R' Benzion Shafier speaking at the Annual Teshuva Shmuz

Lamar tells us lossy Louisville in days to come every human being will stand in judgment every nation every culture every civilization will stand in front of a cottage vertical and I shall and will judge them what they did what they didn't do are they accomplished what they brought to the world and this day of judgement is complete every human being who has ever created stands in one moment in front of a sham and is judged ignored is very clear that a Shem takes a sefer Torah Manitoba theko leaves it in his lap Kavya política beaver homer and a Shem says these words lamesa us at balaclava beetle sorrow whoever had a part in the learning of Torah whoever had a part in supporting Torah come get your reward says the camera miyad immediately call whom assalam every nation comes rushing forth / vo-- via in a tunnel we had a part we supported everyone comes rushing and the ship says stop if you feel you have a claim if you feel you support a Torah let each nation send its wise men let's each nation send its representatives and let them explain why it is that they feel that they have a reward of a portion the Torah learning that had happened and where it says the first nation that comes forth his mouth was roaming for some reason they're the most important and the roaming leaders the Roman wise men in front of a Shem and a Shem says how will you oh sick in Torah how we involved into our study how did you support Torah what do you claim was your part of it they say Ramona chaleur Michelle happy Turkey know how many marketplaces we made do you know how complex and economy we created why do we do that we did it for one reason so that the Jews could learn Torah that are in the living that to find a means of support we made a complex society and created many many marketplaces create the opportunities that they could earn their living without spending that much time and then they could go back to learn all that we did we did for them to learn Harvey more photos we made many recreational bathhouses why do we do that so they could the Jews could have a place to relax Harvey kiss civics of casino we gathered to get a much gold in my civil why'd we do that everything that we did we did sort of clients all could learn we have a part we deserve reward and a xem answers them shem says show Tim Shiva olam fools of the world everything that you did you did for yourself those marketplaces you created you did for your own wealth the bathhouses you created for your own recreation money and goal doesn't belong to any way Suzuka Mara miyad immediately they leave the pot a nephesh the press broken and the next Empire comes forth mix is a Persian the Persian Empire comes forth their wise men their representatives and a Shem says the same thing to them what did you do to support Torah learning what's your involvement why do you think you have reward and they say took us borrow our biggest scharon gosh our new look at the many bridges that we built look at the many cities that we conquered look at the many wars that we went to we weren't like the Romans who just gave money we gave our blood our young boys so the Jew sively safe said of bands of rival groups should come and kill them why do we do all this all that we did we did so the class or should learn Torah and amazingly English em answers them as well show Tim Shiva all them fools of the world everything you did you did for yourself the bridges you built you built to collect taxes the wars that your wage was your own honor and your old hag indictment new yacht immediately they leave the puppy nefesh depressed and broken and here's the question if I stand here now and I tell you something it may be true it may not be true you've ever bought a used car you know that not every word that every human being says is exactly the truth but this gamar is not discussing here and now here I hide behind his heavy cloak of physicality wrapped inside this body I could think what I think say what I say and you'll never know whether it's true or not but this grammar is discussing a different time period and is immersed talking about standing in front of a garage vertical at that ultimate moment of truth and here's the question how could these people tell such a lies the Roman Empire what they did was so that the Jews should learn Torah not true at all they were enemies the Persian Empire everything that they did was to the Jews killer how could they have the audacity to tell such a bald-faced lie but listen to the lie they didn't say the Jews also benefited they didn't say our primary interests were a self but the Jews also benefited coulomb lo hace no nothing that we did we did elekid asia australia on the torah everything that we did was the Jewish people should learn and it sounds absurd it sounds ridiculous how could they say such a bald-faced lie how could they tell such a checker and if you don't hear this question let's focus on it a little bit more if you study the march of progress of the past 5,000 odd years you see that mankind has evolved so many different dimensions of control over nature if you look at the past 500 years from the invention of the printing press the Scientific Revolution the germ theory Industrial Revolution now the technological revolution mankind has brought such wonders to the world and we live in a world of such ease comfort luxuries we take technology each for granted but I want you to understand that each step was built layer after layer it took an entire cadre thousands upon thousands of men of each generation dedicated to discover their discoveries and each generation each culture built on the one before it and what we enjoy today is the fruit of thousands of years of mankind's knowledge understanding and progress well listen to what this game are saying it's not just saying that the Romans come forth and claim what they did was that the Jewish people should learn it's not just the Persians called uma uma after the Romans and after the Persians every culture every civilization comes forth with the same claim everything that we brought to mankind every advancement everything that we improved all we did we did for one reason so that the Jewish people should learn Torah and the question is how could you say such a absolute checker a complete lie in