 ounces right so when I say I want eight ounces think about anything you say I want eight ounces 10 ounces what that that coming from Din I'm making a strict judgment something it's not negative it's not harsh it's basically restrictive so anytime you want something in a vessel anytime you want a portion of something right whether again it can be food it can be any money it can be whatever may be fun whatever whatever you try to do anytime it's it's it's quantifiable it's then it's judgment the after it says based on what he without or explained that a Kaylee is symptom that means when you look at a quantifiable thing and you look at there then how do you look at this if you look at as a vessel is that a negative thing not at all so in other words what God originally wanted to create the world he gave a look and he said guess what I want to create the world within and let's use our language I want to create with vessels walk over take your serve whatever they serve is reference to take your quantifier measurement you can enjoy so based on that if their problem with doing that no and that's why God wanted to create the world that way so God wanted to create the world from Deen means it should be a Kaylie a vessel quantifiable so in other words it's not that he the idea was a bad idea to begin with it was a great idea it was a great idea based on the Kabbalistic insight that then is not negative then is not harsh then is what it's a Kaylie it's a vessel and the vessel funding we can use and enjoy and cherish and appreciate and something which they have fits the right head every single person has the right half of it is head a couple of lessons okay the optimist says okay so what happened but God saw it's not in the world like that it's not going to live you need to have something more in the world for the world to tick for the world to not be robotic world for the world to be a world with excitement is action this passion there's a connection there's something more than just getting up in the morning and going through the day and going to sleep at night and excited to have a little more excitement and passion and spirituality and a holiness and something out of the box God said it's not going to work from then it's good it works but not for the world to live for people to find meaning and purpose in their life then it's not going to work even though it's a kaylee and even though it's something which I look oh this is what I like that's good but not good enough so God said I have to create the world with what meda the meter of Rock'em in compassion that comes along the outer adulterer says which is a revolutionary idea of mysticism what is raka meant to look up in the Hebrew Engels with compassion passion what does that mean practically so the algebra says that Rock'em M is two things two things what's the rocket and God put in the world knows to give the world a little more life that look a lot more life give the world life rustling what's recommend see algebra says you know Rahman is God put into the world fat Deccan that's one thing I'll take both now translating I'll explain and resize moisten Chabot Ola in other words God put in the world started eking what's it's a big topic is somebody who sees the world so to speak a hand breadth above the way we see it what does that mean we see the world is the table as the chair and I have my restrictions I could do one as I can't do and I did this already yesterday I'm not going to succeed and all the reasons why you're a loser and all the reasons why it's going to fail and it sounded comes along and it's a big we know we learn Tania ready or and we studied many times mr. and Sonic member now see if you get fat that comes and inspires you to live a life of what of faith whole different life so rocking them down professors but God put into this world so they can righteous people that allow you and inspire you to live a life of faith now when you're living faith guess where I'm said Dussel you thought you can only do this and the tallix earth gets what you can do more you thought that's it your life is over and you can have this challenge and who knows what's going to happen to you and they the afraid of this one that one the other one comes along it's on again it's a because you get swore to runs the world God runs the world you don't see it that's the job of the topic pick you up a little bit and guess what you know we're living in a swirl buddy see you see the room you take a little a little plane take fly up levels the whole fort minor's you go a little high you see the whole County a little high you see the whole state of Florida they see United States and before you know what the whole world looks like one dot and you got all excited from one little tree that might fall in your car right so what the topic job is elevate you a little bit and say who runs the world I not me not you I mean you can choose if you want to think you run it but we don't run the world God runs the world see the best thing is that's Rock'em in because that allows us to live out of the box and the second thing God gave the safes of moisture into material miracles and signs of the Torah now for one of the people made up but real miracles of tourists has a miracle when things go out of nature when God reveals himself out of nature you know what happens over sudden now you realize oh my gosh this like mental block I had that I only had certain amount of hours of the day and how am I going to learn an extra hour Torah study and how am I going to go and do this Mitzvah when I don't know how I'm going to have the money to pay my rent and all of a sudden when you do what God wants although somehow things magically happen had that happened and the answer is it comes from the meter which meter not from din because then is one plus one is two Rahman says one plus one is whatever it has to be whatever it has to be so if you live by din one plus one is two two plus two is four if you're here you can't be there but if you look by Rahman so you're living on a whole different reality you're living but tsadikim with the inspiration of exotic you're living in the inspiration of miracles right of the Torah this is what doesn't mean other timing as long as you study touring you do much more than you pray guess what God will take care of you what it says throughout the Yom Yom our jaw god what a God do God went ahead and took a infinite world and made a materialistic made it finite what's our job to take the finite world and make it infinite when we do a mitzvah when we pray and we study Torah