The Miracle of Teshuva (Ep. 185)

hi this is deborahlowski and welcome to the rubber olowski show that friends over at tour anytime or wherever you watch or listen to your podcast it's certainly nice to have you along and uh we have made it through Rosh Hashanah or you wouldn't be listening to this I assume and uh we're getting ready for Yom Kipper and uh there is something Majestic about Russia keeper that's why it's called the yomim naira fills with or that's why in English it's called the days of or yeah it fills you with a sense of of gravitus and even if you'd have it in a small Shore uh they usually change the pierogies and you're coming on Yom Kippur you have the white parochas hopefully you have the white cover on the bema and everybody's wearing uh wearing Kittles and the whole the there's a Majesty to the day that you feel when you come in there's something about coming in assuming that you can make it in time to feel zaka no judgment here you know and I don't mean to say that because I know it's not always easy uh my father had a minute to give the children abraha some people give them every Friday night my father only did an interview and so how many times have I ran off the show and then my wife tells me you forgot to light your irritate candles you know so you have to remember things take care of the last minute and everyone's nervous to be able to eat enough drink enough we're we're probably the most nerve-wracking part of the day is of course whether or not we're you know gonna be hungry um I started going to a Cardiologist like all Jews a top cardiologists one of the heads and shirts because every Jew goes to the head of the hospital he's one of the heads of the cardiologists I've got which area of Cardiology he is you know and when I went to him after my heart attack and my bypass operation um he uh used to tell me you can't fast on Fast days it drinks your room now if you drink shiram on Yom Kippur you're still considered fasting because you have like a little shot glass like every nine minutes that's not called drinking calorifically so you're still fasting on the regular fast day I'm not fasting so I have a problem getting Alia and things like that but I'm still fasting and uh I remember after a couple years I said to him I said I did a stress test it was good I did a EKG it was good I did an echo it was good why can't I fast on on your kid friend he says because you're a very sick man so uh you have heart disease that's that's serious anyway so you think a little tiny cup of water every nine minutes let me tell you it really makes a difference it doesn't add up to that much at the end of the day but it does carry you through you know you know you get would you fasting like that and your mouth starts to get so dry and parched yeah especially if it's hot you dry out either if it's hot or it's over air conditioned because the air conditioning dries out the area so you can be insured you're freezing and drying out at the same time you know so it's like sort of like freeze-dried coffee you know I mean anyway so uh so you're going in this people are nervous and they get up the show but assuming you can get there early enough where you can still sit down you see all the people sitting there saying to Osaka it's uh there's something there's something Majestic then they take out the sofritorah they do call nidre that there's it's it's it's something that has touched Jews throughout history even when when uh Jews were more distant from Yiddish Kite from there tell you around where they came from called nidre always had a certain meaning to it it would the shows would fill up I grew up in a conservative synagogue and they used a small Shore uh area small Chapel I don't know what you're called wasn't the chapel the chapel was downstairs it was it was the small synagogue for during the year Kippur they had doors in the back to the Social Hall that they would open up and then they would make an overflow minion in another place and the place was packed people never came to shore but uh called Nitra everybody came it's uh it's one of the tragedies that it was filled with people who wanted to feel some kind of a connection and didn't I think that's really the maybe the the saddest part is that people would come to Sean Hashem keep on looking for something that would speak to them that would be meaningful to them and they weren't getting it but they wanted to be there yeah um there was a Jewish baseball player not religious Sandy Koufax and the World Series came out on Yom Kippur and to him it wasn't even a Shayla I mean his whole life was baseball who wasn't even a Shayla I'm going to show him Kipper but it's but it's a World Series the World Series but it's Yom Kipper and uh yomazikaron uh and Israel they blow siren and everyone's supposed to stand in silence remembers of the of the soldiers who fell and okay you know uh there are many parade them who believe that that falls into the category of clucas I got you lawyers of the nine Jews that you're not supposed to keep because we Jews have never commemorated with a moment of silence we're not good at that silence is not our key the board is where comes from and not sitting silently I thought it was one year doing your music Corona there were some kids it was kids who were fooling around and then yelling things and yeah whatever at the soldiers and so this became a major blow up major blow up so a bunch of karate leaders in yerushalayim met with um I think the guy's name was Kalani I think you know and uh to basically apologize that there were kids who were making noise during the yamuzikaron and he looked at them with a mixture of anger and contempt and he said you don't understand this is our Yom Kippur no they didn't say anything because there are certain people who are better at politics than I am the reason that I would have never considered a career in politics it's probably the reason why I've