Maamar Choviv 1940 #9 - The Creator within every Jew - Rabbi Wallerstein's tattooed student

we're on page uh in the in the text that we're using uh adam the mimer that that ever said 1940 and um we're in the last paragraph chapter four we're continuing to talk about the official case the network obamas and nephews and i think today you'll have more verbiage and ideas to help clarify what we've been talking about so let's let's just go right to the text and from there we'll go dalit through the intermediary so called the intellectual soul it gives the ability to the godly soul to explain is to the animal soul hasageli keys a godly concept could you imagine you're in university you're out there and someone comes to you and says there's a god there's tito there's mitzvahs hey you're a jew you look at him and you say i know i was born a jew but um you know it means nothing to me this doesn't talk to me how is the nephesh obama able to hear the message of the nephili kiss this is a this is a basic question that every one of us asks needs to ask ourselves and it's not only you know when i wasn't religious or in in my in my difficult parts of life even in good parts when you come to a person the sun's shining outside it's a tuesday it's it's the middle of the spring what god who who's thinking about god i've got to make nausea today but no this is also godliness i have to i have to cure patients i i you know it's like you know like i always say one of my friends would always say when's the last time i heard from my nephew shelley kiss i don't remember the calling of the soul of the of the neshama that ever says here that without the nephesha sichlis there would be a barrier and and there would be an impossibility in for the normal average person to be able to bring the message of the nephesh of the kiss to them it's completely foreign and and different than the nephew obama's experience and interests that's why we need an efficient service we need someone a a soul that takes the necessary kisses message filters it packages right and and and communicates it you know i get all these clips i'm sure you do and it's amazing how you know yiddish kite has been marketed and packaged on one hand it's so different than the the messiah of the past for example when the art scroll gemara came out there was such an uproar about using it and i'm not talking about khasid in fact i would say hasidim had an easier time using it than the the lit the lit fox the literature world it was the literature world who said this is a abhorrent because it's a deviance from messiah from tradition yes rabbi you know that the the art scroll talmud was printed in response to steinsalt's talmud i i i am aware that i wrote about it in one of my books not just from what you hear here on the street i spoke to a uh a couple casual i shouldn't say that i spoke to a uh an insider who was you know like rubbish steins else's inside man an israeli you know no beard from guy but keep us regard you know as no kid i mean he became more chabad because rubbish dies but and and and um i questioned him heavily and i put it into my book uh in which i wrote about rubbish stein's health and and uh the gemara so and there were other reasons by the way i don't want to go into now got to state a topic but there were other reasons not only that reason uh and in fact i would say that wasn't the main reason uh that wasn't the main reason that was just an excuse there were many there were other reasons i'll let you figure it out but anyway that's what i want to talk about what i'll say is from their perspective you know and i understand it i learned kamada as a bucket right and what am i used to until today to take out a good murder and we would say like break your head russian tasters no hearts grow no stein's elves just and and to to me and to my genera you know to the way we were raised if you can't do that you don't know how to learn a piece of gemara and i i just want to share with you that when you come into a a straight laced you know talmud and you tell them you're using uh steins out or an art scroll or this or that they might not tell you but they laugh at you they they're basically saying you're ignorant you're nothing you don't want to learn i don't care if you know shas through stein's else or or art scroll but if you can't figure out a piece of gemara on your own that means you don't know how to learn schneizel knows how to learn and our school knows how to learn but kai and dolphin doesn't know how to learn i found i found the shots of uh stein's shots in mayor sharm in a dumpster i took it out i have it all i'm saying is you know we don't like talking about it but you know you know sometimes you wonder why isn't this rabbi accepting of me why isn't this community accepting of me so you have to you have to go back and understand we i'm not saying it's right i'm just telling you where are they coming from that's one of my basic uh tenants in in my writing is i always go back to the beginning i try to at least and that's why it's it's hard it's it's hard work of discovery to find so if i want to understand issue i don't look at israel today israel today is gevalding and he's it was devolved you know 30 40 years ago but i look at him in his college years in his youth years with his parents with his friends then i understand the