front of a Shem in this moment in time and why does a sham even entertain it calling them fools saying you did if your own good it sounds ridiculous and I'd like to see if we could better understand what in fact ghazala telling us and how in fact the various nations thought that they would have a claim and why shamanism and to do that I think we need to take a little bit of a study of some of the basics of emunah limb explain to what I mean invention and we say some interesting words Hassan assalam Coulomb I shall you feed the entire world from the Congo into the Sahara Desert for the Beatles and to the lizards to the chimpanzees every animal in Crete including man you feed but that's not just all that we say who knows thing left on the hob assertion you give bread to every creation every creature and included in that is I the recipient a Shem I thank you for the bread that I eat now I'd like to ask you the obvious question on Benji I buy my bread at Zia's bakery zisha biases flour from the mill who buys a flower from a large distributor who buys it from a co-op and buys it from Joe the farmer out in Idaho man bake this bread man harvested the wheat brought it to the mill grounded sold it brought it to the baker and the baker break baked the bread now I'm not denying that a shame created the world and I'm not denying it a sham keeps the world going but why are we thinking of him as if man didn't have a part in it hashem created the world I shaman on the world but this bread was baked by man we should thank man not a sham why are we saying the word thank you I Shem to this bread that I eat when I was man who deserves the credit and I think this question isn't such a simple question and the answer I want to share with you something very profound amisha Huffman explains the gamarra the guar says khullar omer halla ligado before Yom whoever recites the complete hollow everyday horizon moharrak McAuliffe is a blasphemer if a person sees miracles every day that a Shem brings in his life in session if a person says wow look at this Hashem intervened in a sham interrupted the normal flow of nature and a person sees that level of miracles every day and he says the hallel a goggle every day says the gum where that person is a blasphemer he's almost a Cofer he's almost a denier now you should ask the obvious question I tomorrow my man's at Sonic if I were to see miracles every day ashim interferes with nature sham intercedes a sham is involved in my life in a very miraculous manner why do you call me a blasphemer you should call me a tremendous mom in and explain to mr. Kaufman that there's a reason why a sham will bring a miracle Shem doesn't need to bring a miracle to save a person I shouldn't didn't need to split the arm to deliver the Jews from its Ryan a sham could work within the derivative as it always does explains Misha haha come on there's only one reason why Shem will ever bring a miracle and that's to show us who created maintains and orchestrates everything in nature the only reason why I'm demonstrates his control over physicality is to show us that everything in the physical world has been created by a sham is maintained by Shem and more than that explains a magic achma and when you see a leaf growing on a tree when you see a seed that somehow grows into an oak tree you're watching a Shem and I'm bonding the end of Bo explains there's no such thing as nature I shall create of this world and Asha maintains it and what that means in planes of the languages and you see a seed dividing and the cells conforming the different specific types of cells that they're supposed to become you're watching a sham who created it and keeps it maintains it and brings it through every step of the process it looks like its man it's very natural it looks like it's just nature happening but we fail to realize that it's actually a Shem on a regular ongoing basis I want someone interesting video where the a fellow planted a tripod and the right before this that they've actually end of winter he planted a tripod and he set the timer on it to take four pictures every day was pointed directly at a tree a large barren tree and it took four pictures equally spaced in time and every day and day after day day after day throughout the early spring throughout the summer as the tree became fully blossom and in the leaves shed and afterwards he melded all these still photos into a video and a 32 frames a second what you saw was miraculous you saw a tree suddenly starting to grow buds and the bud started taking shape and the shape started leaves and leaves started filling out and you saw in a 12-second span and this barren tree turned into this fully laden tree and you saw the miracle of nature the robot explains if you'd like to understand what nature is you're watching a Shems total complete involvement in running everything that happens it looks like its nature it looks like a Shem could have created it left it but you don't understand what's really happening if you'd like to understand the shims relationship to physicality I'd like to give you a muscle weren't you imagine the phylum imagine it's a cold februari evening and I'm waiting for the bus it's at night I'm sorry to shiver freezing cold so I i got to get at close my eyes and i imagine a beautiful beach scene 85 degrees whites and cloudless sky ocean blue one lone seagull lofting by until the bus comes splash god is a sand gone is the ocean blue gone is the seagull I'm the dreamer as long as I think about the sand as long as I'm conscious of the water and as long as I have the seagull in my mind it exists the minute that I ceased thinking about it it's no longer there if you'd like to understand the shims relationship to the physical world english m is a creator maintainer and orchestrator everything that happens a rock that exists was created by shem but requires a shim to keep in existence and we assume that much like when we create things it's creative when man creates he takes elements are in existence and reshuffles them Hashem took from absolute Tohu verbal from absolute absence of anything Hashem said via he and when a shim created the physical world it requires constant if you of energy and a shims relationship to the physical world as a sham is the creator in the maintainer if you see a rock if you see water you see