Amazing Questions About God from Hollywood (11)

[Music] we continue our series amazing questions about God from Hollywood number 11 Guess believe it's already three months when we're completing our third month over here so uh lots of good questions lots of good um obviously there's always good material there's that was starting today which is a uh one of the uh greatest par I mean every par is amazing in its own but this one is got a lot of action in it you got you thr the convert which happens to be the name that uh my new uh convert uh actually chose in his conversion uh week and a half ago we finalized the conversion the the husband one of the people that converted he chose the name um and um then we have a we have the ten commandments so we got a lot going on lot going on we have is complaining complaining and asem uh initially allowing them to complain but there's also different different interesting things in the Paras that uh you're going to find out you have a lot of different uh um lessons that you learn from this parha with no end for example the whole uh structure of the judicial court that we use until this day the foundation of it is this we learned from he gives a uh mhu a uh the idea the idea of how to structure a court system and not do everything himself so there's a lot of interesting things but before we go into that let's uh start off with some of your questions so you uh you were first question if there was two or it is the and he Happ to be a lot older uh from what I know in uh mentions only one bam uh one thing that they do say is that he is a descendant of laanan lean who knew a lot of witchcraft uh that was he bam was his descendant uh and Bam was around for a very long time he was around from the time that mosenu was when he was MOS raenu was old was a baby when he was just born the mid says that when mosenu was three years old uh the uh you know he was in the house of par and uh just as a little baby was par was playing with him and he took paro's crown and uh bam saw it and he said ah see that's the sign I've been telling you about that there's going to be a boy that takes your that's going to try to take your uh your position and this is a sign he took your crown so par got worried because there's people there and also but the same token it's his uh daughter butya it's her adopted son so it's in essence his grandson he doesn't have any other kids doesn't have any other grandkids nothing so you can't just go kill him with the same token what's going on so the mid says that he says okay let's test it how we going to test it bam suggested Let's test it by putting one bowl of gold and one bowl of a uh coal hot coal and let him pick one and really mosenu was trying to pick the gold he tried to think Mo was a smart already at 3 years old he already knew where the money was he tried to pick the gold but the Mal from sh was sent was sent from sh and and moved his hand to the coal in the last second and he actually took immediately when he burned his hand he put his hand in his uh in his mouth like you do as a reflex and a piece of coal was still on his finger and that burned his tongue and for that reason why he was a heavy speech he wasn't only stuttering he also had a stammer so stammer he was born with stutter was as a result of what happened to his tongue from the coal so we see from there that bam was already around from that time we also see that bam was around from even before that story uh from before mosu was born when uh the mid says and also the it says there was three Servants of of of par one was bam one was and one was job one was job and when uh one day when par when it's the beginning of when it says that a new that doesn't that didn't remember was uh brought to a position or got the position technically it was the same par but he had three servants and he said to them okay these uh these Jews are becoming great let's let's fool them how do we fool them what should we do maybe we should uh take all their money make them slaves maybe we should kill them maybe this maybe that so three s so he said okay maybe we should turn them into slaves let's fool them into making them our slaves so bam said that's a great idea bam said it's a great idea uh job on the other hand didn't say anything job didn't say anything and he throw ran away why did he run away why he throw run away he told them you're wrong you're wrong for doing it why you wrong for doing it they built your country why you don't remember yourself that's what it says you doesn't remember yourself why you don't remember saying well you don't remember yourself he's the one that put you on the map and that's why ran away but that's also why got the to convert to Judaism and job did not get this job got punished job even though job was righteous he didn't go with in the sight of bam he still he did not uh say anything he didn't say anything you're righteous you're good but you're not in the level of not level of so we see that also bam was around even before mosu was was alive and then we see again bam appear inat balak balak he appears when balak sends his people to Bam and uh says you know why don't you curse am and he you know wants to give him a lot of money he tries cursing am is three different times it doesn't work then he tells balak send your girls over there because they God hates immodesty and that's what Bak does he sends the women sins with these non-jewish women and then in the beginning of Pinas the very next Paras Pinas himself pazar kills balak kills kills bam kills bam so we see that he had a very very long life so the asks first of all how did he live so long like what's the what's his Merit who's what does this guy do why is this guy this guy rash how much of a rash he was his wife was at was his donkey that was his wife we learned it from the P when the Aton when he uh when he hits the Aton when he hits the Donkey he and she said the Theon the female donkey says haven't I been with you last night and the night before last night I've always been there for you and Rashi says yes she's talking about I was his wife how was your wife last night and the night before I was your wife not just your donkey how was your wife last night beity 100% so thear says that a uh in uh I believe it's onos before he converted to Judaism did a seance and he brought down three to ask it's not allow Judaism to do a seance but before he converted he wanted to ask three if he could do if he should convert so the first one he brought was tius Titus in English that was his uncle who was a Rasha who uh uh destroyed the or when you know corrupted the bet mikdash with and hasem punished them so he brought Titus and he says should I convert to Jud who's the leaders first he ask him who's the leaders in wherever you are who's the leaders he says the Jews the Jews are the leaders he says uh so should I convert to Judaism he goes no you're never going to make it it's too hard to convert to abide by all their laws you're from Roy y you're from the uh Roman Empire you're not going to make it we're not bred like that toy all their laws and everything you might as well just torture the Jews so their God will give you reward in this world so he says where are you where are you goes oh he tells them he describes a place in Gom the seventh level of Gom he tells them the punishment of what's happening to him he says every day they burn me into Little Ashes and then they spread me me all over the ocean and the seven seas and they put me back together so then after that he brings bam and he says bam should I convert he says no you're from royalty you're never going to make it same thing like Titus you're never going to make it who's the leaders am is the leaders they they have the truth no questions asked but you're not going to make it it's too hard it's too hard to be a Jew for you definitely you're go no it's not for you and he says where are you he says I am boiling in um uh sperm a sperm bath boiling sperm bath why why so Titus we know because he uh did his disgustingness in the BET mikdash and then he argued against Hashem saying oh Hashem you could only beat me uh in the uh on land cuz hasem started making major waves when he left bet mikdash he went into the ocean back to his country and Hashem made a big waves and he started screaming to a ah see you're like uh like you're the god of the sea like you destroyed the generation of Noah with this with the water so you only have power with the sea with the ocean fight me on land he says fight me on land so apparently even this rash knew the truth knew about hem unlike today's who don't know anything andm says I'm going to send you my smallest creation my smallest creation I'm going to send you on land what did he send him little mosquito he sent him a little mosquito that entered through his uh ear and stayed in his brain eating his brain for the next seven years until there was nothing left and when they open up his uh his head they saw a living mosquito the size of a dove so now bam says where are you and he defines exactly where he is why he says because I was with my Aton I was with my donkey B I was with my donkey so all of the seed that I wasted I'm being boiled in it the third one was JC peny he brought JC Penney he brought him and uh he says who's the leader says I'm is he says should I convert says JC Penny he says yes he should convert he says where are you he says also he's uh being also boiled and excrement feces and so on he says why why why you cuz he said said yes you should convert you should convert so I mean something good about this guy you should think first two said don't convert even this one least says convert so you say it's good no says why why why you are being punished like this he says because I went against the rabbis I went against the rabbis people today don't have the inklink of an idea of what it means means to be a rabbi or what it means to go against a rabbi if the rabbi is a it's not a it's it's a it's it's a fake Rabbi then it's mitvah mitvah to expose the fake rabbis mitvah to expose them if it's a rabbi that's really a rabbi has has uh you know has fear of hem is trying to do good things get am back to hasem to go against them there's no stupid thing you can do there's nothing there stupid and then there's you lama lama let let give you I'll give you guys an analogy I'll give you analogy you understand so imagine a king and a king a king and he only has one son has one son he has an Empire and he has is everything you could possibly material he has says mine is the money mine's the goes everything is mine but he has one son the son went missing his skin lost his ways and somewhere someone took them and he s everybody go find them go find them go find them go find them nobody finds them nobody finds them they said you want a Hanukah party for no I don't want a Hanukkah party I want my son you want a poing party no I don't want a pour in party I want my son what about you want some uh barbecue it's a barbecue give me my son back I don't want the barbecue enough with the food okay okay listen yna how about if I get you a nice jacket is that I want my son I don't want a jacket I have jacket I have uh countries I don't want a jacket I don't want a pour in party I don't want a I want my son and then this little guy no one knows who he is says he your honor is this your son yeah it's my son he brings the son back he brings his son back now there a guy that nobody knows what doesm think of him now what is the King which is Hashem in this story what does he