Amazing Questions About God From Hollywood (13)

[Music] good to be here yet already showed up earlier than everybody else as you can see we had some issues with the camera already we had the uh some interesting things already happened it's good it's good uh so we are B are up to number 13 in the series amazing questions about God if you have uh questions amazing questions only if they're not amazing don't ask if you have questions amazing questions ask away if not we'll start with some other things uh some other some interesting uh mystical stuff that I learned that uh I think is uh very very interesting and uh you know the Tora is endless so if the already interfered before the sh that means there has to be something good to it has to be an amazing question somewhere question is who's going to ask the amazing question me that's the question the question who who's gon to ask the amazing question that's the question start with the question so if someone is doing not good on Shabbat mhm like if he's going shopping doing cigarettes and if he goes in the person's house saying hey why don't you drive your car hey why don't you smoke a cigarette hey why don't you do this hey why don't you do that like hey everything why don't you stop doing like bad things and do good things like the guy that goes in the house and start doing bad things why can't the guy to like do good things why can't he do Chuan mhm if he doesn't want to the good question has a lot to do with the Sho uh question is why can't some people do chuba that's the question why can't some people do CH the r in and um it's also mentioned a few other places but uh I saw it where he says at the end of days you're going to have to have to do cha you have to have Merit to do cha why can't everybody do chuba why Lama everybody should be able to do chuba makes sense it says we read yesterday uh last week in the Book of Ezekiel hasem welcomes everybody's Chua they want you to do but the rambam says some people can't do Chua some people can't do cha so sometimes it gets to a point where a person makes enough sins one of them being one of them being where he makes other people sin where decides to put a make a law what's the law he's not going to do ch sometimes the law is for this week he's not going to do Chua even though the right Rabbi at the right time is going to come he's not going to hear it he's not going to make it to the lecture why doesn't deserve to do cha this week let let him make more sins sometimes it's this month five rabbis show up he doesn't come to the shield not this one not that one not this one every time he wants to go to Shield the wife says something every time he wants to go to sh the job says something every time he wants to go to sh the car something happens he can't come to the it's going to help him do CH sometimes it's for the whole year sometimes it's a and Hashem decides this year he's not going to do Chua this year he's going to fill up his tank full of sins he's not going to do the Chua and sometimes Hashem says he's not going to do chuva period when ever ever why I don't want us chuva in the end of it says that pays his lovers thousands of generations but his haters he pays them cash to their face to destroy them meaning that he allows them to live longer allows them to live longer live full life 70 years 80 years 100 years whatever it is live a full life and of course during that life they're going to make some mitv even if it's not on purpose somebody's going to give see a homeless guy to make himself feel good he's going to give the guy five bucks he's going to see a rabbi and know he's GNA give him five bucks he's gonna see this he's gonna give him this he's going to see there is going to give him this it's going to give some to make his ience calm down a little bit but he's still going to be he's still going to go with women that are not that don't belong to him he's still going to steal in his business he's still going to desecrate hashem's name on a regular basis go against the Judaism go against the Torah he's still going to make these big sins but hem lets him live and the rambam explains it as that's his punishment Hashem is letting him live so he can pay him cash to his face meaning whatever MIT he makes he pays him right now why to destroy him to eliminate him he gives him whatever he gives them just this life and he says this is the worst possible punishment somebody can get in this world where makes a no CH from this guy the question is why how how how can somebody get to such a point the gar says that one time entered G entered G all the what are you doing here you we call you what are you doing here he entered entered broke the door so get out of here I have to get out of here who's going to listen to you so theim came said get out here theim came he was so strong they couldn't beat him theim they couldn't kick him out stronger than all the is a it's not just a person like you think now today in schools when they describe asav what do they look what do they make him look like they make him look like a guy with a cuckoo with a ponytail he has uh maybe a few knives in his pockets a gun a machete he looks like a murderer maybe at best case scenar looks from a horror film some scars some tattoos that's what he looks like the kids they make him look like he's a bad guy in reality the Torah says that until late teenage age meaning until they've become men and yov were identical me people could not tell the difference in reality would look like the today with the hat and the beard and everything is he no tattoos he look a criminal so the way that portray is wrong he wasn't he didn't look in the exterior he didn't look like a and when theim tried to kick him out and he wouldn't get out they went to hasem hasem get asav out Hashem says asav get out out go to where you belong G he says Hashem who in your world is like me in your entire world who is as good as me who is as righteous is me is is saying this do you understand the question he's asking no no lying in sham there's no lying in sh it's a serious question it's a serious question from as to he's not asking one of us may can fool us he's asking he says hem who in this world that you have is as good as me that does like me when our parents ask us for a tea we always look have a little funny look on no you can't make yourself a tea no you can't do it again late you shouldn't have tea all of a sudden we have all the excus of why they shouldn't have tea a parents asks for a ride a you have to go again you can't get Uber can't use a cab can't use this can't use that our parents ask us for anything automatically we have 1,500 excuses we didn't have before they asked why do you need this maybe you shouldn't go do you really need to buy that always we have excuses of why they shouldn't do it asav when he would go see his parents not like us where it's like we're doing them a favor asav would shop to his parents with a suit made out of gold you ever see the barkarian when they have the celebrations have like the weddings and so on they have these very very nice special clothes very golden and colorful clothes was even more colorful was M 100% pure gold that's how you would go see his parents even more than the that he wear for Shabbat supposed to have special for Shabbat supposed to have special shoes for everything special for Shabbat one day a week that's Shabbat rest of the week wear whatever you want normal obviously you look respectable but Shabbat has to be something special his cloth to go see his parents was even higher than Shabbat he says to hasm no who's like me it's a serious question he's asking a serious question who's like him and he's right M he has he has an argument who's like him no one no one in the history of mankind ever gave kib like no one no one but the T says says to the prophet I hate him why he's the best guy in the world to do respect for his parents honor his parents what do you mean no you come on hem you admitted that no one's like him s you didn't have an argument that there's somebody better than him yob didn't h better than him he didn't even AB even no one not even M why he said it was all a show everything he ever did was a complete show but a person can do something his whole life can dress up a certain way can pray a certain prayer can learn a certain study and mamash believe his own lies get to such a point that he believes his own lies he becomes part of the lie and asav believed his own lie and that's what led him to G that's what led him to G because asav knew the truth he knew that the only mitvah in the Tora he's good at is but the rest of the he's putting on the side but T is not just for one Mitzvah some people you tell them listen you know you do CH he goes listen I have the best Shabbat in town every Shabbat I got 20 people showing up at my house I give food I give uh all the rabbis come to me every all okay fine great do you learn toai at all no who has time for toai my Shabbat every all the rabbis teach whenever they come to my house yeah but what about the other six days a week do you learn toah no not so much so how do you know you're keeping Shabbat if you're not learning Torah how do you know you're keeping Shabbat he goes what do you mean what's to keep Shabbat we don't turn on electricity we don't drive we don't work I'm keeping Shabbat it's wrong there's so many intricate laws of Shabbat that unless you learn the laws of Shabbat the say guaranteed you're violating Shabbat guaranteed it's not like maybe you're violating it's 100% you're violating Shabbat if you're not learning to you violating Shabbat one of the easiest ways to violate Shabbat is talk business show me one house where the people there are not Glu to that they don't talk business on Shabbat almost every house that I've ever been in that see people that are relatively new and not glued people talk business on Shabbat even if it's five minutes sometimes five hours sometimes the whole Shabbat is business that's the time to talk business they think that because they're not exchanging money they're not working but in many cases people talk on Shabbat about business and what's talking about about business business you're 100% working just because you're not exchanging money at that moment doesn't mean you're not working you're working cuz in reality today and every every other day and every other time throughout history most of business is talking but people talk business all the time they think it's okay and they plan oh I'll call you on Monday yeah we're going to meet on Monday for that meeting for the for the place I'm going to bite from you I'm going to sell it from you it's business you're working on Shabbat might as well go to the store same thing without learning t a person can think that he's keeping Shabbat his entire life life and then end up he doesn't know without learning T and get Clue to hasem a person can think all he wants that he is yov only to find out in reality is as he's as now many people believe with a full heart a full heart that they're giving AEM all they got and they're doing everything they need to do but then when you start doing the accounting you you realize that the you know as as far as can be then they're they're only one degree better than what they started why most of what people do without without sacrificing yourself to hem and and getting glued to him and learning his Torah and learning the difficult things that you don't feel like doing and doing all of these things but not sacrificing yourself in reality chuva can easily become just changing a few things cuz you know adding a few things you like it's adding a few things you like so you like to have a big dinner once a week okay so you switched it from Tuesday nights to now it's Friday nights used to everybody used to you know likes to go out once a week to have a big meal with the guys okay guys listen instead of doing on Tuesday night we're going to do Friday night so now you keep Shabbat you think that's your K that's your K get together with a friends instead of Tuesday night do Friday okay guys come to my house on Tuesday so all the boys come over on on Friday night the guy has 20 people at his house he think he's keeping Shabbat and it's good kosher in America today in Israel and many places around the world every second store has kosher food it's not a exactly uat koser food cost more money much more money is it making anybody broke no no one's going broke because they're eating Kosher for all the complaints that I hear on a weekly basis of people complaining about how expensive kosher food is no one's going broke because of kosher food number one and number two he didn't complain about how expensive the stake was at the non- kosher steakhouse he didn't complain about that so is that me is enjoying himself he's he's he's on a roll today he's on a roll so kosa food people add it in reality it's just a convenience and many other the rules in in Judaism when you first start do cha when the stuff they teach you in the beginning just convenient a convenient it's an easy mitvah to do most people do it already even without keeping keeping okay so you take a break five minutes in the morning 10 minutes in the morning to put feeling on so it's a little change but it's not such a drastic change in return though on the other hand everybody expects to have every single one of their blessings come true every one of their blessings they think because