Shiur Torah # 95 Wasting Seed, The Self-Made Physical & Spiritual Gehinom PART 2

hopefully we recorded so far a few new insights but the reality of it is that just this information that we talked about is not public information become public just this is already enough to know that it's a big deal to waste seed we got the hint so far why is it such a big deal the holy books tell us that hasem made the Torah a part of him meaning that every letter in the Hebrew alphabet that's in the Torah which 22 letters is actually Shem hasem it's actually the name of hem each letter is a name of hem when you read the Torah that's the reason why each letter is considered a Mitzvah but then kazal adds to it he says it's not only hasem and the Torah one but the Jewish nation is also part of him how do we see this you spell the word yehi Jew in Hebrew it's UD he vud right but if you take you see the d looks like a r it also looks like half of the ha if you take the last UD and you put it under the D it looks very very similar to hm's name V and he I drew it I'm not exactly the best artist but I drew it before the Shure and you can see the point Hashem put his name inside you what's another source scient ific Source in 1983 Dr Rubenstein arrived to Israel I believe from from Venezuela and worked for the university in molecular uh molecular biology but his main job was to investigate the DNA DNA of different species DNA of sharks DNA of monkeys DNA of uh rats humans and so on in 1986 he made a major Discovery he saw that there's one major thing that's the same exact thing in a DNA of everything now every DNA in essence looks similar whether it's a DNA of a shark or a DNA of a human being or a DNA of a rat that the same basic Foundation anyone that's ever seen a visual of a DNA it's these two squiggly lines with some lines across them so we asked the computer what's happens if I take the two squiggly lines and I break them apart there two squiggly lines are tight together what if I just separate them and after enough analysis the computer responds the subject will explode meaning you cannot exist if there's only one one line it has to stay connected okay so that means to stay connected is important what's the next question logically what's keeping it connected computer answers every so often meaning every several assets actg it's called there is a bridge connecting the two lines thank you there's a bridge connecting the two lines two squiggly lines made of sulfur sulfur go to Y go to Dead Sea bunch of sulfur over there same type of chemical okay fine Bridges is important we can't break the bridge but there's another question here the computer said every so often is there some type of is it random or is is there a design where there's an actual calculation there it's not every so often there an actual method here the computer says yes every DNA has the same bridge and has the same calculation the calculation is is every 10th acid and after that it's every fifth acid and after that it's every Sixth and then five 10 5 6 5 10 5 65 anyone that knows gatria knows that 10 is UD five is he six is VAV and five again is hey you hey VAV and hey hashem's name is written inside your DNA when you waste seed this is the reason why people havea problems so kazal is telling us many many things about wasting seed and these are some of the things that people need to understand from bre says when someone Wast seed it's very easy for them to become an idol worshipper very easy for them to not only lose their amuna but completely become a complete heretic reason they're destroying both their physical and spiritual brain spiritual brain we could understand what it means but physical it's hard to understand you need to know science so just so you know part of the seed that comes out the seed demon that comes out of your body part of it comes from your brain now there was a book that's not very popular was written about 120 190 Years Ago by a doctor that was also a rabbi in Germany named ra aam stelin from Berlin the book is called 60 64 which is 128 pages in today's world and he did scientific research medical research not just his own but many many doctors about wasting seed and whether it helps you like psychologist foolishly say today or it destroys you and he has case after case after case after case of all the diseases that wasting seed leads to now he also starts the book which is very scary by the way I'll give you some examples in a little bit but he also says in a book uses a rambam says that the seed of a male is the T which is in essence the um what's T in English like the uh the thing that you make the juice from what is it called like p no not the pulp like you know artificial juice the um the liquid yeah the flavoring in essence it's the foundation the concentrate the foundation of the juice like for example the Coca-Cola like the syrup yeah the syrup exactly it's the foundation you can't make the juice you know has the it's the foundation of it says that the seed is the foundation of the entire male body and RAM says that the only reason why hasem created us with a body is for us to be able to use our seed for P for us to be able to bring children to the