Access Deep Places | Rabbi Daniel Kalish

I want to I want to speak to the guys about a topic that that I think is deep. I'm not like, oh, this is deep. I don't care if it's shallow, deep. I'm not I'm not like the raider. You could raid. It's not like a trick. I'm just asking. The only reason I'm saying it's deep. I'm asking you to listen. It's subtle is really what I want to say, Natano. So, I'm tell Gabrielle. I want guys if I could have if if a guy can focus, it's good to like you anyway. If a guy could try, I'm telling you something subtle. If you want, if you'll hear it, I want I want to learn something that I think is is powerful. If we could study like this, anybody sitting down to learn Tyra, to learn Tyra, what what's happening when we study Tyra? What are we studying? There's me and then I learn Tyra. What is it? What's happening in learning Tyra? I want to say what Reb Geisler, my Rebi said something about Tyra that's that's a truth and then I want to explain it on a specific point. Tyra is our deepest space told this is the book about me. >> Wow. >> I'll explain what I mean. I'll give a simple example. Natan will give a simple example. It says in the Tyra don't be jealous. I get jealous. I'm jealous. And one of the Sarah said differences don't be jealous. So a guy can easily shame his jealousy. You just shame it. Oh, you're not allowed to get jealous. You're such a bad guy to get jealous. The problem shy is I'm still jealous. It didn't It doesn't shaming my je I can deny it. I won't tell you I'm jealous. I won't tell myself I'm jealous. I'll just say I'll just say shimmy me. I'm not jealous. I did that to myself young. Because you learn in fifth grade you're not allowed to be jealous. So then but I am jealous. So you just say I'm not. You say that to yourself. But what do I do that I am? She said oh you're not supposed to be. Jealous is completely wrong. But I'm jealous. But I'm jealous. You could say it's completely wrong. You could you could beat yourself up. You could call yourself names. You could just deny. It's very easy. Say I'm not jealous at all. You know people I'm not angry at all. not angry. You're you're smoke. Just because you say you're not angry, you're smoking mad. It's like you you say you're not angry doesn't make you not angry. Now, one second. You'll learn Cass is terrible. Kazal speak about a bad casses. See if you to be angry, you're bad. So, just don't be angry. But I'm angry. >> There's a real sugary. So, what does that mean? When you learn in the Tyra, the Tyra speaks about says bad things for what do you want me to do? But I'm angry. So that the principle that I want to study today, I'm going to get to a specific place. I want to express this by the principle I want to say is that you have a space you can go to that's deeper than your anger. you when you have a space inside of you have an attitude a place we're very big and you meet little parts of yourself we're jealous there's a space you could find and enter with work with thought there's a there's a there's a sug beyond your jealousy inside of you you can access something you're learning about deeper space in you now don't quickly say I'm here cuz I we we feel jealousy but I can study things and come into a place I could access a very deep place. I I want to ask the guys here are we selfish or giving? We all It's It's interesting if we looked at something and half the place would say it's white, half would say it's black. That would be weird. You know they have pictures that could look at two things. It's very weird when everybody would look at the same thing and see two different things. You'd say, "What's happening?" >> In this world, are we are we are we selfish or giving? There are people who look around and say, "Everybody's so selfish. Self people are just out for themselves." Is there anybody who really cares? The guy in the dorm who's nice, he just wants you to like him. Is he really nice? Just wants you to like him. The guy who's nice and mean, who I don't know if he's less selfish than him. He just has The guy who's mean gave up on you liking him. The guy who's nice. >> Yeah. The guy who's nice. The guy who's mean gave up on you liking him. The guy you're nice has tricks of people. Could there be a space that I'm really giving and sharing? Is the world a selfish Gabrielle? Is the world a selfish place or or a giving place? >> It's Is that true? Is that true? Do you do you look around and say people are so giving or people are so selfish? >> It's a complex question and what I say is the start of us all at our starting point and Hashem made us that way. We're very about self as we should be as we should be. We're very watch little kids play and they just grab mine. Little kids will fight and a kid grabs and it says mine and the kid will grab it for himself. Good mine kids are very about themselves now as they get older do they become giving or they just become more sophisticated are we not mine later on or just more sophisticated won't work so I better like sort of like and what I want to express is you can access deeper places every person every person gets married they date selfishly they're looking for themselves an expression of mine I was Many of us