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good morning everyone Boker Tov and
thank you for joining us for our weekly
study of the partial partial
perspectives for today this week we have
the privilege of learning parshas flock
together posh la like every partially I
find myself introducing with these words
as action-packed we have of course the
most famous story of the maragua man
episode that has left an indelible
consequence until today the Jewish
people continue to suffer as a result of
that of that terrible terrible
miscalculation and mistake we have the
story of what followed and the Moshe
Rabbeinu needing to earn forgiveness on
behalf of the people we have the story
of the mikoshi it's in the Mitzvah
challah the story of the mitzvah of
tsatsis there's so much in here and
we'll see as far as we can get together
partial syriza sponsored this year but
dear friends Becky and avi katz and
family in memory of Becky's father David
Grossman Leland ich muss David man
Menachem Mohnish we're so grateful to
the Katz's for this and so much more and
we hope our learning will be in memory
of a very special man our partial begins
in the arts coast on Hamish page 798 by
the Irish I'm emotionally more God spoke
to moshe sang la ilaha anna Shem be
Asura sayers c'mon Shani no single
nation Felicia Carla Mateos of to
schlocko KO na c ba hem Hashem said sin
forth mensch la la' ha Anna Shem note it
doesn't say slavish in the word lekar is
entirely extraneous the word Aloha is
extra pasta code is easily just said
schwa I'm a sham send man why does it
say look ha for you so rashly quickly
jumps in and says La Jolla dot-com honey
a NEMA table in tears a flaw God says
it's not for me I know the land and I
know I can follow through and make good
on my promise I know you'll conquer it
don't do it for me la ha it's for you if
somehow going there investigating the
land understanding and scouting it out
will give you a greater sense of
confidence when you ascend to conquer
then big isn't but no it's not for me
it's for you the vision boy you throw
vomer initial foundation LaVon I know
the people that said we want to
send we want to send with motion in
huacachina so moshe consulted with
hashem Omani imarti lam she eat
aubergine umbrellas come on emits rhyme
Freya come should listen to him welcome
the toast but Deborah McGann Morocco and
so on
so extra word Lahab teaches it's for you
Hashem says I don't need it not from me
and this begins the saga identifying the
12 leaders the tribe 12 the sium we've
spoken previously we're not going to
review this year what is perhaps the
most compelling question that jumps off
the page of the flemish every year that
we interact pressure schlock which is
how could it be a national - such a
great man who are identified as
righteous at least at the beginning how
could it be that these great men imagine
you send them what says Gedaliah torah
you send the twelve biggest gadot let's
say the 20th century the ROVs all about
red barefoot nur you send a review
Turman you send her moshe feinstein of
Yaakov kamenetsky you rounded out the
greatest control of these 12 men they go
on a mission and they fail so miserably
and the failure is such a failure of a
sealing heresy it's a failure of
distrust in Hashem how could they come
back and give this negative report what
exactly went wrong on their mission
we've discussed several times previously
and it's not our subject for it today
but I want to call your attention to the
opening Rashi the opening Rashi wanders
as he often does what is the
juxtaposition what is the meaning of the
placement of this parsha right next to
right adjacent the previous one
Shalaka found our shrimp says rashly
lemon this will cap our Moroccan
departures Miriam why does the story of
the magnum appear right next to as a
continuation to the story of the episode
of Miriam Miriam gasps of the better
brother she was quarantined a word we
previously only ever used on parishes
Mahalo ska to describe Miriam status
never did we know or our children were
familiar with that word until now until
recently so Miriam was quarantine and as
a result of gossiping about her brother
the people waited patiently for her
return and then they resumed their
journey together says Rashi what is the
connection between the end of last
week's parsha the episode the story of
Miriam which we are commanded and
charged to remember one of the six
remembrances
every single day and the story of our
passions of Magnum says Raschi Leticia
luck Sal is KD ba she dobrze Bahia
Bhushan Malala row below lucuma sir
because these Moroccans should have
watched they should have seen closely
and carefully they should have extracted
the lesson that would there was to learn
what happened Miriam gasps she spoke
negatively about her brother
and as a result suffered a consequence
they should have understood there's no
room for gossip and slander there's no
room for negative speech and
communication they didn't learn regime
Alalu these wicked people instead did
what they went and gossiped about our
greatest and holiest land and as a
result the whole episode of the story
ensues lola Kumu sir they didn't take
the muster from what they had seen and
what they had experienced you see the
word muster and you know I'm gonna quote
revolver but volpina Sherman how much
has a fantastic it's such an important
insight so much so it's amazing these
men are called a national cache of in
these are them to see in these really
good know them of their time and yet
Rashi has no hesitation here to call
them ruh Shyam Alalu these wicked evil
people
these are Shyam Alalu what turns in an
ashen hush of in what terms a person of
stature and the steam a personal
greatness into these wicked lowlife
people what made them a Russia so Rashi
himself gives the answer what made them
are Shyam Alalu because Rahul the low
luck whom was er they saw something they
were exposed to something they learned
about something that acts as they read
about something the low lucuma sir you
know what it means to be a Russia you
know what is the path that leads one to
become a Russia when there was a lesson
to have learned but you rejected it when
there was something to glean something
to enrich something to inspire but your
cynicism your sarcasm or your silence
your indifference your apathy your
complacency caused you not to see it not
to learn it not to extract it you see
you could look at current events at
what's happening around us in two
different ways you could think it's so
terrible to see the pain the suffering
it's so terrible to learn
about what's going on in the world the
natural disaster or a war or a pandemic
or even a positive thing and simply to
feel a sense of sympathy or you can look
at these events on a more personal basis
and you can say what am I meant to learn
why do I know about this and how is it
meant to impact me how is it meant to
affect me what am I meant to extract
from it what am I meant to learn from it
she says Rashi you know what makes her
shiny my lalu because rahu they read the
headlines and they got the update and
they saw the news the lowlich homeless
sir in every news story in every
headline in every blog post in
everything we see we learn were exposed
to there's something to learn below love
Huma so I've told you before undoubtedly
I'll tell you again the beautiful inside
of the Baal Shem Tov Baal Shem Tov says
from the mission of Pirkei avos it says
dumb alum alamin ha person has to always
know what is above him or her I in a row
and as an eye watching I wasn't sure
masters in ear listening the whole
moussaka nicht often but safer and
everything that we do everywhere we
react is recorded in a safer the simple
understanding of the mission that is
we're living at a time we can identify
with more than ever where there's a
satellite it's watching every movement
every action that's recording every GPS
it's following everything that we look
at on the web I enroll in cha mas we
have literally eyes in the sky that are
watching and recording everything we're
doing there are listening devices you
have a conversation with someone the
next thing you know you turn on your web
browser and it's advertising the very
thing that you were talking about
there's an eye watching there's an ear
