Living With Emunah (Part 311) - But First Let Me Thank God

good morning Boer to should be day BOS toos please God may we hear good news and good tidings good things from Israel May the hostages come home may have a sweeping victory over our enemies and the soldiers return to their families want to thank our amazing amunisi sponsors Dr zavi and Bella Morgan who continue to sponsor in memory of Rabbi Dr Brian gabber and in memory of Bella's mother Dr Ellen shanzer very very grateful to the Morgans for their generosity this morning is also sponsored in honor of anac con by her friends and co-sponsored by anacon in honor of her friends in honor of the BRS Community going from strength to strength and has lived here for 39 years and will continue to be in South Florida and come to the Amun year you could come you'll come but it's moving and thank you for all of your years and Leadership and generosity and helping build this community we remember back what it was it's not what it is now and those original pillars helped create what it is so we're eternally grateful to you for that and we will continue to see you so we're not saying goodbye but a big thank you today's also the year side of my wife's grandmother her om who was a very very special woman Edith Goldsmith and uh our learning should be dedicated in her memory as well a very very special person okay we'll start as we always do with some amuna emails received many we won't be able to read them all and then we'll get back into the learning that we're doing the incredible incredible insights that we have uh that we have been learning together from motion Shapiro hello Rabbi Goldberg this one I got yesterday I don't know how it turns out I didn't get the followup yet hello Gober sitting on a plane for three plus hours hoping it will take off so I can make my flight to nework from Newark to Israel where I will be joining my 11 siblings and parents for a big family event delay delay another delay just sitting letting go and letting God strength ing my amuna muscles the result in what happens here doesn't matter I'll make the connecting flight or I won't but I'm okay I'm not late I'm not missing anything I'm right where I'm supposed to be where Hashem wants me to be thank you for the amuna shiram they really help it's like a it's like a poem it's written that's how it's written like a poem it's the most gratifying thing to me as you know I say the same thing each and every week I say it for myself for some strange reason you all come to listen nonetheless and it's the most gratifying thing as I know I try to employ our learning when people send emails that when we're in those circumstances that can be frustrating and aggravating and anxiety ridden will the connecting flight will I make it will I get to the event the whole family you know what worrying doesn't change anything getting anxious or angry never made the plane take off ever so just let go and let God and take a deep breath and know you are where you're meant to be no Jew no yid is ever stuck that's not not part of our vocabulary we are where we're meant to be we're never stuck somewhere that's where we're meant to be and like I say I don't know did he take off did he make the connecting flight did he get to the event if you're listening please send the followup we always like to hear what happens afterwards but that's the power of amuna it takes care of us it helps us it heals us physically emotionally spiritually and which in turn helps and heals our relationships because when you're with someone who's anxious and angry and worried and envious then you don't want to be around them so not only does indulging those emotions and feelings sabotage our own happiness and success it pushes away and it hurts the people around us so just take that deep breath and realize I'm not stuck and I can't change it and I do my best and after I take my isless after I make my effort and I do my best just let go and I let God it's all up to him from that point it's all up to him next email Gober hope you had a great sh just a quick story happened to me tonight along the lines of everybody's in the place they're supposed to be I was walking down the Street here in my hometown of tenek I heard a large crash about half a block away turned out to be pretty insignificant car accident I arrived at the scene cold 911 and kept the older woman who got the worst of it calm until the police ambulance and fire department showed up I thought about it afterwards and I understood that the walking pattern that day was very different than my usual and that this was where I was meant to be shabbat shalom I got it on Friday so this person says I don't know why I walk that way I don't normally walk that way but now I understand why because I was in the right place at the right time when I heard that crash so I could call 911 and calm the person and be there in life always realize we are where we're meant to be wherever we choose to walk however we choose to drive whether we have that traffic or whether there that's delay and a person rather than focus on how do I get out of here lean into why am I here why am I here in this moment why am I here why am I here next I'd like to share AAS moment I've been listening to living with past number of months I've been inspired to introduce into my day-to-day language we always quote the more that we speak about Amun the more am that we'll have so when we create an environment an atmosphere when in our home and to our family we talk about and invoke a language of God all