The inner meaning of Tu Be'Shvat and the great growth you can achieve - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] two days is a very special holiday Tu bishvat it's going to be this year Wednesday night and Thursday day tub bishvat is a is a holiday that usually gets pretty ignored on the calendar because you know all the other holidays something big happened kanuka we were saved by a miracle puim we were saved by a miracle PES we were saved by a miracle all our holidays we were saved by a miracle here nothing really miraculous happened and we just celebrating uh some figs and dates but uh if the holiday is on the calendar must be that it's much more than just eating uh dried fruit and the thing is that I gave enough classes in the past explaining about tubish but today I want to talk about the opportunity that tubish bat brings with it uh in one way to describe the opportunity of dubish is New Beginnings that's how it's the holy books describe it many times in your life you go through a certain situation in your life wears you out completely you don't know how to get out of the situation but when the opportunity comes to get rid of the situation and to start a new beginning then you jump on the opportunity you dream on that opportunity you're waiting for the opportunity to start a new beginning a new job a new city a new spouse whatever it is sometimes you had it up to here with your life and you wish wish I could start a new job I wish I could move to a new city I wish I could start have a new start so tubish is the day of new starts interestingly the acronym of the word shat is and again this is probably somebody found it made a connection but it's not set in stone is the acronym it should be good news so the teachings of cabala explains that the month of shat but particular on the 15th of shat is a time of h h means a new beginning I was trying to think of a different word but let's call it a new beginning or Rejuvenation now today what I want to explain is how the mystical part of the holiday Works in regards to anything energetically in this world and how is that affecting me because right now in our situation hard to find one individual or two or three that can tell you I know the world is a mess right now but my life is fine I mean I'm not now licking my fingers all day long from my honey but uh life is okay so there's a few options option number one very healthy and good attitude that even the negative doesn't seem that bad and okay another option is is that in cycle of life one time you up and one time you down and sometimes you're up for 10 years and then you're down for two three years and up for so could be now that everything's good you're in the up so everything is kind of working well but the reality is that most people H give given the opportunity will ask or want a new beginning for something that bothers them in their life and listen as a whole we want a new beginning we want the Redemption that's a new beginning we're fed up with the state of the Exile we had enough so we want a new beginning Gula is a new beginning so what's important to understand before we continue is how spiritual things work in the world above how they're affecting the world below and how is that affecting me so we're going to touch a little bit of topics from the teachings of cabala and with that I'm going to explain that one of the ways that the Supreme light is being revealed in this world I'm not talking right now or that's a whole different thing that's a hidden light that was used to create the world to sustain the world and it's as it says Gan it's hidden it's not available but there is another spiritual light it's called oron the light that either you can translate it as the Supreme light or I would actually rather explain it as instead of a supreme light is the light that is above what is it above whatever is beneath it Aon is above it Superior one of them many ways that this light gets revealed and don't imagine it as light coming from a light bulb it has no resemblance to a light from a light bulb rather from the word in Hebrew light is or and or comes from the same root of an Enlightenment a shine so this Godly light this exalted light that we're referring to will have a few different ways how it can be revealed in this world and one of them which is the most the common one is time in the world above there's no time that's a concept that our physical mind cannot understand how can the past present and future run simultaneously at the same time as we know with hasem was is will be how can it be that Hashem lives the past present and the future at the same time when we can't we not only we can't relate with it it cannot happen in this world so again one of the ways that this Godly light is revealed in this world is through time and every time or every moment has a certain energy I'm sure you ER know it but more than that feel it that every day has a different energy uh not only every day has a different energy every hour every moment has a different energy quick example you're sitting now in this room it's nice and warm cozy good energy nice people learning Torah good Refreshments the energy is light and happy you go out and you can go into another sitting another store or whatever where people are angry there screaming at each other and the energy suddenly changes Suddenly It's not a such a pleasant energy somebody's angry next to you you don't want to sit next to them whether you saw them screaming a minute or not a minute ago or not you the energy of the angry person so you understand what I'm saying every moment in time is a different energy so let's back step again when The Godly light this amazing light needs to be dressed in something in this world then one of the major ways is Through Time Technically when you're thinking of it if it's getting dressed in Through Time and Time doesn't stop then how would I benefit from this light because the time keeps moving but that's a whole different thing to ponder but to focus on what we're talking here if you want to meditate on what I just said then you sit for a few seconds quietly and best in front of a clock cuz I'm looking now at the clock and the clock says 1351 07 right 151 and eight 9 11 sorry 12 13 14 I'm sorry I can't track the time because it keeps moving now every one of these seconds has a total different energy some of the energy you can control some of the energy have no control over it but the fact is that every moment in time has a different energy how that energy comes about we're going to talk about it now I have to suit myself or align myself self to the light that is shining while it's shining if I want to connect to it okay I'll say it again I need to adjust myself according to the light it's not that the light gets adjusted to me so to give you one example at a many I want to stand outside in the sun to get some good vitamin D then I will stand where the sun is hitting me few minutes will pass the sun moves so I don't get the same angle what do I need to do I need to adjust myself according to where the sun is when I want to benefit from the Sun okay example one example two every place that you go you're looking for Wi-Fi the Wi-Fi doesn't look for you you looking for the Wi-Fi you arrive in a restaurant in a business whatever what's the Wi-Fi now you need to look for the Wi-Fi the Wi-Fi is there when you leave the Wi-Fi is still there you need to look for the Wi-Fi adjust yourself to the Wi-Fi then you can benefit from the internet so going back to what I'm explaining I need to adjust myself according to the light if I want to benefit from it and if the light is shining for 24 hours because it's Shabbat different energy then I need to adjust myself to the light on Shabbat by not doing certain actions and if there's a certain holiday P I need to adjust myself according to the light if I do not adjust myself according to the light I do not put myself under the light then I'm not going to benefit from it it's very simple it's almost like there's a place that tells you we give out a food and and money for your expenses for Shabbat you have to come every Thursday from 12:00 to 4:00 stand in line bring your ID bring this form and bring this H thing if not you're not going to get the food or the money you need to adjust yourself to my demands to get the the the light that you need is that correct that's it when I need something I need to be to benefit from something that will will give to me some type of benefit I need to adjust to that that's it if I work otherwise it's not going to work that's it and this is my way with with everything I want to get along with my wife I need to adjust to her she doesn't need to adjust to me okay that's another problem in relationships that I think that everybody needs to dance to my tune but nobody needs to dance to my tune I need to be p to everybody else's Tunes that's it now when it comes to this Godly light and again it's hard for us to sometimes relate with this Godly light that's why I gave you the example with the Wi-Fi because it's something that we need but we don't have to some things we actually need whyi I don't really need so but I gave that example only because it's something that we constantly depend on you need it to function in certain things and it's something that is common to us to understand you can relate with ah okay the Wi-Fi is here when we leave this room the Wi-Fi will stay here by the way and it will still be projecting the signal if something gets attached to it the Wi-Fi doesn't care it's not that the Wi-Fi start oh I have a user it's just projecting the data and that's it the exact same thing this Godly light that comes down to this world it doesn't come down as light you have to erase the concept and imagine it coming down as light it's not light l i g a t that you see from a light bul or from the sun it's a an Enlightenment how could it be that you sitting in your home and suddenly who let's go and eat pizza why did it just came to you that second now I'm not talking about a person that invents something that's a whole different but why are we're concentrating on that that's a I gave a very ridiculous example let's go have pizza but that's a very small why do you suddenly want to do something why what's this inspiration let's go see a movie oh I want to go to to Thailand for two weeks why not not to Greece and you're going to Thailand these are all and again we're not in the class now to explain what's a I'm just a a uh explaining a little bit that you understand a little bit the concept so almost anything that shines in this world that comes as an idea or a A New Concept or something in that respect let's call it now a shine and this can be in a very low level and this can be in a level of that will concern the entire world another example that I want you to to to understand I'll give you another example a man has a a wife they have a little bit of a argument a fight or bad time that they're not getting along so much from deep within comes the I want to buy her something I want to spoil her I'm going to do something to make her understand really what I feel that's also a that a a thought an idea comes up with that said now that you understand a little bit what it means to shine and by the way the I'm talking constantly coming from above the is contagious okay in a positive way CU I can come up with a certain and you are affected and you are inspired and you are inspired and so forth now to make a long story short there are three types of okay and again I I choose to explain then translate because the translations never work well like I told you the translation is to shine but the explanation is that you inspire that you turn on okay and everything that I just told you in the last 5 10 minutes with that said we have to understand there are three types of three types of ways that the world will be affected by this Godly light the first one is called amam means uh world the second one is called Shah which the translation is year and the third time is nees third one is nees which is to the acronym for that is asan asan means smoke and I'm sure you heard me saying that I don't know in other places but I the concept of shes I've explained that many times three ways how this Godly life this comes into this world the first one when it's talking about it's referring to space now not space that Nasa tells you that there is I'm talking about the space here where I am okay the cup is taking this space I this is my space right now so I'm not talking about space kalal rather space Mak okay that's why Hebrew in English not so easy to to parallel teach it so the concept ofam is the place where I am where you are and so forth every place has a totally different energy and again you some place you go to AET you go to sh has a good strong positive energy go now to a toilet has a different energy but everything every place in the world has a different energy the next way how this can come about is called Shah Shah the translation is year but we're talking here about the concept of time and like I told you before I just told you the idea about time that we have to adjust myself I have to adjust myself to the light that is shining in that time as a side note every few months and in two days we'll have another one of