they late 5 10 minutes a day whatever they say it's like AEM says now who here has dealt with somebody that's is ungrateful who here has dealt with somebody ungrateful once in their life okay I won't even embarrass you guys to raise the hands because I'm assuming everyone now it's good huh once you're good if it's only once it's good so how many how many I'll ask you a second question it's a little difficult first question is easy you guys all got a right how many people will continuously deal with somebody after not only a a a ungrateful person is not somewhere didn't say thank you takes it to the next level this ungrateful which is somebody that just like you gave him a didn't a favor he never said Thank you never appreciated nothing in Hebrew he takes it up a notch takes it up a notch what is it do instead of saying thank you thank you it gives you bad back the fact that he's ungrateful right that's already bad enough he stringent he gives you bad so let me ask you a question how many are willing to deal with somebody after not only he was ungrateful but he was a he returned bad to you not once twice three times five times 10 times you've done you sadik you're like amazing you're like Abu 10 times you did this guy a favor 10 times you did your friend a favor and each time you got slapped in the face each time like CL clock work you did him a favor P you did a favor P how many are you going to do number 11 no tell the truth which one of you would say do number 11 why you keep going you you do 11 for the same 10 10 times he gave they gave you bad you still do number 11 know we have one s in the crowd rest of you depends 10 times he did something bad okay you gave him $10 he went and he uh spent $10 to go buy a bat and he hit you with it you give $10 he went bought a bat and he hit you with the bat you do him another favor to hey ask you again listen I broke my bat I broke my back can I can you get can you lend me another $10 what do you mean you broke the back on my back you broke the bat on my head yeah it's your fault your head who said your head your head's too hard can I have another $10 now you broke my bat he's sewing you he broke it to your house and he su him because he slipped and he broke and he and he he broke his hand slipped in your house when he was trying to rob you you do him another favor or not normal person will say no normal person say yes but in reality most of us me personally not only I don't do him a favor I probably burn his house after he breaks a bat on my head but that's me I'm not sadik but this is us in reality this is us us the not the one that's doing a favor with the why with hem every day we wake up hashem's Commandments did not change and we we know what the Commandments are we know we have to do this we have to do this we have to do this everybody knows something not everybody knows all the laws but everybody knows something and we still fail and hasem still comes back the next day and he says okay let's try again let's try again I give you another chance but yesterday not only I didn't do what you asked me to I took the money that you gave me and I went and what I did with the money I bought drugs with the money I gambled the money I did stupid things with the money like this one imbecile Rabbi hasm gave him a huge synagogue unbelievably huge synagogue what does he do he has aesb tournament in it I mean the stupidity of people today has reached new new highs even as in G saying come on who's better than me look at these people that you have running the shoes one guy in boaron wants to bring the number one Catholic missionary in the world the other guy wants to have aesb tournament in his shoe another I mean it just it just gets stupider and stupider I mean it's it's like new records each one is trying to beat the other guy I'm better than ASA no I'm better than ASA everybody's everybody's competing with as instead of trying to beob they're all competing with as that's usem gives us money we spend it on things against him hem gives us good things hm tries again and again and again and again and again try to give us but eventually eventually the clock runs out eventually hasem says I've had it with you he says no more CH this is a very very scary thing it's a very scary thing to think about it's a very scary thing to imagine that it's even possible because we all know we're going to mess up one more time anybody with a normal understanding of of their position in this world should be scared to death of such a thing because to think that shom is just going to say doors closed scary thought now there's an amazing story I heard today about raban shapir he was a very very well-known cabalist 400 years ago on his tomb it's written this is where the holy person is buried the one who spoke to elah face to face they were on his tomb he spoke toi face to face on our graves are not going to write that by the way him they wrote a week after he got married he got married to A's daughter rich person's daughter and who was m a lover of T but as AEM would have it a week after he got m married he got tatat in case you don't know is a one of the diseases in the Torah that there's no cure for why the disease is from God mean every disease is from God but this one specifically has no cure this one is chuva is the only cure chuva for what only hem knows when spoke about which to us is not what she say is not even but on her level was she didn't know that she made a mistake like that she said maybe Moshe is leaving his wife maybe he's taking his sadik a little too high maybe he's trying too much he shouldn't have left his wife he's a prophet we're prophets hem gave aat the entire nation millions and millions of people prayed for her each one of them is a prophet everybody all of am were prophets no one was not a prophet everyone was the prophet at a different level talkinging about millions of people or prophets millions of prophets saw aem's words spoke to hem I mean it's not there no uh it's no secret millions of prophets are praying for Miram no answer nothing nothing zero they go to mosu comes to Moshe please your sister maybe should pray for us say a few words he says five words cured five five words that's it finished that's the Cure they could have played the whole nation could have prayed from here till the end of the world it wouldn't have worked mhe says five words finished why that was The Cure that was the cure for heart Sarat so shap shap had but no one knows what the Cure is M it's a spiritual disease that's both spir pain pain spiritually and physically and it causes bad smell and it causes a lot of pain M nightmare only a week after he got married now everybody's trying to take care of him he's a big sadik very kados he feels uncomfortable he tells the Bal his father-in-law he says listen I don't feel comfortable here I don't feel comfortable everybody seeing me I don't feel comfortable everybody serving me please if you care about me build me a house a little pot in the middle of the forest and let me be let me give me some books let me study to when I get cured I'll come back okay that's your that's what I'll do that's what his father-in-law did he built him a house in the middle of a uh of the forest one day he's studying to hisat M we came and study if we have a headache he's studying to tarat studying the deepest parts of cabala wants take a break outside to go see the wonders of Hashem in this amazing forest he starts walking in the forest and he loses himself and the forest if you lose yourself you don't know the way back he starts trying to find his way back he's lost in the middle of far he okay this is where I'm going to die there's no way how to get back it's a huge Forest the trees are huge it's not like today everything looks the same there's no fallone there's no cell phones no let me text let me tweet somebody nothing I don't have a reception here let me go on top of the mountain it's like losing yourself in the middle of the Amazon people that going to the Amazon they go and they don't leave he's looking he's looking he's looking it gets to the night and all of a sudden he sees a giant come up to himash huge giant this story happened 400 years ago giant he says I've never seen anybody big like this something that was so huge it was from like a different world and his giant starts talking to him Ines in Hebrew he says to them hi what what are you doing here says I'm lost oh why you lost where plan on going no lost tells him was oh listen uh I can help you not only can I help you find your way back home but the sickness you have this you have I can cure you you want to cure you want to go back home or you want to die here in the forest cuz of course I want of course why not you can help me why not he says okay I have one condition I've always wanted to learn the cabala that's being taught from Mal AEL there's this angel named AEL and espe the deepest highest level of Secrets of cabala in that book I always wanted to learn it can you teach me he said listen I haven't learned it yet he goes okay so go learn it and promise me make a n make us swear that you're going to teach me this in a year from now he say if you you can cure me and you can return me to no no problem deal he makes a deal with this giant as soon as they deal he wakes up he's in front of where his old house his original house where he lived with the with the wealthy people perfectly healthy like a baby his skin is no longer white with theat he feels perfectly good magic this is a real story of now I'm not telling you fair tells like uh cartoons you want to believe it believe it you don't want to believe it it's your problem everyone is celebrating wow look at him he's with the power of Torah he's back he's he's healthy wow what a is kados he doesn't want to tell people what just happened because he's like first of all they're probably not going to believe me that five minutes ago I was in front of a giant the size of a mountain and second of all I myself don't know what just happened he gets to his room who's in his roomi and Eli is furious he says what did you do what did you do what did you do y I didn't know you were here that's what I'm saying why what do you mean what did I do he goes do you know you just made a deal with some giant Mal himself you made a deal with you made a deal with the Mal since the beginning of the world he's been trying to destroy the world but there's a sord there's a secret in creation he doesn't know where is it in the book of AEL in the book ofel that's the book that you swore you're going to teach him okay so I'm not going to teach him you have to you may to swear so I'm destroy the world you have to go study the book because you made a vow but when the year comes I'm going to come with you I'm GNA come with you so he is studying the whole year everybody's celebrating that he's sadik power of tah wow amazing he's crying his eyes out he's like I may destroy the world in in the next few months I have to teach him but the same token I can't teach him because if he knows destroys the entire world what am I going to do the year comes UPI shows up he goes okay let's go back to the forest you have to make sure number one I'm going to make a circle you stand in that Circle and don't leave the circle under any condition doesn't matter what happens if there's noises if there's threats if there's anything don't leave the circle okay okay what else don't fall asleep for how long as long as it is they go to the forest and the makes a circle and disappears The Giant comes the giant comes he says oh he you are glad that you're here we're here to learn yeah yeah we're here to learn as the giant comes close to the circle he falls it's like a power in this in this circle that put and it doesn't matter what the giant does he can't enter he can't get close enough to him if you can't get close enough to him he can't learn it gets angry starts changing it starts raining starts uh lightning thunder craziness no matter what he does he can't enter it 24 hours 24 hours of all this craziness and now he has to stay up he's tired after a while standing there but he remembers if he falls asleep that's it finished 24 hours later he survives and the giant disappears comes and he tells them you know you just saved the world you saved the world and for that you're going to get a present what's the present Hashem wants to give you a present that you're going to hear the song that this that the angel SN to him every day every morning the angel sink to him you guys if anybody have Aid you see in the uh in the beginning of in or at the end of it says it says if you pray by yourself say this because you can't say say this what does say there is AA said there's a giant Mal it's called a giant Mal of giant angel in the middle of sh and its name is is and on its forehead is it's written is on his forehead and he screams in the middle of the sky all of the other Angels say the big Angel says that's name is SL it says bless aem's name and all of the other angels from everywhere all say soan shap was able to hear this song how powerful is this song the page 995a says that when wanted to kill he sent him 100 85,000 generals meaning each one of these generals had his own Army millions and millions of soldiers where if they just spit and Y entire would drown they parked right outside the boorder of Y was not just not just he lived his himself his entire being was emuna there was nothing