Rabbi Pinchas Winston: Essence & Power of Bitachon

[Music] first of all thank you very much the Kazakh for range and the opportunity to speak we should be very much and for coming out and listening there's an old joke that they tell I'm sure that most people already heard it but it's it's we're starting off with supposedly somebody who was an atheist who announced into the on a hike and it on a teal one day and he was enjoying himself in and and didn't quite noticed that the ground gave way at a certain point in time he fell off the cliff fell off the cliff fortunately for him there was a branch sticking out on the way down and was able to grab it before falling to his death he's hanging on to this branch you know looking down it's too far to jump can't climb back up again and he's totally terrified he does the only thing a person can do he screams for help and he yells is there anybody out there who can help me and a voice comes out and comes down and says yes I can help you and it is wonderful who is that the voice says this is God speaking Wow amazing up until now I didn't believe but what a time to find out the truth this is tremendous just tell me what I have to do and the voice says let go and the man thinks for a second says is there anybody else up there yeah yeah you hear this job anything Balkans not me volker shot my believe in who cut his ball hole box my my I'm Abbot tear in Hashem right if he tell me to let go I would have a tough time letting go you know I don't think I would call back up and say is anybody else up there who could help me but it would be a tough one and the truth is we're not just talking about falling off a cliff and not just talking about hanging there for dear life this happens in all kinds of ways at all times every single day of our lives that we're putting situations where we have to make a decision to trust in it cutters bar who would not trust the coach buckled completely trust me coach buckled partially touched to tries to coach pockets it's not an easy call and we're put to the test it's you know not everyone passes the test with flying colors on one hand beat the phone and a muna is an everyday concept that we're working on and a daily basis we have to perfect as much as possible for our own good not to be not just because a good boy who wants it but because it's for our own benefit we Manuka a nephesh you should vote does these are all things that we value and we certainly want and and beat the kind of muna it's the key to all of that so sir let's do our benefit but it's a difficult thing to be able to achieve because we like to depend upon things that we can see that we can talk to as one person told me he says look I accept and realize that maybe the people and the things that I depend upon our limited they're not they're not like a cutters borrow but at least I know what they can and can't do if I walk up to a person and say to them would you give me something can you help me out and pay this bill in the prison says no at least I know what his answer is at least I know where he holds least I know where I had I've got to go after this but to Nichols Balkans say would you help them with this bill help with the situation with his referrer you know they can't hear maybe yes maybe now after waiting find out you know was it was it a gamble was at a risk you know depends it's a very difficult thing to develop but yet it's it's what we're all about its glorious well this is who we are and the topic of course for tonight is not just because it's such an important topic because this is parshas beshallach is parshas Peter horn Partridge bit to honeymooner because this is the place because ball who creates a scenario specifically to teach us that we can rely upon here and this is the second with the second gula there are two coolers here we let me try them already we left I see Markos destroyed the midstream they threw us that look at his broker predicted they pushed you said they hurried as out of its Ryan and we were free of them and all of a sudden here we are once again not back in beats Ryan per se but pursue by the midstream they've captured us by the sea our Baxter to the sea our frontal to the midstream where can we go why go through this all over again because Polk was making the point you can trust at me he wants to make it clear he wants us to understand this time and next time and next time and next I meant next time so that's also really a part of what takes place by the young soo the Jewish people find themselves in this terrible situation where they are trapped by the yum soup and Moshe crisis occurs barfle and the responsive occurs Baku is a little bit interesting it's not exactly what we expect to hear not eat suckle I that's a - M system oh sure baby Mattie took a lie what do you what he praying to me for well just earlier in the parsha when the jewish people cried out to cut his powerful rush explains where they get this from well this is the way of our is the way of the obverse is what we learn as our tradition when the jewish people are in trouble that's what we do we doesn't we cried to go disbar who then if a sham ones that say I hear you to feel this wonderful great it's true you know this is what you're supposed to do however do the following instead right now this is the next step but a sham comes and he says Mattituck a lie what are you Davenant in before there's lots of perishing and there's lots of explanations some more Kabbalistic than others but the nefesh at home says because of course bach was telling no sherbe knew that the feel is not going to work over here it's not enough what you're asking for what has to happen for the sake of Christ it's not enough like for example you walk up to somebody and you say that that person would you mind can i book can I borrow know twenty-five dollars and they're a good friend of yours it's only $25 the person might think for one second the reaches into their pocket and they pull a $25 they might not even ask for a star that you bold the money that you're right I brought an IOU I brought the money so good that was just a test now that I see you're prepared to lend me 25 dollars would you mind lending