Purpose of Life In A Purposeless World - MUSSAR Pirkei Avot (74)

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disclosing the horrors that are actually happening behind the scenes and um it's really getting to a point where it's just disgusting it's just disgusting it's just a disgusting world uh people I guess they don't even know the story of Adam and Adam and Eve Adam and Eve as soon as they made their sin they got they ate from the uh tree of knowledge and immediately the Torah says they realized they were naked and they were ashamed as soon as they had know they got shame apparently this generation lost the shame somewhere because people have no shame they have no shame when they get dressed they have no shame the way they behave they have no shame with the way they conduct their business uh I uh actually had a conversation with my R uh just um the other day about this and uh it's mamash very hard for me to M any vendor any vendor any lawyer any contractor anyone I've ever done business with that I could say you know what that's a guy I'll recommend that's an honest person that's someone I would do business with again and you know I've done business with many many people in my life and I'm not just talking about my past life when I'm talking about right now still now still right the second still people now it's it's impossible to honestly recommend someone to anyone if you like the person that you're you're you know you want you want like somebody you want to help him out right if you like somebody you can't recommend anybody to him why because it's almost impossible to find anyone that conducts business honestly it's only a matter of time before they do something wrong it's only a matter of time they steal they do this they overcharge M it's impossible very hard very hard so it's a uh if I'm recommending you if I'm recommending anyone to anybody you know this guy honest like Fidel I recommend why recommend Fidel Fidel is honest what does he do Fidel is in real estate he's honest not because he's next to me anyway he's Hest person definitely but other people you deal with all the time accountants lawyers this that it's impossible it's impossible it's very difficult so the Sodom and gamorra we learned about in the Paras continues continues to grow today unfortunately um and uh the continues to win continues collecting more and more souls but we've always asked the question all of us have asked the question why is it that the wicked people the people that go against theem why is it that they Prosper why doesm let them live why you just kill all of them and that's it finish it make it geden again or at the very least why they why is he allowing them to drive Ferraris and Bentley on Shabbat nonetheless give them a flat tire at the least blow up their engine get them toad get them whatever parking ticket that never goes away I don't know Comfort whatever do something come he lets them go and on the other hand why do people that are actually righteous trying to do the the right thing they're trying to follow the Torah sometimes you see them suffer health issues and all types of other problems it's a big question so this is going to be one of the things we're going to talk about today uh along with the par along with some questions you have as well but before I continue I don't want to forget because it's a very very special uh thing I uh a dear friend of mine Rabbi Daniel herco from California just came out with a uh series of CDs now he does lectures he has a series already going on for some time uh short lectures that range usually about a half hour or so each something like that sometimes longer but sometimes less but he has I I think this series is going on for maybe over 150 lectures so far uh about but not just uh opinion about hey you shouldn't do it guys 150 times Rabbi Dan goes into the depths of on the and he goes detail after detail what it's actually says I haven't I haven't listened or watched all of the lectures but a few that I heard he says and uh he did a few lectures maybe six lectures about about rabbis when people say l about rabbis hey I don't like this Rabbi hey this Rabbi is a jerk hey this Rabbi talks too much hey this Rabbi looks funny whatever people say all types of things about rabbis people make comments on the internet about rabbis yesterday you know I always uh like to uh um look at the comments after the shes on live or on YouTube I look at the comments I don't always reply most of the time I don't reply there's too many comments I can't reply to all of them but uh I like to look at the comments what people say also I like to see who's watching so people say uh hi from Malaysia somebody in Malaysia is watching it's unbelievable somebody in Malaysia is learning toah with us hi from Tahiti hi from buenos Ares hi from Texas hi from all different place around the world people watching and they make some nice comments and uh but once in a while you got this manal that has to go in there there's always a manal there's always someone that's despicable there always someone that's despicable that has to ruin the party sometimes they bring their idol worship say oh JC peny go worship him so some people respond to them yeah if we worship him we go to Gom why do we want to do it go away so sometimes they try to missionizing a group and uh I always tell people don't reply to these people they feed off of your reply if you don't reply they go away it's like a fly goes away eventually go away but if you respond to them you're telling them there some action over here and their whole goal is being amalik what's the what's the goal of Amal what's the goal of Amal amal's goal is to cool you down that's his goal am's goal is not to kill you physically am's goal is to kill you spiritually to cool you down make you have questions make sure that you're not paying attention to the answers make sure that you're not doing chuva so if you're answering these idiots that are talking about all types of other nonsense you're not listening to the T you're not listening to the what are you doing online then might as well go read a book so don't answer these people ever if you're ever online watching the sh don't answer anybody in general don't talk on the on the comments you want to say hi say hi that you know I know that you watched but in general don't don't uh do be in a discussion on the thing because it defeats the whole point of you watching the lecture you're not going to listen to the lecture at the end the whole point is the lecture not talking to people you want to teach go do a sh of your own some people go on there and they come to teach oh you know I heard this and then somebody else ends them oh yeah but I heard something else oh you realize you're disturbing 3,000 people right now with you're coming ding ding ding ding every two seconds disabled not everybody knows how to disable it not everybody else is uh young and smart like you not everybody knows how to disable I don't know how to do it I don't know how to disable comments so the thing is though is that people make stupid comments and sometimes they make comments that is most surprising but not surprising what surprising surprising they're actually religious Jews and they don't like to hear the truth so yesterday for example this so-called religious Jew makes a comment I was talking about modesty in last night's year and I was explaining to women how this the skirts have to be long and so on and so forth and this person probably a woman uh did not like it and she says uh you should be ashamed of yourself the the length of a woman's skirt is none of your business so why are we if if if it's none of my business why are we learning to are then nothing is my business nothing is your business nothing's anybody's business go to back to Sodom and Gomorrah do whatever you want why are you a religious Jew then you tell people what the is you tell people what the truth is and they don't like to hear it sometimes so people make these types of comments now why do I mention this why it's this whole intro for is that the problem with making such a comment is that to me I don't really care I laugh at it it's funny to me I think it's very sad that people think that their comment against me is actually gonna they actually think it's going to change my mind or I'm GNA stop talking about it or anything doesn't change anything for me the problem is not me the problem is with Hashem why is the problem with Hashem because when you make a comment publicly against a rabbi that could easily discourage another person from watching him you now took that person's soul and it's in your hands that Rabbi could have easily helped that person do chuva he had the right words hem gave him the right words to say that that specific person it's gonna say ah you know what I'm gonna do chuva oh Shabbat I I never knew it's that serious I'm gonna start keeping it oh I never knew it's that serious I'm going to stop talking so much oh I didn't know that Hashem wanted me to be honest with my business even if it's with this people don't know so sometimes there's a specific speaker that's going to say what you need to hear now if that speaker logged on and he saw that's the first comment he saw that someone made a negative comment about the rabbi it's like a who wants to be a part of this people don't like this guy so he turns it off what is he he turns on uh I don't know a show about ducks being rescued from the highway instead he doesn't do Chua whose fault is it it's not the rabbi's fault whose fault is it it's the imbecile that made the comment thinking that they're going to change something only thing they changed is they changed their guned into G that's the only thing they changed a person can lose their in a second one second they can lose their the people that went against DAV that we talked about last time I was here they were heads of the S they weren't just regular people sometimes keep Shabbat some sometimes not maybe go to the casino a few times a year no these were head these were why the RA in he says someone says once in a while has a Dean it's very horrible horrible sin of course we're not talking this what he says his language of course we're not talking about someone that talks on a regular basis because him there's nothing to speak of he has no someone that speaks once in a while could potentially loses depends how great how horrible it is someone that speaks it regularly has no chance no chance hey how are you oh did you see what she was wearing ing oh did you see how much money he made hey did you see how much he did this and is G you keep shabash three you have in your head you keep Shabbat every day seven days a week you have Shabbat it's not going to help you say people destroying the sh someone said this story in the name of Socrates that was uh doubt the uh name dropping that people have but let's say it's his name says somebody came to him and said hey I have a uh story to tell you about your friend he said wait before you tell me the story I want to ask you a few questions sure is it true is the story you're about to tell me about my friend true true he says to be honest with you I'm not really sure not sure if it's true or I heard it from somebody else okay is what you're about to tell me a compliment about my friend it's something good about my friend because no quite the opposite it's actually he was caught doing something wrong is uh no it's definitely not a compliment is what you're about to say third question is about what you're about to say is it useful for me is it going to help me in my life he says come to think of it probably not no it's really not going to affect you in any way because so let me get this straight you're about to tell me something about my friend that you're not really sure is true you didn't verify you didn't see it with your own eyes it's definitely not a compliment to my dear friend it's not going to help my friend and it's not going to help me that's that's that's 99.9% of the time that's now Rabbi Dan is here to help you Rabbi Dan made a series these are three CDs more going to come out it's 150 lectures you have to watch this stuff it's short lectures 15 minutes I half hour on the way to work in the gym what you have to listen to this stuff sometimes two three times same lecture because IM delves into the why this why this why this so now you don't go up to and he say oh no no they didn't tell me they didn't tell me they told you if CD how much free free can save your for free so I brought you some anyone didn't get I have more of so you have that it's on YouTube he has a website also uh he's also on my in my groups uh the uh WhatsApp groups he posts in my WhatsApp groups so it's a uh he does some really good stuff some really good work and he's a lover of hem he's a lover of and there's not many people like that in the world unfortunately so when you find somebody good you go so now we'll start off with your questions and then we will move on Go Go's so you say all the names and then say say in the first place what's the difference amen say why do I say why don't I say all of them right from the beginning technically you can technically you can but then you wouldn't feel so special then the people that come that want me to bless their mother or their father or their sister or their daughter or their son or something like that they wouldn't feel it special uh plus there's more kavana plus there addition to that is also more kavana when you're saying a general statement it's not as significant as when you have a uh you know a more specified blessing for a person so there's also more cavana on a specific person when you're saying it you're supposed to have a kavana on the person that particular person with that name hasem should bless them why in the Merit of this this Torah that we're learning have a seat in the Merit of this that we're learning they're going have so you have a little more when you thinking about these people so go ahead yeah um and now the only honest person I know in business now we talking about the death as it is if there any space between the death as it is I mean death person or there something in between what happens after you die in so many words yeah yeah after you die you go straight there it's a process before that right okay all right that's my question if it's in a space there there is a space there is several places that a person can go to in short um there is a uh Gom each one of them has seven Parts but there's also parts that are outside of Gan Gom one of them is called kafak kafak unlike most of Gom which is in essence a place for for a person to cleanse their soul I really don't like to use that word cleanse their soul because it almost makes it seem like fun it almost makes it seem like maybe we should go spend a weekend there to see what happens like a like a spa like a spa like a retreat because the reality of it is that the best part of Gom is worse than all of the bad that ever happened in this world for everyone put together the best part of Gom so no one should ever aspire to ever go there and unfortunately sometimes when people use incorrect language to describe it it uh it distorts the facts there's actually a article that was written on a kabad website uh several years ago this is may be going back at least five six years um about uh do Jews believe in hell do Jews believe in Gom and the guy that wrote it mamash distorted the facts outright lied uh made Gom sound like a vacation now I made a comment and I provided a bunch of sources this is already many years ago but this was completely the opposite of everything that I learned so it's either everything I learned is a complete lie again or this guy is lying most likely he's lying because Aral is not lying the is not lying my ra is not right I can't be all these people are lying and this little uh kab guy is everything's okay everybody goes to a washing machine and everything's okay so he wrote article it's a washing machine washing machine the way he described it sound like a fun place like a uh one of these uh water parks so I wrote some comments and he responded to me privately we went back and forth a few times and then he just stopped responding and they they never put my comments on the site now the article gets reposted every year so you could go see it now it gets reposted every year gets re-email to every everybody every year and it's the same garbage every year people are led to believe that it's uh Gom or Hell or whatever they want to call it is uh is not a part of Judaism or if it is it's not so bad this is this is as far from the truth as you can possibly get any place that you read about it whether it's from Rashi himself the commentator Rashi that's you know it's a uh uh or you read it you know commentary of Rashi is black white it's not uh his opinion he doesn't use his opinion black or white tells you what this Rashi made some commentary on it in the or you see thear itself or the or the or the several different places there's many places that talk about it um and even in M books like talks about it we not talk about details details like but they talk that you know no one says it's a washing machine that's an invention of this current