MUSSAR How Do You Know If You Love God

[Music] good to be here we had a good sh last night talk about some interesting topics some of the questions that uh were asked after the camera turned off I think we're even better than the sh but what could I do it's not my fault I tell you guys to ask questions you just wait for me to turn off the camera but uh we're uh going to continue the same usual uh M different questions that we have we're not back to the P vot series yet uh for the reason that I'm not really sure yet what um what is the next step as far as the next Shure um I know everyone's been looking forward to some extent uh to hearing about the Gom that I've talked about already for the last month and even for the last couple of years but uh to be honest with you I'm not um I'm not sure if we are going to give it or not and if we do decide to give it I'm going to tell some of you to leave um and the reason why is because it's not as great as you think it is um it's not as fun and it's not as uh exciting uh as some people think it is uh it's one of those shes that's going to shock the Jewish world but sometimes if you're not prepared for it it will shock you into um into a place that uh is very tough to get out of unless you're going to get follow-up treatment constantly um so on the opposite end of it on the opposite end of it tonight I wanted to do a Shure about something that for whatever reason or another people don't think we talk about which is the love of God you know we constantly talk about for the last few years about fear of hem fear of the almighty and how it's the foundation of Judaism how it's a uh himself said that you know told the prophets told and many many other times in the Tor to mosu and so on that the beginning of wisdom is fear of asem that one of the first handful of mitv the fourth Mitzvah in the rambam um is a the fear of of hem it's a uh it's one of the foundations principles of faith is to fear the almighty and we talk about this extensively about uh number one because it's it is something that's foundational uh but number two even more so is because it's very rarely a topic that other uh speakers talk about most speakers love and enjoy talking about loving God loving God talk about love how you love God and how he loves you and coochie coochi Co and all that good stuff said all right so and I've always told you guys that you know according to kazal um we have no idea what we're talking about when we think that we love God and the reason why is because according to the sages if you go if you look at a few different places in thear and and a few other places um they Define love very differently than way do than the way we do the way most people Define love is that you know it's it's usually uh based on some type of benefit if you do good for me I love you you don't do good for me care less about you but that's not love love means that you care enough about another to a point that it's beyond your control without a care in the world about the outcome meaning if you're you have a wife you love her like this you love her so much that regardless of whether she cooks cleans and does anything for you you still want to give her good you still want to do good for her has nothing to do with what she does for you nothing to do with it we learned from job the prophet there was a noahide a righteous noahide he says that even if God were to kill me he was to destroy me I'd still serve him and the in is a debate is that love or is that is that love or is that fear of hem it's a debate why is the debate because there's a very thin line between the two why because the first thing you need to have is first thing you need to have is fear of the almighty first thing why as soon as you acknowledge that Hashem runs the world your world the one in in your imagination the one outside of your imagination the one you understand the one you don't understand the one that's Sur you the one that's in everything runs everything as soon as you understand that or at least to some extent immediately you should be scared why because if you want something something to change and your whole circumstances to change like that it's no no questions asked one day somebody's Alive 5 seconds later they're not it's not like a oh listen you ready to die sure I'll give you there's no notice there's no notice nobody gets like a you know a message hey by the way you have five days to live so when someone understands that every single second that they're alive second I'm not talking about a week a month a year a lifetime every second you're alive is a miracle second you're alive that means there was enough oxygen that went into your lungs and your lungs had enough power without you doing anything there's no battery connected to them your lungs had enough power to take it in use it get what they can out of it and get something that they don't want out of it that went into your blood system your blood system had enough power energy with no battery to go through your system and your whole day your whole blood goes through every single part of your veins every single cell of blood goes through your entire body no battery no nothing no energy and you have the ability to see you have the ability to hear you have the ability to speak you have the ability to do all these different things but little do we understand and realize that if just one tiny little blood cell tiny one not a big one not like a cancer cell tiny little cell tiny little cell just decides I'm going to stop no I'm going to stop I'm going to park over here I'm going to hang out with a couple of guys we're going to have a few beers and we're going to stop over here we're not going to move anymore we're tired we're on vacation it's uh holiday season we're on vacation we're going to stop over here in this cell this cell over here right in this vein meika Moses Amos this one that one we're all going to sit over here little do you know you have a blood clot heart attack so this is not like a lot of it a little bit little bit so when you understand that the very same creator that gave you life is continuously and actively giving you life immediately if you still have you should be scared now the natural inclination of fear even though it should be an instinct Hashem removed it that's the genius of the creation because he knew explains it in that he knew that if he made it a reflex if he made it like a natural instinct for you to fear him just like you do breathing just like you do you know eating seeing and so on and so forth all the different things that you have in your body just a natural thing that you do if the fear of hem which is extremely logical it's very logical to fear the Creator if the fear of hem came to you naturally there would be no purpose for the world why you would never sin you'd never sin you'd never sin why as soon as you have immediately you know am I out of my mind who has time to sin who has the who has the audacity to sin so hasem removed it he says you can get it intellectually you can get it by actively pursuing good news now we've talked about this extensively we continue but now the say our sages say that there are levels of there are levels of fear of hem first level lowest level is just logical sens sensible fear of hem which is I don't want to be punished simple I don't want to do something bad because I don't want hm to send me to G home I don't want to do something bad because I don't want to be burned forever or even for a day or even for an hour or even for anything I don't want to be punished not only that let's say G is far from your imagination which for most of us it is it's hard for us to imagine a place that's just a doom and gloom type of thing forever it's hard to imagine you read some you get a little bit of understanding of what it is but nonetheless if you don't and it's still hard for you to imagine is a easier is an easier G to imagine what is it this world you wake up in the morning all of a sudden your side hurts you have no idea why is my side hurt yesterday it didn't hurt why is it hurt something happened did I sleep wrong how do you sleep wrong what do you mean you just go to sleep I've been sleeping for 35 years how do you just sleep wrong I slept wrong why I don't know how to sleep all of a sudden 40 years I'm sleeping 50 years I'm sleeping now I slept wrong now I found the time to sleep all I do you mean sleep maybe it's something else you start your in your mind little computer maybe it's something else maybe I didn't sleep wrong maybe there's something there maybe this maybe that all of a sudden maybe God's punishing me if you're sensible all you think you know what now I know what happened now I know what happened the rabbi said if you do this is going to happen it's happening maybe it's this maybe this is it you start imagining oh I'm getting punished right now and no no no n and I have a growth and I have a this and I have a that and at the end of the day nothing happens everything goes back and you really did sleep wrong but hem wanted you to have that why to wake you up to wake you up sometimes unfortunately there is there is something so the sensible fear sensible is one where you don't want to be punished in this world if you tell somebody what's the you know worst thing that could happen to you usually they don't think about health because people take it for granted to be healthy especially if they've never been sick really sick not cold and things like that uh so they tell you a if I lose my job if I lose my money if I lose you know usually something material something physical people are so connected to the to to their physical world that the calls money damim meaning blood why you spend your whole life all of your blood chasing money this is why someone before they become a spendaholic before they start spending all the their money on stupid things and I don't just mean spending it on paintings for $46 million I mean spending it on things that are just completely not necessary like some people spend an exorbitant amount of money on cars you know listen I'm not saying you have to uh go on a on a on a bicyc everywhere but when some people are spending 100,000 150,000 $250,000 on cars when in reality they can't afford it now if you're a multi-millionaire you have uh tens of millions of dollars in the bank to you it's the same thing as any Average Joe spending 30,000 fine enjoy but the reality is is that if you walk around in any neighborhood that's middle class you'll see that in many cases the cars in the lot are more valuable than the house the cars in the lot I mean I'm telling you walk around sometimes with my wife and kids and you see you know listen I want good for everyone I don't have an I care less about it but I see some people you have a house regular normal house whatever the house I don't know where 300,000 400,000 whatever it is but you see there's two three cars in a lot two three cars in a in a you know sitting over there and the cars I mean you easily 300,000 easily each one two each one is 100,000 each one is 75,000 the cars which are not going to survive more than just a few years are more valuable or at least close to being as valuable as the house best part is most of the time the house is rented that's the best part the house is rented the car is rented everything is rented and no one has any money so the thing is though is that when you actually start learning M you start understanding wait a minute if money is viewed as blood in the Torah that means that I've spent a x amount of blood x amount of my life to get this money so before I spend an extra 20,000 30,000 50,000 or better yet 5,000 before I spend an extra $5,000 getting a navigation system I'm never going to use getting those extra cool looking uh rims that no one's ever going to care about because no one cares about your rims other than the guy that's selling it to you the next time that I I'm going to spend an extra $5,000 on this nonsense let me think about how much of my life did I have to give for this is if you think about it logically if you think about it that way wait a minute to make $5,000 that was a month worth of work that was two weeks worth of work let's say an average person maybe it's a month worth of work so it's a month worth of work you're going to spend on rims like think about you woke up in the morning and after you finished doing everything you had to do you went to work from 9: to whenever and you worked and you dealt with customers and headaches and biot and problems and this and that and all these things every single day for a whole month for what for rims for a radio for a navigation system that you actually work a whole entire month for something you can't even keep why because you have to give it back after a couple years so this is us when we don't think when we don't think we end up doing what we talked about in last night's Shure and get to such a point where hasem gives us a gift that becomes a curse what's a gift is a curse he gives us more money than we know what to do with and we end up buying stupid things like this for $46 million this is a painting that is wor it's was sold recently for $46 million okay this is the Sher last night so I guess none of you guys watched the she yet now I'm asking you which one do you think is better looking okay this is my daughter's painting she's two and a half I want only 30 million for this definitely only 30 million there's more colors on this one more action in this one look at the expression on this painting we're trying to raise 250,000 I'm going to raise it for 30 million 30 million guys that's it you have a discount it's much deeper much deeper look at the expression over here here she was very happy here a little less happy here she got the toy oh over here she was watching one of our cartoons I mean come on this was actually I was upset that's why there's black over here ab's upset there