Pesach - The real meaning behind cleaning your 'Chametz' - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] we spoke many times that when a holiday comes it's a vicious time holiday in Hebrew is called hug hug means in Hebrew a holiday but really hug comes from the word in Hebrew the hook to go around in circles and something goes around in circle then it starts in one point and then does a circle around and comes back to the same point really what we're celebrating on pizza ask now any China individual why was celebrating pizza because we left me time but really what we're celebrating on Pesach is that on that day three thousand four hundred years ago a very special godly light came down to the world and permeated the power for every individual for the rest of the generations to go out of their meat slime the time is a country south of Israel but the time is really a state of mind it's a state of limitation where I'm stuck in some type of a state that puts me in some type of a limitation this is what it's called me time it's time comes from the word in Hebrew mates Al and mates out is a limit the reality is that each and every one of us is dealing with some type of a limitation each and every one of us is dealing with some type of a limitation some things are severe limitations and some things are less severe an example of a limitation a person can be addicted to something in our generation everybody's addicted to things some person they're their addiction is severe they get addicted to drugs or alcohol or gambling or whatever it is and some things the addiction is not so severe and people are addicted to cigarettes and food and their phone and Facebook and everybody's addicted to something at some point a person that is not addicted to anything this is called a free person and the person has something physical limiting him that's called the slave and basically we're all slaves you just need to define and to figure out what are your slave do and like I said some people their slavery something is very very severe unfortunately in our generation is very common people are addicted so to severe things so I'm not sure to alcohol and drugs and many other things this is a very very severe state but an average individual each and every one of us is also addicted to things I mean I know people don't like using the word addicting but but we are if you don't realize that you are addicted to things then you are already in a much worse state of a limitation it's called the state of denial but you know sometimes people play a certain game on their phone of three hours four hours every day this is an addiction I mean if you can get away from your phone something's wrong something's wrong here now some of the things are very very small like I wanna consider it's a game what's the big deal it's harmful but it is it is severe because it gets you away from your focus it gets you away from what you're supposed to do and more than that it's controlling you now when you're looking at the holiday of pizza has a meaning a few different names we call it hug Aviv hugga hugga hugga motto the holiday of of a motto the holiday of the spring but really hug a hug pays off the holiday of a service called agape would the holiday of freedom and when you're really thinking of the idea of Pesach then we went out of me time we were slaves we went out of me trying out of Egypt and then we went in the desert and then we got the Torah Moshe Rabbeinu when he came down from the mountain he brought down with him freedom that's what he brought that's one of the many reasons why the the Ten Commandments are engraved on the tablets because to engrave in Hebrew is the heart or engraved is out and how tanhe root is letters just see you just pronounce a difference how it is engraved and Harewood is freedom moshe Lavina was able to bring down from the mountain code to bring us freedom now any person that is as not free is called a slave and that's why we have to constantly remember the leaving of Egypt if you notice that in a lot of our prayers we we mentioned it yet we times definitely ask me times definitely see at me time we do kaduche on Shabbat let me try but you have to remember she meets line you put filling on for the fact that we left meet I'm constantly reminding us it will left me time now if you want to get stuck on the historical parts like what they teach us when we're in school that we were slaves and we went out of me-time that's one thing but our sages teach us behold Ovid all who have Adam leo that smoky laureate Sam him each time every generation a person has to seem self like as if he left Egypt now what does that mean was every day I have to remember that my forefathers were slaves I have to every day remember that I am stuck in me time and as long as I am controlled by the limitations of the physical world that I am a slave and the results the actual result that I will experience from the fact that I am a slave then I'm not gonna be happy and I'm gonna be depressed and I'm gonna be sad and I'm gonna be I'm not sleeping well nor eating well I'm not gonna be I'm gonna be happy now how many people can really look in the mirror and say I'm very very happy with my life on the external part maybe you can look in the mirror or maybe not you're looking around people say yeah I'm fine them I'm happy but it's late at night when you're lying in bed and the covers on your head and your thoughts are running in your mind also so worries how am I gonna make money how am I gonna pay my rent am I ever gonna meet my other half how can I get over my sickness whatever it is if I have all these thoughts in my mind constantly that I'm very happy and most people unhappy and on the external parts people pretend like they're happy so they're constantly looking to enjoy little pleasures in this world so I can feel two minutes here that I'm happy and three minutes here that I'm happy so I'll spoil myself with a cookie and a cake and a piece of chocolate and here a movie and here's something and I'll put some music and dance and loses my my focus on the world my and Oh use all these distractions which is all fine I'm not saying that it's say that it's bad you're saying that I want to experience real happiness I want to be a hundred percent free and that's that's what we want to talk about today because you can be walking around in the streets and you free to do whatever you want that's not freedom that's just being wild but it's not mean doesn't mean freedom real freedom is that I'm not limited to anything nothing limits me nothing controls me and I'm in constant state of a hundred percent I'm happy I'm satisfied doesn't matter if I have deals I don't have deals I have debts I don't have that doesn't matter constantly happy constantly I'm carrying simcha believe 100% happiness now when I say the emotional brought down the Torah from the shaman then we say their motion bolt down freedom one can argue and say what are you talking about the toys freedom what's freedom about here wake up at 5:00 in the morning pray every time you put something in your mouth you have to say brab blessing everything that you everything that you I want to do I'm limited don't eat this don't need that don't do this don't do this don't do that don't do this that's not freedom I wonder about to go out no you can't drive on Shabbat I want to do this you can watch a movie why are you telling me the Torah is freedom it's a while it seems the opposite of freedom I just now had a whatever it is a cup of cup of coffee I want to eat now something that is meat no no you got away you can eat them together so all these list of limitations this is not freedom that's what one can argue but really the more boundaries you have the more you following a certain pattern which is in our case we're talking about the Torah that's how you are the most free when you are out of control and you do whatever you want that's not freedom that's just going wild most people are not free most people are in deep deep slavery to society if you dress a certain way because everybody you know if community dress is the same way you are a slave you are in a very deep place of slavery because you're not free the society is telling you what to dress how to wear what to do when to do most people are robots most people are not they don't have a mind of their own they follow a certain a certain in Hebrews called mooskaa mode if I'm in this community everybody's dressed the same way everybody's wearing the same hat everybody's standing the same way and if you're not know what's going on why is he different and this is not only in the observant world now and even in the regular world everybody has the same haircut everybody has the same style a new fashion comes out everybody has to wear that and everybody wants to read because I want to fit in so this is just like on the tip of the iceberg that most people are not free because they're they're bowing so to say there are there are our hostage of society and whatever the society says then they want to fit and if I don't feel that I'm that I fit my community or my society then I feel weird in and very few people they're like no I'll do whatever I want I'm going to dress however I want there's my community isn't going to tell me how to dress the community is not going to tell me I'm a loser to look like a duck and you go in many places and especially in there in the observant community it's like everybody's the same it's like where's my individuality why do I have to be like a soldier here so this is one part out of the general idea that most people are not free and I want to know how I become free I want to be free when I became observant which is almost 18 years ago and it's happy the whole thing happened to me how I became a free happened on pizza 18 years ago I had a near-death experience on pizza that's when it happened that's when I went out of my physical slavery into spiritual freedom and one of the first thing that that I started applying I didn't become like this right away took me three years just to sir putting a yarmulke on my head because I didn't believe that the yarmulke is going to represent my change and one of the first things that I started working on is the fact that I don't want to be slave to anything I used to smoke is to drink or suit everything everything that I that you can be hooked on on something in this world I I was on it and I got to a point and I was like I don't want to be so to say addicted to anything I quit smoking I quit everything I didn't want anything in this world to control me if you can go three four days without needing your cup of coffee or your phone or whatever it is then you're you you practicing your freedom and if you are can't move out of your house without your phone there's a certain problem here if you can can survive with something in this world for more than a couple of days that's called slavery now when you are stuck in this in this mud you don't see that when you're stuck in the Clipper that's we're going to start talking about it there's this negative negative force that is controlling you you don't see where you are you need somebody to come and pull you out or to toll to tell you how bad the situation is but the point is that practically saying if I'm in that level of slavery I mean I couldn't continue calling it slavery the result is very simple that I'm not free and that will result that I'm not really happy so I'll go constantly I'm gonna run after physical pleasures because something is missing in my life so I'm gonna get physical pleasures from food and physical pleasures from from cars and clothes or whatever it is just to constantly stimulate some type of pleasure in my system because if not I will become depressed and I'm not a special ohm pointing a finger or trying to put somebody in they're in the wrong spot or to blame anybody for anything but you know 90% of the world are depressed severely sad and depressed and empty that the point is that half the world is on medications not that the medications help this is another big fraud of the world and again costitutional don't think for one thinking I'm trying to put somebody down or two to make a fun of somebody I'm just making an observation the reality is most people are very very not connected to their neshama and the result is severe sadness now some people aren't is such a bad say there it's in denial no I'm fine I'm fine yeah you fine but it takes you three hours to fall asleep why because your mind all day long and many other things and many other symptoms but we want to talk about how do I go out of this state of slavery so first I have to recognize if I'm a slave or not and if I don't recognize then then that's called denial now we're going to celebrate the holiday of freedom very soon it's called the holiday of Pesach this is the time when Moshe have been you brought into this world the ability to be a free person that's where it all starts this is the key to my to my freedom now there are two two levels of how I can be operating the first level that I will will define it as we'll call it for now at Siddiq now we're not talking about it's addicted Siddiq I met I'm talking about I have the potential to be like it's a dick says very clearly if I'm a Coulomb said he came I have a potential in me what I'm doing exactly what the Torah tells me that I'm