Rabbi Heshy Kleinman: Your Personal Tefilah - Why It Matters

who from I am ashaming she retired of my since Boston like to welcome everyone to tonight's sheer pull the men here in the main shul all the women upstairs and downstairs and everyone that was tuning in through their live broadcast and listening through the telephone booth on my blunt to everyone right reminder the Ministry of Terrace annual dinners coming up with just in a few short weeks and August 15th it's a perfect time of the year to show you a car so close to ear cancer a terror to any particular maggot shoe whose serum you've enjoyed by putting ad in the journal which will be distributed at the dinner call area sheer terror at seven one eight eight five one eight six five one an email tape Center at yeshiva Netcom that this grates close all tabs are gates also sponsoring one of the she room now the solution what's the starter album a very sheer terror worldwide and I'd like to give a big Esther character mister missus dovey Nuremberg for sponsoring tonight's year exclusively and I we have the cover the pelvic taffetas have a chic lineman sweet author of praying with fire we got the mazelTov here as a nickel had a brisk this morning was the son of originated his son of his son of a Denis Elijah climbing it was supposed to speak but got called away for the Bruce we're happy to have them with us to discuss the important topic of your personal few of making it why it matters of climate [Music] just to be able to speak on such an important topic to such a coach of Elam we're gonna begin with the story that came to my attention last year it was a story about something called wanna cry now wanna cry this took place in May of last year was a computer virus this computer virus affected well over 250,000 computers in over 150 countries and it caused damage in the hundreds of millions of dollars how do they stop it so it seems that there was a 22 year old British researcher who unintentionally and for him luckily came across something called a kill switch the kill switch is a switch that the authors of the virus left in the virus code and this individual again unintentionally accidentally was able to activate it the kill switch is used to activate to close a machine in case of an emergency and was able to stop the virus now don't forget this 22 year old had no experience no education he had no money you literally came across it unintentionally and it was able to stop tremendous potential harm from spreading across the world and when I read the story I was amazed not only by what happened but immediately I thought to myself that is it possible that an individual who's so young who's really not educated he's not an expert in this field he's not wealthy even doing something unintentionally can actually have such an impact the answer is yes and when I thought of the ramifications I immediately thought of the idea of tila you see Fila is a tremendous and what I'd like to share with you this evening that Hashem is to talk about the Koyukuk Fela and not only the cockatiel itself but the coif that each and every individual no matter who the person is the current that that individual has I'll begin with the Gemara the Gemara tells us beneath hyomezo kneel or discuss atole alabama's all children kaya like Mazzoni upon OSA our wealth the messiah is the panacea that we need to support our family says the gammaroid exclusive told the alabama's all its sylveon Mazel the Tholian Mazel what happened if somebody has a beard Mazel what do you do then it's not totally inclusive that means somebody won't happen also because his muzzle was bit what can he do so the truth is that this is toy service alludes to the question and the ptosis gives an answer now there's good news entices answer and these bad news the good news is twice verse says that this was God oh you can be Shana Mazel wonderful great that's the good news the bad news is Tyson's doesn't tell you what the school's girdle is so we know that if somebody has bared Mazel he can change that big muzzle with a tremendous verse what is this tremendous cause so the choices yontiff reveals the tremendous course dr. ptosis yontiff this course is Fela and not only that said Ravenna macaé that the whole reason why the Gemara tells us beneath high Mazzoni why pakusa Tolle alabama's all is to teach us this yes I about the tremendous Calcott feel that if unfortunately somebody has beard Mazel oil a no and nothing's going to change it because a regular source of a mitzvah is not going to change it appears he's only a see according to ptosis and according to the choices your table explanation said Roberta McCauley is the fact that the knee-high Mazzoni low viscosity totally Alabama's oh and you can change it with Fela Fela is this tremendous Koya Fila is our kill switch if somebody has beard Mazal he can change it with Fela but feelings much more than just a kill switch that can change a beard Mazel the Gemara tells us in Shaba stop you ramadan allah says the Gemara that Fela is called hey Shah says Rahila referral upon a cell with Charlene that Fela can be a tremendous tremendous force for an individual if he darbins for a fool for someone's Gazoo if he dabbles upon a sundry diamonds for soloing cousin ish older brother he's to say that because a Nicias great stature at the time of Holcomb that thousands came tuned for ages who was based on many things but there were two things that stood out number 1 because in this learn Tyrell is small and second of all the cousin is placed tremendous emphasis when he set out to hone a lot of them died since might now say that the aid this should give him the das the kauffman to be able to answer all the Cylons that he has the camera the camera in either the final my BAE tells us my Yas all don't be a Hawking says