listening Big Brother it's all around us
so the simple understanding of the
mission is even before technology was
doing that the rabona shalom allah
almighty was doing that so therefore
call myself i must say for enough of
them be careful and be mindful and know
that everything you do someone is
watching but the bow shem tov understood
it differently dumb alum alum um huh
know that there's a Hashem know that
there's one above and because there's a
Hashem above I in a row at whatever you
see you were meant to see and those
instruments whatever you hear you were
meant to hear and how you react to what
you saw and what you heard how that
inspires or impacts or transforms you
whether you absorb it learn from it and
become different from it or you simply
reject it it bounces off of you and you
remain
change them the same negative and be
safer and that will be recorded for
posterity that will reflect on you
always so he doesn't quote this Ravel
but it's a beautiful Basham time and
they've all been saying the same thing
here
rashon mallalieu you know what made
these maragua more Shyam they went from
a machine washing him they went from the
moths as Gedaliah Torah into wicked man
rashon my lolly why row they read the
headline I rose and Hamas they saw was
going on they were supposed to think
they were supposed to reflect they were
supposed to introspect they were
supposed to ask themselves how am I
meant to learn how am I meant to change
the low luck Roma sir but they didn't
approach with a muster attitude they
didn't ask those questions they didn't
investigate in that way and because of
that but as a person is exposed to
what's going on around them in the world
but they don't pause to say how does
this impact me how I meant to grow
that's not the conversation so the
conversation of the Shabbos table should
not be the politics of the controversy
or the divisiveness it should be Wow
what do you think we're meant to learn
what is the lesson for us why do we know
about this that should be the
conversation one that is
transformational one that is inspiring
one that row we see and we learn and
Villa Camus sir and we take the lesson
that's meant to be extracted from it but
I saw the magic also notes and comments
on this opening Rashi we're gonna try to
get past the opening classic today that
is our goal state our goal from the
beginning and I by Sullivan chick says
on this opening passage as well what
does it mean the opening Rashi what were
they supposed to have learned what were
they supposed to have learned
says release elevate Rick Miriam had
overlooked the schoola element in motion
and they overlooked the Schouler element
in the land
miriam ignored the chosen another is
luminous character and charisma the
spies likewise could not grasp the
secret of a school of land and his
unique metaphysical relationship to the
people there was a common denominator in
the two episodes and her protest against
Moshe and in their report submitted to
Moshe the element of schoola was absent
from both here in my cellar man she
complies the term school and he doesn't
mean like a red Bendel or going to the
Kotel 40 days in a row or some school if
you say this is heebie-jeebie or you
give this donation to the right person
it's gonna be a school and everything is
gonna be okay by salivate check I can
sure you I never met him in person but
did not subscribe to the mystical and
and it's the word I'm looking for notion
of of schoolers that we have what is
every cell of a chick mean that what's
common between these two episodes is the
lack of school uh the tour itself uses
the term schooler and what it does it's
not talking about superstition that was
the word tour is not talking about
school in the form of superstition when
the Torah itself uses the word school uh
it uses it in the context being in AMSA
gula what does it mean to be an MC gula
says for my cell electric translating
that word school a school amines
singular distinct unique exclusive
special elevated that's what the school
it means we are meant to be an amazon
gula we should differentiate ourselves
we should elevate ourselves not in a
superior way to others i'm going to give
a shear over the next couple of weeks on
the question a very timely question the
jewish people see ourselves as superior
over others i'm hannover are we the
chosen people are the choosing people
are we inherently an intrinsically
better superior somehow more endowed
with greater greater knowledge greater
brain power greater spirituality or are
we the choosing people are we challenged
to be better not that we are better but
we need to behave better and be better
it's a fascinating topic we'll discuss
it so school amines you have a unique
exclusive mission in this world it's
distinct it's special that's why we're
here so the term school we see applied
it to claro we see it apply to Eretz
Israel we see it in the several context
and here my son of a chick says the
lesson the Moroccan didn't learn is why
didn't me where did Maryam go wrong why
was she quarantined and punished
why did they have to wait for her to
rejoin because she challenged most his
uniqueness he's the Alpha avium one of
the axioms of our faith one of the
random certain principles of faith is to
know that Moshe is categorically
different than all the other prophets
and Miriam not that she underestimated
or undervalued her own brother but she
challenged that component of him that he
was categorically different she didn't
see the school of the uniqueness the
exclusivity the singularity of Moshe and
that's the same mistake the Moroccan
made they looked at the land and they
said ah the desert
Uganda polka Teaneck the five towns
Detroit Chicago LA South Africa South
America Australia ah we can live
anywhere what's the difference as long
as we have torah as long as we have
mitzvahs as long as we have a sham
it's just earth it's soil and dirt
what's the difference that's where they
went wrong
Israel is unique the Land of Israel is
unique the Land of Israel is distinct
it's singular and there's countless we
want to give a share about this why the
Uganda plan why that proposal should
have never even gotten off the ground
because there is no the notion of the
Jewish people in Israel is not because
that's where we're safest or we can
protect our own it's because there's
something special there's a school to
the soil it's the only land that you
have Mitzvah at Leo's boretz there are
mitzvahs that depend on the land itself
it is unique it is distinct it's
singular just as Miriam failed to see
the uniqueness in Moshe the Moroccan
failed to acknowledge and affirm the
singularity of the Land of Israel that's
where they equally went wrong and that's
what Rashi is telling us that row they
saw that mistake a failure to
acknowledge schoola but and they lo
lucuma sir they didn't recognize in the
Land of Israel she skipped her by son of
a trick you ready soldier would get past
the first bus like let's go all the way
to the end of the parsha
when we're given the mitzvah of challah
after the episode of the spies and
afterward given a law about how we
expand carbon O's with flower offerings
then we have the Mitzvah Paola parrot
Kozlov passages iron by the mesh I'm
emotionally more the bear albanese
raffia Martha aalayam before hemella
arts ishani may become Shama when I take
you into the land by Yaakov Camilla
Moret when you lead from the bread of
the land Terry Mucha melash M there is a
gift there is a tithe that you give from
the bread raesha sorry so second challah
Tarim uchiyama the first portion of you
though you have to separate as a loaf as
a gift golden cane Terry Moore circuit
rumours going Katherine Musa as the case
in the gift of the threshing floor just
like you separate from the produce of
the harvest so do you separate from
makalah
today we don't give it to the Cowan in
biblical times it was given to the Cowan
it was considered among the tithes
today we separate
even include though it has a
different dim a different status than
the Howell that separated in the Land of
Israel with practical consequences not
for now rather than give to the cow in
the coin today is Tom a there coming
today no offense to the Kohanim era not
me you Hussam we can't trace their
lineage we're not as confident or sure
that in fact they're Kohanim even though