world otherwise there's no purpose for our body otherwise we just remain Souls which in essence the foundational reason of why we exist as human beings with a body is for the seed is to use the seed but not to use the seed and waste it but to use it to bring children to the world how do we know when a woman gets pregnant she has a child like this cute one in the back and after she gives birth many women choose to breastfeed maybe men don't know this but during the time at least not the not you know the single ones during the time that a woman breastfeeds the woman doesn't usually does not have most of the time does not have a period so if she breastfeeds for a year or two years she doesn't have a period for a year or two years this is in a vast majority of cases why because the milk is actually blood it used to be blood everything you eat whether it's an orange or it's a steak or it's a candy everything some part of it turns into blood the other part of it that's not turned into blood goes out of your body this very same blood is what you use to live for a woman it's what turns into milk for breastfeeding now why is it if you take a liter of breast milk out of a woman in many cases she actually feels better not worse feels better to relief but Shalom you take a liter of blood out of her body she may not survive if the two things are the same how could this be because the breast milk also has a few other things that were added to the body added to the blood to make a breast milk but the rambam says and actually in uh ran says the seed of a male is even Superior to blood just like the blood is the basic syrup for the milk you can't have one you know you can't have the milk without the blood you can't have the blood without the seed for a male the seed of a male is superior to his blood it's the foundation of his entire body which means that when he wastes it he's slowly killing himself and this is why the rest of his book is dedicated to subjects one after another real life subjects not only from him but for many many doctors that show exactly what happens to anywhere from teenagers at the age of 15 one teenager that was 15 years old wasted seed for eight years and slowly but surely killed himself but he didn't just kill himself one day just appeared and died said hello and the next thing he died he didn't get a heart attack but his body slowly deteriorated became much much weaker all the way to the point of starting to bleed in strange places his hand turned into rubber very rubbery very weak his bone started disintegrating it was strange awful smelling liquid coming out of his spine which is another part of where the seed travels through until he died this is just the first subject the best case scenario the other ones got much worse one of the other patients as we to as we said the seed comes from the brain so slowly but surely it's destroying the brain one of the the other subjects you could noticeably see that the veins on his brain are becoming coming out of his head and you can see this today in some people one day they look healthy you don't see them for five six years and all of a sudden guy looks a little weird a little bit like a mutant so much so the kazal says I'm sorry the U not kazal the best doctors in the world at that time said that of a thousand people that die one dies from natural causes and the other 999 die from overusing their seed that's how much why do we have proof of this in the Torah does anybody know who the smartest man of all time was listen it's a recent smart guy he a Jew too gave us some insight soon as I find it okay schl was gifted wisdom Beyond any man that ever lived before or after so he knew what he was doing he was also very rich he was also married to a thousand women and he gave us a little bit of insight in Proverbs 31 verse three it says give not your strength to women let your conduct not destroy the protocal of Kings here kazal explained to us he says do not give your strength to women what's your strength what's your your is your seed the entire strength of a man is from his sperm this is why also the athletes like to inject testosterone into their body so they can become stronger or when you have a uh ill patient but suffering some serious disease sometimes they'll put steroids in them but schl is telling you that if you give all of your strength to this Tava to this desire of women to this desire of wasting your seed you going to destroy yourself but if you need a little bit more details he said it in another place also and also Proverbs 25 verse 16 translation when you find honey eat what is sufficient for you lest you be satiated and vomited up kazal says that honey is really referring to women Isa why Isa has the same numerical value Isa has numerical value the gatria of 306 and so does das so when you find a woman be a normal person if you spend all of your seed every other day to a new woman or perhaps do it even without a woman he's telling you something here he's not telling you about Das he's not telling you don't need schl to tell you now don't eat too much uh honey because eventually you're going to throw up that's not exactly wisdom of the smartest man of all time he's