what do we do we're taking this finite world and we're peeling off the boundaries there are no borders the Arnold water let's go and like let go and I got it okay now so in other words when we follow the inspiration and device of atomic when we are in tune to the miracles of the Torah we are have are the ability to connect the media of Rahman and now we really start learning now we really start living now so here comes out through up and he says hold on a second I just took you on a flight out of this world why because right now we know what's going to happen guess what there's no right there's no left we're living and we're living in love of miracles right we're living in level of miracles so if you're living at a level remember there's no morning there's no night there's no there's no right there's no left in Kaelin is a right at the left at the beginning of the end right in the world of miracles in the world way atomic season you just do the right thing there's no right there's no left is no morning right there's no limit but on the other hand the author who says hold on a second the Torah was given to us to do Mitzvah in this world for example fill in mezuzah a kashrut you know these are all materialistic things studying Torah is quantifiable you sit with the book and you study Torah the hadith to work together is are we supposed to jump out are we supposed to sit in the world if we're sitting in the world and we're back to judgment limitations if we're jumping out of the world and how do we do the mètode' how do you handle you handing a master two together so comes along the altar of and he brings from the Zohar and the ZOA says and it's very very important and in holiness and could do so it's not either crafted and disgusted we're doing kindness was doing kindness and this will be is no discipline or if it's guru if it's limitation there's no kindness the so it says in kedusha and holiness you ready for this half said and work and sit in the same spot wow that's a new friend that's a new curveball that's what the author is saying it's if it's been so judgment if it's just said there's no limits here there's our size no no no cut the door in the same pot nothing more than the same thing what does that mean that means like this take moshe rabbeinu who is a top topic what an easy sonic let's go on a little journey we know that God created the world so there's the infinite God incident God in the world infinite is there Custer and guru no it's infinite there is no limits but then God decided to create a materialistic world so when God decided to create a materialistic world so you don't go from infinite to tables and chairs I mean you need to have some kind of step-down transformer so God created for this many before this conversation for step down transformers the first one he went from infinite and he created the first level of a way from infinite of infinite it's called the world of absolute it's a world but it's so close to God that it's still you know it's all about God in the world of a to the only thing you see is garden godliness then you have the world of briea we already God created something so it's not so close to God but is already a creation it creating its own identity then you have the world it's you it's only an identity of the creation but is already a formation and then you have the world of a figure there's something here you can almost you can call this a table rather than calling it God now that's like the world of appeal to the world I see it's a big spread in the world but see look God God God God in the world of a see up table cheer me you him her etc Wow but I went to do for the point of them steps now when a soul comes down to this world it takes nine months to journey from when the husband aligns up together and they conceived until the soul comes down to the well in those nine months where is the soul sitting the world absolutely iucrc are and the answer is very simple it can go and this is where everyone ends up being different it goes through a journey all four worlds but in the nine months it could spin then we give you one extreme it can expend 95% of the time in the world of absolute and the last five percent of the time it flies to bring it serious here comes out to this world so we've never got a chance really to cultivate I give me an extreme case let's call that in some other to loot it walks into this world it's totally oblivious to anything physical even though it's living here the only thing it sees is what materialism I mean God spirituality that's it that's one type or the other extreme is someone expense soon as parents conceive it hangs out in the world of ASEA right and then boom it comes down to this world so when it comes down to this world only thing at launch is materialism physical things you know food the money honor anything physical to different anything spiritual totally like talking Chinese and then you have a hundreds thousands millions of combinations pending away the soul was hanging out in the journey down to this world now motor Aveeno and then even though you created in a certain way a certain bearing based on where you hung out before you came into this world but you could work on yourself to be more spiritual you can obviously work on yourself to be more physical it's it's a process now most Rodino we call them in a schemata - he came down to this world don't thing he saw was God and godliness matter of fact my total and God system give the people food you're the leader most of me what I do it's who he really didn't rafael if he don't eat fine going to dies you need something we didn't the whole concept of eating and the international trade Moses around you think he'd walk into a restaurant waste time sitting and waiting it's not an it's not in this dictionary so mulch Elena was into some other salute so they ready ass after ass so how do you do miss holt so the outer explains and he says even though Moshe Reina was in the world about salute but when he came down to this world he basically came down into this world of ASEA but he had to go out of the world about see boots they have an effect in this world he had to go out of the world of Bria that's first of all so even in the world he had to step down to the world of Bria which probably was uncomfortable him but he had no choice he stepped into the world of Umbreon that's probably author explains secondly yeah we all have the tennessee wrote the three intellect - bananas - were tea for us and that's called you sold mullet Habad is the intellectual spirit category Ferris is the