person and from there i i i built the the building now of course chuva and toyota and mitzvahs and and it wipes everything away and you're a new person it's all true but when it comes to character traits and personality almost always you could trace it back to youth i mean it's it's it's crystal clear this i've been doing this for 25 years i'm telling you it's crystal clear and i don't care who the rabbi is and who the topic is it all has to do with youth and parents and and community and that's what the frida kadabra writes in the countries that we learned which i can't emphasize how important it is to relearn it those that didn't learn it yet what does he say he says the same that could if you want to have success with a student success with a parent a success with a student and a child you need to understand them in their youth from their youth perspective so people like the person who just passed away rabbi wallace was an expert in this and that's why the loss is so great is because how many educators give the students the the privilege to understand what they went through in their young years and what made them and what difficulties come along and therefore to work with them so the same is over here the nefer shabbam is is is hardcore animalistic and and and natural in his desires the godly soul is hardcore godliness you can't talk to it there are extremes there's no there's no room for comes the longer the fish are sicklies which has a kind of an element of both on one hand it's seiko say intellect already is in the realm of humanity and at the same time it's leaning towards understanding what's greater than seijo i.e godliness so this type of position is able to open up the the the head the cup of the neferta bamas and i want to make i want to point out something else this is why the the type of teaching that khabar is very very important because we learned if you're if you're emotionally involved with something you can talk to your face as blue and bring the best arguments and it's nothing i told you about 25 years ago in marin county we had a guest who was a professor at one of the universities in in in michigan uh and he was uh he became about to shuver and he was very bright and he got smikha and he was a and and he became a bucky in the uh an expert in the new testament and i asked him why he said because he wanted to schlep out his own sister from jews for joshua so so so and so he asked him and he spent shabbos with us because he had a lecture that was giving in the bay area so i asked him no were you were you successful and he said to me with with uh with a saddened heart no and this is a man that slept out of many people from cults but his own sister he couldn't that i asked him why not he said because she was emotionally involved she was married to a guy to a non-jew who's a yoshika person and that's how she was caught and and so her emotion wasn't going to divorce him and leave him and he said to me when that's the hardest type of um quote revoking you know breaking up the cult and slapping out of a cult is when they're emotionally involved i remind myself because what are we saying here that if you go about the nefesh obama is trying to to touch its emotions you're gonna lose the emotions of fire and passion you're gonna lose what you need to do is touch the mind of the nephesh obama's that's siddhis if you can touch the mind in other words you know hey you you this is what you say to them you said that you want this and this because this and this is its rationale let me show you that your rationale is erroneous and you present a strong intellectual argument that makes them think that's the beginning of the opening and that's what we're learning here look at the words let's go back to the text the nephilim kiss explains elaborately to the neferja bombings hassoga kiss a godly concept a concept that's really full of god and way beyond really the the the uh the environment of the nephilim bombings but because it goes through the the tenets of sacral of logic that nefesh obama says hmm maybe i did make a mistake in my thinking why i should drink my life away and kill my liver and die like you're like a you know maybe that's not smart maybe there's another way i can indulge without killing myself right so once you you get a little opening intellectually for the nefesh obamas to say maybe i made a mistake then you go further well maybe even drinking and not killing yourself isn't where it's at because maybe you can you know become a ceo of a company make lots of money and you know and be a you know conglomerate and be great in that way and so the arguments go in other words the seiko slowly infiltrates the circle of the nephew of bombings lifting it away and separating it away from the emotions you got to get it away from the emotions and that's why in a situation where it's a wife and a husband that are married or boyfriend or girlfriend and in relationships it's the hardest the hardest type of key role for thoughts or outreach is in those situations because they're emotionally attached when you're emotionally attached you can talk and argue till you you know the best arguments you're talking to a wall it's an addiction or like you only said yes to someone said an infatuation talk to someone who's infatuated you're wasting your time so how do you break the i