expression anyway you guys don't know anything about painting 30 million is a discount this is what happens when you're stupid this is what happens guys this is what happens you spend $46 million on this so my point is is if the person learned a little bit of M learn a little bit of of M just the value of things based on on the of of hasem foolishness wouldn't happen so the sages say that when you start understanding the concept of that someone is watching you someone is listening to you someone is writing down every single thing that you do to such an extent that when you get up to sh after 100 20 they're going to even judge you on the basic nonsense conversations between you and your wife what's a basic nonsense conversation what is it did you turn off the light no that they're going to judge you on that they're going to judge you did you spend did you say no I didn't did you answer appropriately did you use too many words because it says don't spend too much time speaking to your wife about nothing if you're going to speak about something it has to be Val Val don't just talk about nothing oh what about the flowers what about this what about the weather what do you think it's going to be tomorrow what do you think about the president you think it's good that he made Jerusalem the capital what do you think of this what do you think of that all the stuff that people love to talk about in sh hey look how much you spent you lived 80 years and you spent 15 of them talking about the president and you aren't even a politician so these are things you have to take into consideration when you have now the sages explain in job the when they talk about the debate why is there a debate they said job job that got M tested a test that we can't even imagine in a matter of moments he went from being a multi-billionaire not millionaire billionaire to losing all of his money nothing zero it wasn't like it went down over months and little bit no no one time one day he has hours later nothing that's just the beginning 10 Sons dead same day not even enough time to mourn one and then get to the next one and get to all of them done one thing they all went to have a little lunch the wind came made the house collapse collapsed on all of them they all died same day same time children went from being perfectly healthy Prophet kados respected to being so sick he couldn't move he couldn't do anything and there was so many infections in his all over his body that there were worms coming out of his body not just coming in why why was he tested it was tested if you look at the beginning of the Book of Job the Satan came to Hashem after hem was proud was showing pride in in his in his son job he said look at my son job look how righteous he is he gives he gives M he's sadik he's a prophet everything is good so Satan says to hasem he's only this way because you gave him everything you gave him everything but if you take away everything from him he won't love you he won't fear you he won't nothing hasem says you have the opportunity to test him now the question is why is it that hasem allowed the Satan to test him what did job do the fact that he gave him everything he decided to give him everything hasm decided to give him everything why did he also give the Satan opportunity to test job so now the give a couple of reasons number one job was one of the three key servants to there was there was and there was job when asked them what should we do with is Bam said kill them kill them they're going to torture you they're going to this they're going to that he was an enemy of Amy sled from the beginning his punishment eventually was getting killed and G forever spoke out said no they didn't do anything they built your country look you don't you remember yadik don't you remember in this week's par he built the country made you guys rich what are you g to kill them now you g to make them slaves what are you gonna do against them theik why you going to go against them and he realized they didn't like that answer so he ran away what was his what was his reward eventually he became one of the most righteous converts that ever lived there's a whole par in the Tora called why based on but what's the par about is it about no what's the par about ten commandments mat t t job also agreed with but he wasn't vocal about it wasn't vocal about it he didn't say nothing he just ran away I quit I don't want to deal with Communists like you guys terrorists running away Shem says you stand quiet at a time of need you're punished not to be quiet you have to be vocal you have to stand up for the truth even though he was righteous even though he wasn't like wasad so you had to speak out you made a mistake so that gave as soon as there was a as soon as there was a case against them in sh hasem says okay test them go ahead let's see let's see now he has to speak out why because he's defending his own life now that's one reason another reason says that hem says to not to job job the is a case against you that the Satan is bringing what's the case against you case against you is that when you build a Suka you build a Suka there's a few different ways you the Suka the word Suka he three letters but the in Hebrew unlike all other languages the words are connected to what they actually mean it's not like just some nonsense word that somebody made up out of their head the words in Hebrew and the holy language not modern Hebrew but just the holy language are connected to what they have to do so for example uh Seuss horse also means to go forward in war which is exactly what is the nature of the horse to go run into a war he doesn't run away from a war Suka also gives you a hint of the three different ways to build a kosher Suka is a circle or a square you could put meaning a Suka with four corners four four walls four walls that's the that's the most kous Suka you can possibly have four walls it's a house M house beautiful the greatest Suka you could possibly have if you have four walls then you have the most common one which is okay which is the that's three walls three walls that's it's good it's not the best it's not the worst what's the least but yet still kosher it's the least if there's no walls obviously it's not Suka if there's one wall it's not a Suka if there's two walls it's not a Suka what does it have to be it has to be two walls and a small one two walls and a little two walls and so Hashem comes to aob to job and he says yo had opportunities you had this you had that great asked questions and you said listen I could speak out but then I'll put my life in danger you don't have to put your life in danger technically you have to put your life to need for anybody I ran away I didn't say for but I didn't say against I ran away saved my own life it says your own life first he says this is the way you lived your life in general in essence you just got by you did the basic minimum you did what you had to you did what you had you feel you bought 400 bucks even though you had the ability to buy $2,000 you know something special lifetime investment beautiful sadik so on and so forth you didn't do that what' you do no no what is 400 what's the what's the least I can get one for that's kosher not not kosher you're not buying it from a reform with that has inside the you know you have you have a kosher you know they have they have a they print it from a PR they put on it they don't put the real par you're supposed to so what's the least expensive one 400 okay I'll get the 400 this is what they get little bar mitzvah boys usually to you you have the $400 like for a little B MIT boy but you're 35 45 50 years old why you just want to get by I just want to get by it's not that you don't have the ability that you have the ability meaning if that's all you have it's all you have no problem but if you're making 50,000 $60,000 and you feel comfortable spending you know $500 a month on your car $1,000 a month on your car but you're not willing to spend $500 $1,000 $2,000 on your eternity it's a problem here lopsided is having some problems soem says to this how you lived your life your mitvah you just got by just got by you did the basic minimum whatever you had to do you did but the basic minimum so when there was a time of was a case against you the basic minimum wasn't enough it wasn't enough to protect you what is this like page 43 it says that they came to the um they came to theim the Angels Came to theim and they asked them I know we have a Mitzvah we have a Mitzvah in the tor of uh wearing wear in wear in so Katina asks the angel he says do you punish a person who doesn't perform Mitzvah where technically he doesn't have to why why he doesn't have to because the you only have to wear it if you're wearing clothing with four corners if you're not wearing Four Corners you don't have to wear tiit that's the if it's four corners you must wear if has four corners but most clothes today doesn't have four corners so if you're not wearing Four Corners you're not obligated to perform this positive Mitzvah you're not obligated you should but you're not obligated SOA one of the asked an angel asked an angel angel angel how are you how's everything how is it in sh I have a question for you Mr Angel Mr Angel do you punish someone in sham when you see people what happens to them after they leave this world they go over there you see what happens yeah I see what happens okay do they punish someone when they don't perform a Mitzvah because technically they don't have to it's a positive Mitzvah but they don't have to perform it they should wear but they don't have to you're specifically talking about and the angel says yes during the times of a negative decree of a bad decree on am is when there's a it's a time of Wrath when as a decree against the nation hasem is sending a punishment Holocaust of you know all types of asot that happen in the world fires pgms inquisitions local National whatever it is when there some type of decree against the nation he says that's when those cases get put up to Sham and all of those people that didn't perform the Mitzvah that they could have they get punished why they get punished because had they done those MIT they could have turned the tides around and there wouldn't have been a decree until then it wasn't a problem until then there wasn't a problem you didn't have to do Mitzvah but the fact that you didn't do it eventually you you led to the shortage so you get punished for it so when people tell me I'm sorry it's 41A this when people tell me you know uh you know you don't have to you don't do you don't do so 43b it actually says says the punishment the punishment for not wearing a white sit the white strings is much worse than the blue even though in the Torah it says we with the blue uh blue string on there says the punishment for not wearing the white is much greater why because the blue you're an you don't have you can't it's not like you don't want to you can't you can't do it because you don't know what's anymore but the white you can and you chose not to the white you chose not to you have a problem so now this all has to do with when you have it's not just that you want to have a good report with shamay and not get punished in this world or the next but increases over time to a point where you're now worried about a relationship a relationship with the Creator and you're saying this is like a husband wife relationship husband wife relationship it's not that the wife or the husband doesn't do something to offend or hurt their spouse because they're scared there's going to be violence if it's a healthy relationship ship they don't do it because they're scared to hurt the relationship so the highest level of the highest level of fear of the almighty is when you're scared not of punishment but you're scared of hurting the connection between you and God you're scared of hurting the connection so here theim say job got there job got to a point where he was scared he was doing all the mitv but he was scared to hurt the relationship but then R says no no no he was at love he was at love not at fear this wasn't it was love why is there why is there a debate here in thear he says because the highest level the highest level of fear highest level you have the bottom you have the highest level of fear is the beginning of love the highest level of fear of hem is the lowest level of Love of Hashem meaning that most of us in this world that live today 8 billion people have no concept of what it means to love AEM no concept but we're going to talk about it once and for all for people to understand what does it mean to love hem what does it mean to love hm now the rambam in chapter 10 Al 6 says it's well known in clear in a clear matter that the love of God will not become attached within a person's heart until he becomes obsessed with it at all times as is fitting Le leing all things of this world except for this meaning this becomes number one 2 3 4 5 6 it's the whole list all he cares about is finding a way to love God he doesn't care about money he doesn't care about girls he care about guys care about nothing all he cares about is God to such an extent like y like job what if he would kill me I'd still serve him if he would kill me why I love him I love him he's the greatest but he's killing you I love him but he's killing you I love him but he's killing you I love him he's the best you insane yes about God that's love it's not something rational this was implied the rambam continues by the Commandment in SE Deuteronomy 65 love God your God with all all of your heart and all of your soul this is in it says one can only love God as an outgrowth of the knowledge with which he knows him the nature of one's love depends on the nature of one's knowledge the nature of one's love of hem depends on the nature of one's knowledge a small amount of knowledge arouses a small amount of love a greater amount of knowledge