Rabbi Dovid Goldwaser: Where there Is Life, There Is Hope!

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their Abunimah she remove organizers to help against your Tara with our bosses Tara worldwide throughout the year tonight we have the cover that with us once again of javagold Worcester streets a grove of Calvin a heat suck an odor international speaker speak on the porn topic of withers there's life there's hope Cole's Mon Sheldon high is ridiculous Mike over the corner of gold loss of a tonight Russia that's required gourville it is a sluice to be here tonight under the auspices of Jurgen shoe rate IRA from all of the organizations and all of the Maestas gig and sure a torah occupies a singular place and reaching out around the world la handle tyrell Adira it's interesting my great revered of simcha Wasserman use asked a question why does it say much stake in a Robin kicker coven that they're like the Stars why why not my lock him why not something else why doth kirkuk love him so you said the following if you take a look and you see a star in the sky and you ask a child tell me how big is a star so the child will tell you and maybe it's this big or maybe it's that big the truth is the star that we're looking up in the night could be bigger than the planet that we're living on right now that's Jurgen Sheree Tyra that's ribald that's sort of Deutsch that's all of the staff I say yeah they've grace of mention they're big they do a lot what they're really doing kicker cluvin it's beyond our idea it's beyond our hosaka the amount of Tyrel that they increase in the world in the summer in the winter all year round they do it in a quiet way I just tell you it's not a commercial anybody that can help them anyone that can put their money behind them is a guaranteed return on the investment the airlift kite of this particular Torah organization is on the highest level possible anybody that can help them the Rebbe initial eylem has special special breakfast for interesting today's day and age the idea of hope so many times there are people that lose hope in different areas of life lose hope in living itself in living lose hope pernessa lose hope their children going on the right theraph lose hope on being able to learn lose hope on the family husband-and-wife loss of hope loss of hope in ourselves but the truth is calls the munch autumn Chi anything can happen at any given second how Kota Sparkle can make a way out of nowhere a person's entire life can change for the better in one day and it may never take longer than a second Yash canola mobile shock house we can be kind of high oil amoeba in a moment we could change our whole situation living in one moment let me start off there was a person individual that had money and he decided he only wanted to donate to people that had given up hope in life every once in a while someone will tell me I want to support such a cause or I'm looking for this particular need but this person only wanted to support someone that was me is that had no hope left and so he went around looking for someone who had no hope he sees someone lying in the garbage outside in the garbage he sees him lying there on one of the containers on the garbage and the Ashbaugh so he figures this guy lost hope in lying in the garbage he goes over and he gives him some money and the guy said oh thank you very much what's this for he says I see that you lost hope since you lost hope I want to give you money because I only want to give people money who've lost all hope the guy said I tell you the truth I didn't lose any hope at all it seems to me that you're the one that's hopeless the guy got very upset I came to give you money and you can give me call us back what what is this why are you doing that she says I want you to know State and puzzled me key me Mayo far though mash spice your MF yarn so we see this apostle Ben tell him as long as a person is living here in this world I could as well Clinton take that person and change the situation can better it can raise them up can make them different every person no matter who is the individual that was I don't want to say it person ready to take their life it's a desperate world and we hear about it every so often unfortunately though yelena boyko basis routes a reality there was a certain media that asked to do an interview on me I was called down into the city and they set up the interview interviewer they had photographer they also had somebody videoing the interview and the interview starts we get underway couple of minutes what's your current work what are you doing what's your ideas and before I know it a person opens the door and says rub Goldwasser you have a telephone call I'm in the middle I'm on the camera hit I can't be move out I said please tell them to wait I continue the person comes back they cannot wait I said is it urgent the person said they said it's a matter of life or death I said I'll take the call answer the call the person begins to tell me that they've had it the job went down the marriage went down they didn't have personal hot sloka there are certain things that they have sherek IT problems they have a bottle I hesitate to say it a bottle of pills and they just took one and they're gonna make us see them on the bottle I said wait wait wait wait hold on you made the call you we're talking right now let's speak and I began to talk to the individual all of a sudden in the middle while are talking he says you're trying to delay me you just try this delay tactics I said no I promise you I'd like to get to know you I I don't know you to delay you but I want to talk with you that's it I'm taking the bottle I said wait a minute wait you miss follow for see at the dish Maya at every moment Hashem gave me the words at that second I said what's your name Ruth ain't moving I don't believe it your name is really roofing yes do you know who roofing was from the entire Flemish Ruane hot sill Ruane the one that guarded life the one that rescued life the one that came to Yosef exotic take a look at Casa Ruben Ruben is the person that gives life that once life that stands for life you have to have life you need life you've got to give others life I need you to live he stopped he said Rebbe is that really who Ruben was I said let me ask you a question do you have a Hamish braces he said yes I said I'll wait right here will you get it he said I'm afraid to put the phone down I said then just hold on I spoke with him for quite a bit of time until I was able to fix that someone would come to get him I hung up the telephone sweating soaked with perspiration I was ready to continue the interview the interviewer says of Goldwasser we've got everything we need we don't need to interview anymore on a day in an age like today we got to tell the value of life that every single person matters there's not a ye'd in the world a boy or a girl that cannot be a future Messiah you got children in the class I don't care whether they make olives or whether they make haze or bugs or Zion or tough I don't care what their projected potential is I don't care what