Tools Needed For Emunah | Torat HaChassidut (20)

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now one of the things that uh motivated me to overcome any obstacle that we had today uh to come back a little earlier than I anticipated uh and and give this you is because I see that in the last few weeks that uh we haven't uh been able to learn together with you guys uh the uh amount of difficulties that people have been sending haven't been able to answer everybody's questions and issues unfortunately but I see that the amount of issues that people are having uh just continues to come in whether it's during a uh a good economy a bad economy it doesn't really make a difference people's problems continue to rise and uh the truth is is that difficulty is part of everybody's life uh I can assure you that uh the uh the surgery and whatever else I deal with I wouldn't even want on my enemies uh but uh the truth is is that difficulty is part of everybody's life now the question that I think everybody is supposed to have is that when you learn you know from time to time uh either I myself or other rabbis you know give uh you know stories stories about sikim sikim that have dealt with uh their own difficulties uh in the past and uh even to theem of Our Generation that uh have dealt with difficulties and it really seems like they're uh they're going through it with a smile despite the difficulty uh and the question is what do they do what do they do to accept the Heavenly judgment with a smile despite the fact that it hurts regardless of what the what the difficulty is it always hurts uh so what did these sikim do to go to their difficulties with a smile now of in our series over here the uh based on the has really opened our eyes to the real world ofid and how they think and what they do uh and uh he continues to open our eyes with every single page with every single line especially if you've noticed when we look at the small details and not just glance over it or read over it just to say we you know we read another book you know many times a person you know that learns T whether it's m or it's the par or whatever or whatever they're learning many times people look at it like almost like a checklist where they uh they just want to tell themselves that they completed another book so they put a check next to it yes I finished this book and I finished that book and I finished this book and and a question always has to come up is what did the book do for you okay so you read the book but what did the book actually do for you did did did did you apply any of it to your life did it do anything for you other than maybe give you uh a little bit of uh inspiration for a moment has anything changed and many times really people go through different books and um not much changes at least nothing longterm you know there's a lot of uh things that perhaps they learned along the way and perhaps they got inspired or were informed uh but not much really changed same concept goes with shim you know I'd say uh it always boggles my mind when you know people ask me different questions especially people that you know we've we have a history with we've helped throughout the years through difficult times and I tell them to go and watch another series that uh we we've made over the years and say yeah but I watched that already well obviously if I know you watched it already or I assume you've watched it already if I know you for two four five six 10 years I I assume that you've watched it but and I still recommended it despite the fact that I know that you've watched it because apparently you haven't applied that sh to your life you haven't applied that series to your life because had you applied it to your life things would be different not necessarily the problems be different but your perspective would be different and many times when it comes to books you go to people's houses and you see you know people Jewish people have a library of books some more some less and it's actually one of the things that I missed the most in the last few weeks is being away from my study being away from my office with all my books all my friends uh that uh that I uh you know I I missed uh a whole lot it took some with me but uh you know you can't take your whole library with you uh where even if you don't read all of them you and you can't read all of them you still it's it's you feel like uh they're uh uh they're part of you and um you want them next to you and the thing is though is that when you go to a Jewish person's house uh you know you'll see books and of course you assume that this person has read some of these books if not all of them but really you're only going to know how much they actually apply to their life based on their behavior during difficult times you know because everyone can have a smile during easy times during Good Times where there's a celebration there is a you know good uh good things happening every everyone can uh can have a smile during that time especially if they know that that picture is going to go on some type of social media or it's going to be sent to somebody that's uh important to them to uh you know everybody have that fake smile but you know I have there's this organization that I I'm familiar with where they have these monthly events it's literally like one of the most bizarre organizations I've ever met and don't ask me the name they have these these these events and I never go to them I've I've gone to a few in you know in past years but I stopped going to them after I saw how fake it is where it's like literally the whole event the whole purpose of the event is just to take pictures you know they have you know some people there they talk they you know chitchat they say a couple of things nobody really listens no one really cares the main thing that everybody cares about is the pictures at the end the pictures at the end oh he smiling maybe it's going to go in the paper maybe it's going to go on a website maybe it's going to go on some I don't know uh news article uh that that we were there and it's literally the most bizarre thing in the world I don't really understand the uh the purpose of it but uh aside from just telling people that you're doing something even though you're really not uh so sometimes people's libraries are the same concept sometimes people's Judaism is the same thing sometimes people's Torah is the same thing they have these books they have these sh they they they listen to them in their car they listen to them on their phone uh they hear these stories maybe they're going to remember them long enough to tell somebody else one of the stories but the truth be told nothing inside actually changed nothing changed the behavior didn't change the anger didn't go away the arrogance is not is not affected in any way it's still there uh and uh the second that there's a problem already you have all of these doubts and these uh heretical thoughts so what happened what happened so you see the the main difference between the sikim and I don't just mean the sikim that are you hear stories about I mean people that you could probably you know could be your next door neighbor could be your local Rabbi could be an that's 20 years old uh that you don't even know he's even somebody special it could be anybody uh but the main difference between theim uh those that cleave themselves to a and and and pretty much everyone else is that way they deal with problems the way that they deal with the difficulties in life where it seems like even though they have problems and sometimes even more than others uh they go through them with a smile they go through them without losing themselves without doubting AEM accepting the Judgment of Heaven uh you know with a uh with a full heart without uh questioning why you know like these heretical questions that are so uh common in the world today where was God during the Holocaust where was God during October 7th all these stupid things that people say when they're ignorant and I call them stupid because the more you know about Hashem the more stupid it is to ask such questions because the answers are clearly in the Torah but nonetheless the problems that people deal with are very much real and the issues that people deal with whether it's with their children or their spouse or their job or their health or their money or whatever it is are very much there and if you go to those same people people that you see on podcast and people that you see talking and chitchatting and some type of uh you know group uh you know event at the SCH or people you see that are talking a lot after SCH with each other trying to figure out who has the solution the truth is all of these Solutions are probably in their house on their shelves they're probably in one of these lectures that they watch they're probably in in in their pocket because they have you know I'm assuming they have the beem app or the AI Rabbi app and if they don't I don't know what they're doing in this world without having such a resource so easily available to you all of these things are available to us literally the key to all of your problems is readily available to you for free but yet people go through the motion without having the smallest concept of what to do during the moment of pain andan has widened our eyes to see the small details in his words that are literally hidden in plain sight to show us how we're supposed to have the proper perspective to see the Divine hand that sometimes feels like it's hitting us feels like it's pinching us feels like it's hurting us but in reality we're missing out on the opportunity to learn we're missing on the opportunity to accept what a has in store for us which is for our benefit so the section number 14 in theat you know it's it's something that we glanced over a little bit some time ago when uh the last year that we did in the series but we're going to go a little deeper in it but we're going to go in a little bit of a different direction uh perhaps perhaps even go and see some of the things that we should have learned in in we just read the me everyone is obligated to listen to to the mea uh if you can't read so yourself you obviously go to Sho you go and uh have hire somebody to come read it for you whatever it is you have to uh read it twice but that's already behind us the key is that most people that hear the meila they're fulfilling the Mitzvah but they're not learning during that time they're just fulfilling the Mitzvah of hearing it which is the Mitzvah to hear it studying it learning from it applying the lessons from it that's really what we're supposed to do before and after uh it's not for nothing that they