arouses a greater amount of love in so many words the rambam explains to you a a foundation of Torah foundation of life Foundation of everything the more you know about God the more you'll have the ability to love him but if you're an ignorant fool it's impossible for you to love God maybe you'll have fear but you're definitely not going to love him it's impossible so here we see that the equation has changed drastically why because most are ignorant about God but they say no I love him I love him I love him he's the best I love him I love him I love him he's the best said what does it mean to love God now originally when Hashem created the world the zad says that he created with mid with the trait of rebuke of punishment of judgment but then he saw that the world would not survive without having some type of Mercy we sin we get punished on the spot we're not going to survive so he added Mercy but he never removed the Judgment Z says why did he never remove the Judgment why just with Mercy he says because the Judgment part the Judgment trait of Hashem that he created the whole world with that's what keeps the world going it's not the mercy part that keeps the world going it's the Judgment part that keeps the world going why why is the rebuke why is the punishment the parts that keeps the world going it says it stops the world from being the same as the generation of Noah the fact that people get sick the fact that people lose money the fact that people get divorced the fact that people have problems in their life that keeps them at Bay that humbles people the fact that one day you're oh I'm president I'm principal I'm millionaire I'm Z this and next thing you day you're consti you can't go to the bathroom we're not talking about you had a depression you bankrupt no simple you can't go to the bathroom that's it your whole day is shot your whole life is shot nothing matters your billions don't matter your doctors don't matter nothing matters you can't go to the bathroom simply you can't go to the bathro that's it I'm not talking about you lost your money about your wife hates you or your kids are on cocaine nothing nothing happen other than that you cannot go to the bathroom everything becomes meaningless that problem takes out the air takes out the air from even so Hashem left it left it in the world because that's what keeps the world going now unfortunately sometimes people still sin even though they understand the concept of punishment and they'll even tell you I agree I agree to this punishment I agree that maybe the reason why I'm having so many problems my husband is not treating me well my kids hate me my this my no one's listening on this I know it's because probably I'm not modest but I can't do it I swear I can't I can't be modest I have to wear almost no clothes I have to act like a nothing you I'm I deal with some people like this I tell them listen listen you know your husband is giving you problems your kids are giving you problems everything in your life is one big problem all you have is problems maybe at this point you realize you need God oh no no I agree with you I need God of course I pray to him all the time said yeah but if you pray to them all the time don't you ask yourself once in a while why isn't he answering well yeah it's a good question why isn't he answering I said because between you and me He considers you praying to him naked and it's not an appropriate prayer you go to the King of Kings naked yeah but he created me doesn't make a difference it doesn't make a difference just because your parents saw you a little baby naked doesn't mean that when you're 20 years old it's still okay for them to see you naked yeah but he saw me naked I came out of my mom's body it doesn't make a difference it's not appropriate yeah but she's my mom it doesn't make a difference yeah but he's my dad he's also a guy it doesn't make a difference anyone with a little SE knows it does not make a difference it's not appropriate it's not appropriate it's not appropriate even more so with God even more so with God so if you're praying to God with no if you're praying to God with no goof if you're praying to God in inappropriate way don't be surprised he's not answering don't be surprised but some people are tough tell them that's the answer he said you know what I agree it's tough okay it's tough but you want your prayers answered and they still go they still go they still go until hasem breaks them sometimes has to break somebody in order for them to wake up it's like they're a uh go go go like a nut like a nut crack walnut walnut like a walnut beautiful stuff amazing delicious stuff inside but until you get there is like sweat coming out of your eyes some people like that you tell somebody listen you need to work on your midot you need to stop being angry you need to stop being cheap you need to stop being this stop being this you got to work on yourself yeah I know you're right but it's impossible for me it's not impossible for you saying that is by the way it's heresy why you're saying AB in sh gave you something give you a test you can't pass that's not an ABA ABA doesn't do that hasm doesn't do that so people need to understand that the mitvah that you have as far as loving God is a commandment from the Torah it's a commandment from it's not like it's a level you should aspire to hopefully one day you're obligated to do it but now if we just learned that to even get to the highest level of is almost impossible for most people in this world because they don't even know they need it how are we going to get to love well first we need to learn about it now during this amazing last eight days of holiday of of kanuka we read the Hal Hal every day and N is beautiful and you read ones you read on holidays and so on and one of the parts in it says and one of the parts it says Hashem is going to punish all of this idol worship all of the PE all of the people that all the idols themselves and the people that have made Idols but then it says so like them like the Idols are going to be their makers and then it says the ones that are not what are the ones that are not how they symbolize they not it says anyone that relies on these Idols gets punished now trust because of that he helps them he's their Shield the uh house ofon trusts in hem and because of that Hashem is their shield and he helps them the people who fear Hashem trust in Hashem because they fear Him they end up trusting him and because of that he ends up being their Shield so how do we get to that point how do we get get to that point now you read a couple times a day and you should know by heart but you're still still supposed to read it still supposed to read it gives you helps you with kavana helps you with understanding what the words mean and so on but it says exactly what you need to do what your purpose in life is it says after you say vers in the Torah then you say and you shall love God Hashem your God with all of your heart with all of your life and with all of your money all of what you have all of your possessions this is a commandment this is three different Commandments in the Tor three different in the this is now before I explain what this means because explains exactly what all of this means before we get into that it says all the different things you need to do and you should put on you put the on the arm on on the head and then you uh you listen to what God Said and he gives you reward for it but if you don't if you don't you have a problem what's the problem says and hasem becomes upset what upset he gets angry what's angry he stops the sky what stops the sky no more rain can't eat anymore no food famine that's Gom in this world let's gain them in this world anyone that doesn't just try fasting for two and a half days try fasting for one day we almost feel like we're dying one day come on you have to do whole thing can't do half there's no there's no like lency for half half on I'll pray for it I'll pray a little water just a little water what's a little cares about a little water can't he cares a little water try fasting a little bit more than the day you already before the fast starts what do they say before the it's going to be a hot day you still have to fast it's hot it's hot I'm already hot now I'm like well you're in the house it's air conditioner yeah but it's going to be hot tomorrow I'm fasting tomorrow but it's not hot now they're already worried about the fast so imagine it's not a fast imagine Zen Fest imagine you just can't eat there's no food there's no P there's no money there's no nothing zero everything dies can you imagine that in a nightmare you can't imagine it in a nightmare so for not doing there's more details we're not going to get into it that's the G next week but just so you know what's what this whole thing is relying on if you fulfill these three things you're good you don't have to worry about famine you don't have to worry gnome you don't have to worry about nothing if you don't you have a serious serious problem so it says love God what does it mean love God how do I know I love God how do I know I love you I send love letters I write little things Harmon Card cards I send hm here I love you how do I know I love God he says you have to love him explains with all of your life meaning you're willing to give your life to hasem someone says go worship an idol you're willing to die not worshiping an idol someone says go have sex with a woman you're not allowed to have sex with a non-jew uh your wife that's n a uh whatever something you're not allowed to die three cardinal sins go worship an idol go this go uh not doing it want to die for hem said you must love hasem with all of your heart what's all your heart every moment every opportunity that you have to think about God that's all you think about which means all the time all the time you're thinking about how could I serve God I'm going to learn T I'm going to Dov like the ra says how you going to gain knowledge how you going to love God gain knowledge so you're learning Tor you learn here you learn there you learn in the morning you learn at night you're doing whatever you need to do everything's good so let's assume we're good with the first two let's assume to everyone in the world W fantastic we willing to die for God cuz no one anyone you can ask you want to die for God for sure it's not even a thought why you even asking me asking me you know who I you know kind of sadik I am you know what kind of sadik I am no I can see I can see kind sadik you are I will to die for everyone's will to die okay say that everyone's will to die for God no problem now your heart your heart is clean you don't have any questions for God you know when there a little bit of you have a little headache you're not asking God why is he doing it to me when when the kids are sick you're not saying God why you come on hasm you're not paying attention who fixed this you not your heart's clean every time you have an opportunity to think good okay said no problem so what's the last one what's the last stamp money says when someone goes up to Sham after 120 they go to the bed of sham they ask him questions ask him questions not that they don't know but they give you the opportunity to in essence testify against yourself because you have to sign the decree at the end one of the main questions is did you study tah you made 18 for the T you learned T you made time to learn T every day good you conducted your business with amuna what does it mean conducted your business with amuna aside from the obvious of you were honest did you give M did you give the appropriate did you steal did you do things that were dishonest because you weren't so sure if God's going to give it to you in an honest way did you work on Shabbat did you do things to cut some Corners did you get upset that someone opened a competition across the room and you got upset at God because competition is next door to you did you help somebody that needed your help even though he was also competition competition came to you but he's a Jew he says listen I need some help to get a uh supplier for all this stuff do you know anybody no no I don't know my Supply is going out of business why is your supply going out of business why you can't help him out he's a fellow Jew why can't you help him out why can't you help him out why he's going to steal from you this is one of the biggest problems plaguing our people today people constantly think constantly think that they're stealing someone stealing their to such an extent I could tell you a personal story to such an extent that this is plaguing also the religious world don't think it's just a problem with secular people I had a rabbi contact me one time and he tells me listen can you please not post your uh charity in my group don't post you know because sometimes we post posts you know different things anyone that wants to donate their $3 or $10 or whatever they want to donate or $30 whatever they want to donate donate we'll do K CD so on and so forth once in a while we get lucky we get a 100 bucks but this bothered this Rabbi my the whole $100 that I get maybe once in a blue moon it bothered him now I'm thinking to myself wait a minute thisan is in him and his team are in seven of my groups each that have hundreds of people he has this little homeless group of 50 people they added me to without me without telling me and you're complaining to me you post whatever you want I actually tell my people to donate to you they have a drive they have something they need something for the Bess they need something for the col they need something I told people donate it's good cause do it what does he do he comes to me goes no please the board of our besset told they don't like to see other Charities I'm thinking to myself it's m it's like seriously it's like you feel like you're dealing with people that are blind deaf and stupid