Living With Emunah (Part 339) - BBB

an enormous that we have a tremendous privilege we have this morning to welcome the raita to our community he been giving shum this is now the second year mitem we'll learn together in soon but if not he can continue to come andem to inspire us the r of sh's Torah every week I quote we share in so many different contexts it opens our eyes and it warms our heart and it touches the depths of our soul and uh there are people that you feel that you live on the same Planet you occupy the same space and the same Globe but you're living in two totally different worlds some are living in the physical world in the here and now and some are living on another plane altoe and yet they open our eyes and invite us to live there with them a little bit and of sure is such a person such a giant who and Torah as I say open our eyes the r is running to the airport but has uh so grateful has generously agreed to share a few minutes with us to speak on amuna on topic is amuna as soon as he has to run to the airport we'll continue with our usual amuna she with our letters I was sharing with the R so many of the letters that come in the inspiration that it provides and back to the safer that we're learning together but before we begin what an enormous and privilege it is for us to welcome to welcome the Fulfillment of which is brings to but auna is not something that is achieved easily the tells us I believe because I talk in other words the posic teaches us that to achieve a you have to talk about amuna what does it mean talking about amuna [Music] bringing into our lives the more we talk about meaning I realize that only with the help of hasem only with the help of God can I do something which we use the words and when we thank God for something that happens that's I believe because I talk even though when I say thank you Hashem or or it's not 100% by me clear that it's only Hashem that did it but by saying it and by talking it it automatically influences the person to become a true M AA has stages you can't achieve the highest stage and jump to the highest stage when you went up to do the avido the job of a priest a Cen in B mikd and he went up to the m to the altar he didn't go up with steps he went up with a plank why our sages teach us steps you could skip a step step you could step over a step in a plank you have to take step by step by step if not you'll fall or slip back Judaism you can't jump steps you have to take baby steps one at a time and you achieve auna is something that there are so many different stages in auna so many different stages where a person can reach with AA we can't think that we can reach the High a stage just in a day or just by 10 minutes a day or whatever it takes day after day after day and a person grows he goes up the ladder one rung at a time is the Fulfillment of is harder means living amuna not only being a person that believes not living that I believe V says there are 13 stages of meaning there's a smallest a lowest stage of a higher stage of another stage of is something that you also have to grow in the brings you to more brings you to but it's something that comes from talking says in the prophet to CL isra he says the is lost because it's cut from the mouths in other words the PK teaches you in the N you know why you lost them you know why you lost because you don't talk you don't have the enough in your life thank you hasem is a very nice statement but sometimes it's an empty statement it's a language that we learned we have to learn to talk more about hem in a clearer way to realize that asem is the one who does everything to realize all that we have is only because Hashem gave it to us to realize we can't take anything alone in this world we'll end with a story there was a sadic called ra chob he lived in Ukraine he's buried in this town chob which all of you know about such a town and he was a orphan and he was brought up by a stepmother the stepmother gave the children bread with butter him they gave she gave bread she was a stepmother and there wasn't any money around so the children she gave a little bit of butter him not he was a three-year-old a three-year-old he he wanted have butter so under the steps there was a pale with plaster plaster looks to the eye of a child of two three years old as butter and he buttered his bread with plaster and of course when he ate it he realized that this is not what they were eating he said he learned then at the age of three you don't take anything alone in this world there's no such thing as taking alone you only take what was given and everything is given byes we have to realize that and we have to repeat that and we repeat that again until we reach one stage of amuna another stage of auna and another stage of auna there are a lot of stages in auna one time AA is 102 two times Thea is 204 is already at sadic three times Thea is every woman here should know you have to have already three times Thea Isa is the numerical value of three times a it goes up and up and up everything every time of AA you gain another stage you could go up all the way and see how you achieve you achieve more you achieve more the basic that we all have to have are three past present future past created the world