me $25,000 that's what I really need $25,000 so what the person said was I'll be right back but let's look at the money and bring it to you no it doesn't work that way what 25 all kinds of questions what do you need it for having to pay it back you know it's the right a star for sure yeah it's adult it's a different story even though the friendship hasn't changed you're as close as you were when you asked for the $25 but $25,000 a lot of money people value that a lot and if you're asking for that kind of money has different requirements so much you're a bane who's asking could it's broke with the safe three million kleiss rel six million erev rav on top of that ninety nine million people are together and either they have to destroyed the midstream through some miraculous victory or they have to somehow get across the sea without a boat and the Fila you know that's that's a tall order for a prayer now Moshe urbanist feliz is powerful we know that sin parshas asked him not he was able to be to cancel out the decree against it because of history field his criteria is tremendous I love I operations I have the clerk have to feel about what he was asking for was tremendous so the Neth of shock is refined vulajin says that when Hashem said Mattituck Allah he was really saying because it doesn't depend upon't the feeling here doesn't it's not enough on you to feel it that field still count you still get scarred I listen it helps the situation but this situation is Tolui but beat the Hun this situation depends upon trust in God you want to save yourself in this situation you have to beat the fun so therefore tell B'nai Israel to walk into the yum soup and keep walking until they can't walk any further and you'll see what's going to happen next at that stage of the game so the magic says that's why it says they walked in the young beaba the young but the Abacha and the measure says which was it was the UM which is water and sea or was it was it was a bigger brush it was on dry land so the measure says until they walk up until their nostrils they couldn't go any further without drowning it was C but the moment the moment they got to the point where they could they could go no further expressing their beat the Sun and a moon and a cottage bar who at that point in time that's in the sea began to splits at that stage the beat the Sun itself caused the young to split and allowed the Jewish people to go to safety that was the lesson and it shows up also later on at the end of the parsha to the same type of idea the only question is how does this actually work why does beat the unchanged the situation and is there any way to develop it and control to such agree that we could become miracle workers ourselves and it really called do the miracle nyan because we have a puppy of a Clow the Gemara says in Shabbos very specifically aim something all nessing you cannot rely upon miracles for one of two reasons either because the miracle is not going to happen and you're going to find yourself in terrible terrible trouble endangering your life for no reason or the miracle will happen and it will be taken off your school yacht and alone huh Bob which is worse you don't want that to happen because it's worth much more later on in the world to come in fact this explains one of the damaras but people are mostly familiar with it more about with her bikini Ben dosa when he was daughter comes him one one Shabbos night and she says to him you know by mistake eyelid vinegar she lit it she doesn't say I have it and I'm about to let it what do I do she actually lit it so what bothered her the fact that it was burning she lit the vinegar it was burning and for the longest time I wanted to myself how does that happen how do you know a vinegar is like clear usually not so clear it's clear shemin's Isis is yellow you can tell the difference between the two and I had this question it's not really important question but it's crossed my mind how is it possible does a Gomorrah literally mean this until one year we but shemin's ayahs and home 'it's from the same manufacturer caramel factories they're the exact same bottle and it's my was my job to fill up the little glasses there for Shabbos and biaxin that began to pour vinegar into whether little glasses and the little voice inside said let's see what happens see what happened see if it burns right I didn't okay there no it's not gonna burn and I shouldn't test in the first place because that's a whole different dargah but I saw firsthand how you can make that mistake but she went even further she lit the vinegar so knows they shouldn't have incandescent lighting for whatever reason maybe she was distracted somehow she went ahead and she lit the vinegar and the vinegar is burning and she comes to her father and she says Appa what's what's shot what's going on over here how's this happening so she what she bothered by mrs. answer his answer back to her is well it's not a problem why because if you understand and you believe that the same God who says that shemin's iose should burn in tears and said it should burn scientists today will tell you because it has carbon atoms and then ya know but who said that should burn I thought it's beaucoup every time you liked chemin sighs it's an ace but the nice it happens all the time just like giving birth complete miracle but it happens all the time some miracles are consistent the Sun rising every single day pretty much the same way a little bit different little bit over is an ace every single time but it happens consistently nature is just consistent nation that's all of this and you have nice but are not consistent they don't happen all the time so she worried about her father said to her if you believe that the same God and said that shemin's I said burn is making the Comets burn too then you're okay if not then what what she worried about she sees it's a nice this doesn't happen all the time and and she's worried well she's not worried that it's not going to happen because it is happening so what she worried about is this gonna come off my fresh bone know what my but it isn't a Cosby down the road at some point in the future and he says it depends