this summer in Sulam an amazing place and a lot of marrieds came this morning was telling me he loved about Sulam got to meet a lot of the marrieds of the yeshiva a lot of people come through who've been here who are married with children it was delightful to watch the same guy who was more about himself he's giving to his kid crazy a husband and a parent what happened you find a deeper space inside we are born to give the nishama just wants to share and Now I have to access that space. It's interesting through selfishness. A guy wants he wants companionship. He's he's dating quite selfishly. I don't think people date saying hey I want to give. He's saying I'm I'm lonely. I want to I want to connect. And then along the way he finds something deeper. People really find that space. I promise we're born to give. If you have a guy who only selfish, he will never be happy on this. I believe he'll never be happy here. He has a nishama. The nishama is a piece of God wants to give. If you have a guy, my boundaries meant therapy. It's about me. He will never be happy here. Now there's a hymn there's but there's also we are designed to connect and give. We have an iss that wants to give. We're designed to connect to Hashem. I can't say it. It's just true. We have an isama that wants God. That's true. Anybody sitting there can access that deep place that wants God. I don't say what it looks like. And somebody can't tell you well it looks like therefore you're doing this. Well, I don't what it looks like. Maybe you're giving. Maybe you're somebody who makes pizza for people. Maybe you're somebody who feeds people. I don't know. I'm not saying how it looks. But we have an issing a deeper place. The nishama will never be satisfied if you're not providing, if you're not giving. That's just the truth. Because we really have an iss that wants is godly and wants to give and share. That's that's when an is a piece of Hashem. The world of Tyra is accessing deeper places. That's the world of T you access. I'll tell you something interesting and this is not to there's a place of therapy. When somebody goes a therapist validates who you are as they should. When you go to a rebi, the rebi should tell you about a deeper place that exists inside of you. That's what I believe. You go to a rebi to hear a deeper place. Now the rebi also should validate we have a starting point. What what different about a rebi and a therapist per se is to a rebi? I want my rebi to share a deeper place that's called the deepest place in me. But I want my rebi to understand I'm not there right now. I need to like I need to make my way to there. Somebody goes through a difficulty. You cry. You're in pain. That's normal. There's a deeper space. You could have faith and there's a journey to find that deeper space. And you could find that deeper space slowly. Don't you can't picture a guy who says everything's for the good. But every ghost he's like, he's not there. Baloney. You're just paring. Gamsu is a very deep space inside of us that could really have faith in Hashem. It's a deep space. The Tyra gives you the deepest space. But there's a journey to get to the deeper space to access the deeper space to live in that place. But I I want to speak about something that I want to ask the something but I want to learn it better. The early years of the yeshiva and I'm going to tell you a story that's just true. I used to put on the 12th graders, 13th graders, the guy who's are at Muservad on one of the first days of the year, especially I asked Mila, I'm going to try to be more on time. I was out my son is not feeling well and I wanted him to eat a good lunch. The lunch here is great. He It wasn't for him. So I I took him out to lunch, but I will be on time as >> cool. >> What I want Thank you so much. But I the early years of the yeshiva I put a lot on the 12th and 13th graders a lot I put like the responsibility of leadership and we used to talk about it and demand it for a couple of years now I stopped and I'm going back to it this year and I want to explain my journey what happened for many years I asked I want to ask Nahi I want you to look in the dorm and see a younger guy and feel I'm responsible I'm going to talk about it from the parish in a minute. For the first years of the yeshiva, I used to day and night speak about this. I stopped for a few years and I'm going back. I want to explain it. Natana, why did I stop? Why I'm going back? I want to explain it. When to the you tell somebody who's thinking about himself, you say think about him. It does not mean to ignore the self. And the early years I was telling guys share and do that's there's a truth to that guys also it's not if somebody just gives to ignore his own story that's not what I'm talking about there's a the person has there are people who just give instead of feeling their own story >> and the yeshiva became a place from the guys that I refuse that's called codependence >> there are people who give to others a guy has a bad marriage and he's helping all the troubled youth in his Instead of handling, he has a bad marriage. He has his own worries, his own story. That's like codependence. When you give to somebody in lie of dealing with