included the meila as part of the tanak so perhaps we'll go into some details of the story that we were supposed to learn uh during these last few days and apply it to to to what's going on here now the is giving us the concluding guidance to this whole Monumental work now of course we still have much to go but in essence he's giving us a a significant uh uh guidance here uh that uh really needs to be applied throughout the entire seph not just not just at the end and that's why he's giving it here in the middle and he's saying the follows be extremely careful to review this at least once a day translate each word into your own language make it inviable practice to study chapter 16 of the before marital relations as well as the practices of the Aral if time permits you should read chap chapter 17 of the as well and consider this an inviable rule here he's giving us something that he hasn't really said before he's telling us this is this is a rule of thumb this is uh you know immovable this is an absolute uh must if you're going to take this Monumental work ofid Monumental work of Judaism Monumental work of of the Torah and actually do something with it and not make it just like another one of the many lectures that you've watched or just like one of the many different books that are in your library if you're going to do something different with this meaning if you're going to make something out of it then you have to comply with this rule what is this rule first and foremost you have to review he is saying here review it once a day what does it mean mean to review once a day why where did we hear this before and if you remember the last lecture about a month or two ago uh I said that this is the same thing that the ranad said to his son and thean that you have to review this every day why why why review why do we need to review this so often I mean it's it's not one of the par of the Tora it's not a like some people do the of which is the segment of the Tora that talks about when am received the Mana bread from heaven and it's a person that reads it every day it's a uh sages say that it's a sko to receive better sustenance better p uh and certainly it's something that uh that could work if you know what you're doing if you know not only what to read but you read it with kavana and you really uh believe what it says and not just go through the mo uh you know certainly it's it's it's effective but here the is telling us this this this this book this book over here I want you to review it I want you to review it every day why I mean so I remember it by heart what what good is it going to do for me if I remember it by heart I mean there's some people that are blessed with a good memory and they remember different things by heart some people waste their memory and they're their Blessing by just simply remembering stupid things and useless things by Heart Like people's phone numbers and addresses and names complete misuse of the gift that Hashem gave them uh but and some people remember parts of the Torah uh by heart which is certainly a invaluable uh you know thing if you could remember uh the entire tah or the very you know parts of the Torah you know anything that you can remember by heart is certainly very valuable but it's even more valuable when you understand what you're remembering if you're just remembering it and you're just going through the motions like you know at some point uh you know most people remember big segments of The Prayer by heart because you know you pray as a Jew you pray three times a day it's the same prayer every day with the exception of uh you know the Rish there's an addition Shabbat there's some additions uh the holidays there's some different prayers but generally speaking it's a uh you know the prayer itself throughout the rest of the year is the same so naturally a person even if they're starting out in their 20s and 30s and 40s and they don't even know how to read if they keep going through the motions if they still go to the to the sh and pray every single day they'll find themselves that a few years later uh they'll remember big parts of The Prayer by heart uh but that's not going to help you have more C more more you know meaning in your prayers remembering them by heart is not going to remember you know it's not going to help you you know have a more meaningful prayer it may help you you know read it and with with much more ease it's going to be smoother uh it's going to be easier for you to pray it's going to be easier for you to to keep up with the Ki especially if they pray fast so if you remember it by heart you're also going to be able to pray faster but as far as having a extraordinary prayer where you're brought to tears remembering by heart is never going to help you in fact sometimes it could hurt you so if anyone ever saw the video that I publicized some years ago of the closenberg rebi praying his regular M prayer that he prayed every day we're not talking about yam kipur prayer we're not talking about a special uh fast or not we're talking about just the regular everyday prayer that the closenberg rebbi the re mits used to pray and the amount of crying and tears that went into that prayer I wish we were able to pray like that on yum kip but he prayed like this every day now surely he knew The Prayer by heart but that's not what helped him have that extraordinary cavana so yes there is a value to learning uh Prayer by heart but it's not the value of of cavana it's not the value of of meaning same thing with learning parts of the Torah there's this extraordinary value to remembering uh parts of the tah uh By Heart remembering the pages remembering where certain things are people ask you questions certainly there's a lot of value there but it's not going to connect you to Hashem in a deeper way it's not going to connect you in a deeper way what's going to connect you in a deeper way is actually understanding what you're actually reading and taking the initiative to apply that to your life now understanding what you're reading takes a little bit of time to understand every word to understand every segment and so on and this is an ongoing thing that you go on throughout your entire life because every time you read it you understand more and more you build on that Foundation but the applying to your life is even more so something that is going to take place over stages of your life based on how much you have fixed how much you have repaired in your nsh because the high level repair is inconsequential to you when you're still in the first grade level of repair when you're still working on your arrogance or your or your uh um anger issues it's irrelevant to you to uh to to discuss the uh arrogance the that's of higher level or the different issues that's of higher level so a person that wants to apply these teachings to their life has to know that there is no such thing as I read this book check mark there is no such thing as watching a lecture that's a meaningful significant lecture of Torah that has real uh real sources that has real meaning and saying okay I have a check mark next to it I finished it no because the tor is a you know NeverEnding ocean that continues to grow with you and the more you practice the more you delve into it as the M says delve into it and delve into it because everything is in it and the confusion that people perhaps sometimes think is that yes everything is in it it's just I didn't get there yet I I read this book and that book and this m and that M perhaps that other information is in the cabala OR is in the Yushi or is in the uh this or it's in the that no no no everything is in it means it's everything is in it wherever you are in the Torah even if you are still in of the tah you just started every single detail of every single thing you'll ever need to know know is in there the books you have are sufficient assuming that they are Kosher good books there are Torah books to teach you an endless amount of knowledge beyond what you have right now even if you've read them already and when a person starts treating their tah like a NeverEnding ocean there's no such thing as I've watched this already I've read this already as if you know already the meanings of everything that you can put I mean there are certainly uh many stories of different that talked about how they read certain books like the or or or sh cha or the sh of course you know hundreds and hundreds of times why would you read the same thing hundreds of times I mean obviously they understood it the first time to a certain extent second time to a certain extent even more third time okay so let's say it took him 10 times to understand the book why read it a 100 times how much more can you understand it endless amount of times endless amount of times so even if a person literally studied any part of the Torah whether it be the extraordinary tanak the Huge works of the Torah the written Tora and the oral Torah or the parts of the oral like the uh you know smaller books smaller Works whether it be the sh or the or or even the the simple letter at least you know uh uh in comparison what it would seem like study that endless times if you study it properly literally every single time there will be something new that you learn from it so the is not telling us I want you to study this and review it at least once a day because you're tasked with memorizing it memorizing it is not going to do you that much it's not going to do you that much good what's going to do you good is if each time you review it you decide to take another piece another piece and apply that today and the next day another piece and I'm apply that today and the next day another piece oh no I didn't do the last one better okay so I'm going to try to take two pieces and each time another chip another chip at the great Mountain you chip another piece there's no there's no end to this mountain but each time a little bit more a little bit more and applying it to your own language is not only referring to reading it in your first language whether it be English or Hebrew or or or Yiddish or or whatever the language you speak but rather applying it to your language meaning the language of your heart how do you how does the mechanism of your n work how do you apply these Torah foundations to your life whether you be a businessman or a housewife or or or or or or a child that's growing into the great world or you're a soldier in in an Army in the middle of a war or whatever you are how would you go going to apply all of these extraordinary teachings into that position that you are in life at that moment and then again sometime down the road Life Changes you're no longer