the standardized tests prove that's a Yiddish in neshama and that neshama has are you clueless a potential that's explosive reviews of crimes on felt says altivo beam she coy don't touch my anointed ones the little Kindle ah each one regardless of what they have proven so far everyone is kosher every man and woman is kosher there's no such a thing as a person that lacks Cohibas in this world every one of us are important every one of us does a particular tough kid in this world and so what happened was this rich man he asked the guy lying in the garbage literally lying in the garbage could you tell me whose desperate who gave up hope he says there's only one place you can find people that are given up hope that there's no chance anymore if you'll go to the base of high him you go to the cemetery there the people gave up hope they live their life and they're done give your money to them the big hokum heard the ate sativa from the man in the garbage you can never tell where your AIDS is gonna come from he goes to the cemetery goes to the base of him he takes money and he puts a good deal of money in the ground he dedicated it to the shame they offer that's where he gave it to he buried it deep okay goes back he found the one that gave up hope a couple years later a person can never tell my great Reber River Victor Miller says every day you say bore a hole a no every single day you ask gosh M bless bless us bless the year but on Rosh Hashanah I asked her the Bravo on Rosh Hashanah I got everything that I needed we're all familiar with the kazow so it's Morocco Leno says where be a Victor every single day with saying abraca Avila that whatever we're supposed to get we continue to be Roy worthy of getting bore a hole a No well this covere the one that buried the money inside of the basic I am unfortunately unfortunately his muzzle went down he lost all his money he was destitute he remembered that he buried the money in the basic i''m and so towards the evening he went with a little shovel back to the basic ayam he goes inside and he starts to dig all of a sudden they grab him from both sides the guards found him trying to steal the graves seal declare him they took him in to prison the next day stands in front of the judge and he says to the judge judge I'm innocent the judge says innocent they caught you you're trying to steal from the grays he says no no you don't understand years ago I saw this guy and he was lying in the garbage in the trash and the whole thing that happened that he said the people that gave up the people that don't have hope anymore those had already left this world so what happened was I went there and I gave the money and I buried it I was just going to take out what I put in the judge said you don't recognize me you don't remember me I was the one on top of the trash I was the one that was lying there I give you permission to go and to get your money back Master Chihaya brought down by the banished high individual never knows where they're going to end up a person that has nothing today could have tomorrow tremendous riches could have tomorrow great Havanna the children could all of a sudden come back in going the right way and can die in class and be can be come from the greatest students and who knows what they're capable of doing when they get older to start asset and to care about the cloud who knows what the capabilities are each one has a diamond inside has to be discovered if you mind for diamonds they don't stand there on black velvet shining so you can just know how to mind them they're encrusted they got dirt they got all kinds of things around them all kind of minerals they have to be wiped off they have to be polished professionally every single neshama in this world has something great to offer everyone has to show them to ever lose hope on anybody interesting in terms of Yiddish guide itself a lot of times a person gives up I'm not what I used to be I used to be very careful I took on myself to have extra extra schmear in different areas now I'm not so careful okay I got older I graduated I left the base menders I moved to a different city I'm not in the seminary anymore things happen differently individuals should know that in every moment we need adhesive for ourselves to keep our level to keep ARMA traiga never ever has to show them to go down even one madre go to be MacIsaac ourselves a lot of times I lost hope I used to be careful and I'm not careful in that anymore and today's world you can't be careful and that it's impossible it's all over it it's you know it's lost somebody told me we the war I said which were which were they said we lost the worse than which were tell me were you a fighter in the war were you a captain general lieutenant Admiral private or like my rep who would say Rob Simcoe you a deserter we're in the war we have all of us I'm a dragger to hold by there was a sheriff's up late the yield who came to Eretz Israel and he wanted to talk over he left here - kite he wanted to talk over something in life with the great Russia Marana Russia so he goes to Russia and he spoke over whatever he wanted he still held by the hokhmah Israel Hotmail oil even this held by Hockney Israel Bava bamboo tea kept alive he needed Nate sat over so he asked her shocked about his ASA and Rose shocked answered him but shocked then began to talk to him about his ear to Skype and he said to him what's going on with you and the man started to explain it to him he said let me ask you a question your host said you're a hosted right in the old day says yeah yeah and who were your huset of I was a custard of the mother should ever mother ever rough shock began to sing a maza Jernigan I was at your nagging as he began to sing it this he'd began to sing along Rorschach told him for Hassan it's not good enough just to sing we also have to dance Rorschach talked him and they sang and they danced to the mother Jernigan together the gondola door and the Yi that went way off the e broke down and cried after that of course he would never be the same slowly found his way back to you - kite well Jacques saw him What did he say lost give up hope forget that one we got a lot of others that we can worry about don't worry about it no he worried about it because he knew that you don't give up hope on anyone interesting the gomorian saw him talks about when they shifted the carbon passer so they were afraid because there were so many carbon O's they were afraid that it's possible that the Dom of one of the car bonus one was not nice rock wasn't thrown under miss FEA if that happened without Sarika Saddam the carbon is puzzle so they were afraid so what did they do they had a big idea rabbi yehuda was moussaka that they would take a container and they would take it on the floor and gather up the Dom the Dom that's filled and then they would throw that on the Miss pea just in case one of the carbon O's was missing the dumb that was supposed to be sprinkled on the Miss Vale the Gemara asked how's that possible what's that a remedy for we all know the din that the Dom had to be collected in a vessel