defined by the Torah Sadiq Sadiq is a person that controls everything nothing controls him but the other level and there's only two is a level that is called a slave and a slave he doesn't control his will doesn't control his desire doesn't control his inclination has no control that's a slave and how it would come out with I can control food I can control any type of pleasure or all my desires what we call tell vote I can control it if you can't control yourself this is your sign that you are in the level of a slave now you make an analogy with yourself can I really control myself now put now a plate in front of you're full of chocolates are you gonna just ignore the plates and move on or you're just gonna be stirred drooling like it starts stuffing your mouth with chocolates so and this is just one example out of many you put yourself to the test and you see how much you are in control or not in control and you want to get to a point that you are a hundred percent in control and this can be with big things and also with little things you start with the little things too close to control big things is almost harder it's more almost impossible I'm talking about big bigger desires so for example you know I saw I used to have a weakness to coffee I would drink like 10 15 cups of the coffee laughs cough up and into their lap coffee see coffee but you know that's my first cup and it's 10 o'clock at night I on purpose don't give my body coffee till 2 o'clock in the afternoon look at the coffee smell it taking a sip now in the afternoon I'm a pretty good in the morning at 4:30 in the morning where every Shiva we learn everybody's their stinking coffee and the smell the aroma now control yourself don't go and make yourself a cup of coffee till the afternoon comes 11 no let's do the tour come still no it's too late for that you know you you're the master of everything and if I want to go today without coffee so there's not gonna be coffee and if I want to go three days without coffee no problem I'm not addicted to anything I'm not letting the coffee control me what a liquid in a cop is gonna control me no I control this and when I control a coffee that's when I'm able to elevate this the godly spark in the coffee if the coffee is controlling me and I'm giving you one example I remaining try to not touch your phone for three days give me your phone for three days I'll give it back to in three days let's see how many twitches you start getting without wit without your phone so I know you're smiling but that's the reality try to go half a day without your phone let's see do a practice of control here so the point is that I want to first of all recognize my weakness if I recognize my weaknesses and I know how to grow and when when I can start applying my growth so my weakness is if things control me then it's all there's no way you don't have to be embarrassed so to feel bad or this doesn't mean you're a bad person but we're defining you right now as a slave now a slave when we say oh but they might not be me time we work when I read in two weeks we were slaves to power and me trying we know what we imagine people like half-naked blood and scars and Egyptians with miniskirts you know no whipping them and they're carrying like bricks and building pyramids and you think that's what they used to do and meat slime no mitts I was in New York just as they didn't have iPhones this is the same thing that clubs that bars they they they had everything that we have here just they didn't have iPhones and they didn't have Mercedes's that's the only difference but everything is it was exactly the same there were slaves there were slaves to the physical world that were if you if you think for one thing we're not slaves to the physical world and this is another problem in the in denial but nevertheless again we're not trying now to blame anybody Oh to put now somebody in a corner rather we want to be educated and I want to break free I want to be a free person now when we're saying that a person is a slave the place of slavery is a spiritual place spirit slavery is coming from something spiritual not from something physical and this spiritual place of flesh slavery the Torah calls it me time Egypt now Egypt is a country but we're talking about right now the state of spiritual slavery now we know that when the nation of Israel were in which time they were sucked into 49 gates of impurity that if GlassFish alone they would fall into the 50th gate of impurity even a shame would not be able to take them there this called album rat Asia Charlotte uma mem take Charlie to Ma 49 gates of impurity everything everything has in this world Roma malik says elements above I lock him everything in this world has a good side and a pot and a negative side and they're all standing in opposing each other so we know that everything is fed from a level that is called Shagun or they give the 50th gate and we'll talk a little bit about that but just to kind of explain if you remember two weeks ago we celebrated for him hopefully you remember a little bit what was said in the Haggadah but it says that Hammond wanted to hang a motor high and in the end he was hung do you remember how high the pole was that they hung a man 50 feet 50 feet you know it's 50 feet that's four floors why can't you just hang him from the ceiling why do you need to hang a man on the 50th 50th and feet huh Mishima Mott is because a man wanted to hang Mordecai on that pole and he knew that he has to take him up to the highest level of the 50th gate in order to uproot him from his route so we wanted a little bit touch the idea of the 49 gates of impurity that were stuck in me time because if I fall into that level of impurity then I'm in a danger that I can't even get out of the the place of impurity sometimes you see people in our generation you can look at them and say they are stuck in I don't know where but at least way down there and these in these levels of impurity and I want to be aware how I'm not falling into that level now to understand it a little bit better going back 5778 years ago at the time when the world was created Adama be shown in kaval were placed in GaN Eden and an Endon was a perfect place was if everything was perfect there was no problems there what was really perfect there is that Adam Ari Sean knew that there's a god he didn't believe he didn't it wasn't told he saw it he saw and he knew that there's a god but then he sinned and this reality disappeared before diamond cover sins it says that the a demolish Onan and Kaaba they saw God with their own eyes and they knew that there's a God you know there's a god you believe there's a god you don't know yeah you know when you hungry you know when you're tired you know you know when you when you when you want to eat you you that's what you know but if something comes in you do you know there's a God well I believe I don't really know so Adama LaShawn knew that there's a god that's called Canadian Canadian people when he told in the word Canada and they're imagining like beautiful tropical trees and like a colorful birds like and then water falls and let's not go near them dan/erin is a state of knowledge that I see godliness everywhere now I don't see godliness and I just see walls and I see the world I don't see a little coat I don't see any godly revelation when I see godly revelation with my own eyes this is a state of GaN Eden because when I see God that means everything is perfect it means there's no nothing negative but the second Adama was shown sinned what was the result he got kicked out of granadan he got an eviction notice get out of here he can't be here anymore because you damage right now your level now I have to be out of granadan now later on after the scene came a few generations first it was the generation after that of Noah after that came up many other generations at some point came the generation of la flama vino neva Molina was the first one that started rectifying the world McCloud we know that in the beginning the Shiina the feminine aspect of the divine was shining in this world then was the first sin of Adam originally kicked the China from the Earth from the islets through the Rukiya to the first firmament and then came another sin of [ __ ] and then came another sin I mean I first came the first scene of of heaven and then a kind in heaven and then came another scene another scene with of the flooded in generation of the tower and every generation that made a sin they pushed the Serena one firmament hire a vom Avena was the first one who started bringing it down into the world now whenever a lovino told the Shem how would I know that you're really you promised a llama we know that your offsprings your kids will inherit the land of Israel then Hashem told him will your generations below you are gonna go to exile for four hundred years and they're gonna be slaves and they're gonna be tortured no I'm gonna saying that's you that's your promise I'm asking you to give me a promise that my my my offsprings are gonna inherit the land of Israel and you tell me they're gonna be slaves Shem told him yet Jim told him if a person will work by himself to be glued to a Shem then it will come in a very easy way but if classify Shalom a person will not toil to be glued to a Shem then it's gonna have to come with hardship that's the two options basically saying in other in other word words you want to be close to Shem it's gonna require a lot of hard work and if you do that then at some point you will be glued to your Shem glued to a sham meaning to the infinite light but if you're not gonna do it yourself then mushrooms is no problem so I'll bring on you hardship and you know usually when this hardship that's when you look for Shem when everything is going perfectly you don't remember a Shem but you know what when there's a little problem or big problem and then starting having a knife here suddenly you start screaming to the Kasbah hole so Jim says no problem I'll give you two options either you do it by yourself and you'll get your closeness to me and if you fail no problem I have many ways how to put stress on you that you will start screaming to a Shem so that's what a sham told Obama you know no problem just tell the to your to your kids I need to understand that I need to work on myself to have some type of a connection to a sham it's not going to come by default the Torah is not about being lazy not doing anything that ties the Lord hard work but the result is is that I'm attached to my source needless to say that's not not the point right now but needless to say when I'm attached to my source then I'm happy I'm healthy life is good everything is working out life starts having all sorts of ups and downs when I'm disconnected from my source now the problem is that when I'm not working to get close to Hashem then I start regressing I'm going backwards and backwards and backwards till I fall into the depth of the clipper clipper the translation of a clip eyes shell or husk something that covers something else my really clipper is a negative energy a negative energy that is created by my actions and it goes and works against me so when I get away from my source that's when I'm starting to takes one step another step another step backwards and backwards till I fall into the Clipper and at some points the Clipper is controlling me now there's like I said there's two ways that's what the colosseo who told every move you know there's my way or the highway so that my way is getting close to a Shem through the Torah and the highway is you're gonna have to go through hardship and there's a reason from that not that a chemise mean just a Shem says okay through the hardship is that's where you come closer to the Kadosh Baba now going back to what we said before with a demolish on a demolish own sins if you remember what was the sin called head it's a dot the sin of the tree of knowledge and that can be translated as knowledged as though as comprehension but nevertheless all the all the the the falling down a what code yearly dot are when the dot is being damaged and that for now we'll just call it my common sense my my comprehension my knowledge when that is damaged that's when I fall down this is what happened to Adam Alishan when person lives in the wrong way wrong way meaning not the path of the Torah that he's damaging his dad why because it doesn't fit to his neshama if the Torah tells me to do something or not to do something because the Torah is the manual of my soul and the Torah knows what's good for me and what's not good for me I don't know that and nobody else in the world knows that only the Torah knows knows what's good for me now if I live the correct way the correct way means what the Torah tells me to do then I have no problem but when I live not the correct way and I invent things what does it do it hurts the level that is called that in me because it doesn't fit with my neshama so many Shama is the one who's suffering from that needless to say that later on physically I will start a suffering from that now once I diss part in me then I go into exile this is called galute now we're in general exile the entire generation the entire world is in exile but when I don't live my life how I'm supposed to live my life then I move away from my source and this is called an exile like I go to jail