Hashem does NOT expect PERFECTION

was the Picasso has said inspiration exists but it has to find you working we have that spark we have that Soul we have that intuition of godliness of the truth and all too often we look around and we're trying to find the answer elsewhere if only I went to the right conference if only I read the right book if only I had the right seminar if only I heard the right evidence and proofs for God's existence if only I had the right Rabbi who inspired me if only I had the right eighth grade teacher who would have set me on the right path if only I had the right spouse or children then I'd be living an Inspired Life abam didn't find excuses he didn't have any role models or inspiration he found the answer in himself I'm not saying do it on your own we have a community and we have classes we have incredible books and we have Scholars and we have technology we have amazing ways to learn and study and grow together but stop waiting to find the answer outside yourself the answer is in US