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[Music] sh what up everybody uh this is going to be a very uh important class and it's going to be short I know you're like yeah yeah his short is 3 hours this class is short I'm flying in a few hours so it's going to be short so first of all most uh important uh for the ones who are on the video listening in a few hours I'm taking off leaving our lovely country to the stinky United States and many ask me why you go so I'm not going because uh I'm missing something over there it's because 5 years I couldn't go now I can go doors are open there's millions of Jews there that H they need to get a little slap to their face so I volunteer to the job I'm starting in New York New Jersey Los Angeles Las Vegas Phoenix Dallas Houston Denver Miami and many others so it was very very very powerful strong lectures I highly recommend if you are in from these cities to come and visit so since I'm leaving in a few hours and I'm uh clearing my day to give a class I think this is the should be the red light that the class is important if it wouldn't be important I wouldn't bother myself a few hours before flight but uh a I'm not going to be teaching here the whole summer only going to be teaching in the states uh a lot of the lectures in the states are repetitive because it's different cities so there's not a lot of videos going to go up online so at least that I have some H H strong message for you to hold till we meet next time I don't need to explain and to add and to er er repeat and all the rest about what's going on in the world okay we had a lot of classes in the last few months besides you have two eyes you see what's going on how you perceive what's going on that's a whole different thing but you see what's going on now I'm not talking right now uh globally not any person sees that the world is not doing that great even if you're not looking in Messianic glasses or lenses right even if you're just a regular person that lives your life you see the world is a is a mad house now when it goes down to your personal life there's not one person right now in the world that is not going through a uh a roller coaster of issues some people will say yeah I have some challenges but it's nothing to be excited from that's a good attitude but the reality is that most people there's maybe a fraction of a few that might be an exception but the reality is that most people are going through a roller coaster of issues challenges and situations that in many cases can't even handle on the outside everybody looks okay they smile to you everything looks fine on the outside on the inside what's going on starting with challenges of health of in belief in livelihood marital issues singles can have kids kids are problematic I mean everybody has a handful of of Adventures and nobody can say oh no I'm I'm fine everything doing great and like I told you there will be an exception of people telling everything is doing great yeah yeah I see the chaos but I'm I'm fine and like I told you these are either very blessed people with good attitude or they're completely ignorant they don't even know what's going on but the reality is that I might miss one but the majority of the ones who are listening right now are hand juggling a few difficulties challenges and issues in their life right now and maybe now they have a 3 months break but 3 months ago was issues and three months from now the reality is that everybody everywhere in the world is going through a lot of different challenges and everyone in the area where it's the hardest for them and all day long they're literally from one challenge to another to another problem to another and beside what I just said and that the world looks like it's falling apart we are also acquainted to most people some people don't see that but most people realize already that we don't have leaders we don't have governments we don't have anything at this point we're already kind of proven and doesn't matter which country it is doesn't matter it's Israel America it's everywhere everyone can see and doesn't matter which opinion they're holding you see that our leadership is all corrupt if if it's in Israel everything is corrupt everything like not even one thing that is like you can say it's a there's honesty here and other way in the world it's everywhere so people who their head is screwed very well to their shoulders they see we see what we're dealing with you see exactly what you're dealing with not should you have anything to do you have no power and you have no means or any option of what doing but at least you recognize that so saying in other words if I have to title the last five minutes in one sentences the world is being governed by the mid of right the world is being governed with judgments I mentioned many times say that refers to the 70s and the 80s we are right now in the 80s not in the 1980s rough rather in the T Sheen pay which means that we are in the 80s in the Ann in the in the in the 10 years right now of the calendar last decade we were in the 70s right and then on I explained many times that in the 70s we still had the opportunity to bring the Redemption in a nice way with with kindness with Mercy but once we hit the 80 years means the the 80s will be 10 years a decade of means that everything is dealt with judgment everything is dealt with severity and the mercy and the kindness is barely seen and you see it in front of your eyes you see that the is dealing with us with a lot of judgments whether you see it or not then I'm telling you that's the situation but the world right now is being controlled governed everything with the angle of severity of judgments of it seems like there's no love no mercy no patience which who am I to argue I'm on Hashem side I I don't understand how it didn't come 10 years ago but hasem knows what he's doing so the fact is to make a long story short right now when I say the world is being governed and controlled by the energy that comes from the world above The Godly light that comes from comes through the SPH of it comes in a restricted way not in a way of abundance rather in a way of restriction and that translates into judgments imagine our loving father the child H does one thing he does some damage the father tells him stop doing that he's not screaming he's not yelling it's not angry just tell don't do that now that another time another time another time after four or five times the father already doesn't have the patience anymore and at this point he says okay you're going to do it one more time I'm going to punish you the kid does it another time so this time he punishes him the kid is shocked what the last seven times you didn't punish me well the father says well I also have red lines you cross too many lines now you're going to get your punishment so what are you why are you wondering Hashem gave us Decades of warnings and nobody seems to pay attention so okay now I'll get your attention so again whether you accept it see it or want to realize that the world is being controlled by judgments if you don't feel it I think you need to seek some more spiritual guidance so what's the point of the class that I want to make tonight is that if we going to need to deal with the judgments as they are we're not going to be able to deal with it because it's going to become stronger and stronger and stronger we're not just not going to be able to deal with it so what do you do so so the point that I want to make in this class is how to sweeten the judgments the judgments are not going anywhere but you can sweeten the judgments now we have to understand that uh there's a lot of talk that you hear it from many politicians from many other people the concept the the term New World Order okay we spoke about it many times no big news but what is important news is to understand is the only one who's coming to make a new world order is hasem not anything else not governments not individuals the only one who's coming to change the order of the world is AEM he's telling it to us in many different hints and he's proving it to us right now by breaking everything's Foundation Finance security faith anything that you look at theem is pulling the carpet under the feet so our entire reality is going to be questionable including my faith in Hashem and including in the faith of myself but when my ground is shaking and there's no stability in the ground I'm standing on which is done deliberately whyem then I would lose my my my focus and then the chaos in my life starts and the worst of all that it can reach reach to a point that I start questioning God and by the way we all question God don't don't raise your hand and say you're the one who don't question God you question God and don't worry if you don't question him now he's going to bring you to your knees very soon and let's see then if you're going to question him or not what we seeing right now in the world that's not even the promo of the promo of the what's going to may be going to happen this is just like warming up the engines so you have to understand that Hashem is coming into the world says I'm doing a new world order here I'm changing everything I'm going to break every Foundation you have in this world that you will be insecure you have nobody to trust and the react the result is going to be that you are going to end up on your knees begging for mercy I said that many years ago now now what's important to know is if you want to use the term New World Order and when I told you the master of the universe hasem is the one who's going to do a new world order not anybody else but you have to understand and remember something that most people don't realize when I do mitv when I'm attached to Hashem when I learn tah when I do what hasem wants me to do I am making such a revelation a revolution sorry in my own body and soul that I'm making a new world order in my own in my own life and eventually my Behavior will affect the rest of the world one person can affect the rest of the world you don't need so many people remember I told you a few years ago when we started the 40-day journey I quoted the all that says we don't need so many people we need one million of people that's it bring one milon of 10 men that's it they can do everything by themselves we don't need the entire world of course let go find these 10 men but in the meantime we need as much as power as possible but the reality right now and again I'm making a very general Overlook don't attack me and tell me it's not true when it comes to you the reality right now that most of us like I mentioned before is juggling a few things at the same time that are bothering you usually in most of the cases the dominating one is money everybody's now is financially stressed one way or another and again with an exception then when it comes to health and then the rest of the things dealing with your children drilling with your spouse marriages divorces non-marriage not children the the regular things then it goes into a more deeper level that it starts affecting my emotions that my situation right now is so overwhelming that my emotions are imbalanced I'm Moody I'm angry I'm depressed I sleep I'm awake I can't think can't focus freaking out at every person that looks to me the wrong direction and then it goes on and on and on it gets to a point that most people you know again in public they hold themselves they come out they dress they put makeup they get dressed all nice hello how are you I'm doing great joking how are you but really deep down inside take a break there's some of the people on the verge of breaking down completely all he need is another missile another news or something going on in their life and they can't take it now it's not that I'm assuming I'm telling you this based on the thousands of people that I meet talk and see every day all day long as I mentioned many times in my lectures I never get an email or a WhatsApp or any type of message Rabbi I just wanted to inform you everything is going great thank you so much every I never get such a message come and look at my sister system we get thousands of messages every day I'm not exaggerating thousands combin in emails WhatsApp SMS Facebook Instagram not one message of somebody telling me good news all the messages is the problems that you're like the poor girls that are reading the emails I don't read the emails I can't read these millas I read two lines I get already dizzy the poor ones who are reading it you just cry just to read the the situation so my clear assumption in I don't need to assume I see people's faces I feel People's Energy everybody's on the verge of cracking down for one thing or another and again there are some strong people and that they're by the way doing what I'm about to say without even noticing that they're doing and