Living With Emunah (Part 143): Smooth Sailing

Oh you good morning Boker Tov welcome back to our living with a munis series our Wednesday morning support group where we come together to work out our munna muscles and to reinforce that knowledge that we all have intuitively instinctively and unfortunately sometimes we need to be reminded of that there is a God above that he created the world to continue to interact with us and loves us he's with us he accompanies us he is orchestrating and curating our lives we turned to him and we turned to him with a sense of gratitude particularly today talk about momentarily I want to thank our emunah sponsors for the series for the year dr. Xavi and Bella Morgan memory of our desire by dr. browning Gavin barks you've been revena son who was a model of a muna both in the way he lived and why he left this world I also want to thank our friends are generous amazing community leaders mike and st lupin who are sponsoring bicular morning and in memory of ramana how Lavy thank you so much for your generosity today and today is your Matt's moat and wood than whether you said holla with abraca without abraca but all of us are it care illegal for the gift of the modern color of Israel if Yakov Emden writes in consider a couple hundred years ago already that the miracles he's from his life the miracles that the Jewish people have experienced posts you'd see us much time after the ten plagues the splitting of the sea are no less great than the miracles of when we left Egypt and if that was true for of Yaakov Emden writing in Germany a couple hundred years ago it's certainly true for us today and in and if you don't think having Jewish control over the width and breadth of Israel having control over a united eternal capital of the Jewish people you wish a line near ha'qodesh if you don't think it's a miracle I would challenge you to just consider from if the United Nations has a declare a state of Israel today would day if the nations of the world had to support a founding of a Jewish state and Jewish sovereignty and a Jewish army today would they so that little bit in time and the circumstances that came together that enables to be able to have that wonderful country promoting more Torah learning than any time in our history the State of Israel and it's dollars are the biggest supporter of Torah study than anyone at any time in our history so today is a day that we pause in whatever way you want and whatever hash code dictates to pause and just say thank you with Halloween or dr. college ball ooh thank you that I'm living I'm pleased God soon I will be able to plane whenever want to visit my homeland but even if I'm not ready to move there yet I'm thinking about it and challenged by it each and every day not if but when my destiny will be intertwined with my brothers and sisters in our homeland so are living with a muna shear today begins with the Emunah and be taco with the recognition of Hashem guiding hand in the circumstances behind and the circumstances that continued to guide and support the miracle of our modern Israel that is with all pandemic Ida thriving in ways that model for the entire world transforming the world in extraordinary ways and for that Romana Shalom we are incredibly grateful to you today and everyday modem anarkali luck thank you we're continuing our study of rough Schwartz of Itamar schwartz bill Holly Michigan Avner his essay died but Hanukkah no you or be talk on where we have been developing this notion of what is be Tejon just like a lady entered the city betta a sense of confidence a sense of surety a sense of absolute knowledge you see where does a lack of be tough will come from anxiety worry fear doubt uncertainty what will be what will happen with my health what will happen with my finances what will happen with this virus what will happen with the world when we have such a sense of doubt and uncertainty and that vacuum that space that's not filled with a knowledge or confidence gets filled instead with negative things and negative thoughts and negative emotions pessimism depression despondency anxiety and the arrogance how do we clear out that space of all that negativity and all that negative thinking by filling it instead with pita home and how do you fill it with baton because it's a wish list it's wishful thinking no filling it would be tough saying I know that there's a college but there's no Almighty he credible created me I know he maintains a personal intimate relationship with me not only with the whole world globally not only with the Jewish people national collectively but me little left from Goldberg individually he knows everything from the quality of my sleep to what I eat to whether things work out or I'll have the right words and the right ideas to speak smoothly to whether the technology will come together to every detail of my life of your life of our lives he knows and when a person lives life with the confidence then not only does God know about my life but he has my back he is guiding my life he's orchestrating my life yes I have free will yes I take initiative yes I am responsible accountable for the choices I make but after I put forth my best effort and even part of how much my effort comes from Hashem itself but after I put forth my best effort I let go and I let God the rest is up to the Ramona