Shiur Torah #93 Shavuot, Intermarriage and The Untold Story of How I Met Rabbi Yosef Mizrachi

this what I want to talk about today I prepared for you a nice surprise after we finish this midash in 10 15 minutes then I will ask a very dear speaker that came especially from Florida to give us few words of Torah also brought you some of his CDs that just came out and he's on the way up we need precious and straight speakers that speaks the truth in today's generation we are having less and less speakers like this so when finally you find somebody that always said the truth with honesty without getting scared giving his life to save Souls then you know the future will be extremely bright soon we're going to have Rabon ruven giving us some words of encouragement thank you for coming for the r but now you enjoy me hopefully and also and you'll find out today why uh today I want to cover a couple of small things and hopefully you'll entertain me and actually listen uh first I'll say something small to add to what said and you said about CH just to add something a little bit of time to that was my thought individual thought that I thought could be beautify the Torah for you a little bit the second thing is is some of you have come have seen my shim online mine and uh many have been attracted to my personal story how I decided to leave millions of dollars on Wall Street all for Torah I was on Wall Street I had a lot of money I was on CNBC CNN Bloomberg one of those types of people my uh business card was gold which is kind of interesting and um I love all of it for Torah and to do exactly what has been doing for 22 years I joined the army I want to tell you why but the why that I've told already many times is not the why I'm going to tell you today the why I'm going to tell you today is the story no one knows about RAB mrai it's my personal story RAB mrai so as far as adding and then obviously the mus SC and what we can learn from it and why it affects you why you should even listen to it so first and foremost in regards to sh one of the main things that I got from it is that in reality according to the it is the most important day in history why because kazal tells us that since hasem came to all of the nation and offered them the Torah and they rejected it all of the malim were very scared because they knew that if rejects the Torah hem will bring back the world to to will destroy the world why because the Torah is the purpose of this world that's why hasem created it 974 Generations before he created the world in essence the Jewish people or in essence became Jewish because of the Torah they weren't Jewish before obviously as you've learned fromi many many times before the Torah we were is before that before that we were Hebrews but if someone else came to mount sa Shalom and accepted the Torah and we didn't they would be the Jews so in essence the most important day in history is SH now why do we go over the Torah or leash try because hashm is trying to give us a little bit of a taste of the beauty of the Torah but in reality we can't finish it we can't finish the Torah and that's why in you'll see that it's not your obligation to finish the Torah said to R AA once you haven't come visit me in a long time I have so much Torah to teach you he says how much Torah do you have he says if all of the water was ink and all of the trees were pens and all of the land was paper it wouldn't be enough to write down the Torah that I know and that is not even a close amount to the real Torah what's the real Torah we'll give you an understanding of what we have now we got the Torah in Mount Si but as said we got a little bit of a lower version after our sin but we still got the Torah the Torah later was given from generation to generation to 24,000 students of ab AA unfortunately all died then we were started all over again with five of RAB aa's students and RAB himself all the way to today but now if you connect the holidays if you go back to pesak it's a very important holiday it's the Exodus we left Egypt we turned around history in one way that's never been done before and never will will be done again the slave turned into the master and we go from SIM to sim but in the middle we have a problem in the middle we have 34 days of disaster the 24,000 students OFA died during this time so what's the connection so during one of I do a short on WhatsApp and it's on different uh places that people like is usually 15 minutes and I tried to connect the three things why did hasem take us from SIM to sim but in the middle there's a disaster first off he wanted to tell us that the purpose of us leaving is to get the Torah whoever didn't want to get the Torah died as we know at least 80% of theim died in Egypt Torah is later on but in the middle he wanted to explain to us what we actually have because if we don't know what we have we usually don't appreciate it so the Torah that we got according to it says that we had 55 prophets 48 males and seven females in our tanak but in history we had over 1.2 million prophets so we're missing a few their Torah was holy too what happened to them Hashem told us that their Torah was only relevant their n their prophecy actually but said their prophecy was