the time then we are instilling we are embedding we are planting the seeds of a life of amuna if our children grow up in an environment where they never heard about Hashem he wasn't invited sure KES and abdalah were said sure shabas was kept sure kosher was kept sure maybe even there was daving but there was no Hashem that was just a list and a checklist but there was no conversation an ongoing Dynamic relationship Hashem thank you or Hashem please or Hashem why are you there was no conversation with hem he wasn't a presence at our table and in our home then people will struggle to have the more you talk about hem yesterday in the par we spoke about thead theah kados says our para is the source of the words God willing we read the Miriam Miriam not Miriam Mariam Webster dictionary definition of God willing maybe her name was Miriam I don't know which is we we'll call her Miriam Miriam Webster Miriam Webster of blessed memory I don't know she's still alive maram Miriam I don't even know but in her dictionary in that dictionary defines God willing inaccurately God willing comes from our our para tells us about how the Jewish people and the camp knew to travel when the Clouds Of Glory would lift how do they know when it's time to go when it's time to stay AEM it was always based on God and the SCH says a Jew whether they're stationary and still or whether they're on the road and traveling always Al hasem I am where I'm meant to be I'm not stuck this is where Hashem wants me I make my effort I take my initiative but the result the part that's out and Beyond My Control IEM that's where hasem wants so thees writes this is the origin of a Jew every time you pull out of your drug you start going for a walk you say God willing but Ezra with God's help I'm flying today with God's help this is my destination with God's help I'm sitting still with God help station I am where I am it's always with God God willing God willing I'll God willing anyway so this author of this email says I've been inspired to try to introduce into my dayto day language we have to bring it into our language we'll believe if we speak if we use that language God willing with God's help thank God please God you know this is going to pain me to no end to actually talk about the Celtics but the Celtics won the NBA Championship I wish there were a way that the Mavs didn't win because they have a big anti-semite on the team but also the Celtics didn't win but that wasn't an option anyway Celtics won why am I telling you that because their head coach is a very very very religious Christian their head coach is an incredibly religious man who actually walked the perimeter of the court before the last game and prayed and who when the game was over rather than put on a teacher that says NBA champions or I'm going to Disney World he put first I thank God that was his T-shirt first I thank God and in every interview every interview they interviewed him apparently I don't know the British royalty or ex- royalty attended one of the games and they said how do you feel about the royalty being present and he said the royalty and then he said God and he mentioned some other people that we don't believe in but that royal family that's the only royal family I know and care about I don't know any other Roy he talks about God I never see a Jew talk about God the way that this coach of the Celtics talks about God no fear unabashed unafraid Unapologetic every interview all he talks about is God all he talks about is God I just saw an interview they they before the last game where they won the championship he went to visit not the celebrities who were coming out for the NBA Championship he visited a few children who were struggling with cancer and he talked about he said you know it's easy to smile when you win an NBA championship they were smiling and positive despite what they're going through that's what I think about amazing I'm not saying we're bringing him as a scolin residence where he's where he should give the musm because it's the wrong religion and a different religion but I think it's good for religion I think that somebody who's got a platform and a microphone and a spotlight is telling the world first I thank God and thank God and this is what matters and this is just a game and it's just silly it's unbel unable I don't like his team but it's unbelievable sorry sorry but it's unbelievable anyway he is fulfilling in his own way I'm sure his team talks about God all the time and thinks about God why because they have a coach every one of us is a coach in our life we're the coach of our team our team could be our family our team could be our work environment our team could be our friends we're the coach of that team what t-shirt do we wear what does it say he we got to talk about hem please God God willing be with God's helpu traveling today God willing this is where we're going on vacation God willing staying home God willing everything God willing and in a very subtle nuanced way we introduce that language we're introducing ideas and values we're introducing relationships we're introducing Consciousness and mindfulness we're introducing a way of life that is healthy and that brings greater happiness and that that gives us strength to endure I know there are people in this room who recently suffered loss I'm so happy that you're here and that you're joining us and it means so much and how does one navigate finding comfort and recovering from loss and struggle Irreplaceable people that leave a hole in the heart is only with