Shiur Torah # 95 Wasting Seed, The Self-Made Physical & Spiritual Gehinom PART 3

29 it is almost impossible for a person to rectify his sins and all their aspects for there are many for there are many details in various aspects for every sin however when one rectifies his Brit one does which is the combining element of all channels he automatically repairs the damage from all of his sins another big upside for doing chuva having Protection 1 to 31 having protection during travel depends on someone wants to be okay during a long trip short trip driving to from New York to Florida driving from New York to New Jersey all depends on breit someone who is p breit cannot pray with full concentration it's impossible for them why CU all the things that lead them to lose to to waste seed are things they think about when has the Satan come to you in your mind when's the perfect time two places two times exactly when you are in Kus which is prayer or studying once's the second time the wives are going to love this one when he's supposed to be intimate with his wife he's intimate with his wife that's when the Satan comes into your mind and remind you of what you saw today so in essence instead of being with your wife you're thinking you're with someone else if your wife actually knew she'd probably divorce you on the spot and it's actually kazal that says there's even a SE on the child that comes from that if it's a Mel someone who's a should be very careful to protect themselves from dogs and anything dangerous from weapons because he already has a cator he created himself so many demons that are going upstairs to hasem telling them look at this sinner this rash that's killing your nation every day he's killing 300 million of them every day when someone puts themselves in danger that's usually when they go to AEM and that's why in Shabbat the uh Kabal chabbat prayer it says there's a three reasons of why a woman dies during her pregnancy it's three things why pregnancy why not just a uh regular day or Tuesday pregnancy is a dangerous time put yourself you're in a dangerous time that's when the cut go is going upstairs you want to protect your wife protect your breit when a person heaven forbid experiences no Mission meaning it went out without necessarily him doing it it stems from K of liis should her name be ER her name should be erased I told you who that is already each one of these is about 30 of them I'm just giving you the top picks there's 80 Pages we'll keep this one for later nightmares anyone ever have nightmares now you know the source nightmares is usually controlled by demons demons are created by that by many of them many many of them they quate two Torah 5 for all you single guys looking for Z sometimes because of the sin of a person can actually lose his destined wife his Z when he was brought to this world right before before his n went into the little babym already decided who his Z is going to be you waste enough seed you lower yourself you lower your spiritual standings enough your Z is going to go to an appropriate person which is not you do CH is always open you bring yourself back up that's the point of doing this you Hashem knows don't worry he created the Heaven and the Earth he'll take care of that too by fixing this sin a person will find his destined wife and on top of that she will not be rebellious against himate 2 Torah 87 why she why is he mentioning she would not be rebellious against him because like I told you sometimes a person wakes up and his wife is mad at him and he hasn't done anything yet he just woke up why is she mad at him cuz our knows that he wasted seed she can't see but a knows says wasting seed causes havoc in the spiritual worlds what does that mean imagine a person is hired not exactly a genius to work at a nuclear plant they don't need a genius they just need somebody with a gun to make sure no one presses the red button that's it he doesn't know what the red button does tell him each shift is six months you can't leave this building for 6 months fine he gets the job he sits there with his gun talking to himself all day eventually sees the cleaning guy hey how you doing how you doing they grab a drink which by the way kazal says one of the major reasons of why you're not allowed to drink on a regular basis get drunk is because it leads to wasting seed this isph to sh they hang out have a few drinks one day cleaning guy is like so what do you do just look at this button all day what's the button do said I don't know they just say it's a big deal you want to press it yeah why not let's see I think they're lying to me I think they just want to waste my time and torture me in the sell for 6 months so okay let's press it so he starts pressing Itor on starts pressing it he doesn't realize each time he presses it he launches a missile a few hours later a bunch of army men come inside with guns who's pressing the button who's destroying the world both of these drunk guys are on the floor laughing and now they got the shock of their life what what are you talking about destroying the world we were just pressing the button like yes you you fool each time you lost a missile you launched a missile and killed 150 million people that's wasting seed that's shabat you don't see the damage here right away but in a spiritual world you're destroying civilizations when you arrive without chuva you'll see and a person that did it without doing Chua would know that the place he arrived to is the G that he created for himself it's no surprise spoke up and said all those who waste seed are punishable by death it's raami said it is as if he sheds blood it's murder Rashi says as if he worships strange Dees M says whoever weighs seeds equates himself to an animal just like an animal does not care what it does so to this person randomly commits the sin just like an animal is set aside to be slaughtered and does not receive life in the future world so to this person stands to die and does not live in the future world Shabbat page 41 major flaw of the generation of the flood as we said they wasted seed rambam was a doctor aside from being a major Sage a major where we have all of from he know what he was doing one that weigh seed is old AG jumps on them meaning that they age much faster at 18 years old we look the same at 25 he looks like