I Shem you see I'm keeping it maintaining it keeping it where it's supposed to be and if you watch any part of nature you're watching me simrit su fin constant continuous miracles it looks very natural and it's quite predictable but the predictions are that because a Shem did it yesterday this way they'll continue doing it but that's a Shems involvement in every part of nature anything that you see grow any part of the Wild Kingdom can anything you see in existence you're watching a sham right there keeping it molding it keeping in existence and that's a shims relationship to the physical world and at the shams relationship to nature what sessions involvement in our world petitions involvement in society in the goings-on of mankind and so i'll share with you an interesting thought both office of elvis says in his introduction to shower be talkin he says that an alchemist a person who can convert base metals into gold is very very well set he has nothing to worry about in this financial world he takes metal turned it into gold he said explains what was that about be tough and a person who trust in a sham is much better off than an alchemist why he says and he gives 10 reasons if a person trusts in a sham he's better off than the alchemist for 10 different reasons and one of those reasons is very compelling he explains that the alchemists must hide a secret the alchemist cannot let a single human being know that he can turn lead into gold why because if he ever left it out a sham will kill him why because a sham wants it to be an economy a sham wants there to be a system of trade for me to trade my sheep for your cow it's too difficult therefore shim put a love of gold within the heart of man gold is the center of the economy certainly it was in gold base for a long time but it became the currency against which all paper was measured gold was a center roll and explains calls of all those that if a person has the capacity to turn lead into gold you would instantly destroy any economy because there's no value system anymore and the world will cease to exist as it does and a shim would never let that happen he therefore explains the focus of all those a Alchemist if he has this capacity must keep this secret because otherwise a sham will kill him because it will destroy the world and this is a very interesting insight why because what it means in plain language is that behind the scenes Hashem is very involved in what's happening when you see the market crash and it drops 700 points no one understand that a Shem is directly not involved the cause the one hundred percent go Raymond cause of it and if the market increases and goes up a sham is totally involved in that but it's not just economies I remember hearing many times my regular she was at sala quotas father you haven't noticed that technologies discoveries suddenly happen but when they happen a number of people seem to be right there and people are astonished look at the brilliance of edison look at the wisdom of newton look what they uncovered we should his father used to say and then a shim wants that knowledge out there at a certain time in a certain point and whoever happens to be at the forefront of that study is going to discover it but only exact when a sham wants to and when that the right time he can discover it or he or anyone else happens to be obviously if you're the man on the scene it's more likely you'll discover it but the reason why it's uncovered then is because that's exactly the time that a sham wants that knowledge to be given to man and you could watch the sequence and when it becomes uncovered many times it's simultaneous one person in germany another person austria another person france discovers it almost at the same time because what you're watching is a sham revealing parts of the world to man and what we forget and what we has ceased to understand is how involved a sham is in the running of the world how involved a shim is in what happens in the writing of headlines and I want to share with you some basic observations which I I think may be very simple but they were saying that Obama makes an observation of pasta can finish some toss him LF amela the Jewish people are commanded when you enter air to stroll appoint a king choose a king choose some toss obscene put your own king I shave garcia marquez thought that a sham will choose romances wait a minute choose a king let me just supposed to choose that a sham chooses either you choose or sham chooses who's choosing says our bond that's exactly what the posix telling you any ruler over a nation is appointed by a Shem it is impossible for a human being to self appoint himself it is impossible for an elected body to a point human being can a Shem appoint every ruler over nations and it's very interesting to note you haven't noticed right around election times things just suddenly spin out of control Hillary Clinton was the front-runner by far there was no question that she was going to have the Democratic nomination probably win the presidency and all of a sudden is an email scandal and twenty-two thousand emails are deleted from her personal email server many of which were issues of state secret but it wasn't uncovered it wasn't discovered until the critical moment right when the presidential runnings are beginning to get heated up a fella called Donald Trump who no one knew who he was other than some reality TV show was excuse my expecting everyone soon he was a I was a clown but he wasn't taken seriously all of a sudden is I never noticed every presidential election people come from out of nowhere a senator with two years experience an absolute junior with no world experience no political experience no nothing to make him eligible the most powerful position in the world and when you see these things happening you're watching the Irish em and if you'd like to know who's going to win the election I'll tell you exactly was going to win exactly the person that a xem determines is the right one and as a rahman says there is no such concept no Prime Minister no president no King no death but no monarch no ruler ever ruled over a nation that wasn't put into power by shine but it really goes a lot further than that they pay attention in downloading vivaro da field we say it every day in chakras and listen to what the pasuk says