infatuation i had a case look at a marine county i mean my wife and i when we reminisce and think about it it's like i know this couple young child children and i know he's a doctor and he was successful they lived in this mansion this fancy house and and all of a sudden uh he he comes to me and he says my wife is uh rat was running ran away running around with another man now obviously you know something was going on there obviously but from what i could tell he was like he was doing his stuff he was working and he was providing wasn't religious jewish she became infatuated with with this guy you know go talk it's like you're gonna you're ruining your whole work life what are you doing but saying that when you're emotionally involved is very difficult and that's what we're going through here when we talk about the nephesh obama's and nefertiti kiss the nephili kiss needs to find a way to communicate its message of god of traitor of mitzvos to the nephesh obama's and the only way it can do it in generally speaking like i said yesterday there's always an exception to a rule where a person could be walking down the street totally far far from yiddish kite and boom he gets what we call he said is true and he says i want to be from i want to be religious i'm leaving all the nourish guide and he becomes about the shriver yeah or someone has thrown besides you know enough for this you know cheating and beating and hacking and and enough of this i just want to just want to be pure you know it happens but seldom more so it's through you know through a friend explaining and sitting and talking or hearing a a good cheer and thinking about it you know things like that give you an example a friend of mine tells me yesterday he's you know he's a classmate and he's a tom hawk i'm a rabbi he says he read my book arabiyo khan and he saw that i wrote there that if you told me that the rebels my mauryan the way rabbi yo wrote them down in 1950 50 51 52 53 when he was still not married and and and a booker and excited and is is the better is more authentic in the wording that in the rebbe's words than the versions we have today which is already polished it's written in better hebrew but it's not the it's not as authentic in the actual words that the rebels said and i felt that for the last 30 years and that's pretty much what i learned i'm not i don't care you can present me the best hebrew i'm not interested because it's not i want to i want to know those words that came out of his mouth and and then i'll decide how to share it and and and you know write it so my friend you know was for years teaching hasidis but teaching the version that's more polished when he read it when i asked him if i'm correct in my assumption that the way the the the the copy the volume that we have without the polished hebrew is more authentic he told me yes i wasn't a person too he's talking about himself but he wasn't a person to pray but i asked him so he said yes and i wrote this in my books my friend said you should be you'll be glad to hear that when i read it i decided i'm teaching the uh a my merlot believer to women i'm going to teach him the version as it is in the unedited version because it's more of the of the rebbe's words so here's an example here's a person who is a talmud and a teacher and everything else but you know until now he never heard this personal testimony that i shared so he he picks it up and he says you know what i'm going to change the way the text that i used to teach at least for now because i want them to get i want to teach more of the rebber's words what he said not what someone else wrote in in modern hebrew or in even traditional hebrew so what i'm showing you is that seijo seiju has a great impact on the feelings and the emotions and the expressions even in in every situation that's what we're learning let's continue that it's natural yes located it has a closeness to the nepheshabamis you see right yes yes sir what does he mean that it's sevillas yes it is it's natural what does that mean okay what what it means is let me ask you is intellect right it's an english word what does intellect mean is intellect to you uh more on the side of godliness or more on the side of of natural phenomenon that we experience in the i world hear the question because you faded out uh again logic logic you would put in what category godliness or worldliness i would put it in both but but the different logic there's a dif god has a different logic than we do then we have to go back let's go back let's go back how can we i'm going to counter our argument god god is not just an elevated humanity god is the creator wait god is the creator so anything that is not creator but his creation is is completely completely distant from god is there a logic in the gemara is there a logic yeah but that is that and okay wait wait th the gemara itself is beyond logic it uses logic and if you don't believe that then you really don't believe that then you can argue with the concern no i don't i don't mean you i don't mean you don't get personal i mean to say the conservative movement that was their position their position was that the words of the rabbis and they could mutter the sages is logical it's human and therefore what they wrote two thousand years ago and about about a situation that doesn't apply today or if