how special of Mahamaya honchell corner though what was what would cause this problem is that - Shama is not connected to its source when my soul is not connected to its source this is a state of exile and again the result will be that I will have this void in me and it will come out as sadness depression sicknesses and many other problems anxiety fears worry whatever it is I mean all these negative things where you think they're all coming from I think they're coming from because the fact that you don't have money in your bank account or that the landlord is knocking on your door or whatever it is or because somebody broke your heart as for a boyfriend or girlfriend what do you think all these feelings are coming from they're not coming from the world they're coming from the soul and everybody has these problems very few people they can say no my life is totally smooth so again we try to we want to try to find solutions here and I'll try to here we're not here to point it at the weaknesses of people and to hospital make fun of anybody rather we want to address issues and I want to know how can I take care of my issues so when I don't live my life the right way meaning I'm not nourishing - Yama - Yama will not be connected to its source because it doesn't fit in a shaman the neshamah will go so to say into exile goes away from its source and that's what's going to cause all this now what is this source that - Shama my soul needs to be connected to the term in Kabbalah is called overly on light that comes from a world above and explained many time that there were people think that when you say about a shame that because shame over itself an infinite light Hashem is not a light bulb or our beam rather all which is the translation of the word light in a bro comes from the word hey Allah is - in light is to shine so the calash bahu is the source of life and my connection to my to the this infinite light is through my soul and if I move it away that I don't have connection to my source it's very very simple when my soul is not connected to its source the result is going to be only one thing it's going to suffer my soul will suffer and when my soul suffer then I go one step down and another step down and another step down because that's the path that I'm leading my soul and the suffering will affect my body so some people would will affect them with a physical sickness another person will affect them with sadness depression anxiety fears worrying and the list is from here till tomorrow so the point here is to pinpoint where where is my suffering I don't believe there's one person in the world that's not suffering everybody's suffering I mentioned that in the last couple days that I'm here and I'm almost every lecture I mentioned that no Hashem with a very large exposure or line than my my system so to say gets thousands and thousands of messages every day whether it's coming from email or social networks or whatsapp beam or whatever all is junk thousands of messages sometimes people tell me I emailed you I don't even check emails if you everything that you email me you don't even me I have a crew of staff that's going through emails going through messages so sometimes even though I emailed you three days ago he didn't answer me there is it go hey you might wait three months before you get an answer nevertheless thousands of messages are coming into our system every day thousands you talking here of tens of thousands from a month and I never once got one message of somebody telling me I wanted to tell you that everything's great everybody complains I mean I have to have to invest in a tissue factory just to have the girls that are reading the emails solving from all the stories that people are writing in emails I never heard one person coming and tell me remember I want to meet you why do I meet me just to inform you that everything is going right we announced now before I came to the to this trip if anybody wants to book a private audience to email this email we got like 5,000 emails I need to see the rabbi urgently my life is falling apart urgently need to see him Maria you know anyone that their life is not falling apart so unfortunately everybody in our generation is suffering some of the suffering is so severe you can't even imagine you think that you have problems wait till you hear other people's problems everybody has problems to a point that you don't even imagine what people are going through sometimes my wife she doesn't understand I mean I dedicate about three to five hours every day for phone calls and meetings just to talk to people sometimes I'm on the phone and I'm listening and I put it on speaker just because you know it's already barbecuing my head and my heart sometimes passes next and she's like how do you listen all day long to this stuff all day long just hear all these stories and disasters so everybody in the world is suffering don't think it's only you but where do you think the suffering is coming from it's only coming from one place that the soul is not connected to its source and when the soul is not connected to its source it will affect the source to suffer and if the soul suffers you will suffer and it will come in a million-in-one ways it's not that it's just coming in that department will come in many different ways 90% of your sicknesses I mean should all be always healthy but any person that has a sickness what you think it's coming from the sickness is coming only from the soul I'm not talking about a running nose and talking about a disease or any type of a problem a physical problems can is only coming from the soul with that said how does this whole happening how does this happen that I get disconnected from my source this is only happening from one thing that is of course branched out to many things it's coming from one part this is that a person lives a life of a lie and most people their life that they lead is a life of a lie we call the neighbour hi-yah console shaken so tonight it's all around lies it's not around truth that's the sad reality that most people their life is based on lies and when it means based on lies is that either with how I eat or what I do either lies actual lies from coming out of my mouth but most people their life is a life of a shekel and that's what causes me to be separated from my source very few people are like sharp like an arrow not even a thought that is distorted from the truth and just put yourself to the test the reality is that we lie to everybody around us all day long and then we like to assume like as if he doesn't know and worst of all that we lie to ourselves but our existence is reality a reality of a lie you go now to a supermarket that can drive me nuts you will pour a bottle out of the shelf and you know this is water but imagine now this is Jo juice it will tell you all natural no it's not if it's all-natural why is it in a bottle no preservatives yeah it's sitting on a shelf for three months and there's no preservatives in there so everything around it is just one department out of many you go to two in the food no sugar added yeah you're right there's no sugar there it's just full of junk and chemicals that will make it sweet and this is lye and I will buy diet coke and be like this is gonna make me now just thin because it says diet coke that's a life of a lie not only it's not gonna make you thin it's gonna make you sick and people buy that people millions of people are drinking diet coke every day and thinking that I'm drinking diet coke I'm gonna be I'm gonna be thin now we're drinking diet coke for 15 years it'll is lose a gram where's the diet here so this is one example out of many how everything is a lie and and and the point is that people don't like to be called Liars but the reality is that most people are liars this world is called the world of lie allamanda chakra now world above is called the world of truth the world lamb I met and here is the world of lie everything is distorted here everything is fake everything is a lie everything is not the truth now people find it kind of comfortable to live a life of a lie because I don't want to deal right now with the truth and I want to be honest with you right now and the point is that if you have to take something out of tonight's episode the shrim will take a lot of joy tonight is how important it is to be a person of truth that everything in my existence is truth we just read a few weeks ago in the Torah the Parishad is called eat or moshe rabbeinu comes out of me time starts ruling the nation comes his father and all looks what's going on here and tells him what are you doing you are like a one one-man show you're never going to be able to do that emotion when he tells them but I have to help all this these people and it hotels him but the only one person there's 3 million people here how are you gonna answer 3 million questions get yourself like a hierarchy of appoint judges and people and you know 10,000 and ministers of 10,000 and a thousand and one hundred and so forth motion witnesses Who am I going to appoint so Peter says what you can't find people here or she says yeah but I need people of truth and shame it and Moshe Elemento himself says I will never find them what am I going to find three four how many man of truth I'm gonna find even more evidence then knew this the the problem he's like I'll never find real straight honest people now most of this world is ruled and controlled by liars manipulating liars and we believe that and we fall fall that and I give you an example just with the nutrition 90% of what you find in a supermarket is not food and you believe that you believe that it's food it's not it's chemicals its GMO genetically modified food it's food coloring it's fixed effects not real food and people believe in billions of people eating junk all day long and that's one thing look at the media that you're looking at in the advertisements and social media and all this it's all fake somebody's behind it a power of evil is controlling behind it's controlling ever these lines this is a life of a lion very few people are straight like an arrow there's no lies coming out of them and this is I'm not talking just the entire world specifically also talking in the world of the Torah 90% what you see in front of you is not really real fake fake a lot of power here a lot of politics and money and an ego and arrogance and it's very hard to find the truth in this world very very hard to see the truth well ignore for now the shekel of the world I want to concentrate on my life I want my life to be amazed a hundred percent of it you know I shared this this so many times but since I'm so cautious and and so to say passionate about this I'm going to share it again for the hundredth time that's about six or seven years ago one time I was young Kapoor I was the whole night in show the whole day the whole night I come home after Yom Kippur didn't see my wife and kids for 25 hours we put the kids to sleep my wife and me make a cup of tea we're drinking we're talking and I tell her do know you have a new year's resolution we encode the resolution rather Hakata she's again I decided to do this I decided to do that she tells me what about you you have a metaphor this year I thought the year I decided to stop lying he's like what you don't like so I night I lie all the time I let you let you let you and I to everybody and worse I like to a shame all the time and worse I like to myself all the time and I decided to put an end to this I'm never gonna like in I went and bought a little notebook cost me a dollar every time that I said a lie I wrote the lie and the hour came the end of the day to say crotch Mohammed I and I would open this notebook and find a full page full of lies turning 30 40 50 lies and nonsense nonsense I was shocked it disgusted me that I can't even come and say a word that is not accurate and we don't even notice how many times you're on their way to a to a a meeting somebody calls you the person calls you are you looking at the GPS GPS tells you there in 20 minutes I'm there in five minutes now you're not you liar you're there in 20 minutes what do you think that the the 20 minutes the person's gonna get some type of amnesia and he's not gonna notice the 20 minutes past so what are you delaying the the blow for 20 minutes just stay right over a right from the start I'm sorry I left late I'm stuck in traffic whatever it is like people think that the person on the other side is ignorant that he's going to get sucked into some type of a universe with time doesn't exist and when you're gonna come have for you an hour later the person you know you are you made it real fast and this is just one example I mean you just say I'm sorry I'm gonna be there the GPS tells them there in 20 minutes 20 minutes you're gonna be like I'm sorry I left late so I couldn't stand the fact that I have even a thought that is not honest and a word to say a lie to lie to somebody now if I'm able to lie to you I'm able to I am like as if he doesn't know and then worst of all I like to myself all day long and I give myself excuses and then I'm living a life of a lie and they we don't even even realize it's one of the most severe sins to lie Shem cannot stand liars what I almost ever need anything you wanna shame will somehow tolerate it a lie of shrimp cannot tolerate because