Rabbi Doniel Katz at Yiboneh's Mystical Tu B'Shvat Seder music by the Nuriel Band

[Music] Seiler musical a distant every single one of you thank you all for coming I know there's a lot of competition out there many other opportunities you could have chosen tonight but because I do believe that because right there you know cats we're leading the Seder tonight tonight you look at Silex a little bit just a little bit I think you guys all chose this event because of the combination of the cats miss experience with the meditation exercises that we do tonight and of course the selected members of Nouriel this here at you know that you might have also and always provides ball I don't know if I could set the tone I'm gonna leave that to Rabbi cats but I just wanted to make the introduction of maybe two minutes an idea and why we chose the rabbi cats for this we all know I should say though we don't we really do we just forgot that all the potential that really could possibly exist is kind of wrapped up into a certain idea I'm gonna skip a little bit of background how many people are aware of the fact that 40 days before what is born maybe even 40 days before you're actually conceived a osco a heavenly voice comes out and says this person Barney will be married to that person good eats how many people aware of this idea raise their hands okay so what was the world of the created the world is created it's my focus it's always the answer right the growth was created either on the first of Mesa for the first of Tishrei was it really it was the bloke who was that was that was bad okay so we know the man was created on the sixth day of creation and of course it was certain tree that kind of let's say changed the events but what happened five days before the Google was created so either on the 25th of Aadhaar for the 25th of ello that's what the world was created right man was great for the 6-day 40 days counts 40 days before the 25th of my daughter okay I'll help you guys out it comes down to this evening 40 days before the creation of the world was already a Bosco dirty mouth and released or revealed potential is he fooled about bro so I just want to leave it I really don't want to take time away from a rap I just want to give a little bit more time to prepare to prepare and to breathe and to get ready to share with you one of the most magnificent evenings but we we decided that because of the whole concept of elevation reaching into what's potential that this would be the greatest opportunity to bring read my cats to get them out - vodka - through the heart of all three and this is really like the seed of the seed of potential for the rest of the year and to really soared to the highest of highs and without any further ado just over the mic to your delicates oh I had some important announcements to make we wanted to thank all the volunteers that actually people never be back together again there were several generous contributors towards the Seder we just wanted to mention that and if you love watching less this snowfall Charlotte Gill : Steven Marcia Gardner Gary Joyce Levin and Sandy and [Applause] and believe it or not the name goodbye that it's the same letters as her name you're going to get better hey be anyway so with all that being said [Music] [Applause] [Music] because you hunt if anybody could you answer to everybody could eunjin everybody's it's gonna be one of those nights that I understand what that young kid was about about you know God giving to its i-9 I understand that you on to provide taking those out of Egypt understand the year has a beginning and that's what Shoshanna if the term for sins because there ever was a little concept yontiff if the on tip where the staff comes into the trees the ends of where the comb is goes into the finish it's amazing how deep vision tip goes it's amazing looking around the room how much we need this thing it's amazing having little things that are discussed as a kids in halakhah the discuss is a small custom in Kabbalah towards the end of days get big with Vika there's some people that hold out that means net wealth this is just one of these silly things the boat forward people get at the end of the day some of it will adjust people have to generate new customs but we don't have enough already who is enough details in our lives but there's some mystics to teach the reverse secret you know what's with this bull man people leave image Israel people want to be but Alex camera I understand seventy forty thousand people wise wise that growing how's that going hundreds of years this is the value measurement used to go to every Shimon bar Yochai enlightenment it's a climbin that these up the hill because there's so much holiness think of at least and one two three dance what is a hundred thousand people five hundred thousand people is what it feels like to show there's something going on yet and the tsadikim that whole it's not that we're just having these things as we're going there's a static say the term one Stuart chilled shortcuts that are starting to be revealed in our generation if you imagine that because we can't really give a whole to us Hashanah and Yom Kippur we want a nice pace I'd say that but we're just trying to stop the kids from climbing up the walls my sister pretty good and the shame gives us our generation spiritual shortcuts and they become more revealed and also in a generation that's seeking a more and spiritually hungry more and after to authentic access to your spiritual experience but these good boots and that's a nice company that different opportunities open spiritually which one towards something we don't even know why listen tonight all sitting this move the next couple of hours I don't really know if what Julia but the doors are loves you Conley it's in my contract I get some people here because the hungry and the foods could I get some people here because they like to be better persons all the good stuff that they do I guess some people give for singles night let's be real but there is an opportunity there's an opportunity that goes the depth of who we are the depth of what life's about an opportunity to take up broken pieces and make them whole an opportunity to find Paris Hennis means foots payments means zillion it really does bring you together in a very deep way hey this is what happens when you take masculine feminine energy together through the midst of physical intimacy between man and woman method in children that produces a copay as a quote suit Paris really means in the basic capitalistic level the capacity to marry have been earned to marry potential reality and to bring out the true ultimate potential the reason we are all miserable in life and we're all pretty miserable in life is because there's a potential that we feel that we just can't get to there's a potential we feel we just can't get out if I'm teaching a class in New York I'm teaching a course on Los Angeles that potential baby you know what you want that job you want the career you want the car and you've got fears and go for watching the eye things that you don't believe in yourself enough you know what that's so superficial it's also true it's also true there's a deeper potential an infinite potential occult a classic I mean the purpose of your life and your life is it's only small portion of the people in this room the purpose of a dispells life that there's something all of this here was be doing which was far more profound and significant than all that daily fears and doubts and worries and concerns and it says intra bubble and very nice sources it says little citizen behave nice sources tonight is a night you can get that breakthrough and the way we do that crazily enough in our tradition is eating lots of fruit ever there's a proof that God loves you you don't do yoga you don't have to tie yourself with a pretzel we don't have to eat offense opener Titus over the bed so the reason I'm joking of the bidding more than going in is because I see that I have to earn your trust and I have the venue attentional ill well-being we all together I'll be tonight you have to know your craft so we're gonna head out a multiple-choice sheet we have the wonderful gorgeous music I love to hear about Vidya we have good food on the table I'm happy to chair a nice inspiring story you can eat some nice food close your eyes pretending you're making a and you can look around the room try to meet someone you think is your soulmate don't find anyone girl because best or we could do something a little deeper together that involves you're willing to go places in your head and heart you may not have been before usually the result is pretty awesome stuff especially a room this size the more consciousness more hyoe we can get in help each other the option is totally on the table it was on the table but I need you to decide for yourself what you want because I'm not really here to be a policeman and I would love to go on a journey together and I would love to show you what do we all say that means and I would love you to come on that journey and I'd love to help you still it take for you an opening in your heart and your soul but I'm not here to impose that upon you I can give you an invitation I can show you some cool things to do with your mind and we can see where it gets us so when I ask for your attention for the next 30 seconds to decide what you want to choose your own adventure if you're ready to come on a journey with a power of music if you're able to come in a journey with a power of expanding your consciousness if you want to know what that ace adapts really is and thanks Mayan really is and not just talk about it as a little about torres beautiful departure this week about to us if you want to talk about us things up a bit about ourselves but really go over the places that these teachings are indicating we could do that tonight together we could do that the next two hours let music Caviar's and it's wings to take us higher and we collect that the spiritual energy and the food lift us up and the power of the evening lift us up and the power of the union is incredibly large for people that want to come together we can do that the invitations on the table so once you decide you willing to come with so that means work it makes definitely not shiny it means god forbid turn yourself oh now there's a first time for everything people I got that in that that's too much that's the man is that what it takes to be catalysts good then I don't want to go that time seeking let's get together join you get jobs at the beginning that's how we are as a bigger Philistine Spears anybody okay care but so opportunities on the table right now do you want the Jewish backlights Sega 21 b5 stuff of course access all spiritual areas if you didn't want it I think you just gotta vote it it's not too late you can jump at any of the windows that's what they're there for if you if you really want to go when we want to do something very serious indeed together raise your hands now okay if you really want in say I now if you like panicked and overwhelm do you nobody wish you didn't come in like a full refund I have to go out immediately tough luck however you feel a bit overwhelmed already there's only two intends and you're gonna get the ones around you sellers and we can you study chigan like this usually they begin okay Pennywise that's what I have in front of us I am [Music] it's going to help going to the lake comments [Music] okay my friends place was gonna give you let's begin at the beginning I want to begin a little explanation of what we're doing here to try and touch on the soul of the matter at the depth of the matter and I'm getting begin the story so the first stop you find this bobbing and the last thing you think is moving and when you can go back in the flexor they even say what the heck did that mean and then hopefully we'll spend the evening finding out this is one of those classic stories of it is one of those classic stories and all the reality because we don't know what the story means that means we don't know how to believe that the lies that were leading with success would join with confidence with faith the stories about a king can you get this going people the bathroom tub held the following stowage what time is this Go Go became I'm the King loved the subjects very much he loved to keep him very much but he wanted to know how much did they love him how much did they carry him how much did they get who he was what he stood for and what he was giving that so he came up with a test for them and what he did is he stood in the middle of