present is the one who runs everything in the present World future they come a time when the whole world will know and see for our their eyes that is one we should be to see it we should have the ability to be there when the future is clear for us but three times Thea is the numerical value of an Isa it's also the numerical value of Das because the life of is as sweet as could be is as pleasant as could be without worries without anything to bother you and you could be you could achieve that by talking by repeating and by living with okay wow yes okay I don't necessarily unless you know of sure you don't necessarily know what a what a privilege that is uh he's one of the Giants of our generation one of the most Brilliant Minds and character and hearts and souls um his father R the or R he today is the he has a and his many many many tens of that he puts out on every single topic and his wisdom advice and blessings are sought from around the world and uh he's a very very special person it's the second time he's come you can't hear me I hope um if you'd see his eyes his deep blue eyes you feel like they can going through the back of your head and could make you light up on fire so um but this the second year that he's come the many I think he was got here Sunday night it's now Wednesday morning he's leaving I think he gave maybe 30 sheum around South Florida in the time that he was here but the most precious thing is to see not the shum that he's giving in front of large audiences and sophisticated mature adults but is to see the teenagers but when he sits in our backyard line up one by one and there are boys who are struggling boys who were off who weren't keeping shabas weren't putting on Fillin they sit with rure who looks into their soul and believes in them and I found out that since last year some of these teenage boys that he met with have been speaking to him on the phone daily check in he checks in with them they check in with him he keeps talking about how much he believes in them and he brings out a lot in them it's a very very special and as I said and I only said it partially mostly because I'm incredibly afraid of him but I said in front of him that there are people that make no mistake we feel like we all live on earth and we all have to eat and we all sleep and we all are human beings and we're all in the same Globe but there other people we're in the physical world they're in the metaphysical world we see what's in front of us they see an energy and a metaphysics and a world and a truth the gatria he alluded to the numerical value that he could have gone all that's his specialty if you look every week his what he puts out the D Torah so I I've sat with him and I asked him you sit with a calculator I have to you know okay Al is one plus the thing is 40 does that work out he sees he sees not he'll talk you say your name and say oh that's this P he sees the numbers they they come together they work out the world The Matrix and the illusion that we're living in we see the illusion and he sees the Matrix he sees the numbers he sees they're all anyway it's a big big and his few words is a lot more that he could elaborate on Andia cotton I feel humbled and small to continue but I continue with you and back on what we do and the letters that we got and so I'm glad that we we had this special opportunity our Muna series is always sponsored by Dr zavan B Morgan memory of Dr Brian galet in memory of Bella's mother Dr Ellen Shaner and shmir for the Israeli soldiers and hostages and we are incredibly grateful for the Morgans for their continued generosity this morning is also sponsored by Joyce Mueller in memory of her beloved parents Robert and fra seagull your are the 19th and 22nd of alah and also in honor of and we all D from the bottom of our hearts for of a young baby Nina should have a complete Speedy fulla bounce back to give a tremendous Nas to her parents and grandparents and this baby should be well and we should hear B toas also anonymously in gratitude to BRS all the Torah and by Ellen official in honor of the 17 Paul Rosenberg alah in memory of Israel margal whose was the 11th of Adar our beloved Israel marges our Beloved Community member and Friend by his children and grandchildren and great-grandchildren his n should have an Al by Marina mayor stim in memory of their daughter mik on her third year at site they should find strength and comfort and herish should have an Aliyah as well um baby steps that's what of said baby steps the plank the ramp one by one don't jump don't skip don't feel pressured to live more than you are or Beyond where you're holding baby steps baby steps so that's what we're working on that's what we're working on so our big theme our big motto I did get the stickers that came in for the back of the phone we will will uh sell them or distribute them embrace your place you're exactly where you're meant to be so when you sit turn your phone over you see that sticker so wherever you are whatever is happening however frustrated you are so I want to share with you and I got an email from a listener Kim H who shared with me this Insight beautiful beautiful Insight Mel Beerman me says the following this week this week is pum in case you didn't notice wasn't