in a CLE so that it was wrong to be thrown on the Miss Vale so gathering the blood on the floor didn't help anything think of more answers that the kahani was reason they were very quick they were very Salas they were careful they knew the blood that was already collected they knew exactly where it's filled they knew how it's filled they knew where it was and they would go and collect the blood that was already collected and then they would throw it says the Penan Menachem the great Guerra Reber people fall in this world not everybody stays not everybody star there are you read this there are you read this in Elias everybody has you read this in Elias everybody nobody can say they never had a year either but if a person falls says the gare ever they got to know where they fell in how they fell and they've got to know more importantly how do they pick themselves up like the dumb on the floor and how do they put it back on the misspell never ever to give up hope the Cohanim didn't give up hope no one gave up hope we certainly don't have the right ie came to me and he told me that certain of Eros it's a very bothersome thing for me especially when someone comes in because we're not miss vada to each other but if it helps to get off a person's burden if it helps for them to unload so sometimes you have to be so evil sometimes you have to withstand it and in fact it's unbelievable of Barbara now that says what does it mean in perky of us nice saber oil that a person is nice saber oil it means if you come to a rough if you come to a rabbit rabbits or whoever and you say I didn't have a row Kimora they don't say to you you might as well give up cash in that's it they tell you a dark chuva they tell you how it's not so bad they tell you how there are ways that a person can become at sadiq can become an individual that's higher than it sadiq and try to make it a way that they will feel a little bit better about themselves and so the e told me I know and I don't like to say it I know that I'm going to burn I won't finish the sentence I never heard somebody come in and say that to me people came in and said a lot of things but not that ye'd I said how could you say that how could you say it for one minute what did you do so terrible he told me what he did I said do you didn't corrupt anyone else you're not a kite them after Sir Robin you weren't even about us are to the best of my knowledge you don't have a gun you didn't go and kill anybody you didn't do this you didn't do that you did a varus we all do a varus there's not a person slow my mother says there's not one that didn't do a nivara how could you give up your hope like this he said somebody told me I could forget about Elam Hoffa I said if that individual knows the ins and outs of Elam Habra and who's a member who's not could you give me his telephone number because I like to ask him a few questions myself what is going on here what is going on and I told the individual the following Tyrel from Russia has I'll tell us that Kyra Kyra when Shiva madura say Shin Jahannam Shiva Maduro session Jahannam Kara went to the lowest level all of a sudden inside of Jahannam he was moved and he wanted to say Shira to a chef some people are moved they come in to base mothers they come here in Boston or wherever everyone is watching around the world they're moved they're moved by jürgen Cherie Torres other people are moved Koster Shalom when the Irish begins to surface so unfortunately that was when they got there he's iris and they wanted to say Shira but they couldn't open up their mouth because the heat was so intense the fire was so hot they couldn't open up their mouth so they just said Shira inside inside they moved themselves to say Shira Rorschach said how is it possible as a matzo frua there in Jahannam not the highest part of you hanim the lowest part of Jahannam and they're saying Shira - ahem how is it possible Rorschach says every person has the possibility for care marcelo came to be close to a Shem it doesn't matter where they're at it doesn't matter whether they're on the highest my draga they're standing in the foot of our scene i it's Cabala cetera it doesn't matter whether they're present that the Binion based on mikdash it doesn't matter whether they were by ok deceased look it doesn't matter whether the person is a bala vera on the lowest level in Ganim if the person wants care basilicum they can have it it's free they can do it in just with one moment they can change Hashem Apsara took the expression of Chi Rock look what happened in safer tell him because Vinay Kyra did chuhwa an individual has the power to be able to come back an individual has the power to be able to get back right close together with a Shem it's a Rambam open Rambam Rambam says a person yesterday could be son I hated to a sham despised and today the individual could be on the highest level that's the hard thing for us to understand a personal thing I I I'm out of it I turned off all in individual needs is aphasia Casa Rutzen not to give up not to say there's no hope left for me there's no hope left for that person no hope left for par no saw no hope left for my wife for my husband no hope left there is always hope there's always Tikvah at every single moment it's amazing that individual only needs to keep in their heart a tremendous amount of hope there's a Shaolin chalice the truest Mumma mock him from rubbish reseted sorry cliff Rocko somebody asked him if you are allowed to be my avid at smella das in simple words to commit suicide and they asked them and there was a good reason why they asked him because in the situation that they were in they were very afraid they were afraid of torture they were afraid they want to come to kefir yes well there were a number of presenting factors Bravo 3 gave a long long answer B e'en and I'd like to quote from you for you from one of the ending power the CC IH by Mission Hill Aleutian hostage Allen a person should take their own life flow elena boyko basis royale is a hill awash em meet nations aramara because it shows kilo a liar who didn't be talkin because they ashamed as if we don't have proper trust in the preservation she had seal a medium at mayor's that hashem will save us from the two men took a hint baru royce shallots celery my maximum of the nazis the maximum Z from the horrid sign of Shallah writes him this is the key sentence the entire will the desire the purpose of these rights came holla Hartley's McAra value who them was to try to infiltrate the inner most of the Jews Cadillac Amelie bomb in order to remove from their heart Kotick Riveter callous leash wash em any hope that's what the Nazis wanted to take away hope they knew as long as there was hope we still had a chance that great Sadiq Simon Wiesenthal they said Sadiq live Rocco said when he was interviewed internationally and all the Amin were listening they said mister Wiesenthal could you please tell us what does it mean to be Jewish what does it mean Simon Wiesenthal thought for a moment and he said the following to be Jewish is to invent hope where there is none that's