a business person you perhaps are now a uh a person that's a employee at a simple shop because life has changed or perhaps now you went from being a simple employee to now you're a CEO of a great company or now you went from being a single woman looking for a husband to a married woman with four kids driving you crazy and you're trying to you know just keep them at Bay and then you are now a older mother that now is Raising in older kids and trying to make sure they all married the right people and then you have a different life where you're struggling with money then other time you're struggling with giving Haka to the right placees so life itself is dynamic and it keeps changing in essence translating this in any part of the T into your own language is not just referring to translating into your mother tongue that you could actually speak the language but rather it's translating it into the language that you need spoken to you at this moment into the words that you need to apply to your life at that moment of your life because that moment of your life is not the same as the moment as when you first heard it and you first read it a year ago or 5 years ago or 10 years ago and if a person starts looking at the tah from that perspective they'll realize that their endless search for more information somewhere else is literally a wasted effort because everything you need is in front of you ASU told us in it's in your mouth it's in your heart to do it the tah is in you if you read the Tor you learn the Tora it's there you just have to know how to use it and theat is telling us make sure that this review is stamped in your heart not just for the but for the entire aspect of the Tor the entire part of the Tor you have to constantly go and delve into it deeper and deeper don't be one of these people that like in the secular world where people you know go through books they're impressed with each other and how oh yeah he reads a book a week he reads a book a day oh yeah he read 500 books no none of that is impressive why because if you read 500 books and you're still the same person obviously the books did nothing for you all you have is check marks check marks check marks and you have a bunch of papers in your in your house that probably going to sell on some garage sale or throw them out but with t whether you have five books or 500 books when it's t it's literally you have endless information from above available to you to use at any given time no matter how many times you've read it and studied it why because there's more information in there that you have not applied to your life and today in the generation of knowledge that we have where unlike D generation of knowledge of Mount sa where literally they were uh uh uh given the knowledge of everything you can possibly have in this physical world because we're limited we're not able to have the the knowledge that's we would have after 120 the Torah the Shabbat says that the uh the Torah that uh we got at Mount sa is the essence of the Torah it's the essence of the tah it's not the entire T it's the essence of a Tor the whole Tor we're not able to consume in this world only m knew the real Torah the essence of a Torah is what we're able to handle and the essence of a Torah even after all of the the Exile and the pgrs and the inquisitions and the burnings of of thousands and thousands of Jewish books throughout the years and the lost and everything else we still literally have millions of Jewish books millions of Torah books out there different books that you could learn endless amount of information about the Divine about a about his world about his Torah about it life millions of books that if you studied from day to night 24 hours a day for a thousand years you wouldn't be able to consume all of the books that we still have and that's just the essence of a d so the books that we have if we treat them like it's a check mark like people do in a secular world and they're impressed with each other of how this guy read you know five books a week and 10 books a week and 500 books and a thousand books and in reality all that you were able to retain is maybe at the best case scenario 100 of a percent of some of the information or it's a person that studies tah knowing that they're entering an endless ocean where no matter how many times they review and they read and reread there is always going to be more that they have they're going to discover it's an endless Treasure Chest so the Katan is in essence preparing us not just for the Katan that requires a Daily Review but rather an attitude towards the entire Torah as a whole that if you do not review it every single day you're missing the point you're missing the point many time people ask me oh what book do you think I should read next and the funny thing is that I know that these people already have plenty of books in their houses they haven't read and even if they read they haven't read them well enough why because you'd have different questions you'd have different questions if you really consumed the knowledge that you have at your fingertips I'm not saying I'm not against buying more books by all means buy a million books but the point is is that don't think for a moment that if you read the book from cover to cover you've completed it Torah doesn't work that way it's not a novel it's not a story book that that ends where it has the uh the beginning the climax and and the end happy end sad end all irrelevant all inconsequential to your actual life or some guy giving you a recycled type of uh self-help Business book that just simply recycles old ideas with new words no the tah has invaluable endless lessons that you can read a thousand times and still get something new out of them and if a person goes into the Torah with the right attitude with the right perspective eliminating their ego eliminating their GAA that tells them no no I already completed this book I already did this making them realize that a the greatest T of any generation is still called a Tal a literally means a smart student smart student we translate it as Torah scholar but the literal meaning is smart student why student he's a great Rabbi he's theor he's Raad he's rki he's the ston he's the VNA gon he's the AR but he's still called a why because if he's a real Torah scholar he's always going to be a tal he's always going to be learning more and just like mosenu told us in the Torah the Torah is not over the mountains or across the ocean it's in front of you it's in front of you the stuff that you have in front of you the lecture you have in front of you the series you've already watched the books you've already read the parasha that you think you know the information is there if you only treated it with the right perspective by reviewing it over and over again with the same passion with the same excitement and dedication each and every time surely you will find another Diamond bigger than any diamond that you have found before because unlike other things where you study them and from time to time you'll find new nuggets here and there that are interesting that are mentally stimulating into it's different every new diamond is bigger than the last meaning the diamonds that you find as you go deeper get bigger not smaller unlike the physical world where you keep digging eventually you find the big stuff and then all you have to do is you know just get whatever is left all the small stuff that's left the Torah is the exact opposite the deeper you go into it the greater the Diamonds the greater the treasure what you thought was big when you first encountered it is literally almost nothing in comparison to the stuff you will find as you go deeper in so starts already with a attitude change everyone has to have when they're learning to the review of every day is not for the sake of memory the translation of things to your language is not not for the sake of translating it to your mother tongue but rather the deeper meaning is in essence telling us we have to have an attitude change to realize that we are when we're dealing with the Divine when we're dealing with the word of a whether it's directly on the five books of Moses or it's through his sages through the oral Torah the sages of you know 2,000 years ago the sages of uh now in 100 years ago whatever it is every generation has the Moshe and and the uh the the 70 elders that's the reason why when the T says specifically talks about speaks about it what were the names of the elders that came with you have Moshe you have Aon you have Yeshua you have P you have all these great people but who are the 70 elders what are their names there's no names why are there no names because if there was some arrogant person that thinks listen if mhu would tell me to keep two yts on in in the Exile I'll do it but y never said it he's not here if I want to coin said it I I'll listen but he's not here if you're giv me somebody as great yeah yeah hold on a second but how do you know that your Rabbi dedicates his life to Tora dedicates his life to connecting to he's not like one of the elders how do you know he's not like one of them that's the reason why they were unnamed so the Arrogant Among Us that say oh if mosu told me if told me if Yeshua told me if P told me then i' listen no no no but also there was the 70 ELD what about them they were not named so how do you know that the of this generation is not like them the point being is when a person goes into the Torah with GAA with arrogance with a know-it-all attitude with a learning for the sake of debating and showing their uh their knowledge or the knowledge they think they have they've already missed the whole point the Kat is giving us critical rules rules of T that certainly we need to apply to the but also for across the whole spectrum of the to the review is daily not once a week not when you get a chance now when you have time it's daily every single day you have to go through the Torah more and more and more the stuff you've read the stuff you haven't read in so many words assume as much information from the to as you possibly can as possibly as you get your hands on the second thing is try little by little to translate it into the language that you need to speak into the life that you're living the situation that you're in then a person has to understand that the yet is going to try to convince you everything he possibly can to stop you he's going to try to convince you that you don't have time he's going to try to convince you that you already did it you need something new you need a new uh lecture a new book a new Rabbi a new this a new that just to get you away from where you're supposed to be