we still give him the first Aliyah and
we let them do Caen but when it comes to
eating challah or even stricter so what
do we do we destroy the Fowler you will
burn it in the oven other ways of
destroying it the fallow well hi is the
mitzvah of challah given here the once
gave a host here on fala I don't know if
Lee recorded it and puts up on line but
why is challah
a woman's Mitzvah and what's inherent
the school of raesha sorry so save hem
there are several things that are called
Oratia s-- Micheel reyes the jewish
people are the ratios we are the first
and the Torah is the richest and challah
is ratio Scala is considered a very holy
a very significant a very beautiful
Mitzvah it's not a schooler but it's a
mitzvah and every Mitz what we do is a
school we don't need to invent new ones
so everybody sell electric rights here
why is this Mitzvah given here of all
places
we had the tides why don't we give them
it's from challah with true most and
maestro's we should give the mitzvot
kala with the other mitzvot saludos
Bharat with the other mitzvahs that are
instructed to the farmer in an agrarian
society why is it given here listen to
her myself a chick writes he says
although the book obligation of
separating Carla applies only in the
Land of Israel there's a fundamental
difference between this myths and others
which are dependent on the land the
obligation to offer Touma and my sir is
a direct result of kedusha sorrow it's
the sanctity of the land and is
effective on fruits that are still
connected to the tree and hence to the
land the obligation now on the other
hand takes effect well after the
harvesting of the wheat it takes place
only once the dough is being prepared
which requires the intervention of man
thus the Mitzvah reflects God's blessing
not only on the land itself but on man's
effort in the land of Israel as well how
it is different than the other true most
of my saws trimmers and maestro's draw
their sanctity from being connected
attached to the land from the holiness
of the earth of the soil of the land
challah is once we manipulate the
ingredients of the land what is hawa
it's not when we harvest when we pluck
kala is when we Thresh the wheat and we
have to winnow the wheat and we have to
knead it into dough we have to allow it
to rise and we have to
and when it's Karla even before it's big
when it's needed when it's Karla
that's when we separate it is the
marriage it is the synergy the hybrid of
the holiness of the land and the
holiness of those who manipulated it's
not a coincidence as the Rev that this
Mitzvah appears after the incident of
the spies when they gave the report the
spies emphasized their own feelings of
weakness and inadequacy in the face of
obstacles that allegedly stood in their
way in any effort to conquer the land
they argued that the fruit of the land
was indeed wonderful but it would be
impossible to enjoy those fruits because
of the overwhelming strength of the
inhabitants and its impenetrable
fortifications the spies sin was not the
report in the land per se but their
perceived inability to partake of its
fruits as the counterpoint to the spies
argument Hashem gave us the mitzvot
challah which contains within it the
power of the land of is still blessing
from above on its inhabitants man's
efforts will not be for naught the land
as well as the efforts of the people
will equally be blessed so the rough
writes and here we've kind of bookended
the parsha the beginning of the parsha
what happened where'd the moroccan go
wrong Lolo closer from the story of
Miriam just like Miriam failed to see
the singularity the uniqueness the
exclusivity of Moshe than schooler in
Moshe so to the Moroccan fail to see the
singularity the exclusiveness the
uniqueness of that land this is a
special land and what is special about
this land not only its inherent holiness
but its capacity to empower those who
inhabit it and is that not true about
the the modern return to our land of
Israel the miracles that emanate from it
every single day breakthrough in
technology and in medicine talking about
a group of people survivors in 1948 weak
and debilitated who had nothing left who
found the courage and who found the
capacity to be able to settle their land
and defended countless times since the
land empowers those who inhabit it
that's the nature of the mitzvah of
colic Allah's not just you harvest the
fruit as is it is the combination the
hybrid of what grows from the land and
the people who manipulate it because in
the land itself empowers that's what the
Morocco failed to see the maragua had a
insecure
the Moroccans suffered from insecurity
they didn't have self-confidence how do
we know that because the PASOK says that
we saw ourselves in their eyes
what is the pasta Vanna Heba in a new
killer Gotham
the Thane had you know been a hem in our
eyes they in their eyes we were like
grasshoppers and so too in our eyes and
the COTS Kariba we pointed this many
times the COTS Kerr says I know how I
can see myself how can I tell you how
they saw me
the spies returned they say yeah we were
just lowly grasshoppers in their eyes
your lowly grasshoppers in their eyes
would you read their blog you heard
their whatsapp message to their friends
how do you know you appeared in their
eyes you're never listening device in
those days how do you know says the cut
skirt because when you see yourself as
small you project that onto others and
you assume they see you that way too
when you're insecure you're projecting
onto others and you're assuming how they
see you Lorraine hi II knew Nene him we
were bonny he Beynon Kara Gotham in our
eyes we were like grasshoppers and so
too in their eyes the cuts Kerr says
because we were projecting we're
supposed to do exactly the opposite
exactly the opposite shalom acaba says
you know when you wake up every morning
the first dim the first Alaka children
are says his scabbard can re la moda
beau care wake up like a lion roar like
a lion a Jew supposed to get out of bed
and greet the day like a lion you're not
a grasshopper
you're not insignificant and negligible
and nothing don't greet the day like a
lowly grasshopper that you're ready to
be stepped on
it's caprica re greet the day jump out
of bed like a lion don't see yourself as
a lowly cockroach see yourself as the
Kingdom as the king of the kingdom the
head of the kingdom see yourself as a
lion
escameca re la paz la boca it's the way
we wake up in the morning so their
failure the whole failure of the maragua
was not a failure of faith in Hashem it
was a failure and a breakdown of faith
in whom in themselves we saw ourselves
as grasshoppers and therefore we assumed
two other saws that way if we see
ourselves as a lion and we project that
we're a lion others will see us as a
lion as well so the Mitzvah hala says
the rub is placed right here why because
the break down their failures does not
see the school of component of the land
of air to throw to not realize that when
you're in the land and you can
manipulate its product you can get the
Mitzvah
holla it can empower and it can enrich
and it can inspire and it can charge
it's so absolutely it's so absolutely
incredible so we started with Rashi
lemon is maha why is our episode of the
Morocco my Jason for the story of Miriam
we saw one opinion of the rover evoque
Bravo but to learn from here now the
headlines what we see and what we hear
around the world is meant to touch us to
inspire us and that we will be judged
and evaluated based on how impacted we
are and how much we change by what we
see all around us number one we then
sorta by salivate check what was the
connection because they Miriam failed to
see the singularity of Moshe they fail
to see the singularity of the land I
want to give you a third shot the third
shot coming summer of druk Robbie strong
mayor druk big Russia she Venusian I am
whose father was a great - under -
Mordechai and he has a beautiful safer
call to set a storm called a shit-ton
Mead and here he says the fat one yesh
lach shows one can't help but but wonder
Kate saw Tia Teresa member a glim little
mod Muslim election Arshad they were a
million my motion buxom it's our ass
hello heifers goggle yesh let's defend
the Moroccan for a moment here rashes
quoting the Madras who say they're