on your calendar but tomorrow night I believe it is yeah not nearly ready but tomorrow night is pum so says the following says that a person who lives in but is in a city that celebrates p on the 14th of Adar must keep p on the 14th it's interesting we know that a w city a city that's walled has a different day of Pam than an unwalled city so we will all observe Pam on the 14th of Adar and a w City like shushan was a wall City observed per not the 14th when the 15th of the next day what we call and why is that we don't have yes we keep two days of they keep one day but the idea that the whole holidays on a different day depending on your ZIP code your address where you live we don't have that why is that specific or unique to purm is a topic for another time how does it work this year this year is what's called a Pur M and if you live in your shal there are aspects of pm on Friday chabas and the real P are the suda the Mish the are on Sunday we're going to have P here Friday I happen to be flying to on Mo shabas I have a wedding next week I'll be back next Wednesday morning but not in time I think for the shear so we'll have to I'm giving the amuna actually in y on Monday so we'll put it out from there from Monday but I leave Tuesday night so I land Sunday at four o'clock 4:30 I'm gonna try to get toim and catch the end of pum so p in B Friday P Sunday it's going to be amazing I'm looking forward unfortunately the time I get to it might be the worst part of PM which is the cleanup from puram so we'll see what's happening before I get there so the the gamor says a person who lives in but you're in bees you're in modin you're in ranana you're in N you're in you're not when do You observe pum so the gar says a person who lives in but is on on Pam located in a city that celebrates on the 14th Friday must keep per on the 14th his status is determined by his present location not by his permanent residence he gets his mail in Yim he fills out the form his address isim but he happens to be visiting The Gladstones and ranana on on the 14th so when does he when does he observe ranana is that where you're going back to Nat Rana Nat he's a Nat with the GL so he's going on the 14th so you don't follow the permanent residence you follow you where are temporarily why it's in contrast with most y toen for example when some and this is a little controversial everybody relax but I follow my re who followed his that when a person from America visits Israel for p how many days do you keep two so I understand my permanent residence is B so if I'm in Israel for P I keep two days because my residence is bokeh but when someone from is In N they keep P him on the 14th not the 15th that's a different conclusion why why why is pum different so the answer says you ready this is why sent this to me in an email the answer is that P teaches us the whole story of p is hashem's name does not appear in the Milla explicitly it does every time you see the word h some millas every column Begins the word h the mill is written so that every column begins with the word h and whenever it says the word h the king it doesn't mean the physical King it is a reference said the gr ofon H the King of Kings the almighty who was pulling the strings who was behind the scenes so when the Milla of the last year and a half since October 7th will be written the newest book of Tanakh will be so to say added it will tell you a story that won't have God's name it'll talk about beepers it'll talk about ballistic missiles from Iran it'll talk about explosions on buses where no one was hurt it'll be a Milla it'll tell a story God's name won't appear he didn't come gather us around the mountain and talk to us directly he didn't reveal himself with a revelation that was unprecedented so there home we'll talk about beepers ballistic missiles and buses The Three B's it'll be a whole Milla the BBB Milla beepers buses ballistic missiles God's name will be absent but if we're living now we look and we see we read between the lines and we see how we see Hashem is everywhere he's everywhere Hashem is pulling the strings everywhere everywhere and that's the holiday of P's name doesn't appear in the Milla but he appears everywhere in the Milla I love to quote this not when we enter the calendar day of Adar when Adar enters us just spoke about if you live when a Jew feels nothing's random nothing's chance nothing's by accident but embrace your place you are exactly where you are meant to be when you go through life of that confidence and that Clarity and that calmness and that physical spiritual mental health that provide then I'm not worried are you keeping me waiting the doctor canceled the appointment I've been waiting for how come I'm not bent out of shape because I'm where I'm meant to be this is the way it's meant to go this is what's supposed to happen nothing frazzles me or Razzles me because I'm just where I meant to be it's all from so the when enters us when we live with am and we therefore don't get frustrated or angry or resentful we don't get envious or arrogant or anxious then we're it's the natural consequence it's the result it's the skiing your step you see somebody who gets back a positive I mean a positive a good lab report somebody who just