only relevant to their generation which means that the 55 remaining prophets whatever came out of their mouth every single letter that's written in the tah is relevant to every single generation until the end of time so no one could ever say like the reforms and the conservatives and any other Wicked person in between can never say hey no this is not relevant to today today you're allowed to drive because Moses didn't have a car you're allowed to drive on Shabbat he didn't have a car that's why he didn't drive you can't you can't say that why because if hasem said their Torah their n their prophecy is relevant for all all all time that's it but now we only have their prophecy we only have their part of the Torah out of the 1.2 million so already we know we're missing a bunch and out of those 55 they we got down to 24,000 students but out of the 24,000 students we don't have all of their Torah we only have the Torah of sixa and has five students so what would happen if hasem said you know what it was about 700 of the greatest Sages history dying per day we don't just mourn because we have nothing else to do we mourn because we're missing their T if you go on for example Hebrew books.com they have over 75,000 Hebrew Books holy books for free and he wants to download read and so on and there's hundreds of thousands of different KES that you could learn from Torah is endless but all of what we have today is just from six people which means that if Hashem would have skipped one day said you know what today I'm not going to kill the 700 so we'll have a Torah of 706 imagine how much Holiness this world would have the beauty of it is that hasem obviously knew that even what we have from the six he has to practically beg us to read but at least now you know that when you get to sh hem is trying to give you a message I only took you out of Egypt for this Torah it's the only reason if you didn't want the Torah I left you there and you died in the plague of Darkness the uh Mak Darkness you're going to get the Torah but if I would have given it to you without you knowing how much it's worth you'd get there you say yes nah I like Harry Potter better and you move along but now that we know how much Beauty we have from the little we have we yearn for so much that we're [Music] missing now one of the main things that about my personal story I'll go through it in five minutes because there's not enough [Music] time and then I'll go into the more interesting part of about RAB Mai I've been telling I've been telling myself that I'm going to tell say the story for years already so I start I came to the United States when I was 10 years old with my parents I know three letters out of the alphabet ABC because that wasn't a serial in Israel I got some Jewish Education we learned some basic Torah but my development in the Hebrew language tght or anything related to Judaism ended at the age of 10 as soon as we landed in America we officially became go we didn't convert thank God but uh we left everything we just looked at everyone else and all the other kids in the public school seemed so much cooler and so much more popular I wanted to become just like them this is why the r has been telling everyone for years that you cannot afford to send your kid to public school it's not about just the teaching which isah already it's not just that it's the surrounding whether you teach him about the AL of Shabbat every day after school or not is irrelevant once he's surrounded by that he's not going to be able to hold on to it he's not going to be able to so I went to public school I was considered a in public school I went I took advanced placement classes and got College uh credit during uh junior high school and during high school I had honor rooll nice experience in school in the fifth grade I didn't know any English in sixth grade they sent me to special ed next to the kids that are disabled because I didn't speak the language by 8th grade I'm taking college courses so it was pretty cool but then we went to college went to college for one year went to Bingham to University had a 3.9 GPA which is near perfect and then I dropped out why it's a waste of time the point of education is to teach you how to think you don't need history you don't need English if you just live in the world with surrounded by people most of the stuff they teach you in school is really a waste of time unless you have a point unless you're going to be a doctor or an architect or you have some type of profession that you're going to be if you're just going to get a communications degree then you're just torturing your parents charging them $50,000 a year for absolutely no reason and this is what's happening generation after generation now but just the bill keeps getting higher where kids say no no I'm going to college ABA I'm going to college where you want to go I'm going to Harvard ABA gets a heart attack on a spot my retirement account is gone ABA just graduated Harvard oh what did you graduate with I have a communications degree what am I what are you gonna do with it oh I'm uh nothing I'm just uh I'm actually going to go back to delivering newspapers like I did in high school so I knew how to think I already started working