From the Depths of the Darkness we Connect to the Essence of G-D. Kabbalah Rabbi Yitzchok Minkowicz

welcome to our class on this we're going to be learning a beautiful deep hasidic discourse in the rebbe on the holiday of purim the name of the civic discourse is called ba lailahu the rebels said this considic discourse in the year tough shin huff hey 57 years ago and never went on to certify and edit this hasidic discourse in honor of purim in the year tough nun 32 years ago so again the acidic discourse is based on the verse and the in the in the megillah where it says who on that night nadado samalakh the sleeping of the king was awakened so double asked a simple question he says why does it say by lila who on that night seemingly when it says about lyla and that the night that he that he that he couldn't sleep it's referring to what's going on then so while i said the word seemingly seemingly is extra sherbet says we're going to explain it based on what the previous rubber brings in acidic discourse with the same title of a lillahu and he brings what is brought down in the customs of the maa real you have to start saying it much louder when you read that with those two words why because that's the main miracle but who is the main miracle and the previous server brings not real and he explains it based on what it says in the madrid in the output that when it says that the king so to speak was awake couldn't sleep is referring to not only achash on a physical level it's referring to hashem himself in other words what does that mean that the jewish people were in a situation we are sleeping and when we're sleeping unfortunately hashem is sleeping and um as how do we know this because it says clearly is shayna i am sleeping and the zoya says hashtag when we're in exile when we forget about hashem we don't learn we don't pray we don't do doom it's vote then so to speak hashem is sleeping you know when we sleep in galas when we fall asleep behind the wheel we're in exile and we forget about hashem that causes hashem so to speak to fall asleep and that's why it says who on that night the king was awake and that's why it's the main miracle why because what is laila referring to is referring to exile it's referring to gullus and it's a time that so to speak when we're sleeping hashem is sleeping and that's why lailahu that night which is in gallus the king hashem was awakened and that's why it's the main miracle because even though we're sleeping i'm sorry because shem is sleeping but nevertheless hashem was awake and that's why that's the main miracle the miracle is that even though we're sleeping and if hashem is sleeping nevertheless hashem is awake and he's there to help us and bail us out from gullus so based on this river explains another important point in the term of that night why because it doesn't say what night it is that which one is that one so in the keyboard it's called the lotion of nister it's that it's not spelling out which nice which night it is it's more like it's vague another what is what does nist represent how what does what does vegas represent that represents more concealment so but who balila is concealment is gullus and now who is concealment and now besides the fact that we have unfortunately we're in galas we're in exile uh which is generally lila knight is referring to exile but even more so in the days of achashverage besides the concealment of exile we even had a double concealment and that's why it says double concealment what and whoever brings like it's brought down in the talmud the talmud says how do we know esther man a term and i where do we find esther in the torah and the five books of moses so the talmud says because it says in the torah about hastier asterisk that i will conceal myself conceal myself and that's a connection to esther and we know that about shenter explains and he says as follows what does it mean hastier astor i'm going to conceal and conceal myself a double expression of conceal concealment one covered second cover what's what's the double concealment so the australian explains not a second cover quantitatively that the concealment itself is concealed you know it's only a double concealment the concealment itself is concealed and so that's the basement server explains that's what it says you know there was a double concealment not a fit not a quantitatively it was a qualitatively double concealment that the fact that we're balila the fact that we're in gullahs and god is not revealed that itself is concealed to us we're not we're not distracted we're not bothered the fact that we're in gullus because we don't feel the fact that we're anglers and we don't feel that it's dark and it's night it is what does that mean we we look at darkness and we say it's light that itself is gullah stands at double gullets if we're in ghalos we know we're in goal is terrible we want mashiach to come when we think this is gula we think this is like redemption that's that's real goddess and the verse says um who in this double gullus not the melee so the king so to speak was awakened was awake were to bring out the the great power miracle the power of the miracle here that even though that we're sleeping and we're still sleeping that we don't even realize that we're in gullah's and as ever brings a major difference between um sleeping and slumbering what does that mean knows when a person is sleeping so fine so you have a dream and you know the dream is falsehood so you had a dream you know the dream is it's made up stuff but what happens when you get deep into gullus when you slumber away in gullahs then what happens you actually think that falsehood is true when you're in goddess we're living in a false world okay so we know it's false we accept it but when you start believing the falsehood that's a double gullus and when we start believing the fall so that's when hashem so to speak also falls asleep on us but nevertheless even though we're in gullahs and unfortunately we believe the goddess is so to speak true then what happened the miracle happened was nothing so to speak is is is is is not sleeping and even in a regular sleep that we're just in regular galas hashem is awake and therefore us and that's what that's the huge miracle of a lailahu not now we're the the predator continues to explain where is it that where do we wh what happened all of a sudden we're sleeping and we're in gallows why did all of a sudden shawn wake up so he explains the reason why hashem was awake that's the miracle of purim that came about because we were serious nephesh we a whole year we learned terror we prayed we did misfires even though it was hard and then by doing that a whole year that caused hashem so to speak to wake up service has one second the fact is we all know when we do the will of hashem oyster return shall not come we do the will of hashem so the