else he put a sword in the ground he said whoever doesn't study Tor full time I'm going to kill him with the sword it got to such a point that even the little babies knew the entire mishna by heart all the little kids Knew mishna by heart so now he knows that all these are at the borders they want to kill him what does he do is he worried is he uh crying to Hashem no he says okay hm I study Tor I finished studying I'm going to sleep good night went to sleep that night malel came down and killed everyone all of the all of all of his people 185,000 generals and their armies bodies mountains and mountains of bodies the says how kill them how did he kill them why he killed them with a sword he killed them with this how did he kill them one of the opinions is he let them hear the song of the malim he let them hear the song of the Angels someone someone that's not at the level to hear the song dies on the spot so the brother-in-laws three brother-in-laws that uh Rish shap had became jealous why because when he came home he would have he didn't go to sh he would pray in his room why because he wanted to hear the song of the Angels without being disturbed now they so why you why did this our father-in-law build this guy's own room why why for what who is this guy who do you think he is so he said listen he he's a holy man he goes what's a holy about him he hears the songs of the Angels What Angels what are you talking he doesn't hear anything we'll prove it to you come on let's go to his room right now all three of them walk into the room they break into the room right at the minute the song is is he hears the song they all die on a spot all three of them die on a spot he feel feels bad and he goes into exile for 5 years he goes into he goes into exile for for 5 years because he feels bad that people died because of him it's not really his fault it's their fault but nonetheless he feels bad now why did I tell you this whole story up to now eventually when he's in the Exile one of the things that sadim used to to do in the Exile is they would go to the Exile but they would go and they wouldn't tell anybody who they are so people would treat him like they're homeless people bums so he goes and no one knows he knows Tor no one knows he's theor no one knows anything but somebody sees okay this guy's you know he has a keep he has t he has okay fine I'll host him so this rich guy host him for sukot host him for sukot and he tells him listen can can I sleep in a Suka he goes no you can't sleep in a Suka it's freezing we're in a middle of winter it's freezing the snow is everything no P we don't have to sleep in the Suka we don't have to sleep in the Suka we're sleeping in the house he says yeah but I want to sleep in the Suka why do you want to sleep in a Suka he want to hear the song of the angels He wants to hear the song of the Angels imagine the pleasure you get from hearing the song of the Angels you want to sleep in the middle of the cold of the snow we it's a little hot outside we don't want to sleep outside he was want to sleep in the middle of snow you see I saw a frog jump into my Suka like go p p i don't have to sleep in the Suka little frog comes into the uh so see that's the difference that's why that's why there's a story about him not about us so he wants to sleep in the Suka so the bab says listen I have all my gold in my whole house the Suka by the way is supposed to make the Suka like your house all the gold all the jewelry all the beauty everything the whole house is in the Suka you're supposed to be make it m like a house I already have a plan for next year I'm make I'm put my house I put a on the house I put a take off the roof put a on the house that's that's my house it has to be like a house say all my gold is here all my beautiful stuff is here he goes don't worry lock me in lock me in he locks him in but as you would have it the Mal sends a few thieves to break in through the through the top they take they take everything he doesn't notice anything he's in his own world he's listening to the angel sing what does he care about the jewelry and the Diamonds and the gold and everything else the babite shows up he sees everything is missing he starts hitting him beating is what you do with my stuff and he's hitting him with a stick on his legs on his head on his face and this what's happening to this poor guy why like I let you sleep in my Suka and this is what you return to me I let you sleep in my Suka you steal all my stuff is he ready or is he wrong he doesn't know he's G though is he right or is he wrong none of us would do any different by the way he's right says okay okay fine fine let's go to din T let's go to din T let's go to bed I didn't steal anything let's go to bed they go to the bed as soon as they arrive in the bedine with all the blood and the swelling and everything it says wait wait the head Dan over there has a wanted poster from who his father-in-law is looking for him for 5 years he wants a son-in-law he knows he's a kados he say it's not your fault that the three other idiots died it's not your fault they broke into the holy of holies your room what can you say it's not your fault you shouldn't come back home he's looking for him everywhere he put posters in every city in every state if you see this sadik bring him back home the head sees the picture sees in front of him because this this is the top Rabbi in the world obviously didn't steal your stuff but the reality is when someone's a it's very easy to understand why the guy beat him up before he knew who he was before he knew he didn't actually steal now the issue is with us is that we think that the mitv that we're doing is like doing AEM a favor when somebody keeps kosher it's like they make it like they are yov somebody learns a half hour an hour two hours of Tor minimum they come home chest stuck out look I just learned to for two hours what' you learn I don't remember wait you learned for two hours yeah but what you learn no I don't remember what I learned you five minutes you can't tell me what you learned for two hours you learn two hours don't tell me two hours of thought tell me five minutes what you learn I don't know you remember anything oh said something about Moshe something with Moshe something about God I think they talked but that was last week yeah I think he said the same this week he said mem something I think he also mentioned kak maybe you're just mentioning characters what' you learn to learn you don't remember what you learn learned but to feel the G The Pride that you actually learned oh the gar says that a person that has bad a person that has bad mid has bad character traits a dead animal is better than him now in the T the book of they aski why a good question there's a few P few commentaries of why a dead animal is better than someone that learned t and has bad midot why is the dead animal better than the guy that learns to but has bad midot it's a dead animal what's so much better about him he's dead the other guy learned to okay but he's still angry he's still cheap he's still a liar he's still a thief he's still a lot of things okay but at least he learned to so they asked please tell us why is the dead animal better than the guy that learned to and still has bad midot why one time went to see and he went with them to Sho on the way to Sho they passed by a dead animal as soon as the dead animal you see a dead animal the street cover what a disgusting smell that animal has awful awful I remember one time there was a uh a mouse or something in one of the offices that we had and uh that they trapped him or he died or something what a smell I mean you seriously you could smell it for Miles Away tiny little thing a tiny little thing died you could smell it from a different state I couldn't breathe for a week but he laughed already what a smell the dead animals have so they see a disgusting dead animal in the middle of the street all its stomach is outside every say nothing they get to theet they get to theet the gab of the the president of the pret comes out nice handsome looking guy has good perfume on Rich everything else everybody say cover his face he covers his face like so teach me something here the animal we passed it it smelled awful but maybe you don't have a good sense of smell so I figured you don't smell it you're from sham you're from sham maybe you don't smell over there or something I don't know the dead animal doesn't affect you but the guy the rich guy tall handsome has nice perfume on we passed by him you covered your face like it was the animal so obviously you do have a sense of smell but why this why this and why that El says at least the animal had nice teeth at least the animal had but it was dead yes at least it had nice teeth someone that has Torah but bad mid has nothing good about them nothing good about them nothing is good why they took the best of the world the best Creation in the world the Torah and they've perverted it to nothing they took the best thing in the world and they tainted it with their own opinion they tainted it with their own mind this is the only reason why you see so much BB so much confusion in the world today where you see and different places different organizations where you see the Torah teaches one thing they do the opposite Torah teaches that gambling is ass it's it's not allowed to gamble I did a whole Shure about why it's not allowed to gamble first and foremost if you gamble against another person you're stealing from him even if he agrees to the rules at the time you're going to take his money he doesn't really want you to take the money even though there was rules he doesn't really want you to take the money meaning you're taking the money from him against his will meaning anyone that's playing poker or any of these uh gambling games with other people is stealing 100% even though there's rules to the game hashm doesn't care about your rules so that's rule number one number two reasons of why gambling I'm shortening it obviously for the sake of time number two reasons of why gambling is not allowed it's considered a place where there's clowns a place where there's a place where there are things that are inappropriate for a holy person to be around inappropriate for anybody to be around when you go to a casino and you see or you go to whatever somebody's house and all of a sudden you see the rabbi of the community show up you're going to feel okay if let's say you went to a house game or you went to a casino or you went to wherever you went to some one of these stupid that's having a tournament for for for shes Bish or for poker or for one for Super Bowl or one of these idiotic events let's say they having the event and forget you know what not mashia shows up mashia shows up to the wiet all guys I'm here to save everyone you're still going to play you're not going to play why you feel embarrassed you feel embarrassed mashia just showed up just showed up you feel embarrassed so how come if you embarrassed in front of mashia how come you're not embarrassed in front of hem he's everywhere if you everybody's always worried about mashia everybody's always worried about the big why aren't you embarrassed in front of hasem he's everywhere he's all the time that's that's people that have lost their mind last but not least we all know actually second to last but not least we also know that these places obviously have a lot of immodesty there's no Casino in the world that has modest people that's the opposite of what they try to push they don't hire ugly people they don't hire people that wear clothes in fact they push the opposite so the amount of immodesty that happens in these places is second to none so you as a rabbi that's trying to be hip that's trying to be cool and bring the people into your synagogue instead of bringing your K higher and what are you doing you're saying yeah listen what you like to go to the casino don't worry we'll bring it to the we bring the casino to the you've lowered the K instead of bringing them higher like we got mat why was mat in a mountain because we have to bring ourselves higher not lower not go down we have to bring go higher and last but not least why gambling is not allowed is because it's not the way of the world if gambling was permissible according to the Torah no one would work why it's easy money easy money for the winners easy bankruptcy and suicide for the losers this is not the way of the world a world cannot run that way people would not want to work people would not want to work when they see that everybody thinks they're going to be the winner I can tell you somebody they used to gamble that you never go in thinking you're going to lose you're always 100% sure you're going to win the tournament you're always 100% sure you're going to win everybody else's money and sometimes the Satan let you win he lets you wi why so you come back again so you lost 60 times in a row but why do you come back 61 you won one time but yeah but you lost a million you you gain $3 yeah but next time it could be a million I won and $3 I lost you're always gonna Satan is always gonna rationalize of why you should play one more time one more time so we see the Satan is something that's very very active in the world it's not something that's theoretical it's not something that is a uh in our imagination it's a very active part of the world itself now someone asked me a very serious question says