Pesach - Time For Celebration (Ep. 277)

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just noticed a comment somebody sent me they said um on one of my podcast it says it took you 40 minutes to get to your point that's why I love watching the show and I read the first part I said uh oh here we go you know why is he talking so much took you 40 minutes to get to your part that's what I love about this show because I'm starting to think that there's an epidemic of add out there and I'm not the only one anyway that is uh one thing that I always find surprising and thank you so much because it's only through the help of people like yourself that were able to do this and um you know we're basically covering expenses and uh um thank you so much so that's uh that is uh Point number one point number two is I was going to begin the podcast by saying as I was saying and then just start the podcast that would have been an inside joke for at least a half a dozen people that I've met what do I mean there are half a dozen people I've met and there must be more of them out there because I've only met a half a dozen of them who have apparently listened to everything I have ever said that is available and have said it to memory I just had a guy at my house this P shabis I could not start a line or a story or a joke and he finished it it was unbelievable I remember at one point we were discussing shid something like that and he says well why do people this and I said well you know my friend my favorite line and I look at him and he's like he's like uh everybody does what everybody does because that's what everybody I said right has on everything and it is I have to tell you how scary this is you don't realize this because my father had maybe like six or seven jokes you know I even would tell them over and over again but could you imagine as soon as he starts it and somebody just finishes it for him no I would never do that you know that's why I have most of my teeth but uh one of my father's pet expressions was I'll wrap you in the mouth anyway that's how he used to translate hak as shov in the in the hag wrap him in the mouth but um but it's amazing so uh the reason I say that is because so it was a little inside joke I was going to say as I was saying and I was just going to start because I'm going to continue something that I was doing last year in the weeks before pesak so only one of the the real crazies would know what I'm talking about at this point uh so for the rest of us who are um more casual listeners or people like me whose memory has been shot that's why people say why do you laugh at your own jokes you know I've heard them before it goes because I don't remember them I'm making them up all over again to you they sound new but to me I've never heard them before anyway so um uh so I was sharing an idea that I developed Once Upon a Time I'll tell you actually where I did it I did it in gatways when uh I was there for pesak and you try to find a theme to tie all of your uh sh together at least that's what I like to try to do you know um afterwards my son told me I was being too clever by half and that I should have just um taken my best sh just done them over and over again you know so uh I don't know if he wants wants me to mention this or not but there's somebody who's very brilliant who used to come to these uh conventions as well and um and he would basically say the same shum every year you know so when they sent out the email they said please send in you know the list of sh you're going to be giving and note to soand so not just different titles you just keep giving the same sh and give different titles so uh so I I have enough material um again not not for the not for the not the people who have listened to to years and years of everything I've ever said you know it's hard for me to to not repeat myself but so I came up with an approach I'll tell you what it is for those of you who remember it those of you out there will already be nodding along saying yeah yeah I remember from last year but for the dilatant the more casual watches let me uh bring you up to speed there's a uh a tah that says that there's an at bash by PESA is of course where you take Al and you substitute it with t you take B and you substitute it with Shin hence adash and gimo is r and is K yeah you get the idea and um and the idea is to um you can use the AL of P to figure out the tough what does that mean that means the AL of pesak the day that the first day of pesak will come out will correspond to Tish so in this year as we know since the first seder is going to be Saturday night you know Tish is going to come out on Saturday night the second night will correspond to Shin which is shuis which means you know that shuis is going to start on Sunday night um the gimel is R for rashash which means you know that rash is going to be Tuesday night and uh the Sadi is excuse me the K is cus now that's obvious because here in our where we only have and our is it's going to come out the same day as Rashana so the day that'll come after that will be of that's the K and theadi is going to be yipper Kipper and then the pay is going to be uh purm of the year before so since the um since you know that uh pesak the sixth day of pesak is coming out on Friday so because of that you know that um purm this past year was on Friday that goes backwards obviously because per is always so I said what I wanted to do and this was my own idea is that the events that took place in pesak should correspond to what takes place on those particular days that it eludes to so we spoke last year we had one time the first she on this we discussed the relationship between pesak and Tish and then we discussed the relationship between the first day ofid or second day y for those you America and uh why shu is the second day of PES obviously that's when you start counting which concludes with yeah and we talked about why the third day would be rashash Shana and then we skipped to the end and we explained how the day before yamu would correspond to Pur what we did not deal with isim and um we did not deal with and with yipper so what