your own stuff, it's very powerful to give. So instead of figuring out your own marriage, your own relationship to your mom and your Tata, give to a kid and somehow like you solve his trauma instead of dealing with yours. That's called codependence. And the guys here very much opened my eyes to a world of matzma a person's own inner work and for sure that should be there yet there's something called and it's a place in us that will not be satisfied if we don't also give because we have an isama that wants to give the nishama is a space that wants to give and we have different things to work on we have our own our own our own entrance way into things and then we have a space of sharing also in parasit in this week's par speaks about a principle every yid is responsible for the next which means as follows it's crazy it's crazy crazy listen to what this means tomorrow night Friday night I have a mitzvah commanded by Hashem to make kdesh if I make kdesh I could you could listen to my rule is if you hear it, it's like you said it. But there's one condition. So let's get some rules. We have a mitzvah to make how are people if they didn't make there's another rule hearing it's like saying a I want you to hear this but you can only say the word >> say the words ari means hearing it is like saying it it's one condition to that you need to hear from a let's say a guy makes >> you're not why not I heard it as a has a condition that you have to hear from somebody who's >> if you hear from a 10year-old kid why not because he's not has no hearings like you saying it conditional and you hear from somebody Let's say yes [clears throat] only applies to >> no it it applies to reading the migill it applies to other things as well the there's I don't want to say the shaer right now but migillas Esther is the same way there are other things that if you hear it it's like you say it does >> this like negative stuff like if you say something negative about someone else >> that's cool that's cool >> yo >> that's I like that's very intelligent Natano wants to say Ask hearing is like saying it. Let's say you hear there's an wants to know is that the principle is that the same principle if it's true and positive that hearing it's like you're saying it. So Natan says hearing it's like you're saying it with within very fascinating Nano. It does say there's something called that's learned from a which means not to accept. It's a you're saying that very reminiscent of hearing is like saying it says on bad topics a person's not let bad topics saying it hearing it's also like if you listen to it and you don't protest. So I hear what you're saying >> Nat. >> Fair fair. So, so Alex says that's only by by you have to want to be so he says maybe by the negative I have to like want to have this fair there's very good good discussion I don't know the answer is I have to study it's a good question very good question now Aria is one one of the conditions not the only condition Alex says you have to have in mind to be one of the conditions of you have to hear from a bar if you hear from a 10-year-old you're Not yet. You hear from a guy, you're not hear from a tape recorder, you're not AJ, let's say you hear from a guy who already made kesh. I've had times shabas where I made kesh and I'll make seven times. Now, why is the guy the new guy who hears I was and the condition is you have to hear from somebody who's the >> it's always a new >> but I was already No, you don't know. There isn't one You don't make it twice. I can't make it. I'm not allowed to make another. If I'm alone in my house, I can't make a second kish. [clears throat] >> That's brilliant. Says brilliantly David says good cousin that could be a second time. The problem is if you were right, and I hear what you're asking. If you were right, in my own house alone, I can make kdish twice and you're not allowed to. Now you're asking let me do it 10 times. I like your question but you can't. See your question is strong [clears throat] doesn't say how many times clearly though interpreted and that's you can't do it many times. So what do you mean you're but I like what you're I like what you're saying. So what does that mean you're >> what explains the garra? Yeah. Explains the as well explain if there's any who didn't hear kesh yet I still if there's one guy in the dorm who didn't make kdes yet I still have kdesh that's called arvus that's how far raven were responsible for each other if you didn't hear I still have now I want to express What' you say >> much deeper than if you appoint me I could do something there's not because your appointment when you have I'm responsible with you and your >> now what I want to express is it's not a superficial thing message to self care about him >> do I I don't know maybe I don't it's not an external thing when anybody studies Tanya if you learn Tanya and you read this like eye opening. We are deeply connected. It means it's in me to care if you do your thing. Arbus is not like Otis note to self. You you know when a guy hears a speech about um gratitude. A very unsophisticated guy hears a speech about gratitude is like note to self kish remember to say thank you. The Rebi says have more gratitude. So