that I uh she um she started to do CH but she said listen my uh her father and her grandfather both weren't exactly religious and then didn't keep Shabbat and they didn't keep meot but after they died at some point sometime later they appeared to a relative of hers in their dream a dream and the dream is say oh everything is good we're doing good everything's fine she said this makes me confused a for the Torah says that someone that violat Shabbat the last thing they are is good someone that's intermarried the last thing they are is good someone that violates the word of hm on a daily basis last thing are is good someone that eats the last thing they are is good all these things it says says there's punishment there's there's there's reward and there's punishment if you do reward if you do punishment if someone lived their whole life only making a once in a while they make aah by accident but in reality they didn't do but in a dream they come to somebody and say I'm good I'm fine she said make me confused another one says to me different person says you know all these stories of these people that are doing CH taking off the wigs and putting on a scar for a hat seeing Miracle after Miracle every single woman took off the wig and now put on a scarf one after another is having Miracles one found the house she's been looking for five years another one is healthy from a sh what kind of disease she had another one found a statue in Mas Miracle after Miracle a lot of Miracles of people that are M willing to do the will of Hem Hem opens their eyes and they see amazing things but says yeah but somebody else told the story that she said that she was sick she was sick and then uh some uh woman told her listen why don't you put a wig on why don't you take off the scarf and put a wig on like the laichi said to do even though he didn't actually say that but you know she says he did and she said you know what I'll try it and she did it and she got healthy she took off the and she put a she put a wig on and she got healthy shortly after same thing she said I'm confused how could this be I know she says I know that you're supposed to cover your hair a certain way but I don't understand why would somebody have in one case see people that were violat of shabat in a dream saying everything's okay or someone that took off the the and puts a wig on and they're okay now why would such a thing happen there one simple answer the the all the says the same thing also has power hem built everything with an equal nence just like he gave himself a a throne of Glory he also but he gave the Satan also a throne of Glory hem can make Miracles and he also gave the Satan the ability to make Miracles why to confuse you so sometimes you're going to see things in a dream can be confusing somebody that died you and came back to you in a dream and he's saying to you things that are strange so how can you protect yourself how do you know if it's real if it's not so talks about dreams and it says that most dreams are nonsense most dreams are complete nonsense which are a result of what you see during your life it could be during that day could be during that week during that month during that year or even in your whole lifetime one time you went to a zoo and uh time later you had a dream with people that have elephant heads and you come to the rabbi Rabbi what does it mean elephant heads that means the mashia is coming and he has an elephant what does it mean no it just means you went to the zoo and you saw elephants and your imagination took advantage of it and it has put the elephant's head on the people's head that's it it's nonsense but sometimes it's a real dream sometimes it's a real dream andar specifically talks about what's the signs of a real dream when you would have it what time of the day how many times you would have to have this dream in order for it to be real what words do you have to hear what things you have to see it's not so pachute it's very rare to actually have a real dream if you have a real dream it could even be to such an extent where it's 160th of a level of Prophecy but the overwhelming majority of all of our dreams are complete nonsense that's the basics that's theat but then there's the middle then there's the sod then there's the secret inside the secret inside is not the problem of the nonsense and it's not waiting for prophecies believe me none of us are prophets what's the problem what's the problem dream the problem dream is the one in between the problem dream is the dream that has controlling it the power of the impurity controlling it when we make sins those sins create beings they create different things now those beings want to take a Revenge because they feel like they're incomplete creation they're supposed to have a body they don't have a body so they take a revenge against people and one of the things they do is they come in their dream they come in their dream as what what you think they come in their dream is what they really look like that's not going to do anything for you it's just going to scare you and they going to wake up so what do they come as sometimes they'll come as family members sometimes they'll come as rabbis sometimes they'll come as biblical figures some you can tell you m mashiach whoever he could be whoever he want he's dressing up it's a costume why to confuse you why does hasem allow such thing to happen he doesn't you did it you made sins you created him you created him you made the bed now sleep in it you created him so sometimes AEM will test us with these things me oh uh sometimes AEM will test us with these things because it's technically partial punishment partial test partial punishment partial test the same thing with when we see bad you know amazing things happen to bad people same concept the the the power of the impurity is not a joke it's not like something that a uh it's in our dreams this is the reason why at night it's not recommended Al wise it's allowed but it's not recommended to read the it's not allowed you you shouldn't read the five books of Moses you shouldn't read shouldn't read it at night should read it during the day allowed but you shouldn't now for most of us and most people in general this is what I'm about to say is not really relevant but I'm still going to tell you so you hear it correctly this version and not some other Wicked version that people create in their mind for most people you're allowed to do it continue doing it and the reason why I say this and the reason why logically I'm supposed to say it is because most people if they don't learn they go watch TV if they're not going to learn Five Books of Moses or read They're going to go watch baseball or football some so if that's the option either read or go watch sports or television or some ducks crossing the road on YouTube go read T from here to next year go learn K from here to next year clear 100% allowed but why does the cabala say you shouldn't because that's the time where the has Extra Strength the the power of impurity has extra strength and in essence when we read these things we're giving our Holiness part part part of the power that's being created by you reading t or reading Five Books of Moses is being given to them not all of it but part of it and we don't want to give them anything so that's why it says to from women generally women read T much more often than men it says usually you should try to read it either during the day or after after midnight or whatever the middle of the night is at that point of the year cuz that that's when the does not have any uh Power but there are certain there's a good question if you pray at night our prayer is comprised mostly of T so how come you can read T in a prayer but you can't read T by itself the picked specific T and they structured it inside a prayer where when it's inside of prayer you're allowed to do it outside of the prayer you're not allowed to do it it's like as if it has like a dome it's inside a dome and as long as it's inside that Dome you're allowed to you're allowed to use it as long as it's inside you're allowed to use it outside not allowed but there are two t that you are allowed and should read at night one of them is T number 91 and the other one is T number 53 both of them have to do with fear not being scared if you see things if you feel things if there's any type of trouble distress and so on those are the two you should read at night you're allowed to read at night and it helps with fear it helps with all these Spirits all these strange things how the she went to this I have no idea but nonetheless I guess that's where wanted it to go I usually don't try to teach these things but such as life um another thing you should know is that on uh Shabbat the does not have any power so it's not only allowed but it's actually recommended for you to read T especially women to read on Shabbat on Friday night and on Shabbat in the afternoon you're allowed and you should and the reason why is because the does not have any strength on Friday night and some even say on Thursday night some opinions say on Thursday night but it's not 100% uh uh opinion some say yes some say no but but Shabbat FR meaning Friday night and uh Saturday afternoon of course you should read it as much as possible it's very very good for the N it's very good to read it at that time so we see from here that the dealt with on a uh very serious level they were very scared of it they're very scared of it the cabalist were scared of it the were scared of it so much so that it's mentioned many times in thebat page 109 it says the following sorry 108 108 said the following a drop of cold water in the eyes in the morning and washing the hands and the feet and warm water in the evening is better than all the ceria in the world meaning that the the uh exertions of the entire day cause a person's hands and feet to become hot so this heat from the water from the warm water I'm sorry from the cold water makes a uh you know gives him pleasure tell them but then there's another it says the following said in the name of he says the following but then adds even more says the following a hand that's put to the nose should be cut off a hand that should put into the mouth should be cut off a hand that should be put to the ear should be cut off a hand that puts a uh puts on the member guy puts his hand on his private part should be cut off on his anus should be cut off pretty much anywhere that a person puts their hand in the morning should be cut off sounds a little bit crazy what are they talking about really says when you first wake up when you first wake up the the impurity is on your hands why because when someone goes to sleep they have a uh it's a partial death thear calls it 160th of a death the N technically leaves the body or part of the n leaves the body it's considered death and then goes up to sh and tellem everything that you've done during that day and then tell the I don't want to come back why look at how many sins he's making who would I was pure before you put me in himm says I believe today he's going to do CH go back go back and he forces the to go back into your body now in the morning your comes into your body and you wake up but still your body technically experience partial death and that partial death creates Tuma creates impurity that impurity is on your hands now thear says that impurity could be so bad so strong that it if you put your hand on your eyes it can c a cause a person to lose their Vision it cause a person if you put the hands into your ears it caus you to lose your hearing if you put the hand into your nose it could cause you to lose your ability to smell if you put it on your member your private partner is a male it because your your ability to have kids no longer what do you mean you ever see somebody touch a bunch of people touch their eyes every morning nothing happens a bunch of people touch their mouth in the morning nothing happens they don't do if they're religious they don't tell the diamond you see the religious people if you especially if you go to Lakewood man or different places around the world of really serious religious people you see some of them even have the right next to the beds meaning as soon as they wake up that's it right away I don't want to even walk two three steps to wash my hands right away I wash my hands but many of the nonreligious brothers and sisters of of ours they go about their day without washing their hands without doing nothing and nothing happens you never hear a story of somebody losing their Vision you never hear a story of somebody losing their hearing you never hear a story of anybody losing their sense of smell so what is the talking about this is not talking about something physical this is talking about your spiritual ability someone can see the truth their entire life and still be blind someone can hear that are supposed to get to do and still be deaf someone can smell CES but still think it's a chicken someone can have have potential to bring mashiach mashia to the world but his member cannot have does not have the ability to do it why simple thing he let take control simple thing that they did didn't wash his hands in the morning there's an angel called the daughter of the king the T that's on your on everyone's hands in the morning is called B the daughter of the king which king he's also a king So this tum this impurity this scary stuff is not oh just the