we're going to do now with these next two shim which will take us right up until pesak is to hopefully try to figure out a connection between those days and uh the two days that it corresponds to that's our goal that's what we're going to set out to do and um hopefully this will be something that will add to your days of PESA so the fourth day of PES corresponds to of now Shas has within it a special quality and that's why we're not going to we're going to which is the day after in where they make a separate day out of which in general I've always thought was an interesting thing you know um I've talked about this I think in the past and uh and that is that one of the advantages of being in is you really get a feel for how the Torah picture what a y is supposed to be I have heard from women in karts uh more than once so I like toar because after all the cleaning and the cooking and the setting up and everything I'm exhausted so I basically sleep through the first seder but the second seder I can really be awake for and really enjoy now this is obviously terrible mistake because the first Sader even in is Thea the second one is Theon only because we weren't sure there was a time when we weren't sure of when the the date came out but now we are sure so we know that the first night is definitely Thea from the Torah and the second one is only with the because we kept the custom going so you're putting the emphasis on the wrong cabel right you're instead of focusing on the DI you're letting that slip away whereas here in erel you prepare yourself for the Seder you come in there is only one seder you put everything you have into that seder and then when you're done right you finish usually late at night here in well assume in America as well there is a minut that they start shakas later on P morning than they usually do uh because they know everybody was up all night uh with their seder so they uh we do it a little faster and they have the daving I mean the daving is not faster it's very long there's a lot of things on P morning but um um tal yeah among other things and um uh so we we go through the the whole daving yeah and then you come back you have your suda you have your Day meal probably get in a nap and then and it's over and that's it you're condensed into it uh there there's a problem in America when it comes to in my opinion I say America because I don't know what goes on in in the other countries I haven't really been Sim to any other countries um but um the problem is that Sim has turned into a version of purm with a lot of drinking andl and tying the strings of the Talis together which of course pel the Talis of the person's wearing a pule Talis then they take off their shoes to D and people steal their shoes or tie their shoes together or kinds of shtick like this that's not what SIM is supposed to be so here inel so what do they do in America they basically they get rid of all of the Holy stuff you know they have Yar they have t g they have all that onas they get that out of the way and then some that can just party here we go to sh we have Shak with with Bahan because we do shakas and M and then we have the hakas then we have then we have Yar then we have all right then we have our suda and then that's it it's over the whole holiday season ends like that so the day the the the hak and the dancing is it's it's a celebration of the to and not just drunken rry which uh which is what s has turned into in some places when you see people getting sick drunk on Sim T like you see people do on Perm I don't think it makes any more sense doing on Perm than it does on but uh but okay that's that's just one of my one of my grants that you should all be familiar with at this point anyway but uh but why does the fourth day correspond to to itself so let's go over the historical events and that's what we did uh last year as we were going over it the first day is of course Yus MIM they leave Egypt and they they have their their seder at night they come out during the day and they get whisked away yeah the second day they um they set into motion the plan to full pyro the third day the guards who were sent along with them told them to go back to Egypt and we beat them up and they ran back to parro to say do you know these guys are not coming back and it took them three days to get there and they told parro on the sixth day and on the sixth day he came rushing in one day he did a three-day journey and he comes at the head of his army and that night of the seventh yeah that's when the two camps were facing off against each other and that's when we have uh um cus yamu and everything El was on the seventh day so we talked about the sixth day obviously the p that the Jews had when you know parro comes and and they see him and and they don't know what's going to happen and and the terror that they felt and then it all turns around so that's the that the idea of p and we spoke about Russia Shana being a new beginnings the new beginning but what happened the fourth day fourth day and fifth day so these are basically the days where we're waiting to see what happens yeah they the guards went back we gave gave parro the impression that we were lost in the desert we set the trap for him and now we're waiting it off and we haven't seen him yet yeah so perhaps one way we can understand it is by looking at the cus now when my son was young and he's very smart he would come with me to sh Ando would be Ding and uh each day during suus he'd say is a long career I said oh it's an enormous career it's an enormous career right it's a joke all they do is they do the corbon of that day that so on the fourth day says this is the Corbin they brought on the fourth day on the fifth day the they just read it four times you know there's no there's no mafer there no this is just just the same thing over and over again PES is not like that every single day there's a different Crea and then you take out another sa Tor to do the ma of the Corbin but by sukus it's just the Corbin there's nothing else that we're reading to describe the suka's experience but by pesak every day we're reading a different version