Living With Emunah (Part 334) - Just Today

okay good morning Booker welcome back to living with amuna our living with amuna series is generously sponsored by Dr zav and Bella Morgan a member of Rabbi Dr Brian galber and in memory of Bella's mother Dr Ellen shanzer we remain incredibly grateful to them this morning is also Inus for a young boy from our community at open heart surgery yesterday aan Z leina should have a speedy complete RMA an amazing young man and please God a stronger heart than than ever okay start with some amuna emails as always please keep sending them I'm sorry I can't read them all uh out loud but all of them Inspire and touch me and I know the ones I share are able to inspire and touch others I I'll tell you this story actually it's not an email but it's my own story yesterday um I said I wasn't going to speak about it or speak negatively about it but I was punished and needed a kapara so I had to go to Orlando uh and spend some time in in those overpriced Parks but I'm not going to talk about it because again I don't want to make anybody feel bad I I haven't gone in years because I literally am allergic I like break out in hives at the thought of having to go there so they came up with a great plan my grandchildren came to me and said Z can you come with us to Disney and that you can't say no to that how could you say no to that so Tak it should be a kapara it's uh I was able to escape last night they're still there bem for the shear I said I I can't I have to I was able to anyway we were Inland we were at one of the parks and my son was climbing on a wall have been climbing on I was also ready to climb on the walls and off the walls and anyway he fell off the wall and he scratched his hands and he really he hurt himself he was fine thank God he's fine no emergency no crisis but he heard himself a little bit on the next ride he was really in pain and expressing it and sad and down and tearful because his hands really hurt and then I saw on the ride his like mind was wandering and at the end of it he said to me Abba Hashem obviously wanted my hands to hurt so I guess I'm okay with it and it'll be fine I was like wow he doesn't even come to the yuner he doesn't listen to the yuner doesn't have a way to listen to the yuner but again I share that with you only as both a point of pride in my son I'm grateful that was his reaction but also because of the impact when we talk this way around our homes when our children hear us it's coping mechanisms it's resilience it's strength it's a way to experience the world is to not panic and not be in fear doesn't mean I said it's okay that it hurts and it's okay to say ouch and it's okay to be in pain but it also gives it a perspective instead of regretting why did I climb on why did I fall and why did this have to happen one can lean in and accept it and be able to move on which is one of the emails I got Rabbi one of my grandsons and I learn partially together almost every week one of the ways we prepare is to listen to your sheer we did so today and in order to prepare my grandson listened on his flight back yesterday to New Jersey from Panama Florida is now P it's like who goes to Florida yes Shiva week neb you go to Florida Panama Cabo all over the world there's nothing wrong with getting in your car also and just driving to or Orlando he told me one of the ways he was able to stay calm during the turbulence was by listening to the shear so you're having more of an impact than you realize again helps us get through the turbulence of life and the turbulence of the plane and we're able to get through hello Gober thank you for the living with the mun series I enjoy and gain from it a few things a couple weeks ago you mentioned some people complain you speak too fast please don't slow down I listen to living with theun while doing my morning runs along Lake Michigan to 50 degree weather and your energetic Pace helps me keep my Pace as I train for a half marathon who knew we speak right at the pace to train for a marathon who knew sometimes I speak in public places people come up to me afterwards they're like I'm not used to listening to you so slowly when you're live like they can't stand they can't handle it a minor amuna Story the person writes a few months ago I heard that one of the living with Amun was sponsored by a name I recognized from a small City on the west coast I suspected it was a cousin of mine who I hadn't spoken to in years turns out it was him we connected and used the opportunity to catch a bit he told me he usually sponsors things anonymously but this time forgot to remove his name we now know why we now know why and then the person shares a beautiful D Tor with me great email very appreciative from the happy and works out and it gives us the strength to the more challenging emails which I find the most meaningful because again amuna are the tools it's the muscle that gets us through life thank you for taking time to read the email if you have time for respond I've been listening to your class on Spotify for nearly two years so appreciative y y blah blah blah I became more religious around 20 I'm now 31 and somehow even have gotten my non-religious yet connected mother hooked on the classes so much so it's been on top podcast for two years running on Spotify I don't think I get any reward for that but it's nice it's nice anyway she quotes you regularly and tries to give me strength when I'm struggling when it comes to dating I've also shared your podcast with some of my patients and uh the author writes which uh hospital she works in and this has helped them with their existential distress and cancer Journeys I'm writing for guidance because I was about to get engaged and instead my relationship ended a couple weeks ago he was unable to move ahead I've been dating for 10 years and felt that Hashem finally was telling me it was my time and now find myself back at square