think of him now he brought him back he automatically becomes the most important bird on earth person on Earth same level as a son why you just brought a son back no Hanukah parties no pouring parties no jackets no drinks no nothing so to go against that person if one of the other people tries to mess with this guy you have to be crazy you just saved the son so that's that's that's that's the analogy now there's a story funny story where there's a three uh people argue one is a priest one is a shik and one is a fake Rabbi so they all have a debate what do you do with the money that people donate what do you do with the money that people donate so you know everybody you know people that people usually have positions they have they have churches they have masks they have all these things they dka go against the in the easiest ways what's the easiest ways says don't be overly righteous don't pretend like you're babaali you're just started last week relax relax okay just five years ago you learned what Shabbat was a lot of people say I'm having a very big difficulty wow difficulty your wife doesn't want to be modest what what what what happened you're thinking I was thinking about it the whole Shabbat I was thinking about the whole Shabbat wow what a question this guy must have I'm thinking wow a question this guy the whole Shabbat he's struggling ruin my Shabbat wow he doesn't know maybe you open the fridge and the light was on and the light was off and this he doesn't know P what is it what happen what's this question he says you know in says am came to attack am came to attack and Moshe told Yeshua Yeshua benon go fight again go pick some people and fight against amalik and I was thinking the whole shabat why is Moshe telling Yeshua Ben to go fight why don't he go fight that's the question of ruin your Shabbat that's it just read Rashi what Rashi say m had a different job he was a spiritual he had to lift his arms he had to lift his arms so as long as the arms were lifted everyone saw that he's part of the war but also a spiritual war it wasn't just a physical war and if you read the midashim you see that the war of amalik versus am in last week's par they say it's even a bigger War than what go Magog is going to be it wasn't a war of tanks and Spears it was a war of spirituality why cuz was they were Wizards and different uh witchcraft so they knew they had the they knew that that day all the people that they sent to war can't die they knew when people were supposed to die they knew the timing this guy is not in sh they're going to decreed he's not going to die so they sent him to war right no one can kill him now so they sent all the people that can't die how you going to fight somebody can't die it's like fighting the terrorist today tell people why you fight a terrorist you can't beat somebody that's willing to die he already was willing to he's happy to die for him his his family is gonna get a lot of money if he dies it's for him he thinks stupid but that's what he thinks you can't be people like this unless you just annihilate all and put a nice atomic bomb in nice area over there you're finished but not they're not going to do it so why you fighting wasting your time you're wasting your soldiers you're wasting your Manpower so anyway if you just simply read what the Paras says you see what's the question so I'm asking this guy the whole Shabbat was WR because of this just read the verse but what happened really he didn't read the para he didn't read the parasha he's spiritual lazy he didn't read the Paras but he wants to pretend he's righteous he wants to pretend like oh this bothered him so much so maybe this can fast forward his chuva his conversion his whatever people are and that's what says don't don't be overly righteous don't be overly righteous relax so back to our joke so the priest says what they say what do you do with the money that people donate and the priest says I throw it up in the air I throw it up in the air and then I I have a circle nice big circle whatever money falls into the circle is mine whatever is outside of the circle that's for God that's for the community so they ask the uh the guy running the mask he says what do you do with the money what do you do with the money people donate to donate billion dollars a year to you people what what do you do with it I throw the money into the end Allah and I have a line on the floor whatever is outside of the line is mine whatever is inside the line is Allah's and a reform Rabbi they ask him what do you do what do you do what do you do Mr reform Rabbi what do you do he says no I sent I throw everything into the air whatever hasem wants he takes what not it falls back down whatever he wants he takes whatever falls down it's back to me when you have the religion turned into a business you can't help people do cha can't help people do cha so of course money is necessary is necessary things cost money we live in a real world we don't live in a fantasy world but yeah everybody has to decide what's their priority so when you finally find someone that's willing to do the will of hem wants to do and you decide da I'm GNA go against him it's foolish it's stupid why he's one of the few soldiers still alive it's one of the few remaining soldiers still alive it's not like there's like a army of them it's not you can say off the top of your head you could know already there's 500 or even 50 50 good ones ah yeah that one this one this one you can't it's very hard to find real people so to go against the few that are still left it's crazy that's why I always used to tell people go against RI any the few real rabbis out there unfortunately when you're a real Rabbi and you're a real leader in general you're bound to have enemies it's just the reality it's the nature of the Beast you know it's it anything in life but uh in this particular regard a person is creating themselves a very very difficult life because there's several different places in the Torah that says the special protection that such people get from Hashem and obviously that protection is against the people that go against them so it's a very foolish thing to do uh next question that was an extended answer next question good go good questions [Music] okay even animals you only had you only had one son to my knowledge sure but apparently from my knowled to my knowledge you only had one son but it says that every uh the the curse of the first born it says that every every house specifically says a verse every house had a death now if you think naturally that's not possible why so let's say you have you have one son and the one son moves and the daughter is the uh is left or the second born son the Third born son the first the firstborn left he left he moved out got married has kids went to Hawaii or something I don't know he's not there anymore so how could your house have death if he left it says if the firstborn son is not there where is now the oldest became the firstborn if the firstborn was a was a woman firstborn is a woman firstborn is a man firstborn is the point is is that every house even animals even in the in the Farms even in all the places the uh there was there was a death everywhere that's why it says that the um there was a scream in every house every every house felt it uh and it got to the point where it actually forced to do CH himself did himself went outside in his pajamas and begged beg M no go go go here you know let me help you guys pray for me he told them pray for me it says in PUK pray for me pray for me you know come on go go to your God you're right you know it's he did Chua but the rest of his Nation didn't do chuva that's why he was the only one that hasem did not kill he did Chu he became the king of n after this we learn about him again inph seph is the king next he did Chua in a sense that he realized that he did wrong just because somebody does CH doesn't necessar mean that their is eliminated he still went against them and the reason why is because the uh he got incited by thean aam two Jews thean aam who used to be uh like the police officers that he gave power to that um the uh the Egyptian system was very similar to the Nazis or Nazis was very similar to the Egyptians where their main job wasn't necessarily just to torture physically their main job was to torture spiritually to to break the morale of the people so they would give the men the job of the women the women the job of the men they whatever they built they would destroy it so you don't even the Egyptians oh the the were part of no but were were Natural Born they weren't converts they weren't converts the T were not born Israelites but they were so the way that it would work is that uh they Paro would have the orders given to one of these Egyptians and the Egyptians would give it to one of the uh Jews to one of the Israelites at the time because no Judaism wasn't born until Mount Sai so it was given to one of the Israelites and he would tell them enforce the law if you don't enforce the law you get the beating for everyone so he would tell the T which were those leaders they were the they were the police officers and uh to enforce the law on the Jews and many times the T did not enforce the law they felt bad for their people and that was actually their Merit that was their and whym didn't kill them like everybody else that didn't want to do chuva in uh Mak in the plague of Darkness Hashem killed everyone that didn't want to do Chua anyone didn't want to do Chua finished so the didn't want to do chuva not only didn't they want to do chuva they they wanted to stay in Egypt so left the stayed but then the said okay what are we goingon to do now we're going to be leaders of ourselves the the is is gone it said see all of our power all of our cavod is gone we have no cavod anymore before even though was slaves we had power we were politicians we had power so let's go tell Paro what' you do so they went to par told what' you do look your whole country is destroyed the only way you can rebuild it is with you just let them go your only way to rebuild you just let it go so they re they incited the the hatred within him again and Hashem specifically even though he himself wanted to do cha at that moment hasm specifically Let It Go Again why to make the next Big Miracle to make the next Big Miracle which is actually what he says in the PUK where he told Moshe ahead of time I'm GNA make his hard heart his his heart hard so he goes against you and I'm gonna drown them and so on and so like he told already gave Mosen or preview what's going to happen so par came the T followed they saw par destroyed with everyone else hasem actually let par live you read about it in a u uh the she the song that mosenu sings that he killed everyone but one but one meaning uh himself but then the mid says that the live they watch the whole thing from the co from the from the seashore over there they watch am pass they watch the Egyptians drown they're watching it like a movie and then they say okay so I guess Amy is right let's go join them what are we going to do here by ourselves start fishing what we goingon to do you never going to believe what's GNA happen here the mid says split the ocean again for them just for them you split the ocean again for them why they still had the they still had some Merit left from all of the protection they gave to is and they still had the Merit of possibly wantan to do Chua getting the tah he split the ocean specifically for them again but that's also one of the things we learned tonight