the camera your box you refer me shikaku shall I the cousin ish was familiar Heaton was aware of this camera and he knew that if he wants tremendous hokhmah he has to be me Bacchus rack of a mini chakra shall I the same camara two lines later said my Yas Ottoman yes I said what should a person do if he wants to become wealthy and the garag Mosconi is to say Mosconi about case Rahula me me show it you shall i yes the Dobbin to who has our serious who has the osseous da mr. Davis it has more money than anybody that we know including bees OHS okay the a beast that has more money said the pus ik we are carefully absorb know my sense of Archives but person one spine also person wants us serious again that's what the governor says the Chimera goes right there my asada meal the bottom Zakaria said the Gemara the same the Bacchus Rock'em you saw bottom so light a person should Davin takata's borrow that she had children he should have hot sloth and children like to share with you a true miser and very contemporary myself some ice of young couple I happen to have included it in the book praying with fire years ago when the book was written it's a story about a young couple and they were living in a nice well he was learning in quello stiking away and what happened was after a year they had a first child a son and unfortunately the little boy was born prematurely and he lived for only eleven hours he was lifted so they were heartbroken and this younger man went through a prime can have tsuki and he wanted a Baraka he wanted a unique Branka unique to us he wanted something special something unique he was already learning in coil he was already Stiga he was already doing wonderful things mice and toy him and he wanted to Israel time for this unique horse they had been told that perhaps they would not be able to have children and they were very concerned so the years from Khayyam he said what can we undertake and we're willing to do anything what can we undertake to ensure that better session will be able to have children so when they write it for a kind response they're a little bit nervous what program was gonna say ruff I'm looked up at them and said like Miss Bell like Miss Paula dove it so this younger man he thought that maybe didn't explain it clearly enough to have Khayyam again he explained what happened that he wanted this tremendous you needs first and again rub crime looked up at him and says I miss Pam and when he started to explain again the third time replying looked at him and said site mutts Leah that was it it's feeling I happened to know about this story personally and in fact this story is the story of my son the one that made the brisk this morning in Los Angeles more hashem is a child number seven and doing fine Fela Fela the tremendous scores tremendous payoff tomorrow also tells us your day let's feel it yo Sammy mice and Titan and who's my some type of mom referring to we're referring to the mice and Toyama mice are of a new feel is called Devorah moines but rumor shillelagh truth is there isn't anything that Fela can't accomplish Fela reaches this tremendous height the Barnum Hall I'm the Maroma so Lyla and the question that I'd like to address bear such them is if feely is varam ha I'm the Burrow Michelle Lyla and we know from experience whether it's been cloudy yourself through the years when they went out of a try in the UH voice and the noise Walker eyes or whether it involves individuals who use the kayak up feeler so why are people masalas air why are people in the solids of the clarified feeling when you know something works when you know something is so powerful when we see it being a in front of us before noon we see what's going on we see that whatever it is a crisis we utilize the clear cuts Fela to stem the tide and to turn everything in our favor why when something is so powerful can a person be MS Ellison so once a story over you Selma eat his name was robbed symbol crisis president oak riser of Pine County FC used to say about dogs under Colonel Chi was makan in because of Zundel could sit and learn to hold a rough crime was involved with with Claudia Sorrell answering all the Silas and Arabs on the left the chakras every morning what have Barker and crowd around him and they would throw questions his way questions from what they were learning in the Gemara questions and halacha questions and mostly Nescafe in our gata2 questions from all over and robs Underwood Abel would be able to answer everyone's question one boy had a year following question the Arabs and all he said that he doesn't have a patient to learn what should he do he doesn't have a to learn what does Rob symbol say what's his eights it so Rob's ildo thought a moment and revs Andale told him that be Makka Sakura Mona Baca didn't understand yes the question again and again Rob symbol told me my cousin Yamuna you have to all the other bottom left this Barker went up two rubs undal and he instant to explain sir Rob single told him like this he said if you really had a moon in that tire is key hey Makai a new BIR humane knew it wouldn't be scientist you would an avocation if somebody really is - you internalize and you truly believe with every part of your body that tire is came hey I know so I could do not have a hey for that this is your life for you may know it's discursive how could you not have aphasia Toller I believe the same you saw it applies it feel as well if we really believe that a person who Dobbins with the way that a person who Dobbins with qivana if a person has trust in the abus that that that feelers will be her and it will be accepted and I think people would not be masala salt Fela Tila wouldn't be boring Tila wouldn't be difficult to do Fela would be something that everybody would want to rush to do the Mara tells us that an order