one the relationship came with bumps but I recalled some of what you imparted in your classes about love being stronger more real after you come back from conflict and felt we had a very solid foundation of love respect shared values I'm understandably heartbroken and can see some of the reasons why this had to happen but continue to find myself shocked saddened your recent Shear don't beat yourself up or get stuck has been incredibly helpful and I've committed to turning it to Hashem through the sadness this is growth for me I know Hashem is in charge still there are moments of real doubt that Hashem will ever deem it my time I know intellectually there's a bigger plan than I understand that any other mindset is unhelpful Hashem wants me to be here he's here with me still my question is even if we know intellectually that hasem is in control how do we manage the deeper part of ourselves that questions if Hashem can really do anything I want to be genuine in my belief and times do not feel I'm there I sometimes feel that my fate is to be single I don't want to sto me back from all the good that hm can shower on me I want to be a vessel to receive bra so I'm wondering if you might have any insight that could help and I wrote back to the person but I'll share a little bit even though we could spend a lot of time on this again as we spoke about recently sadness and Amun are not a contradiction when a person goes through a heartbreak a break up person experiences a loss of a life God forbid in which they should appropriately grieve or a loss of of uh finances that puts them in a difficult position it is appropriate to be sad if a person thinks that amuna means you're not sad that's a counterfit fraudulent fake amuna it's not real because the Torah and Hashem don't expect us to be robots pre-programmed to suffocate ourselves or to somehow Pretend We're not feeling very human emotions the question is what we do with the sadness how we experience the sadness does the sadness make us lean in closer to him rely on him lean on him for support turn to him try to understand or experience what has happened not as random and not as chance and not as a coincidence but somehow and for some reason choreograph from above to make sense of the sadness not to deny or deprive the sadness but to make sense of it we spoke about that that's number one but number two is there's nothing Beyond Hashem now when we say that we have a principle if a person is in a precarious situation where according to Thea in natural order a natural means it would take a miracle we don't rely on Miracles now on the one a sharp sword is resting on the neck of a person never give up there is no we don't believe Ines we don't respond to yish there is no yish there is no hopelessness in this world a Jew always has hope always holds out hope nothing is beyond Hashem Our Hope has to be within reason if something in the natural order would rely on a miracle we don't rely on Miracles but if somebody is singing getting single getting married as miraculous as it Isam our rabbis tell us it is as great as the splitting of the sea to have a harmonious marriage a happy marriage if you look at the statistics in the world they bear it out to have a happy and a gratifying and a satisfying and a meaningful marriage is as miraculous that's how appreciative we should be for having one but yet it's not a miracle to get married and it's certainly not Beyond theem one's fate is never to feel locked in and the moment a person does the moment a person feels fatalistic it's never meant to be it's never going to happen then even when Hashem has someone planned for you will get in the way that negative image that negative disposition that negative attitude the negativity the negative energy we're putting out into the world who's going to want to set such a person up and even if the right person meets you will they be attracted and drawn to you so we have to control and regulate our energy that we put into the world and our attitude that we bring to the people around us because it's a reciprocal world and the energy we give is the energy that we're going to get back and it's never Beyond and never give up Shalom hopelessness means we've lost our mind a Jew a yid always has hope always has hope so feel sad for a moment lean in and cry feel maybe alone and maybe this is Our Fate spend a few minutes don't deny it don't deprive it feel it and then pivot from it and then put on that happy face and positive attitude and exude the great energy that's going to make the world want to feel connected to you and close to you and find the person for you and then Hashem is going to bring them Hashem is going to bring them Deber thank you for the you do I see through the story that listening to them as penetrator over time when this happened I thought I must send it to you it's a flight Story three friends and I planned a short trip to Florida together I live in such a place and other people live elsewhere took a lot of planning back and forth we're all young moms it's not easy to coordinate get away from home kids work the night before our schedule a departure one of my friends flights was canceled due to the impending snowstorm she quickly rebooked on the flight with other two friends the next day made her way over to them in an Uber my friends encouraged me to change my ticket to an earlier flight since our community was expecting snow earlier than the other after replanning things and back and forth I booked an earlier flight that day ran to the airport I made my flight before the snow and I was taxed into the runway my friends let me know that their flight a few hours later had just been cancelled I was already buckled heading down the runway I found out there was nowhere for me to go at that moment I said it's all good so Goldberg says I'm right where I'm supposed to be I can end the story here since in my mind mission accomplished