is the power of Chua what how much does hem really want you to do chuva so we learned later on Mid says that uh when hem tells yonah to go to nve which is was a city of non-jews he tells tell the people of nve that if they don't do chuv I'm going to destroy them after y uh tries to not do it because he says if I go and rebuke the non-jews and they do chba it makes the Jews look better it makes the Jews look bad makes the Jews look ter why if if I go to theim and I tell them do chuva and they do chuva the Jews that haven't done chuva look even worse than what they do already looks even worse if the if the non-jews do cha before us I don't want to do itm he tries to run away he can't run away he puts him in the fish the whole thing that you guys already know so then he goes to nve and he tells them and he tells them to do chuv and you see theim say nve does chuv within 40 days they all do they all do chuva why they all do chuva why do they believe this crazy guy imagine some guy comes to a town he comes to Hollywood OB says Everyone by the way you don't do Chu's going to destroy the the whole City people going to start throwing Tomatoes at him you tell something we have work we have business to run we have a vacation we have extension on the house we're busy mashia shows up today people are going to tell him come back next year I'm serious mashia comes right now most people going to tell him listen I'm busy right now come back next year when I finish come back in five years when I my deals come back in 10 years when Bitcoin goes higher I don't know go come back next come I'm busy nobody wants him to come people like to sing the song mashia mashia mashia has a good tune but in reality mashia shows up nobody wants him to come why it's going to disturb your comfortable life everybody's comfortable just imagine how comfortable you are that the problems that we have on a day-to-day basis are why do this guy cut me off why did she yell at me why are the kidss drawing on the walls why is he giving me an attitude at work little do we know that each one of these things that we have a complaint about we should actually actually say thank you why you're complaining about the guy why did the guy cut me off why don't you say thank you for giving me a car the fact that you have a car fact that you have a car is a miracle you have a car you know how many people in the world don't have a car you have a car and your problem is that he cut you off you going 75 and you're going 95 and uh the little uh the 2016 model cut off the 2019 model he doesn't have a right to cut you off so you're complaining about the car instead of saying thank you for the car you're complaining that she yelled at you why don't you say thank you for giving me a wife somebody could tolerate me why don't you say thank you that you gave me a husband somebody can tolerate me you know how people don't have husbands you know how many people don't have wives you know people call me every day Z z z z no one Z everyone's alone everyone's alone but no one wants to get married you give him the Z no it's not good what you are alone yesterday she say thank you no she our hair is uh short her hair is long our eyes are blue eyes are pink eyes Shan what do you want a runway model no he's uh you know he's he's not tall enough what do you want he's better to be alone so instead of instead of saying thank you that we have somebody we say oh she complained oh the guy says oh he gave me an attitude at work why say think you have a job much is it take you have a job you know people don't have a job do you know that if you make $300,000 that you are in the top 1% of income earners in the entire world of 8 billion people now I don't know if anybody here makes that kind of money but the point being is is that if you are at $75,000 you're also at one of the top highest percent of the lowest level in America like meaning like the average person that's obviously above poverty line is still considered rich in many countries in the world the problems we have today is that our fridge is four years old fridge oh the wife Christ to the husband no what kind of husband are you my fridge is already four years old my kitchen's already three years old what kind of husband are you I need a new one okay get a new one how much is it oh it's more expensive than the house house is 75,000 the kitchen's 300 that's the problems we have in in the Western World what do we have what problems do you have what problems do you have what problems do you have bit you think about what problems do you have you have rich people's problems you want problems go to Afghanistan go to Syria go to different places in India go to those places in the world then you see problems go you know what go spend go to different place in San Francisco aside from the homosexuals there's a lot of there's a lot of homeless people there go spend a night be homeless go go spend a night in the street see what it feels like be homeless go be homeless for a day see see if you complain ever again about your uh kitchen or your car or the guy uh or the guy cut you off or the wife that mouth it off or the husband that doesn't this or the kid that doesn't this go go go be homeless for a day go try be homeless for a day sleep in your car don't even be homeless sleep in your car for 24 hours sleep in your car why you don't like the car it's a 2015 it's a 2014 you don't like it it's not good enough for you it's not doesn't have the I don't know whatever is new in the cars today yeah car is so old it still has a CD PL for the still has a CD play this car is so old you have problems go no go sleep in your car for 24 hours you don't like your parents why because they didn't buy you a brand new car they brought you a 10-year-old car they brought you a 10-y old car you're already cursing your parents cuz they bought your 10-year-old car you know how many kids do that they curse their cuz they bought them a 10-year-old car or 15-year-old car they think oh what kind of ABA are you everyone's going to make fun of me okay take the car go go go and walk then they had a video one time I saw they gave this kid a car older car whatever it's a car the kid got so upset he went inside took a baseball bat and started smashing the car me if I was his father I take the baseball start smashing him spun that he is but that's the problem that we have what problems do we have we have rich people's problems the poorest person is rich people's problems one time in New York when I was living in a city over there you know there's people on the street all the times all them look the same the guy's worth a million a million dollars a billion dollars or $5 doar they all look the same by the way you don't know who who has what so but sometimes people ask for change ask for or so there's one woman heavy set woman tall big woman and she's looking for you know charity and I just so happened to leave a restaurant with uh with my wife and I had whatever I had uh like one dish that we were going to take home and we decided that we're not going to take it I think it was uh pizza or something like that whatever it was yeah Pizza it's Pizza like a half a pie or something like that gourmet pizza or some some St like that that I wasted my life on anyway so I see this woman and it's uh you know she's asking for change instead of giving a change a dollar or something like that give you Pizza just cost me 30 bucks so I give the woman like oh here's Pizza it's fresh no one touched it she opens the Box oh Pizza I already had pizza today homeless person is telling me no no pizza she opens the Box no pizza I don't want I already had pizza today she gives it back to me she gives back to me hry that pizza today she tells me you don't even know what problems mean so how do we even get to this problems what kind of questions you guys ask lights don't like P oh yeah yeah yeah yes go ahead question I C am K Ken it was uh the uh the The Ten Commandments both sets uh will put into the Aron KES along with the shaft that uh Aron had which we're going to learn about in a few few weeks uh which hasem made a miracle to prove that Aon is chosen so there was even though it was a dead piece of tree he made branches and and uh and um almonds grow out of it fruit grow out of it all of those things were preserved Ines and bet mikdash but when uh the BET mikdash was destroyed some of the things were hidden by Hashem himself and some of the things were stolen by the Vatican so till this day there are certain things from the bet mikdash on the basement floor of the Vatican which they deny but there's evidence they have it there's pictures and there's people that have seen it there's actually a that uh he told years ago uh that there was a guy a rich guy in man that uh tried that had a contact in the Vatican and that saw as an eyewitness that he saw the he saw the the man the big manur of of the BET mikdash was huge it was two and a half tons of gold huge if you see the replica in in yush it's huge it's beautiful he saw with his own eyes and he told the guy he's like listen I'll give you one I think it was $5 million down payment another $5 million if you bring it to uh get it out of the country and uh the guy agreed gave him the money last minute somehow someway the Israeli government found out the Israeli government found out that he's trying to take this thing out and they got involved like why you gonna bring it to man to America because what they were planning on doing was to bring it to man and bury it so when a time they build a mikdash they have it ready I don't know why who what well I don't know the details of why their argument was that it makes sense to bring it there versus anyone else it's not my business that's what happened that's the story Israeli government the Zionist government didn't exactly like this idea said if you're going to bring it's AR manora not that they're exactly religious but it's our manora bring it to they got involved the guy that was on the inside of the Vatican and got scared and didn't do nothing the whole $5 million is gone and manora is still in the basement over there but it's also the guy when they ask the guy okay why don't you try again why you give more whatever it's not like the money was a problem he says I did my isot I did my is loot I tried the whole plan it was a big big mission it was a big secret mission I did my if all of this happened last minute it got ruined means not it's not the will of hem when hasem wants it to be brought to light they'll be brought the light we brought the light there's no you don't need to overt try that's where with everything in life some things Hashem wants you to work extra hard extra prayers and make it happen because you didn't pray hard enough you didn't pray many times it's just some things that don't happen no matter what you do they don't happen why it's not the will of hm hm doesn't want it to happen just doesn't simply doesn't want it to happen so in as far as the Mana I believe the Mana that was hidden in the jar is one of the things that uh the uh the ground swallowed up and we don't know where it is and it's only going to be exposed once uh once the bet mikash is rebuilt and the mashia comes and so on next question yeah when people go to bed why do they have to like let's say someone lays down M he doesn't say sh he's like an unwish guy that's from like Indian mhm he goes he says a Jewish person hey why don't you stop doing to why don't you become into a bad Sinner and then he said no way I stay what my rules are