generation of Care Bear rabbis so anyone that tells you that it's going to be okay and G is just the stopping it's not such a big deal doesn't know anything you're not allowed to ever listen to him again about anything not even directions to them all why because he's a li liar he's Mas a liar he's either ignorant which means you shouldn't learn from an ignorant person or he's a liar which is even worse so uh unfortunately this stuff has to be said it has to be said because people are living their whole life not realizing it's a mistake so you need to know the cost of the steak before you order it if you go to a restaurant and you see there's no price on the menu you're going to order everything but if the waiter says to you hey sir sir before you order everything on the menu you should turn it around it says the prices on everything and you see the minimum is $100 minimum is $100 for every item all of a sudden you're like oh hold on a second hold on a second you got six bucks in your pocket a credit card you're not really sure if there's any money on like you know what can I just have the salad can I just have the salad it's also $99 oh no can I the salad from the next the guy that left it over the guy that left the guy left he left over some salad he didn't eat the whole thing can I have his salad you're not going to order anything why cuz now you realize the cost you realize the price you real the price of how much it's going to cost to order from this restaurant if you don't know the cost of a sin in this world you're gonna make every sin known to man Kevin spacy is gonna be a sadik in your eyes you understand and that's the illusion that people have Shalom he says you know people like to use Parables Parables gives you a image an imagery of some point that someone is trying to prove to you uh and also from uh search for truth Des says these Parables it's a nice way for you to understand the point through some type of imagery he says the saddest thing in life is when someone lives a parable where their whole life their whole life they believed something only to realize at the end the whole thing was wrong the whole thing was a lie the whole thing was a lie so as far as reward and Punishment there is reward and punishment that reward and punishment is not Justa it's also this world there's this world there's the next World the next world has several places kaf is one of those places we're not going to go into the details but in so many words it's pure suffering there's nothing good about it it's not a washing machine there's no washing nothing it's pure suffering so no one goes there but the reality is if you don't do chuv there's no other place for you so the stops of where someone goes are very very extraordinary the book has a story of sadik sadik went to shamim of sham they said you know what you sadik you imagine sh you go shadik here everybody calls you sadik sadik they call you why because you donated $10,000 they call you sadik because you told only $110,000 even though your business is prostitution and pedophilia they cuz you you donated $10,000 so there's no no such thing if they say you're sadik but you made a few little sins a few little sins you have a choice you could either go to G for three days three days in G three not three 30,000 years three days or you go back in a Gil reincarnate a again and live a whole new life but now you risk a whole thing all over again maybe you're not going to beik next time three days and get know people think that it's an exaggeration when we say that you know Gom can be very long time the Rashi says in thear they say that if we look at am is when we made the sin of theim the spies they went to Kanan which was later called Israel and they said said L about what about rocks they say about God they say about is they say about what they say about rocks it said this a land that eats the people it's not good hasem punished them for 40 years in the desert and the actual people the actual people that said horrible horrible punishment horrible punishment we said it a few weeks ago I don't want to repeat it so much horrible gave me a nightmare this punishment that they had so now how long was this sin they went there for 40 days they went to Canan for 40 days Rashi says from here we learn what the consequence for our punishment is what's the consequence they sit for 40 days even though the sin itself took 40 seconds they said land is not good 40 seconds it took but they went for 40 days got punished for 40 years so when you tell people listen Gom is 3,000 years 2,000 years 5,000 years for even people are like no come on you're exaggerating we're exaggerating look at the books look at the books 40 days they went away they said something that took 40 seconds everyone got punish for 40 years so it's important to know the price why cuz like we talked about last night it's time to make a choice it's time to make a choice you want to be a rasa Go full force go be a rasa go go be you want to be tadik be tadik don't be in the middle stop with the middle stop with the half a half a Jew stuff sometimes you're a Jew sadik sometimes you're a stop pick pick a pick a side I know it's hard I know trust me it's hard for me it's hard for everyone but you have to pick a side meaning you have to try your best it's time to try your best it's time to try your best I'm not saying become tomorrow but you have to try stop playing 5050 stop playing on both sides stop playing on both sides at least try to play on on the right side at all times or if you're going to be a GU just be a GU the whole way already why you going to G home anyway what's the difference so that's that's the thing that people need to understand you have to pick a side why cuz we're running out of time hm is exposing all of the losers in the world he's exposing sodam for what it really is he's exposing sodam last week's exposed sod he just said sod and gamor and he said the leaders had some weird names one was RA one was rash wasn't exact but he didn't say this is the worst place on Earth yet yet just mentioned it like on the side this week's par says this is the worst place on Earth Sodom and Gomorrah this is us until now all of us were like not so sure how bad is the world is it really good is it bad are there still good people there's still good communities and there all in doubt right now hasm is exposing everyone if you're rash it's only a matter of time before hm is going to expose you that's one of the ne of what's going to happen at the end of days all of these even if they're religious or they pretend to be religious they were they're going to be exposed which means we have to make a choice we have to pick a side where do you want to be if we're in the middle time to pick a want to be rash be R want to be tadik be tadik we see that people that this Kevin spy think to me is a big thing it's a big sign and the reason why he's a f very famous actor for decades now his Persona in the world in general was not only as a very skilled talented actor and so on and so forth but people viewed him as he's one of the Legends look up to him he's the uh you know he was at the height of his career and he has some Big Show on uh you know Netflix or something he's literally at the height of his career he's at the top right now he's never been greater than he is right now until what was just announced hey by the way you raped some boy 30 years ago and he completely cares less about it saying oh okay yeah maybe I did maybe I didn't I don't know if I did I'm sorry like M like no care in the world no shame no shame and by the way everyone I'm gay that's what he says like this is the day you decide to to so it's like Hashem told us in the in the few weeks ago or a couple of months ago that someone that desecrates his name in secret when he exposes them he's going to expose them in public this is exactly that he made something 30 years ago he forgot about it maybe he really did forget about it who knows he was probably so high or drunk forgot about it 30 years ago he brought him all the way to the top all the way to the top because the fall is much harder and he's not the only one there's plenty of others that came before him and are going to follow after to him this is not the first story this is a famous story it's happening right now as we speak so the what many people aspire to be whether it's famous Hollywood stars or athletes or business people or very very rich all of the things that people aspire to be unfortunately when they don't realize the truth Hashem is exposing what it really means oh showed up oh here we go so AEM is really exposing what it really means to achieve those goals of Fame and Fortune is that really going to be good for you or should you have actually reached for a different goal now the confusing part is that people think that the Wicked the Kevin speak AES of the world the the molesters of the world the thieves of the world the Liars of the world [Music] are technically benefiting they have money they have what's perceived as power they have what's perceived as a good life no one really knows what's happening behind the scenes until you have a suicide note and a body next to it no one knew that many of these actors that killed themselves in the last few months or singers that have killed themselves in the last few months no one knew that life was so bad for them at least not the general public so people aspire to be them Hashem is exposing it to in a higher level than ever before in a higher speed than ever before because he's giving am and anyone that's part of the righteous of the world he's given everyone a fair chance a fair chance to pick a side so before we decide which side we're going to be on what we're going to do we have to answer the question is it possible for us to know why they Prosper if they're Wicked is it possible for us to know why sometimes people that are trying to do chuva are trying to do good suffer it looks like it's supposed to be the opposite so it's time for us to really uh answer some of these questions because that may help our decision so give me a couple of more questions and will start answering some of this Mish go goad there is a guy who says that the Jews we supposedly learn how to dress up doing po from the Christians we learned how to dress anim from the Christians and therefore that becomes some kind of justification to go according to the way of Halloween since this is what we're in right now and he has a bunch of people that are following him that are in agreement with him and he supp he's Jewish um we learned how to dress from the Christians I don't think so because the the uh the root of Halloween is idol worship uh and also different things that are bad say so I don't think that righteous Jews will learn anything from them uh but in essence the uh the whole uh uh dressing of uh of of ping all starts with really the um it's not just uh today's tradition of dressing up is very different than the original dressing the original dressing was in in essence for people to um replicate the characters in meila so people would dress like Estel people like dress like M people dress like Haman people because it would be a play so every house would have a little play or communities would have a play to act the part act like be part of the Miga become one of the Milla live the Ness live the miracle now in today's generation and even in the last couple of generations they've uh they've added more to it where people dress up like other things too whether it's uh like ninjas like when I was a kid every kid would be a ninja or a rock star today they're superheroes they're X-Men they're whatever there's nothing wrong with it uh but the original dressing up part is a Jewish custom as far as dressing up like other things I don't I don't believe that's a that's we learned from the Christians that's just people just decide to do other characters um we're also less religious in general so the most um popular holidays are the less religious holidays so puim and kanuka are the most popular holidays for all Jews even the ones that are not religious because they look like fun you don't actually have to do anything uh religious if you will so that's that's the thing but as far as learning uh to dress up because of uh Halloween I don't I don't believe that there is really uh not to my knowledge at least if he has sources and stuff like that I can look into it but to my knowledge it's the two have nothing to do with each other go ahead I heard it's only a if what you spoke about actually caus harm to the person no that's M oh no there's there's different there many many many different levels many many different levels right there's many different levels uh is something you can never learn enough about uh to be honest with you with the exception of um lectures and speaking to my wife I generally try to not talk uh and the reason why is because I know if it's not what else you going to talk about that's the tells you that in your head if you're not going to talk about this guy or that guy or this one or that what else are you going to talk about what else is there to talk about in the world that's what the tells you well you're not going to talk about you you hear what he did do you hear what she did so that's the thing so it's very hard not to talk if you're a talker and I'm a talker so I choose not to talk learn T teach T speak to my wife a little bit every day for for for to know what's going on make sure everything's okay that's the only again it's not it's not it's not necessarily that uh you do cha and you become overly righteous it's just that you have to get to know your yet nowm gave me the ability to speak hm gave everyone a different gift some people he gave them certain gifts some people gave other gifts me G me ability to speak but that could be used as a sword either to kill myself or to kill the it depends I could either say and words of T going to help people do chuv save their souls without hem change their life change their marriages improve their everything or I could M commit suicide by talking about other people all day every day destroy their lives and everything else so that's the thing so that that same gift that hasm gives you can be used for both things someone that likes blood there's some people that have a nature they like blood they could become a butcher they become a surgeon it's fine kosher or they could become a serial killer or they could work for Isis same thing so that nature that Hashem instilled in you can be used for good or bad and is a very very dangerous thing it's very dangerous so it's uh it's very hard not to do it that's why it's important to just m limit your words limit the amount you talk the actually says in several places uh that you were only given a certain amount of words in your life so with the exception of which you can say an unlimited amount the amount of nonsense meaning everything other than Torah that you can say in your life is actually already accounted for in shamay meaning there's a certain amount of words that you're going to be able to say in your lifetime so we're just going to throw a number let's say if it's a billion words someone that likes to talk about nothing every day he likes to talk about the baseball and the basketball and the football and the shows and the Netflix's and the news and who's the next politician and who's the greatest politician and what's the next uh conspiracy theory and what's the current conspiracy theory and all the things that he likes to talk about fine he should just know he's killing himself because every time he talks about those things the account keeps going lower and lower so he thinks everything is fine he's only 25 30 40 years old he thinks he's got at least another 40 50 years to go now realizing that the amount of words full of garbage that came out of his mouth just cut his life in half so that's another reason why it's not good idea to talk too much why does he just die and not become mute why does he become mute meaning oh as a as that's that's tun no there's definitely different types of tun thear says that the uh one of the things that uh uh one of the places in the we learn about G it's not the exactly the talk about all the gim all the details of it not that I know all the details but the several different consequences can happen to a person that doesn't follow the way of hem doesn't complete their mission and uh oh actually we forgot to say the end of that story uh yeah so we had the sadik and they told them you're a sadik good job but you made a few sins so you could either reincarnate have a whole new life as another person or you could go to Gom for three days now reincarnation could be in several different things it could be in several different levels someone because you have several different forms of life you have the do Dom means still life something that doesn't move a rock there are and rocks there are actual n that come back as a gig as rocks sometimes they're in the walls the says that someone that doesn't learn Tor when he could he comes back as the wall why wall in mid he's forced to listen to all day it's not funny comes back as the wall mid CU he talked all the time on his phone during the say okay