Beha'aloscha: The Upside-down Nuns & How We Almost Ushered in the Light of the 50th Gate of Wisdom

this Torah class is brought to you by Torah anytime.com okay welcome everyone want to welcome all of our Tor anytime viewers everyone listening on jro radio and of course to the big here in the Young Israel of kug Hills okay Bal begins with the and then the P continues so I understand what the is doing here Rashi pointed out that the par ended with the kanuka of the m and all the participated in the kanuka of the and the sh did not have a Shear in theuk so said don't worry your your Shear is greater than their because you are but the question is the continue and it says um what in the world is that doing hereu already made the Mana a while ago the mishan is already running you knowum talks about the man why all of a sudden M why is hasem telling M now about the construction of the of the Mana the construction of the Mana was already finished with in P truma in fact here are some of the details are given that are added to the to the architectural plans of the Mana in other words I understand why the tah is telling me that hasem wants to tell about the because hasem is trying to console because Aon there was a facet there was a procedure in the base of M Aon did not have a shearan but in terms of the construction of the man this is not the juncture it seems random it seems in the middle of nowhere that is telling telling had to build the man in fact Rashi points out on it says so the word Z whenever you see the word Z means someone is pointing with their finger Sashi says from here we see thatu um had a problem with the he didn't understand it and Hashem had to show him with a finger look atash sayem showed him with a finger he had a question what was with the you know the AR is not simple the Ken how do you make the creen what do they look like how or Nate do they have to be how does the Z have to be mha had noes on the the was good with everything else the he got what do we mean what about the angle of the slope M had it all what the Mana Thea is not more complicated than anything else what was mha's problem with the Mana that mha couldn't understand about the Mana so what's the the creation of the Mana doing here what is the the way the Mana is built doing here in middle of say for about midbar what's M's problem with the Mana we move uh into the middle of the parha we have these two very special which have how many letters take a guess you might as well take a guess how many letters are in very good 85 letters 85 letters in and they're surrounded in the sa by two upside down nuns whatever you going to need to know I'm going to let you know okay what what are these 85 so doing here why are they surrounded by upside down nuns well we just take Pim and put upside down letters what's going on here so the gar says in that these two are out of order that really they should be elsewhere and because it didn't happen now the orang didn't move now they really should have been elsewhere and the reason why they were put here is cuz otherwise you would have three consecutive punishments three consecutive back to back to back and in order that it was not recorded in the Torah three consecutive punishments back to back to back therefore we interrupted it with says to teach that this is not the place re rebbi said no this is not the reason the reason why you have um in the is because it is a the two of are actually a separate saer so then it comes out what do you mean a separate saer I thought there were only five books of the T that's because you thought wrong now you're learning that there actually seven books in the T according to uh rebi so what are the seven books bous Shay after and then you have the even says who does go like that which they un out Seven Pillars what are the Seven Pillars these are the seven books of the T who does that go like that goes like rabi now do we pass in like rbby absolutely we pass like rbby in fact um the rashash even asked so then how there how many books are in tan 24 there should be 26 there should be 26 books in tanak um we even pointed out that this has ramifications because we know how let's say you have a saer and it got rubbed out how many letters do you need to have remaining for the SA 85 letters like the that is that as long as 85 letters it still has K or if let's say you have a safer and a fire do are you allowed to be shabas to save the saer if the saer still has 85 letters like theiah you're allowed to save the saer there's a big question here it's a pretty small saer why do you have to make it a separate saer 85 letters a separate saer why isn't separate I mean you could take any two random and say oh there's a separate saer why are these two separate separate saer in fact there's a big question you know the Z says that the word stands for there's 600,000 letters in the Torah the question is if you count them there's only about half of that so let's examine this says says that tell us that how many in the world say look at number number seven they're 50 Gates of wisdom they're all given to except for one that there is a 50th gate of wisdom and was never given to M so it could be that whatever we're missing 300,000 letters of the to because did not have the sh so maybe