the Hashem amalaki a sham to you is rulership vomits not say LaRoche what does words mean so normally we translate that is in a Shamir above every ruler as great as any king is as great as any mayor governor Prime Minister I shame you even above that suzuka member bastard snapshot that's not what the public saying now ms.nastii LaRoche means that a xem of points every leader and the government vas explains what that means every leader over the smallest sort of position even water rights meaning to say if there's a leader of men in any position in any situation and that person is appointed by a xem whether it means in plain language is a sham is very very busy i'm not going to bore you with the details and i doubt you have time for it but if you'd like to know the amount of people who are empowered in this country alone from elected officials from city county local officials judges and commissioners heads of departments apartment housing department of water mayor governor's senators congressmen heads of banks president universities ceos ministers generals animals fire chiefs play at the police the number is astonishing and it's not because the United States of America is made up of all chiefs and no Indians it's because to keep 300 million people in a system of organized government in a system of organized business in a system that works requires quite a number of leaders and knowing and understanding that everyone of people is appointed by a Shem and as a marshal explains to us because a Shem is not just involved in a macro level to build a building you need bricks and what happens to you and I doesn't happen on the macro level and happens in our day-to-day life and every leader of any person in the world is appointed by a Shem and if you'd like to know the answer to what we say in benching who knows same left on little basara shem you give britt every man what it means in plain simple languages who gave the wisdom to Joe the farmer to plant wheat and not barley who gave them the desire to actually go into farming and who gave the desire to the board of coop and to put together that hope to buy all the wheat so that they could sell it effectively who created the mill and the hundreds of people that are running there and the systems that keep it going who appointed the person running it and who keeps it running and who appointed the distribution system and the transportation system and who gave zisha the idea of baking and keeps it going you're watching a sham if you'd like to understand the shams involvement in the world study any part of the world study anything that happens any transaction any industry any organization and no other sham is behind that but I think we're just really scratching the surface if you'd like to really understand the shims involvement in the world I'll share with you a powerful pass up darshawn explain to us Paul game I am wave mella viata sham the heart of the king is in the hands of a sham and they're all bog explains what that means he says it's too dangerous for him to leave the King in charge of his monarchy let's say the King on a whim decides to do whatever the people in his Dominion are in grave danger and therefore M doesn't allow him the mouth I'm explains what that means that a king does not have free will when it comes to his people I have free will when it comes to myself I've free will to choose what to eat when to go to sleep what to do but a person who becomes a king lose his free will with in regards to anything that has to do with the rulership of his people it would be far too dangerous and I shall never give that control to man a king has no free will when it comes to issues of his people if you like to know what this concept means it really is quite simple co xem decided that there had to be a United States of America so that when the Jews after the Holocaust landed they'd have shores on which the land and therefore a Shem needed there to be a country and so a Shem can put this wave of revolutionary fought into the hearts of man and a shim stage and orchestrated a Boston Tea Party and a sham and organized this concept of taxation without representation and Thomas Paine to write such a letter write such a little egg heiress and then the Revolutionary War and all of the steps that were needed for their to become a United States of America my friends many a time I've read certain documents and I've said to myself they could not have been written by man read the preamble of the Constitution it could not have been written by man and i'd like to share with you it wasn't yes thomas jefferson went into seclusion for 16 days he was not the author would you like to know who wrote the constitution of the united states of america God wrote it because there had to be United States and it had to function in a particular way and if you'd like to see God running the world openness page of history you see when you read a no-fee when you read your shy on lovey saying Hashem promises this is what's going to be your watching a prophet predict what God's going to do when you read a history book you're reading a detailed account of what God did because everything that happens is within the control of a Shem more than that and everything is directed by m and everything that occurs is a Shems direct guidance of the world to bring about the goals that he wishes for now one more step JK Rowling did pretty well for herself a single mom on welfare she wrote some books and these books became pretty popular as you know Harry Potter at this stage is sold over 450 million books in the best-selling series in the history of mankind and JK Rowling is now richer than the Queen of England up to bad for an unemployed the self-made woman ok but here's the point if you look at the books they're very complex we're talking 400 pages 500 pages quite a number of them over 700 pages and they go through a sequence of seven years Harry Potter begins when Harry Potter's 11 years of age and it goes through his seven years at Hogwarts and the detail in the story is incredible and people study the detail they read the books cover to cover again and again children in teenagers adults and they discuss it and somehow the story works and somehow the details of the story are always right and no matter how many complexities there are and this the third volume