and unfortunately one of the painful things you see in the failure of people is when they fall for the's trap and they actually believe in it they need something new no I already did this already I did this for a few years now I need something new no no you don't understand if you think you need something new that means you haven't even done what you think you did why because you don't even have the basic foundational uh tool to understand what to is the convince you that you need something else to get you off of the direction why to get you someplace else he's not going to tell you go this way straight to hell no he's going to try to tell you no no there's a different uh chamber there's a different uh place there's a different options there's nicer things over here he going to try to get you just simply to agree to get off of the path that's succeeding why because the second you agree to Veer off the path of success let said he's got you little by little he'll get you into first class ticket to G why because just like the says I'm sorry not the says a thousand years ago the is awake on you and you're sleeping on it you think the is only coming to you with the obies he's coming to you with a new commercial on TV or on the phone or he's coming to you with uh some coworker or he's coming to you with some money scheme so you think oh I got it I'm ready for the I'm ready for him I'm ready cuz you're looking at all these places you're asleep my friend why you think the is going to go to you where you think he's coming yet is coming to you in all the possible ways you're asleep and he's awake so the is in essence telling us the perspective change that's necessary now that we've gotten to the 14th section of this book is an absolute necessity if we're going to make anything out of it furthermore in all of the problems that people deal with in life the tools that are at our disposal are not being utilized it's like having the greatest weapons in the world the greatest talents in the world but fighting with politics fighting with tweets fighting with uh news articles sort of like how they fight in the world today of uh you know and and what's what's happening today instead of fighting with weapons they fight with tweets oh he tweeted this he wrote an article about that unfortunately sometimes people fight their problems like this where they have the tools but they're not utilizing them and here the is saying study chapter 16 of the four marital relations as well as the practices of the ARA what is this chapter 16 for those of you that have been watching us for some time and you merited to study with us thees of the ran the whole series that we did about Jewish intimacy very high level cabal IC work that has fundamental lessons that are necessary for every single human being if they could so apply the ones that they could understand there are certainly high level things in there that I even say in the lectures are not relevant to the vast majority of people but there are lessons in there fundamental lessons in there that are applicable and uh to to every single person whether you're a teenager and you haven't even gotten married yet and you just simply need to know how to uh treat your body uh treat uh the the person you want to marry in the future or it's people that are newly married or people that have been married for a long time thees has an enormous amount of information in there of how to truly sanctify yourself now even though the issue at hand is in essence talking about about intimacy anyone that watch the series realizes that the act itself is very very small part of what's discussed in the book there's an enormous amount of information given in preparation before after the mindset the diet what to consume how to consume the thought process there's a lot of information in there person that watches this this uh particular series especially if they read the book alongside it could transform their life tremendously whether they're married or not is irrelevant why because it's in essence teaching you how to sanctify yourself and that's in essence what the is highlighting here to go to the that talks about one part of what we discussed in the and we actually went over that part the part that he's referring to chapter 16 and 17 uh those were some of the things we highlighted in the series as well and the big part big takeaway uh that you get out of what the wrote there is that the goal of intimacy is not what the filthy media has been brainwashing people to think it's not what yet wants you to think it's not what your animal instincts think but rather the goal of intimacy is to sanctify yourself it's another opportunity to become holy in fact as the ramban himself says and countless sources that are mentioned in the series um the highest level of sanctification of Holiness can be achieved through intimacy of course if a person doesn't study T doesn't do anything else that's uh the uh ran is talking about they uh they're never even going to understand what the word intimacy means needless to say holy means but the goal of what the is mentioning here highlighting here in Ence what was discussed in thees is to use intimacy as an opportunity to become holy how can someone become holy of course if you watch the series you'll understand but it'll take time but to shorten it a little bit is the same concept like we just discussed it's a perspective change it's looking at things differently first as he mentions chapter 17 also needs to be read chapter 17 if you see over there in is talking about how a person has to stay away from wasting seed and all of the immorality so on one and he's talking about sanctifying yourself another and he's giving us the very very scary warnings of immorality wasting seed immodesty promiscuity all the filth running rampant in the streets today where literally you go to a uh you go to a place and you're not even sure if you went to the zoo or you went to a store to buy milk the way people carry themselves today the way they dress it's m disgusting you want to vomit you go to a zoo and you're not sure if the animals are outside of the the cage or Inside the Cage the way people behave the way they dress here that Kat is telling us you want to sanctify yourself good you also have to know that in order to sanctify yourself you have to stay away from all the filth if you're still walking around IM modest if still you you're still walking around with a wig longer than the Exile if you're still walking around with clothes that are so tight people know what your organs look like even if you're spending half your morning looking yourself in a mirror just to make sure that you have the right expression on your face if you care about what Carlos and Steve are going to say at your job about how you look every day then being holy unfortunately is not in the cards why you're missing the point you're missing the point now here if a person thinks about it enough they think wait a minute the last thing that the secular world thinks of especially in the you know idolatrous world that has turned intimacy into something that's filthy you know the last thing they think of is Holiness and Intimacy in the same sentence which is the exact opposite of what the toah says intimacy can be the way a person can reach the highest level of Holiness if you know how to behave and I'm not just talking about the act itself we're talking about everything that comes before during and after the life but in order for that to ever be achieved a person has to already know staying away from the filth is a prerequisite that means you want to have any chance at Holiness you want to have any chance of having holy kids you want any chance of your kids being holy you want to have any chance of your husband being holy you have to stay away from all the stuff that is represents unholiness watching television shows and movies and and and and YouTube shows and whatever all types of things that talk you know that show people with no arms no legs and uh you know no nothing covering their bodies and uh you know highlighting their uh their uh different uh body parts all that stuff has to go now this doesn't mean that you can't be in the world and and and do business and and and and do all types of things but you have to know where to look and where not to look you have to know where to spend your energy and where not to so is telling us take a look at this chapter because that's going to give you a insight about how you can sanctify even the most intimate motions even in the most intimate moments of your life which require you to pay attention to the smallest details when it comes to things that are Unholy now why is this relevant to every single person even a person that's not perhaps ready to go that far yet because when you're dealing with trouble in your life you're dealing with difficulties in your life it's very common for a person to feel like they're alone it's very common for a person to feel like God is not with them like they're no one's helping them but the truth is Hashem is always with us the question is whether you have kicked him out of your life or you're not paying attention to where he is because if you pay attention you'll see him everywhere for example I said we're going to talk a little bit about PIM in hindsight everyone knows the story everything worked out it's the only book in the tanak where the name of hasem does not appear but that's because just like the migil EST also translates to the EST translates to Hidden that Hashem was hidden but in reality when a person pays attention to the many details that are mentioned in the meila they're not for the sake of telling us a story they're for the sake of teaching us how asem hides his endless impact in every small detail in the beginning of the Miga we hear about a party and we see already from the beginning that all of this had to have happened in order for the great rescue to happen now of course had am Isel had am is listen to mod this whole thing would have wouldn't have happened now even though some say that there's a part of the reason of why hasem allowed this whole thing to happen and the decree that nearly annihilated all of is uh was uh because of them going to the party and celebrating with theim some say that this also part of the reason was because of what happened at the time of that's why he's mentioned in the beginning of the where were the ones that jumped into the fire and were not willing to bow to uh the statue of neter uh you know Danielle fleed he uh you know with permission from neter uh because nanet literally turned uh Danielle into a Dei and he knew that uh Danielle is not going to bow