when I was a young kid I had three jobs in high school and I knew how to sell I knew how to speak so I left school I started working initially I started doing a few different things and then eventually I got into the brokerage business The Brokerage business I paid my dues for the first 3 years meaning I made a lot of other people a lot of money except myself but after September 11th I got a break my uh boss screwed me so I was able to finally be my own boss in a big company 12 months later approximately from the October of 2001 to November of 2002 so I guess 13 months later I made $117,000 in one month and became the number one guy in the office another 9 month months later I became the number three producing broker in the country for a company with 5,000 Brokers I made my first million dollars a year later I I actually a few months later I opened my own company and then a bad month became $200,000 a month sometimes 150 if I didn't work and eventually got to the point where I started getting some Fame I was on CNBC I was on CNN I was on Bloomberg all types of newspapers was very very popular and all of a sudden I had a bunch of friends [Music] I never had friends but now I had friends I had one friend for 25 years one day but uh other than that I never had friends but now I had friends I had all this money and all of them came with Partners so I gave all these friends jobs they weren't really good but I still hired them anyy skin in the world came to me I gave him a job some of these friends were religious at least I thought they were and my door was always open to people that wanta need help I was so busy in making money that I usually would just ask the guy as soon as he starts talking and he tells me about the problem and sometimes they're very emotional I just tell them how much is it cost and they tell me how much it cost and I just give them the check and they go away and I go back to making money and that was my world I wasn't a bad guy just I was busy donated a lot of money and I was told by some Rabbi that as as long as I give everything is fine now not going to name any names Shalom but I want to explain to everyone why the truth the hard truth is the only way it's not some people yes some people no it's the only way as a says many many times if hasem didn't want us to know it he wouldn't write it in the Torah the Torah that's available to all of the Nations not just to us every week we at least two religious people some rabbis some just religious would come and ask for and also give us a the door was always open sometimes it was three sometimes it was four times a week but nonetheless at least two I had my office for about 15 years but let's just make the the math very simple throughout all of this time I'm keeping basically no mitzvah except giving but I don't even think that was really the highest I just had so much it wasn't relevant to what I had I'm married to a non-jew I don't steal but in general that's not exactly the only a that I'm doing I'm not keeping Shabbat kosher only in the house I think that pizza as long as it doesn't have any meat is okay little do I know that the same cheese that I'm eating eting at the non kosher place has Pig in it it's actually one of the basic ingredients that you have in all non kosher G's but anyway no one's telling me anything but every week they get the but let's just do the math 10 years once a week that means that any one of those religious people that came to my office had at least one shot every week to tell me something keep Shabbat maybe your wife should convert something so if you do the math it's 52 times a year 520 times over 10 years it's obviously much more than that but if this politically correct strategy that people use was ever going to work if it didn't work after 520 times when is it supposed to work when I'm the failed experiment I'm the one that showed that it doesn't work you have to tell people the truth so Hashem showed me the truth when Rabbi is lied to me Hashem showed me the truth only difference is it's a little more difficult I'm not Moses so he didn't speak to me through a uh through a burning bush he spoke to me through hardship in November of 2006 I took I had an elective surgery that went wrong I went in healthy I came out sick but not sick like I have a headache sick like I'm dying screaming in pain non-stop pain the doctors didn't know what went wrong my entire nervous system was shocked no one knew what was happening for the next 62 days the most amount of consecutive sleep that I was able to have was 15 minutes and I started bleeding from my eyes and every other place that has a hole so I was dying but then I guess theem had some mercy on me said all right let's give him a shot so I started coming back to life stopped screaming 24 hours was only 12 took at least 20 P painkillers a day so it's less than the 50 that I just had a week before G then went back to work went back to makinging $3,000 an hour didn't do Chua 9 months later there's a complication I feel a pain in my leg and I have to go to the emergency room and I have my first of many many surgeries I have an internal infection that if it if I would have waited another hour it would have exploded got into my blood