natural course of course of events is hashem doesn't sleep hashem doesn't slumber someone doesn't get distracted but what are we saying that the jewish people for a whole year were serious nephews they were living a life of torah and mitzvos and prayer and they were going to self-sacrifice so what's the big miracle and a huge miracle that what there are shambles awake why wouldn't he be awake if we're going to seriousness the whole year that's question number one so second question we asked is generally speaking there's a shot what's a simple shot that balailla who on that night um the the the king so to speak couldn't sleep he was awake who's it referring to the simple story of the mcgill that's referring takashi in other words does something happen but you know in the store he was sleeping he couldn't he couldn't sleep because something was bothering him and therefore he was awake that's a simple story with akash now we all know that anything that happens down in this world comes because that's the way it's on the spiritual level so therefore we're saying that hashem was awake why was he awake because of something but if we just explained that who means it's a gullis and it's an exile within exile harness from a gullis and exile within an exile cause a shank to be awake who knows what is lailahu means light level means it's concealment and a tremendous concealment so if it's concealment and a tremendous concealer that's the opposite of being awake so what's the connection about lila who because of the concealment hashem was awake so ever says we're going to understand this based on what's explained the author explains in in interior in the uh commentaries on the acidic commentaries on the on on on the holiday of purim and also the way it's explained at length in the uh discourses of the middle arabah the second kabaddra and explains as follows that yoim the term yoim day represents revelation the term laila night represents concealment and in each one in day which represents revelation and night which represents concealment you have both you have revelation and concealed in both which basically means in day you have revelation and concealment and in night you have revelation and concealment as well and then and proves the point i mean based on we know it says many times in the torah it says means again revelation how's that this one means it's the day is revealed it knows what kazan means revelation this is it you're being very very specific this is what it is so but the day is revealed but on the other hand something that says your name is revelation now who that one which one is it so so we're we're in a we're in a state of concealment so you can have yoim hazeh the day which revealed you have yoim the day which is concealed the same thing also when it comes that night sometimes it says which is generally speaking concealed but this one so you have a revealed component of night and then you have lailahu night concealment that one with double concealment okay what does that mean what does that mean that you can have day revelation we that makes sense but they conceal what does that mean night conceal that makes sense what doesn't mean knight is rep nine is revealed so whoever explains his followers he said like this that the general difference between day and night is day is revelation day is and night is concealment just like we see for example in the torah torah says god called um the day a god called light day and he called darkness night so basically day is associated with light clarity and night is associated with darkness that's inherent any time you say the word day it refers to light light refers to day darkness says night night night is darkness okay that's in generally speaking but then there's another component then there's the component the way something is revealed in this world it comes down into this world and the way something is not revealed in this world it's concealed and it looks like this when something is revealed in this world that's the yawning the second component of viewing the way it's revealed so it's not inherent it's just revealed in this world when something is concealed so it's not totally um concealed it's just not revealed in this world another looks like this so when you have yoim it's revelation line of concealment yo means the revelation is drawn down in this world means it's revealed but it's it's some way it's not revealed into this world the same thing with lila as well you have lila darkness the way it's hazed where it's revealed into this world and then you have lila who the darkness is concealed from this world or the way it's still in its source and based on this river explains why when it came to the jewish people going out of egypt what did it say in the middle of this day all the jewish people went out of egypt what does that mean vietnamese here because it was revealed and the blessings were revealed so it was yoim it was it was it was revelation but it was hazel we went out of egypt it was revealed listen the fact that god's always with us but when god makes a miracle and takes us out then those blessings are revealed and the same thing also when it comes to learning target and doing mixed voice and never says specifically the turn learning turn the missiles in the way it's in this world that's the way it's going to your machine comes so the way we learn torah in this mistress what to say in the torah i am again revelation drawing it down into this world god is commanding us to learn tyrande mitzvahs which means it's not learning torah terrain or in theory or in our heart no we learn torah we say the words we do them it's which means we draw down the godly energy and revealed way in this world however when it comes when the mashiach comes what does it say the ultimate redemption it says by yoimahu in that day so by him it's going to reveal what's going to be revealed the torah the way it's concealed today because the revelation when we went out of egypt it's the revelation of light the way it came down to this world we were we we we were taken out of egypt we had a miracle in this world however when meshia comes we're going to have the revelation of light the way it's higher than being revealed in this world and that's why it says so that's in terms of join so you have the yoym the way the revelation is revealed in this world and then you have to join the weights where it's not revealed in this world and it's revealed so to speak in the future the same thing also says applies to lila so lila generously is referring to what tonight to darkness now darkness which is higher than light and darkness actually the source from light because light comes from darkness so darkness before it's revealed or the way it's in its source what is that called it's darkness but before it's revealed before it's in this in this world dark even darkness in this