of the story of yeah and uh one day we're doing peni and one day we're doing itself and you know we have different different uh parts of the lighting now on the fourth day in the fifth day so the C of Torah on the fourth day is from pares mtim and on the fifth day is from Paras Kisa what is the logic of taking from Mish and Kisa well there's only one parha that mentions all of the madim and that is parous Amore when we get there in the Paran five we will discuss that but um it's called the that's where you have rash um everything is listed there but there's three other places where we mention the and it's in it's Ina and it's in so here we do the from M and there we do the froma now we'll talk about why I believe we read the story of the schim in Kisa on the fifth day which corresponds to yipper if you think about it you'll see it's a no-brainer but the idea of MIM corresponding to Let's understand what that means so there is no holiday called the only holiday that exists in the toreras and just like is just again and just like the first day of su and the second day ofus in is just the first day of suus again and so to the first day of PES and the second day of PES is just the first day of PES again and so too by here we give it two different names there's shmin and instead of just saying shmin again we call S and interestingly enough as I pointed out we sort of make a division between the two there is no holiday of and that's why in the good old days yeah when prophets uh walked the world yeah and we just had the uh the Torah shav and the Torah that people were following shmin atas was you got up in the morning morning excuse me came in Yan and you of course lit your n you went to sh you D you had you suda went to sleep you got morning you went to sh and you had the diving whatever the diving would be you'd say gash um I don't know if there was a minute yet to say Yar but You' say Yar and uh You' go home you have you suda take a nap and that was it yand was over there was nothing else to it the Goon were the ones who decided to make it into SIM SIM is the following there were two hug the gar says of how they used to finish the T there are those who would have a three-year cycle so they would not finish the TOA until 3 years went by obviously all the paros were smaller and um uh and there were those who finished it once a year and eventually that became the Min so the question was when to start it and when to finish it because theoretically you could start the Torah anytime you wanted and finish it anytime you wanted so they chose to start the first Paras right after all the Yim right after in a year where sheras comes out on Thursday and in they have on Friday so then the next day is already shabas barous you don't have a lot of time to be marbra yeah it goes through pretty quickly when uh when shmin comes out on chabas so then you have a whole week to do it but otherwise um it's very condensed uh so you um you have uh uh that day was chosen since we start it on uh we started on the chabas right after or we finish it now the truth of matter is between me and you we of course finished it during the aser made Chua that's when we do everything except for the last par and we save the last par to read onas SL and then we finish the T and so we make a c on the t a celebration of learning T and that's what is supposed to be a celebration of learning T of the C now there are people even though it is a Mitzvah to be marab and to finish the uh entire Torah and somebody told me that whenever you would go to to visit during suus you know you're supposed to go to the to your to your rev's house or Tool's houses on he would always remind people remember you have to finish before you see people sometimes on cramming it's it's too late it ends on you have to finish it beforehand yeah now even though it is a Mitzvah there are people who are not careful they are not careful to do and uh it's definitely is definitely a Mitzvah and you should make an effort and uh if you way behind you can do tumim there's a she that says that you can go all the way up until sheras to make up paros that you missed Etc but um it's a important thing so when you finish the toyra you're making a Sam like you would on finishing any other safer and aim is a celebration of the T now on the subject ofum I uh I am now in my third cycle of dafi and I'll tell you why one of the reasons Jama cm is to encourage other people to learn when they come to a big party and they say wow it's a big party because Fin and everyone's talking about how wonderful is ETC I also want to make a and I see people who are trying to finish meas to learn an entire M just so they can make a the is the motivation I'm not talking about the people who do the Quicky suim during the nine days to be able to eat meat I'm not talking about that I'm talking about that they see that you have a really and what a celebration it is and uh they really want to be a part of it so um uh so when you imagine when they started D and you had a see as so great people would come and speak so uh I guess it was three Cycles ago they were making a bunch of here inim and they invited me to come and speak and I said I don't feel comfortable speaking I don't learn D and they said nobody does none of the speakers do he says but you know don't let that bother you right very friended apparently once at C masas and I didn't check this out because I'm not pesak cron who does speak at the same yeah um but someone told me this is what happened and it's good enough for me is that he said um when your friend makes a Sim you come along so I'm I'm here to share the Sim of all the people who are leari and I said I don't feel comfortable but I saw all the different they were taking place and I said nope maybe there's something to this and I sat down I basically had a Kusa the Kusa morphed into uh kabura and then eventually uh the person I was learning with became the RO kabura and he started giving it as a sheer and uh eventually he got a real job and so I took it over and so now I'm in my third cycle and uh I really am doing this I got inspired because I still have all theum you