telling you something here if you find honey if you find a woman take it easy don't have just have just enough why because if you have too much you're eventually going to vomit what does it mean you're eventually going to vomit you're going to eventually not be able to handle it it's going to destroy your life to such an extent that even after you married someone and became a normal person you don't have a new girl every other day you're going to suffer in your marriage too your wife is a normal person she's not like you and like what you used to be you have to be able to control yourself but not only that sometimes you see that there schom bite issues sometimes it's a religious couple sometimes it's a non-religious couple you see you know you see they both seem normal they both seem rational but the wife wife is always angry at the husband later on many times you find out that the husband Wast seed on his own not with another woman shom but on his own why is the wife angry because even though she herself doesn't know her n does know her n does know that he's giving his seed to another woman specifically the Satan's wife sh is not very happy with you it's a problem page 42b says says a man has a small organ the one that starves it is satiated meaning he's full and the one that feeds it stays hungry it's supposed to be the opposite if you feed it it's supposed to be satiated full if you starve it it's supposed to be h hungry says no someone says no listen I'm not going to be like I used to be when I was a teenager doing it three times a day five times a day no no no just once in a while I'll do it once a week says it's impossible a man has a small organ if he feeds it meaning he wastes seed it'll never be full if he starves it it'll be full meaning he won't need to he won't feel the desire anymore eventually eventually when he stops after gets weaker and weaker you won't have the desire anymore obviously with his wife but as far as wasting it and making the toilet another wife it's not going to happen anymore this is what kazal tells you so much so that they had to repeat it again said the same thing again man has a small organ the one that starves it is satiated the ones that feed it is hungry forever why would they repeat it what has nothing else to do with their life no page 104a says it's meaning it cannot change ever is eternal can't change anything that's added today is building on existing you can never change an because comes from night this is a law of nature the there's no such thing as doing it once in a while you feed the organ it'll never stop and slowly but surely a man is wasting his power and killing himself now what else does kazal say about this thear also says that each time a man makes a mitvah this is actually also in the M each time a man makes a Mitzvah he buys himself a defending attorney creates himself an Angel that's going to help him in this world and the next that's why one mitvah leads to another you have one mitvah all of a sudden you have a little bit more power and you feel like doing another Mitzvah person makes an a makes a sin creates a demon his own personal demon demon gives power more the to the world of Tuma what does the world of Tuma do influences the person to make more sins that's what it says also one sin leads to another this is why sometimes you see somebody that was from a month ago made one small sin when with some girl and he's not married violated Shabbat smoked a cigarette on Shabbat not okay it's you didn't drive you smoked a cigarette a month later the guyy is eating bacon on yum why one sin influenced do another sin another sin another sin another sin next thing you know he's a complete Idol worshiper but it's due to his own actions it's not due to anybody else each time a person creates this sin he creates also a kipa creates a shell around him which makes it very very difficult for him to listen to Torah makes it very very difficult for him to read Torah why because tah is pure it's the purpose of this world without tah there's no purpose of this world says the Angels were very very scared at Mount sa before showed up why why would you be scared the ultimate day of of the world says because all of the other nations rejected the Torah and they knew that if is rejects the Torah hasem will bring back the world to to brings the back of the world to nothing the same thing that it was before we created it so now each time someone wants to learn this holy Torah and bring Purity into his life but he has a shell surrounding him the shell is blocking it which is the reason for example when I first started doing cha I went to a very famous R very big i' would wait for this sh the whole week usually I don't really sleep much at night so being awake was never really a problem for me I go to the sh after work all alert excited pumped up to hear something new work my brain muscles use the Hebrew language for the first time in 15 or 20 years 5 minutes into it snoring out can't survive five minutes okay I said okay this happened once next week I'll do better maybe I really was tied and I didn't know a week later 5 minutes 3 seconds nothing changed this is getting upsetting I wait the whole