but the rest is great too so I'll share my friends frantically tried to figure out what to do I was not sure if I should just land in Florida then turn around and get on a flight home they were able to rebook a flight a few hours later originally we were all Landing in Fort Lauderdale they booked to West pal beach bar I was the one who arranged the rentals I was able to pick up the car I landed I landed we're still not sure if the flight was going to take off that point the weather in New Jersey was really bad my grandparents live in West pal they actually gotten the last flight out of JFK early that day landed when I did I had to go pick up my friend West Palm I drove to West pal had a nice visit with my grandparents waited for my friends they finally arrived 12:45 a.m. best part is nobody was stressed or overwhelmed everybody tapped into the Runa muscle took it and stride we were all where we were meant to be and bar we had a great time okay I'll read one more and this may be I don't want to say the best amuna email so far because all the amuna emails are great you're not supposed to have a favorite but you'll see why for several reasons I enjoyed this one and then we'll get back into our learning dear Goldberg years ago for the first time in my life I was fired from my job I couldn't believe it the pain was especially sharp because I had helped start the company building it with my connections expertise and energy all to help another Jew in my small Jewish Community acquire a successful business almost five years later I found myself sitting down with HR as they let me go I asked them how could they fire the person who came up with the idea for the business it made zero sense I went home in tears and of course my wife tried to Comfort Me by quoting all your amuna however at the moment I still wasn't ready to accept it later that afternoon I went to sh for Min and there he was the man who fired me I Was preparing myself to give him a piece of my mind but then I remembered my wife's words and your teachings earlier that day when I got home from M I told my wife I held back and bit my tongue this time would be impossible for someone like me who always says exactly what's on his mind to continue on this way of letting go and to just have amuna see she suggested she suggested I just listened to your living with amuna Shir but I brushed it off thinking that's only for women still she convinced me to give it a try and I did and I was hooked not wanting my wife to know that I liked it I told her it wasn't for me however I would wait until she fell asleep and started secretly listening to each episode I love this email again not endorsing marriage could use a little more nothing wrong with admitting your wife is right nothing wrong with then I'm working on it myself have regular opportunities to do so some men wait till their wife fall asleep to watch God forbid inappropriate things at night this guy is waiting and sneaking out to listen to The Living withun asir just so his wife can't say I told you so I love it I love it for the next few years for the next few years every time at I'd see the guy who fired me reminded myself I was exactly where I was supposed to be he'd say hello to me and all I wanted to do was tell him off but I didn't I just smiled back as per your suggestion then this past Thursday just before Min he approached me not just to say hello but to tell me he was no longer affiliated with the company and the company was facing criminal and civil charges and was going under I stood there speechless he continued quote it's a good thing you got out when you did I was trying to gather my response but M was starting and he walked away in that huge hug from Hashem moment I broke down in tears I had the most powerful of my life when I said I had such kavana I had the best conversation with my Creator confirming he knows everything and I know nothing I got confirmation he only wants what's best for me and even though I didn't see it right away he had my back the entire time I'm grateful to say I now have a great job in the same industry it helps to know that Hashem always has my back I also no longer feel embarrassed to admit that you're sh got me through through this in fact I now listen to it together with my wife by my side he should have to put a magnet on his car maybe tattoo the living with AA logo on his arm thank you Rabbi awesome she I'm help me get through this time in my life isn't that a great email it's a great email even though it does have a positive ending and it's a reminder sometimes at Min we find out why would happened happened and what was meant to be but I will tell you unfortunately most of the time we don't most of the time we have no idea and we spend the rest of theas of our life looking at that person or thinking about those people or having to live with that fact of getting fired or dumped or disappointed and we don't get to find out why and what was the reason and what was the deeper meaning but even then he has our back whether we find out or we don't whether we come to understand or it's always a mystery he always has our back and that again doesn't mean that you shouldn't be sad for the five years or however long it was until he found out why it's okay to be sad but with the sadness to then pivot and understand it's not random it's not chance there's never hopelessness or despair we're never beyond help that he always has our back and that's exactly what Deus is we learned the so many times says that is from the language de means glue andas to cling to God means to cleave to God means glue yourself to him attach yourself to him he has our back if you attach yourself to him you're good to go you're good to go someone's we we have a phenomenal South Florida willita we're so excited his family's moving down here they came over the other night they were visiting their son is going to my son's class and he's shy and