Amazing Questions About God From Hollywood (18)

[Music] good to be back we have this shorash uh and then we're on our way to PES we have a three- week trip to California a little bit of uh family time so this is actually the last year in Florida for a little while and then we'll come back after the uh holidays in the break but everybody will still be able to see everything online any sh that we have like we did with New York which was a very successful trip uh with uh four shers in just a few days uh each sh got more and more uh more uh somebody's watching me somewhere else good you're watching me while you're watching me live um so the New York trip was very successful thank you very much for everybody that sponsored the over there some people sponsored for and otherwise it was very good very good A lot of people uh in each year actually the crowd continued to grow uh until uh the snow started interrupting in the last year a little less than what I I thought but uh one of the sh the first one was like at the end of the world in Long Island and then the second sh was in uh Queens packed there was no place to sit no place to sit a lot of people uh I mean it's a small Sho but it's still maybe like 150 people and um the guy that organized the event did a lot of hard work to get people there and uh it was a live crowd it was a live crowd cuz aside from like the store and like some things that we said some M people were uh they were asking questions but question that really were relevant questions in regards to shabbat questions in regards to the the wig issue since apparently I'm the banner boy that talks about against the wig you know one of the few in English in the world uh so we talked about that a lot and uh the sh itself ended up being almost three hours and then which was a surprise it was really supposed to be like an hour and a half maybe two hours it's not like you guys you're used to me for three hours over there hour and a half two hours she ended up being almost three hours and then after usually there's the questions like you guys you wait for the questions after the sh they have the same inag over there they have the same inag but there sh was three hours the questions were 4 hours I was there till 4:00 in the morning but by the time I left the guy was the last there was the last five guys standing but it was really only about one guy one guy left three hours he's asking questions back back and forth back and forth at the end he agreed to keep Shabbat so it was worth four o'clock in the morning I couldn't see anymore but B at least I knew that somebody kept Shabbat at the end so for anyone that got involved anyone that set up the sh anyone that sponsored anyone that watched anyone that sat there anyone that got involved in any way she per form has one of you know one of the many merits that were inherited in that sh and many of the others you know one of the other shes we did inste now I like doing the sh instead now's um uh sh because number one just being next to him Dua if you're a normal person he's so such a holy person is K doesn't necessarily realize it as much but he really is second thing is I see that if I'm saying something wrong I see him and when I see a like somebody knows the entire not just the entire entire by heart when I see him saying like this the whole time I'm like okay it's a good sh it's a good Che and he's saying like this all whole time say and one of the guys the day later told my father he said uh it's good everything he say is good but he's really comes off strong so my father got blessed him he says what do you want him to do lie to you and say everything's okay guys he looked at him like yeah yeah you're right so lots of good news from New York now we have some uh we have this we the in um in California nothing is really set up yet only a couple of sh set up so far but we'll set up some more in next few days uh but the sh tonight will be for for David Ben Doris Leana Ben Lana um elad Ben Doris um elisheva and all and all of will have so there's a lot to talk about uh but we first have to start with your questions your amazing questions so okay pass the death of the first forms it was you take the lamb and you bring him in the house and you tease the Egyptians walking by but it's still food you you roast it and you eat it okay how is that that everything to correlated with a lot is connected to food uh okay so there's a couple of Tam a couple of tell uh a couple of flavors in regards to it so first and foremost uh not all of the Corban we eat there some of the corot some of the corot we don't eat some of theot only theim eat and that's why if you read some of the mid or the you'll read that theim were huge like huge huge people like for example there's AAR that says uh that um razar benimon which was Rim his son his son was giant so big that him and another there was another sadik if they would put their bellies together against each other they were so big that a bull can walk under them like big I'm not talking about big like obese like today 600b can't can't move out of the bed not talking about that talking about huge like in comparison to US Giants Giants now somebody came to rimon when R was still young son and he saw the kid eat he come visit he's seen the kid eat and he SE eating like enough for like 10 people not uh like he's eating he says to is like your son it's a little bit he's eating a little too much no it's it's not not say it's too much it's not good it's not a Mitzvah he says no for him it's a Mitzvah because why is it mitzvah for him because cuz watch after he finishes eating and watch what he does and this is what happened he went he finished eating enough half a cow pretty much or maybe a whole cow he finished and he started studying and he studied for couple of days straight without sleeping without nothing meaning the entire power that he got from food he used for Torah so when you use the materialism of this world for T it's mitvah when you use it for for nonsense it's a or it's at best case scenario neutral when all you're eating is just because of your desires it's not a Mitzvah there's no Mitzvah about it other than you saying but other than that there's no mitvah a lot of people like to cook nice food you see on Facebook people like to put their food all the time they take pictures of their food so I don't know why but for some reason other people maybe like it all the time I don't know so anyway if you like food there's no problem with liking food but if the only reason you're eating food is because you like the taste of the food and you like different flavors of food there's no Mitzvah the Mitzvah is you did the first blessing assuming you did the first blessing before you ate and the second bling after you finish eating those are the only me associated with it but if you ate even a little bit more than what you wanted now you're going into the sin zone now you're going into the sin zone now if this was excessive meaning you have like a lot of people tell me they don't have any money they work they make 501 $200,000 but they don't have any money somehow and I ask how is it possible and then you tell them what do you do every week or you go out to eat you go out to eat each meal is 100 200 $300 for every meal for one person1 $200 $300 no problem if you have the money spend it the problem is if all that money is going to eat these fancy schmancy food but you have no money to buy Tor you have no money to give you have no money to even be a member of the sh then it's a then it's a sin what you're doing you're not allowed to use your money like that so that's that's the first thing so if you're using materialism for the benefit of Tora enjoy it no problem having material if you're using materialism just for your own desires then it's Satan himself tell telling you this is what the world's all about you enjoying materialism so some of the not only the some of the they shared with people so this was one of the benefits in essence for doing a a gave us one of the benefits is to do something with it the other thing is is that Torah says it's the only book of law in the entire world that has such a stringent law in the Torah that's unlike any other religion unlike Christianity unlike Islam unlike any other religion that says to such an extent that if you eat the wrong thing you eat the wrong thing you can go to G forever it's not just like oh it's not good you get a smack on on a hand no if there's something that you can possibly eat called if you eat it's it's one of the 36 sins in the Tor that's the equivalent ofab you can look it up online what it means it means not just a physical disconnect a physical cut off it means a spiritual cut off which according to the is eternal forever unless you do so on one end we have very very stringent laws now this is the fat part of the cow and there's certain parts of the cow like the back end of the cow or the animal uh that were used for is only relevant to animals that were used for so it's not relevant to birds it's not relevant to uh many other animals it's only relevant to like sheep or uh goats or cows uh that were used for coo there even other four-legged animals that it's not relevant to like deer you could eat the fat of deer no problem but if it's a cow very big problem but now it's not all fat there's certain parts of the cow you can't you have to eat the fat it's part of the it's literally next to the meat so this is specifically pertaining to the one that's actually on the back end of the specifically is what people focus on but even the front part you're allowed to eat you're you eat the front part of the cow because it's much easier to remove the fat the people it's called Nik the people that actually kosher the cow after they slaughter it unlike the green that pretty much eat anything that moves or doesn't move has a very specific mitvah of koshering the animal not just to kosher Slaughter but actually how to kosher the animal after it's dead you have to Salt it in order to remove all the blood you have to take off all of the fat it's it's a process the back end of the cow is very very difficult to take off the fat so most of the world they just don't they just sell that meat to the go we sell it to the Arabs we sell it to the Christians we sell it to the go mostly to to the Arabs because they also Slaughter animals so they'll pay a little higher price uh whereas the Christians and the rest of the go just shoot their animals or electrocute them so very vicious way of killing the animals but nonetheless they they won't pay a premium for a slaughtered animal so so the back end of the animal is actually very hard to remove the fat so in most parts of the world they don't even bother you have to be means like an expert of how to remove this fat because you have to move the sciatic nerve the sciatic nerve you know anybody most people that have like pain it's usually because of stica okay but stica is also the sciatic nerve in the cow if you don't if you are not an expert there's no way for you to remove that sciatic nerve you eat even a tiny little bit of the sciatic nerve is it's like being with a it's a big deal the front part of the cow on the other hand is a little easier and it's easier when most of them are able to to remove it so second reason is is that in Judaism our food is significant there's significant rules that pertain to our food is a specific Holiness and the reason why is because says don't eat certain things or else those things are going to make you they will imp purify you what does it mean imp purify you just so you know the you the real you like when you say I went this I did this I I I I the real you is not the body it's not the body how do I know it's not the body when you go to sleep you have a dream you think of a whole experience you have you went to uh I don't know Mars you went to a different place Planet you see what's happening on top of your roof you go to different places you see elephants on top of people I don't know you see all types of strange things you're seeing things it's really you seeing it but your body is staying here why you went somewhere else same thing with people that have a outof body experience sometimes through meditation sometimes through near-death experience and so on the real you went somewhere else the real you goes somewhere else all the time the real you after 120 will go somewhere else go first the tell oh no I went to I did okay now you goes to gets its food for the maggots for the worms for nothing that's why it's a waste of time to spend so much time feeding this body all the desires all the things so says once you actually eat these things that are not allowed to you those things are going to make you T make you T So kazal says there's another flavor out of it that we learn what is those impure things like eating worms maggots bugs non kosher animals and so on those things will make you spiritually stupid Spirit what's spiritually stupid does that mean that you can't build a building no you can build two buildings does that mean you can't fly a plane you could fly two planes what does it mean spiritually stupid spiritually stupid means you can go to sh for 20 years and not understand anything sometimes you have people go to 20 years still don't know it's not only the the's fault all the time it's not only the speaker's fault if you go to and right after the sh you're having halal food non koser food it's not you shouldn't have gone to the why everything you would have you learned just went into the garbage why you made everything that was pure impure and the reason why is because everything that goes into your body turns to blood it turns into you so says in in that this the the blood is the soul the blood blood your blood is is the youu it's a big part of the youu when the blood leaves the body there's no more you so everything you eat turns into you so the guy that made the statement you are what you eat actually wasn't wrong it was right you are what you eat everything you eat turns into blood steak ice cream cream candy whatever you eat all turns into blood whatever is not blood goes out the body it turns into you so now if you eat something impure it turns into impure so if you eat an impure animal it turns to impure blood so the impure blood mixes up with the pure blood you have a problem you learn to offer a week straight you learn to offer two years you learn to off for 10 years one bite in a non kosher burger and McDonald's everything went to the garbage why now you have to purify your body all over again you have a serious problem this is why the real the real people that are stringent in regards to learning to not just the learning to not just the Beards not just the hats the ones that are really serious about their learning where they value what learning is not just learn books and just just for fun the ones that are really serious and value their learning they're also very stringent with their food and usually they don't eat anywhere else other than their own house and usually they don't eat Slaughter of anyone they don't know meaning they don't buy meat from just any kosher butcher why he may be a kosher butcher but where he got it from is not Kosher he may be a kosher butcher but how do I know he's the one that slaughtered it how do I know he did this how you have to know where it came from the reason why is because they know they could lose their toah that way unfortunately there's a lot of problems in the kosher me industry today both in Israel and the United States and pretty much everywhere there's problems everywhere and we we have to rely on hem to really that we're doing everything we can to um to get Kosher meat but just getting meat by itself that says kosher doesn't mean it's kosher anymore you shouldn't assume it's kosher this is the reason why most of the do not eat out at all like ever they don't go out to restaurants at all why because in order to go eat at a restaurant not only do you have to know who the the butcher is they got the meat from you have to know who's the guy that's preparing the food is he Shabbat is he a Jew is he a gentile is he watching all is he cleaning the food it's a lot of problems with food a lot of problems with food and people that are on it it's not because they're uh dis they're they don't understand what people are it's because they do understand what people are they do understand that people don't know all the intricate laws of what it actually means so means that you became impure because of it so the other thing is is that you have the issue of being impure because of our diet because of our food the third thing is is that says that a real uh sign a real sign of uh of happiness is done by food it's our nature it's our nature that he instilled in us as people and anyone that wants to have a pretty much a certificate of completion that they had on Shabbat or on has to eat meat it's on the the celebration the pleasure that you get from Shabbat the pleasure that you get from from yum and so on part of it according to the Tor has to be symbolized by eating meat meat and wine someone that did not eat meat and wine some opinions say he didn't care out he didn't really fulfill the whole Mitzvah he didn't fulfill the whole Mitzvah eating chicken is not meat like I thought for most of mine I thought meat and chicken is the same thing even though it's poultry it's the same thing it's not the same thing actually according to K chicken is not even meat but because it looks the same therefore they made a rabinal law that you could uh chicken has to be poultry is supposed to be treated like meat as far as waiting six hours for between milk and meat and eating together and so on so the point is is that on celebration also symbolized by meat it's because of our nature so for all of these vegans and vegetarians uh this is a very serious problem for them because we have entire sections of the talmud entire sections of the dedicated and the five books of Moses dedicated specifically to kosher food and the kosher food I don't mean kosher candy I don't mean kosher Tic Tacs in Israel and not Kosher in America I mean Kosher meat the whole process of making it kosher so it's part of Judaism it's a very serious part of Judaism so being a vegan and being a vegetarian is not exactly ideal in Judaism I know that there's some rabbis in Israel that are Kim that tell people that no eating meat is is is you're torturing the animals all types of craziness that they're creating just to make money from the crowd and come up with something new as if our tah is uh is end is not endless but the point is is our Tora has a very serious part of it that is based about meat so unless it makes you sick or like literally it's something that like you grosses you out or something like that like it's really like something that hurts you you have to find a way to eat a little piece of meat for Shabbat for yov not necessarily every day for Shabbat for Yom have a little piece of meat again I don't necessarily know if anybody's going to go to Gom for not eating meat but there is AAR that says