and then the fifth volume but it all ties back and it all works together would you like to know why JK Rowling explains why she had this thought she had this vision of Harry Potter 11 year old kid who finds out he's a wizard she had that dream on a train and she started thinking about it and think about it and she started writing notes and more notes and she started writing some details and some more details she filled up shoe boxes shoe back to the pond shoe boxes of note she explains yet the entire story all seven years mapped out before she sat down to write volume number one the reason why the story holds true is because she had the whole train of thought all worked out before she started the first book she saw the end they should soon as before she began the beginning if you'd like to understand history all you have to know is that a shame has very clear ending and a shim is a very clear goal and every detail along the way is known to a sham before you and I began before the Revolutionary War and well before the Magna Carta was written well before the Crusades the point is a Shem knew the end of the story long before it began and I want to share with you one more observation that our bond in the rushes explains that human being will stand judgment three different times in his existence three different types of judgments there's a judgment that we stand or Shoshanna there's a judgment and we stand when we leave this earth and then there's a judgment right before TSM a sim and their money explains that each of these judgments are very very different every Rosh Hashanah were judged but that's in a very very limited fashion you see before persons born there's a particular life setting that set for him how many years will live how much money he'll make how many children will have let's stay groovy let's imagine moving was slated to live to 120 have ten kids and make a fortune of money now just because that's what Slade it doesn't mean rule vane will actually get that if proven wakes up one day and says you know I don't want to I don't want to work for a living he's not going to make a fortune of money if he decides he's not gonna get married he's not gonna have ten kids every brain decides the Brooklyn Bridge is a real nice place to jump off of well guess what he's not to live to 120 before he was created there was a certain life setting that was set for him but he's got to go through the steps and he's got to do it is supposed to so to each of us were given a very exact life setting the ideal stage setting that will allow us to reach a level of perfection and every Rosh Hashanah were then judged on it meaning to say I was slated to have this amount of help who lived this amount of years have this amount of success but each Rosh Hashanah my olam honza this world my situation in this world is revisited and we judged and my worthy of it is it good for me do I deserve it and each one of the details of my life in this world is weighed and measured but it has nothing to do with the world to come and gently it might affect me but everything on Rosh Hashanah on Yom Kippur that's judge has to do with my station in this world health well-being poverty success all autumn has a type of things there's a different judgment when I leave this earth my body's put in the ground and I separate but I the conscious i was thinking leave the body and instantly I view things from a vastly different perspective everything that I so coveted in this world is valueless and foolish every Mitzvah I value with a tremendous passion as gold and silver in a heartbeat my entire understanding of what life was about and why I was here and the values are instantly changed but that's not judgment that's an understanding my body is put in the ground my vision is no longer occluded and no longer blinded I get it that which I always knew deep down to be true I fully fundamentally understand and instantly I look at my life and say wow look what I accomplished and drat why not do more in a heartbeat my entire value system has changed but that's not judgment the judgment when I leave this earth in a very different fashion that judgment is in a hold of a picture of what I could have been what if I made the right decisions what if I was 16 I decided to really put my brain on on and learn and what if i was 18 i decided to do the right thing what if i made all the right choices what was my potential where should I have been what was I destined to be the judgment on rashanna they compared me to me this is consuming to say in general when I leave us earth is where they compared me to me okay hold a picture what I could have been and they say this is what you are how much of you did you become and it's very interesting to note because not every we're being reaches his potential I've been there at a gateway shabbaton and you can see 400 Jews in the room these are Jews are so assimilated so lost and then rabbi at the rabbi gets up there and makes a powerful case and you could see the people who room going yeah the rabbi's right yeah I hear the tour was given by God unsigned it Wow I hear it the rabbi's right and you could watch them throughout the weekend starting Friday night Saturday morning Saturday afternoon Sunday you can see them yeah the rabbi's right the rabbi's right and you know fully well that the vast majority of them are going to leave that weekend the same as I started but what if what if that person is did I hear and I hear what around my saying and they instantly changed they said I'm going to grow I'm going to find out more i'm going to start learning and they became what they were destined to be what if I heard that motion was and I said I get it and I put my life on a different track where would I been that's a judgment when I leave this earth but the run explains there's one final judgment that's very very different but in after me chef comes it's after right before decimation when every human being who ever existed is brought back and every person every culture every civilization is brought forward and everyone being get it not just me not just what I could have been but everything in all of the puzzle all the pieces fit together the entire history of humanity and what each nation was supposed to do is each part of it and the effect or the lack of it and everyone being gets it