upon you if you're if your vantage point if your respective if your understanding is that everything is an ace there's no such thing as terrible ow just consistent nation inconsistent neighs and you understand that and you will live with that reality and this is not called nice for you for you NASA's Tavor and tether is nice but if you believe in tether it Sequoyah it's a power key Lukas both of the world on automatic pilot once awhile steps in and does fantastic miracles and then this is called the nascent maybe you do have a problem in terms of your screw your no I'm a BA so why is it not called being summer kinda nice walking to a sea up until your nostrils at what point is beat the hunt take over and take it other get er out of the the the conceptual reality of being an ace that you're being so much fun in an improper way how does that work so we see it in a departure the partial self answers the question today we had parties a month right today people said purchase of my big has a school of for partnership archers ma you know anyhow the word money is just my money right fits in perfectly and I've seen it just happy to put that out but the at the end the parsha it's interesting because when Hashem first tells moshe rabbeinu about what's going to happen the parsha says says the Yama Yama Michele in an imam teal ahem left him in a sham I'm I'm going to cause your bread to rain down from the shin myeon Viet sir I'm black too - very young but Yama they were not that people wanted to collect a the money every single day lemon and sa new or they will go out to collect the money and - a new high yellows but sir a see em low to test you it's not about food over here this is the science the test I want to see where you're holding with respected my - how I run the world and how I connecting you and how you relate to me then it says the hi-yah booyah mushishi that he knew ace are sharing it vo on the sixth day you should go and you should prepare that which is gonna bring you in via Mishnah i'll share you up to yum-yum and you're gonna get dealt with a double portion mister let commissioner bring the left good Arif shabbos you're not gonna find in the fields on Shabbos on Shabbos I will give you a double portion normally the double portion wouldn't wouldn't melt it would be or you know it would rot because you couldn't we take one omer per person but the hubba-hubbas crazy dish I'm going to make it rain to all MERS ii will not rot and you take it and you prepare it and put it away for Shabbos because it's not going to come down at Shepherds itself Dawson's Avira I'm wanting to prove otherwise and they actually the month didn't come down but the birds ate it up so therefore this part this Shabbos we usually feed the birds in the dance of Shabbos as a reward for having stood up on behalf of a cottage bar home that's what it says over here then what happens the whole thing takes place and the man falls down comes down from Shem I'm there collecting it and they collected every single day that they're supposed to and then later on the passage says Leo - Oh super bulk of a bulky Afiya hello the hum Hashem svms right if she went out and every day each person collected according what they were supposed to eat and then whatever was littell they would would melt and it would dissolve then it says very Heba Yama she she and on the sixth day they wanted to collect locked Alexa Mishnah a double portion Schnee her Omer live had to almost per person we have Oh Ellen the see her a dodgy doula Moshe and the Jewish people and from the Newseum to show them what just happened look recommission er a double portion every other day we've done this the second one the surplus melted and it's not melting so they go to the seam it's it's a bit too cautious a question to them what's what on a wrist shot the system breaking down is like that someone's not paying attention not doing their job and then simply I don't know we didn't we didn't anything about this they go back to Moshe Rabbeinu and they ask kitten the Moshe Cesaro Yeah right that is what I supposed to tell you about the young male hem who issued the bearish em that's what Hashem told me to tell you right Shabbes on Shabbos crazylicious as the holy day throughout Shem Makar asa share tofu 8th it's a share the vast loot Bechet Luva a scold if her need for the hemp the missionaries at a bokor and then most fills in the gaps the emotion moshe tells them buddy was a double not feelin russia explains it Moshe he gets he gets incriminated by this hershberger gets a little upset because he didn't do his job of actually telling Jewish people in advance of what was supposed to happen what's interesting is that the Russian changes the language actually changes in the parsha itself the first time that Hashem tells him about the left a mission he's talking to Moshe only so hey yeah but you're mushishi the lush in Valhalla it will be on the 6th day but it says the hi-yah and the second time when they actually go out to collect the money and they find the double portion and they don't understand why it's twice as much and they is not rotting it says valya he the young mushishi exact same thing except he as opposed to Bahia and as the Gomorrah points out in Magilla that there's a difference there's a different connotation by the change of words the hi-yah is lush and simcha when a prospect begins the hi-yah something is to allude to something joyous coming up for the Jewish people but when it says via he it can be something not so happy it could be a negative event so I does the PASOK changed from the first time to the second time from election sim colossal joy to a lesson that is less joyous potentially so there's a safer called Zebby trough he actually asked this question and he points us out and explains now you know the first thing to understand is is that what's the difference you know what you know what was what was sadder about the second time on the country it would seem just the opposite what it usually more excited when you when you don't know something Goods and to come up and be Thomas shows up and it surprises you or you anticipate it you know someone told you this is gonna happen