being Jewish is to be able to understand the greatness that we have inside in that at any moment we pray to a Shem we dive into a Shem we betta Shem with all that we have and we continue even a person diving 500 times matter thousand a thousand times there's a Fela it says in Matlacha tweet Allah that sense of the first time a person goes to the oven they're answered right away then there's a Tina that's answered the thousand time I saw ye'd in the city I was walking past and he was waiting by one of the news outlets so I looked at him I found it funny standing on the line she says the Rebbe should excuse me he comes over he shakes my hand he runs back in the line I said no no it's okay we don't have to talk Tyrel here but he says I gotta buy a lottery ticket I said Oh interesting is it like a special lottery it's a lot of money this time like a triple lottery Odawa he says no I buy a lottery every week I said how long just curious how long you been doing it he says well since I'm married it's now 35 years and I don't miss a week I shouldn't have asked him but I did did you ever win not yet revit I said well if you win don't forget me haha how could it be 35 years every week you know what after a few times I didn't win I'd say okay yeah you know this is not it try a different thing 35 years every week he doesn't give up can you imagine standing the line rain and sunshine and snow and ice and whatever have he's mine is thinking he's thinking at home he loses why do that you know why because he's waiting for it to win Hashem you smile says don't give up on your Phyllis you diamond wants you diamond twice dumb in 35 years I hope you answered after 35 seconds I hope 35 minutes but just in case not don't give up continue continue to Dobbin never stop but a person has to want to they have to see it they have to understand it in the tilling in the tilling kebaya la sham hizaki I may sleep better with KVL a sham what does it say Razia Carter's KVL ah hope to us them cavae you need hope you need positivity you don't need negativity you don't need cynicism you don't need someone telling you why you're not gonna be much Lia you need someone to tell you you will be much Lia you need someone to give you hope you need someone Napoleon used to come into the room and he said who wants to be a soldier of private and he'd go over there to me and say man you believe you could be in general and the guy would say nah goodbye that's the next one do you believe you could be a general yes you can be a soldier in my army the hobbits times its attic live Rocco Seuss a yogi and Elena repeated this he going to base matters and ask about her do you believe you could become a go-to lador you want to strike you got to believe it you need hope you believe you could become a big rabbits in you need hope so one time I'm gonna be miss vada I'm gonna tell you there was a couple a couple very very impoverished and this couple asked me to come to Bar Mitzvah just to pinch on their bar mitts above her and they made in a little hall and I came in and they were so excited they ran over to me and they said would you just for one second we don't expect that you're gonna stay but for one second could you just say they had a little microphone set up could you just say I'm Mazel Tov to them I said sure I stood up I said it DVAR Torah I called over the bar mitzvah Bakker I'm gonna be miss vada s katoya new mascara arm I'm gonna confess it I told the ball car MYSA from the great going broke I'm brisker they brought in a bar mitzvah bakr r.a Byron Cutler the great Russia Shiva bar mitzvah buffer from high brisker before he was leaving Reb Aaron says someday half the world is gonna sit on that boy's shoulders that's what he said I said to this varmint sabaha from this family who knows maybe someday half the world is gonna sit on your shoulders I walked out I was done I left the bar mitzva his Rebbe came walking after me and he says could I ask a question I was sure he was gonna ask me where was the medicine I quoted what was the mcore I was sure that he was going to ask me I said over a puzzled in a very interesting shot I was sure he's gonna ask me no I'd like to ask you about the MYSA I said okay what about the MYSA do you want to ask I was gonna you know some people look very particularly was it in vice Vodun was it in class did it take place in the summer time was it when everybody was there was of Aaron who took him what other people were in the room is there a picture of it is there no no does the rub really think that this could one day become a goggle I said to this rapper i Nima mean BAM you know Salima I believe with a complete imperfect faith I told him in Lanikai dish that this father could become a go-to lad or don't you he looked at me I never thought that way I said R ever begin to think that way about every Booker that you have in your class you don't always get the ending of the story I saw the Reber eight years later the rebel walked over to me and said with the roof told me I would have never believed but I have I'm gonna Stockholm him today he is sitting in Eretz Israel one of the outstanding bokram who is Russia Shiva does not want to let him even come home because he feels coming back to America is gonna be a half soak in his learning that's the promise that he holds that this Booker has me idea hope this much hope that much hope how do we decide who has hope and who's not depends what's in your heart it depends how a person has the feeling so rashia cutter says Kailash M you already hope to uh Shem you already Dobbin you weren't answered you didn't get it it didn't turn out exactly like you thought Connie I wash em go and ask again says the great skill enter ever sacred sonic with kata juta leave Rocco splendor ever ask the question what does it mean caviola sham he says an unbelievable thing if the person Darvin it shows that they didn't have enough hope in their heart they didn't have enough that they should be answered because they didn't hope with all of their heart asher yachts are a person school on the floor covered sky and usher yachts are to sashay yachts are properly to concentrate Oscar yachts are to read Oscar yachts are from a little paper from a safer from a sinner they just published for the sluice of benzion should ever afford Chalet Mabuhay row they just he's the cousin that got into the accident they just published our yachts are so it's interesting thing I was taking a look on Aloha Sal Locker says concentrate on our yachts our what do most people do while they're saying I'll show you outside which is okay dry your hands how local says don't dry your hands you drying your hands you don't have proper qivana for the I'll show you outside you've got to be makovan you have to have the feeling the intention you have to understand each and every word there's a vein there's cavae which copy isn't it depends how much a person hopes it depends what a person wants to accomplish here in this world baba sali was nyog to go to the mikveh the great Sadiq Baba sali he went to the mikveh before anything big any of this big avoid us