emotional spirit next Ahoy decide the mouth what are the functional emotional spirit and again you need a class to discuss it in depth but even though custard and world where it's the same moisture of a know it when he came down to this world a he has to manifest himself through the world of Bria and he had to manifest himself reach out to people through the spiros of nets ahoy yes oi debt cetera so in other words so since moisture Rubino went through even again he's in a Shama bacterial Tim it's all God and godliness but he has to like force himself to clothe himself into the world of Rhea and to manifest himself in through this lower spirit that's a whole years old so therefore he was able to physically put on that pair chillin put it the mezuzah eat kosher study Torah down to earth about a cow and a chicken whatever they were studying image were in the world of Torah because ultimately mixels happen weird in this world so in other words his source was from absolute he saw God in godliness and everything but he had to force himself to live in this world by coming down into the world of what abrió and dear in the in the level of Nessa code you saw it so that deals with one issue how to thicken relate to this materialistic world is because they force themselves to connect not necessarily in the world of a CI they're not totally they don't come materialistic but they stepped down from the world of our tools we want least one step down to Bria and they stepped down from cussing Laura downturn that's a holy soul but then the algebra said is fine that's correct what happens we know that after 120 he he can go up to GaN Eden now if Canadian becomes back to a spiritual place so how do they have a manifest God and godliness in the world of Canadian so the author explains on this that what happens is in the world of granadan God reveals themselves and true it's tested and were to get two together today what's the infinite line of God but what happens is there is when it when it tsadikim or anyone in this world and this is a clearly important anyone in this world sits in studies Torah so whether you stay until by new morning and the night and the afternoon and that's why it's extremely your see whites are truly important to study Torah you create something which is called a row kia ora kia is like a certain beautiful veil give us to go to a wedding and the bride has a beautiful veil so the veil is made of a very very fine material it's actually expensive and matter of fact the most civic weddings they get a special veil that were different materials then they started to get available at a Rebbetzin use because a lot of there's a lot of cabbalistic power to the veil but when a person sits some studies tow in this world you are creating other if you know this but now you'll find out anytime you certain study torah when you open a hamish you open a missioner you study some Talmud you read some Madras or some cabal of mysticism whether you open a book or you listen to a class online or on the internet and you're actually studying Torah using your head to think about you studying and use your mouth you saying you're studying you're excited about you are actually creating guess what you know taste popular you work today but I think most companies don't even give any more checks anymore they do automatic deposits for your bank account so you never see the cheque so how do you got paid because of the concept automatic deposits when you study Torah you're creating an automatic deposit into your spiritual bank account now where's the money and the answer is it creates this Lakia this veil and the veil is created from the 22 letters of the Torah because there's 22 letters and he put alphabet so either you're saying the words you listening to the words the words are made up of the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet so as you're studying Torah you're creating this beautiful veil for yourself that what happens is after 120 we go to GaN Eden what is the order around you the order around you is from the veil that you created while you are in this world so if you go through this world and you don't spend a minute studying Torah guess what happens you come to heaven all the whole of the Abraham Isaac Jacob Moses whatever all the holy people are sitting in a gorgeous veil and you're like sitting there with a car with no volcanoes on a college sitting without a veil that we kind of embarrassing right every colonies avail but so we are going to be the caller when we come to ask 120 and we're going to be sitting there either with a gorgeous veil or with no veil who created the veil we every class everyone sitting you have some kind of veil because you're sitting in class right but the thing is you want to be nicer fluffier and more strands and more you know beautiful pieces to it you know what do you think what why do you think Tyler spend so much a collar why do they spend so much time in the gown and the veil and they go shopping and they want because you want physically to be here right that's the same way you should be focused on your veil you're going to have when the Messiah comes OS time you know it's on a hunt after hundred twenty and in granadan England everyone's gonna be sitting over there you won't have a nice veil you can't buy it there you don't sell veils and your name you got a prepay you got to buy it now but you create it by saying the 22 letters of the Torah like 20 below now how do you create that because Torah and this is the power that solar has this is the power to add in Deuteronomy we just started around me this week damn Deuteronomy when most remaining blesses so it says over there before you dodge god bless as he says and use the term for reference to Tory says me me noe from the right H a fire so right is right HS fire fire is always on the left thus llama is referring to torah it means a Torah the Torah has a power of the right has the power of the left hold on a second pal right and left it's either right or left a vessel it see that if you have a vessel it's either six ounces or in Canada I tell you okay can't even have a coffee what size six eight ounces the play you want six ounces you on a ten so that one six eight ounces hello make it you want you want six you on eight there's no same six eight it's either six or eight right but the answer is you're right in a materialistic world see the six roots are either eight in the spiritual world you can have a six and you can have any together it's actually even deeper you can have a six and unlimited together but I want to have a six