cabalist talked about it or just the this is just the mystical part of Judaism or this is just something that only the real no no this is basic level Judaism mysticism and Judaism are the same thing it's one and the same it's one and the same there's no difference that the people that don't like to don't like mysticism or they don't want to believe it they usually try to drop big names they usually for example they like to drop the rambam's name say oh see rambam said he doesn't believe in that stuff that's not what he said though that's not what he said what did he say the rambam actually says that in his time in his place which at the time was Egypt he didn't believe believe that there was any demons now what the people that didn't learn the words of the rambam like they're supposed to what do they translated as they translated as rambam didn't believe in demons rambam didn't believe in evil spirits he just didn't believe it's allot so they manipulated his words to think that the entire mystical aspect of the tah is garbage whoever believes in it is crazy how could such a thing happen because they themselves were impure and someone that's impure only produces impure someone that's impure only produces impure so this is why a person needs to be very very careful from who he learns from you can't just pick any guy with a with a beard and a hat and say okay I can learn from this guy I can learn from that guy I can learn from this I can learn from that you can't just pick anybody that says the and think that's okay to learn from them why page 17 says that hos the rabbi of RAB AKA one time heard a k he heard a k and shortly after he heard the K the Romans caught him and they started torturing him he didn't think it was connected but he was wondering why is it that Hashem is punishing me right now what did I do he's not saying oh maybe you know there's a mistake no no he says obviously this is right whatever is happening to me is De hem is righteous the question is what did I do so I could do chuva he doesn't know he doesn't know he doesn't know as you would have it they free him they freeos but he gets home and he doesn't stop crying why he says I don't know why I deserved I looked at everything that I I've been doing I don't know why I got this punishment and until I know what I what what happened I can't do chuva if I can't do chuva might as well not live I'm doomed if I can't do chuv if I arve to sh without doing CH how can I do CH if I don't know what I did he's crying hysterical tell no you're you're your sadik is a sadik is he telling him go away no sadik we have to do chv hasm doesn't give punishment to just anyone I got punishment I deserve it what did I do not like us I got a miracle they freed me we're thinking that would because it freed us he's thinking no this happened to me because I did something bad and I cannot let it go I have to find out what I did so one of his T named R AKA shows up he says let me remind you of what you taught me you taught me one time that maybe it's possible that you enjoyed a some thought or some words that some heretic told you maybe some heretic some guy that doesn't actually have some guy doesn't do what hem says and he even worse maybe he said something and you liked it which we learned from a says you reminded me there was a guy I saw him and I knew he's a mean he's a he's a heretic he's one of the of JC Penny by the way he want to tell me name of J Penny and he came to me and I know he's one of his so I didn't talk to him we're not allowed to talk to such people but he kept talking to me and he said you know we have a what's K I don't respond to him but he continues talking he's annoying continues talking what am I going to do he's talking he says you know it says in your Torah that if a Zona a prostitute she wants to take the money she makes from prostitution and use it to buy a uh a Corban to put to the bet mikdash you're not allowed to accept it not allowed to accept the money from a just like you're not allowed to accept the dog not lowed but if she takes the money and instead of giving aan to mikdash she wants to buy a bathroom for the qu buy a bathroom in the bet mdash for the a rabbi said you know what she's impure her actions are impure and the money went to someplace impure so it's allowed to do that you're allowed to accept her money cuz she's impure and the money came to went to something impure fine her acts are disgusting the money goes to a place that's disgusting and says you know what I like the idea I liked it it was nice it was like you know for a second I enjoyed the idea and for that hasem caught me he says you shouldn't have even listened you should have ran away from the heretic shouldn't have listened you should have ran away from the heretic for that he almost killed them now I could do people go to different places to hear speeches they don't check they don't know they don't verify nothing they just go they think the guy has a beard or the guy has a hat or the guy says this the guy says it sounds good what do we know we don't know anything we're barely doing chva barely doing chva how do we know who's real how do we know who's fake how do we know these things so for this it says in every day we ask AEM every day this why it's important that when you pray to have kav to pray to to protect us from to protect us from the that's in front of us and that's behind us for the MIT that are in front of us and mitv that we already did why at least mitv that we're trying to do at least get us in the right direction I'm going to go learn to please AEM let me at least learn from somebody kosher I'm going to learn a book at least make sure that I understand what I'm learning but it all comes with the basic little small details small little things that we think are insignificant like waking up in the morning and wash your hands you think it's insignificant the reality is some of the big uh some of the big rabbis that help people do chuva for example I heard a story directly from uh Shani Shani and somebody came to him and said listen I'll take one Mitzvah I'm not doing this whole thing just give me one Mitzvah and I'll do it I saw some of the Miracles that hasem made he showed them all types of things I believe in hem but I'm not ready to do full cha give me one mitzvah one what do you think it was gonna be huh no Shabbat no no you probably heard the story cheated so he why start off the day start off the day understanding that Hashem runs the world sometimes you see it and sometimes you don't sometimes it's obvious that Hashem runs the world why the truck was heading straight at you and the last second it veered left miraculously and your life is here last second you're supposed to get hit by a truck 18wheeler supposed to what's going to happen last second all of a sudden roads clear reminds me of a story actually I tell you guys I never told this to anybody at least not in shim this happened to me it reminds me apparently if I remember it during a sh I have to say it so one time I uh I was young maybe it's maybe 20 years ago and uh it was uh I was driving to work I worked I think in Long Island at the time and uh driving on the uh Highway and somehow I got upset at something or something happened but somehow was speeding like excessively and it was snowing the night before it snowed so there's still some sleep and stuff on the roads I lost controled the car it started spinning uncontrollably now in New York there's no such thing as an empty Highway in New York there's just cars there's barely there's barely anything else I started spinning m in the middle of the highway thinking that any second I'm looking for the cards which going to hit me first spinning like like in the movies I'm spinning eventually it stops by itself without hitting anything and I'm waiting okay this is just the first show I'm thinking okay any second somebody's going to hit me or at the very at the best case scenario is going to clip me or something it's in the morning it's Rush Hour finally it stops after I don't know how many spins I look nothing not in this direction not in this direction everyone disappeared no cars no cars just disappeared so sometimes it's easy to see AEM it's easy why there a million and a half Cars 5 seconds ago it's a million cars 5 seconds ago where did they go who knows Shem only knows where they went they want a different Road they want on a road of sham somewhere sh wanted to keep me around for a little longer sometimes it's easy to see a he saw he saw what he he died he went up to Sham they tortured him for a few thousand years he saw he saw he say not tell he doesn't tell the whole story by the way he says what I tell in the lecture is not 1% of what happened if I tell in lectures what actually happened first of all the lecture will be a million years long second of would scare people to death the story he tells is nice it's nice entertaining it's three hours of entertainment gives you a little bit of a push a little bit of a pull it's nice says if I tell people really what I saw long long time he was there he wasn't there for five minutes he wasn't like the what had actually happened in this world in sh time is very different he says over there what I saw and how much suffering I went through sometimes it's easy to see AEM why brings you up there you want questions come I'll give you answers come come come I'll give you answers come get questions come and sometimes he gives you another opportunity now if he gives you an opportunity and you don't do Chua the next time he invites you it's a oneway street it's a oneway street it's a oneway street and there's no more chuba there's no more oh it was hard oh she wasn't ready oh they didn't like it oh it was too expensive oh I wasn't sure oh I still had some no more why you had an opportunity you had an opportunity and I gave you another one again you had one like everyone else you messed that one up I gave you another one I gave you another one that you didn't you didn't deserve at all but what did you do with the second opportunity that I gave you you didn't deserve and the third one and the fourth one and the fifth I give you so many more opportunities than in essence you're entitled to you're entitled to one opportunity I give you 20 I give you 100 I give you however I make more than one is already too much what' you do not ungrateful ungrateful would be a compliment what was it you returned bad for the good that I gave you I gave you money you spent it on prostitutes I gave you money you spent it on drugs and alcohol I gave you time you spent it on everything else except learning tah what did you expect in return you expected me just sit there quietly forever this is the thing that people simply don't understand you beg them do chuva I know it's hard it's not easy to do chuva you have a choice yeah you have a choice what's the choice try to think or at least imagine that you're enjoying this life temporarily in order to know that after the enjoyment is over there's not going to be any more enjoyment but the sad truth is that people that don't do cha don't enjoy this world or the next they don't have happiness here or there because they live an empty life without Hashem in your life on a permanent basis it's a very very empty life now some of the basic things that can get a person to at least start off the day with the right direction it's starting off understanding first and foremost hem created the world thank you hem I'm grateful to you do you had enough in me to return my soul why because my soul didn't want to return it knows I'm making sins every day it didn't want to return but you forced it why because you told his I have in him that today he's going to do CH today he's going to do today he's going to keep today today today he's going to do it that's first second of all you do not why because the thing you have to protect yourself from all the things that can potentially hurt you if somebody says and you don't understand could be because there's spiritually there's a deficit in your ears it could be spiritually there's something wrong with your mouth Spirit could be something wrong with your bre something spiritual that you can't see it's not always obvious Hashem is not always in front of you obviously sometimes it's things that you can't see in order to do Chu you have to understand there's certain things that you see but there's many things that you don't see you have to do both you have to do both we use phones even though we don't see how it works why we trust the system a doctor tells you listen you have a you have a sickness take this antibiotic you say well how do I know this is going to work doctor says I know it's going to work cuz I'm a doctor for however many years yeah but how do I know it's uh this medicine is the right one technically you don't know but why do you still take it you trust the system so you trust the doctor you trust the lawyer you trust the regulator you trust the financial advisor you trust the gas guy you trust the electrician you trust everyone else but we don't trust theem so sometimes hasem is going to come to you in a very obvious way like the story I just told you where the highway was full of Cars one second and empty a second later it's obvious but sometimes it's not so obvious you should know that either way you have to do it don't wait for it don't wait for hem to make it so obvious because sometimes the obvious part is not in