now you're going to actually can't talk you're going to be beess all day you can't talk now why you're the wall it's not it's crazy says this they come back as the walls they want to scream they have Shon of humans it's not a wall what's another place we see from in science there are different places around the world deserts there's proof of this where they see rocks moving now they don't move like you and me they move very very slowly so where to the naked eye you can't see it so how do they know they move because they leave they leave cameras there or they don't even leave cameras they come back months or years later and they see the rocks move from one place to the other from one end to the other and there's marks there's streaks on the ground there's streaks on the ground you could see this on the internet how did this rock move these are Boulders not like little tiny little rock that you can throw like the Palestinians throw a Jews all day we're talking about Boulders giant rocks move from place to place why is inside those rocks some people try to explain that these rocks move because of rain and this and it's so that's one G says someone can come back in a as a wall as a wall another higher form of life is plant Tre tree someone come back as a tree how are they going to finish their G someone that was a heretic went against the Tor maybe they're going to cut him up after he grows a tree for 100 years make him into a seph t who knows maybe that's his tun whatever it's going to be the point is it's not a it's not a it's not a reward it's a punishment another one is a k somewh k k is alive what's alive an animal a cow a dog come back as dogs people say come back as dogs people that uh waste seed come back as dogs people that go with into marriage come back as dogs these specifically come back as dogs some are other animals reason why is because dogs are very promiscuous animals so all those guys that haven't listened to the Shure about wasting seed yet that we made or they listen they still waste seed you should watch the sh because you don't want to come back as a dog I know I'm going to get hammered by people that hate me about these these these things that I'm saying but this is this is tor it's not my my opinion and several other places talk about this uh as well also um the next level is someone speaks Human Being Human Being we're not talking about a parrot or monkey someone human being speaks someone that speaks is the next level someone that speaks human being he has a he has a he has a good and bad if he's a Jew if he's not it's a different type of inclination but nonetheless the someone that speaks has the ability to determine between good and bad so a cow the way that it could fix itself because it can't do much is simply by being slaughtered by a Jew and then sold his kosher meat but if someone stole money there's someone uh I'm sorry he told the story and then it transferred story actually goes all the way from the bmov the bmov bov bov bov went to one of uh his students to visit one of his students and the student had horses you saw the guy has a lot of horses many many horses but he sees one horse this horse looks for work not only works he's looking for more work sometimes you have employees they look for excuses not to work most of the time people think that it's a good job if they don't do anything all day they tell you I have the best job why I don't do anything all day by the way you're a thief if you have that kind of a job where they pay you and you don't do anything all day you're a thief you have to come back and because you're stealing from them every day if they're paying you to do something and you're looking for ways not to do something meaning you're not doing the work they're paying you to do you're Thief G Gan you're going to come back as a g now if you have nothing to do they tell you they pay you to be uh a security guard security guard Waits until somebody comes and uh he has to be a security guard with him it's fine that's what you're paid to do if you're waiting for a customer to show up fine no problem but if they're paying you to let's say write a program if they're paying you to let's say watch the kids if they're paying you to be a banker and you're instead watching YouTube videos even if it's first of all there's nov you're not getting the you learned second of all you're a thief why you're taking their money for not doing the work so what happened if somebody did that one time the B says I went to one of my students and I saw he has a bunch of horses I was looking for a horse because I had to make a trip I was looking for a new horse I looked at all the horses and my student says Rabbi take whatever you want whatever horse you want take go that one the guy starts crying the B the student starts crying hysterical go for the please please anything take 500 horses don't take him 5 take 500 hor don't take this horse from me 500 horses don't take this horse this horse he wakes me up to give so I can give him more work to do the rest of the horse is looking for vacation this one looks for work he wakes me up so he wants I've never had a horse like this this horse wants to work non-stop he doesn't want to go to sleep he doesn't want to take vacations doesn't want to eat all he wants to do is work all day he goes I want that horse please take another horse is there any way you can take another horse goes no I want this horse I want this horse so he says honestly it's only because of you going to give you the horse so after he says okay you sold it to me sell it to you it's okay now I have to ask you a question you're you're you're a neighbor you're a neighbor right he goes yeah Shalom he died yeah goes your neighbor did he owe you some money did your neighbor owe owe you some money goes oh yeah skin no I sold him a few things and he gave me uh some money and it wasn't enough he never gave me all the rest of the money then he died before he paid me the rest of the balance he died before he paid me the rest he was an honest guy nice guy nice guy but before he died he didn't pay me the rest of the balance she says do you forgive him because of course yeah was my friend nice guy sadik nice guy I liked him a lot he just he died me SK what can he do pay me from ganed goes exactly maybe maybe he's not pay from goes you forgive him go of course I forgive I forgive you no problem he says as soon as he said I forgive him three times the horse died on the spot the horse died on the spot the guy starts crying goes what happened to my horse he goes that was him he had to come back in to pay you back the money that's why I wanted him that's why I wanted him because if he was still yours you wouldn't say yet would convince you would convince you to not say it to not forgive him so you steal there's a big consequence for it it's a big consequence someone speaks they have the ability to determine right and wrong not like a horse if they're righteous Gentile Wicked Gentile righteous you have an ability to pick on choice not just Instinct animal is pure Instinct excuse me a person can use his mind determine right and wrong and then there's according to the Zim also says this in the page 61a he says there's one level above the what's the one level above it's the T someone learning Tor someone that's a Jew learning Torah that's the highest level now why why why do we even mention this part it sounds like we're Prejudice sounds like not so nice to the go they're not obligated with 63 me or we think we're better than them so I'm here to tell you that at some point there was a trial called the Bist trial the Bist trial the go have always tried to kill us for different reasons that's part of their mission not all of them obviously but the wicked go have always tried to kill the Jews so the Christians in general have not not exactly been such great friends to the Jews throughout history right now we're friends but that's only because they're killing us quietly by converting us to Christianity so you know in a recent statistic that was published by Jews for Judaism juw for Judaism is a fantastic organization it's anti- missionary led by Michael SC Rabbi Michael scoach uh and others fantastic organization that is anti- missionary and and recently they published a statistic and they said just recently there's been over 500,000 Jews have been converted to Christianity a half a million Jews have converted to Christianity in recent memory half a million Jews so this is not like a small cold in a small sect in somewhere in America 500,000 Jews so whether you believe there's 10 million Jews in the world or 20 million Jews in the world it's irrelevant 500,000 is a big number it's a big number so now the Christians in before they started converting us they uh used to kill us they look for excuses to kill us so one of the ways they would always uh claimed of blood lials meaning they would say that the Jews really are murderers people and really they are killing non-jews because they don't value the life of a non-jew so one of the nonsense uh uh things that they made up is that we take non-jewish children and kill them and then use their blood to make matzas now as ridiculous as that sounds there are still many people in the world today today right now as we speak that believe this is true today this is still being taught in some schools in the world today not talking about 500 years ago today right now 2017 according to the Catholics and Christian calendar 2017 5778 according to the Jews today people believe Jews kill non-jews and eat their blood so now one time there was this person that they claimed he murdered somebody and he uh drank his blood so the Jews had to defend and um the Jews had to defend themselves for this nightmare problem is that the go in previous generations weren't like the go today and previous generations the go the Christians they knew a lot of Torah they knew a lot of Torah not like today where they're just making up things they actually know a lot of Tor and their case was that in the page 61a says hem says to the Jewish people in uh in Ezekiel 34:30 says you are called Adam you are called Adam but the nations of the world are not a dam you are a person literally what this is translated you are a person Hashem says to the Jewish people says to the prophet Ezekiel you are a person but the rest of the nations are not people that's how they translated it so the Christian lawyer said look that's why they kill us they don't value our life they don't think we're important they don't think we're anything now only a can defend it because if you don't know Tor we're doomed forget about the guy that's on trial that they want to kill they're going to kill everyone so they had to bring a big shap shap was the genius behind daii people learn every day it's because of him he says he saw a few students in a how excited they would get every so often when they would finish one Duff in the gar he says the average Bal the average person doesn't finish one du gar in his life because he doesn't know the value of it so what if we made it easier by giv a concept forget about finishing the whole gar finish one Duff one Duff he's gonna get so excit going do one death every day eventually you can finish the all sh after seven years approximately imagine a person that works all day could still finish the sh every seven years it's amazing his R says this is genius they made they implemented it and it became till this day it's much bigger than ever before it's I don't know 100,000 people that show up to Madison Square Garden every few years to do theas together it's a big big event so sh big giant says yes it's written in Ezekiel it's written it's not vers in the t t we can't change and yes inim says exactly but you're not using the right commentary what's the real meaning of this says one commentary is telling in a trial says you are a nation you are one nation you're like a one person you as a nation is like one person meaning you're like ad if ad his arm hurts he can't say arm go away go away I got my other arm we're going to be alone go away or if his leg hurts says Hey leg go away we don't want to play with you anymore you're one nation you're one body you have to help each other you can't just say no this arm hurts I'm cutting it off his head hurts him cutting it off you're one nation you're one people the rest of the nations are not one people says to them look at this trial it's the best evidence look this Jew no one knows him this Bess guy I don't know him he doesn't know no one knows him but he's on trial look at who's in the audience there are juice from Russia there's Jews from America there are Jews from the there are Jews from all the corners of the world came to the trial to help another Jew they don't know why because we're one nation we're Dum we're one nation but if a Russian guy got in trouble the American guy not calling them the Chinese guy is not calling them the Indian guy's not no one no one cares even if you're within the same Nation you're not the same you're not one nation if one American gets in trouble the rest of the country doesn't really care there was this crazy event that they have in Miami with motorcycles every year apparently around this time and uh last year one year there was somebody that got injured really bad like they all do wheelies they go on one wheel and they do all these tricks and so on on these motorcycles whatever you have nothing to do in your life I guess this is what you do boredom leads to sin so apparently this is what what it looks like or how it starts anyway there's at least one person that got injured really bad I think he actually died now there were images of people driving by him looking at the body on the flooor like ah and just driving away but we're not talking about one two three hundreds and hundreds of people in the same tour they're all driving motorcycle one guy ran into a car got either really injured or died there's a body on the floor there's a body on the floor not in good shape they look at him they're videotaping it with their cameras with their phone that's how I know about this the video camera with the phone and they like ah man you see people just passing no one cares if you go to Israel go to Israel if you just go start pacing around pace around go Pace back and forth and just talk out loud I can't believe it I can't believe it just keep saying I don't I can't believe I can't believe at least five people going to stop you they don't know you what happened you okay everything's okay okay everything's okay they don't know you why do you care if everything's okay why we're one nation One Nation doesn't matter you're black you're white you're is it's different people I remember before we moved to America this is over 30 years ago as a kid there was this comedian D he made this uh skit about going to America or he was thinking going to America and he says you know the difference between America in Israel is in Israel everybody's in your business you slip you fall 10 people want to help you just and find out why you fell you okay he goes in America I hear you fall you could die in the middle of the street no one would even say anything everyone laugh because everyone thought it's a joke it's not a joke by the way you there are actually videos that people have done experiment pretending to die in the middle of the street and thousands and thousands of people passed them looked at them did nothing just went on in their life no one cares why Nation says this is what happened save the day but then there's another k then there's another that changes everything says when one of these levels is destroyed when a rock is destroyed doesn't become something else when a plant dies it doesn't become a rock when a animal is killed it doesn't become a plant when a man dies it doesn't become a tree becomes nothing same thing with the Jew same thing with a Jew when a Jew does not have Torah he has nothing it's nothing he doesn't go down to a level of a regular speaking non-jew in sh is considered nothing no Hashem has given him all the reward that he's entitled to in this world to eliminate him he doesn't have the choice of being a Ben no a lot of people tell me listen I'm not really ready to do Chua can I just be a you don't have that choice you don't have that choice so that is both in and also in zad elaborates on it zad elaborates on it so the excuse me says the following it says only stated this mishna we don't have any other mishna out from him and he lived during the times of when the Roman Empire was destroying and killing many Jews during the Roman persecution and he says this Mish makes sense when you think about the time of who and when and what what was said you understand what he said why he said it says it's not in our power to explain either the Tranquility meaning the fun the uh the the pleasure that the wicked experience or the suffering that the righteous experience it's beyond us to explain such a thing Beyond us we don't understand why Hashem lets the wicked look like they're having a good time and the righteous are suffering stomach aches headaches kid all these different suffering who doesn't have suffering in life right Wicked person suffering we understand he's