that he did he would go to the mikveh Bala books came to him one night and the asked him and ASA baba sali game dates and then afterwards said back in Morocco will you accompany to the mikveh it's dangerous it's dark it's dangerous during the day let alone in the night the Bala bus really was not interested in going he wasn't interested in courting the mikveh and he wasn't interested in going at night but Saudi guys are Kurdish Parliament Khayyam baba sali SLUSA yogi no Leino he said yes Rebbe I'll go so he took the great Rebbe to the mikveh when they reached the mikveh this man took the key put it inside could not open the door to the mikveh he said baba sali it seems to be that this is not the right key we have the wrong key so we can't go tonight baba sali said wrong key would you mind if I tried that key baba sali took the key put it inside the door turned at one time opened up baba sali turned to him and said hobble attire Messiah no so you got hope you want to do it Hashem will help you but it depends on the feeling it depends what a person puts into it how much an individual wants to show that they hope how much an individual has got going that they want to accomplish it if we want to accomplish it we're going to be cited to do it and a person should never think that one person has a greater chance the other person doesn't have I have too many a virus I did this wrong I did that wrong why is it that we read the parsha of mottos always vain Amit sorry Betemit sorry we always read it why what's the reason interesting because Ravi akov mayor Schechter says we say of course the Nidoran all the locals from Nidoran parshas Matos Ramaiya schechter says interesting we begin avoid this yom kippur ll yom kippur cone entry so why do we start with Kol Nidrei funny everybody stands up the jokin you got the bow Fela usually to others and they started call netra he says the reason is is because a person who reaches the night of kalindra a person could lose hope I know what I did I know this year what I did I know unfortunately I didn't live up to what I should have and maybe I did a few things wrong so how am i coming in kenitra and the Sultan always tries Lowell a know to be mccottry and to bring a person's feelings down so we go in we say : intra you know why because it's an interesting thing miss Celia show him ask the question there's a finish of chuga chuga is a person does something wrong and then all of a sudden they're forgiven but they did it wrong imagine a person does something wrong imagine Casa Shalom they steal money Casa Shalom there do something that's illegal in the world illegal I was leveling the other morning someone came over to me and gave me if you will acquittal and said please be miss Fowler for this he'd he right now is facing a lot of jail time could you please be miss follow we saw something earlier that you helped somebody could you be miss follow i turned the paper i put in my pocket not a day goes by that I don't take a look at it to be miss followed by him for him so you come in the judge the guy still stole $10,000 he comes in the judge the judge is strict and he comes in in front of the whole court in the jury in the whole system in the stenographer and according every and the guy says Josh I got something to say in the beginning I want to tell you something the judge says when this is not how it works over here there's a certain decorum there's a certain system another judge you don't understand I'm doing two before it I'm doing children you know I understand I did wrong I wrote a levar you're not Kabbalah lawsuit now can I go home huh see we're at don't you move the silty Sharm says how is it that by Jove it works I say biryeo Elam I stole $10,000 burry eylem I didn't dive in like I should have burry eylem I wasn't paying alimony Vera like I should have bori eylem I did something I'm not proud of but I shame you got to forgive me Hashem be Michael me Kioto so son Lee is royal you forgive everybody so Hashem says so can't forgive you how does it work miss Celia sharm said it's the same thing like another a person made another they're gonna do something you know how many people came to me for a tourist and adore him they had all great intentions they want to be Makabe this or that I want from now on to be miss her in this or that or never and then all of a sudden they said you know it was too much for me the out there from Slovakia used to say you want to make a Cibola cut it in half and make a caballo and a half don't do the whole thing because it's sending a person up sometimes for failure so individual can have a Torah on it and the finishes that it's my care it takes away the nether limb affray retro actively as if the nether was never made according to this we can understand that what a person does chuhwa when they come in by Kol Nidrei in they bagged out some Apsara sashimi's mark takes away that Avera so it's not here in existence any longer it's no longer in the world you won't see it you will not be able to have it ever recorded because a person can get it removed completely from the record that's what a person has to know another area where there's hope and there's tremendous hope and I want you to know that the single greatest what shall I say the single greatest negative factor in the old mashido him is someone that says hasta Shalom that oh I don't know look at the statistics look at what's happening look at this look at that a person live with hope no matter what the ages no matter who the person is no matter what their stage in life is a person always has to be hopeful in it somebody came to me and they said I have now removed my name from all the shell funding I used to call up once every other week to keep my name now I made a call and I asked all the shark on him to take my name off the list so I said to the young woman I said how could you do that you have a different answer I thought maybe maybe there's a dude no I face the reality read an article I read an article hollow vibe that should it be articles written that have negativity and cynicism and tell people what's out there we know it's out there I don't need someone to tell me what's out there I don't need anything to tell me what's out there I need someone to say positive I need someone to say something that will be enlightening inspiring encouraging lucozade to be my cosmic the hearts of Claudius ro and so she told me I removed my name from all of the Shannon I realized that it's over I was saving up a certain amount of money for my wedding and I would like the rug to please give me the proper places that I should donate that money to I said to her how can you take away your chance rough what kind of chance any wait long enough I have to wait longer the money is in the account I have a school so the money will go out so someone will have it wherever you tell me tell me detox on me they'll have it wherever you tell me because island they'll have it half closes collar let someone else get married I wish them all well let them have it rough tell me who I said okay if you must I would like you to tell me exactly