his castle he stood in the middle of a very extraordinary glorious place where he lived and he created seven walls around and he invited one day the entire kingdom and he put I'd said business in the newspapers and social media however he did it back then I have every to it today and the announcement said the following thing there were seven walls around my castle each one is bigger and harder the climb of the last and everybody is invited to climb over the walls and what's waiting on the other side of the walls is your heart's desire in the ward for the challenge of climbing the walls and on the first day of the challenge millions of people to endow it and they came with chairs and they came with ladders and they stand at a wall there would be a little garden wall but what war was fifteen meters tall it was very overwhelming some of them gave up and walked away and some of the bull ladders and look chairs and go to piggy backs and climbing the ladders and shared with live is all in the chairs and climb the piggy backs and out of those millions just tens of thousands only climbed over the wall and in the other side who was Cavalli they were treats it was coca-cola soutien biggest by there's all the food you can eat and then we're giving out hundred shekel bills today however one of them when people said is as good as it gets as good life gets but there's a few people only a few thousand people that said wait a second you no matter the tens of pasinetta of its well this is over the first of all what's over the second wall and they move to us the second wall but his Chevy van feluccas is twice as big and this was no longer an angled was straight up with little crevices when they put the hands and crevices there were knives and blades they were bleeding and most of them gave up but over the second well a few hundred people made it on the second wall on the other side what was that it was five course meals and free cars and Ferraris I've ever wanted in a wonderful meatless States and gold coins as much as you could cars and wanted to basically eat money and machine addictive axes what everyone in the book they the people stayed up but a few people have realized that that was over the first ball and that was over the second would be over the third pole and about a hundred surely lead over the football and so when he didn't make it on the other side was even more luxury and even more blessing and so too were the fourth wall and much less people of the fifth wall and over the six wall and finally over the sixth wall the other side there's two people that make it the first business to touchdown is this Japanese trained ninja who strangled his wife with backflips and martial arts and incredible mental mastery and he managed to cram underfoot walls and done till the bullets and all still all the hours that the king's soldiers were throwing at him and he jumped over the wall with triple somersault and landed on his feet he's trained all his life for the discipline of this moment and he touches down my kids unlike next to me as he touches down like this someone else touches down it's a ten year old girl when she just goes and the goal is have been injured the need to does a double take the girl how did she get here and they both open their eyes and look around and there is the most extraordinary treasure and all of the kingdom is all at the core it's all of the riches its mamas the king's throne it's mama SH the king's crown it's all his agility and everything that's precious was all like that and the did just strangle his wife he just starts crying he just thought sobbing he said this is it this is it this is it he grabs his bag he starts filling them up with gold and sits on the throne and he he grabs the crown and he said this is it this is it he's so excited and the girl just looks and she looked around and she walks and she walks over the body and she walks paid straight past the phone and she just walks past and the man's like where you're going is just like where you go and you mind there's nothing more to get this is everything the King Ahaz is everything the King owns wherever you go and then she just books books straight past them and so climbing over the wall and he says okay are you going and she said I don't want the money and I want the throne and I don't want the crown she says I'm just the daughter of the king I just want to see my tattoo I told you use one finally miracle miracles she touches down after the seventh wall and there is a man standing before he doesn't ever film he doesn't like family there's no money and she looks up and she sees his manly he looks and sees her she buns buns buns towards him and he opens his arms wider than their prayers and she's home and they hold each other in such a beautiful way and such a gloomy dreaming moment and he's smiling and she's smiling and suddenly a smell tends to tears and the tears tend to sobbing she starts crying and crying and crying and crying and being crying and I'm doing crying he's like what's what's happening I thought you made it all the way you made it all the way you did it the factory is yours charlie why are you crying amazing young man and he cups a face in his hand and he looks at the eyes and says why are you crying and she looks in his eyes and she says tat detached father father if you love us so much if you care for us so much why did you make it so hard to get you why did you build so many walls and so many blocks to get to its act he said what was what was he said why did you make it so hard and I finally said I don't know what you mean and he put his hand on her shoulders and he turned him around and she looked behind him and all the walls were gone there were no walls bad at all and that is the meeting it's beautiful now it shreds done what does this story mean I understand we get over the blogs my name is don't understand you know the Bucks many people in this movie might now have dealing with l'occitane I'm just one use of situation one that will challenge financially emotionally religiously things they struggle with one day ten days one year 10 years life time and lifetimes people in this room right now are feeling way past the end of that capacity to deal with those challenges I understand one of these that you know one day will overcome my obstacles one day maybe with enough fidelity maybe with an upgrade dude ain't even enough miracles the pain will go away but it's look what's gonna say was never there in the first place see you now crying every day now and suffering every day now your abuse was nothing your financial situation was nothing that babies crying about nothing [Music] that's a short trip but the others are people traveling this is the meaning of life this is the meaning of to be space that's the to be stressed er I'm amazed every week what it means to be about I it's amazing to me and I've just been reported though it's people quit it excellent all the things you started to be a rabbi and how relevant they are think about all the things you get tested on and being Arab enough that I've started being tested but how many lovers how many lovers and the reality is it's endless amount of people crying and crying and crying a couples in pain and people in challenges and life is incredibly hard and we leave in a duality the duality we live in into the time of suffering and there's a time of reward there's a time of challenge and hopefully there's a time of great food this is reality called the eights adaptoid though that we live in a world of duality there's physicality and spirituali spirituality there's pleasure and this pain there's wealth and this poverty is that house and the have-nots and if I go anything from every Hollywood movie every three act structure is there'll be a guy and the guy will go to a challenge and if the guy has enough faith and determination and courage and strength and at the end of the challenge the end of the second half all hope seems lost and what will happen though revelation they'll be resolution it'll be the gift they'll be the blessing they'll be the big finale and everything will be good and the doctor will be destroyed and then the good guy will win tsch about to be shot [Music] doesn't mean those two connected to respect is the darkest time of year as we learned from the question of mashing focus out it's the time the most strains are fallen it's the time when the trees have nothing left in them if nothing let's begin and it's a time when it's a darkest hour it's the time when you look around and say it's cold I don't want to get up it it's the time when there's no flowers there's no chaos you can't see the blessing you can't see the quality and what the ceramic Edition teaches is now is the time of the tournament now it's the time of the next thing is starting to come through when you give up and when all hope is lost that is the moments that turn them in a desert become hit the faces before we say the deep stuff a Jew does an amazing thing and this thing is a code name and the code name is a woman that the darkest time of the year the darkest time always means the time of its own Ian's the time of challenge the time of law a time of this sign the time of question but the SAFTA as benefi darkness always leaves in for citizen kabbalah when the light is withheld it says in the same language as darkness it says having a venom did not hold back his son often gets up even though it's hard duck this means a time when we do not have the power the capacity to receive the truth the lots you know that time went to the thief I had last year definitely one of the hardest years of my life and challenges I never mind it wouldn't come but they hit me faster than they even could do the work to catch myself before I felt it felt just into pain and when a person gets that point and then we all get to that point and the reason we will get to that point is because the lie is set up to get you to that point hands up in the last two years of your life and think of a moment like that for yourself hands up high let's say let's say let's say let's see I contended that something I'm at the time when your eyes can no longer see the truth a moment before despair that's the time when a new energy starts to come through a to set up the person is the truth it's what you're showing on the island as we know it's tree singular it's time the Tree of Life yeah we huh kadosh says that on this day as we eat the food is we're going to learn how to experience right now in a very very deep way more than intellect more than information more than data but from a different state of consciousness when you usually function if you're willing to come with me the next few minutes to achieve this have we've been tapping on this day this is so advocates gonna part to explain I'm going to try give up and just entrance and experience of it when I boosted each food I'm teaching about the to be shmatte if you get the connection yet in the ultimate darkness and the ultimate pain and the ultimate despair then they fix then attackin the sin of omission don't get anything that's the epic that's not an insignificant death that's not an insignificant moment what what sin have them did and get ate and I really miss the deepest of the deepest a sturdy service and to bring it down to all levels to my level right now you live in a world of process the only way to fight through the darkness is to hope with all your minds at the end of the darkness good will come but that this will not last forever the night will not last forever being single long last I have I have no money will unless I ever be addicted to this game you trying to get over will not last forever and I even seen enough self-help stuff to know I can probably learn something from this I can probably grow somehow food is the life is not happening to me life is happening full be that it gift in this and I'm holding on that is a delusion [Music] illusion and hold them through the darkness to get to the live is not the ultimate Jewish path in the world the ultimate Jewish pattern in the world is to realize the dog needs to self is overly polite in considers the classic line we brought down from Tanaka's we don't see the world as it was visible in the world to come because by that's a deacon it will ever attack access the world to come already in this world now the exit a stove over talks about the boasts s in gold I go through the darkness and through the darkness they struggle and pain at the end of the darkness I get to the light so once your imagine what we're doing right now and the light the revelation begins whatever you get by