see that that that inspires people but even people who did not finish the M come to the because it's a celebration of T and that's what is supposed to be we took because and I've spoken about this in the past the number eight always represents tah and that's why on WE count seven seven times seven days seven times and then we come to Shu 50 is just a number another way of saying eight we have seven days of suus and then the Eighth Day there are no mitzvos because it represents T just like counting Nissan as the first month Maran is the eighth month and there are no holidays in it because whenever you go to eight you out of this world this world was created in seven days seven is the number that represents this world eight is the number that represents out of this world and that is Torah it is out of this world and that's why when Abino said I saw in the stars that I'm not going to have any children Hashem said then I will lift you up above the stars because you are going to be the people of toyra and you are not limited by this world and that's why the maharal says that that story takes place in at the beginning Abraham is 75 which is just another way of saying seven and a half and it ends with the bris meal on the eighth day and the whole part is the story of the Jewish people going from the seven to the 8 where we move outside of time and um and that's the power obviously of uh of the of the shatas it's a day of toyra so theim chose to make that day the C for the completion of Tyra yeah um and that's what is supposed to be it's supposed to be a celebration celebration of learning T there's a story with the V where one there was thisit who was dancing with a tremendous amount of fervor he was a real oldtime Amar know anything says why are you dancing for the Ty you don't know the Tyra you don't learn the Ty he says I'm dancing because there's aan who knows the Torah so I'm being m in that of um you know me I never say anything controversial but I would like to raise a [Laughter] point that I always find interesting yeah the gar says if you want to sharpen your mind learn the garas in Nash andik it teaches you SAR Etc the gari doesn't say that about Kim because I I may have told this story beforehand those of you out there will let me know because you know everything I've ever said miselman who the rash of terus mosa and a real briska so it was pares VRA so I have a bunch of questions on pares you I thought you know he learns Kim as a briska you know I said why is it by a bird you slit the back of the neck instead of the front of the neck right because if you do that by a regular chicken it'll be trafe it's only by a Corbin because I don't know I said why is there a Shear when it comes to a m of a comates which is three fingers what kind of sheer is that goes I don't know I said why is it that when you go to the and you want to bring a they give you a little menu and they say well what would you like we have a what car would you like you don't eat it anyway why would you choose one M over another he goes I don't know I said but you're a briska he says I'll tell you how I'll tell you where I'll tell you when don't ever ask why we don't deal with wise and that's why when you learn Kim you find a lot of it is yeah um a from and you'll see sometimes they say okay I have a p that tells me how do I know okay have a me you I need a separate p a special Dr for each thing over there you s aren't going to help you everything is aive so um I mentioned that because uh Brisa of course was the one who introduced focusing on Kim as as the liud and that became the mahalik in brisk and now there are a whole bunch of you know different brisky yeshivas of that follow this basic Mah and a lot of boys go there and sometimes I'll have them at my shabas table and I'll say so you get a at a Kim and they're like yeah you know yeah I said yeah more so than nashim and thein yeah we it's SAR and and arguing that you know so it takes a little pring on my part but basically to say all this is where all the good guys are going so it's not that they chose this der because they thought this was going to be the best to develop them them and they're learning it's because they want to be with the good guys and all the guys are in one of the brisker satellite yeshivas the is is the gar says if you want to strengthen yourself is right we spoke about this when we talked about the Mitzvah that were given at MAA and one of them was dinin because when you sit and you learn these things it sharpens your mind and gives you an insight into the Brilliance of Torah we mentioned that chabas gives you the breath of Torah because there are so manyas and paruma gives you the secrets of Torah but um but nikin teaches you how to think when a kid starts off and they start learning the Bubba everybody everybody can play because what do you think what do you think the answer is and you can give a I think it's like this I think it's like that you can't do that in cud him now I think the kbin Ola should be you know nah there's a c of Tor says so yeah I don't care what you think your opinion means nothing yeah so um so denim helps you to develop the Brilliance of Torah I'm sure we talked about this yeah there are two stories of Matra there's the story of Matra in yro and then at the very end of mish there's another story of M you need both of them to work together to get the full story yeah um but the the power right of the First Parish of Y is the Revelation speaking to is the the Sinai experience then you come to Mitzvah Mitzvah mitzah Mitzvah Mitzvah mitzah mitzvah mitzah mitzah and it's more or less most of the foundations of Nosh andin you know not uh not uh marriage and eum per se but there's plenty of other things of of nim and certainly nikin all the foundations of nikin of the Bubbas Etc Sanhedrin makos is in there there's so much of the foundation of it that's right in that para because you have the wow experience of Matra it's a wow but as they say the devil's in the details as we say it is in the details it's the it's the the details that allows us to get there when I speak to a new group my opening uh sh that I