all at the same time but that's the it makes us stupid it makes us blind it makes us deaf it makes us everything why because the of all your money is a very difficult mitvah it's a very difficult mitvah to M give all of your possessions that means you're willing to do everything else to everything else too it's the most difficult of all three so now sometimes a person doesn't understand doesn't understand so you tell them stories of some of theim and they say you know what these are tadik from 2,000 years ago from a long time ago from this from that say no you know what it's now Shalom just passed away big loss a generation of Orphans were nearly running out of but what a lot of people don't know about ref Steinman is literally the amount of opportunities that he had to fail the amount of tests that he had in his life we can't even count so Livin told my and he was connected to ra Stein a few stories that maybe are not so uh popular or perhaps known and each one of the stories is better than the next so first and foremost millions and millions of dollars passed through his people millionaires billionaires would always would love to give anything that's related to him anything that's related to him but he himself if you look at any of the pictures you look at any of the videos you have him he lived in a 5x5 house bed is where same as chair with a table all the whole house is maybe worth $5 living conditions none of us will be willing to live in it for 5 minutes forget about a lifetime a week a month nothing 5 minutes none of us survive in it you see videos online type in his name see him talk you see what he lives in it's unbelievable his bed was made out of milk cartons milk crates that's what held up his the The Mattress you see a couple of one of the amazing videos a couple of come to him and they say yeah we have this problem what's the problem yeah the student you know keeps applying to come to the school uh to our school Yeshiva and uh we really uh you know we don't want to let her in we don't want to let her in but the father keeps complaining and keeps making a balagan we thought maybe you could talk to the father maybe uh you could tell him to just go somewhere else so stman says wait before I tell him to go somewhere else why why what's wrong with his daughter what's happened what what's why can't she come no you know it's it's it's there it's complicated what's so complicated what is it what is the complicated you know that you know it's it's no what you know it's a you know it's not good for the kids to be next to these it's not like us so of stman on the spot he says oh it's Gava it's Pride you have pride that's your problem he's not saying the girl says that's your problem you have pride you have G no no no no no no no it's not that it's the he keeps telling to the point they become uncomfortable M I'm the spot no questions asked no questions asked you think he gonna say okay he says you know what what if I studied in yes people that study with me now why can't you go well you better than them you're better than me I'm B Chua you're better than me everybody's B Chua what are you talking about you have G tells them on a spot one time they come toin they said yes a started 4,000 4,000 just imagine 4,000 a couple of thousand shekels a month 500 bucks a month it's not a lot of money but 4,000 it's a lot of money every month you got to pay them it's not like once in a while and he used to pay them more even he himself lives on milk crates everyone has houses this that everything is good one day they come to him it's right before P couple days before P we have no money to pay the goes how much are we missing says we need a million dollars we need a you know what a million dollars is is in Israel a million dollars is like a 100 million in America we need a million dollars before the we didn't come to you and we thought we're going to do this we're going to do that we're going to get the money we're going to go nothing nothing okay I'm G to go get you a million dollars okay where can we go well there's only one one a one guy that's really rich only him can do such a thing where is he let's go now stop they let's go right now where is he they go take at this point he is over 90 years old he's not a little 25 year old physically fit muscles coming out of his ears scrawny barely eats nothing over 90 years old where is he now we go stop this whole life let's go he knocks on the door hello just showed up to his house imagine if somebody gave you a picture of you're already happy somebody give you a picture of Steinman kki already your already your whole day is met everything is fantastic somebody give you a picture somebody sent you a text a text a email rki says to donate here already the picture put you in a good mood already you see on his face already in a good mood see imagine you have showing up at your house hello what I owe the honor to okay we're not going to waste I need $1 million now no no no no Small Talk hey how are you how's everything how's the kit nothing we need I need $1 million for the ISA guys one second for the he goes into the room she writes a check he gives it to them on the spot thank you very much he gives it to his people goes go cash it now give the money today don't waste one moment give them money today today give them the money so they all have money for the so they all have they don't waste for one second don't delay it today give the money that's the story now why is this guy so excited to give ra Steinman a million dollars in Israel why were people begging him begging him to take that money begging him to take that money he wouldn't he doesn't need if there was no need give it to yes otherwise for himself not a penny now it's very normal someone that collect Thea to get a piece that's what people do for a living if they're criminals they take at least 50% if they're righteous that sadik they still take 10 % righteous people still take 10% it's no problem there's nothing wrong with it still you can take a piece but some thieves take 50 60% the thieves but if you take a piece take commission 5% 10% whatever it is no problem they could have easily taken a 100,000 no questions asked and he's getting millions of dollars every month for all this Co he could have easily been in a mansion uh 50 stories high take a little piece a little even if it's just 5% we're not talking about Tak 50% 5% never in his life did he take 1% 1% never why that's a ish kados that's a person that's kados that's holy meaning one of the people wanted to celebrate this big thing that happened we just saved all these things celebrate you don't have a time time to celebrate now we're going to celebrate another time so pu came up por came up they invite Steinman for the want to do a celebration and also for the good things that have happening are going forward everyone is doing better we want you to come join us for the celebration Steinman appreciated T of course he comes and they give him a cookie a cookie you know the little triangle cookies they have H they h h h i learn something every day H so to give him a h how they get H oh okay so they G and uh says what's this what is this it's embarrassed a little bit what do you mean doesn't know what a is what do you do on it what do you do on it what is it he goes it's m it's m not that's what you doing it's a cookie oh since the day that I got do since the day that I got my own opinion my own dot I never did a Mot prayer a Mot blessing on anything other than daisa what's daa daisa is like a like um it's it's like uh oatmeal oatmeal it's like food it's like grains it's like nothing it's like food for either if you don't have any money and pretty much that's all you can afford or you're a baby or you're really old but in essence what is he telling them his entire life he did not have a cookie his entire life he did not have a cookie a cookie that's why people want to give him money that's why ish kados when this is not about someone fasting for a day feeling strong this is not not someone taking on themselves to watch their eyes for a month this is not someone that okay I'm becoming a little more modest I'm going put a suit on or put a dress on no this is a lifetime commitment to nothing but T now we're not rough Steiner men you can eat cookies enjoy no problem but this is a isad this is someone that loved God that's what it means to love God you love him so much you have no time or interest in anything else not even a cookie why because maybe the cookie you'll enjoy it too much it's going to take away from your love of hem the cookie the cookie the cookie do you understand of Stein once said I wish you know there a lot of he in he go I wish all of these religious people all of their everyone is he was a you tell the truth was sharp so everyone thinks that all of what they do is LMA it's all for hem it's all because they love hem they love hem they love hem he says I wish I wish if 1% of all they did was for Hashem if 1% of all of the mitv that everyone does just 1% was really forem just 1% it would just be 1% only in essence he told you what I've been trying to tell people for years he just did it in five words I've been doing it two years trying to figure out a message he just did in one sentence that's the of a is kados he says loving hasem is so far from us it's so far from us it might as well be a different different world why because in reality when most of us think that we love hem it's only because we love ourselves we're doing what we're doing not because we love Hashem we're doing what we're doing because we love ourselves you're doing the mitv Because you want a reward for it you're doing something because it makes you feel good you get something out of it you're not like a you're not like job we say even if he were to destroy me I'd still do it we're not at that level we're not doing itma no no I'm teaching LMA I'm learning LMA you're meaning just for heaven I'm learning for this no what do we do we learn because we want to tell everybody else we know as soon as someone as soon as someone learns first thing they do when they finish hey yeah oh did you learn today did you learn today they call their friend oh did you learn today oh you didn't ah I just finished I just finished you know sadik I am I just finished oh you didn't learn today I got it already it's 8:00 in the morning I finished that's see that's what I'm talking about I finished learning at 8:00 in the morning that's how much I love God you didn't learn for God you learn to go tell somebody hey you fin I finished learning at 8:00 in the morning I'm already finished you wanted the cavod that even though even if you start with intentions that you're not supposed to eventually it ends up being maybe maybe will be good intentions but nonetheless it's not what you say it is it's not because you love God go someone says no but I do K all the time yeah you do K because that's how you get show off everyone what kind of house you have and what kind of food you make and what kind of B you are oh but I give the school is raising money there's there's a Yesa raising money uh $2 and a half million dollar they want to raise in 32 hours may they succeed now people say hey I just donate you see I donated 100,000 I don't I'm alni of this school I did chv because of this school I donated 100,000 sadik I love hem you don't love nothing only reason you did it is because on the website they say so and so donated 100,000 that's why you did it if they didn't put your name you wouldn't donate squat maybe you donate Kai $18 you donate you wouldn't donate the 100,000 let's call it SP spay let's be honest with ourselves okay you donate you get the Mitzvah you donate it but don't pretend like you did because you love God so much because if you did you wouldn't have waited for them to need a $2 and a half million dollars they would have already had it from you if you loved God so much they wouldn't need to ask you you would have loved God so much you would have thought about what does God want me to do now because that's all I can think about all I can think about is what does God want for me no what do you think about you thought about going to make the 100,000 so you can give it you understand so that is our confusion we're so tied to material that we we literally it's become part of us now the sabok used to be a very very successful businessman and he ended up becoming had the to become the one of the one of of the key students of I told you the story they met on a train and so on they took all of his businesses all of his money and he spread it everywhere himself didn't he leave left nothing for himself because once he saw the imit once he saw the truth of tah of Hem of just literally the purpose of life it got to a point where it started disgusting him it got to a point where money started being disgusting to him now people always asked if money was so disgusting to him how is he able to get so much money to build all of these from this so one time he goes to this G this wealthy guy and asks him for money the guy gives him a big amount of money no checks back then Cash Gold and so on now there's a guy another Rabbi right after him online this guy was a wellknown as wellknown rich guy so you'd have you know different people they come at a certain time so it's like a line so the gets an enormous amount of money just a second later another Rabbi comes and groomed he gives him money gives him a little donation but the let's say gave hypothetically a million dollars this other guy gave him 10,000 still it's still a somebody donate so the r says to he was also also had no no no difference but he said you know he had a little bit of he's a Jew he wants to ask as listen listen you gave us thank you very much I'm not complaining I just want to know what's the reason there's such a big difference from what you gave him the sub to what you're giving us I mean he has a