how much money you have in one moment she told me I said fine I want you to be mocking it to me all the money I want to have all the money she had great I would love it yeah she was gonna do it I didn't do it all for what she was gonna do I would pull this trick more often gave it right away Nissa okay I thank you very much now money belongs completely to me it is rabbi Dovid Goldwasser and i told her my social security number it belongs to me now okay Rob road belongs to you okay okay that's it's the Rob's I said fine now I'm able to do with it whatever I want so she thought it must be our peat Kabbalah you know Tom coming you can't tell the reason I said yes yes okay fine good I will tell you what I will do with the money but not right now I am saving it for a cause that I believe in Ben Luna Salema and when I'm ready I'm gonna let you know what that cause is she said fine she agreed with me she left the study male simcha if I would have told her give all the money to the coil or give all the money Tots Allah giving them money to massage so everyone said well I would have given it to that give it to children give it to stalkers give it to parents that need to have money for their food give it to parents that need money for tuition Muruga I'm sorry uncle like this she went out she was happy I called her back the next week and I said to her I just want to tell you it's a halacha consideration of Yosh halakhah consideration of Yosh you are not allowed to be me is you're not allowed there are certain ha locus of Yosh interesting a lock according to some sheet this if I lost a thousand dollars Kosta Shalimar I lost a thousand dollars I was out on Avenue J or 13th Avenue or London or Australia or Switzerland or Nairobi South Africa Victoria wherever you're at in the world doesn't matter wherever Yeadon are South America Paris and I lost a thousand dollars so I go back and I look for it look for it it wasn't there I'm waiting should be an ad that comes out in the ye'd or that medea or the press or yeah wherever you look I don't know whatever you get whatever you like the title and I'm waiting for the savor of Goldwasser we found your thousand dollars please come and get it and I'm looking and waiting I'm waiting to see that something or there was a video somewhere that they saw that I lost it had someone picked it up and they'll be able to trace him out again and then one day after a long time I decide I gave up I ain't getting the money back no way two years later I say that's it I gotta chalk it up to a loss right interesting what happens if the day after I gave up on me I ish what happens if after that day they call me up rough goldwasser you're not gonna believe this somebody found the money it's yours this happened Reb I say it happened they found the money they would like to bring it back to you only one little technicality golasa gave up yesterday I was me is there our sheet does that say when I'm gonna get the money now I have to pay my sir on the money that I'm getting because I was me I ish I disconnected myself so I told to this young woman you cannot be me I assure you can't disconnect you want to go and call up a shotgun and say take my name off I can't say that I agree with you I tried to agree with you I can't say I do hi loosen lahmacun maybe it'll come in a different way Hashem can send it out of anyway I a - I'm deke sir it's the hand of my son too short what a sham could do it can't do a sham can't do everything to call yo ho there's nothing that can't be accomplished in this world of course so I said you can't be me i SH she said okay I won't be me i Sh I said I want you to make you status you don't want to make that each toddlers make other hich toddlers but you've got to make each novice I'm holding all the money now so she listened she made each thoughtless she made his stylist like she never made in her entire life she came back to me to ask me an ASA about a young man that does not want to continue to go out for elongated period of time he wants her to get married right now so she said I don't want to rush into things after this amount of years it's not no rush cerise amok demon so he's a muck demon so she said okay there a few technicalities I don't exactly have money for the wedding I said yes you do she said well how I said well you gave to me all the money right so I dedicated it to hustle Scala for you it's yours she was married basalt ovum it's la vez hasta shalom a person gives up hope doesn't try they don't care anymore they gave up if you tell the kid what are you ever gonna amount to look what kind of a test you bring me home you get a test like that was anybody poorer in the Gemara than you did you know how to read the Verret there could you even read the words on the Gemara you didn't even look at it what do you expect to be what are you gonna be how you gonna grow up take away the child so there'll be nothing if you tell the child that brings home the bad paper or the bad report card and I always love to say it there was a little child that wait to say good Shabbos well Shabbos so there was a little child on line usually the person that stands the last in the line this is I'm telling you okay - the person that stands the last one on the line usually has something to ask you and they want everybody to leave first usually if it's private they're really way back okay so this little guys waiting back everybody left from the show the little boy comes over to me I've been down to listen and he asked me a shylaja Mura the boy said I got a bad report card am I'm Malou you've to show it to my father do I have to show my report card to my father I didn't want to tell him but I had that shilin myself a few times I said well why don't you want to show it oh you don't know my father ha ha no I only know for sure yeah okay I'll be pale don't worry I thought him don't worry and I did a little behind the scenes work a child brings home a bad report card what do you tell him you tell the child okay you didn't do so good now I'm sure you're gonna do better next term we all have times when it's not so good we all have a few toilets that weren't where they should have been a few times when we sat down to learn in the learning didn't go like it should a few times that I did have said and I could have done it with a lot greater zeal and I could have done it they could have cared a lot about them more than I did in other things that I did I forgive myself I don't think I did anything wrong at all why is it that I find that I got to tell the boy all the bad things that he did I want to tell the boy who brought me the bad report card you know when you grow older I'm gonna ask you my shyness you're gonna pass contood in for me I'm gonna come to you when I need to figure out shot you can never tell I want to tell you push special children right push so they asked me one time to speak in a parlour meeting and one of the boys came over to me from cush and he said could I tell you a hit --is-- finished sure I stood up he told me a finish concerning kiddush levana it was so deep I had to ask him can you