i can find a better argument than what they argued and just said and prove that they're wrong where we're getting stuck is i'm thinking you use a term like a gemara cup right what is a gemara cup means it means that you have internalized the logical system of thought in the gomara and the gemara is an expression of will i see gamora cup a little a little more that my cup has become gamoratized and gemara is holy and gemara is holy not because of its logic gomorrah is holy because it's titus about that that's why gemara is holy and if you don't believe again if we don't believe that gomorrah is holy because of because it's god it's traders about there we could then the conservative movement is right 100 they're right so now the mother cup means this by the way the the colloquial usage of the word gemara cup means someone who was able to you know to go back and forth and find like a lawyer you know but the true meaning of gemara cup the way hasidis would see it for sure is that the cup has become permeated by tomorrow which is which is godliness so so so in that case it's the godliness the nephilim kiss that's that's permeating the seiko that the seiko is no longer cycle tv hello segu tv natural logic it's godly logic and that's why we believe it and that's why we follow it so logically you asked was is logic that you just said there's godly logic right god but it begins with god and ends with god of course of course no so so if you don't have the element of god in the logic then the logic is only natural and what he's saying here is that's fine because this way the nefeshabamis can benefit from godliness ultimately because again the premise is that the godly soul and the lot and the animal soul are two worlds two opposites they can't talk to each other you need something between so the rebbe says here the nephilis the the aspect of seiko of intellect logic as it's displayed in this particular drive this particular nephesh is on the natural side it's created by god god inserts in a yet a position where logic is it's the it's logic it's cycle it's not godly it's not godly godly is a key it's the it's the it's the process of the mind that that that that it is pure in the sense that it's not emotional so so let's see so so what the rabbit says although nefer shabbam is primarily emotional and nefer cyclist is primarily intellectual nevertheless since it's a product given to the person in the natural world to be natural and that's what it means leo tv is natural it has a k roof it has a closeness automatically to the membership bombings they both share something in common so that's why i when you said that seijo is godly no segal is not godly seijo is part of the human experience the human experience is creation not creator nevertheless it's able to hear creator why because it's the sensitive part of the being it's the refined part of the being it's it's okay rabbi yitzhak ginsburg you all know how does he i was told how does he start his return to yiddish guide he was a very sensitive person he's walking i think was in st louis and he walked by a steeple or something and he heard nigunim and it like right right so so you have to be seijo has a sensitive part to it we we do know that it it can also be used for very bad ways as the nazis maximum used it in justifying to kill jews and gypsies but the the essence sacral the seiko itself has a a a a sensitivity but it's a it's a worldly sensitivity it's what i'm calling creative sensitivity versus versus creator sensitivity creator is god creation is everything else [Applause] in the anaphylaxis the intellectual soul paella's boy impacts it to separate it from its emotional part i.e the eight sahara and it absorbs havana sickly's an intellectual idea like or what i've been saying an intellectual argument it's able to hear the position of intellect because remember they they're both in the category of nature one is emotional and one is intellectual in other words let me put it this way a who is who a person a person who's who's about seijo is closer to a person who's a godly person or an or an animal or a or a nephesh obama's person the answer is never not godliness godliness is completely different completely never shabbat and sage will share a commonality that are both creation and that's that's the hidden if you want yes sir think about it now and later of dalto rebel he says in chapter 2 and tanya the nephew means god inserts in us a part of god which is completely different than anything else and that's a kiddish it's it's it's it's a it's it's a novelty how can a human being who's already a creation not a creator accept and receive creator and that's the verdict that's what god wanted and that's what he did he put up a part of himself nephew in us so in other words we're walking around here and it was creator not just creation but that's all godliness that's not officially kiss so when you talk about nephews of the kiss versus netflix and cyclists it's not if i understood you correctly that nephesha cyclist is closer enough to show the kids no it's closer than enough which are bombings because it's already a creation shall you with us as soon as you say creation as soon as you say creation you've put a category in a limitation and a condition on the experience and and and also a commonality between the two what is that creation it