never had a job as a synagogue Rabbi because it takes a certain finesse and an ability to keep your mouth shut which I have never been good at as mental wine box that's how the founder of once said you're so effective but what are we going to do about your big mouth so it is a problem yeah but there was it this is my young Kip I would have said you have no idea what Jim Kippur is if if if the fact that 70 years ago they made a rule we're going to blow a siren everyone's going to stand silently that to you is Yom Kippur clear you've never gone to it it is your other there are still people who are divorced from what basic Judaism means it's sad you know there are a lot of Jews who don't know basic things about Judaism yeah it was a paper that was uh writing up that you know today is going to be called Nidra they spelled it with a coof coal nidrae like the sound the sound of Nidra is supposed to call all no difference they know what it meant you know I heard some on the radio once uh one of these secular radio stations you know and Israelis call it uh you know because there's at least enough sensitivity on Yom Kippur that even though they don't go to show and they don't understand it but they don't drive don't drive the roads are for the most part empty everybody rides bicycles so she was interviewing some Rabbi beforehand and she was like joking goes no you know foreign and he said this is not a joke this is the most serious day in the Jewish calendar Jews take this very seriously and she was like oh okay whatever you know move on it's uncomfortable you're making fun of something that is so important to to to Jews throughout all of history called nidre ah Yom Kippur the the efforts the Jews have gone to be able to get the children what it means so there's a Majesty to this day and there are things that uh throughout the day obviously have different meanings to different people and um the certain piutim have special meaning certain Tunes have special meaning but uh but is of course about the avoda in the basement that took place precious African Rose and in the afternoon we read the partial various a lot of different reasons why this isn't the afternoon a lot of people are thrown off because they used to coming late uh especially on Shabbos because they figure okay this is where they start right away taking out the tuba by the way they lay in the tire and then they have Mufti an entire safer that is read as the half Target the story of Jonah we're Familiar of course from the time we were children Yona The Reluctant prophet Hashem tells him go to ninvee and tell them if they do not do chuva then he's going to destroy the city and Jonah says no I guess in a boat to escape and it stresses he gets on a boat to go to tarshish and suddenly there's a storm and it's not your average storm because the storm is only around the boat it's localized and it's a terrible storm it's going to sink the ship and they tell everyone pray to your gods and they find this one passenger who booked a trip with them he's just sleeping downstairs says what are you doing don't you see the ship is going to sink he says look full disclosure I'm a prophet of God uh he's doing this for me this is because of me what do we do just throw me overboard now these were up there voters Zara so I don't worshipers not known for the highest level of morality but they felt bad about it so they take him and they stick his foot in the water and the storm stops they pick it back up the storm starts again I said okay sorry about the Ziona really and they throw him overboard and of course a big fish swallows him and you know eventually spits him back out on the land and he does his mission and he goes to ninvee and he tells them to do chuva and they all do chuva and it would seem to be a happy ending so obviously we learned about chuva we learn about different kind of things there's a lot of strange aspects to the story obviously there's more to the story than the simple story [Music] um Yona wanted to escape so he figures if I get out of air show I can't get nevor I'll be oisnavi according to others he wanted to be on a ship because a ship is at sea and uh you um have difficulty concentrating and he won't reach that level of concentration necessary to be a navi to get in the vui you have to have a tremendous amount of focus and you have to be happy and that's why there's a story with Alicia where he gets angry and he loses the kodesh and he has to get minstrels to come and play music for him to cheer him up because he cannot get navoa when you're depressed which I always thought is an amazing thing when you read through Yahoo they had to be happy gonna burn your temple Exile your people and you're gonna eat your children whoa whoa whoa sing it you know and I gotta be happy for that oh I'm not going to get the message I'm like oh you're depressed I'm not going to tell you anymore I'll go here back I'm gonna throw you in a pet and take away your money and your lives and you're there oh my gosh amazing so he figures I won't have the same I won't have the concentration I'll be okay Hashem says no but there's one aspect to this that I find strange because you know nothing is by accident if I was writing this book I would have said Yoda went down to the docks and booked himself onto a boat and then have the whole story with the storm and then they'd throw them overboard why does it say he went to tarshish why tarshish and um and afterwards when they spit him out so uh he goes to ninvee tells him the chuva and the old YouTuber and he says to him you see that's why I wanted to go to tarshish not just that's why I wanted to run away that's why I wanted to go to tarshish what's tarshish what's the significance of tarnishesh says Alf base represents so the normal way of creating the world in pure cassette would be to create it with olive based gimldal straight through what's the opposite of that it's what's known as tashrak