the shrimp says this is the reality that I existed in New York you are manipulating and destroying the reality that I existed how dare you do that so when we live a life of a lie then I'm getting disconnected from from my source now what happens everything that I do everything that I do physically there's a spiritual reaction the teachings of Kabbalah explains that I will do any action good or bad I will pull on me a certain energy this is called in the term the Kabbalistic stirlingshire hara is that i pull some type of energy or enlightenment on me if I do something positive then what I pull on me is positive if I do something negative then what I pull me will be negative that's very simple that's how it works now if I do something that is the opposite of good and what type of lights what type of energy am i pulling on myself very negative energy this is called in the in the Kabbalistic term 2 ma impurity sometimes you come to a person and you tell the person you are impure how dare you call me impure you know a lot of ladies they find it very very touchy and sensitive when you tell them you after your cycle you have to go to the mikveh why because you're impure how dare you call me impure yeah but you just have your cycle and it causes you impurity to go to the mikveh and many ladies if you don't explain the right way then they get offended how dare you call me and pure I took a shower three times today but it has nothing to do with the shower has to do with a state of impurity now impurity to maha is when I pull on myself light that is coming from the wrong place it's not positive things are negative things and this is called Touma we call it the wrong line I'll do a positive action I will bring on me positive energy I will do a negative action and will bring on me a negative energy this is called impurity now too ma this - ma will we hear this term a lot there's many levels of - ma even when you wake up in the morning you have impurity on your hands and some people don't understand this importance that right away you want to wash your hands with water now wait for an hour till you get to the sink or walk around you just wake up in the morning and there's a very strong impurity on your hands because at night your soul leaves the body all three levels of your soul live your body there nefesh walk underneath Shama and stays a very little part of the nefesh in the body now the nefesh which is the lowest part of the soul that goes into the body the nefesh is the only part of the soul that goes all the way till the fingers and the toes then the Shama comes only way to here and the Shama doesn't go into the hands when it spreads into the body when the nefesh in their walk and then a Shama comes back into the body and then in the morning and it enters the body like you put a leg into a sock the soul gets dressed into a body and inflates it so to say it comes all the way to the hand here so all the powers of impurity they were next to the body at night they're concentrated on your hand hands and anything you'll touch you started touching your eyes you your ear whatever it is you spread it as impurity so very important not to wash my hands right away this is one level one type of impurity there's different types of impurity can be impurity from a woman's cycle can be impurity of death this is the the worst of all there's many types of impurity but impurity can come from our speech can come from an action can come from a thought I can say now a wrong word and it will bring impurity on me and this is another thing we don't even notice we had a lecture yesterday just about the power of words most people don't even notice - how they talk record yourself once put a recording 24 hours or whatever amount you are up record yourself talking then play it yourself you'll be shocked how you talk you won't even believe many curses come out of your mouth how many false language how much junk is coming out of your mouth nor an average person will walk bump his leg into the to the table right away throws a word what is that gonna what was that word got to do with the fact that you bumped your leg into the corner of the bed I'm talking a not nice word I'm gonna start the defining the letters of the word the a word the B word the C word there's also some words but why do you throw a word out of your mouth when you get hurt say ouch people throw like all these words that are totally irrelevant to the situation and you think it doesn't have any effect on you you say such a word you bring on yourself such impurity and what comes out of our mouth sound believable what comes out of my mouth out of my mouth so Who am I is gonna be brought on me from from speaking from thinking I can have impure thoughts I can look now at something you're not gonna define what you understand by yourself what you want to understand but I can look now at something I start developing very impure thoughts and you think it's fine the thing that's gonna not gonna affect me in any type of way think for three seconds something impure you bringing on your on yourself so much Tamar that's that you are basically giving all your powers to the other side to have control over you all you need to do is just open the door and you all will need to put this leg in and then see it and this impurity is already in your thoughts most people if you can read their mind you'll see whatever what's going on there Amir ahem if you were to be able to develop some type of a device to read people's thoughts you're gonna be shocked what everybody is thinking all day long you know be like oh my gosh that person's not this person's crazy this person's is that's if you were if somebody would be able to read your thoughts all day long I'm sure they're gonna be able to I'm sorry to tell you're like on the on the borderline of insanity what's going on in your mind all day long what I want to say to him what I want to do to her when I do this like what's going on in our mind somebody today send me a message rabbi how can I get my I've also these thoughts in my mind all day long how do I get rid of them tell them learn till I have to flood your mind with the wife you have all these bad thought something's wrong in the system I mean is you have to be aware of that so anything that I will do that is negative we'll bring in purity on me speaking acting anything now when I do something negative then I remove from me this godly light that shines above me it's called ash Rena it's constantly a godly light shining above me especially if I do a mitzvah I wake up in the morning and I put saline on can you imagine what a or what a beam of light is shining above me but then I'll have a bad thought or say a false word or not nice word or some action that is not so nice right away I push the right away say that the whole day long you're pushing all the night away that's the problem with many people they're doing so many meets lots but they're giving it over constantly constantly they're giving over the the kedusha now we use two terms here that it's important that we understand what they are one of them is a term that is called Tami - ma impurity and the other term is called all this is the two terms that we hear a lot especially in the teachings of Kabbalah as oh so all is a light but really all is not a light what we see from a light bulb rather all is tan nuke is pleasure and we are creatures that desire pleasure all day long that's our sham created us ashamed constantly a sham created us that constantly we want to look for pleasures and if I don't get my pleasure from here I'll try to get it from here or from here but constantly I need to be stimulated with pleasure this is what it means oh that I have to be constantly pleasured and this pleasure that I'm talking about is a godly abundance we call Chef I loci abundance it comes from the world above now if I get it in a healthy way then I don't need to look for false pleasures if I don't get it the right way then I'm constantly going to look for these false pleasures in this world so it will be something small like a bar chocolate or a cookie or movie or whatever it is and then it goes into mores more severe things but constantly I was gonna look I'm gonna look for pleasures another our sleeping another new this and other this but this is my nature my nature is the human be needs to look for pleasures all the time there's nothing wrong with that just it has to come the right way if I'm not feeling - Shama with the right pleasure it will go and seek pleasures elsewhere and then it will be a negative pleasure but this is the term what it means all a loci a godly light is that I now will sit and learn three hours doha most people will tell you I I don't know I can't even sit for three minutes you want me to sit for three hours but let's say hypothetically it's similar now to have for three hours it's not gonna be dancing out a show I never saw anybody dancing out of the Shiva but the inside you fulfilled you're not gonna desire now they're worldly pleasures now that's the shekel that a person says hey I'm doing a lot of meets votes I don't feel that I'm like on fire here sometimes you know but the reality is that we're not in that level but the more that I will feed my soul with kedusha then I will seek much less physical pleasures so if I have a lot of desires for forbidden things then the only way to do it is to so lower it down it's just to learn a little Torah because that's the highest form of light that I can bring into my body with learning Torah so that's why when a person becomes about reverse its in yeshiva for 12 hours you're breaking all these these terawatts to a point that you you you controlling it because either way you're looking at it your soul needs to get some type of pleasure so you have to feed your soul with spiritual pleasure now the other term that we used is that you're the term that is called kamehameha is impure but amay also comes from the word in hebrew a tomb and the tomb is something that is sealed completely completely sealed and the numerical value of the word that Khmer Ted may malov is the numerical value of v if you remember before we mentioned that there are 50 gates of impurity and 50 gates of purity Tammy is coming it's pulling this impurity from the 50th gate of impurity this is called char known that fiftieth gate of impurity anything that is impure is pulling this 2-mile from over there and on the other side on the positive side all the energy all the the life force that I get is coming from the shower known from the 50th gate but of holiness I just need to know from where I'm getting my energy I can get my energy from impurity and I can get my energy from kedusha from holiness interestingly you see that the words in Hebrew have a lot of meaning the word in Hebrew for SiC is holy and holy has a numerical value of 49 challah is summary there is six summary that is not connected to his shower known to the fiftieth gate become sick he has a deficiency you see their words in Hebrew have a lot of nice meaning so the person that is not fed from Xiao unknown from the fiftieth gate and he becomes sick physically spiritually emotionally now what happens when a person falls into two ma because most people they fall into two MA most people are our are sucked into this power of impurity very few people you'll go and you look at them says this person is 100% pure this is no to matter and that's the level that I want to reach you I don't want to have any type of impurity controlling me and the reality is that I need to understand that any bad action that I do will pull me into the realm of impurity of - ah now how does it come into to action the fact that I'm trapped into mine to impurity the desire for me to take and to receive is growing and growing and growing if you monitor yourself you see that you constantly want to get more and more have you ever sat and ate and said okay let me just take two bites and I'll leave it alone now you take another one another one because you're building more more enemy anymore I mean more this is this is a nature of a person that is stuck living purity is constantly to desire more and more and more in a negative way of course it's called the rats unlikeable the desire to take and to receive all the time and what do I want pleasure I want to go from one pleasure to another pleasure to another pleasure to another pleasure now the more that I get shanked into tomorrow into impurity the godly light gets pushed away and pushed away and pushed away and then I'm completely disconnected from holiness it's nothing only in my existence and I can have a yarmulke it's it and a beard in a suit and there's nothing holy in my existence the fact that I'm wearing a black suit doesn't mean anything I just need to know how to to figure that out now what happens when I'm sankt into that state and again especially I'm saying you can have a black suit doesn't matter if you observant or not observant there's nothing to do with that and definitely not how you dress the black suit doesn't mean anything if I put myself in a place of this impurity basically what happens is that if I go from one step to another step and usually how it works I will continue in the same path that I'm going that's why our sages say Mitzvahed over that Mitzvah vizago a little over a mitzvah will cause you to do a rally Mitzvah and a