system and I would have died I'm an intensive care unit next to the dying people for the next two weeks morphine in my blood system at all times just to survive not fun okay hasem had more mercy on me and I did leave the hospital but 3 months later I have another surgery another Intensive Care Unit more fun living in pain 24 hours a day but now it's not pain just in the area had the surgery which is irrelevant it's pain everywhere from my neck all the way to the bottom of my feet to the point where I wasn't able to walk anymore I had to use a cane so imagine this multi-millionaire guy 27y old has about 20 million in the bank but he's with a cane and it takes him about 40 minutes to go from here to the door how much is the money worth zero so now I start losing money I still didn't do Chua all the friends that I had all of a sudden became enemies so they start stealing I didn't really like them anymore so they started stealing they started cheating started going to my competition with my clients I'm a wounded animal I can't defend myself little by little things get worse and worse I still don't get it I went to over 50 different doctors spent hundreds and hundreds of thousands of dollars trying everything and anything you can possibly try when you have money you can do anything you want or at least you think you can it's worthless it gets to the point where I actually become the fly from yes came yeah he came I wanted to say but I didn't think because last they didn't show up in Queens ah so he came here maybe you saw the flyer sent me an email what happened to the fly I said maybe he finish his I said move to he saw the flyer the flyer was nice my wife made it was a nice flyer so now I uh get to a point where I go to over 50 doctors and eventually get to a point where I become a science experiment I actually become part of a study and they start injecting stuff into me every single day which makes me feel like dying uh they injected ozone which you don't really want to do steroids same thing that the athletes take cost a lot of money by the way and uh everything and anything you can try nothing works so once I heard that said he's the Healer so I start paying attention and I said okay these religious people are coming anyway let me see if one of them wants to teach me something no one was really interested so I went to a uh there was strictly business so I went to a uh class and uh started learning later on it was just once a week but still not doing chuva but situation started getting worse and worse I started losing millions and millions of dollars just as fast as it came it started leaving and then one day I have a miracle where my mom dials a wrong phone number in a different country and it ends up being the only person that could help me she one day she calls she saw me a day a few days before that I was looking worse and worse and she start you know safarik mom always has a book of uh rabbis so she starts calling every single number she has but for two hours no one answers the phone eventually some lady in Israel answers the phone she asks for a certain R and she says I'm sorry it's a wrong phone number there's no such r my mom breaks down to this strange lady she starts crying hysterical and the lady says which is my mother's name so not only does this lady know her but she can recognize her voice my mom shocked and she says who are you how do you know my name she goes I'm your niece what's niece P how do how did I reach you I don't even have your phone number I've never talked to you before in my life on the phone last time I talked to you was maybe 10 years ago but saw you're in person you're a little kid says I don't know but if Hashem sent you to me then obviously there has to be a reason why you crying my son is sick he's dying he's this he's that I need some R to bless him she says well listen why don't you call my brother ra he's connected to ra he lives two doors down he's call him so she calls he calls her back cuz he's in a at the same same time that R is talking to her I never knew that R FR exists I never knew he existed I was he was only a couple years old when I left Israel we never talked but anyway my mom cries to him and tells him my my my Sab story and ra says does he speak Hebrew she says yeah he speaks a little bit of Hebrew she says okay can I call him no he won't talk to you he doesn't talk to us barely at that very same moment which I find out later I decided to call my mom on the other line and she answers the phone hysterical crying I tell what's wrong IMO what's wrong says talk to him who talk to him to him who who's why are you crying about this what did he do just talk to him he can help you okay anyone can call me just stop crying so calls me and he tells me the story of Judah and tamama little do I know that he also knows that I'm married to a non-jew I like the story it's the first time I ever heard the story I was already in my late 20s not a very uh big compliment to my Torah knowledge at that point I like the story so I started asking him questions see if he answers I ask him business questions he answers I ask him Torah question he answers but he doesn't just answer like you'll ask me a question I'll answer you but I'll