rash he's a rash he deserves it but when a wicked person is prospering it's hard for us to understand and says it's not hard it's impossible it's not possible to understand now there are several explanations there are several explanations where are you is crying in sh is almost learning me few weeks already hasn't learned is crying you guys don't know you don't know is a real a real you heard about you don't know I know is a song go on YouTube Type in a song what's what's the song Story was a person that was learning T and story that person learning and he started learn has a lot of mystical things lot of mystical things in what's happening in sh what's happening before this world the big bang G lot of very very difficult stuff but it's a small small and this one person sadik was learning it and then he realized that he was going blind he went to the doctor doctor says you have a limited amount of time you have a limited amount of time before you can to lose your sight you're not going to there's nothing to fix no cure so he says the only way that I continue studying tah for the rest of my life is if I know by heart once you're blind you can't read anymore so he picks a he takes because it's small he says if I learn this a bunch of times eventually I'm G to know it by heart he learned it hundreds and hundreds of times takes a lot of time but still learned it non-stop one one day he dies for years he learned this by heart one day he dies and the uh no one shows up to the funeral no one knew this person and this woman shows up to theet he says don't you know that so and so died oh no we didn't really know him oh you didn't know he a big sadik never made a s all these different compliments because sadik don't talk about themselves bigad you know how he knew this you knew the wow they all go to the funeral they all how didn't we know sadik Among Us sadik among us all crying at the funeral we're sorry we didn't know this sadik we didn't speak to him we don't know and then the woman after the funeral they asked the woman what's your name she says and disappears who was it when you learn it like every you give it life so you started learning you started learning it's crying right now it's crying in sh says is not learning he's uh worrying about his diamonds right now le instead of the diamonds in sh you worry about this I'm learning other things other things the is the foundation of learning is a foundation of learning if you're if you it's good you're watching it's very good but if you're a man you have to learn you have to learn so page five It's Beginning you already passed this so talks about suffering book end you got to go back to so talks about suffering talks about different things somebody suffers why who what when and so on and so forth it tries to explain suffering says ra and some say it was raist says if someone has afflictions if he's suffering someone has some type of suffering he should investigate his deeds because we have a de in sh measure for measure there's no suffering without sin so if you're suffering there has to be a reason must be a reason you must have made some type of sin could have been yesterday could have been last week could have been 25 years ago it's your fault it's your it's not AEM is just for no reason that's what they're saying here they they use a verse in chter 3 ver 40 as a source let us search and exam in our ways and return to hem that's what is saying okay this whole craziness that's just happened millions and millions of people are dying every day the holocost of their day mikdash being destroyed we have to examine ourselves we have to examine our deeds and return to do that's what we learn it from but then it says what if he examine in Deeds his deeds he didn't find anything he didn't find anything says if he looked at his own Deeds review his deed he didn't find anything wrong he says he should attribute the fact that he's suffering to neglecting Torah why neglecting Torah they say that someone basic someone that had the ability to study Torah and then study that's theat that's the basic meaning instead of learning T you watch TV instead of learning T you were playing with your phone instead of learning T you went to play games that's theot the V says it's not that it's not that it's more it's deeper what's deeper how can someone that is only sin is not studying enough Torah someone you're that righteous is there such a thing as someone that's that righteous this this is not someone someone that's that righteous doesn't make any sins the only sin he has he didn't study enough Torah impossible why it's not what that's not what thear is saying what thear is saying is that he didn't learn enough T which means that when he because he didn't learn he didn't know what he was doing wrong because he didn't know the law so when he looked he didn't know what's sin and what's mitvah much much further than his only sin was not learning that's next so he says it's not that he didn't learn enough he didn't learn enough to he couldn't determine the difference between right and wrong there's no such thing as he didn't find a sin he's making more sins than he even realizes but then continues say soid says fortunate is the man who God afflicts and whom you teach from your Torah if he attempted to attribute his afflictions to neglect of Torah but he didn't find it anything says if he's trying to contribute attribute his his suffering because he didn't study enough Torah got a flat tire because he not studying Torah he's losing money because he didn't study Tor his wife left him because he didn't study Torah his kids hate him because he didn't study Torah all this things are happening then he says okay I'm going to do Chua I'm going do chuva he starts doing chuva starts learning t but nothing gets fixed his wife still hates him his kids are still failing in school he gets even three flly tires today not one yesterday was one it was better than yesterday things get worse then it can be assumed should be assumed that the afflictions the suffering is because Hashem loves him as it is written as it is written in Proverbs 3:12 hem says those that He rebukes it's only because he loves them if someone is living a life where it looks great they're driving fancy schmancy cars big houses they have a lot of money but they're not doing anything that Hashem wants and Hashem doesn't do anything about it that means AEM gave up on himem says he pays his haters to their face to destroy them but if someone starts doing chuva someone starts doing chuva and all of a sudden they things get worse they start losing money wait a minut I start doing Chua I start keeping I'm already keeping why am I losing money should be the opposite it's actually a good sign what's the sign say hem is accepting Chua why is it a sign that he's accepting your Chua because now he's saying ah look your is doing CH it's good sign so now he has a he's gonna get a share of but I want him to go straight to Gan I don't want him to go to G because he's doing serious chuva so there's a few sins you made in the past there's a few mistakes you made in the past so instead of you paying for them in a very very hot place I'm GNA make you pay for it now so you lose money here you get a flat tire here you have different suffering here this is one of the explanations this is the basic that the M explains of why someone suffers this one of the reasons that hem is giving you a punishment of love means that hasem is accepting your chuva accepts your chuv accepts your good deeds but since you've made some mistakes in the past or perhaps still making mistakes I mean everybody makes sins there's no such thing as a righteous person that doesn't sin at all everybody makes some type of sin so even DAV DAV made a few sins in his life he still became the fourth pillar of the but the point is is that he was suffering for a long time because he didn't know why he you know what was happening so he actually was about to make a very big mistake he says look I do I I give I and I still suffer this could be because what happens all theim all the secular Jews what they say look at this religious guy he's aad and he's suffering who wants to be religious says this could be it's going to be a desecration of hm's name they're going to say look it doesn't pay to be religious so what say do says says I'm going to go do idol worship notom because he wants to go do idol worship I'm going to go walk into a church and then leave not go pray to uh JC peny why so all the secular Jews can say look he's a rash really in Disguise he's one of these fake rabbis that's why hasm is punishing him because hem you can't hide from Hashem they're going to catch him on the news look look look look look look sadik went to church look sadik went to strip club look sadik went to casino went to casino that's why's punishing him says so there's no rather they embarrass me my whole life then hashem's name get desecrated the Nai came to the he says what are you doing he goes I'm going to go make a sin on purpose to give people an impression that I'm really not a sadik he says don't do the work for hem don't do work for theem you stay sadik you want to know why you why you're suffering I'll tell you why you're suffering why you suffering why am I suffering so all these years my son wants to kill me this one wants to kill everyone wants to kill me my own people want to kill me why am I suffering so much I do Shabbat learn to nonstop why do I suffer so much he says because you made a mitvah they shouldn't have made a Mitzvah you one of your Mitzvah you shouldn't have made them mitvah you shouldn't have made what Mitzvah you took a woman as a result of battle Tor says if you go to battle and you capture the woman you kill the enemy you take one of the women take one of the women you're allowed to marry her tah says it t says you're allowed to marry her allowed why you did that because mitvah novah the T it says if you have a woman in the battle you're allowed to marry her convert her you wait you wait a month you let her uh more her parents more than this more than that you make her ugly you still want her you marry her convert her everything's good she converted Jewish she's not like a half a Jew real Jew what's the problem it'sah but hem says he only made this mitvah not because you should do it he made this mitzvah just to quiet the Satan just to quiet the because hem knows the in battle if you see a woman and you know that she's not allowed to you and there's no way she's ever going to be allowed to you you're going to make the sin but if you're told in the Tora listen if you wait 30 days you're allowed to be with her you'll wait and you won't take it right you'll do it but so even though it's a who says you're supposed to do it that's why the very following verse says when after it says the mitah to go marry this woman it says but you should know the very next verse the sons you would have from this woman could be a way word son you made a but the no good just because it says you can do it doesn't mean you should do it that's why he's suffering all these years that one thing one not this was like a whole different thing that he no says in Shabbat anyone says that s for B he's wrong he didn't sin for B it's a different a different story it's a different story so now several several commentaries yua all say the same thing suffering is of hasem is giving you suffering because he loves you what does it mean he loves you he says you're doing chuva I accept your chuva I accept it but you made some sins in the past I don't want you to suffer Ina some I'm going to make you pay here you're going to suffer a week here a week there a month here a month there an hour here an hour there five minutes here five minutes there but that's instead of five million years 40 days they went to Canan they came back they reported news took 40 seconds suffered for 40 years 40 years for 40 seconds of listening to 40 seconds they said about rocks about rocks they said listened we suffered for 40 years for 40 seconds so imagine a sin bigger than imagine someone makes a sin it's not for 40 seconds his whole life is a sin for 20 years of his life he doesn't know the truth what's it 40 years it's 20 million years says in in sh page 17 says certain Sinners they don't do chuva everything is subject to chuva you do chuva everything's gonna be okay certain Sinners they don't do chuva if it's a mean if it's a the mhia can come the world can end but their will not end so now that Rabbi heard that Rabbi heard about this Gom for three days says I don't want to go to Gom for three days but the same token I don't want to do a Gil Gul I don't want to who knows what I'm going to do so says he says okay I'll go to G I'll go to G for three days so now in shamim it's not uh little weakling cops with the taser and Shay it's giant uh beings they come take him three of them they come take them it's a very very scary picture they they give you the illusion what what it looks like it's very scary they take him and he starts getting closer and closer to the gate of Gom and he starts feeling the heat from the outside apparently you could feel the heat of G from the outside I don't know what this means don't ask me what it means all I know he starts feeling he starts feeling the pain from the outside he starts getting scared he says no no no no no stop stop stop I'm going to go do a Gil they said what do you mean doig you already picked you picked the side this is what do you think this is a real world you think it's uh the regular world this is the real world here but because you have some because you're a we're gonna go ask sh sh sh says okay let him go for G better to come back for G go for 70 years then go to G home for 3 Days everybody's like no no you only go for a year to to G home what's the big deal big deal three days he didn't want to go three days how do we know the uh the uh the the had a dream about this guy he came to him in a Dream came to him in a dream told him everything came to him in a dream told him everything that happens so the says come back Mak you were a big VI by now you come back no you don't lose anything you don't lose anything you just so what could you sacrifice coming back in the making more sense new sins you have a whole new life worth of worth of for 30 years you have 70 years of now who knows if you're going to make worse sins than you made the first time and you have to figure out what you have to fix right you don't know you don't remember your previous life yeah yeah say troubling say sad I really ask my question should I read because it's scary very scary that's why you always say don't say it you don't say it I don't want to say it now but it's scary but should we study that should we read that because I read some and it's scary I sto I said I don't I don't want to go no don't read don't don't don't read don't read don't don't read the let's continue let's continue continue let's not lose focus okay now so first first explanation is the m says it's suffering from suffering from love what's the love Hashem is trying to get you to pay for whatever sins you made in this world meaning if you're losing money you should say why anytime you lose money instead of that you're supposed to lose your life why the says money is the equivalent of money is the equivalent of blood because people spend their whole life chasing money soem says if I take money it's like I gave them life again so someone that's someone that made some type of sin that hm was supposed to kill him for it Tora says you shabbat if you're a Jew death penalty Tor says if if you waste seed death penalty Torah says if you're homosexual death penalty Torah says you do a lot of different things it's death penalty so hasm doesn't want to kill you he wants to give you a chance to do Chua so instead of killing you he gives you more time but he has to do something because Satan keeps knocking on door says hm he has to pay the bill it's time for him to pay the bill he ordered the steak he ordered the spaghetti he ordered the salad he ordered the hamburger he order the sh he ordered all these things he has it's time for him to pay he has to pay the bill hasem says okay don't worry I know he owes for the hamburger and the steak and the pizza and everything else but I'm going to give you a different payment you take credit cards that's money that's money that's money Hashem takes your money somebody loses their money why it supposed to be your life supposed to be your life so that's one form of love that hm has for it's Rashi elaborates even further he says sometimes there are people that are Ultra and some people that are just too weak there's certain people that are and certain people that are just they just are incapable they're incapable of doing chuva they're incapable of helping themselves they're doomed so theim decide to take the suffering for them to give them more time to give them more strength so certain people there's not obviously not many people in a generation that can do that but there certain sadik that throughout history have taken on the suffering for other people Rus was one of them and many many of the in previous generations and previous previous generations would do such