those is that I advertise on my my website my social media and all that a certain day a very very special day and I advertise whatever needs to be said and read and inspire people on that day read the this prayer right I'm sure you you saw that once or twice the last one was special prayer for in rabi May's tomb and before that the 28 of K if you remember every time I not that I'm inventing it it's just that it's all these days are written in different books and and and if you know or have access to the this information then you know okay today is a very special day I have a a student follower friend and he tells me I I don't watch all these long videos I can't sit and watch all these long videos I just follow you because you tell me whenever needs something to be done you tell me to do it and I just blindly do it I get a message on my WhatsApp today is whatever whatever date it is something happened read these three I just religiously would read it and and um and by the way that's a type of a I shine out the information he gets affected by the information by the okay I put out there some type of information in this respect a certain prayer in a certain time if you remember if you really want to go on the concept of time you remember I told you on the ninth month of the ninth month which is the slave nth month day T of K and the ninth hour I mean you had to do here particular calculations you have 9 minutes to adjust yourself to the time usually it's one day half a day here we had 9 Minutes a common question that I get from many people usually it's more from non-jews I think it's harder for them to relate to the Jewish concept that we are bound constantly to time and if PES is on the 14th day of Nissan it's always it does there's no discounts I think for somebody who doesn't practice Judaism sometimes it's hard to relate that the time here is extremely important one second later that's it now the day my daughter calls me urgently quick I need the credit card what happened there's a sale on the website that I like and I can get something now for 60% off but you just bought a whole order a week ago yeah but this one is 60% off if I don't do it right now I lost the deal and when she called me a few minutes later ah it doesn't matter I lost the deal the time passed so here here you have an example the time passed you lost the deal so many people ask me when I post about an supicious time they're like some do it in a cynical way some do it in a mocking way but what I need to wait for a certain time for a blessing from God God needs a certain time he can bless me 24/7 360 days a week a year I need to wait for a certain date and stand in a certain angle for the for the light to shine then the answer is yes the answer is yes every moment in time every fraction of a second and in the entire world Imagine somewhere there's sitting a server with billions of frames of pictures just of your life how many frames are in your life let's go with eight frames a second make a calculation we have probably 30 frames a second okay that's an average the cameras they they shoot 30 frames a second you know what mean it means 30 pictures a second that's what the cam the video camera does that's your life so you have billions and billions milons of seconds one day you're going to walk into a hall not with your body with your soul and the entire Hall would look like Yem with millions of pictures and you're going to one picture after the other and it's going to be the pictures of your entire life oh that's why I forgot my so many people ask me in regards to particular time they Wonder or question or mock one God can't bless me today he has to wait for that day and for that hour has nothing to do with God's power we're not limiting God it's the delivery of the light has nothing to do with the ability of God and God is the one who decides about the time when who what after the world was almost destroyed by the flood and Hashem says I will never destroy this world again then hasem added a few more things a few more details to the world there wasn't Seasons before that Seasons started after the flood so Hashem decided okay I'm going to divide the year into quarters and each season will have a certain a certain energy a certain H reason going back to the three types of we said is the place is the time and what is it called sh which means that every time a has a different energy B every moment is a different time and then the third one is called nees nees is a soul everything has to have an neish a spiritual power that enlivens it and that I will let explain right now but let's continue let's focus right now on the place and on the time when I change the time whatever happens right away is changing of energy that's how it works you look at your watch right now every second the minute the second goes different energy but nevertheless if I change the time completely then that will cause Shinu en total different energy and by the way this is as a practice not to what I'm telling you now and what we're learning now you master this in seconds if not in a fraction of a second you can change yourself from being extremely angry nothing happens a second ago you almost broke the wall from anger now different time different energy it's passed that's it okay with what I explain now that we understand a little bit of the concept now let's go to the month of shat shat in the teachings of cabala the title ofat of of shat is called shatat uh shinui means uh a change and like I told you in the beginning if everything is running well in your life you you're not looking for additions if things are not running so smooth you're looking for a change right so we're talking right now about a change and again if everything is great in your life you don't necessarily need to see this video you need to maybe listen to another one but everybody needs that part in their life now the shin the change that the teachings ofab refers to it's called Uh in Hebrew it's called in English would be a switching of energy but not switching because is is a switch but the other way around you know what I mean I'll tell I'll give an example with if this is something flat I can only turn it like that right you see what I'm doing I can only turn it from here to here that's one way how I can this is one side this is the other side this you can't it's round you have to turn it around the you see the difference I can't turn it upside down so is that I expose the the other side okay in Hebrew they say why are you exposing now the other side the the other side what you're not revealing so and that can be done in a positive way and can be done in a negative way but nevertheless the sh the change that we're referring to it's called the energy changes the energy of of shat every mind has a total different energy but the energy of shvat is shin is this changing of the energy that is the core of the energy ofat ofat now and this day the 15th day of shat is probably one of the most powerful important dominating energy that can switch in that time that's what the teachings of cabala explains why why specifically the 15th day ofat is one of the most powerful days of the year to flip now how many opportunities do you have to take a situation and to maybe I'm using the wrong word to flip to change it completely imagine that that you're stuck in a dead end most people are stuck in dead ends they're not so happy with their place of work or they're not so happy in their relationship or they're not so happy with how they look or anything whatever most people runs into a lot of dead ends and in that dead end you are you have no advice and it can be in many different ways you these are the this is the time you need to think of how it how you're relating to what I'm saying I can give you examples but you have to see how it comes in your life so again I'm asking the question how could it be that on the 15th day of shat on the calendar of the Jewish calendar the 15th day of has one of the most powerful energies in the year for a change why what to do I'll tell you in a second but why why is it not the 17th of shat what if on the 15th day of shat I was sick and I couldn't T tune myself to the energy I lost the answer is yes you lost IM imagine now it couldn't happen but imagine now at the time of the giving of the Torah you were not there you think they would stop the show for you you missed it why then the reason I'm saying it couldn't happen because in Matan mat Tor the giving of the Torah could not happen if there would be one person missing so this is not necessar the example that we should use but the example that I'm trying to tell you is that yeah yeah you missed the time you missed it and I don't like the comments and and messages people send me when I'm limiting the time for a certain prayer oh you're limiting God God can bless me whenever he wants Miracles can happen in any given moment you're right Hashem can do whatever he wants whenever he wants however he wants but he also sets times where it's suspicious times and if you don't believe in this Con concept then stop stop observing Shabbat observe Shabbat on a Thursday if you don't believe in what I just told you then you should observe Shabbat once on a Monday and once on a Thursday why bother on Shabbat it's a good day to go out all the restaurants are open beach I'll do Shabbat on a Sunday sounds familiar no two billion people are saying I'll do Shabbat on Sunday it's much better on the calendar so why the 15th day of shat is such a powerful day is because the main part the core of growth for anything it's in its major Darkness I'll say it again in different words anything will grow the most the most growing will come at the time when the object or the person of the situations is in the most darkest situation that's how it is I I don't invent the I don't invent it I just read and give it over now what does it mean that the most growth is in the darkest time first of all I'm sure you can relate with what I just said without me explaining everything you see it for yourself that when we go to the lowest of the lowest that's when the growth starts because there's nowhere else to go you have to reach to the bottom in order for the power of growth to get activated this is called going down descending in order to ascend call it however you want but that's the concept but let me explain to you what I just told you in time there's a concept that is called M Circles of time okay what's a circle of time in your understanding what do you think would be a circle of time a day right every day another day another day it doesn't change that's a circle of time Sunday Monday Tuesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday Monday Tuesday Thurday Friday it's a circle so Circles of times usually come in a a day a week week and a year sorry a month and then a year these are the major Circles of time that we are aware of there are much more Circles of time but we are aware of day week month year and it repeats itself and that's why the ultimate the the widest circle of all circles of time is called Shana that's why I told you before the three ways of Isam sh nees sh is the major circle of time because that's when everything gets reset and starts again and that's why it's called in in Hebrew sh sh doesn't mean year what it means Shah repeated repeated means to repeat what is mishna why is the mishna called mishna because M you memorize that's what they do to little kids they give you one mishna in the mishna 20 words chant that now 5,000 times you'll know the mishna of by heart I'll wake you up in the middle of the night when you're 94 years old you'll remember it because when you scratch something on the surface and then you go like that there's no memory of it but when you carve it doesn't matter how much you're going to cover it you'll never cover the carve even if you put cement there you'll see the where it's supposed carved when something is carved in your brain it will never leave so the word Mish comes from to repeat repeat what you're saying like chanting it over and over and over and eventually it becomes part of your memory so going back to the circles of time sh it's when everything gets rejuvenated okay everything gets reset and starts all over again like now if we're comparing and I did that many times to explain other Concepts but since the circles of time it's the basic rules of creation because God used these Circles of time in the first week of creation the first day of creation the second day of creation already H set in Stones the circle of time that you cannot change nobody can come and say we want to celebrate uh eth day and we're going to call it a day I even have good name can get a domain for that eight day that's the name and from now on we don't have any more seven days in the week we have eight days and I don't want to have four seasons anymore I think we should have three who needs the Autumn cold Circles of times you cannot change because doesn't matter what you're going to do you cannot invent something and you cannot change the system cuz the energy cannot change take now all the governments in the world put them together with all the money in the world and if they want to invent a day they cannot because energetically that day doesn't exist saying in other