Hashem could be angry with Hashem that's also okay he could take it anger at Hashem also means that you believe he exists because you don't get angry at figments of your imagination if you're angry at him because he took someone so Irreplaceable he says I can handle that and I appreciate apprciate that because if you're frustrated at me it means you know I'm here and it means you're in a relationship you're still in it but there's no way to have the strength to endure without leaning in and without leaning on him back to the email for example yesterday I had to get my kids to the shoe store before it closed at 4:15 school was over at 3:45 and it's a 12-minute drive I got to school early piled the kids in the car made the track to the store we encountered traffic and I was watching the arrival time go up I found myself muttering at the traffic to move faster and then I realized that my kids were listening so I Chang changed my language even though I didn't really feel like it I said hem you are in charge I really want to get the kid shoes and the guy will not stay past 415 but you're in charge and if it's not meant to be that's okay too I kept repeating you are in charge Hashem not me fortunately the story does have a happy ending miraculously all the kids found their dream shoes in a few minutes we made it out with a new pair of shoes in time the best St part of the story was the email I got from my daughter today she's 11 and I see that the message the message stuck is this your youngest amuna and then she shared with me the email she got from her 11-year-old daughter Ma I want to tell you a story you know how I how miss her teacher told us we could give her a note for the kotel anyway my note for the kotel said I wish I could see my cousins from Israel and Hashem listen to me they're coming to our house it's amazing so this 11-year-old is now speaking a language of amuna I asked Hashem Hashem is amazing my cousins are visiting that's connected and correlated with Hashem in my asking the more we speak about him the more we speak about it the more we Le in and the more that we believe it's up to us and this I should know his name because I'm referencing him it's not nice what's the [Music] name something like that but the name we should look it up he deserves for his name to be mentioned we'll mention it later we Jews religious Jews we're so embarrassed and Afraid you know we we go to the airport and we find a way to hold our phone and go in the corner no one should see us daving and we have a business meeting we have to make a br put our hand over our mouth and we Mumble it and we figure it out and you see so many they wear the baseball cap because they don't want to be and what are weo screaming from the rooftops God willing with God's help please God thank God scream it from the rooftops to your colleagues to your patients to your clients to your friends to the cashier what are we embarrassed what are we apologetic you know why we're here we our mission our purpose our mandate is transform the world in God's image bring God down into this world this world is increasingly Godless it is pushing God out it is not speaking God language it is polluted is contaminated and why are we here what are we charged to do bring God back into the conversation talk about God bring people closer to God give them permission to feel connected to God make their lives better like our lives are better because we see and feel and and talk to and lean on God that's what we're here for don't be embarrassed don't be ashamed say it out loud I've told you this story before that I was once in Starbucks and there were three women sitting at a table near me they were I don't know what they were working on business or they were on a committee for the big I don't know what they were working on but they got frustrated about something and I wasn't EAS dropping I was in fact trying to do my own thing and distracted but then I heard them say you know what let's pray on it and all of a sudden the three took hands at the table in the midd of Starbucks said God please help us figure out what we're supposed to do right now I was just like have you ever seen three religious Jews in Starbucks say you know what let's ask Hashem for help unclear what we should do or we need help or we're not making the budget or we don't know how to make the plan or we don't know how to figure this out let's ask Hashem for help let's take out to hel and ask let's in our own word have you ever seen that I've never seen that I've never done that but we should we should and not without hesitation and without being embarrassed that's our mission that's our purpose oh there's more emails more emails important emails next one is a very painful email sad email a hard email so we'll save it for for next time but back to our one more okay the RIT and pasin she's the real po one more joea Z joa again we we D he should be a to and he should accept no and worship The One and Only God but that said he's bringing God into the conversation and for that he and hopefully the Yankees will sign him dear Rabbi Goldberg you always say the Amun emails that do not have a happy ending are your favorite ones and that inspired me to write today I don't have an inspirational story to share I just have raw emotions coming from someone who feels hurt but know strongly that hhm is orchestrating everything in my life in a way that is perfect for me I've been in sh for a number of years and every day gets harder and more painful it is torture to be in a society that