and he said okay so when somebody goes to bed and somebody goes to bed and he has what he's referring to is somebody goes to bed and he has what's the says don't do that's what the says don't do why you're tired you already prayed you did according to you're only supposed to do twice so why you gonna do three times says twice why you over righteous says twice says in the morning says the night finished don't doesn't say anything about does say obligation twice so he says says don't do it you don't have to it's rabinal it's the rabbis they're adding it this you're tired it's late all the different why should somebody do why should somebody not listen to the why even if he's from India and saying yeah yeah why because is a from the T actually supposed to say the whole is a from the Torah and the say a person must say a p a verse from the Torah before he goes to sleep why why specifically say from before he goes to sleep because unfortunately whatever sins he made during a day those sins are next to him those things are next to him when he says to he kills all of them destroys them and there's also which you say and you say these verses not because uh sages had nothing to do with themselves and they said listen let's give this guy more work to do it says because you made some sins during the day you made some sins those sins are next to you now if you go to sleep and those sins are next to you why they're going to torture you all night they're going to come to you as nightmares they're going to scare you they're going to wake you up in the middle of the night you're going to hear things you're going to wake up with night terrors or from Night Terrors if you wake up at all you're going to continue suffering you're going to see things all types of horrible things happen why you made sin if you you don't make any sins you don't have to worry about nothing you're probably going to do anyway but since we're not all and we make some sins say why because if you don't say those sins are going to torture you they're going to come to you as different things in the night and scare you or give you sleepless nights and all types of strengths things happen now I I don't know if this has anything to do with anything I just know from a little bit of experience is that it seems to me that the seeing things we're not going to get into this deeply so don't get too excited but it's good to say this because it's a part of life I guess some people see things the says if you really knew what's next to you you get a shock and you wouldn't be able to operate why because every time somebody makes aah he creates Angels every time somebody makes a sin he creates demons says if you were able to see what's next to you m you wouldn't be able to function it's very scary very scary now some people see these things I know them I know these people I know it's not like one two three four five stories a lot one of them if you guys remember maybe a couple of you were in The Shield one of them came to the shield ni nice young lady came to the sh she says she was seeing things all types of things some of them were hitting her all types of CRA scary scary stuff and uh I told her there you know I she I asked her some questions and I told her to do a few things and they she'll get rid of it and I felt like I was like a miniature R all of a sudden she did what I told himash all the things got disappeared and she got married two months later hasm what what you were seeing what they were hurting her but anyway it's over but anyway some people see these things they see things they see see things it happens to be I don't know for my experience I don't know if there's a connection that converts see more of this stuff than Natural Born Jews not always but many times I've heard these stories from converts righteous converts they see this stuff they see different things uh and what happens to be is that usually it's because you still have some type of connection to idol worship even though it's not on purpose even though you're obviously sadik sadik you're and uh convert everything is good but you're still seeing the stuff how can you see it sometimes not always not by default but sometimes because you still have something connected to idol worship in your house little statue little pendant a book you forgot you even have a picture something so even if you say oh I checked my house a million times there's nothing you still see stuff check again check again why that stuff is directly connected to it it's directly connected to it this is baduk but in general it's it's part of the kar of a convert sometimes sometimes it's a Kar of a convert is to see these things uh but they are very much real if somebody ever tells you they see certain things don't think that they're automatically crazy they're only 50% crazy go ahead the last right you talk go to sleep is the second even before no no you do you do the whole thing you're supposed to do from you do you do the whole thing you're supposed to go to sleep right after okay I can do everything then I I can engage in something reading something and then before to go to bed no no you're supposed to do the whole thing go to sleep go to sleep go to sleep some people do it some people because some people do it I know I heard uh it was I believe it's Al uh he said himself that uh that he cuz he knows that sometimes he gets tired once he gets tired he can't do anything so what he does is uh that he usually does the like the whole thing about a half hour before he thinks he's going to get tired why to make sure that when he does it he has full kavana he's standing he is a he understands what's going on he's not like half asleep also when you do you shouldn't be laying down on bed you should be standing up or at the very least sitting down and and uh you should have focus and it's again yet fights this very hard because the night is the time for those things the night time is the time for those things making it a perfect time for me to talk to you guys about it so you're gonna have some nice dreams tonight so the uh the night time is the night is there's the power of those things and uh that's why you have to but you're right some people do it a half hour before they go to sleep 15 minutes before they go to sleep so what do you do with that half hour if you're gonna learn to during that half hour that's fine but if you're gonna watch TV or you're going to play on your phone or or something like that you should go to sleep because in essence what you're supposed to be doing ideally is to read some type of verse of T right before you go to sleep is a perfect verse that for the I last week we are told that many and does that mean away Ken we already know that after the uh third plague if that's the case what exactly why exactly does why did uh pharoh repent from what exactly because if he was acting against his will what exactly did he repent from did he why because they at end you repented okay but if he was not acting again you know on his on his will what exactly well after the 10th plague he did Chua after 10 plague he did cha he let go and he even helped them leave he gave them money he gave them food he gave them everything just go but he even said pray for me after they left the T came to him and they heated him up again and that and Hashem took his free will again so it's not like his Free Will was gone permanently it was gone at different moments so after the third plague after the third plague Hashem took away his free will will why did he took a free will he said I gave you the first plague and I gave you the opportunity to do chuva you didn't do chuva I gave you the second plague miracle I give you a chance to do chuva you didn't do chuva I gave you a third plague you didn't do chuva now now I'm not gonna let you do chuva now I'm going let not going to let you do chuva which brings us to the next uh issue is the power of chuva is something that most people do not understand the significance of now the I brought it so you can see for yourself a lot of people say this but very few people have read it page 34b it says says in the place where the B stand the completely righteous do not stand as it says in um as it says that um peace peace to the far and to the near to the far and to the near in the book of Isaiah chapter 15 57: 19 so from the verse in Isaiah it says hasem is telling to is shalom shalom shalom shalom meaning peace peace to the one that's far and to the one that's near meaning the one that's far that came back to me he gets the Shalom first the one that did chuva he gets Shalom first the one that was near me the whole time he also get shalom but he gets a second it's less why less the one that was next to me his whole life and he was brought up into a religious home and his father's a rabbi and his mom is a rabbi and this one's a rabbi and everyone's a rabbi good goodly stayed on the everyone's good very good he learned T he went to yes another yes and a good very good but his yet is not developed not the same type of why he didn't have the same test he didn't have the test of these clubs drugs and uh women and all this stuff he was relatively an enclosed life so if you put somebody in an enclosed shelter a closed life he's only going to know what you show him that we succeed to to shelter our kids in a in a natural but healthy way if you tell the kid listen you're not allowed owed to do certain things because they're not good for you you're not allowed to look where you're not supposed to look you're not allowed to take what doesn't belong to you you're not to say what certain things and so on and so forth you sheltered the kid you're doing the kid a favor why you doing the kid a favor because he's not going to miss something he doesn't know someone that never smoked a cigarette in his life doesn't have a desire to smoke cigarettes in fact when they smell a cigarette it disgusts them it's disgusting it's an awful awful smell but yet if you talk to a smoker that smoked for 20 years like I did and you tell them you you want a cigarette immediately they jump yeah but it's disgusting to everyone else doesn't smoke why do you want to do something so disgusting once he knows the all of a sudden it he creates a desire for it someone that never did drugs in their life doesn't have the same yet the same desire to do drugs why he doesn't know the feeling he doesn't know what it does what it doesn't do all he sees is the after effect he sees that all the people that do drugs eventually they fall they look like they're happy for a short period of time and then they fall they all collapse to nothing they lose their money they lose their wives they lose their husbands they lose their kids they lose their job they lose everything for what for five minute he you ask every single guy that's addicted to drugs what's the worst thing he's ever done in his life he's always going to tell you my addiction no exceptions every one of them regrets their addiction every one of them will tell you I regret that I ever started and none of them started with the big one rarely does anyone start with a big drug they start usually with something small because they think no no it's something small it's something small it's a marijuana or it's a uh this or it's that it's just one pill it's just two pills it's 18 pills next thing you know the guyy is shooting up his arm on a day-to-day basis and selling his M mom's house just to pay for it it never starts big but after when you go from the outside you view this like this guy's crazy when