turns in the winning lottery ticket somebody's child calls him to say I have amazing news for you I'm expecting I'm getting engaged that person is they don't have to be told it says here I'm supposed to be happy now says here somebody once met with me me and said I don't feel the emotions other people seem to feel I don't feel emotion at all and what do I do and that's a condition that it's a form of being psych it's it's a challenge it's it's an illness a person feels emotion natural emotions so if you hear good news fantastic news you don't have to say oh I read in a book that I'm supposed to be happy when that happens you're happy so when a person is when you give you give him a dwelling place here on Earth when you let him enter us you can't help but feel enormous Joy that's the whole story of P what's the what's it called the Milla we're gonna hear tomorrow night and Friday morning it's not a trick question people what's it called millas Esther The Scroll of Esther not a trick question the word Milla the word Milla means a scroll but the word Milla to be migala is gilo is to reveal Esther comes from the language of Hester The Hidden we read the Milla to reveal what's hidden we don't hear we know the story why do I have to hear the story for the billionth time we know the story we had the whole story I got the story we're hungry can't we eat wh what why we know the story we're not listening to review a story that we already know we're doing it as an exercise it's an exercise here's the challenge there should be a clap on the beima we're about to hear the Milla reveal the hidden find hashem's name between the lines read the story of the beepers buses missiles that hashem's name is not mentioned and find Hashem in the story that's Miller should be easier for us than ever to experience purum because the last year and a half though there's been tragedy and Challenge and loss and it's hard to see Hashem in so many of those places but there's also been Miracles Miracles where we can read hashem's name between the lines so back to the question why is that if you go to Israel for PES but you live in Bon you have to keep two days but if you live in and you go to Rana You observe R why is that it's not the normal rule says the the answer is that teaches us in hashem's Providence part of this amuna is the awareness you ready that wherever a person is located at any given time it was bash that he be there so his status on purum is based on where he is on purum when it comes to PES your status is where you're from but puram the whole holiday is hashem's Providence puram the whole Essence and theme is I am where I'm meant to be be so if I'm in Nat forget that I get my mail in this is where I meant to be Pur I meant to observe the whole holiday of puram is if you have to summarize what's purum embrace your place you are where you're meant to be that's the holid of reveal what is hidden let enter you and you know how you'll go through life if you know yeah we'll see how it turns out it's an adventure I don't know what will be I'm not envious whatever people have because I have what I am meant to have and I'm not worried about a future because Hashem is in charge he's in control the future will bring whatever the future is supposed to bring I take my initiative I make my effort I do whatever is under my power and my control and then I let go and I let God and I'm filled with Sim with joy with Serenity and Tranquility with peace of mind with Clarity with confidence with calmness because when I let AEM in so we made the decal for the car we made the sticker we got the luggage tag we got it all we'll figure out how to get it out and last week on Z Adar every Z Adar I meet members of our kadisha in one of the cemeteries where we do the taharas of the people who are buried there so I made up as always to meet a group there and the person leading the group person leading the group who was in a car we had made up a certain time to meet and she sent me a text what's your ETA I said I'm here we're running late and then I didn't answer even though I was sitting there a little bit frustrated not at her but at the circumstance that I got down there she was late she sends me a text of the picture of the decal on our windshield sorry we're a few minutes late embrace your place so this whole thing is coming back to haunt me in a big way my daughter with the car your car is where it's meant to be me with my daughter your bagel is where it's meant to be and now the head of our kadisha telling the rabbi just relax Rabbi we're running late but embrace your place here's a picture of your decal you are where you are meant to be okay we're already deep into the shear so I'll just read one or two more emails before we get back into our text but I love this one because it's from a young girl dear Rabbi Goldberg and all the living with amuna listeners this is the first email I have that was addressed to you our listeners thank you so much for the living witha sh they really Inspire and strengthen me I wrote this letter because I want to share with you and with the living with amuna listeners what I learned from listening to this podcast also I want to share something that happened to me today I've been ding for it to happen and