with total clarity and my friends I believe that's the answer to this Gomorrah do you know why the gentile nations each clamour forth I had a part in in the support of Torah you know where they say it because they're right who runs the world who wrote the history book what does the shame care about what a sham cares about is his nation his people and everything that runs in the world runs for one reason so that the Jewish people should grow that he should accomplish we are the apex the pinnacle the center point the reason for creation and if we don't get it certainly the Gentiles among whom we live don't understand it but that's because we live in a very dark times we live in a very occluded way but when the veil is lifted every moon gets it and the Romans come forth and say everything we did why'd we do it we only built those marketplaces we only made those mercat sauces bath house up to the clients roll and a shim says to them you're right that's why I had you do it but you didn't want it for that reason you wanted it for your selfish reasons and therefore you have no part of it and the Persians come forth and say why we build bridges and I should've says you're right that's why I had you do it I used you and as the pawn as the instrument to fulfill my will but it wasn't your intention and therefore you get no reward and nation at the nation comes forth and generation after generation civilization after civilization says the words the only reason we did everything was that the Jewish nation should learn and what a sham is saying to them is you're right but you have nothing to do with it because it wasn't your intention and my friends and this was Al to me is so powerful and eye-opening I would you like to know why Simon Wiesenthal lived through the concentration camps and when he survived he set his life mission to bring Nazis to justice and he set out on that path and he brought over a thousand Nazi criminals to judgment many of them were killed and he explains what drove him what gave him his mission it explains it was a conversation was in 1944 the war was already turning against Germany and then it was clear that Germany was going to lose the war and he says one day in SS guard turned to him and said tell me but if you survive what do you actually live how are you going to describe the camps to people Simon weasels all said well tell people the truth they're not your left no one will believe that human beings accomplished such brutality no one will believe you Simon Wiesenthal said from that moment he made it his life mission to show the world would happen but the truth is the world didn't believe it and if you ask the soldiers who first Liberty to the camps they didn't have words to describe it there was nothing that they had experienced before they couldn't explain to people what they witnessed in one young US soldier when he deliberated one of the camp said the words any word that I would use doesn't fit what i hain't is barbaric criminal there's no word that I have to because there's no descriptions nothing that I've ever experienced fits it my friends I believe and that there will come a time when we will also fall short of words assume it's a sham chef comes and right before Thea summation every human being is gathered and we amongst them and we will fall desperately short of words how could I explain the value of one word of learning and how could I explain the incredible change in myself in the world like accomplishing one Mitzvah I can't even I can't touch it I can't fathom it will be so short of words when we live in that moment that the think back on it there's nothing we ever lived before that could touch it and we will be very very short of words and the reason why I think that this is a very powerful concept and very important is because we are right before Yom Kippur and if you ask a person watching Kippur a bell obviously your kippers a day of sleeker maquila you know where did you can accomplish in getting rid of a vapors is phenomenal what a gift I can do things to get rid of them and get them off my record then it's a gift of incomparable value but if you'd like to understand your Kippur there's something much bigger than that we'd like to know what the real goal of a Jew on your Kippur should be but you should be able to take stock look at myself and ask myself am i pleased with me am I happy with me is this all i got is this where i want to be is this the direction i what a head in is this where i want to be two years I'll ten years about 20 years and now is this the track that I'm on that I want my grandchildren to talk about me from and when you should be able to do on your Kippur is be able to cut through the veil of darkness you see the day is different than any other day during the course of the year we're very busy there's a lot of static and it's hard to see things clearly when the fast starts taking effect in the caduceus a young begins settling in there's a clarity of understanding and I can look at my life with vastly different eyes and I can ask myself is this all I got and it's at that moment and then hopefully you're rich deep inside and you'll say no there's more that I could accomplish way more that I could be doing and I'm not satisfied and then you'll probably say this up but what could I do realistically how could I change how could I say gosh am i'm going to be different i'm going to grow how could i say it to myself and there's one answer why is it that Tom matura can make it cool and why is it that of all the mixes you put them all on one scale input learning Torah on the other side learning Torah outweighs them all because learning Torah is the most powerful nourishment for the human soul it changes the world it changes me it gives me the energy and strength to become a different human being and if you want to take on any single Cibola on Yom Kippur it's to increase your Torah study because that'll change you more than anything else and particularly if you could take on learning musser results llanto is once asked if you only have an hour to learn what should you learn you said learn muscle you'll find you have a lot more than an hour because when you learn muster and if you could set up a regular Seder in the sir it changes your perspective pink changes your understanding you have value system changes