this world and you don't get a second chance you don't get a second chance people ask a lot of questions says okay let me come come over here I'll give you some answers I'll give you some answers and also when there's different saf there's different there's different doubts the answers are always in the books the answers are always in the books don't wait and for your Rabbi to say it look for it if you have a question in your mind look for it look for the answer don't just wait there's a lot of interesting things in the T that perhaps you're not going to learn in a Orem wants you to work for it not just wait for it yeah whenever you have a question ah nobody has an answer okay fine I'll wait one day maybe one day I'll get it sometimes hasm wants you to work for that answer that's the whole aspect behind toiling in Tor it's not supposed to be always easy it's not always supposed to be spoonfed to you so the critical part is to understand number one sometimes you'll see aem's hand in your life some sometimes you won't number two just because something doesn't make sense doesn't mean that it's true or it's false you have to verify if for example you see somebody in a dream that's a let's say for example you see a Biblical figure in a dream you see I don't know a somebody says he's aam doesn't mean he's a see somebody says he's mashiach doesn't mean he's mashiach see somebody says he's your father doesn't mean he's your father doesn't mean anything how do you know what it means what is he saying is he saying anything that agrees with Torah if he says things that agrees with Tor maybe it's still not 100% it could be a demon that's called Yi there's different types of demons some of them are bad some of them are good so he can tell you something that's uh that's good and he tell you listen you should go late you should go uh do this do that fine no problem no problem at least it agrees with the T but sometimes he's going to tell you something against the Torah that's a guarantee it's it's it's not what he's not representing what he really is we don't learn Al from dreams anyway but for all of those people that have these confusing experiences Visions dreams nightmares whatever you're having in your life it's confusing you it's causing you this you should know this is your fault you made sins you created them they're coming back at you simple as it gets you do Chua they'll disappear you'll kill them but without Chan it'll continue it'll continue you'll continue having one question and then another question and then another question before you know it you're GNA have only questions no answers all you're GNA have is questions you're not GNA have any answers why you're not going to care about the answers anymore that's why sometimes I deal with people that they say no listen I used to be religious but I'm not religious anymore why ah listen there some question oh what's the questions what's the what questions do you have and he asked the question give me another question ah you don't know the answers right I'm like no no I didn't say I don't know the answer I just want all your questions I want all your questions and I see okay so he starts asking questions and see there's 10 questions they're all the same exact question in different ways it's it's the same exact question just in 10 different ways all he has is questions but he never searched for the answer he searched for the answer 5 seconds he didn't find an answer so he just asked the same question 10 different ways all you have is questions but you never looked you didn't look for the answer as much as you look for different ways to ask the same question why took control the impurity took control and you decided it's false I have to find a way to justify that it's false I have to find a way to justify that I can continue living the life that I'm living full of sin a life without laying a life without keeping Shabbat a life with being into married a life without eating kosher a life with stealing a life with lying a life with all the things that are against theem but they're convinced that what they're doing is right just like asav just like we started the sh asav shows up to GED and he doesn't want to leave hasem says You must leave you're Ras he says what rash who's as good as me why why does even think that he can say such an argument who's as good as me because he had one Mitzvah he was good at that Mitzvah but he said I'm so good at this one Mitzvah I don't have to do anything else hasem says there's no such thing it's either everything or nothing it's either you're 100% with hem or you're 100% against them you can't just decide I'm going to keep these but not these you can't actively decide to go against theem what is it like if I have a barrel of wine wine that's 100 years old m one of those expensive wines a whole barrel of it it's worth thousands and thousands of dollars now how much poison do I have to put in the in the barrel in order to make the whole barrel of wine bad how much poison do I need to put in it just one drop meaning the whole Barrel could be worth 1002 200 $300,000 if it's a certain type of wine the whole barrel of wine becomes garbage becomes poison with one drop the same thing with our n if someone actively decides to add one drop of poison to themselves this is a sin I'm okay with whatever that sin is they decide oh you know what into marriage I'm not ready oh kosher I'm not ready I'm not ready Shabbat whatever the sin is doesn't matter what it is big or small whatever the sin is when they decide actively this I'm not doing it's not that they don't know and they're continuing to sin if you don't know eventually you'll get there but it's someone that knows but decides to continue I know I'm supposed to be modest but I don't feel like it I'll keep Shabbat instead one thing has nothing with the other I know I have to eat kosher but I don't feel like it I like vegan food and I'm only eating vegetables and you rationalize in your head of why eating vegetables and non kosher place is okay and you'll even find sources on the internet that tell you it's okay I know I'm not allowed to be around these people and gamble but listen there's plenty of other people that are really bad out there I'm doing kiru in the casino New in a casino and the will allow you to justify whatever Behavior you have and what happens in the end he took one space One Nail in the house eventually he wants the whole house so even that one mitvah you were holding on to shabat whatever it was even that he wants in the end he even takes that it starts off with one mitvah you actively decide this isn't something I'm not going to do I'm a married woman I'm not going to cover my head I'm going to do everything else I'm going to be modest with my clothes I'll be modest with a with my uh what's coming out of my mouth I'm going to keep Shabbat I'm going to cook kosher I'm going to pray I'm going to read T but I'm not going to cover my head you have to it's a it's a Biblical obligation it's not even rabinal it's a Biblical obligation yeah I'm just not going to do it I'm not going to do it I'm not going to do it I'm not going to cover my everything else I'm going to do you should know letting the Co in on that one regards eventually he's going to take everything it's not going to be right away you could be keeping Shabbat for 70 years you could be keeping Kos for seven years you could be doing a lot of things for a long time but the moment of truth failed something will happen something will happen this is why you cannot play with the Satan you can't play he's not your friend you give him a little space going take over the whole show and that's that's one of the things that we see from the the weren't politically correct they weren't worried if people going to believe their story or not they didn't worri about they weren't worried if people going to believe them he said this story that happened 4 400 years ago with shap they weren't worried listening out people going to believe he met a giant in the middle of the woods and this and that happened they weren't worried about things like this why to them it was as as real as me seeing you right now to them it was as real so why would wouldn't anybody believe it to them there's no such thing as not believing it why they saw it they s only someone that's full of tum would not believe it and if he's already full of tum we can't help him anyway if he's already full of T he doesn't even believe the story we can't help him anyway noce give me some questions is someone allowed to give his time to a Jew who has no interest in tah but insist on spending time with you hanging out for what I don't know maybe he has some problem in his life he wants a friend to hear him but he has no interest into he shows no interest so what what are you talking about no so two people hang Okay so let's say one person is not interested in t the other person keeps when they get together what do they talk about they talk about they talk about the one who learns t or sticks to T talks to okay the other one here shows no interest and want to shift the conversation to his problems in life whatever they are they connected to him not doing his voice however want to be so I mean if the person that knows Tah know toah um is a few things there a few things uh first and for foremost a person needs to understand that the rambam the rambam writes that uh in um he writes he writes that when someone is a uh lives in a community full of then he should move now if there's no other community there's no other community with righteous people she moved to the desert but desert is dangerous scorpion snakes did he really mean go move to the desert so one of the went to there was a time where there was a lot of uh a lot of uh bad things that were happening to and he fleed his country and he came to a different city and he knocked on the door of one of the big I forget the name in the city and they said who is it and they said the name it's very wellknown Rabbi so okay one second it took them half hour to open the door half hour so after he hears that they're inside and they're opening the door but it's taking a very long time to open the door finally they open the door he says for why what happened they seiz their sacks and of sand and boxes and barrels and all types of things that were blocking the door he what is all this he says in the the r cuz what what sorry I don't remember this law he says the rambam says if your surroundings a wicked people go to the desert what does it mean go to the desert remove yourselves from them so now how do we can't just move to the desert it's dangerous over there how do we remove ourselves from there before we leave the house we put enough hurdles in front of the door where we have to really consider is it really worth to leave the house now one second is not enough time to consider one minute is not enough time to consider so we put enough things in front of the door it takes a half hour to open the door by the time I get to the door I think you know what is it really worth it to leave this house everyone is immodest everyone's Wicked everyone is gambling everyone's a thief everyone is this by the time I get to the door nine out of 10 times it's not worth to leave so I put the stuff back I put the stuff back that's how you moved to the desert so what do we learn from this I heard this from Shalom he says it's important to do to bring closer but it's not it's important it's obligated to do but it's not allowed to go there it's important to bring closer but not to get closer important to get closer to bring them closer but not to get closer meaning you have to bring them to you not you go to them you can't go to the nightclub to do K you can't go to the football game to do K you can't go to the gym that's immodest and uh and and has half naked women and do kiru over there you can't do kir at such places so this answers your question where it means that if the person that knows Tor is able to say t and the guy is listening whether he's interest or not is irrelevant he saying he's listening to it and you have to tolerate him saying every let's say for every five minutes of Torah that you say he says let's say a minute of two of nonsense whatever he's saying and in essence you respond with another toah he asks a nonsense question and you respond to him with meaning you have to have a lot of knowledge he's asking questions about his life and you say oh yeah this happened and the here and here if you're able to do that go but if you find if you're finding yourself where you're saying he saying you're saying he saying you're saying you saying and eventually you're both say then you have to leave why you got too close you went to him instead of bringing him to you there's a story wrote some of the most amazing Stories you ever going to read and he says that one time there was a uh there was a uh a that uh got married to Rich guy's uh daughter and the rich guy said listen there's one condition one condition I need you to study tah in my house I'll provide everything you want the food the rent the this that whatever you want just study in my house big house servants they give you whatever you want just study all day all night and don't go to the city that's it study all day don't go to the city he says no problem no problem so he's studying he studying he studying he studying studying studying eventually he studies alone get a little bit