Yesa we have a Yesa he has students we have students he's a rabbi I'm a rabbi why is it because he's a bigger maybe is it because he has maybe you think he has more or love like what's the reason I just want to know I could work on myself maybe I have the sc one day to get more I just want to know that's that's for that's the only reason not complaining so the a the wealthy guy's name was Zalman Zalman he says you when you came to me I can tell that before you left the house you asked your wife how you look you groomed yourself took care of yourself your suit your shoes your this you came cuz you about to meet me and you want to impress upon me and give me give me respect because you respect the money now because you respect the money I want to keep it I want to respect the money too you respect the money I respect the money so I want to keep it why would I want to give you something you think is good we both agreed it's good so why would I give you something I think is good I want to keep it to myself but when he comes to me there's no grooming there's no nothing he comes with the mud on his shoes it's a uh no no second things he comes in and he says zman what is it going to be with you Z look at all you have here and you have nothing in sham none of what you have the Villa the house the castle the this the that you can't do anything with it nothing you could do with it eventually the worms are going to eat that too they're going to eat you they're going to eat the the house they're going to eat everything the maggots the worms nothing is going to be left the only thing is going to be left is MIT and maybe maybe your bones are going to be left if you're not jealous of people because if you're jealous the bones will be gone too what are we going to be what's going to be with you zman and I say to him the only opportunity I have to actually have something is if I use what I have here to get something over there so I give him as much as I can I give him a bunch because he's not coming for the money he's coming to save me he's not respecting the money he's giving me an opportunity to geta that's the difference that's the difference when you respect money to that extent you're not going to want to give it when you like money you're never going to have enough doesn't matter how much you make if you like money you're never going to be generous I have a with money all of the people that like money somehow they connect to me so they always tell me about their Investments and their houses and their cars and the vacation and the deals and a this everything but donations Bitcoin the Bitcoin and they tell me listen you give me some investment advice because I got to do this this I don't want to do investment advice I I'm not doing it for money you want me to do it for free now no but listen for the if I make more money I'm going to give my sale I'm G to give my sale I'm going to invest a 100,000 200,000 a 300,000 in this this and this if I make money I'm going to give 10% bem no problem I said don't give 10% of bem over there just give it today you have 3,000 now you have a th whatever you hav to give 10% give 1% a day nothing it's all lie it's all an illusion why they like money so much it's impossible for them to part with it this is also one of the reasons why sometimes people like to give me money in my hand and I always try to like run away from it as soon as I started learning and seeing the outcome of it I try to tell people don't give me money in my hints don't give me cash don't give me check don't give me nothing just give it on the website go send on the website send it in the mail don't give it to me in my hands don't give it to me in my hands number one if you continuously give me money in my hands you're going to stop wanting to learn from me this is already AAR it says you lose honor you lose respect for the teacher once once there's money exchanging hand to hand that's number one number two even more so this is the best test of whether you really want to give it for the right reason or not if you want to give it for the right reason immediately when you get home you're going to go on the computer or you're going to go on your phone or whatever it is you're going do is $100 thousand a million dollars whatever it is good luck thank you very much you're not gonna forget why it's burning in your heart that you want to give to go save Jews you want to save your brothers and sisters you want to go save people that love God you want to save people out there in the world it's burning in your heart not to be a partner it's burning you it's killing you you're G to go home you're not even going to go home you go in the car in the phone you're sending the money you can't stand it that you're not part of it but if you're trying to earn my cavod you're not going to do it at all you're not going to do it at all why he's not going to know I'm going to shoit the computer I want to see him when he gets it I want to see his reaction first of all you should know I don't have that t you can give me a million dollars Sal means nothing to me it didn't mean anything to me in the past it doesn't mean anything to me now I don't have that but the point is that sometimes I see people they want to give me money they say oh no no I tell them no go give it on the website they never give anything why it's not the same it's not the same now I usually like to mess with rich people even when I when I was when I was in Wall Street I used to like messing with them because I think that people with with pride you know usually they deserve to be messed with so for example sometimes you have a rich people they get upset when you reach out to them and they don't know you like for example we cold call somebody and say listen you want to invest with us so on and so forth and some times people get upset who are you how this this even if they end up doing business with you anyway they just always wonder how you got their name like it's so important like it's their name is in some safety box so anyway so somebody just the other day yeah day of two days ago reminded me of this because I sent a an email I have an email list I sent an email to people and he sent me a reply he said how did you get my email like his email is so special how could I get it first of all he gave it to me himself he just doesn't remember it was many years ago when I was in the business world but that's besides the point but people used to always ask me how did you get my phone number how did you get my phone number how did you get my name how do you know me like how did you reach me and what I tell him the truth what's the truth I bought your name for five cents that's the truth I bought your name for five cents your name is worth five cents sometimes one cent now that helped me in a business World why did it help me in a business world because the guy whether he had5 million or 10 million or 100 million or 30 million he it just deflated all of his pride why he became human again he realized that his name is worth five cents all of us need to realize our name is worth five cents regardless of how much money you have regardless of how smart you are regardless of all the good deeds you did all the good deeds you want to do enough enough you want to get to a point of loving God you have to distance yourself away from these types of mindsets that makes you think you are who you are now the sa one time they tell you a story that he went to this a this this this this rich guy he started telling him same thing money money money this money is garbage killing you all your whole world is money whole world but he got so into it himself he got so into it the whole lecture he's giving he's giving the to the guy he started getting himself now T that was with him is watching this whole thing the the rich guy he gets so enus he gets so like M lit up by this m he opens the safe ton of cash in there he says take everything take whatever you want take and it saok says why you giving me your garbage you take it you keep your garbage don't give me your garbage I don't want your garbage and then they start arguing goes no take no you take no you take no you take no you take I don't want your garbage no take my please for I don't want anything it's garbage why do I want it take it please maybe you could do Tora no you take it I hate it disgusting go on Nish why you give me your garbage you take it you throw it they both got into it so much the little that's there to help the the sub has no idea what's going on he's like we came here to raise the money so he was he was smart he took whatever he could take and used it for years years years years they M lived off of this money but that's M that's when someone is able to distance themselves away from materi material to such an extent where they realize it's m it's it's it's it's nothing it's meaningless doesn't mean you have to go be homeless doesn't mean you have to go quit your $200,000 a year job and uh you know and that's it finish no understand what you're dealing with understand that if your material is becoming a tool that's of the Satan that's distancing you away from Hashem you have to work on it you have to start fixing it now without love of hem we have nothing we have nothing without aspiring to love hem we have nothing now when we have something getting in the way whether it be money or other material we're literally losing the match before we started it what is it like the um the midash on Song of Songs mid Song of Songs tells of a that happened with this couple that was married for 10 years nice couple religious go wrote in was able to revive the dead holy of holies they go to 10 years we're together no kids no kids so we need to R to authorize for us to a get get divorced what can I do Shimon says okay I just there's one condition it's one condition I need you to have just like you had a wedding party when you got married 10 years ago you're to marry you're to whole this that the other I want you to have a divorce party no less than the marriage party you had in the wedding says we do no problem they start sending invitations to everyone invitations alone's a couple thousand dollar the hall is 10,000 the fu is another 20,000 next thing you know $50,000 a divorce party imagine the busha here you have a divorce party but you have to be happy why just told you have a divorce party okay divorce party says we do what can we do they everyone's this everyone's celebrating whatever whatever but you should know is once there's a decision that you're going to be divorced you're no longer allowed to be with each other no longer allowed to be in a room alone so at the end of the party the husband goes to now his ex-wife because tomorrow they have to officiate it with the r Final Notice with the r that's it finished but as of now it's still not finished yet he says to his wife listen we had 10 good years thank you very much but uh listen this is very hard I'm gonna sit here I'm gonna have a couple of drinks you go to the house go to the house and take anything you want take everything you want take what's the most valuable thing to you take it I'm going to be here I'm going to have a couple drinks it's good enough every woman in the world that wants to get a divorce right now says who's his husband I want to marry him so now this husband has a couple of drinks he falls asleep the next morning he wakes up and he sees who's next to him in the bed his wife Shalom now it's a sin what' you do he says what do you mean what the wife says them what do you mean what I do I did what you said what do you mean you said get the most valuable thing in the house what do you think is the most valuable thing in the house for me it's you you're the most valuable thing in the house what you think the house the chandeliers the money the cars you think that's valuable you're the most valuable yeah but it's asso it's not allowed to do it when we're divorced that's your problem you said take the most valuable I took the most valuable you want to go go deal with go go do go okay we have to go see the they go see the for the I'm sorry you know it's really big bua we spent 50,000 on the on divorce party like you said everything was good everything was great but we're here now he says you don't have to get divorced this year you're going to have a son now the question is Angels came down and spoke to him spoke it's not an imagination Angels Came Down taught T told them Tor when they said someone needs to go speak to the evil Romans to get them to stop the bad decrees on or we need someone that's a someone that's responsible for miracles who do we sendim why he's used to Miracles he goes to to on the way to Rome and the head of all the shedim of all the demons comes over there goes I'm here to help you he cries why ises he cry goes oh look even the sh the the maid servant of abrah ainu had angels we have only sheding he was upset it's only a shed he was upset so just imagine this is the level that he's at and he tells them okay now you don't have to get married now now you can get now you don't have to get divorced you're gonna have a son this year the question is if you're able to revive the Dead if you see Miracles if you're doing all these things why you just tell them that yesterday before they spend a 50,000 why you just tell them listen I'll pray for you this she going to have a son it's still done to this day people do it pray for people that have children it happens I've seen with my own eyes someone listened to some advice that we told them what to do nine months later five years they're waiting nothing nine months later they had a son a daughter it happens so Rish Shimon it's easy business why rabish Shimon knew something that would not realizing abish shim knew the reason why there's no son the reason why there's no daughter the reason why there's no children it's not because of the righteousness of the people