it's gonna it's gonna be a nice thing and you're looking forward to it and sure enough it shows up which is a greater source of joy the surprise that make people throw surprise parties because it's such an exciting thing as opposed to planning to holding in advance peace is just the opposite if anything that should be that's the first time not a sadness but but certainly the second time when it was a surprise look at this the month not rotting the surplus month not wow this is tremendous this is fantastic this is Oh exciting this is summer a keyless why is it a lushness sir that's the question he asked and explains the following thing he says the difference was because when the Kurdish bar who told most ribbon about the about the left and Mishnah he didn't tell them to collect two owners of Mun and that the second was a second one would not rot would not dissolve he told them to collect only one omer of mun and to say as they were picking it up look Javed shabbos her dish and the Almer it would become to owners of Mun the one would become - what happened instead was that they picked up two owners of Hmong and the two did not become one the two remained - so which is it a bigger miracle it's a bigger miracle if you have one that becomes two because you say a few words or that you have to and you do nothing but pick up two and the second one doesn't rot the second one we call a phenomenon it's natural happens in the world all the time but things happened in history in the world that maybe we thought shouldn't but for some reason did and therefore we're impressed the catches our attention but wouldn't you take one and it becomes too we usually call that magic or in this context Kabbalah it's mystical that's a miracle that's an ace and he says that's the reason for the difference in the last of the PASOK itself the only question is that why why why have to go through all of that why teach that lesson why the Dakotas buckle make it that we should pick up one omer of Munn and saying that the words LaCava Chavez crazy this which is what you're supposed to do anyhow every time you buy things and make things for shoppers and even eat on Shabbos to add its infuse it with an element of caduceus even a a lot from the Chicano Ruth as opposed to just having to the dome rods very important lesson I won't draw it out explain it right now but it is connected to pour in very much so come on right which is the man is also common as well because the very thing we don't learn over here is what Hammond comes to teach us later on that's also why when the Gomorrah says shaman minute ara min nyan and it traces his back to the eighths of dust of a row which is where everything went wrong in the first place it's all one idea but we'll just take it from this vantage point because that's that's the shirt tonight and how ties back to Chris Young soo deletion who was rabbi le asif the last name i'm free recall because his grandson was reveals a shell the ash of got a load or who passed away about 10 10 12 years ago writes at his safer he's talking about the Gullah from it's Ryan and he quotes the Madras from Shirish in rabaa the Jewish people had a difficult time accepting and believing at first that they were actually going to go out because of the fact that they there too but there's only two ways to leave meets Ryan either you went to war against them which was of course impossible because the Jewish people meets Ryan they were a slave nation there's no way that could rise up and rebel against the midstream and the second possibility was absolutely semen if Lewis and they said that for that type of miracle to take place he requires Scott and we don't have those kind of yeah because entire myths rhyme is the tuna fed but avitzur Solano the entire play we've been we ourselves have been Wersching worshipping idols so certainly a Curtis bar who is not going to free us miraculously and then motions to pass through them the magistrate's of possibly share my coach pokers mandala go hareem skips over mountains and possibly Shira meaning there's Bothell is prepared to overlook all of that because the time to go out admits rhyme has come he promised Avraham Yitzhak and Yakov is going to happen some point in the future it has to be fulfilled so therefore I'm prepared to ignore all of that overlook it and free you anyhow and they go won't Esther Marcus four-fifths died in Makkah Scotia because they give up on the gula they don't want to leave in the end but once youth goes out as promised and after they go out they still have a difficult time even though because Bach was proven to them how far he's prepared to turn the world upside down to take care of his people nevertheless the Jewish people questioned Moshe Rabbeinu and they complained to coach bajo and we never quite get it right until most of them die off after the time of the Moraga so did a difficult time and it says who Moshe been out of Shanghai Yeah right who you da cosy shed over to Lou cauz Mancha davor to Louie me at our Rockets mom ship as good as Lieberman moon will be to her Michelle Marsh understood that the tiger thing was in the soil everything Chris Rock was doing the Jewish people was just part of a test to build them up that they should be Manhasset themselves in beat honeymoon that was the whole thing everything they went through it had been a smooth ride from point A to point B but buckle could have the same way he flattened the land with the with the anima covered everything could have just fallen in place but he didn't do that he gave them the she honest I gave him tests why just that they might ask themselves in BitDefender muna they still struggle with it was still difficult and they basically seemed that they failed the test they didn't reach the levels of shame expected from them and then he says I'm nada because they're Harbor the Jewish people made a big mistake about this for hayashi I bashed and they made two mistakes basically if God who the first one array ain't Hakodesh bajo baba petronia in brios off as a good Maurice isn't avodah Zarah and baisama Dolloff it's actually mohammad but that's that's where they the gomorrah says that Chris Polk who doesn't