fit Fela to work the gomera says the following this is in Rosh Hashana you'd have some an olive sin I am Cholula meat of a Hooley in shove it - people are sick they have the exact same illness the paints name Cholula Gotham Lee Darmody named Shaba two people have been sentenced by the King to death and they both have done committed the same crime say your route vers la arad one gets off but one doesn't sin it's over zealots who want to say one of the other one isn't factory gum arabic named Isaiah your advisor Laura but named Martha Mitchell was Ellen Itzel says de Guevara the one that was inside was his Powell Fela chalet my spouse feels la mañana one the Dobbin that said eight Fela shall Aimie complete Fela he was that he was answered the other one liya spa helped Fela Salema he was lying then it says Rashi you know what the foolish Salema is one word in this common push it the shot is that the person who was answered had qivana frack rubella lucky on how could it be they both have this illness and they're both destined to die they're going to die from the illness you mean to tell me that the other one Wyatt he didn't die but it's Felix lame but what was it thinking about who he's going to take vacation next week the person is on his deathbed how would this shiet that the sobbing means that he didn't have come on so therefore says over a lot beyond the chart of Swedish a layman is having does not mean he didn't have come on the one who was not this having shot is he didn't have the confidence that it's Fela have the Koya he Dobbin the way sometimes the way we doubted you know we diamond kind of like when there's nothing else to do I may as well when you lose all hope it's like the last resort and that is not the way we're supposed to utilize the clay hut Fela the my showing q Lucian the Testament days tells us that Fela is not this miracle out of the bounds of the normal cause and effect of the world says of my saw Fela works the same way the abies that created the Bri of this cause in effect when we dub in and we Dom in the right way than we are answered and the Guara tells us the story Rebecca by October came to the town of abaya in a biased town no one did entered the soul because of a frightening there was a magic in the shul that roamed around inside they were all afraid so they see the opportunity to get rid of the magic so what do they do I buy you make sure that nobody would invite robanukah by yak of a place for him to stay in anyone's home and therefore Roboto Roboto by Yakov had no choice he had to go into the base of Madras when he confronted the magic what he did was every single time he bowed in Fela one of the heads of the mazak fell off and they killed the Mazak track tamasha what was a player thinking a buyer with a wire Ibaka by Yakko to put himself in a multi shot corner to go in a place where no one dared to go and to base a madness with the magic was roaming where everybody was afraid as to what would happen if they came in contact with the magic abaya what did he do he told everyone now don't let my back or my lack of stay by you let's have him make him go into the shul into the base of measures what about ain't some vanilla Ness so M Fatima saw this you say than what a person Dobbins it's not called and asked if he's Dobbin and he's answered it's not cool that it's Madonna finesse it's called the rag allow Peter whatever which means that is the established that we're required to make several subsets of a Pincus that's why when there's a crisis in Eretz Israel when there's an ultimate God Oh who's sick what do we do even if we're learning we close the Gemara we say capitalist till my item Atari connected Kalam says of simcha cover Pittacus knowable myself person has to do with this status and what a person Dobyns that is considered to be his estamos not only that typically if a person is Ayaka with this course we segment alkaloid mr. P I so it reduces some of the other solution that he might ordinarily have had said to my saw bite fili you don't say that because Fela is not this unique out of the realm of the cause and effect of the Bria Fela is the way the a barista made the Bria we table and we get answered we dump improperly the a barista wants to answer us and this year site is built into the Pasha in voracious with the pus it tells us about all the Mauritian the autumn I elaborate acid Amma the world was just about ready everything was created the a versa was waiting for life you know what he was waiting for he was waiting for the crazy Fela he was waiting for all the Mauritian to Dobyns says rossi and once out of my recent da but now it's part of this is the way the Bria works it's not something unique it's not an S it's not something we reach for like when there's an emergency what else are you gonna do I've done everything according to my established no Fela is built into the way the world works if we dump it properly we davon with Lane we die but it's felis lamer with the confidence that the coif Fela that we have in our hands is real and it's vital and it's tremendously powerful what a person Dobbins with that belief then the credit card Fela can do anything it's applies to everyone it applies to me it applies to you story with relational Levites he was dominating at the cave of raqqa we may know on a yard site and he heard a woman dabbing on the other side of the mijita and this woman was saying mama Rossville you know what it means not to have children you know the hardship of living many years without children care to help me those were the only words that she said her hind she loved it sent the Talmud to the woman's home with the following message you're to feel us have been accepted in Somalia Mantha saw shad next year you will have a boy and I wish to be the Sonic at the bris and kaho you this