that hem is going to prosecute us on every single thing we didn't enjoy that he gave us the ability to enjoy meaning he gave you certain things to enjoy in this world he didn't make all the beautiful colors just for just for show he didn't make all the different types of fish and different types of poultry and different types of meat and different types of flavors just for show to show you how great he is he also did it for you to enjoy it so he is going to prosecute us for not enjoying the things he allowed us to enjoy because people that you that do too much and they're not at the level to do too much end up making Judaism look bad ends up becoming the reason why because they don't eat meat so somebody that doesn't know the rules come sees them like oh there's no meat in this religion there's no fun in this religion there's no this and this there's nothing no I'm going to stay go I'm going to stay I'm going to do anything why it's who wants to do this so meat is a very much a very serious part of Judaism again that's the third thing that hasm told remind me to or told me to to to tell you guys um as far as uh the mitv themselves again the mitv themselves have many many reasons though the bottom line why the meat is connected to PES it's connected to the Coran it's connected to all of the all of the all the different meats that we have the real real reason is nothing of what I just said it's nothing of what I just said you know what the real reason is guys Hashem said so that's the real reason that's the real reason how do we know in the talks about says after he tells about the he says this is the law of the entire Torah wait a minute you should say this is the law of the par of the cow the red cow the red heer not the whole Tor the whole Tor has has has a lot of things not just why are you saying this is the entire Tor doesn't make mistakes this tor so what does it mean from here learned at this point at this juncture after he saw this par and he understood and he Del into this PUK he says from here I learned I know nothing not that I don't know anything about that it's too difficult for me no that everything that I know is still nothing about everything else about Shabbat about kosher about SCH about everything everything I still know as wise as he is I still don't know anything why because in reality the real reason we keep Shabbat is not because it's the seventh day we don't keep kosher because it's healthier we don't do because it's the eighth day we don't have because it gives you separation we don't do all why do we do all of it because Hashem said so and why hasem said so is beyond me said why said so I have no idea that's the entire Tor it's not the entire it's not just a cow it's the entire to is like that he says the entire to is because said so that's when I understood the old only reason to do anything is because hasem said so that's the simple difficult answer next question hopefully it gave you the answer I hope if not we'll have to do another show yes why do Egyptians have um sheep as their gods if they pass by and kill them okay so the Egyptians Egyptians were fools the Egyptians were fools and unfortunately many people today are not different people love the truth we tell them listen if you I have Insider information I have the true information about this drug and the market doesn't know it yet I have the real information I'm going to sell to you for a few dollars you go get money invest in this company before the market finds out before the FDA releases it you're going to make millions you tell this to somebody average person pay you anything you want why you can make zillions off of this if he gets caught he goes to jail for for 25 years it's a different story he doesn't think about that that far and people are willing to risk their life for this little bit of Truth you're not telling him a lie tell him the truth he loves it he's want to pay you anything for it there's a hedge fund manager a former hedge fund manager Indian guy Raj rajaratnam that was worth a few billion dollars but uh part of the way he made some of his billions was from Insider information and now he's in jail for the next 25 years he got a judgment worse than murderers according to Ala Insider information is not wrong it's perfectly fine but according to the law of the United States States it's wrong and you go to jail for worse than murderers very stupid if you ask me but no one's asking me the point is is that that little bit of Truth people will pay for people will pay for somebody asked is that woman available I'm looking to get married says listen she's available but she only talks to people that I recommend so I could tell her that you're available but I need a only 15 ,000 only for you 49 for you 49 the guy if he really if he has the money and he's looking for sh and he likes the girl he likes the way she looks he doesn't know her yet he's willing to pay no problem he's willing to pay for the truth no problem such is the way with everything else people spend hundreds of thousands of dollars every year of their life to get the truth they called self-help to go to Tony Robbins Zig Ziggler all of these coaches there's some other really famous guy I forget his name Russian guy he's a Jew actually from what I know he became famous recently very successful guy that curses every two seconds um there is also the uh former criminal uh the guy that made the uh the Wall Street movie I forget his name uh huh Oliver Stone's not a Wall Street guy Al Stone a producer the guy that made the movie the uh Jordan bford Jordan bford he uh he's very smart guy and he used to be criminal but now he did CH at least for his ethical aspect of it from what he's actually a Jew so do CH one day but anyway he very smart guy and uh people are willing to pay him hundreds hundreds of thousands of dollars to tell them the truth that they already really know of why they're not succeeding not just teach them how to sell teach them a strategy which doesn't take that long to learn but to remind them of things they already know you have to wake up early go to sleep late be motivated be aggressive don't take no so quickly uh smile in dial stop uh ketching stop smoking stop complaining and so on and so forth just over a seminar of two three days and they'll pay him 501 $200,000 and there is a whole multi-billion dollar industry called coaching built on the back of this this this whole methodology of teaching people what they already know really how do you have a good relationship well first of all stop cursing your wife out second of all stop cursing your husband out third of all stop cursing period fourth of all be nice fifth be generous and teach you all the things you really should have known unless you're a zoo animal you know all this but you need somebody to remind you with a little bit of oomph in between to slap you into into reality telling you you're if you don't do this you're if you don't do that and so on and so forth so there's a multi-billion dollar industry built on this truth people know it but they're willing to pay somebody tens of thousands of dollars to remind them as I always say in the past the reason why is because none of this truth obligates them if you go to Jordan Belford's or Tony Robbins or any of the other people's lectures or seminars and they tell you whatever they tell you cheer on with a 100,000 other people that are there yeah yeah yeah this everybody's all amped up it's I mean you have to be you have to be like a tree if you're not amped up there's so many people amped up you're going to get amped up just for being there yeah yeah yeah and then you go home back to your life in Colorado and Kentucky and New York and wherever you Janam wherever you came from you came from somewhere you go back and you go back to your desk job and you're typing again instant messages to your boyfriend and your girlfriend all day instead of doing work nothing happened you went you spent $5,000 on a lecture nothing changed do you think Belfor or Robbins or Ziggler or any of these people care not one second as a matter of fact it's good for business why you come back again because you Wen motivated enough after the first time but you feel like at least you've done your part why you paid the $5,000 you paid the $10,000 what's okay I paid I didn't do it it's my fault but whatever they you're not you don't have anything wrong with them you have nothing no quals about what they did they did their job you just didn't do yours they didn't obligate you now comes things that will change your life when it comes to M when it comes to the very same exact teaching just add on top of it biblical laws when I add one thing to it everything the same thing don't be mean don't be this don't be ungrateful all the same rules I only add by the way God said it not me God said it and if God said it you don't listen oh oh wow he's going to rip you to 50 million pieces oh wow what he's going to do oh you know lost money know why he lost money money cuz you're cheap oh she got cancer you know why you have cancer because she has in the house in the head on this all that that's why they get cancer that's what thead used to say the reason why there's a huge amount of cancer in the world today specifically today more than ever in history why people are going bold is because the says one of the things we learned from the prophet Isaiah is the punishment is measure for measure you put hair where it doesn't belong there will be boldness in that spot where you see what what's the number one uh thing that happens to people that have cancer they lose their hair Kad used to say this all the time everybody forgot conveniently forgot that he said it they keep putting the wigs on they put everything on but they want the anyway so anyway the reality is is that our Tor obligates you meaning it tells you that not only did God say it but he also said if you don't do it you're in trouble but you're not in trouble with me who am I who is the rabbi well a be big deal a have a longer beard what what I care trouble with him who wants to be in TR who in their right mind wants to be in trouble with hasem now all of a sudden everybody starts taking the spears out and they start throwing it at the speaker no you're wrong you're making it up rad he never said it I never saw it so if he didn't say it doesn't mean he didn't say it no God never saw I never read that so you never read it that means you didn't say it just read it what am I making it up what do I have a a h store that I'm making a lot of money out of from all the people are taking off their wigs I have a Shabbat store that I'm making a lot of money of for all the keep keep keep keep Shabbat what what's what's what's my what's my motivation but as soon as you tell people the truth that obligates them Everything Changes Everything Changes because of this people create idolatry it's not that idolatry creat itself idolatry Idols they have eyes they can't see they have ears they can't hear they have mouths they can't speak they're nothing they're nothing they're the creation of the creation they're the creation of the creation just like Hashem said to the Prophet Jeremiah two sins two sins my children did two sins one they went against me two they replaced me with a broken sistern they placed they replaced the source of all water with a broken system with a hole in the middle of the desert doesn't have anything in it not only they went against me but they replac me with nothing they replaced me with the creation's creation this is one of the most important things we need to learn for p for cleaning PES in it says says in the book of Exodus seph chapter 6 verse 9 says so Moses spoke accordingly to the children of Israel but they did not listen to Moshe because of the shortness of breath and hard work shortness of breath and hard work so the theim ask what do you mean hard work what What's Happening Here what what does it mean hard work what Egypt they already there for 200 years didn't get used to it so the average guy is going to tell you yeah look at the the basic meaning means that the afteru came he said you want to bring them out of here you want to do what you want to do now I want to make that work even harder how I'm going to take away The Tib to make the stones going to make even more impossible for them but I'm still going to require them to have the same quota and if they don't meet the quota instead of the uh the blocks instead of the stones I'm going to put their children instead in in in the walls and that's what happened so the first answer would be the very basic what you're going to hear is that made it hard labor for our forefathers made it hard for them but it was already hard for them out of 210 years we were in Egypt it was as difficult as hell okay so now you made it a little more difficult that's going to make us not listen to the mashia that's not gonna that's gonna because think about it if nothing changed and work got worse work got better every day is the same for them why every day they're slaves they don't get any money they don't get any pleasure out of it even after one of the punishments they had is even after they built the towers even after they built everything was such a r you didn't even want to give them any pleasure out of it so he would destroy it have a seat he didn't want to give them any pleasure out of it he wanted to simply not even give them any pleasure whatsoever so you would destroy it no pleasure whatsoever move down one chair move down Michael one chair move that so it's so even the pleasure of building something a sense of pleasure a person build when you're a little kid you build Lego or build a puzzle at the end after you finish completing it there a sense of pleasure you built a little car you built a little house you built a ship you built something it's a sense of pleasure that you get even that did not want to give them you didn't want to give them that even so now this out of 210 years kazal says at least 86 years maybe as much as 116 years of the 210 was this nightmare no pleasure in anything slaves day and night the women had to convince the men to bring children to the world to be with them why because the par is killing everyone anyway why you going to bring more kids to the world but the women said we are obligated to do what we're obligated we're not obligated to use our mind we're obligated to do what hasm said so now if you say that if was just really a change it was it went from hard work the harder work it doesn't make much sense why doesn't make much sense it was hard already now what are you waiting for all these years you're waiting for the go you're waiting for the mashia to come save you because that's what yadik told his brothers he told them a code word somebody's gonna come to you one day hashem's gonna send them he's gonna say these two words he's going say these two words if he says to you he's the go he's the mashia listen to him he's going to take you out so for 200 years they're waiting for this finally he comes finally he comes mhu comes and they say they listen to what he says they listen to what he says but now it says at theend the next this it says Moshe spoke to the children of Israel but they didn't listen to him anymore they SP they listened to him before now they not listen to him anymore why hard work so what does this mean k asks this a really serious question what does it mean they listen before now they're not listening you've been waiting for me for 200 years mashia arrived imagine mashia helloa I'm here let's go no no no we're busy we have a come after I don't know I got work tomorrow I got work tomorrow I got to go I'm cooking a steak because he told me that take out the fat and cooking a steak I'm learning Al of making steak Mas is here you're not going to you're not going to get up you're not going to go the Mas Mash you're going to be the first one singing so mashia finally arrived what do he mean he didn't listen to him it doesn't make any sense it doesn't make any sense you have asked this question now what does sayal says they were short of breath were short of breath and they didn't listen why because this was a generation of NOA what does it mean that NOA what does it mean they had NOA they believe hem existed they didn't think that the idol they're praying to is is doing anything that hasem can't do or something like that but they were connected to their ID idolatry they were connected to their AB they were connected to their materialism they were connected to something physical now why is AAR so bad why is it so bad to the point when the mashia arrived mosu arrived and they don't want to listen to him the sages explain why don't they want to listen to why because of not because of the hard work of the with the with the stones and everything else no they don't want to leave their AB behind they said you have what you have this God of Israel everything's good but I'm already used to My Buddha I'm already used to my JC peny I'm already used to my money I'm already used to my wig I'm already used to my house I'm already used to whatever materialism I connected my life to that gave me meaning even though that meaning is insignificant in reality to me it's mine to me it's mine it's this is my life my sports is my life my my soccer is my life my basketball is my life my TV is my life my business is my life the girls are my life the cats are my life whatever that's my life SES say that's AB as soon as you instilled power and love to something other than AEM that's controlling and navigating your life that's the definition of ab is suffered from this is still suffers from this the truth is if mashia arrived right now most people will come come back next year the truth is Masia arrived they would tell him please come back next year I'm doing an extension to my house I got a deal to make I got a girl to marry I got a guy to this I got a everybody's got something to do with too busy and now the say says the hard work was their connection to abar which they had a hard time leaving now what type of Abazar did they have if you're thinking oh made himself made himself but in reality everybody hated him why he's making him work so it's not that AB hard hard to leave everybody has a bad boss at some point and they're scared to leave maybe he's gonna badmouth me maybe I'm not GNA be able to get a job maybe he's going to ruin my license but in reality at some point or another when you can't take it anymore you leave so it wasn't just P the other was the goat like he said the goat the goat had a nice long beard he said oh the goat has a beer we have to no the goat when hasem said listen this goat you've been worshiping I want you to cook him what I want you to cook him make a nice nice little Barbecue on on Tuesday make a barbecue out of it there's two reasons to be afraid here number one it's their God I'm not talk about the Egyptians was worshiping the goat too want to cook my God it's a problem okay in reality we all knew it's not really God because now hasem really like rocked the place D Okay we okay it's not he's