going to that challenge that's called the palace there's a Magna the woman they create a child the creation of a child is called through Lulu it's the making of food food is what you get by combining masculine and feminine feminine szarka in the cave or the Fisher the man gives over the seat the woman takes that seed through a process of darkness he gets fragmented it gets fractured the process of mitosis and then the end of the birth process if you come down from space you didn't know what was happening the whooping screaming she's thrashing around the bed and you think that this is not life is death is what was about to die and in that moment a child is born in that moment that goodness comes so we think the struggle of life is the process to move through the challenges to overcome the obstacles to learn and grow to get to the end but the secret of life the secret of living in faith if you realize that the process is only getting you to the goal and envy several persons has changing and shifting you and opening you to the goal then that moment if you get this deep enough and I'm strong enough and it hits you in your kitchen is enough and at that moment you access the goal even amidst the process there are techniques today not that immediate discussion where women are taught meditational techniques and they no longer feel pain of birth in the same way there are people that teach that there is a paralytic thing not just unconscious there's not just a meditation but in the history that that should become impossible the idea that some teachers is that I have to begin to focus on the benefit in the pleasure even in the darkness I have to find what is the spark of good what is the gift now now in the challenge which opens me up to a new level of appreciation and I'm already at my destination even amidst process and that's what we call them the deeper sense being attacking the edge of us and Lee connecting it to the edge time and if you're following what I'm saying a little bit even okay it's a little hard to come and I'm working thank you for working with me this is the basics the basics when the SAP comes through the tree and you were the tree the sap is going to empower the tree to produce the buds and then produce the fruit that it needs to produce you about that so in the time of darkness in the time of despair at that moment what's happening is the blessing the authorities come through the turnaround is already coming through that's happening now that's happening tonight that's happening in your consciousness that's happening in the lava spike' the seconds so what a jew does which is kind of a markable what we're going to do is we're going to taste the ends we're going to taste the pleasure we're going to taste the victory even right now before the food is produced we're gonna focus and meditate so much on the result and the goal and then see yourselves there talk about law of attractions for quite a mission Anna Paquin / Russian language will focus on the food even though that she hasn't even produce the food till we taste it - we celebrate and when we make up work on the boots the capitalist says we're actually blessing the Angels that produce the fruit with incredible learning influx that they were going to produce the power of food is even more potent level so empowering the power of boots and our connection to food and food means your success food means the result it means the reason that being single - 25 years is because it's an incredible breakthrough you're supposed to get incredible incentive revelation yourself and who the hell knows what there's a what about me can really tell you but when you get into the cycle go oh my gosh but was the ticket I needed that was the life that I need you'll see how it all came together so beautifully and so perfectly it was such a brilliant set up an epi projection is that exactly this needs to be something but I don't see that now I'm blind now I mean darkness now so what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna taste the pleasure the benefit even in the darkness I'm gonna celebrate that and that's gonna draw down empower the foods to be electrified and revealed labeled you guys get that cool that's one what we're doing is we're crossing the tracks in the darkness for crashing the its attack strength of laughs the subs and wants to tickles enough process so we want to say there is no forces before the eyes of a shampoo there at the other side or whether it's a very deep Lord it's a bit of a take board of energy tour and when someone says a Brava we say oh man our men is the root of the word of Munna and women basically means pepper friends the capacity to see in the top a movie is the capacitance in the dog a Buddha is even wiggle in that pain that certain thing in your life is struggling with that you so deeply feel the revelation at the end that means think of the ecstasy this week's pasta that they felt with the c.split when they walked on the other side where they saw all the Egyptians smash the pieces exactly mimic a negative bitter to all the bad things we did they could think up the most efficient because of all the blessings all the money all the revelation all the spiritual gifts all the rhythm of you on the other side now imagine rewind a few hours they are walking into the water terrified out of their minds here come the massacre permits Michels to kill them right and they're walking up to their noses and they're thinking we are the biggest mission guy in all of history now imagine in that moment doctors the to give up and all the sudden they would have a flash to the foods why do they have to walk without whether to go to Charlotte because Hashem said I showed you the mobile Z to Egypt you get back yeah you get a look in the world again using the wall let's see you get in here I get getting hit a 2-headed feel so if you get it in the hot and as the heart is the engine of the limbs then tell your limbs to walk into the water as if the inevitable blessing the available foods the inevitable result is so completely you at such reality that you can walk into the water and feel like it's only split so you understand that capacitor do that means and even in the challenge that operating on the other side there is no process were already in tactical so already in the end even in the beginning so that's what it means to eat boots onto beasts factor what we're doing is at the darkest time of the year when we're in front a chinois in Norway in the same one way in tests would be so real and the fun with the resolve the sweetness the blessing the goodness that were flashing the port process and we'll future time travelling quantum leap into the future and we'll bring that back into the now therefore all spaces here all time is now there is no longer past present or future high event if any yet the past the present the future are really in the infinite now and when we do that when we Electrify them then this is what happens I'll call it like a collage everything goes after the beginning when this blessing when there's so I've been the SAP when the energy is coming into you to produce the fruits how you fix you intense when it first comes in well the power its potency and capacity to give you a boot and the blessing in the weeks to come so we're going to feel and experience so deeply when we begin our meditation what's happening with this fruit what's happening in our lives and it's going to empower us to produce and to glow and to be fruitful and multiply and look music ashes and this is called Emunah omona is nothing else than the capacity to crush the difference between the challenge and the result and experience them so so now in the present that even in the darkness is like lights even the night is like that listen very carefully to discover the root of the word the moon is do with a man but the capitalistic source of the idea of the infinite light to the inflow potential is the shame of I own it is overvalued and Hanan bargain a numerical value 26 the key word that's used to describe the Shen's expression known as infinite potential its expression is manifestation its revelation is the same our sake wants to be clear at the knowledge I love talent none Europe America value 65 when we put together as we all know the Gemara sixty five and twenty six of those two names the potential meets the reality we get the number 91 91 is Amen is the good of Emunah Emunah means the potential and the reality the challenge and the results to struggle in the reward all combined together 91 as you all know is the numerical value of Alana tree because in line is the infinitely deep roots the seeds the potential fully grown fully grown fully expressed into the code all the way from inner potential into full expression revelation of fruit about that it says you can see this in the moment you can see this one actually you can see this novella a very very deep thought and before the head of animation there was no distinction between Chile and you could taste the food in the trip you could taste the food of the trip what does that mean doesn't mean you get more bang for your buck and pledges what it means is that you could taste the reward and a blessing even in the process even from the seeds even from the beginning and all the way through even from the growing the whole time you so much perceived the depth from the beauty and the benefit of the revelation it was apparent to you exception to your consciousness the whole time that's called the eights of fight that's true life what is true life what everything that is coming at you you see is so clearly for you it's so much benefit in court that the ultimate litmus test of the Mona was the ultimate list of Testament miss Desdemona I'm afraid to say this I don't want to offend anyone there's lots of food people you can meet and they all say have a lot of money I believe in God I believe in God and that's true until something challenging happens in their life and it's possible that they can look and feel something like everybody else because we believe in a sham here but we don't believe in the ship here my Spencer and then we say have a Luna have a Mona it's a very nice things they have faith what the litmus test of anymore everyone has faith you know what it is that they have a black hat [Music] the litmus test of the business faith is they live with simcha simply through the challenges to the joys this simpler you can go through suffering in your life to find simple not because you know one day we'll this will end unfortunately met a lot of people if they go through challenges in life you say how are they good boys yeah Booker said hookers him everything's great if these feds it's really really great good cuz yeah Booker said but what they say is get me out of here send help now if you're holding in the end already at the beginning already in the darkness already in the pain and the first step is you find the good now you find the benefit now we get this is easier said than done and I want to tell the ultimate secret about sort of teachings about them one up faith faith is not a belief it's not something that God's existence gets proved to you because you did of course and they give eighteen excellent crews it's not something can be disproved to you but faith is not something you understand faith is a state of consciousness it's not something you understand it's something you access the maha wow the Malcolm says he no other it's a soda a person is a tree but we were an upside down tree even were thought we talked about this in a beautiful way I'll tell you what he says he says we're gonna upside down tree what does it mean it means a Jew lives in the physical world but our roots are connected in our source world and what gives us power is our consciousness is more connected connected to our source and in our source we we see the connection how do you do about that realistically with that painful thing that's happening that you really justify it rationalize that can we define it Leafs pain and is the code word the answer is any time you try to reframe a challenge I promise you the challenge will come back much harder than your beef feigning capacity and that have you found that in your own life fine so what you have to do is shift the playing field you have to move to a deeper state and non-rational state a super rational state and in that place even in the darkness you were outside space and time Lamar woman of dismiss man and there you can only perceive and sense and taste the blessing and taste the goodness that's not just waiting for you in the future it's already there