play games of his creations because Baku is giving a person in the tsiyon as the good Morris says before coach Parker brings the market he creates the ref LeWitt for going through a difficult time because Bach has not abandoned us he's not playing games and not trying to trap us in and see if we can if we're gonna fail he wants us to succeed and you have to understand they're used to know that's the first mistake that they made he says okay commercials up Madras to hell him about a fashion crisis event of the second mistake them in Chechnya Hina yes for a son but in a beat the phone cameras he ain't divert all med negative beat the hood the second mistake they made was that they didn't understand that nothing stands in the way of beat the hood nothing nothing can get in the way your pizza fun is absolute the city writes over here DiMaggio said but majesty Helen as it says in the magic auntie Helen in me the base the passenger cell says about a flash em passage eventer who a person who trusted the coach barcode they will be surrounded by asset many a shamisen to help them out and save them and give them your shoes from goolies and refuse and whatever they need basically the omni shaman the medicines they're robbing the curtain the Russia that Russia has terrible suffering you know why the fee Shan Shan Italy but be tunnel the Kurdish boffo right because they don't trust on the show if a thief or the only trust in the cottage bar we'd be more successful he wanted to worry so much about getting caught did he had trusted it got Abajo she says usually a person who's a thief it's not shiet the trust occurs ball a would-be thief in the first place but if he was and he trusted he'd be more successful it says sub Patek was Shem a feeling Russia a person has to trust knickers broke even Russia has to trust his broker iron-shod that hain mr.hong run bond is safer Munna that be to hunt the Ramban also rights as well in Perry Park I'll live he's there who shin mr this what the passage doesn't - he'll him my toothbrush em the asset off the bus it says trust in the cottage bar who and do good that's what it says the law mark asset of a bath of passion doesn't say first do good and then trust in the cottage borough in other words the implication is the way you say it should be theirs at first you have to be like it's sad they first you to get everything right do all your mitzvahs Darvin gives it duck all the things you're supposed to do to pay off Shema him and get their favor get it all lined up and do it all right and then you can trust in the cottage brokers and it come through for you that's the way we think it should be that's the way they thought it should be in the mid bar they're coming to motion videos saying we're not worthy and moshe says it's not a it's not about being worthy right now it's about being botella it's a different thing sir says kid but the fun and it's a little bit my sink tub in club because they're on bond says because beat the code is not depended upon good deeds at all two different things there's good deeds and there's beat the hun he have both even better that's the ultimate yeah good deeds and that's that's profession but if you don't have the perfect deeds yet beat the hun is a thing unto itself he says la butter push em been cheated rats are the bane should here Russia but efficient the ROM ban says worthy Arash well that started it the chestnut coach bajo that's the ultimate he says allergy Africa but this issue there's a side point important side point but after that you should make sure that whatever things you still have hanging we need to do two before due to before that because it goes bar who he remembers these things then you'll come back later on and they'll give the person the owners but in the meantime you need a you sure a personal situation with require some type of issue and they're saying themselves off only had gone to dub only I had unit seductive only had got up in time for shock-resistant if only I had not spoken English and volleyer how can I expect the coach broker to save me in this this hour of need when I have not lived up to expectations and it says right here don't don't ask that question just people tell just trust and it could his bar who and then work at the rest later on after he saves you do the Chula do it because otherwise it will come back with Iran you have to do the chuhwa this tell homekeepers so still there's still didn't but in the situation the moment of crisis just people tell the question is how does this work how does this work I don't think the answer is necessarily going to change anybody in the spot but it does help to know how the system the system works there is a system and it's important understand appreciate it's not just something up in the air that's it's mystical but but not so mystical in the end if I walk into a room it's a dark room and I know what the light switch is and I reach for the light switch and I flick it on what do I expect the lights are gonna go on they're gonna go on if I if I walk up with to a sink and I and I you know lift up that the the tap they open the tap whatever it you lift it up turn to me the the little you know handles I expect water to flow if the lights don't go on and the water doesn't flow then I'm confused what's what's the point of it other sink of a faucet that the whole point is water there's got to be water somewhere either I didn't pay my water bill or my electrical bill or they're not hooked up yet but there should be water there should be electricity maybe the bob was burned out but it should be there how do I know why do I believe that because I know that the way this things were if it's my first time and I've never ever ever seen this type of a thing before then perhaps that might be not surprised to see it not go on but if I'm used to it I expected like to go on because as a system built into the wall there's a there's a switch of it there there's wires that run through the the wall into the ceiling to the light bulb inside over here and it's hooked up to some power source or the fuse box first and then later on to some power source and when I turn the switch on it connects the circuit the