to uh to the Statue but then uh he would have to kill him and he doesn't want to kill his own God so he allowed him to flee but still what about the rest of the people unfortunately the rest of the people bowed didn't jump into the fire didn't jump into the fire so I'm say that perhaps that's the reason why hasm brought this whole thing either way point is that it all starts with a party the Donald Trump of the day the powerful person of the day has a party celebrating what is he celebrating he's celebrating the the fact that the BET mikdash was not built according to his calculation which he concludes with the fact that if it was not built according to his calculation in this amount of time that means that he is going to rule the world forever and therefore his whole party is about the fact that he's going to rule he's celebrating with the B he takes a bunch of different things from the BET mikdash celebrates them so in so many words he is celebrating the destruction of am for a Jewish people to go and celebrate that obviously he's ridiculous but now people say yeah but listen I understand but but uh you have to know he's the king if we don't go it looks bad for our community maybe he's going to you know put past bad decrees bad this bad that Mo says no no we can't go we can't go to this party this is a this is uh not what we're supposed to do and if there was other rabbis other sikim that would have supported M perhaps the whole thing wouldn't have happened but instead we see that m is the only one that is telling people that you're not allowed to go to this party is the only one that's telling people this is against the toraat meaning that the other rabbis of the generation the other leaders of the generation not only are they saying to people listen you know what it's the King after all maybe it's p nees we could be lenient here you can go uh you know what I'm going to go also it's like unfortunately in the fake world of today where people are permitting all of these fake leniencies to allow to cusher the pig practically whether the pig is the you know corrupt businesses like the cash advance business or the corrupt uh uh uh sucks about wigs or the corrupt uh understanding of how Al is supposed to work a lot of corruption unfortunately and many of these leaders go with the flow go to the party because of one leniency that they create an invent after another saying listen it's the king maybe it's PES after all they have kosher food there uh you know so there they're being uh they're being very welcoming you know all types of uh strategies of the Satan to allow this to happen is viewed as a fanatic m is viewed as someone that is simply don't listen to him he is of the old generation he's too fanatic he's saying that uh you can't do it no don't listen to him so they go to the party so that is the beginning of the story that's the mistake that was made okay but now of course this mistakes is going to lead to a decree a Heavenly decree that comes nine years later where a allows ham to rise to power meteoric rise just like Hitler who went from nothing zero loser to a you know most powerful person in the world at the time and this guy has the desire to destroy and then he gets the permission to destroy so theal teaches us that before Hashem issues a decree an evil decree a decree that's going to hurt he already brings the Cure but without paying attention to the details you're not going to see it before you got that pain that you have in your life whether it be Financial pain loneliness uh you know a uh uh whatever other children marriage whatever pain a person deals in their life before that decree was passed Hashem already issued a decree that is the cure and you're only going to be able to see it if you have the right perspective so now we can't dissect each and every single person's life right now but we can dissect certain parts of the Milla to see how these few details that are mentioned in the M were not there for the sake of telling us a story but rather for us to see how the hand of God works we start off with a party now when somebody has a party they want to have a good time they want to do all types of things show off but generally speaking when somebody has a beautiful wife typically they are very very protective of that beautiful wife and they don't want anybody else looking at her in fact many of the battles and fights and murders that happen today are over a woman somebody looked at her somebody didn't look at her somebody spoke to her the wrong way but here has this crazy idea that in order to show off how beautiful his wife is He commands her to come and walk around naked who in their right mind even if their right mind is wrong mind would ever want such a thing so okay so she's beautiful and you have her fine why would you want to show that to anybody else you want everybody else to think about her you want like why would that ever be something that anybody in their right mind would ever do do you ever do you think that Donald Trump would ever say to his uh the first lady honey I want you to show yourself no absolutely not he'll demand respect for her you have to respect her you have to talk speak to her with respect talk to her with respect treat her with respect same thing goes for anybody even if the woman is 80 years old and not beautiful you still want it you still expect it the last thing that any person in power would ever want is the whole world to look at his wife in her the the the the clothing she wore when she was born nobody in their right mind would ever want that here has the craziest idea and this is not like an idea that he had his whole life a day before we ever implemented before no no this is new when when he has a party with literally tens of thousands of people now of course people are sick and they have these types of things and they want to show these types of things to other people but never their wife he wants to show his wife now his wife so this obviously has to happen why it has to happen because this is part of the Cure had this not happened then she wouldn't have been able to reject if she's not able to reject he wouldn't kill her if he wouldn't kill her then there's no opening for EST to become the queen so this part of the story as crazy as it is has to happen this crazy insane thought has to happen but not just oh I want it to happen I'm commanding for it to happen now as you would have it this wife of Vash wife of of of she has no problem with the whole thing she is a of the highest level but hasem puts her in a situation where she can't do it on that day why he makes her have tarat so her whole skin becomes like little pieces of white uh like like uh the scales of a fish practically and and a tail grows out of her and Horn she literally looks like a monster now he doesn't know this happened to her so when she says no I'm not coming he thinks listen she's going against me now usually you know anybody that's married for a long amount of time at some point or another you ask your spouse to do something and they say no and it's you know you're not happy about it you want to go somewhere you want to do something and they absolutely for no Rhyme or reason rejected so okay so you have a disagreement maybe even an argument but it's over but here doesn't know why she says no doesn't care what she says no and he's upset she obviously has to have this thing happen to her in order for her not to be able to come and also not to even tell him the reason of why she's not coming because she knows that if he finds out what happened to her for sure he's going to kill her so she thinks maybe this is going to go away maybe it's just a cold maybe it's I don't know whatever it is but I'll hide away from him for long enough time to figure out how to deal with this thing but for now I obviously can't do what he wants even though on any other day I would do it so this second part also has to have the hand of hasem causing this to happen that she can't come but the critical part of the story here is that in every Kingdom you have a king and a queen president and a first lady whatever it is there are helpers to both sides servants to both sides there's the people that are serving the King serving the queen and usually they're they act loyal to to their superior but inside internally they're always looking for their own self-interest but in general nobody ever wants to go against one of the other no one's going to tell the queen listen why don't you kill the king or tell the king to kill the queen because obviously they would think that listen why would I why are you telling me to kill my queen are you going to tell me the que kill my queen event you're going to kill me but in this particular case has advisors and one of these advisors which obviously later on we find out is ham has the audacity the courage to go and tell the king listen your highness she didn't listen to you you know that she's going to teach all of the women of your kingdom of 127 Nations also not to listen to their husbands it's going to be a revolution it's going to be feminism it's going to be all of the stuff that's pretty much happened here in America and in the world for the last four years all this garbage it's going to be there you got to kill her who in their right mind what have such courage to tell the king to kill his wife listen there disagreement I am sure that there were disagreements between a and Vash before that day and in fact the tells us there was disagreement between them where she said listen I am of the lineage of net I am the lineage of kinghood you are a farmer boy that found some treasure you're not so they had disagreements between them before but he never killed her never killed her never did anything but here today he has this crazy C desire to show off his wife and then when she rejects he gets upset but not upset I'm going to kill kill her he's just upset but then one of the servants one of the ministers says you got to kill her this is a critical part of the story that has to happen it has to happen that's the way to empty the seat in order to open the door for is failed to come so we see the hand of a literally steering the wheel n years before am even knows there's a problem now after all of this we move forward he obviously wants to get married again and you see that EST who the says in is 77 years old she's not exactly a young lady but Hashem makes a miracle happen with the meil says everyone that looks at her finds her beautiful how could it be how I mean some people like blond hair uh brunette red I don't know all types of colors and shapes and sizes people have different tastes it's an old saying in in Hebrew in Israel