it's not because of the of the people that's not lacking he told him to go have $50,000 divorce party they did it for what to fulfill a mitzvah they could have easily gone to a different Rabbi get a get finished the rabbi said this we do it they're now dealing with the bu with the embarrassment of telling everybody by the way we're not getting divorced how embarrassing that is everyone came to the party now they did it's embarrassing they have no problem he says that's not the problem what's the problem after 10 years after 10 years they got so used to each other they forgot to love each other and without love there nothing without love there's nothing nothing is going to hold you together you could respect each other okay so you'll be roommates you could like each other so you'll be friends you could use each other as husband and wife mother and father okay so she'll be a baby Factory and you'll be a money Factory it's not that different from prostitute and and and and the person that buys it no different nothing different Without Love there's nothing even more so with the relationship with even more so with the relationship with because if you are so busy chasing everything in the world that he gives you and you forget to love him you have nothing you have absolutely nothing but the only way you can get to loving him is first learn to fear Him get to the highest level of fearing and where you actually care about the relationship care about the connection then we can start talking about how do I express my love to hasem now the tah gave you shortcuts they're long cuts they're not easy but they're shortcuts at the same time they gave you they said hear hear us we're here to tell you I love you hem hear us we you said it's special yeah we're here we're here tell you I love you how you going to tell me I love you you said tell you I love you how with all my life okay you learned a lot I'm putting what my life on the line no problem if someone comes tells me go worship Yos I'm dying on the spot no problem hasem but last but not least when it comes to money it means nothing to me if it comes between me and you means nothing to me that's love that's love of Hashem if you're still second guessing what to do what not to do whether to buy a new couch or to save another Jew whether to buy to have a extension on the house or new furniture or new car or new lease or new this or new that or new phone or new this or pay for the kids to go to Yesa if your contemplation is do I get betterine or better more modest clothes or more Holiness in my life or some toy that's going to go bad in a few months anyway if that's still a question we're far we have a lot of work to do we have a lot of work to do unfortunately a lot of people know how to give money a lot of people know how to give money they think that's the shortcut but when says says with all of your money it means that the money that you give has to hurt a little bit it has to hurt a little bit if it's easy for you to give doesn't matter how much it is if it's easy for you to give $10 or $20 or $30 it's not enough if it's easy for you to give $100 or $200 or $300 it's not enough if it's easy for you to give a million dollars check no problem cash on the spot it's not enough it's not enough why it's supposed to be everything it's supposed to be not to the point where you become poor meaning it has to be as if you've given a part of your life as if you just put here AEM is a part of my life on the spot here you thank youhm thank you for giving me the opportunity to use a part of my life to serve you that's whyem says give M or give 20 or whatever it is it's at least 10% because that puts everything in perspective where in reality you're admitting to in reality I should be 90 to you 10 to me but you're doing me a favor where it's only 10 to you 90 to me today people give but they don't do everything else we talked about just giving money by itself is meaningless number one it's never going to be enough number two it's never going to replace the mitv it's never going to replace the and that's some of the things that people need to understand is that when it comes to when it comes to when it comes to loving hem when it comes to when it comes to serving hem there are no limits now we can't be one of these fools that Waits too long you know sometimes they tell you these stories and they really put things in perspective the were very furious with ra Shalom because ra sh went to war with the with the withad in general especially with theab was a very famous War so theim or they call themselves ofad one time sent a rope a rope to R Shak and he told him if you don't start quieting down we're going to hang you with this rope they threatened him with the Rope tell him a letter we're going to hang you so ra told his uh helper he says please make sure put this in my will I want to be buried with this rope I want to be buried with this rope you had a lot of hate mail a lot of male that people hated him and you know the kadik and so on that didn't like him so write them hate mail I want to be buried with all of this male he had sack one of his students found a sack full of letters complaints hate I want to be buried with this male but now add this rope okay the male he explained it to us already he says listen I want this all my I fine I stood for the truth regardless of the fact that it wasn't popular but why the Rope why the Rope why the Rope he says this is going to be my witness in sham it's going to be my witness in sham that I love theem with all of my heart and with all of my life because even when my life was on the line it didn't stop me from saying the truth that needed to be heard that's when you love Hashem you understand that's when you love Hashem nothing comes in the middle not money not people not liking you not people offended not people this not people nothing nothing comes in between when you are at a point where you're obsessed with God you're obsessed with serving him you can't think of anything other than serving him you can't there's nothing that you're spending any energy on other than what can I do for God that's when you've started loving him so for all of those people that like to listen to the wonderful lectures that talk about loving hasem and Hashem loving us and all of that stuff this is the Torah if you feel this way if you don't stop lying to yourself stop lying to yourself and pretending you love God all you love is yourself you're only doing the mitv you're only wearing certain clothes you're only giving certain money you're only doing certain things for you not for God God doesn't need them so the relationship if you want it to be a real relationship whether it's husband or wife mother and son father and daughter colleagues work business Creator and creation if you want the relationship to have a good foundation it has to be built on honesty stop lying and pretending you're doing it for God stop enough it's okay that it's not 100% it's okay we're not it's okay we're not Steiner it's okay it's not okay to lie about it though it's not okay to lie about what we're supposed to do is Aspire try work towards it and the Torah gave us a quick way to do it every day you read it what does it mean to you what does it mean to you today what does it mean you loved the with all your heart today today you read it says you remember several months ago we went over it be very careful when you reach why you say be careful with read that be careful why it says Be Careful What does it mean to you today after that you love them with all your heart what does it mean with all your heart today not yesterday yesterday is finished you can't do anything about yesterday tomorrow we don't care about who knows if we're going to see tomorrow today today what did you do for your relationship with hem to be represented with all of your heart what' you do today did you do anything for today anything or is this the first time you decide to even think about God at 10:00 night 10:00 at night finally oh God hey hey God I'm here I'm sorry I was busy I was busy God I was busy you okay I'm here though now I'm here though now you you remembered God at 10 o'clock at night you have a problem it's not what does it mean what does it mean your whole life did you think about God to such an extent that you were much willing to give your life up today not yesterday yesterday you were sadik today today I'm talking about today yesterday you were sadik today I'm giving everyone yesterday before your whole life what about today everyone loves to talk about yesterday all the it's what they used to do all the they used to give all the rabbis they know all the books they read my my father is a rabbi my grandfather wrote a book and my uh did my grandfather also wrote a book my grandfather also is a rabbi his name is abuu my grandfather also it doesn't help me today today today would you do today was today was all your life you do all your life today what about what about all your money somebody somebody had there's somebody in the world that needs money you have it or you're still collecting it like it's a stamp collection somebody came told my wife a story says someone needed a few thousand and I had 3,000 and he need two I didn't think twice about it I gave why did you give why' you get it's a lot of money you give 66% of what you have he goes what am I doing collecting money what if I don't need it right now I don't need it somebody else needs gave it to me for somebody else that's the mentality you have to have do you need it now I'm not saying every one needs to go to zero account but everyone has their tun everyone has their test everyone has to have the right mentality that's what I'm trying to say I'm not saying everyone should just write a check to some uh Anonymous uh place I'm talking about it's just having a the right mindset are you doing as much for AEM as you're doing for yourself if you're spending $3,000 on navigation systems and $50,000 on cars and $5,000 on V vacations and all of this exorbitant amount of money on different things you spent five6 $700 a month on just going out to dinner but youra for the month is 50 bucks you never have any money you never have any money to give Saka you don't love God you love yourself it's fine but at least be honest about it at least be honest because when the the second part of comes up when stops the sky and doesn't rain anymore and the bank account is empty and all that when that happens at least you're not surprised at least you're not surprised oh what the bank account's empty god what happened I had so much money now I don't have any money yeah I gave it you used it for going out to lunch used it for Bitcoins used it for uh for cars and houses you bunch of needed the money you didn't you didn't give it to them A bunch of people needed to do I give you the opportunity didn't do it what am I giving you money for so that's the thing if you're spending $46 million in stupid paintings that's what you're going to go up to Sham with they're going to tell you listen you had $46 million extra you had $46 million extra that $46 million could have saved a million Jews a million Jews would have been able to do chuva with $46 million one million Jews would have been able to do chuva with $46 million you know what let's cut it down a 100,000 Jews 100,000 not 10% not a million 100,000 Jews were able to do Chua which are $46 million 100,000 people would have had eternity and would have given you eternity with your $46 million each one of them forget 100,000 one guy one guy would have been able to do chuva with your $46 million one guy one you would have given $46 million the whole $46 million one guy only would have done chuva Hashem says I would have paid you 310 different worlds for the one guy to do chuva what' you do you replace 310 worlds with a painting that that that is not even good enough for a 2-year-old to review this is what you have you have this this is what you have instead of having 310 worlds for just one guy doing chuva for just one guy reading CH for just one guy on every day for just one woman to put a scarf on her head to be a kosher wife to be modest one you have this you go up to sh and say I have this look I have a Salk wble painting oh good we're going to put that in Gom with you do you understand do you understand it's it's funny but it's not funny because we do it every day we don't have $46 million for for for stupid paintings we have a printer that can print it though what do we have we have phones we have computers we have uh bunch of stuff we don't need we always have the stuff we don't need but the stuff we need we always don't have money for you tell people listen why don't you commit do uh I know donate 150 bucks a month 250 bucks a month you make it's 300 bucks a month whatever it is commit to something no no no I'll get to it I'll get I can't commit to something now but every month I'll think about it what do I think about it's one two three four times they give and then they finish why because they still have to pay for the more expensive car and a more expensive belt and a more expensive lunch and a more expensive dinner and a more expensive house and a more expensive neighbor and the more expensive date and the more expensive this and more everything else they have money for except for hasem do you understand so loving Hashem Hashem gave you a few tools a few tools that are going to be your measuring tape of where you're at if you connected to material to such an extent it's better to just focus on your we get we'll get there but these sh like this give us a at least an idea at least an idea of where we stand with certain things before it's too late we'll finish it off with a funny story so you guys get a little bit of a laugh there was one time a um guys weren't exactly but uh they said listen we play soccer every weekend and uh one of us is going to die one day so whoever