not really God anymore fine okay you convinced us you sold but now we have a different reason I'm scared why it's the Egyptian people's God they still still believe he's God so now if we killed this God the Egyptians are going to kill us and not only does Hashem want us to kill him he wants us to embarrass him shame him desecrate him how TI the go to the corner of every bed make sure he screams really really loud so the Egyptians come when the Egyptians come make sure you tell them so they see oh what are you doing that's my God yeah yeah it's your God I'm GNA cook him in a couple of days you know what kind of you have to have what kind of power of you have they don't havea it says though they don't havea but hm says it's the only way you're leaving hasem put their back against the wall he says listen I wrecked the whole place but you still can be killed tomorrow you have to do two in order for me to remove you out of Egypt up to now yet and's Merit to leave you need to do two one two kill their God killed your God killed the fake God killed the goat kill that connection but it's hard for us too bad either that or you die but how do I you can't kill him in on a corner so nobody sees you have to make sure the whole world sees you can't be a Jew in hiding when no one sees you know the keeper is always in the pocket you know see those people the keeper always in the pocket except when like they make sure nobody sees they're like a they're like a secret Jew or she wear she wears the all year round except when it's a wedding or a bar mitzvah she wears the wig if you're already if the real you is going to be a idol worshipper then be an idol worshipper in you know in front of everybody and and alone why you why what do you think God's not over there or they play they pretend like they're except in business in business it's okay for them to cheat this is a serious problem serious problem hasem says Corban theban is your that's the and this is why we have that we just passed says the reason why we have Shabbat is because the biggest miracle in the entire story of Exodus happened on Shabbat what was it theban what's theban when the Egyptians arrived saw theban is told them yes this is your God I'm going to kill him in a few days and the Egyptians didn't kill them that was the biggest Miracle of all bigger than the blood the water turning to blood bigger than the frogs bigger than uh the uh the the hail that was ice and lava inside it things that Define nature all the things all the things that we see as Miracles hasem says am stepping up here and saying we're going to kill your Egyptian god that was the biggest Miracle but still there's another God still after this there's another God which is the Nile River the N River the N River was all the meim all the things even though they would worship the N River itself but this also the sages explain this is all the Customs all the Customs that the Egyptians unfortunately influenced am with so even though we didn't change our language we didn't change our name or we didn't change our clothing that also means everything else we changed that also means everything else we changed says why do they have why do they have idol worship why were they so connected to these Egyptian minim they were connected to the materialism of building the biggest house on the block of a new car every two years of chasing money instead of chasing the truth chasing money instead of chasing God chasing girls even though you're already married oh I'm just looking I'm just looking and Gom they're going to let you look also I'm just looking a lot of guys just looking and Gom they're going to make sure you look real good but we got used to it why Egyptians are doing it why can't I do it Egyptians are doing why can't I do it Egyptians are cha chasing chasing cars look how many cars each guy has each guy you got two three cars an average family in America has two three cars why can't I have two three cars but you only need one why don't you have three and you don't need the one that's $3,000 a month or $2,000 a month you need one to just get you from point at at point B this is part the way part of the reason why most people don't have money in this country or anywhere you see I see people all the time it's unbelievable to me no one has any money it's it's it's unbelievable no one has any money doesn't matter how much money they make doesn't matter if they work for the bank the insurance company the mob the uh the government Bitcoin Incorporated doesn't make a difference no one has any money people don't stop talking about all the money they're making but no one has any money why all you need to do ISAT if you're in a you're in a you go in a place just walk around walk around you don't have to look at people walk around just look at just around you you see every in a Jewish neighborhood you see everybody's got car but no one has a has a car that's older than two years no one has a car that's older than two years everybody has to be brand new car but not one at least two have five cars for all I care but you see just in the parking lot parking lot of an average Jewish neighborhood you already have $3,000 a month in payments average parking lot at least $3,000 a month why the car if it's a you're going to get a little day $150 what neon what look homeless to you got to have at least a beamer got have at least a b got have at least a Lexus what do you homeless to you ah $700 a month I can afford it okay $700 that's just for the car the wife what the wife is going to be homeless Wife also has $700 a month so now you have $1,400 a month why say you have to have insurance a law in America you have to have insurance if it's brand new it has to be full coverage so Insurance another is $5 $600 a month $1,000 a month month minimum $22,000 a month minimum $22,000 a month minimum just average parking lot in reality now the kids's growing up he has to have a car what am I homeless the kids's going to say the the father said well I homeless I'm going to get a 10-year-old Cara I have to have at least like you at least brand new beam okay not the seven series the three series it's only only $450 a month only $450 a month people eat the whole month for $400 a month only $400 a month he wants the car just a car and the insurance is $1,000 a month cuz he's 12 but anyway the reality is now you've gone from $2,000 to $3,000 3,000 just your parking lot parking lot then you see the house every house every house is continued to expand continues to grow it's like a pregnant woman that doesn't stop but this woman it's not nine months the house continues to grow nine years later he gives birth to another floor 9 years later another floor 9 years later he buys the next house it's not enough but there's less people every year because the kids get married they go away they go somewhere else there's less people but there's more house by the time they're 70 years old there's 87 rooms no people there's a dog and a cat that comes to visit from the neighbor once in a while to eat some Julet that's it but the house is huge every house every house no one can afford it every house we're ruining ourselves why now you got the house 500 600 $700,000 the guy spends an average mortgage is$ 2500 3,000 $4,000 so just between the car to get to work to make the money to pay for the mortgage and the mortgage itself not including taxes not including food not including all theot that we spent on we're already at $7,000 a month between the car in the house then food no come on brother homeless have to eat out at least once twice three times four times a week at least 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 nine times a week at least at least steak for $70 at least at least why am I homeless come on I have to eat I work hard I can't eat so not talking about the food for the groceries you have to eat the corn flakes and the Cheerios and all that stuff talk about food just to go every day you spend 100 150 bucks a week minimum if you're single single guy how you going to find a girlfriend you have to get you have to take her out so that's $300 a week or if you're married you have kids $500 a week just on eating out meaning just to survive in this materialistic world if you have no Torah minimum just eating out without groceries you're $110,000 a month you're $10,000 a month now groceries what are you going to homeless you have to eat right everything is homeless everybody tells boy homeless homeless everybody's homeless they think that if they don't eat steak for $90 they're homeless the homeless guy saying give me $90 for a whole month I'll eat for the whole month for $90 but anyway now we have groceries then we have the bills then we have the basic stuff that you actually really need the gas to fill up in the actual car that's a zillion dollars and the house that's a zillion dollars the taxes on it that no one can afford and this is why as soon as the market drops just a little bit you start seeing people commit suicide really suicide why they all depended on a unrealistic bubble whether it's the realist State bubble or the Bitcoin bubble or the stock market bubble or even their job bubble even their job bubble meaning their job is not as secure as they really thought it was they got fired you know how many good guys I know that got fired from Leman brothers from Smith Barney from City Corp from Bank of America guys that are smarter than anybody else in this room Geniuses Giants in in the financial Market I'm talking about each guy was making a million dollars or more a year just to walk in not including commissions each one of them was on the unemployment office waiting for 200 bucks a week why Market crashed Market crashed Leman Brothers went went out of business overnight Leman Brothers one of the biggest companies in the world went bankrupt in one day but you think all those guys thought that they're going to be collecting uh unemployment for the next couple years because no one's going to hire them because no one has any jobs these this is just an irregular where people are multi-million dollar producers but us also no I'm a lawyer I don't have to worry about the market wait you'll see because the says the mashia is not going to come until everyone's broke we're making it easy we're making it easy because we're so connected to the materialistic World we're creating the bubble instead of using the materialism that Hashem gave us for to honor him we're using it to desecrate him or at the very best case scenario just to honor ourselves you ask a guy n you have any money for the rabbis are coming they're collecting for Yesa they're collecting for K they need a couple hundred, a year to to finance the eating the eating of 10 people 10 families the eating of 10 families with $200,000 what you spend on your car no I don't have any money I'm broke how are you broke how how you make $200,000 how are you broke everybody's broke why spent it on the car spend on the house spend on eating out nine times a week spend on everything else of course he he's he's he's not lying he really is broke he really is broke and then you count the extra gift that he borrowed money for the $115,000 was that he has on his hand he's not only broke he's in debt and that's why you see people that are making 10 20 30 40 50 $100,000 a month doesn't make a difference they live paycheck to paycheck just like the guy that's making $3,000 a month it's no difference no difference from you no difference from the guy that's a multimillionaire no difference everybody's got this pressure on their neck everybody feels like they have a sword on their neck that if they don't make it this next month they go broke they don't make it one more month I'm finished I can't make it I can't make it I can't make it why we've made materialism into our now this materialism this AB the sage of say very very hard to leave and the reason why is because like an octopus it reaches far so it starts with the car it starts with the house it's easy to gather expenses I remember when I was in the business world I had $150 to $180,000 a month in bills $150 to $180,000 a month in bills meaning every month mattered meaning just to live we had to have $200,000 obviously it's not my personal life it's the business but nonetheless you need a couple $100,000 a month you had one bad month where you only brought in $50 or $100,000 which and that for a business was terrible you already feel like there's something on your neck why you have to start eating off of the savings two months three months four months 6 months a year of bad you have a problem business goes out of business but this is not just for big money this is for small money too because it's very easy to accumulate expenses it's very hard to cut them it's very hard to cut them so even after I knew that business is not going to be the same I'm sick nothing's going to change anytime soon the markets crashed I lost a bunch of money clients lost money everyone lost money even though we could try to build rebuild and make either way it's going to take time for the time being this is what it is you can't just go from $180,000 a month in bills to zero or to 20,000 why you have contracts you have necessities you've your life is adjusted to that the office is the office you can't just say by the way I'm leaving the office the lawyer is the lawyer you can't just say hey lawyer I don't need lawyers anymore now you need lawyers more than ever hey uh food I don't eat food anymore now we don't need to eat anymore we need mean you have 50 people to feed 100 people to feed and so on and so you can't just cut the expenses it doesn't just go away because you've gotten used to it so that's why the Meltdown the Meltdown is either immediate where pretty much you just shut down and you give up because you're not even trying to save anything or if you're trying to save anything it's very very slow death it's very slow pain very few people make make it but that's because we're connected to it we're connected to this and I'll tell you a story of how this how the octopus reaches very far I had a woman that uh gave up her gave up her wig many women are giving up once they see the evidence it's indisputable you have to be looking for lies in order to uh continue wearing a wig if you're watching the sh so one of these women told me no I'm not wearing a wig anymore I worn in a while good news good news then she tells me like listen I have still I used to sell wigs I used to sell wigs but I don't want anything I have a bunch of wigs I have in a garbage bag and I know they're worth a lot of money but I don't want anything for them not gonna sell them she's out of the business she left already before this or after I'm not really sure what happened all I know is that she has a bunch of wigs and garbage bags full says I don't want anything for them what should I do with them I said the only mitvah you have is to destroy them that's it now to sell them not the Jews not to non-jews you can't return them to a factory because then they'll resell them to somebody else and you'll benefit out of idolatry only mitvah you could do is to destroy them now up to now everything sounded good she says I'm not wearing a wig I'm not selling the wigs I don't even want to benefit out of this she said it I didn't say it she said I don't want a benefit out of it now all of a sudden I say you have to destroy it all of a sudden like why can't I just return it all of a sudden comes out like yeah but maybe I'll just return it to the factory I don't know what they're going to do with it maybe I'll just like you know put it out in in in in a garden somewhere maybe somebody's going to pick it up maybe all of a sudden what we said I don't want anything for it all of a sudden yet comes in in and start saying wait a minute you really going to get rid of me you really going to get rid of me at least get some money out of it at least he wants to get at least one more sin out of you before you were pretending oh we don't need it we don't need this a we don't need this car we need this big house we don't need the watch we don't need the minute it comes push to shove and the moment of truth comes and it says okay hasem says okay you're right you don't need the car you don't need the expensive house you don't need this you don't need this okay get rid of it no let's go oh yeah can I wear it just this week for this event can I just use it to to go to this store to this interview can I just do this can I just do that and all of a sudden starts convincing us that one more time one more S one more one a little bit more a little bit more why one little once you do that a little bit more he has you from all the way from the beginning as if nothing happened that's what says very difficult to get rid of but says why was so connected to because they did not have t because they did not have Tor once you have Tor you already know the truth the Tor is the only potion it's the only cure for once you don't have t you have to replace it with something the only thing to replace it with is it's either or something has to happen something has to be there did not have t in we have to go to Mount Si to get Tor we're not in Mount we have no Tor we have to have and that's why that's why the say that it wasn't just it wasn't just the goat and it wasn't even just the Nile River per se it was connecting to all the Min the lifestyle of Egypt the lifestyle of America the LIF of materialism all that life we got in it we got into it we bought into it even though we kept our traditions we kept our our names we kept our language we kept our clothing in reality we became Egyptians and that's whyem says you had merits until here you had merits for me to destroy Egypt destroy the Egyptians up to here to get out of here you have to do two more you have to do some and theban destroy their God why you need to show me some type of some type of self sacrifice something that shows me that you're willing to move ahead and abandon this a because there not cannot be a and me it can't be Torah and me it cannot be it cannot be Torah and me cannot be that's why a lot of the times when the that talk a whether it be materialism or any other type of they talked about it very very strongly and it's not one of those things that's easy to get rid of it's not very but if you put somebody's back against the wall they tell them listen it's either God or this it's either you make it alive or you're dead when push comes to shove you're going to choose life you're going to choose life even though it's hard it's hard to live this way it's hard to live the way where it's obligation after obligation after obligation after obligation but if I tell you listen either you keep Shabbat or you have eternal suffering either you go and become a kosher person or everything that you're doing becomes worthless it's not uh listen you could sneak in with your little bit of you know thievery in your business with looking at every girl with uh you know wasting seed here and there there with lying here and there you can't get in it's either you're going all in you're