tough Shin Reish Etc that's why you'll find many Slickers written by the Isle of phase and occasionally you'll find Sleepless or putum written in tashrak tashrak represents me the city that's the end because alef represents um aleph is one and that is Hashem it represents Oneness alif stands for aloof which is the master in modern Hebrew the general the one charge aloof that's aleph that's Hashem and of course you know you can take an olive and go this way and turn into above in the two little pieces is yuden yeah and gamachary that's 26 the same as you'd cave love cake so Olive represents by definition tough represents as far away as you can get from a college powerful foreign we've winded off like lost sheep we're totally distant from tough is the first you can go and that's why aleph which for gamachary equals one tough pigmentary equals 400. Ace of comes to yako with an army of 400 men avram gets in the war that he's going to go down into Miss Ryan for 400 years Ephron asks for 400 zoos says because 400 equals the words as far away from as you can get if you will that represents middles going the backwards in the other phase that's Midas haddin through tough then tough through Olive says who wanted to create the world and did now of course we mentioned already he couldn't create the world and then he had to create the world as a facet but the method was going to be dim and he saw that it couldn't exist so he added in some rakamim what's din with a little bit of him It's The End ocos going in the right direction tough when he saw that wasn't enough he added in more Rahman which is what I love base gimldalid going backwards Donald gimmel Bayes Olive that says is vibrations is made up of the last letters going in the correct orderation tough and the olive Bays turned around if it was straight in order then that would have been pure said if it would have been going the other direction it would have been pure din and so it's then and it's a little bit of dim and that's how he created the world that is voracious Yona wanted to go to tarshish toughration the last letters in the alphabet full disclosure I never saw this anywhere that's my own idea he wanted to go to me this again because he understood that in Middles had then there's no chuva is the Brazilian rights at the end of peric salad chuva is a hased gamor it doesn't fit into did the thing is chuva you understand the world doesn't work that way I was being negligent with a Power sword I cut off my leg they put warning labels on things today for people who are not the best and the brightest and uh someone pointed out there was a label on a power sword that says do not cut wood on your lap which is good advice someone told me recently that Sunday morning the most visits to the emergency room are people who were cutting Bagels holding it like this so you cut yourself you do something stupid so so what's the what's the answer yeah so uh okay you know the doctor says I'm really sorry I you know I have to get used to life without a hand is that a leg so I said but I have I regret this totally I wish I had never done this I'm very sorry so I have karata and I'm doing vide and I'm a cowboy that I'm never going to do this again I would like my leg back the doctor's like listen I I don't know where you're coming from it doesn't really work that way life is consequences why do you think that the fact that you regret it and you take upon yourself that that would change anything it doesn't change the Matthias the real world exists and the real world has consequences and the real world is heartless it doesn't make a difference whether you meant it or not my mother kept having miscarriages she had three boys and then there's a big gap and then she had the last three boys I'm from the late I'm number five on the second set and uh and there's a big gap because miscarriages she had a lot of miscarriages so uh they gave her a drug this was the 1950s called thalidomide which prevented um miscarriages and they tested it it was fine if you gave birth to a girl however when that girl got married her children often came out with horrible deformities so um they didn't know certainly the mother did not intend that her grandchildren should turn out this way she just wanted to be able to have children my mother had six boys she didn't have any girls so I asked the doctor once I said so what what does that mean if you're a boy so he says it turns your bones and teeth yellow he said I'm never going to be a model basically is what that means I said so what can I do for that he says we're a brown tie but that's uh that's a more of a cosmetic solution I think but uh but Hashem that she didn't have any girls now having eight girls I hope no one takes that the wrong way I have eight girls myself you know someone asked me you know I've heard if you have seven boys you go straight to all them hard but I said that's that's what it says what if you have seven girls I said no so why I said could you get it in this world but anyway but uh um nobody meant for that to happen but hey welcome to reality uh very left tells the story about uh when he was a rabbi in Miami this woman had a container of bleach and she was using it to wash the floors and it broke I was losing all the bleach so she ran and got an empty Sprite bottle and filled it up with the Bleach and left it on the floor until she could label it in the meantime the daughter comes home and sees a bottle of Sprite in the middle of the living room which seems kind of bizarre took it and put in the refrigerator and the husband came home he was uh he had been playing tennis and he was thirsty and he sees the bottle of Sprite and he opens it up to take a swig and the wife season stops him and he said nobody meant for anything bad to happen but if he would have and he died of poisoning Lamesa you're just as dead as if you had had intention for someone to kill you because we live in a world