guys, note to self. Say thank you. Say thank you. Say that's not good. Gratitude. >> Means there's a space in me that's grateful. I want to tap into something more. If if you see gratitude is not saying thankful. It's a deep space that I'm grateful. It's a deep space inside of me. The Tyra teaches about gratitude means there's a space inside of me that I can access that's grateful. And I can access a space. I'm very appreciative. Maybe I need to give it its space. I need to find that and access it. I could really be grateful to my parents. I have seen I It's funny. I asked parents to see this. A a yid asked me this summer. I I met with a yid who came to me who's a rashiva of a very strong yeshiva in America. And he said this is just what he claimed. He said, "I watched the waterberry guys. They have tremendous gratitude." He asked me, we had a meeting in the yeshiva. wants to know why the guys are so grateful. Interesting. This that was his observation. I don't even know where he contacted guys from the issue. That was his observation. It actually made sense to me. Often if you put pressures on people, they can't access their humanness. I have seen guys come to Yeshiva and become grateful to their parents. And what happened before in pressures to be things I'm supposed to be and do, be and do, be and do. They couldn't just access what I have. Sometimes if you could breathe a bit, you breathe might take a week, a month, six months, a year. I have watched guys breathe and all of a sudden Sam, you know, I'm appreciative. My mom, I'm appreciative. My dad, even a parent that they may have had some trouble with. And people are human, you know, I'm appreciative. He actually likes me. She actually cares. She actually likes me more than anybody in the world. There's and I can actually like get a space of gratitude. It's note to self be grateful but is not like okay I'm going to be it means it's in me when we study when we speak about ar when I'm asking and I want to ask a specific thing here I'm learning par which speaks about responsibility it's note to self I'm not telling and that's what I want to present I'm not asking I note to self care about the younger guy and the guy like force himself younger guy younger guy okay to get any respect in durm I have to be good to younger guys I'm not asking that >> I'm asking to access a space inside of yourself there's a space in us that wants to give there's a space in us that's very connected to another y we're connected if you read the the you connected is nuts I believe one guy does like a from action and everybody around them gets from her I believe salant used to say this to his talmid to me it's like pash the way yiden relate to each other impact in in yiden are very connected like crazy one yid success is your success each of us literally literally literally any teammate any good we're starting a basketball team you're starting it bothers me when guys don't we're like teammates his success is yours we're going to win more games, we'll get more pride and we could like work together. Our successes are each other's success. It bothers me when the starters don't appreciate the guy who never gets in the game, but he busts it by practice. We could not practice without him. You only have eight guys in a normal rotation. You think about any good NBA team, the guy deep on the bench, the Colick, whatever, whatever the guy, you couldn't win without him. You have no practices and they do a lot in practice. And without him, they just shut down practice. If people don't and if they don't thank the guy, not it's not a pretend thing. Say thank you. Note to self, say thank you to the 12th man, you're just you're not in touch with reality. You're not saying thank you to the 12th man. You have no team without him. It it bothers me sometimes, mayor. There's a certain disconnect from reality. Guys go to games and the guy who plays big minutes doesn't say Doug I really appreciate you when you know you busted and practice I have no game without you zero zero I want to thank I really appreciate you how much you bring that a guy's not in that space is not like no to self be a from me note to self say thank you no like be just be real just be true just be honest it's just true if we study about yidden we're relevant to each other. We're connected in a deep way. There's a natural space. In that space, there's not unhealthiness to give to somebody else. We're constructed to give. A person will not be on fire, will not be there's these are realities. These are, you know, a guy tries to sell you. A guy will tell me guy tell me I haven't talked to my father in four years. He's not relevant to my life. Cuz you say it is like a guy who's saying, "I'm not angry. I'm not jealous." That's stupid. Your father's relevant to your life. I promise. We have dreams and hopes and wishes. You could say, "I I gave up from it." You could say, "It's a point of frustration. Cuz you say it's not relevant doesn't make it not relevant. Your father's relevant." A guy who says, "God's not relevant to my life." He means that. Maybe he means he's not ready to handle that. That could be a person But it's a reality. It's a reality. You're ignoring a reality. God's not