he's doing he doesn't think he's crazy but if you shelter your kid away from this garbage he's not going to have this desire he's not gonna have this desire why he sees the after effect he says ABA why is this crazy guy doing this to himself why did he just sell his mom's house why did he just steal from his father why is he look at how he looks he looks like he's half dead he looks like he's from uh just came out of the grave and he's going back in soon like what's happened to him yeah he's a Walking Dead what happened to this guy so if you show your kid something like this he's not going to have a desire CU you sheltered him if you shelter your kid in a healthy way he tell him listen you're only allowed to look certain places you have to watch your eyes you want to spend time you want to use your eyes look at books look at Torah don't look at girls you already have to teach your kid this when he's little not once he's 15 years old all of a sudden you get tell him hey you should watch your eyes 15 years old is too late already 15 years old he's too late he already knows his body he already knows what it can do it's too late at 15 when he understands how bad it is to waste seed and so on but if your first time you giv him a shield what wasting seed is and he's 15 years old he has to do cha why cuz he probably did it million and a half times by now so if you tell the kid listen watch your eyes don't look it's not there it's not this make sure that after a certain age once a once a uh the girl is three years old you have to make sure she can't be with some strange men at three years old she can't be with some strange men even if the strange man's your brother she's not his daughter she's your daughter no but he's sadik sadik good for him sadik he is G sadik don't don't don't so what sadik there's no there's no limitation for these things no limitation you're there good you want to have a babysitter has to be a female with female so the point is is that you shelter the to look at certain places play with certain kids do certain things to the Western World to the secular World it sounds crazy oh you're Sheltering them eventually no no no I'm not saying shelter them where they never know anyone else exists sh them in a healthy way we tell them why you're doing it you tell them listen we only spend our time doing this we only do this we you explain to them you treat them like adults you don't treat them like they're idiots you treat them you tell them explain to them as much as you possibly can why we do certain things why we eat certain things why they're not doing it it's hard it's full-time work it's full full time work it's not easy but you do it and then you save yourself a lot of problems down the road because if the kid only finds out that wasting seed is a problem but he's already 19 years old like a lot of this that are contacting me and telling me they're addicted to it by now already for nine years already for eight years already for five years they're addicted to it it's not like uh once in a blue moon it's every day what do you do how do you stop it the rambam himself says it's the most difficult Addiction in the world to overcome ra says it's the most addiction most uh difficult addiction to overcome ra so now you got to why didn't you tell me this when I was 12 so you're doing them a favor all these parents that's and all it's not nice it's not convenient it's not appropriate you're doing your kids a disj disj justce you're doing them a disservice where do we learn this from one of the I believe was [Music] R even taught his daughters different intimate issues of how to treat their husbands in the future why who do you want them to teach him if you're not going to teach him as a parent who's going to teach him the streets who's going to teach them somebody has to teach them they can't find out once they get married they can't find out once it's already too late you have to teach them at some point it's an uncomfortable conversation I know you have to do it if you can't do it find someone that can but be there when you learn also for yourself you need to also learn if you don't know how to teach it the point is is that these little intricate issues mean a lot now the guy that was sadik's whole life his parents did him a a a a favor why they sheltered him and he doesn't have the same yet he has limited yet limited yet soem says the fact that he's next to me it's good but he didn't have the same test as my son that came back from far away the son that unfortunately went to public school the son that unfortunately went off the the one the son that was never on the was you know was raised in the wrong family that didn't care about t didn't care about mitv and only found out later on in his life that I exist that I expect certain things from him that I expect certain things from her only when that was 16 or 26 or 36 or 46 they finally discovered to come back home him I say shalom to him first why Shalom to him first he knows the other side he knows the yet of the other side he knows what it feels like to do all these bad things and he still chose me and he still chose me to himar I say shalom first why it's much harder to be him it's much harder to be him than to be the guy that grew up in the right surroundings and that's why thear specifically says that this person that does chuv stands in a place that a sadik can never get to why he can never get that sadik that the one that was righteous his whole life can never get to the same level because he can't get the same reward because he doesn't have the same obstacle doesn't have the same obstacle so there is AET in regards to what if it's a uh what kind of is it CH from says one thing says one something else in essence the bottom line of everything is that everyone agrees someone that does Chua is in a in a a real chuva not chuva that he just keeps shat and he doesn't doesn't do anything else real Chua is considered someone higher than everyone else now says some amazing things but one in one of the things that says a lot of the fake rabbis won't like why won't they like it because in t z there's T R and T zut it says the chuva doing chuva in Raba first it says in chuva look how great chuva is chuva cures everything he's sick chuva he has a headache chuva he don't have any money chuva he didn't get married chuva she didn't get married chuva son's sick chuva this one's sick that one's sick no money no this headache stress whatever problem you have do Chua that's what thei says says it's a cure for everything if you have a problem that means you have to do Chua what do you mean but he's already religious you have to do Chua yeah but you're religious yes on this aspect you're religious you keep Shabbat you keep culture you keep you keep fine you do good what do you mean something obviously something's missing is something missing hasem is not telling you listen I have a cure you have the sickness the to much he's not going to give you a sickness if there's no cure for it so then he says the following he says Chua is even bigger than Rabbi is not gonna like this CH is bigger than is bigger than what does it say about first of all before we go to the details well the same thing about in inut it says great is sta look how great staka is it rescues a man from Death it extends his days and years leading him to a life in the world to come it elevates his soul placing him beneath the Divine Throne is equated to the Torah it hastens the coming of the msia saves a man from Death wealth which they get good from the PUK in Mish in Proverbs 11:4 wealth will not Avail in the days of Wrath but will rescue from death and he goes on and on going from Shu and different other places talking about how is something extraordinary and and many many places talking about says big deal people have a problem with giving Sak why they always say they don't have enough money to give they make $50,000 a year but they don't have any money to make givea why they overextend themselves they make 50 they spend 60 they say why isn't my cell supposed to be given from uh prophets technically it's supposed to be given from gross that's the real as far as supposed to be from gross you make $50,000 supposed to get $5,000 like yeah but my expenses are 55 my expenses are 55 how can I give if I give $5,000 in then I'm going to be short instead of 5,000 I'm be short 10,000 how could I do it the answer this if you give if you give my sale from the gross you're already going to be short you're already short as it is says if people give if they give the M if they give the M from the net No One's Gonna have any any M to give why because everybody overextends themselves no one has any profits you make 50 you spend 60 you make 100 you spend 200 you make 500 you spend a million no one has any profit he says if your M depended on Prophet no one would give m m is a real true test of it's a real true test of you make you give and that's whym says it's this how even though it doesn't make sense logically you make 50 you have expenses of 55 and you're G to give of five how could it be now you're GNA be short instead of five you be short 10 that's the part of it that's the part of it where makes up that five and perhaps even more but the point is that says big deal mashia gonna because of it's the level of T all great things but in the same in the same he says what's bigger than CH Chu is bigger than why is cha bigger than why is bigger than because in order for to be good it must be tied to chuva meaning if your if your if your is not connected to CH it's fix it's a get out of jail free card it's like one of those people that goes to sh three times a year he buys an Al for $20,000 and he says I'm from the I don't I'm not obligated for the mitv anymore I bought Al you know how much money I donate to the sh or some people they don't even believe in I think but they buildt shoes they built shoes oh no he built this Sho built that Sho built this gave this gave that but he doesn't even keep kosher he's married to a non-jew I had one guy he says no I wanted this I have problems I have this I have that all these different problems I said okay okay fine you have problems fine tell me about yourself I give I donate here I donate there I donate okay fine good you donate great I pray good I keep Shabbat wow amazing what does your wife think he goes that's the problem I'm what's the problem she's not Jewish why don't you start with that why you telling me all your mitv making AEM look like a bad guy why you making hm look bad you're making like I give Saka and I do this and I do this you start with I'm married to a non Jew you have a problem obviously that's the problem I tell them listen I'm willing to help you if you teach her we did if she's willing to convert I'm want to have to help her oh yeah yeah no I think it's great I think it's great I'm going to do it I'm going to do it okay so let's do it fine how much I it's free no you don't need to give me you want to give me give me you don't have to I'll help you for free oh wow great okay so can I do it after the holiday season I'm busy now with my business I'm selling this I'm selling that I'm selling this I'm selling this and I'm thinking to myself what a mein what a mkin this gu why I think he's a mkin he doesn't realize that every second that he and his family are alive it's m a miracle the fact that he's alive his wife is alive his kids are alive every second I'm not talking about a week a month a year a month two months every second that they are alive is a miracle