indicted the Moroccan how the maragua
saw Moshe speak loshon Hara and they
should have learned don't speak Russian
ara said I don't understand says ur of
drug how low a first ruble is a huge
distinction he did robbed us ever done a
Moroccan would seem t-ball ha Archie
it's in davanon she spoke about a person
at selam aleykum
her flesh and blood Moshe she ranked on
she gossiped she was negative she was
critical about a person it's elemental
Kim what did they do the land the earth
to stone the sticks the would mean I'll
eat a little show so for my sister
kindness but Mirza from where should
they have learned from where should they
have extract belated from where should
they have compared that if you can't
speak negatively about a person then
certainly shouldn't speak negatively
about the land let's defend them for a
moment let's be the defense attorney
there's an excellent defense who says
you can learn a lesson from not speaking
about a person to not speaking about
land moreover moreover you say Ramiz ooh
ænima chrome-dome so as I call a class
Miriam D promotion of inertia of Vienna
Vivi talking it became a society o homem
you goddess the car on shark oh god oh
Miriam challenged the authority and the
uniqueness of the ivanov IAM of somebody
categorically different the greatest
human that ever lived there ever will
live it's understandable therefore that
the punishment was great I mean I am
limos osama combos but how do you know
that every other act of gossip maybe if
i gossip about my lowlife neighbor who
deserved for me to gossip maybe the
punishment won't be as great certainly
if i gossip about land if i guess up
about dirt if i gas of about earth
sticks and stones so again where should
they have known that lesson the
semi-closed barcia's tells me we're in
dining the Mogollon they should have
seen the episode of miriam and known
don't gossip simile about the land
really they should have known that
that's a lesson you could learn one from
the other so listen to what of drunk
answers very beautiful answer he says at
the end of person for haluska after that
episode of the gossip Hashem himself
stands up and gives his endorsement this
is Hashem I approve this message
I hereby endorsed moshus candidacy he
says Moshe each motion of mode Nikola
Adam a shafilea Adama
Moshe is the humblest the most humble of
all people on the face of the earth what
words are extra in this statement Lakota
ma ha ha gosh a Nicola Adam are Panera
Adama
hello amass big list of each motion of
Nicole Adam is not enough when God
testifies that Moshe is the most humble
of any human isn't a little extra to say
he's the most humble of any human where
on the face of the earth are the words
on the face of the earth really
necessary is it Cuthbert who not laying
it on a little thick he's the most
humble on my face of the earth just say
he's the most humble person and you know
what your God you know every person will
take your word for it why do you have to
say why do you have to say a sharpener
ha Adama successor of druk
near a bureau Derbyshire bottle I'm
dedicated i sat on a su social moshe
rabbeinu let's understand moshe is
humility loads of the whatchamacallit
maryam it's not just that he forgave his
sister he was for going he was for
bearing he was willing to forgive how
many people hold on to a grudge how many
people never let go how many people
never forgive to family to friends
acquaintances and motion said yeah she's
my sister I love her I know she loves me
she had a bad moment she had a bad
moment
such a beautiful powerful message and
precedent below cos I'm not sure did
role of he wasn't angry even of how they
falsely accused him or distorted or
misunderstood his own behavior Alamosa
have a no i don't make older Maya come
Oh Adama it was even more than that
moshe rabbeinu who was so humble and
modest actually made himself like the
dust of the earth the cleaner saw a
lotion Arshad liberal of a commercially
de la dama
he said it's you know I'm nothing I'm
absolutely nothing so the fact that they
spoke about me is like speaking about
the dust of the earth
he wasn't mocked but on his covered he
wasn't mocked but on his honor at all
he didn't demand respect at all his
humility made him see himself as no
greater than the dust of the earth he
said I know that I'm gonna return to the
earth from which we came that one day I
will be worm food we all will be
and therefore Who am I to be mocked but
she made a mistake
what am I gonna bear a grudge am I gonna
be angry at her forever
am I gonna refuse to forgive what will
that do for me because I know that I'm
ultimately gonna return to the ground
and I see myself as no greater than the
ground that is what creates a sense of
modesty and humility that is what
informs my ability to forgive and
zhishan the miss volume sensitive drug
is this not what we dive in for every
single day at the end of our shmona era
we say three times a day Alok I my god
Nitori show me Meera protect me from
gossiping about others and what do we
ask for our she'll vanish a calf our
Lakota here make my soul like dust like
ash to all shallow Naga Shyam Cosmo
knock but I'm busy oh no visio Nino
Hashem let me see myself as the dust of
the earth
let me not be exacting with others let
me not be arrogant with others let me
not be unforgiving with others this is
what we dive in every day let me be a
stick a little bit like moshe rabbeinu
the now she cut off Rakolta yeah let me
Maren let me have the fortitude and the
strength to be like a nothing like the
dust of the earth and therefore to be
flexible and forgiving bozell Hashanah
Rambam the Rambam rights and huncles to
mr. ass how are you all - born under my
you know the Marymount Ivy I should
never about yes shake it don't matter
but showing love beer calvess like not
smoke
Miriam spoke about her brother and
Miriam was older and Miriam was the one
who saved him the Hilo Dipper big new so
a lotta so she's not with Shana Veeam
her mistake was that she compared him
and held him to the standard of all of
the prophets whoo-hoo logic paracord
Varma halo but most share this is of the
Rambam when the Raman characterizes this
in his mission of Torah in alpha still
mr. ass
but Rama doesn't usually usually talks
about law there but the Rambam says when
this happened to moshe who logic period
moshe wasn't strict he wasn't exacting
she never reached Moshe I'm not my own
so you see that Moshe was forgiving and
what gave motion the capacity be
forgiving can Nash she care far because
he saw himself as the dust of the earth
so now we understand says room rook the
maragua should have learned muster from
the story of Miriam why because Marius
will question her about her brother and
Moshe saw that as you know it says if
she spoke with Shannara about sticks and
stones if she spoke loshon around the
dust of the earth because that's all I
am is the dust of the earth and
therefore and therefore he was forgiving
and so the Morocco should have
understood that you can't speak you
can't speak loshon Hara even a sharpener
Adama even about the person who sees
himself as Pinilla Adama you can't speak
questionnaire about the Adama itself
about the land about the Land of Israel
pazam you shabba-doo Authority emotional
each motion of my order Toki they
parshas Maryam now we understand the
connection mom accomplished help us
examine those social moshe the few
different iran bomb weirded moshe draw
the strength to be forgiving because his
humility came from seeing himself as no
greater than the earth and therefore the
morocco should have learned that lesson
you can't speak about a person who sees
himself like the earth and he can't
speak about the earth itself either okay
the Pathak describes these miraculin
these princes Ishikawa metallo so I'm
supposed to take one from each tribe
comb nasi by him each Prince I saw an
interesting shot it's not up shot I see
the support but that sound Acree motion
I'm a friend of subtle curve says the
following the word nasi a prince an
aristocrat a leader an official has
within it two words the word and I see
has within a yesh and I
yeesh means something significance
sophistication and eyen means
nothingness a person can rise to a
position of being an a-c for one of two
reasons
their ayan they're empty they're