relevant to my life. Who you mean? The one who like loves you, gives you everything you have, and is like you need every second of your life. You're just saying. Now, you could say, "I'm not ready to look into that. I'm not ready to be so real." I hear. Okay, that's cool. That's cool to say. The guy said, "My dad's not relevant to my life." I said, "Time, you're not honest." Kids will say, Kids will tell me, I get chills. The guy says me, "I went through this, but I'm past it." You're not past it because you say you're past it. Maybe you're not past it. Even leave room. I don't know if I'm past things I went through in fifth grade. I don't know if I'm past it. I have no idea. I don't think I am pastor because you say you're past. Maybe I'm not past it. >> You're saying I'm not dealing with it right now. I hear that. >> Recar that someone does says it's not relevant. Like let's say I don't know like not personally, but like someone who has like not bad relationship with God, but like he feels like doesn't love him. It's not that irrelevant. He just feels like >> he's upset. That's that's that's relating to Hashem. He's I'm angry at him. I I when a guy when a guy says father's irrelevant, he's just if he says I'm very upset at my father, that's real. It's very real. I'm very angry. I feel hurt. I don't feel the love that I that he supposedly asked me. It's real. I like that. I'm not an agenda guy. I'm like pushing. I'm not There's what he feels. I'm just like pushing reality. But I want what I want to ask the I mean this sincerely and I think in a place that teaches people work their own stuff. So I'm not worried. There are yeshivas understandably that don't want 12th graders to reach out to 10th. I believe they're worried about codependence. They're worried a guy instead of dealing with his own stuff is going to take care of the 10th grader. I'm aware of that. But I think there's a tremendous danger because we're born we have an is and I think if you if something's ignored don't ignore yourself and you're in a yeshiva all the shurim everything speaks to a person working their own stuff and also engaging the next person >> that's a reality he's here engage and we're born to give there's a line we were only created to do for another now I want to Express what he's saying. There's something very deep. It was moral be. He used to say this a lot. We're created to give. >> I want to express he wasn't saying note to self give. Better give. Better give. Dil give. Dil give. That's a crazy. You're just a you're just a robot. It's note to self give. >> It's note to self. Be yourself. >> Wow. >> A healthy self-gives. Because he's not saying you're not worthy of living if you don't give. It's not like uh the schmoo that you hear the subtle difference. Two schmoo on gratitude. You could yell at a group of guys be more grateful. The guy goes home this off. Shabas note to self. He said be more grateful. Say thank you. And mom thank you. Thank you. That's that's robotic. Yeah. That the the the deeper place is if there's something called gratitude means could I like quiet the world and find the space of gratitude. >> Mameish. Find a space of gratitude. I tell we had two beautiful last night in yeshiva. Gorgeous. Two guys who are heroes of the yeshiva who've gone through the system who are fiery hashem. They're going to build beautiful homes. Two gorgeous weddings last night. Before they walk down the aisle, each sits with one. His father is an aba. He cannot sit with his father. He sat with his mother. One has both parents and they sat with their parents before they walk down the aisle and they're about to leave home. What's the healthy space before you're leaving home to have gratitude? I'm not leaving. They're really leaving. They're leaving home never to return home again. They'll visit but it's not their home. It's just a reality. It's a reality. They're really leaving. They leave their parents. The healthy space is to thank. to say now you that's not an external thing say thank you okay thank you so much I'm talking about I ask weeks before your I want you to try to enter a space not remember to say thank you before you leave that's that's just that's a forced thing I'm talking about a very present reality that to get into a space they're ones who brought me here they care a lot I've had tough things I'm human they've had tough things we've all made mistakes, but my parents care about me. And to enter that like space in a meaningful way where I could say, you know, I really appreciate you got me here. You you you're the you're the ones who brought me to this world and to enter that space called gratitude. What I'm asking guys to care about another guy is not to ignore the self. When says we were created to give, it's just it means by our very nature we're born. And it's what we have for if you would show me a guy I'm not giving. I'm just, you know, we're he's not accessing a deep place in himself. He's like really missing deep place in oursel that want to give that are born to give that gain a tremendous and energy from giving. Anybody could you check these things out when we give energ when we act ourselves it gives energy. You just have you're energized. You're imp