usually give is why be Jewish and I explain the reason why we're in this world based on the m my second one that I usually give is why do mitzvos which explains how we do it how we get there it's very nice to speak about spirituality but how do you do it how do you get there there are rules and regulations if you want to be able to appreciate beautiful music and you say wow I'd like to make that music no problem practice your cords practice your scales go over it and over it and practice and practice that's an old joke somebody in New York meets someone says how do I get to Carnegie Hall guy says practice Yeah so you want to you want to be a great musician it takes a lot of effort and details you want to live a truly spiritual life to be standing at highi and have that prophetic uh vision you got to follow a lot of Mitzvah there's a lot of details a lot of learning t and a lot of focus that goes into it so um that's the that's the celebration of toyra is the learning of toyra and the Brilliance of the toyra that's perhaps why the laning for the fourth day which corresponds to s is the laning in of the where we read about mitz MIT and then the and suus are part of that in the context of the learning that goes into it and the different rules that apply to it because it's the details and the rules then we can go back to Hari and finish the story and talk about how to have that expression of har but we put different details of the har story in Mish that's where we make the bris that's where we Malik has to split the D in half because every detail has to be perfect everything has to be exact it's not just inspiration so if you want to be able to dance on S and to celebrate the T you have to learn it people who don't do their they're sharing somebody else's celebration but they're not experiencing themselves so they come out of MIT and they uh have the first day which is it m which is a wow the second day they get down to work the third day they have the dramatic encounter with the guards and they leave and now they're waiting to see what's going to happen and they understand and it's on me and so we have to get down to the details and the more that we invest in it and the more that we work at it and the more we can begin to understand what it is that we're supposed to be the people of Torah and we're supposed to be making ourselves into that person of tah and that's perhaps why the fourth day of PES corresponds to s that's this is again this is all my own Flights of Fancy if uh if you find any meaning in it then I'm I'm thrilled to pieces if you say h alovi is just ding what's he talking about why does he speak so much why doesn't he let the guest speak because I don't have a guest today okay it's just me I'm just talking that's it all right okay and that of course brings us to the question and answer portion of our program first first question is by kave would you be able to give one small thing to focus on in each BR of sh es for me to write down in my sitter this is uh an interesting question uh those of you who are signed up for my onlinea she so you know we started with Shon es and it took us a very long time we went through all of want to as Mish every phrase that we could and to get deeper understanding into it and to um and to try to get focus on it when I was all done uh somebody in the share pointed out and said I feel like I've lost the forest for the trees I have lots of different ideas but how do I access all this and I said that that's how I DAV I don't Focus necessarily on every phrase but I have I don't know if you remember those little picture books where every single page was a slightly different picture and when you flipped them it gave the illusion of like movement that's basically what a camera is right there's a whole bunch of little frames and when they all go together at the same time it creates the illusion that you're seeing the scene and that's it that's by the way what the original um Nickelodeons were is they were just a whole series of pictures one after another and you would turn you would turn the lever and you know and you would Crank It Up and as it would go you would get to watch so to speak the movie as the pictures are flashing by that's all that a that's all that a camera is today it's a collection of images that take place fast enough that it creates the illusion that you're actually seeing the moov movement taking place so um so I said that's more or less what I do I have a little picture book in my head and I try to access things so uh so that's what I did in my sheer over there um so uh if you're in the T sh and you're watching this this will be a little review for you and uh for those of you who are thinking of joining the fish here if you find this worthwhile then maybe you might think about uh enhancing you to learn other ways as well so let's uh let's jump in the first bra is the and therefore I have more images when it comes to this I put I put more focus on this one yeah um you are our God first and foremost and the god of my fathers so first I think of my personal relationship with K and then I think of the fact that I have M for my father my grandfather my great-grandfather Etc and then there Theos themselves me I picture them onia because that's the um ding of course was supposed to be you know be to the right that's whatav means we don't just face the harabas we Face the kosim that's why when you're daving at the right you're supposed to move a little or at least move a little bit to the left but it's not just physical it's also in your head that you should be focused on the Kos so I picture the AA Abraham and Y up on har and Abraham you know bringing his son the person of and the person of gur andov I picture the latter with the going up is the power God I just picture Hashem is everything all this giant white screen yeah gibor is simum he pulls himself back to allow the world to exist and I picture this tiny little black dot and then he goes and fills in that black dot see it there a little gray the black and the white together yeah K forget everything I just said is above everything else you is just for us to try to