world it's called lailahu because it's dark it's concealed but it's ahu it's not even revealed in this world but what happens when you have darkness in this world then you have laila you have darkness but it's revealed you can say it's dark now the darkness is not here how can you say this is the darkness you can't see it so the darkness that we don't see is laila hahu and the darkness we could see is la laza now but the fact is when it comes to darkness the dark lila who is actually darker than la laza for example we say now it's it's day it's bright and you have a blessing that's revealed night is dark but we can point to it so to us dark darkness is concealment because you can't see but the fact is that could we say that it's dark so the mere fact you can say that it's dark because that's why it's called halal hazard because the darkness is drawn down into this world so what darkness is actually darker the light the light the darkness does not draw down into this world it's dark but it's drawn down in this world lila who's not even drawn down to this world now so since the darkness which is higher than the light which is the source of the light and the darkness in the world so therefore the concealment the physical darkness that comes from the darkness on high lailahu is a much greater darkness than the darkness that comes down to this world in other words we say laila so we're pointing to the darkness so even though it's dark but it's revealed to us in darkness we literally feel the darkness you can literally find your finger this is dark it's a dark room a dark place etc so it's a darkness but it's revealed to you that you can point to it but lila who is referring to what type of darkness a darkness which is totally you can't even point to it it's so concealed you don't even realize that it's dark okay so what is the rubber explaining over here saying like this there's yoim which is revelation there's lila which is darkness but then each one has revelation and concealment in yoim that's revealed to us we call it then there's revelation which is concealed from us it's called yo mahu in darkness the darkness that's revealed to us is called and the darkness that's concealed from us is called yo mahu now we're going to go into this a little deeper but there was now going to explain something another another insight into your malaila so we're going to veer off and we're going to come back to this point but again to be to clarify the point we just finished off was that there's there's yoiman laila which means revelation and concealment and within each the revelation concealment you have revelation and concealment so again so in the in the revelation of yoim you have when it's revealed to us that's when it's concealed from us and then you have darkness laila when it's revealed to us it's called and the darkness which is beyond obviously much higher darkness it's called lailahu but now that says he's going to give another explanation which has brought down the difference between laila hazel and lailahu on another level and he explains like this what does it mean and again this is a different different insight and we'll get back to the main point we're studying in the specific discourse the what does mean means it's it's revealed what does it mean it's revealed revealed on a spiritual level that we can see god ungodliness or we can comprehend god we can comprehend god and godliness what is that's yo it means i see god or i comprehend god it's light it's clear god has revealed to me what is lila god is not revealed to me but nevertheless it's called lila it means i can say it's not revealed so when when when it's when so what what does lila mean it means i don't i don't see it i don't understand it but i have faith so again here's a different insight into your and lyla john is when you see god in godliness you comprehend it lionel is when you have faith in hashem what does that mean lila means again we have faith in hashem has that means that it's revealed but that's when the faith that we have is very very strong and it's really real and true to us just like when you see god and godliness that's yoim the same thing also when your faith is very very strong that's laila hazel and that's why the verse says in reference to pesach it's the night that hashem watches us and if you give a look what does it say in the torah who this is this night what does it mean this night the fact is we were in gullahs so it's called lila it's night we're we were still in gullahs but nevertheless even though we were in gulas it was hosea was this night because we the we did have strong faith in hashem it wasn't where we were out of egypt yet because we went out of egypt we would have joined we saw god we comprehended it we were still in egypt we were still holding on to faith but faith what type of faith of faith that it was as though we were able to see it just like almost like seeing it our faith was real and it was was clear and we were certain just like when you see something so again just to recap what what are we explaining here joining is revelation which referring to when we see and comprehend godliness lila is concealment of of of seeing and comprehended but what do we have we have faith and means that what we that's very strong to us just like when we went out of egypt and said it means we were in exile we were in egypt and we were holding out the faith but the faith was real why because we had the clarity now how do we get to that level that we can have faith and faith that should be so strong so the ever since we got to that level through doing our work in egypt what work do we do so technically we're working with with bricks and mortar and through doing our work we're able to have the the the the faith in a clear way so ever says then we work with claim relevant a hard hard labor cause us to have faith in hashem is going to take us out today we're also in goddess so we're also laila it's also dark we also have it's also have faith but if we want to have faith like that the faith should be real that and even in exile that we're living in today that we should have the real faith that comes through working hard how do we work hard today we don't have to be also we don't have to lay bricks by learning torah as we know it said behind the lavender refers to the way of learning we learn that one thing from the next or or by having uh clarity in halal what hashem wants us and from in the code of the jewish law or for example that's one way by learning whether it's learning talmud or learning that's how we have that's what we that's how faith becomes real another way is by literally working hard earning a living as we know it says clearly because by the sweat of your brown you can earn you're in your living and just like by night which was referring to our faith and we had clarity and faith when we went out of