my son not only named shy but is shy and I said to my Shai said Shai tell Yakov you can't wait for him to join your class and tell him don't worry you've got his back he has nothing to worry about you'll show him where to sit you introduce him to the other boys and you'll take care of him at recess and make sure he gets picked for a team because we're always so afraid to go into a new circumstance and if somebody says don't worry I got your back I'll take care of you I'll show you where to go you'll sit next to me it'll all be good oh now we can exhale right you're going to that event you think you're going to know no one you show up at that Sim and you think you know no one and then you find the the one person you know and they say just stick with me you're good we'll sit together you're fine okay now you can let go enjoy the ride now you can have a nice evening now you can go so says de glue glue yourself to me and don't worry I got your back and now you can let go and you can enjoy and you can enjoy the ride so whether we find out or we don't find out whether it makes sense or it is forever a painful mystery to us but part of the way that we endure that we can ride through the turbulence of Life the turbulence of Life Is by leaning into that amuna to know with confidence and with Clarity that nothing is random let's fig let's finish up on page then we're going to move over we're going to skip forward in the saer to page that's why the two booklets here page the left hand column we're learning the there several this is the so I want to finish off this last paragraph because we left off with the question we learned the last couple of weeks we'll read soon in we celebrate soon yes it is soon on P that when the sea split Jewish people finally they had faith in Hashem and in Moshe his loyal servant we said it's a question we're equating Moshe and Hashem we use the same term Amun in both are we not supposed to put our trust and faith in people only in hem so what do you mean we're not gonna answer that question but the other question was in what Merit were we redeemed and liberated how did we get out because we trusted we had Faith even in that Darkness even when we couldn't see what was next even we didn't know where the turbulence would lead us even we getting on that roller coaster a m a m we brought that back this week so nevertheless what Merit we're redeemed because we had Faith so what do you mean only now what do you mean so said there are multiple levels of amuna amuna is not binary it's not all or nothing you don't either have faith or you're faithless there are levels of faith that we live with in our lives the top level of faith isas number one rung on the lad intellectual whatap called EMS em the EMS is there's a the EMS is that there's a first cause the EMS is there's a Founder there's a Creator the EMS is there is Hashem in this world the emesis this is his world and he runs it and the emesis he doesn't need you to know it or believe it or live with it for it to be true that's the EMS he exists whether you know it recognize it live with it or not that's the EMS Amun is putting it in practice so Amun is the intellectual conceptual abstract the investigation the evidence that there is AEM that's and then we said there's the farthest distance between any two objects on Earth is the distance between The Head and the Heart so many things that we know stop eating stop staying up late stop saying that stop doing that and yet for it to filter down from our head to our heart it's so hard so hard so for the amuna to not only be I know there's a God and I know he's present and I know he's by my side and I know he's in my life and I know there's always a reason but how do I live it how is it in my heart and then there's I live it in all of my limbs and organs my entire being my Essence it's not amuna when I'm in or when the tum is open it's auna in everything I do and everywhere I go it's auna when this turbulence in the airuna when I'm getting on or off the roller coaster samuna when the receptionist at the doctor's office despite waiting many months and despite waiting in the lobby a long time says so sorry there's an emergency I can't believe we're gonna have to do this and you say okay okay that's am that our whole being just exudes it's the way we experience and absorb and interpret and live that we're never frazzled and we're never bent out of shape and there's never drama the highs are never too high and the lows are never too too low his equinity and equilibrium and balance because my whole being just speaks and promotes and exudes the left hand coln now we understand while they were in Egypt they looked around they said where who what there's a God we don't see him there's a God we don't feel him there's a Creator why doesn't he care about me yeah I went to the Egyptian ASAT Torah Bible codes I went in Egypt to ASAT tor's evidence for God's existence the wonders of history and I saw God okay yeah got it I got the notebook I took notes I have all the pieces of evidence for God's existence but the backbreaking labor and the oppression and my young baby being drowned Where's God I don't see him it was only up here it was only in the head but it wasn't in the heart it certainly wasn't in the limbs and mosha says yeah they know it intellectually they're showing up they ding they're saying the tum they're check check check check but do they really feel it does it animate and inform and Inspire who they are do they exude it no nowo they don't believe they believe because they were taught they're supposed to they want to fit in they feel they have to they're going going through the motions of believing but is it really what the no turns to motion he says you don't know what you're talking about they have it in them it's in their DNA do you know from whom they descend as we spoke in the para class last week it's in our DNA it's who we are and if we