pathetic they are counterfeit they are
an imposter and all they want is the
power all they want is the esteem all
they want is everyone deferring to them
that's a nasty who's risen to that out
of being an iron but really a person
should become an asset II should be a
prince of a person not because of iron
because you want the power but you're
empty but because yesh
there's significance and there's there's
there's a sophistication and you're a
person of substance there's substance
you could be a Nazi who's I in who's
absent substance or it can be an se
who's yesh who is filled with substance
and that is our mission that's the
standard we should hold our leaders to
and that's the type of leadership that
we ourselves should aspire to is to be a
Nazi who has yesh who has substance
Parekh Ujima passive design let's
continue towards the linear to these and
the CM were and again as we said we
spoke in the past when I can review now
exactly where they went wrong but mostly
anticipated they were gonna go wrong and
this section is filled with lots of
questions
mosha changes Hosea's name to yahushua
Khalif stops and diamonds and Chevron
and the question can be asked on all of
them if motion knew this was going to go
bad go wrong why should he not have not
changed Yeshua's name he should have
stopped the whole mission abort mission
call it off why'd they follow through
nonetheless even though he anticipated
it was going to go wrong you could say
the same thing about khaliv khaliv stops
we know they came up from the south
we'll get to that in a moment
and Carly stops we're in heaven he goes
to minus MF Paila he goes to Domon at
Kaveri avos he goes to Dominus as part
of the the source that there is meaning
in dominating at the graves of our of
our forefathers
he goes to domine of the strength if
Carly so anticipated things will go so
wrong that he needed to Davin then why
cooperate simply say I'm not going
protest I refuse to participate because
I know this is not going to end well
that's a big question not for now
the question I want to throw at you is
why does Moshe only change Yahshua's
name perfect design English muscle
machine wash laughs motionless or swords
these are the names of the great men
that Moshe sent to investigate the land
Norman more cows kealoha Shalom a former
member of BRS every year pastor schlagg
would be upset
he says rabbis abused the English
language when we say that the spies went
to spy out the land there is no term in
English spy Outland they went to
investigate the land so in his memory I
use that word investigate they went
matura starts Lazarus IRAs to
investigate the land by the way there's
got to be a connection we've spoken
about this to pass not for now they went
the mission is la Souris are rats lawmen
tough race and the end of the parachute
tells us when it comes to Texas why do
we have cities to remind us the Llosa
suru Hakurei lavochkin bajo de imagem
the exact same word is used at the
beginning of the partial the end of the
parsha
the same word about the spies
investigating the land is that we not
spy and investigate what our heart
desires in the end of the parsha was a
very deep connection
by Crom motion by Ekrem OSHA Lucia
banana
yoshua and Moshe changes Yeshua's name
from Hosea - yeaaah schewe
says Rashi Misbah la la love car Yoshi
ahkamat SAS maragua Moshe Zalman may
Hashem save you from what are the
nefarious plans the evil schemes of
these maragua again begging the question
at motion knew that then why continue
with the mission abort mission where the
name where the letter yeah you'd come
from where did he find this year the
year of course came from the name of
sera sera was changed to Sarah and the
year came from there
so Moshe Zalman on behalf of Hoshea
abandon and changed him to Yahshua
changed him to Yahshua the orihime
McCullough Shearer says that the letter
unit which has the numerical value of
the number 10 gave yoshu the ability to
overcome the access for a golem how do
you overcome the the scheme of the other
10 the letter yud that gave him the
power to be able to to be able to
overcome it
we're so much swab writes that motions
concern was about Moshe
yoshua why does yahushua why did Moshe
change colleagues name Wyden changed the
other 11 spies name if Moshe if Moshe
felt if he intuited there was something
gonna go wrong here wasn't he
intervening to see beyond just with
yahushua only changing your own shoe his
name widen each ange more than their
names as well why me change Khalif so
the active kamenetsky has an answer when
it comes to colleague says the MSA
Yaakov who's Carly's married to the
coloreds got a pretty good wife
colleague married well whose colleague
married to none other than Miriam Miriam
anivia Miriam Moshe sister so Moshe
figures you know Carla if my sister's
got him covered my his wife's got him
covered she'll give him a broth I shall
change his name shall inspire him she's
got kool-aid covered I've got to cover
Yahshua that's how the MSD a cariago
kamenetsky in screws but of a drug has
his own answer I'll share with you know
drug the nourish lunch Rob's answer will
do a few pieces from move drug today
because he was really beautiful insights
and the passion I really loved is safer
he says why did Moshe only diamond for
yoshua over the other the other the
other Moroccan and moreover he quote
Sturm ban the RAM ban here arcade game
oh ballad that a man here of our
pressure right nourish our element o
Samina the female sash Lucan
how do we list their order there a man
knows again parakeet Gitmo possum darlin
Aurum bond notes of you look at the
order that these spies are recorded in
the second what order is it following
exactly is it following the order of the
schwa ten chronologically what order is
it following they're on bond rights
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can't find it right to read it to you
oh he says mother Acosta - Martin Lola
the glam
beloved civil sound the Loki told us
some first time I man rules out how
they're not listed they're not listed
according to their flag they're camping
they're not listed according symbolism
then not listed get told though some in
chronological order of age
so what order they appear in what order
do they appear in why the Morocco
to us in that order says the Rambam
danira she rolled my nose I'm anal a
female asylum they are in their order of
greatness how you Russia man is seen by
unconscious admire
it's a fire but a mile awesome shovel of
iishe Mangano naked Arabic Arabic
maneuver covered they are in the order
of their brilliance of their knowledge
of their greatness of their honor victim
my neck but I couldn't Malachy mouths
out some minimal amounts of shave it
they're not in the order of distinction
of the tribe they're not in the order of
the camping arrangement they're not in
the order that they were born of age
what order do they appear in says that
I'm Bob they appear in according to the
order of their greatness good now go
back and look at that list
where does yoshua appear where does
yoshu appear in the list
yoshua is number not one two three or
four
yoshua is number five so your shoe is
number five
why did Moshe only diamond fir number
five wide me davon from one through four
or wine Adama through six through twelve
who were at greater risk because they
were less impressive less brilliant less
accomplished less Yerushalayim if a rim
bond is right that they're listed in the
quarter in the in the order of their
greatness
then why skipped a person number five
Yeshua and only Domon for him
sir of drugs suggests several answers
first he says number one the good
morning breakfast table you dine tells
us low yellow no been atomic shamrock DF
table sheila bair album that a person is
very vigilant careful is very protective
of their children and of their Tom
Needham yoshua is moshus loyal mature a
sees Limoges loyal servant his motion
soil assistant assistant professor
assistant rabbi assistant leader of the
Jewish people and therefore moshe has a
greater affection for yahushua he's
overprotective of the Oh Shia and like a
mornin bravas is right at the natural
inclination is a person is
overprotective of their own children and
their own Tommy them their own students
that's why Moshe runs to protect Yahshua
and to change his name that's number one