solemn and the mentality of betta is a mentality that says it is what it is I'm going through life I got a text message this morning from someone about an investment that I'm involved in in a modest way and the challenges so undergoing because of the pandemic and he's feeling terrible about it and I said to him it's not you it's the Ramona Shalom not happy not grateful not in a position that that these things don't matter but when this is something where somebody didn't do something dishonest it's not that they could have predicted this was going to come but they didn't take the proper precautions this is something that caught the world by surprise it's the hand of Hashem he gives he takes away and hopefully he gives him again and so you have to look at and say this is what was meant to be I'm Rosh Hashana it was already to determine whether this would be in my pocket or not and so if somebody steals from you someone violates your trust if somebody acts with negligence if somebody doesn't take the proper precautions then they should be accountable but if they did all of those things and it's not on them it's simply the circumstance of the world that we live in then you live with a sense of better I'm confident that's the way it's meant to be this is what is supposed to happen and therefore there's no resentment and there's no anger and there's no worry and there's no fear because like similarly the end to the city city we too can enter our lives to a place of better and then he developed the notion of the internals of the external self the external self battles from the moment we wake up in the morning and the internal self which is connected to Hashem Hashem is the only person play thing entity who has no history who has nothing opposing him there is no force against a college boy who he doesn't have to battle there is no tension there's nothing that needs to be overcome for a shame everything just is he is the epitome of discipline of control he is in charge everything simply responds and reacts the way he wants the way he determines so when we look at the world wearing our external sense of self glasses all we see is our that food I want to eat it but it's bad for me oh the exercise I'm supposed to do it but I don't feel like it oh the gas if I so badly want to share it but I'm not supposed to oh the images I want to look at but I'm not supposed to oh how am I gonna make money and pay my bills or how am I gonna overcome the challenge with my spouse with my children all we see all around us is kind of like battle tension confrontation but if we put on our tell'em elokim glasses if we put on our be tough on bet doc glasses if we attach ourselves to our inner self to wash em and we connect to the one who has nothing opposing him then the whole world we see is this is the way it's meant to be I have no Envy no arrogance no worry no fear no anxiety no anger I simply see a world operating the way it's meant to be does that not mean I have things I have to overcome I have to overcome them I have things I have to get done I have challenges I have to confront but I do so not from a position of fear or worry or uncertainty I do it from a position of I'm going into this and it's fixed you step into the boxing ring and the match is fixed then you still have to you just have to fight I don't know if this is a good metaphor when I was a kid I was they called WWE the wrestling so the wrestling I hate to burst anyone's bubble if you're watching or listening just spoiler alert but wrestling is fake they're actors they're acting in the ring it's all predetermined so they start to get in the ring and they're still wrestling and they're still jumping off the ropes and they're still driving the other person into the ground but it's all predetermined it's all acting and going in they already know the outcome so we have to go through the motions and we have to do the act in our lives but we know that the outcome has been predetermined and it's always in our favor whether we see it whether we feel it whether it's pleasurable whether it's painful is always in our favor surgery is also painful but it's in your favor that's why you're undergoing it it's why this I was doing it it's because it's what you need so even the painful experiences we have they are in our favor because it's what we need in that moment and therefore we should be grateful for it so let's continue Ladue c'mon we're up to the word lid Dogma I sent out the sheets last week I forgot to do it this week but you're all a bunch of good listeners they'll listen and I'll try to read slowly and and translate so little math desert Schwartz LaDuke mom-ish atresia shudder here - in that start Clem says Ben Azuga was at Summa atma a racially Catholic him robbing somebody needs a a young man a young woman and not so young man that's a young woman who's seeking companionship and camaraderie who's looking to find their other half maybe a better half they're looking for a of this is a particularly difficult time this pandemic social distancing is very hard for people who are trying to pursue their dream of finding another zoom technology is fun for these classes and you can have meetings there's only so many games you can play over technology people who are desperate to be together there are my active in robbing when reports wrote this he wasn't thinking