sometimes give you an answer with no s SCE he gives me a page number a book an exact year was written something amazing like I thought I was smart this guy is something out of this world so we talked for an hour and 40 minutes you're going to miss your story no he knows the story I'm just kidding we talked for an hour and 40 minutes was a very nice conversation and a week uh a week lady calls me at the same time Thursday at 4:00 we have a 3-hour conversation I ask him questions he gives me answers with a and he makes me feel good every time I ask a question he goes oh what a great question you know so and so asked the same question 852 years ago so I feel like oh yes of course of course he has the same question as [Music] me so he tells me the answer he tells me the source and I just start coming up with new questions I never even knew I had all these questions for the next nine months every Thursday at four o'clock where an average call between five to seven hours only questions and answers later on he tells me that he used to pray before the call to know the answers and I said what do you mean to know the answers you even know the page number and the guy and this and that he goes I didn't even know the questions I never asked the questions you asked I never cared about the stuff you did but when you asked them it was pretty good questions and hasm gave me the answers is what we call it the special you get when you do K so now how does RAB get into it so now a little by little I start learning to with him everything I learn I teach my wife who for some strange reason always wanted me to be a religious Jew even though she was not and she would tell me to stay home for the holidays and I tell why and people would ask me don't you want your wife to convert have Jewish children I said I'm not doing it why should I tell her to do it I'm not a hypocrite can't tell her to do something I'm not going to do it's not fair you can't just make somebody Jewish it's either they want to be Jewish or not you can't just make someone stop believing something I used to make fun of the Christianity in general I used to call it the remix you know they took our tour they mixed it up a little bit they made something new has mistakes in every single page as every one of you have seen in the debate was a nice K that's Eternal I think that's what they going to show when he gets to his at least the first part of his he's going to show him the debate see this this is a good one this got you the first few ones so now you can't just make somebody Stop Believing but now little by little I'm learning T and I'm I'm realizing that I start to smell something funny I start to smell the garbage that I'm in see the problem is when you're part of the garbage you don't smell anything you can't smell anything you're part of it you start leaving with some Torah you become a little bit half of a percent of a percent of a percent kados because you learned 7 hours a week you start smelling something funny so I start realizing there's something wrong with my picture maybe it is a problem so I start learning more and more Torah and I said you know what I guess my wife has to convert but how do I get that how do I get her to convert so I tell her you want to convert she goes no I don't think you can said no I I've heard somebody said you can convert she goes no no I don't think you could leave then it's a problem it's this it's that neither one of us knew anything she knew Proverbs by heart but you didn't know the conversion even existed no one ever knew you could leave idol worship we didn't even know it was idol worship so now I start learning about Christianity because I realized that you can't make someone stop believing something you can't just say listen you believe XYZ for 30 years okay stop and replace it with this it's not ice cream you can't just exchange after you took a bite because the guy's really nice you can't so first you have to prove that it's wrong and then you have to give them something good the problem is that in between there's nothing there's an emptiness and that's why most converts when they actually get to that point when they get to the point of nothing before they know the Torah is true 100% Divine there's a point of emptiness that's a disaster some of them really want to kill themselves during that time because you thought you had something and now you just realized your entire life was fake everything you believed your entire life is nothing it's just a mistake it's almost like a BAL Chua but not to some to the same extent and now there's something else but you're still not 100% sure so now you don't really have anything there's no purpose it's a very very difficult stage which is the reason why Hashem has special treatment for them and why they're mentioned in the Torah more than anything else and why even in amid we mention them before we mention us convert that chooses AEM is considered higher than a natural born Jew but a righteous convert not just any convert because they had a nice boyfriend from a Syrian family with a lot of money so now I start learning about Christianity and I become obsessive first RAB I went to was was a rabbi tovia singer he was very good speaks extremely