Purim We're Drinking For Clarity!

welcome welcome back so this week I have an intoxicating topic for you this week's topic is we're drinking for clarity so in the Miga it says the king Esther over the party of wine what is your request and this is where Esther first invites H to another party and then makes the request to get rid of H when it says it's also to the says says that by the per there's a special illumination that you do not have the rest of the year there's something very special going on by the per that it's a time to D and it's a time to ask saying what's the request is a time that we could ask for what we need what's so special about the drinking by the perm sud why do we drink at all so one of the reasons brought down in why we drink is because since a good part of the N of PM happened through wine so we we drink wine as well that what happened on PM vashi was killed when aish was drunk and that created a space for Esther hamala to come and become Queen and the downfall humm's downfall happened by this by this party over wine by this suda over wine therefore we drink as well the far bring down that when we drink at the perm you see the difference between a yid and a guy when the guy drinks he's drinking as an escape he's drinking to act wild he goes crazy but when we drink what are we doing we're filled with Mir we're singing to we're doing we're learning we're having a sud and the bring down that this creates a tremendous blow against a tremendous blow against thear but there's another aspect as well explains he said this over by his perb who the once I believe is in 2017 he says that there's a misconception people think that when we're drinking we're drinking to the point where we don't know the difference between curs is H and bless is Mor people think that means that we're drinking to the point of confusion but he says that's not the case he says the whole year we're confused the whole year on mik has us confused when we're drinking on PM we're drinking to get clarity the whole year on mik bring safik into our life if you think about it it's interesting because the gamat the numerical value of aik and the numerical value of saf is the same 240 sayar y through the whole year there is suff there's uncertainty that's brought into our life from aik on Pur we're drinking to break free from the confusion on Pur we're drinking to get clarity what does this mean sounds like a cute ver the whole year we're confused we're drinking to get clarity but practically speaking what does it mean what does it mean that I'm P when we're drinking we're drinking to get clarity so I think you could explain this with an idea that Pinkus brings down his in hisus on says regarding drinking he says something very very interesting he says that wasn't mean to be drinking that you come to the point where you're saying say Pinkus that H signifies the darkness in our life H signifies the trials and tribulations that we all go through the whole idea of Pur is that AES is hidden but orchestrating from the background Esther is a l of of a of h p of concealment the concealment of a it's for this reason that it doesn't sayem's name in theill at all because Hashem was not at the Forefront Hashem was hidden in the background throughout the whole darkness of the perm story but Hashem was there orchestrating all the events to work out completely the L of Milla is a Lan is an expression of migala to reveal we're pulling back the curtain we're revealing hashem's existence through the darkness one small idea to bring out this point of of how everything that happened was really orchestrated by a KES who's in the background even though we didn't see him at the Forefront in the second PK right away in the beginning of the Milla the PK says by y was during those days when was sitting on his Royal Throne was inir what was A's Throne doing inir the previous Kings their Capital had always been in B why was A's capital in shushan so the medish tells us that what happened was he liked SCH King schlomo's throne with all the animals on each step and he wanted to have the exact same Throne so he hired a Craftsman to go and craft the same Golden Throne for him ASL and he hired these Craftsman in shushan to go and do it which they did but after they finish they realized that uhoh we've got a problem the throne was now too heavy to transport back to B aish did not let that deter him he still wanted to use that Throne he said no problem Capital was in B now we're going to move it to shushan and that's why A's Capital was in shushan but who else was in shushan that from and Esther were the key players for the whole PM story to happen for all the events that were going to transpire afterwards to take place had to be in worked out this whole thing that wants Throne the CR and make it uh oh it's too heavy now has to come to shushan where Mor and EST are so that the whole PM story could take place going back to Pinkus and with this we can explain where means I believe when he says that a perm we're drinking for clarity when we get to the PM sud that's after a whole day of PM a whole day of of hopefully contemplating and well they really have the whole month of AD as well this year we have an extra month of AD but thinking about perm going through the Milla thinking about the idea of perm thinking about the idea of how hasem is concealed but really in the background Hashem is there pulling the strings orchestrating everything taking care of us if we're connecting to the essence of the day then we in our own lives Asin Pinkus will understand that in the concealment of our lives in the and the Darkness the trials of the tribulations that we're going through in our lives we could come to a point of understanding and realizing and being and actually saying a blessing over the band in our lives and realizing that hes who is in the background orchestr orchestrating everything that's going on in our Our Lives even when we can't see it clearly when we're drinking at the sud we can get to this point of clarity to to say to bless even the darkness in our life and realize that it's from AES and that he's orchestrating everything in the background so what does it mean when we say we get mixed up we don't say we say what does that mean so pus explains that Mor signifies sadic that sometimes when we need something and we're doing for something and we're not getting it what do we do we go to the tadim we ask him to D for us he ask him to pray for us we ask him to give us a blessing that P we get to the point where we realize that there's no intermediary between us Andes right now we're one onone withes we could talk to him we could tell him whatever we want whatever we need this is the that we could get to on PM when we're drinking but I think you could take this a step further as well the whole year we can feel like we're not sadikin it's very easy for us to feel down about ourselves and say you know we're not we're not where we're want to be maybe we're not even where we're supposed to be and we're not sadik and it's very easy for us to think that is not interested in us he's not interested in what we have to to say we don't have's ear on Pur we realize that noes loves us for who we arees loves us despite our shortcomings with our mistakes with our Aus KES loves us and we could talk one onone withes and this concept is beautifully Illustrated from the Miga as well this concept that loves us despite our shortcomings one of the pivotal moments in the in the Milla is and the B the one read Milla he reads this whole dramatic tone of voice it is by L who on that night the sleep of was was Disturbed that what happens at that point requests that the book of Chronicles be brought before him and read what happened that Morad saved his life and now beginning of the story happens that that aish rewards Mori by having him ride in the world pulled by H but the says something very very interesting that when it says that one of them one of the one of the one of the one of thear explained that this is alluding to that sleep was being disturbed explains why is sleep being disturbed because who is up watching us protecting CL orchestrating the events of PM to make sure that we're being taken care of right now the the are condemned there's created there's a decree against the that they're going to die because of the virus that they did this decree is from AES knows what's going to happen who knows the end of the story he knows we're going to be saved yet at this point right now there's a decree against the yiden because of the varus that they did there's a decree that they're going to die sleep is Disturbed KES cannot sleep either KES has to watch over us and take care of us even though we've done a varus and even though there's decrees against us for to die cannot sleep Is Watching Over Us you see from this the con who loves us loves the is why because we're the yid and we're his children even when we've done our VAR who can't sleep he's watching over us on P when we drink we could feel that closeness with we realize that wants to hear from us no matter who we are no matter we we're holding no matter what we've done we have aes's Is Watching Over Us is orchestrating the events in our lives and wants us to talk to that we have that connection with this is the clarity that we could come to when we're drinking ad let's try to live a little higher when we drink this year let's be cognizant of the fact why we're drinking what are we doing we're drinking to get to the point of clarity and aush P we're hung over let's try to hang on to this inspiration let's try to hang on to this Clarity at bring it with us throughout the rest of the year AR P have a happy and joyous and a PM full of clarity