week I want this SHO next week got the six minutes next week 10 minutes still never stay to an hour hour and a half sh can't survive sometimes somebody can't survive they fall asleep sometimes they can't sit they have to go somewhere they have to smoke a cigarette they have to go call their friends they have to do something they can't listen to Torah why because the shell the kipa is so thick that when the Purity is trying to go through you're spending all of the energy you have left just to get it in by the time it finally a little bit got in you're completely tired you fall asleep but with enough training with enough effort you start peeling off the kipa start peeling off the shell eventually becomes 15 minutes half hour an hour eventually one day you could speak for five hours about it takes time takes effort you can't give up this is one of the main things that people need to understand is that there's always chuva as long as you're alive there's chuva as long as the light still works there's chuva even in the Mish a that says that the one that causes other people to sin has a much bigger difficulty doing chuva even his gate even his ability to do chuva is still possible just doesn't have as much doesn't have as much help from sh normal person does CH in his 20s could have 90% help from hasem 90% someone that's in the same age but has a whole website against rabbis he wants to do chuva you may have 10% same age same situation same School same look same everything else went against rabis went against the Tora was a heretic publicly could have less can still do you have a question could always do CH as long as you're alive and the source is man was a that even killed killed his own grandfather Isaiah the prophet he cut him into pieces chopped them up chopped up his own grandfather the prophet kados not only that there wasn't enough he erased the name of hasem everywhere he can find anywhere he saw aem's name he erases it was it enough put Ida worship everywhere not enough raped his own sister incest when he was ready to do Chua accepted him this we find out Froman 107b so now you know that chuva is available but as we started the Shure although some of the things you may have heard were scary it's not scary enough when Hashem created men we started s sinning pretty quickly eventually you fast forward to the generation of Noah and the average person was a rash Kaz says that the major sin even though the Last Straw was stealing the major sin of the generation was wasting seed which is the reason that after the Maul After the flood Hashem gave Noah seven laws first six he gave to ad he added one to no which is the reason why it's called because he was the last one to get it so it's named after him one of these laws is do not spill blood most of us understand it is do not murder that's theat wasting seed is also murder according to scientist each and every single seed each one as all of the things you need to make a human being obviously when they they connect with an egg the woman's egg not a egg and chicken egg I have to drink your laugh a little bit to get you out don't want you get too depressed I hear this stuff I almost want to cry because I know so many people are in this zeev in this garbage they have no idea that they're in garbage you know a rat doesn't know that he's eating garbage he thinks it's ganeden he thinks it's a it's a hotel festar hotel why cuz he's part of the garbage when you're part of the garbage you don't know that it's garbage only when you leave the garbage for a little while you're what's going on was garbage so many people are in this garbage I was too wasn't different now most of us understand do not spill blood as do not murder but scientists is telling us that each and every seed is technically has all the things that we need to make a human being each and every single one of them is a potential Soul that's supposed to come to the world if this seed has a problem with it it may either not become a soul or it can become a problematic person someone that's born with diseases Shalom is not is more than enough diseases in the world that we know that disease exists the word which is disease has the numerical value of 83 that's in the I think what's the significance of 83 Shem says there 83 different types of diseases that he brought on MIT but kazal is also telling us something else not only is each seed potential soul but eventually you're going to learn that you're going to see that how much of murder it really is to waste one seed you fast forward to recent generation and scientists said that each time seed comes out of the human body it's approximately 300 million seeds which means that each time you waste seed you're murdering approximately 300 million people you're murdering America each time you're destroying a country each time murdering right murdering one person ah it's no big deal it's just one guy still 299 million 999,999 it's not a big deal you murdered the whole 300 starts becoming a big deal you do it three times a day you murdered India you do it five you got to China by the end of the week you murdered an entire world show up to Allah like that show up to the bed of sh each week I murdered