about the challenge of social distancing the inability to go on a proper date to be face-to-face to be able to have an energy of being in the same room together I mean about the other Mac from the other challenges of a off it's very hard how are you on people's radar are they remembering to set you up the small talk you have to go through you got to get dressed up you got to go out there's hope and then it fails there's rejection there are so many challenges to the world of the off key lawyer - buddy okhla hear me I buffer I'm a team la ilaha ilallah dokuro him shut up see Allah who are hain Roy oh my team she has no idea exactly what paper again I don't know if there were resumes when he wrote this was fairly recently that he wrote this but on paper it looks like a book good boy on paper looks like a perfect match of a girl but who knows the reality because I'm paper you could write anything and the references only see the best of who a person is who knows what it's like to live with them who knows what's beneath the surface who knows what they'll be like as a spouse are appeared the gonna show em to me xuxa near La MaMa SH Matheny ah Julio Shula you'd sir my credential act was a of well I Anya pneumococcus p.m. least I drew and even when you find somebody who seems like they are a proper match how do you know that they're going to agree to go out how you know that the relatives who are going to undergo a CIA investigation who are going to interrogate the rabbi your rabbi about you how do you know that they're not gonna blow it say the wrong thing undermined the possibility of it working out or maybe the financial matters won't won't work or should they be real so Allah is galih me shushing all about us a kick-ass risky move for something like oh and there's always outside variables and always an side influences and there are people with alternative motivations and agendas who might insert themselves and sabotage the success for some reason la hiney mightylongway GAO's be talking about Mario Longoria whole show he's a mindless automaton Shaco he said they're called sarutobi Oh sir well Hank I share but like a fire doctor my muscles iboga are gonna so because there are so many things to worry about there are so many things outside a person's control the young woman the young man says I'm working on perfecting myself I'm trying to be the best person I can be positioned myself to be able to be worthy of the best shooter that I can get but there are so many factors and variables outside that person's control so all they have left is to submit themselves to the hands of a Shemin to say almighty I'm in your hands find me the proper match matchmaker matchmaker make me a match Kurdish boy who's the great matchmaker in the sky and to say however you guide me in this process even the dates that don't work out are part of the journey of learning about myself and about life and however you guard me at this option bazooka Yahoo kebab Qibla Miko hobby talk on zero and then she finds a match and she gets married Mazel Tov so she thinks you know why I earned the merit of getting married because I had to be tough home I put my trust too much on Michelle you'll find me someone Hashem you'll help her work out you know Mozilla Rock her parish Allah be tough on but I mean between his cough has an average buckaroos a kill American English Magnus Rizzo bgo character shall be talking about olam it's not that she got married in the merit of betta home it's there to be tough on itself the marriage is the pay rose it is the result of it's the fruit of the labor of her life of B Tahoe meaning you can't deny a college bar whose presence in your life is role in your life and then you need something a a job a house show unbiased not custom your children and Oh my checklist of things I need to do in order to get what I want is to display Batak home I'm trying to avoid an epidemic a pandemic so how do I avoid contracting this virus I need to socially distance I need to wear a mask and gloves lightly done need to I need to oh and also I need to have be Tahoe so let me put that on my list of things I need to do if you wait to have be tough on in that way it's enough it gets counterfeit it's better than not having it on but that's not it'll be tougher we talked a long proceeds when we all need it as their Schwarz it is training ourselves to look at life it is a perspective it's an attitudes of philosophy it's an approach it's a lifestyle be tough Owen is not a character trait in the moment be tough when there's not a choice in the moment though it is those things to be tough on is a lifestyle I'm living my life as if God is with me in the room he is watching his support wording he's guiding or I'm living my life as if he's not and then when I invite him in the room he makes an appearance or I make an appearance in his room when I have to appeal to him for something true be tough on sensitive Schwartz is not God makes an appearance or I make an appearance near him true be tough on is a lifestyle it's a choice he is always there he's always there it's the choice that he's been developing it's the choice between do I live life where I have conflict confrontation battling so when I battle I stop and I need to check be tough on God off my list excuse me or or do I live a lifestyle in which I've attached myself to God so that