the 300,000 missing letters of the Torah are in this sh that was not given to so says that the 50th gate of wisdom was hidden from AA and that's why they're up down before after to indicate this is the and it was taken from and really which is the sh is equal to the rest of the whole and we were only to 85 letters from the shun so it comes out that in a way the greatest suim of which should have had an additional 300,000 letters in it you know I'm not sure how many people would have showed up on shabas we're going have to lay you know 300,000 letters but we were to 85 letters in and this week's we're laning three three and where are the missing letters the missing letters are in but we only got 85 of those letters by the way the also says this idea that uh he saw in the S of that he heard that the was hidden from that's why they're upside down in the to the and then the says another that originally the Torah had 600,000 letters so what happened to the other 300,000 letters Hashem was going to give them but remember on the first day of creation Hashem saw the light and it was good and Hashem separated between the light and the Darkness the question is Hashem saw the light was good so why did he have to separate it why he have so say Hashem saw the light the original light was so beautiful and wonderful it was not fit to be enjoyed by the rash and therefore hasem hid away the arag by the way what is the Aras you know what is it so let's try to uncover what's the so we've spoken this that many times say say a little what is a baby doing in his mother's womb says Mal comes and teaches it that the baby's learning and there's a light on his head and he sees from one end of the world to the next what happens the baby's born the Mal bangs it on the head not the mouth because most people they don't think with their mouth this has nothing to do with what the mou does the the Thea says that it means the head and the baby forgets the T but the question is what happened to the light from which the baby could see from one end of the world to the other end of the world why doesn't the gamar say the Mal comes and turns off the light the answer is what's the light the light is the tah so the Mal teaches the baby the tah the tah has in it the AR from which the baby sees once the Mal makes the baby forget the T of course he can't see anything anymore in the world the only way to see in this world is through Tyra some people they don't even they don't even they could see things that happened in the world they don't even see what's in front of their nose the only way to have true vision is through the ti so Theos is in the says the mid says you know where the missing 300,000 letters are the missing 300,000 letters are in the that put away until so we have two what happened to the missing 300,000 letters either it's the sh or it's the Aros either the sh which mha didn't have or it's the aragos that was put away I would like to say it's the same thing so we want to be mades this morning is that what is the shun the shun is the Aras okay you could say anything you know what does the Shon have to do with the Aras you could say anything that nobody could disprove you you know you need to have evidence that this is true in other words we have two where are the missing 300,000 letters of the T so the says either it's in the sh that we only got 85 letters or it's from the aragos let's talk a little bit about the Mana K say that if you want to become smart you go to the South if you want to become rich you go to the north that's why Jews they spend the the summer in New York and they go in the south to Miami this way you get abys gelt and ab and some people youd say okay but really thear says if you want to become wise you go to the north you want to become smart you go to the [Music] South what does the Mana have to do with so if you look at the Mana the Mana had goblets and the Mana had 11 knobs and nine flowers so 22 11 and nine is what 42 22 11 and 9 that is 42 and how many branches did it have seven that's what 49 when we say that Mo had a on the Mana you know why he had a cash on the Mana because he understood all the details of the Mana which represent the 49 shum of Tyra but the Mana itself is the shun the composite of the Mana the Mana itself is the 50th gate so mha couldn't understand the Mana meaning he couldn't understand the that the man brings to the world which is the sh M understood the 49 details of the Mana but he didn't understand the 50th he didn't understand the Shon says the says the that's the that Mo did not understand the man represents we once pointed out that if you look in the med the says that when had a t who said a Good's compliment was I remember I had a rebi he said a good story he said c of you know buttons and knobs but why is that a compliment what what is the details of the Mana got to do with um the answer is the of Tyra came through the vehicle of the Mana so when we say mha didn't understand the man he didn't understand the sh he didn't understand the Mona itself okay so it's interesting then but in this week's para Hashem is giving that piece of knowledge right that piece of knowledge that that piece of knowledge that M didn't know when said what is teaching in this week's then the sh because he's