puts labels and negative stereotypes on girls who are older as if it is my fault that I haven't met my Z yet I wish the entire Jewish Community would listen to your living with air so they understand that everything in this world's from Hashem and they would know to stop judging people because ultimately nothing in this world is in our control as my birthday gets closer every day I've been feeling very down I've gotten to the point that it's really hard for me to Davin I've been listening to the Amun weekly and I've really kept my spirits up and it gives me powerful tools to use my suffering I have really good relationship with Hashem and I talk to him throughout every day but recently I've gotten mad at Hashem I know that he can send me my Ze give me BR that I don't even know possible and yet he hasn't and he doesn't seem to be doing it I've tried every silly school that exists I've cried rivers of tears I screamed yelled and sweet talked to Hashem I've reached a real low and I don't understand why Hashem is making this journey so hard for me I haven't gotten a single sh suggestion in months and it really hurts it is so so hard I've begged Hashem to send me a sign that he cares I used to listen to living with a my but right to school every day today when I got onto the bus I was so tempted to turn on some music as I really wasn't in the mood to listen to The Shear because I was feeling so down however I choke back aab and did as I knew was best for me and turned on your sheer from yesterday June 6th right at the beginning of the sh you told a story about a man who had a really challenging life was feeling down but went into sh channeled his emotion and D to hasem hasem sent him your daily dose talk about him you remember that story got back into his car moved his phone didn't even on purpose but touched it in a way that it played a status which happened to be me telling a story that he told me so he heard a message from himself through me that was a crazy amuna story you remember that crazy ashaka story crazy ashaka story that was I guess on June 6th and that's how we began the share that day with that story I got chills and started crying I cried because I felt Hashem was sending me a message and giving me a hug I also cried because because I have DAV countless times and poured my heart out to hasm and even more times and I haven't gotten my Yeshua despite that though I am able to smile and hold my head high I know hasm is doing this for my good when I use the analogy that you gave today of the virtual reality glasses I'm able to know that societal pressures are fake and purely an obstacle that hem is putting my life to get me to grow I know that thanks to Thea sh that Hashem loves me more than I will ever know and even though I feel upset at him right now when we make up our love will be stronger than it has ever been I love that I'm upset at him right now but when we make up our love will be stronger than it's ever been as you said in the she today Hashem is going to heal all of us spiritually physically and emotionally and sh I'm sincerely looking forward this was the last year two weeks ago before sh and I hope I'll be able to write soon that I'm able to see why hasm is doing what he's doing in my life until then I'm trying so hard to stay positive focus on hhm's greatness that he's doing this for my ultimate benefit I know hashm will say my princess the time has come May Hashem continue to give the strength and wisdom blah blah blah blah put the right words in your mouth that I need to hear every time I listen to the she I feel like you're talking directly to me deeply appreciative has should bench you and the family thank you from the bottom of my heart and we DAV that soon very soon not too soon because she should date long enough to know but soon we should get an email that she's engaged and celebrate her Sim together so why do I say those are my favorite emails because the shoe store stayed open and we made the traffic and we got there I love they're beautiful they're wonderful i d for my cousins to come they came from Israel we had an amazing time fantastic amazing I love those keep keep writing them keep writing them I want to hear them I need to hear them we all need to hear them they are amazing but the most amazing are the people who say I don't have the guy on the plane who wrote a poem I don't know what you call that style of poem but he wrote a poem right delay delay he wrote a poem and I don't it turns out and it could be he didn't make the connection he didn't make it to the event and he didn't make it with all his siblings and he's still sticking with the plan he's still sticking with him he's still sticking with staying calm and not feeling stuck and knowing I'm always where I'm meant to be those those are the emails they're all amazing emails please keep writing them don't hesitate because I say I like the ones that don't have they're all amazing please keep writing them back to of mos Shapiro ramuna and his amazing safer about on page page 23 we'll have to make more copies in the future we're up to in addition to the feeling in the heart in addition to the daily living of amuna our attitude our approach our perspective like the emails we just read but the actual expression or manifestation or practice of amuna each day a demonstration or affirmation of amuna each day is when we answer aain person makes a and we say we studied previously that the person who answers aain every ounce of their being they've opened the gates to giden which means that previously