that's releasing some of the pressure but the sad reality is that what we are all experiencing now in a personal level that's nothing prepare take a deep breath and that's why I wanted to do this class now because the summer is going to be hard so you can need a deep breath to hold to the the wave and the other wave and the other wave that hasem is bringing and it's nothing to do with you by the way I'll I'll I'll touch that in a second it's what hasem wants to do and the reality like I told you you one person could say oh I I don't have Financial issues oh I'm happily married but you might have one or two or three good things here this is hashem's like bonus he gives you a few good things in your life so you're completely not going to break I'm not talking about the people that I can't even find one thing that is good in their life what they're dealing with each one whatever they can handle and again depending on the personality and the level of belief and the level of observance then also lays off doesn't put so much pressure but the reality and like I told you with a small exception everybody's dealing with a lot of hardship and with very big things so like I told you the is coming to make a new order it seemed to him that in the last 2,000 years nothing really changed so when a method doesn't work you try another method so and right now it's very obvious that the is right before the end he's preparing the world for whatever he wants it to happen now we have to understand and remember that even when AEM slaps you across your face as strong as it seems to you that he can then he Stills enlivens you and gives you power so Hashem is very unhappy with you right now because you gossip because you slander because you desecrate jaad because you look to the wrong direction you desecrate the breit you lie you cheat you steal and the list just goes on and I don't care if on the right you are like 95% great you have 5% that is rotten your that 95% great is not that great anymore and right now Shem is focusing on the 5% that is not great but the reality is that each and every one of us we're maybe 20% good 80% not that great so you have to understand that when you're doing something not so great 20 30 years ago there was so much Mercy that the K like a loving father like okay okay so you're desecrated Shabbat again okay next time next time I'll wait for you next time at this point I'm already telling you straight out there is no patience and no mercy you you the more the time predes the reaction comes right away 20 years ago you would fail you would feel the mercy nothing happened cuz really nothing happened hasm gave you another chance and another chance do Chua do cha I'll give you another chance now you see you you go the wrong way you get a slap right away to the face it's only hasem is not telling you please maybe he's right away putting you on the on the spot the sad reality is most people don't know how to read the signs they're going through tons of chaotic situations or tons of challenges they don't they don't even make know how to make the connections they blame it on the entire world my financial situation my boss by this my partner my Safta it's not nothing it's AEM it's everything is AEM all your problems is AEM it's not your wife it's not your husband it's not how you look it's not the lack of money it's not anything it's only Hashem Hashem is writing and designing every issue that you need to deal with that's what I told you we all question Hashem so just remember that even when Hashem is already fed up and he had it up to here and he slaps you across the face when you cross a line just remember that he's the one who's ening you that same second and when sometimes hasem Clos a door in your face you were waiting for that promotion you were waiting for that new apartment you were waiting for whatever and slams it in your face and you're so angry and so disappointed why couldn't you help me with this one well first of all you're starting to question Hashem as I said before but even when AEM is taking away your par and taking away your date and taking away your sanity or whatever it is is and you're starting to question hasem don't forget for one second that even in that time he's the one who's giving you air he's the one who's giving you life so even when you feel the punishment of hasem for whatever you did just know that he's still in living you so that's not a punishment he's just educating you now there is a concept we learned about it a few years ago I will explain about it very shortly the term is called m zedon m Zim is referred to the water of the floods of Noah if you hear the term M zon it's referring to the floods of Noah because they were zon means not positive it has a different meaning but I'll choose to say not positive because the water water wasn't positive it destructed everything destroyed everything everything was underwater Etc the balat explains in in one of his m one of his discourses that when it's talking about a it's referring to our challenges in our day-to-day life that every day we have challenges one day the challenge is to deal with the municipality and next day he dealing with the bank and the next day is dealing with the law and the fourth day this and every day there's something you constantly dealing with things and many of it is your livelihood and many of it is raising kids and family and so forth this is what he calls Meson the the like water that is washing you but not in a positive way it's coming to you like as they say in English when it rains it poures or poures it rains water that it's not coming in a positive way like the flood so there is the concept that when even the entire head is in the mind Zim so first of all uh spiritually what it means that your head is overwhelmed with challenges and trouble that's what it means when your head is completely in the water now when your head is completely in physical water you can't breathe you can breathe for a minute I mean you can you hold your breath for a minute that's it or two or half a minute but really even when we are poured and we're troubled to a level that my head is like in the water that all day long my head is ping pong no rest for one moment cuz all day long another phone call another problem another message even though the is still giving you the oxygen to breathe a little bit so according to Nature if a person puts his head in the water he has no oxygen which is the power of existence right but I will contradict and I will tell you that even according to Nature when a person puts his head in water I'm not talking right now metaphorically what I'm telling you that the whole head is in the water meaning your head is doesn't have a moment of rest but nevertheless even when your whole head is in water if Hashem wants he's going to give you oxygen you want me to prove it to you I'm sure you can prove it to me I'll give you 3 seconds to think about it and you'll come up with the answer very fast I'm talking of course of Y the prophet he lived under the water right so if it says it in the tanak it means that the can do that correct that's it so I have proof to you that if hasem wants a person to breathe under water he makes it breathe under the water and they prove to that that yonah Jonah oron whatever you say it in English lived under water and not only that he lived under water he lived in a whale and was alive and then of course he got spit out and and you know the whole story so there is a verse in chapter 89 sorry 89 98 99 uh sorry I'm 89 P it sorry I'm just putting all my thoughts together by the way everything that I'm summarizing for you now to make the story short I'm reading from a cont from the zor I'm narrowing down 6 hours to as H short as we can do this class going back to Capital H verse 10 it says translation you rule over the pride of the sea when it rises or when it raises it waves you humble them pretty simple verse to understand what the zor is about to explain to us the Z explains it in a much more mystical way first of all this the physical explanation is very simple the ocean the W waves go up right how did they say uh you rule over the pride of the sea so the sea has G the waves go up and hasem puts them down and he humbles and comes down the sea So it's mystically talking waves go up and down so constantly there are the name that are going up I lie I cheat I desecrate Shabbat I whatever I do I do something wrong a judgment goes up to the heavens I told you that many times the second that you do something negative you create an entity it create an angel that goes up to the heavens and prosecutes against you that's it doesn't matter who you are and by the way the Holier you are and the greater you are the persecution is greater but just that you know that you said something wrong came out of your mouth something minor right away there's a judgment you file the lawsuit in the heavens and if it's big no big lawsuits so constantly the denim are going up towards AEM what does hem do exactly like he humbles the waves of the sea then he lowers down these Denim and he sends back Mercy to the of because the they get attached to the and I'm not going to now explain the order of the how it works cuz it's it doesn't matter right now do explains that the go through up the they go all the way up to through the will bring down the all the way down to the and the will bring the the the the mercy to the and then the mercy comes down to the world that's what the zor explains which really what's going on with that since the Mal is going back to have no denim then the the the kipot that are attached to the they go back since they can't pull the anymore they go back to their Source that's the cabalistic explanation you don't have to follow it doesn't really it's not so important now what happens in a situation like that then the kipot go back to their Source because AEM sweetened the Judgment with mercy and suddenly something works out in your life and you don't even know how it so you're getting a little hug from AEM you don't know that it's AEM hugging you you just something worked out in your life you're like H what do you know it went through so that was a little bit of sweetening of judgment that came down to the world and it happens to be hasm gave you a little hug I know you're suffering right now and gave you a little kiss and something in your life worked out and we don't know who gave us this hug we don't realize that it came from Hashem whatever little help or a little bit of breath I I got to myself we don't connect that it's AEM and then what happens then what theor explains the judgments get sweetened okay I just saved you four pages in five minutes just that we understand the concept now let's go back to the the the what I told you with y Yi falls into the water it doesn't matter right now what he did what he didn't want to do it's not important for our example him falling into the water that represents the judgments like I told you the M he falls into the water the water is what represents what's holding theim but now comes the big wonder how come he doesn't die how come for the last 5,000 plus years every every person that falls in the water and drowns dies okay a few people that you able to resuscitate them and they're they're H back to life the majority of people who drown die so why what happened with yah and can you explain what happened here I know people will say well you know hasem wanted him to save the world and so he saved him okay I accept you're right Hashem wanted him to go to nve and and tell them to do chva to tell them hasem is going to destroy them yeah yeah I know the story you don't have to tell me I know the story like you but it still doesn't answer the question why yaa didn't die have you ever asked that beside okay wanted to do a miracle and to show the world how great he is why didn't you not die first of all there's an opinion that will disagree with it that says that yon did die he had a clinical death he was dead for three days and Hashem revived him that's one opinion so but how did yadin die we just read the verse hem controls how did it say in English he rule over the pride of the sea controls the world saved yah or really how would you explain that mid didn't touch y the attribute of judgment could not touch it that's the answer don't come to me like that how he didn't die the answer is clear the same way that when David wanted to kill David didn't stop learning T didn't stop learning T he says the second I stop learning Tor I'm a I'm a Target and he kept asking hasem just tell me the day I'm going to die first he asked him when am I going to die Hashem told him I'm not telling you that he told him just tell me the day he tell him told me that also but nevertheless in that respect with yah mid the attribute of judgment couldn't touch