right now so food is a very powerful thing look at the food on the table that's the end of the game that's pleasure pleasure is the end time a pleasure it's sweet I understand Coca Cola's sweeter but they didn't have coke only came up with these sensations of despair with us life is supposed to have Tanna mitzvahs are supposed to give us hand of pleasure if a peasant cage niches and they don't have ultimate pleasure then they may not be keeping the Mitzvah rights at the spa the food on the table in front of you who hasn't been healed do you see that peel perhaps you goes it but you've probably seen it before the peel represents the blocks that you have to go through it's called clippers how clip a cognitive be good what's that you have to go through to get to the results to the blessing to the release to the healing to the lights to the pleasure to the goodness that you seek in life and smooth begins by having to strip off the peel strip off its shell of the nuts to then get to the war and you're gonna see also in front of you on that plate on the table is three kinds of food and this is what done for hundreds of years and the Seder of to be stressed there's a kind of a food which has a strong appeal on the outside there's a kind of challenge in life where you gonna have to overcome a water blocks a lot of resistance to even get a little taste a little blessing a little goodness a little sweetness you know there's challenge in your own life if dealt with em you're still dealing with them they go in a long time they've got strong blocks strong walls strong resistance to get that and then there's another kind of fruit there's a sense of the kid berries the kind of the foods where you can taste it well I don't know it could be a plum and apricots you can get to the food but on the inside there's something which is not so edible and there's a third kind of food which is kind of alike to us and the third kind of foods is when you can eat the whole food all the way through that everything in it is edible we're gonna do a two-bit shreds say the right now and the way we're gonna do this if I'm gonna tell you what the Sailor is and then we're gonna do the Sega without me having to tell you what the Seder is because I hate long sales with a lot of talking I'm gonna tell you what the state is about I'm going to blow you out of your buddies if we're gonna add each day following the instructions of a thousand table gets the baby and other tsadikim and then we're gonna move through the process I'll talk you through it in real time hold off from the foods if you can handle that emotionally so we begin if you can't enjoy it but at the show I'm gonna tell you what we're gonna do we're gonna get into a deep said to Vegas with the help of a musical fans like both rockets using the same techniques that they used at the beginning of the process of you ship with NASA to Vegas and I'm gonna tell you what the process is what the satyam is what for the procedures and if you're brave or crazy or both I want you to try this with me will only last about half an hour give or take me out this is a hat what happened to the SATA listen carefully there were four glasses of wine yes you hit four glasses of wine I'm gonna tell you the practical elements we're gonna do and I'm gonna give you the background behind us number one the first glass of wine is purely white one oh great juice the cowards but I'm gonna go hop because they have to be speaking to us the second no I will give you lots of time to do it just open up your hearts in your mind and keep paying attention before we begin it's gonna start shove it the second glass anyone know this is white wine with a few drops of red wine the third cup is half white top of it the foot cup is full of it so good and white white with a little bit half white half of it and all the way to red we're transitioning from transcendence to most physical tangible parts of our body and our challenges we'll come back to the second that's number one then when we do that after the that's what we begin to have the rather show so to speak and we time to prepare in a second stay with me that's number one and there's something else that happens in between what we're gonna be doing is having the first white wine how do you learn a little Kabbalah Vasilis before and apartment how much language of this stuff so I'm going to explain to you it wasn't five that was Benny drop into this listen very carefully I'll get a little scientific with you all I'll use the reference puts of psychology as the positive teaches us to do the understand the model understand the system here we go the capacity to see that there was no process to see that there was no box to see that everything is revelation is a trick of perception do you know that right now you are filled with incredible spiritual energy you know right now there's electric energy in the room you know right now the food in front of you and everything around you is electrified the transcended lights and most of you can see that's but you could see that if you knew how to access that part of your consciousness if a possible live and that part of the consciousness is a passive incapacity access something called Kozma something call that sillas it's full world if you will in the spiritual world there is the world of ASEA the physical world the world of its era and the the emotional world if you will the world of career which is sometimes called the intellect and the power of human consciousness and then the super consciousness called the world of Achilles and in the world that still is the world of unity in the world of meditation in the world of super consciousness in the world of the Vegas you are experiencing already right now super higher consciousness of life of cloudy infinite truth it's already looking at that food is don't even see the tail it just sees divine life even when you taste the dude you've known credibly blessed and infinitely connected to a sham and you don't even taste this food because in that state you've already access to higher consciousness that world of it still is that state of Kozma it's represented by the first cup of one because it's white and it's secure but why does not just pure white isn't this difference for all that the color if all colors are in - included with already within and right so it's purity because it doesn't mean I'm separate from physicality because all the spectrums of the bandwidth of why they're in - included the many within white lines is the infinite light the war ain't soft within us so the first cub will open us up to that state with as few minute a tional tricks I'm going to teach you in real time number one and then once within that state we're gonna partake from whatever we have in our plates what we're gonna get into shortly don't panic assume you haven't eaten them during this long prolonged introduction whatever we have the seven fruits the Shiva the minim of energies for health and the sumus minim represents the seven elevated emotional states of the highest spiritual state I understand that's very elongated kind of language but you have in this desire in this life something that messes you up and I call our heart and the heart loves and it wants to love the company can love in a destructive way often it can desire negative things often it can love the wrong person the wrong way this juice we don't say negates the heart as juice we say elevate the huns what is the code capacity love was the infinite capacity to connect to unify to bonds to build relationship in the highest deepest most gorgeous rich way and then there's the capacity of guru of fear of the terrible fears we have the Oglala issues in life Matalin says 99% of a issues in life are fears blocks that we have but this fear is also a capacity for fear there's also the capacity to create bounds these healthy boundaries and then mr. Ferris there's nets are put your soda malthus this shares a minim we have the white wine we elevate open to higher consciousness and then we eat from the seventh booths which connect us to the higher levels of our soul and then in that state we're going to the second thing and this is where the fun begins we're going to deal with the most physical challenges in our lives this is what this phone teaches to do the best physical challenges alive are the biggest blocks you have the biggest physical obstacles that you have and this is symbolized by the food the food that has the hard shell on the outside and the food on the inside and in the state of high elevated consciousness I don't know if we're gonna pull yourself over sure gonna try we're gonna pull into a place the nuts of things I think they hear I hope they hear that right show me that they hear do we have things like this he got the nuts without the shells there's walnuts and almonds without the shells without the shells excellent so then we're going to put those nuts in cups and break the cups contributed to follow peace coming soon in a very creative way which I'm going to generate an epidemic as I'm speaking you guys something else great and that is cool this is very carefully this is very carefully why don't we perceive the goodness right now why don't we receive the blessing right now why can't you see us into the light of Revelation right now why do you a challenges feel totally overwhelming everyone might now choose the biggest challenge in your life which totally feels overwhelming and stand up and tell the table one of the rooms you know if you couldn't be a lot happier it was so embarrassed about our challenges we're so paying if you have challenges it becomes greater than the challenge itself and that's a long term but it's also true I'll try and say something deep and I'll try and say it faster and we'll see if we get it together you can't live with the Vegas you can't live with higher connection to come here with it so let's you can't live with the x-pyr because this green walks you have in the way your beliefs and false beliefs your emotions and desires and destructive emotion synthesize and sabotage emotions desires and the physical habits you've trained in your party to illness in the party about habits in your body the body is aligned with the world of ASEA the physical world of good that's the hard shell do you have to brave the emotions it can be half good and half bad and then the second blocks we have to break there the foods where we can eat some of the good at the beginning but the tough stuff that we have to throw out is in the middle that's the world indeed zero the third level is the world that we are our beliefs the intellect is powerful the intellect is strong and has a lot of incredible understanding quality and high conscious and mindful consciousness that we can get to but it's full of distorted beliefs about ourselves about the world and immundus of imagination that we tell ourselves that aren't true that we're not worthy that we're gonna fail that we're gonna be abandoned that there's something wrong with me and rationalizations and justifications they make myself in the world but my mind is strong enough I could overcome those three that's the secret of the Ola that's waifu can't be into the fourth year the ball is also the word for what we take off the biz Comey says that this night is tickin of destroyed of the sexual energy of the connective energy if you're understanding anything I'm saying this is what I'm saying you ready the reason we can't consciously access the capacity to feel the good and the pleasure the food even in the darkest night as winter this kids will overcome without physical blocks and our habits and our emotional desires which sabotage us and all those beliefs so what we're going to do is go through each one and take off those peels and find the goodness and go higher and higher up until we can access the line up it's still us alive within us and up if you're following what I'm saying turns up high let's see that's nice how many do not follow what I'm saying honestly fine have another glass of wine no making here so this is what we're gonna do and I say this fast see if you get the white wine Knox's into a still as high as consciousness and in that state after we have the holy fruit of an exist without we connect to the power of the lens we've accessed the highest deepest part of our soul power and a transformative divine energy and what we're gonna do is leverage that to come down and smash your biggest blocks and we're gonna do that by breaking through the shells of the proverbial foods that we don't quite have to be fixed shortly great then what we do is we drop