the world good luck Oh by ke Shabbat good for you we'll turn off the fire and gain Shabbat for you that's what happens Shabbat good for you we'll turn off the fire on Shabbat heard one time that there's a there's a decree from sh that is the cree from sham on is so he went into the galut he went into Exile place that even though he was no one knew him he arrives at this place where the ra over there is a holy r a holy Rabbi they get secrets from sham every so often get secrets from shamay so now everyone sees or regular guy maybe even less they don't know he's do Thursday night the r says I had a dream and in my dream they told me on this par the first verse I got 14 translations of the first verse that were translated by all these different types of embellishments and compliments that he's giving everyone's excited yeah wow you back then they respected rabbis oh see Satan already started I hope this thing wasn't off for that long see you see you see it live see it [Applause] live Satan hates my lectures so he kills the uh batteries very quickly supposed to last two hours sometimes it last 5 minutes it's good it's good news if the if the Satan is spending his time on us that means we're learning something useful so now everyone's excited about and then this old man says no he's not a sadik he's not a kados what do you uh I know him he's not really a big deal how dare you go against the the rabbi of the k everyone down he says okay okay okay let me give you the P ignore this guy Friday Night comes after the says I had another dream they gave me 14 more translations of the same verse and now we have 28 the same verse of this par aik a a and all these compliments that he's giving them everybody's excited yeah more wow this is 300 years ago so they were excited about and then his sky in the back again he goes ah stop it with theik and thead he's just he's just a everybody gets angry at him they want to beat him up hey you're going against the robs you're and embarrassing the robs get out of here already the Rob of the K says Cal down Cal down let me give you the Saturday afternoon after the Rob says I have a I got in sh again 14 more translations of this that were given to me from the from sh that were translated by aik and all these compliments and everyone's excited again and again this guy says stop it with this how many times I have to tell you he's not a kados he's barely even a talid this time even the r couldn't take it he said throw them in the cell you know in those days they had a cell a jail cell right in the entrance of the besset for anyone that was uh went against the rabbis would be put into this cell right next to the entrance so everyone can spit on them on the way in and on the way out for going against the r it's not like today that it's a popular to go against the back then they respected the rabbis rabbis were holy someone goes against the rabbi not if it's a rash a real Rabbi we have many in today's world few wear costumes that are not but point is there's many good ones back then they they got the resp respect they deserve today not so much today there's fist fights with rabis sometimes so anyway they throw them into the cell is in a Cell all of Shabbat right before abdalah comes up they want to do abdalah all of a sudden the whole world starts shaking this thunder there's lightning kazal says that the only reason why AEM created Thunder is to scare us only reason there's no other purpose for it to scare us why because when you're scared of a thunder you're like well if that's just one of your small things you have to have a little bit of wakes us up whole world start shaking the ground start shaking the lights go in go out scary stuff all of a sudden there's a on the door everyone's very scared they have no idea what's Happening Here the says okay I'll go open the door he opens the door and he sees a giant demon black angel full of fire and all the scary things you could imagine times a thousand says what are you doing here says you should be ashamed of yourself you know who I am no I'm the Angel that's in charge of turning back the fire on at G after Shabbat because hasem turns it off on Shabbat and Gom for anyone that kept Shabbat anyone didn't keep Shabbat doesn't go off so the part that goes off I'm the one that turns it back on after Shabbat okay so what do you want for us so they told me in sh that I'm not allowed to turn it on until does of and you have him in jail you should be ashamed of yourself the rav immediately collapses runs to begs him for forgiveness crying hysterical I didn't know because I know I know you didn't know that was the point he didn't know that Hashem is going to send an angel but that's you should listen to him they didn't send angels for me so says and regards to Exodus 3: 8 summarize this whole thing he says at the end of times we're going to be different than the generation of MIT MIT we know that the best of us the best of us the small amount of us that actually survived MIT because as We Know at least 80% of is were killed in in the Mak the darkness plague why did they want to do they didn't want the Tor they want to stay inem killed them there a mid that says it was