they were locked how do we get back to ganen where ad marish undeniably with certainty knew there was a Hashem how do we get back to seeing into ganen when you say when you answer what is where does the word come from is it's an acronym every time you say to someone's which is even greater than the person who said the what are you saying what are you saying to answer aain what are you saying scream it it's a real aain not a mumbled domain not an a while you're still texting it's an A A aain what's that aain God who's the he is the reliable dependable King we spoke about like building a bias that we wish for the we wish the bride and groom that they build a home AAS what is a reliable trustworthy Dependable strong that you can lean on it n faithful trustworthy credible honoring each other so means what the person is saying in the means he is a reliable dependable King yeah ditto absolutely 100% so I'm gonna make a br and I'm gonna caffeinate with kavana my second of the day already that's what kind of day it is so I'm gonna caffeinate with cavana I'm gonna make a br and my BR is gonna say as on our cup you can order we'll send to you disposable or the permanent one we don't make any money off of it what the word mean that everything Not Just sh call this coffee that God bless bless God for the coffee wow one of the most important and greatest discoveries in the history of this world coffee coffee the caffeine wakes you up the emotion a hot cup of coffee a hot a hot cup of coffee in a Danish is there not more Haba than that a proper hot cup of coffee not a milkshake not the milkshake with all the milk and the and the sweet a proper black coffee like a a proper coffee a hot coffee in a Danish oh it doesn't matter what else is going on in your life it doesn't matter what else if you can get access to a right you see people in the in the cafeteria of the hospital they got out of that room that gam for a a h it's m Mason it gives you back your life okay now that I expressed my love for coffee I wrote my poem so so what's the bra why am I saying because what's the the on the cup of coffee or it could make on the bottle of water what's that not just the coffee I'm not just blessing the farmer who planted the Coffee Bean and blessing the rain that nurtured That Grew that Harvest that packaged that distributed the truck driver who drove it the person who ground it the person who packed it into the K cup or the the Dunkin Donuts box this there's seven million layers of thank you Hashem to be able to get to the point by the time I'm done it'll be cold but to get to the point of this hot cup of coffee so Hashem thank you for the truck the truck driver thank you for the farm the farmer the field the rain thank you for the Dunkin Donuts and the worker and the box and the cup of Joe and the sponsor this this Shak everything is from you thank you also for the environment thank you for the room and the lights and the air condition thank you for the people and the table and the comfortable chair thank you for everything everything is a result that's the intention the that goes into that and I'm gonna make it in one second and when you answer aain to it if you're listening later don't answer aain but if you're if you're live answer aain what do you saying when you answer I have to make the sh why do I have to make the sh because the gamar says if I drink this coffee I don't make the Sho you know what I did I just stole if they hand me the cup of coffee and Dunkin Donuts and I walk out and I didn't pay I stole and if I take the cup of coffee and I don't make a br and say thank you Hashem I stole from him only the Dunkin' Donuts deserves to get paid only Starbucks deserves to get paid God doesn't deserve to get paid what's the currency with which we pay God AA that's all he asks and the braa is really for us not even for him so the currency that we pay God is something that's for us not even for him which is a br I would never walk out of a of a store without paying so how could I ever take a sip without paying for it and say thank youm so I have to make the because if I don't make the BR I can't take a sip of the coffee but you when you say aain you're not getting coffee you're not get coming back to life but you're saying amain why for one reason only you know what you're saying when you say amain ditto yes I believe yes I'm in I affirm I agree there is yes 100% I'm in I agree but the farm and the farmer and the truck the truck driver and the beans and the grinding and the box and the worker yeah in he's he's reliable he's Dependable he's faithful he's everywhere am in answer that's how we open the gate to ganen not bad the man could have been better we got to work on it but not bad if coach maunu were here he were given let me hear an AM give me an amen he would be able to say a real am the obligation of an is on the when a person makes that and ASAT they came out of the bathroom and everything was working person makes a br on lightning or thunder person makes a br on B on spice whatever someone around you is making that BR on they are connecting God to the her now they are bringing down God to this physical world God is in the cinnamon the spice that we smell God is in the digestive system and the capacity to eliminate the waste and hold on to what I need the nutrients God is in the cup of coffee the physical he God is in the Thunder and the Lightning God is in the mountains when a person makes a braa they are bringing down God into the physical world and the here and now the physical world