egypt we got that clarity through working hard behavior elevate the bricks and the mortar literally so the same thing also we can do it today by physically working hard and we know it's supposed to work six days a week or by learning torah and that's why it says in talmud that whoever accepts himself the yoke of learning not just reading a book reading hummus but sitting and learning and struggling to understand the mission of the talmud or whatever you whatever you're learning in in torah they take away from you the the need to have to really work hard to earn a living on the other hand if somebody doesn't take on the effort of learning torah you're going to have to take on to work very very hard because when a person works whether it's in learning you have a choice even learning that's your choice or in in physical labor you reach the level of which means you reach the level that your faith is very very strong in hashem and based on what's explained in in the civic discourse it's a reference to about so what does that mean that lila means that the faith and the faith is real so unfortunately what does that unfortunately you someone would be lacking in the clarity of faith so lionel refers to faith means the clarity of faith and laila who is you have faith but it's not strong and rubber explains another insight into laila huzzan laila who that knows both zen who is going on tonight if the night is in a revealed way and it means being says you realize that it's night you realize i'm fortunate that you're gullis or the night is or who you don't even realize that you're in goddess it's another insight belize either you realize well i love that you're in godless but we realize we're in golis that's at least will get us out or you don't even realize you're in goddess okay so that's that's the side pointer brings the point of of of of of balilas referring to faith and when the faith is clear and how we can have the faith but now that we're going to go back to try to comprehend this deep idea of what we said that this day and this night which means is there's revelation as concealment and then within the revelation you have revelation relation of concealment within the relation or in the concealment you have revelation and concealment so whoever says now they're just going to explain this base when it's brought down and many many places said this based on what it says in the zodiac the infinite light of hashem is very very high and it's also very very low let me say it in hebrew irene saif lamaila my ladding cats the infinite islam is very very high and also the matter it goes down to the lowest level what does it mean to the lowest level it means a place where god's concealed but nevertheless even though god's concealed god spread out and reveals the infinite light there hashem literally is allows himself to be to spread out and to be revealed all over even in the lowest places and also in the highest places now but there explains like this let's think about for a second hashem is infinite sashem is revealed to the lowest places and to the highest places the way hashem is revealed on the highest levels do you experience any revelation on the contrary the higher you go you realize that that's all nothing the higher you go to the infinite light you realize it's all nothing because hashem is infinite so what happens is as you go higher and you're higher what do you realize it's all nothing compared to the infinite hashem now when the light comes down into this world so you think oh it's something there's some kind of revelation but the fact is so when you look down into this this world when god is revealed so it looks like oh there's something we see we understand we comprehend we know cetera but the fact is is this world really a something no it's nothing it looks like something it's really a nothing the so the question is where does it even come from that in this world which is really or nothing god is concealed it should think there's something and the answer is because before hashem created that simpson the concealment he made room that there should be a possibility for a relation down to this world so there is room in the source that it could be a revelation this world now so let's let's let's let's let's let's clarify these these these few levels it will help us understand what they're saying is god i reign safe oh you're into the infinite life hashem if you go higher higher means closer to the infinite to the essence of hashem it's nothing because you realize against nothing as you go away down to this physical world you think it's something but the truth is it's really nothing but where is there room that you should think that it's a something because hashem allowed this should be a revelation but the revelation is really a concealment so again this the way on high it's really nothing the way it's down here looks like it's something and the only reason why it looks like the something is because hashem allowed it to be a something but really it's nothing and but it comes from the place that hashem allowed it that there should be revelation now so based on this river explains very very powerful he says as follows what is the source we brought up before for four components this the idea of yoim hazel and laila lailahu we're going to talk about right now through three three of them there's the way means revelation the way it's revealed yo in this revelation of who the way it's concealed and then you have lilo where so to speak is total concealment and there's two levels there as well services like this after that simpson hashem allowed this should be this physical world and this physical world uran's safe islam which means god is revealed in this physical world and hashem allowed this physical world to experience a revelation so what is this world called it's called god is revealed and how we see it as something what's the source of that the source of that is that the fact that hashem allowed there should be a symptom and there should be revelation in this world on the other hand when you look really at this world what do you see this world is this world something no it's nothing but on the other hand so what is that called that's called yo mahu it's revealed but we know it's nothing what is the source of that that's the mahu that's coming from the revelation of hashem before the symptom that he wanted there should be a revelation so in other words is coming from a lower place is coming from the revelation which happens after the time that we can think that god forbid so to speak there's some kind of revelation here on the other hand that we say that there's a revelation well really it's coming from nothing that's coming from a place before the sun on the other hand what's the source of lila which is higher than so to speak any concealment that is from lamaylah milo where you really in the