words that I explain that this is a known Concept in Judaism that a whole day from morning till the next morning can always be compared energetically to certain times where did I introduce this concept in the first time seven years ago I gave a long lecture about the coming of mashiah and explained the sources that we have that point to us how we know that mashiah should be coming anytime soon and I took the seven days of creation divided it in days and came to the calculation when is exactly of Shabbat in the universe which that is the time that you have to pray and it says in the that the time that is going to pray Shabbat that's the time when mashia is going to come so we had to calculate when is Shabbat right very simple go to the video It's called mashiah is coming are ready you'll see the calculation with all information that I have there but I took a source in the zor that says that the Redemption will come and a wears his Shabbat clothes and he goes to pray Min okay so calculate when is M of Friday evening very simple and we came to the cation to the hour why is that important to know because the cycle of a day reflects can reflect on a year can reflect on a month or can reflect on a situation so in many times we compare the cycle of the daily cycle and to a yearly cycle with a comparison that whatever is in the cycle of a day we'll find in the cycle of a year not the other way around and just as a side note to a a explain more clear and to remind you I'm sure you remember that I told you many many times in many different classes that why do we have 24 hours a day it's not because AEM decided that's a lucky number it's only because there are 12 combinations of the name of hasem y k v k and every hour that combination changes starts with yud v goes to yud VAV he yud he V and the four letters of yud 12 combinations every combination is one hour when it refers to yud it's during the day and the rest of the other 12 hours corresponds to the name of Al and then that has 12 combinations 12 no more so if 12 combinations of 12 combinations of that's your 24 hours a day that's why there can't be 25 hours a day because there's no more combinations of the letters of the name of hem since the letters of Hashem change order every hour we don't see that but you know how you see that the color of the sky changes every hour the color of the sky changes now from 7:00 in the morning to 5:00 in the afternoon there's light but the color of the sky is different completely different and not because of the angle of the sun and the location of the clouds like you see now the clouds are moving we're getting more lights no no no it's coming already from the name of AEM that is responsible for the existence of the world so there are 12 combinations of 12 hours in the day 12 combinations of Al 12 hours in the night that's where you have 24 hours a day and night is dark day is light and like that it's everywhere in everything and I explain to you and I'll explain to you again soon it's exactly the same way that's why we have 12 months because there are 12 combinations of yut v and I know you're going to ask me about the leap year about the 13th H month has the same combination I'll explain to you another time when we going to celebrate next month I'll explain to you but just to continue as I I have a cycle in a day then we compare it now for a year which means whatever I will have throughout the day I will have throughout the year a dominating H cycle in day is that in Dawn the sun goes up it's up in the sky for a few hours and it goes down in the same place and repeats itself every day sunrise sunset sunrise sunset if I'm taking the cycle of Sunrise Sunset and don't forget that every hour that the sun moves what do we have different energy of yut right every hour the sun moves now let's take that cycle and put it in a year what am I need what do I need to look for in that year when is the sunrise cuz in the morning in the day cycle sunris is what 5:00 a.m. 6:00 a.m. and it will change now moving it to the year I want to find out where where when is sunrise no no no where when in the cyle cycle of the year so I'll make it easy for you I'm not going to let you now try to have good guesses in the cycle of the Year PES is sunrise okay in the 24 hours of the day when is sunrise 5:15 5:40 but nevertheless take the daily cycle when does the day start I mean the day really starts at but when does the day start Sunrise I want to now see it in the year when is z in the cycle of the Year P that's it when is when is the sun going down what I'm telling you now is 700 Pages uh condens into 2 minutes so I'm not explaining every little word that I'm teaching you everything has explanations backs up backed up with sources for example if you wonder T what's the hint that t is sun down Sundown is kind of like going backwards right cuz from when the sun is on the top once it start going down it's doing a reverse energy right diminishing diminishing going down is the letters of the alphabet backwards right it's going backwards so so now I know that in the year when is sunset in the year P time of sunrise say sorry Sunrise sorry thank you PES Time new energy spring everything is great right but in regards to the time on the circle then p is eyes and TI is sunset why is that important for me to know and in midnight it's the time of the most powerful Rejuvenation point of the day I don't I don't remember I think it was uh it's on the tip of my mind the benai says that if you sleep before midnight one hour of sleeping before midnight is like two hours of sleeping after midnight so if you sleep from 9:00 p.m. 8:00 p.m. to 11:00 p.m. it's like you slept 6 hours according to the you get two hours worth of sleep most people go to sleep after midnight it's like you slept half you slept eight hours you really slept four hours and other different sources but the benai says the in the olden days when would people go to sleep when the stars go when the Sun goes down people went to sleep at 6:00 in the evening and woke up at 400 in the morning when are when uh the sadim wake up when do theim May wake up there there's only one word you're right midnight a sadik wakes up at midnight to do that is the highlight of the day is to wake up at midnight and it's not 12: a.m. midnight moves all the time it can be 11:30 it can be4 to 1 goes by not by the clock that you wear a person I'm saying sikim some other people do it the right way to lead your Jewish life is to go to sleep 78 in the evening when it's dark sleep a good sleep before midnight wake up at you wake up you say you learn all night and you lead your day completely different but why specifically midnight the teachings ofab explains the time of Rejuvenation that is the strongest is midnight so if PES is sun rise and Tish is sunset then when is Bish Bish is and what does that mean the time the strongest time of Rejuvenation so inish there's a brand new energy starting whether you tune into it or not if you miss it next year a new Energy starts of what means to H grow and G is to get greater and maybe translating in not the perfect way but it's a time for growth and becoming greater because many times you're already on this level of growth the in the motion of growth so you grow more and this is all called means to transform something I transformed it the good to the bad the the unpure to the pure now comes the million dollar question how do I tune myself in two days we're going to have an annual midnight for 24 hours how do I get connected to the light okay every month I have told you that I've taught that I will repeat myself every month has a certain energy why because it's depending on the on the combination of the letters of UT every month if you have if you want to bring me the my brown Sid from there I'll show you exactly H what I mean for the ones of you who are praying in a yes please for the ones of you who are praying in a far then this should be familiar to you if you go to the ofes you will see in the middle of mes the 12 combinations of you and how it's affecting each month okay I don't want to waste the time on the video for the editing we'll put it on the ER on the video but I want you to see it I want you to see and you won't find it in most of the sidim happens to be that the sidim have it and some other sidim will have it too uh and I don't want to waste the time hold on okay I'm not going to show it on the camera if you want come and I'll show you and the the the Sid is a little bit ripped so just be careful with it you can see here you can pass it around see all the Ms and all the combination here you tell you don't have to come here take it you this is it you can take it pass it around and you can see the month and the combination of UT the combination no don't worry we'll edit it be don't worry about the camera we'll edit it all and I want you here in the room to see it for the editing we'll just put it on the on the video but if you're looking at this what I just show you you see the month the combination of yud and the combination of okay and I did give a class about that I don't want to uh repeat myself over and over but every month of the year has a certain energy because and only because of the combination of yut of that month and every combination will hint on the type of energy that's going to be in that month for example when the order of the name of Hashem is in its order UD and then a and then a and then a he that's like What's called the most Mercy you can get out of hem the month of Nan is that's the first month of the of the year that's when it starts and the the the energy of the month is you know we don't say means Mercy we don't say the whole month of Nan there's no den there's no judgments on the month of Nissan why because the energy the easiest way to explain it and I told you already I did a long class about that and I don't remember the title to refer you to that if I take now a beam of light imagine now I'm holding now some big flashlight and I'm throwing the beam of light on the wall when would you see the light when would you see the light that I'm beaming that I'm projecting no when not how when no when would you see the light only when it's reflected on a Surface okay take now the same flashlight go to the street put the flashlight you won't see the light correct correct to that when would you see the light that I'm projecting when it's hit the surface and the surface will throw the light back that's how you will see the light now what's going to happen if I put an obstacle in the light if it's a big obstacle I block the light if it's a smaller obstacle than the size of the light and the obstacle will create a shadow this is the light I'm projecting the light and I put an object now I have a shadow here of this object what's going to happen if I shoot the light through a filter if it's a filter of color then what will you see on the wall the color of the filter blue red green whatever I will project this is a filter I pro project light through the filter if the filter is red the light that's going to be projected on the wall they going to be a red light remember when we were kids this does not refer to the ones who were born in the 19s and of and above you remember the times when we used to go to the movie houses and before the movie started the light was projecting on the screen and everybody would go like that that's it what's going on here in this point light is projected on the wall I am disturbing the light with some type of h no was more like that I was good at that actually uh but what's going on here is that an object is disturbing the light to reflect fully on the surface but the result is that I see now not the object the shadow of the object to the same idea God is projecting light into the universe God is called orof now there are many different objects on the way that will cause Shadows on the reflecting surface our existence so if Hashem is projecting his light through the letter of of his name so if I would actually do it then yut will be on the reflecting surface right but we don't have a reflecting surf surface then the light gets so to say shifted according to the combinations of the letter so I will the light will affect me why because of the obstacle that I put between the light and the surface what's the obstacle between the light and the surface the name of Hashem so the energy changes according to the combinations of the letters very simple so the month of Nissan is the beginning of the month where the order of Y is in the right order so we what do we get you cannot get more Mercy than that best month to do anything that you need to do to get mercy and needless to say very positive energy now the explains it by the way everything that I'm talking to to right now with everything that I showed you in the is all from the T so the T says that every month a certain order of the letters you're going to find a verse in our text that has that acronym that will tell you the energy of the month so for example the month of Nissan is we have to find a verse in the tanak that the first letter of that the four-lettered verse is right you don't need to do that it's written in theim did that for you a long time ago what's this verse that's acronym isud he and then a and a he a verse from