and more than anything if a dude can take on like a bullet to learn more especially muscle it changes his life it changes who he is but the problem is it's very difficult and what I like to share with you is when you appreciate that moment to come if you could focus on the future and you could focus on the value that every Gentile will place on the words of Torah I it could be a powerful moving force I have a boyfriend have a guy friend about 10 years now about 10 years ago and we got an email somebody in Holland wanted to make a large donation to the schmooze I told the fellow was running office calling first before you give bank information you don't get bank information internet so felek Oldham had a long conversation and it comes back this is years from June they're fine I said okay good in the information and cassava there was a very nice donation that was wired transit into the schmooze account okay so he naturally was only right that I thank him so I got the phone number and I called this person up and I started speaking too many such quoting the schmoozing this one in that one and after about 20 minutes is so I said you know I didn't even know that were from Jews in Holland silence I'm not Jewish you know I mean he'd used all the right words and all the expression that he knew every smooth backwards before no I'm not as I'm it said they know to keep this noahide laws oh and then a little bit later in the conversation he says to me and you're probably wondering as many people do so why aren't I am a guy so I'll say to you as I say to my wife and these were his words if I got a borracho deemed it appropriate as make us go in why should we much why should I be my tree fhm that solution wants us to be I spoken to this man every year on a regular basis and this past spring I had the opportunity to actually meet him and his wife we went to dinner in inert stroll I'm by the way three years ago I was in there too tall and a elderly gentleman warm white beard dinner crock comes over to me and says I just want to introduce myself I'm whims Rolf this gentleman is rob me see he only asked Shiloh's to this particular rob living in Australia yes done saying okay what am I saying to you if I could share with you the respect that he has for a Jew the respect that he has for me as a world and even thinks I'm a time welcome reverence and respect you cannot imagine my friends do you understand that is a respect that's due to any Jew your God's chosen people you're ashamed I'm Hannah Fleur and if you've learned and certainly if you've grown and learning in any extent if you've gone to yeshiva and you've learned home in rochy and you've learnt mishnayos you're a person of extraordinary value we don't look at that let every guy dominicks and chill maybe learned that doesn't learn nothing he doesn't there who kit whatever but the comment day when every human being would look at us with vastly different eyes and if we get tapped into that moment if you could imagine after us a young men when every nation comes forth and since I had a part in it and every technological advancement and everything brought to mankind and is clearly seen by all for one reason so that the Jewish people could learn if you could tap into that moment you could have a tremendous understanding of the value of Torah the effect of it and I believe it could be a very very powerful motivating force and to take on learning and to grow however is very difficult I'd like to know why very very simple the reason why this is very very difficult for it to work and the reason why for most people that won't work is quite simple you see this has to do with a phrase a youngin this has to do with time machine and she's amazing and it's got enough to do me because I'll be there I'll be dead hey I'll be dead right sleeping in the box no dad you know like Harvey was a good man Harvey's in his final resting place I'll be asleep I'll be dead I won't be there this is a base in the Romans a Persian so that's great stuff but I won't be there I'll be black asleep dead so what's it got to do with me and results want explains that this is the single greatest mistake that we human beings make would you like to know the difference between death and when I'm alive he says it's very simple imagine I walk in the room and I hang up my coat the coat i'm outside and i walk into the room explains resourceful onto that is death i am the one inside i'm going to tell my arms and legs to move i am the neshamah my body is put in the ground I separate and I stand in front of a sham but it's me not my distant cousin not my alter ego not some scaled-down version of me and it's not black it's not asleep it's brilliantly acutely aware and awake but it's me and if you could tap in to that moment and then understand that at that moment everything I valued in this world money and prestige and dress gorgeous coat sounds pretty my dresses well I feel so good about myself because my dress is so instant when you do you think you're going to care about that then it won't matter you don't even understand how you could be so blind but the point is that all of us will be there but it's me not my distant cousin not my alter ego my body's put in the ground I separate and at that moment everything I understand is with such a different perspective and normally it's quite difficult to feel that but you've Kippur is a very very unique day on Yom Kippur a person can tap into things that you normally can't pin on Yom Kippur person can hook into things that normally you can't feel but then you can and at that moment you can begin to understand the value of Lemuria Torah and you can understand the change that it makes in you onion Kippur there's a lot to think about I have to think about how I relate to other people I have to think about how I relate to my brother my sister my father my mother if you are married I guarantee there's an awful lot for you to take stock of because how you speak to your spouse with what regard and respect you treat your spouse is a huge huge partial and everyone is complaint so my husband my wife and I hear it all day long this one about that one and that what about this one and they always fail to remember that they also have a part in this and believe me if you're married there's an awful lot to think about on Yom Kippur but