the material world is inherently somewhat cursed because it is disconnected from God and our mission our mandate our purpose is reconnected to God reconnected create the connection there's a flow from Hashem to this world and all the effort of all the people who say there's no God and I don't know if there's a God and I don't believe in God and I don't follow God and God doesn't get it right they are creating a disconnect they are severing the connection between this physical world and everything in it and God and every time we say AA and every time you answer with all your might aain to someone else's BR you are reconnecting you are you're creating that connection and the shefa the flow of God and godliness and God energy and light is coming down so if you would be so willing to sit in Starbucks and take hands with your friends and say let's pray on it if you say I'm gonna make a Braha you're meeting someone for lunch you're meeting someone at Starbucks you're coming out of the gym you're both taking a sip of water and you say I'm gonna say A braa you say A you say I want to say a not we're in the middle of a conversation someone swallowed their BR the other person swallowed their BR nobody heard of we're gonna do that you are creating reconnections that are going to bring down an energy and light that are going to fill this world with godliness and with God blessing that's what we're doing that's the intent that has to go into every aain and we make the mistake because we think that's childish ah little kids you teach them to say am little kids you teach them to make AA we are sophisticated mature adults we are intellectuals and that's kids stuff but we're wrong we're wrong it's not kids stuff and our kids will never do it if they don't see adults doing it as adult stuff it's our stuff reconnect create the pipes reconnect reconnect so there can be that flow hasem has so much blessing waiting he's waiting he's waiting to unload it Hashem has so much blessing that he's waiting waiting to flow into this world but it can't flow because there's a disconnect the pipe is severed it's buffering it can't connect but you know why we get the high speed connection when we bring him into this world so that's why we have to answer is trying to lift us out of the here and now it's trying to stop and pause and say I'm in the middle of working out in the middle of shopping in the middle of cooking I'm in the middle of a business deal but I'm having a water I'm having a coffee one second everything in my life and everything in this world it's all you it's all you the coffee the spice the lightning the Thunder that the bathroom everything it's all you and then now we made space and room now we created the connection now the holy blessing of hasem can flow there's no CLE there's no vessel for him to flow and there's no pipeline for him to flow through if we don't create those connections if we don't make that if we don't answer to one another you can't just scream a out of nowhere is the motto of amuna so why can't I just get up in the middle of a room and yell aain stand up in the middle of the airport and yell aain get up on the plane while we're delayed saw bit kesem a few weeks ago some Rabbi with his yamak and beard the plane was delayed for like five hours people were going crazy so he led all the adults on the plane in a game of Simon says I'm I'm sure he worked God into that Simon Says and that's aidem it's unbelievable so why not just get up in the middle of the plane and yell oh man don't try that at home but it's also not something that we do or encourag why not if aain is the motto of amuna just get up and yell aain because the aain has to fall on a br and the BR is the way that we bring God into this world and the BR can be caffeinate with kavana why do we make these cups big thank you to Alana land who helped design them caffeinate with cavana because most people have coffee first thing in the morning and get your day started by caffeinating with cavana don't Mumble the braa don't forget to make a braa don't swallow the braa faster than the coffee stop and caffeinate with cavana people have sent me they made the coffee section in their kitchen where they have their curve and carig or an espresso or whatever coffee snob thing that they have they put up a big sign go into our sh Bas medish and the coffee area in it has a big beautiful sign caffeinate with cavana we're creating a movement caffeinate with cavana don't just caffeinate don't say once I caffeinate then I can have cavana caffeinate with cavana SH so the has to go on a has to go on a so when you hear someone make a when you make the effort to hear someone make a br when you demand somebody who didn't make their BR outow they've stolen they robbed they robbed you what on with someone and they Mumble they start eating he said what's you didn't make up what did you do you denied me my I could have screamed I believe I affirm I'm in I see him everywhere now I don't have my my pipeline I could have screamed a and I could have opened a highspeed connection for bra in my life but you denied me an a we shouldn't make that BR loud you're with someone say Excuse me give me one second it's okay it's okay the other person will be grateful you gave them the chance to answer aain aain has to fall on a br and when you hear a and you say you attaching yourself to the connection made between this world andem so someone comes out of the BR the bathroom and makes an ASAT it's a big deal in ashat I read years ago I don't even know what