chapter 96 verse 11 and a and a and a you know the verse we sing it every time when we PR right what's the idea of the heavens should Rejoice the and the landel is also another way of rejoicing SIM from above and below so the energy is that Sim and happiness and joy is surrounding you from below and above sh okay another example out of many and I don't go I'm not going to go through all of them because I told you excuse me that I don't remember the name of the class but I gave a long class about that with explaining all all the 12 combinations and their verses I think we can it's maybe I think it's in the chuva boot camp I think anyways another combination of the month of tamuz and why am I saying tamuz cuz Nissan is the best combination all the letters are in order tamuz it's the other way around tamuz has the worst energy of the year not a we people think a is a bad month no tamuz is the worst month in the in the the in the year and the ically the order of tamuz is he V he everything is the other way around when things don't work well when things are you you know when things are the other way around the the energy is completely opposite now what's going to happen since the energy is like that then the the light shining in the world will be exactly like that it's not a month we get married it's not a month you do big business deals mean first of all we fasting have not fasting but we're mour half the fast from the month from if you're looking at the order of the letters hey and a and a and a let's go back to what the says we need to find a reference a verse that has the letters where do we find this verse in the Miga 5 verse 13 it says ER translation first all this is worth nothing to me what's the how do we find that verse because the is the combination of tamuz in the Book of Esther completely a everything is completely the other way around that was what wasan wanted to do that's the C the the the most power of the kip when everything is a I mean um everything that created in the world has a polarity which means that the further away you go from the polarity you go to a mosu then the polarity is a so the polarity will move as both sides are moving toov the polarity is like the complete complete worst of everything it's called the and the are the most strongest in and where can you uh how can you compare that energetically to a person's Behavior which is extremely important is when a person the the Hebrew term is the English is that when you you spit in the well where you drink from that's in Hebrew it's not but toet means to kick Tova is when I do something good to you I could do something good to you and you kick me it's kind of like spitting in the well where you drink from that's energetically the when you do that that would arouse C okay okay I'm telling you that as a side note not what we're now learning see a kipa listen we're all stuck in the kipa in some places a the kipa is very very powerful it will affect you to be very depressed very confused very sad very very very but in many of the cases when the kipa goes the strongest because don't forget that the kipa is controlled on a leash by God the same way that you're carrying very big vicious dogs you don't carry them with a regular leash you're carry them with a leash that when they pull it chokes them like a choker right that's what hasm does to the kipa he holds the kipa when they try to move too much they get choked but when hasem lets go then the kipa is free to do whatever he wants see a kipa is tamuz but in something personal in my life I'm just telling you that as a syone is when you Shem does something good to you and you spit in the in the well where you drink from and you and we all do it all the time Shem comes up helps us brings us to a situation and instead of being grateful and and and humble We complain and and whine and and definitely not appreciative so that's I'm saying as a side note something that you need to apply in your life so going back to the combination of all the months like I told you tamuz is the worst why the kipi is most more strongest now let's go now to the month of shat the month of shat starts opposite hey that's not how we want to start it the start is yud hey not hey shat starts with hey doesn't start so good and every time the hey is in front of you that's din that's judgment I told you already that I think somebody asked me that on Shabbat I don't know why people think that I know but I can give an opinion I don't know somebody asked me on Shabbat no what do you say the g is coming with or with asking me what do you think I'm on the board of the cabinet of hasem who how the go is coming if you ask him for my personal opinion of course it's coming with the it's not going to come hopefully not hopefully I'm wrong but the way it looks is coming down with denim with judgments strong judgments I said four years ago that says to us the days of our life are 70 years but I took it out of context and I said we were last decade in the the years of a t that's the 70s now we in the 80s T David says if we're going to go into the 80s so the whole pay is going to be we are now in a decade of G and in case you haven't noticed that that's G it's coming with soat starts with he but the other side ofat is V switches completely starts he but ends with v it flips in the middle of the month the letters of ofat I told you is hey you so half the month the wrong direction going in the wrong direction not good we're going to the wrong direction and you're going to have a frontal accident but the month in Bish completely switches it to the right order of complete Mercy y what is the verse of the acronym of shat why are you not asking that I told you the verse for right the verse for what's the verse forat why aren't you asking what's the verse I told you already says from the verse you know the energy of the month so the verse of this is can be found in the book of chapter 27: 33 referring to Mas I don't know how to say m in English tithing thank you how tithing tithing it's referring to the Mas it doesn't matter the context right now but let me tell you the translation of the verse ah and why this because the the order of the letters of shvat is hey you the the verse that's the verse what's the translation it's referring to if I have let me explain to you the concept I am a farmer we have bet mikash I need to give from everything that I have from my animals and from my crops let's say I have a lot of sheep okay I need to take I have 10 sheep I need to give one sheep for myself I put that sheep aside okay the way to do it is to to paint the Sheep to put a painting on it that's Mas now this sheep is Holy you don't know to touch the Sheep it's a Mas I have to give it to mikdash how is about if I notice that I chose a less of a good sheep and I see another one that is better and I want to switch the Sheep because that one is the better one I want to give the better better one but this one is already holy I already made the separation it's kados you can't do anything with it then this verse comes and says you can switch and the Holiness will jump on the new sheep okay that's the the concept the translation and if he does replace it then both he offered Are Holy one of you from this verse for the month of shat I took the first part of the month of shat and replaced it if he does replace it then what happens then both are holy then the whole month is Holy the whole month is a change I took the whole month I took the negative of the and I switched it into V and I changed the whole month now I changed it excuse me the secret of the month of shat in Hebrew I'll read it to you and then I translate that's it switching the judgments up until that day I can switch so in two days I have the ability to take all the denim the judgments prior and change them unbelievable unbelievable what do I change them for Bitcoin what do you want instead of theim where do you change him from that's it if you do it the right way you get thead in PES sunset sunrise I told you that last year in the class about tubish tuat is when everything starts okay we have two months now this year we have three three months I'll explain next month why we have the Third how it's responding to everything that I told you now now it's not the time but we have now two months till P now this year three months till P where I can change everything now let's continue if you question yourself what is not good with theim okay I'll ask it to do different and means judgments what is better what do you prefer everybody says right I prefer is much better than the ultimate is and I told you that already is very great but without your is destructive is worthless that's unconditional sah had to come and be de no no no GES get rid of this woman I'm referring to S was is great kindness is great but without without the is worthless really when you're looking at it what is more important is gor okay if you're looking at AEM yeah is but you'll find in many more references that hm is okay right it's a verse in we want the the only thing is what we need to do is to sweeten them G is good I'm very gor husband father teacher everything is much better because if you know how to control your gor then it's the ultimate I'm a very tough father is that better to my kids or not it's the ultimate because I'm giving them everything that they need exactly what they need that's but it can only be given in I can give my kid now a box full of candy that's CID here take 5,000 pieces of candy that's not the is that I'm going to give you that five well I'm not going to give my kid 5,000 candy I'm bad example but another father I'll give you the 5,000 P candy one a day I'm giving it to you the ultimate but in the right quot the the ultimate example to to to this what I just told you is water a plant now every day with a bucket of water are you going to benefit the the plant you're going to flood it in 3 days you're going to kill it so all the water that you're giving is worthless you need to give in a certain amount G comes to decide how much how much do need to give you if it was up to me we would be sitting here now here for an 8 hour class that's what I want to give the gor says we already at an hour and a half into the class you got to shorten it they can't handle everything that you have to say you're overloading the the system here so let me cut it short cuz I'm overloading the system denim judgments in my life is anything that is holding me back and stopping me from doing something for it that's the denim in my life you now relate with it whatever you find with your life something is stopping you in your life to becoming happier healthier success whatever it is but like that's already beyond my my hands you need to figure out what are these things that are stopping you in your life that's the denem in your life tubish is the time when a period of growth a sorry a process of growth starts and you have all the Kim all the abilities all the tools to start something new now it depends on you to be when it starts you can hop in the train or not now important to understand that you will get a person will get a god shine according to your vessels you sitting here right now you are getting the information that I'm teaching that's according to your vessels the problem is that each and every one of you has different vessels you understood it in a second you understood it in two seconds you understood in 5 seconds you didn't understand it because the comes the same way you accept it according to Yim okay in many of the cases the recipient doesn't have the tools to accept what you have to give and it can come in in a teacher student can come a husband wife father child can come with a random person sometimes the way do you see it clearly is when you're looking at something like the news you're looking at the news and the reporter is saying something and you're like people actually believe him and you shocked that that's what he just said you know that it's not true it cannot be true but millions of people believed your Kim your tools are much greater than you saw the deception in a second most of the people their Kim their vessels are limited so they accept it that's how it was given so remember this it's extremely extremely important a person will get a a according to his vessels what does it mean his the cabalistic term is how much Raton do I haveon means will I'll explain it in a in a simple way we get tools in order to better ourselves I want you to build for me now a beautiful beautiful closet you have the talent but you don't have any tools so I bring you a hammer I bring you a chisel I bring you a nail I bring you glue I bring you tools you have the ability and the knowledge to take these tools and build a beautiful art give the exact same tools to somebody else they're not going to build nothing tools are the same how come the result is different every person gets in their life tools you are talented in music you are talented in cooking you are talented in education everybody has tools and you have to see what you're good at that will give you the road mapap of what you need to do in your life 99% of people don't read the road map right they don't understand the tools that Hashem gave them and they're going to different directions meeting only failures