Rabbi Dovid Goldwasser - Don't Just Count The Days, Make The Days Count

our hearts are full of Icarus at all tuturro anytime who brings Tyra the message of uh Shem to virtually every continent in this world there is no question that especially during these days Torah anytime is responsible for inspiring encouraging in bringing the devar hashem to every person in Claudius royal may they continue the IRA human toy beam to beam arbekov Ocho Mayan we also have a heartful Icarus a toy to Kazak Kazakh tirelessly works around the clock to bring Tyra to bring Girish guy to bring mitzvahs to all segments of the community to make sure that all children are in a Jewish school learning Tyra they bring us all closer la vie and shabbat shamayim to our Father in Heaven they should continue their work the IRA young meme toy him in both organizations should bring Michelle seat Kendall beam hair of you may know there were two partners in a business they were good friends one day they decided to go their own ways and they split up one of the partners became very wealthy the other partner unfortunately did not eventually lost all of his money the one that lost all the money came to the wealthy partner and asked him could you help me out the wealthy partner had a generous heart immediately he began to give him a monthly stipend he provided him with money and continued as long as that person needed time went on and all of a sudden the one that's poor now he became wealthy curiously the one that was wealthy became poor he was reduced to poverty he came back to his old friend he wanted to have an audience the old friend who is now wealthy wouldn't even see him he wanted Granum an audience he wouldn't give him a any the poor man went home dejected resentment in his heart he helped out and now we won't give him a penny and so the days went on but once again the fortunes reversed the one who's now poor became rich and the one who's rich who wouldn't give the penny he became poor one day who shows up at the door of the wealthy man the poor man who refused to even give him a penny when the rich man was in need the rich man was going to say throw him out I don't even want to see his face but at that moment he was Miska bare at that moment its searched within him the kite the son nephesh those soul powers that Hashem has given to us and he said let him come in he took out a very valuable coin and he threw it to him and he said take a handle which was a very valuable coin how unbelievable it is that wealthy man had a long life when he passed out of this world and went up to shibaemon he went to heaven at that point they had the basin shall milah the heavenly Court and there were my lock him there were certain angels that made accusations that talked about his failures about his flaws it didn't look great all of a sudden there was a Bosco the Bosco said here take a Randall and at that moment all of the angels and their accusations disappeared in the man went too high a Olam haba to life in the next world Rebbe Nachman always said the point of our being Eden the point of our advisor in this world is to overturn anger to mercy din to raka meme to loving-kindness to compassion learn toy black soy's fashion me taya pinned even better is to trust in the goodness of a Shem then to seek shelter in trust in man the Rambam says occasionally there can be even an avi that might have had a minor flaw in the points out Shmuel Hanavi Shmuel Hanavi was afraid to go to show lamella but yamir oil it says in xual said a faileth how am I going to go this show Masha all and when she old hears that I'm coming to him viral Gundy he's gonna kill me I can't go how could it be Hashem Apsara promised him that he would be protected Hashem Apsara promised him that it was going to be successful so how could he be afraid was that a seeming flaw also by Yaakov Aveeno Yacouba vino had to go to meet a sub there it says the Henao no t e ma Hashem said I'm gonna be with you which my teeth club Bacolod shared a life and wherever you go I'm gonna guard you but she vice got ello Adamo and I will bring you back to your land he had half talk oh he had the promise so why does it say by Yaakov Aveeno by gyro Yaakov McCoy the Yeates are low that Yaakov was frightened to mean a sub ended distressed him the Hesed love wrong answers that Yaakov Aveeno he was afraid he thought that maybe he did some kind of a minor transgression minor of a rock Allah and because of that he was no longer the servant of Hashem protection an example of that would be was a very great closet a very pious man once came to the normally Mela the great revelry melech of Legends nahusa yogino Leino and he told him he'd like to come in to see him during that Sarah seemed a chuva normally Melek accepted him he wrote on the kettle on the Pathak he would like to be Zartha to chuvash lamer complete chuhwa the anomaly Mela read the Crito and he said when he saw tubers lamer he said of us what do you want chuvash lima for what he said that the fussing began to shake the hudson was not expecting that question he broke down crying and he started to think which I very did he do what sin did he commit after a few minutes he said Reber Reber I'll tell you my sin I'm gonna confess it right now and Scott - hi honey mascara yo the sin is that once I had began Hado in the beginning of tila chakras in the morning and all of a sudden - Lea came with a very important message it was at Sullust Natasha's there was a woman that had difficulty in giving birth and they wanted to come to ask me for a bra that thing should go well I interrupted I spoke to the man and I gave the bra borrow Hashem everything went well but I interrupted I shouldn't have interrupted I was in the middle of hide oh but I had to and even though according to new sucks fired a person did not yet say bullsháá Ammar so strictly me Nadine a person still could speak they could interrupt their Telos however since he had already begun to Devon that he said was my minor Avera that was my transgression and he lowered his eyes the normally mela gave him a teak and chuhwa he set out a course for him of repentance that is what we're talking about and a very kala for most of us for you and I it would not be considered a nivara at all but still in all Yaakov Aveeno was perhaps worried that he had committed maybe unknowingly unwittingly a minor transgression so