you find like deep spaces. That's how it works with ty. When you act, when you access deep spaces, you're fire because it's you. When somebody acts as somebody else, you tire out very easily. You're not you. When you try to be something, you're not. If you ever try to people please, but you're not. You get you're always tired. You if you access like a deep space, you have crazy energy. It's you. It's you. It's given. I call this kashem. those that hope toe get an exchange of power. I would like to ask the to be responsible for the next guy not as a way of ignoring you have your own study your own do your own work don't ignore it and oh by the way we have an issam also give engage I'm in yeshiv I'm working my stuff I'm also working and sharing and giving I like watching >> I feel like that you um by by saying this like um like a lot I guess about like kind of like pick and choose so many people I feel like it can come up for me and other guys a little bit like a force ch >> for sure for sure I appre I like that mech I promise you I like that he's saying it and asking and saying is is there it can come out and there's a there's everything has a clip as a fake version you could end up just doing for others ignoring who you are and like I'm talking about in accessing in a comfortable way Hey, he's my teammate. Let me find that space. Have by the way, give in a way that's true to you. Don't give in a way another guy gives. Don't do it the way another guy does it. Do it your way and access. But we're born to connect to others. Hashem designed us. When we learn in the we're learning deep spaces inside of me. That means that that I'm cutting me off when I don't interreact when I don't give him his space. When I don't encourage him, I watch the healthiest guys grow in yeshiva and there's a work on self and a care for other. I'm not I'm not making my cousin feel I've watched that whole you aish the whole working on themselves and encouraging the other and it looks right. It feels right and it's not a trick and it's not unnatural and I agree with me. Everything could have a kipa could have a kipa pretend version every good thing I'm expressing that were really born to interact. I see the world of therapy missing missing deep spaces of oursel. I'm telling you that I see it that people just become self-absorbed and cut out but is not a message to self be nice note to self be no we're constructed you don't access deep places if you don't look at another person and care you don't if you can't see another person from another base from another way doing and see his life and his truth and his journey You're missing a piece of you. That's saying it. There's a deep space in us that's born. We have different aspects. We have to figure own stuff. We have to connect to the other. We could dig deeper. So is right. A person could in anything have a fake version of it. I'm asking for the real version. >> Fake. I just feel like >> a forced version >> that also just like I'm me and whatever. It's like consciously doing it because we've heard that and therefore it's taken away from what we would have done maybe if we didn't hear that. I don't know. >> I hear so is saying there's an amount that should be natural. I want to say we study terra it it could resonate. I don't ask a guy to do more than resonates by him. So you're right a guy could be a force thing. Whenever you speak about gratitude there's the danger of the guy who just say thank you say thank you. That's why we're studying that we're actually saying gratitude could be in us. Now, by the way, when I say thank you, be present that something resonates. We want a place of gratitude of appreciation where it resonates. Thank you. Appreciate you. Appreciate really appreciate. [applause] I'm thank you and for one minute for one minute. >> No, no, no. I want I want to talk just to you two for a minute then you go for one minute >> really what me just said in a lot of in a lot of and this is what I want to say what I want to say to you me this I meet a guy like I'm going to speak honestly I meet two people sometimes in very controlled environments I think and then I want to say to me when I'm asking and run the school. So it sounds like forest chill. I want to say like this. I meet a nah who's has a beautiful energy. Anybody's around. I promise I told my son not in front of him. Went to camp. I said you're going to meet a kid. I know you're going to go nuts. And he called me said you nailed it. He said you nailed it. Hoodie and he said you nailed it. They were together in camp. But I meet in some environments because I'm not asking it to be the way the people want it, the way the rebby wants it. A lot of times people Yoseseph has a crazy energy. You're told, "Whoa, there's a problem. Okay, chill out. Whoa, we're going to run things here." I want you to tap into what's natural. You have an energy that can energize 500 people ease like this. I want you to tap into that. Mi I'm actually saying people to be more natural to find that which is true that which is and if we and we have a kayak to interact to encourage to move so let it out don't hold it back and I'm not asking it should be in the way this one wants the way that one wants