much higher than 80% instead of one out of five it was really one out of 500,000 that survived I go into that a little bit more in a different sh but to save time says that the ones that actually survived we're in the 49th level of tum the 49th level of impurity if they would have reached level 50 Hashem would have destroyed the world one more sin that's it but says the generation before the mhia will reach the level 50 and the only way that could save him is a so I was thinking to myself how much worse can we be from Idol worshippers I mean that's what they did they were Idol worshippers that's why when they got to yam hasem didn't want to split the ocean the Mal of MIT which is name as MIT came to hasem and says what why are you going to split the ocean for these Israelites and kill my my nation the MIT the Egyptians I know the Egyptians my nation is worshiping Idols they idol worship and they idol worship so why would you kill one over the other so I'm thinking to myself why would hasem save us even if we get to level 50 is one question but I guess that's is promised to and yob so that's good it's good news but the bigger question is how can we get worse than idol worship most Jews don't idol worship maybe money but it's a form of idol worship but it's not like a uh I don't know maybe but there's one reason oh I had this while I was in Jerusalem about a month ago Torah in Jerusalem is different Torah those three things that is kept they kept their language they kept their names and they kept their clothing they looked like Israelites they still spoke Hebrew they still kept their names of yob and Abraham and and Moshe you still knew it's a Israelite and not an Arab and they looked like Jews they looked like Israelites they looked they had certain clothing that was different from the Egyptians so you could notice this is an Israelite this is a Egyptian Idol worshippers yes but they kept three things according to kazal that's one of the main reasons of why hasem saved them so how will we worse take about it Yakov it's not Yakov anymore most of the time it's usually Jackie or Steve or Matthew all types of American goyish names it's a reality we live in America we all have different names before going back to my original name your own in the business world for 16 years I was known as Ron I took the first two letters out why CU Americans don't know how to say your own they'd make up every other name in the world at one point they even said urine yeah this is the bees I own I had to go through in college in high school what can you do but most Jews don't have Jewish names a lot you know it's especially if they're not religious so our generation now is not really keeping the name okay fine we don't keep the name language the fact that I'm giving you a lecture for the last however long it's been in English already answers that most Jews in the world do not speak Hebrew it's just a reality especially KES the holy language the one they speak in Israel between one and another is not exactly the holiest language they took they created new words some words they actually created daa the opposite of the Holy language that's how much the zionists like religion but what about clothing I know they didn't have black and white back then you're not obligated to be black and white you could just look like a normal human being it's fine but what we're not allowed to do is look like go meaning there's certain type of clothing that's just not allowed for Jews both for men and for women one of of the main reasons of why Hashem saved us is not because of the men we were terrible it's the women the women with sadikot they kept their modesty so now when you see unfortunately most women Jews and non-jews walk around half naked in the world they think that the less clothes they have the more attractive it is this has already been a problem for a while it just got much worse if you just look one generation back we didn't have as much of a problem two generations ago the problem didn't exist I went to a government building to get my daughter a passport few months ago in Florida and that old pictures of Florida maybe like the 1930s of people on a beach go not Jews I don't think anyone was Jewish bunch of pictures regular people hair covered skirts the neckline goes up to here covered up to here they're more modest than the biggest raban in the world I think this was average for go not just Jews today women it's too hot it's too hot that's the answer so what they survived it 5,700 years and now it just became too hot it wasn't hot hot in MIT it wasn't hot in Egypt in a desert so women we already know we have we have a problem where's the problem with men this is one of the things that I actually had a also in Israel I personally have always hated skinny pants on guys I think it's an awful look it's not modest which by the way a man has always is obligated to be modest himself but that was as much as I had I mention it here and there especially when you see old Israeli guys that are in their 40s and 50s that are fat and you know wearing skinny pants it just drives me crazy how anyone rationalized this is most men in general in today's age are overweight we're not