much sacrificing this world or you're not getting in there's nothing else and anyone that tells you otherwise is lying to you no one makes it to geden with blood on their hands no one if you're coming to ganeden with with with your they're not going to let you in they're simply not going to let you in like what you're out of your mind the first first question that they ask says the following what's the first question they ask first question they ask is did you conduct your business withun what does it mean you conduct your business with why you said g to make money this month oh we made money last month that's are very nice things to say doesn't mean you have plenty of people say and on Shabbat when they're stealing from hem so what what does it mean you conduct your business witha did you conduct your business with inem at all times meaning that when you took money from the customer you honest when you gave money to the customer or a product to the customer you honest when you did business with your vendors you honest you had you afraid of hem you're afraid to cheat not because the guy's Gonna Catch You or the IRS is Gonna Catch You or your business partner is going to catch you or anybody's going to catch you you're afraid hashem's catching you not going to catch you he caught you he's watching he's here you took AEM into account at all times he's watching me do business Unfortunately today we live in a world where lying and stealing has become something of a second nature for people people believe foolishly that in order to get ahead you have to cheat you have to lie you have to steal I see this all the time unfortunately not just in the people that I meet but people that I've already known for years it's like you deal with a lawyer the lawyer tells you listen I'm going to do this job tell them listen I have this case I have this deal I have this contract okay how much the guy tells you okay I want 25,000 for it when you have the money and you have the need you say okay no problem who do I make the check payable to you give the guy 25,000 that's what he wants to do the job that's why it's worth whatever it is what it is everybody has to evaluate what things are worth to them the guy says I want 25,000 no problem then after that you give him the money he disappears all of a sudden when it comes push to sh because no I don't think I can do it okay but you already got the money ah come on stop being annoying ah no this that all of a sudden after they got the money it's like you're being annoying what do you mean but I paid you the money I have the right to be annoying I paid you 25,000 I have the right to get a service for it no you expect too much I expect exactly what what I paid for what we agreed to what are you going to do sue a lawyer it's not one it's not two it's not three it's not four it's not five one after another one after another one guy you pay him 12 13 $15,000 whatever it is to do something all of a sudden he forgot what how did you you didn't forget when you send me the bill for 15,000 two years pass how come you didn't do it another guy you paid 225,000 push came to the shop oh he's busy what busy I paid you $25,000 not to be busy I don't know I don't this everybody when it's time to collect the money everybody knows everybody's on time everybody's excited everybody's happy as soon as the check clears by and they don't have one ounce of them that feels bad not even one ounce same thing with the doctors same thing with the car same thing every it's everywhere why we feel like collecting money is our business doing a job somebody else will do it somebody else will do it and that that dishonesty in business it's blood on our hands it's blood on our hands also when it gets to marriage people want are in a hurry to get married everybody's in a hurry to get married good you need to get married so the guy doesn't sin and the woman doesn't uh do other things otherwise also the problem is is is that people are excited to to get married but they're not excited to be married they misuse each other the husbands the wives they don't know what each other's role is sometimes the wives use the husband as a cash bank account sometimes the husband uses the wife as a bank account depends depends who has a better career sometimes the wife is a baby oven and the husband is a womanizer she's for babies and everybody else that he looks at is for everything else so she has his babies but all the other girls that he looks at have his heart such a person has no place in G no place in G it's not easy it's not easy the says three things require self-sacrifice what's mean means sacrificing your life meaning no life all the pleasures all the fun all the things sacrifice it for what for these three things one become to know Tor you want to know Tor it's not like learning math it's not like learning science it's not like learning history Tor requires you to change your life because we don't just learn for the sake of knowledge we learn for the sake of doing less sleep less materialism less sex less eating a lot of things we're going to go over it because in a few months in the M chapter 6 gives you 48 traits 48 48 steps of what's required to earn Torah to earn Torah you want to earn it first and foremost self sacrifice second thing living in Israel but not living in Israel right now you get a house there if you have money you can get a house if you don't have money you can probably still get a house somebody will lend you just because they're excited for you going to Israel but living in Israel like someone that's doing the will of not just getting an address over there a PO Box why it's difficult it's difficulties with living there just today we had rockets launched well no there was rockets in the air no but they said that IDE apparently G they it was rocket one of their own basis regardless the point the point is is that you live in a place where at any minute there'll be a war any minute that could start a war any second there be a war any second is an Arab terrorist so it's to live in that place it's a holy place is extra what you can do in Israel that you can't do outside of isra but nonetheless require self-sacrifice the third one and last one and then I'll open it for questions for you actually I'll give you one story and then I'll give you questions is the third one is the says you want to get even a chance a chance to have requires M require self-sacrifice you think you're going to get there while enjoying this world enjoying your fast car and your big house and this and that you got it all wrong no one's saying you have to be homeless no one has saying you have to be a beggar but if you think you're going to Coast this life to get to you haven't learned enough yet and whoever is telling you that is lying to you there's no source for it in the entire Tor if you have materialism that materialism has to be used for the sake of Tor for the sake of hem not for the sake of your bz and your Bentley you can have a Benz in a Bley as long as you have enough tah as long as you have enough if your extra money is going to fund the extra gate at the the noahide zoo for the for the for the elephant you have no idea why hasm gave you the the materialism if all if all your attention is going towards every single thing that moves every girl that moves all you're doing is looking at them you haven't learned enough Tor if your brain is still empty if you're bored even for a minute a day if you're bored for a minute a day you don't have enough to in your mind someone that has toah in their mind is never bored it's one of the greatest things in the world if you're bored for one minute a day I'm not talking about bored the whole day one minute a day you have boredom one minute you have boredom like you and you know I used to smoke cigarettes 20 years I smoke cigarettes part of the reason you smoke sometimes is because you're bored you're waiting for you're burning time you have a meeting but it's not right now so you got to burn five minutes perfect time for a cigarette if you're a smoker you burned five minutes when you learn toah there's no such thing you learn to really learn toah not fake learn to you learn a once a week real learn Tor your mind doesn't allow you to do such things it's always occupied with something you know never board it's one of the greatest things in the world now the two final things is that as you can see I'm adding uh the two final things that people need to understand as far as this is that we live in a generation where it's hard to make a choice and the reason why is because we live in a in a generation of Orphans we don't know who's a leader we don't know who an we don't know who's an enemy we don't know who's a who's who's who's an ally we don't know it's hard but we are required to have something called is Faith in our leaders in our leaders so there's a very famous story of two couples coming to A shalomov to no end one time he had a heart attack a heart attack on the way to a lecture and he didn't tell anyone until the lecture was over he got back on the chopper and he told the guy listen take me to the hospital he said K what happened he goes I had a heart attack goes when did you have this heart attack he said on the way to the lecture because for the why didn't you tell me I would have taken you instead of the lecture I would have Tak you to the hospital you put your life on danger he says do you know how many thousands of people are waiting for the you think I have the right to pay any attention to my heart right now that's two couples came to both crying their Arts their hearts out neither one has had kids in 10 years neither won't have any kids they're friends they happen to be friends so they ask him for a blessing says you can have a child in a year from now I'll pray for you you can have a kid they're both happy they leave a year later one couple comes with complaints no baby the other couple comes with baby to say thank you say thank you exactly a year later both of them come back the one that's saying complains for the maybe he didn't pray for us because our friends got the baby we don't have a baby maybe you forgot to pray for us maybe you're too busy maybe you have uh this maybe you have that he go go no no no you're going to have a baby it's going to be okay don't worry no come on maybe maybe something happened maybe cuz you want me to tell you the secret of why it didn't work I prayed for you you know why I tell you the secret why it didn't work goes you know what happened bring your friend no bring your friend the friends with the baby come in he says what did you do after you left he after they give you the blessing he says for the to be honest after you gave us the blessing we went straight to the stores and we started buying baby clothes why the rabbi said we're going to have a baby we're going to have a baby we started by baby clothes we didn't know was going boy boy or girl I don't know what the rabbi prayed boy or girl we brought neutral clothes neutral clothes neutral crib neutral this everything neutral why Rabbi said we're gonna have a baby he says to the couple didn't have a baby what about you what did you do after you left here after I gave you the blessing tell you the truth we went to the doctor to see if it's possible that's the difference they believed that the Torah has power to change nature and they already acted based on my word you just listen to what I say and you left to go ask the doctor you went and asked you went and asked the materialism of this world you wanted it to be natural but Supernatural at the same time you have to pick which one there's something called you have to pick a side but now in today's generation we have a confusion we have a confusion many of the rabbis today are not rabbis I'm sad to say I wish there was more trust me we need the help we need the help many of the rabbis actually are hurting am they're confusing them one particular issue that was a very big battle in New York was the issue of wigs same thing we've been talking about for the last couple of years and in the sh one of the shim that we had in Queens people were arguing arguing the point yes but you know that uh rabbi bski says that um it's not a he wrote in 2005 after Rashi said it's abar that the wigs are coming from India it's abar RAB bski shortly later wrote wrote something say it's not AB 13 years ago okay and that's what we're holding by they just found this nobody knew about this until I brought it up again by the way but here's the problem first first even if you actually read not just the bottom line of the answer you read the entire answer the entire answer of rski he says who am I to go against raash he himself says don't listen to me he just doesn't think he didn't get to the same conclusion but he said don't listen to me he's bigger than me that's number one number two where were you 13 years how come you didn't know about this for the last 13 years how come he just found it now all the people that are holding by him but those are just two small little titbits just as a little needle what's the big atomic bomb the big atomic bomb RAB is even if R bsky is Right which he's not even if he is 90% of the people that are arguing this can't use it anyway why can't they use use it because there's a page 14 page 14 b b says says the following someone who picks the leniencies of bet Shai and the leniencies of be like he beats both houses bet sh be they disagree but he says I'm going to take the leniencies from this Rabbi I'm G take the leniency from this Rabbi says rash he's a rash he's just looking for shortcut he's looking for it to make his own religion okay fine this guy wants to be ultra religious he says no no I'm not going to take the Lance he's the opposite he's going to take the stringencies of bet Shai and the stringencies of betel it says on him is written in the Torah the fool will walk blind the fool will walk blind why the fool will walk blind he says the Torah does not allow you to pick and choose rabbis like salad dressings you can't pick your rabbis I'm gonna hold by R for everything except the P except the wig I'm going to hold by Rabbi bki just for the wig except on PES I'm going to eat uh rice I'm going to be Safar the whole year except on PES I'm G to be asazi or the opposite you can't pick and choose rabbis today I'm here tomorrow I'm there why the Torah says you do that you're rash or a fool either way you don't lose you can't pick rabbis like you can't pick Kim that way and that's something that the rabbis are not teaching they just tell them yeah yeah but this Rabbi said this and allowing the crowd to assume they don't tell outright listen you could hold by this Rabbi they're saying listen but this so and so Rabbi says such and such and they allow the crowd the foolish ignorant crowd like we were most of our Lives to arrive at their own conclusion by saying oh if such and such Rabbi says it's allowed he's a big sadik I'll follow him you can't unless you follow his entire Torah unless he's your P unless you're going to hold on if you want to hold byel you can't eat rice on P it's coming up throw it all out you're going to wear a wig because of rki no problem you cannot you cannot under any condition eat rice on P why he consist but I'm Safari too bad now you're not you hold by rosi oh but my Rabbi allows it okay so rabos is not your Rabbi meaning you can't pick and choose you can't pick and choose rash here raeli here r here the uh this here this you can't that's why it says make yourself a rabbi and eliminate all doubt make yourself a rabbi not a salad that's what is very important you have a rabbi stick to it stop making laws there's no everybody I used to like blaming the rabbis for everything I didn't know all these rabbis have different opinions yes you're right many rabbis have different opinions make yourself a RAB make yourself a rabbi yes there's different rabbis with different opinions there's a reason for that too it's living Torah but nonetheless make yourself a rabbi you want to hold on to somebody that says it's allowed to wear a wig for certain reason hold on to everything they say yeah but I don't know everything they say oh that's a problem that's a problem you have to know everything they say you have to hold on to everything they say you can't pick and choose and that is only caused it's only caused because of it's only caused because we're connected to materialism if I told you listen there's a law in the Tor and for every second that you hold it you get a million dollars you wouldn't even ask me what the law is you say okay when can I start I'll take two I'll do it twice a day if I told you law in the T every you hold it you get a million dollars a day tell I'll do it all day I'll do this the only law I'm going to do on this law I'm going to be the most stringent guy on this law in the world why give me the money I want materialism if I tell you there's a law you get nothing get zero who wants to do this not only that you get a headache it's getting worse not only that everybody's GNA look at you and uh you're not going to be the most popular guy you're not going to be the most popular guy in parties so this getting worse and worse it's called emit it's called truth you say the truth you're not the most popular you say the truth you don't have too many friends you say the truth is only one way you say the truth you don't get anything for it other than GED in this world you get nothing for it other than headaches but over there you get you have to decide what you want you have to decide what you want a difficult life everyone has doesn't matter how much money you have doesn't matter what car you have doesn't matter if you have wife and kids or you don't everyone has a difficult life anyone that tells you that by by for fulfilling the to you're not going to have a difficult life is lying to you difficulty is life everyone has difficulty it's part of life that's life the minute you don't have difficulty it's because you're dead or hasm is taking a break for a little bit maybe for like five minutes and the difficulty going to start again sometimes you have difficulty put in your pants because you're fat like me or sometimes you have difficulty to arrive to election because you have a flat tire sometimes you have difficulty eating because you don't like the food but you don't want to tell the person that made it that taste like ashes sometimes you have difficulty that every time you eat you vomit difficulty sometimes you have difficulty because the house that your family needs is three times larger than your salary sometimes you have difficulty because you don't feel like you feel like you're alone you're in the middle of Montana like this guy that I met recently he's in the middle of Montana religious Jew but it's difficult to be alone in Montana no no no community but nonetheless difficulties are everywhere disease death money relationships every everything is difficult what the Torah does for us is it gives us a reason it gives us a purpose behind a difficulty that's what the Torah does it doesn't