he's 35 at 30 looks like he's 49 at 40 looks like he's 60 if he survives to 60 would be a miracle his strength leaves him and his eyes go weak you start losing your vision at a very young age bath bad breath pours out of his mouth regardless of how many times he brushes his teeth he always has bad breath this is very common in today's world his hair and eyebrows fall out and hair of his legs and armpits become thick and his teeth fall out or become weak lot of cavities all of a sudden when you 18 you were a bull by the time you 25 you have worse teeth than your grandfather what happened you just took a shower went outside for a half hour because of a little sweat you sweat like you know you smell like you've worked a full day in a uh in a toxic plant many additional health problems occur 240 R de I mentioned the sources so you guys don't think I made this up just for the fun of scaring you this will be a good one for the mothers to know one that weigh seed heaven forbid his children will die young or end up as evil people it also causes poverty 151 if a wife hears this and finds out that her husband wasted seed for a second she'd probably torture him to death touch a wife's touch a mother's children playing with fire why when his students came to him and his deathbed he said rabi give us something give us some insight that we could take with us forever he said may you be scared of men may you be scared of hem as much as you're scared of man what no it's supposed to be opposite no unfortunately most of us don't have really we're scared of men scared of the cops 3: in the morning that are pulling us over more than was scared of AEM that's watching every single thing that we do that's what was teaching us as we all know someone reaches adulthood to a certain extent for a girl it's 12 and for a boy it's 13 Bar Mitzvah until that time any sin they make is their parents which is the reason why one of the the father says that the boy's B Mitzvah is that he gets rid you know that I get rid of myself of this responsibility meaning that if the 8-year-old played with a video game on Shabbat the sin goes to the father if the 11 year old girl ate on P it goes to the parents there's only one sin that goes to their account to the child's account to the boy's account under the age at any age whether he's 2 years old if it's possible or he's 11 or he's 12 or he's nine wasting seed wasting seed stays on his account doesn't go to his parents person under the age of MIT is not held accountable for his sins except this one for were under the age and got punished you remember the punishment they got a moment ago that I read as we know each of the limbs each of the mitv we have 63 mitv is for for each part of our each one of our body parts wasting seed defiles all of them each sin affects one body part which is the reason why certain people that know cabala if you tell them something if someone has a medical problem you tell them what hurts they'll tell you exactly what sin you need to rectify what sin you need to do Chua for in order for it to stop they know the body they know the sins they they understand things that are not known in the med world but we're wasting seed someone waste seed it's all of them all 63 MIT all 63 Parts if someone is praying a lot he wants yes wants salvation I need a job I need I need a wife I need something I need to stay alive his prayers are not accepted waste seed prayers gone to De ears you can pray until from here to tomorrow won't make a difference so is there a point to pray of course there's a point to pray you can't make it worse accept you make it better it's notom no he says that your prayer is not answered meaning you can pray you're doing the of praying but as far as getting what you want why you getting what why you going to get what you want if every day you're killing 300 million of his children so the prayers are not answered each time a person does this sin he causes the creation of a numberless amount of kipot to take the image of pigs and dogs so the demons the person creates apparently look like pigs and dogs someone that dies without doing CH just so they know they get to the uh a g that's a waste a boiling waste we'll leave the Gom part of that I think you're scared enough hopefully looking for something specific a moment here each time someone has something bad happened to him they always blame God D wanted to remind us of that each day in our of we read a after at one point it says is crying to hem see my Affliction and how much I struggle for what sins what sins did I make look at my enemies and how great they've become and how much violent hatred they have against against me this is the same thing as us we lose a little bit of money girlfriend leaves us job's not good this is not good complain to Hashem what's the difference DAV actually didn't make a sin so he's actually asking Hashem what did I do did I have these enemies if you're crying to Hashem about all the things that are happening you better be ready you better have a really good reason because all you're doing when somebody is making the sin like this making the worst sin such as this and telling a what sin did I make that you're punishing me like this you get even more punishment for the why am I punishing you you just killed 300 of my uh boys this morning another 300 million of them this afternoon and you're planning to kill another 300 million later tonight and you're asking me why you don't have any money money is coming out of you every day as we all know parasa comes from the children people that are worried about having enough money to have kids it's the full it's the biggest thing that's people have no idea each child comes with a parasa so that means if someone has four kids and they say listen I don't know I don't know if we could afford a fifth kid maybe we should go to the rabbi maybe he could uh give us the uh permission not to have any more kids even though it's all four boys and supposed to do po Boo supposed to be at least one boy one girl but maybe we can get a uh a discount or something from the ra you could just say four boys is like one boy one girl you know make a new Al for us special we don't have money we don't have money little do they know that the fifth kid that's waiting that the N that's waiting in the chamber upstairs comes with a