Mercy Needed To Complete Teshuva (16 Minutes)

[Music] so R the entire generation said if mashia is gonna come now it's rasty it's him it's him he's KES Kash he's amazing he's this he's that he's unbelievable never even looked below his belt never saw his breit in his entire life not after he did chuva his entire life his entire life the baby until he died never saw his bre so the says a very very scary story about rebi says one day Reby was the prince of Israel he had a GMA like a cape and one day pastors be had a huge giant mansion horses so on and so forth he very very rich and they were slaughtering a calf for dinner and a calf ran away the calf ran away and he ran to Rabbi now Rabbi was the head of the son which means he knew 70 languages one of the languages is languages of the animals so he says to the calf he sees the calf is hiding under his GMA under his uh his cape a cape um Cape called gown Cape something no cape cape he's hiding under it and he says why are you afraid go back this is what you you were created for to be slaughtered and so kosher Jew does a blessing and eats you for Shabbat for dinner what's the problem why you scared that's what you're created for like I said moments ago every word you say goes up to Sham in sh they evaluate every single word you say like last time when you cursed your wife or you cursed your husband it went up to Sham oh let's see if we want to make it true no no but I was only kidding hasem in sh they're not kidding in sh they're not kidding no I I didn't mean him death I just I just couldn't stand him today and Sh did not Kidd him sometimes people say things that think oh no I can't stand I wish he died those words go up to Sham they're going ask let's see if she died let's see maybe maybe they're going to evaluate it no I didn't really mean it and sh they did mean it so you have to be very very conscious of the words that are coming out of your mouth especially on our kids sometimes a uh you know you say to your kids no stop running or you're going to fall you said stop running or you're going to fall what happened and Sh oh oh you're GNA fall oh yeah you allow to fall 5 seconds later kid falls why why' you say fall you have to evaluate your words you have to evaluate your words very careful with the words it goes up to sh it's very scary so the words ofad had gone to sh he said oh rebi you said you telling the little calf you're right for what was the calf was created for what to do moo all day to go on a commercial so they say all this we make milk from put on the truck where do they make cows for for people to put them in the backyard where they make mil what do they have the cow for two hours you listen to this you still don't have the answer no for the Jew for the Jew to eat I gave you the answer already two minutes ago have as sleep today M got do next week I'll be more entertaining more jokes so anyway meaning that the C was re is Right re is right that you the calf was created for the Jew to eat him but they said but you Reby on a higher level from you we expect mercy so even though you're right and the only reason that the calf was created was for the Jew to slaughter him and then eat him after doing a blessing and so on and so forth the calf came to you and he was scared you shouldn't have said it you should have taken the calf gave the guy 1,000 bucks hey leave this calf alone for me he's going to be my pet for the next week have mercy on the calf rebi rebi did know me skin what happened for the next 13 years he had pain every time he goes to the bathroom is not enough to say they said they heard him screaming when he goes to the bathroom in the middle of the ocean do you know what that means can you imagine screaming and someone can hear you from miles away he used to because he was The N he was the the prince of Israel he would tell his uh the the people that worked for him feed the horses now why because he's about to go to the bathroom and the amount of pain that he had when he went to the bathroom was so hard so he said let's at least drown out the noise from me screaming I cannot scream you have pain I'm hoping none of you guys have ever had such a pain I didem so so I can tell you what it means to go to bathroom and scream it's not fun not fun you scream neighbors here they call the cops oh the wife's killing him Cops show up no no she's not killing him the guy's uh killing himself M what do you mean he's killing himself he's going to the bathroom M what can we do so now he's screaming his lungs out he's tell him listen I'm going scream at least have the horses eat at the same time why cuz when the horses eat they make a lot of noise so they make the noise people hear the horses like white noise maybe they're not going to hear me scream they heard him scream how much they heard him scream they heard him scream in the middle of the ocean that's how much he screamed for how long for 13 years for 13 years what do you mean every year what do you say so how come didn't stop every year again every year again every year more screaming every year more screaming every year more screaming how come hasem did not forgive this sin you go to Y all of us depend on this all of us depend on Yip that when we go to pray we donate a little bit of money sometimes if you don't go to SCH the whole year you donate a lot of money and uh you say Hashem I'm sorry Hashem forgives you all the sins no so what