suggestion number two of Roderick is
based on the Mishnah in others the
Mishna says moshe key boater ami scene i
miss sarah Tahoma leo schewe moshe
receive the Torah from our scene I on
rc9 from ours a night and he gave it to
yahushua the Rambam writes in his are
tamo
yoshua shoot a mid-ocean washer bein a
musket or aperitivo allow that
yoshua who was moshus loyal to student
motion knew that the links in the chain
would pass through Yahshua he knew that
Yahshua would be his successor he knew
that we would rely on yahushua how did
he know that
last week's pasha Eldad and Medad
prophesized in the camp motion ace the
yoshua magnus Moshe is going to die and
Eldon and made the prophesized correctly
and accurately that when motion dies who
will succeed him
Yahshua some motion knew that yuh-huh
schewe was his successor and as his
successor he could not get mixed up in
controversy he couldn't get mixed up in
the episode of the spies and therefore
suggestion answer number two why did
Moshe specifically change Hosea's name
to Yahshua he skipped to spy number five
specifically because he wanted to make
sure his successor would get it right
and not get mixed in in controversy and
get it all wrong answer number three
answer number three is based on the
targum unison the tower you know so
translates comma Moshe
I'm the son who's also do schewe car
emotional shared are none yoshua the
Targum Yona son seemingly in his
translation of the potluck in fact
explains the classic because he adds to
the PASOK he says Moshe
out of his humility called Moshe out of
the humility of Yahshua changed the name
from Oh Shia to yahushua first of all we
understand why Moshe love yahushua the
teacher loves the student who most
resembles the most embraces their ideals
their values
if Yahshua was characterized as being
humble and modest he gets that from his
great Rebbe from Moshe Moshe loved in
Moshe his great affection for Yahshua
but what is the targa Miyama son mean
because of Yahshua's modesty because of
Yoshi was humility Moshe intervened and
changed his name and the letter yud
so says the rook you know what it means
it means that yo sure would say to
himself you know what I'm number five on
the list I'm number five on the dais at
the SEMA shops
I'm number five in the list of the
letterhead of the Morse's gundalia Torah
I'm number five in
at the TSA for a trip to investigate the
Land of Israel
I'm only number five so when numbers one
through four are gonna stand up and say
the land Eretz Ocala Sierra there's no
way we can conquer it it's not for us we
can't make it happen
Moshe feared that yahushua out of his
humility would not stand up and protest
that yahushua because of his humility
and modesty would go along with the
crowd would bow to the peer pressure
humility is a wonderful quality but
humility can sometimes be a dangerous
quality because if a person thinks too
little of themselves and lacks the
self-confidence and self-esteem to stand
up and to fight and to articulate for
what they believe in and what's right to
protest what's wrong then that false
understanding of humility or modesty in
fact can be their demise
so Moshe says I understand the Oh show
is going to appear in the manifest as
number five yo shoe is going to appear
as number five and therefore and
therefore I need to give him an extra
special Brava give him letter unit
that'll have the courage to be equal and
opposite the other ten spies to stand up
and say what's right that that humility
will not in fact be the very thing that
brings him down that's where if Simmons
Schwab says as well he was concerned
that your shoe had absorbed his own
quality of each motion of Nikola Adam
the scouts were men of great stature
Yoshi was being listed fifth though he
was the quintessential Talmud of Moshe
there were four others who were greater
and moto Shulamite humbly feel unworthy
of disagreeing sometimes we are afraid
to speak up because we think that we
can't measure up so motion was teaching
Yahshua there's a time for humility
there's a time to be proud there's a
time to stand up you got to stand up
escameca ari you're not a lonely
grasshopper his scabbard can re stand up
and roar like a lion stand up and
represent what we believe in and what's
right okay let's keep going
para q Dollard pisaq Tess para que
download national hysteria the people
come back and they give us negative
report and the Jewish people have a
meltdown and they cry the whole night
the chef says he cried for nothing he
cried for no reason believe me I'm going
to give you a reason to cry as
well I'm gonna give you a reason to cry
as well and when is that day Tish above
the 9th of love and we continue to cry
we continue to suffer until this very
day because of that baseless and false
crying there crying for no reason that's
why we were given a reason given a
reason to cry you know I think that's
also a very relevant message in our time
it's a beautiful cut skirt I love the
cut score ever cuts right to the chase
cuts Kerr says you know the camera tells
us that the share a demo Sloane in Oulu
the gates of tears were never locked
even though their gates to our prayers
that are locked when our when our
prayers are accompanied by tears those
gates are never locked so the cuts cuts
got to give all the kakashi
yes the cuts forever if the gates of
tears of prayers that are with tears are
never locked why do you need gates all
together what's the point of an unlocked
gate why do you put up a gate if you're
never gonna lock it what's the point of
the gate so the cuts Kerr says he says
the gates of heartfelt authentic sincere
tears those are never locked but the
gates of false tears of fake tears of
counterfeit tears those tears those
gates are locked that's why a college
bar who has a gate there the gates of
real tears are never locked but the
gates of fake tears those do get locked
and there are the prayers the
counterfeit prayers are turned around
and are rejected we cried for no reason
sometimes there's like tears for no
reason
we have no context no appreciation or
gratitude we cry over penny things we
cry for no reason then we're given the
tears to cry for a very significant
reason
so here the positive tells us perky
Dallin motion arm fell on their faces
and their shrewd maneuver Kalima new
funa core a big dayum the two Couture
their clothing believe it or not this is
a discussion among the commentators
isn't that Batoche cos how could they
tear their clothing why are they tearing
their clothing biyomon record Aspen is
real anymore and they turned to the
Jewish people and they said how are at
Zahav are anubhava serosa Tova hearts my
ode my own don't listen to these 10
spies don't listen to the report they're
wrong it's inaccurate it's distorted
their conclusion is wrong the land we
said we saw is Tov arts mode no it's
very good
in magoffin Spanish a baby Osan olr
those in the Sun Allah knew if a sham
desires us he'll bring us to the land
and give it to us
Eric sees of us Kalama - a special
Altamira do don't rebel against God
there are 10 al terrorism ORS
don't rebel against him and don't fear
the people of land why keylock may know
him
there are bred sart's Elam Elam
they are shemitah know al tira their
protection has departed Hashem is with
us you have nothing to fear so Carl even
yoshu respond to the negative report and
respond to the hysterical and panicked
reaction of the people and try to
reassure them although it's too late
they say if Hashem wants he's gonna
bring us into this land well and it's
all good it's gonna be amazing you have
nothing to worry about and why do you
have nothing to worry about so I pull
you I draw your attention to words here
that I must meet admit it must
shamefully admit to you I never noticed
before what are these words mean Sartre
salam ala him SAR abandoned left salam
what is the salam
so the stomach flemish the article
translates it as the protection that's
not what the word sale means what is the
word sale mean shade or shadow so what's
going on over here
Cyrus alum cove and yoshua give an
impassioned and compelling speech you
have nothing to worry about the land is
beautiful and if I ship wants us there
you can take us there and here's why you
have nothing to worry about
kiss our seal um yes the Giants there's