wants a little action and he goes outside looks around sees a few people starts talking to them chitchatting with them little by little they become friendly they invite him to the city he goes to the city but he's still studying he just goes to the city once in a while now the B the the owner his his father-in-law the rich guy that's providing them everything sees that this he's not doing what he said if I just go tell him listen you're not doing what we said you could get angry he's going to be an upset an argument it's not going to get anywhere good so even the the the rich guy is also so he knows that a deal so what does he do so one day he uh tells the uh cook of the house tell him today there's no food why no food tell them you made a mistake that one little piece of non kosher food went into the huge pot went into a huge pot of kosher food and one little drop of non koser food went a huge part of nonos ruin the whole thing so she said she goes to him he says oh where's my food I'm hungry I'm starving it's 4:00 already I'm studying all day all night all this all that I'm starving give me some food she say I'm sorry sir there's no food today what do you mean there's no food I'm starving I'm going to eat the table cuz no I'm sorry I made a big huge pot nice roast and chicken and this and that everything was in it whole thing in it but I dropped a little piece tiny little piece of non kosher food in it a tiny little drop of non kosher I put in it so I had to throw out the whole thing CU oh you fool that's why you're in the kitchen now we be learning toah you should ask me these questions is a if the little bit of non kosher is less than a 60th of the amount of kosher you're allowed to eat it meaning if there's 60 times more kosher then non kosher you're allowed to eat it and you're saying was a pot was this big and the drop was this small of course it's more than 60 times you're allowed to you shouldn't have thrown the whole thing out oh I'm sorry sir next time ah next time not to start the whole day okay she's playing along the next day the B says okay give this to him what does she give him she gives him a huge pot with a pig on it m roasted pig roasted pig on in the house the guy has a heart attack he two two oh this he has roasted pig in front of him he wants to have a heart attack you fool what are you doing we're not allow Jewish to eat pigs what are you doing he goes no why no good it's cooked I I'll call the boss I call the boss he goes yeah call him he's GNA fire you the B comes he goes what what's wrong with what's wrong with what you give you to eat it's it's it's it's good no it's kosher goes what kosher it's Pig goes no listen yesterday she made a mistake take a little bit of non kosher went into the kosher and she threw out the whole thing so I told her no it's the opposite so today there was a little bit of kosher and a lot of non kosher so I put it together I said he it's good there's a little bit of kosher water and non koser Pig I said the kosher water will make the non koser okay he says I'm sorry to tell you but you're wrong you there's no such thing as a little bit of kosher making a lot of n Kos good he says your ears should listen to your foolish mouth you said that a little bit of koser cannot make a lot of T A lot of non Kos good every day I told you don't go into the city you go into the city why you said you're going to do kiru you got K in a city with all the with all the Wicked with all of this with all the people that not keeping anything you said you're going to do K over there you are the little kosher you're going to a pot full of Tuma you little kosher little uh AFA what is afuna in English p p you little kosher P you can't make the whole pot of pig kosher pot of can't it's not possible it's not possible so the thing is that when you do K there's a time in there a place there's a time in a place and person needs to understand that you have to bring them closer not you get closer to them there's no such thing as you get closer to them and we have sources from the r sources from many many other places and that's that's one of the most important things but that's also that I'll tell you one last thing that I learned both from experience plus from my and the says the says no Prophet comes to his own City if you notice all of the prophets all of the prophets that we had usually Hashem would send them to to a different city first or ultimately to go do their prophecy somewhere else why Always Somewhere Else why do they always go somewhere else the says if he would have sent them to their Hometown nobody would have taken them seriously why they all remember before they were a prophet they remember as little MOS they remember as little little little guy I remember you were you little one yeah yeah you're telling me what to do you're telling me you spoke to no come on no no one's going to take him seriously that's also the reason why you're going to see many times throughout throughout life in general you're always going to see that for example every K when they bring a Kazan for the holidays the Kazan is always from somewhere far but the people from his own Community are going to invite but you're going to invite him here and the same thing with your Kazan the guy that knows how to be a Kazan where you are no one wants him in town everyone from somewhere else wants him the rabbi is always famous somewhere else he's never famous in his own City no one wants to listen to him in his local community in his local local k no every walks out he wants to give a speech 80% of the people leave why are they leaving why he's not not saying no he says not for us but for them it's better for people in Canada it's better better in California is better everywhere else it's better except here why Prophet does not come to his own City everyone always does not want to accept what's closed they want to get something that's far away so that's another lesson learned that generally when you're doing kiru it's much much better you do things that are further from home don't make your number one project the people inside your house it's the hardest one not saying don't do kiru at home I'm just saying it's the most difficult so to have successful kiru you have to understand a from the the difficulty you have to endure to do in the first place and get people to do CH you have to realize that you have to have a lot of energy a lot of staying power because it's hard and it takes a while so we have to have a lot of people try to have as many people going at the same time so let say if you have 10 people but they're all they're spread out one is here one is in a city next to you one is in school one is in uh I don't know in California one is in New York in different places and try with a lot of people at the same time so that way and or maybe one at home and that way you always have something going on one by that gives you enough energy to continue with the other nine but if everything depends on what's in your house or in your synagogue the is too strong and he's gonna he's going to do very a lot of things to get you to give up because it's very very difficult for them to see you as the prophet because you're from their own town you're too close to home next question shorter answer go ahead when you do Cher CH the demons and angels that you create do they are they destroyed or they still when you go to sh they're still going to be there depends what level of chuva if the r says what's what's the ultimate chuva the ultimate Chua is when someone is presented with the same opportunity to sin again and he does sin and somebody's let's say for example used to look at women that are not that he's not allowed to look at Hashem will give him another test he's going to give put women in front of him if he doesn't look then he pass the test but on a regular basis not just one time and sometimes he'll have small test sometimes big test and so on and so forth so when a person does serious chuva he not only destroys those demons but it can get even to such a point where all of his sins turn into MIT when the chu is purely out of fear of punishment where you just you're doing Chua because you don't want to go to Gom then your sins turn into shog they turn into like accidents you didn't do it on purpose but when somebody does Chua out of love meaning the ultimate chuva that you have obviously it's always going to be a balance it's never going to be 100% AA 100% shba from Love and 100% from Fear usually does a mixed of the two if there's more love genuine love than pure pure fear then you could literally turn some of these sins into MIT into mitv instead of them staying sins but not intentional sins they actually turn into mitv so some of these demons could literally turn into into angels that help you instead of hurt you uh so ch is something that a person needs to do every single day for for everything they've ever done uh and whatever is on your mind that's something that you have to do CH for you know sometimes you're going to have a certain sin on your mind and you're going to say I'm sorry a million times you still feel it though you say I'm sorry again a million times still feel it stay I'm sorry a million times still feel it what does it mean still not finished you still haven't done enough CH yeah but I did it a million times already it's not enough that's the answer it's not enough if your n is still suffering that means it's not enough but it's better you suffer saying I'm sorry here then suffer up there because there's no more I'm sorry so it's important do Chua Chua is very different than what people tell you it is you know as far as like a listen as long as you keep a few mitv everything's going to be okay or I heard somebody say yesterday some clip it's a big Rabbi he's actually relatively decent Rabbi overall but I guess he just doesn't know the the subject maybe I don't know what he what he just misspoke misspoke uh and uh he said no listen you know it's a this world Hashem created it where there's consequences you do something wrong there's consequences for those actions here in this world but no he doesn't want to punish you yes technically that's right he doesn't want necessarily want to punish you but the consequences and not just this world there's another world there a much bigger world than this so whatever I mean he said few other things I'm not only need to necessarily mention but point I'm trying to say is that Chua is a very very serious thing it's something that you if you do it proactively every day you could succeed but if it's just something you think you're going to do one time and then you're finished guaranteed failure that's what asav thought asav thought that if I have just one good thing I have I'm the best in the world at I'm the best in the world at honoring my parents when I go see my parents I'm wearing a suit of gold when my father wants something to eat I'm hiring all the chefs in the world to make the best food in the world when my parents ask for anything I'm giving it to them without asking second questions he wanted to kill yov why didn't he kill him he didn't want his father to feel sorry not because he didn't want to kill him he just didn't want yov to uh to feel sorry for it meaning everything he did was for but in reality that's not enough you can't just pick one Mitzvah that's it and the rest of them continue CH is something that you do actively every day when you do it actively every day hhm is going to keep bringing things in front of you ah you see this you feel it you have a feeling in your heart that oh you know what I have to work on this if you follow what your heart is telling you and you work on it you're going in the right direction if you ignore it like it's ah it's just in my head and you make excuses for yourself you could fall you're giving every time you fall you're giving more strength to the impurity every time you give more strength to the impurity it's more difficult to do chuva every time it's more difficult to do cha you make more sins every time you make more sins it's continuously fueling the fire that's against you so all of this stuff that you don't see you don't see anything or anything I've just said to you it's real you feel it though sometimes you have to do it it's not easy but it's possible that's whym gives you different feelings whym gives you different things that you uh think but again whether you see it or not you still have to do it next question yeah that when we wake up in morning we have tou C parts of our body and we in a way we geted spiritually L there a way to reverse that say someone have been doing this for a while did not know realize that and then now learn is a way to reverse it yeah learn a lot of T each time you learn more T you're purifying your soul each time you learn more Torah you're removing parts of the kipa uh that's on top of your uh of your n kipa is like a shell uh each time that you are uh you're learning more tah you're breaking off things that are barriers for you to learn more and it's helping you not only purify yourself but it's also helping you create an opening to learn more but the key to everything is learning tah some people are going to tell you go to the mik which you should if once once a person you know has a kosher mikve and people are not just walking around they're naked like as if they're in ganed and there's a kosher mik uh then you can go to the mik but the mik by