number year this is we're deep in the hundreds but years ago I read Dr Prager wrote in the journal maybe you edited it was the journal I don't know which Journal it was a Journal of Medicine about the power of the about about a young man who was in a car accident that left him partially paralyzed and had a catheter and couldn't go to the bathroom and finally after surgeries and therapy was able to go to the bathroom and he came out and he said the ancient blessing he writ in amical Journal I'll post it in our WhatsApp group today of as yatar anyway I won't spoil it about who that young man was how he finishes that article but only the people who need to be catheterized or only the person who has a colostomy or the people who have to go for infusions for their bowel disease they appreciate what an ASAT is when things don't work what what we think is so natural and easy and should just be a given and should be taken for granted when it doesn't work you begin to understand how humbling it is and how important it is how about the people who are so sick that they their body doesn't hold on to any of the nutrients it all flows right through them the people whose body holds on to all the waste not only the nutrients Hashem created the most incredible sophisticated Factory in the world and it's called the human body and it knows how to hold on to nutrients and get rid of waste and it is the most incredible Factory in history and we make a every time because we say keep that factory working I desperately want that factory to keep working and that's an as and it takes moments it takes seconds to say and when you say an aain to the person who just came out of doing the most animal base thing which is to eliminate to go to the bathroom the most Base Animal thing and they make a br and they say Hashem you were even there thank you even for that thank you thank you I made it to the bathroom thank you there was a bathroom thank you that it was clean thank you that it flush thank you there's a million Parts about thank you about the bathroom it was available thank you there's a million Parts about that and thank you and someone says amen yeah I'm in yeah Hashem you're in the bathroom yeah what he said what she said absolutely then you also get the blessing of your factory will still work you get the flow of blessing from Hashem too and you knowem my comprehension doesn't begin and end here I have no idea how the human body in Factory works I have no idea what it took to get this cup of coffee I have no idea about thunder and lightning but when I make this bra I am admitting that even though I don't know how it works I know that you're behind it I know that it's all about you I want to attach myself to you to you I want to be connected to you Hashem you're my brand you're it you look around this room people are wearing logos I do too it's the most bizarre thing in the world Adidas and Nike and whatever sports team should be paying us to promote them and yet you pay a premium to buy the Nike hat the Adidas pants you could get a generic brand the Costco Kirkland brand and it costs more to have the privilege to promote their brand Nike should pay you but you have to pay them and you have to pay a premium to have the privilege to promote their brand and we all do it we all do it why do we do it why do we do it I'm not going to psychoanalyze this all now but because why do we do it because if Nike or Adidas or whatever brand is cool and if I wear it and I have the logo of it now cool I now attached myself to it what it stands for what it represents people see it they think winner they think success I wanted to see me and think winner and think success so I wear their brand I wear their brand that's true for for Logos and it's true for sports teams and it's true for designer where when I was a kid the little Polo logo was this big and now the polo logo is this big and you know what we do we pay extra for the privilege of wearing a logo that takes up half of our shirt I don't I don't have any I didn't then and I don't now but the polar logo is only getting bigger and bigger sooner it'll be like you know from head to toe you look like you're actually sitting on the horse that's how big the polar logo is gonna get that's how big it's gonna get why so why do people wear it I don't know Ralph Lauren is laughing his way to the to the bank why do people wear it because if that's success if that's winner if that's style if that's in I want to be connected so when you say aain what you're saying is I'm attaching myself to the brand of Hashem I'm attaching to the brand of hm I wear Hashem amain I'm proud and I'm privileged and I'm Unapologetic and amain with all my might amain I am connecting I am attaching I am promoting the brand of hem that's me that's what I'm about we should all be Z to answer let's make our bras Out Loud Let's be like the said God willing thank God if it pleases God here's where I'm going that we're never stuck we are we're meant to be that we dive that young lady she's not old single she's a young lady we D when she find her sh and all those who are waiting and longing she have their answered by answering by answering and realizing he's he's reliable he's Dependable he's faithful we can lean on him that please God he should bring yes we are off next week we resume two weeks from now please God pay attention to the am WhatApp group the schedule will be up ated throughout the summer and the ashat article have a wonderful day please stay 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