exactly all Brad Pit I mean we people overweight I'm not skinny far from it would be kind of odd if you listen to me to a lecture if I was wearing skinny pants I think you'd focus more on a skinny pants than me but that was as much as I had but then in Israel gave me young guy was bothering me for a few days cuz I started seeing seen Yeshiva kids Yeshiva kids wearing it okay the the one that's secular not keeping anything wearing skinny pants what does he know he's we lucky even has clothes on his girl covered her her finger so yeah skinny pants is already a m but the religious guy wearing skinny pants it's a problem it's bothered me bothered me and then one day I see this young kid probably no long no older than 20 years old running in front of me you know passes me and he has tiot swinging and he's got skinny pants on sweatpant skinny pan thingy and then I got it and I made a picture you can pass it around whoever wants to pick it up but someone else wore skinny pants before and it wasn't our friends Nazi Germany that's who wore skinny pant exactly skinny pants Wi on top very fitted and skinny and gross on the bottom so I had a sh a lecture in Nat the last one I did and I that's when I had this K that day and it was actually your you know the day of independence oh no y to you know mourn The Six Million of us that they killed rash that they were the uh uh Nazis killed 6 million of our brothers and sisters and everyone says oh I feel bad they killed my great-grandfather my grandfather my sister my brother and I look at the current generation I said you feel bad yeah of course we feel bad I know this one that had his father died and his Grand father died yeah yeah so how come you look just like them why do you look just like them don't tell me you feel bad and you look just like them so that's when officially skinny pants in my mind and I think it already well before it was in my mind and any person that knows any announce of Tor is officially Le it's officially not allowed not because I did but just because if you ask any Rabbi with a spine they'll tell you it's not allowed so it's not only not modest our enemy of just the previous generation wore it you want to keep wearing it be my guest it's your life I just think it's wrong in many ways but is more of a gay thing than that not every guy that wears skinny pants is gay although it does hurt your uh your um your private area and it makes it very difficult for men to actually have children later on it also creates problems for kids I actually heard Rabbi wallerstein says this uh that it creates problems for children in uh you know Middle School uh because their parents their genius parents are giving you know seven eight-year-old kids skinny pens CU they want them to look hip and the ends up peeing in his pants every day because he said so the teacher asked him what you should raise your hand well before you have to go to the bathroom says no no I go well before I I need to go he goes okay so what's the problem why do you keep every day something says no it's uh I can't get the pants off it's not the kid's fault it's the morons that he has as parents they want him to look hip destroying the kid from inside his house cuz we want to look like but that was the third part that completed the puzzle how do we get to how do we get to the third gate we don't keep our language we don't keep our names and now we're not keeping our clothing cuz when our Yeshiva Boys want to look like go we have a problem mashia is around the corner so now you have many people complaining about their life but if they just look at no they'll understand a few things when hasem says you're not allowed to spill blood he wasn't just referring to murder After the flood and Hashem destroyed the world Hashem gave the MIT to no in chapter nine verse six it says translation wherever sheds the blood of a man Dam within a man his blood will be spill spilled because in the image of God he made man so blood of a man we understand it's blood but what's the blood of a man within the man if it was just blood of a man you would just say blood of a man blood of a man within the man we know it's the T it's the syrup seed when he spills blood his blood will be spilled this goes all the way back to Noah proof fast forward Genesis chapter 38 the story was the first story I heard about t when I started doing CH from the story of Judah and Tamar one of the areas that we learn about Messiah by the way but originally Judah and Tamar were not together originally Tamar was married one of judah's sons was his first born but air judah's first son was evil in the eye of Hashem and Hashem caused them to die next verse then Judah said to Onan consort with your brother's wife you know give Onan was his second son marry your brother's wife cuz there was no kids it's actually a mitvah and enter into a leverate marriage with her and establish Offspring for your brother but Onan knew that the seed would not be his meaning that the sun would not be his he considered his brothers so whatever so whenever he would consort with his brother's wife he would let it go to waste on the ground AKA bathroom so as not to provide Offspring for his brother