look at your tools every person has a talent has Hobbies has things they like to do not at work right now look what it is why do you like to paint and you like sculpture and you like to play a piano why because your parents pushed it on you not necessarily how come you like playing a violine and you a piano why two different musicians and tot different way of playing it here you have strings here you have core the keys every person has a talent even if you think that your talent is irrelevant even if you think that your talent is worthless then that's spinning in the well that where you drink from Shem gave you some type of knowledge or Talent OR wisdom or something and you're not doing nothing with it so we all have tools most people don't know how to use their tools they just don't know how to use it I'll say it in other words every person has a great potential most people don't know how to use their potential most people use 1% of their potential and the potential I'm talking about spiritual physical anything most people are so numb that you're literally using one or 2% of your potential I'm calling it Kim now I'm calling it potential that one can relate with it now the potential is inside sleeping every person is a potential for something huge and it's sleeping it's numb but you need to wake it up you need to know how to wake it up and every person can by the way this is a practice that every person can do wake up the potential inside of you I'm changing the words a little bit because I think it's a little bit confusing saying I'm telling you potential the BAM explains something very very interesting and again you can relate to it as teachings of cabala or taken from the Z but there's a rule in this universe translation means a lack or absence something that missing hav means existence or creation so what is the rule that he teaches us an absence a void must prede or come before the creation and the existence before the world was created sorry is darkness is chaos first has to be the void the absence then the creation right first the absence then the creation that's the rule so in before any a what's the right word development before any development which means that you're standing on one step and you need to develop to go to the next step okay this is called And in regards to Madre you cannot be on the same level all the time if you stay on the same level it will cause a disaster I'm not going to use the cliche now what I told you that life is like riding a bike if it's hard means you're going up if it's down if it's easy means you're going down I'm sure you heard that cliche and I'm sure you also heard my addition that if you're standing in one spot you'll fall but the basam explains that you cannot stand in the same M the whole time if you standing in the same level the result from it will be crashing you will fall from that M which means that you constantly have to grow if you're looking at the motion of climbing up steps you don't go one step and stop and one step and stop that's how a two-year-old goes upstairs a uh an adult a kid you go one step after the other right you swing your leg one step above you you don't swing your leg to the same level that the other leg is H the growing up that it's referring to is that if I'm standing on a certain mad The Next Step has to be higher cannot step on the same ER step so before any type of development any level that I'm standing on now if I'm standing on a certain level means I'm good at that there's no other way to say that if I'm not good at that you're not on that level if I'm standing on a certain level means you're good at that level but what's the next step now I have to grow to become better if I want to become better from this level to this level what do I need to do that's a question I need to give up the last step can you stay with your legs on all steps that you went on thank you show me the person that can step on all the steps and leave the legs on all the steps you cannot because once you want to go to the next step the leg needs to leave the pre previous step so when I want to grow a little bit higher I need to let go of the previous step when things start to develop in your life when you know how to let go of the last step if if you know how to let go of the last step then you start developing people don't develop and they don't grow cuz they don't know how to let go of the last step where the foot is on the the the result disaster very simple the rule is and I explained to you that many times the the rule for growth is only after total Destruction and the example that I give all the time take a seed put that seed of any fruit or vegetable tree or whatever put that seed on the table water it fertilize it dance to it nothing will happen the seed needs to be put in the ground in order for the seed to be completely rotten and only after the seed is completely rotten it will start growing and why is that because in the ground there's something that is called the substance that causes growth if you don't connect something that you want to grow to that substance nothing will grow like I told you take many many seeds put them on the table will they grow no how will the seeds grow when you put them in the ground when they rot completely complete then it starts sprouting so growth always comes after complete destruction rottening whatever whatever you want to call it but that's only when growth will come where do you see the first commandment to that and the hint to that is withu what did hasm tell you want to grow go he he he he wasn't like some old guy but nevertheless told him you want to grow you got to leave you got to why means first leave move it means you you have to go where you need to go where you need to grow it's all in you your growth is within you don't come to people and expect them to help you grow nobody will help you grow people come to me all the time like as if I have a magic button and I will help you grow I can give you tools I can do it for you I can do it for myself to tell you it works but I can't I I I can only give you tools so was commanded from where from all the things that are familiar to you for the things where you feel comfortable when you're surrounding but you want to grow you need to move the key for growth like I told you is to let go most people don't know how to let go you know how they hunt a specific species of monkeys in Africa they have a very interesting way how to hunt them I don't know the name of the Spy but they put H Salt ballls like little ballls of salt H in like a trap and the some reason the monkeys like eating those salt the balls made out of salt so what do they do they make a little hole the hand of the monkey goes in it grabs the salt and then when it comes to come out it can't come out cuz the the Paw is full of the ball and the monkey is stupid not to let go of the ball to take the hand out and that's how they hunt them very simple the monkey puts the hand in grabs the salt in a shape of a bowl comes to go out the hand doesn't go out he sees the hunter just let go just let go you'll you'll run away D Won't Let Go not letting go that's most people that's most people in the world not willing to let go you're not willing to let go you'll stand in the same place you'll start deteriorating and at some point you'll collapse completely collapse not physically the whole system will collapse cuz you don't want to let go now what stops you from letting go one thing fear fear of change that's it now I have to understand that in order to do any change in my life I have to change myself I'm not happy with the fact that I'm single I have to change myself I'm not happy with the fact that of my financial situation I have to change myself I'm not happy with my relationship with my wife I have to change myself and and I will say that to everything I I'm the problem not you you're not the problem you're just standing there in order for me to change myself I have to do a very hard act that is hinted to us in a verse of in when I'm asking for for help where will my salvation come from from where will my help come right where so the answer is in the verse will come from is a place right where does the help come from from a what is a a is the same letters of an is and is same letters an my existence my ego everything the IR has to be changed the three my salvation my my help will come from a I'm sure you heard of the verse from the book of K chapter 2 verse 13 the advantage of light over Darkness light is always going to come before great darkness before we got the Torah great light we had to be in Exile in Egypt we finally came back to this land after 2,000 years after a great Darkness great Holocaust then comes the light when is the advantage of the light is when it comes from Darkness that's when the advantage is is strong so just remember the rule always before light will come come darkness before the baby that is born will come horrible birth I mean horrible the pain and everything that comes with labor you want to make a lot of money then it doesn't come in a year a business will take 10 20 years to make money the light comes after the verse that I'm quoting says always before light will come Darkness and happy is the and lucky is the one that that will survive the darkness sometimes in life it's a time it's a period of darkness and you don't need to do anything just to put your head down and wait for the darkness to pass and nothing that you will you will do will change anything now I told you that where is my help going to come from May how do I reveal a a is not with a not an ey that is an i is that's written in different letters that's an I that I'm talking about is and that's a place of nothingness how do I reveal the a there are three ways of doing it and I have to understand that everything that I want to do for my spiritual growth for my elevation I have to connect one thing it's called the power of connection the power of connection is is my anything that I want to do in what I'm telling you now has to be the element of the the power that puts things together because I can take these two batteries and put them together now it's going to happen nothing happened why why are they not together there's no what would be at this time glue now they won't separate and according how strong the is That's How Strong they're going to be together some glues will be enough to keep it and a little bit and take it off some will put them together and you can't separate them so the is the power of the the what connect is one of the elements that is very important but how do I reveal the a I need to I'm telling you it by order why do I need to reveal the IR cuz that's where the help will come come from how do I reveal the three ways the first way is theem the second way is tor and the Third Way is is these are the three things that how I reveal the how by connecting to them which means I have to connect to hem connect to the Torah and connect to isra how do I connect to hem I know you're all going to say I'll do mitv and all that that's very nice of you you connect to hem in one way this is a verse from the book of chapter 18 verse 13 the translation be wholehearted with the Lord your God very unclear ER verse most people understand it is that you have to be wholehearted which is not far from the truth the explanation and that's the way to connect to hem in regards to revealing the what does it mean that I accept everything in Great Joy that's by the way if you need the reference and the everything that happens you have to accept it with great joy and happiness that's condition number one condition number two don't investigate too much about the future don't ask questions who's going to be my wife how is my wife going to look where am I going to live don't ask too many questions what's going to happen that's how you connect to hem in order to reveal the a don't look for other ways and of course you need the which that will come of course through and many other things but if I want to reveal the by connecting to God everything that happens to you smile on your face the next thing you have to connect to is the Torah how do I connect to the Torah not in the way that you do you have to and if you do it I apologize for not excluding you from the group a lot of people get it get very offended but when I say things I'm not talking to you by the way talking to you people get sometimes people look in the screen and they think I'm talking to them and they email me why are you upset at me I wasn't upset at you but you're looking at me I'm looking at you I'm talking to everybody if you connect to the Torah in the way that I'm about to tell you I sincerely apologize that I offended you the way to connect in the Tor is that you is that you really dive into the learning by yourself you're not sitting here with a cup of coffee and a cookie and listening to me taking notes that's like first class it's not even first class it's just you you just it's I'm just feeding you the information right spoonfed spoonfed Torah okay you didn't work for that you didn't look for that you didn't put too much effort you didn't take three four books to cross references to to see you're just sitting here with your nice cup of tea and you enjoy the class that's great by the way but