why does the Rambam say that it was a slight imperfection the Talmud also tells us by Sholem show lamella why was it that shoe Allah Nabi was afraid of show lamella the answer is is because luke a mitzvah in Anna's Oken he should have known that anyone that's Ashley F Mitzvah they're not going to be harmed if you're going on a trip and somebody gives you a couple of dollars and they ask you to be Ashley F Mitzvah that is unreal that person is going to be guarded and protected however we learn that where it's has a clutz oi where there is danger where it is uncertain where it is possible that the environment is a Sakana then it's not operative then we don't say anymore Schlick a mitzvah that nothing's going to happen he knew that show lamella this' after him he was afraid he didn't want to be assassinated so perhaps that's the reason why he was upset why he feared however the great going rebel funnin Wasserman Sadiq asylum Hashem in comme des Moines River Conan Wasserman said we learned bonny bahasa Hobbit octi I trust in your head yo Kelly baby sure self of my heart will exalt in your salvation Kiko myeloid because a sham you give us so much you have compassion on us even at a time when there could be meat acid in we have to understand that there's metre Soraka min Minister has said divine mercy and loving-kindness Piyush m even if we're not the servant of it we trust in Hashem in the loving-kindness and that is what Shmuel Hanavi and Yaakov Aveeno should have trusted in and in fact it's fascinating we have a puss look hush man in Bob Iger Kazakh let me hear your kindness in the morning why Kiva Hobbit aathi because Hashem I trusted in you borrow can gather bless it is a person I sure you've talked passion that trusts in Hashem and puts themselves into a sham sands River Conan cites the shallow Hakadosh the shallow cottage says we find a fascinating event in the Talmud and Monaco's there Masha Rubino ascended on high to get the Torah when Monterey Bay no ascended there he was shown a vision of one of the future car coming he was shown a vision of the great rebbi akiva and not only did he see the vision but a Shem instructed him that when REME Akiva would learn in the Torah there are little crowns there are little markings and flags above the osseous above the letters he would be Diaries the secret of those little signs and would be tourists many ha locals would expound many laws in teachings from those little markings above the osseous moisture Rubino was astounded and then Hashem showed Moshe Rabbeinu he showed to him Rabbi Akiva giving a shear with all the Tommy dim around him the greatness of Rabi Akiva even Masha Rubino even my Shara Bey knew was somewhat envious of Rabbi Akiva Maccabi no Oscar Shem Hashem could you tell me what happened what happened in the end with rebbi akiva Hashem showed Moshe Rabbeinu that they were fleeing the Romans were fleeing the flesh with combs of iron and they were taking the flesh off of rebek Eva's body and they were weighing out the flesh in the marketplace they were weighing it out in order to be sold Moshe Rabbeinu screamed out Zoot ira mizuhara is this the reward that the Heyliger of Akiva got because he did so much because he learned so much because he taught so much because he gave up so much because he was so dedicated that his flesh should be flayed that his flesh should be sold in the marketplace I found the flesh for sale sutiramisu SCARA Hashem said in response to my shrub anus question strike be quiet Oliver Mac shovel ofon I that's what came up in my mind how going rebel hun and Wasserman asked the question how did i Shems answer respond to the question of motion obey know which obey no ask a question Hashem said strike quiet all of them are shoving upon I that's what came into my mind how does that answer the question says rebel Kannan this is unreal that when the world was to be created Hashem wished that the world would be created with me to sadden with a divine attribute of strict justice however human you and I we would not be able to operate in a world of strict justice the world would be destroyed in no time because a person may have minor flaws they may commit a small sin and then afterwards meet acid in their God so meter soraka meme came the divine attribute of mercy and compassion and loving kindness in begged Hashem create the world with us with our meda Hashem then created the world with Marisa he said in Mira Sarah common how beautiful however there are certain people in this world that would be able to live in a world of medicine of the divine attribute of strict justice one such person was the Heyliger ami Akiva the great saint rebbi akiva he was the one that could live according to me to sadden and that's why his flesh was flayed in the marketplace and that's what I sham answered ah strike quiet Alabama shovel alumni because that's the one rebbi akiva when i was creating the world I was hoping that there would be individuals such as rebbi akiva when we understand this we realize that we are mortal we are all mortal and especially during this time of sirasa Omer Russian Sapir Safire Brighton clarified purify all of us are in the midst of a time of chuhwa of repentance a time of retrospection when we look at ourselves when we see where is it that we want to go what do we want to accomplish in the world how high can we go in the latter of ruthless closer to Hashem in our Tyrel in our avoid that in arguments that sort of in everything that we do that's near us are there when I count the night thirteen fourteen sixty it don't matter what I have to have in my heart is how am I going to be better tomorrow that I was today how's my fila going to be deeper how's Mike stocker going to be greater how is my banana mojave ROI going to be with a better smile how am I going to be able to learn Tyrel a little bit deeper and just not run through it how will I have patience for my children from my wife from my parents how will I be Muhammad them how will I treat my students that is what we do during this time we want to better ourselves we are a work in progress and we have the ability each of us you and I to stag to go higher to climb to aspire to dream all of us we all have that ability I would just like to be messiaen Padova toi've show the ability of a person even during times of challenge loyal elena boyko bassist royal everybody there was