to go successfully I live in I'm very thankful I'm 12 and a half in seventh grade today I went to my first interview for high school the school sounds like a good fit for me and very high level learning which I want my family and I have been ding that I will get an interview that it will go well that I'll get accepted during the interview The principal asked me what is the Big Value you have I answered her inem even if something doesn't go the way I want it to go it's from Hashem for example for example it's a nce that I was invited for this interview this 12-year-old tells the interviewer the same way as everything else is Ace although I don't know for sure if I'll be accepted and the bad is all from God the bad is also for our good even if we don't know what is good about I can imagine this interviewer is interviewing this 12 and a half year old who gives her an amuna about it's a miracle that I'm here and however it will go it's from Hashem and amuna is my value I do hope the interview went well I'll get accepted to the high school I think it went pretty well I hope to write again soon with the good news I got accepted and the school will be the right for for me thank you so much again and under the email is a little PS from the mother I want you to know that right after the interview she said I have something to do I have to write to Rabbi Goldberg she wrote this letter the same day and I told her I would send it to you I'm embarrassed it took me this long though obviously today's exactly the right day to file and take care of it and get the letter to whom it was addressed thank you for the continuous inspiration blah blah blah warmly so on and so forth I didn't get the postcript yet but she already knows because she already said whichever way it goes is the right thing for her you how many people did not get in where they wanted to go a door closed and where they were redirected was the right place for them was the right place for them sometimes closes doors he opens others but he brings us where we're meant to be where we're wanted where we're needed where we're where we find out who we're supposed to be and what life is supposed to be what life is supposed to be about okay one more quick one de by Gober listening to the m in six months it's really made me reframe reframe my viewpoint and see hasem in my daily life I want to share an experience that happened to my family several years ago my relative who I was close with died suddenly in a fire I received an inheritance it had always been a dream of mine to build a beautiful Suka that would be easy for my husband to put up we used a significant part of the money to build a new deck with a Perle that attracts to easily install walls suus is my favorite H and this family member always enjoyed spending the holidays with us so it seemed fitting two weeks ago on Mo shabas I was standing in the kitchen when a huge tree fell down in our yard the tree landed on the perola which slowed it although it hit the house above the kitchen the pergola took the brunt of the damage the house received minor damage but the roof did not cave in no one inside was hurt I can't describe the fear at seeing the tree fall how thankful I was that no one was hurt and there were no live wires or a myriad of other things that could have happened although I'm sad looking at the broken perg I realized the huge hug that came from Hashem and from this relative I do not know why that tree had to fall but clearly Hashem was looking out for us I'm not sure that prior to listening the she I would have connected all the dots I probably would have just been upset about the situation I see the plan of hm that he was looking out for us one of my friends even pointed out it is P that is coming and will God willing have our Suka fixed and Beautiful by then thank you for the inspiration so some emails there are a lot more I thank everyone who sent back to our text we're learning we are on page L we said we last left off and we're talking about also again you want to talk I didn't tell tell of sh that we've been talking about thank you but he sat down and what did he start talking about I said could you give 10 minutes of amuna for the amuna but of course he picked up where we left off because Hashem is in charge so I didn't have to tell him what we were talking about Hashem controls and orchestrates and curates everything mindboggling it's extraordinary it's amazing how did everyone do with their homework doing well with the homework please God than thank God God willing God help we take those baby steps by talking about Hashem at first you'll feel weird what am I some kind of uh Evangelical pring you know who am I I'm preaching now and the answer is yeah be a preacher in your home to your friends not indoctrinating them but simply Nuance subtly talking about it don't indoctrinate don't hit him over the head with a hammer just several have spoken to me men about their wives women about their husbands we're not necessarily on the same page I can't get them to listen to the Yun here I can't get them into what I'm into we're not living the same plane we're not doing the same thing we spoke about this last week too the answer is don't hit him over the head don't indoctrinate Don't Preach