eliminate difficulty of course there's certain problems you won't have if you live a life of Torah but you'll have other problems but those problems you'll have they'll have a purpose purpose their problems with a purpose that's something will never give you because will give you more problems but no purpose you'll never know why why because is sitting in a garbage bag it's a bunch of wigs is a bunch of U stock accounts that you have that you've sold your life to and that's all you do and all you care about you're following these accounts that's your everybody has a different doesn't give you any purpose all doesn't give you problems and it burns time to gives you purpose once you have that purpose you can get the happiness both in this world and the next this P we clean out this we clean out this that's the main thing clean out this K enough I understand everybody needs a car everybody needs a house everybody needs a steak once in a while everybody needs to live good and so on and so forth but enough's enough enough's enough everybody knows when it's still too much it's not normal that you work all day and all night you don't have any money I don't care what job you have it doesn't make any sense for you to work all day and all night you don't have any money it doesn't make any sense you're doing something wrong either your money has no blessing because you're doing something wrong because you haven't done chuva yet or you're too tight you're too materialistic and you're spending every penny you have the house is bigger than you need the food is more expensive than you need the car is bigger than what you there's a lot of reasons we're too connected to this it's time to do some pass over cleaning where's my okay this I can get rid of it's easy get rid of the easy ones first get rid of the easy ones first not because money is important and I need your money or anybody needs your money because it's good for you to realize this is a it's unnecessary it's unnecessary whatever I hasem gave me gave me for a real reason it's unnecessary you gave me for a reason let me use it for that reason if I don't have a reason at least I'm not going to wasted for no reason that's the purpose of that's how you can live a life without having any foreign Intruders in your house spiritual foreign Intruders in your house that are ruining your life that's how you eliminate this sword that a lot of people feel on their neck that they have to work overtime constantly because they never have enough or they have to compete with people all these different things that are just literally self-inflicted wounds self-inflicted wounds it's not it's not it's not God's not doing it to you you are that's whym gave us P clean the spiritual you had a question go ahead you said yourself you can bu m you can have both materialistic and you can have both obviously if you keep good good portion of both yeah now a lot of our people unfortunately don't understand that okay so what is the approach to those people that are they what they say they believe in that they so and they say that oh my kids are getting about maybe because you're not keeping whatever and they say well it doesn't matter it's it happens it's they come up with with reasons that don't make sense but they're wealthy and you say oh I want to keep it once I hit basically examples you give what is the approach to them what do you do there is a specific type of person that Hashem loves many people he created us he loves us but there are certain types of people that the Torah says he hates them hates them not like uh we're not getting along we should work things out we should take a break no no like he hates them hates them like it says in the T I hated as why asav knew the truth and still did otherwise why he blamed everything on nature he blamed everything on happen stance so tells us that going against him is one thing it's bad get punished for it but then he says he's going to give double punishment double punishment for those that make it seem as if it's a happen stance make it seem as if this just happened she just got cancer you know what happens a lot of people get cancer oh you know a lot of people have uh diabetes oh you know a lot of people get into uh plane crashes oh you know a lot of people get into car accident you know a lot of people this and a lot of people that those people that say this is a happen stance Hashem hates them it says in the gar he hates them so now if you start off first conversation to a person that doesn't keep anything or keeps very little or thinks he keeps a lot but in reality he very very far you start telling him to start the relationship or start the conversation by the way God hates you it's not usually a good good ice breaker it's not usually a good Icebreaker usually usually you're not going to be welcome to the next party so the most important thing AB is learning but not learning like they've been learning their whole life learning like we're learning learning like we're trying to learn learning M learning the truth learning the truth hurts because it's a shell shock so that's why I recommend for anyone that has an ounce of heart a little bit of heart if you still have enough heart if you have enough because takes control of our heart so if any of us have a little bit of heart left that's not a controlled that's why I say you have to invest in K because that's the only shot these people have it's the only shot I tell you I go to New York I go to California I go to Israel I go give you guys shim different people different places is honestly I tell you the truth if it wasn't because of P I wouldn't do this if it wasn't because I know for sure that if I don't do a someone's going to die I wouldn't do this in the beginning when I first started it it was fun first started it was like nerve-wracking starting something new it's cool after a while it's really hard especially when the Satan start showing up after after before and during every lecture it's very hard especially when the people you help throw stones at you especially when every day there's a new enemy especially when you're the only one that's out there that's screaming the truth regardless thick or thin it's hard to do this so but the reality is I see people and I look at am and I look at the books it's not something that I make I listen to my rabbis I see what they say I verify what he says I verify what they say I look at the books I read thear I read the Mish I read the five books of Moses I compare what it says in the book and what is it's it's life risk life risk meaning people don't show up to most likely not they're going to die the next day they're doomed why they're never going to do CH there's no other way for people to do chuva there's no other way other than the truth there's no other way I know people going to Shu for 20 years still haven't done Chua 20 years they're going to Shu they haven't done Chua yet 20 years some people longer there's no in our generation there's only a single way to do Chua was no no but I went to the bre and kabad and he started keeping this because of this and he started keeping that because of yeah it's all nice that's not Chua chuva is changing your life Chu is working on your midot CH is changing you chv is eliminating a not embracing it chuva is saying what does AEM want instead of what do I want that's chuva how many people in the world you have like that according to our Torah that's the only people going to make it according to our Torah it's the only people going to make it the people that ask what does hem want not what I want what does Hashem want all of these people that are trying to like consume this world and like pretty much have every pleasure in the world that they could possibly see see they haven't started chuva yet why could they haven't figured out what the purpose of life is yet I'm not saying you all to enjoy life but to think that that's even something that's of significance you're missing the point you're missing the point now the reality is that it's hard to do it's hard to do all this so how do you get people to do it first thing is I had a first lecture I had in New York to actually a crowd that was FR people with the exception of one woman everybody else was from everybody else was religious and everybody in the room everything I said was a imagine they all went to their whole life they all lived in religious homes everything I said me little old me that just started learning a few years ago everything I said was a to them everything was brand new to them they all religion all go to Yeshiva all went to Yeshiva it's all brand new to them why it's m it's reality it's it's stuff that people don't teach anymore and un that's the ingredient that's going to cure us specifically says unfortunately we have as many doctors as we do medicine meaning to cure physical diseases but for Spiritual diseases we have only a single disease and no doctors because the only cure is M and nobody wants to teach it this is already 200 years ago imagine us so this very few people are willing to teach the truth very few God bless him he's been doing it for 23 years I don't know how he survived I'm still I'm like struggling four years into it God bless him has been doing it for a few years there's a few rabbis here and there that are doing good they're getting people to do chuva but the reality is it's very very difficult very difficult why because you're the Enemy of the State constantly and sometimes people start off by teaching M they get a few people do chuva but then they go into money trouble why nobody donates to M at least not relatively speaking God bless them they it's a billion dollars a year budget a billion dollars a year budget for kabad a bill me I only have billion dollar dreams a billion dollar budget they have billion dollar budget God bless them may they have more if they use it for the good but the problem is for kiru if you get somebody to donate $250 considered a big donor a thousand wow 5,000 this guy's Rockefeller it's hard big donor is very hard to find for real toah it's very hard so now what happens people start off good but then there's the the the money test there's the money test which is daily daily money test why how you going to pay rent how you going to print CDs how you going to go to California no one's paying for it how you going to go to New York no one's paying for it how you going to go here how you going to go there how you going to do all this Cube if you want to do the books the the CDs the this and that what with the $20 at a time that people are sending you that's barely enough to to survive how you going to eat how who maybe you should say something nicer maybe you should talk abouta maybe you should talk about maybe you should talk about schom maybe you should talk about children maybe you should talk about neutral things that no one gets intimidated by because that way you get big donors yeah but then I'm going to go to Gom instead you see the truth is very very costly it's very costly so some people start off good and then they fail later that's why I always tell everyone that the she are number one fan of the sh is me why keeps me in it's a constant test for me but the reality is is that it's a constant test and there's not many people willing to do it and that's why it's if as many rabis as exist in the world were actually teaching it I probably wouldn't be doing this probably wouldn't be doing this there wouldn't be a need there's no need let me go somewhere else while I'm needed because there isn't that's why r m is still kicking he doesn't want to do it anymore he wants to retire already 10 years ago he want to retire every lecture he say I'm GNA retire I'm gonna retire retire every Le ask him I'm gonna retire I'm GNA retire no he says I'm GNA retire you have five 10 20,000 lectures of his you have enough to you don't need him to go from place to place he wants to retire but he's not going to retire why can't retire who's else going to do it place there's no leader you be the leader there's no one one else there's no one else even if you have a thousand of me a thousand of him still not enough why there's 20 million Jews and that's the ones we know about not talking about the 200 million we don't know about all over the world so to get to you have to treat it as as it is what is it it's if you don't do chuva if I don't do chuva we're doomed not just because of the Arabs not just because because of the Christians not just because of money not just because of because of all of it because of all of it because Satan comes in different forms dawa for the Arabs missionaries from the Christians idolatry and inside Judaism with the with the wigs idolatry materialism of Wall Street it comes in different forms it comes in different forms and it come even as a rabbi but the reality is that if you treat it like it's p all of a sudden everything else on your chart is no longer significant at all not that it's lower it's no longer significant why think about it if I have my dreams I want a really fancy car I want my own private jet I want a building with my name on it like I used to actually want a building with my name on it I want to building I tell you all my past dreams building with my name on it a car just walking into the office making 10 million without even walking into the office uh you know enough assistance just to just to do stuff without me doing anything and so on and so forth all this materialistic stuff companies uh you know mergers Acquisitions deal making and so on and so forth somebody wants all this stuff they want buildings and houses and cars and fame and fortune and TV and all this stuff and the guy that has all of it the guy that runs Las Vegas he's a Jew or whatever his name is Edon okay that guy has all of it he's worth I $50 billion or something like that he has all it on TV whenever he wants he's got enough money to to burn a billion dollars a year if he wants for the rest of his life he has whatever he wants now now moment of truth comes somebody says by the way you're going to die in five minutes what you g to do five minutes you have to live you think any of those dreams mean anything you think any of the billions mean anything you think any of the planes even have a consideration on his chart of priorities any of the casinos any of the past memories any of the girls any of the kids any of the wives any of the Investments nothing means anything why only thing you can figure out is how do I get more than five minutes I got five minutes how do I get more than five minutes it's the only thing he wants how do I get more the guy that tells you I want to die he only wants to die because he could still breing breathe the minute he starts losing breath he's like how do I get another breath how do I get another breath that's why thear says the body and the Soul can have an argument there was a there was a debate between antoninus and reos anino said to rebi he said listen the reality is is that the body is making the sense the soul is pushing it but the reality is they both go go both go up to Sham and say listen he did it the other one says he did it so has can't punish either one cuz to debate so rebbi says no the way it is is that the what is it like said there was one time a king that had a very very nice garden and he hired two people one guy was blind and the other guy was crippled and the reason why you hired these two people to watch The Garden he says because they can't steal from me there's diamonds there's jewelry there's fruits there's V there's all types of wonderful miraculous things in this Garden if I get a guy that's you know he's he's he's uh able to walk and see and everything he's going to steal my stuff so the guy that can walk he's blind the guy that can't walk he could see so they'll have to use each other to manage my garden but they can't individually do anything so what happened so the two guys said the guy that was blind said to the guy that that's crippled said listen I'm blind but I can walk you are you could see but you can't walk so climb on my shoulders we'll get some stuff here there's a lot of fruits vegetables diamonds jewelry this that we could be rich so that's what they did they started taking stuff and started hiding it and then the king showed up what are you doing where's all my stuff they go oh how can we take it I'm crippled he's blind how can we take it and he judged them as as if he put the guy one guy on top of the other and he judged them as if they were one Thief alone one Thief why he says yes the Blind by himself can't do the crippled by himself can't do but together you have to do the Soul by itself can't do the body by itself can't do but together you did I judge you as one I judge you as one so this rabai is us if a person understands that the only reason they were brought to this world is for their chuva and their chuva requires to bring other people to do chuva kiru becomes number one in their life there's nothing else of significance everything else becomes secondary everything else becomes secondary yes they need to live they need to eat they need to work they need to do the basic needs but everything becomes secondary why this I need to survive eternally this I need for the next five minutes I only have five minutes to live this K is why I need for more time this CU I need for more time five minutes I got that's all I have I'm like Edon I have five minutes to live I want more than five minutes I want more than five minutes how am I gonna get more than five minutes I gotta do CU I gota save is I got to make is depend on me why the only way they're gonna do cha is if I donate the $10 only way they do cha is if I give a lecture only way to do Chua is if I arrange the lecture only way only way that they're going to do chuva is something depends on me I'm going to share I'm going to invite I'm going to do something now once you actually understand that it's p not just for them but for you too it becomes significant but for most people today they don't know this most people today they don't even know they have to do Chua so that's why for all of those that do know you have to bring them to the sh you have to set up shim and you have to start caring and that's what the FR crowd in New York was shocked and all agreed with that this really is the number one thing that you need to do because when you go up to sh GNA tell oh it's good you did chuva but what how come you're so selfish how come nobody else around you did chuva how come only you how come nobody else did Oh I thought they're GNA get to it on their own why how would they get there on their own I got there on my own so so how come you got you got there on your own because I made you get there on their own so you can help them not so you could just be there by own so what gun is all for you that's it nobody else what kind of gunen is that so that's why each one of us has to make it a priority and that's why people ask me what should I do there's one guy asked me a good question am I allowed to donate to uh organization that protects the gun rights NRA