a thing where they would actually suffer electively why to take the dean for the whole generation so that's another form of suffering because they benefit out of it because as a result of their suffering they're elevated to a even higher level of spirituality so they suffer but they're also benefit out of it another way another explanation for suffering by the Run thean explains says certain people even if they're observing all of them even if they're not sinning some big sins they still have a they can't they can't overcome it yet some people have an addiction addiction to gambling addiction to sex addiction to whatever some type of something but this person's mamash trying to do his best he's trying to do his best and but the person has an enormous amount of an addiction he can't overcome it the guy is addicted to wasting seed the rambam says the rambam says it's the biggest form of addiction what if you're addicted to wasting seed it's the most difficult thing to overcome it's very diff you could do it is not going to give you a test you can't overcome but it's the most difficult thing to overcome it's very easy so it's certain people that are addicted to certain sins certain people are addicted to money certain whatever whatever it is says if if you're really trying to do chuva Hashem will give you suffering why for your own protection if someone for someone is let's say for example wasting seed can give him certain suffering where he can't have an erection ever again or he can't have the ability to move he loses the ability to move his entire lower body accident there's no end to the amount of ways that hm could punish him uh but it's not punishing him because of punishing him he's punishing him for his own protection cuz he knows that without this sin this person could be a sadik so for your own protection Hashem will give you suffering sometimes so for example someone is doing chuva but you know he's chasing money he's in the business World he's in the market he's in this he's in that he has a big meeting guy wants to do a deal with him for a million dollars $2 million $5 million going to sell his company sell a product whatever it is Hashem knows the guy he's about to meet is a criminal now he looks white colar he looks like a sadik he looks like he's Rich he's going to do this do that but in reality he's a vulture he's going to take your company from you without giving you any money there's a lot of different ways you can cheat people unfortunately there's many many ways you could cheat people legally and even if you're doing it illegally by the time you figure out they cheated you you can't do anything about it because to sue them you need to have more money than them so for example insurance companies they are known to be not insurance companies they know to be as big law firms law firms they have a huge section of an insurance company has to be a legal department bigger than any other section of the company why they have to come up with every excuse possible not to pay you insurance companies are not created to pay claims that's not their job their job is to collect premiums job is to collect premiums and find a way not to pay you back if they paid back every single customer it's not worth it for them to sell insurance you're paying them 200 bucks a month even if pay 200 bucks a month for a thousand years it doesn't pay for them to pay you for one claim why because your claim is a million dollars you bought a million dollar worth of insurance for 200 bucks a month it's not worth it for them to pay you anything if they could if they could they give you the cure to never die so they don't have to pay your life insurance you know in the business world we had an insurance company insurance agency and uh somebody tried to get us to go into this deal called Life Settlements it's called Life Settlements Life Settlements is a horrible horrible business with thank you sorry uh Life Settlements is a horrible business where in essence what you're trying to do is get people to buy insurance policies of people they don't know pay the premium and then get paid when that person dies so for example guy is 7 years old he doesn't really have any money but he's seven years old statistically according to the statistic he's supposed to die somewhere in the next six or seven years let's say now I think the statistics are even higher I think that the average age is over 80 but let's say it knows years it was 76 that means that an investor called an investor all he has to do is buy expensive insurance policy pay for it for six years and statistically he's going to get all of his money back and more when the guy dies in six years so the business in theory is that you as an investor you don't know this guy this old man you have no idea you have no idea who he is but in theory what you're supposed to do is go buy him an insurance Poli policy he signs the paperwork he knows he's buying the policy but he sells you the policy so he let's say he buys a $10 million policy now he doesn't know how long he has to live he thinks he's living for another hundred years he doesn't know but it doesn't matter he's get I'm never GNA I'm never going to get the $10 million I'm going to die my family's going to get $10 million I'll sell it to you now for 2 million I'll sell it for you for 2 million all you have to do is pay the premium for the for however long I'm alive so you're thinking okay so I got to pay $5,000 a month for this policy plus $2 million so you do the math $5,000 a month is 60,000 a year 60,000 a year times 6 years is 360,000 you invested 2 million that's 2.36 million you're going to get $10 million back four times your money who's better than you great investment great investment horrible horrible unethical illegal business horrible horrible unethical illegal business why by default by default in order for you to purchase a policy you must have a vested interest in the life of the person meaning if you're buying an insurance policy you need to want the person to live but but if you're an investor in a policy you want him to die tomorrow you don't want to pay the bill every month so meaning the more he lives the worse your investment performs but some Heroes decide to beat the system and what do they do they sell the policy without telling the insurance company so they sell the guy the policy the old man gets $2 million what does he care this guy has $2 million in his pocket the guy that bought the policy he doesn't care he doesn't need to know who the insurance company is who anything is he's just paying he's thinking when the guy dies I'm collecting a $10 million check right that's what he thinks this became a big business what ended up happening they ended up buying a bunch of policies and then they sold the policies as a fund as a fund now what happened eventually people started dying and insurance compan is not stupid they want who are we pay paying are we paying his family no are we paying his neighbor no who are we paying before we write the check for $10 million we have to make who do we make it payable to now you have a problem because you have to make it payable to to the fund you have to make it payable to an entity that did not have a vested interest in his life insurance company says you violated the insurance policy you're not getting a penny deny claim for death for death you're not even going to get paid they found a way to not even pay you for death now they're right in this particular case they're right in this particular case they're right the vast majority of cases they're wrong for example when I had my uh surgery I had a big Disability Policy and uh we filed the claim we're supposed to get uh at the time I was making a lot of money I supposed to to get like $100,000 or $130,000 a month for the rest of my life as long as I'm disabled they denied my claim after 6 months of research they denied my claim why they said you're a one in a million case it's not possible that what happened to you happened to you so if you want to get the money you have to sue us we're just not paying it this is not a this is a statistical impossibility they just outright told I'm not paying you you want to sue us Su us we're not paying you it's not the doctor wrote a letter for me goes this happened to you I I you know I'm there he's having surgeries he's this we're not paying why it's a one in a zillion case so that's the job of an insurance company thiefs theves theves that's business that's business my friend it's not it's not the real world real world is this world is world of Lies so a person needs to understand if he's going to invest in the world of lies he's only going to get lies back it's not going to get truth back so thean and many others are talking about how some people are going to see that some people are helpless they're just destroying their lives they're going to take themselves and then there's the ultra tadik the ultra sadik knows the value of Torah but even more so he knows the value of Tora meaning me me uh from from suffering we talked about this recently a little bit so says there are certain people that elect to suffer we talked about before the lecture there's several stories about some of the sages several other places sorry I'm disgusting anyone with my nose justun I do uh two weeks I'm sick I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I is giving me giving accepting my CH so anyway it's embarrassing me in front of people have to touch my nose you do have know this what happens hasm embarrasses you so certain people take on themselves because they know that the value of Torah through suffering is exponentially higher so there's a story in thear of was very very poor and his wife says go get money we have no food we have no nothing so never prayed for money first time in his life he prayed for money says the entire generation was eating getting because of my son he himself doesn't have any money have any food first time in his life he prayed for money prayed for p he had so any merits in shim that they literally a golden you know there's a table has four legs in apparently there's a golden table waiting for him they gave him one of the legs one of the golden legs of this table came out of sham came out of shamim Miracle he brings it home with groceries and everything his wife says where where did you get this from tells her The Story Goes absolutely not go return it me return it hasm made a miracle open the sky for me open the sky for me gold came out from the sky I'm going to go return it SP is this hasem open the sky hasem even do anything that that showed me something a miracle I'm already going to tell you on TV right now I'm tell you hey guys I'm aad of the generation I'll tell him than told me thank you got me a video about it guy guy says you know he gonna make a YouTube video about it opened the sky for you so what does R's wife say return it return it let me go ask my he's not like us everything he says he has to go ask his R who's the r rebi goes to rebi says rebi this what happened I got a miracle finally havea rabie says to him tell your wife she has nothing to worry she's worried about you losing out of your merits Ina she's she's afraid that because you got to benefit from this world you're going to lose out OFA so tell her if you're missing anything Ina I'll give you my share I'll give you for me so goes back to his wife he says honey good news you know the dream that you had when we went TOA together and we had the golden table but only had three legs so you were scared that we're we're going to miss out on something we're getting paid fora here so that's why you want me to return it good news my rabbi such sadik he says if we're missing something he'll give us something he'll give us out of his share good or no good says to you I'll pay your bill what do you care what do you care exactly sadik's wife says tell re tell re tell rebi rabot tell rebi tell him he cannot write a check that he cannot C tell him not to write a check that he can't cash he says you tell him they go together to rebi talk talk to Reby I'm not talking to my says rebi rebi re you cannot write a check you can't cash you cannot pay us something you don't have you rad you come from the r family you come from you a rich you never studied in your life out of the suffering like my husband my husband his entire life has been suffering my life my husband has been suffering his entire life in poverty your Torah and his Torah cannot be compared says she's right rebi says she's right rebi says she's right why value of your Torah from suffering different world from someone that's not suffering that's why the says they ask for suffering they get sick stomach cake go to the bathroom five hours at least I have another four hours that I'm out of the bathroom to study you understand so here we have a little bit of explanations a little bit of explanations of different forms of suffering why we suffer continues in 5 says if someone accepts this suffering with love gives him suffering gives him flat tire gives him money problems gives him this problem that problem all suffering no suffering is fun you never get used to suffering I'm a professional in suffering you never get used to it I have a degree in suffering you never get used to it it always renews itself it's always like the first time it's always like all the suffering before was worthless next to the suffering you have right now it's everything in the past is irrelevant why cuz you don't remember suffering you remember now now I'm suffering everything is the worst not suffering everything is great suffering is the moment you when you're suffering you are convinced it will never be over when you have a toothache when you have a headache when you have a foot AE when you have a heartache you are convinced this pain will never go away when someone broke your heart you feel like death why it's never going to go away when you lost money you feel like I'm always going to be broke when you lost the job when you failed a test when you just did anything bad in life and you feel bad about it either physically or emotionally you can easily be convinced by the Satan this is permanent this will never change that's suffering but the reality is is that suffering is temporary just like this world is temporary this world is temporary and your so is your suffering and you have two ways to treat the suffering you have two options you only have two options you don't have three options there's no gray in suffering There's No Gray you could either suffer in misery cry about it get depressed about it talk about it to everyone else and tell them how miserable you are because of it and how you can't move on because of it and how everything is bad because of it and you can't even taste food anymore because of the suffering you have and you can't even do this you can't move on because of the suffering you have because you feel the suffering is never going to go away but in reality it's you're creating it you are now creating further suffering because you're not moving on you're not moving on you're not trying to make it better and you're actually making it worse because of your reaction which is becoming a domino effect little by little you are now convinced without a shadow of a doubt this is indeed permanent my original fear has come to life I feared it will be permanent originally that's why I cried now it is permanent someone lost their money they stock didn't go good the company didn't out good they thought they're always going to be broke after six months the next business they tried didn't go good not like ah see I'm GNA be broke forever I'm gonna be homeless in six months I'm going to be the I'm GNA be like the guy on TV that you know killed himself I'm G to jump off a bridge you started creating stories in your head life is the worst Satan has convinced you this is permanent that's one way to take suffering many people most people the overwhelming majority of people take suffering that way that's why people kill themselves this is why famous singers like for example the um Lincoln Park lead singer the guy had five or six kids I think he was married tce had more money than he can count a prospering career even though the career wasn't exactly the most kosher career in the world nonetheless he had a in his world in his world's definition he was the epitome of success but unfortunately one of his most famous songs has a lyrics that say I've become so numb when you read some of the things he wrote about him you know he said in interviews is that the reality is that most people mistranslated what he said meaning they think I've become so numb sounds good it Rhymes maybe it's because my girlfriend his girlfriend broke up with him maybe it's because it's a uh is whatever people translate songs the way they lyrics the way they want to translate it in reality he was talking about his drug addiction his drug addiction that he was dealing with for many many years he was talking about the fact that he's done so many drugs that even the high no longer affects him like he doesn't even have the pleasure part and that's actually one of the worst forms of punishment that hasem can give a person in this world when someone drowns