saying mha didn't know the 50th and hasem said this is it by the way so I want to say another thing because we're trying to say that the missing 300,000 letters which are hidden in the shun that is the arag so let me tell you something amazing by every single day of creation it says every single day it says and it say except for the first day or doesn't say that he came what does it say that he are sounds like things when haywi it should say says the Mal no because it wasn't Cain because hem wanted to be meala to the world what the but he couldn't but it wasn't says Alum did the aragos ever come down to the world yeah one time when Aon lit Thea what does the PK say AR made Kan the can that was supposed to do on supposed to be on the first day of creation that didn't come down was only and it wasn't when lit the he made it Kan he brought the isn't it interesting that right after the P that brought theas down to the worlds teaches the are back to back andmed the is that a coincidence I say no because the the hidden light is the secrets of the which is the 50th gate that mha didn't know it's the same thing the is a I have other Ras but this is one of the this is a good one says exactly what I'm saying why because thear says 50 Gates of wisdom were given TOA except for one that's like a that's like in they talk 50 Gat minus one say 49 Gates were given to the answer is he could get 50 one was taken away and at certain times he got it back and other times was taken away for example when did he get it back he for sure got it at the end of days at the end of his life it says is 49 he went up from 49 and he got the but now we're saying he got the when he was taught the look in the Mal the Mal says that's why it doesn't say because it was hidden in the and the wasn't and now through the was the word that it should have said by he came from the beginning of the world oh this is unbelievable Rashi says on the words know what Rashi says to teach the praise of that he didn't change didn't change what so simply mean Hashem told him to make the manura you want to hear the greatness of Aon Aon could have went ging and he didn't he decided to do what Hashem said here you're ready for the big of God Almighty came to and said do this and you know whaton did he did it so everyone and their second cousin wants to know what's Rashi what's the big that Aon wasn't M the deeper meaning is Aon wasn't M from doing to the world what Hashem wanted the world to have been from the first day of creation Hashem said he and the Bria changed because the Bria did not allow the oronas to come out and was not the original that's what it means so two very interesting things are happening in the beginning of this week's para what are they Hashem Aron brings theas down to the world and hasem teaches but that's not the the only time it happens in the six para because the Para really was going to be 300,000 letters and what happened to them either they got hidden in the shun or they got hidden in the Aros which means that for the first time they were the sh and theas was going to come out into the world that means the par should have been 300,000 pum long 300,000 letters long and it should have been a revelation of the entire Shon or the entire oros why do you think all of a sudden Mitten par was going to teach the entire sh and the entire it's because it's connected to the beginning of the par the beginning of the is lighting the that brought down to the world the that brought down to the world the sh so now the is offering us now an opportunity to learn the entirety it wasn't just for AR and now that mha learned the sh is the most generous re you don't think he's going to teach it to he was going to teach the entire that we only were to get 85 letters from that's the connection between and the construction of the man the Mana brought down to the world the sh and it was going to be taught and we were only so now we have to ask ourselves what took so long to get the sh and the Aras like why now what's happening in par that now all of a sudden we're going to we're being to get the sh and the we almost got it but we lost it like what why is this whole sh unfolding now yeah we have aish here in this holy room okay what's happening in this week's par if you take a look in pars and more importantly he tells his father-in-law he [Music] says he says guess where we're going we're going to now come with us will do good to you God spoke good about the Jewish people I have a question for you until nowu is not interested in y m never invited y never asked to accompany him all of a sudden is is interested in his father-in-law what what's happening all of a sudden so m is telling his father-in-law says rash look at number 12 we are going now immediately into the Holy Land in three days we're going to be there the first this is this is the first traveling of the Jewish people they were traveling to be able to enter Earth is they almost made it they had in mind they're going to they were going to be here in three days they're going to go into the Isel and by the way they weren't going in to like hang around there for fun they were going in straight to to build the was coming it was going to be the the plan was three days and call it a day call it a call it a history