please repeat it so they'll be able to hop it me idea but if you take away the kids hope if you take away the collars hope if you take away the Hudsons hope if you take away the Bala bus that slaves all day and can't make a go of it yet if you take away their hope they're not going anywhere interesting they asked the great going rebellious what's the eight sir what is the eights of someone who needs a off so he says eh eight saw cos there's one eight sir to be miss fallow the questioner said my lips are dry from being miss fallow I can't be miss fowl anymore the dry rebellious have said they miss fowl again and you will see issue us and he added the words kamila Shem Kazakh beyond mates Lee bacca bacca vlsm when Rebbetzin can have ski Sakura LaRocca was ten years old one day one day her great father Revell Yasha didn't feel well one day and he stayed at home to Dobbin she noticed that he stepped back by oseh Shalom he stepped back and when he stepped back he waited for a moment and she wondered why he waited after he finished she asked him Tati why wouldn't you step back from so nesstra you waited and you didn't go back she says I want you to know it's cited in the name of the lashem that it's a school in the floor to say share la mala mala mala says so on the steps back once a person has stepped back then to say Shalimar lies and then to go forward school in the Florida and many years later rebellious ah've maybe it was 90 years later rebellious are almost repeated those words B'nai Israel we go through fire we go through water here CAFTA an acceleration of state until him Perik some evolve bond over a shoe bomb I am but I see a new Lavoie oh we went to fire in water and a Shem brought us into abundance interesting an individual sometimes goes through certain things and they get nervous look what I went through it's a bad cinnamon it's a sim in this way it's a sim in that way how do we know what thing is a simin how do we know in this world to be able to read C Mon him we can't read it it could very well be that were on the way to do something great and the Sutton doesn't want to see it go so he comes in the middle and begins to make a little havoc he comes in the middle begins to tumble this up is going great all of a sudden something goes with the marriage something comes in the penthouse all of a sudden the individual is doing a letter such Evan and all of a sudden something comes from left field that they didn't expect no says until him I went to the fire and I went through the water after that Hashem opened up for me an individual should never think ever in this world that they got a bad simin this simin is maybe I got a do chuhwa de semanas after hey Syrus on the road to Auschwitz on the road to Auschwitz me idea what was the atmosphere in some of the transport trains that were going along there was a ye'd that was in the transport train ie a hailing it's avec in the ye when everybody gathered in people are crying people are screaming people are yelling people are sobbing every possible emotion was there people are already saying v oi and in fact there's a children from a going rebellious trip in the third salic weather alia Lara Kevin going up to the Train was already kiddush Hashem was already considered as the person was Ola alamos path of cute assertion so it was there he began to be composing Onegin he began to make up a song in the way to Auschwitz in the car packed with helium he started the Nigam he sang it through the people looked at him is the time for a this is a time to sing and they all looked at him and he continued to sing the third time he repeated the and everybody repeated the and then everyone the fourth time in the fifth time the whole car singing the and then when they sang the even the people in the next car heard it and they began singing the new and when they learned it and then the next card the next car in all the cars were singing Donegan when everybody was singing the even those accompanying the train your maximum visit from the Umayyad meet Akash hashamayim and all the others innocent bystanders onlookers silent nobody said a word hey and I'm livid Oh geesh kind you sit down by kennis you don't have to think about I eat asked me how do I feel tisha bug I eat a fish of the year how do I feel I know some of the older people but how do I feel that the tissue of the kennis how do I feel it I told him come to me we're doing Kenneth a few hours come come with me sit down together with me this year come you invited he says I'm gonna come I'm desperate you think about what Yeadon went through with the kinases are written about dig is Aris you take any one of the Kenneth's and your myung into it you got what to cry about you got what to think about but to sing to sing a sacrilegious he continued to sing and everybody sang all of a sudden this he'd said that anyone that will go and take this will take the and smuggle it out and go to the hey leg emotions that ever anybody that will take this I promise them half of my Olam haba the Yeats name is Azrael double fast on the and he made up the honey Mahmud that we sing the anima mean that I have a lead sing at the end of all the Kenneth's every single year dr. Kirsten rabbi dr. Kirsten Sheriff's have played the lead sings that and by us by Kenneth every single year as real dove it fast AG was he'd won Booker to bokram escaped they jumped out one Booker was killed the other boy who made it he had the notes written in charcoal on a rag and gave over the in exactly as it was supposed to be to the Mudgett sir ever his cousin a Haley keyed by the same name very close cousin as wheel EE Fosdick gave me the sitter they're safer in which he talks about it they went to fire they went through water they went through the worst of the worst but did they ever stop not for one second they hoped if he'll die and he'll be narrow galkina sham at least the negan the negan shall Tikvah we'll make it out okay that is the way that a person has to have in their heart that is the feeling that a ye'd has to go with no matter what happens no matter what a person is a shape no matter what a person thinks in their heart they should always know that at any given moment the oysters can change at any given moment a person's life can change simcha can come into us even if there's been sadness for a long time even a person's been very unhappy what do I think is part of the problem of our generation it's a loss of hope to loss of Tikvah it's a loss of those who want to encourage and inspire and bring up the generation not to tell what we're doing wrong not to be cynical not to be negative not to be critical but rather to lift up it says in Tina Massey shaquille Yaakov as Roy see Roy Alice Emily called praiseworthy is the one whose help is yakushev whose hope is Hashem the zyre cottage says al Tigre silver and Lucia Freud Russian shovel the person is broken the individual desire says is completely broken but he still gathers his strength in order to serve a sham the MS ruby hero we cannot tell what it is that we have in this world we don't know the great fortune that all