electrons flow and I get like it's just mechanical it's technical it's just we figured this out a long time ago how to make electricity how to make light bulbs and now we we have a Mel record there's a system there's a that's in place a water system a light system doesn't make a difference and all I have to do is is build that circuit by flicking the switch connecting the pieces the electrons flow get lights and that's the reason why it's confidence when I turn the light switch on I expect it to go on there's a very similar system in place that runs the entire world and friends are all of existence coders both who built it from the beginning and it's in place and in a sense the same way for example the quantum mechanics in quantum physics you know how many people enjoy reading that first night I didn't read that but how many people know look into it understand it that's that doesn't doesn't apply to me well the truth is your everyday life is affected by that information whether you like it or not whether you know it or not but that's what the world is made up of this these things and therefore whether you read about it it's still affecting your life and you depend upon it to do whatever you do and enjoy whatever you enjoy people that are saying computers that much but they're running our lives the technology is running our lives the same thing is true of the system that occurred as bar who built for my subarray shoes it's it's the basis of everyday life we live off of this because we require divine light to be able to exist everything to exist requires life and Makoto's borehole by definition the gamora says when somebody is born the husband contributes a certain part of the physical reality the wife contributes a certain part of the physical reality and of course Bohr who puts the soul and he provides that spark when the person dies the father does not take back his part if he's still alive the mother does not take back her part but I call his broker takes back his part the divine spark the neshamah the light that's what he takes back and how do we remain alive we're constantly getting light and a daily basis all the time all the time life is always coming to us you don't have wires like this running through you connecting you to the some vast system in the universe but it's all spiritual instead so what did that system well in a few partials from now mojo Bay knew after the Jewish people are guilty or involved implicated in the head the Aguilar Zahav the Golden Calf Atticus boar who threatens to destroy the Jewish people and moshe pleads on their behalf and says don't do it so a Shem only kills the perpetrators instead and the rest of the nation is saved from from disaster Moshe realized this is a wonderful time to make a request because his Balki's open it's a chef's raka mean a nice rat son say he says that his book he asked the one burning question that he feared that top in his mind he turns to him he asked one thing now I might have asked for raise I might have asked her in the car I might have asked for you know builders then all the Russian rekelen right now whatever but motion what does he ask for specifically he says show me your glory show me I won't understand I've seen so much of you up until now but a lot is still quite confusing show me who you are and what you like as much as possible so cuz ball can sit back and says no man can see my face and live I cannot show you what you're asking for because if I did you wouldn't be able to survive it so you'll see this in the back of my head which the Gemara says Chris book who showed him the back of mr. Phil and not the back of it whatever that means couple of two things what is actually meaning but what is what is a champion commotion bay no he's just basically saying you know it's it's a everything is divine light and Moshe is saying I want a revelation of your light on such a level I will have the profoundest understanding of your cachaca how you run this world more than anybody has ever known and a sham understands this request and he says no you can't have that level now you'll get it later on by the way you'll get it when you die unhiding the vote when you finally died that's what you'll you'll understand that for yourself and you'll see it will kill you but it's okay because it be time to go at that time then you'll be able to die because your job will be over your mission will be finished but in the meantime I still require you as the money employer also there if I cannot give you that at this point in time and therefore I have to instead show you only a fraction of what you're asking for but what's the poor the point is that Shems light is so intense obviously extremely intense far more intense and anybody could possibly imagine and exposed to and still remain a person angels perhaps know more about it one day as a person because you know these this world and goes up to the ultimate levels of love them above when they're standings like this but the meantime in a physical body it's not for us it's not shocked it was in fact because barkal holds back it's like so much that you could even have people deny his reality they have a neshama they literally they take the divine spark Ashim is given to them and they use it to deny his existence that's how much ago Sparkle filters his light nose up ever what's the system by which he does it how'd he do that the magic trick was he do so you've probably heard of the concept of Spheeris I'm not going to put spheres are exactly or how they function but this thing called spheres their names are right caster hokhmah bina kasih cuboid first that's a fudge assad heard your son Mark and Mark was the tenth one and dust is in there somewhere as well but these are the ten spheres what are they for the 100 years ago it might have been hard to explain this to just anybody but the reality is today we have examples because of of Technology but for example I don't know what the source of electricity and on Ontario we have Niagara Falls and it produces a lot of electricity but the trouble with electricity is that if you if you don't start off with a lot of it it starts to weaken because of friction and all these