of din because there's reality and Yona understood that occurs baroku has this concept of chuva that he has created in the world and they had the ability to change what they were doing but the way to stop chuva is din that's why on Yom Kippur the whole day is dedicated to chuva but Rosh Hashanah there's no Cuba we don't say that you'd give me those so somebody pointed out when you take out the safetori you said that you don't need this so much Shapiro said that's true but if you look in the gemara when it discusses the Gimme dice when it's being used as a means to being able to um work its magic to be able to do its chuva says that the way Hashem showed Moshe to do it is Hashem wrapped himself in a Talus like a schlier if you leave out that introduction it's not that you give me those it's just a statement it's just a statement that we make when we take out the safety turret but it's not that you'd give me those to have the power of the bris foreign form to it that's sewer you can't just do it for nothing so that we don't do in Rosh Hashanah we don't talk about children is dead there's no chuva in Rosh Hashanah there's no chuva in din when the judge calls you up he's there to try your case he's not there to take into account extraneous information he has to just judge the case everybody gets like Rosenberg told the story he he worked in ncsy for many years as an advisor he was the assistant National director the national director and um and he was closer of David Lipschitz and uh shoe University and he said one time he had a problem with kid her Shayla and he says to David it's very important that we find a header for this kid and David looked at him and said if a poor person brings me a chicken to ask if it's kosher the only consideration I have is the chicken kosher I could raise money for her I could give her my own chicken I could cry with her but if the chickens crave the chicken straight that's din then doesn't have two sides to it that's the job of the dying to decide yes or no and so we we come up with a din the din is that guy uh whatever it is then you go into yam Kipper and there's no din well that is not we're not judging you now there's the din of a series there's there's the din that Hashem makes before Takia Shafer there's the din after the Kia Schaefer but uh but uh Yom Kippur is outside of that that's when we throw ourselves on the mercy of the Court that's when we take into account all of those other factors that we hadn't thought about but and then there's no children did you kill the man or not yes sir I did but I want to point out that I feel very bad about it and I'll never do it again now in New York you get out uh now for that that's okay that's enough but and then when there used to be you know courts of law is to set up courts of law to enforce laws so when you have these prosecutors who say we're not going to prosecute any laws you understand that's not good for society because broken is very upset at societies that don't keep the shepherd mixes but they know of but um uh I feel really bad about it the two of it doesn't fit in he went to tarshish tarshish represents then because there's no juva there and Hashem gave him a tremendous saved him and he did chuva inside of the big fish and he spit him out and said okay let's try this again I want you to go to ninvee and I want you to tell me the following message it's like okay laughs so he gives a message and he didn't want them to do juva because it's going to make the Jewish people look bad because the Jewish people have all these in the VM and they keep being told to do truth and they won't do true friend he goes to ninvee and he tells them yeah the Assyrian Empire do children they all say okay and he says that's why I want to go to tarshish because I knew that this would make the Jewish people look bad Yom Kippur is not a day of din and Kipper is a day where we go in dressed in white isn't that strange idea we're going in with the Assumption you don't need Yom Kippur if you got through Rosh Hashanah as a static right so you need Yom Kippur because you're not we go interest him why yeah because we're confident coach Barack was said if we keep him keep it the right way he will forgive us and as much like is thank you Mara yeah that is Amanda Uma that says even without chuva Yom KIPP will get you forgiveness it's just the power of the day that Hashem guaranteed us a day of awe to have power so miss Hashem it's been written but it hasn't been sealed until it's been sealed you can still make changes you can still bring it back so whatever occurs Bronco has in store for us this coming year whatever's been written and Yom Kippy you have the chance to change it to something else what's my viewers you mean Rosh Hashanah is then decided how many people are going to die and how many people are going to live and Shove It feeling stucka you can move that around and instead of good people dying um not such good people will die viren Israel move it to somebody else Gilbert and Sullivan had this uh comic opera called the Mikado and then at the Executioner sings this song I have a little list I have a little list there's a very many people who never will be missed they never will be missed and there's all these people he he feels like he could kill and nobody would notice that's gonna make a difference there are certain people who um it's Hashem when we do our chuva Fila and stucca on the same Kipper it'll be my veeran Israel so the people deserve it on the subject of stalker people have asked me can you sponsor this podcast as a uh but stuck them on the answer is yes because it's being used to be Mafia same Torah to thousands and thousands of years and strength and so therefore I forgot at the beginning to thank our sponsor who is sponsoring this episode is this course for his family and may him and his family have a good bench to your ex along with all of Clyde Israel and now we come to the question