themselves in their own desires whether that would be sex or money or drugs or whatever else there is in this world they could literally get to a point of becoming numb and we talked about it after the Shure last night rbr said that those that are arrogant eventually become the homosexuals why The Arrogant is arrogant Because he believes that he's entitled to more he wants more than what he's entitled for so even when it comes to intimacy one woman is not enough he wants two and three and four and five and a new one every week and eventually gets to a point where a woman the pleasure that you get from being with a woman is not enough him he doesn't he's numb he's numb he's had so many so much so's he's lived it he's numb he needs something new he becomes homosexual this is why many in Hollywood in that world eventually become homosexuals this is also why eventually even homosexuality is not enough and many of them become pedophiles there is a big hidden secret in Hollywood today that's is disgusting as can be that there's a pedophilia ring in Hollywood but unfortunately there's even something worse that hasn't been talked about in the news apparently there's a pedophilia ring in in America in general that's run by big wigs from everywhere including government you call me conspiracy theories you call me whatever you want there actually a person we know that's there and a apparently they this is a there's there's like kidnapping involved here it's not like a uh it gets worse Sodom and gomorah is Alive and Well in so many words Sodom and Gomorrah is Alive and Well reason why someone that can literally get any woman he wants goes to an extent of wanting to be with some harmless innocent 12-year-old little boy 12 12-year-old little girl never made a sin in her life never said a bad word in her life never did anything wrong in her life what do you want with this 10-year-old girl what do you want with this little kid what is wrong with you why do you want something with someone so small that doesn't even have the choice to decide doesn't even know the difference between right and wrong why you've become numb you've become numb you've made so many sins you've become numb such a person their gome never ends never never that's what the gar is written about so suffering that people have unfortunately is awful you can choose to make it worse you have a drug addiction to marijuana make it worse by doing heavier drugs you lost your job you start doing drugs you lost your wife you start you know being promiscuous you do that people can make their life much worse as a result of the way they act towards suffering one relationship goes bad everything goes wrong in the gambling world of poker the way that the professionals that you see that I keep telling you got the biggest losers in the world in real life but in poker in the game Game of Poker they have one expertise all of them that are professionals have one common talent that you must have you must have as a professional poker player you must have the ruthless ability to be patient enough to take advantage of other people's mood swings meaning you're waiting for the other for your competition to lose a small hand or do something that happens to him or her to lose their cool and then they make a stupid decision usually this happens in regular life same way as it happens in poker somebody is showing up late to work he ends up punching his car punches his car he breaks the window he breaks the window he also breaks his hand so being late to work to a meeting for 3 minutes just cost them 3 days in a hospital somebody cut him off he decides to speed gets into a car accident can lose both of his legs small little tilts small little mistakes somebody could lose their world that's because they don't want to accept suffering they don't want to accept suffering they feel they should not suffer the says if he accepts the suffering with love what's his reward what's the point why should I accept it with love he will see his offspring live long days first and foremost you should know your kids will have long life why is that even important the highest level of punishment in the world whether it's punishment for love or punishment for sin whichever form of suffering it is the high level of suffering in this world according to the Torah is a person seeing his sons or and daughters die before him a person seeing his own children die during his life apparently this is the highest level of suffering there is more than any broken heart more than any lost money more than any disease more than anything so first and foremost says you accept your suffering with smile you saym I know Hashem has my hem has my interest there a there's a benefit here why maybe I made a sin and I'm paying for it now maybe it's because he's raising me to a new level whatever there's something good that has to come out of it I accept it with love I trust AEM he has my best interest you accept it with love he says first and foremost you should know your kids taken care of they have long lives one and not only that but he will retain his studies why did he want why did he take this suffering on himself because he's living a life of Torah the only way you could ever get to a point of accepting suffering with love is with Torah only way you can never accept suffering with love without Torah can never because without Torah you still don't know what the purpose of life is which means that the Torah is very valuable to you and therefore the says if you're accepting your suffering everything with love everything that you've had in Torah you'll fulfill it you'll keep it it'll be with you permanently all the benefits all the merits all the studies everything you have will stay with you you're never going to lose it becomes a permanent gift so here we see something extraordinary but yet in AAR page seven we see that mosenu asked theem the difficult question really the question that this mishna is about in Exodus chter 33: 19 I'm sorry not this one asks show me show me your honor Show Me Your Glory meaning explain to me why the righteous suffer and the wicked Prosper if the righteous suffer only because hasem is elevating them that's one form of explanation if the wicked Prosper only because hem is paying them right now like it says at the end of that's that's it's valid so why is m still asking it surely M why is he still asking it even more so why is Jeremiah 12 verse1 asking the same exact question after he had the entire Tor from Jeremiah says how long hasem will I cry out and you not hear me I'm sorry that was David Jeremiah says you're righteous Hashem though I may Express a grievance to you but I will speak with you of judgments why does The Way of the Wicked prosper and why are all the betrayers Tranquil Jeremiah is asking hem look at these destroying the BET mikdash killing millions and millions of Jews by the week made the Holocaust look like nothing many more people di in the BET mikdash why why are you letting them Prosper if you're just punishing us because we're because we didn't follow that's one thing but why are they prospering kill both of us at least why are they look at how they're celebrating destroying the bet mikdash they're celebrating inside why you letting them Prosper if you want to punish us okay there's plenty of ways to punish us there plagues there's diseases there's whatever why do you let let the enemy say where's your God why why Jeremiah comes to hem complains to him why but we said we had an answer how long AEM will I cry out and you not hear me's complaining to Hashem how long will I cry out to you regarding the Injustice and you not Sav why do you allow me to see iniquity and you look at evil Deeds with robbery and Injustice before me while the one who carry strife and contention Still Remains that is what Torah why Torah is weakened theem he's telling hem you're causing you're desecrating your own name people seeed suffering stomach aches leg aches headaches no money death in the family all types of suffering all the secular people are saying look why should I be religious why should I look he studied to his whole life his whole life he studied to he's still suffering why why should I study tah then is coming to hm he's saying why should anybody study Torah look what you doing Hashem I know we have to study Torah he said but look what you're doing you're causing same thing same thing they're all asking the same question Ecclesiastes says it's at least five six times right to suffer Wicked Prosper doesn't make sense but we just said we had an answer we had five answers I gave you an hour and a half I'm talking to you about five different answers why are they asking the same question what do you have here okay let's see let's let's let's let's let's do some let's do so says let's do accounting what's accounting Torah means Let's do chv let's see what kind of sins we really have let's see what kind of MIT really have the mitvah was a really mitvah was mitah you made a mitvah but really it's notah you know some people they make mitvah better off they didn't do anything at all with mitvah like this don't do any MIT let's do counting what do we have here someone suffers we had accounting could be suffering for for sins that made in this life or previous life could be as a result of a Gil you made a sin in a previous life someone used to be with married women in his previous life gets a horrible wife in this life someone used to steal in his previous life people steal from him in this life someone used to be a womanizer in a previous life and this life he's confused of what he is all types of things there's no such thing as suffering without sin must be something so it could be previous life could be previous life before chuva meaning same life just before you did chuva if you haven't done chuva then we're not talking to you because right now if you haven't done chuva you're lucky you're still alive someone's should know according to the Tor you should be dead T says meaning gives a death penalty says but that was in the days of St of sun they saw shabat Witnesses try to stop them he didn't stop they killed him that's it no no questions ask no Hey listen he's a really nice guy we shouldn't kill him maybe uh maybe he'll stop next week no nothing like that M nothing like that so the T asks the first why why did he violate shabat the the one why why did he violate Shabbat why he violate Shabbat so hasem asked Moshe hasem asked M MOS is telling himem look this guy just violated Shabbat writes in his book this is Nai Nai writes in his bookem comes to Moshe goes you know why he violate Shabbat why they violate Shabbat Moshe You Know M this is the relationship hasm had with Moshe oh yet mhe had withm we pray to hem he doesn't answer Moshe hasm is asking him questions says why did why did the one that gathers trees why did he violate Shabbat do you know M says I I tell you Moshe six days a week a Jew Ties on his arm because this is a reminder to stay away from sins this is a reminder to not make sins why because every day you TI you have two breits you have the breit mil you have the breit of thein but but on Shabbat we don't T feeling so on Shabbat didn't have anything to remind them not to do sins didn't have anything to remind him not to do sins he didn't do he only had theit it's not enough it's not enough need something else that's why he violate Shabbat and that's the reason whyem says to M right after from now on we have a newah mitvah you do every day seven days a week why l so you not follow what your eyes are telling you to do or what your heart is telling you to do no more if you if you if you wear then you are not wearing with me you can have them free so that's what we see in right after violate shab first time we see little boys big boys older boys old young all Jews have to wear why reminds you not to sin page 32 says whoever is very careful with meaning always wears titit no I wear it only in the house but not outside no I wear it sometimes when it's not so hot outside no I so no one sees someone's careful with meaning he's proud of his he doesn't want to let it go he feels bad to take it off to take a shower he wants to wait to seat all the time you don't have to wear it to go to sleep but it's meritorious to wear it nonetheless you have to wear it someone that's careful what what's what's his what's his benefit asks what does he get the navi says he shall Merit to have 2,800 servants that are going to cater to him as it's written in zakar chter 8 verse 23 in those days it shall come to pass that 10 men from all of the languages of the Nations shall take hold and they shall take a hold of the corners of his garments of a Jewish person saying we will go with you meaning the righteous Gentiles from the 70 Nations 10 representatives of each one of the 70 Nations meaning 700 for each corner of tiit how many corners tiit have four corners 700 Time 2800 each Jew wearing gets 2800 full-time employees full-time students full-time servants full-time people that are there to do whatever he wants but there is T he has to treat them well it's not like uh it's not only when mashia only when comes only only so now you have you have a situation where hasem says you have a benefit in this world what's benefit in the next World the Aral cried on his deathbed they said why you crying he says I'm going to a world where if I sold all of my for all the Torah I ever learned all of all of the I ever had I can't do one Mitzvah with it whatever I have is what I have but here I'm leaving a world where I could do a every every single second I'm alive for the cost of a sandwich what for the cost of a sandwich you get every second you wear it's Mitzvah all of the mitv I ever made can't give me one of those me again one second in this world that's what kind of world I'm leaving so anyone that hasn't is still doubting doesn't understand should wear it but this is only for Jews non-jews are not allowed to wear tiit and the reason why is because it makes you look Jewish you can't make yourself look Jewish if you're not Jewish unless you're in the process of conversion but even if you're in the process of conversion if you're going to if you're serious in the process of conversion you're allowed to wear TI but you have to keep it inside not outside why because you don't want to get to a point where a woman that uh is a Jewish woman is looking for a mate she sees you or someone sees you and thinks you're Jewish and then you have the test of admitting you're not yet a Jew this happens many times where people that are in the process of converting Satan sends them a messenger Satan tries to throw him a curveball so he gives them an opportunity to get a new girlfriend that's Jewish and a new girlfriend is Jewish is everything they've been looking for their whole life they're very excited that a Jewish woman wants to be with them they're very excited that they could get married they're very they're so excited they forget they're not Jewish yet so they tell yeah sure I'm getting to get married we're going to have kids we're going to have this we're going to have that they already start dating three four five six months everything is great and I forget oh I'm not Jewish yet I'm not Jewish yet now you tell the girl you're already in she already fell in love with the guy this is why when you're a religious Jew you have to go to the shid system you can't just go date somebody that looks nice and sounds nice you have to go to the shid system because you get easily get into trouble Unfortunately today it's almost become difficult to determine who's even Jewish I met a wonderful person today wonderful wonderful person yesterday and today uh sent me some messages she learning mitv she is M doing everything right everything right she going in the right direction and her last name is Cohen Cohen a lot of people's last name is Cohen so you won't know who I'm talking about her last name is Cohen really really nice person she's dating someone seems like a nice person too I don't know I haven't spoken to him yet but usually nice people tend to be with nice people and they're serious about hasem they trying to learn they love ra mrai they like some of my as well so they need some help what's the help what help does a Coen need for me what help need help to be Jewish why she's not Jewish a Coen is not Jewish you understand now I don't know how it you know if she thought she was Jewish her whole life and then she realized not I don't know how stuff like this happens and how you discover it but the point I'm trying to say is that today it's very very difficult to determine who's Jewish and who's not based on name based on looks based on anything so you have to be very very careful but she has the Merit that she's going to become a Jew very soon but nonetheless not everybody has that Merit a lot of people live their life thinking they're a Jew their whole life and just find out that they're not so when you see nice people like this find out they're not Jewish this is a form of suffering why is such a ni person suffer what did she do the mistake was made by her father not her it's not her fault the mistakes were made before she was born how could this be we had answers two hours we're