fast which was my style I was a Wall Street guy I trained over 130 different salesmen I had all these people that was my style fast 150 M an hour telling me all these verses it's amazing I showed it to my wife after about 10 seconds she said okay thank you very much and not interested he talks too fast so then I had RAB fry give me uh some proofs that he can find because whatever I'm doing is not working he writes a whole letter with proofs and proofs and proofs and proofs and proofs and I read it to my wife she's hysterical crying and she says no thank you I like the Torah but it doesn't mean that I have to be Jewish I could still keep the Torah I continue to find different things one day after watching one video after another I get a recommended video on YouTube they have a part of this Mitzvah maybe the debate I said oh this looks interesting I press on a debate I watch the debate it's amazing but there's one problem until this until now I just thought that Christianity was second best like I didn't know what I knew now like now I've become obsessed with it for months and months and months and months and I'm learning all these things all these verses and everything else but the debate made me realize that it's outright fake it's not second best it's outright idol worship it's nothing so now the most important person in my most important person in my life is I worshiping without even knowing it now it's not having her convert so it makes my situation A little better with hem now I have to save her now it's different so I saw the first part of the debate and I say listen you got to watch this thing this is really good cuz all this time we've been learning some Torah she loves Torah but again you can't remove a belief so I show her the first part of the debate she struggles through the first one after the first one first you know it's three parts after the first one she says Nah I don't like the that that priest is a and the rabbi is arrogant just to let you know by now she's probably watched oh I would say at least 85 to 90% of all of rabbis M's lectures she's a big sadika she's the only Rabbi she watches but initially the Satan she hated him hated which is what the Satan does CU this was The Cure so now I argue with her and argue with her now for we've been together for many years at this point I think we were together for maybe eight or nine years never had one fight all of a sudden since this conversion stuff came up we have fights every single day and now I'm arguing with her for about a week and a half just to watch part two she watches part two unfortunately similar conclusion but there's a few good things in there that you can't really can't have answers for why does it say 75 instead of 70 people came down to to uh Egypt why is the in the wrong location why why why why there's no answers so now we're starting to remove the T cuz the first thing you have to do when you do kiru the first thing you have to do when you help somebody learn the truth is convince them and show them that they're wrong it's irrelevant if you're right if you're right and they feel they're right you're still not going to win first you have to completely prove them wrong you have to make them at least questions that maybe I'm wrong because as long as he thinks he's right there's no reason for him to change okay your Torah is good for you thank you very much it's not for me because I think that what my lifestyle is of driving to besset because my Rabbi doesn't say anything of giving a bar mitma to my dog because I saw it on YouTube eating McDonald's whenever I want I think it's fine this is the problem so you have to show them that they're wrong there's something wrong here God said something else he said says you have to take the you have to take the T everywhere not not just do them you have to take them every when you're on vacation you still have to be religious when you go to Israel you still have to be religious when you move somewhere else you have to be religious you have to take the Torah with you everywhere it's not optional it's not a uh Hobby so now that I realized that getting to part three is not going to happen and by the way until this day you never watch part three but now we have some questions so I start researching more and more getting more questions getting more questions and she's at a point where she says listen I just need some type of sign from Hashem in the Torah I believe the Torah is a 100% true never question it in my life but I need something from the Torah that tells me this is the right thing now hasem told us in Deuteronomy chapter 4 if you look for me with all of your heart and all of your soul you'll find me but not just if you look for me even after you've made all of the sins in the world to the point where you worship the god of wood the man-made God of wood and the man-made God of stone which by the way as we know from the r it's Christianity and Islam even after you make all those sins and chapter 4 verse four four uh chapter 4: 29 from there you will seek Hashem your God and you will find him if you search for him with all your heart and all your soul which means if you want to find AEM you have to actually look not like you look for the cat behind