dies first come back and uh tell us that uh what's up there if it's true we need do CH to keep need to this need to that no problem that's the deal with the soccer team okay one of the guys dies and he comes back to a couple of months later he comes back to one of the other people one of the people on the team hey how is it up there how the feels how the soccer feels huge how good players amazing wow that's the good news oh what's the bad news you're playing goalie tomorrow we don't want to be the goalie tomorrow you understand don't wait too long don't wait too long to wake up you got to start with you got to start learning some M start learning some things to fix our midot to get to a point where stories like someone that never ate a cookie in his life is not so far from us as if it's mosu because it literally happened just a few years ago if we're so connected to to to the material where a story like that is so far from us where we don't even think it's real that means we have a lot of work to do will have mercy on us and soften our hearts that are made of stone to help us do chv get to a high level of also love him with all of our hearts with all of our lives with all of our time with all of our everything and we can fulfill this Mitzvah like it's supposed to be any questions yes they explain spoke like that out of love for from what saying aage human being it let's say youve understand God to the extent that God can K so translate into love for or just the fact that he knows why don't they say they say love what's the difference well are two different things from from from Love And there's different aspects of connecting to hasem when you have your fear of the Creator that's honor for the the Creator when you have love of hem in essence you're obsessed with serving him when you havea means that you have faith that he's watching you have faith that he is overseeing everything that you're doing in your life he's there for you and ultimately you have faith that everything is under control when you have you have that means you have confidence that whatever is doing is going to end up being okay specifically for you specifically for you so the different aspects of your relationship with with God it's not the same thing so when job was saying that even if God were to destroy me I'd still serve him is because he knew that ultimately the only reason he exists is to serve hem he understood the purpose of his being a creation he knew that he's here to serve AEM regardless of whether he's enjoying it or not regardless of whether he like Li it or not regardless of whether he understands it or not regardless he's still going to be the one that serves he's still going to fulfill his will so there is a uh that says that uh the the three mortars in the Book of Daniel uh the told people to worship an idol and uh they could have run away they could have run away away but instead they said no we're not going to worship an idol so I'm going to burn you jumped into the fire and hasem saved them saved them the I'm shortcutting the story but the gar says where did they learn this where they learn this this this thing to go jump into a fire where they learn this from says they learned it from the frogs now you would think immu no they learn from is a different world they're learning from the frogs why the frogs why not why because still had still had a brain he was acting based on I'm going I'm going to God I'm doing whatever is serving hem says we're not at that level we're not at that level to think this that the other thing we're like a frog frog has Instinct we here to serve hem we're going to serve hem so what's a frog have to do with fire it says in the plagues the 10 plagues that happened in Egypt at the end of every plague lasted a week lasted a week then there was a couple a few weeks of break usually three weeks of break and then the next plague came and the whole all the plagues lasted about a year now when the plague of frogs came came to mosu and he said Moshe no go pray to your God tell him to stop this Moshe prayed and the plague stopped the problem is didn't just disappear so now you have frogs you have zillions and zillions of frogs everywhere what are you going to do with them so mosu praise to hem get this frogs out of here Hashem sends a angel it says frogs hasem says get out of here go into G so all the frogs they start running out they go to the water they're going to the ocean they going to different places but some of them decided no we're going to go into the fire instead we're going to kill ourselves why kill ourselves it's shorter time we're going to serve AEM better by saving the time saving the time the five seconds the five minutes the two minutes that it gets to get to the pond it gets to get to the N River to get to that extra few minutes I'm not serving hem he told me to get out of here I'm not serving AEM I'm going to go into a fire instead why there's no dot there's no brain here there's nothing what do it mean I need to serve AEM need to serve hasem what is it for even if he were to destroy me I still serve him you understand that's when someone loves God so obsessed with serving him there's no oh but you know what I'm going to live an extra five minutes as a matter of fact I'm going to live much longer than five minutes I'm going to get to the pot I'm going to swim for another five six years I don't have to die God didn't tell me to die he told me to get out of here yeah but getting out of here is going to take an extra five minutes going take an extra 10 minutes better die a frog is where they learned it from you understand so these these types of mid these types of these types of teachings from the sages just they're not to impress upon us things that to make us feel like we're so far from them it's actually to remind us that we can all do it it's not to say oh mosenu is this and we're never going to be that no you can be mosenu your own version of it he reached his full potential you can reach your full potential everyone can reach their full potential how do you get to your full potential eliminate your own desires and only replace them with his replace him with his will if you do his will as if it was your will says he will make your will into his will so that's the the biggest difference when when you love AEM that means you're in a straight path only doing his will there's nothing else there's no time for anything else you're so obsessed with him with that it does not leave any room for anything else the uh I forget the name but one of theot that um one of the in a pre maybe 60 years ago 50 years ago both her husband and her son her only son died in her lifetime they say the worst thing for some for a parent to have is to have a child dying their own life not only is her HB hband die in her own life which is already a difficulty of its own but a son her only son died what did she say this that loved what did she say during the during the morning you know we had a big in flat bush people are crying people it's horrible what's the difference what's the difference what is that someone that loves hasem say what does she say she sayem initially I had to split my love between my husband my son and you then you took away my husband so it's between you and my son now you took away my son so all of my love is to you hasm I love you that's what she said Al that's what she said she's bearing a son sh to I love you hm with all my heart now it's all for you that's the difference it doesn't make sense to us because we're far away from it but we can get there we can get there it's just that we have to stop lying to ourselves and pretend that we're already there cuz if you pretend that you're already there you're never going to try to get there you understand if you're pretending like you're already a lover of hem you're not even going to Aspire to be a lover of hem you're not even going to Aspire to have you're not going to Aspire to do anything because you already think you're okay I had a guy God bless him hopefully does Chua a uh I have all these wonderful stories people send me mails it's nice different ways for hasm to help me do Chua to people and um anyway this guy I sent we started sending out newsletters started sending out newsletters we sent a few of them to email list and uh couple of them were articles short articles that wrote about kanuka in Hebrew so he sent them out so he responds to me this guy responds to me he says oh I'm glad that you added rabbi K to your team I'm glad that you added him to your apparently you don't know the story then okay fine no problem doesn't have to know the story well it's not uh it's not the breaking news fine no problem I'm glad you open this this is not the reason why I'm telling you the story I'm glad you you you added rabim to your team so at least now we have somebody to teach us real depth of Torah the real depth of Torah and not the stuff that's really for just the new people by and you know the basics because for people like me says talks about himself for people like me that are that are really serious Torah Learners it's uh you know it's not for us it's not for us and so I'm glad you added RAB FR to your team to teach us the depths of Tor because I have to say I'm a m I'm a really dedicated and for me to hear some of these Ms that it's a rebuke I know it's good for some people but for me somebody like me it's not it's not good the reality so so now oh and then he finishes off the the letter and he says I apologize for the Mis for for the disagreement or the argument we had some time ago or whatever it was apologize for that it's just you know but I'm glad you added him to the team now I was going to respond shalom shalom like Shalom I don't remember the argument that you're talking about I don't remember any argument I don't remember who he is I don't remember a thousand emails I get every other day I mean it's not like uh I don't remember but I knew that if I sent this guy that has an ego bigger than this house that thinks he doesn't need M if I would have told him listen by the way shalom shalom peace hello I don't remember the argument what would have happened what what do you mean you don't remember the argument how do you not remember the argument with me how dare you not remember the argument he remembers the argument I don't remember the argument see that's why you teach and you don't teach the the the depths of Tor The Depths the secrets of Tor the that come out of people's mouth is M seriously like you don't understand what's the it's really ridiculous but that's the thing it's like people fool themselves they fool themselves to think that there's something completely different than reality they put themselves they make themselves their own Idol they put themselves in some pedestal because they read a few books or they have a few dollars or they have a few things and it's m it it's poison it's poison it's poison because it gets to a point where the person is convinced with no doubt in his mind there's nothing for him to change about himself there's nothing for her to change about oursel you know what kind ofik I am you know what kind of I have you know what kind of Shabbat dinners I give you know this you know that people like brag about their so m is supposed to remind you that you have nothing to brag about you have a long way to go long way to go all of us do all of us do next what is's opinion on someone who dreams about events that are about to take place especially when people that this person knows or either about to go through something horrible in life something did it happen or is this things that it looks like it's going to happen hisory history that it did happen the has a whole section maybe about almost 10im about dreams to cut it short I think we talked about it in the past for the most part dreams are all nonsense as a outcome of things we see during our life especially during the immediate time frame that someone uh is uh saw things if they went to a zoo they'll see some animals in their dreams if they uh saw in appropriate things they'll see inappropriate things in their dreams and so on and so forth so most dreams are complete nonsense now once in a while once in a while there's a dream that has some validity to it um gives different things have different signs if there's a snake if there's a verse in the Tora if there's a falling teeth if there's different different signs that you see in dreams have certain significance um and in essence it could even get to a point where a dream is 160th of a prophecy 160th of a prophecy now this doesn't mean that every dream is even remotely close to being a prophecy it just means it's a possibility so as far as translation of Dreams the gar says that the translator of the dream needs to be someone that cares about you should be a but in general should be someone that cares about you and the reason why is because if someone cares about you automatic and they're also tell me that means they would know this they would know that they need to translate all dreams in a positive way because the translator has an effect on the actual outcome of the dream if it's a real dream the translator could potentially influence the meaning of the dream which means if the translator says oh you had XYZ happen oh that means you're going to lose money that could potentially lead to the person losing money not the dream itself but to someone that translated the dream that way um so it's meaning that the translator has a significance impact that's why you need to go to someone that loves you because someone that loves you is always going to look at things in a positive fashion one time somebody came to re said I had a dream where they're cutting up my whole body in little pieces they're cutting up my arms they're cutting up my legs they're cutting my head they're making me into little hot dogs horrible horrible dream you couldn't even imagine