of us have we cannot tell even a person didn't uncover or discover themselves after 10 years or 20 years or 30 years or 40 or 50 years it does not matter so let's not shoot it doesn't matter at all it's an investing it only matters what a person hopes in their heart what they will have in the future the Kootenay around talks about it in very graphic terms the Kuti Mehran says that a person that hopes an individual that keeps that alive will be able to be myself from shamayim brokers brokers it's the class I'm shackled to be able to bring down Broncos that's hope that a person has to have the tone the rabbit came to a year he had a little in starving couldn't make money from the little in and he was mocking so he took the tone the rabbit and he brought him and he was muhammad' him and he did everything for him and he noticed this innkeeper nut she can grosser custard he noticed that a lot of people came from different little Detlef to get his broccoli stood in line so the innkeeper's wife yokohama she said listen grocer everybody's standing in line to wait for a bra come there ever why don't you also go in mind okay so he says rapper he gets up there he says whoever I need a broth of a Pernod so I brought over pie no sir how you miss Paula whoever said tell me how much money you have it's a question I have 400 gold pieces that's my savings whoever said ok bring them to me maryska coleman he brings up 400 gold pieces he puts him down in front of the tone the rabbit the toner abbas said you should find out who does contracting work because you're going to need to enlarge this that there should be three hundred places for guests and even a place for machinery a mill next door the guy burst out laughing he thought to himself I just paid 400 gold coins for a diamond for a column for a dream the rebel left a few years later there's heat that was present he passes through the community he sees a building 300 occupancy with a office on the side with a mill in Machinery he goes to the tone wherever he says hey Liggett on the rabbit what was that all about he says I'm gonna tell you Cole's a man that the guy had the four hundred gold pieces in his pocket as long as he owned it so his fearless were whatever level Attila was but he got the four hundred gold in the arm he's got it in the bank once I took away his money that was the first time that hissed Fela that is diving came from the inside Frank came from the uncus that is what a person has to realize it is according to the ability that we have to hope to put into it to beg a sham to show us sham you swore us that we are completely dependent on him keeping your cloth key brucine the AC shun going wrong when I go to sleep in or when I wake up it's all your show that's the way a person has to feel and if they do that they're not afraid of anything in the world they're not afraid of a naysayer of a person that's cynical of an article that came out of a blog they're not afraid of somebody telling him how they won't be much Lea and why they will not be much live and what they don't and should not try they won't be worried about that because they will not be afraid of anybody in the world I'll be miss I am we're a little over time do we have a minute one minute I'll be missing but over time the Heyliger Poppa Rove said sorry club Rafa was no egg he used to get up poor him is a big time for Tila it's a big time for bravas I have a little safer in the house this schooler of Phyllis Mincha on Purim just dedicated to Phyllis min Kanpur so what happened was every year used to get up and every year by the poram sue they used to give out brockless big breakfast to people everybody unbelievable time of Yeshua so everybody knew one year the Rebbe had changed his mind he decided he wasn't on the madruga to do it anymore so the puppet of said he's not gonna do it he's not that Sadiq any more and he won't do it everybody was upset no one had the audacity to say anything but there was one elderly huset the elderly hostage stood up and said I would like to just say one thing just one thing I want to be makalah about the mad raiga of our rove and i wanted to go to the next generation so i want to say it he said that during the shia it wasn't a dead of night the nazis he maximums if Rome took the inmates from their particular bunk woke them up when they had just fallen asleep took them one by one inside to their quarters and made them do all kinds of crazy things so that they could laugh they told the inmate jump jump then they told him roll over then go this way then stand on your head then do somersault and turn back that way then stand on one foot senator and each one went in and each one went out sadistic games the human mind vicious there was one person inside they know it was and the Nazis Hamas women were screaming you dog you started telling him everything and cursing him out do what we say do what we say you do it and they began to screaming at him and then they heard vicious blows in hitting him they didn't hear one scream from the person was being hit whispers went out inside was the pooper of a rumor went out more and the people outside the inmates wondered why doesn't the rug just do what he's supposed to what is he just listen why is he taking this it continued and continued they screamed and screamed he wouldn't do it they hang hit him they did anything to him his body was dripping with blood from all over finally they took him out and they put him there just to lie probably they thought he was dead after a while he had at least a car to drag himself out when they saw the Anwar they ran over to him they picked him up they cleaned him off they tried to do whatever they could to just get off all of the blood and to help him when finally they put him in on top of the board so he could rest they asked him Rebbe with great derech Eretz we're asking we suffered more than you did when you were in there just hearing why don't you just follow the orders of the regime the puppet Rove looked at them and said I tell you the reason because I'm more afraid of rubbish or Ben LaVey than I am of those were showing them have you sure been Lavy says what they wanted me to do is called proton in Broca's your gimel on the base it says have you sure been lady cursed someone who lies in that manner I am not afraid of the Nazis among some others from I am afraid of rubbish or burn lady the kedusha in the tariffs that the Papa rebel lived with the kaduche antara that's possible for each and every year every eat no matter who what we have inside of us is an island male we just have to know it the Heyliger of slum of Carlene once said when somebody asked what is the biggest Avera that a Jew can do if summer put his head down for a minute picked it back up and said the biggest Avera that a ye'd can do is to forget that they are a Ben Maller a son of the king huzzah Kermit's [Music] well you say agent shooter is not giving up we believe that everyone's gonna come forward and sponsor the remaining serum for the summer now full of moon umberto friend 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