million and a half dollars they don't know why because it's they think everything is in their hands the p is in their hands every time someone Wast seed they're also wasting that million and a half dollars they're also wasting the billion dollars the also wasting the this world not just talking about the next World next world they're literally creating themselves the worst type of gome there is one of these types of Gom that doesn't end ever people don't believe in Eternal punishment they think too much where does it say in the Torah is eternal punishment where does it say it as we all know we got oral T and written Tor you go to I couldn't bring all of my books I have to put some on my phone you go to page a wrongdoers of Israel who sin with their body sounds familiar right and wrongdoers of the Gentiles who sin with their body also sounds familiar go down to G and are punished there for 12 months this is if someone the reason why I even read this m initially is because someone told me no look see first verse over here means that they just get for 12 months if he would have read the rest of thear he would have a different understanding this first 12 months is the trial after 12 months their body is consumed and their soul is burned and the wind scatters them under the souls of the feet of the righteous as it says and you shall tread down the wicked and they shall be as ashes Under The Souls of the righteous of your feet but as for the minim minim are like Idol worshippers and for the informers and for the scuffers who rejected the Torah and denied the resurrection of the dead and those who abandon the ways of the community and those who spread their Terror in the land of the living and who sinned and made the mass sin like yov the son of navat and his fellows these will go down to Gom and be punished there for all generations as it says and they shall go forth and look upon the carcasses of the men that have rebelled against me meaning Gom will be consumed by they will not be consumed meaning Gom eventually will be end will end when the mashiah comes eventually there's no more Gom except their part of the Gom that continues forever why all this like why such a dear punishment because they laid their hands on a temple as it says I have surely built there a house of habitation as you can see the wasting seeds fits several of the descriptions so it's not just a p like some people think almost done page 13 B they talk about this issue and whether a man is allowed to even touch that area of his body they say no not alloud was also known as rebi radal asks why is he called R A kados why isn't everyone else knows as a kadosh cuz he never even looked at that area of his body even with his eyes he didn't look of course he didn't touch so kazal says yeah but what if how's the person going to go to the bathroom you have to wear special pants okay what about if you have a Spike spike hurts get stuck in that area of the body painful page 13B says it's better off that his stomach will blow up and he die rather than him remove the spike from that area that's hurting him that's how careful they were to even touch the area and same page 13aa says it's better that one would tell everyone that all of his kids are and get a lifetime worth of Shame then touch his private part and waste seed to better that he gets sh everyone calls him hey look your wife was with another guy look all your kids M and he can prove no they're not they not so it's better that he gets that shame his whole life than waste seed one time shame is a big deal in Judaism someone who shames his friends in public someone who makes fun of somebody in public has no share of the world to come we learned this from David So to accept upon yourself the worst possible shame that all your kids from another guy your wife is a harlot says accept it just don't waste seed why was yadik called yadik and no one else of the 12 tribes we learn this from he's called it sadik because he didn't waste seed it's so much so that when P's wife thear says ptif Fire's wife came onto him and Joseph almost sinned he almost sinned but then he saw the image of his father reminding him that if you make this sin one day when they have theen for the going to have to engrave the names of the 12 tribes your name will not be engraved it's reminded he gave gave Yik reminded him of what the sin is thear says he took his hands and he buried him into the ground like forcefully breaking his hands all the way to the point that miraculously the seed that was supposed to come out of that organ came out of his fingernails just don't waste SE he's called a sadik because he did not weigh seed he protected his breit the other 11 tribes did not protect the breed apparently a sadik we learned from seph I think it's chapter 19 Maybe ah Jeremiah 15 verse 19 this is a verse I mentioned last night about kir which we'll embellish La a little bit later but from here it says if you bring forth an honorable person from a glutton so we learned that an honorable person is aad someone did chuv someone did chuv is considered yakar honorable precious the opposite of yakar is something that's as far as is obviously cheap but he will not talk about price the opposite of a sadik is someone that's aash so if you take the word Yak which is UD you change the order of the letters you spell the word ker which is what we talked about which is wasting seed the yakar the numerical value of yakar is 310 what's 310 is the amount of words that amount of Worlds that a sadik gets in gets 310 worlds that's what a yakar gets you can figure out what the carry gets that [Applause] seabala wants to scare us a little bit more it says that each time a drop of seed is wasted is a bad angel that takes the one drop not the whole thing just one of the drops and uses as a hostage to give the to ma more power against you so looking bad smelling bad aging fast growing hair in strange places losing years out of your life losinga Eternal punishment demons nightmare in so many words time to stop how do we stop why stop aside from being scared to death how do you do chuva for something like this so a few things first and foremost chuva is you have to stop immediately you can not continue the sin one more time someone starts they don't do it for a week two weeks three weeks four weeks they fail the