work on it we can get that amuna to filter down gravity can bring it down from our brain from the area of evidence from being academic to being in our heart and from our heart to spreading out into all of our limbs it's almost like this last email this guy he's going to every day so does he believe in asem of course he believes in hem you don't go to m you don't believe in hem but where was that belief and maybe he went to some good maybe he had some moments where it was even Bel he had a good he heard a goodmo when he stayed up at night to escape to listen to the Amun hiding and deleting his search history and deleting the cookies and listening an incognito window so no one would catch that he listens to Goldbergs and munir love that email right so maybe it went from the head to the heart but that day at M where did the amuna go that that it was in the how do you know it because he writes I started to cry my whole being my whole mod my whole bowing so we need to know that Amun is not binary we're not either a Believer or a non-believer we have faith or we're faithless amuna has levels and I would argue that amuna the the engagement with amuna is different different chapters of our life different moments of our life different days of our life different hours of the day some days we wake up and the is just I know I'm GNA say my tell I'll do my ding but I'm not feeling you right now I'm looking I'm searching I'm doing that we're back Connected but I don't feel it in other days it's B we hear that speaker we hear that Sho it evokes it pulls on the heartstrings and we start to cry and we feel like Hashem is here is in our heart we heard that email wow that moved me but then the we're trying to get to that level where our life it comes together we fig fure out it makes sense we feel his presence his hand is on our shoulder he's getting us through that hard time he's lifting us and carrying us when we thought we were going to collapse and then we feel a all of a sudden things came together that's the level that we're striving for that's what we're trying to achieve and that's why was they were able to get to that next level okay turn to page sorry I want to pick up I want to move over to page 29 is that what we're picking up yeah again there more booklets here if you want to learn and follow inside we're still with skipping a couple chapters the need for the daily I don't want to use the word grind because the Daily Grind is going to work out the Daily Grind for some people is having to go to work if you're not lucky enough to love what you do so you never work a day in your life it's The Daily Grind of having to go to work so Daily Grind of getting in that ice pad those are daily grinds amuna is not a Daily Grind amuna is like daily nourishment if you get to have your cup of coffee every morning that's not a Daily Grind that's like that's your jolt of energy on a fast day you know what it's like to live without that coffee that's what it's like to live a day without amuna you're dragging you're pulling you're passing out you're falling asleep you can't have Clarity you think can't think clearly samun is not a grind it's the daily nourishment it feeds our our soul or feeds our soul but you have to do it daily you have to do it daily and it's not something we do daily I can't emphasize this enough this is what we've been talking about I don't even know what number Shear this is but this is what we've been talking about for the last many many many many years that we've been learning that we've been I recently came across the picture I wonder if any of you were there when we started this year around my dining room table a handful of women was in my house the first many months or even years of it it's grown and it's I'm so grateful that you all come because it's really for me it's my weekly affirmation and you are my therapist and this is my couch and I thank you for for showing up unlike other mitzvos that you do and you're done you light the candles you put on thein you said you're Shak and you're done for the day Amun is not a Mitzvah that you do and you're done amuna is a way of being it is an existence it is an attitude it's an identity it's a lifestyle it's a perspective it's a perspective the greatest blessing in the world is to be a person who puts their trust in God there's so much anxiety and worry I'm not talking about the clinical it's no one's fault and needs the treatment medical or support we're not talking about that I want to make it clear I do every time talking about the every day to live today despite having the greatest Creature Comforts and the greatest conveniences and living in the most prosperous time in history we're also living in the most anxious time in history there is so much to worry to fear to be uncertain so much doubt and people are absolutely Paralyzed by it you look around at the world the pharmaceutical industry you look around therapists you look around just the everyday people are struggling as D the worry and the fear of Tomorrow what will be what's going to happen what will we learn a a ous anyone know that is speaking about when y brings his sons to his father yov to get a says he blessed them on that day saying and says the s reinterprets the not he blessed them on that day saying he bless them with the blessing of B live every day be able to live that day awesome don't worry about tomorrow don't worry about next week and next month and next year be in the moment get to the end of that day no matter what you're going through through in life there are so many challenges and obstacles so many things to overcome we cannot get over any of them if we don't first learn to live to get to the end of that day but what will be and how will it work out and will they and what will and that get to the end of today get to the end of today parasa kala illness loss shim fertility a War soldiers a front line a ceasefire has to what