different things are slow down the electrons so what do they do they do make a big huge power station but if you were to plug your hair blower toaster oven into that power station what would happen to it you would become the toast basically it wouldn't work it's too powerful people brought their hair blowers and things like that there Sorrell plugged it in first then you know that was into that motor there's a different currency so what do we do instead we take that power source because we want to share with a lot of people very far away and we create transformers and transformers receive the light then step it down and pass it on till eventually gets reduced to such a point that you can actually plug something in and it works and we do this from miles upon miles and miles of Transformers are a way to take very intense electricity and reduce it to such an extent that it can be used in a home in a house in an office whatever the case may be so a sham did the exact same thing with his lights his light at its source is far too intense for anybody to be exposed to it it's the source of all broker is it source of that breath you're taking is from that light the fact that we exist it's because of that light what we eat it's the light and it's outseam sparks whatever you want to call it but all divine light there is nothing else everything you see everything you feel every new experience it's all good brokers light but it makes so many different things because of light gets filtered and the spirits act as a way of filtering Kathryn Cather gets it first filters it gives at our chakra gets filtered the entire way down so you have ten spheres one after the other mouth was the bottom spheres is basing where our world exists we live in the level of moths we're at the bottom of the food chain basically receiving fish broke was light after it's been so filtered to such an extent that we even forget occurs broke was the source of our food we make brokers not enough qivana we might even forget an active broker Barona sometime now we make a show yachts are and remember after we didn't have qivana because we forget the fact that Chris Barker's life it's just making it all work in the end but if he understood appreciate death to basically would have more qivana how real and how tenuous the situation is then what's a miracle then once an ace well that word NACE itself means like a banner you know the reason why I could Sparkle does knowledge attorney seem so much because it reduces free will every day it's a I am God I'm alive and well and I'm involved in history power Cheryl says Mia Shem and the knees seem answered the question that's who I am so finally Pyrrha realizes there's somebody up there or out there or all around who gets involved in world history and does fantastic nice in our nation's at banner so there how's that possible because the light doesn't get filtered a miracle like the cease or the acid moccasin mitzraim all these miracles are so obviously to Mikado's Barca because the light that created them didn't go through the entire system it skipped along the way and there if it wasn't so filtered and because it wasn't so filtered people became cognizant of the fact that the coach brokers behind all of this you follow so far little complicated but you'll see where I'm going and hopefully but I tell you get to the end it's right by it's right in the parsha the parsha actually is alluding to this Prius Yousef so it really breaks up into three groups the Spheeris the upper three where that perfect group so to speak is made up of the first eight serous cancer all the way down to holid and you can look up these names it's far and see how they work out Malthus is our reality what's the one in between then acts like the faucet that acts like the like the switch on the wall so that's called your son your son literally means foundation but it's the ninth sphere that connects up the upper realm of a Shems light with our world that needs that light Sadiq your subtle um Sadiq is the foundation of the world you know why because his beat the hood somehow causes the light to flow down when you ask how could his borhu for our fool when you ask I could his baku for some more money if you asked I could have both appreciative for somebody of you whatever you asking for outside what is normally coming to you you're asking for more divine light to come down through this system to you has to somehow make it through so Yosef had that kind of control he could do miracles couldn't bend oh so he could do miracles because he understood the system jazz a system work actually the truth is you see this with partial how it works the PASOK says when the Jewish people begin to cross the yam soup they walk into the to the sea it says that the water was a home ah it was a wall a wall to their right and a wall to their left her mother's name is Mina very small walls on both sides and the wood home of course is written Hess loves mem Hey shortly after when the Jewish people are already in the yam soup and they're crossing over there towards the end already it repeats again the passing that the water was a wall except this tender with Homa is written huh sir yes ma'am Hey so the Vilna Gaon explains the reason why because the word says it's you can rid of him at the Torre has no vowels so therefore you give me the word hey man which means anger because Brooke was angry at that time why would it why was he angry because Don had mica and mica had an idol he took her meat shrine with him that later on when Teresa Sorrell and as long as they were together as one collective body called the Jewish people so because both had Rex - on Don Anita but as they came through the sea they went in single file and Don was the last one to leave the sea so all the other levers shut him were up on the shore Don was the last one which means they're literally being judged by themselves now of course both who was angry because the Malakand were accusing Don of this Idol and therefore they wanted the sea to drown them that's what the garage explains the working mom but there's a different explain it I wouldn't more a couple of stick but it's also very relevant to everyday