a great Sadiq the blue shoe forever Lucia forever great-great Sadiq in the world unfortunately during the Holocaust he was taken to the concentration camp of Bergen Belsen at Sadiq is not miss Segel is not able to adapt to such a surrounding but he did the only thing is when it came to bearish condition his son the great Sadiq at that time wanted to bake matzah and he told the others about it but he didn't want to do it in secret he went to the Nazi commander of the camp the Nazi commander was Josef Kramer you maximal is it Roy and he told him I wish to make matzo for the holiday of Pesa anybody that would ask that question could be shot on the spot just for the question just to interrupt the officer everyone was shocked the officer heard his request and said this request I will have to ask our office in Berlin the office in Berlin replied early the morning of air of Pesach the blue shimmer Abba was given permission to bake matzah in honor of Pesa in cream racer ever he had to what do you need there ever said I will need men I will need an oven I will need a sack of flour I will need water and I will need wood and all of that was given to the bush forever the blue sugar rabbit came in and he began to bake Matz's the matzo started to come one in two and three in the Rebbe was singing shira's this ish buckless he was singing to a shame about the great lesson that happened all of a sudden the Nazi stormed in immediately he out the flower he spilled over the water he went and upset the oven in the matzah that were already baked he threw on the floor began to stamp them out and then took out his wrath on the blue forever he hit him he beat him blood began to flow from the blue Shore ever in the blue sure whoever fell on the ground at that moment the Nazi began to turn around but before he left he said this is the thanks that we get for all that we do for you they had just found out that some of the inmates had written about the horror the conditions of the concentration camp and we're getting the letter smuggled to Switzerland so they retaliated but the blue shovel rabbit didn't give up he saw a little matzo a little round matzo and he put it underneath himself hoping to hide it from this Nazi from the beasts eyes when the Nazi left they helped the Rebbe up they cleaned them off they took away the blood they tried to help him out to make him feel better they sat him down in the bush of eleven showed that little matzo that he was able to save that night they had to Seder that night that little matzo was on the table the Dalek Crisis the four cups they had just a little bit water for the four cups morrow the bitter herbs they had plenty believe me they had plenty in the blue shibba-dabba gave over the story of your TSP trying to everybody just like it would be better days days that were free days all of a sudden it came up to the time when you make the broker over the matzo and you eat the matzah everybody was sure that it was the source of the great blue shiver ever be the Messiah he gave his life for that matzo however as the matzo was on the table there was a woman from the back of the room the woman said excuse me isn't the main idea isn't the main mitzvah of the night of VESA begotten to live in the teacher child isn't the main mitzvah to specify for each of the children an answer and tell about UTS with ryeom isn't that the whole reason I have the only boy in bergen-belsen my young boy I would like that we should be makind the Mitzvah avea hasta la rioja carmichael and began attila vinca by using my child in letting him have the matzah the blues of 11 when he heard this he motioned please bring the boy the boy came the butcher would have been gently handed him the matzah and the boy made the broker out loud with big qivana and he ate them out so while everybody the demos the tears flowed freely from all of their eyes that was a pacer that nobody will ever forget and until the chef's hit Kane who comes I'm not sure there will be another place left like it the blue shimmer never was either that he was able to survive nisi Nissim great miracles he came to New York and the established in Borough Park one day comes into the shoal of woman that woman who is the mother of that boy that was given the matzo to eat in the woman said Reber you're the only one that I know in this world they proposed to me a and I came to ask your ASA whether I should go out with him I would like to tell you his name his name is rabbi Uziel Spira the Reber heard this that his name but she didn't realize it because no one would ever call him by his name they called him with the highest regard glue shovel a bolita the rabbit didn't say a word he said I think about it you don't have anything to lose by going out with him try it she left and then she found out that the one that she asked the eighth's are from is the one that was proposed to her as a they met it didn't take long until they were standing under the who put together she became the bush of a rabbit said in that little boy that ate the knots in the rabbits house he became the next Lucia whatever they greatness so they asked the blues whatever how did you know that she was your Everton how did you know that she was the one he said a mama that under those conditions in those dark days had the mysterious nephesh for her child and understood we got into Lavina than our whole life we wish to impart all of the lessons to the next generation I realized that she was my Rebbetzin and I wanted to have this sluice to bring up such a boy in my house during these days of Spheeris all over everybody we got to reach a little bit deeper we have to focus on the important things in life all of us decide all of us to grow all of us to be inspired to be encouraged to learn the diamond to do concert to do all the things that we're supposed to all of the meter stavos all of the good attributes we have to try to have in Bayes regime Apsara we should soon see greatness in this world we should soon see simplest we should see that everybody that needs to ever reform will have a refer to you sure that everybody all of Claudius RAL will have Rita's yummy mission amitabha's that basil Seamus mark there will be broker that's lawful for everybody being big simplicity vassal on emissaries Thomas Yeshua Sunnah commerce and may we quickly here the pom a mission Kano being here of you may know or main