truth of this really really are nothing so again recap there's many levels for this conversation three levels there's the way you're in safe is the mila milo which basically over there you realize it's really a nothing because hashem is really everything then hashem made that simpson and in the symptoms he allowed for the beer to be revelation but the truth is we know really a symptom doesn't really it's only like a distortion to think that's real and then you have the physical world that looks like it's real but the truth is really nothing but looks like it's real so the fact that we can say yo it's revealed and we can say oh this is something where is that coming from that's coming from the light after the simpson a very the lowest light then we say it's revealed but it's it's concealed that's coming from the light before the trim some that allowed the revelation to happen and the fact that iron sight was all the way in the highest level it said really are nothing that's a source from lyla the source from concealment is actually coming from a higher place now now that was going to go even a step further and step deeper it's like this what created the ability that we can have this physical world to say yoim hazeh or even yaoi mahu there's a connection to this world it called consonant simpson means the con the the the contraction that it created like almost like a veil between the infinite and the finite that allowed the finite to exist so let's talk about the idea of a temperature what does it seem to mean there's a contraction of light that allowed for revelation in this world so in kabbalah it's called the symptom the purpose of it what's the buddhism created at symptom the reason why ashram created symptoms so there could be a revelation in this world so again the purpose of the symptom is so there should be a revelation in this world because if god didn't make that simpson this world wouldn't be able to have any revelation so that symptoms the purpose of the symptom was for the revelation now in that symptom for the revelation there's two components what does that mean what is the what is the ultimate revelation what's the per what's the ultimate revelation that simpson's revelation is that through that simpson will have the revelation we have now in this world but ultimately the ultimate revelation of the infinite light that even in the physical world will be able to receive the infinite light the urine safe so again the first reason for the simpson is that ultimately when shia comes this physical world the physical world where we see it as physical we'll be able to absorb infinite it's hard to comprehend it it's an impossibility we think but when the shia comes that simpson has will have accomplished that the physical world will absorb the infinite light that's one point the second point is not only will the physical world be able to absorb the focusing on the physical world but the revelation of the essence of the infinite light which is even higher than the light of before the tsum tsum will be able to be revealed into this world so again like this point number one is the goal of the symptom is for revelation the revelation is two components one is that we should have that the physical world should be able to receive the light and the second that literally the infinite light even higher than symptom of the of the light before the tension should be revealed into this world that's two reasons for that symptom for a the purpose again generally is for the revelation revelation two components one is the physical world throughout to receive the infinite light and b it's really received the literally the very powerful infinite light that's point number one another reason for the symptom because that simpson acknowledges the the the slain us the completion of the infinite light that the infinite light is not limited only in revelation but the infinite light has the power to create concealment in other words like this before the simpson ever hasham was all over was there a place he wasn't no that simpson accomplished an empty space wow empty space hashem is not here exactly the symptom accomplished it could be a space where hashem doesn't exist so it was like this there's two opposite dimensions of the symptom one reason for that symptom is that the reason for the symptom is you create a concealment so that you have the revelation in the physical world from the highest levels the second reason for the simpson is that that there should be an empty space because god is not limited only to revelation god could be also non-existent now two different two opposites and you ever says like this this that we're saying that in that symptom you have two components one is for the revelation that the world should receive it and the ultimate the huge revelation and to create a concealment because hashem is not limited only in revelation you can be concealment as well the reason is because what's the source of the symptom in order to create a symptom it has to have to come from a higher source the source of the symptom is that in iran's site which we normally think are light the infinite light light is a something it's oh it's light but there's a concealment of the iron safe there's the helen there's a concealment of iron safe what's the the simpson doesn't come from earth the symptom the concealment comes from the light from the from the helm from the concealment of light the which concealment of what light a concealment of the aryan surf so in so the source of these two components that the symptom is to create the light that the world can receive and to create the concealment that's because in the source of the tsum tsum there's two levels in the source of the tsum tsum in the helen the concealment of the vein save there's two levels what are the two levels we're explaining this in again so now we're going really deep here we're going into not only the symptom was to create either revelation that the world should receive at a very high light or to create the concealment so hashem is not limited in revelation concealment we're now looking to the source of the symptom that in the source you have two components and that's how you have the two two two aspects of the temperature what's the source of the temperature numbers like this you have the source of the tsum tsum which means the kayak the concealment part of ainsaf which in that concealment there is some kind of connection to a revelation even though the concealment is higher to revelation but it has a connection to revelation concealment means it's concealed but the concealment has a relationship with revelation doesn't it's not revelation concealment is a concealment has a relation with a revelation now this level of concealment which has a relationship with revelation from this level was able to create the energy the chinsum that you that from there