life what's missing is the love the love in Kabbalah without going to Kabbalah always lose the sphere of your sudd which is also why to lose to Yosef it's sadiq because he corresponds to these serious trivia sort the hash in the word karma Lutz the operate Spheeris which are like the pipe in the wall with the water right just imagine that you have a you know of the sink you have the faucet then you get the pipe in the wall that's bringing the water the water is in the pipe you just turned the switch on what it flows out so the pipe in the wall is like the operate Cirrus they're like the divine light that we need to survive we need for all the more blessing than you can possibly imagine in your life is sitting there in the system ready to come down to us and we're in the lowest sphere of Malthus waiting for that like they come down does the thing you say I'm a saint fill me I filled me up it was made to hold water where's the water where's the water and the Fox is sitting there you know you know I can't do this by myself someone has to turn me on someone fix the Reuters at this did the the fact that water comes flowing out so it turns out that the Curia in my sebaceous to turn that faucet on to turn that switch on to connect up the operate sphere is where all the light is with our world below is the trait of betta hunt the fun changes everything when the last ship says ain't divert all m''d beef maybe to her nothing stands in the way a bit the hunt is because nothing should stand in the way Pizza hood if you want the light to come down without the connection that's an ace that's a miracle it's like my turning the light on whether it actually close in the circuit they don't the wires don't touch each other yet the life still goes on that's LeMond whatever you want to be saved by the young-sook without that beat the fun that's lemon on whatever feliz not gonna work that's too big a miracle but if you're going to connect up the upper spirit spiritual spiritual realm with the one you're living in with beat the horn you're gonna have to beat the hunter but tattlers boho and trust in him that it becomes natural for a/c to split natural so when B'nai Israel going to the sea the first time and they walk-in up into their nostrils they have beat the Horn of Munna and they're willing to be this way they themselves connect up the upper em with the lower realm and that light just flows down and the sea splits not miraculously but naturally because that's the way that wills mean that's the way that world's supposed to function so why the second time it's missing the love because the second time as a crossing the sea and now they're getting towards the other side the waterside that cave in once again on the midstream they're being followed to the yam soup by they meet Sriman - um is drowning them if you're crossing the sea and that the walls are there erect your stem you know going across and there's no water you're like wow this is absolutely amazing this is tremendous well look at the miracle of the night it's exciting but all of a sudden Steve's the walls of water starting to tumble in from behind you what runs through your mind maybe we're wrong maybe because both half drawls gonna drown us they can't see the meat streams really necessarily not yet but even if they could how do you know this water is not gonna drown us - and for a few moments they dropped in a few levels they lose their beat the fun for a few seconds maybe more than a few seconds removing the valve from the word coma so to speak disconnecting the Apple realm with the lower realm but there's a problem because now the water the horse of water right here and no longer is it natural for them to stay like this so now what has to happen is the water has to cave in and the Milwaukee mama cat Rakim saying they don't deserve a miracle and a coach bro who says you're not supposed to sign McKenna miracle but they need what now otherwise the water is gonna just cave in and drown them all and that's the Hema the second time because the bits of fun it's not just when a person is about ter kind of cutters borrow that push because oh I like it's not you know there is the relationship aspect well I'm glad to see the yeah but that for me it but it's more tactical of that when a person rises to the level beat the fun they're able to be to have a rot so and to get to the point where they literally both efforts bore who they don't think they don't entertain the possibility of failure they don't think about the possibility that maybe coach but won't come true when one comes through they don't hang different mistake and yell you know is there anybody else up there meaning should I turn to my to my my father for help whatever you know they understand it because boku is there the entire time it may take him some time for our good not because he needs time he can save us to the last second these things happen all the time he can do that if I'd thought that's what he could do exactly that but you can still appreciate you get the level being a bulb at the phone you trust in the course boku completely with everything you have you don't just patient my him to do a miracle for you you turn the NACE into Tavor it becomes a natural way because that's the way the world was made that's the morass of my sub-array she's and that's what the Rutzen comes in they were they had to do the thing with the month this is a have a shepherd scottish and watch one become too because boar who is showing them the power of rats on to change reality there wasn't a miracle to make the one into two it was the power of rats on and beat the corn affecting the world in such a way that the Booker came down and multiplied what they had so we can we can be we can be saying the carnies him if we want and it will come off our spirit later on very high price to pay or we can work on ourselves and rise to the level of being breaking the clutch ball he'll beat if there's Burke and everything to such an extent that we are self become the the sort alum so to speak we can put our hand on that valve and control the flow of light from the upper realm to the lower 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