yah very simple now I want to know what he did what did you not do that the mid didn't touch him that it couldn't affect him to a point that he he he he didn't drown he lived under the water for 3 days so let me explain to you something very interesting there is a commentary on the zor and it's called Uh this is a a uh a book uh commentary on the zor from RAB Shimon Lai if you don't heard of you never heard of him that's okay nobody knows of him many do but most people don't know he is the first cabalist the first meal that we have commentary on the zor from he's the first comment on commentary on the zor and he lived about before thei I would say about I don't know exactly 500 600 years but he's before the time of the and the story of him goes that he lived in Spain like all the MIM and his dream was towards his end of his life to go and be buried in Isel so he went to do alyah to Isel so he went from Spain into Morocco into Tripoli and when he passed in Tripoli he to his shocked he saw that all the Jews there are aits there was no Torah there was no spiritual leadership nobody to lead the people thousands and thousands of Jews so he decided okay I'm not going to is I'm going to stay here he led the community there and he died there and he's buried there but nevertheless he's the first one that we have any commentary on the Z and unfortunately with all what was going on in the last few hundred years all the commentary is gone we only have commentary from him from the book of bit on the zor so ah and by the way he's the author of the song He's the author of the song that you all sing you don't even know who wrote it so now you know rabish Shimon Lei and if you want to look him up look the you write rabish Shimon La not much will come up the kmas that that's how he's the more known to if you put your hands on some of his book you'll enjoy good commentary but nevertheless uh he says as follows there is some type of a Spirit uh a Spirit Air that can penetrate into water and that it it's not according to the nature and then he had some add something unbelievable I I'm really curious to ask some zoologist olist about that that's the spirit and the air that gives air to all the creatures of the of the sea because fish breathe underwater that's the air that they get not like what I learned in biology in third grade that the air goes through whatever it's called here the fins and whatever reverse asmosis they have and well I don't even know the terms in English it's third grade but ology for me but here he comes and tells you there's special air a special spirit that hasem puts in the water that it's not according to Nature and that's what enlivens all the sea creatures fish and so forth and that's the spirit that kept yonah alive yonah went under the water and he suddenly breathes underwater how is he called the guy in Hollywood aqua man same idea just as he's not so uh muscular like the guy from Aquaman right y was a was a God-fearing Jew he didn't have big biceps but he became an Aquaman he goes into the water AEM puts to him a spirit of air that activates underwater and you're not just so so much talking about water I'm I want to drink some water taste the water of youra so what is the meaning of all this that excuse me that even if according to Nature you see that all hope is over all doors are all the opportunities are closed that's it Hashem can still send that little drop of air that little to sweeten the Judgment with all the with all the the concealment listen I've been to very difficult situations in my life that the concealment of Hashem was so thick that in in any reality there's no Hashem here and I've been to places in my life I can testify for what he says on what I'm doing I'm reading to you but I can testify for that I've been to places that has pushed me to such a corner that I knew there's no way out nothing from here can help me go nothing can that's it I'm done here and suddenly some light came out of nowhere I speak about it very vaguely in some of my classes the last few years happens to be that in the last few visits to the states I spoke about it a little bit more openly but this in this visit to the United States the residents of New Jersey New York Los Angeles and a few other cities we're going to be very blessed to hear from my own mouth my full story how I became religious now most people know that I came religious from the near experience as a result from taking way too much drugs that my heart just collapsed but most people don't ask how did he get to a point that you go to you get a near-death experience but you go leave college and you and you I was a criminal for 6 years but a heavy heavy heavy criminal so now is not the time to share the story but if you live in one of these great cities that I'm coming to come to one of the LI lecture it's that's in major all major cities that is one of the lectures but the reality is if you need to hear the title within two minutes to come to the lecture to get some information or to understand what I'm about to say that for about six and seven years I was a a a hardcore criminal I was a drug dealer i i i trafficked drugs I did a lot of very very illegal things and severe and and I mean I was involved in anything and everything I was wanted by the FBI by the da 3 years they were trying to hunt me down the Mexican cartel had a contract on my head tried to assassinate me I mean you can't even imagine what I went through and what lifestyle I led and eventually at some point Hashem said this is enough caus me to stop my my madness with the near-death experience but this is the most people know it's just the near-death experience a year after the nearth experience the D and the FBI caught up on me they arrested me they arrested me like Bin Laden you would see the arrest in the movies you don't see arrests like that helicopters in the air swats all around breaking into the house you can't even imagine how how I was arrested I I was arrested with 127 people at the same time can you imagine you know they arrested us all at the same moment in different states do you know how many how many forces so nobody will call the out and tell him being arrested right now we're all going to arrest it at the same time and shortly after I'm facing a an indictment with 49 counts Federal indictment I was looking at 40 years in jail no mercy no discounts no nothing and that was nothing they were informing the judge we're still investigating connections to drugs drug trafficking terrorism so sitting in jail for a year and a half still facing 40 years in jail I got out somehow I'm not going to tell you the whole story right now comeing to the lecture but I got out I'm telling you that 127 people were arrested half were is sitting in jail and Deport you know that so many of them are still sitting in jail half of my friends are still sitting in jail for that but why am I telling you all this don't to promote the lecture that you come and hear it because you need to hear the whole story to understand that after dealing with all this you know what was the verdict in my trial ,000 fine and a year probation when my indictment was asking 40 years in jail you have to hear the whole story because that's hashem's way that he can do this and he can do whatever he wants you have to hear all the details because then you really understand that when has wants to do something to change nature he can do whatever he wants up until today nobody understands you know the only ones who got out of this entire thing is me and my famous friend iik that foot fill in on me for the first time that you hear from all the stories the only two that did chuva but real Cha not like once a week like nothing ever happened nothing is made up you're going to go to look in all the files online I have everything to prove whatever I'm not I'm not making anything up it's not that I'm proud of what I'm saying but I'm telling you when it comes to Hashem I was facing 40 years in jail you can't get out of that if you have very good lawyers you'll be reduced to 20 I was against all ODS released even from jail for a year and a half they didn't bail me out because my case was connected to terrorism it was right before 9/11 and we they thought because I was trafficking people into the country into the United States I had an entire system to traffic people into the United States they were mainly Israelis and within 24 hours I got them through my washing machines they came out of the washing machine with a social security driver's license everything that you wanted a US citizen for a few thousand and many other things I'm telling you my indictment half the stuff I did didn't even know they didn't even put it on the indictment so why am I saying all this because there was no chance of me I already accepted that I'm going to be 40 years in jail in my mind I was like okay I'm going to 40 years Yesa I'll go out of jail with a beard till the floor and I'll learn I'll know the tal inside out what I'm going to do in jail I'll sit learn that my mind I was set that's it that's what I'm going to do now for 40 years AKA went for 40 years to Yesa I'm going TOA too 40 years I'm 28 now come out when I'm 68 68 you start your life what's 68 it's nothing she still have another 2 20 good years to live right when hasem wants to change nature nothing can stop him to things that you cannot understand or believe that cannot happen I'm telling you things that cannot happen after I got convicted my Lord told me don't get so happy because the second you go out of the courtroom the immigration will arrest you immigration never came years passed the immigration never came and years later when I requested a green card for my wife who was American blah blah blah and we went through years of torture finally when I sat down in front of the person who gave me the green card you know what he told me this is a this is a non Jew you know what he told me exact look at me he told me like that he was looking out for you that's that's what he did he was looking out for you he did it with his hand like that and he told me for 8 years your name was not in the computer no recollection your name disappeared from the system and somehow your name popped up now and the system generated uh an appointment for green card the guy's telling me he's going that he was like you weren't in the system if you were in the system you would be deported and Blacklist and never come back to this country so every part of the way and you have to hear the entire story what I'm telling you now is nothing because the the tests that I was it wasn't like if I'm going to make have money to pay the rent that wasn't the challenges and you have to hear the entire story because every day here is a story and a half it puts the near-death experience story to a shame and that's really how I did Chua the near death experience was a kick to the Tas the jail and the rest all around it that was about a 5e period of intense pressure from Hashem to a point that not that I'm think that I'm that special I know hasem gave me the the special force to do that but I think most people will jump off a building what I went through you can't even imagine and again why am I saying that because I saw with my own two eyes felt with my own flesh when hasem wants to intervene and he wants to change something no power in this world can do what hasm can do and if hasem wants he'll split the sea for you and I'm telling you I saw Miracles that you can't even believe what Hashem did to me so why am I saying because Hashem pushes people so to such a corner but whatever they can hold whatever they can handle but why am I telling you that what's the meaning of all this that even if according to Nature you reach to a point that's it I lost no chance no hope all hope is gone this is a goner first of all the tud says even if it's on your throat a sword they he just needs to go like that still pray for mercy so we have to understand that even in the most concealed situation when I'm saying concealed theem when things are good in your life and I'm talking about the your observant that's a Godly Revelation you see you see AEM in your life sometimes AEM disappears from your life you don't see you don't feel life is falling apart you're praying to hasem nothing happens you pray you pray you give you do Chu you do everything what they tell you nothing happens no reactions that at some point you're already starting to lose Faith you're like AEM what's going on that is called a concealment that you pray nothing happens you do mitv all you do is struggle that's called so even when the this concealment that you can feel see hasem is huge just that you know that Hashem if he wants all he takes is is one drop of and everything changes suddenly now to to to describe to you the level of how hasem can change something