was the story told over by Diane Dona and a not good at convention many many years ago and what he explained that he said that this woman was not at Sudeikis she was not anything unusual she was a simple individual who believed in the quiet that feel that she had her no hands and therefore that's what she was in Fela is vulnerable or in the room of shillelagh but why are we missiles L could be could be we just don't have the level of ammonia and so what caused all tells us about the current feelin but I believe there's another hurdle and I believe that we have to overcome this other hurdle and bad as I said if we'll be able to overcome the next turtle I believe that will open up the floodgates of Fila for each and every individual several years ago I came across a book it was called a hundred greatest heroes inspiring profiles of a hundred men and women who changed the world and it wasn't limited to just Americans it ran the gamut of people across the globe and it also ran across the generations let me give you some of the names on the list perhaps you're familiar with them number 74 was Babe Ruth maybe you don't know about number 64 was Golda Meir number 7 we don't have time to go through the majority of the list number 7 was Christopher Columbus discovered America number 4 was Winston Churchill number 2 was Abraham Lincoln and number 1 with George Washington that's the list when I took a look at the list I was a little bit surprised I was expecting to see somebody else I don't know you're probably thinking of your favorite hero could be everybody has their own hero but the hero that I was thinking that to me it was a no brainer he definitely should have been on the list with niosh know yeah what didn't know you have to do man's legacy was humanity because I'm not we are here there was a marble knife builds the TAVR and the saves humanity why was an ark included in the list the list of the hundred heroes that changed the world so I believe the answer lies in the after Aaron pushes Noah if you take a look in the after poshest Noah the a Vista promises never to have another model and what if the puss it called the marble the marble is called mania may know you better clear know yeah he saved humanity no what if she do it's everybody else they were the ones to his Fitz called boss there was everybody else in the generation I can't Mac was the one he wanted them to do to ver and he waited and he's banging your nails for 120 years to no avail nobody did Schumer and that was it the marble came so why does the call it may Noah says desire it's true no yeah he did a wonderful thing he built the table yes but you know why we call the marble maniac because NIOSH should have done in to save the generation no yeah you had an opportunity to do something you could have saved the door why didn't you dive in for them what do you mean why didn't you have it be a visa tells nayaki is that's called balsa that's it the door has got to go it's not gonna work out said the a visa to no yeah so why is my default did this is the terrible generation says the SIA Apple P cane is true this is Error but do you know what the cleric Fela is no yeah you know what you could have died you know what you could have accomplished no you could have saved the generation know I could have governed and he didn't know yeah you know I know acted in the oven because no I didn't have the confidence that his feeler which I can make that difference who was like no yeah a man with two letters in his name that's it ash silica masala no yeah okay like nyla Spa whatever the Saudis and Rashi but niya felt might feel a little owe me no yeah I'm gonna change the 0 on the whole generation Chris Paul basta my words at Fela has that clear you see no yeah no yeah no I didn't believe that his kayak at Fela his car at Fela said nayeth no I don't have that ability and the truth is this is the furthest thing from the truth says emotion ingress my see your a day a hail of Dalits imminent olive listen to the words of our Moshe sakalava Sara Musa Chile's column Rory ash at the scab of at the Shama let's feel of every individual die Moshe past and every individual is Roy to be heard to be accepted and a fearless unsafe suitum apollyon a race even someone who's an odd shaped suit that means in this case are they he's not a big-time of the whole firm he doesn't have great my sim turban he doesn't have others who sin but you know what he has he has what it takes because he has a higher hat Fela said a moister shall attain called feel'n f7 Royalists Campbell I mentioned the ZOA that Nayak should have darlin for the generation listen to the following story as to the quiet that we have in contemporary times it was sad that the house initially this he was able to tell the future it was an open book to him so a small grind him æneas 4,000 is why didn't you predict the Holocaust and stop the Holocaust cousin he said it was hidden from me it was hidden from me had it not been hidden I would have bobbin and I would have galvanized cloudy sheltered Amin and I read this story around my friends one of his books and I called him up and I said how could I say this to say that Fela MA mr. Howle of course it could have stopped it tuck it true yes it's true and I double checked it today and it's true Rob my friend writes it and it's not only that said the cousin ish we could have stopped the Holocaust in 1932 the kupets high was near the end of his life he was heartbroken about the terrible plight of the Jews in Russia one Shabbos with his family around him and his tell me then the toughest kind began to speak he said there's only one huh Mashiach must come soon hope is high him said it's up to us it's up to us to hasten its arrival time said why are we being silent why don't we dive into the a verse there it's our duty