the garbage you don't find him okay I'll buy new one you have to actually dedicate your life to finding hasem and that's what we started doing so 24 hours a day we're looking for hem 24 hours a day I'm I'm learning to I'm trying to sleep maybe 2 three hours a day and becoming very very obsessive and a little bit of crazy she's wake you know she goes to sleep wakes up at a normal hour and I'm like this honey look I have more proofs what what do you want have more proofs look look there's this there this so then one day hasem obviously after enough tears a lot of Tears a lot of prayers a lot of arguments Hashem finally sends his salvation YouTube recommends another video It's called Torah and science so now the Torah and Science by itself should be a lecture just the uh the story about my about what happened with Torah and science we watch well I tell listen Torah and science we actually been reading Rabbi zamir Cohen's book you know every uh you know every so often we read a few pages know we like science we like Torah it's nice seems interesting okay all right fine put it on already same arrogant guy okay fine I'll read we watch part one there's three parts Again part one both of us at the end of it amazed we didn't know all this stuff existed really this is what it says we're looking at verses we're showing something out of this world it's the most amazing thing that you could ever imagine the best experience ever like wow we have to watch part two it's 2:00 in the morning click on part two doesn't work look look for it somewhere else click on part two doesn't work Satan's working overtime now I have a little bit of a scratch just so you know I'm the kind of person that reads the preface of a book and it says the project of M Heritage Foundation and the names of all the people that contributed all the way to the end of the book I read everything I'm the guy they wrote it for so now I I think there's at least one guy maybe somebody else reads it but I think I'm the only guy but anyway I have to do things in order a little bit of a scratch so now part two doesn't work we can't watch part three but I'm seeing her she's really interested I'm like you know what part one was so good all right you know what let's just watch part three watch part three now we know for sure the Torah is divine there's no question at all God is real the Torah is the do arent but we still have we're missing something now she knows that there's a problem with Christianity but she still didn't get the sign she still didn't get to 100% but she do she did get to emptiness she got to nothing so she prayed that night that hasem either show her the sign show her proof give her something or kill her because she doesn't want me to go to Gom because she knows that if she stays with me I'm going to Gom and she can't deal with the fact that she has to leave me so that's what she prays for now her prayers they actually get to sh hopefully mine get to the ceiling the next morning hasem answers her she wakes up horrible mood and I finally found at 6 6:00 in the morning lecture number two Works she's all angry I'm like honey I got number two I got number two she okay you know what fine fine fine we watched number one and two one and three he wasn't so bad this time fine I watched number number two number two if anyone remembers is when R mizi talks about the Torah codes but not only talks about the Torah codes he talks about the very same chapter that I just read to you chapter 4 in Deuteronomy right before if you seek for Hashem you'll find him before that Hashem in verse 27 says hem will scatter you among the people and you will be left few in number among the Nations where Hashem will lead you there you will serve Gods the handiwork of man of wood and stone which do not see and do not hear and do not eat eat and do not smell here M showed in the Hebrew obviously which I'll read in the second is the only place that you can actually see not only that it's obvious who the false god of wood is we don't need to be a genius to figure that one out or the false god of stone is which according to Christianity they don't read this part apparently because no one knows this but in the Torah codes you could actually find both of their names inside this verse if you skip 49 letters you go you start from their feats the he is the first letter you skip 49 letters you get to you skip 49 letters I believe if I remember correctly 49 letters and you uh um you get to the me that's Mecca same word AIT which is the first word Hashem will scatter meaning you start with the ud skip 49 letters you get to shama which is Shen you skip 49 letters you you get to which is the same ending word that you found Mecca in the me you find V you find JC he always wanted a place in the Torah he goes he got himself a place right next to idol worship for me it was pretty cool I mean I've seen some Torah codes before but for her it was everything if there was a b next to her she would convert on the spot but not like a convert like listen I'm not so sure maybe this maybe that day one everything learning everything became the biggest s that I personally know love has been telling all of you for years spend some time doing kiru I left everything