comes out the revelation afterwards that the world will reveal the will feel the revelation and the revelation will be in the world but then there's the essence of concealment which has nothing to do with revelation the concealment of the infinite light which has no connection no relationship no nothing to do with revelation and and the simpson that comes from that level knows at a level that that's that's there's nothing to do with revelation and the assumption that comes that hashem is not limited to revelation that is it comes from the level of the source where concealment has no connection to revelation and therefore you have the sword that comes the source and the simpson is to show that hashem is not limited to revelation now so again to recap this is too deep deep deep component you have the symptom the concealment the concealment was for two reasons one of two reasons either to create the great revelation afterwards and two levels in revelation or to create a a concealment that hashem is not limited the source of that is because in concealment of iron save this one where it has a relationship with revelation and one way it's totally no connection and that's a source for those both of those levels so based on this trebba says he's going to explain a great insight into two components of night and night as we know this night is concealment but we said in concealment there's lila who concealment within concealment and then you have light the concealment way the concealment is revealed and like for example we have the concealment the way it's down in this world and the way the concealment is down in this world is actually opposite the way the concealment is is on a higher level and ever explains like this on a on the higher level of laila which means it's concealed and it's even like deeper concealed is much higher than when it's the the lila has that the way the way the concealer comes down to this world um it comes down to this world why because there's the level of lila it's for example let's say you say it's dark but you can point to it so it's dark but you but there's a relationship with it but then there's you can't even point to it and so what so based on this river explains that the two levels of la la hazer line that means god is concealed and concealed we know it's concealed or which totally off the charts comes from the two levels of the symptom whether the symptom is for the revelation or the symptom is just to create the concealment but even deeper it comes from the source of the tsum tsum the component of lila that means god is concealed but you can know he's concealed that comes from the level of concealment which has a relationship with revelation but laila who where god's concealing you don't even know the concealment that comes from the level of the simpson the source of the tsum tsum which is a hell of concealment which has no connection to reality in other words that's referring to the concealment which has some kind of reaction reality and the source of something and since it's coming from that level that has some kind of relational reality but on the other hand the connection of of lila who comes from the source of simpson which has no no relation therefore it's totally concealed and like jervis gives an example and he says like this the lower level of la lazar means that it's concealed but it has some kind of relational reality like for example therma says let's look at the times of gullus we're in exile exile god's concealed but nevertheless even though god's concealed god's concealed is called lyla but we have a yearning we have a yearning for god and we know that in gullus our yearning for god is much greater than our yearning for god than the times in the temple why is that because the the yearning that we have which is the revelation for the concealment is coming from a place of concealment and since it's coming from a place of concealer god is concealed it's coming from a deeper place coming from the place of concealed of gulf therefore yearning for hashem is much stronger in times of goddess versus the times the temple so that's in a level of laila which means god's concealed but we know he's concealed if we have a learning a yearning for hashem but then you have lailahu what does that mean god's so concealed we don't even know he's concealed which is connected to the symptom which is higher the highest level where it's not where the concealment has nothing to react with with revelation and therefore you don't even realize how god's concealed so another's like this there's two levels in in in in concealment there's lai la god's concealed but we know he's concealed what what where is that source that's sourced in the simpson but wait something has a in the concealment that has a really some kind of relationship with revelation but then you have laila who is sourced where in which level attention would sin without with a concealment has no no connection with revelation so it's actually coming from much a deeper place so what does that mean practically because we know that all these deep this is deep stuff but all the deep stuff has to have some kind of practical practical end goal otherwise we just can go ahead and go on a mountain in india and meditate but the purpose is to take these powerful deep teachings about the symptom and about the concealment and about the lyla and and to make it practical how does it help us in our serving hashem we'll never explain it like this that our service of hashem by night which means we're in exile god's concealed or generally life in this physical world god's concealed so if we're talking about on the level of the symptom which has a relationship to the world or so that the simpson is so there should be a revelation later on that god will be revealed in this world so that that awakens within us what a yearning or desire i want to go out of gullus because we know it's dark and we know it's all about the revelation so we have a yearning so which is the lower level that gives us a yearning to go out of golis but on the other hand the the spiritual avoidance of lailahu which means that it's so dark and it comes from the places that simpson the whole purpose of the sentence to create a to create a concealer because god is not only limited in revelation and the source is the concealment which has no connection with revelation so what's that what's that practically that is when we meditate on the source of this tremendous darkness that the source is in the hell of my offspring in other words like this another very very powerful ever saying like this you have in darkness you have two different levels of darkness you have darkness which has a relation connection with with that we know it's dark and then you have the darkness we don't even know it's dark what's the source it's all backed it's sourced in the simpson whether the