on on on taste and smell there's nothing to argue everyone has their own sense of taste and and you can't argue listen this smells good this smells bad to somebody else your sense of smell and what you desire is different than his you can't say oh this is the best food oh but he doesn't like it n you don't know what you're talking about no he does to him it doesn't taste good to her doesn't taste good whatever your taste buds are is for you whatever his taste buds are is theirs you can't challenge somebody based on their taste he finds her beautiful you find her hideous he finds uh she finds them uh attractive you find them to look more like a monster fine no problem but you cannot say though he's he's ugly he's ugly maybe in your eyes but to him he's not these are certain things that people don't understand but it's it's literally a part of reality that's why when people spend an a obscene amount of time and energy trying to fit this look they want to have usually the more you spend time trying to you know make yourself looking into something The More Lonely you're going to become why because when you yourself are not happy with yourself certainly the world is going to get that impression of you so even if you are attractive you're going to be a repulsive person but but yet you'll see people that literally are not attractive in any way shape or form especially not comparison to those people that spend all of their energy in front of the mirror but yet they're married happily with kids somebody apparently found them attractive so here the migil is telling us that every one finds EST beautiful how could it be simple there's something called kenen is not a physical feature is a blessing from above that Hashem puts on a person in order for that person to be pleasing in the eyes of those who see it and in the case of Estelle hasem put the ultimate hen on her despite her older age despite the fact that she was not like everybody else anyone who saw her thought she's one of them so the Persians that saw her so oh she's she's Persian like us the Iraqis that saw her oh she's Iraqi she's like one of us the Italians that saw her oh she must be a Italian like us the French that saw her oh Kus say how are you doing how are you they thought she's French everyone thought she and everybody obviously likes their own 127 countries that rules they're all in this party they all see they all everybody's there all the time there's always people from all over the world at's Kingdom and everyone sees EST like them how did you get one of us here how'd you get her from China how'd you get her from uh from uh Bangladesh how'd you get her from Italy how'd you get her from America how'd you get her everybody finds it beautiful including a why is a blessing of to be pleasing in the eyes of those that see you there's actually special there are person can actually pray to have especially when they go in front of superiors or meetings especially if it's authorities lawsuits things like that you want to have what's called why because when people are pleased with what they look not physical features but you have this blessing on you automatically the world is going to treat you differently the world's going to treat you differently put this blessing on EST to the point where she without any of the special oils that all the other girls were doing without all of the filthy promiscuity that all the other girls were allowing themselves to do whether married or not married all the other girls were doing everything and anything possible to win the heart of the king the 18 year olds the 20 year olds the whoever every one of them was doing everything possible to win the heart of the king the only woman that did not take even a drop of oil or even a drop of makeup nothing no effort whatsoever to win the heart of the King was EST and the only one that won the heart of the heart of was EST why put on her this has to happen did this because this has to happen in order for Estel to be the queen at the time of need 9 years later next part of the story now every King has many servants and no matter how good the king is or how good the CEO is or how good the rabbi is or how good the leader is there's always going to be some conniving filthy people that want to steal something from him whether it's everything or some parts there always going to be it's always going to be a gazi you could see it in modern politics without even following it just simply see the headlines in the news in the uh one of the parts of the that led to the downfall of Donald Trump after his first term was his own vice president the guy that he took the guy that no one even knew who he was no one knew he existed in the world his own mirror didn't recognize him was became vice president only to betray the guy that put him in power and N started the downfall of Donald Trump and his fight for the next several years until he became president again and so on and so forth and you see this constantly you see this in corporations you see this in all small businesses big businesses the guy that was like a junior partner a developer programmer all of a sudden puts a virus in the system or gets somebody to try to pretty much destroy the leadership and take over become the leader this is a constant failure in in in in in society people are never happy with their share they're never interested in negotiation they're interested in hostile takeovers that's the attitude of people same thing goes with rabbis there's a Sho that I went to years ago built I don't know 50 years the rabbi that built it built the community spent his time money everything possible to buildt this place now he's a little older it's maybe in his late 70s ' 80s whatever it is and of course his kids were supposed to be good religious kids rabbis and so on eventually they're supposed to take over the Sho that their father built but instead of waiting till the day comes after their father passes away some of the kids became impatient and started fighting with the father over giving them control now while he's alive and the Sho went from being a light in the community that was constantly growing and prospering and so on into literally being a center of animosity all created because of the greed of these ungrateful kids that this Rabbi had or has and it's still going out to this day ultimately lawsuits everything another story that came to me a woman that didn't spend much effort serving a in her life instead she served the god of money gathered money money money money our whole life because she wanted she Justified it by the fact that she wanted to give her kids everything she didn't have when she was a kid so her kids grew up benefiting from this hardworking mother and father who made a bunch of money in their business and so on and uh the kids benefited they grew up with practically with a uh Golden Spoon in their mouth everything they wanted they got even as they grew up as adults they got a house they got a car they got the everything they wanted they got they got they got they got now of course you know life goes on the mother is older she's now in her 70s SE late 70s even and for the first time in her life she comes she's wants a rabbi's help what happened man what can I help you with you're not exactly looking for shid you're not uh looking for any Gul for P what's what could what seems to be the reason that you're contacting a rabbi to help you I need you to help me with my kids your kids you mean your grand kids infants no no no my grown kids your kids are in their 40s what can I do to help your kids in their 40s well they're suing me why your kids suing you because don't want to wait until I die to uh take the inheritance they want me to give them all the money now so much so they started stealing the money so now she gathered all of this money throughout our life in order to give her kids everything they needed in order for her to live whatever her retirement in peace but showed her who boss your whole life you served money because you thought you're going to beat the system you serve money so then you're going to have an easy life to retire into the exact opposite now is happening everything you built is being thrown in your face the kids you spoiled and you gave everything to will become your number one enemy the money that you accumulated will become the poison of your life the retirement you thought you have will become the most tumultuous horrible time of your life until the day you die and there is literally endless stories like this that I know this is one example of enough to make 10 lectures about no less than three hours each and that's just part one when a person thinks that they can live life absent of God all they have to look forward to is the disappointments that they're going to have for all of the plans they made but Hashem is patient he lets person think that they're rich think that they're comfortable think that they're going in the right direction and even though he gives them signs along the way to do Chua to return to the right path each time they ignore each time they press snooze each time they go in a different direction that's another case against them so when the decree is passed as a says in no one will be able to save you from my wrath this is a t that we read in our prayer every Wednesday in the god of vengeance is AEM the god of vengance has arrived so now you have a situation where this King that rules the entire world has a couple of servants that don't like him so much and they want to kill him I'm sure every boss has somebody that doesn't like him every boss has somebody that would be happier if he wasn't there everybody thinks that they could do the boss's job everybody thinks that they could be the uh the the uh the leader everybody thinks they would do a better job in this particular case these two losers they decide to have a conversation about this now what are the chances that they're going to have a conversation about this inside the kingdom next to the only person in the entire Kingdom that understands their foreign language is part of the knew 70 languages so certainly he knew their language now anyone that's planning evil against the master whoever the master may be whether it be a CEO or be a uh king or be a president or whoever it is usually they would do it somewhere away from the king so nobody overhears them but here they feel comfortable having it inside the kingdom without a problem why because they figure that nobody speaks their foreign language and as a has it in the designs it he is not only they have this conversation in the Kingdom but they have it next to the only person in the entire Kingdom that