from super cleanses this is the first white cup of wine into reason and intellect and the mask your reason intellect and that is called whites with a few drops of red that is the world of intellect that is the world of Korea and we're going to use that world of intellect to mask of emotions and that is the second food and the food that we can eat the outside of what would that be right now the cow there's a character table tennis it takes great two days till we can eat a little bit of the dates where we can access the clear we don't have certain intents you're going to see where the strippers of the negative emotions using an intellect tell me not the third cup and the third cup is remember the Fed Cup was anyone remember great half-and-half we're gonna use a how the emotion to transform our intellect that's very heavy team we understand what it means to use my soul power overcome my body power maybe we understand with CBT which is not what I means but to use our intellect to a final emotions emotions [Music] are emotions to be spied on in select the reason you believe and think what you believe and think is not because it's the truth it's because you emotionally compel yourself to believe that ok most people do not have the capacity to believe what they believe because it's true there were many times you will see in your own life that people around you are being asked to now when confronted which something is true which they're not emotionally ready to hear will not able be able to receive that information and have you seen in your life sometimes I went into the politics of ever seeing the me to move and all these kind of things there's people that have a wave about things going on and then unable to act to help others even though they may care for others even though it is agree what's going on because they're afraid of consequence and they can't even acknowledge the truth of the challenge in the situation they've got to acknowledge that this person needs help and support when your heart is secure your mind becomes your when you overcome your fear and your doubts you eat you own your expectation and suddenly truth becomes much more accessible people that learn Torah but don't work on their heart or never accessed remarkable the Torah they learned that's not my insight about some talk success if you saw soul and two sisters but the mother says that the kimono says how's this an intense thing to say that can be in seven of us at some fiber can be an elixir of life or an elixir of death depending on what way your heart is when you learn when your heart is open and connected and once the truth then you can understand the truth and the final stages we take vit because when my soul has been nu and my mind is pure my heart is pure the final cup is red my friends do it represents the physicality why is what is represented or why traffic lights red why is sexuality is always represented by the color red it's well known not just in Malacca but even in scientific studies about how much red stimulates the desire it's a very deep thing it's not really able to get into right now but the basic idea is red is the first color that the soul interfaces with when it hits the physical world because the soul is in the blood system it's interesting the traffic light to the truth at least they stopped because the blood says to the soul but your full expression cannot be revealed here and it's going to hold back on its spiritual capacity until we can purify our body until we can purify our heart until we can purify our mind then accept the blessing in money and then I am opening to the doors of my perception and I've been able to see the goodness even in the challenge in fact they no longer see the challenge I only see the blessing revelation even bet Shemesh um do you want to be in the challenge because what blocks B from seeing good what blocks me from staying alive is my false beliefs everything's bad and then go down everything's a struggle I'm overwhelmed it's my fear it's my ego is my lust desire destroys your capacity to seek the truth desire the stories of the passage received the truth is my habit I know I should be doing it but I'm so engrained in my body I'm so sick the Mystics say that physical sickness comes from a lack of faith in the body that the panic the fear the anxiety raises over the body to the point that my habits are keeping me keeping sabotaging me from revealing my soul so once I pure find all those levels that even the Med even the body even the blood even sexuality even money even either the mystic saying can be used for good through revelation a holiness they become a macabre and therefore the physical world itself the age of Esther Baba becomes itself a vessel and a clean and a revelation of the eighth time there was no difference between the spiritual and the physical world and that's when we marry heaven animism Ali Hashem Hawaiian shame on us and we become an Elan where the details were the roots of full expressions and revelations and then I go through the world of fruit world of light a world of goodness and when I overcome the three blocks the three worlds that were created with the folding the edge of Ostrava and I can purify my body purify my heart deal with on my mind and live and we enter to a consciousness that everything is crying everything is penance everything is tough everything is broke and the connection point between heaven to earth between all those dimensions is called out Munna amen questions do what any questions right now [Music] I am sorry that did actually said you shouldn't even be breathing and the answer the back 10 minutes any other questions perhaps connected to the knife it was good like this number one I mean everybody divides down the side of the page 1 2 3 4 numbers 1 2 3 4 [Music] this is the information you're going to need to do the work well about to do [Music] number one and when everybody right now to think of a moment in your life where you feel incredible love ideally that someone loved you it could be guarded to be a person to be a partner could be a parent could be anyone anywhere of incredible love when you talk to Magnus they love I that they love do what you love them I just want you to buy one two or three words about remember that moment number two has maybe done number one you've got it if you do not have a pen and paper I want you to choose it clearly in your mind I'm going to use some techniques that Sabine's down about some things down the safest way that means down to try and help this group of people tonight who are ready to do this to move beyond their desktop done the lower consciousness fades led to the mind to a deeper place together draw down the SAP but here's the blessing to overcome the three external walls and took the place of true food to taste and true connection I need your help to do this in the next five minutes I'm gonna give you some information that you need to access this place and then I took you through it you're gonna go together I don't know what will happen but if I open to something extraordinary we just may married how'd you get written the first one we put it in your mind very clearly love one time you felt real loving identify and if you do not have a reference point for that okay keep thinking of it see if we can find it number two I want you by now so I have a second reference point right now of a time in your life where you feel tremendous love another example another example of deep love deeply appreciative deeply connected to another person until you got the second one as you got the second one and if you do not have a second one fine if you got a specific comes to you number three I want you to think of a moment in your life where you felt tremendous and this not even they have this but I want you to find the reference point you can in your mind right now of tremendous holiness it could be where you at the cartel the western wall like you fates Deacon could be a foot book could be a lotion shutter yom kippur something where you standing is under static and elevated soul but you're reading something holy or you're staring the sunset i don't know what what you've listening to a Nicklin and suddenly you felt so transcended and so connected whatever magic happened to you i say this sincerely if you do not have a reference button holiness but for some hill being dropped some joy your peasants taken and they had something expensive and they had something profound take it and users or infants went by now if that's what you have used what you have let's take it higher up hands up if you have one of those difference points now fine number four what you think of it time in your life the last one of all something that left you truly awestruck for some people it's camping or hiking the desert that's finding about them their thousands dollars and millions of trillion stars and they have that blonde rogon it's not to staring a bunch of lights in the sky of realizing they are so small and the universe is so infinite and they feel so awestruck and or somewhere in nature so a weaver's felt or how extraordinary you smuggle it is and how we are and how it really huge shemin's in the world is where you were truly awestruck write that down number four hands up if you've got that okay I want you to look down your page look over one two three four I want you to remember it you go you can do it [Music] great that's the first set up we need the next set up we need is the following things might change I went to divide under that a separate section I went to the right one two three number one what is the biggest block holding you back in your beliefs did you believe about yourself did you believe about the will do you believe about life in reality the deeper you go the real deal that you are right now the more powerful the result of course the biggest once we having a beliefs we usually not even aware we have think this was so bound together so find the coverage and ask for the blessing and see if you can find well if you know what what is okay write it down number one number two what is the biggest emotional block you have a consistent level anger fear anxiety ego what sabotage is you most of the time the work which is so long so long and you can't get you can't crack be clear don't be general be very specific have the college to be specific takes great coach to be specific handle if you got but he went to have enough just to say what that one thing is yes if you have not been logged up approved up if your rejection a few not be able to connect but that thank you for saying that it's all things just an intervention to get you to say that anyone else care to show anybody else Katie's showing yes gray just women at the back easy to ask the minister what that you know we'll have them do the one thing so they've done it already that's a good fate of it anymore well you would yield and then the night to you feel doing the one thing yogurt Nachman says you know the main mechanism the answer haha it's an amazing amazing idea investment says about the vow the set and the ultimate negative force in the world you know how troops is up he's called about the bar in the midst of the language the bow the bar means the master of the fame he's the master of the thing he says the ultimate evil force in the world is codenamed the master of the thing what the heck is the thing what Kabbalistic anxieties terms think of the desires you pursued in life that have messed up your life the most think of the things you are afraid of doing the wrong thing that have messed up your life the most you know what you're really afraid of the thing if you hope to shoot something with all your heart with all your soul with only money your horse isn't finally gonna realize you didn't even want it if yes say yes if you finally got it why wouldn't you happy with it you know why because you didn't really want that you know what you wanted the thing what do you think will happen to you if you finally mess up what do you think what I would do no no no no no I get what you're doing works the best were you afraid if I mess up I was gonna happen to be no I don't know why don't you tell me you know what happens when you really mess up not very much if you really messed up and I would look at you and you'd be like oh damn it is that I guess they looked at me and then people are very bored to let them look at that what's up and then I wonder when the food is coming together anyway like that's what can't be trapped in my heart for a decade the dead gates we are afraid that this thing will happen if I would say if you totally messed up what