sword simpson is for the revelation or the symbol just to create the empty space deeper that the source of that is that the the concealment of the simpson comes from where part of conceal which is connected to revelation or it's or or it's totally way beyond it's just just the highest level of concealment so what does that mean practically it means like this in the lower level of lila so we know it's dark and we know we're in the dark so we but we're still still dark but we have the awareness the hazard we have the awareness so we have a you're returning we want to go out of gallows we want the revelation because ultimate's all about revelation on a deeper level but who means we don't want revelation in the lila who the meditation is that you know in this darkness you know in this concealment that we don't even realize is concealed guess what this is the deepest part of hashem but in this ma lailahu when it's so dark and it's not because we want a revelation no this deepest darkness this is the essence of hashem in the darkness where you don't see any hope and you don't see any reason you don't have to have a yearning this is hashem himself the essence of hashem himself so based on this there ever explains beautifully and powerfully why it says in this well again now we haven't now we have the kabbalistic insight allah who now we know we're at but means we're in the darkness which is totally concealed in that concealment who is awake hashem himself is awake there in other words the greatest darkness creates that hashem is awake because it's all about hashem there it's not about revelation it's not about the yearning it's not about anything it's just about hashem himself because what what is the source of lailahu darkness extreme darkness down here what's the source lila who on high which is higher than than they it's higher than yo yo it's for sure higher in yamaha and it's even higher than la la hazard so the sleeping lila who down here by lila who down here sources lord lila who down here source delilah who on high and because the jewish people even though it was dark they didn't see they didn't understand there was no faith there was no intellect but nevertheless just did us did it they stood with the seriousness they went and self-sacrifice a whole year why were they going on self-sacrifice exactly because it was concealment from the concealment because not because of a reason and like it's brought that many places in this that when we're in gallus when we're in exile the revelation and the power of mysterious netherlands is much stronger than when the base magnifice existed why because when the lights are off that's when you're lailahu that's when you're in the deepest places and then we're able to draw down from from the highest level lailahu much higher than obviously the way delilah who's down in this world and based on this term explains the connection between the two insights about who that night the darkest part part of the king is awake why because on one hand the lila who that night calls us to sleep because it's dark so so if that's the case why would w if it was lila who and the kid and was and so why was he awake because that's the power of the miracle even though it was lailahu even though it was dark but nevertheless guess what the king is awake specifically in the lila who and even deeper is that literally the darkness caused the king to be awake why because this that the darkness causes someone to sleep that's from its own it's dark asleep but when you draw in the source of lailahu on on high on the contrary that causes us to wake up so never saying something very very powerful and profound there's two levels of lailahu there's a level of laila who it's dark and guess what down here it's like you go to sleep but what's the source of lailahu laila whose comes from the highest source it's it comes from the level of symptom which has no connection with revelation so when you're drawing the line who from on high into the lila who now guess what you're connected to the essence of the king and therefore not the so they're explained so beautifully but lila who is the cause of another samala because you're in the level of sleeping that means there's nothing there's no revelation there's total disconnect you draw in the laila and who from on high through the monsieur established that causes another he'd like to add that this what happens when you have lailahu and you're drawn from the lilo and high then you reach the level of another so the samala the king being awake is even higher than the level of lailahu elijah not down here laila who and hai why and you know but but what causes but it's higher but what causes another comes from so laila who down here causes lailahu on high and when that lilu comes down to this world it causes so the darkness the abyss to nothing causes but not small she's much higher why is that never explaining this when we say day and night what are we referring to concealment or revelation of the infinite of the infinite infinite light of hashem so there's two components there's revelation and there's concealment so therefore even after you draw in lailahu the high level of isle hoof from an high into the lyle down here so what happens because one is concealed with one's revelation even after you draw in the lila who down into the down to this world but nevertheless it's still it's still dark and not only it's dark it's lila who is very very dark because what gets drawn there during that what gets drawn down lailahu very very powerful the essence of hashem the essence of concealment what gets controlled now laila who what's lyla who it's still concealment you didn't draw that in any revelation and the same thing also when the jewish people were in a serious nephesh the whole year they learned and they prayed but what was motivating them it was motivating was the concealment the concealment was motivating them because when they were because the concealment that awakened their their soul from on high to come down but it didn't affect them in their revealed attributes in their intellect and their emotions they were connecting to the concealment which affected them but what didn't transform them and like like the river gives the example like it's more than a citizen that says when a person is sleeping so you don't see the difference between the head and the feet or the the intellect and the emotions because you see the way all the quakers all together when a person sleeping all the clinics operate together in other words why is that because on a person sleeping all your attributes get elevated to a higher level so that's great that's amazing and that's why we get that's how you get recharged at night but it doesn't affect us in the revealed and revealed attributes on the contrary they actually if you sleep too long you you need to be you know you have to do