and answer portion of our program the first question is particularly uh significant in light of what we just said Sherman Gutman asked how do we show him like Hitler and maximum survive a single racial showing in Kipper surely they were written in the book of death surely surely they were and don't call me Shirley what does that mean so says even when they're dead are called alive and we'll show him even when they're alive they're called Dead and he says there are people who are written in the book of death and they are dead they're just not going to be buried for another 40 years but they're dead already they're The Walking Dead this is this nothing left in them yeah so uh so that's the answer you get your din it will get carried out at the right time but as far as being dead you're dead Anonymous asks what is the nicest thing someone ever said or did for you oh my gosh that's a hard thing because I have tremendous hyperacy toes with so many people the nicest thing anyone ever did for me I would have to say was my very people of whale who was McCarthy from Jude today because of that so how could I uh how could I think of any in my life that's greater than that on the other hand I never would have met him if Ray findel hadn't started the Hebrew Academy of Nassau County and convinced my father to send his boys so that was an unbelievable thing he went out into Long Island he wrote a little biography called uh looking for 10 men for a minion he went out to West Hempstead there was no Orthodox they already put an ad in the paper and started it and built the whole community and built the day school and you know thousands of people are from today because of that well that was a pretty good I said you know um I think the fact that my wife married me that was one of the nicest things that ever happened to me um because uh needless to say uh I I always point out you know life's not perfect but you know can I know her I've got children and grandchildren you know uh I'm married 40 years um you you turn around and you have something that you're leaving behind in this world you know it's a it's an amazing thing depending what you choose to focus on so I I can pull out you know major life events but what's the nicest thing anyone ever said to me is uh it's a it's a hard it's a hard thing to say because Hashem I've had a lot of really nice things that people have said to me but uh I think one of the things I point to is uh one time I was being introduced by Robert Klein from mcdash malach and he would always give me these beautiful beautiful introductions and I used to think that just the just being able to come for uh for that introduction alone was something worthwhile but um he said overboard for membership Bureau it says that moshebeno was told to make trumpets for uh to assemble the people you blow the chauffeur and everybody knows to come you blow it this way then you see him come you blow it this way well if Amy's World comes in a different kind of things he says and the trumpets were buried with moshebenu and yahushua had to make his own trumpets and rameshberg said because every um leader has to have his own trumpets every every money and Ramesh Shapiro says because even though the message stays the same the means of communication has to change and so each door needs a different way of giving across the message and he said Reverend olowsky is the means of communicating the message in our generation and I was so moved by that first of all because it's so obviously true but but uh but the fact that I have some kind of unique role to play in the world is such a beautiful thought so uh so that was it but I think also one of the nicest things that anyone ever said to me and it wasn't intended to be nice that's what made it so beautiful was we have a men's smear solution before Tish above here in harnov it's always rubbing left and somebody else speaking and I give a little introduction and afterwards where we left called me up and asked me what I said because he wanted to say it over on Dish above and I thought I said something that every left wants to say over that I said something that impressed him but that meant a lot to me it meant a lot to me so I could pick out lots of different things but this is what comes to me off the top of my head Russell adamant asks if the Sun is din love the show by the way why is it able to heal yaakovino after his struggle with Ace of malach yes I'm also wondering if that's connected to the refua that will come after the gaula through the Sun is that because we're missing the element of din in this plan B world yes always sides with shamai always goes with din and we possibly like Bass Hill the simple reason is of course there were more of them but of course Nothing is for nothing in Judaism it's because we can't handle din oh it's the gamara says when Michelle comes while past can like because then it'll be a world of din and the lotion is it's going to remove Shemesh mean artico he'll take the Sun out of its container and it will be pure light and all the restroom will get burnt up by it because then it'll be pure din so if you're a bit then then you have nothing to worry about yaakov was able of course to be in DIN and that's why when he fought the malach of asaph and bear in mind there's a rule everybody has a Godly guardian angel I can fight you you can fight me my angel can fight you and you can fight him but your angel can't fight me that's not fear so yakovina was able to fight amalek who who had this this tremendous power he was able to exist in din soak who was able to take the Sun and use that din to heal him so that the so that the the the evil from that encounter was not able to affect him that's the way I understand it Russell Edelman asks again no women were involved the eagle or the miragulum why didn't that make a difference to the outcome following that line of Reason can we women have an impact on the future