in in one shot my case was disqualified I don't know the legal term I couldn't get bail because the like I told you it was right before 9911 they thought that were were were terrorists so I didn't have any bail doesn't matter what's the amount I told the judge straight out you tell me what's the amount Within hours you have it here on the table you're not going to you're not going to stun me with a mouth 10 million 15 million whatever you want it's going to be on the table and he looks at me he says you have no bail so the whole time in my mind no Bell so I'm I'm not going out you know that in one time one night they before you get subpoena to court they let you know the night before and then you have to be up in 4:00 in the morning they take you away from the jail to the courthouse one time they call me I didn't know what they call me for I come I see my lawyer and he tells me can you get money they just approved bail you have to understand that this this was like against all any ODS that you can think of suddenly hasem wants you to get bail suddenly he will send the message to the right person to switch the paper like this and like that everything works I can write an encyclopedia of all the Miracles that I saw with my own eyes how hasem took something that is impossible to happen did like this and one of them go see the video online the title of it is how God can make money from Air something like that that's the title remember the story I told you that a few weeks ago I needed desperately a certain amount which was around $28,000 here in Israel not in America the bank didn't want to give me that and the thing is that I had money coming in just in a few weeks the bank didn't want to listen nobody wanted to listen if I wouldn't the bank manager told me if you're done putting today cash in the account all the checks are bouncing all the payments are bouncing you have to hear the whole story you have to GoLine write on my YouTube how does AEM turn money from Air something like that don't remember exactly you have to watch it Against All Odds I'm telling you it's a two-hour class against all ODS my wife is on a bus somewhere else never goes on a bus somebody calls her tells her can you do me a favor I was a guest in your hotel on shabat and I stayed in a different hotel in this neighborhood and that's exactly where she's passing in she gets off and he tells her I forgot something in the pillowcase can you go and get it for me I'll cut here the story my wife comes home when I'm in pressure you can't even imagine the financial pressure she comes into the house holding a stash of cash like that and she's like look what I got not knowing what I'm going through she didn't know what I'm going through she didn't know what the bank said and there's no money and and she tells me it's a joke somebody gave a big donation and I'm like looking at the money and I'm like I'm taking the money go is this real I told where'd you get that I count it I that's exactly what I need on the dollar who leaves $228,000 in cash in a pillowcase and forgets it in a hotel and calls my wife that somehow exactly she's in the city in the bus stop where she needs to get off and she goes in and finds the money and bribes the the cleaner so she can get into the room and I get the money now tell me that NM is doing like this you can't you have to see the whole class because you have to understand what I did the money just came I go to the bank with the stash and I look at the bank manager and I'm like and the joke was that the guy told I told the guy can I er do you need the cash he's like no I'm an art collector I was about to pay something I bought in an auction you want you pay with a credit card keep the cash so not only that I kept the cash I paid it with a credit card at a whole month to get more the money and I'm telling you it was like on the M it was I had a few minutes to get to the bank I had like maybe 30 something minutes after I did my prayers after did everything remember the movie I was I was like I need a miracle you can't even imagine what I did did you get that miracle and when hasem wants to come through $228,000 in cash in a pillowcase and what do you know exactly the amount that I need in cash you have to see the video so why am I telling you all this cuz wasem puts you to the sharpest cor he puts you to the corner when you think all hope is lost no way out everything is about to collapse I'm screwed I'm doomed everything but if he wants a little drop of and everything changes now the big question is who merits that because I don't recall you coming twice a day reporting unbelievable Miracles that just happened to you unless you don't want to bother me and you don't want to tell me the Miracles that happened to you day in life left and right but I ask who who who can Merit that type of what do I need to do for that I'll tell it's very simple you know who can Merit that type ofid the one who believes that this drop of exists the conclusion is that most people don't believe that the job progress exists I told you many many times that t sages from the time of the I'm talking about the hardcore they were in such a spiritual level that one example out of many they would walk through a wall in front of people how can you do such a thing you know why you don't go through a wall because you believe that there's a wall there if you believe that there's no wall here you will walk through the wall because there's no wall what do you think the Matrix is based on the reality is there is no walls here you are just have this much Im so because you have such a little low belief then you believe that you see stones but if you are above the physical limitations you see there's no wall here so you just walk through the wall that's a very high level of so the T were able to walk through walls in live and dead people teleport themselves from one place to the other this is not exaggerations of the talmud so we're talking here a very big Power of Miracle say not everybody every day can reach to such a miracle now I can tell you and again it's not showing off not anything in that respect I also are is humbled and don't know what how and why but I'm telling you that I experienc these type of Miracles I experienced these type of Miracles listen a lot of things I can share I don't want to share some of them I'm going to keep to the lecture you how many times I had guns to my head and nothing happened nothing happened nothing happened and tell me that's not a miracle and many other things I'm telling you I can write an encyclopedia of stories what I've been through in 15 years before I did cha 17 videos 100 Netflix serieses just from the information what I can sell H you can't even invent the stories that I have that that's the the the so so again let's go back to my question who merites to such Miracles only the one who believes that this I call it the magic drop this drop of only if you believe it exists you need to believe that Hashem can do whatever he wants whoever believes that Hashem is the only one who's running the world and nobody else can reach to that level but unfortunately most people they understand they know Hashem runs the world but they don't really believe that and that's not the foundation of their entire belief they believe the governments they believe whatever junk they've been told they don't make the connection that it's Hashem or they separate the shaman so you have to understand that this type OFA is not a simplea this is not a simple belief in hem like I told you I read it to you a few times that from the Z that the test that we're going to have before mashiah is going to come is now I know all of you saying what are you talking about of course I believe in hem okay wait till the day that Hashem is going to put you in the corner with challenges that you can't even fathom with chaos in your life now let's see how mucha you have so it's very easy to say I have a lot OFA when things are fine when things are not fine but really not fine then youra has a lot of doubts what does AEM want for me what is he doing to me maybe it's it's not even a sham and it's all one big nonsense and the more amuna you have the more you're able to reach to that level the more you're able to activate this air that R Shimon is talking about what is he talking about shim shim he says the special Heir the special spirit so he says the special Spirit went to Yi now let's see if you're really on the same frequency with me who in the Torah same story like just not with fire just sorry see I spilled the beans just not with water okay no I spilled the beans neither one of you would raise your hand by the way how did he survive how did he survive the furnace Same Spirit same air that he breathed in the fire it didn't consume him cuz the level of thatu had bigger even than the yiu probably will be one of the top if not that top of having a inem walking blindly with hem so first we have to understand that the type of Miracle exists call it you want I call it the the the the magic drop the drop of Shimon calls it the the special Spirit the special air it doesn't matter how you call it you need to First understand that there is is a godly power that hasem can go like that and he will change whatever he wants in the world even if it's a completely against Nature's rules but he's going to do it in nature it's not going is now going to do something opposite of nature if you're looking at all the Miracles that happened in MIT it's all in nature just exaggerated he didn't invent something the water turned to blood blood exists in nature water exists in nature he just mixed it that's it the frogs came okay so he made big frogs all over the place and the AR the mixed animals okay so the Safari doors open and all the streets were lions and bears and tigers it's always in nature and even when he split the sea he didn't have aliens come from out of space and whoa he just stoed nature and change it a little bit Hashem is the master of making a miracle in nature using Nature's tools and making it completely against nature he can use a judge he can use a political a politician he can use a general he can use whoever he wants to be the one who does the delivery of the message so first we have to understand that the power exists you have to understand that even if you are in the worst place all hopes are gone every every till your last breath you still have to know and believe that if hasem wants he will change how many people whether it's now in seven October 7 or stories from the Holocaust or a million one other stories that the person comes to shoot the terrorist the Nazi whatever now a block in the gun can shoot and and million stories like that and even more you see now in October 7 I told you already that all the events that happened in the last few years it's AEM riding on the wall what he's going to do what he's cap of doing and what he's is going to do so is telling us here I I'll show you that I can Slaughter you but I'm also going to show you that in the madness I can do Miracles and I will pull out whoever I want in miraculous ways that I don't know about you I sat a few good weeks after October 7 listen to dozens over dozens over dozens of miraculous stories of people that you're like wow wow it can only be a miracle next thing we need to ask ourself is who merits such of a miracle and like I told you only if you believe in it if you don't believe in it it w't happen you're not giving room for hem to operate in the world now comes the million dollar question how do you do it and that wouldn't be fair telling me you can this is the situation and living you on a cliffhanger how do you do it so I'm convinced there such of a power and I'm convinced that if I can reach to a high level of belief I will activate it but how okay first of all you have to understand that the term for it is called sweetening the Judgment this is don't call it a miracle I mean you can call it a miracle but the term for it is sweetening the Judgment the Judgment right now for me is to be exiled or to be hurt or to be p or to be single it doesn't matter now it's going to be sweetened so I might be single for 5 years but I'll be it's the how do you see the sweetening of the Judgment I have a good career and a good job and I meet people and I help people and I learn to and I do charity and and I'm busy I'm not like uh all day long crying cuz that I'm not married all depends how you perceive things so again who merits it you have to believe it now the million dollar question is how do you do it and stick to the term sweetening the Judgment don't say I'm working for a miracle I want to Sweet the Judgment I want to take something and I want it will stay like that but it would be sweeten Shalom the decree is that the person has to be sick then it's not sick in the ICU