would happen you will find that nothing so bad could happen that you can get out of it the next day but the thing that terrifies us is that thing won't happen and when I pursue that pain for 10 years for xx billion I finally get it the thing that I wanted is not really that thing because that of no water was so he says that the bowels of our buns of the marketplace a mother to every person you know what it says to every person it says I've got to think do you want the video Wow what's in the hand and he says the thing you said come with me he lead you to the market 1024 is in your life he says if you do that thing I'm gonna throw this at Julie you know yes yes if it comes it comes and he opens up his hand one day when you're 70 years old you know what's in it no and you're where did it go that's the deal that's the peel that's what keeps us away from the food that's the way that the desires that keep us away from the food we have to pierce do it we have to see what's in it last thing number three physical block in your life in your body that thing that you could just can't get out of because your life has been set up that way that thing that's in your body that you're so conditioned is and your actions everyone might have Facebook and social media in your mind therefore some people really appreciate its words whatever the addiction is what are the physical responses but if that's live situation they can't remember I get that I can change my mind I can get I can change my heart that life situation is just a reality as if there's a me out of the outside of the shell it's just a peel that needs to be stripped out and a matter of the toughness I'm already in the life through the eyes of Emunah and the eyes are seeing the connection between heaven and Erica guys it's violence to the eyes of tasting the food even in the darkness and I had crashed the distance and realized they were all right now and we've got number three okay fine anyone can of we never learned to share they were terrifying and sit there quietly there's a question - go Becky how do you connect the two how many people is a quick show of hands in the room I've been dealing with some kind of physical ailments in all three years they haven't been an amount of shake up keep your hands up high how many of those peoples are convinced its physical not emotional keep your hands up how many these people send that physicality is deeply connected to the emotional few hands up it's a big event a big leap that this probably connection between the two the holy works about tradition teaches that everything that happens in our body is an expression of what's happening in our emotions and our soul I've seen miracles happen remember life of working with students who had one example to present have MS we were able to teach them how to bring to Vegas at or into the course and get a relief a wheelchair in real time four eyes so I'm past the point of thinking that maybe it's just physical suddenly a doctor in the room I can talk to that point in a very deep way it's not so easy to all the people all the time but there's something going on in the connection between the two it's all about consciousness the whole game is consciousness and the whole game is to go deep enough to understand what is the clip on what is the peel and what is the block and what is the doubt that convinced myself is so real that I won't let myself taste the food on the other side questions what's the relationship between accepting as particular work through something to great very simple the first step is acceptance and then the second step is to turn about it's a loan company conversation to go into them happy to have that I don't know right now is the time to walk pick that up soon accepting in this part of the challenge and then acceptance and overcoming it to me like they're not opposites is the secret of consciousness we need to overcome these things my friends are you ready can anyone stand up for me [Music] without sitting down because you need to stand down any day we went to number one fill that cuffs with white wine 100% white wine or if need be also White's Granger's nice combination okay at the same time right now I want everyone to look around of any of the food of the Shiva subpoena that you see in front of you put that on your plate [Music] can be Gita tweets that could be all this that could be Danks I think that's a selection tonight good to go okay why that's my beloved one you can handle the wine helps in this Alberto now that you've got that I want to go for the next thing I want you to look to a a food for the nuts it has a hot peel on the outside I see I was hoping prepared ideally something that has been big opens [Music] so you have white wine right now and then you have anything from the food advantages and then you have [Music] something with a hard shell I'm just making this up and those that choose to go with me may have fun if there's a plastic cup on the table that has not been used you can take and nuts it usually has a shell and put it in that Cup and nuts is usually the shell because those steps Rachel and I beat understand she becomes your hands okay great you can sit down by now sit down in the chairs I need everyone to turn off their cell phones you turn off your cell phone we're gonna be together right now ladies and gentlemen let's see what Apple is it's hard to do it wait to be stressed side up a lot of people a lot of people especially don't know each other nevertheless the tip effect 2018 this year we're all here in this room right now some of us a into meditation and some it wasn't known into meditation some of us know what that would mean to us don't actually know what those men with main sometimes want to find out some of us don't want to find out this is what I want to say to you and I say this with all my mind as we sit here in this room there was an entity coming through from the highest spiritual world the world of its illness times the world we see to go consciousness and the truth is right now how much should be clear what you're struggling with in life and I want us to connect together like now with a commitment that's the next 20 minutes as we do this exercise that we give it a full mind and heart together out of respect to every one of us but once turn into something better any one of us is paid and money's in the room all of us so in some way searching for connection when you meditate or don't meditate you need to know there's something in your consciousness which is powerful and potent then you're conscious of and from that if you can access this together tonight tremendous goodness I don't know how to say this to you in a deep enough way to be old enough way come with us now try [Music] try it within a few minutes from now turn your pets will have gone they'll be food and wine on the table it was so painful and terrible but forget about it driver says wine or something and some of us sitting there going how long does this last [Music] it's try stepping into it with us together and be my joke in zone because I realized what the role of a year since my way of trying to connect to each other reveal [Music] step one is I want to teach you in shape for the Belgium tough teaches it should cultivate this it's not really a shake for some people it's one of those powerful beautiful expensive their life some people either think they've looked with that life it was not really out there was really in here but they never knew how to get it some people they try drugs for some people they try all kind of weird things I say beloved sincerity if you don't want to take part of this I totally get that at a respectful that would people remember that pay money to be here maybe step into the show that sevens both as mushrooms with me [Music] I'm going to talk you through something now this is not a guided visualization but I'm just using my awareness the mystical volumes understanding of consciousness to take you to a place within you it's a Chinese feeling something more there was something that I say to you you may not understand why I'm saying that you may go that's pretty weird and unless you just play some really wonderful things happen in life when we learn just to kind of play and try [Music] first we need to focus on mind focus our high 21 to take the white wine in that hand they want to look at that wine this comes from edit Israel the owner complete when a bullet is all city gear and to say I think it's the lattice different kippers and no kippers and different paths and Chinese foremost at both ends of the world who are drinking something came from how many people died that we can see the opinion every little struggled to build this lines bring the swamps to plant the baby yards to make the line food full of you that is insane and there's a blessing this wine miss miss young and yet they study now when you take down that wine and go hot opens up a little in your mind opens up a little let's use that and remind that wave to go beyond mind so what I want to focus on the string it's an introduction to a deeper placement you can to not just an invention together with the power of consciousness of the moon together with you to think of the lines and the energy behind investment in the street we're gonna make a bluffer correctly oh gosh when you treat to close your eyes and feel its warmth in your body you're conscious of the happiness it opens up in your heart and be aware that's what it was created to do so when I lights together our minds together let me emphasize together how awesome you ready says slow beautiful blessing take down that drink we'll be here [Music] here we go sit back in your chair [Music] we are here together now close your eyes trust a face [Music] all those things are thinking about to do when you got it here to think tomorrow they're gonna be okay I promise I think he's still padding for me for three minutes or two hours three years you can come back to that later what you think by now before enemies you chose [Music] holiness when I teach you right now how to concentration and the way that opens your minds in the hearts you're gonna begin to think the first one we use made you have to use to whenever you've gotta mine isn't perfect and all you mean let's face it together what you're going to do is you think this first memory of life think about it oh you're hot I mean I watch it like all its details and colors will engage your senses who's that moving or was that maybe laughing because he colors details [Music] and after you do that for six seven eight nine seconds or two then charmed by the self to the second one same thing colored smells detailed sounds what should it mean why historian believe to the memory of holiness you connect to that holiness [Music] and second or the fourth you do all fall you can cycle that to the point seven eight nine seconds [Music] was [Music] Oh [Music] as you go around James 11 we've together [Music] since [Music] there were conspiracies [Music] he grabs the world and used in a way to get loved your heart let go that gift of love shining to that scene [Music] the water stars the what did you see [Music] teaches [Music] showering down the heart to head [Music] my wife didn't answer me [Music] now [Music] now it's the lights about yes into your mind cleanse your mind [Music] co-washing at all your beliefs inside [Music] let's take it to your heart [Music] to your heart [Music] I count three listen to your body from your heart like my world for your beliefs to your heart [Music] trust me what we're gonna do doesn't matter if it's weird doesn't matter of luck play with us now if you want increased [Music] it's a limit to what we can do alone it's much more we can do and we'll connect them together this exercise it's always Cassius you can do it right now the kind of thing we're going to choose to find the souls and I in consciousness everyone else in the vote how does that work I'm gonna count to three when I get to three if you wish say I choose some belief that I'm now connected to everyone else mother I'm gonna choose it and believe it and when you believe it [Music] it's gonna happen many people feel the energies flooding and just choose to be open to it could he count to three you would choose it for me to be connected to every one of them [Music] do you want to strengthen that energy no she doesn't believe it even more mechanically this feeling's invasion was strong [Music] [Applause] the changes what this relax look just for myself everyone [Music] I survived [Music] here we go she was once a day once a day miss this may seem weird but watch what