understands it but even if you have a situation like this I'm sure there's a couple of people that wanted to kill one of the presidents or one of the ministers or one of the people somewhere I'm sure there people that were planning to OU one of the CEOs or whatever it is and other people heard it I'm sure before they had the uh plans against uh uh against Trump other people overheard it I'm sure there are certain people that were went against the guy from open AI before they ousted him before he returned I'm sure other people heard it I'm sure before any one of these famous stories whether it be the stories of Steve Jobs getting fired from his own company Apple or it be a uh some of the other countless stories that I I know from from the years there's always somebody else that hears it and it understands the story so what if M knows their language usually people overhear it and they either join in and say yeah you know what I'm in I want him killed also I want to take the job also I want some of the spoils also usually that's what would happen or they just simply ignore it it's like okay listen guys I'm not telling you what to do just don't involve me 99.9% of the time when people hear evil spoken about the boss evil spoken about the Leader by some of the co-workers by some of the you know the conspirators that that want to you know destroy the uh the the leadership either they join in or they simply ignore rarely will you ever have somebody that not only hears it he's in the right place at the right time but actually goes to the king and says listen uh your highness I know that you don't know who I am I know that you're probably not going to believe me I know that I'm probably risking my life either from you or from them killing me by telling you this but by the way they're trying to kill you there's no benefit for him to say it whatsoever in fact there's only risk who designs it in such a way that not only do these two fools speak about the assassination of a inside the kingdom but they speak it next to the only person that can actually understand what they're saying and do something about it designs this why this has to happen in order for M to go in the book now of course if somebody does something good for a leader certainly the leader wants to say thank you you Hey listen you did good for me I recently saw this clip somebody uh showed me this uh guy that worked for a company for 40 years got a present of a old fancy very very expensive car and he was crying about it and emotional about it how after working for 40 years for this company he got his dream car blah blah blah okay great generally speaking somebody that's loyal to the leadership gets rewarded but usually they get rewarded you know as quickly as possible why cuz the king wants to incentivize others to do the same thing you help me get this I'm going to give you a bonus you help me get that I'm going to give you another bonus and so on and so forth I'm sure that the uh people that uh were in charge of Donald Trump's security when they tried to assassinate him twice I'm sure they didn't get any bonuses why most likely they were in on the plan but if somebody would have jumped in front of the bullet certainly they would have gotten a great position today in fact one of the people that uh got highlighted and uh rewarded was a guy that uh I guess he died as a result of of the assassination attempt on Donald Trump and his family got rewarded for it but the point being is that every leader that has people do something good for him especially life- saving or or or or or or career changing or something like that wants to reward him right away but in this particular case we have something unusual happened the king confirms what modai says which by the way the fact that he even knows that modai is the one that saved him is in itself something that's against nature why because modai told this not to the king he told this to EST he could have sent a letter to the king he could have tried to go to the king directly no but he told to Estel which is a huge risk why because if EST would have been like most people which is simply take the credit for herself just simply saying listen my husband these two people are trying to kill you okay so the confirms they're trying to kill him that's it he gives the credit he loves her more he gives her another castle that's it most people you tell them listen do me a favor tell your boss that uh he has to go uh do this this and this to save himself a big headache those people are going to go to the boss say hey boss by the way we had a good idea you should do this this and this save yourself oh thank you so much somebody tell you about this no no no we came up with it we just talk about we love you that's why we we help you out people usually take the credit for themselves it still doesn't do that this is also divinely inspired make sure that tells this to the only person that is not going to betray him now even if doesn't mean to betray him but simply just tells the king listen these people are trying to kill you and she just simply forgets to mention that modai uh you know told her by accident that doesn't happen better yet what if the king is like most people he doesn't have a book he doesn't have a journal to remind himself of all the good people in his life who has such a book do you have such a book of all the nice people all the things that people did for you the rabbi saved my life did you write that in the book no they my mom gave birth to me do you write that in the book no uh my father gave me a loan you write that in the book no most people don't remember anything and sometimes they simply rely on their memory but conveniently forget when it's necessary here the king a great King has a special book to what remember all the people did good for him this is divinely inspired this is something the king started many years before and you would think oh yeah he's uh you know he's very uh kind and uh he wants to make sure to show to people he's a he a sadik this guy is a rash he's not a sadik why does he have a special book to say thank you to people what he needs to socialize with them he needs them to like him no he's a king he's got the top power he doesn't need anybody to like him he needs people to fear him so it's not like he needs this book in order for people to uh to like him he's got this book why because gave him this idea to have this book to write all types of people did good for him because one day day one of those names out of countless names is going to matter why that name is going to save the entire Jewish people so the thought process that instills into the mind of a to have this journal to have this book that accumulates names of the few people that he wants to do good for because they did good to him the whole thing is for the sake of M's name of appearing there one day now usually when a king gets good from somebody when a leader gets good from somebody right away he gives them something good buys them a house gives them a car not KS will give them horses give him a bunch of gold in this case makes this King that apparently spends an extra amount of effort to remember the good that people do good for him forget to reward the very same people that are in the book why you have this whole book just to remember and you forget yes why forget okay so you forgot for a week you forgot for a month forgot for 6 months eventually you're going to remember 9 years later he finally remembered nine years you remembered I mean even if you remember listen I'm sure there's other people that have been written in this book over the nine years so many other people apparently are trying to kiss up to the king that it already took up so many pages that you wouldn't even remember who you forgot n years later why designed it in such a way that no matter how many names are added to this book and how many millions and millions of dollars are given to all of the people that are in this book because they did good for the king there's one guy that's never going to be forgotten it's never going to be paid until the exact moment that it matters to save am is why the Cure of a comes before the decree when a person delves this is just the beginning of the meila imagine if we went into the entire meila literally you have to spend a lifetime going into every detail of the story and you realize this is not a story book The migil is not a story book The Miga is showing us how to see a in our life today when you're going through a crisis when you are lonely when you're broke when you're missing things when you need things when you're struggling is saying yes you are and I'm the one that did it why did I do it because that's part of the Cure yeah but it hurts of course it hurts that's the that's the point because the more you hurt the more likely you are to cry out to me so I could finally show you ah now you're calling me here I am here I am now I'm going to show you my cards just like we saw in last week's we're after the golden calf the horrible thing the horrible thing the influenced to do either the worshiping the the the the uh the golden calf or am not rebuking them regardless of that everybody got punished some people got punished with the sword because they actually worshiped the golden calf after being worn not to some people were not warned and they worshiped the golden calf so they died in the plague but some people they had thoughts maybe we should join them they didn't go and actually worship the golden calf but they thought maybe we should go join all of these people that are uh celebrating idolatry maybe we should go join all these people that are destroying people's lives with all types of our businesses maybe we should join all of these people that are walking around acting immodestly looks like fun all of those people that thought that the were right when they drank the bitter Waters that mosu gave them they died just like the but after all of this [Applause] transpired is pleading for telling please don't destroy them don't destroy them and says because you fought fory is because you fought for is because you spoke good about my kids even though I told you I'll destroy them and start a whole new nation from you you don't lose out out of the whole thing but you said no hasem if you're going to destroy them destroy me first they're kids they're foolish but they're still your kids don't destroy them if you destroy them destroy me first because you did that my little mosenu because you did that I'm going to give you something that no man has ever had before or after he had the light of the light of the on his face that's the reason why his face shown so much because