I'm living a life with no his like this there's no opposition there is not some red light delayed flight way doctor's office job challenges relationship challenges health challenges there's no such thing as that position because this is all the way it's meant to me it's often and he suffers beasts suffer and he gets pride and joy in me when I have pride and joy beyond my choices and behavior internship ah to him so it's not that you will the up and oh I didn't really make room for God I didn't feel him in the room but now it's time for if I'm and I need his help I see some opposition I see some punch let me just check him off the list Jack be taught called the shadow punch but the resume it check or shot my picture back uh and also I forgot I'm supposed to say these to hell and we're big I was a visit the codes many days in a row beat our phone check it doesn't work that way that's fake it's counterfeit you're using that it be tough on means that long before you began your updating you said you know I attach myself to the one who has no opposition and therefore I'm about to undergo a process I'm not worried about not afraid of it I'll do what I need to do within it but he's guiding it like he's guiding everything else in my life already his moaning Ben dig - Efes let me give you another quartz columnar - of oculus climb Sheamus now and consider maybe equip our NASA everybody knows that you have bills to pay be tough on doesn't sit on the couch trust God it's gonna be money left at my front door the man's gonna fall from heaven I don't care how many schlissel cause you bake this year the man doesn't just fall from heaven the curse of the punishment for other mosaic autocar laughing you gotta get up off the couch and you gotta go to work we all have to go to work again not ranking on the salawa person who made it for me was delish and it's a reminder that just like the challah la commissioner Mon falls from having our Panozzo falls from heaven but we gotta go get up off the couch and open the door and collect it so pernessa I can't sit back passively and wait for it to have I have to do my part well on stage welcome home does with them but there are two paths that stand before a person have a choice - let's say slovak establish lasting is pronounced on me the package borrow who she asked me no tariffs or other pip want us to go out with effort to earn your partner so the others to trust hashem the focaccia allah me maybe in snare drum alone okay leo solution masculine o Ravana show me guillemots cashier circle awards or / NASA yes ma'am cats a spaniel Danbury does for him Athena she's an orphan while the Carla but I'll be talking as I him both humbuckers worker she asked Anna pronounced awesome behind it's gonna be coach more for Tommy Bahama's am and I'm called circle misty to come says her shoe it's the following you can either work hard to earn a living or you could work to earn your living but instead redirect working hard I'm working hard on your Vita phone that thing earn is what Hashem has for you me too cousin herb Zalman hello friend L say Rapha who up the way a few weeks ago from this coronavirus extraordinary sonic tomahawk I'm an amazing person it's a newer modest and humble really really an exceptional person and I did his funeral and his people it was said about him he was an accountant he really learned all the time but to earn a pernessa for him 12 children is six married children many of whom are still in learning he was a brilliant brilliant self-taught accountant but here's what he did and it's story I'm about to tell you if I didn't know it myself firsthand I wouldn't believe it because they don't make people like this but he was a throwback to previous generations he was a throwback to the stories they tell about great people he would work every day until he had enough money for that day and he stopped working to go start learning and I know this because one of his sons told that Bellavia that a client of his court called the son and said I can't believe it I missed your father today I missed that opportunity where he had enough money for the day so he's not taking my call he pushed me off until tomorrow because he went to go for today there are people who say you know what I don't need to get rich and richer I don't wanna live with fear and worry I worked for today until I have enough for today because I shall provide the Mun he'll provide the parnassia for tomorrow unless you think these are apocryphal worries or fake stories or stories gone by of people in the past there are people like that like my cousin's husband and salmon health and Dell the kernel of Rafah still today who know they have to earn a par Nessa and putting their initiative and who do their establish their work but when they have enough money to live when they have what they need for that day they stop and then they pursue other righteous meaningful religious spiritual I want me define that the volunteer for I said for infra domine whatever that means for him of course it meant learning in which he excelled and succeeded and published for him and was really so greatly admired so when it comes to our Parnassus Ezra shorts you're gonna work hard one way or another you can either be working extraordinarily hard at work stay at work till ten eleven twelve o'clock at night you could be working and pouring