understand it on our level but K he's way above all that and at this point as I've mentioned I think of something good that has done for me the and I know that he's the master of everything and every good comes from him and I think of all of the good things that people have uh done of the and great things that have done and he will bring a redeemer to his children's children if I'm ding in sh I stop and look around that's us yeah he'll bring AIA to his children's children that's all of us sitting here yeah for his sake not for me out of love let him come nicely Mel he's my king oer he helps me now not just in a general way of running the government but he actually helps me mosia he will pull me out of situations not just that he's going to help me he's going to save meain and he will even protect me against my own uh bad judgments again abah you're the shield of abah so like I say that's what I do and I do all this sort of like pictures in my head just to move through that BR the second right is I'm thinking about's unbelievable power that he's going to resurrect all of the dead that's how powerful is he's going to change everything in the world which is the third bra means You Are Holy in your essence but your name is Holy meaning I can't understand your essence but I can understand how you manifest yourself in this world that's what the shame Hashem is it's A's name is how we understand Hashem but hashem's Essence is much greater than that yeah you're Are Holy in your essence and your name is Holy which means the way you are in this world um and and the holy ones bless you there's two here it's about the Angels or it's talking about the I usually think about theim hard for me to relate to Angels andik yeah are manifesting that Kad that Holiness in this world yeah I think about the fact that I need to give me insight into T right Torah is a gift mat it's a yeah I have to put in the effort but if a doesn't open up my eyes it doesn't help right you give people understanding chuva I think about the fact that I need to do CH I need a who's help for me to change and I know that I need forgiveness bring me forgiveness for the things that I've done in this world I I would like to feel worse about them that's why Chua comes before but in the meantime um I I'm carrying all the guilt and all the difficulty of an entire Lifetime and the only one who can forgive me is um G personal G now we're not talking about CL G me I need salvation I need to be saved yeah and here I usually think of people that I know who are sick who need a Ru Hashem you can heal all of the sick and if I don't have somebody particular in mind I just picture everybody in the hospital getting up and walking out that's a little image I get same thing over here is I think about people need a parosa and I try to think K can provide their parosa and if not then I just think about clly Israel bringing in all of their you know their crops and and their things and having a tremendous success that's what I think about that right short next is T and here I picture someone actually picking up that giant Chau blowing it from to come and uh and I you knowu and a big banner and I picture again a giant you know flag pole with the Torah itself unfurled and all of Cl coming back toel and this is a for um Justice I have suffered Injustice in my life I think most people have and we think to ourselves wouldn't that be great if we had real Di and a Sanhedrin and you knew there would be real Justice in the world again and all of the evil that's taking place in that sense would would uh be removed um I try not to think of particular people but I think about the people who are stopping from being in the world who are fighting against KES I don't think if people per se I try not to sometimes certain people pop up in my head but I really try not to but like I'll think about how they were trying to make a minion in the mov in Tel Aviv and these people came and ripped down the m and stopped them from doing you know things like that where you just see people trying to stop toyra you know and so Hashem stopped the people who are trying to stop Torah and then the flip side right I think of sadik and anded and these people who are the good people in the world and I have certain people I think about go for your own people please and uh um that should help them to be able to bring the goodness of the world and here I picture the Shala coming down and being once again the most beautiful city in the the face of the world and just picturing what jerus could be right here's a chance for us to think about messiah messiah will actually be coming he will reestablish his kingdom and uh the world will be back to its completion like I say I just come up with an a little mental image this is where it's just me and I said okay hasm I've just finished daving and between me and you this where n't the greatest feeler there ever was but you know um accept it anyway cuz hey I'm here I'm trying you know you know what's in my heart and uh and you can take these feelers and make them into something that were much more meaningful R say and here I actually again think about me what being a Coan and all bringing konos in the B mes yeah I don't know if I'll actually be doing the aod but I do picture myself with the close probably I'll be in public relations giving tours but I picture myself in the B MDES with the B MDES and doing the aod that's what I picted say modim all the way through I've talked about this I given a whole sheer on modm that there's two themes in mod to praise and to give thanks or I should say to praise and give thanks right so um one is in the normal functioning of the world we thank Hashem and then there's the Miracles that take place and it keeps switching back and forth if you follow it through we gave a whole share on this once I'm sure you can find it if you go into the archives and uh that's what I think of by modm as I'm saying it I go back and forth with and Sim Shalom that's a really easy one just picture in your mind peace peace in our families peace in our communities peace in cville 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