sin will cause you to do another sin if I mean in the direction of impurity will take me to that direction to a point that the teachings of Kabbalah I explained that I have a empty vessel with no light everything in this world is built with the relationship of a vessel and a light if you want to look at it in our world and this is a vessel this is a cup and in the cup I'm able to put some water in and without the cup where am I gonna put the water now if I have a cup in no water and I'm thirsty what is it gonna boil this a cup good for me so everything in this world has the relationship of a vessel and a light light is something that is a shamash SPEA giving and the vessel is holding I can give you now a million-dollar check if you don't have a bank account your check is worthless the perchick is a piece of paper that will be considered the light right now the giving there I'm giving something but the bank account is the clean is the vessel it has to hold it somehow what good is a million dollar check if you don't have a bank account so everything in this world has the relationship of a giver and a receiver and all gonna claim if I'm just constantly wanting to take for myself more and more and more the result will be a very empty vessel with no light this will cause something that is called clipper that's what's gonna cause that the clear will start getting wrapped around with a clipper a clip as an energy and an energy that is negative the more that I direct it to one space then they my clay is gonna grow bigger and bigger just it's going to be empty and it's going to be controlled by a clipper that's why you see that many people in our generation they're looking for spirituality and all sorts of stuff like that and they go to all sorts of places has nothing to do with kedusha so they're building a clay and there's no right in there a lot of people in our generation they do all sorts of types of meditations that 90% of them are junk but it's a cheap imitation of the original give you one example out of many many people when they meditate they bring this meditation from the Far East they chant discern a certain sound and this sound that they're chant chanting is one of us Shane names the Shem the name of a shame is áliveá Alif valve mem and the chanting and I want to say it but its own and they do long they're taking a Shems name bringing a vessel into the world but there's no light there so the result is that the vessel spiritually is in being inflated and inflated and inflated and the vessels completely empty so in the moment of the meditation you feel some type of a high go outside 15 minutes later empty vessel and the empty vessel will pull on it a clipper because if it doesn't have a godly liked in it it will pull pull the complete opposite so the injection you get a quick injection and then the the result is emptiness and the emptiness will affect the person to be sad depressed and many other things but this is just one example at a month out of many when I'm starting to cover my vessel with a clip out that it's stopping from the light stopping the light to coming in now it's going to happen I'm gonna go to a Torah class and I'm gonna fall asleep note that the speaker is boring it's just that my vessels surrounding the Clipper so the light doesn't penetrate you go put fill in on nothing when I come to a Shabbat meal it's boring so you don't know you don't get anything from the light because your vessel is covered with a clip out with an energy so you're not gonna benefit anything sometimes you can go to a certain class and you like that and sometimes you're like can you pray already for the speaker to get a heart attack or something just finish a shut up right here already so the point is that anything that is going to be covered with a clip out it will prevent the light from coming in take now these windows cover them now with some drape or some board or something it's preventing the light from coming in will be dark light doesn't come in the result is only darkness now what happens when I get myself into that state then the the light that I'm so to say that I need to receive I need it in a stronger force the pleasure that I need to pull unto myself has to be stronger that's why you see that for example in the world they are abusing different substances then in the beginning they can get high from one pill or one whatever it is and then they need tools in only three then I need for the capacity the body gets used to it so once in the beginning a person can get drunk from one shot after a while he needs a whole bottle to get drunk because the capacity grows and you see that in many different things the more that I bring on myself to MA then the the need is for something stronger and stronger and strong it doesn't work that's why you see that in in this world I mean a lot of people don't like when I say that but one of the biggest lies in this world is pharmaceutical and people fall for that people think that that's the solution to everything you go to a doctor he doesn't want to tell you if you take a pill I never saw one person in this entire planet that question the doctor when the doctor told him to take this pill you tell the doctor I have this problem he tells you take this pill I never saw anybody says excuse me sir what are you giving me did you try it yourself what's in this spill everybody says oh the doctor said cuz he has a white robe and a stethoscope yeah give it to me you know you don't even know what's inside don't you think it's kind of weird that you believe a man with a white robe it just tells you here by this I don't know what's inside I mean are you giving me so 90% of it there's nothing there it doesn't even do anything and the problem is that if you look at any type of individual and again I'm not I know a lot of people find it very offensive when I talked specifically about pharmaceutical but I'm not saying it took a special um attack anybody I'm saying it to bring some awareness to what's going on you see the people that are depending on any type of medication they go with the medication for a month or two or three or four then it's not enough bump up the the the quantity and change for this field and charge change to that pill and because the capacity grows and grows and grows and it doesn't fill in the void it doesn't do anything and this is just with one thing is it's with everything the same way the more to my poor myself the more I'm going to need of this tumor and it can be an alcohol and drugs and anything else a if something as simple as that I'm addicted to a video game you start with 20 minutes a day then you're playing for it for 5 hours you can't get off it so it's it's constantly like growing and growing and growing and everything some people they they find themselves on Facebook for like 3-4 hours what do you got to do there just go and post your picture and go out why do you have to be on the screen for three hours same junk over and over and over and what's there why because it's pulling to Maui and the more to my porn rate the more it grows the more it needs more the more I have a bigger vessel so now the void is even bigger so the pleasure has to be bigger and then it grows and grows and that's how I'm going from one stage to another stage to another stage of Touma to a point that I'm sunk into 49 gates of 2 ma I don't even know how to get out of it now when a person goes from one level to another level to another level of course backwards then the person is more in darkness more in darkness and more in darkness darkness is not physical darkness rather in spiritual darkness saying in other words that I don't see the reality so I don't see that what I'm doing is wrong it's totally fine to be on Facebook for five hours if you're on Facebook more than three minutes something's wrong I'm telling you there's nothing to be there post your pictures check your message and move on that's darkness that I don't realize that when I'm like this all day long something something is not normal here and again I'm not saying it to hunt fish at home attack anybody rather to present us a reality because if I'm stuck in this darkness and who's gonna get me out of it now they're more impurity I'm gonna bring on myself the more I'm gonna go backwards and backwards and backwards and I put myself in the stage of creep out of darkness that's why you see that towards the end of the plagues in the time was the plague of darkness and there was so thick that Rashi says that the first three days they couldn't see each other and after the next three days they couldn't even move they were like stuck they were completely squashed by this darkness I have to be very careful that I don't fall into this darkness because most people are stuck in this clip up in the cyst eight of hosaka of darkness and that's a severe problem because what happens is that I do things I don't even notice in what's darkness I'm stuck in look story normal to me so you need somebody to come from the house and tell you how baby you're in deep problem you're hooked on this or hooked on that are you depending on this and dependent on that and if your answer is no no it's totally fine then that's already a red flag now if you wanna again define the idea that we said before that is called me time each time is a state of exile what did we do in me time we were slaves who do who were slaves to who was the king of me trying but now nothing is by chance nothing is that let's say happens it doesn't have a meaning but all comes from the word in Hebrew pahoa now why is completely out of control out of control in wild now now I now I see that it's becoming a little bit more of a fashion that the hair is messed up hair is like sticking everywhere and once it was like very calm very nice look at people people in the 50s aha here was calm now people they have like different directions the hair is going like this is called power always all over the place and power is the manifestation of something that is not settled now pahoa how is it coming into my life I mean I don't have my hero a crazy or my house is not necessarily upside down Pahoa means that I want to enjoy right now everything is right now my pleasure right this second I can't wait I can't hold myself for more than a minute I don't have control my urges this is called Pahoa now or that I'm out of control and most people they don't have control over themselves in any type of department they don't know how to control himself wait a week wait a day wait an hour what's the big deal this is called Pahoa power comes the word power comes from tawa this is the control of meat right now it's I'm the word with rhyme comes from the word in ooh Sal Sal is narrow something that is very very narrow the more things are wide then this is called like a space oh yeah easy to go through now here I'm driving in New York six takes a couple days to get used to driving in New York you have to be like you know you know to go through here this one this is the street here Wow you have a little bit of a bigger mirror than normal you don't shave mirrors in this in these streets here everything is narrow here right leave the streets are wide you know yeah there's been hob big big space here you know every every parking spot I was driving out of there with somebody I'm looking for a parking spot you doesn't here park over here I live here I can park in here not allow you push here a little bit pushing a little bit or you'll get it in so this is called sow something that is very narrow this is me time now I want to go out of my meets line this is what we're celebrating with celebrating the holiday of going out of me time my life is narrow they're trashed a lot of pressure on me so I need to go out of my limitation now how do I go out of them it's rive all this preparation are we talking about is to basically explain one thing that I am stuck in Egypt I am stuck in a state of limitation in slavery to the physical world to the spiritual world and I am a slave and I'm stuck in me time now how do I go out of me time some people they're so something they don't even know how bad the situation is and some people say listen I can't stand my life anymore I can't I can't I can't stand the fact that I'm hooked on this and hooked on that and I'm a slave to this and was slave to that and some people get to the realization and I don't want to be where I am anymore so comes the big question how do I go out of meets I'm going out and meet rhyme is happening once a year and that's happening to us in two and a half weeks and that's on El Cid oh the night of let's edible pizza is the night that I go out of me time there's not only other nights of the year that's the night that I can pull out of my own exile and of course I need to prepare for that can come a minute before face up and say oh let me buy a nice suit and buy a matzah and I'm gonna go to Roseto that doesn't work like that this is my ticket and if I miss it this year I have to wait another year for the next time that's what happened 3400 years ago they had to wait to the moment while it took them a whole year you know from the first moment that Michelle had been you came to me trying a whole year it took them to go out of mitzraim why Moshe Rabbeinu couldn't do just okay let's go out guys why the whole show ten plagues every plague took a whole month a whole