I think it's called am I allowed to donate to NRA and the answer alic it's allowed alic you're allowed there's a law in the land that's actually helps the Jews helps everyone but also helps the Jews there's a gun law that you're allowed to have guns soic you're allowed to donate to them now question is should you donate to them that's a different question why if you understood the value of that law in shim versus the value of a single Jewish soul in shim you would cry for eternity for every penny you ever gave them cry for eternity in you'll be crying in G you'll be crying because you got the G but you'll be crying in G why I could have got to a higher level of ganed with an extra dollar$ one1 could got you higher level of ganed but I gave it to NRA I gave it to save the dolphin I gave it to a Hanukkah party I gave it to IDF I gave it to uh you know make better glasses in the world I gave it to the Hat Foundation I gave it to the local Museum I gave it to a seph T even instead of to save the seph T I gave it to a seph t instead of to sa save the living T which is every Jewish I gave it to write another scroll we already have so that's the thing should you you have to make your decision based on that but in reality every person that knows the value of a Jewish n will tell you you're crazy but most people don't know this so that's why it's important for us to know this it's important for us us to understand that we are at life risk is at life risk all of us are at life risk the way to remove ourselves from Life risk is number one start by doing Chua and two by getting other people to do Chua because doing chuva is good but part of our Chua is getting other people do cha you got another question hold on another follow up yeah my question is like this so basically they say that God is with you can obviously you don't see it but you feel it because when things start to get difficult everything good is not is not supposed to be easy it's supposed to be difficult yes or no okay that's what I want to know okay that's the question okay so you're asking me this is a whole Shield but I'll try to keep it in five minutes cuz I'm sure you guys have other questions okay so what is amuna a lot of people like to teach amuna okay a lot of people like to teacha there's organizations that are calleda there are books calleda but based on my learning which comes from people that are very very learned we're actually uh trying to do some big things with these people that a lot more T than I could ever imagine and based on the double checking because I don't believe anyone what's in the books what our sages say the reality is most people do not know what amuna is you could learn amuna for 20 years and still not know what it is in simple way what is amuna now life is difficult for everyone there's not a person on Earth that ever lived that did not have a life the righteous and the wicked everyone has a difficult life why that's life life is difficult if it's not difficult that's because you're dead if if you're life it's difficult it must be difficult they're all different types of difficulties though some have the life of Job it's g in this world some have a life that's not necessary but still difficult some people people have financial difficulties some people have drug difficulties dependencies self-confidence issues sexual issues money issues uh you know all types of diseases relationships so on and so forth and a different chapters of your life you'll have different difficulties when you're a kid your number one problem is that maybe not enough people liked you or or or this you didn't get good Gres then you moved on and your biggest problem was that you had I don't know zits in your face you thought that the world was going to end cuz you had one extra zit you know you had 37 already you were used to now yet 38 I want to die and then you moved on a little bit longer and you became a teenager I'm going to do I'm G to get a job I have no experience I have no knowledge I don't know anything who's going to hire me so you thought you're going to be homeless and then you experienc who's going to marry me now now you want to get married who's going to marry me I'm fat I'm skinny I'm smart I'm short I'm this I'm that then you have a problem with that then you get married and you oh I'm going to have kids she's not getting pregnant he's not getting pregnant no one's pregnant everybody's pregnant everybody's pregant what's going to happen and then you get pregnant finally then you're like what are you going do with this kid now I don't know how to be a parent how do you be there's no like book how to be a parent like the book by the time you finish the book you have another kid already I I need the help now what do you do the kid's crying I does say the book do say oh I'm reading the book the kids's crying I'm let the kid cry I'm reading the book you have to already know before you have the kid and then in reality the book is just theoretical you have real practice and then you can't wait till the kid leaves the house he's here he's just born but you want already to graduate uh his job and get married already he's only three months old M you're difficulty with that because you don't want to change the diaper and you want to have your own life and so you understand difficulty after difficulty it never ends and how do you feed this kid the moment you understand love is only after you have children why because the first time in your life you care about somebody else's life you can say you love your spouse a lot your wife your husband and so on and so forth but in reality in reality you don't really care if they live or die I'm not saying you don't love them but you don't care whether they live or die like you do a son or a daughter how do I know I know from experience I love my wife I think more than anyone else in the world loves their wife I think that you could disagree but the reality is I know that as soon as I had my first child it was the first time in my life first time in my life that I understood what said said you only understand love after you have children why for the first time in my life I kept looking into the crib and saying is he breathing is she breathing are they breathing like for the first time actually checked if another human being was alive matter if they're happy or they're content or they're sick or they're not just simply alive you don't care like you don't think about things like this until you have kids you don't think about that you don't think oh is my mom alive you don't think like that is my husband alive he's there he's probably alive I'll kick him if he's not the point is is that the reality is you only start understanding the value of Life once you have a child so now you have a kid you have a kid start worrying about this kid's life he she they whatever it is start worry about their life how are they gonna they're GNA keep eating so feed them they're hungry they're not hungry and so on and so forth now you have new problems then they grow up you want to get them to school then how you going to afford this I only make $500 a week how I'm going to afford $500 a month in in Yeshiva and they grow up and I'm going to do this and I'm going to do this and somehow we survive but we survive through suffering and eventually there's the end now this whole synopsis happens in everyone's life different people different times of their lives but it happens in everybody's life everybody has stresses of money relationships death disease and so on and so forth what does this have to do witha they tell you is believing that everything is going to be fine and Ma they tell you is that everything is going to be fine but that's not true that's that's confidence confidence that Hashem is going to take care of everything and when is that when everything is dark the cave is as dark as can be there's no light there's no sun there's not even a moon or a reflection of a moon it's dark as can be money's lost kids are not born this died this born this everything is upside down and all you can see is darkness and you know that the darkness is AEM not that after the darkness hem will come that the darkness itself that's AEM that's when all you can see his darkness and you still have AEM that's and that's what says your your stick and your staff those will bring my salvation Will Comfort me why because I know that the stick is the staff the stick is what you using to direct me the darkness that's to direct me the darkness is you AEM it's not someone else there's no power outside of God Shalom there's no like people think oh no if it's bad that's the that's the and if it's good it's AEM Shalom that's that's the darkness that's AEM the light that's AEM everything's AEM the Holocaust is AEM the bet mikdash that's AEM that's is seeing darkness and knowing Ah that's from that's that's that's that's if you have that you have everything you have that you have everything and is the shortest shoe I could give you but next question you have a question yeah isn't hard to believe that in the time of of M that people would be lacking in if uh if they actually saw the know if they actually knew that M was the highest Prophet leing them how would they why would they why would they even laugh well at the time that we were in Egypt we still haven't seen all of the Miracles we saw some of the Miracles some of the Miracles we didn't see Mount sa Miracles we saw some of the Miracles that's the number one second thing is is that when a person has a free will or will uh that they could always choose right and wrong always choose right WR so that's why the Tora says everything is from Heaven except the fear of Heaven now explains that a Human Being Human Being is naturally afraid of everything he's afraid of bugs he's afraid of poverty he's afraid of getting commitment he's afraid of everything except God naturally he's afraid of everything now the people that you see jumping out of a plane they just overcame that fear naturally a person is afraid of heights why because it's dangerous a person that took a very big risk on investment just overcame the fear of losing money he's not superhuman he just overcame the fear cuz naturally people are afraid to lose and so on and so forth so people that take risks just overcame that fear but naturally they were afraid you are afraid everyone's afraid of everything Hashem created us with an inborn fear of everything except him why if we were afraid of him naturally there would be no purpose to the world because none of us would ever sin none of us would ever sin if we're afraid of hem really we'd never go against him because we'd realize he's mightier than might he's the greater of great he's the J I mean there's no end to him everything depends on himom I go against him if I'm really afraid of him how could I go against him I have to be Psycho you have to be psychopath then you're P anyway then you're you're you're an you don't have to do it you're crazy the real if you're really afraid of hm How You Gonna sin but if that was the case if you had a natural fear of hem there would be no purpose of your there be no purpose of this world so explains the explains that is the only fear that you could attain intellectually everything else you already have naturally fear of heights fear of risk fear of this fear fear of everything else you have naturally it's an instinct but fear of him can only be attained intellectually you have to work on it why because now you have a choice that is your free choice that is your free choice that's what it means when kazal says everything is from Heaven except the fear of Heaven that is the free choice that fear is the free choice fearing him is a free choice you could acquire it by working on yourself learning M learning about the punishment learning the consequences learning everything to acquire this fear or you could choose not to learn it that's your choice everything else is from him the reward the punishment tall short black white rich poor married single kids no kids everything else is from him fearing him is that's your free choice that is what you have so that's why had a choice even at Mount saai even at Mount sa when they actually after they saw all of the Miracles not when you said in Egypt because they haven't seen all the Miracles yet they saw some of them in Mount saai they saw all the Miracles and they still sinned why because they still had free choice they still had to acquire that still had to acquire that and that's a choice now I've told you guys the truth for the last four years I don't think anyone ever caught me lying because I never lied and if any anytime I ever made a mistake was a mistake it wasn't intentional does everybody here listen to every single thing that I say no is everybody here listen hem lied to you once did you ever catch AEM lying to you anyone with five books of Moses and they have another 19 books that's comprised of tanak anyone here ever catch AEM lying once do you listen to him everything he says everything he says no right why he's not lying you see that's Choice that's the choice we have with choice I bring you the truth that he told me that he's telling am that he told you sometimes you listen sometimes you don't why you have a choice but there's a reward and punishment for that choice eventually so that's what people need to understand so had the same choice no different even though they were rewarded and had the Merit of seeing much more than us they had a also bigger than us just like for example a person that is a an eater he likes to eat anything that's in front of him pretty much his yet food his yet food to me it's not my could be I don't know anger so if you brought a giant steak in front of both of us he's before he's going to ask whether it's kosher or not blessing no blessing he's on top of it making sure but he knows it's his stake me on the other hand I won't even look at it it's not my yet it's not my yet same concept here had just as big as just as big as the greatness of the generation of knowledge that saw saw amazing things that we can't even explain they saw him open the seven heavens and a lot of things that are in mid that are above and beyond our imagination even what they saw still just like that they had a yet that was just as big and one of the things that people ask all the time to follow up your question is why did theem have to send them to Egypt in the first place they didn't sin they didn't sin now a lot of people are going to tell you the's told Abu your your children are going to go to Egypt they're going to be slaves there but why why are they slaves why they have to be slaves M uses several sources for this and it says the following it says the real reason behind am going to Egypt and being slaves and being there and serving and being beat up and destroyed and killed and so on is because was created as a a stubborn people what does it mean a stubborn people they originally they were so much better than all of the other creations and their might and their power and their wisdom and everything that was detestable to everyone else they're unbearable they're unbearable to everyone else and in order to Humble them he had to send up to slavery this is why the specifically says hasem found the number one character trait where he loves am more than ever when they're poor why they're humble when they're poor they're humble when they're rich not so much so all of these all of the things that I tell you in the Tora we listen to it next question what's going to be the you cut him off he's behind you we have to choose have Ken Ken you can't be asazi and SAR at the same time yeah now with that say and you can't be any type of ashkanazi or any type of Safar you have to pick way if you're yite you're that type of safari if you're a Moroccan you're that type of safari if you're you have to pick one you have to pick who your doador is and who there two rabbis in essence minimum of two rabbis one Rabbi is your P who you go by as far as ala be uh ra if you're Safari or whatever it is uh I actually have a RAV that Rabbi that I know big he holds by the r like even though he respects all of the other but he holds by the ramb everything rambam does he does now you could only do that if you know everything rambam says because and you know it in your you're at the level where you can accept what the rambam says and the reason why I say you have to know it you have to be to accept the r is because you have to know how to apply rambam's rules today you can't just say I hold by the rambam because you don't if you're just starting out you don't know what the rambam even said you don't even know how to apply it so that's why people hold on to the more modern Pim from recent history like Rad or or or the others that uh are because they modernized and applied the laws from a couple thousand years ago to today it's not that they changed the law they just told you how do I apply this to here how do I apply this to here how do I apply this to here so you have to pick one pek and one living Rabbi one living Rabbi that you counsel with with that you listen to that you learn from that knows who you really are not who everybody thinks you are that you tell you know the truth and this is the uh not a friend this is not this Rabbi is not a friend this Rabbi is a rabbi and that Rabbi the says you have to fear him like you fear God the problem today is that I see that a lot of rabbis especially in the modern Orthodox world and even in the others is that a lot of the relationships that people have with their rabbis is friend relationships they're friendly with them they give them high fives they uh they go to play basketball with them they're friends with them between you and me I don't listen to my friends not all the time at least so the reality is is that if a rabbi wants to be a friend then he should help the guy by being a friend he should help him find a rabbi be a friend help him find a rabbi be a friend help him find a rabbi follow um so with that said in when one can't use let's say um like like from like or you have to one but you can they have different customs and I understand what you're saying so in the englishspeaking world uh uh the ashkanazi world is much more uh Advanced and much more organized in the Safari World in English-speaking World in Hebrew it's about the same um now so which means that a lot of the uh translations that you'll find for and in general for for for for for for Tora are coming from the ashkanazi world there's nothing wrong with it uh you can use it especially for liud for learning but when it comes to praying if you're Safari you have have to pray from a safari uh Sid you can't pray from a asazi sid because there are in some cases small changes in some cases big changes you're not going to be able to follow along so you have to get a Safari there are some that are Safari with the translation and transliteration it's not as many as ashkanazi but there are some there are some uh so made it easy enough that we have maybe not as much Choice as Safari as you do as ashkanazi but they do