because that I'm I'm asking it should be should be unleashed something that's true inside of us that's what I'm asking I want to me to me I think it's extremely extremely healthy to ask for it to speak about it again not ignoring the self not ignoring at all I think it's very weird to ignore other people is is not is a dysfunction is a big dysfunction when you ignore you're ignoring you >> which means that I've cut off part of my ani think what kazal say when I am selfish moi I have destroyed my ani that amazing When a guy is selfish, listen to the words of a Mishna. You can't make this up. If a guy doesn't think about others, he's cutting off his self. Which means that are saying the craziest thing, there's a deep place in self. I watch I watch do kindness crazy will drive to one end of the world. Morty Kramer, WELCOME HOME. >> [applause] >> LET'S START. [applause] I think we're ready to begin the year. Let's go. Come from >> Morty. Let's go. He came from Oh, I was going to I almost said Bokeh. Morty Kramer. Bokeh needs comforting cuz Morty, not Boa. Orlando needs comforting. Orlando lost Morty Kramer. The magic. The magic's changed locations. The Magic is now in Texas. Dallas, Texas. He's coming from Dallas is lucky. The Cowboys may be good this year. They got >> the 90s. >> Excellent. Marty, welcome home. >> Anybody comfortably rocks the bucket hat, I want to be friends with my son. Manny loves bucket hats. Morning. What's under the bucket at? >> He has a cool haircut. >> That's his hat, guys. >> I'm just happy you're home. >> Which one? >> Like I finish. >> What was the other song? >> I want to I'm going to talk about Chick in a second. And I want to welcome Aaron Baker. Raise your hand Aaron. Aaron Baker from Payic, New Jersey. Welcome to you. He [applause] >> I want to I want to appreciate first of all, he's extremely smart. The guys will want to meet Aron Baker. I want to welcome back somebody who I'm thrilled is back in yeshiva came back last night and I'm looking forward to being a leader here. Welcome Donnie Burch. Welcome back TO [applause] >> Good to have you back, Donnie. All your videos were good, but you're even cooler in person. I'm happy to see you, Donnie. >> Excellent. Donnie Gabe, maybe before Y, I don't want to hold either captive, but could we just do what what was the other new song you taught at the end of the year guys liked a lot? You know what I'm talking about. >> Could we do that? >> You know what I'm talking about. >> What was it? What was it? >> Is that even Gab? I think it's G. >> That is Gabe. Yas. Nice to see Yasi Goldstein. Welcome home. YAS. [applause] >> I see I see kindness. I see what Chuka does and see that that's a deep space inside of us. That's no force chill. Our nish is wild. Our we could tap into places of wild pass that could a person should not ignore. No aspect should be ignored. That's a place in us that wants to do. Let's get a chair. >> Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Somebody was telling me what song heaven on earth >> he meant heaven knows my name. He said heaven on earth. So I wrote a song heaven on earth. >> I picked up something. I was like that's my >> So he said this I was holding his phone and he said he said heaven on earth. I was like wait one second I have to write that song >> yet. Have you heard the the song Heaven Knows My Name? >> Maybe I'll >> You have heard it? >> No. >> I want to welcome to Yeshiva. I want to next before we do songs for YF, Miz, and Naki. I want to welcome to Yeshiva. Somebody talk about good energy. You just lighten up the room. He's so sweet and kind and fun. I want to welcome Ysi Kana to >> Yeshiva. [applause] Say the last name so I get it right. Say it. Kana. I said it wrong. K. >> What? >> Mayor. It says or you like better called oretsk. Don't minus any letters. Yetsk. [music] M. I've been calling you. You deserve. Yeah. >> I You know what I want to do? Chicker. We have to arrange. Ezra. Welcome home, Ezra. Wait. Welcome. [applause] stay and we're not letting you go. You were kidnapped. Mara, [music] could we arrange who here by hands? Who here plays soccer? By besides, who plays soccer? I play, but I'm not very good. >> We're going to get >> I know. Where'd he go? Gabri was just here. >> He's a good Zebie. He said, "Zebie, do you play soccer?" >> I want's a good soccer player. Zeb is a good soccer tire. >> We have guys. I want to rent the place near here has a soccer court. >> Let's rent it and let's go. >> Where's Gabri? You play everything. You play soccer. You know, you know, >> back in the day. >> We'll get We'll get They say Russa, [music] are you a big soccer guy? >> I think Abby was like, "What about these guys?" No, I actually real [music] >> Schlommo Guri Schlommo Guri is a very good soccer. Where's Schlim? Is Schlie here? [music] >> Is his cousin's wedding? Schlommo Guri will be here. There'll be a Le Shishi 11:30. [music] Schl will be the first L shishi of the year. You'll want to be here. You'll see 11:30. Good times. Okay, let's do has to go. Y has to go. Let's do >> Should we first do Heaven knows our name for >> So we're going to do Heaven knows our My name and then the new and then the other >> Natan check the sale. You [singing