Don't Force just be you and when they see how healthy how happy you are who wouldn't want that too when there's a situation they panic but you're calm they're angry and you're patient they're frustrated and you're good to go and they understand where's that coming from amuna because I've been living with amuna and look how it's changed my life our relationship my parenting my professional life who wouldn't want that too so don't indoctrinate and Don't Preach just be and live other people will believe because you speak subtly that was Ys always talked about by the time he's done with par Pagan idolator all of a sudden is talking about God Yosef didn't say can we go over the Bible codes Yosef didn't say come to the Discovery seminar ysep didn't say sheit how do you not believe ysph simply didn't stop talking about God and the result and consequence were par himself starts talking about God you'll find the people around you will talk about God when you talk about God we have to speak about hem so it wash it was the hand of hm that sure picked up where we left off everything is Hashem I wrote an AR this week I'll post it in the group and the opening of it was my friend Kim I called him on the campaign finished I want to thank all those who contributed and gave it means the world to me from the bottom of my heart I'm only bringing up the campaign again not to ask for more though we're not done yet we're not done unlike the mishan we're not done we'll never be done we need more but the campaign was a success a smashing success because so many of you gave or made Pages or teams and helped us collect and it meant the absolute world to me to us thank you for building and inspiring T it's incredible so I called and I said you're going to get to sh after 120 and Hashem is gonna say to you good job you gave almost $7 million to batone synagogue Community to grow Torah and he's gonna say excuse me what where I made what commitment quickly you're gonna run to the charity.com BRS page to check did it list you for $7 million and it doesn't but how does it mean we had hit a wall and we were frustrated we weren't sure how to proceed and where to go and how to get this done and what would be and frankly I was a little bit I'm embarrassed to tell you the mag of the Amun here I was a little down in the dumps and Kim came from New York to meet with me about something totally different and when we sat down before we started he said what's the deal with this campus thing I see there's dirt outside but there's no energy unlike everything BRS does there's no energy there's no excitement I don't see anything about it what's going on we hit this wall I don't know what's going to be I don't know how to go I don't know how to proceed we have some challenges he said you've got to do a matching campaign and in 60 seconds he told me why and how and I'm telling you to work and you got to do it and I spent 60 seconds telling him why he's wrong and that won't work with us and our people don't do that and it'll never happen but the rest of the day I couldn't stop thinking about it couldn't stop thinking about it and the rest is history because literally on a crazy short timeline a few weeks later we put together and we executed a campaign that bar is closing in on $7 million so I said the hash that he was visiting from New York that day the that he brought up the topic the that he gave an example he had just done the all was nothing is coincidence he gave s million because had he not done that I'd still be sitting here with my hands on the air not knowing what to do hasm is orchestrating so just pick up the signal and look for it thank him so much each time he does it's all coming from him it's all coming from him it's all coming from him that was the letter hey the letter he was added to A's name because the letter hey you spell hey he or he or he Al and we know it spells that's how began to live and that's what inst instilled in US 33 that the advice and the path the formula to a life of is a life of submit surrender to God let go and let God see his guiding hand understand he's in charge he's in control destroy the amalik that's also Pur amalik is not just Hamas hasb the houis people like Colombia the me Jewish members of Congress who are more concerned with installing reinstating the Visa of terrorists who want to kill Jews that's not the only amalik amalik is the voice inside our head of Doubt of uncertainty that's amalik amalik is suff amalik is gatria suff what's suff oh sure would be proud what's suff doubt amalik is the same numerical value as the word suff doubt why because you know what amalik likes to do instill a little doubt you have all this confidence it's from hasem there's a reason there's a purpose this is my meaning this is what I meant to do this is where I meant to be and then that little voice that Creeps in and says are you sure are you positive ah he may not even exist who knows if he's even here and who knows if he's even in charge and who knows if he even cares about what's going on in your life are you sure are you sure you're ready to let go and let God that little voice of doubt that's a mik that's a mik what a foer calls a Malik is what AER calls a vacuum a hole an emptiness aik pushes God out