to arouse the people to dive in for the Guler and then in a soft voice the carpets Khayyam talked about the story of the base la vie the base la vie was invited by the Jews are brisk to become there of what he refused they pleaded Rabi 25,000 Jews are waiting for you how can you disappoint them and the base Halevi had no other alternative but to accept get a tremendous love for Chloe Israel the harvest I am said imagine of millions of Eden with Dobbin to be ever said to bring the gula David still loves us there's no way the editor would refuse no yeah okay he was called boss so he should have done it the cousin is dr. Holocaust if he would have seen he would have galvanized he would have galvanized clothes altered oven the puppets came in 1932 to bring the goal we have a tremendous clarity fever and like a moisture says it doesn't matter for unshaped truth I'm a ballet of a race but we have this tremendous cry out because we are selim alike in we have this in the summer and every morning you say it I say it we all say it and what kind the summers in the south to beat the Huayra he it's the Huayra what happens on the outside cannot change the fact that the nurse uh mr. IRA and the fact that we have on the summit IRA we all have the ability and the quiet Fela no matter who we are no matter what we've been through no matter what we've done they say about a motivational speaker he comes in and he takes a $100 bill this is a real $100 bill he holds it up and he asks people by a show of hands who would like to have the hundred dollar bill nobody wants it but no oh there it is one okay there you go and that he takes the $100 bill and he crumples it up and he holds it up and he says who would like to have this crumpled up $100 bill you don't want it anymore no and the same hands go up and he takes the crumbled $100 bill he throws it on the floor he stomps on it it's frayed it's dirty it's ripped on the edges he holds it up and he says who would like to have the hundred dollar bill and all the hands come up again and the question is why who wants a dirty old solid ripped nearly shredded $100 bill you know what the answer is everybody does you know why because it's not it's not it's not the way the hundred dollar bill looks on the outside that everybody wants it's the value it's the essence of a $100 bill we all having a summit to Herlihy we are all like the $100 bill and more than that and it doesn't matter what we've been doing it doesn't matter who we are we all have that tremendous clarity Fela that selam aleykum that was Shama that we plead and we doubted to the average stay with the ammonia that Fela Salema that we mentioned that is our clear-cut Fela and it's not just this thing that Fela that we Darvin in the morning chakras and million Myron the clear-cut Fela we have is in the core of our own personal toilet the other big the Miller used to tell people that when you're in business and a customer comes in say a quick feeler that the customer should pay you the price that you want and that he should be satisfied Vic Morrow tells us when a person goes under a medical procedure he has some medical assistance and not just for an emergency a sprained ankle a sore throat a headache a cut finger say it Fela the mr. Brewer tells us that there's an osa here on Sam open outhouse ever like I say a sec sadly Laura for keerai página motto it's for regular procedure sayeth Fela the Scottish advisors each individual should say eight Fela for every single need be a booth are clustered and safe a calcium tells us that in the shrine astray share your own personal Fela and not only that the mission recites the Chaya Adam knock on door I'll call Adam it is proper and worthy for each individual is Paulo before Yom B II would specifically out Soraka upon a society and you know something you don't have to say it in Russian little mousy either believer whatever he knows it's our club in oye dalla diversified blush and I play this yum red apple Lawson Ashkenaz Roxy and me curiously boy from the depth of his heart tremendous craft that we have this tremendous clayey izakaya can our standard fever it's a crack in our personal dealer and as I mentioned before from OSHA you don't have to be a polymer Draya you don't have to be its other girl sudeikis you can be the simple as jus as long as your heart is ticking and you haven't a summer which we all do you can reach out to the a be still with this quiet hot feelin like to share with you a story that I heard many many times the story takes place in 1944 it's a story that my mother allow solemn used to tell me and before she was miffed years of years ago she would tell to me more than once maybe she was trying to convey a message that this is a story I should never forget my mother was from Hungary and in 1944 the Nazis dear Massimo came to round up the Jews my mother tells me that there was a old dilapidated hotel and in this old hotel which can hold 200 250 people tops they threw 750 Jews in there and they were there for a week and she were there with her sister with my aunt and there they were safe there was a curfew at five o'clock and they went into the town and when she went one day into the town she met her her old neighbor the Gentile neighbor and the neighbor said to her why don't you come stay by me alone I'll hide you in the Attic and you'll be saved you'll be sound it'll be fine my mother don't know what to do she had a dilemma so she told the lady you know we are where we are we've been safe we feel with friends and we feel it'll be okay so the lady said look whatever you'll do it's your decision I'm gonna be head around five o'clock I'm gonna go home if you hear with me fine if not not my mother tells me that she went back about 4:30 and all of a sudden around 20 to 5 shed a pocket she thought at the shake