it's just some backpacks or whatever I'm just giving you one example the any Hashem can pull the pressure off and put more pressure on whatever needs to happen depends on you I experienced things in my life that I understood that there was this was m a a decree a t whatever I had to go through but I understood it with my actions that Hashem is sweetening the judgments and it was hard here so I got a few boo things here and it wasn't as bad as it could have been and things worked out it alls how much room you're giving for hem to operate if you're not giving Hashem room to operate he can do nothing so now I want to know how do I reach to now pay attention the class is almost over and you have to apply it you have to learn it and you have to apply it I'm sure you heard the term mid mid measure for measure what you do how you measure that's what they measure to you very simple when a person puts a lot of toil a lot of effort a lot I'm not talking like in Hebrew the word is you to the last energy you have but when you really go out of your way to break the power of your nature in what's hard for you then they break that K from sh for you that's how it works so what is requested is very simple you need to pick one thing that is very hard for you say put the every day observe Shabbat beats modest doesn't matter every person has at least one Mitzvah that is very difficult for them to do and I'm not talking right now for a person completely secular first of all it applies to them too if a person is non-jew it applies to them too because non-jews also have to do MIT it applies to everybody but it mainly you have to understand that it doesn't matter the the level of your observance if you're fully observant less observant that doesn't really matter you have to focus on something that you know that it's your nature and it's extremely difficult for you to change whether it's in the department of the Torah saying observing Shabbat praying in it doesn't matter or if it's not in the department in the Torah is some of your personality you quick to anger you very judgmental you gossip all the time whatever more emo on the emotional side but you have no control of it now what is required from you is to break your nature that's it once you broke your nature that's it the effect that you're doing from above they break what is blocking you that's it now it sounds very easy now go and apply it now let me give you one example in a minute I'll give you a few examples let's say you have a big when it comes to washing your hands when you want to eat bread and that's a lot of people okay you don't have to raise your hand you don't have to now publicly State your situation I'm telling you that most people they have a with that very few people love this Mitzvah and do it all the time most people they'll go half an hour to the other side of town to buy the pizza that is just not to say besides the fact that I I find it very hard to believe that a pizza can be M how much can you dilute the dough but this is a good example now how many times you don't have to agree with me on nod now publicly you can nod in in your heart how many times you hungry you see the rooll you don't feel like washing you're like I'll eat the salad I'll just eat the burger or and again could be that you love and I'm not the examp this is not the example but I can see from experience and most people to avoid this Mitzvah if they would know what this Mitzvah is worth they would wash three times a day that's where all your blessing comes from that's the only the only prayer the only blessing we have from the Torah this is the from the all the rest is from the sages all the commentar in sources point that the grace after meal that's the source of all your blessings but nevertheless such so let's say that's your you do anything to avoid the all you say you ignore the now you need to break your nature now every time you see the role or the pizza or whatever and your right away moves you to your nature I don't want to say then you go back and you break the nature I'm going to do it that was my attitude whatever tells me I da go against him that was my attitude as I was taking off in my CH the comes and tells me look to this direction oh yeah I'm going to look to this direction just to annoy you you think you're going to annoy me I know how to annoy you too Challenger are you afraid of him put him down a few more times he'll leave you alone then he'll come back with friends and put you down but but the reality is I'm giving you one example with the can be with praying in it can be with going with a long dress it can be with covering your hair it can be with anything that for you your will convince you it's not important it's not a Mitzvah it's not this all the the discounts you need and you know that but you happy with all the discounts the gives you you are very happy your comes to you with the bring all the why you are exempt and you agree with him that's where you fall to the Trap the point is to break your nature whatever your nature is I'm breaking it now not easy to do not easy to do you need to have a very strong mind I told you already before I made you I was addicted and abused any and every substance that exists in the world from cigarettes to cocaine and heroin and whatever you want and I stop like that all depends how much you want to break your nature the body is strong but the mind and the spirit is much stronger than the body so if you want to change something it all depends how much you're willing to break your neck nature you have to try it if you don't try it you won't experience it I'm telling you already breaking your nature is not simple if you think that once or twice you able to overpower it that's not breaking your nature breaking your nature is that you do something I'll give you examp I can only give you examples of myself before I was observant every word that came out of my mouth I had attached to it another word that's how I spoke I spoke like a like a like a criminal like a thug and every word that came I attached to it some derory word and I would talk to people like that what are you looking at you ugly like that's how I would do walking into the bank walking into cafeteria I would insult people that's how I was I would get a kick out of putting people down and my tongue was so sharp nobody wanted to to to get into engagement with me but I was so rude and disgusting I would even talk disgusting to people that was my nature now break that now come and somebody else talks to you and you coming to talk and you're like okay never mind can you imagine what how is breaking nature with that that you about to talk now we can't talk and you forget and that was not only with foul language that was with lying that was with cheating which was with everything that was my nature let's call it now now go and break it now when Hashem sees you breaking your Nature by yourself you volunteer to break your nature it's not that hasem is bending your hand you understand that what you're doing is wrong and you saying I'm not doing this I don't care what the listen let's talk a little bit more open everybody's a d here when I became observant first I didn't know nothing out of what's going on in the Torah but a few years later finally when I met my Rabbi my first Rabbi then uh I by the way nobody knew I met him right after I got out of jail nobody knew what's going on with my life and after a few months of me being in his classes h i felt very close and friendly with him I told him you know something happened to me a few years ago and I want to tell you and then I told him about the nearth experience and eventually I told him about the the jail story and at the time he was the only one and there he told me this is all this is all test from asem and he told me Shabbat fine and breit and I'm like huh he tells me you have to observe Shabbat F in and guard your breit so I I understood thein in the in the Shabbat I was like what are you talking about I have already a circum I'm circumcised so he told me no you have to guard the Brits and I was like can you speak in Hebrew so he smacked me strong in my private part real strong and he said in a very rude very rude way I don't know if I can say that actually said something rude keep it inside keep it inside something like that in that level okay and it took me about half an hour just to get my my breath back but he made sure I understood what I need to do and I'm like are you serious with me he's like yeah no more I thought he's joking but I found out very quickly he's not joking now how do you break that nature now when you trying to fight the breit the will come to you from all directions and turn you so fast you don't even know what stried you and very quickly you kind of figure out I'm never going to break that everything I will be able to do this I don't know how if you understand first of all the Plus or the minus of the severity of the reward that's first of all then when you understand that if you want to do something if it's parallel to Hashem you know he will help you do that if it's not parallel to Hashem if you want to go and rob a bank he's not going to help you the sitra will help you but when you want to do something good Hashem will help you you just have to prove it to him you know what I mean now again not this not the crowd not the time maybe for another time you know what I what methods I de developed to break my nature in that department you have to have a very imaginatory mind to come up with the the all sorts of methods how to how do you break that nature but if you have a very strong mind and everybody can have a strong mind it all depends how much you want it that's it if you want something real bad you'll do it if you're not willing to fight for it you're not want it that much you don't want it that much I'm sorry to tell you if you would be fighting for your life for whatever situation and you really want to live you would fight here you're not fighting you are not fighting you are not a you don't think you can win because he won so many times B you don't believe that you can win because you own believe in hm that's it doesn't matter if you wear a yamako you go to pray you eat kosher who says you believe in hem who says you're not following a crowd like the rest of the world following other other people's T like a sheep who says you're not the one half the people who are in Judaism they follow the tus of somebody in front of them they don't know what they're doing they got orders that's the reality if I would tell you how many emails I get Rabbi just tell me what to do I need to tell you what to do you open the book and learn what to do and do it yourself now just tell me what to do no no that's not how it works so I believe that if you want want something real bad you'll get it you'll find a way to get it if you don't get something it means you doesn't you don't want it that much now let's go back to what I was saying I want to break this nature I want to win I want to be able to break my nature so first of all by by me breaking my nature you break all blockages in the world above you whatever you think is blocking youra you getting married your your fear of God your spiritual growth you know what happened to me years after I became observant I went up and up and up and up and then I hit like a ceiling I couldn't go up anymore I started a lot of challenges big I felt I'm going back and then I was like how do how do I deal with that how how do I deal with this sometimes your challenges are not money or health or a neighbor is bothering you sometimes your challenges is that you want to pray makes you late all the time you want to pray in the you understand what's the value in it or you want to learn is driving you crazy you can't learn sometimes it all has to do with the spiritual growth many times the challenges that you go through it's only with your spiritual growth you're like I'm learning a whole year why don't I understand I'm praying a whole year why nothing happens it's not always money and fame or anything else sometimes it's your own personal life now we have to understand that we all have difficulties in mitzvot in some of the mitv you are great and in some of the mitv you suck sorry to tell you and when I say you I I'm I'm including myself here I don't exclude myself from everything that I say I also have difficulty with some some mitv we spoke about it a million times you have difficulties with a Mitzvah that means this Mitzvah was never accomplished by you and that's why you need to finish it and master it in this Incarnation because you don't have another opportunity and that's why the is trying to stop you from that and on the if you have mitv that are easy for you it means that in a previous Incarnation you mastered the Mitzvah you fulfilled the mitvah now