Hollywood production just get it over with there was a system had to come in order had to come from the first plague to the next page to the next pack it had to go in an order you know I would say order in Hebrew said order so even on the night of well said there why did we call it L said L should have called it Leila methought the night of mature tour the night of freedom or whatever let's settle the night of order you have to go through the order and the order is one step after the other after the other so even when they left meet sign that you had to go through the order now when I'm stuck in a state of limitation I'm defined as sick a lot of people don't like hearing the word that it's telling you that you're sick but what is sick sick in Hebrew you call holy holy comes from the word in Hebrew halal halal is a space is a void when there's a space in anything avoid it will cause Holly a sickness if I'm pulling godly light and energy into my soul constantly something positive I will never be sick because there's no challah there's no space I have a physical organ the soul gets dressed into the organ if the soul can get dressed in the organ because there's a damage there then there's a space and the space which you say me brouhaha causes sickness which you called hole it very simple when I became observant and they told me that the person that doesn't observe Shabbat is called Michael Shabbat now little L in Hebrew is to blow fruit Halil is a flute and tula Hallel is to blow fruit and I was like what kind of a weird definition it is that when you desecrate you but you called me halal Shabbat what are you flowing the Shabbat kind of a definition is that then I figured out that on Shabbat all the worlds go to a higher level it's called Elliot ala mode everything goes up with the Shabbat and if Kasbah Shalom I don't observe the Shabbat meaning I'm not catching the elevator and going up with the Shabbat then all the worlds ascend and then there's a space between the world and the world's above Harlem so I am in that space so i'm called maharaja bottom in that space i'm not on the Shabbat and I'm not underneath so when a person has to Shalom has a void the spiritual void a space is called halal the result will be holy what's the remedy or what's the the cure as medicine refer I have to have before that's why you know when people is sick you take out the silt or I do Misha Bela hollom and you want to bring the foie to the person who brings a health now there's a story in the gamma rod that Liesl says that all the secrets of the entire leaf hue of the universe is in one story in the camera in one sentence there's a story in my second birth of a certain individual that was sick very very sick came to him another individual told him do you enjoy the the hardship ha VV mellifluous to him you like being in a suffering so the person has the same lohan Rostova not the suffering and not the reward of the suffering I don't like that at all it says the gamma God that one little sentence yah heavly yet they were with me he gave him his hand and he brought him up that's it that Lisa says this is the whole the whole tour of Medicine seven years in medical school one sentence in Iguala yeah Hebrew yeah Davey Ukraine he gave him his hand and he raised him up that's it I spoke about it many times that Hashem has 72 holy names Hashem has many different names but there's also one concept that we called iron [ __ ] Ahmad cuckoo Shem 72 nay holy names and they're just letters it's not named with the with a meaning so much it's not you cave of kol okey more in the 72 names is one name that the letters of this name is ulama dude specifically ulama dude this is the name of a fool I spoke about it many times when a person once you get a person out of the Clipper I have a class on it online that's the green node Kabbalat Shabbat on Friday night before before we prayer wait there's two places where one can find an acronym in the prayers of ulama dude then when you meditate on it you have the ability to pull a neshama out of the Clipper specifically this name is the name of my fois if you want you can look online or let you know later where you find the video where I explain it because I'm Kabbalat Shabbat there's two places in Miss Molly the vide chapter 29 and another one chapter 994 that you find so two sentences one of them is their emblem a bullish of the acronym of util Amedeo the national will hear me again this you'd love me dude the person meditates on on somebody who needs a fois then Ally explains that there has the power of emotional ability to come and pull the neshama out of a clipper and I heard so many people telling me that after they heard this class they did it and they saw miracles and unfortunately sometimes our soul will be stuck in the clip-on you need to save it you see also in what dig morass is yeah heavly yeah deveiopment again you drama dude dude llama dude is the numerical value of 50 again this shava known the entire life was coming from the Shaolin on no medicine no and no doctors no nothing any type of healing is only coming from the Kadosh Babu specifically from the 50th gate now back to the question that we said before how do you are of me-time let's say absolutely now okay I convinced you now you know okay you you convinced me I'm stuck in me so I'm I'm stuck in a state of limitation now how do I go out of my me time how do I go out of my own limitation the first of all to to to to make a separation here first of all you have to make an analogy if you are in me time or not and you have to be humble you have to be a true to yourself you can't live a life of a lie you have to be humble and say yes I am in my time I do have a problem this is my problem this is my problem this is my problem if you don't willing not willing to agree or debate then you are stuck in denial already that's even worse when we skip that already we already understand I know what's my limitations now how do I go out of my me time and I have many different me times that I want to go out of so first of all we said in general I go out of me time on LCL that's the night that's the Black Friday in the of the spiritual world I miss that I will have to wait a whole year if I reach I'm smart then I have no three weeks to prepare three weeks to prepare myself that I want to go out of my me time and if I hit the jackpot if I do it right on that night on the 15th day of me son I have all the powers of the universe to go out of all my limitations even the worst limitations of all now how do I go out of it then this coming Shabbat we're going to be celebrating Rosh Hodesh the head of the month but I spoke about it on Sunday in the sunday lecture how before we went out of me time we got to Mitzvahed the midst of sanctifying the month and the Mitzvah of coburn pizza of the Pesach sacrifice the Mitzvah of sanctifying the month when it's talking about holy SH in the Sun it says that this month is wash like Cora Halle shame the month the head of all the months a challah shazar a semi a wash called the Shem now we know that the month of Nisan is the first month people think that Tishrei is the first month make now a survey real quick as people what's the first month in the Jew calendar and I'll tell you this rate was rashanna tisha is the seventh month it's area is very clear it's not a hint it says it's clear in the toilets Tishrei is a seventh month the first month is the Sun so this is the first month of all the month to the head of all the months this is where it starts because a month is signifying the definition that is called time time only exists in this world there's no such thing as time in the world above when Asha wanted to create the world you had to create two things time and space there's no time in the world above and the idea of the month and sanctifying the month is a definition of this is time now time is only in this world the world of Asiya in the world above there's no such a thing as time and time when it's in its root everything has a root to it everything that you see in this world every little thing even an even water water has a spiritual root doesn't have a physical Road everything that exists in this world is rooted somewhere so even time has a root in the world above now time where it's rooted in the world above it's depending on what we call intellect second because I have a certain awareness and in the awareness it's where I acknowledge time for example when I dream I can dream for three seconds and the dream will be a whole year it's a total different awareness it's a total different realm which means that the time is defined by the awareness of my intellect technically right now there's no such a thing as time just so we are defined by time in this world and our intellect our self in our mind is perceiving that is such an idea as time and really there's no such a thing is time a soul is limited by time this is a very physical thing but nevertheless Rosh Chodesh it's exactly how it sounds washes ahead hottish is a month polish comes from the word in Hebrew he'd had shoot newett e-everything constantly reached to the point of annuity every beginning of the month is the renewal T of the entire month now what happens on the day of Rosh Hodesh is that everything that is about to happen through the entire month is concentrated into one day everything that's going to happen and the same thing is like this in Worcester Shannon wise lost Regina called the whole Shoshanna should have been called a lot Hashanah the beginning of the year but it's called the head of the year because in the head everything is included in the head which means that an ostrich an hour wash polish everything that is said to happen is included in that day so on Ross college miss on everything that is laid out to what's going to happen in this month is included in that day now on Rosh Chodesh is a very powerful time our sage you say that when Michelle is going to come or college will be much more holier than a festival than I um tell Holly she is such a powerful day that most people that's the day they don't show up to Dominion that's the day when they don't do anything how foolish is the most powerful day of the month then if I concentrate on what's going on on that day I have the ability to bring a Shiva and abundance of Hassidim of kindness of mercy into the root of the entire month and to sweeten all the judgments of the entire month everything that I'm about to do in this month is controlled in that day which means I have 24 hours where I can connect to the root of minus gamma and draw into it this unbelievable energy for the rest of the month this what happened on Rosh Chodesh now specifically on what halogen is knowledge is the wash of all the months is the beginning of all the beginnings which mean it is on that they have 24 hours that I have to be what they say on my best behavior meaning that I have to pray I have to and it happens on Shabbat this this a year it's a triple power it's not even a triple power is a thousand times the power the banish Christ says that everything you do in Shabbat is a thousand times more than order on a weekday so just imagine I was Scottish the falls on Shabbat a thousand times the power just imagine what it means when you pray or Shabbat Oh wash Kodesh the power that you bring on you the energy this abundance is Scheffer there goes into the root of the of everything and sweetens everything so it all starts on Rosh Hodesh that it's the renew 'ti the time that everything gets renewed so I have now four days to prepare because Shabbat comes I have to be on the best behavior meaning I've can miss a prayer suppose on Shabbat after do all four meals and wash and say baccata Mazzone learn Torah don't sleep on that day I mean sleep it's a couple hours don't sleep like in for 12 hours this is how you start you draw all this energy from this month and you draw it specifically on that day now specifically on Rosh Chodesh Nissan Nissan and on Pesach there's the energy of renew 'ti but if you tap into it it would take with you this entire power for the rest of the year but you have to know how to tap into it it's like literally a Black Friday you save the entire year to get something in 90% off now the entire month of this Sun is a very powerful month that lee says that every day in the first 12 days of the month of Nisan is corresponding to one of the days one of the months of the calendar so that's why you see that in the first two weeks of Nisan first older home under the Sun we don't say to her noon the first 12 days only Sun every day we read the parish out than a see what the president brought as a present because every day I left Nissan will affect the entire month of Tishrei Beth Nissan the month of Chris van and so forth it's a very powerful two weeks now comes one step after another after another till takes me to the 14th day of Nisan when I prepare myself to the peak of the year is little saddle this is a one time of a year opportunity there's no such a thing ever again throughout the year the day the night over little said oh if I align myself the right way I have the ability to reach to the highest level of godly revelation that shines on me what happens on on Lorne L said L all 50 gates of purity these chef sharing are all shining on my soul in one shot and I have the ability to sustain it during the week during