there's no God here there's just a big vacuum just random en chance and happen stance and coincidence that's the voice of amalik amalik is the voice of e nothing impresses me nothing's awesome the word awesome that we've diluted and destroyed that word awesome but it really means something it's an awesome word awesome it means worthy of awe that's awesome worthy of awe we should be in awe but we live in a time there's no awe nothing impresses us instead of a we live in the generation of e a is wow did you see that that building that painting that sculpture the literary work did you see that giant you were just in the presence I'm in awe I'm in awe of we once were people that felt awe now we're so looking at our phone we see something H I saw something more impressive on the in someone sent me a video something even better H Food H how was the concert uh how was the the the rabbi everything's that's a is is the of and what's a a Jew is the is everything's H is everything's wow that's awesome that's awesome I were at a concert Sunday the great hatah concert was beautiful we were walking out and she stopped She said look at that Sunset that's awesome I don't know how many people saw it happened to be everybody was facing the stage and the sunset was behind them not blaming them but they were looking at the concert which was amazing and behind them Hashem was putting on his own show there was an amazing show on stage and behind everyone Hashem was putting on his own show which he does every day which is called the sunset and the sky was every kind of red and orange and the used it was amazing it was beautiful and amalik would say keep walking eh nothing to see here what's the big deal it's a sunset it rises every day it sets every day keep walking nothing to see here but the of is not to listen to It's theill is to stop and pause and say wow that's awesome did you hear that new song it's awesome not like a 60s hippie awesome dude but it's awesome like it's awesome it's worthy of awe it's worthy of a did you see that Sunset it's awesome it's awesome that recipe is awesome that person's awesome that idea that story that impact that visit they're awesome that's how we destroy amalik we got to get rid of the amalik amalik the physical Amal threaten us with their violence with Annihilation with elimination that's amalik and we got to get rid of them and our brave Soldiers our heroic soldiers we ding for they're getting rid of the amalik but there's an amalik in our hearts and in our heads there's the amalik the voice of doubt the voice of uncertainty the voice of e of being unimpressed with anything and it has to be replaced with the voice of a the voice of seeing Hashem everywhere the voice of hashem's in charge hashem's in control I have no doubt I have no uncertainty I have Comm and I have confidence last year when R was here he suffers you should have challenges in his spine you see it's hard for him to walk sleep move and I asked him one morning staying at our house how is the r feeling and he paused and he looked at me he said exactly how Hashem wants me to feel what I loved about that answer is he didn't didn't give some sh you know I'm not knocking the sh but he didn't give some I'm in pain like Hashem wants me I feel great he didn't give some fake answer he's in pain but that's how Hashem wants me to feel so I feel the way Hashem wants me to feel I don't know anyone else would answer that that Hashem wasn't part of that question how do you feel I had a good night I had a bad night it hurts I'm feeling better where does Hashem fit into that question or that answer but for of sure he's part of every question he's the answer to every question how do I feel the way hasem wants me to feel I'm working to feel better I hope to feel better I'm not denying that I'm in pain because that's foolish Hashem doesn't want that from us if we're in pain if we're grieving if we've suffered loss if we're sad he doesn't want us to deny real feelings just to understand and embrace and accept that that too is all part of coming from Hashem that's all part of our story it's where we're meant to be in this moment even if we're trying to break out of it it's all says rautner not is the letter he and for all of us our life will change when we don't just enter the month of but when enters us the when we give Hashem a dwelling in our life by we talk about him always then we'll see well be this is what's meant to be this is how it's meant to happen this decal I can tell you several times has had an impact on me I'm frustrated I'm angry I'm resentful who's keeping me waiting in the car who's still stuck at this red light why is this traffic happening making me late and you just Embrace that moment you realize no no no it's wasted energy I who has time you have enough energy to waste some I don't you have enough emotional bandwidth to waste some I don't so preserve it save it direct it where it's meant to be and don't waste it on things we can't control and the way to be able to do that is embrace your place to recognize where are we're meant to be to let go and let God to live with amuna to live with Hashem to take those baby steps on that ramp and to realize it won't change anything it won't make it go faster it won't