exist if you need choices of uh ofid uh I can give you I've sent it to people many times uh the uh the sidu with both a translation and transliteration which teaches you how to speak the Hebrew language as well but uh yes if you're choosing the uh if you're born into or as a convert you're choosing Safari you have to stay by Safari sfarim and uh and so on if it's a um if it's a woman that was born into a safari house or ashkanazi house once she gets married she takes on whatever her husband is meaning if you're a safari woman and you marry ashkanazi B you have a nice wedding but once you actually day one after the wedding you are now taking on ashkanazi Customs meaning on PES you can't eat rice and so on and all the other obviously there's many many more more customs of Das askanazi I just know that one off top of my head it's I think is a big deal for a lot of safari people because they like food uh but the point is is that no they don't we like food likes food like she said the first question that started this year we like food it's true so the point is is that you have to you have to understand that this is a you cannot be spartic in your husband asazi you hold to your Rabbi he holds to that Rabbi it's not allowed wife picks the rabis the the husband's side now the the the feminine of the world say oh why does he pick the the the husband's side because that's the way the custom is why can't he pick the wife's side because that's not the way the custom is if you don't like it marry the same kind if you want to stay where you are so marry the same way you are if you want to stay ashkanazi marry ashkanazi then what do you for my life I didn't make the Customs go marry ashkanazi guy but are there many feminists in the Jewish World many many many many unfortunately unfortunately even religious even religious but uh even religious but the point is is that I actually have a few students they used to be feminists until they came to my sh till they came to my and they did one of them I'll tell you two stories or one story one story you guys got too many stories today the skeleton one story I got a woman that she lived in Sodom and gomorra AKA San Francisco and uh she came from a family where not they didn't weren't religious she came from a family though anti Torah anti Torah like the type of family that when she said she was starting to do chuva they started like praying that she doesn't do chuva anyway God bless her she started watching the she she started realizing there's a significance here now the only problem is that she was supposed to marry a guy that was worth hundred million but he wasn't Jewish now the wedding was already set wedding was already set it wasn't like theoretical wedding wedding was already set wedding dresses bought wedding day wedding day she's about to get married to a non-jew but now she realized the truth she can't do it her parents her grandparents everybody else go marri whatever the cat the dog the guy's got enough money to burn she realized there's a the problem she did something most of us would not be able to do you know what she did she didn't go to the wedding she didn't go to the wedding she left she did chuva she left the guy never talked to him again and started doing chuva she gave up on a life of rich and fame for who for hem after she learned the truth what did hem reward her with she decided to go to Israel to go check it out to go learn a little bit more t on top of what we were teaching Hashem made it so that I knew somebody that needed a z and we made the connection we introduced her to this guy they went out for a little bit little ups and downs in the beginning because she's adjusting he's from from birth little bit of acclamation they're married happily and excitedly but this is this is sacrifice most of us I think all of us would not be able to do it so that's the reality but she told me she used to be against the Torah why that's the way she was brought up she was brought up to believe that Torah is anti-women had another woman that also was a hardcore feminist hardcore feminist after she started realiz realizing how much the Torah loves women and how it's completely unnecessary and anti- T to be a feminist and you should be proud of what you are and not try to pretend like you're you're something else she did she's with everything and husband Child Life happiness fulfillment everything nothing's missing and she's doesn't miss even an ounce of her past life for the first time in her life she's actually happy and there's many many stories like this thing is though is that people try to add their own mindset their own opinions to the Tora to life to so on and the reality is that by doing that you're assuming that you have a better idea than God you don't so the Torah is perfect if there's something missing in your life it's because you don't know something it's not because T is missing something you had another question go ahead yeah what's going to be the purpose on when mhia comes when you said before that all the right thing there be no purpose of the world right if we feared God 247 there be there be no purpose of the world right so when mhia comes what's going to be the purpose well once the mhia comes the the per the world changes its purpose the world changes its purpose the worlds that were created before this world and this world included each had its purpose the ultimate purpose purpose was to serve AEM ultimate purpose is to serve AEM really the only purpose is to serve AEM says if a person did not find a way to sanctify aem's name he did not F fulfill his purpose it was better off that he was never born why there's no point of him so now once the culmination of all the worlds happens the Messiah arrives the world changes a purpose up to then we have to do chuva that's our purpose that's why you see all of the prophets from abob Moshe all the way to Ezekiel all the way to the last prophets all the way to the end of the prophets all of them say the same message what's the message do return to me hm says return to me that's the purpose to do chuva born religious born atheist born a cat born a dog born of whatever you are you have to do Chua everybody has to do CH so so now first purpose is do CH once the mashia comes the purpose changes because now it's mashia has to do his business which is save The Righteous destroy the wicked resurrection of the Dead the uh rebuilding of the BET mikdash and now at that point we have to simply enjoy the enjoy the enjoy learn T but it's not the same type of Torah it's not the same uh life it's not the same rules everything changes everything is magnified uh but there's no yet anymore there's no evil inclination meaning you don't have an opportunity or even an inclination or desire to go against theem because that evil inclination is eliminated that point is pure reward once the mhia arrives we've survived and so on at that point the reward Begins the world completes the the 7,000 year or the 6,000 year up to year 7,000 and then after that we leave this world this world is destroyed and we go to the spiritual and then we enjoy the even further even further and then after that eventually we all become part of hasem many many many many times later I don't know how to Quantified in time the point is is that the purpose of the world changes at that point because the reason say why didem even create this world the first the first basic reason is to good creates good good wants to create good but the reality is is that he could have just created gedan good wanted to create good just create ganeden for us we'd enjoy what's the problem with just creating ganeden why do we have to create this world why have to create Gom why is there punishment why is there suffering why is there Holocaust Inquisition a uh IRS audit why is all this stuff says because originally when hasem created the souls the souls benefited so much that they couldn't take it anymore they started suffering started suffering from getting so much good and feeling that they don't deserve it now we are used to getting everything for free and we are used to getting stuff all the time and we want stuff for all the time but the reality is every normal human being eventually gets sick of getting and wants to start giving every nor human being wants gets sick of getting and wants to start giving the way to become Happy by the way the secret to happiness is by giving not by getting you can get a new car every day eventually the car is going to make you sick if you like let's say for example if your favorite food is steak if you ate steak breakfast lunch and dinner after a week you don't like it anymore after two weeks it makes you sick after three weeks you you get sick from just the word stake even though originally you loved it if you have a lot of it eventually you don't like it but what do you never get sick of you never get sick of giving every time you give somebody something they need not something you want to give them but something they need you there's a certain sense of Joy that's Irreplaceable that's why the truth truth behind happiness is by giving not by taking that's why if you want schom give her give him don't wait for them to give you back it's not a business deal you want a happy wife give her whatever she wants you want a happy husband give him whatever he wants that's good for the marriage and healthy obviously not if she wants a second husband or she want he wants a second wife like if they want good things things that are healthy so the point I don't want anybody to people are going to always take my words to G all the time so I have to explain things very literally King David had lowed of wives he's a king he had a rule he had he was allowed 18 wives he's a king if you become a king you you're allowed 18 wives also until then you allowed only one one wife had a thousand wives and at the end of his book it says that he what he did was not favorable in the eyes of hem and thear specifically says it was better off that schl was a drunk his entire life a drunk that no one ever heard of his entire life then that verse be written about him in the toah why because that verse is taught for eternity that what he did was not favorable in the eyes of hem it's better off to not even be not even be righteous not not even be known at all just to be drunk his whole life than that verse be written about him why because he thought that this would he would not fail like everyone else because he was smarter than everyone else so he said the 18 wives limitation is for everyone else the few horses limitation is for everyone else not for me I was given the wisdom of but but one level below God so I it's not for me hasem says No it's for you too so the things that we like we only like because we have a limitation of how much we can get them if you see a lot of these Superstars these movie stars these models these celebrities usually they get married like five six seven times just to get started in their 20s by the time they're 40s they're already going to the second dozen and the reason why is because their whole life is made up of physicality of of of of physical aspect of it and when you have too much physical it becomes disgusting becomes disgusting so everyone knows that even the most beautiful woman in the world there's some guy that can't stand her even the the the the nicest guy in the world there's some woman that can't stand him because the physical aspect is something that's if we have too much of it it's disgusting SCH says says if you found honey eat a little bit because if you eat too much you'll throw up you'll vomit and says he's not talking about really Das really honey what is he talking about he's talking about sexuality if you found honey you found a woman limit the amount of times of how often you're with her her why if you do it too much eventually you're going to be disgusted by her and she'll be disgusted by you this is from the wisest man of all time that had a thousand wives you understand so now the souls got only good from Hashem they got steak they got dinner they got vacation they got everything everything that you could possibly want obviously spiritually speaking but eventually they said we're getting we're getting we're getting for what what do we deserve what do we do to deserve all this good and it started making them feel bad he said AEM great everything is good that we're getting but we don't deserve it and since the soul is so pure it's not like us that we just want what want he wants to give but we can't what are we going to give AEM I give him a lot of card we're to give him a uh uh a new office an office chair a new computer we're going to give AEM we don't deserve it the souls were saying to hm what is it like it's like somebody you had a rich friend invited you to the house he said listen from now on anything you need somebody's going to take care of you so you wake up in the morning there's a little Butler Waiting by you putting the shoes on okay it's cool it's fun first day then you go in a shower and you have another you know Butler is washing you it's not so comfortable but okay fine I'll get used to this then you want to eat something already serve for you you have every single meal in the world whatever you don't need goes into the garbage and then after that you want to turn on the TV somebody already turn turn it on for you CU you still haven't done CH you watch TV and then you want to learn to somebody says already learned for you you want do so somebody learned for you already and everything somebody's doing for you somebody's doing for you somebody's doing for you eventually you're like you know what I gota do something okay first day two days three days four days a week two weeks three weeks four weeks okay eventually it's like okay I gotta do something you know what let me throw out the garbage do something at least do something to contribute if you don't feel a sense of contribution that you don't need to contribute that either you're or you're not human it's one of the two every person needs to have a sense of needing to contribute you need to contribute if you don't feel a sense of contribution you have a problem you have a serious personality default so a flaw so now the souls felt that they cannot contribute anything to hasem other than deserving what they're getting and therefore they requested that Hashem give them the test what's the test this world let us deserve let us deserve to enjoy the how do we deserve look how many tests we have to overcome money problems marriage problems kids problems cancer problems this problem that problem no end of problems and then one gig second gig three gig because you didn't finish the first time sometimes three four all of us we here already who knows how many times we're here since Mount saai we what you think it's the first time you here all the biggest losers in history we're here we failed more than any other generation before us but we're given another chance we give it another chance don't mess it up it's the last chance so that's why the soul originally you asked for it you go up to sh and say why I didn't ask you to put me in this into this world he said what let me show you the original movie come come let me show you he's goingon to show you the souls look you asked for it you asked to come down as bet you asked to come down as uh as uh don you asked to come down as Mike you as to come down as this you as to come down as that no you got it go ahead question same price you said 6,000 is going to hit 6,000 years then my sh is going to come no that's not what I said I said that the natural world has a maximum of 6,000 years we're almost there we're 5778 222 years now the natural world has a maximum meaning that the Messiah has to come before 6,000 not at 6,000 he has to come before 6,000 once he comes then Thea version of this world begins up to 7,000 and then after that the next begins now there's also I don't know if I remember telling you or not there is gun Eden here and there's gun Eden up there there's two gun edin there's gome here there's Gom up there there's two Gomes okay there'sa here there'sa there there's many many worlds within the world it's not just a single world it's not onedimensional like we see there's a lot more to the world so usually the people that understand the spiritual aspect of some of the things the mystical things that I talk about very rarely because I try to keep it like basic level ABC for everybody because that's what applies to everybody the people that usually understand some of the extra you know special effects that I add sometimes about the spiritual aspects are usually people that see stuff that are Supernatural because it's very hard to understand Supernatural without seeing it because it's beyond our comprehension so generally the only thing you need to know is that the world is not what you see there's more to the eye there's more than what the eye sees that's that's the basics what you need to know yeah second so you're saying that it's to come I we're almost there 200 years a long time right 200 years no so the mashia can come so the the say the Messiah can come before Shabbat so the sages explain what does this mean what does it mean before Shabbat does that mean that he could only come six days a week no each the Book of Psalms says that a day in the eyes of hem is a thousand years for us a day in the eyes of hem even though he has no uh limitation of time and no concept of time he's above time he's not subject to time David explains things relatively speaking so we understand just like Hashem took us out of Egypt with a strong arm he doesn't have an arm but we explain things that we can understand humans can understand so a thousand years to us is a single day to him so the sages from there explain that the mhia has to come before Shabbat before Shabbat so if every thousand year every thousand year is a full day that means the first thousand is Sunday 2,000 Shen 3,00 we finished five days 5,000 years and 778 which is three quarters 750 is three quarters of a day so what's 34 of 24 hours what's 34 of 24 hours no 17 three quarters okay you have four quarters and 24 that's six six six six so that's 18 what's 18 and time 6 p.m. 6 p.m. 18 1,800 hours if you look on a 24-hour system 6 24 hours if there's 24 hours first 6 a.m. zero that's midnight starts today you know 1:00 a.m. okay so 6 hours 6:00 a.m. another 6 hours 12 in the afternoon another 6 hours 600 p.m. so that's 18 that's 34 of a day but then there is that's 7:50 that's 750 then there is it's but it's 5778 meaning it's not 57 uh 750 it's 57750 plus 28 now how much is a single is a um a single uh uh hour exactly 41 41 years 41 years so 28 28 is more than half more than half so in essence the average time of where we're at right now is somewhere around 7 o' somewhere around 7 o'clock 7:15 now Shabbat that's already Friday 7 p.m. Friday 7 P.M now even if we go by the late times of when Shabbat starts it says the kazal says the say say that mashia is gonna come before Shabbat not on Shabbat waiting already for for the 6,000 that's already