it does one great spiritual master ever needs up in Yonkers service for Buffalo later or not the baby shimmer and he started to move about an easy day and said he created all the woman in history the father says choose one now [Music] souls of these great masters our heroes right now is right would you the shoes want to think about that name think about the stories about them we cannot mention these the teaching starter that's too small in your water so bored [Music] that's all [Music] a stable question I asked them for blessing [Music] [Applause] [Music] a lot of my [Music] feet on the ground and the spaniels [Music] Oh [Music] the initiative ancestry to imagine the borders and appearances space it takes up [Music] you've ever call me around [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] look at the first we just said [Music] you should imagine if you will something that's true that this food is being given existence right now by an infinite loving God and the taste and the sweetness of the food right now is being generated to give you pleasure [Music] do that [Music] realizing even if you do pleasure [Music] [Applause] [Music] if you still ways maybe you're feeling a little connected Baker and right now okay focus your minds for the next step and what you can take something right now on the table I want you to take a nut that you knew as a nut shell I want you to take a food that has a hot if you're adventurous you can do what I'm about to do right now we're gonna put the tire back in the show I'm gonna play the game this way gets the point I want you to put the cup upside down at the table in the center [Music] very good I know this feels for subtle people lack of money nation but one day you'll learn the truth the way the world works how cells work an imagination has a true spiritual effect I went to look right now have to not and it's proverbial scale if your holy knowledge I want you to help appeal in your hands I'm gonna actually doing minutes of the truth it's simple mental shape you Eddie I want you to think of the biggest block in your life the biggest block in your body would you think of that addiction you cabbage with your knowledge of the stone I love it would you think about that walk situation the physical world I want you to think of that that's super hot wire thing of your body that you can never break that habit and I want you to use your mind to see it in the shell want you to step out of the shell and invest everything you have up that end of the challenge of the show feel it with that pain with that block you can do it you can remember how tough the challenges that you can know that you've tried a thousand times whatever comment and every time you got slamming them and which of their nose is something good at this challenges this value is a gift you have to get through the block to taste it and I want you to take any lighter and a junior buddy then you touch that you don't you know hold in mind that setup it's a Degas now I want you to draw on the light of the ship and I want you to make a commitment with the show when you do this silly action of breaking the cotyledons silly action of breaking show them how about here the dog is a big job to breakthrough in reality this action is a prayer my friends your actions affect it's a pretty embodied in action it's a bit of how but the heart it's an action with it and when you're ready your own time I want you to kill that ouch it's a silly act that want you to give it a heartfelt significance I want you to create a cup because it can breaking up a whole box of physical reality we want you to eat it and suit yourself celebrate the other side [Music] play it for me he's the king close your eyes and focus on its blessing deserves all the invitations see yourself on the other side of the ball you ready take the white wine fill it high I [Music] convinced them it goes faster than ever this right now [Music] okay ladies up you come everybody raise it high places high vision I visit I raise it high here we go see those cuffs this is making the hydrosoul the thought of your soul the depth of the light within you you're gonna purify your mind now even the drawer that malevolent mind to level it via to level of idea to empower your ideas with your soul your beliefs with your soul I hope say yes if there's actual wine in your cup good so it feels good when you drink of wine right good allow that feeling to expand you that's the trick it's really a shift in your consciousness choose the intent right now that we're bringing that higher wall to instill this all the way into the world of three is purified to see the truth to know the truth at that which we believe to be release of truth of goodness well going to the grad light now of food on your plate a food that represents that you can even easily on the inside on the outside that is something inedible on the inside maybe that is a [Music] paper cut a date is also fine persimmon is also good we nearly finished all in there hold up whatever food you're choosing to use let's see that food let's see the foods okay hold the food tightly in your hands close your eyes and here we go I want you to think of the biggest emotional block that you have I want you to think of the biggest emotional block they try see it isn't give it up if you've done this after you've done the drugs you've done everything the kind of the energy work and you can't get rid of people really have this I want you to know your heart is poet I want you to know that editing MIDI you have every feeling you had as a holy expression I want you to know the reason you carry this fear the reason you had this first issue is at some point in your life you need to be afraid of things the reason we don't trust is because there was that time in our life there's bad things happened I had to help myself by learning to not trust I want you to know whatever feelings are there they're reasonable that they're they don't need to be there anymore that's the truth it's so right now we're gonna eat this fruit we're gonna taste the sweetness of a business of emotions of feelings and whatever is something bad in there within the shoes but that should be taken out and she'll let me feel you a beautiful weight and my fear being or and I love be holy passion for goodness in the world every ego be surrendered to a higher EHS a higher self and my sense of Dominus dominance I'm not willing to give up not be used to my ego maybe the landless and living a meaningful life maybe the landless and secretin us may I be the legends and fighting integrity finding something worthy to fight for the world are not stopping made my hide submission humility to give people space and I know when to trust the process they know when to trust us his sight and desire to bond with it I think any sexual desire because every intimacy the only challenge with all this but to the most beautiful way and maintain act in the most beautiful boy can you raise that to holiness it's been heaven down to those two great Jim Cramer Paris it's not be wasteful around it's too good with all the energy every place Malthus only manifests the best baby go you eat this food focus now one challenge of the heart you commit right now is faithful together do this to get to all the minds if I can't let it go can everyone else a show that would be given the gift right now give it to everybody else wake up to eat this fruits of note that this goodness is sweetness enough feelings listen sweetness in our eyes and goodness is real estate Syrah any light or connection [Music] [Applause] [Music] ha [Music] [Applause] [Music] hold up your cup when you anyone sits in the top self died I want to tell you a story the bill I spoke to this this bill is being do love yous than anyone I've ever met physical abuse emotional abuse with any political event she spent more money on therapy than anyone I ever met she's thought she was healed a thousand lambs lovin anyone I've ever met and she pulled up this week and she said how long does it go on it's not like a heaven for like I haven't tried to try and I gotta try to have people divided everything I can and she said I can't do it anymore this is gonna go on forever listen very carefully to this line I can't do it anymore this is kind of go on forever and I said to them you can't do it anymore because you think it's gonna go there what if I told you right now this is the last 24 hours of your pain this is the last 24 hours of your stroke what if I told you by now she said how would you feel then said I could do it I totally do it I'd fly through the day I said so you have the power and you have the strength as long as you don't convince yourself it isn't gonna run forever because we can fight the challenges that were given can't find the challenges we have in thinking and the truth is they deplete lives anymore as we are hit challenge is that she believes in the last time it's a hovered above the bar gets a thousand this is happening before that we'll have and she bought that belief [Music] the biggest challenges you have in your lives are that which you believe which is not true that miscalled in you what do you believe to be true which isn't whittle the things you pursue easily you believe that you need that you don't need but things you afraid of be convinced will happen [Music] well perception do you have about yourself that you're sure it's true but hey thanks not yes meditation with a group of healthy women one woman [Music] it's she makes and she doesn't deserve [Music] she believes she doesn't save it in English close your eyes right now [Music] this is a chance right now without this a whip down the deficit believes that block before you close your eyes reach for one foot you can fall that's transparent that's completely good as completely sweet and you open up your mind to see that everything is good and if let your heart to sort of flood your body with could watch the focus right now the biggest belief that you have that you want to let go of which I throw this right now although Johan itself on Twitter vets that in the food which our stand to take it away taste the sweetness [Music] innovation in this world [Music] strength you see it like it's reality [Music] Liesl [Music] you ready today's the victory is [Music] very red one good copy red one right into the last one acai and I'm going to take the last month that's what I get three means with a cuts of life okay what's it's the Mystics say the last cup is bad with a couple of cups of white and they want to put this and it has then sit in her chest [Music] the cut when is your hands the winburn wife for the final step of the process this is very simple to do [Music] when anybody does so let's hop to another table in front of you wrap your hands around it try one more everything down you fell anyway raise your hand [Music] your hands so it's reading this complex disability check and I want you to know if you [Applause] [Music] we're gonna climb right out is to the root of our self I'll show you how to do them lies like into this Cup this is all amazing my last struggle he is an only child [Music] sir the last few seconds right now say [Laughter] driving each other who submitted their marriage you know there's people that can't afford with the daily life you know there's people there so [Music] versus in one day really [Music] and they needed help after not one day now single eyes [Music] glass and instead of the thing the Vegas the lives of reality this is the comic convention we face the acknowledged good we only have [Music] don't ever want to buy now begin to return to the love I love the holiness of all [Music] wheels [Music] via license [Music] [Applause] [Music] buh-bye now which is simpler than Shinichi - this was thank you [Music] this [Music] you bring this position kneeling when these [Music] [Laughter] see assassination [Music] to the winter [Music] any less of a swan a faithful [Music] abandoned Invicta [Music] yes it's not easier to reach I said many different cells in the room I think many different things sometimes you feel deserving sometimes it jumps so other variables I think it's something incredibly special that's how I started coming together some people able to connect in a deep way some people don't read equate somebody's name elevated some people need to investigate we're trying to take the level watch what I access it in place and then itself I believe is precious good so I believe is with the music doesn't hurt pensive if that was an interesting spin as fear and that somewhere was a beautiful experience view and if you feel in some way what