you're just doing it to for whatever whether it's to gain the Merit whether it's to fulfill the 63 mitv whether it's to teach others but the mitv that are very difficult for you these are the ones you have to work on yourself so we all find ourselves in a challenge of a mitvah right now I'm not talking about other things so the practice for today find locate in your life that Mitzvah that is is a hard one for you it's like a thorn in your leg you can't deal with this Mitzvah you don't like it you do whatever you can to avoid it and you know that you might not tell it to other people you might not share it with other people but deep down inside you are bothered by that because you're are trying to grow spiritually you are putting a lot of effort in your spiritual growth and this is stopping you from growing and it can drive you nuts find that one now once you already located that Mitzvah then you have to break it you have to understand I need to break this Mitzvah so whether it's a and it doesn't matter right now some people I recommend start with something small it's easier to break small n small nature little things of nature don't go to the big things and sometimes the small things are like like I told you many times what I did with coffee I was drinking 10 12 13 14 cups of coffee every day I love coffee I still love coffee just I don't see any benefit in drinking 12 cups a day doesn't matter right now if it's healthy or not it's completely irrelevant if coffee is healthy or not healthy even if it's healthy 12 cups is not healthy but it doesn't matter it's the point it's the point that I learned how to put my sh myself on a leash you don't need the 12 cups of coffee is it a sin no am I doing something against God no am I hurting you no so what's the problem giveing my tech C of coffee day I'll tell you what the problem is you don't know how to control yourself now if you know how to control yourself with something as small as coffee that you put yourself on a leash eventually and the big difficulties come you'll be able to Swift them too so for many years I didn't put any importance to that but then when I I I understood I was like okay so it went down from 12 to 10 to 8 now sometimes I don't even drink coffee in a day and not because I don't want to it's because to show I have the herand I call the shots and when I was working on myself it wasn't easy by the way because you know why it wasn't easy because it wasn't a sin and I didn't hurt anybody and there wasn't any logical reason that I should reduce it but nevertheless I was like I have to break my nature and eye control I don't let my nature pull me to the cup so for years up until today by the way I don't drink C coffee in the morning I drink coffee in the afternoon I'm the master and I want the coffee and I smell it and I want it but I'm already so oiled when it comes to the coffee the shut up goes instant and sometimes just to prove to my system that I'm in control no coffee today but I want coffee no coffee just to make a point to a point of breaking your nature that you control the nature and it's something small what's coffee and I did the same thing with pastries and treats and with the bubus with the things that are easy and why not because it's bad for me or it's a sin because if I know how to control the little things now you throw at me the big challenge I have the tools I know how to control myself I know how to say myself no and I know how to say to myself in a few minutes in a few minutes in a few minutes it alls it all depends on the mantras you have in your mind how to control what you need to control I'm I'm telling you I learned self by myself everything I did by myself including quitting drugs Al Whatever you want and hard things it's all how you could run the record in your mind if you have a good record player in your mind then you know that you need to break your nature let's go back to the what I told you you need to find the mitvah that you know that you can break it that you can but you have to understand that if you giving yourself a discount right from the beginning it won't work choose one Mitzvah that you believe that will be easy for you and you cannot Let It win you if this little Mitzvah wins you I don't want to say you're hopeless but the whole practice here goes to waste now when you break your nature you have to understand it doesn't matter right now you you like talking the everybody's sitting and they just somebody comes and tells the juiciest information and you're like get up leave the room you have to break you have to break your desire leave the room I don't know what jump in the in a mik it doesn't matter right now what you need to do but you need to right away get distracted and and and leave the the opportunity and I'm talking now it it's with everything you need to know you you need to put two steps ahead you see what's going to happen like I mentioned the mishna says who's a wise person that sees what the situation will birth do a quick analysis through 3 seconds if I go go here okay if I go here that's it don't forget in the middle the is driving you nuts now you have to understand again I'll summarize it but when you break your nature what happens in the world above whatever was holding back from you is broken that's it just imagine what I needed to do I'm reversing engineering imagine what I needed to do in a period of 2 years to get to a point that I'm standing in front of the judge and the judge lets me go the the dean was so sweetened that the J the judge you know the judge told me of course I was already with a beard by the time I come to the case to the to the court he tells me I see your a change man I see you really worked on yourself you you look like you're on a very good path I don't want to ruinin your your future future that's that's how we talked a year ago I was a criminal now you know want to ruin my future and you know what I see I see the man like Biden talks doesn't know what he's talking about and hasm is putting words in his mouth and typing whatever everybody was like now let's reverse engineer it I'm reverse what did I do to get such such a then first of all everything in my nature I broke the you have to understand I'm skipping a lot of information in the story but when I got out of jail till h no not till but about half a year I was abused by the FBI every day 3 four hours of Investigations the story becomes much much more Tangled but for half a year I was going through hell and in that half a year I was a Jew on steroids never in my life have have been in such a level barely slept every night I lived in New York at that time every night I would go in the freezing cold weather of New York to the grave of the Lich rabi and would read a whole book of till my eyebrows would be ier cuz 20 years ago now they have a heater there then 20 years ago there was nothing there every night a whole book of De I wouldn't even my mouth didn't stop with t tell him all you can't even imagine what I did that the level of CH that I did and that was the result now when you're able to break this nature then you reveal this this what Shimon says this this little air that Hashem has for the special occasions only then you are able to reveal that point which means okay let's call it now a miracle that something was terrible had to happen and some great miracle happened there is a very special light that has the ability to sweeten judgments and you have to know it and believe it and when you know it now you develop your belief in it then you have to understand that there is that light what do I need to do I need to give for myself to hasem that's how it works if you believe in that then it means that you're willing to give from your to Hashem that Hashem is more important to you than yourself and really that was the foundation of my efforts of how I got rid of all my bad habits is that I did it cuz I wanted to give for myself to Hashem and not for myself because when I eat in like a pig I give to myself when I go after again I'm talking about 20 years ago or now when I go run after women it's for myself I run after money it's for myself doesn't matter what I run after it's for myself that's selfish and I figured out that if I want to go out of the maze of the chaotic state that I'm in is not giving myself anything is giving everything to Hashem now hasm doesn't need nothing but he really likes it when you give him from yourself and very few people do it not a lot of people do it Hashem is number two they're number one another uh tip that the zor adds on that is where can else you can reach this not everybody can break the nature some people don't have what to break and some people are not in the level of breaking nature and says another place of of sweing the judgments is here in a live not YouTube I know I know thousands watch videos on YouTube that's not a I said that many times don't get discouraged it's better than nothing better watching this than flipping on Tik Tok or Instagram or watching some junk on Netflix or whatever junk you watch so much better to watch on YouTube my videos or other RIT videos but you want to learn to it's not like that only with a book only with a book in a class in a bet midash besides the fact that now I might drop another BM bum cuz many people say I I learn from books you know that half the books most people don't even have the knowledge to learn by themselves and they learn by themselves they buy cheap copies of the zor and in Amazon and they learn zor zor you have to learn with a teacher you can't learn it by yourself unless you are years and years and years and you know the language do you know the language do you know no so don't learn Z by yourself don't buy the cheap versions you find online on Amazon and all sorts of junk people send me pictures this a good version of the Z well if it's not a remake it's not the Z that's it there's no translation to the zor and the translation that they pull out there it's not the real translation and trust me I know the Aramaic I read the translations it's not it's not how you learn Z that's it I'm sorry I blew up your bubble now with the translations of the zor there's no real good translation of the zor the zor needs to be learned in Aramaic exactly how the T needs to be learned in Aramaic and the Torah needs to be learned in KES not in English and I know you might say but I don't know Hebrew so go and learn you're calling yourself a follower of God how don't you know his language that all adds to what I'm saying and again I'm not putting anybody down I'm blessed that I was born in Israel and I had the language my mother Tong when I went to Y in America I was so I I was so upset for the other guys it takes them four five years just to learn the language I'm 17 steps ahead but if somebody would come to you now and offer you a million doll a month job with a signed contract for 20 years I'm sure you would jump on this job doesn't matter what it is well you're the first one who said no assuming it's a good job it's just a metaphor just for you to get the point now let's say the job is a million dollar a month you have a 20 20e contract you would jump on this opportunity but then they're going to tell you there's one condition to this job the factory is in Brazil you need to learn Portuguese you would learn Portuguese in three days to get that million dollar job trust me you would find all the online courses you would sing in Portuguese in 3 months just to get that million dollars a month job right why don't you learn Hebrew you're looking for eternity you want to be close to the master of the universe so learn his language that's the first thing you need to do I'm sorry to tell you I know I'm discouraging you and I know I'm offending you how can you learn TOA and be observant and you don't know Hebrew I'm sorry I know it's I'm I'm I'm ex a little bit exaggerating but good who cares if I'm exaggerating go learn Hebrew see you can sayma like a men like like it should be said and I'll say oh Israel here but that's not so start with learning how to say with's name learn every day one verse so okay enough with the insulting learning Torah is in a sh Tor with a learned rabbi and books that's how you learn to what you're doing here right now is spoon Feit I'm spoon feeding you what you need to which is good it's great but you need to go home and open a book and read by yourself that's the real learning Torah that you read by yourself you figure it out by yourself you open the commentaries you go to the sources you put the dots together and yes it will take you three hours to learn one line but you learned it and you know it now and that's the LI T so anything that happens in Tor in public that's believe it or not the simple way to go three times a day and pray by you know not I forgot don't hold me by that