Don’t wait to make repentance!!!!!!! (7 minutes)

but now I'm taking the I'm having the surgery The Selective surgery is supposed to give me a little bit of discomfort only now on November 18th of 2006 I wake up out of the surgery with a different body my body changed forever something happened during a surgery that changed my nervous system and everything from my neck all the way down to the bottom of my feet was in pain but not pain like you have a headache pain like if you take knife and you just start cutting somebody open over and over and over and over and over again a little bit like that oh and there was also electric shocks too we don't know why after several hours and the most amount of morphine legally allowed to give a human being eventually I calmed down eventually I stopped asking my wife and my mother to to kill me they released me they sent me home we had a we picked up Shu on the way home I hope it was kosher I got home I thought oh so that's what gome looks like fine I'm going to sleep it's wonderful thank you very much everyone for coming I'm going to sleep I go to sleep and I wake up 45 minutes later only problem is that this time it's worse than the first time and this time it does not stop the screaming does not stop not after an hour not after a day not after a week not after two weeks not after 5 weeks only after 62 days for 62 days screaming did not stop for more than 15 minutes I couldn't sleep my body started dying I started bleeding from my eyes in every hole in my body I got infections everywhere and no one could explain it no one could explain the diagnosis no one knew why I was screaming and even later on when I tried to file an insurance claim because I had a Disability Policy they rejected me after 6 months of research saying it's impossible for that to happen if you want the money you have to sue us I never sue them don't waste your time suing insurance companies so after two months 62 days of wonderful experience of gome I eventually start getting back to my life I'm only taking 20 painkillers a day instead of 50 or 60 start managing able to walk to some extent from here to the door which would take somebody normal about 30 seconds would take me about 30 to 40 minutes but I'm managing I go back to work life is not the same but I figured that I got a second chance I still don't do Chua N9 months pass cuz that's the amount of time that Hashem gave me to do chva I don't answer he gives me a pain in my leg I think I pull the muscle the next day I'm an emergency room an intensive care unit doing a surgery that if I didn't come at that time and I would have waited me even another hour to two the infection that's inside my body would have blown up got into my blood system and would have died within hours so I spent the next two weeks in intensive care units next to the people that are nearly dying some are actually dying their Scream sound familiar to mine after a few weeks I'm release from the hospital lots of fun go back to the painkillers I still don't do chba 3 months later as you've noticed the time keeps getting shorter this is one of the signs from Hashem when he's running out of patience for you the signs and theay slowly disappears if you do chuva when you're in your teens or early 20s you have 90 to 100% to do Chu is easy beginning is hard to commit to hem is hard in the beginning to test in the beginning you do chuva you have miracles on a daily basis much Miracles I'm not exaggerating I'm not a prophet I'm not anything you do Chua in your early 20s you have that's unbelievable you don't do chuva you get to your 30s see gets lower you're not down to about 70% maybe 60% becomes a little more difficult to do Chua because without AEM it's nearly impossible to do chuva so with less AEM of course it's more difficult to do chuva in your 30s but then you have some you still have 60 70% it's still amazing but you skip you go into your 40s and 50s now you're down to maybe 40 50% very difficult to Fig N I still got my fun time today 40 is like the 30s they still got more time to party you guante to your 50s and 60s then it's almost impossible you're maybe 20% 25% you wait to your 70s it's almost impossible for you to do CH almost impossible and even if you do chuva only a miracle will get you to get to a point to do a complete chuva cuz doing Chua takes time you need to learn what what to do you can't do chuva one day like people think no I'll do CH day before I die isn't about that no it just means you should say sorry doesn't mean that you're actually going to get the Gan Eden because you said I'm sorry means maybe Hashem is going to give you less of a punishment a few less million years in G it doesn't actually mean you go to ganeden because you said I'm sorry okay maybe I'll give you a you get back to this world but since we just talked about that we're at the end of times who knows if there's going to be enough time for you to get back to this world don't rely on gig reincarnation is not exactly reliable anymore in our generation mashia comes in 5 years mashia comes in five weeks mashia comes in 5 days somebody dies without doing chuva even if he's born on that day what's going to happen he hasn't done chuva is nothing takes time to do chuva anyone's done chuva knows you've just experienced another Torah class brought to you by Torah anytime.com