that's not is that you take the book with yourself and you learn it yourself and you come to the conclusion yourself and and you in many cases will need another three four other books to support or to explain what you need to learn from what you're learning now a total different level of learning Torah and I'm telling you this is a different level of learning Torah and I know people don't like when I say that but I say that still most people don't learn Tor like that most people either learn Tor from videos or from classes or they read a book that was already digested by the author and he's just giving you the information digested that's not and I'll give you one example out of many take the famous book of Shalom Garden of amuna millions of people read it millions of people were affected by it positively this information is years of knowledge of RAB digesting and chewing the information and delivering it to you in a book that's not it's inspiring it's uplifting gives you great tools that's not what I'm talking about is that you need you need two hours of complete quiet no phone no distractions you can be sitting AA with 500 people but you need to be in the book and you need to be so deep into to what you're learning that the only way to do that that you'll need another three four five other books of commentaries and and explanations and sources to learn one page of gar real good three hours that's that I'm with myself or with my partner of learning my and I go one word after the other maybe one word I won't understand I have to open a that's a dictionary maybe I have to go to three different gar to see how in those gar they use that word that's why you cannot learn if you just know Aramaic it's not going to help cuz sometimes same word three different meanings how would you learn it from the three different places in thear which you need to know how to find so sometimes you you your learning has to be so deep you know how sometimes I would read a book I'm preparing a class something will come up not clear I will have to look for that Concept in other books some from my memory that I read 11 years ago I don't remember where I read it so I have to go through through three books to freshen the memory and then one time I'll learn something and I'll make a note and I'll remember that note go back to that book and say hey Ben is exactly like the Bim oh that's means to deepen your uh learning and what happens when you do that you connect your soul with the soul of the person who wrote what you're learning so you are really diving into you connecting your soul to R you're diving into you connect yourself to the and so forth okay now comes the third thing first I have to connect to God right then I have to connect to the Torah very easy what's the third thing I need to connect to isra now if you scream free Palestine you're going to have an issue with connecting to Israel okay but connecting to Israel it's not so simple I know you all mumbling under your lips Isel I know you said that I know but we don't need to uh uh apply theat is that's very hard very very hard to apply is is means that I like another person like myself minimum it's easy to do have is with your husband or wife or your parents or your kids or people you love random people very very hard to have is so what do we need to focus on not on the is on the on the baseless hate to reach to a level of is I wish for you and myself to reach to that level okay and I'll explain to you what's that level in a second we're not in that level I mean we are with five people okay those people that you really love so I need to concentrate on the opposite where I fail miserably and that's called is Basis hate so what do I need to do just don't hate it's very simple just don't hate you don't have to love just don't [Music] hate you're not going to reach so easily to the level of is I'm telling you I'm trying for 20 years it's not so easy to reach to a level of is you know why cuz true Isel is that you pray for other people it's that you want for other people that should be good that that it should be good for them now who do you pray for and who do you want it to be good for like I told you your loved ones your parents your spouse your kids of course you pray for them to be for them to be good I want you to play on the pray on the person you hate the most the one that Slanders you the one that stole from you the one that embezzled your money the one that cheated on you the one that curses you I want you to pray for them to be good and healthy and fine then we'll start talking okay and the story last time when you went to pray what did you pray for money you need money what did you pray to find your husband you pray to have healthy kids you pray to find a nice apartment you prayed for if you pray for that I understand I also need health and money and if you prayed for the health of a person that you don't know or even don't like then you're starting to scrape the bottom of of so we have to focus on the lower level of just don't hate you know how I master sin I don't have you know why cuz I don't hate I might not agree with you I might not beond of you or like you but I don't hate you and you can curse me and you can slander me and you can steal from me you can do whatever you want for me I'm not going to hate you because besides that you are stupid you are a tool of God God is sending you to do all these things I don't hate you I don't hate anyone in this world I wish good even to my enemies believe it or not because my enemies are controll by God I have no control here and I'm excluding now terrorists Kamas I'm not praying for them okay but I am praying for them to be to be removed but what do I need to do to connect to Israel is stop hating you don't have to like you don't have to like me that's what I tell the people who attack me you don't have to like me just don't hate me don't comment stupid things on my videos cuz you're writing L and don't hate me because you are carrying hate in you and you are poisoning yourself off you don't have to like me or love me or agree with me just don't hate me and the story I have to understand we have to understand that the true true love that I want to reach I'm I'm not even talking about this right now I don't think we're in that level I don't think that our nation our our our entire human race is ready for that level of we're going to have to go through a few other slaps to our face to be ready to start applying their true aat is that I think will come in the next day right now there's not aat is I don't agree with that theat Isel is between two people who who know each other so theat is within the group within the family within the neighborhood but on the longer age do me a favor I talk to thousands of people I travel all over the world I speak and and and interact with thousands of people my gauge of monitoring information is way more than many other people yesterday I answered I'm just telling you yesterday was a busy day but in regards to production wasn't that busy yesterday I answered 136 questions that came in through emails and whatsapps that's it you know much time that takes even if it's 1 minute for one answer that's 136 minutes that's already 2 and 1 half hours and answer doesn't take a minute some is typing some is recording and what's 136 messages you know how much how many messages I get a day sometimes it's 5,000 a day I don't even process the messages the true the true love to somebody else and that's why I'm telling you that and I know I know people don't like hearing it and I know it sounds like I'm very negative I'm not negative when I say there's no about is I know it sounds negative and I S I know it sounds like as if I'm bringing bad energy to the world I'm talking negative people tell me you should talk more positive and I talk in English and in Hebrew that's the two languages I talk I don't talk negative positive there's no language like that the true true love to another person unconditionally is that you have the desire and you do fulfill the needs of another person and you want for that other person that their life should be good when you don't even know the person it doesn't matter the person did good to you the person did bad to you you never saw the person it's all equal should be in your eyes if it's not not equal in your eyes you're not in the level of because if it's not equal in the eyes then my wife which I love then my to her is in levels that you can't imagine of course I will take care of her needs of course I will pray for her needs but that's my wife if I don't see my wife equal to you then I don't really have theat Isel I love my wife as my wife that's a whole different thing but in regards toat is my wife and you have to be in the same level and if the people around me are not in the same level you don't have thatat is if I'm treating theat is according to how much I like you then that's not is I'm just treating you according to how much I like you you I like a lot I treat you nice you I don't like I don't treat you nice therefore you don't have the right is is that I see all the people equal my child My Flesh and Blood my enemy I'm not talking about about Kamas right now I'm talking about another Jew that is slandering me or cheating me or misusing my my me and then a person that I don't even know all three have to be in the same level same level means that I want to help them the same way and I will help them the same way and I don't say oh you have a preference over the other that's the real is that's why we didn't reach it I have tons of is to the ones I like to the ones I teach to the ones I get along with do you ever see me argue with you you ever see me yell at you you ever curse you no we you students here I see all the time of course I have is to you not in the same level that I have is to my kids or my wife or my parents therefore my level of Isel is not perfect and the question is you see two wounded people on the floor that need your help one is a tone stranger and one is your mother who do you help you run to help your mother and the story that's where is is not align the right way now I'm not telling you not to run and help your mother I'm just giving a very vulgar example that you run to help what you like what you appreciate what you benefit from now start helping what you the complete opposite then you can come and talk to me about is since we cannot talk about is let's talk about I'm telling you I'm not in the level of of the b or many others oh I have years away before I will get to that level I can declare I have is I have many people who attack me why you saying we don't have is I have a lot of is yeah to your neighbor to your child and to your mother and to your cousin come to my territory for one day let's see how muchat Isel you're going to have when people don't agree with you and people Mock You So if we're focusing on the opposite on the baseless hate I have very simple advice to you don't hate that's it you solve the problem now you're connected to Hashem you connected to the on all three levels to Hashem is through accept everything with with great happiness and and joy and be thankful and be and be appreciative the next you need to connect to the Tor I'm not expecting you tomorrow to buy and start learning but you have to learn Torah in a very deep way and if you're doing right now classes find once a week that you take a book that is a little bit difficult to understand I will recommend the duty of the hearts or the right the path of the righteous they're difficult books they're not easy books if you can find something with commentary great but make yourself a challenge that you learn Tor real deep deep I mean that you bring yourself to understand it without somebody explaining it to you you know that I would I learned t for about three or four years I thought I understood I understood the concept I understood the text I understood many things but I didn't really understand it took me I think 3 4 years to get to a point that one day I was learning I didn't get it I repeated and went back and read and I really like having a hammer and a chisel banging in a cement wall that you bang a little bit of dust comes out that's the metaphor of how I saw my learning banging and banging and nothing happens ah if you take now a 10 kilo hammer and a steel chisel and you start banging the wall you break the wall you want to see results three or four years I didn't see any result nothing in my learning till one day I probably got so upset that I gave one strong hit on the Chisel and then I understood it by myself and I could not believe that I understood it I was like I I got so excited I was able to understand the concept by myself and I read it over and I read it again and how did I want to know that I really understood it that I went to explain it Einstein says if you can't explain it to your four-year-old you didn't understand it yourself that's the point that something broke in the cppi and I started understanding and I understood that my understanding is not coming from a person that will explain my understanding is coming from within from my the understood it I broke the kipa I revealed it I understood it you know what a uh I was about to say tan you know what a pleasure the the in your mind the