a mighty army there inhabitants of the
land but you have nothing to worry or
fear from them why kiss our seal um what
is those words their protection is
departed but where do you see that in
these in these words so the commentator
is alway in the ibanez are there unban
I'll share a few with you says the even
Ezra he starts he laven even Ezra says
Kiev or in mainland Magan Shekinah
Lafayette salvo LeBeau Yuri that even a
mighty person if he doesn't have their
shield protecting them then they're
fearful kisara de la means their shield
is gone those who inhabit the land don't
have their protection and you have
nothing to worry about you're good to go
like the Rambam similarly explains that
it means the weapons their weapons of
war they don't have their weapons they
don't have access to their weapons
you are military superiority and
therefore you have nothing to worry
about
so the mezra sees it in very practical
terms you have a superiority that
militarily you have nothing to worry
about
we can conquer there inbound continues
and here's another explanation eateth
Incheon was the cost of Lamar Shinoda
Kiba well haha solo yet Silva Rocha
yoshiyama special the kar komak
for SAR Geelani Allium shillings are
away in mesa hashem eatin opium cocaine
became banal but also wanna miss him in
flora in Decorah mccain out here says
the Rambam is very very cryptic
statement I hope you have your macros
kudos your enduring bond with me inside
a very cryptic statement here they're
inbound references a ancient practice
that you probably don't do but was
practiced for many years is quoted by
many many of our tree shown him and
Beyond and the practice was that on
hoshanah Rabbah
evening but Shanna Rama the last day of
colloids circus the night of hoshanah
Rabbah t : watch a drama to go outside
on Oceana Rama and to see whether you
can see your own shadow whether the moon
is producing your shadow if you see your
own shadow you're gonna live that year
and if you don't see your own shadow
produced from the moon
Lt Col el océano raba it does not bode
well for the year ahead
but when bond gives us this cryptic
custom that seems so foreign to us seems
so superstitious and bizarre see your
own shadow you'll live if you don't
you'll die and then unbalances that's
what's going on over here
Sartre Ceylon their shadow was gone and
therefore they have no protection and
therefore you have nothing to worry
about
you're going to conquer what in the
world does it mean what in the world
does that mean so their account another
one of the Rochon him explains the
Rambam Tama in universe owed the Hermes
la cara de sica sure indirect karma
gondola manta Shinnecock la mala OB
Oscar FEMA mug in a lobby a short sale
hashem sell her a yattaman f a-- what
this custom is really all about is when
we describe hashem is divine protection
we describe it as hashem silca
oh yeah you mean aha Hashem is art
silica he is our shade he is our shadow
and what it means
Sartre silca what it means that sorry
salam their shadow their shade is gone
it means the divine protection has
pulled back from them Hashem is no
longer willing they're living in the
land he now wants us to live in the land
and therefore we have nothing to be
afraid and similarly when it comes to
shun Arab a night what it means is are
we under the divine shade are we under
the divine protection are we under the
divided shadow ain t la rocha aku f ker
occult allah' mokuba masam toven that's
other account he understands it i
offered my own suggestion once what does
it mean in Hashanah rob as you go
outside it means the following on the
yamen orion Rosh Hashanah Yom Kippur we
imagine and dream the best version of
ourselves we make all kinds of promises
and pledges about who we're going to be
and then circus comes along and all of a
sudden we're sitting in the sukkah and
we're out onto limb and we're having a
good time and are we realizing that best
version of ourselves are in ambitions
and aspirations for that year coming to
fruition or not what is a shadow a
shadow imitates a shadow follows exactly
who you are
your shadow you lift your arm the shadow
goes up you lower your arm the shadow
goes down what it means is go outside
and see your shadow means evaluate your
circus is your shadow
are you following exactly what you
promised who you're going to be on those
younger I'm so that's how they're
accounted about understand Sartre Salaam
because bara who withdrew a sham Silva
it with drew his divine protection and
they were not living up to who they
could be
when we go in and we are to live up to
who were meant to be and therefore we
will earn the divine the divine
protection but a bit about it also has a
comment here on these words he starts in
love but the difficult words what
exactly they mean this fast time as the
Gary river says the following a person
who goes out at night in the dark and a
person who's walking outside in the dark
and I ever worried before you could turn
your phone into a flashlight
it's a Shama sorry hunt if you're going
for a walk outside and it's pitch black
it's a blackout pitch black what happens
you're gonna be worried you keep
thinking you seeing things I see
something you keep convincing yourself
that you see something you have all this
images and
nation and it creates a panic and
anxiety and you think you hear things
and the closer you get the realized more
you realize you didn't see anything it
wasn't really image that you saw all it
was was a shadow of the tree it was a
shadow of the dumpster it was a shadow
of the garbage can the things that you
saw thought were imposing and
intimidating and threatening or in fact
just shadows of inanimate objects that
never ever posed a challenge says this
famous that's what's going on here at
MIT Ruusan our ads why Sartre silom may
Allah hem all of this is only a shadow
don't think they're intimidating and
imposing salaam all they are is a shadow
bash Mbita no they are a figment of the
imagination you know what's real you
know it's formidable
you know what is intimidating the
revolution Hashem sorry Salaam all they
are is that image that you think is real
that all along is only a shadow you have
nothing to worry about at all
Perico Dawid pisaq test valve skip ahead
Moshe David's on behalf of the Jewish
people even though God reacts of course
harshly Moshe intervenes intercedes on
their behalf and what's his prayer what
is he saying
he says the hey Monta I saw him I was
like he had a shaman he killed these
people like a single man for all
regarding Michelle who is should my
Harlem or what's gonna happen if you
kill if he wipe out the Jewish people
what will the nations of the world say
about you what will they say about you
maybe to you hosts I share my messiahs
Ella Arthur shares ball ahem by shame
Bamidbar don't do it for the people
maybe indeed they are unworthy
undeserving but I Shem
if you speak if you were wiped them out
what will people say about you that you
couldn't find a way to bring them into
the land that you couldn't get it done
that you weren't powerful enough Rev
opus there's something incredible on
this Posse to says revolver you know
what Moshe was telling them what was
Moshe Stila to Hashem Moshe was telling
them teaching them an amazingly
important lesson what was the lesson if
you skip to Dharam in Perak tests of
devar and puzzle Cafe the rush bomb is a
comment
and then rush bomb says before his death
Moshe cast to get a clause for regarding
all that they had done wrong in the
desert and the numerous felis he had to
offer on their behalf and then Moshe
tells them when you get into the land I
won't be there and these prayers won't
work so you kept getting into trouble
and like a helicopter parent I kept
bailing it out but once you get into the
land says motion know that both in the
land as opposed to outside of it and
without me as opposed to with me these
prayers won't work what was Moshe
telling them says the rash baton Moshe
is Fela succeeded because been a sword
not yet entered the land they were
living among the non-jews of the world
and therefore each of those prayers was
Hashem what are others gonna think if
this is what you do but once a Shem
brings them into the Promised Land and
destroys the inhabitants no longer would
anyone be able to claim that Hashem the
