HaShem Took Back His Millions Part 7

[Music] one day I go on the internet and there's a recommended video for me it's called the debate by Rob M I watched this on my own and for the first time I realized that I was wrong terribly about Christianity it's not second best it's completely fake it's completely man-made has zero truth in it nothing I get excited I bring this to my wife and I tell her you got to watch this debate it's really good it's this it's that she's fine fine it's three parts of this debate it's like three and 1/ half hours all right I'll watch one part so we watched this part at the end of part one I'm as excited this can be I'm like wow you realize what it's done well the Christian is a and the rabbi is arrogant not interested but even though she's keeping mitvah with me she's keeping Shabbat with me and she thinks there's problems with she knows there's problems with Christianity she always knew even before me her whole life she created her own religion after about a week of convincing and convincing and convincing eventually I convinc it to watch part two but still not enough she thinks the rabbi is still arrogant and the Christian's still a I'm running out of options I try to convince it to watch part three and until this day she hasn't watched it but something changed in between so I try to convince and convinc her and convinc her and our life is becoming held my pain continues the money problems continue the government issues continue but one new additive that I never had a problem with which is SCH we never had a fight until this happened now all of a sudden we're fighting every day not even about the religion it's just about the fact that I'm being a little bit fanatic to convince her that there's something wrong with it because now that I found that it's fake I'm not thinking about saving me or this marriage I'm thinking about saving her for me it's p it's like someone's in a fire and I don't know they're being burned someone's about to drink poison and you have to stop them So eventually enough tears enough prayer enough studying T and less and less work Hashem has mercy and he sends me another video recommended this one's called Torah and science also by the same amazing but until this point was known as this arrogant Rabbi so then we watch part one of Torah and science is three parts at the end of part one we're both amazed whatever beli Anda I had went up 500% whatever belief and amuna she had also went up 500% we've never seen the world the way he proved it 2:00 in the morning we press on part two Satan as I said he works really hard part two doesn't work you go to another source find the video part two part two doesn't work can't find part two of course if you go right now to part two you'll see part two works everywhere but that day it didn't work anywhere apparently a very big was coming to he couldn't let it happen so skipping from part one to part three was a really big stretch for me it was really hard T but I said I finally got this girl to watch part one she want part two it's not working said I can do it let's watch part three we press part three and it works we watch part three it's amazing and goes from 500% now we're closer to a th000 cuz you're seeing AEM it's not about believing in hasem believe anybody any can believe there has to be a Creator you don't have to be a genius to believe there has to be a Creator even if you're love science and you think everything came from some cell and it went into four cells and four cells became eight cells and somehow became a fish and the fish grew legs and became a lizard and the lizard somehow became so perfect he became a monkey and the monkey is here even if you believe in that where did the first cell come from has to be a Creator someone had to put the first cell in the world you don't need to be a genius for that but knowing god is what Hashem commands us you need to know that EX part three helped us know now she's telling me at the end of this lecture we're both on a high it's 4 5:00 in the morning now you know watching the popcorn we having a good time we discovering God is like the greatest thing in the world he says listen uh a lot of my questions have been answered but I still need to know that it's allowed I still need a sign from Hashem and generally you're not allowed to ask for hem for signs just so anybody knows Hashem does not allow us to ask for signs you're not supposed to even look for signs not allowed we're above the Maz the stars are the mazal we're above the Maz our actions dictate hashem's actions whatever your mazal is your actions can change it if Hashem says listen right now his mazal is to lose all of his money you do certain things you can change it as a Jew you have a privilege to the rest of the world you are above the Maz know that forever so now neither one of us obviously knew this needs some type of sign but she gets to a point where if anyone that's never met a convert should know that one of the reasons whyem mentions the convert more than anything else in the entire Torah but doesn't just mention them he mentions the special privilege they have in the world he says Jewish Nation we're he's our father but for the converts I'm their father and their mother because they have nothing when they convert their parents are not considered their parents anymore spiritually physically they're still considered their parents biologically still consider their parents they're still supposed to honor their parents as long as their parents are not and totic so I am their father and their mother and he puts an obligation on to love the G you have to love converts not just respect them you're not even allowed to pressure them special treatment can't be a Jewish salesman with a convert problem with converts problem that they go through is that in between leaving the lie and discovering the truth or accepting the truth even after they've discovered it they don't necessarily accept it right away there's nothing there's an empty spot in in the Middle where they have nothing in this world that's Gom because even if you believe a lie your whole life you don't know it's a lie so for you it's true even if someone thought money is the cure for all diseases and all problems and everything in the world despite the fact that it's a complete lie as you've obviously seen from this story at this point so far once you realize it's not you have to replace it with something so a lot of converts get to a very very big MH or very big dilemma very big depression and that's where my my wife got to and that night she went to sleep and she prayed to Hashem saying either give me a sign or take me from this world