the year the collage boy was just giving a little bit because my soul will not be a capacity to hold it all l said oh all I need to do is sit and follow the whatever it says in there got that I have 50 lights coming from all the gates of purity shining on me in one shot what happens on that night now we don't have time to talk about it's very long but can follow on my website we can probably do some more classes just about what happens on the night of pizza this is the the opportunity that I can tap into and it will affect my entire year besides the fact that on that night I have the ability to go out of any type of limitation that I have if I have any type of everybody limitation that I want to quit smoke and I want drinking I want to kill get rid of Facebook whatever it is that's the night that if I prepare myself the right way that's the night that I will draw the power and I we were able to break the clip out and go out of it anything that I'm stuck into that will be the night that I'm able to break free the night of freedom but has to be a preparation has to be from Oshkosh Nissan a preparation meaning that I have to put myself on the highest and best behavior I can further for those two weeks and it's more than two weeks because I need the whole seven days of pizza and that's why physically we cleaning the house I mean we title the lecture about what is the secret behind commits and why do we clean people go cuckoo with the cleaning people clean chandeliers that are like 20 feet high there's no homage there I never saw anybody sitting there were here with a piece of bread and throwing the bread to the chandelier why cleaning the chandelier why cleaning the light fixtures are 12 feet high nobody's sitting and throwing bread crumbs over there there's no hummus over there SoCo it's spring cleaning going wherever you want don't throw CooCoo the cleaning people take windows place and there's no hammock from the window whenever the less people go crazy with the cleaning why because to reach to a point that I'm ready to receive this godly light has to be spotless clean this is called in Hebrew Nikhil clean even in even in in health in medicine I mean I'm not a great believer into medicine but I do believe in natural medicine you want to heal your body before you even start healing the body has to go through detox to get rid of all the junk all the toxins all the all the poison then you start cleaning then you start healing same thing here I want to read receive this God like has to be a hundred percent clean now Hamid Stefan will see exactly what the point of her menses but I want to get to a point that on on the night of let's say that I'm going out of my Egyptian I'm it's I'm needless to say I won already now make myself a list what's what I define as my Egypt I may be mom smoking maybe I'm drinking maybe I'm hooked on some game I don't even know the names of the games I don't want to know the name of the games some people told me what you don't know their Lord of the flags and it's their names of all these games but nevertheless I can make myself a list what is my meets I'm what do I want to break out of and you know what my me time is not necessarily a cigarette to a cup of coffee or a cup of whiskey my me time can be the fact that I can't control myself of course my my Egypt my me time can be severe things yeah no doubt here no depends were you holding and you can have twenty things that is that that you are so to say slave to but let's say you above that level let's say you don't smoke you don't have facebook you don't have a smartphone you know all that junk and and but you still stuck in me time because you can control yourself and can control stuff can be in anger as you don't control your anger somebody says the wrong word you lose it that's also me trying today I went to a store I needed to buy something the guy there's something didn't work out like a three-year-old tantrum hitting throwing aah cursing yeah with a beard beard a yarmulke the whole thing and I was looking at him and I was like wow that's a very very deep level of me time that something mechanical didn't work in the guy lost it lost it that's another type of limitation you can control yourself can't control your anger a little button didn't work so you lose it somebody sent the wrong word then you completely out of control that's a very severe level of meat slime so it can be not necessarily with something physical there's many types of I'm just giving you now the ideas you have to develop it yourself but if I can't control myself in any type of way I have a problem and it can be controlling my urges or controlling anything somebody some sometimes somebody will hurt you let's say you're not reacting when somebody says something to you if you react you're stuck in with slang if you don't react is because you understand that so what if that person said a word one of my three-year-old that the word is hurting me if I react to a person that tells me something that I don't like that's another type of limitation that I don't know how to control myself I want to be in complete control that nothing moves me so what so you said something against me okay so you hurt my feelings didn't hurt me didn't bother me if it's bothering me I have a problem here I don't know how to control myself you have to make an analogy where you don't know how to control yourself and if you really are true to yourself and to the cause you might get a long list of things that you don't know how to control yourself how many times somebody will come and tell you some juicy piece of gossip and you can't control yourself what do you think that's going on instead of saying listen it's not my business I don't hear it I don't hear it so my Etsy admits I'm is to be able to limit myself but to control myself in a very healthy way then I know how to no this is not for me then I don't get angry I don't get upset I don't get jealous this is another form of meat slime that I tried to do something I tried my startup and then somebody else comes and he does it and he has unbelievable success and I'm looking at that person and I'm gonna explode from jealousy how come he did it I tried it too how come he has the nice car and I don't and how come he just got married and I don't and it's called jealousy one of the worst sins that one can do is jealousy why do you look at somebody else's wife it's not your wife it's not yours look at your own wife why I look at somebody else and you desire something that doesn't belong to you so this is again another way how you don't know how to control yourself I need to know how to put myself under control in a very healthy way not that I'm going out of my out of my clean and this is it see at me time that I know how to and what is really the it see at me time just take the 10 commandments what do you think they gone after after going out of Egypt they got Ten Commandments just go through the Ten Commandments and see how you're controlling yourself I just gave you to the anger and the and the jealousy but you have to see how you know how to control yourself a situation comes don't lie don't steal don't kill don't commit adultery that it see admits rhyme is just controlling these Ten Commandments now how is really do I apply the this control system is that opposing the I want we all have an eye once now if you three-year-old I can understand but when you're thirty that I want is it's not the right thing to say or to do to put myself under control is that I can show my I want and try to monitor how many I once a day do you have I want a cup of coffee I wanted this I want that you want to control the I want no there's no I want I want is a state of me trying excuse me and when it comes an I want objection that's how that's what you apply I want to do that not know you can do right now unless it's what you're supposed to do or something healthy for you go I do it but if it's an I want that is re relevant then you need to know how to know you have a weakness to sweets this is something that is typical to many people all day long chocolates that it's nothing good with it there's nothing that there's nothing there just sugar and junk and gots no nutrition that there's nothing there but people have a weakness to it all day long the mouse has to move so control the eye once but I want this piece of chocolate so what if you want control yourself now what happens on the night on let us say there the night of let's say there you filling your soul with lights if you clean your soul and your body real good which is a manifestation when you clean the floor then your soul is ready to receive this godly light that shines on let's say though such such a light is shining we called a little shimmer whim night of protection you know we don't even sickly out smile on me town only on there and let's say they'll just say SH my solution recognition my heart that's it we leave our door open to show that I'm a hundred percent trusting a shame even when I lived in New York for 15 years the door was open most people saying crazy in New York to leave a door open this is open just a shame this is a night of protection it's such a powerful night that I have to take advantage of it it's not a night to get drunk it's not a night to sleep in it's a night to be around the table after the house is perfectly clean and to follow the order of the cellar that's what cold l said though this 15 stops in L said L last year I gave a class about it just go look at it online there are 15 stages a 15 month ago in the little cell Kadesh show hearts yeah hot Cal passed whatever it is the point is that register that is the night is the night and you don't miss it now what happens is on that night you filling your neshama with light the more you prepare for it the more light it will take the more light it will take the more easier for you to run your entire life for the rest of the year if you don't take advantage of that you'll have another year full of struggles and problems and all sorts of issues and I'm not consul Shalom here too to be the one who's giving bad news and therefore giving you the good news you have three weeks to prepare you have the opportunity of your lifetime to get ready for that night to grab the lottery tickets and that will affect you for the entire year any type of limitation that you have you'll have the ability to fight it now going back again to what we said before and the topic of the entire the entire class what is I gonna do with comets what is I gonna do with bread why don't have to mop the floors first of all I told you in order to fix something has to be completely clean you can't fix something when it's not clean even it's something mechanical physical whatever it is go to a doctor now before he does the root canal has to clean all the decay so everything has to be first cleaned then let's now let's fix it so it has to be the cleansiness but what we're cleaning for we're cleaning from comets a whole week we can see comets even a crumb of comets we can be in our in our possession because comets is the root of all poison everything in this world is affected by something comes from the world above and comets is the root of all the poisons in this world that will affect me I have to completely approve it I have to get rid of it now comets is the is what represents this desire for me to take we call the rats only cabal why because comets its inflates we actually put in the bread or a yeast or or the the sourdough that it will rise and it will grow and in my world my comment is my ego and the more you feed your ego the more the ego will grow the more you give the I want you feeding it that I want then it's growing and growing and growing and you want one now you want to you want to ninety one for one for now I want ten I need to put this I want on a diet so specifically the chametz is the power is the root of all the poisons of everything that poisons my system to a point that it's this growth grows and grows that's my ego how much is my ego if I know how to put my Ingo under control then I will be the most happiest most successful person in the world moshe rabbeinu was the most humble person in history by Shia nav Nicole and he reached to the highest levels of prophecies because he was able to reach to the shavon own the only one who reached it that's why he's buried on Hannover neva is noone but he reached the level of Shyamalan only with being humble motion Baron didn't have an ego he had all the reasons in the world to have an ego but he didn't the more I humble myself the more I kill my ego the more I grow the more I grow the better I could become so the Comets represents my ego because Hammett's inflates and it grows and it's and same with my ego so I need to reach to a first of all I have to clean my my house my house is my domain my house is everything that's why I clean my house because the house is my place of existence it's where I sleep it's where I eat it's where my possessions are as my energy is there your energies in your house sometimes you walk into somebody's house you say I feel the energy and sometimes the person dies and after they die you still feel their energy in the house my house holds my energy in it and the second that you leave the house and the energy leave them living living permanently so I have to clean my house I have to clean