deeply connected at some point is that first steps as if you've able to connect to it set up it's a Vegas until fitness chum always with you Penza that's pretty waiting for you have another another glass of wine maybe exactly under 20 seconds left but anyone can - and usual that happen to this yeah if you don't have another glass of wine that was it what's that listen you always welcome to have a fifth or six or seven depends on how elastic your hand I give you a lot of tourists justify [Music] yes [Music] I didn't have to assist the pain could accept the pain to acknowledge in that place of life is flooded this mountain good thing could exist together we spent two the other day that all the way shift light and darkness together or the question teens could match me up they were able to hold place for light and darkness because the line itself and up a lot of Douglas itself is a revelation to me Shem that's what it means he goes to the other side of the walls with them because even the walls themselves and look luxe themselves how to give it themselves so they say so love tears or things happening in that view sounds like you had a good time and what else kind of you can stand up to so everyone a lot of smudge makeup it's usually a good sign now that I notice [Music] in the beginning you said feel something like an experience of love and then of course and then of all so before they were like three different elements like to take myself into three different rooms and then as it winds on it started to also to like this dance and also in fact after the dance and through each room and then eventually the seating became with the stars which was not all that the dancing would have experienced that took me to that place of could you show I was dancing and then that place of love became a copper and neither all my life I was very troubled by all these kind of things of the citizens development of imagination you can imagine the lives you could imagine life spilling around imagine to cook up I was like it's very nice no mystical experience imagination and then I finally found the source of explained it to me in a way my mind can understand that imagination is the tool we use to teach a supernatural soul what should into and when you begin with imagination that you should beyond imagination direct experience and so if we experienced something like that before so the Mystics say that you can still when it crosses over out of imagination like oh she took up the ceiling and then imagine two stars and then she imagined the hooker but I don't know this young lady I hope you know that many of you best if I did but it's not like you turn imagine that's you imagine the beginning of it's only it's given to you the bill nakata-sensei the soul begins the feeling image - what's happening - we get about that it's creative it's taking off your ceiling revealing an infinite connection this deep of reason we use imagination anyone else care to share is Rebbetzin after that allowed us if you can stand up and people can still assume [Music] what happened here my friend that spirituality is a reality spirituality is reality right and then you don't need to know abigail is but she knows and she has a soul and her soul is connected and a soul Nichola sadhika was today who's is connected to class well as helping quite so and she knows why she has to come to when you promote them that you understand I don't understand as that big hotel said there's one who didn't and his Jim Cavanaugh philosophy no way that was Shakespeare but it's still true it's still true glass over there [Music] it's amazing to me how people Chloe uh and ourselves a certain local an assault and this is sweet lady de said something like tomorrow and I can to her but she's not saying these words and she's not giving it a butter something the holidays a week as the Batman reality which is interfacing with us more than our minds understand the woods that display nice and they're just like of us and tomorrow look at the team's look at the power of it there's a woman when we did when these exercises one time and set African ship with nearly finished say my vast this woman came in completely secular woman from South Africa and when you look at this moment you know in a second she is publishing a lot of the life that we have and of course true but you can see it very fast i'ma close the eyes went into the Vegas and then all of a sudden I think - ascetic you know then suddenly I'm in Livermore watching everyone I'm tuning into whatever I'm doing this and I add more Falls Niagara Falls is just it's completely sick people have no new towing you know Sunday school nothing so afterwards we're going on a table and this woman servants and she says she says didn't nobody connect I don't know and he's a deacon I had to struggle to work out the words that it meant I don't know what I'm thinking who are they tsadikim she said so let's go up over leg came to me and they surrounded me said all my life I felt a vacuum in my heart vacuum in my being there by nothing and everything I'm sitting for the gorge everything is trying to feel that when she said I never felt such love and compassion such a love and passion they were surrounding me and they were speaking to me should I don't know the words that they said and it was speak the Bible is not something about very person in summary it was harder than we push through its in speak to everybody it's amazing how many lost oh yeah at the end we'll know the bill that came to left with how many people are going to to the bank these are very very assaulters very brave warriors and we should be blessed to see the food clearly even in the darkness we should be West that we don't even see the darkness because only taste this fruit in Revelation and goodness how much should be blessed that the Tree of Life is no confusion there's been what Democrats and Republicans before Manimal all the notes an ultra-orthodox I don't know what the heck also that us is we send that over Washington to take Jim's poncho whitens your whites the site excited the life of life and she of life as if it is know each other there's only white of his only witness only peace and I think you courageous also coming out and and tasting food and find I think the persons that were present members that you want to say it words but putting on an event like this being a matter like soul mates and Houston there was the music [Applause] at sky and I just lived with the music for a while I didn't know why he did we need to talk over that all baby but I had this idea for a long time that prophets use music to get the prophesy of that but we should use wheezing to get the meditation but and I had to say about how many musicians we have to go through to find people that play from a deeper place kima nagging and the nagging but it says in the puppets went into a state of prophecy and then they played and that's what she did other people's prophecy and these are the shudders that play from ot of people place I want to be Chavez never never man he's my something there's the father said forget what I say but no longer sell it would means the show misplay I can if it's a nice thing for I wait to say there's a mum explain to my place they make that thing up and I've hear them do that and again and again that into meditation whatever that connected towards or something coming out which is representing us which is what music is it's channeling into a clinic and every musician every performer named we gather of worth their salt knows that everything you plan in mind the script before is irrelevant to what comes with real time and I do my best challenge all time it'll be musicians that Charlie real-time all this skill it's challenge revelation this for this challenge that that's what you get in the room right and it's a super step these heavy units I just want to share that I was mentioning thinking we're gonna shop so my mom passed away many many years ago and she actually he was feeling her presence before the rabbi got to the stage welcoming the higher salt and absolutely music I was experiencing as I was music was happening and I was watching it and the presence of my mom was there and the experience was being so sad it's gonna take courage I'm gonna do it just follows on from what messenger said my wife I was Sheldon was an incredible lady anybody knows me oh god she got into whatever you were but in such a natural way it was just so naturally was like revelation revelation she had a genius device and we should passed away for eight years ago so many things you said see before during and after reflection this is not just coming out a few months subtitler is inspiring story of two souls journey to a greater reality the inspiring story of two souls journey to face reality before we met Juhi met after so many things you said tonight here comes my moment encourage any lady in this room who is in her 60s or thereabouts understands what I'm just about to get [Applause] this is supposed to last for one sec it would weigh that there was going to kill me for the zoom of including this holy year than everyone else any challenges any cloths and eclipses and appeals this as the foods of tasting the soul connection which perhaps is the greatest fruit in this world is the greatest weakness in the world there are many wonderful songs I know this room well worthy begins dead at least let me tell them but once they have they are worthy worthy worthy and veni veni vidi I would good good an any bull able and able to give that love and connect let's pray for one second then see the fruits even to mend of misfits tasted food that see them don't know it's no earthly people there's no one whose yearning other civic more than a Shem the Shekinah glad Michelle is gone and the shed is yearning for saving me said they have so much to give it's so much to love it so much to poem why can I not find someone anyone who's waiting is you having no you hadn't even good company doing good confidence see see the basin winters see the hopefully already mentioned citizen vehicle oceans to be found with the day of the earth so as your soidiers connection between that's what is attention reality if I had this the clip of the tree see this reality we should take away the people will take away the flux anyone is in this room right now that says I'm all about that mold beating and the football that wasn't 23 years old I just want you to know that you're worthy I want to know whatever happened in the past to make you know that here does not mean that no you thinking I know I know but you don't know this in so much pain we carry when it doesn't happen we start to question ourselves involved in that see the hope is reality stand before them see the lot of happens here before them too busy but rather than shoot for those missile a tendency for them see all the Clippers and reach for some food and taste it's ok I've said enough that I first would like to say I know is please don't ever before he says I thank you even though it was hard for many of you even some of you did not connect I think it's your color subscribe talk about your one block away your one it's likely going to be quite pleased if you see for one thing another question I would like to make new yellow [Applause] and stuff about but I thank him for all the good work he's doing good of his people and creating platforms like this all different speakers of all different varieties because they find different she does him different medium to find people to find their potential their goodness I have this contribution I thank you for the other this opportunity please from the final words understand here people have anything else they want to tell me I'll be here a few more minutes with my tiny little points but I love or have a go to bed soon so easily make so tightly soup very cold in bed but I requested anything else it just needs one more minute thank you so many requests and thank you very much Wow so if I can just get everyone mohnish attention to openness so I really want to thank you Tanya and the guns also every single one of them actually came and stayed till the end pieces that go for coming down because we're all of us really connected this is my moment of courage right baby please the next ten minutes we can all just all the chairs in the back and the best I've ever drank so please all food any who had fathers into the kitchen and then we'll disassemble the tables of the price for that let's really show our love and charity ten minutes as hopefully some you back to do it was and then we'll have a thank you once again [Music]