the the the excitement you have to experience it to understand what it means that's why you can understand some people that are Scholars that they don't need any about the Tor they're getting their excuse my language they're getting their ecstasy from the Tor not from anything else and they're in a high like on a drug so what do you do on tubish first of all go to my website at.org for/ Tu bishvat and you'll find there everything that you need to do in tubish there's certain prayers to say there's aish to do I'm not going to explain one word on it right now because I gave many classes about that go to the website of.org tuat you have all all the information there we do a certain s for tubish some do the short one some do the long one the long one takes a long time the short one is short as it sounds you can find both of them on my website download PDFs you can download everything do the sale you have to do the sale it's simple if you do the short version will take you 10 minutes not more I made it easy for you download everything from my website you have everything in PDFs what you need to read when you need to read and what you need to do that's the minimum of the minimum the minimum tomorrow we're going to have another class before toat I'll just remind you briefly the things that you need to do it's not a hard holiday you need to go out and buy figs and and pomegranates and whatever you need to buy some people do a big settle for for Tu bishvat I'll give you in a secret if you do the S of tbat as serious as that you do on P you'll be good you'll have a very good year because you're doing what's supposed to be done on tubish so what to do physically on tubish go to the website that I just told you to my web page or come tomorrow I'll give you a quick refreshment H to what needs to be done and there's things that needs to be done certain prayers the s p where we eat H different types of fruit with certain blessings and we quote things that's what you need to do that means you need to get aligned or to to get connected to the light that is shining on that day I told you in the beginning I need to align myself where the light is not the light needs to be aligned to me so in two days I need to position myself where the light is going to hit the most through the rituals that I need to do and then of course if you do that and you don't make the next step you you did good but everything that I told you now you either watch the video again 10 times or either write it in notes and you need to start going one step after the other to understand what do I need to do I have now the opportunity for great change I explained that took me another two hours to explain to you the opportunity but but what do I do person a says my change in life is I want to find a spouse another person will says my change in life is I need TOA I need livelihood every person in their life is the change is different some person is not par not health or anything just coping with depression coping with anxiety coping with the loss of a loved one every person has a different thing to deal with to is when you can rejuvenate and start but now will come the million dollar question what are you going to do with that what are you going to do in two days are you going to do something or not if you're just going to read the sish and read a few that needs to be read on that day okay very nice you tuned yourself into the light you'll get your shef you'll get might affect you in some way or another but you're missing all the point the point is that if you want to go to the next step I told you you need to know let go of the previous step and if you don't let go you will never grow and every person that I see that has issues with taking themselves to the next level cuz they don't know how to let go from the level before very simple that can be a person that hurt you can be a person that used you a person that stole from you can be an incident that you not willing to forgive and many other things you're just not willing to let go so what I would recommend besides what needs to be done on the day that's a whole different thing follow the L the the website go see learn get educated but what you need to do on tuat is you need to take a time can be Wednesday night can be Thursday Day this year will be Wednesday and Thursday Shalom if mashia won't come in the next year then you might see this next year it will be different days this year is Wednesday and Thursday there are different opinions when is the best time to do the SED some do it at night on Wednesday some do it around M time on on Thursday afternoon there's different times each one you consult your your guide your Rabbi when is the best time to do it I do it in the afternoon of Thursday around the time of of the end ofish but nevertheless what you need to do on that day for 5 minutes or one hour or whatever it takes is to review the information that I told you now and to summarize it into one word maybe you know maybe I'll do that for you to make your life easy and I'll that I'll include in tomorrow's class about tuat uh five step things but what I told you I need to first of all relate with the concept of what I just talked now if you don't relate with what I just said the practice is not for you if you relate and you can H find one thing in your life that resembles what I just told you now then we can start okay once you found that one thing in your life and it can be five things in your life that resembles the examples that I gave if you don't find anything well you're doing pretty good you're doing pretty good go back to what you're doing and continue doing it you know the story that was once once the B used to travel a lot so one time he went to some Village and he inspired all the residents and learned with them and all that and in the morning he was about to leave the village so he goes on his little dingy a little boat another guy is like starting to roll the boat and they're on the lake and they're going in the water and they're in the middle of the water suddenly one guy had a question to the B and he grabs his prayer book and he starts running is is stop stop and he's running and running and running he wants to ask this question and then he gets to the boat and he tells to the BTO Rabbi yesterday you showed me in the Sid something I need to say right here what do I need to say looks at him and the guyy standing on the water the B was in a in a boat he ran on the water the B looks at him and says keep on doing what you're doing you're doing very good whatever you're doing keep on doing that he the person was so immersed in what the bmov taught him and what he needs to do he was running to the m he didn't even see the the water if things are good in your life and you have no complaints then I'll tell you what the B says keep on doing what you're doing right if everything is perfect in your life no complaints you're doing great can you teach me what you're doing and even if you can't teach me just keep on doing what you're doing when do you need to change when you're not running on water when things in life don't work out how you want them to work out and doesn't matter how much you're going to try to hide it everyone including me many things in their life are not running how they wish it would run whether it's relationship whether it's money whether it's Health whether it's spiritual growth maybe it's my own emotions that are completely out of control sadness depression anxiety fear there's not one person in this world that can tell you I don't know what you're talking about life is great now many people can tell you life is great but it doesn't mean they don't have challenges I want to make a sticker I'm not going to make a sticker but but I would like to make a sticker which I sh I think it's a very good I told it to my kid the other day they got it cuz you know what kids say all the time mothers of you will understand kids say all the time it's not fair what why did he get one more it's not fair so a lot too long ago my daughter also said something not fair and I wanted to actually scream at her how dare you say it's not fair you have a bed you have nice clothes you have food you have toys you have a a I wanted to like go out at her like how dare you I don't want to hear this it's not fair anymore look how you live instead of that I told her you know you're right life is not fair and she looked at me like she's only 8 years old so she looked at me like she was expecting a different answer but I told you you know life is not great not fair but it's still great that's it that was my answer life is not fair but it's still good that's it life is good I'm asking you a real question life is good no no no I want you I want to hear you saying life is amazing not life is amazing that's what I want to hear yeah I have a lot of challenges definitely not fair but it's still good I'm here I can breathe I can do M can you do no can you do ch going to in no this is the best place the challenges are the best things that in your life all your headaches are the best things in your life if you look at them as challenges then they're challenges if you're looking at them as steps to take you to the next level life is not fair but it's still good life is good I I listen I have challenges more than you by the way I know it looks like my life is easy I have very ER interesting life okay and I'm good with that I'm not [Music] complaining so you want to get to a point that life is good it doesn't mean you're not going to have challenges it doesn't mean you're not going to have disagreements and arguments and disappointments and then you can say life is not fair I will tell you you're right life is not fair but it's still [Music] good so what you need to do on on on a on a tubish is to take everything that I just told you and internalize it in a way that you can use this day as a launcher like a rocket launcher that will send you to a completely different level whole different starts but you're going to have to watch the video again cuz I don't think you two hours of information but when it comes to focusing my energy what needs to be done on Tuesday on a Thursday on tubish go to the to the website download the PDF read it and do it do it you know copy it then you'll do good you did most of what you need to do inish but Onish you need to understand that that's your starting point you can pass that 24 hours and say say okay I missed I'll say okay I have an opportunity to change anything and everything on this day what do I need to do I told you tells you where will the help come from from how do I connect to I told you you have to connect to is which means that you have to make that already decision on that day how am I connecting to hasem how am I connecting to the Torah and how am I connecting to isra what am I practic what am I doing what am I going to do from today to apply these three you apply all these things everything that I told you I know it's a long class just apply everything you hit the tubish nail on the head and then you start the process P you will see you'll have great success in what you did it's not going to remove the challenges it doesn't mean that if you do a all the challenges here will stop it doesn't mean that at all but if you're applying number one in connecting to a through hasem then you accept everything in happiness like I told you with great joy then you go back to the to practice what you're doing you have here enough information and tools what to do to understand how can I outgrow this challenge I'll give you one example out of many on myself and then we can conclude if I look at my life I would look now at all the difficult things in my life that I will consider as challenges one of them is like everybody money everybody needs money some people can live off 5,000 shekels a month some people need much more I have seven kids I need a lot of money so as everybody I have the challenge of how am I making money it doesn't make me depressed doesn't make me worried it doesn't make me upset but it's a challenge it's on a I call it on a low burner it's cooking there but more than that I have seven kids I have to take care of seven kids I have a wife I have family students business have so many things in my daily life that I can call them challenges I'm not saying negative right now I'm just calling them challenges something that causes me to be on my best behavior when I'm on vacation you know that in the summer let me give you a more clear example in the summer I wanted to take on vacation my family we couldn't go on vacation for different reasons uh then I decided to make the vacation at home I told the kids we cannot go physically on the to the place of vacation let's have a vacation at home so we would wake up later we go to the beach go to the pool go hiking whatever so we had a vacation but still in the home and what I noticed that when you are on vacation it doesn't matter if it's in your home or if you're in Hawaii in on vacation you by default a little bit more laidback and a little bit more relaxed and you don't deal with your daily things that you doal on a daily base so I noticed that I was less angry less agitated less uh you know with the kids I'm on vacation but the reality is is that how I'm on vacation has to be