has to be a certain way so either you use your mind or you use your heart and if you use your heart you're gonna go from left field use your mind you're gonna elevate yourself and be more refined and not get yourself into trouble as much right fine but they're both creation already they're both they're both already formed they're pre they have a condition they have a script to themselves godliness has no script to itself it's the creator how do you know doesn't have a script because it created the world how can a cr how can there be a creation of a world from a create from a created being right one plus one equals two you can never you can never remove the one plus one the one is always there it's either plus times the or like i say can you out jump your own head jump up your head jumps higher why why can't your jumping make you jump over your head you can't jump over the air because as soon as you jump up your head goes with you in other words creation is is is it it creates it's always there and that's the hidden saying in chapter two and tanya that hashem gave a yiddhan he gave him a part of creator there's a part of there's a creator in the jew so when a jew says i can't do it or the doctors tell me this and this is my condition cetera et cetera what does little bobby should ever say look at all of his videos you're a jew you're having the sherman since when is in the shrimp are limited by what a doctor says or by what the bank says about what wife says or the rabbi or the or the principal all that's creation yeah so from a created perspective you're limited and science is science and rabbi is rabbi and conditions are conditions but then there is creation so if you tap into the neshama you break out you break out in a way that can't explain it you could explain it it's neshama i heard a clip yesterday maybe you heard it's fantastic i'll make it short he was invited to a bar mitzvah of one of his students years ago he comes to the bar mitzvah he sees a harley davidson outside comes in the guy is six six feet tall six five 240 pounds he's like a football player there's not a part of his body that's not tattooed and whilst he looks at him and he looks at him and he says rabbi you remember me he says yeah i i some says you were my eighth grade rebbe in yeshiva in crown heights yeshiva and wallerstein is like you know so he's a rabbit let me tell you a story you're wondering why i came i'll tell you why i came i came to the ship because it's a friend of mine that is getting married but i i came up to you i have a story for you it says you see when i got all tattooed you know my friends were it was a big party and and then what to put on i and um and i'm sitting there and they're about to every part every finger it's like the way wallace says it i can't i can't i can't imagine it i'm not i'm not in that world part of the ship i don't know what it means but whatever it means he says it came to my left arm and he pulls his arm on these there's no tattoos i told him not to put a tattoo on my left arm because my rebbe gave me a pair of twillion so he says therefore i'm not gonna let them put tattoos on my left arm i put tune on there that is creator not creation creation this young man is elsewhere islam but he realizes that the parrot film his he gave him for his left arm he knee oh and he and he said i forgot he said you have to hear it from wallerstein he said he said i'm i'm i'm not going to put on phil in on top of a tattoo no what does that tell you they tattoos his whole body every part of his body is wearing the chains with the leather is mamish you know far but he instilled in him a creator on the summer and that neshama has has no rules it it it's transcendent that's seijo that's ellie kus and when we talk about sega liliki it's a different type of cycle it's not just we can argue well and and so when we say if you have a mother cup you're like a lawyer it's it's you know it's something that we hear it's not just argumentation it's godly argumentation and that's why we accept the arguments of basharma in basilo because we believe that baysharma and basil are creators and if they weren't creators we wouldn't give a damn excuse me about what they say and the only reason we care about what they say is because we know that they are living the creator within themselves and guess what we all have that same peace of creator in ourselves and we can live with it and should live with it and that's why when that ever says here and we'll continue tomorrow with hashem and whatever says here that the nephesh has has a key roof to the nephesh obama's meaning it's more on the spectrum that you know they use the word today on the spectrum it's on the spectrum of bahamas more than it is on the spectrum of the kiss okay deep sheer but very very important very important and there's more coming you know so it's a very important mimer and think about it think about it you know these are things you have to think and try to understand and issue what you're doing is excellent you know you have to understand it in from your cup from where you're coming from other you know what i'm saying then you're allowing your creator to impact your creation because i'm saying it and trying to explain as best as i can it's very nice but it's not your creator have a good day see everyone tomorrow segason bye bye