get to the end of today tomorrow will be tomorrow what will be next week what will be next month what will be next year what will be next decade we can't know we can't control it's not here yet the only thing in our power is today is today the only Dimension to live in is this one the past is gone we spent several weeks learning about it is wickedness to be filled with regret to be consumed by regret regret is not a Jewish concept it's a super Jewish concept let me rephrase that regret is an enormous Jewish Concept in the sense of chuva if we make mistakes I regret I have remorse I learn from it I pledge to not repeat it and I go forward the regret of learning the regret that helps me be be together today is a super Jewish concept the regret that makes me get stuck in yesterday is not a Jewish concept I should have I could have why didn't I I can't believe it that's that's Rous or that's Rous that's Rous we're doing the par sh this afternoon because I needed a kapar and I wasn't here yesterday I had to be elsewhere so the par this afternoon if anybody wants to come it's evening at 6:30 pm we're not sharing this tonight but I saw the Brooklyn he says that's the that filled the whole the great scream when the firstborn in every home the firstborn in every home that is a plague we don't want to even imagine what that means everyone went to sleep that night thinking everyone was healthy with a headcount in their home and the mitm and Rashi says not only the Egyptians any guests who were in Egypt even from other countries and even the LLY shifka everybody's firstborn children didn't wake up and there was a Saka an enormous loud scream it says to you know what that s why did the Torah need to tell us they screamed this loud CRA yell scream pain that loss we didn't think we didn't know they would scream Torah has to tell us they screamed he says that Saka is the Saka of Kata when the Egyptians said why didn't we let them go why didn't we listen to the messages that were being broadcast our way why didn't we tune in why didn't we extend the antenna why didn't we pick up the signal why don't we follow the lead why were we so stubborn and why did we hold on and that regret led to aakaa the scream that comes from that but yet a Jew the only regret we have is to become better here and now in the present into shape a better future but a regret that makes us paralyzed or stuck a regret that makes us perseverate on our past a regret that paralyzes us that's Rous we don't believe in that we don't believe in that so the Great greatest the greatest that yob was giving he gave them a br may you live every day that day with the tranquility and the peace and the serenity to know I have what I need today what will be tomor I don't know relax we're not there I have a roof over my head today you have today you have your faculties you're alive you're breathing today today today the head count today today get through today can you get through today can you get through the end of today get through the end of today this is the greatest the greatest and this is similar he's tried 515 times the 515 times that's impressive even our kids don't hit that number when they want that thing that we keep saying no to 5115 times mosh turns to and says please pretty please pretty pretty pretty please cherry on top let me in I want to get in please let me in and hasem says no but another way of understanding what was what was he asking for what was he doming for he asked Hashem let me live in this moment let me embrace the here and now let me be mindful in the present tomorrow I'll get to tomorrow but next week and next month and the Sim and the fear and the ill and the health and the today what do you need to do today I can't emphasize strongly enough how important this is for resilience for ourselves for our children for our families for our lives to learn to live by y be today what do I need to do today what needs to get done today who do I want to be till the end of today not I'll never speak lashar again I'm never raising my voice and getting angry again I'm never can I do it today can I eat right today can I eat right today can I speak calmly for the rest of today can I have positive thoughts for today can I believe in myself and an Hashem for today can I get to the end of today that's my mission and mandate the greatest is today tomorrow you'll deal with tomorrow next week next week of course you got to plan we save we plan we buy insurance I'm not talking about to live a reckless life as if you're not concerned about tomorrow we're not talking about that but it means in our attitude and our philosophy in our emotions in our spirituality to learn to live today the serenity Hashem is with me today hasem has my back today I can cling and glue and attach myself to him today I believe that he has my back there's always a plan today then today don't even worry about the next moment this moment moment by moment minute by minute hour by hour day by day that's how we live that's how we live that's how we live with a peace of mind that's how we live with a Serenity that's how we live with a Holiness and a Happiness by today and that is the BR that is the greatest so how do we get there it's almost impossible our mind and our heart almost always skips to and jumps to but what will be and what will happen how will it turn out it's hard it's hard to not go there so how do we do that come next week I think we're off next week we're off next week in two weeks we'll pick it up in two weeks but um pick it up in two weeks and then we'll uh we'll tackle it there this MO Danel Kish Ben Lutz on the guitar it's going to be incredible men and women all are invited Mo shabas the great RAB KES the great R KES of Waterberry talk about somebody who can talk right to the Nisha and the heart and the head is phenomenal join us Mo shabas great music and a great uh inspirational time please stay to complete all