started to tremble but what should i do should I stay should I go she didn't know push it what to do she tells me that the clock is ticking the gates are gonna be closed by five o'clock and that'll be the point of no return said she told me she said that I just had this feeling I grabbed the hand of my sister at 10 to 5 and I said we're running we're leaving my sister protests that she said but we were going they went on the road five o'clock hang the gate shut couldn't go back they went into the town five o'clock 5:10 5:15 no neighbor now what do we do oh five twenty five the neighbor shows up and she takes my mother and her sister to her home and hide her in the Attic the night is fine the next morning the lady goes shopping she comes back at around 12 o'clock and she starts screaming for my mother to come down come down she's screaming my mother thought maybe this is the end we've been found she comes down and my mother says what well what's what's the commotion so she throws the newspaper on the kitchen table and on the kitchen table is a picture of the hotel that she was staying burnt to the ground and the burnt corpses in front of the hotel all killed that was the story so yes my mother I said ma how did you know what to do you would say how did you know so I'll never forget what she told me and again she told me the story many many times she said I did what I always do whenever I have a dilemma I look up heavenward with my hands open and I say Z sabasha fuh sweet creator help me guide me give me the understanding and the wisdom to be able to make the right choice because you're gonna guide me in what everything that I do my mother was not an educated individual could be she's I don't know fourth-grade citrate or know what kind of schooling you they had in those days but she knew well maybe was an instinct that she had that the quiet Fela is available to any individual and it's not just the standard speed as I mentioned before it's the personal feeler anybody if ever a person has a need all we have to do is believe in the fact that the Avis is listening and we have this tremendous kayak to be able to connect and if we dabble with the confidence that the AVA stir wants to help us and that we have the kayak Avila then that kayak is tremendously powerful I mentioned before the story with the cousin is about Howie if he would have galvanized klaus altered oven to prevent the Holocaust I mentioned the puppets Khayyam they both had the confidence that each individual has this tremendous Koyuk at Fela I'd like to also mention rough Southern California now choatic a coin is in Sitka sadiq iced coffee known Dollard listen to what rhetoric says sell rhapsodic ashamed sits on Oklahoman Bahamas burro just like a person has to have a muna in the Avis de Cara Aachen aquahama be yachts my a person has to have a moon in himself rots away me that means to say she a sloth Sammy's Berk ASIC email that the Ava ster deals with us the a Bristol watches us the a barista wants us to succeed he said some Oklahoman kidnap see me macaque I'm his boss mie that we have its element like him that we are connected to the a mister and if a person has that morning but he doesn't have a mood in the south suburbs avec that he's missing something in the level of ammonia because a mood adjust doesn't mean that there is a God in the world that is a neighbor stir and muna means that the ABC is involved in each and every one of us every single step of every single day and that's why if a person has a need what it is it can be a big need it can be a small need it can be something that's life-threatening or it can simply be to find a parking spot in Brooklyn which is very difficult to find no matter what it is a person should dive in and if we're not diving at that time obviously you're in your car you're not going to be saying chakras men who mire of soul eyes you can still say a personal feeling we have that tremendous Clarence Fela which is available to everyone last week somebody send me a letter I'd like to read to you a letter a my sister hiya which is about the clayey hot fella that an individual has here's the letter he writes about nine years ago my father law was admitted to a hospital over here in Brooklyn after a few days and now the patient was wheeled into the room he became my father laws new roommate we got to know him very well over the next few weeks and he was very very ill he didn't know anything about the other state he always told me that he wished he would have been taught more on Shabbos he said that he's not turning on the TV in the hospital room out of respect for us and where they brought food to my father law they bought food for him as well he had no immediate family he became part of my family after a few weeks his condition worsen and ultimately he passed away the letter continues I remember that his distant cousin whose name was Rona was totally secular wanted to cremate the body and my wife and I decided we couldn't allow this to happen because he was Jewish I said to my wife what am I supposed to say what am I supposed to do and sue she said again but we cannot let this happen so he writes having no prior experience in the matter I thought of reaching out to massage him I called him and they told me that he should not worry about the cost of the burial but we had to take care of getting the body released she said when I asked him how to go about doing that they had no idea after a few more phone calls from my wife and my wife pushing me to do something I did the following now listen to this I sat at my desk before I made the phone call and I said the first 10 capitals of Hill up to hilum then I said the following Fela after her nail autumn das please Hashem I am now going to call Rona please Hashem tell me what to tell her to convince her