This is a DEEP level of FAITH.

not only is being frustrated or angry at Hashem not a breakdown or failure in some ways it is a very high and lofty expression and manifestation because you're not disappointed or frustrated or angry and people or things you don't believe my father a father doesn't sit by and let somebody get hurt father doesn't pass be a spectator to the pain of a child when they could intervene and intercede and why are you letting this happen and why are you allowing me to go through this pain I'm frustrated I'm upset I'm disappointed I'm hurt where are you now that where are you and those feelings are not a breakdown of that Moon up they are in many ways an incredible sophisticated profound expression of that episode foreign