it's yam and then it's him people don't understand the danger that they're in they tell me no no can you wait after the holiday season it's like I told you before the mashia comes can you come back next year I'm not ready I'm not ready I'm still making sales they still don't have a concept of the danger that we're in so the that's connected to such an act the that's connected to such sins it's not it's not at all says give don't give it's not going to help you in sh if you you give it's not going to help you in sh if you're into married you give it's not going to help you in sh at all if you give you don't learn T that's not going to help you there certain things you're obligated to do that's why chuv is bigger than because if your is connected to chuv then you have something he even says something further he says it says CH is even bigger than prayer most women they pray better than men you ask a guy to pray 5 Seconds lat he's oh finished so's going to give me the money now guy tells me Hey listen uh my uh his son has cancer I said you pray do you pray he goes yeah I just finished I just finished praying your son has K you just finish praying your son some normal person his son has canc he doesn't stop praying you tell a woman you tell what about your wife oh no she is praying now why she's always praying because she a woman understands the magnitude of prayer guys don't always understand the magnitude of prayer so says that chuva is bigger than prayer is bigger than prayer how do we learn where do we learn this from we learn this from he says prayed 515 times he prayed 515 times to let me go and is noem let me go as a cow no somebody's going to make you Corban then uh mikdash because go to theban have the let me go as a dove no somebody take you as a Corban let na you can't go in 5 15 times he's praying to hem you can't come in says looku paid 515 times didn't accept it but if you go into the Book of Joshua chapter 2 verse n it says I know that Hashem has given you the land and that fear of you has fallen upon us and all the inhabitants of the land have dissolved because of you for we have heard how Hashem dried up the Waters of the Sea of reeds for you for you when you went forth from Egypt and what you did to the two kings of the amorites who were across the Jordan to and to whom you utterly destroyed we heard and our hearts melted no Spirit remained in any man because of you forem your God he is the god in the heavens above and on the earth below this was said by who raav the former prostitute ra the former prostitute you says we heard what your god did to the Egyptians to the amorites to we heard there's no other God like him and your God he's the god of the heavens above and the earth below the mid says Hashem says you heard only what I did here but you said you also that I'm King over here but you said that I also you also believe that I'm King in the heavens too without seeing for that that's chuva if you only do chuva because of the things you see that's half chuva hasem made you a miracle you havea good that's half Chua gave you a z good you saw the Z that's half Chua hasem healed you good that's half chuva half chuva what's full Chua full chuva is to accept theem even for the things you don't understand even for the things you don't seei says for that for just simple sentence what she say she said I heard he destroyed everything for you here in this word for that I believe that he's the king here and he's the king above for that her chuv was accepted she was accepted as a complete B chem told yeshu marry her she's a former prostitute AEM marry her marry her she's righteous she's B and there's no one else above her there's no one else better than her but she former former is former nothing former is not connected what's the proof seven kings came out of her and eight eight prophets seven Kings and eight prophets from who ra says from here we know is bigger than because theu wasn't accepted but the CH Ra was the CH of Ra was here we see the significance of chuva so when a person understands that each one of our in the T has a significance one of those is it's a positive commandment now if someone's religious their whole life what's chuva connected to him he's religious so why gave him a gave him he can't fulfill opposite the fact that he's religious obligates him even more to do Chua the fact that he goes to Yesa obligates him even more to do Chua why because he knows that he has to do Chua the guy that's not religious doesn't know anything he doesn't know the difference between him and a monkey he doesn't know that Chua is available to him the god that's religious he knows that hem does not tolerate sins he knows that hasem doesn't let go of sins for no reason it obligates him even more to do Chu that's why it's a there several different sources page 17 B it talks about how chuva is so big that it literally can change a decree it can change a decree from SH now there's something very scary sometimes you're going to see there's a big sadik in the world dies big sadik in the world dies or or you're going to see that children children die and everyone always has the same question why is it that this young child or children died what they do why why this Giant die why we don't know but we do know what the Torah says there are several reasons one of them is that sometimes there's a decree there's a decree in sh we learn from a story in the about Hos Hos was walking with his students who his studentsa that's a students not talking about students little uh people just uh don't know what right or left AB AA is a student so he his students and they see a giant snake and AA going in the middle of the street huge snake passing by them says hey stop he didn't stop he said I command you to stop snake stops snake stops he says the Jew you're about to hurt he did chuva he did chuva go somewhere else go somewhere else snake doesn't move he tells them listen there's a evil in the in the cave up the mountain over there go in the cave this guy he took a bunch of Jew took a couple of Jews beat them up took their money and he killed one of them he killed one of these Jews that collected money for he killed a righteous Jew go punish him says says to students come let's go let me show you how hashem's Divine decree is fulfilled they start following the snake snake turns around he starts going up they follow him and they go into the cave and they see starts biting this guy non-stop the guy that's in the cave the evil guy that's in the cave the robber the murderer he's biting him non-stop one time finish no no again making him suffer one two three 10 20 50 times he's hitting him until a be as it says okay you finished you finished snake goes away snake goes away so what do we learn from the first the snake was supposed to go on a certain destination supposed to go on a certain destination that Hades said he I know that in sh they said go over here because before you went before the Jew made a sin and it was a decree in shim to punish him for the sin but by the time you arrived he did CH he started going to start learning T came to on Sunday on Tuesday on Wednesday he did good he did he's coming to shim that means that the decree that was passed in sh it's no longer relevant to him why says can change the from sham but here's the problem you're already here the snake is not going away why you not going away he says I already got the authorization to punish that means I have to punish somebody somebody has to pay I'm not here for no reason somebody has to pay once the Mal is given a ticket that somebody has to pay okay he did CH good for him he's going to live but somebody has to pay says okay I know who has to pay the other guy's a murderer go and he showed the students look with your own eyes this is how the will of hem works you have the to see it you guys have the to hear it they saw it we hear it sometimes you see stories that are shocking big pass on out of nowhere shalom one day got sick and went in a coma a week later he wakes up out of the coma his wife is next to him and he tells her listen I woke up to tell you goodbye I woke up to tell you goodbye she was why goodbye why goodbye no why isad you see I saw a video one time what there was a uh scientist that built a machine to show your aura show you the aura show the lighting of your aura when uh somebody's his Natural State there's a certain Aura a certain like I don't know spiritual Shield above you around you that uh gives this status of where you stand your natural state could potentially you know could be yellow let's say but if you're doing something holy that it could get to a level of purple if let's if when they put something that had on somebody put on it was purple if a woman put a with it was purple but if someone was doing something bad for example if a woman put a wig on it actually became worse worse than yellow worse than not doing anything at all another person they put a faked feeling on feeling that weren't good became worse meaning yellow is standard yellow is standard but I think red was bad purple was is good but the highest level the highest level is white it's like an angel so the yes he has on a video and he say it's also in the book um the uh coming Revolution by Rabbi zamir Cohen and also called um Torah comes of age and he says put on he goes no to put on takes a long time with the c no different cabalistic things we're not going to get into right now says I'll put onit you put talit like you guys put on 5 Seconds you put you already think you Kos right he took a little bit of a while to put talit on we all look like mosu in everybody looks like M with you see why you see him put t on on the computer the computer is not bias doesn't know is doesn't know anything there know he a rabbi does know computer it's a machine the computer image shows perfectly white his Natural State without the tal just his Natural State just sitting having coffee with you guys is purple it's like us doing us doing it's his natural state with unbelievable so he wakes up out of the coma back to the story of the coma you guys remember the coma he back from the coma he tells his wife okay I'm here to say goodbye what goodbye she says to him what goodbye listen I went up to shamim and they told me you have an option the babaali Shalom promised you that you're going to see mashia you're going to live to see mashia and in shim when a sadik says something they fulfill it sadik says something hasem makes it happen but they said listen you have two options you can live to see the mashia like the babaali promised you or you can give up on that wish why would I give up on that wish why because if you continue to live then it's going to be a holocaust then there's going to be thousands and thousands of Jews dying you see the mashiah eventually but before that you're gonna see a lot of Jews die or you can give it up and give more time to do cha and he says and I came back and I chose that I don't want to see Jews die I don't want Jews to die so his wife who tells the story by the way she told the story she says yeah what about me why don't you ask me why you live by yourself why you why don't you ask me my permission I can't just give you up because can you really deal with the fact that so many of our brothers and sisters so many of our children are going to die she was speechless he closed his eyes and he died is this a real story no I just made it up for your pleasure a lot of the times you say you know I mentioning names I get it you know a lot of real storying it up