what he did was evil in the eyes of Hashem and he caused them to die also K says that one saw appreciated the beauty of Tamar so much that he didn't want to ruin her beauty by having to get pregnant says no so for you I'm just going to keep you pretty but I'm just going to be with you so you waste seed outside of her body I don't want to have kids like today's generation no no I only have one kid already it's enough we can't afford a second kid Hashem ran out of money no we have two kids and we got a dog we can't maybe we're going think we're considering a cat also kid no we can't afford kid with Yesa prices today huh nuclear family no so wasted seed as AEM told Noah not allowed to waste seed in that generation it wasn't too difficult to know that Hashem existed Hashem killed him Onan didn't want to have kids with Tamar because it wouldn't be considered his kid says what do I do it for I want to keep her pretty also she's very beautiful woman I don't want to ruin her body I wanted to look like she's 20 forever okay enjoy hasem killed him also this is also a source of why Goen also not allow to waste seed because at this point we don't have Judaism Noah 12 tribes they're not considered Jewish they're Judaism was born in Mount saai so here we have ourselves some Torah sources of why wasting seed is a problem what else does kazal say as we mentioned before each time someone makes a sin they create a demon kazal says you INF fluids especially provide substance for demonic forces it is for this reason that many s Satanic rituals require semen or blood most people that are crazy enough to worship the Satan usually they have to spill blood or semen for it why because those thing this spill spilling seed creates them now you also tend to see that people that waste seed have a tough time learning is a source part of the seminal fluid comes from the brain this is sent down the spine when a person spills seed he is wasting away part of his brain this slow is the function of the brain especially memory you could learn the gar 8,000 times you're still not going to remember it just like ra Stan said The more seed you use the softer your body becomes and some of his patients the Z the disgusting nature that they got to after wasting seed in some cases for only six months doing it four or five times a day for six months literally made them yeah I know it's crazy but to a teenager it doesn't seem like a crazy thing doing it a few times a day for six months doesn't seem like a long time the person completely became crippled eventually being found on the floor with blood coming out of every hole of his body in another case a person that was wasting seed for about two years only about twice a day only twice a day for about two years according to a different doctor this is not even Dr Starin it's just in that book a Dr simmerman said that he came to him completely in pain suffering unknown pain the doctor understood that this is from wasting seed he forced him to stop and he watched him over overseed him he healed after several months got strong again young 18yearold boy went back to it 6 months later he was dead his brain dried up the cases get worse and worse in many cases the people M crippled and had different types of disgusting fluids coming out of their body in some cases even lost control of their own seed or even if they wanted to stop they couldn't it just comes out this is scientific not religious yet a person's emotions are thrown totally out of balance people are P often have a hard time controlling their temper they're also subject of sadness and depression and lose their self-confidence anyone that wasted seed this is like looking in the mirror people are P are also always tired and need more sleep more often than not they have bad body odor and breath they also according to the rambam they bald prematurely their hair growth starts in strange places and their body becomes very weak where when you were 18 years old strong you're supposed to be able to lift a building the guy can barely make it to the store loses almost all of his AB ability to perceive K one also loses his desire to study Tor and do if you still have a desire to do MIT means it's hasem has a lot of mercy on you but you have to stop immediately the souls brought down through the person's sins are also considered his kids after a person dies these Souls come to take revenge against their father causing him many problems in addition they also come after his physical children to try to harm them this is the reason why when someone dies they're not allowed the children are not allowed in Jerusalem they're not allowed to go to the funeral because if he ever wasted seed those demons that he created will could actually kill his children on the spot there's actually an against it in the one to 23 one who has rectified his breed it is impossible for him to fall into the desire of money if you do CH for become AIT you have a promise from sh you won't fall for money meaning that you'll be able even if you have a lot of money you'll be be able to control yourself it's a very big upside because money and I can tell you from my own personal story very big test it's a very very big test