talking about we have answers it could be it could be for a previous G it could be because of suffering of previous things your previous life it could be from because you're adding it to yourself for the whole generation you're Ultra sadik it could be you're adding it to yourself because is trying to protect you you're such a big sinner on something hasem says the only way to stop you is to cut it off completely the only way you g to stop gambling is if I take away all your money the only way you're G to stop uh you know looking at women is he takes away your eyes it could be or could be someone asks hem for help says hem I want to get to R level I want to get to R level I want to suffer could be if these are the answers why ISU Jeremiah everybody's asking the same question because of this answer because of this answer it's not in our power to explain the Tranquility of the wicked or the suffering of the righteous T bottom line we don't know why it could be it could be one of the things I mention to you it could be because of Gul it could be because of what you did in the past it could be it could be all of those things some of those things one of those things but it doesn't have to be why we cannot understand God if you could understand God you would be God now most people come to me and they say where was God during the Holocaust I say he was pressing the buttons why that's what he WR if you make sins he punishes you this is not hard to explain what's hard to explain it's hard to explain is that certain people got away with it that's hard to explain the guy's a Nazi he killed Jews he did bad things but he got away with it how that's hard to explain certain people withes KES got tortured annihilated killed had kids ding that's hard to explain why is he dead why is his kids die that's hard to explain why is a sinner get punished that's easy to explain why does September 11th happen it's easy to explain sinners in the world make sins you get K that's easy you don't even have to be sadik you don't even have to learn a lot of T it's very easy you learn all the entire Book of Leviticus the entire book of Deuteronomy you learn Torah it's easy to say you make sins you get punished no no there's not there no big no what's the what's the difficult part you see someone doing all the right things and then he gets hurt why the guy is doing all the wrong things and then he gets hurt why kazal is here to tell us we don't know why don't we know because there are things that are Beyond human comprehension Beyond I'll give you an example everyone always thinks that they could understand God no if I was God I would do something different I wouldn't let this happen I wouldn't let this rapist get away with it I wouldn't let this murderer get away with it I wouldn't let these bad people get away with it I would as if they got away with it like as if they got away from Hashem like they did it and Hashem didn't write off let them do it as if Hashem is not the one pressing the buttons as if their actions are a different entity from him everything and anything happening in the world is because hasem is pressing the buttons allowed not allowed go stop go stop do not enter enter nothing in the world happens without AEM signing off go nothing you cannot even get a leaf to fall from a tree without Hashem saying you're allowed to fall off the tree you cannot get a thought a thought to become clear to you in your mind without Hashem allowing that thought to work every single cell in your body needs aem's authorization to work if one of them gets a do not work notice you could easily lose the ability to breathe you can easily lose the ability to see you could easily lose the ability to function one cell I'm not talking about an entire body part one cell out of trillions and trillions of cells everyone has to get a notice from Hashem nothing works without him so how could this be why does he allow this to happen because Hashem runs the world in a with an intellect that's Divine and for us to understand it is impossible so an example of how you can't understand AEM is can you imagine a moment I'm not even talking about a lifetime I'm not talking about a long span of time I'm not talking about even a day I'm talking about a moment a moment can you imagine a moment without time a moment without time better yet can you imagine a concept of no time no time not having time not being bound to time everything you do is bound to time as a human being no time not having time is not something you can comprehend as a human being because everything you do is bound to time sleep is bound to time you sleep a certain amount of time being awake is a certain amount of time thoughts are time everything is is connected to time cuz it's it's material it's this world Hashem invented time for you meaning he himself does not have time his world his being his whatever it is is beyond time there is no time there is no time for this means that five minutes ago 5 hours ago 5,000 years ago 5,000 years from now five minutes from now five weeks from now whatever time you can imagine all of them together to hasem right now at this moment is all the same meaning he's living all of them now he sees all of them now there is no before there's no past present or future for him can you imagine such a thing your brain will start smoking and eventually stop functioning because it's not possible so if you can't even understand the simple concept of no time how do you expect to understand God this is just one trait this is just one thing tiny tiny microscopic thing that he has this is not like a the biggest feature it's endless it's just tiny thing can you imagine can you imagine having a cup cup of water taking a cup of water and take the cup of water or maybe better yet a bottle of water and you pour it all over your shirt it's hot outside now moments later it becomes really cold so now the shirt is wet and being cold is not fun with a wet shirt so you go you change shirts but you want to dry the shirt your dry doesn't work you want to dry it outside how long does it take to dry outside could take a little while could take a few hours depends on the sun right now your understanding so so if it's hard to dry the shirt takes a few hours based on the sun if you just want it to evaporate all of that water in the cup it would take even longer if you want to evaporate not just a cup of water but you want to evaporate an entire Lake take even longer you want to evaporate an entire ocean even longer according to us that's not even imaginable to evaporate an entire ocean what if I tell you that this very same God has an angel that runs the Sun and if he tells the angel hey Angel why don't you get a little bit closer how much is a little bit one degree closer one degree not 500° one degree one degree closer to Earth all of the water on Earth disappears almost instantaneously not hours not days not weeks not months instantaneously as if it's a word out of my mouth one degree that same Sun that right now would take hours to draw a shirt hours one degree closer the ocean which is 73% of the world will evaporate in a moment disappear gone no water all life on Earth disappears can you imagine such a thing this is an angel one of the small angels that works for God who doesn't function with his own independence he has to follow ORD that God tells him it's an angel of God can you understand such thing it's beyond our comprehension this is stuff that's beyond us every one of you has proteins in your body every one of these proteins has to fold but they have to fold in a precise way if they fold if one of these trillions upon trillions of proteins folds incorrectly instead of folding like this goes a little bit to the right like you know women fold their shirts neatly men just crumble their shirts so imagine not even crumbling the shirt it's just like you know so little to the right little to the right if one of these proteins trillion you have trillions of them trillion more can you count to a trillion can anybody here say I can count to a trillion do you know how long it would take you to count to a trillion do you know how long it would take to count the population of China if you actually had to count if they all lined up a line somebody actually did the math they all lined up a line one after another like you know a line like when people there's a new iPhone coming out it's new iPhone coming out and all of China lines up do you know how long it would take to count how many of them there is 41 years 41 years it would take to count 1.5 billion people 41 years to count 1.5 billion people because they would keep giving birth to more and more people and so on and so forth so can you imagine such a can you imagine counting a billion and a half people can you imagine counting to a trillion these are not even things that we can comprehend and they're not even even Servants of Hashem they're not even traits of Hashem these are traits in the world he created it's like a breath you breathed 50 years ago it's something that was an non event it's a forgotten thought it's like a toy you picked up and put down when you were a little baby 30 40 50 years ago you don't remember it you don't you didn't remember it when you did it it's a nonevent these are things that are not even his servants these are just things he has and you can't understand them how do you expect to understand why he does what he does so yes he gave us some that yeah we could put a little taste here it could be this it could be that it could be a few things in reality we don't know that's whyem says my thoughts are not like your thoughts you are human when says show me your honor what does it mean show me your honor what does it mean show me your honor show me why you do what you do Hashem responds to him you're not going to be able to see my face and live what does it mean you're not going to be able to see my face in this you're not going to be able to understand what I'm doing while I'm doing it you're only going to be able to see my back what's my back things have already completed after I've completed it then you'll understand why I did it after I completed the life of Noah you'll understand why I did what I did with Noah because really Noah ISU good Noah is kind perfect Soul what's complete person how could you be complete person there's no Torah because your previous Gil is EV you lived a short life before Cain killed you not long enough to make any sins you were completely sinless but because you didn't rebuke the people and tell them hey you got to do CH don't just build a boat go rebuke people now you have to come back in a g whyu why M why ISU because the T for Noah was to rebuke the people people who was the ultimate rebuker cried when died and he said why why is hasem crying who else is going to rebuke my people like mosenu who else is going to rebuke my he's the ultimate rebuker why that's the T that's the T so you're only going to understand when I complete it but if I showed you Noah at the time of Noah he said why' you even create him the guy's not even doing a good job understand so gives gives us gives us some things some taste some some things to understand but it's time for us to understand AEM hasem says listen my thoughts are not your thoughts don't try to understand all of me it's not possible for you it's not possible for you you can just understand my desire you can understand my desire theat says the fear of the almighty fear of hem that's his treasure that's all he wants that's all he has you fear him he has something that's he created the world says in this week's par after the Sodom and gorah debak we see the story continues and ab ainu travels to another city and he goes to the area of where is and the same thing that happened in last week's par happens again they take they take saru twice again last week we had took this week took her why she's she's koser she's beautiful we just learned she was modest what could possibly be so wrong why is she suffering why is this happening to her if you are you and me head what am I doing why am I suffering I'm modest he wrote In the book he WR in the Tor WR the T she's modest WR Tora she's sadik has wrote in the Tor she has bigger prophecy than abah a why is she getting kidnapped why is she kidnapped why is she suffering after comes to and he says I'm gonna kill you because you have saru she's a married woman I'm going to kill you says I didn't know he goes I know you you didn't know that's why I didn't kill you yet I know you didn't know that's why I didn't kill you yet so comes after you know he says okay what do I do goes go give it back to Abraham and ask him to pray for you because he is a prophet and he's the only one that could heal you prays to me I'm going to heal you a wakes up tells everybody tells says to them what did you see and us he did such a thing to us why what do we do do use so wrong what you see in us though was such a bad trait that you gave us such a big test why' you do this to us get us in such trouble tell us that your wife is really a sister if you would have told her she's your wife we would have left it no so what' you see abah says because I saw what do you see I saw there's no here there's no fear of God here in this place and they will kill me because of my wife he says this is a place you don't believe in God you don't have a fear if you believe in God you must fear him if you don't fear him you don't believe in him forget about understanding him you don't even believe in him because if you believed in him the first step after believing first step in order to believe you have to fear so here we see that one of the reasons that Hashem one of the reasons could be a million and a half other reasons why this whole thing happened is to show us the value of the says you're not allowed to be in a room alone with someone doesn't have why we learned from abah ainu abah ainu says because you didn't have I was scared you're going to kill me meaning anyone doesn't have you can't trust them he may kill you why doesn't make a difference if he doesn't fear hem that means he thinks he is AEM if he doesn't fear God that means he thinks he is God he's he's control of his own destiny you cannot trust him with your life so then the ultimate test after you think okay they kidnapped his wife twice they give him always jumped in fire did this did that what's what's enough right then we see after he tells AB I'm going to build a nation from you and everything's going to be fine you're G to get the reward oh by the way your son bring him to the mountain bring it to the mountain page 54 says Where do we learn where do we learn what the word means means we learned from from because there's certain ways that you are allowed to tie a camel or a horse or a um uh elephant or any type of on Shabbat in order to protect them from running away you don't want them to run away but you can't tie them up where they can't move because then they suffer so there's a certain type called so he says what's the asks says we learned from it means tying the arms and the legs together meaning both the arms and the legs are tie to each other they can't move say that you're not allowed to do not allowed to tie it so what do we learn from here the way that a tied was in a way that he tied him behind his back the arms and the legs so not only can't move but his neck is sticking out now knows this is happening it's not like he punched him in the face he knocked him out and he woke up this way is telling him to tie tighter tie tighter ABA maybe I'm GNA overcome you and beat you up won't let you tie me up so after this whole thing happens whole thing happens hasem sends an angel says to AB you read this in Shak every day says says here I am who are you going to be meaning I'm about to I'm ready I'm ready I'm with a knife do not stretch out your hand against the lad don't kill him don't touch him nothing do not do anything to him cuz after he told why you say the same thing twice says don't stretch out your arm against the lad don't do anything why twice why is it repeating because after he said don't do it so says yeah but you told me it's a mitvah to do I'm doing your will so what if I just do a little cut a little cut I'm not going to kill him but just a little cut something says don't do anything don't do anything nothing you proved your point what's the point now I know you're a God-fearing man since you have not withheld your son from me your only one from me so here this is the ultimate test this is the final test this is test number 10 see we we finish the tun all of the suffering all of the craziness all of that makes everything that happened till now was for this everything that happened for creation until this point was to establish a point why first sign first sign of wisdom is says now I know you have why you didn't know the first nine tests says no now everybody else knows too I knew already when you were born now everybody else knows why every test they could explain with their rational mind this could have been this way this could have been that way this you could explain this this way you could explain it you he did it because of this he did it because of that he did it because he's making money he did it