Reby didn't know this Reby didn't have yonip po Reby had yonip po wh every he goes and everything else prays the whole day all night doesn't sleep everything else and still the next day he's screaming again how could it be why isn't hasem forgiving him this is also in a this is also in the right now I actually just realized it this it says in the there's a special prayer that teaches he says M there's something that I can teach you that is going to save the nation it's called the 13 attributes of Mercy says Hashem descended in a cloud and stood with with him there with Moshe and he called out to him in the name Hashem Hashem passed before him and proclaimed Hashem hasem God compassionate and gracious slow to anger and abundant in kindness and Truth preserver of kindness for thousands of generations forgiver of iniquity willful sin willful sin and error who cleanses but does not cleanse completely recalling the iniquity of parents upon children and grandchildren to third and fourth Generations here rabotai is the secret of why re's chv did not work every year yip he's doing the same thing all of us Tred to do times a million what he does but still every year for 13 years he has the same K same pain goes to the bathroom it's pain gay how much is the pain how much that for all the years the says for all the years that reab kados was screaming out of out of pain the entire world never lacked rain why the amount of pain that he had was enough karat for the entire world for 13 years take all the karat you had in your life all of the Terrible Things you had flat tire lost job somebody cursed you somebody insulted you somebody beat you up so whatever whatever H who beat you up I'll tell you I'll beat them upit all the things that happened everything that happened to you you take your brother also all K that happen to him too his brother his this take everybody's note times it by 8 billion people for 13 years packaging it together in a whole box none of them had a shortage of rain why the cap was as big as all of thear for 13 years that's how much screaming he had why this is this is this one wrote The M he only reason we have oral Tora in m and anything is because of him everything is due to him the entire generation said mashia comes it's rebi if mashia comes it's rebi why did he have all this suffering because of this verse says cleanses but does not complain complet cleans completely what does it mean means he cleanses the sin of the one that does chuva but he doesn't cleanse the sin of someone who doesn't do chuva if you go to I'm sorry but you don't plan on doing CH 100% you wasted your time you're better off not going if you're going to say but you already have a barbecue plant for Shabbat you better off not going why is not going to help you if you go over there you have no intention whatsoever to learn work on your fix yourself become a human being be an example to the Nations be be a light to the Nations you're not planning on doing that this year don't go stay home why if you're not planning on doing is not going to help you anyway went to Y he saidu but hem says yes but you don't know where you sin though you're say generally this Reby for you you need to say specifically meaning that for 13 years rebi did not even know why he's even getting this he didn't know he made a mistake why he's right the calf came to him he told him go back they're going to slaughter you why that's what you created he's right but does not necessarily mean it's what you're supposed to do all the time there's a time in a place there's a time in a place and if you don't have mercy this is one of the reasons you getar one of the reasons why a person gets Kar gets suffering in his life is when he does not have mercy so you fast forward 13 years one day ready sees his sh his maid servant cleaning the house and there was uh in those days it was normal to have some uh rats or mice in the house it's not like today if you have it you call an exterminator 5 seconds later you know they're finished you just give the guy 300 bucks and he's done in those days you have him away take the broom finished so the mouse or rat or whatever it was had little baby rats and the sh took the broom and started sweeping them away to sh them out of the house and rebbi saw because the little the little baby rats they weren't able to run around like the mommy rat so they were getting hit by the broom and Reby saw that they were suffering he told them no no no no don't do it don't do it leave them alone let them be but they rats in your house you have a $20 million house ruin your house don't you know there's a verse of Tora says that you have to be merciful he tells her don't you know you have to be merciful you can't just hit them little baby rats but they in your house $25 million house it's okay let him be let him be in sh they took those words and he says Let It Be ah re did why he's not merciful you're merciful we're gonna be merciful on you you Merc you finally learn you're supposed to do Mercy on being merciful for you have you have do do chv being merciful for the animals he did CH pain stopped pain stopped so that's why it says meaning if you did chuva Hashem will cleanse your sins you come up come to hem like a little baby with no sins but if you don't do chuva then you could be suffering your whole life and not even know why imagine suffering in your whole life and not even knowing why [Music]