real story real story no real stor real story is a real Rabbi this happened a few years ago it's not 200 years ago no no no was few years ago few years ago few years ago so um the the key is is so question is back to what we were talking about before why didn't he have to die cuz the decree from sh was already passed decree from sh was already passed and they told the somebody has to pay decree is already passed somebody has to pay it could either be you or we don't even know how many Jews sikim are worth a lot they're not one for one sadim could be worth a million 10 million who knows learned from the PUK in uh the song of songs that Hashem picks the rose picks the rose so here we see that when there's chuv the says chuv changes the decree CH changes the decree there a p that says is hasem is telling the prophet tell to come back to hem what does it mean come back to Hashem tell them they don't need any middleman they don't need any middleman they don't need to wait for the m to do they don't need a special rebi they don't need nothing they just call me directly hello yeah we're here okay fine I accept you you do CH I accept you you don't need middle man no middleman come directly to me you have to be sincere you want the chat to be the cure for all ailments you have to be sincere so someone came to the marit 500 years ago and there a a there a questions and answers there an question that something that really happened that the went to the in uh it's eight or question B so question is a person by name of ruen they give fake names not me I wasn't alive 500 years ago I promise you so somebody nameen comes he comes to the to the it's a person person is a religious person religious person he comes to the bed says I want to do Chua bed looks at him religious guy what' you do maybe chabbat by accident forgot chabbat maybe ate kosher at non kosher by accident or even on purpose ate non kosher what you do he looked at a woman it's not his wife what did he do sadik what did he do says I have to do cha did many sins it says what sins you do what sins you do it says for one year for one year not one time for one year I would wait at a certain gate and I would murder and Rob the people at the gate for one year and then after that year was finished for one year I would wait at that some other gate and and I would look for married Jewish women so I could be with them married Jewish women the for one year and then for one year there wasn't an idol I didn't worship every form of idol worship crosses buddas cows horses whatever you want snakes anything anything that moved didn't move whatever everything shed this guy looks like aad looks like he just came back from K and he did he did just come back from K he's a Ben T he's a Ben T what kind of Ben T is this guy they don't know what to do with him they start discussing among themselves like this guy how you do CH for such a thing for one of them them how do you do CH imagine all of them the Tor says in the 16 says that adultery when you're with it's a sin you can't do chuv for why because if it brings a if it brings a son or a child from that adultery you can't do cha as that child is is alive you can't what are you going to kill him there's a record of your sin permanently on this Earth there's a record of your sin adultery is a permanent record of your sin even if you do you cannot completely do chuv for that sin because it's a m you can't kill the kid then you have a new sin what are you going to do did that tell you the guys's story about did I know I didn't tell you what a story it was worth coming here just for this story this story honestly I heard the story I almost had a heart attack like was just bash unbelievable so you hear about all these things in the Tor some things are just like they far away like this really happens this really this this really it's crazy things but if it's written in the Torah it must be real it must exist the fact that you never saw it or never heard or anything like that means nothing just means you haven't seen it means absolutely nothing so a lot of people think that stories in the Tor are like stories in the Tor it's things that happened a long time ago like for example when I tell people about how the Torah is against beastiality the same way that it's against homosexuality in Tora it's considered the same thing someone that goes with an animal is the same thing as someone that goes with the same sex same thing homosexuality and beity is the same thing so people are going to tell you yeah when you comparing the homosexuals to the people that were cheap homosexuals exists people that go with sheeps don't exist wrong there are three million people 3 million people that are married to their animals in the world today that are married to their animals 3 million people 3 million people there's a lot of people 3 million people three million people a lot of people three that's known it's not that we don't know about the unknown we don't know about the unknown there's actually a was a brothel was a brothel of animals of animals in Las Vegas and in other parts of the world where people specifically went for animals do you understand this is not it's written in the Tora it means it's real the fact that you didn't know about it doesn't mean that's not real so now you heard about all these different things so one time I talk to this guy and he tells me and he tells me he tells me this he says that his mom his mom told her uh she grew up by herself and uh even though they weren't Ultra religious her mom used to be Jewish and she abandoned her Rel religion for her father the father that she had she adopted Catholicism and the daughter which was this guy's mom the daughter adopted also Catholicism herself and uh she married she wanted to marry a guy one time that was a uh Jew Jewish guy and the mom was against it says don't marry him why nice guy don't marry him it's not good for you why don't marry him he still good for you don't marry him he's older than you he's not good for you he's a Jew he's this he's that but why not what you don't like him he's what's wrong he's not even religious the guy's not even religious what do you care don't marry him don't marry don't marry him she still married him she still married him now technically the daughter is a Jew even though she's practicing Catholicism and the husband's a Jew even though he's not religious but the mom doesn't like it tell them years pass they have a child which is the guy I'm talking to and the mom gets to a deathbed so his mother her child says to her mom tell me the truth long time ago 50 years ago however long it was you really against me marrying my husband don't you see how everything worked out we had a kid we had a life we always had something against us why shocking she says listen since I don't know if I'm ever going to be able to tell you the story if I'm going to get out of this bed that I'm in I might as well tell you now I was married once before and I was married to a Jewish guy I was Jewish he was Jewish and this guy wasn't a uh making me so happy so I cheated on him I cheated on him with someone else someone else and then he found out he left and I get remarried to your father so the daughter is like okay so okay so you you made him made a mistake in your life you cheated on your first husband you got married you still had me you know like what's the problem okay so people make mistakes she goes no no you don't understand my mistake is still alive she goes what do you mean she says is your husband I'll let you guys let that sink in for a second she cheated on our original husband with another guy there was a boy there was a boy a was born later on she married this other guy and she had a daughter the daughter didn't know of the original boy she ended up marrying the original boy she ended up marrying her brother she ended up marrying her brother do you understand the magnitude of the disaster here but this is also the Torah coming to life what's the Tora to life about is saying they're not going to live they're not going to live meaning I'm not going to let them be spread out everywhere he kept it within the same family he kept it within the same family when adultery happens it's a sin that could potentially get to a point of bringing a to the world that's not a fixable sin so now we're going back to our original question this a real life story I heard this story from the guy himself from the son of the mother that's married to the father that's her brother this is not a story read in a book I'm talking to the guy so now we go back to the original question very exciting business this cute business so we go back to the marit they asked the ra they go back to they go to the ra for the we have a guy is some B what Ben if this is our B what's not Bena this guy murdered for a year robbed for a year committed adultery for a year and committed idol worship for a year and he says now he wants to do chuva what kind of Chua can such a person do what kind of CH could a person do question question it's an it's not like it's this idea or what he thinks or no bring him closer maybe you could send him to kabad maybe they'll accept him there like no no he's M asking can such a person do Chua can such a person do Chua this this this what he did answer from the says nothing stands in the way of chuva he must regret it he must stop it he must suffer for it and he must take action stop the sin obviously if you're still sinning regret that you did the sin M must think about the sin meditate about the sin just like you enjoyed the sin you enjoy the taste of the sin give you two cups of water one is stolen one is not stolen you're going to take the one that's stolen why it tastes sweeter even though it's both water why it's stolen water are sweeter says your T your sin tasted good you went with the gal to go with you took the stuff that doesn't belong to you you spent somebody else's money it's always easier by the way if you ever notice it's always easier to spend somebody else's money always easier I always found it amazing anytime I told any of my employees in the past listen guys why don't you get yourself lunch here's my card get yourself lunch all of a sudden everyone has a steak $90 steak on their on their table on their desk next day they get themselves little lunch it's a dollar burger I don't understand why do I have to pay for a $90 steak what you don't like steak anymore buy steak today easy to spend my money much easier to spend somebody else's money tell somebody listen I want you to uh set up an event oh they're going to put in the Marriott five star hotel okay what about you for you no no they're going to put it in the basement why why in the basement you're a vento no no your money is easy to spend much easier to spend somebody else's money so now says person must stop sinning you must stop sinning you must stop but then you must regret the sin the fact that you enjoyed it is a sin of itself you in essence if you think about it I enjoyed being with her I enjoyed being with him I enjoyed doing the things that I'm against hm I enjoyed it you have to start thinking about it how could I go against the more you think about it easier it is for you to break your heart and start crying over it that's chuba and then he says You must suffer it depends you decide where do you want to suffer here or there have to suffer just like we said before the cran sham was passed the snake was brought to the world someone has to pay someone has to pay suffering has to take place suffering has to