now on our limited that the gal really go crazy in the store give me give me an 8 ounce cup with unlimited hello how my 8 ounce cup unlimited water hello you're gonna make a flood in the store how's it going to work so you're right in the materials to where those work but in total I have the power me me no it's right that means unlimited H it can contain unlit Torah has the power how does it work I don't know I can't explain it but we do know that Torah when a person sits and studies Torah think about it when you are studying - whose car you studying God's dollar God's finite or infinite infinite so who's starting told you your finite your intellect is finite your wisdom is finite so your finite intellect of wisdom is taking in its infinite wisdom has at work don't try to explain it to the archaeology I don't know if it's an impossibility for us humans to explain by a fine an infinite merging but guess what it's available with you can explain and understand when you study Torah you are creating a fusion of infinite and finite that never existed never will exist only in this one when you're studying Torah and you have the power anytime you study Torah to create that beyond explainable understandable concept of fusing infinite with finite how does it work I don't know but it does work it's like we have a tourist called Vlad it's like das writing on your cat's head guru you have Kok Medina what does does can handle both pass to the center sphere can handle the hog market handle Amina in other words Torah has a power it handles both so when a person in this world in this physical world studies Torah whatever I met Sultan minute when you study Torah so you're taking the total you're internalizing within you and externalizing these internalizing you find ourselves but you're internalized you want to infinite with them you are creating a Rekia a veil to yourself which is guess what it's beyond infinitely beautiful but with anything that you see that's beautiful has a finite beginning final end something that has like a magical infinite finite blend which is beyond human comprehension and creation we can't create it the only one created by studying Torah that is real beauty that is real beauty here that is a real miracle so in other words in other words so in other words so because ultimately the vessel what we're doing in studying Torah has also power and we're starting the infinite a total of God so what happens is in GaN Eden gets what happens is that finite or infinite and the answer is what it's both but where they're getting the power to be both Torah study so when a person of studies Torah today in this world you have the power to connect the infinite light that creates real savings and the posits into your spiritual world after 120 and Aidan that will create this beautiful veil for yourself so now Deborah says okay I got it when I study total in this world because Torah is not limited to one side right or left Torre's right Tori's left right Nene no eh right and left it's all mixed together so there's infinite but it has a power that it goes into your finite brain and differe creates the veil that's great in terms of Torah what happens it in its vote and those whatever what's the ideal in its vote if when I do a mitzvah I'm doing the infinite light of God so how do I deal with women in a materialistic world and if it's in if it is an infinite tackling to a Canadian to explain that this is a major difference between Torah and mitzvot leftist powers when a person studies Torah so what do you use to study Torah how do you study Torah I your eye is correct your mind oh so you study Torah you're using your mind now when you use your mind you think about it now your mind is weird outside of you inside of you inside of you so you think about it you understand it you get it and then you're not only that but hopefully you can get excited about it so Torah it's something that we internalize totally something we internalize Torah is extremely powerful now the only way we can actually internalize it because God created in such a powerful way that it's powerful but it can handle our finite minds of those otherwise our mind would have a circuit board level now and the reason why it has to have that special quality because Torah is right and left well what happens when a person doesn't mitzvot take any Mitchell II do take their own plan so it is it external or internal it's external part of mozilla is an external internal external any Mitzvah that one does is always external it's external of you you're doing a mixer you're doing doing things this me here and doing a mitzvah any one of these 248 positive or the 360 negative I'm doing a Mixel now a mitzvah is also because it's not internal it's either a right like I'm doing I said or I'm not doing goula right I'm not holding back so teed up one side of the other now because it's one side or the other so the Mitzvah a one hand is God's mitt so it's limited it's an infinite Mitzvah but in the other hand it's limited but the reason why the Mitzvah were able to do and it does not sort of speak totally throw us off is because a mitzvah it's done externally so ultimately does not get internalized and therefore we can do Mitzvah whether it's the positive let's vote or the negative mix that we don't do and because it's considered a garment to Lelouch therefore even though it has the infinite light of God it does not throw us off it doesn't totally blow us out why isn't it blow us out again because mitzvahs are external so you see here clearly what the author is saying in this chapter that ultimately the light is extremely powerful but the vessel is also powerful and you need a light and you need the vessel not to block to create an internalization whether it's the Mitzvah that creates an internal vation but only from an external level but with the Torah more importantly it allows you to take that within you internalize it the infinite light and it creates a finite experience that we can handle but ultimately creates a the greatest blessing that one can create for themselves which is basically a veil to themselves in the world to come and if we you see clearly by studying Torah literally spending a half hour an hour as much as you can studying Torah in this physical world you are literally connecting to the infinite in this world right now when you're doing it but more importantly you're actually creating for yourself a beautiful veil for after 20 in Ghanaian you'll be sitting with this gorgeous veil that you yourself created like a piece of art that you yourself created