yourself over working into work or you could be putting in what you needed for work and taking that same energy and putting that work into your beat Tahoe that your other work is enough to yield what Coach Marco is gonna provide you see if I Shannon wants you to make a million dollars a year you're probably not gonna do that working 15 minutes a day it's not reasonable that's not a reasonable expectation often we're not a lot of relying a miracle do you think you're gonna work 15 minutes a day and become a millionaire unlikely Tim Ferriss and all let's not and even he was the 4-hour workweek it's not gonna happen you got to work what is a reasonable normative amount of time and then you couldn't hope and ask and for what you want on the other hand if God wants you to be a millionaire don't you think it'd be a millionaire by working 8 hours a day do you really need to work 18 hours a day so when you over work when you put in too much initiative it's a lack of faith in Hashem when you put into little initiative it's also a lack of faith in Hashem because it's a counterfeit fake version of fake faith in Hashem we have to strike that balance we have to find that happy medium between the his timeless the initiative and the Emunah that we talk of the trust that a sham will provide but again this point is I can be overworking so I put in my 8 hours my 10 hours whatever the job demands me whatever is reasonable and normal in my industry to be able to do and provide for you know I put in that reasonable amount of time I can either to continue to work that over time which is exhausting Enterprise me of my my space and my exercise and my family or I can call it quits in that time and put the extra effort in the B tone into working on mice to know that a sham will provide can provide give to me what I need and can give me what I need if I work within that reasonable time and see sake Tony said I shall be tougher MacLeish Baraka GMT code sir who's there she is I mean it's pronounced ah debaser I'm sorry love and canes orders at some meter on a lot partner so she yeah he told us at Bataan again the same idea of the it's not that I want to up well the shadow can build the resume check check check happy tell me pernessa go to work effort check check tell be Tahoe check check check check check now the pita phone is the prerequisite the meter on is what comes before the the par NASA that comes is the pay rose it's the fruit of the initiative of the effort of the faith that I've expressed Batak on Kassadin but whenever Meshuggah vada yogya so again to summarize what is betta home it means that we have confidence or we have surety when we know that a kosher bar who is in charge as I Omega B taco machine officially mature epidemic ABARES the comics chambers like this it means that the core of Who I am and the daily living of my lifestyle is connected to the one the cohosh a motion is like this it's really a choice that we have we wake up every day do you want your day to be defined by battling by tension by conflict you want your day to find by having to confront an Ursa or do you want your day to be smooth sailing from wake up in the morning it's all the perspective do you put a smile face do you have an attitude of gratitude do you begin with positivity do you stems hand it's all up to us do we want to at the end of the day look back in the day and say I'm exhausted I battled from when I woke up in the morning to just get out of bed with is a battle what I'm gonna wear to get dressed to have to homeschool my kids to deal with this to deal with that or do you wake up and say my day by definition will be smooth smooth sailing you could get a horrible diagnosis smooth sailing you can have horrible news about your part Nessa smooth sailing you got kids swinging from the ceiling fans homeschooling everyone on their own device so what smooth sailing there's nothing in my life right now that some would say like what are you talking about the answer is it's up to you if you live your external self if all you see is conflict then you are riddled with battling you'll be exhausted not by the end of the day you'll be exhausted twenty minutes into the day but if you wake up connect it to your internal stuff to your tell'em elokim to your core to the best part of who you are and you attach yourself to the almighty to the king of kings the master of the universe for whom it's all clearly choreographed sure a little organized and whatever is going to happen the day you'll roll those punches you got a text about your invest way it's meant to be he gives he takes I'll give again and you know what it all comes from him and so it's meant to be you're dealing with whatever challenge or conflict doesn't mean that sometimes people won't test your patience you won't have to go for a walk you want us to take a deep breath of course all those things will happen but you come back to that core you come back to that source you come back to the shoulders to our to our inside root that we are connected to the one car wash a motion is like this so the one who has nothing opposing him Caracas air Shalem is Magda maintenance the beginner her burrito now this notion that there's one who has nothing opposing him doesn't exist in the natural order in the natural world everything in the natural order and everything in the natural world