he defended am is at a time there was no argument to defend am is who is he defending is for he's defending against now of course the whole thing was a test but M didn't know it's a test and after that says to since I passed the test you want to give me a gift show me your honor show me your honor show me show me how you run this world show me how you run this world how you do what you do told you can see my back but you can't see my front can't see my face what does that mean has doesn't have a face doesn't have a back not like the Heretics say that he has an arm he has anyone that says that has physical features is 100% a mean andos has no share of the world to come says to you can see my back meaning everything I've already done and completed what happened generation of Noah what happened abah yob why I did what I did all that stuff I can show you but the future my face the future you're not going to understand I show show you AKA I showed you his life I showed you his a I showed you how he became and 120 years old he has tens of thousands of students he loses everything rebuilds everything he's the greatest and then theim Slaughter him and sell his meat in the market you're not going to understand why I did what I did you're not going to because I haven't finished the job yet but everything I already finished everything I did in the past I could show you that you can understand here is showing us in the literally small little details that are told like a simple story but in reality the details that are in there are simply life changing is showing us look I hid my face I hid myself in the entire me but in reality if you pay attention I am in every single letter every single word every single sentence every single paragraph every single event there had to be divine inspiration for each and every single event to happen in order for the story to be what it is and the same concept goes into our life why is he saying this all of this in the meila where you don't see his name because sometimes when you're dealing with hell in your life and you're lonely and you're miserable and you're in pain and you're suffering and whatever ever you're dealing with in your life and you feel alone says look I wasn't in the but if you studied it you saw me all over the place you don't feel me in your life that's because you're not looking for me in the right place you're not looking for me you're looking elsewhere you're looking for something new you're looking for something far you're looking for something over the over the mountains and across the ocean but in reality I'm right in front of you and because you are not looking you're not finding finding and you're finding yourself alone but if you look in the right place with the right perspective and realize that it's all in your hands it's all in your lips it's all in your heart because I put it in there at Mount sa I put it in there before the evil decree came the Cure already existed before the decree and all I'm asking you to do is cry out to a and believe that he's with you because the moment you feel like you don't have aad with you you have just nullified the entire Tor it's worse than any possible thing that you could ever do that's why a is so horrible it's believing in a nothing it's it's replacing everything replacing aad the everything of everything with absolutely nothing and the same thing goes when a person does not believe that Hashem is with them when a person does not believe that Hashem is helping them when a person does not believe that Hashem is the one that's doing every single thing that's in their life when you do not feel AEM you are violating your relationship with a so the whole purpose of this is to put us in the right perspective to look at the Torah and realize that's where God is you're not going to find it anywhere else better than you're going to find it in the toah you don't need a different this and a different that it's right in front of you but if you do not have the right perspective even if you read a million books and you watched a million videos and you spoke to a million people if you're looking in the wrong place you're not going to find it if you read the meila a thousand times but you don't look at the details a few small details we just simply told you today you wouldn't know that Hashem was even part of all of that you would think this just just part of life happened part of life happened that two people wanted to kill and it happened to be a coincidence that heard it and it happened to be a coincidence that he understood their language and it happened to be a coincidence that he told the king and it happened to be a coincidence that that this happened and that happened it's all big coin there is no coincidence it's all divinely inspired it's all all divinely structured it's all drawn just like when you go to the aquarium you may see the different beautiful fish this one has this shape and that one has that shape and this one has these colors and that one has that colors and then you go to a different species of animals and you see they have different colors and different shapes and why did hasem have all of this stuff why do you need so many different types of fish and so many different types of carnivores and so many different types of land animals and flying animals and crawling animals what do you need all of this stuff what do you need all these colors for what do you need all of these different shapes for for what just have one or two different animals what are two different looking types of people and that's it no says just like you cannot count the different types of species that are out there in the different shapes and sizes and colors and all of the beauty that I put in this artwork you call the world you're certainly not going to ever be able to see and think just like aadh who thinks cuz my mind does not look work like your mind my thoughts do not work like your thoughts just like you cannot even quantify the amount of things the variety of things that aadh has put into this world literally you go to an aquarium you go to a zoo you go and see nature you see the different flowers the different butterflies different things that are in the world you see literally there's an infinite amount of variety in the world that has literally drawn and everything is beautiful and we cannot even quantify how much it is there is you just look at the human body you see how many different types of cells and how many different jobs each one has and if one of them does not do his job the whole system breaks literally the amount of structure that you have the mind of intelligent design you have in the smallest cell is literally infin infinite infinite and aadh says to us just like you cannot understand the infinite impact the smallest cell can have on your life the smallest butterfly can have on your life the smallest zebra or fish or whatever it is that's out you simply cannot understand how big the world is you're never going to be able to understand how big a kadh is but if you look for him you will find him and you will find him in your language and in your heart and in your way that you need them to be just like theat says if revie review your connection to a through his T every single day and you look at it like a new like a brand new kid like a baby like the the cherubs that were on top of thees they're two little kids why cuz wants to be like two little kids that are crying to hem they want more answers but kids kids want all answers they always ask for more answers adults think they know everything but kids want answers says if you're going to look at my to every single day like it's brand new like you've never seen it before even if you've read this book a thousand times and you review it every single day and you look at it from your language and you try to sanctify yourself every single day first and foremost by knowing you have to sanctify yourself and number two by staying away from all the immorality you will find a in the deepest of the deepest problems and blessings that you have but if you can't see Hashem it's all because you haven't done any of this you think you know it all you think you did it all you think you looked everything you looked everywhere and you couldn't find it's like going to the ocean and standing on the beach and saying that you can't find sand is everywhere but if you can't find him it's because you didn't do what the says you came in there thinking you know everything thinking you did everything and therefore there's no hope you're right with that kind of attitude there is no hope but if you look at what the are telling us hope is your decision you look at the Torah the way you're supposed to look at it and you'll see Hashem everywhere just like we sawm in so many places just in the first few verses of M imagine if we had the time to go to the entire meila line by line word by word how many more places we can find a Shem in Imagine you went and did the same exercise in your life line by line day by day hour by hour minute by minute how many places you will find theem so the only one that agrees with you that Hashem is not there and your problems and your difficulties is the Satan that instilled that argument in your mind because he's trying to convince you that you're alone and therefore you should leave everything and go in a different direction if you're listening to this it's because a who has mercy on you and is trying to remind you it's not too late to turn back around and go in the right direction and you do thank you very much for learning with me we will all succeed in getting in staying on the right path with hasem getting closer and closer to him every single day and only growing each day with the same right path that we've been in and finding even greater diamonds on that same path maym bless all of you to succeed in that Journey and will'll continue to show more and more people the same thing anyone that wants to support and help the organization whether it's the distributions that we have the books we're publishing all the amazing things that the organization is doing fighting the different battles you could donate on be.org and for those of you that are asking about some of the channels that have been taken down as a result of the whole hack the kids channel the chuva music channel the uh Chinese Channel Channel and also the Netherlands Channel those we still haven't been able to get back yet but we have a plan and motion to uh get something out very very soon uh so we're still working on it but hopefully we'll have some type of uh uh results in the coming week or two if not sooner we'll learn again soon [Music] for amen