ability was lacking and so this prayer
itself would be ineffective so Revolver
learns from here what a powerful lesson
he says every Fela every prayer must
somehow be connected to the theme of
kiddush Hashem or he'll election so when
you're downloading for a sick person to
get better we have to be saying as a
Shem if the sick person dies they can no
longer they can no longer repair and
improve your world what a hellish M that
a virus a pandemic wiped out and we
didn't have the ability you didn't give
us the ability to heal it and to be
protected from it every dealer for par
NASA for gesund for nafiz should be
couched in the terms in the context of
enable a kiddush Hashem and prevent a
Hillel a sham that's how the treatment
is most effective the way to get through
to our Shem the most compelling Fela to
a Shem is not in the pursuit of our own
interest the most compelling to feel it
to a Shem is when it is to advance his
interest in the context of a kiddush
Hashem or hostile Shalom in a pillow
sham
that's when Moshe is saying over here
Moshe says hagaru-ri a magician who is
shima ha what will the non Jew say what
a hellish M that will be creamed you
have to forgive otherwise it will be a
solution I want to end with one last
thought then we have a peculiar word a
peculiar word how did the people react
at the end of this whole episode we
didn't even get we talked about Allah
when you get to the mikoshi h and we
didn't get
since this but there's always next year
but I want to end with one more word
keeping the whole hours up about the
Moroccan Erica Dollard pasta
climate s you dial Atlantis the plastic
says the following at the end of this
episode
look at this possible by de mer Moshe
says varma 11a throw moshe told him i
got bad news for you
40 years we're gonna be wandering you
thought we had the Fastpass you thought
we were about to go to the front of the
line and then to the land i got bad news
you know what's the worst news you can
give a Jew back of the line no fast pass
you can't buy your way to the front of
line you can't cut the line you can't
upgrade
there's no rewards program you have no
status it's like the worst words you
could ever tell a jew you can you can't
go in a wheelchair there's nothing
that's gonna get you to the front of the
line back of the line this is the worst
decree you could give it you forty years
you thought you're on the cost of the
precipice of entry in the land forty
years Sean William a year for every day
which of course begs the question we'd
all have time for now we've discussed in
the past their failure was only one day
when they came back and gave the
negative report why are they held
accountable for 40 negative days they
only made a mistake for one day not 40
days so why did we have to wander 40
years we should have wandered for one
year it's a great question we've quoted
from of our Weiss and others very
brilliant answers not for now Moshe
gives them the bad news of the decree
back in a line 40 years and even worse
news for all of you and none of you are
making it in there you're all gonna die
in the desert it's pretty much as bad as
it gets and how do they react by yes I
blue Homme mode the people mourned
exceedingly the word vias are blue they
mourned why they morning why they're
mourning mourning is the loss of life
that could be sad I would understand
they would be saddened but why are they
morning why they morning and I want to
end with this brilliant insight
everybody I love a chick who says the
follower he says once the consciousness
of the sin reached Panero
it was expressed in the sorrow of
mourning what is the sorrow of mourning
according to our lack of the laws of
mourning apply when a person loses
something important precious the loss of
money and property is not a real loss a
real loss is the loss of a dear and
person mourning his reaction to a loss
of express itself in the strong
sensation of nostalgia of yearning of
retrospective memories power of mourning
its cruelty and its loneliness has its
focal point in the memory of the human
being were men able to forget to
eradicate events from his memory there
would be no need for mourning the
feelings of bereavement are dependent on
memory which is the greatest blessing of
man qualm man memory constitutes the
entire awareness of the human in times
of mourning however this blessing
becomes a curse memories float up from
the past and when the past comes to the
surface a man is forced to compare
yesterday with today he's engulfed by a
feeling of bereavement and mourning over
the course of many years a man becomes
accustomed to returning home from his
outside affairs he climbs the few steps
before the front door of his house the
same way is done for years he rings the
bell out of habit and expects tears
always soft steps from the other side of
the door he waits but the steps never
come he puts his hand in his pocket
pulls out the key and opens the door it
seems to be the same door in the same
furniture everything is clean and
polished nevertheless something has
changed everything appears to be exactly
the same statement the same place in
which we were before
nothing has been moved only no one is
there waiting for him all around there
is peace and quiet which can sometimes
be worse than heart-rendering cries
mourning engulfs his whole being the
sinner also mourns what is the sinner
mourn
he mourns that which he has
irretrievably lost what has he lost
everything the sinner has lost his
purity his holiness his integrity
spiritual wealth the joy of life the
spirit of sanctity and man all like his
meaning to life and content to human
existence the mourner mourns to the soul
the beloved one is lost the sinner
mourns his own soul which he has lost
mourning inevitably contains a
masochistic element the mourner tortures
and torments himself he hates himself
and the bereavement is sin there's also
a clear masochistic element the sinner
begins to sense a feeling of contempt
and disgust towards himself he
experiences masochistic self-hatred the
sin is seen as an abomination an object
of revulsion something utterly
nauseating the feeling generated by sin
is not a moral sensation the moral sense
of man is not such a powerful force the
feeling of sin which drags a person to
repentance is an aesthetic sensation
negative aesthetic reaction the natural
inclination of desire of madness for the
beautiful of the aesthetic man despises
the ugly sin contains ugliness disgust
an abomination which repelled men the
suffering of sin lies in the feeling of
nausea towards the defiling disgusting
uncleanliness
it is this which draws him away that's
Shem seeks to draw man to chuhwa he
arouses not only his moral awareness
which is usually not sufficient too
strong to awaken him but more his
aesthetic consciousness a better chance
of affecting the repulsion of the
despised and loathsome sin so if I
Stella did she describes it this week
and vias are blue
what were they morning what were they
grieving you know what they were
Mourning they were mourning their poor
judgment they were mourning their
mistake they were mourning the lost
opportunity they were mourning the lost
time they were mourning the lost
resources every year on tisha Bob I
described when we send the floor and we
and we cry and we mourn are we mourning
for things 2,000 years old no we're
mourning were reflecting on our past
year and were mourning the lost
opportunities were mourning the lost
waste of money were mourning the
squandered time were mourning the
damaged relationships were grieving the
parts of our soul that we didn't realize
and that we didn't take advantage of and
that's why I vias I blew when all of a
sudden they had this moment and they
realized we've blown it and the
consequence of their of their actions
vias a blue they were grieving for all
that they had lost in the horrific
mistake that they had made which is a
brilliant insight into whole concept of
hate and of chuhwa much more to talk
about but wishing everyone a wonderful
and a beautiful day we continue tomorrow
morning 8:15 with Mussina see show him
10 minutes 8:45 tomorrow morning with
living in LA muna Horne at nine o'clock
we have an incredible episode of behind
the beam a very special guest to find
out more about by wishing everyone a
happy healthy and holy day