because he's famous he did it because you can explain everything else you can explain everything else you can't explain this this doesn't make any sense this goes against all logic now I know you fear me now I know you fear me now I know it's a now I know it's a complete chuva now I know it's a complete it's a complete now you are abrah ainu I'm going to build a nation from you it follows up I'm going to build a nation from you it's going to be like the stars of the heavens and the Sands of the seashores now you're abrah a you're officially abrah ainu now no one can doubt you not the go not the Jews not the Kim no one can doubt it now I know now not hm now I know anyone that reads this anyone that knows this anyone knows you fear God why it doesn't make any sense what you did you've eliminated your free choice you've submitted yourself to Hashem regardless of the fact that it makes no sense and that's what Rashi says what's the sign what's the sign that you believe in God when you start doing what he says regardless of whether you understand it or not you stop looking for explanations oh I'm only going to do this if it makes sense I'm going to keep Shabbat if it makes sense I'm going to do if it makes sense no if you're only doing the Mitzvah because it makes sense you still haven't reached level one of now we'll finalize with this mhu told the same message that I'm trying to tell you we're now at the end of days we're now running out of time hm is closing the store is exposing all the it's time to do full CH that I had today was the following gave many many chances to do this to to do all the different things before he died he told himan says this is the mitvah of chv is saying it's very easy to do Chua it's in your lips in your heart to do it's very it's very natural for you to do chuva why it's the right thing to do you created to do it yes you have an evil inclination yes you have desires but in reality once you remove your need for understanding God chuva becomes much easier but know this it has to be complete Chua has to be in your lips the words that you say and has to be what's in your heart if you're just paying lip service but it's not in your heart it won't work if it's in your heart but you're not doing anything about it it doesn't work what's the source we learned from the book of Isaiah the book of Isaiah the book of Isaiah says the book of Isaiah chapter 19 verse3 says to yes he says to the prophet Isaiah in their lips and their mouth they paid me lip service they honored me but their hearts were far from me hearts were far from me we heard from M ruuu has told us why you do Chua your lips and your heart to do what's in your lips and your heart has to match don't just look religious be religious inside don't just be religious inside do something about it look religious too it's time to make a choice it's time to just go all in with hem regardless of whether you understand everything in time you will in time you will but if you're going to wait to understand God it will never happen it will never happen so here we say mosu he says if your lips and your heart match it's easy for you it's easy for you to do if your lips and your heart don't match he says you pray honor to H by saying I love whoever believe is never afraid AEM we love you you say all these different things about me but really your heart is far for me far for me you're no different than the Christian you're no different than the atheist you're no different than the rash you're no different than the Hollywoods you're no different than all of them why it's all worthless at the end if you don't do what I say it's all worthless you may not Define yourself as wicked but in the eyes of hem that's the definition that's the definition so here we have a mish that's the mishna of mish we see that at a time of suffering is telling us don't look for explanations Hashem doesn't owe you an explanation Hashem does not owe you an explanation stop looking for explanations stop looking for them it's not for him to explain to you he doesn't owe you anything he's God remember he's God you're the creation and that's why thear says about in uh when M asked for an explanation says in Exodus 33:19 I'll show Mercy to whatever I feel like what I want what I want to give Mercy to I'll give him Mercy I don't have to explain myself to you I'm God he says to M the same mosu I told you that such a nice relationship he asked him questions that they says hey hey there's a line I'm still God I'm still God I don't have to give you an explanation I'll tell you why I do everything stop asking asem for explanations stop demanding AEM to give you a Ben Z this year people make these blessing this year you're going to have a baby this year who are you to tell hm what to do this year I'm going to be a millionaire this year I'm going to do who are you to tell please hem help me please doesn't work for you so when we start understanding his nature meaning his desires then we're starting to understand our purpose because we live in a purposeless world a world that doesn't actually know why it's even there there a bunch of people living in this world just grinding water doing nothing doing nothing all day they live they work they make money they eat they drink they get bored they go to sleep and the same thing over and over again the benefit of learning to and living a Torah life is you're never ever bored because you're always busy doing the will of hasem if you have a moment in your day that you're bored that means you're missing something that means you're missing something and that's why it says check your check your Deeds because maybe why T if you're bored you're not learning Tor you're not learning enough Tor to occupy your mind at all times any questions yeah is say that according to that verse anyone who who wants to takes up right so the benefit of Batya is that Batya was not her real name it was not her birth name who gave her that name who gave Batya the name Batya what does Batya mean Batya means but daughter yah means AEM daughter of God who gave baa the name Batya God God told B you see your father par that's the king of the world full of idol worship full of money full of cavod full of stuff and you in instead of taking this and trying to be the next in command you want to be one of the slaves you want to be one of the Jews so dishonoring all of abar dishonoring her father dishonor putting her life on the line soem says from now on you're my daughter meaning you have special protection no one can touch you she lived for hundreds of years she didn't live a regular normal life it says your your um your off offal birthday becomes today go to the water go to the Nile River and bathe it's a mikve so she goes to the mikve but as she goes to the mikve that's where she went to the water she sees a little bin little bin with a crying baby in it his name was mosenu that was her gift that was her conversion gift so the day she went and saw mosenu was the day she became ba so if God spoke to you and he gave you a name and you got mosenu you don't have to convert you don't have to go to a b but if you didn't then you have to follow what Hashem says after that and what Hashem says after that is that he gave mosenu the Torah in Mount sa he gave him the rent Torah the oral Torah and the Ten Commandments and written he says there a mitvah to have converts to there 36 different times talks about the merits of converts the um the uh uh special protections they get and then the oral Torah explains how to be a convert and how do you be a convert you have to go in front of three Jews that are Kosher Jews that know the law and you have to renounce idolatry you have to accept all of the mitv you have to have a circumcision if you're a man and dip in a mikve and it supervised by those people and they say it's kosher and that's it that's what hasem said so you have two ways one way talk to God he gives you a name you go to the Nile River and he gives you a sign that this is really happening and it's not just ecstasy or cocaine that you took last night so he gives you mosenu that's one way option two is you go to bedin so that's that's the thing so in reality is the way so anyone that says otherwise on them it is written that they are they are Heretics they are people that we stay away from as a matter of fact in talks about says how does look like saysin are black and square and make sure they're not round okay but you said square if you say Square then obviously it's not round so ask why are you saying make sure it's Square and not round why don't you say square if it's Square it's obviously not round no make sure it's not round because round is the way of the her Heretics round is the way of the heretic what's the Heretics Heretics are the ones that don't want to follow the oral tah the kites the Sadducees Sim Sadducees those people those people they don't want to listen to the oral so they how however they want it's round it's pink it's whatever they want so someone that makes laws he converts his own way no bet no this no that he doesn't really want to follow the way of God he doesn't want to follow the way of he wants to follow his own way and for people like that there's also a certain chamber and Gom for two there's room for them there's room for them it seems that there's it seems that the main test of the W be especially today is whether or not the person will rounce himself and follow says right well that's the that is the commonality between the convert and the natural-born Jew meaning that's the common uh issue between all of mankind in order for mankind to succeed in their life they have to submit to hasem that's in essence this entire sh that's in essence the entire commentary that's in essence the entire Torah en Tora says something extraordinary something extraordinary that the explain in a way that we can understand because we always try to rationalize things and unfortunately it's very hard for my rationale to match yours so theim were able to explain the complex issues in a very simple way soim says what's the purpose of life the purpose of life purpose of life is to do chuva chuva to repent now what's chuva okay chva what does chuva mean chuva mean you start wearing a hat chuva mean you grow a beard what if you're a woman you can't grow a beard does chuva mean you wear a long dress what if you uh only have uh pants can't do juva if you're a guy you have to wear dress also is it only exteriors that you have to pray what if you pray but you pray to J Penny what if you read Torah but you also read new testament so what's Chua Chua common Chua to everyone obviously there's specific details within it but chuva to everyone is to accept Hashem as the king of the world that's chuva to accept theem as king of the world now says there's nothing stupid there than someone accepting Hashem as the king of the world accept themselves there's nothing stupider meaning when you do a blessing as a Jew bless you the king of the world that everything is your creation that's what he says and all the blessings are bless you hasm king of the world that's the blessings all of the blessings in Judaism that's the blessing bless you hasem king of the world king of the world king of the world so says there's nothing stupider than somebody nothing somebody's saying king of the world except me meaning the law of the Torah that hasem wrote applies to everyone else except me they have to watch their they have to read tah they have to watch their eyes they have to be modest they have to be generous they have not me so when someone says I believe in hem but not the that represent him there's no one there's no one there's a bigger fool than that CU specifically says are the representation of me they're they're the living tah they're the living tah so when someone wants to truly do chva they have to remove their ego if you have an ego you haven't even started real Chua maybe you started chuva but not real chuva started something but you have ego you're still in the infancy stages you're still an embryo just past 40 days just past you just got your life you still have an ego and ego is very very difficult to get rid of because it's m become part of you just like my voice used to be a part of me before this sh so the thing is though is that you have a situation here where Rashi explains it is that in order for you to do the will of hem in order for you to do this chuva whether you're righteous noahide or you're trying to convert to Judaism or you're a Jew trying to be a righteous Jew first thing first remove this ego and start doing what Hashem says with or without your understanding someone says keep Shabbat in the T keep Shabbat keep Shabbat doesn't matter whether you like it or not just keep kosher keep kosher be modest be modest whatever it says do it whatever you know it says do it why that's submitting to a Creator submitting to a higher power as long as you're fighting him you think you're equal to him and that's the problem that is the biggest problem that people have and the root cause the root cause of people destroying their life is being being light-minded being like everything they don't take it so seriously you relax you're taking it too seriously come on Shabbat relax come on relax what come on everybody's going to go to gome except you everybody's going to Gom except you you're the only one like they make it seem like you created Gom and people have this likeminded type of uh personality and they don't take life seriously and that's why it's very easy for people to sin it's very easy for people to be modest two seconds they take off their shirt two seconds they are promiscuous with someone that they don't they just met an hour ago two seconds they don't take their life so seriously people don't take things seriously two seconds they cheat on their wife why I got drunk you know what happens you get drunk people rationalize their sins ah you know what happens you get drunk ah you know what happens I got upset at her ah you know it happens whatever happens in Vegas stays in Vegas you know it's okay it's okay what's the big deal what's the everybody takes life so lightly they abandon their kids ah you know come on they're bad kids he's 9 years old you abandon him just tell him not to do it they borrow money without even knowing how they going to pay back yeah but you owe the money now ah just declare bankruptcy what do you mean but the guy lent you a half a million dollars okay so I don't have to pay him why because I'll declare bankrupcy I'm like yeah but he's still out a half a million dollars kind of irresponsible person are you borrowed a half a million dollars from another person and just not going to pay back just because the system allows you to cheat it that's it so people are very very careless very selfish very into their own desires not their own life but their own desires they can't see past the wall in front of them they can't see past their own desires and that's kud that's being just light-minded and just completely the whole world can explode and they wouldn't care less that's what breeds heresy that's what breeds atheism that's what breeds the that runs this world unfortunately and that's what destroys people's life in the second in one second a person can Must Destroy their I heard a horrible story guy that supposedly is a rabbi not just a Rabbi a rabbi that has a Yesa a lot of people tons and tons hundreds and hundreds of students he comes to my Rabbi and he needs help why do he need help he needs some guidance why does he need some guidance he made a sin what kind of sin did he make he went with a married woman Rabbi K hundreds of people hundreds and hundreds of people are students he's a rabbi he's big how could this be how could this be says you know one time I asked her to she asked me to come over to help with something and the husband wasn't there and I didn't follow the says you're not allowed to be with another woman it's not your wife in a closed area and listen to the next thing you know she was really upset about her husband next thing you know I was comforting on next thing at all Rabbi you got to remove your ego got to listen to the you don't listen to you haven't started Chua you haven't started cha so that's the thing guys we will start our CH we will continue our CH get to do a lot of CH because we need it we need it it's time for us to do chva it's time for us to pick a side it's time for us to Amash go with hem 150% no questions asked you understand don't understand keep learning keep learning keep learning keep learning butm you'll have theem will show you the reason but you do it before he shows you you do it before before you show you stop taking AEM lightly start taking your life seriously stop making uh making not a big deal of everything everything's a big deal because you don't know what's going to be the determining factor in sham everything is a big deal start taking life seriously and will succeed these CDs like I told you guys the series uh by my dear friend RAB Dan you have to listen to it it's really good stuff you can listen to it online you can listen to it in our WhatsApp groups we all be we'll see a lot of Tora in the world 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