take place that's why the you read stories that are amazing you see rabie Lazar the son of rabish Shimon brought suffering on himself he brought suffering on himself not that he did a sin and suffered because of it he asked hem for suffering every night every night he would have different uh um infections all over his body body and would literally bleed so much to such a point that would have to change the sheets of his bed 60 times a night 60 times a night then in the morning he says my friends it's time for me to go learn Tor you can leave now his body was healed he go learn toah again next night again same thing bring suffering on himself suffer the whole night bleeding pain nightmare absess is everywhere why suffering for certain things has to take place you have to decide where you're going to do it it's much better to suffer here the if they saw that it was 40 days it was a little bit over a month of no suffering no they start going in the middle of the streets start picking up rocks to bring suffering on themselves start making make themselves go through manual labor why Shalom maybe there maybe hasm gave up on me maybe my sin's so big there's no Chua so they start creating suffering for themselves because they knew the value of suffering in this world so part of chuva is to have some level of suffering sometimes a suffering is by you sleeping a little less instead of you sleeping like a cow for nine hours you sleep for six hours and use those three hours to learn Tor instead of taking that extra three four 5,000 that you save for some vacation that's probably not Kosher take the3 or $4,000 and actually save some Jews with it do a mitvah with with it do something do do something that's good for the world suffering also means that next time you lose money you should say why that came instead of your life the loss of money so there's different forms of suffering last but not least you have to take action take action meaning you have to start growing you have to not only stop sinning not only regret the sin not only accept the suffering but you have to grow you have to to grow you have to progress you have to move forward so someone very precious very righteous she says to me she says to me I mean this person I don't think she has time to sin to be honest with you I don't know when she has time to sin she's so busy I don't know when she has time to sin but she says you know sometimes I sin and I don't know if God's going to forgive me so I don't know if I want to pray for God to forgive me because I made such a sin and I'm thinking what sin this person even make what what she did chew gum on the wrong side of the mouth what' she do what' she do this person all dayes what she do but we have such people in the world sometimes I sin I don't know if I pray if I want to pray because maybe sin's too big maybe this maybe that I said it doesn't what you're saying is M 100% like the wrote you a script and you're reading it yes wrote you a script and you're reading it he gave you the blueprint you're reading it why he's telling you you made some sin maybe you did make a sin H there's no such thing as a righteous person doesn't sin everybody sins and and and everybody sins some their own level some people some people some people whatever they uh do other small things whatever it is but everybody sins fine but wants you to stay in the Sin he wants you to get depressed from the sin it's not just about the sin it's about staying a sinner not do chuv he says look at the sin you mean first you get you to sin first he get you to do something who needs to wear on your put a wig on who needs to wear You Know cover your whole body wear something tight show show everybody what you got everybody else is like that why do you have to be uh like anti from 800 years ago why do you have to be like from the old generation we's something tight we's something modern somebody told me today that they're so-call one of the people that teach in their Sho they say yeah you have to wear a long skirt but it could be a pencil skirt it could be like one of those tight skirts I said why don't you just teach people wear a bodysuit and that's it like people create laws out of nothing they just create laws out of nothing why cuz it's convenient for them so now this person tells me I made a sin I said listen yet tells you make a sin after you fall and you make a sin like everybody else you fall you're a person you fall he says listen your sin's so big shouldn't make Chua for it and not only that even if you do Chua you're probably gonna make the sin again and if it's not this sin it's a different sin so why you even bother do chuva why you even bother praying you're just making Hashem angrier for doing making sins and praying what do you think hm is uh playing with you the yet goes into your head and starts telling you don't even do chuva why you're gonna sin again you're going to sin again so I said this is the blueprint of the not only to make you sin but to keep you a sinner and not do chuv because he knows the power of Chu he knows the power of chuva destroys everything just simply saying I'm sorry changes the whole world where do we learn this from says if would have just simply said I'm sorry would have just left him in G just simply said I'm sorry instead of saying no it's the woman's fault and then she says no it's the Serpent's fault the snake it's his fault then he curses the snake If instead of saying it's her fault and and pushing the blame on her if you would just said you know what hm you're right I'm sorry I sinned if you would have just simply said that you would have left him in geden that's it just how simple I'm sorry it's says don't say I'm sorry you're going to sin again you're going to do this you're going to do this I said this is what is it like what is it like some of you have kids so imagine one of your little tiny little babies precious as can be he tells you ABA IMA I broke something don't feed me today yeah but you're one years old I have to feed you no no don't feed me I I I I I I was I was really upset I cried I let you sleep all night don't feed me today doesn't matter you cried all night okay you cried you made me upset it's annoying a little bit I need to sleep fine but I still got to feed you you're my son no no no imma IMA don't feed me I'm I'm gonna cry again later I'm gonna make trouble later again okay you make trouble later I'm still goingon to feed you you have to you're my son I love you I need to feed you no no no don't feed me I'm also going to go in my pants I'm also going to do this I'm also going to do that I made all this trouble for you don't feed me punish me IMA punish me you're going to tell the little boy son it's not your right to decide whether I forgive you or not it's not your right to tell me whether to feed you or not you're my son I love you I accept you to tell hem listen hasem I made such big sins why should I even why should you accept me why should you accept my chuva I made such big sins I did this I did this I did this hasm says it's it's not your business why I accept you it's not your business why I accept you your business is say I'm sorry that's it don't start doing my my math my accounting is it worth it for me is it not worth it for me because in reality chuva in general does not make any sense to a human being the more you think about it the less sense it makes hasem says chuva is bigger than this world why he created it before before this world he created it before this world CU you knew the world cannot survive without chuva you start doing accounting does it make sense for hem does it not make sense to Hashem in reality I'll prove it to you right now it doesn't make sense but he still does it what's Chua Chua is like you have an employee and the employee you invest a lot into him or a lot into her training software offices assistance whatever you invest a lot into this person one day the person says listen I quit I quit why you quitting ah I got a better job okay fine uh can you help me out can you stick around for a few weeks I train somebody else take your job I I mean sorry you're leaving I invested a lot of money into you but you're leaving what could I do I can't it's not jail I can't force you to be here like some of the people that quit my company in the past what are you going to force them it would really be upsetting you invested 200 $300,000 into each guy by the time he finally became good he left it's the worst but what are you going to do it's not jail you can't force the GU to work for you so then the guy says no no I'm not staying I'm leaving now so not only I invested into you not only you're quitting on top of it you're not even helping me out to train the next guy so you're really giving it to me thank you okay Shalom at least you told me you quit and you just not show up some people do that too by the way they just don't show up anymore I had a few of those I had a few of those they just stopped showing up they decided to stop showing up three days later you called the guy see if he's alive you thought first day sick second day sick third day maybe he's dead third day oh yeah yeah I'm working uh up the street maybe you should have told me nothing no no nothing that's people people are selfish so anyway the guy leaves the guy leaves he comes back a year later comes back a year later two years later five years later after you've already figured out okay I got to pick up the pieces the guy left me Sodom and Gomorrah after the destruction I have to pick up the pieces I don't know what to do what to say what to it's a mess for a few months until you pick up where he started you have to to start all over again finally you got your stuff together a year passes two years pass whatever it is so okay fine I got my stuff together all of a sudden hello oh yeah yeah hey heyone yeah yeah I want to come work again what you the guy that quit and caused me all this trouble I've been suffering for for the last two years yeah yeah I want to come back and by the way I want to raise of 50% I want a raise of 200% the same guy that gave it to you in a new way the same guy that did all the things wrong didn't give you notice didn't give you respect didn't give you nothing no gratitude no nothing comes back and not only comes back comes back when he feels like it with demand too hey I want a raise I want a wife I want a husband I want a car I want a bigger house I want a better job I want a kid I want a cure got stage four cancer I want a cure in the next two weeks that doesn't make any sense he comes back to you with demands me doors right there doors right there don't let it hit you on the way out I'm a human being come to me I've been waiting for you this whole time the cancer I gave you so you come back the job that you lost I gave it to you come back the wife that hates you I gave it to you come everything I did just so you come back to me finally you came back come come it doesn't make any sense it does not make any sense for him to accept any of us all at some point all of us but he loves us stop asking questions why you should pray why you shouldn't pray why you should do chuva if someone gives you a gift you say thank you and you keep going hem gave you a gift it's called CH says CH is bigger than anything it's bigger than it's bigger than it's bigger than anything why it's the gift that doesn't make any sense take it say thank you and move forward that's CH you don't use it you're crazier than the guy that committed all the other sins than [Music] [Applause] [Music]