without the men we always hear about the Nationals but in this case that didn't seem to help the outcome well it helped for the women the women didn't die in the mid but they all came into Earth's shell there were a whole bunch of senior citizen groups mostly with ladies who the men died in the mid bar so yeah it'd help for them but uh the Physicians of leadership are given over to men we are not a matriarchal society we're a patriarchal society yeah the Ivory music and yaakov lay the foundation for Clydesdale Sarah are the ones who help them Implement that I can only do so much if you don't listen to me why don't you listen to me how many times have we been heard that one you don't listen why don't you listen yeah so uh yeah if if we listened of course it'll make a difference and that's why in mitzer I am when it says we were saying because it meant that they gave us and we took that they were magazikas but we ignored them at the eagle and we ignored them at the miragulum so they were protected from the effects but the men were not because they chose to reject what the women were offering them but the most mashiach the women will be the ones who are providing that strength I've mentioned this before where um I used to have trips to Europe the Freeds would make it different trips to different places in Europe I had this close to be able to go along and uh offer words of Torah I wasn't the tour guide I didn't give any of that kind of stuff because that would involved me actually doing research and preparation and you know there's somebody who has a podcast every week and he takes an ad out saying what the topic is and who's going to be on the show and what he's going to discuss and I thought maybe I would do that too the raviolowski show this week I have the slightest idea everybody allowski walks in and says what do you think I should talk about this week now that's not always Fair sometimes you decide on the car ride over but uh but it's an ongoing thing my wife doesn't know what to do when I say what should I talk about there's 200 of these things almost uh each time we have to come up with what should I talk about you know you try not to repeat yourself but sometimes you can't help yourself you know because I walk into my room and say what should I talk about you know it's not easy because you know you don't want to repeat yourself anyway so I used to do these tours to Europe and um we went to Portugal so the tour guide you know like I said I'm not the tour guide that would take a lot of preparation but um tour guide said that the Inquisition focused on women more than men because for men you just have to take away their books and they lose their effectiveness but women are the source of keeping the Judaism alive in the home less and that's going to bring the Google admit session okay one last question Anonymous asks why is it that every gemara which is turish about au pair has to be printed in the same exact layout but Flemish which is tornership itself could be printed in different layouts shouldn't it be the opposite so the short answer is it's not true Camaros were always written out by hand and that's why when you look at the reshonam they never mention adaf they mention a peric right I'm looking for Ashley look enticist like it says in Paris such and such it only has the peric they don't know what page it's going to come it's it's being written out by hand when the printing printing press came out so people typeset the gamara now there were different versions of it there was the gamar of kelm which is different than the Camaros we have today for the most part what we have today is what's known as the vilnushas and uh that was typeset and vilna and it uh it became more or less standardized why just for convenience if I say you know it's a you know so you know where to go look but if I just say it's in Lincoln then you have to go now and start looking around trying to find it it's a little bit harder so therefore we just kept this Surah Sadaf because it was more convenient it was the one that was already there um uh remember when they came out with a new rashba and obviously it changed the tourism from the standard old rashva and uh I was in Shear with kushalovsky and he says who has a rashma you know rashma and he's flipping through it can you give me an old one the other one I know where to find it instantly this I'm flipping around I don't recognize that sir it's enough so for the gamara it was much uh more convenient to have a tourism parenthetically uh the Steins outs has a different source of the one that you know is uh is commonly used um but you'll notice that the shinantum and the massifter and the art scroll which will have more than one page explaining it they keep the suicide off and they just do pages and pages of their Parish uh theoretically they could have just put that piece of the gemara with their parish and done that over and over again but um but they want to keep the source above yeah just like I say convenience easier to find so that we're all on the same page what's the difference by Hamish if I had to venture a guess I would say that's because when the Christians set up a system of prochim and sukim so they set it up where there's an easy reference the references have no significance and don't make sense necessarily without break a peric in the middle of a sugey in the middle of a little Parsha but uh for convenience sake you can always say it's peric this POS like that and everyone knows where you are so there's an easy reference maybe that's the reason that uh that it was kept that way and that's it for this week if you want to find out more about the show you can go to reveolonsky.com and you can sign up for one of our online sharing we just had a bunch of people signed up now for the tefila series and uh um it's uh I can tell you I can't speak for everybody people tell me 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