itself is not going to do much for you you know no I'm telling you this because this is a reality today people think that just because it's a mik you could just walk around naked because you're all you know you're all the same sex and you can just walk around naked this is 100% AO this is 100% 100% ass this is 100% not allowed the says such people are means the stupidest people available people just walk around naked thinking I'm in a mik I'm in a mik so what he's a guy I'm a guy I can walk around 100% asso how much to what level is it asso it's asso for even a son to see his own father naked if it's a for a son to see his own father naked don't you think it don't you realize it's a to see another guy naked but people go to mik and they walk around like they get in G they're even the other guy is Isam you're not allowed to go to places like this oh sometimes you see people they you get the point I don't need to give you more description of this so the point is if you have a koser and people know how to behave and they cover themselves and they're modest guys I'm talking about not women guys in women there's no option like this they have you know someone that's each one by themselves and there's a system guys think it's like a zoo where they wash the Lions you all jump into the water it's not like that you're supposed to be each person has to cover themselves everywhere you shouldn't leave the shower without a towel on you shouldn't remove the towel until you m right in the mik always have your back to everyone else there's a there's a way to be the tabut is a behavior of how to be a modest man you're not allowed to walk around naked even in your own house in your own house there's no one else there's no one there you're not allowed to just walk around naked not allowed there's no such thing you're not all just walk around you're not Wai you're you're one of the Greek godes walking around with your fat belly and uh just what for for the walls to see not allowed to behave like this I don't know who who thinks that this is allowed in the non in the secular world this is not even a conversation I'm talking about religious World in a religious world people think it's okay to just walk around like you just came out of uh ganeden not loud you have to be modest as a man you have to be modest when you're home you have to be modest in the bathroom you have to be modest in the streets you have to be modest with your clothes all these guys that wear this extra tight clothes I keep telling you guys for two three years already you're not allowed to wear this extra tight clothes as a man women obviously it's of course not allowed but man are not allowed to wear this extra tight clothes not allowed to show your figure to such an extent where everyone knows what you look like even as a man you have to be modest with your speech you can't just talk like you just came out of a uh gas station you're a truck driver you're one of these guys that just came you know you can't you have to understand each one of these things it's not because it's my rules each one of these things is destroying all of your Kusa you go learn toah for five hours you say one curse everything is destroyed to such an extent the say a person that has a decree from sh they decide we're goingon to give him 70 years of good seven years of good we're going to give this sadik he says F you to somebody he says the f word big deal everybody says the f word in New York in the business world I'm talking about in the business world I was in the business world if you didn't say the f word it's like you maybe you're like from the government maybe you're a spy maybe you're a spy why don't you curse what's wrong with you if you don't curse people think it's okay the says someone that curses even if they decreet 70 years of good 70 years loses everything to such an extent they can turn to 70 years of good into 70 years of bad for what one curse one curse one one now talking about the whole day you cursed you went into a cursing uh uh campaign you started making a website for cursing no one curse you said your wife upset you your wife upset you you lost your mind for a second all of these things why they give the tum too much power you're fueling the enemy you walk around naked and IM modest as a guy you're giving all of Theus you're supposed to get from the all of that you just gave all that power to the everything you just did that was supposed to purify you everything just went into the bank account of the Satan himself everything so it's not so simple it's not so simple you can just do whatever you want and hasem will he's like a beggar he'll take uh I'll take whatever you give him he's not a beggar has to be done a certain time a certain place has to be done certain time certain place so you go to mik has to be a Kos mik there's no Kosh mik don't go don't go simple don't go first of all you're a man you don't you're not obligated to but if you can go you should if it's a Kosik go toos that helps you clean yourself as far as spiritually is concerned but even more than a mik your eyes you have to watch your eyes why you don't watch your eyes no mik in the world is going to help you if you go to mik you sleep in the mik but all day you're looking at girls sleep inside the Mikvah it's not going to help you sleep inside the Mikvah is not going to help you why it's like what happens like a woman says no listen I'm I'm nid and now finally I had the you know seven Clean Days everything is good I'm I'm going to mik okay I'll see you in a little bit no no what are you doing I'm taking our dog with us why you taking the dog you can't take the dog to the mik no no I'll dip with me the dog I'll put the dog with me in a mik it's not gonna it's not allowed to dip the dog in a mik no why it's cute dog it's only small it's Chihuahua chah he's going to come with me in the mik you know some women like their dog so much they want to dip they want to do everything with the dog in the mik in the bed and The Inheritance the will there's a woman in New York gave inheritance $25 million to Little Chihuahua if I was responsible for the will you know what I would do first thing I would do kill the dog okay what do you do now what is he going oh the dog wrote another will oh he wrote another will give the rest $25 million to me he wrote a will if he's smart enough to get 25 million smart enough to write another will he wrote a will give me $25 million back well who's going to prove me wrong why he didn't say it this is stupidity of people so this this is you have to understand reality is someone thinks that they can make sins all day but go dip in the mik it's going to help them it's not going to help at all it's like dipping in a mik with a pig dipping in a mik with with a dog it's the same thing it's not going to help you but if you if you're clean outside of the mik then the mik could help you inside you watch your eyes you watch your speech you even watch your ears you watch what you're listening to you have a guy in your office doesn't stop cursing either say something or move go somewhere else you're not even allowed to hear this stuff you have a person in your in your office all the know how to talk about is they don't know how to talk about anything else all they want to talk about is about this one about that one about this one that one move I'm busy I'm sorry I'll talk to you in a little bit don't never come back I talk what you saying yeah you know what that's good St that's good I'll be right back I'll be right back you come back the next day oh you in the middle of the story what' you say oh you know what one second my mom's calling me wait your phone's right here no no it's over here run away run away why you ears your ears your ears are going to become Tam all of these things purify you much more than just a mik but if you do all of those things you learn toah to clean to make sure that your eyes see good things you learn tah and make sure that you follow it and therefore you don't look at other things that you don't belong as a guy or as a girl you watch your ears you watch your lips you watch where your hands go you make sure that your hands are not going where they don't belong there's a lot of places that people put their hands where they don't belong and I don't necessarily just mean by the way in other people's money and other people's property and other people's bodies I don't just mean that that's I also mean on yourself too people touch themselves all day and they don't realize that it's not allowed to just touch yourself wherever you want to touch yourself not allowed a lot of people I see in B they keep picking their nose and the ears and every hole they have in their body no no you think I'm joking I'm telling you guys because no one else is telling you I'm telling you because no one else is telling you it's not what you think I I want to do sh about this I'm telling you because no one else is going to tell you you have to understand you're not allowed to pray after you pick your nose you're not allowed you have to go do you're not allowed to pray if you pick your ears you're not allowed to pray if you put your hand anywhere anywhere you put your hand anywhere that's supposed to be covered anywhere that generates sweat if if you put your hand under your armpit you put your hand in between your legs you put your hand inside your nose you're looking for treasure you put your hand inside your ear you're looking for diamonds you put you have to go you tie your shoes you have to do I see people in the middle of PR touching everything I don't understand what's wrong with you they didn't learn it you at least learn it tell them next time you see them there's plenty of them they pick their nose pick their ears pick this every hole they have they pick you have to tell them your kids too you have kids all the kids they keep picking everything their kids they have an excuse they're discovering it they're actually looking for a diamond they think there is one you're adults you don't have an excuse you know by now 30 40 years later there's no diamonds to be found if there is let me know but there isn't no one's telling you that's why I'm telling you that's what I'm telling no one else is going to tell you you're not all to do these things you have to M make sure that you're pure all the time your hands your ears your eyes your lips your tongue your feet everything then you show up to Hashem and you ask for whatever you want but if in the middle of the prayer you like this and like this and he's like yeah give me what do you expect he said go away from me nasty little guy go away from me you and your nasty hands you're asking for go clean your hands so I can put something in a clean hand your hand has has your hand has come out of your brain already by now the guy's picking his nose for 20 minutes amid he's picking his nose five minutes he prays so it's funny but it's not funny it's funny but it's not funny because why CU all of these things people think that there's a get out of jail free card if you put a keep on people think if you put a keep on everything is okay you could do this you could do whatever you want but in reality you can't you can't you have to be a pure person your body has to be clean you have to look clean you have to act clean and you have to be clean both spiritually and physically if you are your prayers will be accepted you'll be able to learn to and understand it you'll be able to remember it you'll succeed if not don't come complaining why it's your fault you have the ingredients you're not following it you got somebody's looks at a watches one of these cooking channels watches a cooking channel the guy gives them all the ingredients and he decides you know what this one ingredient doesn't look good to me he just decides to excluded he brings the whatever dish that he made every starts throwing up all this food that he made this is disgusting this is gross this is this what you where' you learn this oh I learned this from the Cooking Channel like this is what you learn from the Cooking Channel so let me see what you did they look at your ingredients they look at what you cooked hey you're missing an ingredient you're missing an ingredient if you add that ingredient makes the whole taste makes it all good you remove it the whole thing is worthless you you remove the Dot from do it doesn't matter that you got the whole thing right it's still worthless you still can't get to the website you still can't get to the email why there's a DOT small tiny dot means everything the details are everything you start off your day with you say you wash your hands you say you say you put on you say thank you and then you go back to the mundane of selling cars and selling houses and selling this and selling that everything but selling yourself do whatever you got to do you're going to succeed if not then it's what's the surprise what's the surprise B we're gonna have more to talk about on Tuesday night I have to go a little early tonight uh but uh Tuesday night we have ishua in the breast of Center the we'll have some more questions and more answers we have also the series this was 100% sometimes it's sometimes just today was 100% because none of it was planned by so apparently hasm wanted me to teach something that's completely out of the norm of what I usually teach but apparently that's what we all needed to hear amen amen [Music] [Applause] [Music]