that I could possibly think of dream of and everything that I was good at to make the biggest investment in my life which is all my time do I wasn't a fool I knew how to invest I can go back to Wall Street and make money but that's not what Hashem sent me for training he sent me to Wall Street for 16 years to train to teach me to speak and to eventually create more Jews we have a lot of businessmen in the world we don't have enough Jews now that CD that someone gave that person that sponsored this Shu the person that taped it the person that's handing it out changed my life and for the last few years we've been doing kiru been trying to help people do chuva and and tomorrow one of my students is going to the bed and converting so every one of us needs to know one thing if you do K and I'll finish it off with this you could all take it into account in the Jeremiah tells us verse 19 Hashem is telling us a little bit about kiru most of us have a hard time either doing chuv in the beginning it's hard for us to builda it's hard for us to change our surroundings it's hard for us to connect 100% takes time takes effort have to sweat you have to look for AEM with all of your heart and all of your soul he really meant it when he wrote it soem says there is a little bit of help that I can give you if you do something small therefore thus said Hashem if you repent I'll bring you back and L you and let you stand before me meaning your Chua is always accepted even if someone that's someone that's making other people sin even though doesn't have the same as we learned from he could still do Chua chuva is open for everyone even if he gets to point of doing idol worship he could still do chuva obviously has to suffer and go to a tun but nonetheless chuva is available and hasem says once you finish your Chua you complete your chuva you'll stand right next to me I'll accept you like all of my Jews my entire nation but if you bring forth an honorable person meaning a righteous person from a glutton then you will be like my mouth if you do chuva you'll stand next to me eventually complete your chuva it's a big deal but if you help someone else do CH what does you'll be like my mouth mean the midash has many many things about it and so does the and so does several other books but I'll read only a couple things to give you a little bit understanding the mid on on 116 uses this verse it says hasem says to theim I am the Creator the ones that do kiru I'm the creator of the worlds and bring back the dead you're the same your prayers just like ra M has been telling us for many many years that the people in thear that are named by name they were able to revive the dead it's not that they had power but their prayers got a VIP treatment which means that if you spend time every day out of your busy schedule to help one of his children whether it's by giving him a CD helping a cuve rabbi that's changed my life and I'm sure many of yours or all of yours supporting kiru putting links if you're already on the internet enough with the sports and maybe put some links for the you spend some time every day not just once a week once in a while but every day doing something for arrange get people to come something hasem says you have a special deal your prayers that haven't been answered you have the secret spend some time doing kiru the zor says if people knew the value of helping somebody do chuva they'd run around in the streets like crazy people looking for looking for people that are not religious in one of the that said he said someone that's a sadik that's born into right family goes to school becomes a very righteous person a big sadik he gets to the which is right next to the angels of God gets right next to them nice place but someone that's a star meaning a star is using seph Danel as a source in several other places a star a star is someone that spends time doing K he gets to a level higher than he's the only one there's only room for him only kiru people are there it's a big deal when I was in the Wall Street the only only thing I did is invest that's all I knew and I'm sure all of you know a little bit of Torah I'm sure all of you know a few people that are not religious and there's a very big disparagement between the religious and non-religious world people that are religious think that the non-religious just don't want to do it they don't realize that most of them just don't know so the only thing I can tell you is that if you have some Torah knowledge if you have some discs if you you have some money if you have some time if you have anything if you care about Hashem you have to spend 5 minutes a day doing kiru five minutes five minutes you're not asking for an hour you're not asking for anyone to become the next big dasan unless you can but five minutes a day do K because we have to save 15 million people ra M can't do it by himself I came to help and I can't do even a qut of what he did so we need some more we need to build an army if everyone spends 5 minutes a day sending discs giving discs giving links out sending text messages you know putting WhatsApp groups together Gathering sh doing something every one of your prayers will be answered and hopefully we could be sharing with amen