some kind of uh you know therapy to get yourself reactivated because sleeping is good it gets you back to your source but but you still need to be active so but on the other hand so that's the problem with laila who yeah it's great in seriousness you connect to the most powerful places but it's but lila remains light like dark remains dark and light and doesn't affect you in a real way but lightly who knows means that the king was awakened it was awake waking what is waking me means revelation that the infinite power of hashem affected us in a revealed way in every single part of us and what it created was it created the unity between the concealment ballista into malek into all the revealed parts of our self like jerry brings from the from the middle of the river that he says that this that we say by lailahu which again we're talking about concealment was not the same on the other hand hashem was awake it's he gives an example of like for example of an animal a deer that one eye is open and one eye is closed which means you have both components you have the revelation it's affecting you you're in tuck the emotions but you're connected to the concealment part which is much higher how do you create the union of the two that you should be revealed and concealed because we want the concealed part the malala but we also want the revealed part that happens when you unify the opposites when you unify the concealment and the revelation together how do you create unification that's when the atmos the essence of hashem gets revealed because once the answers the essence of hashem is revealed revelation and concealment they're not even opposites when you're dealing with atmospheres hashem there's no opposite there's no revelation concealment so once you have not once once you don't have opposites then they both get revealed and like there ever says it's brought in many places other places that this that atmos the essence of hashem has the power to give off light but he also has the power not to give off light and it's both true oxmoors could give off light could not give off light reveal conceal it's all the same thing by him and that's why it says in the civic discourse that this that nada darshan that hashem olsen was revealed woke up happened through what the mysterious snapper so he went and self-sacrificed a whole year what does that mean that means it's referring to that we were able to draw down the essence of hashem the atmosphere of hashem because what how can we draw down the essence of hashem because mysterious snappers has somebody gone mysteriousness i'm just going to do it i'm going to pray i'm going to study i'm going to do misleads i'm going to be happy even though i don't want that comes from the essence of your soul and so when the person goes from a seriousness means that working with their essence of the soul you draw down the essence of hashem and by drawing down the essence of hashem you create the ultimate unity between concealment and revelation so against what the river is saying is even though balila who's the highest level and when you have belilu you're drawing it down into this world but nevertheless the word the person stays who they are after after it wears off but when hashem is awake it causes the union between the highest level is affects you in a real way in your intellect and your emotions and and and then it becomes transformative and it stays within you for much longer and whoever says you like to connect the connectors where it's brought was brought down in in the civic discourse that when there was another smaller which means when the atmos of hashem got revealed so hashem was awake so what happened it says over there you became the union between makif when it hovers over and preemie when it gets internalized what does that mean it means like this you have the light which is above esthetilus above the levels which is called makif and the goal of that is that the market should become a peninus we have our intellect we have our emotions and we have stuff above us faith et cetera the goal is to bring in the mark of light internalize it why is that when not the same the market becomes preemie why is that because the source what's the source of makif the light of market and the source of preemie the source is revelation and concealment in other words what's the source of the market which seemingly is higher market comes from revelation it's a huge revelation what's the source of internalizing something the source is actually concealment because it's concerned you can internalize it so the source of preemie is from concealment the source of revelation high revelation is from mechanism revelation but when you when you draw down atsmus the essence of hashem then you can unify both you can unify the concealment and revelation and then you can have the unity between makif and preemie and when you have the ultimate uni unity which you need the balance the macaven panimi not just makif which is revelation which is a lower level and not just preemie which is a which is internalized but still but it's a lower level how do you have which is that comes from a higher level how do you what what what when the person has the unity of both mark if anthony means you have the you're coming from the lila who but another hand you're internalizing it that's when you have the ultimate that creates the ultimate salvation for the jewish people why because the problem ever says is in the in the world of market we have the huge revelation unfortunately the clippot can get access to market because again machiav is revelation so in revelation there's no concealment so even the klippo can get access to it and that's why we know that haman made the tree how tall 50 hours why because he wanted to go to the level of of the 50th level we know establishes you can only go you count 49 days the 50 is a gift from hashem the 50th is market so heyman made a tree he was going to market and he could have gotten for market but unfortunately clippers can get from akif but when we go ahead take the market the 50th level and bring it down to premiums we bring it down to our intellect and our emotions and we spend time studying and meditating internalizing it and doing mitzvos then when you have the unity of making preemie then you have like you hood them from the jewish people there was light there was joy there was celebration and we had beauty and dervis finishes off by saying kane tialano to be with us we should have the drawing down the most powerful lights into in a personalized way and we'll all have oira the simcha the sasha in the car in a revealed way we'll have a happy perm and a great prim with all the great blessings and all the great light so have a happy and joyous prayer in which all merit to have the greatest revelation and god willing our next class will be in your shalayim iraq happy purim