that she should not cremate the body and to allow the NIP that they have a Jewish burial I picked up the phone and I dialed the number not having any clue what I was going to say to her after some small talk telling her my condolences I started telling her the importance of having a proper Jewish burial unfortunately it fell on deaf ears she even asked me she asked do you believe in God I replied of course so she said to me well that that Sarah will cremate the body and will put his ashes in the living room and God will find him what was I supposed to answer at that very precise moment I felt that there was a sudden bolt of understanding how Sam sent me the following thought I set to Rona let me tell you something this hospital has three floors there are about 40 rooms on each floor total of 120 rooms if your cousin would have been wheeled into any of the other 119 room was we would have never known him and this conversation would have never taken place but he was not willed into the other rooms he was wheeled into this room and you know why he said I told Rona that he was wheeled and precisely into this room so that he should have the proper burial there was silence on the other side of the phone line I went on how a cousin with yearning for you this guy that unfortunately he was never taught in his lifetime and he writes she started telling me that the course of cremation is far less than burial I assured her that massage school would pick up the cost and the beautiful took place the very next day July 4th your Thomas I called up my friends telling him that they should come to the Lavanya even though it was a legal holiday we had about 25 to 30 people covered I'm ace and he finishes the letter my biggest novice was on Rona came to me after the funeral crying like a baby and thanking me for having convinced and not that cremate the body and he concludes by Hashem Isaiah through my personal feeling to bring a Jewish soul to have a proper burial for the last several years my wife and I have been going every year on around on or around his yard site to the cable and he writes he was I to have a proper burial I don't know what he did and was lifetime for that a book I said with the assistance of my wife and without shams help giving me the right things to say at the time that I needed to know what to say we did what we had to do and both Hashem we accomplished a problem this is an individual someone that I know regularly eat but he believed that in a moment of need and he had no idea what to say after finding Lord them das and the ABC answered is Fela me and once came from England visited the cousin is has he prepared to leave he is what the message is that he can relay home to his fellow Jews and the cousin ish told him is said Noah Noah Noah query visit Noah Nayak was a righteous man perfect South Korea by Roy so cos Allah is teaching us that we have to judge our actions according to the generation that we're in we live in a very dark generation we live in a very loud generation and whatever a person does could you imagine in this generation what a tremendous effect he can have we sometimes think that in our generation we can't accomplish much listen to what the mr. melih yahwah tells us the opposite he says that in a generation the the generation the dark of the generation rock mokuba Daka a dozen addresses me men who all we need is the smallest amount of small makuta because game if kabura shall Amos open a Tyra imagine on a summer night people come to hear a sheer people come to hear is here whether it's in person whether it's over the phone however else they coming to hear is here there's no doubt that we are for cost a mere commercial anguish over date Tyra says Rob Destler you can't imagine what you can accomplish much more that they were able to accomplish in a priyad prior generation it's like turning on a light in a well-lit room if you light a match you won't see anything it won't accomplish much but if I would venture to say if we shut the lights and this base of measures and somebody would have match even the smallest match can illuminate the room they can have such a much greater effect because the darker generation says a mr. melih yo absolutely Bo Shahrukh neots Allah in our generation we can be desired for such a tremendous amount hail Adama Doris mama's muster a messiah cloud may rise you can't imagine says Abdeslam the law of the generation it's a mistake that the hrut tried to convince us it's been a garnish I can't do anything Who am I I have no right behavior say is not interested in me the answer is no now and no again we have this tremendous clear-cut feelin and we have to believe in it we have to utilize it the Mishnah tells us peacefully never Holly look it's in every single generation that that applies a land with the story a story which happens to appear in day three and praying with fire a story about a person who lives in unbearable prob poverty his whole life he never has enough food he never has enough money pay his bills he kept help others in need everybody who comes in to his home used to tell him that there's a treasure underneath the floorboards but he never believed it he said that what even you believe that so never at the end of his life he doesn't have much longer to live his friends come to say their last goodbyes his first friend comes in they're reminiscing they're crying they're hugging they're talking about the good old days and before he leaves he says to his friend he says Misha you lived in poverty you had a treasure underneath your floorboards why didn't you ever dig up the treasure and use it and what does moisture say ah never yeah I heard that one yeah they told me about that I never believe that come on the next day the next friend comes in again they're crying they're telling stories