every day but more than that what it re what it made me realize being on vacation in the summer that my daily challenges that's the steps of my spiritual growth without my regular challenges I cannot be the man I'm supposed to be and if I need to grow spiritually every day every week every month every year everything that God is dishing out to me that's the steps that's why I told you accept everything with great joy how can I not accept it with great joy you know the other day I had to deal with something with my kid the whole day was spent on that I did not work I missed the Min of I had to pray in the street uh the whole day was I came home 7:8 in the evening what a what a waste of a day didn't pray I didn't learn I didn't work I I the whole day was I was concentrated what I had to do with my with my son normal reaction being upset being disappointed screaming at the sun you see because of you I wasted my day the right attitude as like I told you accepting everything that was the energy of the day that was was supposed to be done that day nothing else was supposed to be done that day nothing would be be achieved that day but that thing that was supposed to be done that day cuz that's the energy of the day and that's the step of me growing greater because I focused on that challenge that seems to me irrelevant to my life cuz when I'm looking at the challenge that I had with my boy last week that I'm talkinging you about in my mind let me paint to you the my minda needs to prepare now classes I need to be sitting in my desk and learning cuz I need to prepare classes and I have funkos to answer and I have this to take care of that's yeah now when I'm being taken away from that then I start getting upset I get angry but whoever took me away from that I get impatient that's where you lose your mad you have to understand you have say that day I removed everything I called everyone that I needed to interact with say I can't talk today I'm not available that day I am not going to learn my four hours of Torah today I'm not going to learn I'm going to learn 15 minutes and that's that's my time I'm not going to learn I'm not going to pray Naman today so I can appreciate the next time I pray in Aman and to give me more inspiration to run to Aman but my focus was not on I'm missing on what can be achieved in the situation that God put me in against my will you understand the differences instead of complaining instead of being upset instead of being angry instead of being angry at my kid for doing whatever he did that I had to spend all instead of being angry at the entire world I understood that this day I'm not the regular alone anava today I'm Aba you understand the difference now now right now you know who I am RAB you know that in 5 minutes I'm finishing the class I'm going to go home I'm going to be ABA that's it cuz I have to go pick up my girl she calls me ABA I'm not RAB ABA for my 8-year-old and then in the evening I'm meeting a friend I'm not RAB I'm alone he tells me straight out I'm not your fan I'm not okay I'm not inventing her my best friend I'm not going to meet him tonight but I'm just saying in the order when I meet him he tells me I'm you're not my Rabbi he's like I'm a friend I'm not I don't I'm not your fan I don't listen to your classes I don't learn from you you're not my Rabbi you are my friend you are alone so in the afternoon I'm Raba different responsibility different attitude different words everything in 10 minutes this shirt goes off a different shirt goes on and suddenly I'm not RAB anava I'm alone anava I'm not even alone ABA I'm ABA so I change completely and then in the evening suddenly I'm alone and then if I talk to my mom then I'm alone and then if I talk to my wife then I'm not going to tell you the nickname my wife calls me but I'm not I'm which means I have to adjust according to the light you are the light right now you are now the student I have to adjust myself to the light I need to speak words that you can understand if this class now would be different different people the words would be different if it would be tall secular people I I I my my class is totally different same same topic tot different words now imagine I'm sitting in a class with rabbis who are 20 years learn it in the Tor and I have to give her a class do you think you getting it how they're getting it no that's a 10-minute class cuz I don't have to explain everything that I explain to you I just say the concepts I can just say one verse I gave a class not too long ago ER it was for young men who learned K all in their 30s and 40s you're talking about men they were either born religious so they grew up in or most of their life they're learning T and I had to prepare a certain class and to give it was a private class there men I came home and I told my wife it's the easiest classes to teach these guys I don't have to prepare anything I don't have to explain anything they get what I say right away I don't have to I just say the verse to you if I mention a verse I told you a verse from coet so I have to tell you there is a verse in the book of coet coet is ecclesiastics and chapter 2 verse 13 and the translation I wasted 5 minutes to that group I just say they know exactly Which chapter it is who said it and why that's it so the class is shorten to the point so I have to adjust myself like I told you in the beginning of the class I have to adjust to the light with you I'm Raba in 10 minutes I'm ABA I have to be with an year old girl whole different energy different person it's a different person you won't recognize Rabbi and ABA when I'm ABA that's it you know it's a total different individual so I change myself according to the situation so I don't look at my daily activities as challenges I'm looking at as my steps of what needs to be done so by default you don't get upset the day when I went with my that I'm telling you about that day was not I didn't pray I prayed on the highway I couldn't find the I didn't learn T came home very late I learned the minimum of the minimum so that day wasn't prayer well and wasn't Torah well am I going to Gom I'm not going to go to Gom for that Shem sometime wants me to take a so I can Ascend to understand get the right perspective and appreciation you know that most men don't appreciate when they pray inan they just go cuz they're ordered to and they have to and the peer pressure they don't want the neighbors to see where were you in the minan I don't know many men who have the attitude of saying I'm so lucky I can playan you know who who are the men who say that men who live in Little Rock Arkansas and they get to a minan once a month I used to pray somewhere where I lived there was one guy an Israeli who drove three hours to pray with us ones where he was he would drive 3 hours to pray with us you know how much he appreciated The minan Men Who pray in minan don't appreciate the fact that they pray in a minan they take it for granted now pray two three daysan suddenly you get your your perspective the right way so when I fail in something like that and I'm telling you I didn't find it I prayed on the highway I stopped the car saw the sun I had to pray on the highway I got upset I I pray I didn't pray good it was fast it was annoying I knew I'm I'm I'm but instead of getting angry upset and disappointed the complete opposite that's the will of hem hasem wanted me to pray on the highway Hashem wanted me to work harder in my concentration Hashem wanted me to realize the value of aanem wanted me to teach me a lesson to appreciate the minan I don't look at that as my downfall I look at that as my step how do I get better and stronger so all day long we are dealing with challenges some people they drown in their challenges they can't deal with it if you're that person this class is not only an emergency you need to apply many more things but if your life is normal by chaotic which is most people then you need to go by the order what I'm telling you here and then you see that life becomes a a lot of challenges but it's not chaotic sometimes when I come home and again I can only give you examples on myself it's not being it's not showing off it's not I'm trying think that I'm something I'm I'm giving you an example on myself if you want volunteer three people I'll lock you in a house for five months and I'll give examples on you I can't do that I give examples on myself many many times I want my day to go a certain way and all day long will come another challenge after another to throw me off my focus and the challenges they need to be dealt with suddenly something in the school of this child suddenly something in this situation if you're accepting it as tests and and as let me say it the other way if you're not accepting that it's all from hasem you get angry upset disappointed not productive and so forth if you understand that that's the Maze of the day then you just focus how to find find your way out and you don't get impressed by the situations the right way of dealing is it I told you already when you wake up in the morning and you sit on your bed and you say sit another 5 minutes or 2 minutes or one second after and meditate Hashem what do I need what do you want from me today if you're doing it it with true request Hashem will show you what he wants from you today he will show you if he wants from you patience that day how you'll walk on the floor and you'll step on some toy of your kid ah instead of screaming of the kid patience patience so Hashem will show you that day what he wants from you if you are very in tuned does hasem want me to work on patience today then my La my wife will lash at me my kids will do something that will drive me nuts every person that I meet will drive me to a point that I'm losing my patience if I'm on the on top of the game then I see it coming and I'm like no it's not going to work for you I'm not losing my patience so every day is a completely different Dynamic every day different energy different time different energy follow everything that I tell you every day even if you're not focusing on something big every day you'll see that you're handling your challenges with great success which will give you time to handle everything else that you need to handle and needless to say make you much more calm much more happy much more content much more satisfied with your own actions much less judgmental on yourself and many other good things so to include like I told you I think what I'll do is tomorrow I'll do a very short class 5 minutes summarizing the physical things that you need to do Onish if you want go now to.org you'll find it all there organize in order one thing after the other what to do it don't have to even work too hard everything you click on it will Download a pdf with what you need to read and do it tomorrow today or tomorrow so you can already prepare and saying ah the prayer will do at night the S will do afternoon prepare don't come the last time last year I remember 2 hours before the end of tubish I got 500 calls can I still do the S do I do why are you getting ready now to is in two days get ready now not in two days and call me an hour before Sunset do is pomegranate enough or do I need also figs why you asking me that now I I give a good explanation download the PDF or go to the website read everything prepare go tomorrow buy all the food that you need to night you need to buy pomegranates and figs and dates and all the seven species and but take it serious I guarantee to you I guarantee follow everything that I said and apply that on to Bish and every day after that I guarantee you you're going to be much more successful in everything that you do you'll reach to a much higher spiritual level you'll find that life is not as difficult as you thought it is you'll understand clearly that the difficulties in your life are designed specifically for you to make you the person you're supposed to be any anger and frustration involved in it you are missing the point has to be complete calmness when you deal with your challenge then you see what you need to do there's no anger involved there's no disappointment involved there's no Pride involved now you have the opportunity look what an opportunity you have in two days in the 15th day of shat of opening for you all the paths of success in everything that you need to do and I'm excluding the fact that it doesn't mean your life will get better doesn't mean that after toat you'll win $10 million and you'll be sad financially and Prince Charming is going to come on a white BMW and everything will be great and Torah will just be flying everywhere you'll be sitting and learning Torah you don't even know have to open the book and you get the the Torah like Neil knif will never be like that life is designed to be challenges life is designed go to the hospital now look at a person who's connected to a monitor how do you know the person is alive it goes up goes down goes up goes down that's the sign of life when is the sign of death when Flatline nothing moves so when your life goes up and down you're living be happy but Every Breath You Take is good are you monitoring Every Breath You do no this wasn't a good breath now that was a good one that was a good one no no no no no no life is not fair but life is very [Music] good