Shabbat it's already the end of Friday it's already Shabbat already K says he gonna come before Shabbat so we are now about 700 p.m. Friday so even if you calculate it as if a Shabbat starts late starts at 8 so how much do we have another 12 years another 15 years any day we're there we're there in essence again I mean he could also use the counting of friends when Shabbat starts over at nine but the point is is that either way it's in our lifetime natural lifetime it's in our lifetime it could be be it could be this it could be tomorrow it could be in 20 years from now I'm hoping it's going to take a little longer because we have to get more people to do Chua but the point is is that it's before Shabbat and so now we're not allowed to specifically put a Time on it and all of the people that have tried have made number one a very big sin and two a very big mistake and the reason why we're not allowed to pinpoint a specific time and I very very rarely tell what I just told you now is because people are going to start doing the counting oh it can't be five years from now it's going to be 15 it can't be 15 it's going to be 21 it can't be 21 it's going to be 13 it's going to be 12 everybody's going to have their own accounting of when mhia must come this are just likelihoods of when it's supposed to come not for sure likelihood when it's supposed to come just like they Sayes say it's more likely that he could come during right after P it's more likely they come on sh it's more likely they could come on specific times of the year it's not guaranteed that he's going to come on PES or shab it's just there are just likelier times there are likelier times of when mashia can happen it's not that it's the only time it's just the more likely time and that's that's that's what people don't understand people pinpoint a specific time a specific person and specific day and that's a mistake and the reason why the sages say it's a mistake is because when someone builds themselves up and their whole Chua is built on that specific day and it doesn't happen their entire Chua breaks to to nothing I already know a few people that broke because they heard some Rabbi that said that the mashia is supposed to come last year or at least they understood from this Rabbi that mashia is supposed to come last year and unfortunately mashia did not come and those people you know what they did ah nobody knows they went back to being they went back to being secular they BL dropped everything and it be became again so it's an outright sin to pinpoint a specific time of when mashia is going to come either way I tell everyone the same thing it doesn't matter when he's going to come and the reason why is because your personal mashia my personal mashia can arrive any day it's called Death everybody does it they like it or they don't like it when we die we still have to go to the same bed the bed in sh going to show you oh you're a thief pay you're a womanizer pay you're a liar pay pay you did CH you get get paid so it doesn't matter mashia no mashia we have to do chv anyway the purpose is the same anyway as a matter of fact death can happen faster who who can tell me for sure guaranteed willing to bet their life they're going to make it home tonight I can tell you you're going to get home tonight because you're on the way to mitvah so they say in the Tor someone's on the way to mitvah doesn't get hurt on a Mitzvah but the reality is we're not promised tomorrow that's we always have to do mitv go on a trip put a dollar in the box or $10 or $ th000 or a million dollar whatever you have extra or not extra put it and also promise to give more or do another Mitzvah when you come back why because now you're on a journey of doing a Mitzvah at all times go ahead how can you tell what you were in the past it's very interesting how can you tell what you were in the past what difference it make to you if I told you you were you were Tiki that parent no but listen you said somebody told me a bird like that some some somebody told me recently that he thinks I was a cow in my in my previous life and I was aan somebody told me that he thinks that I was a cow that was brought to the BET mikdash as aan how did they come to that K he said but my face my my beard looks like a cow's beard my beard looks like a cow's beard what a nice compliment it's very good for my ego very good for my ego said that Moses came from Abraham right uh no Moses according to okay Noah came from huh you keep saying that we're from first B people we are from Mount sa I get it K but do you how do I know who I was you were pushing me at Mount sa you don't remember listen when I meet you there hopefully the right side you're pushing me you were looking no m m you're pushing me how no no go ahead go ahead no do you still get judged like after mashiah comes and and people die do you still they're still going to judge you up there 100% as a matter of fact I tell you something scary you guys want to get scared right before sleep right before sleep you want get scared before bedtime okay you sure yes if you understand what I'm saying you're going to get scared if you understand what I'm saying you'll get scared if you don't if you if you're not scared that means you don't understand what I'm saying no it's scary if you understand what I'm saying it's scary it's no gy stuff no no gooey stuff no like uh ripping heads and eyes and stuff none of that stuff if you understand what I'm saying it's scary if you if you're not scared that means you don't understand what I'm saying so the the holy book say there was a guy that made it to ganen made it to gan ohem everything is good but says that every year every year judgment is all over again for everyone everyone gets judged everyone gets judge how much P you gonna get disease Health children life death and so on and so forth but not just the people of this world the people that left this world what did you leave behind if you wrote a seph Tor if you wrote AAR if you wrote a holy book to get people to do chuva if you did lectures and you left them online and people learning it if you did good things people that benefited from it and did Chua from did from those things that you left in this world all those merits have to be paid to you if you left in this world you invented the wig you uh you invented the kosher wigs you uh invented some other type of you uh stole money from people like berning made off you destroyed people's lives in one way or another what happens to you why every year there's more sins being made more sins being made of what you left behind that judgment goes to you that judgment goes to you what if made off is being punished here in this world no chance in the world that he's even getting 1% of punishment of what he's going to get that's easy that's easy so now there was one guy there was one guy you guys are sure you want this okay set up there was one guy there was one guy that uh saw him in a debuk debuk is when one soul from the other world comes and connects to a soul in this world meaning a body in this world takes over and he starts talking to him he says who are you where are you and you know gets information from him he says I am a in kafak and I've been here for 15 years because why are you in kafak why you in kafak he says I only had one sin sadik sadik sadik he only had one sin one sin he had what's the sin I went with a married woman so Shalom says okay listen it's a horrible horrible sin no no no discounts here but there's something unusual about what you're telling me you're telling me you're in kafa for 15 years but when they asked you how long you going to be then you said you don't know it's a rule of of the real world to give you a Dean to give you a judgment of how long is your reward how long is your punishment what's happening you're telling me you don't know what do you mean you don't know he says they didn't tell me goes what do you mean they didn't tell you he says there's a problem I sinned with a married woman but the married woman is still alive she's still alive every single time our husband touches our finger not even intimate he touches our finger it's a sin for me I get more years in every year there's a new accounting there's more years added to my statement every year there's more punishment why because she's still alive My Punishment is for that but the problem is I'm still making sins why am I still making sins I'm not alive because she's alive as long as she's alive that goes to my now something scarier something scarier since you guys got me all red up something scarier one guy made it to G the why I started the story one guy made it to G but on on they said listen you made a lot of MIT you got the GED but now we saw your accounting Hashem says we have to bring them up to a different level to a higher level got to bring him to a higher level problem is in order to get to the higher level he's missing he's missing a little bit to get to the higher level just a little bit he needs a little bit more a little bit more suffering he needs a little to get you're a g good but there's a higher level of geden better amazing tinted windows and everything rims Hotel whatever GED I can't even explain to how good this other gedan is you can see over there you can see how good it is he said I want to go there like okay but you need a little more suffering okay how would I I'm not going to go back to the world because go to g a little bit why because the soul has a little bit of a little bit of taint on it your soul every time your soul is Purity your soul is a piece of Hashem so your soul every time you make a sin you make a mark on your n you make a mark on your n so to get the higher levels of ganeden you have to remove these marks you have to have a pure Soul they said you're in G with the soul that you have now to get to the highest one you're almost there but there's a little bit of little bit of smudge the only way you're gonna get rid of it is with suffering it's two choices this world or a little bit of Gom a little bit he chose to go to Gom for a little bit so he can get to Gan meaning that the judgment is never over this is just to get in you choose which way you want to get in I'm trying to get to G they tell me it's better weather so the point is is that the stuff is scary it's scary if you understand what I'm saying it's it's funny but it's scary if it's if it's only funny to you not scary then you don't understand what I mean but it's okay also just means that we're not there yet either way anyone that tells you otherwise is lying to you there is no other truth there's no second truth there's no easier way to get in there's no easier way to get in it's against the Torah ask question what was the question I want to know who you were be previous life I didn't become a cabalist over the last few years but uh as far as who you were in the Prest life previous life there's something called regression regression is a form of hypnotism where people people that actually know how to do it there's a few in the world that know how to do it that could actually bring you back to previous lives even they say don't bother but it's a very very dangerous thing to do it's a very dangerous thing to do it's not something recommended for a few reasons for a few reasons um number one if they don't know what they're doing you could permanently feel like you're the other person so that means that now you go and you are you now okay you speak English you live in America you have a wife you have kids you have this you have that now somebody that knows only the first part of the job brings you back 100 years you go back to a previous life a 100 years ago and now all of a sudden you're speaking uh Dutch and uh you're married to uh I don't know to a cat and you're uh your your best friend is the the dog that's chasing the cat and you're about to go to war and you feel like somebody's about to bomb you any moment that's the the life you live I some strange life unusual imagination that I have so the point is is that you feel like you're there now if he doesn't know how to bring you back you have a problem in your mind you're there now you don't know how to speak Dutch you don't how to speak Greek you don't know how to speak French you don't how to speak anything you're not connected to this person but if he doesn't know how to bring you back you're there you just ruined your life it's a very dangerous thing second thing is is that if it was needed for you to know who you were in your previous life it would be much easier and less diff dangerous third thing is you don't really need to know who you were in your previous life all you need to know is why you're here and I could tell you why here that I don't need to be a cabalist I can tell you exactly why you're here each one of us has to do chuva but each one of us has a few specific things that are very very difficult for us to do chuba for very difficult for us some people tell them keep Shabbat they keep Shabbat in one day some people tell them to be honest they sell their dishonest business in one day some people tell to keep they've already been keeping it without even knowing certain mitv for some of us are very very easy they come naturally as if we as if we've been waiting for somebody to tell us go but sometimes there's certain MIT that we feel it's like a mountain it's like Mount Everest it's impossible for us whether it be anger or stinginess or arrogance or or whatever it is for each and every single person some people it's watching their eyes some people it's not wasting seed some people it's you know kids whatever different people different things I know one guy his is married women what kind of that is what his is he's very attracted to married women specifically that's his he's doing CH for it and heard good news about it so he's doing chuv but nonetheless that's his yet for years already for Years yet he likes specifically married women a very I mean this is like you know like people have fetishes some people like feet he likes married women some people like to have music on their phones this guy likes married women the point is is that everybody has why is he in this world to do CH for that at least for that there's probably other things also but that specific thing is very hard for him so each one of us can look in a mirror and for sure name two 3 four 5 6 7 8 9 10 things that are very hard for us that's why you're here if it's hard for you to learn to that's why you're here if it's hard for you to watch your eyes that's why you hear it's hard for you to give that's why you hear if it's hard for you to that's what you hear no one can tell you otherwise why everything I just told you is in toah what if a person has a desire to murder he has a desire to murder you should become a butcher says that every single person has certain desires that they're inclined to do some people have a thirst for blood and you can use that thirst and and satiate it in multiple ways uh naturally you could think a person that is a thirst for blood without Torah will become a murderer will become a murderer uh in most cases not all cases obviously but will become a murderer in most cases or he will become a butcher or he become a surgeon or he could even become something else that has to do with uh with death or blood and so on the point is is that that blood for thirst that that thirst for blood has to be satiated somewhere or another and he has to satisfy it somewhere he could work in a morg he could uh work in a hospice he could do something connected to it he could be a butcher whatever he could uh work with uh cattle and so on and so forth there's a lot of things you could do to satiate that thirst because each and every single one of us was given that thirst for something some people for blood some people for something else and our thirst and our desires can be used for good and for bad theal say there a mid that says that there was a king that heard about mosu and uh he told he told his uh his uh painters that he wanted a picture of him he wanted a picture of mosu so he sent him to the desert desert they came back with a picture each one of them drew a picture and then they uh showed it and he showed his picture he wanted to see if it's authentical they're lying to him so he showed this picture to his people that knew how to read faces there certain people that have skill set of how to read face they can tell you character traits of the human being based on your face actually my raav can tell you character traits based on your language or even your writing your writing just the way you write your handwriting you could actually know character traits that a person has based on their handwriting and there's different things that you can learn from a Tora that could teach you character traits of a person based on different actions that they have facial expressions and so on so anyway it's a certain type of there's many many that has it's not just uh you know the things that we learn in sha there's much much more so anyway um the uh people drew then he showed it to the people that can tell read faces he didn't tell them who it was and the people that can read faces said oh this guy's a murderer this guy's an angry person this guy's evil this guy's terrible all the worst possible things a human can be he said you are all liars and I'm going to kill you because he's not this mosenu like listen we know how to read faces that's what we do they said to the artist you are all liars because you probably didn't go to the desert you just went collected the money you didn't go to the desert you didn't drawing you probably made a deal among you to make a similar drawing I'm going to kill all of you says no your honor we went to the desert look we went three four five what you think we're going to go there for three weeks what's what do we get out of it we drew it he said the only way I can find out is if I go myself he took all of them the both the people that could read faces and the people that Drew the faces he went to the desert he went to mosenu he says Ah see I'm gonna kill the people that could read faces mosu said to him why because because they told me you're angry you're evil You're a murderer you're this and then the painters said they said no it's the fault of the painters it's the wrong face but then I see the face is you it's exactly like you so obviously the other guys were lying no no no M told no it's both of them are right the guys that painted me you only need your eyes to see the guys that told you my inclination they're also right before Torah I was a murderer I was angry I was terrible and I did cha the Torah softens you TOR softens you if you think that mosenu was born to be great naturally never had to do chuv you're wrong every single person in the Torah had to do cha every single person that's why CH is a d it's it's it's it's greatness having you have to have the Merit to do cha it's not oh there's some guys that never sinned in the Tor there's like seven guys four four guys that never Sinn in the tah but that's specifically they created that