everything that is my position why to be ready for the night of little settle and on the light already said I want to need to do is follow the order or follow the settle I'm drawing this godly light onto myself that the result will be that after that I have a whole week seven days that I'm a spiritual diet on a physical diet no ego no ego in this world no give up now start clean start the whole year clean now these are says any person will be cautious with Hermits the entire week of Pesa not to see not to eat not to possess anything guaranteed he's not gonna sin for the rest of the earth you know what a guarantee that is now result tells you you're not going to in the whole year if you cautious the whole week of pizza it's a pretty big thing and if that Lisa says that that's that's a real guarantee now let's see that you can do it the whole week now the course is talking about also spiritual harm it's not only physical harm its meaning my ego which means that I have to now put myself on the best behavior now every time before I go on these trips then my kids always want presents so I come with empty suitcases my wife goes on Amazon buys like 5 million things and then I'm the schlep er have to come with suitcases home and my kids oh I want this I want that I want this I want that oh yeah so behave nice I'll bite two weeks before I go on a trip they're the best kids ever quiet polite I don't fight other you need a massage I already want me to clean so on the best be fair why are you behaving so nice because I want you to buy me this isn't this so we have to be on our best behavior and not to fool somebody not to fool myself a lot too for sham to get myself under control that till the night of let's settle including the first week of pizza anything that takes me out of my control my attention has to be under control you have to be on the best behavior you can you have to three weeks to put yourself on literally on a diet you know anything that you want now control it anything this is your opportunity because you've missed opportunity you have a whole year of struggles now coming in front of you so a smart person says okay I can summarize it in a week or two and then hits let's say them and then the whole week I have this power in me that my soul is exploding from godly power then I have the ability to fight every every problem that I have then you take advantage of that so you want to prepare now you have four days what are we now choose day so we have Wednesday Thursday Friday and then Saturday's loss College preparing the right way take take take what we're talking here seriously because at the end of the day if you don't then you're gonna go in circles I mean the reason why you came tonight is because you want to to change something the ones who didn't come to nice is you know I don't feel like hearing this guy I already heard him a million you know I'll hear the lecturer in a week on the internet but when a third person says no I want to change something in my life I want to better my life I want to refine my life I want to be more happier I want to be more sharper I want to be more holy I want to be more more receptive I want to be a better person then I have to apply something so I have to understand that I have to go out of my state of slavery if you're smart you take a piece of paper and you write down a list of all the things that you would want to go out of that slavery I have a problem with anger I have a problem with patience I can't do this I am reacting real quick through whatever that is whatever it is have a weakness with cookies I have a weakness with whatever it is you make a whole list and you'll be honest pour your heart to the paper and you see who how many things I would want to go out of my limitations I would want to do this in that when I became observant I made a list and I was like going through one thing after the other and saying you know I don't want to be angry new I don't wanna get upset you see me get upset some people tell me how are you so calm why you come on the the there's no reason in the world why I should become upset a word that a person will tell me should get me upset if somebody's behavior should cause me to be not comfortable or calm that I'm here I'm hitting my I'm shooting myself in my own leg this is ultimate me time then I let somebody else affect me can you imagine of the of the level not too long ago we had a beautiful Shabbat meal of Hashem we have this hood to host dozens of people in our Shabbat meals and two guys started fighting and one of them got so upset one of them got so upset first of all ruined our atmosphere in the meal but nevertheless when I approached him I told him why so upset this is because he said this is Annette and I told him you let other another person's stupidity affect you you are the fool if you are allowing somebody else's behavior to affect you to a point that you get upset I'm sorry you you are the fool so I need to recognize everything in my life that limits me if I'm quick to judge that's a state of limitation I'm very impatient if I'm very quick to get angry why should I do anything preferable so for because of another person this is another thing sometimes people have this another problem is that they feel that they have to satisfy somebody else and if that person doesn't think good about them that causes them a lot of hardship why do you need somebody else to approve you you don't need anybody to approve you you as long as you're following the path of truth why do you need somebody else to prove what you're doing and people think that they need to satisfy another person now I don't need to satisfy anybody I need to satisfy God so the point is that you have to be honest you have to be a true to yourself and you write everything that you don't like in yourself when I became observant I I became observant on Penza I mean it didn't happen right away took a long time but the change happened on Pesa that's when I realized this is my opportunity once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to go out of my tomb ah out of my impurity to get rid of all this junk and I was humble enough to look at myself and say I hate this I hate this this I don't want this I don't I shouldn't do why should I be angry why should I be jealous why should I be upset and you start working on it one step after the other and you bring yourself to a place of purity and nothing bothers you and you're healthy and you're happy and you satisfied and you fulfilled and there's no void there's no emptiness and needless to say nothing negative in your anger and jealousy and animosity and depression and sadness who needs that so I have an opportunity once-in-a-lifetime opportunity I shouldn't say wines in life stuff it's once in a year opportunity but why should I miss it I have a ninety-nine percent coupon like a Black Friday to really go out of my state of limitation to become a much better person a much happier person a much better father a much better husband whatever it is I have to understand that there's also people around me when I have an issue with anger everybody's suffering because of my issue and if I have an issue with it I don't know what depression everybody around me is suffering can be selfish but nevertheless I have to prepare so first of all and most important if we want to summarize it prepare that in three days it's wash polish and on that day you put yourself on the best behavior and you make sure you pray three times a day and you have three meals then you wash for bread and you simply cut amazonian you don't go to sleep you're pretty learnt over and you go completely out of your way and you monitor every little thing that you do and then comes at 14 days still pissed off every day you have to really be on your best behavior you make yourself illicit over the things that you want to work on and you hold yourself comes a light stop the light comes an anger stop it you have to literally put an effort if you don't put the effort nothing's gonna happen now though nobody's gonna come and save you out of your own misery Shem says you put an effort I'll do the rest I said you say a ballot I'll miss a note oh if you try coming to be to get help Hashem will help you now Bally tomato my motto you want to become imbued sure will help you be impure so Shem says listen proved to me show me two three weeks that you on your best behavior I'll help you then you hit the the the peak peak of the time clean the hummus you burn the comets comes there let's say them so when I'm cleaning the floor is just don't have in your mind that you're cleaning the floor and you feel like a cleaning lady you have to have in your mind that you cleaning your your reality your existence your getting rid of all the junk so the same way that you cleaning your bookshelves and your drawers and your floor and whatever everybody has to clean then the intention behind it is that I'm have to clean myself so you do one hour on the floor cleaning the floor half an hour riding on a piece of paper I'm judge it mental I have quick to anger I've been patient I can't stand this I'm jealous of that whatever it is I can't stand the fact that I'm on Facebook for five hours I want to be five minutes I'm specifically talking about that because it's things that are there are that people don't understand that people check their email like 17 times an hour well what are you launching missiles you need you check your email every two minutes every ding ding you jump on the phone or you Trampas assistant I check my emails once a day and not even time if I don't feel like it then the next day I'll change nothing is urgent what what do you think we had before emails we didn't have smartphones 20 years ago everything worked the whole world function so this is all there anything that puts me into some type of a place that it's controlling me or all that cigarette flag here bizarre the shame we have to focus on what we need to do because at the end of the day the one who gets the most benefit out of it is you you're going to be a much happier person you're going to be much more satisfied person a much more successful person you're not going to see many things you'll see just the good and everything you'll grow spiritually you'll affect other people needless that's what we want at the end of the day I once this pleasure everybody wants pleasure there's nothing wrong with this pleasure but the pressure has to be real and coming from the right place they're not coming from chocolates and drinks or whatever it is to come from holiness from kedusha and you know it's the advantage of that it stays it sustains spiritual pleasure never leaves physical pleasure is gone with the wind whatever it is it wears off and it fades out and then you need another fix and another one another one but spiritual pleasure stays it doesn't go then you grow from one level to another level to another level you out of the darkness you see things clearer you think clearer everything is better so we have a lot of work to do and you want to be smart and take take an action you don't want to go out of this door tonight and say ok nice information very good here let me take a CD and that's it say ok how am I really applying it in my life how am i changing my life because when I changed my life I'm changing everybody's lives around me and even if you don't want to be so generous and change other people's life then change your own life you'll be a much better person everything that you want to achieve you'll be able to achieve so you want to take notes if you didn't take notes and the video will be online probably tomorrow go and look at it another 17 times still you get the point till you become a much more fine person you become a better father father a better husband a better wife whatever it is become a better jewel resolution when you do that besides the fact that you will become a much better person you're making the world a much better place you know when you have your own personal Redemption you're starting affecting the whole world to have a general Redemption we need as many players here to bring the Gullah to bring the redemption so there's a Lucien moles left is to wish you a very happy and kosher pizza and a lot of good luck in your journey and to remember that the cleaning has to be physical no doubt they're cleaning us to be spiritual to take the time to really clean your system Masada sham you do the job right a Shem will bless you with a kosher and happy pace now we say kosher and happy kosher means clean it's spiritually clean and then you gain happiness at the end of the day we just want to be happy we want to be happy we want to be content we but it's satisfied and I want to have a good and sweet and healthy life as all the champions are blessed with a great success with everything that you do should have a happy and kosher Pesach Maison de jambes you'd have a year of freedom true freedom and then a shammy should grant you a hoot Amity that you break out of all your limitations break out of your slavery and become a a free individual and needless to say when you're a free individual then you're adding adding light into the world and bazan the shame we should be a free nation and go everybody back to elytis hell she's married to see with our own eyes the real freedom with the coming of Messiah very soon [Music]