every Force has an equal and opposite force against it Kamiya marquez album Edra sh sh Akashi no way to coach welcome in Malacca and liberal Adam oh hi you son sure Sonny Grover you shake at a row when God consulted with the Angels we talked about that in the past class this week aza L aza and and loser L the Angels that said were unworthy and shouldn't be created and then told God told you so when we made a mistake so God threw them down here and says the issue but solemnity put them in our minds so here he invokes this Madras then when God proposed creating the world these angels opposed and they said create the world fallible finite pathetic man some said good idea but most stood opposed they said my energy kisses Quran who Shalom Omar leave Russia cool o mark locus you're gonna create man so that I'll divide into Democrats and Republicans into her aid them in C onnum into Orthodox and concert you're gonna create man so all they do is fight Yankees and Red Sox you're gonna create man just so that's a noble fight but just so that they start fighting with one another that's what you're gonna create man for just have a world filled with my locusts come and see us Automation ideas Mike locust and homos man's gonna wake up this movie there's there's my locusts life is all about battling and challenging fighting for your ideals fighting for your rights fighting to repair the world fighting against your alter ego it's a world filled with fighting a car Hakka chain rule of course not this with bori olam the Futurecast random attack will burry olam a bad Sam it's time to Solaria Shana restroom is like this so the ones who advocated for creating man said yes but we're gonna insert and still within man a piece of God Selam aleykum man is gonna be fashioned from God himself so true man's instinct true man will have this alter ego he'll have to battle and fight true man will have to fight for his ideals and ideas but you know within man man I'm talking generic man with the in man is you God and you are a force in a being for which there is no opposition so as long as they attach themselves to you they can enter a place with no opposition peace and with harmony and with love you know there are people who fight for their for their ideas and ideals and their values they fight with passion and yet they live with peace and harmony with the with those around them an extraordinary and extraordinary ways and extraordinary ways we all know people people like that so the fact that you stand up for what you believe in doesn't mean that your life will be riddled with with my focus you can have both at some serial financially there's more miss another caution let's knock this and so simply attaching ourselves to our metaxas ourselves to a world to a perspective to a vision without battling mammalian mahisha pronounced austega day so no cash to others can echo he saw your timid time limits around lockers bottom to be tough on Chile's own let me again when called a fellow fee hELCO harakiri fi snagged this at times the matzah merits minbar Zhen hua Mancha a flaw was ever made by sure Cocula how you be tough on and this says her Schwartz is exactly and this is the time that we're living in severe summer between penstock and she Lewis we just left me trying we left me time we left Egypt and Egypt now needs to leave us so what does it mean to leave Egypt also in our passion our very most Kumasi art Smith's I'm we're not supposed to emulate her imitate the way of myths Ryan what was the way of mitzrayim so power of thought I'm a Delia I'm in control it's really all up to me power would go down to the Nile every morning to relieve himself because he didn't want his people to know that in fact he was human he put his pants on they wear pants and it's right him he put his pants on one leg at a time that he also had to relieve himself like everybody else he thought he was better he thought he was greater superior he took credit he wanted to worship himself he wanted others to worship Him and that was the men money and that was the philosophy of Egypt each person in their home each person leading their liberal Empire that they are the deity they are the god they are the ones who are singularly and exclusively responsible they get all the credit they're in charge that was a philosophy of mitzrayim the whole notion contrasting Egypt was irrigated how by the Nile Israel's irrigated how by the rain Egypt is a place where you say God I don't need a god I don't need his reign in order to be able to to sustain myself have an aisle and the Nile irrigates my field and that's why they worshiped denial they worshiped at denial by the Nile and they worship the Nile itself that now was their source of irrigation Israel as a place we don't have a natural source of irrigation it relies on the rain the rain plays prominent role within the well being in the sustenance of the Land of Israel why because when you rely on the rain who are you gonna turn to who will you rely on the reed boenish alone you know the Torah tells us in three places that once we left each they're forbidden further going back and it's codified in Alaka it's an interesting question then how throughout Jewish history were there those who did live in Egypt the Rambam lived in Egypt there are vows lived in Egypt RAV ovadia yosef lived in egypt how are you allowed to