and music] moved up to Cali away from town. It's kind of crazy the way it all works [music] out. Cheers. We didn't grow up in the same house, [music] but we're brothers. So, I want to tell you about something [music] crazy that I found. [music] It might be [singing] useless. I might sound stupid >> cuz I can't prove it. But I need to tell [music] you that there's a God and he [music] knows your name and he knows your heart and he feels your pain. I [music] wish that it was something I could explain. I can't. But I need to say [music] there's a God and he knows your name and he knows your heart and he [music] feels your pain. Or you might not believe me. But either way, [music] I promise heaven knows your name. Oh, do you ever feel [music] that spark that is burning in your heart? Does it guide you [music] when you're in the dark? Or do you wonder if there's more to life? [music] If there's an answer to the great big why I believe [music] that there is truth to find. [music] It might be useless. [singing] I might sound [music] stupid cuz I can't prove it. [music] But I need to tell you that there's [music] a God and knows your name and he knows your heart and feels your pain. Oh, I [music and singing] wish that it was something I could explain. [music and singing] I can't, but I need to say there's a God and he knows your name and he [singing] knows your heart and he feels your pain. You [music] might not believe me, but either way, I promise heaven knows your name. I hope that you hear [music] this song and one day you sing along [singing] and together [music] we'll say [singing] there's a God and knows my name and he [music] knows my heart and feels my pain and it's not [singing] something I need [music] to explain. Oh, I just want to say there's a God and he [music] knows my name and he knows my heart and he feels the pain. I've waited [singing] all my life [music] to say that heaven knows my name. Oh, heaven knows [music] my name. Heaven knows my name. I've waited all my life to say [music and singing] that heaven knows my name. [music] I promise heaven knows your name. [music] I promise heaven knows your name. I know that heaven knows [music] my name. I know that heaven knows my name. [music] I know that heaven knows my name. I know that heaven knows my [singing] name. I know that [music] he knows my name. I know that he knows my name. [music] I know that [singing] he knows my name. [applause] [cheering] >> I never heard it that good. >> Never, bro. I do have it on. >> Welcome home. >> You do have it on. Should I show the new one? >> Let me get one more time. One more time. >> When did you change it up? >> Why you just sing it for the boy? >> You're producing it. [clears throat] >> I'm not The end. >> I don't know why you The end is different. >> Yeah. And that's how it's like >> it's an extra like minute. I like that new new spin on it. >> Yeah, the end most important part of music. >> This is a song we talked >> surprised you made it yourself. Thank you. >> You want to hear another new song? I just come over here. >> If it's like that, bring it on. >> It's like that. I don't know. Is there a drum in this? >> Brand new song. Check this out. Rezi, Rezi, you're going to want to hear this one. Somebody said to me after Heaven Knows My Name came out, somebody came over to me when I was sitting with the guitar. He's like, I love your new song like Heaven. It's like Heaven on Earth. He said that to me. So, I was like, I should that's like that's the next one. So then I wrote this is heaven on earth. >> Yo, heaven on earth. It's heaven on earth. I've seen the greatest sunset, then watched my world burn in the flames. [music] I've seen the worst of this world, and I've seen beauty in the pain. >> [music] >> In the darkest [singing] places that the world's forsen, I'm going to find you. I'm going to [music] find you. My stories for the ages. I'm done skipping pages. It's [music] time to find you. It's time to find you. Oh. [music] Oh. [singing] Oh. [music] Oh. So I won't end the [music] search. I'll stand where it hurts. And I'm [singing] going to find [music] heaven on earth. I won't end the search. I'll dig through [music] the dirt and [singing] I'm going to find heaven on earth. Oh, down [music] in that dirt is heaven on earth. I've seen [music] things that I can't forgive. I am still lost in here today [music] talking to you. My [music and singing] God, who I know is not afraid of [music] the darkest places that the world's forsen. [singing] Oh, there I'll find you. There I'll find you. My stories for the ages. I'm done skipping pages. It's time to [music] find you. It's time to find you. Oh. [music] Oh. [music] [music] Oh. So I won't end the search. I'll stand where it hurts. And I'm going to find heaven [music] on earth. I won't end the search. I'll dig through the dirt. And I'm going to find heaven [music] on earth. Oh. Oh. Down in that dirt. It's heaven on earth. Oh. Oh, I won't in the search. I'll stand where [singing] it hurts. [music] And I'm going to find heaven on earth. I won't in [music] the search. I'll dig through the dirt. And I'm going to find heaven [music and singing] on earth. Oh, down in that d [music] is heaven on earth, [applause]