I forgot if it was the Ben it doesn't matter who says if you pray you just pray automatically you have you have thoughts of chba and I know women are exempt from minan so go once a week to the Min listen to the Torah I know you don't have to but benefits from that so now the example that I'm giving is a is a man but regardless praying in a Praying in public learning T in public that's the problem is that unfortunately the is making sure that even in the and hate and and disagreements and he said and she said I don't want him here he's from that group let me conclude because I really want to we're already an hour and 40 minutes so and I have a flight in a few hours the concludes on what we just learned and he says as follows before the Redemption there's going to be a lot of problems to the nation of Israel and he's using the word sarot is Harsh problems and we see it and he says there's three reasons for that the first reason is to sift the wicked people from our nation excuse me which we see that Hashem is doing that and is slowly slowly pulling out all the the wicked people the second reason the ones who remain now let me purify them that they should Merit to be part of the Exile you know that if we if we had some type of a a way to know I don't think we would be so far from the fact that not every has not everyone has the Merit to be in the Redemption and you know what's the proof to that that in the last 5 10 years look how many people died and great ones I'm not talking about St they died because they're 92 in The Last 5 Years most of the great rabbis of Our Generation died up until the last few weeks we don't have much left I mean all the great sages we had in the last decade two decades all died and they all died I see it is as I read in many books before is going to come and bring his H Showdown to the world he's removing the ones that he doesn't want them to see and suffer from what's going to happen so he removes them from the world I don't want you to see but nevertheless the proof to what I'm saying is that not everybody has the Merit or will have the Merit to be redeemed and the proof is that in the last 10 years people die all day long and great people that you wouldn't think they would die that's your proof that not everybody's going to make it aot to see the Redemption end the story you can't argue with that it's facts called they'll tell you how many people die in the last 10 years so the people who died in the last 10 years how I see it obviously didn't have the Merit to be in the Redemption and you know how many people are going to die a day before Messiah comes they don't have the Merit to be in their Redemption they'll make it all the way to the end that's it the sad reality if you analyze what the holy book's saying most people don't have the Merit to be in the Redemption so that's whym is doing this right now that's the second reason what theak says all this hardship all this suffering all this that he's talking about to purify the ones who stay that they should have the Merit to be included in their Redemption so all the suffering that you're going through is aem's way of preparing you to the Redemption he says you're not you're not ready I have to make you ready how hardship that's how it works that's what says because of the suffering of all the hardship and all the problems their sin will be forgiven it's not the only source we have many sources that explains that suffering hardship and all these problems removes all the the sins and more than that he adds on that theak there there there will be a lot that will die and will be wounded as we see in front of our face and he says something very powerful he says that's their T they had to die or they had to be wounded which means that everybody who died 7 7 October Terror attacks meon all these situation that is not a normal death when you 90 that's normal death so he says the ones who will get killed and the ones who get wounded it's their tun they had to get killed that's their kapar so that's good news for us at least we know that the ones that die they got a kapar they got a rment they'll rise in the resurrection of the Dead forgot at least they got that they're not going to marit to see the coming of mhia but at least they're going to be resurrected so it's very important for to conclude what he's saying that even the ones who get wounded the because some get wounded some don't and the ones who die that's part of the ton and there will be a resurrected in so let's go from the backwards to the front the reality is that if you're looking at the state of the world you can't say almost anything good about what's going on in the world almost nothing right I mean you can be optimistic and uh that's very nice that you're optimistic and all that but that doesn't change anything if you think that now because Biden stepped down Trump is going to win and everything's going to be okay well get a check out doesn't mean Trump is going to win and who says that if he's going to win it's going to be okay you're putting your trust in a human being and you think it makes a difference if it's Biden or Kamala or whoever other puppet they're going to pull out Obama's husband ER wife they'll just pop pull out whoever they want and it will be just the same and you think that that Hashem is not running the circus so the entire circus that you're seeing in front of you is managed by Hashem and don't think not bi not not anyone not any politician can come and do anything people getting upset why AR the ID is doing why is the IDF doing if you want to look at it in this level then it's all corrupt but if you want to look at it in this level that's what hasem wants that's it Hashem is the one who's paralyzing whoever he wants to paralyze and making them impotent and can do nothing it's allem using the the the idiots that are running the show and they think they are running the show and we think they are corrupt when all at the whole time they're just puppets of Hashem hasem is running the show and the reality is that has is putting to us one through one hell of a show and if you don't get focused very fast on what's going on you're going to fall between the cracks because at this point Hashem is coming full force with judgments he's not not offering a lot of Mercy right now we had that many years ago and to bring mercy on you look what you need to do you need to break yourself you need to change yourself you need to completely break every part of your nature to be able to Merit such a level of God interfering in your life and making order in your in your life and the proof is that Hashem can do whatever he wants your life can be falling apart to pieces and hasem can put it all together within a blink of an eye you think AEM has an issue I saw with my own eyes how asem fixes situations that I that's not not not natural and for you every time I record it go to my YouTube see hundreds of videos of me saying Miracles how hasem did to me and I it's not normal and you can doubt as much as you want everything is documented I don't stum invent things so we have to understand the order of what's going on right now in case you didn't the world is is in a state of insanity and now is nothing Hashem just started putting the pressure it's going to go more and more and more and more for one reason Hashem wants everybody on their knees Hashem is going to break everybody either you break yourself or hasm is going to break you that's how it's going to work if you break yourself prior to that you're going to be good you walk through the birth Pains of mashia with a smile on your head on your face your challenges will be reduced your difficulties will be removed your doubts will be fulfilled witha it all depends on you 23 even if I walk in the valley of Shadow Of Darkness I have will no have no fear why a time of day you with me you with me why should I be AF afraid of a government of terrorists of a missile of a a virus what do you want me to Afra be afraid of Hashem invents everything prevents everything and controls everything so I need to be dependent on the government or the health Agency on a whatever that's how pathetic most of the world is and they blame it or no I need to do an effort or I need to do this or I need to do no you don't need to do nothing you need to believe in God and God is going to control the world change the situation so it all depends a how much you are willing to believe ask yourself how much you believe in it because like I told you if you believe in something real it will happen the B says you are where your mind is you put your mind you meditate on something strong you you'll be there you'll do all what you're thinking of you know the famous story with the B one time in the middle of the prayer one guy finishes praying next to the b b turns around to him and tells him shalom shalom it's standing next to you for the last hour he's like yeah you've been standing next to me but your mind you're not here you just came back so I'm greeting you so besides the chaos in the world besides the chaos in my own world that can be put to a stop in one second whatever your misery is a financial struggle marital struggle emotional struggle fears anxieties uncertainty lack of whatever it is it can be from here to tomorrow I can be 100% amazing on the MIT when it comes to my emotions and my feelings and my attributes all fail failure each person is struggling with something and most cases 10 things you need to a recognize that Hashem is the only one who's in control you have to recognize that until you break yourself and give from yourself to hasem nothing's going to happen this is it we're not 10 years ago that Hashem is nice to us hasem is already telling us straight out that's his time is running out mhia is coming in a moment we think we have time for games right now get your act together let's move fast fast fast that's what hasm is doing knees up up up up up we have two months two months two months get in shape that's what hasm is doing why what don't you get here sh is getting us in shape because when mashia is going to come if you're not in shape you miss the boat you won't be able to jump on the goua wagon if you're not ready you're not going to sustain the Godly light when mashiah comes so hasem is now making the treadmill run real fast and you're like you know how the the bottom of the treadmill World goes fast you have to keep up so you have to keep up that's it take everything that I told you in this class internalize it listen to it again and again and again and then apply it I guarantee to you that you will be able to see this Godly light shining on you and you'll see how Hashem can give you a drop of oxygen when you are breathless when things are at the end at the end and you can't take it anymore and there's no solution and according to Nature nothing can save me right now put hasem to the test don't challenge him I just said put it to the test you take yourself you acknowledge everything that I just said and then you choose one of your difficulties and you go full force to break Break It come to me after it and complain if if it didn't work I guarantee to you it's going to work it worked for me a thousand times when you break yourself you can't even imagine what beautiful light comes out and if you don't you have to be very careful hasm is going to break you because when Hashem wants results he if he sees you are able to produce results by breaking yourself and now you're resting not good is going to start breaking you left and right cuz he knows that's how he gets results so we're moments before the Redemption I know moments can be a year or two or three but it's still moments before the Redemption listen I don't know if you feel what I feel I finish doing havalah I wipe the cup of havalah and then I go prepare for Shabbat right to I'm not the only not it's Sunday Friday Shabbat goes in slow motion but Sunday through Friday why that's it it's where it's like the end of the sand clock you know in the beginning of the sand clock it's wide you don't see the sand going down at the bottom at the bottom like at the end there's no Sal no sand anymore that's that's exactly what's going on we're like moments before the end time is already fast so therefore hasem is saying I got I got to step it up you're not going to be ready the Redemption has a schedule we're already going into that if you're not going to catch up you're going to have a problem the problem is that the is the master of numbing everybody everybody's asleep ah whatever they smoke take inhale it doesn't matter everybody's asleep ah you know which is the worst time to sleep cuz now you have to be on your toes and to understand that every second there's a attack from the trying to break your spirit but there's no other option you either have the option of falling