live in Egypt do we once gave all showers a girl in Russia about that topic but we all shared of the the the philosophy section what we shared was that perhaps the prohibition of going back to the Egypt is not just geographically going back to Egypt the prohibition of going back to Egypt is going back to the mentality and the philosophy and the attitude of Egypt and what is that then I don't need God I've got the Nile I've got the Nasdaq I've got the Dow I've got the stock market I've got my real estate portfolio none of what you are doing very well these days so you don't have any of those things so but you might say to yourself I've got my brain my ingenuity my innovation my entrepreneurship I have a Nile I worship myself and I worship with these other tools and I don't need God so God says don't go back to you I took you out of Egypt I took you out of that mentality so what happened we got out of the mentality he took us out of Egypt and we need to take Egypt out of ourselves now and he took us to the desert and how were we provided for what did we eat in that desert what did we eat so we know the man fell and here's the amazing thing when you open the front door what was there was meant for you there was the amount that was there for you how did God know what if he lived in a home with 12 children what if he lived as one children what if you had an empty nest what if you newlyweds what if you were single the Mun that came what was right for you and when something falls from heaven miraculously you don't doubt it and you don't challenge it you don't wonder about it it's obvious and clear to you that this is what's meant for you and that's the mentality that we're meant to have that we put in our initiative and we take our effort and then whatever we have and whatever descends from heaven is there it's what meant for us it's what's right for us why is it what's right for me but my neighbor has so much more why is this what's right for me but this isn't enough I need more that's our effort that's our challenge each one in their own way and I don't mean to minimize those who have real challenges in this area it's not easy if it feels like it's not enough and you don't know when you're next when you're next portion is going to fall and yet that is our that is our challenge that when a person attaches themselves to the one with whom there is no opposition there's no force against then you realize whether it's the for the pernessa or the shell and bias or a pandemic I need to take my initiative I need to do what I need to do and then whatever else results whatever else happens it is by design it is what's meant my dearest friends who wouldn't want this lifestyle why wouldn't you want the results that it creates I literally don't get it I don't understand the Atheist the agnostic I'm not saying that there aren't challenges and theological questions and we just came off your my show I am Ozzy Cologne and we're even right now this pandemic bad things happening to good people my dear cousin who I told you about of course I'm bothered by these questions but at the end of the day we can become paralyzed and stifled debilitated by the questions or we can look at God's guiding hand and the breath in our life we can choose to see him everywhere choose to see him everywhere I give me one example maybe we'll start with this next week I was gonna get into it but we're out of time you want to talk about seeing God everywhere how about the fact that God designed a human body that is a chemical factory that right now bio bio biotechnology and pharmaceutical company are you struggling to invent a drug to fight covert 19 and the best option we have right now is being produced where what's the chemical factory what's the manufacturing plant what's the biotechnology company that so far is producing the best medicine it's called the human body it's called the plasma of the people who had it the very same people who when they lay in a hospital bed or when they were at home were struggling to catch their breath said why me where is God how could this happen I'm fighting this opposing force are now saying thank God I went through that because it has put my body in a position that it's producing medicine that is saving lives the plasma donations being given by the people themselves previously went through this horrible illness that's the broth of Asiata again we'll start this next time uma FLE lassos God you designed a chemical factory that could compete and surpass almost any other that we know it's called the human body it has a manufacturing part it has a waste disposal part it has all kinds of parts at all so now we've learned as a medicine producing part of the human body if you're looking for God he's everywhere let's choose to look and to find him let's choose to be filled on this young Matt's mood with the gratitude for his role and presence in our life for the difference that he makes and for everything that we have and please God we can shut down that part of our chemical plant called the body not need that medicine it's the only good health for those all around us wishing you a wonderful wonderful day everyone is invited to stay tuned on BRS we have a full day of Torah learning of people who used to live in Boca and teach in our institutions who are 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