necessarily resolve that problem that's out of my control and out of my hands what do I need to do and how do I live with everywhere and that hey everything needs good Divine Providence everything needs hashem's help will the kalas will they be killer kalas or will they flop will the H come out or they explode and the jelly will go everywhere and they won't be the neat Corners I like it when they don't go right because when I sneak in the kitchen and try to take some I won't say who but I'm told no no take the ones that don't look right I'm not saying who I have a I say these H they're awesome it's the nicest H I ever saw and the person who made those H happens to be celebrating a birthday today I don't want to say who they are and embarrass them I'm not saying who but I won't be where I am and I said as I said to them this morning privately but I'll say publicly because I was born before they were the the day they were born was the best thing that ever happened in my life because even though I wouldn't find that other half to be whole for several years but Hashem declared already in heaven that our halves were meant to be a whole so bar it's my birthday too you should give me a present I'm just joking but a very happy birthday in good health and for many years to come and continue to bake killer Hamin with just a few not turning out exactly right so I can sneak them in the in the kitchen they're they're awesome they and you are awesome so but to live with an A the letter hey is how do I get on that because the the and the CLE the carpool the meeting at work the client the customer the campaign that you're running the druss you have to give everything needs will the technology work to stream of shore will it work for of shore can you sit will the camera pick up will he be hurt everything needs everything needs it we spoke last week you start your day what's on to today look in your schedule Hashem and for this this the other thing oh don't forget that and also this other thing at the end of the day Hashem thank you foray for this that the other thing and everything went right it went wrong I got in I was rejected it's all meant to be it's all coming from Hashem and to get to this aam how did aam become the father of all Nations the father of monotheism ethical monotheism preaching and teaching and changing and transforming the world because he saw and he taught Hashem everywhere every where this has been my calling for the last several years I grew up in a world and in a system which I learned and gained and made me who I am but largely was absent this with no criticism of those who came before maybe it was a different generation they didn't need it but my education did not talk about Hashem we memorized L and we memorized and we gained skills in vocabulary in gamarra and we memorized and we learned what the holidays were about or the how to observe them and we learned beautiful div Torah on the para but a constant conversation awareness Consciousness invoking hashem's name it wasn't there and we need it now more than ever and the Educators which all parents and grandparents are are the principal Educators we need it we desperately need it we need it for ourselves we can't talk it we can't speak it with any Authority or any authenticity if we don't live it children can see right through they know who's fake they know who's faking it so it has to be authentic and we have to grow and learn it and this is my calling I feel like the last few years and I'll say that of all the sh I give of all the sh I give I would say the living with amuna I won't tell you the numbers that apparently and the many the community of living with amuna that we are around the world that I'm so grateful Beyond grateful and humbled and proud but the numbers tell me that this is what's needed and the most implemented as well more so we need this the world needs this we desperately need this and we used to not have it because I think we thought you know that's for simple people they they talk about Hashem as there Hashem is everywhere that's that's the simple people mute AEM Hashem up the parking lot get us this parking spot thank Hashem for the Hashem you know but if you're sophisticated and high futin and you have a fancy vocabulary and you know big terms then you know you don't that's not what you talk about but it's wrong it's wrong the smarter the fancier you are the more sophisticated you are the the more we should be talking about hem the more we need to talk about hem the more the more the more so I want to wish everyone a first of all thank you again for the help with the campaign and thank you AEM for the of thank you AEM for sending to give the idea of the campaign thank you Hashem for forming this community want to wish everyone a you know Pam the miracle of P happened where where wasan Persia where is Persia we need modern day Miracles like hem should bring this p and even yet before Miracles Miracles Miracles hostages should be home our soldiers should be safe next week the Amun is from on Monday at 10: am we'll stream it you will likely be sleeping maybe you wake up early four o'clock in the morning if you want to wake up early feel free to join or you can watch it later and we'll pick up the week after have a