the problem is they they sinned they did the mning him now they were three now look at let's continue look at number 13 they were three days away but they travel three days in one day why because said we can't wait three days who knows what's going to happen in three days hasem gave them and they travel three days in one day and the was ahead of them at the brink of the yard in other words how close were cl to coming to going into is and mhia coming this close they were three days away they traveled three days worth in one day and the was ahead of them says rash and that's why said said wait up wait up the was M the with the their toes were in the yard had MOA got there that's a yard splits it's all over you know all the history books you rip him up never happened so what was the closest CL ever came to the this week's when when M said the words they literally they were three days away from getting to the yard they traveled three days in one day the AR was there said hold up wait for us but they sinned with the m in him had they not sinned call it a day call it you know call it a Jewish history so the closest we ever came to the to the revelation of the to the revelation of the sh was this we as they stood at the at at the edge of the yard and they're about to go in that was the closest we ever came to that great light that will be revealed to us that is why the aragos and the shun was about to be revealed and I would say it we got a taste of it even we got 85 letters we got we were in to the full Revelation but Was preparing us for this and that's why in the beginning of this week's gives us the the lighting of brought down to the world the had access to it he could have taught it to were experiencing it it's the closest we ever got to the ultimate Redemption and we we just missed that we just missed that if you want to know why why isn't it strange that means if so like what's it doing like smack like what's it doing here like random it just happened to have like fell out of outer space and no historically this is when we were at this interval we're leaving we're traveling into we were we were Mish there it was just we couldn't hold off we couldn't hold off we had to eat the meat we had to complain we had to complain so say the sh which was being revealed and expanded Hashem took the nun and he turned it upside down and said the sh is now being closed off maybe hasem will just come and give a little tap to the nuns the nuns flip around all of a sudden like you know the H the uh the faucet opens and the Shon expands and the and the 300,000 letters will will be to again but it's very interesting the says um on the you ready for this get a load of this what's the next word of try that again says it could be read meaning 50 levels of wisdom that Hashem took us out of with the 50 does anybody know how many times in the Torah it says 50 times that Reish brings G with the sh so that's another reason why the Shon appears over here because this was the second phase of the G this was going to be the ultimate Redemption un fortunately those nuns were turned upside down and they had to be closed off but the preparation for that was the lighting of the Mana the Mana brought down to the world that arus which was hidden away Hashem said the time has come to reveal to the world when Aon lit the Mana and that and that sh was about to be revealed and we just missed it say based on some of these ideas we could explain why umu is so desperate that his father-in-law join him now until now he didn't seem to care that much whether you know join them why D did he need his father-in-law while says an idea that only the could say it's brought down in the of that he said 40 days 40 years have passed and he did not let one day go by without har even TI it says so question is who are we going to be able to teach like who we going to teach Tyra to all the Jews are going to be now when we're going to do good to you what kind of good did want to give to the best good is to teach him the T So M said like this he said he said that mha figure when they cross M would come and everyone would know Hashem so he said we need you because why do we need you because the only people who are able to teach Tyra to are the G so we need G the is we're not they're not going to be any more Rees for Jews all the teaching is going to be for the G you're a g you're the only G right now so we desperately need you to fulfill our T of the bottom line is what we're trying to demonstrate is the um theme ofal that it's not a random collection of ideas but basically was the potential for the Tia which came through the liting of the Mana which brought back the can of the was and now CL had the opportunity to get those 300,000 letters in the which we were only 85 letters from and with this we could explain a very difficult concept there's a in that says the will emanate from me and the question is what do you mean the T will emanate from me I thought Hashem gave us the T already what do you mean the will emanate and in fact the med even says a will emanate from me what do you mean a new T there's no new says the is the that we lost out on we only to the few letters of to receive that you've just experienced another Torah class brought to you by Torah anytime.com