it's not just if you're married there's so many issues that we have to take stock how I darlin and now I treat other people and how I act as human being how I act in business am I honest and my walking Kadesh em but one thing that you can change more than anything else and one thing that will change everything else is how much involvement you have in Torah study because if you take on to learn more especially again if it's Missouri you're going to change the direction of your life and it's so hard to change it's so hard to change in air yeah and if you take on to learn the whole lot of that area you can change it and if you want to work on smear solution you'll learn the whole office you want to work on bit automotive arrow you learn a lot ins why is that because it changes you gives you the nourishment gives you the power and again if it's hard I think tapping into that moment of opera is a youngin is very powerful and can make a real difference in our understanding I think this cause I'll is a very very eye-opening understanding the Romans come forth the Persians come forth each uma how do they save such lies because it's not lies azone assalam coolish em feeds the entire world what does it mean I buy my bread from dishes bakery they answer a Shem runs the world the entire sequence of events every system in every organization from Joe the farmer to the mill to the coop to the bakery Hashem is completely involved every technology that comes to the marketplace is when a shim want it to be because it's appropriate and proper every discovery of mankind an understanding that a Shem runs the world no king is appointed and that a Shem doesn't want their kings don't have free will but more than that understanding that a sham has a very particular purpose in creating the world and running the world much like JK Rowling knew the end of the story before she sat down to write it hashem knows the end of history and a shame has one goal she created the world to give us the opportunity to grow to accomplish to be close to him for ultimate benefit and the greatest nourishment is lomira Torah and that's where ahem wants to happen and everything that happens in civilization everything that happens in history happens to that reason so that there should be liquids that there should be a mere usual I am there should be a cup of time Queens and we don't view it that way we view it as it's a busy world and a lot of things going on in the world and that's true but a Shem is one goal and that goal is our growth and learning Torah is the greatest pivot point of it all and at a time like Yom Kippur you can understand it and you can take on new goals new objectives new points and you could reach what you can't before and want to close the one last thought you used to be very difficult to imagine after AI sayama just be very difficult to imagine mushy of time but my friends if you even just slightly pay attention to what's happening in the world today it's as obvious as the nose in front of you after almost two thousand years the Jewish people not only have existed we're back in our homeland when that homeland was a barren austere wasteland in the 1880s and now it's fully built up we keep the same Torah can we keep the same mrs. there are 10 a local emotion we see nice and chillin and it's feelin that I where is the same as Rashi or ptosis but it's the same as a buying in Rafah and if such as that are my bigoted are the same as a worn and bubble we've kept every part of the Torah it's a miracle beyond description the fact that we exist is a miracle beyond description the fact that weary conquered our land and the fact that Torah flourishes today as it never did before in history they say that since the great achieve is a sewer and publicity or never as many full-time Torah Torah scholars learning and by now it's way more than even the great deceivers there's never been a time like that and we even see something even more unprecedented we see Bali chuva coming out of the woodwork I often dominar some math it's a 12 minute walk from my house and you see guys whose grandmother's didn't know what Chavez candles were and they're shuffling in a dominating and keeping said it's amazing but if you don't get it just look at a country called Iran what's the most powerful man in the free world bend over six times backwards please please i want to give you nuclear capacity there's never been such foolishness such folly in existence a world war two was fought with criminals and against people who were not even as bent on the destruction of America as is Iran it's not only death to Israel its death to America and they scream it and they say it and the president of United States America begs them to sign a treaty please please okay we won't even inspect the nuclear facilities we won't even hold it will give you 150 billion dollars just please sign this treaty that gives you nuclear armaments what insanity what lack of understanding could drive a human being to do it and don't tell me self aggrandizement and putting his name in history books it makes no sense you're watching a Shem running the world but it's so clearly out of control so clearly out of the norm that there's no choice but to say I get it where mommies aught aught steps away from a chef coming and my friends that should be a powerful force to motivate us why because my share of the great time but at that point is very little growth there's no fight there's no war there's no y its ARRA everyone being understanding and there's no accomplishments that we can do now now in the darkness now when it's so difficult and we reach out to our chemin session please help me and we set goals can we reach for the stars and we even get part there the star is unbelievable it changes unbelievable regime grant us the wisdom hands naming put this into practice ashim grant you a good sweet new year if anyone has moon tonight so if anyone has questions please feel free to come over now also I want to mention that I'm hopefully starting a number of live webinars after right at the circus if you're not signed up an email list is in the lobby there's a iPad you can put your name on it and you'll find out all about the various musser webinars and in various webinars that are broadcast regularly I have 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