about the good old days the great times that they had together and before he leaves he gets the same question what about the treasure you know the whole city is talking about you have this tremendous treasure and nobody can understand why you living such abject poverty he said I come on I never believed that one okay third day his best friend comes his best friend again they're talking he stays longer than the other two friends and at the end he says I hope you Michael me but I've gotta ask you but more than ask you I want to check for myself the city is abuzz with the rumor that you have a treasure you never use the treasure so he takes out his little shovel that he brought with him opens up the floorboards and there it is it's a treasure could you imagine the Hirata that this person who's been living in abject poverty has he heard this for years and years and years and he never believed stories you believe story that I don't believe the stories says 'never Schaffer who magadh Lee are the Massey fight I may be a scam they're going to recount to the what his deeds were and the pom explains what the never sahayam means that they gotta tell him that you could have been sired to tremendous things to the Claire that Fela if you would have only dive in and they'll show him that in this year you could have been sired up to our serious you could have been sired that they're not us you could have been sighted at the shoreline you could have been died out there were four but she needed two thousand for those things he needed to utilize the claim have to feel as we mentioned and maybe was the beard Mazel oh maybe it just wasn't enough sauce in but the Swiss Guard all that the trisys mentioned that the traces young to Robin but niya tells us beneath I'm is ideal Ibis was a Tully Alabama's old but with the Swiss Guard oh you could be Machado that it's more than the kill switch it's good day let me my some toy him but you gotta believe in it he got to utilize it can you imagine the car out there that a person will have if I would have only believed what they told me if I would have only believe what the governor tells us that feeling can be Machado Mazal if I would have only believed what the governor tells us that feliz de leur used to me my some type of moisture of a new if I would have all he believed which are my ship Askins that hunt shape shoot the mobile a embarrass has that tremendous cuts feeler if I haven't boldly believe that the cousin he says that rub a friend wrote that the cousin ish would have been able to see the Holocaust he would have galvanized himself he would have dominant galvanized cry salted Naaman to stop it if we would have only believe what the puppet Shyam said in 1932 and he was willing to travel to reply miser to galvanize Claudius rail for the client that Fela if we would have only believed that the tremendous quiet we have not only with the sacra Smith who my rib but with the personal feelers that a person can say and which the mission will recite the high autumn that in this might a striking she made the feel of the kind of saw in the middle Broca's according to whatever the breath is talking about you can insert your own feeler Frank McKeever sleep doesn't have to be emotion karyesh if we would believe what the governor says in Russia Sharda about the two people that was sick and one person was Nana because he nominates Felix Lena if we would have believed what the mouth sure says in conditions of Testament days and what the public says all denying lavitus Adama that feeling is not this unusual class that we don't have access to its mamas the way the Bria works if we would have only believe what the mr. Miller yellow tells us that the dark of the generation is the greater is archaic and ruthless and if we would have believed what other Cochran tells us that we have to believe in ourselves doesn't matter who we are it doesn't matter where we come from we each and every one of us says Allah kindness Amish in the south to be Tahiry we have this tremendous crack know the be Allah who says that in the word the shrine Astra itself he said that soy Dyson is go boys VI llamas we are repeating when we da banished - Rey mighty powerful deep hidden secrets tremendous Koya if you take a look at the never Shahi and he talks about that what we're obligated to have is the simple kibana but the words are so powerful well how bill it's like you know you press open you put a password in all of a sudden you can do everything to the other end of the world how could it be you're sitting you're sitting in a room and you can actually send things to people on the other end of the globe it's remarkable we have to believe that we have this tremendous cry out to be and if we believe in all the things that I mentioned and if we believe in the clay that each and every individual has and we'll be able to accomplish anything for ourselves as individuals for our families for communities for its Israel for Claudius realm and to be able to bring the gula the Kirby of men who are made Shamy agency retire my sis Busta not to give a big f ck off start by climbing for aspiring Russia like to give a big extra cash to mr. mrs. daubeny room Berg for exclusively sponsoring tonight's year a vice I'd like to remind you once again annual dinners coming up great time to show you across the 30 ensure a taro their bottom assume you've enjoyed but add in the general response to one of the remaining sugar serum over the summer Paul yoga she retire seven one eight eight five one eight six five one or email tape center at Yeshiva net.com for this great source circle everyone for coming CDs of tonight she will be available shortly with an onion a cachet my Osaka disposal as our case is so thick here but I'm tired mr. 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