such a horrible dream and I felt the whole thing and this and that what kind of Dream It's like a night terror oh this means you're going to make money this means you're going to have kids this means you g to get a house gave him all these wonderful things and all of it happened why positive way of translate in dream he could have easily told hey by the way next you're GNA next week you're going to die and he would have died so that's another thing so you need to go to someone knows knows knows what he's talking about and also cares about you last but not least sometimes a person gets is you know that certain times certain people are more spiritual specifically women more times than not it's women not always but more times they not it's women and they see things or dream of things that are of the supernatural um many times this has to do with tum more than it does K this has to do with impurity more than Purity especially if they see things in the living world like here like for example many people tell me that they see I don't know all types of shind dalits and you know different types of spirits and you know things like that and it's literally every single time without a fail it's because they have some type of connection to idol worship in their house or in their life and they forgot about it they forgot about it they don't know that they do they think they finished it I can tell you from my own personal experience I've seen it and and it's it's it's literally uh you're convinced you've taken care of everything and then one day you move and you go through your stuff it's oh look at that a little uh statue a little New Testament a little uh whatever it is coin or something connected to some type of idolatry that's the problem that's the problem nine out of you know it's m literally almost 100% of the time I told you guys a story of somebody that came to sh and was because of that so um as far as dreams and some things happen uh to people I like pretty much answer directly to your question where someone dreams and it's almost like a prophecy of something negative happening to a certain person in their life uh what should they do I mean listen it's it all depends on whether you think the person's going to listen or not if you think the person's going to be receptive you should try to influence him to stay away from that particular activity without necessarily telling him it's a dream just try to get them out of it just try to get them out of it out of in a different way and uh the reason for that is because you don't want like if they don't listen you don't want to be viewed as you know someone crazy you don't want to turn into where you've turned uh Judaism into some type of voodoo uh some type so it's better you try to get them away from whatever they're supposed to happen in a different way try to get them to do chuva and so on and so forth um very rarely does telling people of the of the supernatural actually help very rarely um it's either because they don't take you seriously uh because it affects them like why would you have a dream about me why wouldn't I have a dream about myself like who are you like what what makes you so what what's what do you like what is this it's it's not normal for people to think like that it's not normal for people to think like why would you have a dream about me why is God telling you or someone telling you about me what do you have to do with me you know so people just can't accept it that way or if they do they're going to become pests in your life and they're never going to leave you alone and every day they ask dream about me again dream about me again dream about me again dream about me again so what does it mean I had a dream I had a Dre about this what does it mean all of a sudden you become some fortune teller you become some fortune teller you became uh this fortune teller from the 1990s that used to uh huh yeah like one of these noas yeah you came from uh you all of a sudden you you're you're so you don't want that you don't want that headache in your life try to get them to do chuva in a different way try to get them to stop from whatever they're doing in a different way it's much better um I mean listen there's a lot of things that that are just better not to not to say them there's certain things for example that um you're going to see in your life that are just not normal you get the point you know if you if you get what I mean there's certain things in your life that you're going to see that are not normal okay normal is just a bunch of people sitting learning eating drinking whatever we're doing right now that's normal stuff coming out of the sky voices uh uh whatever things that like you only hear in movies that's not normal that's what I mean um so there's certain things in your life that are just not normal if you say it to people again they're either going to think you're crazy and you know being crazy being labeled crazy is not a good thing or they're just going to turn you into some type of idol which is a problem of its own you know so very little benefit comes out of it very little benefit unless you're a crook then you could pretty much take advantage of people next porch and cookies yeah next anything finished yeah I had a question came to mind was like a little top you told about the frogs like instinctively wanting to go into the fire to to do the will of Hashem quick K so I remember reading about Babas how all the animals on Shabbat whenever they would come in on his property like in his backyard and stuff it could be cats dogs they would stand up on their hind legs whenever they walked through his property of Shabbat you know no seriously well actually this is what people say this is like so how why how would they instinctively know this I mean unless unless they're a reincarnation themselves but if it isn't it's a regular dog and he has his neish shabat passing through Baba's backyard property I got I got to walk on my highway one day we're going to have a sh about reincarnation one day we're going to have a sh about reincarnation reincarnation is not an easy subject uh a lot of people like to talk about it because it's very mystical it's very cool sounding people talk about like they know what they're talking about uh the reality is is that it's you know they make it sound like it's a good thing they make it sound like it's fun um they they they talk about it in you know these different cabala classes and cabalistic and mystical things in reality anyone that knows anything about reincarnation it's not exactly a gift it's a punish it's a form of punishment and reincarnation is not necessarily all fun and games reincarnation is not necessarily always in humans so you get when you're reincarnated that already means that you're a sinner that already means that you didn't do something you didn't finish some type of tun that you had could very well be that you're a sadik but you didn't complete your tun in many cases you're r that is given another chance because you did something good in your life that's number one two you're only given you know a few times before you if you don't fix it you go down a level so the soul could go from a human to an animal if the animal is not fin finished you go to a plant if the plant is not finished you go to a uh rock you know so it's it's these types of things are you know people think you're crazy when you talk like that because most people talk about kabala and talk about uh reincarnation don't talk about that part of it they talk about you know cool things you know how yeah yeah remember your old life you used to be a king and you were a nice guy and now it's just because you such a sadik you only have to fix one more thing yeah that's not the reality the reality is you probably like me in some way or another you messed up you have to come back you have to fix something fine but you're not a rock the uh the Ben the Ben I believe it was Ben um I believe it was Ben one time was arrested sent to jail and his asked why would AEM do such thing send giant of giants KES to a jail to run jail to for so long could have done so many other things and so on and so forth like why make you suffer he says well I asked the same question and then the first night that I was in a jail in a prison I had a dream and they told me that the walls of my prison cell have a bunch of have a bunch of souls in them that the only only way that they can fix themselves is if somebody like me studies Tor in the cell why they didn't come to they didn't learn T when they had an opportunity hasem said okay I'm going to put you in a wall you're going to be forced to learn tah but it's not going to be so easy why the wall is going to be a prison wall it's not going to be Yeshiva so you know these these types of conversations are not exactly for everyone uh some people think you're crazy some people think but this is what says what are you going to do um so as far as animals are concerned sometimes not all the time sometimes an animal has a human soul sometimes an animal has a human soul and the animal the the animal is an animal but the soul is a human soul it's two in the same thing it's not one which means that the soul is suffering being inside the animal it's not enjoying itself it's not enjoying being a dog and peeing on everything it's not doing that it's still a human being so it's suffering in there but it also knows that it needs to do a tun so there one time somebody had a uh um was selling horses selling horses and the bmov needed to buy a horse and he came to the uh guys he was one of his students he wanted to buy a horse and he saw this one specific horse I mean this horse was a worker something unbelievable he says whatever you need just pick whatever horse you had a bunch of horses go ahead whatever you need immediately the rabbi picked that horse the guy starts hysterical crying hysterical crying I honor you I respect you I love you anything you want just not that horse take the house take the wife take the kids take the other take all the other horse just don't take that horse why I want that horse no please such a good worker this horse is such a good worker he wakes me up to give him a job all the other horse have to do prepare them clean them suits and this one doesn't stop working it's the best horse I've ever had please please for take something else goes no no I want that horse back then they used to honor rabbis not send them emails telling them thank you that you have another Rabbi so he says you want the horse I'm going give you the horse or you sell me the horse sell you the horse sure s you the horse you said I'm doing he says let me ask you something the uh is there someone that you know that um owes you any money yeah they was my neighbor you know down the street which you know 30 miles away farms and and so on yeah my neighbor over there whatever a few miles away he owed me a little bit of money he owed me a few hundred bucks but he died he died a couple of months ago never paid me back that's it other than that no nobody owes me any money and he says now he was a good friend of yours no no we were good friends honest guy just he died M died died young didn't pay me back but that's it other than that nobody owes me any money he said no but do you forgive him for not paying you the money go for you kidding of course I forgive it's my buddy I love my friend no of course I forgive him he died he scanned his wife I tried to help them and so on M SC he died no no but if the fact he didn't pay you you forgive him though 100% of course I forgive him so say it what me say it say say I forgive him I forgive him I forgive him for the money he owes you didn't pay you back the guy says it the horse dies on a spot he goes what just happened he goes your next door neighbor you had to come back in a gou of a horse that works for you to pay you back the money the 300 bucks that he didn't pay you back you have to come back as a horse why you can't go inside G aen with blood on your hands owe people money so that's the thing people need to understand the gim the reincarnations are not all fun in games it's not all fun in games that's why it's also part of the reason why the game is not such an easy sh to give yes I'd love to give it to you guys now right this second it's just not necessarily a very easy sh it's not an easy sh um the key is to know now you need to do Chua I need to do Chua all of you need to do cha everyone that's watching everyone that's not watching everyone needs to know stop pretending that we're already at a uh we're good because there is a actually heard mrai mention it uh recently um I think it was a clip or something I saw somewhere in t there a certain type of Sinner a certain type of Sinner and uh the worst type of Sinner that hm doesn't forgive it's written in also a few different places it's mentioned there a certain type of Sinner that hasm doesn't forgive him what's that kind of Sinner someone says no it's not me I'm okay I don't need to do cha I'm fine I'm okay I want to take off my w put a I don't need to put on early in the morning I don't need to learn T I'm okay I'm all right I'm a I'm I don't need to learn I don't need to learn M says that person doesn't forgive them so these questions the this get togethers these things will get to wake up just these four soldiers that I showed in my Facebook page today each one of them got a CD and a Shar and our packages we sent out to an army base an army base uh last week andem a few guys before they go on their uh holiday break they got some Torah to uh to keep them away from all the uh Christmas trees and all the uh in this world hopefully do CH get closer to this is this is this ISM this is what you do work for hem there's no your opinion there's no what makes sense there's no nothing it's just you work you do you're a frog you're frog if you're a frog amen amen [Music] [Applause] [Music] oh a [Music]