down and giving up which you won't and you have the option of fighting and breaking through all the challenges and you don't need to do much you do the beginning Hashem does the rest so I hope I understand from all this how valuable how important and how urgent it was for me to say it not something that can wait another two months because we have different stops now till to we have uh a lot what to break from to B we get a little bit of up break but we are very pushed with time and pressed with time because we need to reach to after we were able to achieve many different things in our spiritual growth so time is of the essence I don't know what tomorrow is going to happen I don't know what's going to happen in a week all I know is that the pressure is coming stronger and stronger and you know when a person is drowning he fights a lot but at some point they lose their energy they can't fight anymore this is very appropriate for the ones who there no they don't have energy to fight anymore they don't have an energy to deal with things anymore or even in the beginning of the r either way if you sat here for 2 hours means the action is what counts if you sat here now for two hours I wanted to be an hour went to two hours at least it's not three it's an hour and 56 minutes I promise you we will be less than two but if you sat here already for 2 hours and you don't apply anything from what was just learned in the last two hours to do you your reward is that you lost the opportunity that's what you end up with a loss of opportunity it all depends what do you do when you leave the room if you go and wait for the YouTube to go up so you can listen to it again and write your notes that you didn't write or you go with your notes that you've been writing in the last few hours and you're making a plan what do you do if you don't do nothing why are you sitting here and if you do then then do it the whole way do it the right way there's nothing to be afraid of we're already at the point that hasm is showing to us there's nothing to be afraid of because the worst is already happening what were you going what's going to happen now another missile another terror attack another stupid president what what what else another invented virus what's the next thing that you're going to come and throw at me fake Alien Invasion what are you planning for us it's all nonsense it's all distractions like I told you from day one distractions for you not to focus on what you need to focus on and in the meantime the is scoring one after the other so what we need to do is we need to stop we need to understand the situation and we need to understand well situation is bad but not that bad I don't see the world in a bad situation I'm saying that because that's how people see it I don't see that the world is in a bad situation I think the world is in a great situation mm is preparing the coming of mssiah he's destroying all evil in the world in his paste let hasem do his thing we'll take another year another two years so sit back and relax you have issues in your life some challenges I just gave you the the solution trust me follow what I do now all your challenges will might remain but they'll be easy to deal with and there will be solutions to your challenges and there's going to be answers to your challenges so hasem can be even a greater Kem showing you how he can can save you but give hem the opportunity and Hashem at this point is not giving presence he says you want something you do something you step forward show me that you're willing to give part of you to me then I will show you how much I can come and help you and I'm telling you you cannot even imagine the levels of Miracles that Hashem can do Hashem there's nothing above hasem Shem can do whatever he wants whenever he wants however he wants in ining what he does now that's allem and so what you need to take and conclude from this entire class is that we're in the timeline in a very in the specific Place can't change the timeline can't go forward can't make it go backwards at this point it's survival survival mode but the ones who are going to be the leaders and the ones who are going to be the winners are the ones who get what I just said trust me I've been going through this material for a few weeks now see how I'm going to learn it how I'm going to teach it I'm should I read the whole zor should I sit now for N9 hours and read the zor they're not going to get anything I'm going to have to figure out how to just make a short class so I'm telling you for me is a game Cher but don't let me make one thing clear to all my students what I teach you is after I tune it it's not me learning something and hey guys I learned something I want to share with you I take it to my workshop I work on it and when it comes back that it works then I can come and tell you okay I got I got something good for you guys so it's not an invention it's not something that is is a theory I put what I I take my experience put it all together say you know that yeah that's what it required when I reverse engineer what I did to get a merit that Hashem intervene in my life 20 plus years ago and got me out of a situation that only Hashem can do it to a point that anyone who was involved was pointed on pointing on AEM that it was only an unbelievable Miracle so I know that Hashem can change things I've seen it with my own eyes I experienced that when you give room to Hashem and when you really do the one two three steps that you need to do this happens it happens you'll be shocked Hashem is just waiting to do a miracle for you so you can then go and advertise it and run around the streets and say you don't can't believe what has did to me why do you think I'm telling you all these classes all the time because hashm does miracles to me all the time and I have to come and say it I have to come and teach you can't imagine what hasem did to me why you not doing that I don't know today with Facebook Instagram Tik Tok PP you you can have your own platform you you put your own Miracle Story how come other people are doing it that's a whole different topic I'm not going to srack to this now what we need to focus on that if everything I talked with doesn't apply to you good you're a good Jew continue doing what you're doing you don't need me you don't need to listen but if you held now for 2 hours it means that at least one of my words struck some nerve for you to say you know what I'm dealing with this how should I deal with that what do I need to do what do I need to do life is becoming chaotic and it's going to become worse don't think it's coming better don't think that if Trump is going to win America is going to be great again it's not going to happen same with bib same withm same with everybody they're all they're all in the same part one is in Hebrew it says same thing NE means an animal that you find dead on the side of the Rock Road and means that animal bite it like AA bite the deer and went and the animal is is dead but it's bitten two different statuses of a dead corpse same junk we need to focus on everything that I just said and by the way everything that I write to you I do I do it myself I I focus I put it to the test I do it to myself people think that because I'm I have a nice yamaka and a long beard that I'm all day long learning to and licking honey and everything is great money is just coming from the sky my bank accounts money comes into the bank accounts I don't have mortgage I don't have tuition I I'm just like every other person I have seven kids to feed much more than your you by the way have a wife to take care of seven kids to feed I'm not talking about now an organization to run talking about my little family I a normal person like you I also tuition I also wake up in the morning tired I have also I also deal with everything that other people deal with it's not that I'm some special specimen and trust me I will give you my and my challenges any day you give me yours I'll give you mine I know you don't want it but I'm telling you don't think that I'm licking honey all day long I trust me I have challenges from here to tomorrow and my is a command it's not a regular just pushes you to to eat something on kosher he's like a CIA he comes to me I don't even know how to recognize the and the challenges what do you think leaves me alone all day long I have challenges which I'm fine with that's what has wants me to deal with I'll deal with it don't complain I'm just telling you I'm as human as you and I deal with whatever I teach you it's after I chewed on it like I said so take this information it's valuable it works Shem is waiting for you to do the step hem wants you all the pressure that Hashem does right now if you're asking why he wants your attention wants you to do CH how did the to clean and purify the ones who remain so they will Merit to be part of the Redemption that's what hasm is doing for you you are angry that Hashem is not giving your money your wife your child your business whatever and hasem is telling you I'm cleaning you shut up for 2 minutes stop complaining I'm cleaning the dirt you're not doing it yourself one of the first words that my Rabbi told me 20 plus years ago he's like break yourself you'll save the job for hasem that's it say Hashem wait wait a few minutes and you go break yourself you wake up 4:00 in the morning when your eyes are like that and jump into a freezing cold mik when you when you like what am I doing I asked myself I was 28 years old jumping into freezing cold M at 4:00 in the morning sometimes I would ask myself are you okay are you okay what's wrong with you very quickly my sanity will tell yeah I it's not that I'm okay that is what I need to do break yourself you it will save Hashem from the job that's what you need to do you take on yourself what you need to break show hasem you're busy with breaking your midot breaking your ego breaking your nature Shem is going to skip you and it's going to break somebody else breakage will have to be suffering will have to be you're going to have to be in pain that's where you grow end the story you don't grow when you're on vacation you grow when you're under pressure you grow when there's pain you grow when there's no other option then you you do whatever you do to save the situation so shm says I don't want lazy people there's no time for laziness I need you to do it yourself you know going to do it yourself I'm sorry I'll do it for you so what we want to take from that break yourself to break break your nature so you can break the cpot in the world above and you will allow hasem to show you that little drop of oxygen that will give you that breath that you need to go another two steps and you break yourself again hasem will give you another breath bigger breath that you can go another two steps and every time the water covers you all the problems that you have like a wave you need a good breath and you go down under the water for as much as you can you go up again take a deep breath and you go down that's it that's how you survive and not only that that's how you survive that's how you win that's how you change that's how you affect your world and the entire world I told you in the beginning in the beginning you with your mitv you making a new world order bring now a strong group of people put them together that they follow the Mitzvah together publicly what we did in the 40 days journey I believe that we we we did a big effect in the world if you're asking me now what why are we not doing it I don't I don't know don't ask me why we're not doing it recycle what we did last year I'm going to end with a prayer with a request from Hashem and from all of us that Hashem should have mercy on us bring us the Redemption fast that we should all deal with our problems in a positive way that we should all grow from our problems that the problems should disappear and be like they weren't there and that the lessons that Hashem is trying to teach us we would learn by ourselves without having to go through whatever hem is putting us to learn the messages that Hashem is trying to tell us hasem should give us this the clarity and the ability to see the truth in front of us and to have the power to break our nature and be successful in everything that we learned and we should be all Merit to be part of the Redemption and hasten the Redemption exactly what wants to happen in the world what he mentions in it's all K and our CH our change is K will bless us all to be successful and whatever we put in our in front of us as a task as a goal as a challenge we're going to make it hm is with you we're all going to be successful and you're all going to be marching with our hands strung up straight into the put the see the fruits of our hard labor and be blessed with all the kindness and great mercy of hasem [Music]